The Bullied and the Raven Ii: Epitaph
By Jamie Emery
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Read this slow, catch the feelings that are presented in this novel.
Understand that the act of bullying can be stopped, and sometimes, just sometimes, it takes the inspiration of the Raven to do so.
Jamie Emery
Jamie is the author of the Bullied and the Raven series. He is a born and bred Arkansan and was born the ninth child of a family of ten. He lived in Northeast Arkansas for the majority of his life. Jamie and his wife, Pam, are the parents of a precocious daughter named Kara. Although he had many influences growing up, his mother, Joye Chism Emery, remains the greatest by far.
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The Bullied and the Raven Ii - Jamie Emery
© Copyright 2012 Jamie Emery.
All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted, in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, without the written prior permission of the author.
ISBN: 978-1-4669-6610-9 (sc)
ISBN: 978-1-4669-6611-6 (hc)
ISBN: 978-1-4669-6609-3 (e)
Library of Congress Control Number: 2012920453
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Contents
Acknowledgment
Chapter 1 Dream
Chapter 2 Illumination
Chapter 3 Volunteer
Chapter 4 Passion and the Storm
Chapter 5 Psychic Vampires
Chapter 6 Meeting the Devil Himself
Chapter 7 Information Overload
Chapter 8 Atone
Chapter 9 Justice and Faith
The
Bullied and the
Raven II
Epitaph
Is the sequel to the first
The Bullied and the Raven.
A novel to cause awareness!
34392.jpgDedication
This book is dedicated to all who have been either a bully or a victim. Let’s stop the cycle and bring awareness to this topic. In memory of our loss on both sides, we love and will never forget you.
JamiePS: Thank you,
To my family and friends—I love you.
WHEN YOU LOOK, CAN YOU SEE ME CRY
CAN YOU LISTEN, CAN YOU AFFORD TO TRY
WHEN THE RAIN’S AT AN END
WILL IT REMIND YOU OF YOUR LIFE
WHAT’S THE MATTER WITH THE WORLD
WHAT’S THE MATTER WITH TIME
I’M CAPTURED BUT NEVER CAUGHT
FORGOTTEN BUT NEVER FORGOT
HOW CAN YOU FORGET THE PAIN
THAT’S IN YOUR MIND
HOW CAN YOU FORGET THE PAIN
I’M RUNNING BUT CAN’T GET AWAY
PEOPLE WANT ME TO STOP
BUT I CAN’T AFFORD TO STAY
FRIENDS BECOME FOES, ALL ENEMIES NOW
THE PATHWAY THAT WAS ONCE CLEAR
I NO LONGER SEE
WELL IS IT ME
I DON’T SEE HOW, I DON’T SEE HOW
WHEN YOU WALK, DO YOU WALK ALONE
WHEN YOU STAND IN THE DARKENED NIGHT
DO YOU STILL FEEL STRONG
I’M LOST, CAN I BE FOUND
I LOOK TO THE MIRROR THAT CHANGES
DAY BY DAY
I CAN’T SEE MY FACE, CAN’T SEE MY FACE.
Jamie D. Emery
Acknowledgment
Being number nine of ten kids and having lots of friends and acquaintances, one never asked how I felt. I walked in a world full of people, yet I was alone. I am thankful for change and choice but especially for the one person that will never leave or forsake me.
34388.jpgChapter 1
Dream
It’s easy to turn—to turn from victim to bully and bully into victim before you know it. We have all seen the brochures, refusal skills, and stress handouts: stop the anger,
just say no to violence,
just talk it over,
and the big book on self-esteem.
But what I want to know is what takes the darkness, what takes the Raven out of me! These thoughts rang in my head. I understood that they would never bring back what I had lost, and I guess I kind of deserved all this. What is it that makes me truly whole, or have I ever truly been?
Is it faith, is it forgiveness, or maybe, is it just a bit of time? Either way, the one thing that I have found that is true is that we must be the very best that we can possibly be, period.
I found myself in the center of madness, but I was still calm, and I feel it was the Raven that gave me that balance, that gave me that hope. I removed the bad, and I could sleep, not a lot, but I feared no more. My eyes were heavy as was my heart. No more tears, no more fear. I just needed rest, rest for the weary and heavyhearted.
I had bad dreams once again, a cold reminder of all that I had lost, and especially of Sue. But I woke to the sound of laughter, not familiar laughter, but that of a child—a young child. I put my head onto the pillow, but still the sound remained. Was I dreaming? The television was off. I am still in my own house. Do I have an intruder with a sense of humor or one of the many victims returning to pay me back? I thought of all these things as I put my shirt on and grabbed my 9 iron.
I walked into the hallway, and I could smell food, pancakes and sausage. Then the laughter came once again. It was a sweet sensation, yet frightening. I had my 9 iron on my shoulder, ready to swing. But what kind of intruder fixes breakfast and brings a child for entertainment? I walked into the kitchen and lowered my 9 iron as the memories rushed back into my head. Samantha and I began dating a few months after our first meeting at the diner. I guess I was still half asleep, or maybe I had some short-term memory loss. Either way, I was not used to Samantha fixing breakfast as she dropped off her son, Sean.
Sam has an adorable four-year-old son named Sean, who is the quiet type most of the time—well, unless he’s laughing. And when he laughs, he laughs with his whole body, even the neighbors can hear him—kind of reminded me of me when I was a boy. He was happy overall, but he also never knew his dad, which in this case was good. His dad was a marine, and he died in combat. Some called him a hero, but to hear Sam talk about him, he was only a marine and never a father or a husband, at least not one that cared. He was abusive and angry at both Sam and Sean all the time, and he took any frustration out on both of them.
I’m just glad that fate intervened rather than I. I had made it from victim to bully, from husband to widower and now back to father, or at least I felt like one. Sean called me Dad, and I would answer, and of course, Samantha would smile. She was just grateful to have a positive male role model in Sean’s life, and I made the perfect babysitter, but this was the first time that I remember Sam making breakfast before she left for work. She would usually bring Sean in, drop him off, and tell us to have a great day, the routine that I was finally getting used to, but now she is making breakfast. All this time that we had spent, I was always unsure of her cooking abilities. It was just one thing that I always did.
The Raven had finally left me, and my exhilaration was in full force. It was as if the gloom and doom that had hovered over me all my life was finally gone. I never thought I would