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Fading Footsteps
Fading Footsteps
Fading Footsteps
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Fading Footsteps

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A collection of poetry that takes readers through a personal journey of the struggles with depression and anxiety. Fading Footsteps has four chapters that delve into issues of loneliness, self-esteem, anger, and identity.

LanguageEnglish
PublisherHardit Singh
Release dateJun 30, 2016
ISBN9781311609731
Fading Footsteps
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Hardit Singh

Hardit Singh is a poet and fiction writer from Bristol, United Kingdom. Through his books he often finds himself drawn to addressing social issues where more awareness and understanding is needed. His passion to grow and help others through his writing drives him to pick up a pen and share his works.

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    Fading Footsteps - Hardit Singh

    1. A Moment of No Return

    Our path is never straight

    it meanders

    up and down

    back and forth;

    lessons are learned

    healing transpires

    moments are created

    serve as milestones

    which will never be forgotten

    where nothing will ever

    be the same.

    As a baby I was quiet,

    thumb in my mouth,

    daily curious observation.

    A cheeky smile so wide

    my eyes squinted,

    so natural it came to me.

    A kind gentle boy, a ball of energy.

    My mouth had a mind of its own,

    jokes, sarcasm, and witty remarks

    flowed as free as a river,

    my body danced with my words.

    A buffet, food as far

    as the eye can see.

    A mountain of presents.

    A house full of friends

    running around with delight.

    In the large back garden

    bicycles and tricycles galore

    roaming free.

    Every childhood birthday

    I was spoiled and cherished.

    Nothing but love and warmth.

    Arguments seeped into my world

    until the pipes burst.

    Curled in a ball

    under my duvet

    at the centre

    of my bed

    breathless

    my body trembled

    with fear.

    The safe family fortress was crumbling.

    A day of reckoning

    for the tension-filled years

    where tempers flared

    hateful words were spewed

    my brother and I were

    collateral damage

    innocence ravaged

    it was up to us to pick up

    our own pieces.

    The day my umbilical cord to the heart got torn

    I was overwhelmed.

    Love trickled out of my pores but

    I was too young to understand.

    How is a tree supposed to grow

    if you cut its roots and deny it water?

    Like a brown leaf blowing in the wind

    I was at the mercy of the elements.

    All I could do was close my eyes and

    curl up beneath my hands until this storm passed.

    You did the best you could

    with what you had

    I couldn’t have asked for more than that.

    After you have gone I fear that I will regret

    not being a good enough son;

    I should be making your lives easier not harder.

    Deep down I think about how different your lives

    would be if you had a son that wasn’t

    as weak and distant as me.

    During the summer

    I will never forget

    Unreal Tournament and

    Dr Pepper were my

    loyal companions.

    Like an abandoned

    puppy, limping and

    hungry, I yelped.

    No one could hear me.

    No one came.

    I shut down that part of my heart

    so that I could carry on.

    Eminem was my therapist.

    The sting and veracity of

    his rhymes were soothing,

    a safe place to release

    my anger.

    The words and swagger

    of Jay Z streaming

    through my earphones

    was my

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