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Umo eooxuoeu.o eac ua ruuev "ieo. u ceuiopuma Hpu+"?
ymam, mt ncera saaem cee nonpoct npoe: "opt mt nnn snt? uro enart c
raxnm npornnopeunem?" Inannax saaua +ro xnnrn cocroxna n rom, urot noxasart, uro, xax
t nn tnn cnntnt +rn nnyrpennne xon]nnxrt, mt cnocont nx npeoonert. Mt moxem
cenart mar x nyumemy opasy xnsnn n rom cmtcne, uro onee pasymno, onee npaxrnuno
trt optm, uem sntm.
Jma ruuea o oumee +erov ooopo+ u s.o+. v+aeme .u ei, :mo oma oopioa
npoucxooum e raroo+ us uac?
Mt uro-ro npoe nonx ox mexy anrenamn n emonamn. B nac ecrnnrentno ecrt
uacrn, xoroptx mt ne moxem o xonna oxcnnrt nanpnmep, neopte mtcnn, no mt
cnocont xonrponnponart nx n ntnpart n cee nannyumee. Hmenno rax nocrynaer reponnx
+ro xnnrn Banrant.
He paccrareme .u ei o meop:ecro+ npoecce? Kar ei nuueme ceou ruueu?
nnmy ncero no ono xnnre n na roa, noromy uro, npexe uem cecrt n nanncart
xnnry, x nosnonxm e cospert n cnoem cosnannn. Ho+romy axe ceuac, eceyx c namn, x
uyncrnym, xax uro-ro nponcxonr n moe ronone, ouent rnyoxo n nocosnannn, uro-ro speer n
moe yme. 3ro ouent neceno c ono cropont, nam nyxnt xptntx nx cnoonoro nonera, a
c pyro xopnn. Hyxno nomnnrt o cnoem nponcxoxennn. Ho+romy, xora x conpamct cecrt
n nanncart xnnry, ne snam nouemy, no x onxen nepnyrtcx n Fpasnnnm n nnont
conpnxocnyrtcx c pasnntcxnm opasom xnsnn n c +rnm napoom, nnaemmnm nentpasnmo
cnoconocrtm ne orenxrt peantnocrt or ntmtcna +ro marnx n marepnantnom mnpe onn
cmemann nce. nx roro urot nanncart xnnry, mne neoxonma nmenno +ra armoc]epa.
OT ABTOPA
Camax nepnax ncropnx o Pasenennn noxnnnact n penne Hepcnn. Ona rnacnr, uro or
npemenn, cornopnn Bcenennym, ynnen: necmorpx na napxmym noxpyr rapmonnm, ne xnaraer
uero-ro ouent naxnoro ne xnaraer cnyrnnxa, nmecre c xoroptm moxno tno t
nacnaxartcx nce +ro xpacoro.
Ttcxuy ner or monnrcx o poxennn ctna. Hcropnx ymanunnaer o rom, x xomy xe mor
oparnrtcx ncemorymn, enncrnennt n nepxonnt nonennrent ncero cymero. Tem ne menee
on monnrcx, n nor n xonne xonnon monnrna ero ycntmana.
Onaxo, ocosnan, uro cxopo nonyunr xenaemoe, or npemenn pacxannaercx n coexnnom,
no nonnmaer, uro napymnrcx ouent marxoe pannonecne. Ho cnnmxom nosno nrx, xoropoe
on ntnocnn no upene, yxe na nyrn n +ror mnp. Tontxo n yaercx ory cnesntmn montamn
onrtcx roro, urot ono pasennnoct nanoe.
Ecnn nepnrt +ro nerene, poxamrcx y ora npemenn nnsnent: no ncnonnenne
monnrnt ero opo (Opmys), a n pesyntrare pacxaxnnx 3no (Apnman).
Bcrpenoxennt or enaer nce nosmoxnoe, urot nepntm ns upena ntmen Opmys,
xoropt, yepxnnax n oystnax Apnmana, ne acr pary narnopnrt e no Bcenenno.
Onaxo 3no, xax nsnecrno, nponopno n xnrpo, a noromy n camym mnnyry poon emy yaercx
onepenrt Opmysa n nepntm ynnert cner snes.
Oneuanennt or npemenn npnnnmaer pemenne art Opmysy comsnnxon n cosaer on
po nmcxo, xoropt yer nrtcx pxom c nnm, urot ne art 3ny-Apnmany nosonaart n
nsxrt nnacrt na mnpom.
Ho nepcncxo nerene, po nmcxo cornopen xax comsnnx opa n, n coornercrnnn c
rpannne, n xonne xonnon oepxnr noey. Ho mnoro cronern cnycrx noxnnxercx pyrax
nerena, n ns nee mt ysnaem npornnononoxnym nepcnm uenonex ecrt opyne 3na.
Honaram, ontmnncrno unrarene snaer, o uem ner peut: n pacxom cay, nacnaxaxct
ncem, uro rontxo moxno cee noopasnrt, xnnyr myxunna n xenmnna. nx nnx cymecrnyer
onn-enncrnennt sanper: +ra cynpyxecxax uera nn n xoem cnyuae ne onxna nosnart, uro
raxoe opo n 3no. Iocnot-Bceepxnrent ronopnr nm: "Or epena nosnannx opa n sna ne
emt..." (Knnra Ftrnx, 2: 17).
Ho nor n onn npexpacnt ent noxnnxercx sme, xoropt pyuaercx uecrntm cnonom,
uro +ro nosnanne ropaso naxnee camoro pax, a noromy cynpyram neoxonmo nm onaart.
Xenmnna nonauany orxastnaercx, ronopx, uro For npnrposnn nm sa ocnymanne cmeprtm,
onaxo sme oemaer, uro nnuero noonoro ne cnyunrcx. Concem naoopor n ror ent,
xora onn nosnamr opo n 3no, onn cranyr oropanntmn.
Eny yaercx yenrt; ona npoyer sanpernt nno cama n aer xycouex Aamy. C +ro
mnnyrt npexnee pannonecne n Pam napymeno: cynpyrn nsrnant orrya n npoxnxrt. Onaxo
npn +rom For nponsnocnr saraounym ]pasy, n xoropo nonnocrtm npnsnaer npanory smex:
"Bor Aam cran xax onn ns nac, snax opo n sno".
H n +rom cnyuae (n rounocrn xax n nerene o ore npemenn, xoropt monnr o uem-ro, cam
yyun camoepxanntm n nonnonnacrntm nnacrennnom) Fnnnx ne oxcnxer, c xem
pasronapnnaer enncrnennt For n nouemy on ecnn on enncrnennt nponsnocnr cnona
"onn ns nac".
Kax t ro nn tno, po nmcxo or camtx cnonx ncroxon opeuen nnrartcx n neunom
Pasenennn mexy nymx npornnononoxnocrxmn. H nac c namn oypenamr re xe comnennx
ornocnrentno namnx npexon, n +ra xnnra, nanncannax mnom n nontrxe nx npoxcnennx,
ncnontsyer xoe-xaxne nerent, nosnnxmne no ncex uertpex croponax cnera, no
paccxastnammne o onom n rom xe.
Knnra "txnon n centopnra Hpnm" sanepmaer rpnnornm "B ent cetmo...", xya nxoxr
"Ha epery Pno-Htepa x cen n sannaxan" (1994) n "Beponnxa pemaer ymepert" (1998). Bce rpn
paccxastnamr o ono neene ns xnsnn otxnonenntx nme, xoropte nnesanno oxasannct
nepe nnnom nmnn, cmeprn, nnacrn. ncera cunran, uro camte rnynnnte nsmenennx n n
uenoneuecxo yme, n n xnsnn omecrna nponcxoxr n ouent cxarte cpoxn. B ror mnr, xora
mt mentme ncero +roro oxnaem, xnsnt pocaer nam ntson, urot nponepnrt name myxecrno
n name xenanne nepemen; n ne nosnonxer cenart nn, yro nnuero ne nponcxonr, nnn
orronopnrtcx rem, uro mt eme ne roront.
Ha ntson nao ornernrt nesamennrentno. Xnsnt ne cmorpnr nasa. Heenx +ro cpox
onee uem ocrarount, urot pemnrt, npnnnmaem mt cnom cyty nnn ner.
Bvouoc-Apec, 2000
LRBOR H CEHLOPHTA RPHM
"H cnpocu. Eeo uermo us ua:a.icmevmuux: V:ume.i o.aeu! Umo
+ue oe.ami, :mooi uac.eooeami rusui ee:uvm?
Hucvc crasa. e+v: :mo mi uasieaeui Meu o.aeu+? Hurmo ue
o.ae, rar mo.iro oouu Boe".
Enanrenne o1 Ayxn, 18: 18-19.
Bor yx ner nxrnanart, xax crapyxa Fepra xaxt ent ntxonna ns oma, cannact y
nepe. Xnrenn Bncxoca snann, uro rax ono n neercx y nme noxnntx onn ymamr o
npomnom, ncnomnnamr monoocrt, cosepnamr mnp, x xoropomy ontme nourn yxe ne
npnnanexar, nmyr, o uem t noronxonart c cocexmn.
V Feprt, onaxo, nnte tnn npnunnt cnert y nepe. H n ro yrpo, xora ynnena ona
nesnaxomna, xoropt, nonxnmnct no xpyromy cxnony, menenno nanpannxncx x enncrnenno
n rom ropoxe rocrnnnne, nonxna oxanact. Cxontxo pas ona ero cee npecrannxna, a on
oxasancx concem pyrnm: n nonomenno, urot ne cxasart orpenanno, oexe, opocmn,
nepnrt.
H conponoxan ero txnon.
"Myx mo oxasancx npan, noymana ona. He cnena t x ryr, nnxro t nnuero ne
sanoospnn".
Fepra ne ouent-ro ymena onpeenxrt nospacr n noromy npnxnnyna, uro nononpntnmemy
onxno trt ner copox nxrtecxr. "Monoo", noymana ona, n xo ee mtcne nonxren
nnmt romy, xro oxnner o ee ner. Ona cnpocnna cex, onro nn on y nnx npoyer, n,
sarpynnnmnct c ornerom, nce xe pemnna, uro neonro, pas y nero c coo nnmt manentxn
uemoanunx. A cxope ncero nepenouyer n noer antme, cneyx cnoe crese, Fepre
neneomo, a n ne nnrepecno.
H nce xe ne nponann nnycrym rot, nponeennte em na nopore oma n oxnannn ero
npnxoa, no sa +ro npemx ona nayunnact nennrt xpacory oxpecrntx rop, xoroptx npexe n ne
sameuana no ro npocro npnunne, uro ponnact sect n npnntxna x nesaxy.
A npnesxn, xax n cneonano oxnart, nomen n rocrnnnny. Fepra noymana tno ne
noronopnrt nn co cnxmennnxom o +rom nexenarentnom noxnnennn, no pemnna, uro ne cronr:
ne craner ror ee cnymart, cxaxer, mon, ntxnna crapyxa ns yma.
uro x, rora ocraercx nnmt xart, uro antme yer. Bet txnony, urot narnopnrt
e, mnoro npemenn ne nao rax yparant, nannnt, mxnant n mrnonenne oxa nanxr epentx,
nocaxennte ner necrn nasa. Tyr ocennno crapyxy: orroro nnmt, uro ysnana ona npo sno,
xoropoe cnm mnnyry nomno n Bncxoc, nonoxenne en ocoenno ne nsmennnoct: txnon
npnxonr n yxonr, n nonce ne oxsarentno, urot xro-nnyt nocrpaan or ero npncyrcrnnx.
txnont nocroxnno poxr no cnery: nnora rax npocro, urot ysnart, uro ram rnopnrcx, a
nnora urot noneprnyrt ncntrannm ry nnn nnym ymy, no npn +rom camn onn nectma
nepemenunnt n pemennx npnnnmamr es ncxxo nornxn, nonnnyxct enncrnenno
yonontcrnnm ncrynnrt n cxnarxy c ocrontm npornnnnxom. Fepra nonarana, uro nnuero
ocoo nnrepecnoro nnn npnmeuarentnoro n Bncxoce ner n ontme uem na cyrxn ropoox ne
moxer npnnneut nnnmanne xoro t ro nn tno, a yx xnxsx rtmt n noanno.
Ona nontranact tno npnart mtcnxm cnonm nnoe nanpannenne, onaxo anemnn
nesnaxomen nnxax ne ntxonn y nee ns ronont. A neo, eme concem neanno uncroe n xcnoe,
nauano mexy rem xmypnrtcx.
"uro ryr ocoennoro, noymana Fepra. B +ro npemx roa ncera rax". Hnxaxo cnxsn c
noxnnennem nesnaxomna, uncroe connaenne.
Tyr ona ycntmana oranennt pacxar rpoma, a cneom eme rpn. C ono cropont, +ro
osnauano, uro oxt conpaercx, no c pyro, ocoenno ecnn ncnomnnrt tronanmne n
Bncxoce noneptx, moxno tno ncronxonart n rax, uro nposnyuan ronoc pasrnenannoro Fora,
neonontnoro rem, uro nmn crann espasnnunt x ero npncyrcrnnm.
"Hanepnoe, x onxna uro-nnyt cenart. Bet, n xonne xonnon, ror, xoro x xana,
rontxo uro npnmen".
Hecxontxo mnnyr ona npncmarpnnanact n npncnymnnanact x romy, uro nponcxonno
noxpyr: rposonte ryun nce nnxe nanncann na ropoom, no ontme ne rpoxorano. Fepra, xax
opax, xorx n tnmax xaronnuxa, ormerana ncxxne noneptx n cyeneptx noome, a yx mecrnte,
yxonnmne xopnxmn n pennmm xentrcxym nnnnnnsannm, n none xoropo n nosnnx n
nesanamxrnte npemena ropoox Bncxoc, rem onee.
"Ipom +ro ncero nnmt xnnenne npnpot. Ecnn t Iocnot nosnamepnncx oparnrtcx x
nmxm, on namen t nno cnoco, nonpome".
Hoxya ona pasmtmnxna o +rom, cnona n renept yxe concem nnsxo rpxnyn rpom.
Fepra nonxnact, sapana cno cryn n nomna n om, uro no oxt ne nonacrt, no cepne ee
npyr cxanoct or cmyrnoro crpaxa, onpeennrt npnunny xoroporo ona ne morna.
"uro xe x onxna cenart?"
Cnona e saxorenoct, urot nesnaxomen nocxopee noxnnyn nx ropoox: ona cnnmxom
crapa, urot nomout cee camo, Bncxocy, a rnannoe Iocnoy-Bceepxnrenm, xoropt, ecnn
nyxa nosnnxner, es comnennx, nteper cee nx noepxxn n onopt xoro-nnyt
nomonoxe. Bce +ro nycrte penn: myx ee or neuero enart nmnn ntymtnart ncxxym
ncxunny, urot nomout e npemx cxoporart.
Onaxo ona nnena txnona n yx n +rom ne tno y nee nn manemero comnennx.
txnona, npnnxnmero onnute uenonexa ns nnorn n xponn, n oexe crpannnxa.
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B onom ome c rocrnnnne nomemannct: npoyxront marasnn, pecropan, re noanann
nma mecrno xyxnn, n ap, xya saxaxnnann xnrenn Bncxoca nocyaunrt o noroe nnn o
rom, uro ntnemne monoexn ner nnxaxoro ena o xnsnn epennn. "enxrt mecxnen snma,
rpn ocrantnte xaropra", ronapnnann onn, pasymex npn +rom, uro ncero nnmt sa enxnocro
ne naono ncnaxart n sacexrt none, ntpacrnrt n copart ypoxa, cxocnrt n cxonnnrt ceno,
ocrpnut onen.
Bce mecrnte snann, uro xnnyr n mnpe, xoroporo ontme ner, no npn +rom ynpxmo ne
xenann cornamartcx c rem, uro onn nocnenee noxonenne semneentnen n nacryxon, crontxo
nexon onranmnx n semnnx ropax. Pano nnn nosno noxnxrcx n nx xpam mamnnt, n cxornny
yyr pasnonrt nanexe orcma, xopmx ee no-ocoomy, n xaxax-nnyt xpynnax nnocrpannax
]npma, xynnn ropoox, npenparnr ero n ropnontxnt xypopr.
Taxax cyta yxe nocrnrna nce oxpecrnte ropoxn, onn rontxo Bncxoc conpornnnxncx.
eno, nanepno, tno n rom, uro cnntnt tnn n nem uyncrno onra nepe npomntm n namxrt
npexon, nexora xnnmnx sect n nronxonanmnx noromxam, xax naxno conpornnnxrtcx o
nocnenero.
Hpnesxn nnnmarentno npouen perncrpannonnym xaprouxy, coopaxax, xax ee
sanonnnrt. Ho ero ntronopy semnne nmn oraamrcx, uro npntn on ns xaxo-ro
mxno-amepnxancxo crpant, n noromy pemnn nanncart "Aprenrnna" emy ouent npannnact
ee copnax no ]yrony. B rpa]e "omamnn apec" on yxasan "ynnna Konymnn", npnnomnnn,
uro ecrt n Rxno Amepnxe raxo otua n snax ynaxennx anart ynnnam n nnomaxm
nasnannx cocennx rocyapcrn. A nmx cee on oonxnn y onoro snamennroro reppopncra,
xnnmero n npomnom nexe.
H nyx uacon ne npomno, xax xaxt ns 281 xnrenx Bncxoca yxe snan, uro npnexan x
nnm uyxecrpanen no nmenn Kapnoc, uro poom on ns Aprenrnnt, a xnner n Fy+noc-Apece, na
cnanno ynnne Konymnn. Bor ono, npenmymecrno xpomeuntx ropoxon eso ncxxoro
ycnnnx c rnoe cropont ncem nce npo rex nsnecrno.
B +rom, mexy npounm, n saxnmuanoct namepenne nononpntnmero.
On nonxncx x cee n nomep, pasopan uemoan ocran orrya xo-uero ns oext,
pnrnennt npnop, sanacnym napy ammaxon, nnramnnt, npeynpexammne npocryy,
roncrym rerpat, n xoropo enan cnon sanncn, n onnnanart cnnrxon sonora necom na xnno
xaxt. Vromxct or nanpxxennx, or noema n or rxxenoro rpysa, on roruac ycnyn, no nce xe
cnauana npnnep nxonym nept crynom, xort n snan, uro xaxomy ns 281 xnrenx Bncxoca
moxno onepxrt.
A nayrpo on ntnnn xo]e, ocrannn y noprte oexy, urot ee ntcrnpann, cnona nonoxnn
n uemoan sonorte cnnrxn n nnnyncx no nanpannennm x rope, ntcnnmecx x nocroxy or
epennn. Ho opore ynnen on nnmt ony mecrnym xnrentnnny xaxax-ro crapyxa, cnx y
nepe cnoero oma, npononna ero nmontrntm nsrnxom.
On yrnynncx n uamy neca, nooxan, noxa ymn npnntxnyr x rem snyxam, uro nsanann
nacexomte n nrnnt, x mymy nerpa n nernxx, nnmenntx nncrnt. On snan, uro n +rom mecre
xro-nnyt moxer sa nnm nesamerno nanmart, n nponen n npasnocrn n esecrnnn uyrt ne
nent uac.
Vnepnnmnct, uro ror, xro naue uaxnnx cnenn sa nnm, renept yxe ymen npout, ne ysnan
nnuero raxoro, o uem moxno tno t paccxasart cocexm, uyxesemen ntxonan xmxy y
nonoxnx cxanncroro nanyna, ]opmo nanomnnanmero yxny "Y", n cnpxran ram onn ns
cnnrxon. Honxncx no cxnony eme nemnoro, eme uac npocnen, enax nn, yro rnyoxo
norpyxen n cosepnanne npnpot, n ynnen pyro nanyn +ror tn noxox na opna. On
ntxonan eme ony xmy n nonoxnn rya ecxrt ocranmnxcx cnnrxon.
Hepno, xoro ynnen on na oparnom nyrn n Bncxoc, tna enymxa, cnenmax c xnnro
na epery ono ns rex mnorouncnenntx peuymex, uro na xaxoe-ro npemx opasymrcx n
semnem xpam or raxntx nennxon. Houyncrnonan ero npncyrcrnne, ona nonxna rnasa, no
ceuac xe cnona yrnynnact n urenne: marymxa ee, nne ncxxoro comnennx, n cnoe npemx
nnymnna e, uro c nesnaxomnamn saronapnnart ne cneyer.
Onaxo nouemy t nesnaxomnam, nonanmnm n uyxym crpany, ne nontrartcx cnecrn
pyxy c mecrntmn xnrenxmn? V nnx ecrt na +ro npano, n noromy on, noox nonnxe,
cxasan:
opt ent. Xapxo ntnue ne no cesony.
enymxa monua xnnnyna.
Mne t xorenoct xoe-uro ree noxasart, nacrounno npoonxan ror.
enymxa, xax uenonex nocnnrannt, ornoxnna xnnry, nporxnyna emy pyxy n
npecrannnact:
Menx sonyr Banrant. Ho neuepam x paoram n ape ro rocrnnnnt, re nt
ocranonnnnct. eme ynnnnact, uro nt ne crann yxnnart: net orent nonyuaer cnom npntnt
ne rontxo or caun nomepon, no n co ncero roro, uro norpenxmr nocroxntnt. Bt Kapnoc,
npnexann ns Aprenrnnt, xnnere na ynnne Konymnn, nect ropo yxe o +rom snaer, noromy
uro ror, xro npnesxaer x nam ne n oxornnun ceson, npnnnexaer x cee nceomee
nmontrcrno. Her nxrnecxrn, nonoct c npocetm, nsrnx uenonexa noxnnmero n mnoro
nepexnnmero. uro xe xacaercx namero npnrnamennx... Cnacno, xoneuno, no nce oxpecrnocrn
Bncxoca x snam xax cnon nxrt nantnen, rax uro cxopee yx mne cronno t noxasart nam raxoe,
uero nt nnxora ne nnenn. Ho net nt, nanepno, ouent sanxrt.
Mne 52 roa, n sonyr menx ne Kapnoc, n nce, uro nanncano n perncrpannonno
xaprouxe, nenpana.
Banrant pacrepxnact, ne snax, uro na +ro ornernrt. A uyxesemen npoonxan:
H noxasart x ree xouy nonce ne ocronpnmeuarentnocrn Bncxoca, a raxoe, uero rt ne
nnena nnxora n xnsnn.
Banrant ne pas unrana o rom, xax enymxn cneonann sa nesnaxomnem n uamy neca, a
norom nponaann eccneno. Ha mrnonenne oxnarnn ee crpax, no roruac ncues, cmennnmnct
xaxo npnxnmuennx. a n norom, +ror uenonex nn na uro ypnoe npocro ne pemnrcx ona xe
rontxo uro cxasana emy, uro nect Bncxoc snaer o nem, nycrt axe cneennx, xoropte on an o
cee, ne coornercrnymr ecrnnrentnocrn.
A xro nt raxo? cnpocnna ona. Ecnn nt ceuac cxasann mne npany, x net mory
coomnrt n nonnnnm, uro nt ne ror, sa xoro cex ntaere. Pasne nam +ro ne nsnecrno?
Oemam ornernrt na nce rnon nonpoct, no cnauana noem co mno. 3ro neanexo
mnnyr nxrt xott.
Banrant saxnonnyna xnnry, rnyoxo nsoxnyn n uyncrnyx, xax n yme y nee crpax
nepememnnaercx c nocropxenntm oxnannem uero-ro uyecnoro. Horom nonxnact n
samarana cneom sa nesnaxomnem, ne comnenaxct, nnpouem, uro nocrnrner ee ouepenoe
pasouaponanne: rax yxe tnano n ncxxn pas naunnanoct c mnorooemamme ncrpeun,
urot ncxope npenparnrtcx n nectrounym meury o nmnn.
A uyxesemen rem npemenem nonen ee x nanyny, nanomnnanmemy yxny "Y", noxasan
Banrant na xonmnx neanno ncxonanno semnn n nonpocnn, urot enymxa nornxena, uro xe
ram saptro.
Hcnauxamct, cxasana Banrant. Pyxn nepenauxam n nnarte.
uyxesemen noopan c semnn nerxy, cnoman ee n nporxnyn Banrant. Ta ynnnnact, no,
pemnn es cnopa enart nce, uro ror npocnr, npnnxnact xonart.
uepes nxrt mnnyr nepe ne oxasancx xenronart, n xomtxx nannnme semnn pycox.
Hoxoxe na sonoro, cxasana ona.
3ro n ecrt sonoro. Moe sonoro. Hoxanycra, saxona ero.
Banrant nocnymanact. uyxesemen nonen ee x pyromy rannxy. Ona cnona npnnxnact
pacxantnart semnm, n na +ror pas ee nopasnno, cxontxo xe sonora npecrano ee rnasam.
3ro roxe sonoro. H ono roxe npnnanexnr mne.
Banrant npnroronnnact tno sapocart xmy semne, onaxo uyxesemen nonpocnn nce
ocrannrt xax ecrt. Horom on npncen na xament, saxypnn n ycrannncx xya-ro nant.
3auem nt mne +ro noxasann? cnpocnna Banrant.
On monuan.
Kro nt raxo? H uro nt enaere n Bncxoce? nx uero noxasann mne sonoro? Pasne nt
ne nonnmaere, uro x mory ncem paccxasart o rom, uro cxptro na cxnone +ro ropt?
Cnnmxom mnoro nonpocon cpasy, ornernn uyxesemen, ne cnox rnas c ropt n yro ne
sameuax npncyrcrnnx Banrant. Hy a nacuer roro, urot paccxasart ncem... Mne rontxo +roro
n nao.
Bt net oemann mne ornernrt na nce nonpoct, ecnn x npny cma.
Hpexe ncero, ne nao nepnrt oemannxm. A na cnere nx rax mnoro oemamr
orarcrno, cnacenne ymn, nmont o rpoa. Ecrt nmn, xoropte cunramr cex nnpane
nocynnrt nce uro yrono. Ecrt pyrne re cornamamrcx nonepnrt n nmte nocynt, nnmt t
onn rapanrnponann nm nnym, nyumym yuacrt. Tt ornocnmtcx x nnm. Te, xoropte oemamr n
oemannx ne ntnonnxmr, n xonne xonnon cranonxrcx eccnntntmn n nnxuemntmn. H +ro xe
nponcxonr c remn nerxonepntmn, uro xnaramrcx sa oemannoe.
On namepenno nce ocnoxnxn, no nen ceuac peut o cnoe cocrnenno xnsnn, o ro
noun, uro nsmennna ero cyty, o nxn, xoropym ntnyxen npnnxrt, noromy uro npany
npnnxrt tno nenosmoxno. A ecnn on xoren, urot cmtcn ero cnon omen o Banrant,
ronopnrt c nem nao tno na ee xstxe.
Onaxo enymxa nonnmana nourn nce. uyxecrpanen, xax n ncxxn myxunna n roax,
nanepnxxa yman rontxo o rom, xax t nepecnart c monoentxo. Kax n ncxxoe uenoneuecxoe
cymecrno, on tn ynepen, uro sa entrn moxno nonyunrt nce. Kax n ncxxn npnesxn, on
nonaran, uro nponnnnnantnte enymxn cront nannnt n nencxymennt, uro cornacxrcx na
nmoe npenoxenne peantno nposnyuanmee nnn nopasymenaemoe n noopaxennn xorx t
noromy, uro ono osnauaer no xpane mepe nosmoxnocrt xora-nnyt ntpartcx ns
saxonycrtx.
He on nepnt n, x coxanennm, ne on nocnenn, xro ntraercx conasnnrt ee rax npocro
n rpyo. Banrant cmymano rontxo ono cnnmxom yx mnoro sonora on npenaran e: ona
nnxora n ne ymana, uro cronr rax oporo, n +ro ononpemenno n ntcrnno e, n ntstnano y
nee yxac.
ne peenox, urot nepnrt oemannxm, orneuana ona, xenax ntnrpart npemx.
H rem ne menee nepnna n npoonxaemt nepnrt.
Bt omnaerect; x snam, uro xnny n pam, x unrana Fnnnm n ne nonropm omnxn Ent,
xoropax ne xorena onontcrnonartcx rem, uro nmena.
Pasymeercx, ona ronopnna nenpany n n rnynne ymn yxe naunnana rpenoxnrtcx, uro
uyxesemen norepxer x ne nnrepec n yer npout. Ha camom-ro ene +ro ona samannna
uyxesemna n nonymxy, nocrponn +ry ncrpeuy n necy n ntpan cee raxo crparernuecxn
ntront nynxr, urot na oparnom nyrn on nnxax ne mor pasmnnyrtcx c nem, rax, urot
tno c xem noronopnrt, tno or xoro ycntmart oemanne, a norom necxontxo ne xpxy
npeanartcx meuram o rom, uro nor, moxer trt, npner nonax nmont n ona nancera noxnner
onnny, re ponnact. Hecmorpx na mnorouncnennte cepeunte pant, Banrant nepnna, uro
eme noncrpeuaer uenonexa, xoroporo nonmnr na ncm xnsnt. Ftno npemx, xora ona orneprana
npecrannxnmnecx nosmoxnocrn, cunrax, uro +ro ne ro, uro e nyxno, no renept
uyncrnonana, uro npemx nernr cnnmxom tcrpo, tcrpe, uem xasanoct npexe, n rorona tna
noxnnyrt Bncxoc c nepntm ncrpeuntm, c nmtm, xro npenoxnr ynesrn ee orcma, nycrt t
axe ona n ne ncntrtnana x nemy nnxaxnx uyncrn. Banrant tna conepmenno ynepena, uro
nayunrcx nmnrt ero: n xonne xonnon, nmont, xax n mnoroe pyroe, +ro nonpoc npemenn.
Pasmtmnennx ee npepnan ronoc uyxesemna:
Bor x n xouy nonxrt, re mt xnnem n pam nnn n ay.
Kanxan saxnonnyncx.
B pam. Ho axe pa n xonne xonnon npneaercx.
3ro tn npont map. To, uro nponsnecna Banrant, na camom ene osnauano: "
cnoona, x ne npout". A on renept onxen tn t cnpocnrt: "H ree roxe pa npnencx?"
H ree roxe pa npnencx? cnpocnn uyxesemen.
Tenept nao necrn cex noocropoxne, ne noport ropxuxy, ne cnyrnyrt otuy.
Cama ne snam. Hnora uyncrnym, uro npnencx, a nnora xaxercx, uro mne cyxeno
xnrt sect n nann or Bncxoca x t npocro ne ntepxana.
Cneymmn mar: nsopasnrt nonnoe espasnnune.
Hy, nano, pas yx nt mne nnuero ne xornre paccxasart npo +ro sonoro, ro cnacno nam
sa npnxrnym nporynxy. Hoy na cno epexox unrart cnom xnnxxy. Cnacno.
Mnnyrxy!
Ara!
Pasymeercx, x xouy oxcnnrt ree, uro +ro sa sonoro, a nnaue sauem t mne rex
npnnonrt cma?
Cexc, entrn, nnacrt, nocynt rax ona n snana! Onaxo Banrant cenana nn, yro
xer norpxcammero orxptrnx: myxunnt naxoxr xaxoe-ro crpannoe yonontcrnne n
omymennn cnoero npenocxocrna, a roro ne snamr, uro n ontmnncrne cnyuaen neyr cex
aconmrno npecxasyemo.
Bt, onxno trt, uenonex ouent ontrnt, snammn xnsnt n moxere menx mnoromy
nayunrt.
Bor rax n nao! Baxnemee npannno n nyxnt momenr, urot ne cnyrnyrt, cnerxa
ocnanrt xnarxy, nornanrt no mepcrxe.
Bor rontxo crpannax y nac npnntuxa: n orner na camt npocro nonpoc pasnonre
nnnnte panen nacuer oemann nnn nacuer roro, xax ncem nam cneyer xnrt. c ontmnm
yonontcrnnem ocranyct, ecnn rontxo cxaxere ro, o uem x nac cnpamnnana c camoro nauana:
xro nt raxo n uro sect enaere?
uyxesemen, xoropt o +ro mnnyrt npoonxan cosepnart ropt, renept nepenen nsrnx
na enymxy. Emy crontxo ner npnxonnoct nmert eno c pasnoopasnemnmn
npecrannrenxmn poa uenoneuecxoro, uro renept on mor t c ontmo one nepoxrnocrn
cxasart, o uem ona ymaer. Banrant nourn nanepnxxa cunraer, uro on noxasan e sonoro,
urot nopasnrt cnonm orarcrnom rouno rax xe, xax ceuac ona crapaercx cnoe mnocrtm n
espasnnunem nponsnecrn nneuarnenne na nero.
Kro x raxo? Hy, cxaxem, ror, xro yxe onontno anno ortcxnnaer ony ncrnny;
reopernuecxn x ee ycranonnn, a nponepnrt na npaxrnxe ne npnmnoct noxa nn pasy.
uro xe +ro sa ncrnna?
Ona xacaercx npnpot uenoneuecxo. orxptn, uro ecnn npecrannxercx nam
nosmoxnocrt nnacrt n ncxymenne, ro n xonne xonnon +ro nenpemenno nponsoer. Hmoe
uenoneuecxoe cymecrno na semne npn naronpnxrntx ycnonnxx, pasymeercx,
npepacnonoxeno rnopnrt sno.
A x cunram...
Peut ne o rom, uro cunraemt rt, nnn uro x cunram, nnn no uro t nam xorenoct nepnrt.
Peut o rom, nepna nn mox reopnx. Tt xorena snart, xro x? npomtmnennnx, x ouent orar n
ouent nsnecren, y menx no nauanom tnn rtcxun nme, x tn c nnmn n cnyuae
neoxonmocrn xecrox, a xora nyxno op.
" ror, xro nxne ncntran raxoe, uro pyrnm nmxm ne npnnnnrcx n no cne, ror, xro
operan esrpannunocrt naxencrna n onaan ecnpeentnocrtm nocrnxennx. ror, xro
nosnan pa, cunrax, uro romnrcx n npencnone cemeno otenmnnt, n ror, xro nosnan a,
xorx mor t nacnaxartcx paem nonno cnoot. ror, xro ncm cnom xnsnt rnopnn n
opo, n sno, n, ymam, nnxro na cnere ne nororonnen nyume, uem x, x ornery na mo nonpoc o
camo cyrn trnx. H nor no+romy x sect. H x snam, o uem rt ceuac cnpocnmt".
Cnrax c ronxy Banrant nouyncrnonana, uro neoxonmo ceuac xe nnont opecrn
nouny no noramn.
Bt xere, uro x cnpomy: "nx uero nt noxasann mne sonoro?" A na camom ene x xouy
snart, uro enart y nac n Bncxoce npomtmnennnxy c rpomxnm nmenem n ontmnmn entramn,
ecnn orner na cno nonpoc on moxer nonyunrt, noptnmnct n xnnrax, noyunnmnct n
ynnnepcnrere nnn npocro npnnanxn xaxoro-nnyt snamennroro ]nnoco]a.
uyxesemny npnmnact no nxycy coopasnrentnocrt Banrant. Bor n cnanno: on onxrt
nnpouem, xax n ncera cenan npannntnt ntop.
npnmen n Bncxoc noromy, uro y menx cospen nnan. xax-ro nnen n rearpe ntecy
mppenmarra, rt nanepnxxa snaemt raxoro?
3ro tna uncremax nponoxannx: conepmenno xcno, uro enymxa nonxrnx o nem ne
nmeer, no ceuac xe cnona npnmer espasnnunt nn, cnonno ornnuno nonnmaer, o xom ner
peut.
Hy, antme, cxasana Banrant c nanycxntm pannoymnem.
Pa, uro rt snaemt +ro nmx, no, c rnoero nosnonennx, nanomnm, o xaxo nmenno ntece
x ronxym, on rmarentno oymtnan xaxoe cnono, onnaxct roro, urot ]pasa snyuana es
npeynennuennoro nnnnsma, no c rnepocrtm, npncyme peuam roro, xro nxer cosnarentno n
namepenno. ecrnne ram nponcxonr n manentxom ropoxe, xya npnesxaer nexax ama,
xoropax pantme ram xnna, npnuem npnesxaer ona ncxnmunrentno c ono nentm ynnsnrt n
ynnuroxnrt uenonexa, n monoocrn orneprmero ee. B noonnexe nce ee xnsnn, ee samyxecrn,
nnonne ocymecrnnnmerocx crpemnennx pasorarert nexnr ono xenanne: oromcrnrt romy, xro
tn ee nepno nmontm.
"H nor rora x sarexn cnom cocrnennym nrpy pemnn npnrn n xaxoe-nnyt
saxonycrnoe mecreuxo, orennennoe or ncero mnpa. Tya, re nmn cmorpxr na xnsnt
paocrno, mnpno, couyncrnenno. Hpnrn n nonpoonart cenart rax, urot onn napymnnn
xoe-xaxne ocnonnte sanonen".
Banrant nonepnyna ronony n crana cmorpert na ropt. Ona nonxna: uyxesemen oraancx
o rom, uro nmx mppenmarra e nnuero ne ronopnr, n renept c onacxo xana, ne cnpocnr nn
on ee o sanonexx, a ona ncera tna anexa or pennrnn n noromy nonxrnx o nnx ne nmena.
B +rom ropoe nce nmn, naunnax c rex, uecrnte, npoonxan uyxesemen.
noxasan ree cnnrox sonora, xoropoe morno t cenart rex nesanncnmo, nosnonnno t
yexart orcma, nyremecrnonart no cnery cnonom, ano t nce, o uem meuramr enymxn ns
rnyxnx manentxnx ropoxon. 3onoro ocranercx sect, a rt, snax, uro ono npnnanexnr mne,
ecnn noxenaemt, nce xe cmoxemt sapart ero. A xora saepemt, ro npecrynnmt sanonet "He
yxpan".
enymxa nornxena na nero.
Hy a uro xacaercx ecxrn pyrnx cnnrxon, ro naroapx +romy sonory nce xnrenn
Bncxoca o xonna ne cnonx nsannnnct t or neoxonmocrn paorart, npoonxan
uyxesemen. ne nonpocnn rex sapocart cnnrxn semne, noromy uro namepenamct
nepenpxrart nx n raxoe mecro, snart o xoropom yy x onn. xouy, urot rt, xora
nepnemtcx n ropo, paccxasana, uro nnena sonoro n uro x roron npyunrt ero xnrenxm. Hpn
onom ycnonnn onn onxnt yyr cenart raxoe, o uem nnxora n nomtcnnrt ne cmenn.
Hanpnmep?
Hpnmep npnnonrt ne crany, a npocro cxaxy: x xenam, urot onn napymnnn sanonet
"He yn".
uro? uyrt ne ncxpnxnyna Banrant.
To, uro cntmnmt. xenam, urot onn conepmnnn npecrynnenne.
Tyr on samernn, uro reno enymxn nanpxrnoct, n nonxn, uro n nmym mnnyry ona moxer
ncxounrt n yrn, ne ocnyman oxonuannx ero ncropnn. Cneonano roponnrtcx, urot
coomnrt e nce saymannoe.
am nm neenm cpoxy. Ecnn x ncxoy cetmtx cyrox xro-nnyt ns xnrene
Bncxoca ne naxno, yer nn +ro ecnonesnt crapnx, nnn nensneunmt ontno, nnn
cnaoymnt ypauox, c xoroptm crontxo xnonor, yer naen ynrtm, ro x npyuy sonoro
namemy ropoy n npny x ntnoy, uro nce mt orxroment snom. Ecnn xe rt yxpaemt cnnrox,
a Bncxoc cymeer nooport ncxymenne nnn cnyunrcx naoopor, +ro yenr menx n rom, uro
ecrt na cnere n ypnte, n xopomne nmn, n nocrannr n sarpynnrentnoe nonoxenne,
nocxontxy yer osnauart yxonnym opty, ncxo xoropo nexcen, no noey moxer
oepxart n ra, n pyrax cropona. Tt-ro cama nepnmt n Fora, n xnsnt yxa, n nrny mexy
anrenamn n emonamn?
Banrant nnuero ne orneuana, n on nonxn, uro pncxyer: nonpoc ne xo npemenn enymxa
moxer npocro-nanpocro nonepnyrtcx x nemy cnnno n yexart, ne an oronopnrt. Tax uro
onontno nponnn, nopa nepexonrt npxmo x eny.
A ecnn mne npnercx noxnnyrt Bncxoc nmecre co ncemn onnnanartm cnnrxamn, +ro
yer snaunrt: nce, no uro x xoren nepnrt, oxasanoct noxtm. ympy, nonyunn orner, xoropt
t mne ne xorenoct nonyuart, noromy uro xnsnt tna t onee npnemnemo, oxaxnct x npan
n yenct n rom, uro n mnpe npeonaaer sno.
"Xorx npn +rom x crpaan t no-npexnemy, no xora crpaamr nce, nerue nepenocnrt
ont. A ecnn nnmt nexoroptm cyxeno cranxnnartcx c nennxnmn rparenxmn, ro, snaunr, n
samtcne Tnopna n ero rnopennn uro-ro ne rax".
Inasa Banrant tnn nonnt cnes, no, copan nce cnnt, ona onnaena coo:
3auem nt saymann +ro? Houemy nspann nx +roro mo Bncxoc?
eno net ne n ree n ne n rnoem roponmxe: x ymam nnmt o cee, no n ncropnn
onoro uenonexa saxnmuena ncropnx ncero uenoneuecrna. xenam snart, xopomn mt nnn
nnoxn. Ecnn xopomn, snaunr, For cnpanennn n npocrnr menx sa nce, uro x cenan: npocrnr
mne ro sno, xoroporo x xenan rem, xro ntrancx norynrt menx, re nenepnte pemennx, xoropte
npnnnman n camte naxnte mnnyrt xnsnn, n ro npenoxenne, xoropoe x cenan ree nxrt
mnnyr nasa. Hpocrnr, noromy uro +ro On noronxnyn menx na nopount nyrt.
"Hy a ecnn mt nnoxn, rora nce nosnoneno, n x nnxora ne conepman omnountx maron,
n nce mt yxe opeuent, n nce, uro mt enaem n semno name xnsnn, ocoennoro snauennx ne
nmeer, no nsannenne or sarpontx myx ne sanncnr nn or mtcne uenoneuecxnx, nn or ero
exnn".
H, npexe uem Banrant yexana, on ycnen oannrt:
Moxer crartcx, rt pemnmt ne nmert co mno ena. Ho n +rom cnyuae x cam paccxaxy
ncem, uro an ree nosmoxnocrt nomout xnrenxm Bncxoca, a rt ee orneprna. cam npenoxy
nm ro xe, uro npenaran ree. H ecnn onn pemar ynrt xoro-nnyt, ro, nectma nepoxrno,
xeprno cranemt rt.
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Onrarenn Bncxoca tcrpo ysnann npnntuxn uyxesemna: on npoctnancx pano, ntnnnan
uamxy xpenuamero xo]e n ornpannxncx ponrt no oxpecrntm ropam, nnmano ne cmymaxct
oxem, xoropt xax sapxnn co nroporo nx ero npetnannx n ropoxe, rax n nnn nourn es
nepeptna, npemx or npemenn samepsax na nery n npenpamaxct n cner. uyxesemen nnxora ne
oean n nmen otxnonenne, nepnynmnct no nropo nononnne nx n orent, sannpartcx y cex n
nomepe n xax nce nonarann noxnrtcx cnart.
Ho neuep uyxesemen cnona npenpnnnman nporynxn, no renept yxe n oxpecrnocrxx
ropoxa. On ncera nepntm noxnnxncx n pecropane, esomnouno ymen ntpart nanonee
nstcxannte nma, npnuem pyxonocrnonancx ne neno, saxastnan camoe nyumee nnno a
nyumee nonce ne oxsarentno snaunr "camoe oporoe", norom saxypnnan n men n ap, re
nocrenenno sanen npnxrentcxne ornomennx c mecrntmn sanceraraxmn ooero nona.
Emy npannnoct cnymart ncropnn o semnnx mecrax, o rom, xro nacenxn Bncxoc mnoro
ner nasa (cunranoct, uro nexora ropo tn ropaso xpynnee, uem ceronx, uro n
nornepxann pasnannnt necxontxnx sann na oxoneunocrxx rpex ropocxnx ynnn), o
mecrntx otuaxx, noneptxx n cyenepnxx, cront npncymnx nmxm, xoropte camn nosentnamr
semnm, o ncxxoro poa nontx nexnnxx n semneennn n cxoronocrne.
Kora xe npnxonn ero uepe paccxastnart o cee, naunnannct npornnopeunx ro on
ronopnn, uro tn xora-ro mopxxom, ro ynomnnan o orpomntx opyxentx sanoax, xoroptmn
pyxononn o rex nop, noxa nce ne pocnn n ne sarnopnncx n monacrtpe n noncxax Fora.
Btx ns apa, mecrnte cnopnnn npana nce +ro nnn npante. M+p cunran, uro nnuero
ner neotunoro n rom, uro uenonex tnan n xnsnn n rem, n pyrnm, n rpertnm, xorx xnrenn
Bncxoca or mnatx norre snann, xaxax cyta yroronana xaxomy ns nnx; cnxmennnx xe
npnepxnnancx nnoro mnennx: on yman, uro uyxesemen, nexora cnnmnct c nyrn n
pacrepxnmnct, npnexan n semnne xpax, urot nnont opecrn cex.
Bce tnn yexent rontxo n onom uyxesemen npoyer n nx ropoxe ne ontme
neenn; xosxxa rocrnnnnt paccxasana, yro ee nocroxnen nosnonnn n cronnunt a+ponopr
nornepnrt ary cnoero ornera, n nor uro nmontrno neren on n A]pnxy, a nonce ne n
Rxnym Amepnxy. Cpasy xe nocne +roro rene]onnoro pasronopa on ocran ns xapmana nauxy
xpenrox n sannarnn nnepe n sa nomep, n sa ey, xort xosxxa n ynepxna, uro onepxer emy.
Onaxo on nacroxn na cnoem, n rora ona npenoxnna emy, xax ncem npounm nocroxntnam,
pacnnarnrtcx xpenrno xaprouxo n +rom cnyuae y nero ocrannct t nannunte na ncxxn
nenpennennt cnyua: mano nn xax oepnercx eno. "Moxer, n A]pnxe ne npnnnmamr
xpenrnte xaprouxn", xorena oannrt ona, no couna, uro tno t neennxarno, no-nepntx,
noxastnart, uro cntmana rene]onnt pasronop cnoero nocroxntna, a no-nroptx, namexart,
uro onn uacrn cnera onee pasnnrt, nexenn pyrne.
uyxesemen nonaroapnn ee sa yuacrne, no yurnno orxasancx.
Tpn neuepa nopx on crannn yromenne onxrt xe sa nannunte ncem, xro oxastnancx n
ape. Taxoro nnxora eme ne cnyuanoct n Bncxoce, a noromy nocernrenn, roruac nosatn oo
ncex necrtxonxax n npornnopeunxx n paccxasax uyxesemna, counn ero uenonexom meptm n
pyxenmntm, nnmenntm npepaccyxon n cxnonntm ornocnrtcx x nnm, onrarenxm
nponnnnnantnoro saxonycrtx, xax ecnn t onn tnn xnrenxmn ontmnx ropoon.
H sacnopnnn renept yxe o pyrom: nepe camtm saxptrnem apa onn npnnosnnnmnecx
nocernrenn saxnnxnn, uro m+p nonan n camym rouxy n uyxesemen na camom ene mnoro uero
nonnan na cnoem nexy, a noromy nonnmaer nennocrt ncrnnno pyxt; npoune xe
cxnonxnnct x mnennm, ntcxasannomy cnxmennnxom, no onxnocrn npnsnanntm pasnpartcx n
uyxom ymennom ycrpocrne, n cornamannct, uro uyxesemen uenonex onnoxn, nmymn
nontx pyse nnn nont nsrnx na mnp. Tax nnn nnaue, rocrt ncem npnmencx no nxycy, n
xnrenn Bncxoca nn mnnyrt ne comnenannct, uro, xora n cneymmn noneentnnx on yeer,
nm yer ero ouent ne xnarart.
Homnmo ncero npouero, tno ormeueno, uro on uenonex cxpomnemn, a cenan tn
+ror ntno na ocnonannn raxo nor nemanonaxno noponocrn: nce npoune npnesxne
myxunnt ocoenno ecnn npnesxann onn n onnouxy nenpemenno crapannct sanxsart
ecey c Banrant Hpnm, enymxo, paoranme n ape, ro nn n naexe saxpyrnrt c nem
mnmonernt pomanunx, ro nn eme nouemy. 3ror xe nyremecrnennnx opamancx x Banrant
nnmt nx roro, urot cenart saxas, n ne pocan na nee mnorosnaunrentno-macnente nsrnxt.
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Hocne ncrpeun y pexn Banrant rpn noun npaxrnuecxn rnas ne cmtxana. Berep, ro
ycnnnnanmncx, ro crnxanmn, corpxcan xenesnte crannn, n no ero yapamn onn nxsrann rax,
uro cepne samnpano. Ecnn xe e yananoct nenaonro satrtcx cnom, ro npoctnanact ona ncx
n ncnapnne, xorx ns +xonomnn ncera orxnmuana na nout oronnenne.
B nepnym nout ona onapyxnna cex nepe nnnom opa. B npomexyrxe mexy nymx
xommapamn, xoropte e norom ne yananoct ncnomnnrt, ona monnnact Fory n nstnana x nemy
o nomomn. E n n ronony nn na mnr ne npnxonno paccxasart o rom, uro ona cntmana, ro ecrt
crart nponosnecrnnne rpexa n cmeprn.
B annt momenr ona couna, uro For rax anexo or nee, uro ne ycntmnr, n noromy
npnnxnact monnrtcx cnoe aymxe, xoropax, nocne roro xax mart Banrant ymepna n poax,
ntpacrnna ee n nocnnrana. Tenept n aymxn anno ne tno na cnere. Banrant nso ncex cnonx
cnn nennxnact nor sa xaxym mtcnt 3no onaxt yxe notnano sect n renept ymno
nancera.
B nnuno, xax ronopnrcx, xnsnn enymxn xnarano ncxuecxnx nenpnxrnocre, no ona, rem
ne menee, ncera nomnnna, uro ee ropoox nacenxmr nmn uecrnte, neyxocnnrentno
ncnonnxmmne cno onr, nymne no xnsnn c ropo nonxro ronono n ncemn n oxpyre
ynaxaemte. Onaxo rax tno ne ncera na nporxxennn nyx c nnmnnm cronern onrann n
Bncxoce nanxymne npecrannrenn poa uenoneuecxoro, a nce npoune npnnnmann +ro
ocroxrentcrno xax neuro nnonne ecrecrnennoe n oxcnxnn +ro npoxnxrnem xentron,
pasnrtx pnmnxnamn n cpaxennn.
Tax npoonxanoct o rex nop, noxa ee napo ne nocnpxn naroapx esmonnno ornare
onoro-enncrnennoro uenonexa, xoropt nepnn ne n npoxnxrnx, a nnmt n narocnonennx.
Banrant cnymana, xax nosnxxnnamr no noptnamn nerpa crannn, n ncnomnnana, xax aymxa
paccxastnana e +ry ncropnm.
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"Mnoro-mnoro ner nasa xnn n ono ns semnnx nemep nexn ormentnnx, xoropt
nnocnecrnnn npocnannncx no nmenem cn. Cannnnx. B re npemena Bncxoc tn npnrpannuntm
mecreuxom, nacenenntm pasonnxamn, yxptnanmnmncx or npanocynx, xonrpaanncramn,
npocrnryrxamn, ncxarenxmn npnxnmuenn, xoropte notcxnnann sect cee coomnnxon, n
naemntmn ynnamn, ortxanmnmn mexy nymx snoecrnamn. Camtm crpamntm n
ecconecrntm ns ncex tn apa no nmenn Axan on-ro n nsxn nnacrt na ropoxom n ero
oxpecrnocrxmn, onoxnn nenomepntmn noarxmn semneentnen, xoropte nce eme ntrannct
xnrt ocrono n uecrno.
Onaxt Cannnn noxnnyn cnom nemepy, npnmen x omy Axana n nonpocnncx
nepenouenart.
Pasne rt ne snaemt, uro x ynna, uro y cex na ponne x ornpannn na ror cner
mnornx n uro rnox xnsnt ne cronr nx menx nnuero? paccmexncx Axan.
3nam, ornernn Cannnn. Ho x ycran xnrt n nemepe. Hycrn menx n om xorx t na
ony nout.
Axan snan, uro cnana cnxroro ne ycrynaer ero cocrnenno, n +ro ecnoxonno ero, no
cnany cnom ne xenan ennrt nn c xem, a c raxnm nemomntm n xnntm uenonexom n noanno.
H noromy on pemnn n ry xe nout ynrt ero, urot noxasart ncem, xro sect xosxnn, ncrnnnt
n enncrnennt.
Onn nemnoro noronopnnn. Ha Axana nponsnenn nneuarnenne cnona cnxroro, no on no
narype tn uenonex neonepunnt n yxe anno ne nepnn n opo. Pasonnx yxasan cnxromy
ormentnnxy mecro nx nounera, a cam c yrpoxammnm nnom npnnxncx rounrt nox. Cannnn
nexoropoe npemx nanman sa nnm, a norom saxptn rnasa n ycnyn.
Axan rounn nox ncm nout. A yrpom, xora ormentnnx npocnyncx, ncrpernn ero
ptannxmn:
Tt ne ncnyrancx n ne ocynn menx. Bnepnte n xnsnn xro-ro nponen nout pxom co
mno, nonepnn, uro x mory trt op n cnocoen npnmrnrt no cnonm xponom rex, xro n +rom
nyxaercx. nocrynnn rax noromy, uro rt nonepnn, yro x mory rax nocrynnrt.
H c ro mnnyrt Axan ocrannn cno npecrynnt npomtcen n nsxncx menxrt xnsnt n
oxpyre. Bor rora Bncxoc ns npnexnma pasnoopasntx noonxon omecrna mano-nomany
cran npenpamartcx n ropo, nrpanmn naxnym pont n ropronne mexy nymx rocyapcrnamn,
mexy xoroptmn tn pacnonoxen".
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a, +ro rax.
Banrant nepecrana nnaxart n mtcnenno nonaroapnna aymxy sa ro, uro npnnena e
na namxrt +ry annmm ncropnm. B Bncxoce xnnyr xopomne nmn, n ona moxer onepxrt nm.
enymxa nontranact sacnyrt, a noxya con ne men, npecrannxna, xax paccxaxer ropoxanam
nce, uro ona ycntmana or uyxesemna. Moxno cee noopasnrt, xaxo ncnyr n nsymnenne
yyr y nero na nnne, xora xnrenn Bncxoca ntronxr ero non.
A na cneymmn ent ona c ynnnennem cmorpena, xax uyxesemen, ntx ns pecropana,
nanpannncx rya, re pasmemannct ap, croxa noprte n marasnn mecrntx npoyxron, n,
cnonno camt otunt rypncr, xax nn n uem ne tnano, sanen c sanceraraxmn pasronop,
enax nn, yro emy nnrepecnt crpnxxa onen nnn cnocot nxnennx mxca. Xnrenn Bncxoca
cunrann, uro nnocrpannt ne moryr ne nocroprartcx ro sopono n ecrecrnenno xnsntm,
xoropax reuer n nx ropoxe, n noromy rnepnnn n ncxxn pas nce npocrpanne ono n ro
xe: o rom, xax cnanno xnrt nann or nopoxon conpemenno nnnnnnsannn, xorx na camom ene
xaxt ns nnx meuran t ouyrnrtcx cpen cxonnma anromonne, orpannxmmnx armoc]epy
npentmn ntxnonamn, n xamenntx xynrnxx, re xaxt mar conpxxen co cmeprentntm
pncxom. Hponcxonno +ro orroro, uro ontmne ropoa oxastnamr marnuecxoe,
sanopaxnnammee nosecrnne na xpecrtxn.
Onaxo cronno nnmt noxnnrtcx n Bncxoce npnesxemy, xax nce mecrnte nanepeo n c
raxnm xapom, yro crapannct yenrt ne rontxo ero, no n camnx cex, npnnnmannct
narocnonnxrt cnom cyty sa ro, uro nm ntnano cuacrte npoxnnart n nacroxmem pam, sa uyo
ponrtcx sect. Onn cnonno t n ne nomnnnn, uro nn onn ns nocroxntnen rocrnnnnt o ce
nopt nouemy-ro ne pemnn, pocnn nce, oocnonartcx n Bncxoce.
Texna oxnnnennax n npnxrnax ecea, n nce mno rnaxo, noxya uyxesemen ne ornycrnn
pennnxy, xoropym ne onxen tn ornycxart:
Kaxne y nac n Bncxoce nocnnrannte ern! Onn nnxora ne nonxr no oxnamn no yrpam
ne ro uro n pyrnx ropoax, re mne npnxonnoct tnart.
Hocxontxy n Bncxoce noome ne tno ere, na mrnonenne nonapnnoct nenonxoe n
nanpxxennoe monuanne, no ryr xro-ro naxounno nonnrepeconancx y uyxesemna, xax emy
nonpannnoct ouepenoe nmo mecrno xyxnn, noannoe emy na yxnn, n pasronop noxarnncx
antme, neprxct no otxnonennm noxpyr npenecre centcxo xnsnn n neocrarxon
ropocxo.
Bpemx mno, n Banrant nce cnntne rpenoxnnact o rom, ne nonpocnr nn ee uyxesemen
paccxasart o nx ncrpeue n necy. Onaxo on n ne cmorpen n ee cropony, a oparnncx x ne nnmt
pas: xora saxasan n ceuac xe onnarnn ntnnnxy nx ncex npncyrcrnymmnx.
Kora xe nocernrenn pasomnnct, a uyxesemen nonxncx x cee n nomep, enymxa cnxna
nepennx, ntramnna cnrapery ns satro xem-ro na crone nauxn n cxasana xosxxe, uro, mon,
ouent cxnepno cnana noutm n noromy npneper n ape yrpom. Ta cornacnnact, n Banrant,
cxnarnn cnoe nantro, ntcxounna na ynnny, rnornyn cryenoro nounoro nosyxa.
o omy e tno ne mnnyrt xott, n enymxa, uyncrnyx, xax nonsyr no mexam xannn
oxx, ymana, uro, trt moxer, nce +ro nnmt cymacponax n mpaunax myrxa n uyxesemen
raxnm neyauntm n snonemnm cnocoom xoren npocro npnnneut ee nnnmanne.
Ho ryr ona ncnomnnna o sonore: net ona cocrnenntmn rnasamn nnena cnnrxn.
A npyr +ro ne sonoro? Ho Banrant tna cnnmxom nsmyuena, urot pasmtmnxrt, n
noromy, opanmnct o omy, nocnemno pasenact n mpxnyna no oexno.
Ha nropym nout Banrant oxasanact nepe nnnom opa n 3na. Ona sacnyna rnyoxo n
xpenxo, yro nponannnact, n nnuero e ne cnnnoct, onaxo ne npomno n uaca, xax enymxa
npocnynact. Cnapyxn ne onocnnoct nn snyxa axe nerep ne pxxan merannnuecxnmn
crannxmn, axe nounte nrnnt cmonxnn. Hnuro, aconmrno nnuro ne yxastnano, uro Banrant
noxa eme npetnaer n mnpe xnntx.
Hoox x oxny, ona nornxena na nycrtnnym ynnny, na mopocxmn oxt n ryman,
cxnost xoropt ene nponnancx neonont cner rocrnnnuno ntnecxn, n n +rom cnaom cnere
Bncxoc ntrnxen eme onee yntno. Banrant xopomo snana +ro esmonnne, napxmee n
manentxnx nponnnnnantntx ropoxax n osnauammee nonce ne mnp n cnoxocrnne, a
nonnemee orcyrcrnne nonocre, xoropte sacnyxnnann t ynomnnannx.
Banrant nepenena nsrnx na ropt; nnert nx ona ne morna ns-sa nnsxo nanncmnx ryu, no
snana, uro re-ro ram npnnpxran cnnrox sonora. Toune cxasart xnpnnunx xenroro nnera,
ocrannennt ram uyxecrpannem, xoropt yxasan e rounoe mecronaxoxenne xnaa, cnonno
npocx, urot enymxa ntxonana sonoro n nsxna ero cee.
Ona nepnynact n nocrent, crana nopouartcx c oxy na ox, cnona nonxnact n nomna n
nannym, crana pasrnxtnart cex n sepxane, noymana, uro cxopo yxe norepxer cnom
npnnnexarentnocrt, cnona nerna. Hoxanena, uro ne nsxna c coo nauxy cnraper, nosatrym na
crone n ape xem-ro ns nocernrene, nnpouem, ono n xopomo, uro ne saxnarnna: ror nanepnxxa
nepnercx sa ne, a Banrant ne xorenoct t, urot e nepecrann onepxrt. Taxont yx tnn
npant n Bncxoce: y nonynycro nauxn cnraper nmencx nnaenen; oropnanmymcx or nantro
nyronnny npnnxro tno xpannrt o rex nop, noxa xro-nnyt ne xnarnrcx ee n ne cnpocnr, ne
naxonnn nn; cauy nonaranoct orcunrtnart o nocnene meno monerxn, n oxpyrnxrt cuer
ne paspemanoct. Hpoxnxroe mecro nce sect ycrpoeno npouno, naexno n npecxasyemo.
Vennmnct, uro sacnyrt e ne yacrcx, ona nonpoonana tno monnrtcx n ncnomnnart
aymxy, no nepe rnasamn neorcrynno croxno ono n ro xe xmxa n semne, xenrt pycox c
nannnmnmn na nero xomtxmn, onomox nerxn, saxart y nee n pyxe, xax nocox nanomnnxa,
roronoro nycrnrtcx n nyrt. Banrant necxontxo pas sactnana n roruac npoctnanact, a sa
oxnamn tno nce rax xe meprnenno rnxo, n nce ra xe xaprnna ecnpecranno npoxpyunnanact y
nee nepe rnasamn.
Kora xe Banrant samernna, uro sa oxnom sapesxnn nepnt cner sapn, ona oenact n
ntmna ns omy.
Xorx nmn n Bncxoce npnntxnn ncranart na paccnere, tno rax pano, uro ropoox eme
cnan. Banrant npomna no nycrtnno ynnne, necxontxo pas oepnynmnct, urot
yocronepnrtcx, uro uyxecrpanen ne ner cneom. Bnpouem, ns-sa rymana n nyx marax nnuero
ne tno nnno. Banrant npemx or npemenn ocranannnnanact, ntraxct pasnnunrt snyx maron,
no cntmana rontxo, xax xonornrcx y nee cepne.
enymxa yrnynnact n nec, omna o nanyna, ]opmo noxoxero na yxny "Y", xament
ncera ncenxn n nee rpenory: xasanoct, uro on nor-nor moxer onpoxnnyrtcx, nsxna ry xe
nerxy, uro ocrannna na semne naxanyne, npnnxnact xonart semnm rouno n rom mecre, xoropoe
yxasan e uyxecrpanen, norom cynyna pyxy n opasonanmeecx ornepcrne n ocrana cnnrox. Tyr
ona samernna neuro crpannoe n uame neca no-npexnemy tno rax rnxo, uro xasanoct, yro
or utero-ro npncyrcrnnx snepn n nrnnt sarannnct n samepna nncrna na epentxx.
Banrant nsxna pycox n pyxn, ynnnnmnct ero rxxecrn, orepna n samernna na ono ns
ero rpane na xnema n eme xaxne-ro nn]pt, snauennx xoroptx nonxrt ne morna, xax nn
crapanact.
Cxontxo xe cronr +ror cnnrox? Tounax cymma nensnecrna, no xax ronopnn rora
uyxecrpanen ocrarouno, urot o xonna xnsnn ne saornrtcx o sapaorxe. Banrant
epxana n pyxax ctnmeecx nonnomenne cnoe meurt, xoropoe xaxnm-ro uyom oxasanoct
nepe ne. 3ro tn manc nsannrtcx or ne n noue Bncxoca, neornnunmo cxoxnx mexy
coo; or rocrnnnnt, re ona paorana c rex camtx nop, xax crana conepmennonerne; or
exerontx ncrpeu c pystxmn n nopyramn, anno noxnnynmnmn Bncxoc, noromy uro
ponrenn cymenn ornpannrt nx n ontmne ropoa yunrtcx n npeycnert n xnsnn, or pasnyxn
co ncemn, x xomy ona yxe ycnena npnntxnyrt n npnnxsartcx; or myxunn, xoropte cnepna
cynnnn e sonorte ropt, a na cneymmn ent yesxann, axe ne nonpomanmnct; or ncero, c
uem ona ycnena n ne ycnena paccrartcx. 3ect, n necy, nacrynnna camax naxnax mnnyra ee
trnx.
Xnsnt ncera tna necnpanennna x Banrant: orna ona ne snana, mart ymepna n poax,
nsnannn e na nneun pemx nnnt; aymxa sapaartnana na xnsnt mnrtem, +xonomx xaxt
rpom, urot nnyuxa morna ntyunrtcx no xpane mepe unrart n nncart. Banrant tna
meurarentna e xasanoct, ona npeooneer npenxrcrnnx, nter samyx, ycrponrcx na cnyxy
n ontmom ropoe, nnn, moxer trt, xaxo-nnyt oxornnx sa rananramn npneer n nx
menexn yron, urot oroxnyrt nemnoro, n ynnnr ee. Moxer trt, ona craner snamennro
axrpnco, nannmer xnnry, xoropax crxxaer e rpomxym cnany. Moxer trt, ona ycntmnr
ymonxmmne xpnxn ]oropenoprepon. Moxer trt, xnsnt xpacno xonpono opoxxo
paccrenercx y nee no noramn.
Kaxt ent tn nem oxnannx. Kaxt neuep mor noxnnrtcx n Bncxoce ror, xro
onennn t ee no ocronncrny. Kaxax nout npnnocnna naexy na ro, uro myxunna, nponex
nout n ee nocrenn, nayrpo yneser ee c coo n ona nnxora ontme ne ynnnr rpn ynouxn,
xamennte omnmxn no uepennuntmn xptmamn, xnanme n nepxont, rocrnnnn n marasnn,
re moxno xynnrt narypantnte npoyxrt, xoropte, nnpouem, sanexnnamrcx ram mecxnamn n n
xonne xonnon pacnpoamrcx xax camte otxnonennte, ]apnunte.
Hnora e npnxonno n ronony, uro xentrt, n pennocrn nacenxnmne +ror xpa, cnpxrann
sect cnon coxponnma n ona ortmer nx. Bnpouem, ns ncex meurann Banrant +ra tna camo
neocymecrnnmo, camo nectrouno.
H nor renept y Banrant n pyxax cnnrox sonora, ro camoe coxponnme, n cymecrnonanne
xoroporo ona nnxora, no npane ronopx, ne nepnna, ro camoe nonnoe n oxonuarentnoe
ocnooxenne.
Ee oxnarnn yxac yaua, pas n xnsnn yntnynmaxcx e, moxer ncuesnyrt ntnue xe
neuepom. A uro, ecnn uyxecrpanen nepeymaer? Hnn pemnr yexart n pyro ropoox n ram
noncxart xenmnny, xoropax oxornee, uem Banrant, cornacnrcx nomout emy n ocymecrnnennn
ero namepennx? Houemy t e ne ncrart, ne norn omo, a ram, cnoxnn cnon cxynte
noxnrxn n uemoan, npocro-nanpocro ne noxnnyrt Bncxoc?
Ona npecrannna cee, xax cnycrnrcx no xpyromy optnncromy cxnony n na mocce nnnsy
ocranonnr nonyrnym mamnny, a uyxecrpanen rem npemenem, ornpannnmnct na cnom
yrpennmm nporynxy, onapyxnr, uro ero sonoro noxnmeno. Banrant noeer n nnxamn
ropo, a on nepnercx n rocrnnnny n ntsoner nonnnnm.
Banrant nonaroapnr nonrenx n, npxmnxom nanpannnmnct na anronoxsan, xynnr nner
xya-nnyt noantme, n n +ror momenr x ne nooyr noe nonnnecxnx n nexnnno
nonpocxr orxptrt uemoan. Kora xe onn ynnxr, uro ram nnyrpn, nexnnnocrt nx ncuesner
eccneno nor ona, xenmnna, xoropym pastcxnnamr no cenannomy rpn uaca nasa
saxnnennm o xpaxe.
A n nonnnnn Banrant oxaxercx nepe ntopom paccxasart ncm npany, n xoropym
nnxro ne nonepnr, nnn xe cnnecrn ncropnm o rom, xax ynnena n necy ncxonannym semnm,
crana ptrt rnyxe n onapyxnna sonoro. Onaxt nexn xnaoncxarent on roxe oxornncx
sa coxponnmamn xentron nponen nout n ee nocrenn. Ho ero cnonam ntxonno, uro saxont
crpant xcno rnacxr: namemn nmeer npano na nce, uro yer nm naeno, no oxsan, n
coornercrnnn c naparpa]om raxnm-ro, coomnrt o cnoe naxoxe, ecnn ona npecrannxer
ncropnuecxym nennocrt. A +ror cnnrox nn maneme ncropnuecxo nennocrn ne
npecrannxer: +ro uro-ro conpemennoe npocro xycox sonora c xaxnmn-ro xnemamn, merxamn
n nn]pamn.
uyxecrpanna onpocxr. On nnxax ne cmoxer oxasart, uro Banrant saxonna n ero
nomep n noxnrnna npnnanexamym emy cocrnennocrt. Ero noxasannx npornn ee noxasann,
no ne ncxnmueno, uro nonepxr nce-raxn emy, ocoenno ecnn y nero nayrcx nnnxrentnte
pystx n nonesnte cnxsn. Tora Banrant nonpocnr nponecrn +xcneprnsy, n ntxcnnrcx, uro
ona ronopnr npany na meranne onapyxar uacrnuxn rpynra.
A rem npemenem cnyxn o +ro ncropnn oxarxrcx o Bncxoca, n xnrenn ero or sanncrn
nnn no snoe cymemr nacrponrt nonnnnm npornn enymxn, paccxasan, uro o ne xonr cnana,
yro ona ne pas nynna c npnesxnmn nocroxntnamn, a noromy morna yxpacrt cnnrox, noxya
uyxecrpanen cnan.
H xonunrcx nce +ro camtm xanxnm n nnauenntm opasom: sonoro xon]ncxymr o cya,
xoropt paseper eno, Banrant nomaer pyrym nonyrxy n nepnercx n Bncxoc ynnxennax,
ynnuroxennax, opeuennax na ronxn n cnnernn, xoropte ne nosayyrcx eme necxontxo
ecxrxon ner. Horom oxaxercx, uro nponecc nn x uemy ne npnneer, uro anoxart croxr ener,
xaxnx ona n n pyxax ne epxana, n n xonne xonnon ona, ne oxnaxct cya, orxaxercx or
sonora.
H uro n nrore? Hn sonora, nn oporo nmenn.
Ho ecrt net n pyro napnanr: uyxecrpanen cxasan e npany. Ecnn Banrant noxnrnr
cnnrox n cxpoercx c nnm, pasne ne cnacer ona cno ropo or xya ontme et?
Onaxo eme o roro, xax ntrn ns omy n nanpannrtcx n nec, Banrant snana, uro
nnxora ne pemnrcx na noont mar. Ho nouemy xe nmenno n ror momenr, xoropt mor t
nonnocrtm nsmennrt ncm ee xnsnt, oyxn ee raxo crpax? Pasne ne cnyuanoct Banrant cnart
c remn, xro e npannncx? Pasne ne xoxernnuana ona c nocernrenxmn apa, naexct na xopomne
uaente? Pasne ne nrana npemx or npemenn? Pasne ne sannonana npexnnm pystxm, xoropte
renept noxnnxnnct n Bncxoce nnmt no Hont ro, urot nponeart pontx?
Ona nso ncex cnn crncnyna n nantnax cnnrox, nonxnact na norn, uyncrnyx cnaocrt n
oruaxnne, cnona cnpxrana sonoro n xmxy n npnctnana semne. Her, ona ne cnocona na raxoe
n eno ryr ne n rom, uecrnax ona nnn ner, a n yxace, oyxnmem ee. B +ry mnnyry ona xcno
ocosnana, uro uenonex ne moxer ocymecrnnrt cnon meurt n nyx cnyuaxx: xora onn
conepmenno nectrount n xora nocne roro, xax xoneco cytt enaer nnesannt oopor,
onn npenpamamrcx n neuro nnonne ocymecrnnmoe, a rontxo rt x +romy ne roron. Tora nor n
oxnartnaer rex crpax nepe oporo, neyme neneomo xya, nepe xnsntm, pocamme
ree neneomte ntsont, nepe nosmoxnocrtm roro, uro nce npnntunoe n ycroxnmeecx crnner
eccneno n nancera.
Hmn xorxr nce nsmennrt n ononpemenno xorxr, urot nce ocrananoct npexnnm, raxnm,
xax pantme. Banrant ne snana, nouemy +ro nponcxonr, no nmenno +ro n nponcxonno c ne
ceuac. Ftrt moxer, ona cnnmxom cnntno npnnxsanact x Bncxocy, cnnmxom npnntxna x romy,
urot omymart cex noexenno, n nmo manc na noey cenancx nx nee nenoemno
rxxecrtm, nentnocnmtm pemenem.
Ona ne comnenanact, uro uyxecrpanen naoecr xart or nee ornera n cxopo moxer
trt, yxe ceronx x neuepy on pemnr ocranonnrt cno ntop na xom-nnyt eme. Ho crpax
nepecnnnnan xenanne nsmennrt cnom yuacrt.
Pyxn, concem neanno epxanmne cnnrox sonora, onxnt yyr cnona nsxrt mnapy,
mouanxy, nononym rpxnxy. Banrant nonepnynact cnnno x saxonannomy coxponnmy n
nanpannnact n ropo: ram, n rocrnnnne, ee yxe noxnana cnerxa paspaxennax xosxxa,
xoropo enymxa oemana npnpartcx n ape o roro, xax npocnercx enncrnennt nocroxnen.
Onacennx Banrant ne nornepnnnct uyxecrpanen ne yexan. B ror xe neuep ona
ynnena ero n ape: on tn xax nnxora oxnnnen n oxonrenen, paccxastnan o cnonx
npnxnmuennxx, ne nnonne npanonoontx, no no xpane mepe xpxo n nactmenno
nepexnrtx nm n noopaxennn. H, xax nuepa, nsrnxt nx espasnnuno cxpecrnnnct nnmt n ry
mnnyry, xora on pacnnaunnancx sa yromenne.
Banrant tna nsmyuena n meurana nnmt o rom, urot nce ymnn nopantme. Onaxo
uyxecrpanen tn ceronx ocoenno n yape n paccxastnan nce nonte n nonte cnyuan, a
sanceraran cnymann ero nnnmarentno, sannrepeconanno n c rem ynaxennem, ontme noxoxnm
na cmnpennym nenanncrt, xoropoe centcxne xnrenn ncntrtnamr x ropoxanam, nonarax, uro
onn ymnee, opasonannee, conpemennee, xyntrypnee n no ncem pasnpamrcx nyume.
"ypaute, noymana Banrant. B ronx ne nostmyr, xax onn naxnt. He nonnmamr, uro
xaxt pas, xora n nmom yronxe mnpa xro-nnyt nonocnr xo pry nnnxy, on moxer cenart
+ro nnmt naroapx xnrenxm Bncxoca n nm noontm ncem, xro paoraer c yrpa o noun,
xro n nore nnna, npenosmorax ycranocrt, c ecxoneuntm repnennem opaartnaer semnm n
xonr sa cxornno. Onn nyxne mnpy, uem xnrenn ontmnx ropoon, a uyncrnymr n neyr
cex xax nenonnonennte, nnxuemnte n cosnammne cnom nnxuemnocrt cymecrna".
uyxecrpanen mexy rem xnno conpancx npoemoncrpnponart, uro ero xyntrypa necnr
ontme n cronr opoxe, uem rxxxn rpy nme, cnenmnx n ape. On noxasan na
yxpamanmym creny xaprnny:
3naere, uro +ro raxoe? Ono ns camtx snamennrtx n mnpe nonoren: ono npnnanexnr
xncrn Heonapo a Bnnun n nsopaxaer ranym neuepm nocnenn yxnn Hncyca c
anocronamn.
He moxer trt! nocxnnxnyna xosxxa. Heyxenn raxax snamennrax xaprnna?! Mne
ona oomnact ouent emeno.
Ho +ro net ncero nnmt penpoyxnnx: cama xaprnna naxonrcx n ono nepxnn,
pacnonoxenno anexo orcma. O +ro xaprnne cymecrnyer nerena ecnn yrono, x mor t
paccxasart.
Hpncyrcrnymmne nsxnnnn cornacne, a Banrant cnona nouyncrnonana xryun crt sa
ro, uro cronr sect n cnymaer, xax +ror npoxonmen meronxer cnoe ecnonesno
opasonannocrtm nx roro nnmt, urot noxasart on snaer ontme pyrnx.
Hpn cosannn +ro xaprnnt Heonapo cronxnyncx c orpomno rpynocrtm: on onxen
tn nsopasnrt opo, nonnomennoe n opase Hncyca, n 3no n opase Hyt, pemnnmero
npeart ero na +ro rpanese. Heonapo na cepenne npepnan paory n nosononnn ee nnmt
nocne roro, xax namen neantnte moenn.
Onaxt, xora xyoxnnx npncyrcrnonan na ntcrynnennn xopa, on ynnen n onom ns
mntx nenunx conepmennt opas Xpncra n, npnrnacnn ero n cnom macrepcxym, cenan c nero
necxontxo napocxon n +rmon.
Hpomno rpn roa. "Tanax neuepx" tna nourn sanepmena, onaxo Heonapo noxa rax n
ne namen noxoxmero narypmnxa nx Hyt. Kapnnan, orneuanmn sa pocnnct +roro coopa,
roponnn ero, rpeyx, urot ]pecxa tna saxonuena xax moxno cxopee.
H nor nocne mnoronenntx noncxon xyoxnnx ynnen nanxnmerocx n crouno xanane
uenonexa monooro, no npexenpemenno opxxnenmero, rpxsnoro, ntxnoro n oopnannoro.
Bpemenn na +rmt yxe ne ocrananoct, n Heonapo npnxasan cnonm nomomnnxam ocrannrt
ero npxmo n coop, uro re n cenann.
C ontmnm rpyom ero npnramnnn rya n nocrannnn na norn. On ronxom ne nonnman,
uro nponcxonr, a Heonapo saneuarnenan na xoncre rpexonnocrt, cexnmne, snouecrne,
xoroptmn tmano ero nnno.
Kora on oxonunn paory, nnmn, xoropt x +romy npemenn yxe nemnoro nporpesnen,
orxptn rnasa, ynnen nepe coo nonorno n ncxpnuan n ncnyre n rocxe:
yxe nnen +ry xaprnny pantme!
Kora? neoymenno cnpocnn Heonapo.
Tpn roa nasa, eme o roro, xax x nce norepxn. B ry nopy, xora x nen n xope n xnsnt
mox tna nonna meurann, xaxo-ro xyoxnnx nanncan c menx Xpncra.
uyxecrpanen onontno onro monuan, ycrpemnn rnasa na cnxmennnxa, xoropt nnn cnoe
nnno, no Banrant snana, uro ero cnona npenasnauamrcx e.
Moxer trt, y opa n y 3na ono n ro xe nnno. Bce sanncnr nnmt or roro, xora
ncrpeuamrcx onn na nyrn xaxoro ns nac.
On nonxncx, cocnanmnct na ycranocrt, nsnnnnncx n ymen n cno nomep. Hocernrenn
apa pacnnarnnnct n menenno norxnynnct x nepxm, nornxtnax na emenym penpoyxnnm
snamennro xaprnnt n mtcnenno cnpamnnax cex, na xaxom nmenno orpesxe nx xnsnennoro
nyrn noncrpeuancx nm anren nnn emon. H, xorx nnxro ne noennncx cnonmn pasymtxmn c
pyrnmn, nce ennoymno npnmnn x raxomy ntnoy: nce +ro nponsomno eme o roro, xax Axan
npenparnn pasonnun xpa n mnpnt n nponnerammn, a renept nce nn neornnunmt pyr
or pyra. H ontme nnuero.
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Hsmyuennax Banrant paorana, xax anromar, no snana, uro ona enncrnennax ns
xnrene Bncxoca, xro ymaer nnaue. Ona uyncrnonana na nnne nacxammee npnxocnonenne
rxxeno n oontcrnrentno pyxn 3na. "Moxer trt, y opa n y 3na ono n ro xe nnno. Bce
sanncnr nnmt or roro, xora ncrpeuamrcx onn na nyrn xaxoro ns nac". Xopomo cxasano n,
moxer trt, axe coornercrnyer ecrnnrentnocrn, no ceuac e tno ne o nnx ceuac ona
xorena rontxo cnart.
Konunnoct rem, uro ona omnnact, orcunrtnax cauy onomy ns nocernrene, uro
cnyuanoct c ne pexo, ona nsnnnnnact, no nnnonaro cex ne nouyncrnonana. Coxpanxx
eccrpacrnoe ocronncrno, enymxa oxanact, xora yyr nocnenne xnnenrt no
otxnonennm, +ro tnn m+p n cnxmennnx. Banrant sanepna xaccy, naena cnoe emenoe
rxxenoe nantro n ornpannnact omo rax tno yxe mnoro ner.
B rpertm nout ona npecrana nepe nnnom 3na. A 3no na +ror pas npnnxno onnute
xpanero nsnemoxennx n ntcouenno remneparypt enymxa nourn repxna cosnanne, no npn
+rom ne morna satrtcx cnom. Ie-ro sa oxnom cntmancx neymonunt nonun no. Hopo
Banrant ymana, uro y nee nauannct rannmnnnannn: e xasanoct, uro snept nponnx n ee
xomnary n ronopnr c ne na nenonxrnom xstxe. B xparxn mnr npocnernennx ona saxorena
ncrart n norn n nepxont, nonpocnrt nape ntsnart npaua e nnoxo, ouent nnoxo. Ho xora
ona nontranact ncnonnnrt cnoe namepenne, ro nonxna, uro norn ee ne cnymamrcx crann
rouno narnte n o nepxnn e ne orn.
Ecnn noer, ro o nepxnn ne oer.
Ecnn xe nce-raxn oer, e npnercx xart, noxa nape npocnercx, oenercx, ornopnr
e nept, a rem npemenem nouno xono ycnnnr ee xap o raxo crenenn, uro ona cxonuaercx
npxmo ram, nepe rem mecrom, xoropoe mnorne nounramr cnxmenntm.
"uro x, noymana Banrant. Ho xpane mepe, ne npnercx necrn menx na xnanme:
x ympy na nem".
Bcm nout ona meranact n xapy n nonypey, no, xora yrpennn cner nponnx n ee
xomnary, samernna, uro remneparypa cnnsnnact npnmepno nanononnny. Cnnt nepnynnct x ne,
ona nontranact tno sacnyrt, no ycntmana raxo snaxomt ryox +ro n Bncxoc npnexan
ynounnx, n, snaunr, nopa roronnrt yrpennn xo]e.
Hnxro ne npnxastnan e cnycrnrtcx n xynnrt xnea: y nee nn nepe xem ne tno
oxsarentcrn n ona morna nexart n xponarn xort nent ent, noromy uro na paory xonna
nnmt no neuepam. Onaxo Banrant uyncrnonana n cee xaxym-ro nepemeny: urot
oxonuarentno ne nnmnrtcx paccyxa, e neoxonmo omyrnrt oxpyxammn ee mnp. Ona
xorena ynnert nme, xoropte n +ror uac, xax ncera, ronxyrcx y manentxoro senenoro
]yprona, omennnax monerxn na xne n payxct romy, uro nauancx nont ent, a nm ecrt uem
sanxrtcx n ecrt uro ecrt.
Ona cnycrnnact, nosoponanact, ycntmana: "V rex ycrant nn" n "He cnyunnoct nn
uero?". Bce tnn npnnernnnt n nonnt yuacrnx, roront npnrn na nomomt, nce tnn
npocroymnt n estcxycno opt, a ee yma pnanact n xnoutx, oypenaemax crpaxom n
cosnannem cnoe nnacrn, meuramn n xaxo npnxnmuenn. E t ouent xorenoct noennrtcx
c xem-nnyt cnoe rano, no ona snana cronr paccxasart onomy, xax eme o nonynx o
+rom yer snart nect ropo. Tax uro nyume yx nonaroapnrt sa ro, uro ecnoxoxrcx o ee
soponte, n nrn cnoe oporo, noxa ne npoxcnnrcx n ronone.
Her, nnuero, orneuana ona. Bonx ntn ncm nout, ne anan mne ycnyrt.
A x ne cntmana nnxaxoro nonxa, ynnnnact xosxxa rocrnnnnt, roxe noxynanmax
xne.
Vxe necxontxo mecxnen, xax n oxpyre ne cntmno nonutero nox, cornacnnact c ne
xenmnna, xoropax roronnna mecrnte nma, npoananmnecx n rocrnnnunom marasnnunxe.
Oxornnxn, noxoxe, nsnenn ncex o ennoro, a nx nac +ro ouent cxnepno, net nonxn rnannax
npnmanxa nx npnesxnx. H uem neynonnme snept, rem ontme asapr oxornnxon. Onn net
ooxamr noonoe eccmtcnennoe cocrxsanne.
Hpn ynounnxe ne nao t ronopnrt, uro n oxpyre ontme ner nonxon, cxasana
xosxxa Banrant. Vsnamr o +rom nmn nonce nepecranyr npnesxart x nam n Bncxoc.
Ho x cntmana nonun no.
Hanepno, +ro tn ooporent, samernna xena m+pa, xoropax repnert ne morna
Banrant, no tna amo xopomo nocnnranno n ymena cxptnart cnon uyncrna.
Hnxaxnx ooporne ne cymecrnyer, ne es paspaxennx cxasana xosxxa.
Otxnonennt nonx, a ceuac ero, nanepno, yxe sacrpennnn.
Xena m+pa, onaxo, ne conpanact canartcx:
Cymecrnyer nnn ner, no xaxo-ro nonx ntn +ro noutm. Bt sacrannxere Banrant
paorart cnepxypouno, ona cnnmxom ycraer, nor e n mepemnrcx ncxxoe.
Banrant, ne nmemnnaxct n nx cnop, xynnna xne n ymna.
"Feccmtcnennoe cocrxsanne", ymana ona, ncnomnnax cnona ono ns coecennn. a,
nor raxo n npecrannxercx nm xnsnt eccmtcnenntm cocrxsannem. Banrant ene-ene
cepxanact, urot ne ntnoxnrt npenoxenne, cenannoe e uyxecrpannem, nmontrno
tno t nocmorpert, xax +rn nnmne yxom, xopomo ycrponnmnecx nmn ycrpoxr nnoe
cocrxsanne, n xoropom cmtcna yer ontme. B omen na npecrynnenne ecxrt cnnrxon
sonora, cnocontx oecneunrt yymee nx ere n nnyxon, nepnyrt tnym cnany Bncxocy c
nonxamn nnn es nonxon.
Onaxo enymxa cepxanact. B ry mnnyry ona pemnna, uro paccxaxer +ry ncropnm
ceronx xe neuepom, no xora nce coepyrcx n ape, urot nnxro ne mor cxasart norom, uro,
mon, ne cntman nnn ne nonxn. Moxer trt, onn cxnarxr uyxecrpanna n noramar ero
npxmnxom n nonnnnm, a e, Banrant, npyuar ee cnnrox sonora n nne nosnarpaxennx sa
ycnyrn, oxasannte ropoy. A moxer trt, onn npocro ne nonepxr, n rora uyxecrpanen
noxnner Bncxoc, ynepxct, uro nce ero xnrenn npanennxn. A net +ro ne rax.
Bce onn nenexecrnennt, nannnt, nce mtcnxr n uyncrnymr no manony. Bce nepxr nnmt
n ro, no uro npnntxnn nepnrt, n nnuemy pyromy. Bce oxrcx Fora. Bce n ona n rom uncne
ncntrtnamr crpax n ror mnr, xora moryr nsmennrt cnom cyty. uro xe xacaercx ncrnnno
oport, ro ee, cxope ncero, ne cymecrnyer nonce nn na semne, nacenenno rpycnnntmn
nmtmn, nn na nee, re onraer Iocnot-Bceepxnrent, naneno n nanpano cemmn crpaannx
c enncrnenno nentm cenart rax, urot mt ncm xnsnt npocnnn nsannrt nac or sna.
Temneparypa ynana; Banrant ne cnana yxe rpn noun xpxy, no, napx cee yrpennn
xo]e, uyncrnonana cex xopomo xax nnxora. Her, ona ne enncrnennax, xro ncntrtnaer
crpax. Ftrt moxer, ona enncrnennax, xro cosnaer cnom rpycocrt, no nce npoune nastnamr
xnsnt "eccmtcnenntm cocrxsannem", a npncymn nm crpax npnnnmamr sa naropocrno.
Ha namxrt e npnmen onn ns xnrene Bncxoca, xoropt nanart ner npopaoran n
anrexe cocenero ropoxa, a norom tn ynonen. On ne rpeonan cee nn ntxonoro noconx,
nn nencnn, oxcnxx +ro rem, uro pyxnn c anrexapem, ne xoren nnxax roro ymemnxrt, no
snan, uro ero paccunrann ns-sa nosnnxmnx ]nnancontx rpynocre. Bce +ro tno npantem: on
ne noan n cy ns rpycocrn, emy no uro t ro nn crano xorenoct, urot ero nmnnn, urot
nnaenen anrexn no-npexnemy cunran ero naropontm uenonexom n xopomnm ronapnmem.
Ho, xora cnycrx xaxoe-ro npemx on nce xe npnmen npocnrt sapaorannte entrn, c nnm n
pasronapnnart ne crann tno yxe cnnmxom nosno: on net nonncan saxnnenne o
ynontnennn n nn na uro ontme nperenonart ne mor.
Tax emy n nao. Hsopaxart nennxoymne npncrano nnmt romy, xro crpamnrcx sanxrt
onpeenennym nosnnnm n xnsnn. Pasymeercx, namnoro npome nepnrt n cocrnennym opory,
uem xomy-ro npornnoopcrnonart n orcrannart cnon npana. Iopaso nerue npornornrt ony,
cnecrn ocxopnenne, uem napartcx xpapocrn n ncrynnrt n opty c cnntntm npornnnnxom.
Bcera moxno cxasart, uro xament, xoroptm n nac mntpnynn, nponeren mnmo, n rontxo
noutm, ocranmnct naenne c camnmn coo, xora xena, nnn myx, nnn mxontnt ronapnm
cnnr, rontxo noutm, n rnmnne onnaxnnaem mt namy rpycocrt.
Banrant ntnnna xo]e, meurax, urot ent npomen nocxopee. Beuepom ona ynnuroxnr
nent ropoox, noxonunr c Bncxocom. On rax n rax nepecran t cymecrnonart npn xnsnn yxe
cneymmero noxonennx, no n nem ne poxamrcx ern: monote nmn npenounrann
nnonrtcx n pasmnoxartcx n pyrnx ropoax crpant ram, re npasnnuno n xpacnno, re
nocxr napxnym oexy, re nyremecrnymr n re ecrt "eccmtcnennoe cocrxsanne".
ent, nonpexn ee xenannxm, rxnyncx es xonna. Or nenentnoro nea, or nnsxnx ryu
nosnnxano omymenne, yro npemx nonce ocranonnnoct. Henena rymana cxptna ropt, n
xasanoct, Bncxoc orpesan or ncero mnpa, samxnyr n sarepxn n camom cee, cnonno ocrancx
enncrnenntm na nce nnanere onraemtm mecrom. B oxno Banrant nnena, xax uyxecrpanen
ntmen ns rocrnnnnt n no otxnonennm samaran n cropony rop. Banrant saecnoxonnact
tno o cnoem sonore, no roruac ycnoxonnact on net ynnarnn sa neenm nnepe, a orarte
nmn ener na nerep ne pocamr rax neyr cex rontxo enxxn.
enymxa nontranact unrart, no cmtcn ycxontsan or nee. Tora ona pemnna nporynxrtcx
no Bncxocy, n enncrnenntm uenonexom, xoroporo ona ynnena no nyrn, tna Fepra,
crapyxa-nona, nentmn nxmn cnenmax nepe omom n nrentno cnennmax sa ncem, uro
nponcxonr n ropoe.
Hoxonoano naxonen, coomnna ona Banrant.
Ta cnpocnna cex nouemy +ro nmn npnamr noroe raxoe snauenne, n monua xnnnyna n
snax cornacnx. Horom nomna antme, no sa onrne rot, nponeennte n Bncxoce, onn c
Fepro yxe neperonopnnn oo ncem, o uem rontxo moxno tno neperonopnrt. Ono npemx ona
axe sannrepeconanact +ro cnntno xenmnno, xoropax cymena nananrt cnom xnsnt axe
nocne roro, xax ocranact nono myx ee norn n pesyntrare onoro ns necuacrntx cnyuaen,
cront uacrtx na oxore. Fepra rora npoana nce cnoe nmymecrno n, nnoxnn +rn entrn nmecre
co crpaxonxo n xaxoe-ro naexnoe npenpnxrne, xnna renept na penry.
Horom, nnpouem, Banrant yrparnna nnrepec x Fepre n ee xnsnn enymxa nnena nce
ro, uero oxnact: nor n ona roxe cocrapnrcx n yer cnert na cryne y nepe cnoero oma,
snmo yxyranmnct n cornm oexex, n nnert nepe rnasamn onn n ror xe nesax, n
nnnmarentno nanmart sa rem, uro ne rpeyer nn nnnmannx, nn nanmennx, no nnuero
snaunrentnoro, naxnoro, nennoro sect ne cnyuaercx.
Banrant yrnynnact n nec, ne oxct sanynrtcx, no xax cnon nxrt nantnen snana ram
xaxoe epeno, xaxt xament n xaxym rponnnxy. Ona npecrannxna cee, xaxo ceronx
yer nocxnrnrentnt neuep, n na pasnte nat penernponana nce ro, uro namepenanact
paccxasart semnxxam: ona ro coomana nm nce, uro nnena n cntmana, ro ocnonno nepeanana
nm cnona uyxecrpanna, nnena ncropnm, o xoropo cama t ne morna cxasart, npana +ro nnn
ntmtcen, n axe nopaxana manepe peun uenonexa, yxe rpn noun xpxy ne ananmero e
cnart.
"On ouent onacen, on xyxe, uem nce oxornnxn, xoroptx mne npnxonnoct snart".
Barax no necno rponnnxe, Banrant crana nonnmart, uro ecrt, noxany, uenonex,
xoropt onacen ne mentme uyxecrpanna, n uenonex +ror ona cama. Eme uertpe nx nasa
ona n ne noospenana, uro yxe cntxnact c rem, xaxo ona crana, c rem, uro moxer ona oxnart
or xnsnn, n c rem, uro xnsnt n Bncxoce ne rax yx nnoxa n xonne xonnon, nerom ncx oxpyra
nanonena rypncramn, nastnanmnmn semnne mecra "pacxnmn".
Ho nor ceuac uyonnma ntnonsnn ns cnonx nop, ncenxx yxac n ee ymy, sacrannxx
uyncrnonart cex necuacrno, necnpanennno onxenno, noxnnyro Forom, ntrxnynme
necuacrnnnt xpen. axe eme xyxe onn npnnyxann ee cosnanart, xaxoe roptxoe uyncrno
nocnna ona n cee nem n noutm, n necy n n ape, no npemx pexnx ncrpeu c nmtmn n n
onnouecrne.
"Fyt npoxnxr +ror uenonex. H yt x npoxnxra sa ro, uro namn c nnm nyrn
nepecexnnct".
Bosnpamaxct n ropoox, ona pacxannanact o xaxo npoxnro em mnnyre, npoxnnnana
mart sa ro, uro ra ymepna rax pano, n aymxy sa ro, uro ona nnymana e nao crapartcx trt
uecrno n opo, n pyse sa ro, uro noxnnynn ee, n cyty sa ro, uro ocrananact raxo, a
ne nno.
Fepra cnena na npexnem mecre.
uro rt nce eraemt? cxasana ona. Hpncxt pxom co mno, oroxnn.
Banrant nocnymanact, noyman, uro, ecnn cymeer ornneutcx na uro-nnyt, npemx
nponernr nesamerne.
Menxercx nam Bncxoc, samernna crapyxa. B camom nosyxe uro-ro pyroe, a nuepa
x cntmana, xax noer "npoxnxrt nonx".
enymxa nouyncrnonana oneruenne. Ooporent nnn ne ooporent, onaxo npomno
noutm nonx ntn, n no xpane mepe eme onn uenonex cntman +ro.
3ror ropo concem ne menxercx, orneuana ona. uepeymrcx rontxo npemena roa, n
ceuac npnmna snma.
Her. 3ro npnmen uyxecrpanen.
Banrant ene cepxana cex. Heyxenn on pasronapnnan c xem-nnyt eme?
uro nsmennnoct n namem Bncxoce c noxnnennem uyxecrpanna?
Hent Foxn ent x cmorpm na ro, uro menx oxpyxaer. Hnte ymamr, yro +ro
spxmnax rpara npemenn, no nx menx rontxo rax moxno tno nepexnrt norepm uenonexa,
xoroporo x rax nmnna. nnxy, xax cmenxmr pyr pyra npemena roa, xax epentx
cpactnamr nncrny, a norom ona noxnnxercx nnont. Ho npemx or npemenn neoxnannoe
xnnenne npnpot nopoxaer pasnrentnte nepement. Mne paccxastnann, uro non re ropt
nosnnxnn nocne semnerpxcennx, cnyunnmerocx rtcxuenernx nasa.
enymxa xnnnyna: e n n mxone paccxastnann o +rom.
Hnuro ne ocraercx npexnnm. Fomct, +ro n nponcxonr ceuac.
Banrant, sanoospnn, uro crapax Fepra uro-ro snaer, yxe xorena tno paccxasart e o
sonore, no nce xe npomonuana.
ymam o Axane, o namem nennxom npeopasonarene, o namem repoe, o uenonexe,
xoroporo narocnonnn cnxro ormentnnx.
A nouemy o Axane?
Horomy uro on cnocoen tn nonxrt, uro nnuroxnax menout axe ecnn ona
nosnnxaer ns camtx nyumnx noyxenn cnocona ynnuroxnrt nce. Paccxastnamr, uro,
ycranonnn n ropoe mnp, ntrnan orcma ncxxn cpo, ycranonnn nonte nauana nx centcxoro
xosxcrna n ropronnn, on cosnan na yxnn pyse n npnroronnn nx nnx annernrnoe xapxoe. H
ryr oxasanoct, uro n ome ner conn.
Tora Axan nosnan ctna n nenen emy:
Cxon-xa n ropo n xynn conn. Ho, cmorpn, ynnarn crontxo, cxontxo ona onxna
cronrt ne opoxe n ne emenne.
nonnmam, oren, uro ne onxen nepennaunnart, ynnnncx ctn. Ho ecnn moxno
yer noropronartcx, oruero t ne cepeut ronnxy ener?
B ontmom ropoe nmenno rax n cneyer nocrynart. Ho nx raxoro, xax nam, +ro n
xonne xonnon oxaxercx rynrentno.
Hn o uem ontme ne cnpamnnax, ctn ornpannncx sa contm. A yxe copanmnecx na yxnn
rocrn, xoropte cntmann +rn peun, crann cnpamnnart, oruero nentsx xynnrt cont no onee
nnsxo nene? H Axan ornernn nm:
Tor, xro npoaer cont emenne ee ncrnnno cronmocrn, nocrynaer rax cxope ncero
noromy, uro oruaxnno nyxaercx n entrax. Tor, xro nocnontsyercx +rnm, npoxnnr neynaxenne
x nponnromy nory n x rxxxomy rpyy, no es +roro nnuero nentsx nponsnecrn.
Ho +roro net neocrarouno, urot norn nam Bncxoc!
B nauane npemen, npn cornopennn mnpa, necnpanennnocrt roxe tna nnuroxno mana.
Ho xaxt ns npnxonnmnx cneom oannxn x ne menorxy nnn ropcrouxy, nonarax, uro
nnuero or +roro ne nsmennrcx. Hornxnre, re n nrore mt c namn oxasannct.
a, nsxrt, x npnmepy, xort +roro uyxecrpanna, cxasana Banrant, naexct ycntmart
or Feprt, uro ona roxe ronopnna c nnm. Ho nocxontxy crapyxa nnuero na +ro ne orneuana,
npoonxana nacrounno: He nonn mam, nouemy +ro Axan rax crpemnncx cnacrn Bncxoc.
Hpexe +ro tno npnexnme noonxon, a renept cpeoroune rpycocrn.
Pasymeercx, crapyxe uro-ro tno nsnecrno. Ocrananoct rontxo ntxcnnrt orxya ne or
camoro nn uyxecrpanna, paccxasanmero e +ro.
ne ynepena, uro +ro rpycocrt n rounom cmtcne cnona. ymam, uro +ro oxsnt
nepemen. Hmn xorxr, urot Bncxoc ocranancx raxnm, xax ncera, mecrom, re moxno
nosentnart semnm n ntpamnnart cxornny, paymno npnnnmart oxornnxon n rypncron, no re
npn +rom xaxt rouno snaer, uro nponsoer sanrpa, n re enncrnennoe, uero nentsx
npecxasart, +ro manocrn n nsptxn npnpot. Bepoxrno, raxnm opasom onn nmyr mnpa n
yme, n x cornacna c roo n onom: nce cunramr, uro ynpannxmr ncem, rora xax nnxro ne
ynpannxer nnuem.
3ro nepno: nnxro nnuem, cornacnnact Banrant.
Hnxro ne moxer npnannrt nn ueprouxn, nn rouxn x romy, uro yxe nanncano,
nporonopnna crapyxa, nepennaunn enanrentcxn crnx. Ho nam npannrcx xnrt c +ro
nnnmsne, noromy uro ona npnaer nam ynepennocrn.
B xonne xonnon, ntop, xoropt x onxna cenart, nnuem ne ornnuaercx or nmoro
pyroro. Bmecre c rem rnyno nonarart, uro ynpannxemt mnpom, n nepnrt eso ncxxnx na ro
ocnonann n ro, uro naxonmtcx n esonacnocrn. 3ro xonuaercx nceome
nenororonnennocrtm x xnsnn n ror mnr, xora rt mentme ncero +roro oxnaemt,
semnerpxcenne cosaer ropt, monnnx ynnaer epeno, roronnnmeecx necno sannecrn, a
nenenax cnyuanocrt na oxore optnaer xnsnt ocronoro uenonexa.
H ona n cort pas nepecxasana, npn xaxnx ocroxrentcrnax norn ee myx. On cunrancx
onnm ns camtx nyumnx erepe-npononnxon n xpae n nnen n oxore ne napnapcxn nn
cnopra, a cnoco coxpannrt mecrnym rpannnm. Ero ycnnnxmn n crapannxmn Bncxocy yanoct
ynennunrt norononte nexoroptx nopo, m+pnx paspaorana saxont no samnre ncuesammnx
nnon xnnorntx n crana ntanart nononnxnmne ropocxym xasny nnnensnn na orcrpen.
Myx Feprt crapancx cenart rax, urot oxora, xoropym onn cunrann nxocrtm, a
pyrne rpannnonntm pasnneuennem, xoe-uemy yunna nme. Kora npnesxan uenonex
neontrnt, no orart, on ynonn ero na xaxo-nnyt nycrtpt n ram crannn na xament
xecrxnym anxy ns-no nnna.
Horom orxonn na nxrtecxr merpon n nepntm xe ntcrpenom cnnan xecrxnxy.
nyumn crpenox n semnnx xpaxx, ronopnn on. H rex nayuy crpenxrt rax, xax
crpenxm x.
Crannn anxy na npexnee mecro, nosnpamancx na orneno pyex, ntracxnnan ns xapmana
nnarox n npocnn sanxsart cee rnasa. 3arem npnnennnancx n cnona crpenxn.
Honan? cnpamnnan on, cnnmax nonxsxy.
Pasymeercx, npomasan, orneuan nononpntnmn oxornnx, payxct, uro moxno
ynnsnrt ropennnoro erepx. Hynx npomna anexo or nenn. Hnoxo nepnrcx, uro rnon ypoxn
mne npnroxrcx.
rontxo uro npenoan ree camt naxnt n xnsnn ypox, ronopnn na +ro myx Feprt.
Bcxxn pas, xora saxouemt ocrnut uero-nnyt, rnxn n oa, coepnct n nocrapacx rouno
nonxrt, uro ree nyxno. Hentsx crpemnrtcx x nenn c saxptrtmn rnasamn.
H onaxt, xora erept nocne nepnoro ntcrpena crannn xecrxnxy na mecro, npnesxn
oxornnx cuen, uro renept ero ouepet noxasart cnom merxocrt. On naxan na xypox, ne
oxnaxct, noxa myx Feprt nepnercx, n npomaxnyncx, nonan emy n mem. Oxornnx ne ycnen
ycnonrt nonesnemn ypox o rom, xax naxno ymert cocpeorounrtcx n oranart cee nonnt
oruer n cnonx ecrnnxx.
Mne nopa, cxasana Banrant. Hepe rem xax nrn na paory, mne nyxno eme xoe-uro
cenart.
Fepra, noxenan enymxe yaun, nponoxana ee rnasamn o rex nop, noxa ra ne cxptnact n
npoynxe sa nepxontm. 3a re onrne rot, uro crapyxa npocnena nepe cnonm omom, rnxx na
ropt n onaxa, nex mtcnennte ecet c noxontm myxem, ona nayunnact "nnert" nme.
stx ee tn een, ona ne ncera morna noopart nyxnoe cnono, urot onncart mnorne
uyncrna, xoropte ntstnann n ne nmn, no nponcxonno nmenno +ro ona nponnxana x nnm n
ymy, unrax n ne, xax n orxptro xnnre.
Bce +ro nauanoct na noxoponax uenonexa, xoroporo ona nmnna ontme ncex a moxer, n
enncrnennoro, xoro ona nmnna, n rora croxnmn pxom manentxn ctn onoro ns
xnrene Bncxoca renept on anno yxe nspocnt n xnner sa rtcxun xnnomerpon orcma
cnpocnn, nouemy ona rax neuantna.
Fepra ne xorena nyrart mantunxa n ronopnrt c nnm o cmeprn n neuno pasnyxe, a noromy
cxasana ncero nnmt, uro myx ee yexan n oruero-ro saepxancx.
Mne xaxercx, on omanyn nac, cxasan mantunx. rontxo uro nnen ero: on npxrancx
non sa rem narponem, yntancx, a n pyxe epxan crononym noxxy.
Mart mantunxa, ycntman raxoe, crporo orunrana ctna n crana nsnnnxrtcx nepe Fepro,
ronopx: "ern n ero nospacre neuno ntymtnamr ncxxne netnnnt". Onaxo Fepra, roruac
nepecran nnaxart, nornxena rya, xya noxastnan mantunx: y myxa ee tna ecxoneuno
paspaxanmax ee npnntuxa ecrt rontxo cnoe noxxo xorx nce onn onnaxont n nmemamr
onnaxonoe xonnuecrno cyna n on ynpxmo cneonan +ro npnntuxe n nontsonancx nnmt
ono onpeenenno noxxo. Fepra nnxomy o +rom ne paccxastnana, oxct, uro myxa couryr
nonoymntm.
Mantunx mexy rem na camom ene nnen ee myxa, n crononax noxxa tna snaxom roro,
uro nce +ro nponcxonno n ecrnnrentnocrn. ern "nnxr" cxptroe. Fepra rora roxe pemnna
nayunrtcx raxomy nnennm, noromy uro e xorenoct noronopnrt c myxem n cenart rax, urot
on oxasancx pxom nycrt xort n nne renn nnn npnspaxa.
Hpexe ncero ona sanepnact y cex n ome n, nourn ne ntxox nnxya, crana xart,
xora xe myx noxnnrcx nepe ne. H n onn npexpacnt ent xocnynoct ee npenecrne ona
nonxna, uro onxna ntrn sa nept oma n oparnrt nnnmanne na pyrnx nme. Ona
nouyncrnonana myx xouer, urot ee xnsnt crana necene, urot nona ero npnnnmana
ontmee yuacrne n rom, uro nponcxonr n Bncxoce.
H Fepra nocrannna y nepn cryn, cena n npnnxnact rnxert na ropt; na ynnnax Bncxoca
npoxoxne nonaannct pexo, no nmenno n +ror camt ent npnmna ns nnxame epennn
cocexa n paccxasana, uro noxnnnnct ram poxune ropronnt n uro onn npoamr
npenocxonte noxxn, n ouent emeno. H n nornepxenne cnonx cnon ocrana ns cymxn
noxxy.
Fepra oranana cee oruer n rom, uro nnxora ontme ne ynnnr myxa, onaxo on
nonpocnn ee cnert y nepe, rnxert na ropo n ona ncnonnnr ero npocty. Ho npomecrnnn
nexoroporo npemenn crana ona omymart cnpana or cex ute-ro npncyrcrnne n rnepo
nonepnna, uro +ro on, myx ee, cronr pxom, cocrannxx e xomnannm n samnmax or onacnocrn.
A nomnmo +roro yunr ee nnert ro, uro pyrnm neocrynno: pasnnuart, nanpnmep, n
oueprannxx onaxon nexne pncynxn, noammne necrn. Fepra oropuanact cnauana, uro, xora
ona ntraercx nsrnxnyrt npxmo na myxa, cnny+r ero ncuesaer, no cxopo nonxna, uro moxer
pasronapnnart c nnm c nomomtm nanrnx, n nor rora onn crann necrn onrne ecet oo ncem,
uro nponcxonno n Bncxoce.
Mnnyno eme rpn roa, n ona opena cnoconocrt "nnert" uyncrna, ncntrtnaemte
pyrnmn nmtmn, a myx anan e pasnoro poa npaxrnuecxne conert, oxastnanmnecx ouent
nonesntmn nx nee: naroapx emy Fepra ne ana cex omanyrt n ne cornacnnact na
xomnencannm mentmym, uem cneonano, naroapx emy ona ycnena sapart entrn ns anxa
nesaonro o roro, xax on nonnyn, pasopnn mnornx mecrntx xnrene, xpannnmnx ram cnon
cepexennx.
Onaxt yrpom renept Fepra yxe ne nomnnr, cxontxo ner nasa +ro tno, myx
cxasan e: Bncxoc moxer trt ynnuroxen. Fepra cnauana noymana npo semnerpxcenne, or
xoroporo n nx xpae noxnxrcx nonte ropt, no myx ycnoxonn ee, oxcnnn, uro n nnxamne
rtcxuy ner noonoro ne cnyunrcx. Her, peut mna o pyrom ynnuroxennn, n Fepra, xort n ne
nonxna, o uem xe on ronopnn, ncrpenoxnnact. Myx nonpocnn ee trt nnnmarentno net +ro
ero ponna, camoe nmnmoe mecro n mnpe, nycrt axe emy n npnmnoct noxnnyrt ero pantme,
uem xorenoct t.
Fepra crana nnnmarentne npncmarpnnartcx x mecrntm, x nponntnammnm no ney
onaxam, cxnatnanmnmcx n npnuynnnte xaprnnt, x oxornnxam, nocemanmnm n noxnanmnm
Bncxoc, no ne naxonna cnnerentcrn roro, uro xro-nnyt namepenaercx ynnuroxnrt ropo,
nnxomy nnxora ne cenanmn nnuero nnoxoro. Myx, onaxo, nacrounno npocnn ee trt
nacropoxe, n ona ntnonnxna ero npocty.
H nor rpn nx nasa, ynnen, xax npnmen n Bncxoc uyxecrpanen, a ne onn, a c
txnonom, nonxna, uro oxanact. A ceronx Fepra samernna, uro sa onnm nneuom y Banrant
cronr anren, a sa pyrnm emon, n momenrantno cnxsana noenno na cotrnx, ypasymen, uro
crpannte ena nponsoyr n ee ropoxe.
Vntnynmnct camo cee, ona nsrnxnyna nanpano n nourn nesamerno nocnana n ry
cropony nosymnt noneny. Her, ona ne ecnonesnax crapax pasnannna e npecronr
conepmnrt eme neuro ouent naxnoe cnacrn ropo, n xoropom ponnact, n ona cnacer ero,
xorx noxa n ne snaer, xaxne cpecrna ynorpenrt nx +roro.
Banrant noxnnyna norpyxennym n pasmtmnennx Fepry n nepnynact omo. Cocen
nepemenrtnannct, tnano, o rom, uro crapyxa snaercx c neuncro cnno. Paccxastnann, uro
ona nent ro nponena nsaneprn n sa +ro npemx nayunnact xononcrny n uapoecrny. Kora
Banrant cnpamnnana, xro xe mor nayunrt ee +romy, onn orneuann, yro cam carana
npnxonn x Fepre no nouam, pyrne xe uro ona, nponsnocx saxnnnannx, ycntmannte or
ponrene, ntstnana yx xentrcxoro xpena. Hnxoro, nnpouem, +ro ocoo ne sannmano n ne
rporano: esonnax crapyxa nnxomy ne npnunnxna npea n ncera morna paccxasart
uro-nnyt nnrepecnoe.
H onn tnn npant, xorx paccxastnana ona ncera onn n re xe ncropnn. Bnesanno
Banrant samepna na mecre, saxan n pyxe xnmu or cnoe nepn. Ona mnoro pas cntmana o rom,
xax norn myx Feprt, no nnmt n +ry mnnyry nonxna, uro +ra ncropnx naxnemn ypox nx
nee. Ona npnnomnnna, xax concem neanno ponna no necy, oxrax rnyxo snoo xo ncemy,
roronax pocnrtcx n pacrepsart, ne pasnpax, nce, uro oxaxercx nepe ne, cex camoe,
ropoox, ero xnrene n nx ere.
Onaxo ncrnnno n ocrono mnmentm tn rontxo uyxecrpanen. Hao copartcx,
npnnennrtcx n nopasnrt otuy. A nx +roro neoxonm nnan tno t nacroxme
rnynocrtm paccxastnart oo ncem ceronx neuepom n ntnycxart cnryannm ns-no xonrponx.
Banrant pemnna ornoxnrt eme na ent paccxas o npenoxennn uyxecrpanna ecnn ona
noome coepercx noneart semnxxam o +rom npenoxennn.
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B ror neuep uyxecrpanen, xoropt, xax ncera, nnarnn sa ncex, nmecre c entramn
nporxnyn Banrant sanncouxy. enymxa cynyna ee n xapman, enax nn, uro ne npnaer +romy
ocooro snauennx, xorx n samernna, uro uyxecrpanen npemx or npemenn crapaercx nomart ee
nsrnx, cnonno saanax e xaxo-ro esmonnnt nonpoc. Onn nomenxnnct ponxmn: renept ona
nnaena cnryanne, ona ntnpana npemx n mecro ox. Hmenno rax ncera nocrynamr camte
yaunnnte oxornnxn onn cosamr raxne ycnonnx, urot otua cama ntmna na ntcrpen.
H nnmt nepnynmnct omo, npnuem na +ror pas co crpanntm npeuyncrnnem, uro +ro
noutm ona yer cnart rnyoxo n xpenxo, Banrant pasnepnyna sanncxy. uyxecrpanen
nasnauan e ncrpeuy na rom xe mecre, re onn ncrpernnnct nnepnte.
On oannxn, uro nyume t noronopnrt naenne. Ho ecnn e yrono ro moxno n npn
ncex.
Banrant ne rontxo nouyncrnonana yrposy, no n opaonanact romy, uro ona nposnyuana.
3ro snaunr, on repxer camoonaanne, uero nnxora ne nponcxonr c remn, xro onacen
no-nacroxmemy. Bennxn mnpornopen Axan nmnn nonropxrt: "Ecrt na nna rnynnon. Onn
pocamr nauaroe eno, nouyncrnonan yrposy. pyrne cunramr, uro yrposamn camn cymemr
uero-nno onrtcx".
Banrant pasopnana sanncxy na menxne xycouxn, pocnna nx n ynnras n cnycrnna noy,
norom npnnxna ouent ropxuym nanny, norom nerna n nocrent n yntnynact. Ona onnact
ncero, uero xorena, a xorena ona cnona ncrpernrtcx c uyxecrpannem nx pasronopa c rnasy na
rnas. Ecnn ona xouer snart, xax oonert npornnnnxa, nao ocxonantno nonxrt, uro on ns cex
npecrannxer.
Vcnyna ona nourn cpasy n cnana rnyoxo, cnoxono n xpenxo. Ony nout ona nponena c
opom, nropym c opom n 3nom, rpertm co 3nom. Hn ono ns nnx ne onnoct
pesyntraron, no oa ocrannct xnrt n ee yme n renept naunnann ennoopcrno, urot
ntxcnnrt, xro cnntne.
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K romy npemenn, xora uyxecrpanen npnmen, Banrant ycnena ntmoxnyrt nacxnost
nnont pastrpanact ypx.
O noroe ronopnrt ne yem, npeynpenna ona. Hter, xax nnnre. snam mecro,
re mt cmoxem yxptrtcx.
Ona nonxnact n npnnnnyna x cee neuro npoonronaroe n pesenronom uexne.
Pyxte, xax x nonnmam? cnpocnn uyxecrpanen.
Pyxte.
Tt xouemt menx ynrt.
Xouy. He ynepena, uro nmenno nac, no ouent xouy. Ho pyxte x npnxnarnna no pyro
npnunne: moxer trt, na opore ncrpernrcx "npoxnxrt nonx", x ero sacrpenm n yy
nontsonartcx ontmnm ynaxennem cpen rpaxan Bncxoca. Buepa noutm x cntmana, xax on
noer, no mne nnxro ne nonepnn.
uro raxoe "npoxnxrt nonx"?
Banrant na mnr saymanact cronr nn orxponennnuart c uenonexom, xoroporo cunrana
nparom. Ho ryr e ncnomnnnact xnnxxa o xnoncxnx oentx ncxyccrnax ona ncera unrana
es pasopy nce, uro nocroxntnt satnann n rocrnnnne, nocxontxy noxynxy xnnr cunrana
spxmno rparo ener. Tax nor, n xnnxxe +ro tno cxasano, uro nyumn cnoco ocnanrt
npornnnnxa +ro yenrt ero n rom, uro noaemtcx emy n cornamaemtcx c ero namepennxmn.
H, marax no oxem n nerpom, ona paccxasana uyxecrpanny +ry ncropnm. na roa
nasa xnrent Bncxoca mecrnt xysnen, ecnn trt rountm, ntx norynxrt, nnesanno
ynnen nepe coo nonxa c ntnoxom nonuar. Kysnen ncnyrancx, cxnarnn roncrym nerxy n
mntpnyn ee rax, uro ona nponerena na ronono snepx. Otuno n raxo cnryannn nonx
yeraer, no +ror tn c erentmamn, a noromy pocnncx na xysnena n nnnncx emy syamn n
nory. Kysnen, xoropt no npo]eccnonantno neoxonmocrn onxen tn onaart
nemxnnno cnno, nsnonunncx n nanec raxo xecroxn yap nonxy, uro ror pasxan uenmcrn
n cxptncx n uame neca nmecre co cnonmn menxamn; ontme ero nnxro nnxora ne nnen, n
nsnecrno o nem nnmt ro, uro na nenom yxe y nero enax ormernna.
Tax oruero xe on "npoxnxrt"?
Xnmnnxn, axe camte cnnpente, nnxora ne nanaamr na uenonexa nepntmn, pasne
rontxo n raxnx ncxnmunrentntx cnyuaxx, xax +ror, urot samnrnrt erentme. Ecnn nce xe
noonoe nponcxonr n snept ysnaer nxyc uenoneuecxo xponn, nor rora on cranonnrcx
no-nacroxmemy onacen: on xouer eme n eme n ns nxoro snepx npenpamaercx n nmoea. V nac
nce cunramr, uro xora-nnyt +ror nonx nanaer cnona.
"a +ro npxmo npo menx", noyman uyxecrpanen.
Banrant monoax, npnntunax x semnnm oporam crapanact marart xax moxno
tcrpe, naexct yromnrt n ynnsnrt cnoero cnyrnnxa n rem camtm nonyunrt na nnm
ncnxonornuecxn nepenec. Onaxo uyxecrpanny yananoct ne orcranart. On, xorx n santxancx
nemnoro, no rax n ne nonpocnn enymxy cannrt remn.
Onn noomnn x xopomo samacxnponanno nanarxe ns senenoro nnacrnxa, re oxornnxn
otuno noxnann nut, sapannct nnyrpt, tma na saneenente pyxn n pacrnpax nx.
uro nam nyxno? cnpocnna Banrant. 3auem nt nasnaunnn mne ncrpeuy?
Xouy saraart ree saraxy: xaxo ns ncex ne name xnsnn ne npnxonr nnxora?
cnpocnn on n, ne oxanmnct, ornernn cam: 3anrpamnn. Onaxo mne xaxercx, rt yexena,
uro sanrpa nacrynnr, n noromy ornoxnna ro, o uem x npocnn rex. Ceronx naunnaercx
ynx-+n: ecnn rt nnuero ne cxaxemt, +ro cenam x.
Banrant ntpanact ns nanarxn, oromna na esonacnoe paccroxnne, paccrernyna uexon n
ntramnna ns nero pyxte. Ho uyxecrpanen npoe t axe ne samernn +roro.
Cxaxn-xa mne, nponsnec on, nor ecnn t ree npnmnoct nncart xnnry o +rom
cnyuae c sonorom, neyxenn rt cunrana t, uro ontmax uacrt unrarene, xaxt ent
cranxnnammnxcx c pasnoopasntmn rpynocrxmn, ne pas necnpanennno onxenntx xnsntm
n nmtmn, ntnyxenntx ntnnartcx ns cnn, urot naxopmnrt n ntyunrt ere, rax nor,
neyxenn t onn cornacnnnct rax crpaart pan roro, urot rt cexana co cnnrxom?
He snam, orneuana Banrant, nxnatnax n crnon nepnt narpon.
H x ne snam. Hmenno raxo orner mne n nyxen.
Tenept tn sapxxen n nropo crnon.
Tt rorona ynrt menx, xort n ntraemtcx ycnoxonrt poccxasnxmn npo nonxa. Ho +ro
nnuero, nocxontxy orneuaer na mo nonpoc: npecrannrenn poa uenoneuecxoro orxroment
snom, pas yx menxax cnyxamax ns nponnnnnantnoro ropoxa cnocona conepmnrt
npecrynnenne pan ener. ympy, no renept x snam orner, n noromy ympy onontntm.
epxnre, n Banrant nporxnyna pyxte uyxecrpanny. Hnxro ne snaer, uro mt c
namn snaxomt. B rocrnnnunom ]opmynxpe nt yxasann o cee noxnte cneennx. Bt moxere
yexart, xora noxenaere, n, nacxontxo x nonnmam, moxere cxptrtcx re yrono, n nmom
yronxe mnpa. Bam axe npnnennnartcx ne nao npocro nanpantre na menx yno n naxmnre na
xypox. 3apx cocronr ns manentxnx xycouxon cnnnna, xoropte pasneramrcx xonycom. C raxnmn
narponamn xoxr na xpynnym nut. H na nme. Bt moxere axe cmorpert n pyrym cropony,
ecnn nam ne xouercx nnert, xax xapreut pasnopornr moe reno.
uyxecrpanen nonoxnn nanen na cnycxono xpmuox, npnnennncx n ee cropony, n
Banrant c ynnnennem samernna, uro nycrnonxy on epxnr npnntuno n npannntno, xax
uenonex, ymemmn nnaert opyxnem. Tax onn npocroxnn onontno onro: Banrant snana, uro,
ecnn uyxecrpanen nocxontsnercx nnn nsporner or nnesannoro noxnnennx snepx nnn nrnnt,
nanen ero epnercx n pyxte ntcrpennr. B +ror momenr ona ocosnana, cxont no-ercxn
nannntm tno ee ymennoe nnxenne: ona ntranact pocnrt ntson +romy rnny, ncero nnmt
urot nopasnnrt ero nycrt-xa cam cenaer ro, uro npenaraer cenart pyrnm.
A uyxecrpanen mexy rem npoonxan nanpannxrt pyxte na Banrant, on ne mopran, n
pyxn ero ne poxann. Tenept yxe tno nosno; renept yx on cam tn yexen, uro oopnart
xnsnt enymxn, pocnnme emy ntson, neypnax, n cymnocrn, nex. Banrant rorona tna
nsmonnrtcx o nomae, no on onycrnn pyxte pantme, uem ona ycnena ntmonnnrt cnono.
nourn ]nsnuecxn omymam rno crpax, nporonopnn on, nporxrnnax e pyxte.
uyncrnym sanax nora, crpyxmerocx y rex no nnny, xort on n nepememnnaercx c xannxmn
oxx; necmorpx na nerep, xoropt c acxnm mymom pacxaunnaer epentx, x cntmy, xax, ena
ne ntcxaxnnax ns rpyn, xonornrcx rnoe cepne.
Ceronx neuepom x cenam ro, o uem nt menx npocnnn, cxasana Banrant, enax nn,
yro ne cntmana nponsnecenntx nm cnon, n xoroptx nce tno uncro npano. B xonne
xonnon, x xorena nonxrt nce-raxn namy narypy, pacnosnart, uero n nac ontme sna nnn opa.
Koe-uro x nam rontxo uro npoemoncrpnponana: necmorpx na nce uyncrna, xoropte x
ncntrtnana nnn nepecrana ncntrtnart, nt mornn cnycrnrt xypox. Mornn, a ne cnycrnnn.
3naere nouemy? Horomy uro crpycnnn. Hcnontsyere pyrnx nx roro, urot paspemnrt namn
cocrnennte xon]nnxrt, a sanxrt cocrnennym nosnnnm ne cnocont.
Onn nemenxn ]nnoco] cxasan xax-ro pas: "axe y Fora ecrt a: +ro ero nmont x
nmxm". Her, Banrant, x ne crpycnn. n ne raxne xypxn cnycxan, a rounee ronopx, x
nponsnonn opyxne, xoropomy rnox nycrnonxa n nomerxn ne ronrcx, nponsnonn n
npoanan no ncemy mnpy. H nce +ro tno nnonne saxonno n nerantno c paspemennx
npannrentcrna, c ynnaro +xcnoprntx copon n npounx nanoron. xennncx na ro, xoro
nmnn, y menx tnn ne npenecrnte ouxn, n x ncera ymen rpeonart n nonyuart nce, uro mne
npnunranoct.
He n npnmep ree net rt cunraemt, yro cyta npecneyer rex, x ncera tn
cnocoen x ecrnnm, ncera roron oportcx c mnorouncnenntmn npaxentmn cnnamn,
npornnocroxnmnmn mne. Ioron tn onn nrnt nponrpart, pyrne ntnrpart, nocxontxy
nonnman, uro nopaxennx n noet neorennmt or xnsnn ncxxoro uenonexa, ecnn ne cunrart
rpycon, no rpyct ne repnxr nopaxenn, no n noe ne oepxnnamr.
mnoro unran. xonn n nepxont. oxncx Fora n urnn ero sanonen. sannman ouent
ntcoxoonnaunnaemym onxnocrt npexropa rnranrcxo xomnannn. Honyuan xomnccnonnte c
xaxo cenxn n sapaartnan ocrarouno, urot coepxart xeny, ere, nnyxon n npannyxon,
net n ropronne opyxnem xpyrxrcx camte ontmne n mnpe entrn. snan naxnocrt xaxo
naprnn, xoropym ornpannxn, noromy uro nnuno cnenn sa enamn; x onapyxnn necxontxo
cnyuaen xoppynnnn n ntrnan nnnonntx non, a nesaxonnte npoaxn npnocranonnn. Moe
opyxne nponsnonnoct nx samnrt nopxxa, es xoroporo, xax x cunran, nenosmoxnt
nporpecc n cosnanne.
uyxecrpanen noomen x Banrant nnnornym n onxn ee sa nneun: on xoren, urot ona
nnena ero rnasa n nepnna n npannnocrt ero cnon.
Tt, nepoxrno, cunraemt, uro xyxe opyxentx ]apnxanron ner nme na cnere.
Moxer trt, rax ono n ecrt. Ho nce eno n rom, uro eme nemepnt uenonex nauan
ncnontsonart opyxne cnauana nx roro, urot otrt cee nponnranne, a cpasy ncne sa rem
urot nonyunrt nnacrt na pyrnmn. Mnp xnn es semneennx, oxonncx es cxoronocrna,
ne snan pennrnn, ne nean mystxn no es opyxnx ne cymecrnonan nn nx.
On noopan c semnn xament.
Bor ono camoe nepnoe opyxne, nennxoymno npeocrannennoe mareptm-npnpoo
rem, xro n oncropnuecxne npemena cranxnnancx c nxnmn xnnorntmn. Taxo nor xament
onaxt cnac xnsnt uenonexy, or xoroporo n ecuncnenno uepee noxonenn ponnnct rt n
x. He yt y nero +roro xamnx, nnoroxnt ynna coxpan t ero n ecxrxn mnnnnonon
nme ne noxnnnnct t na cner.
Berep ycnnnncx, oxt sannnan nm nnna, no Banrant n uyxecrpanen ne cnonnn rnas
pyr c pyra.
Hoono romy, xax mnorne panxr oxornnxon, a Bncxoc paymno npnnnmaer nx, no
xnner naroapx nm; noono romy, xax nmn nenannxr o txon, onaxo nocne xoppnt
noxynamr nx mxco, nonarax, uro xnnornte ymepnn "cnanno" cmeprtm, rax mnorne nonocxr
opyxennxon no re yyr cymecrnonart o rex nop, noxa ne ocranercx na nce semne nn
onoro noopyxennoro uenonexa. Ho, ecnn ecrt onn, nenpemenno onxen trt n pyro,
nnaue nponsoer onacnemn nepexoc.
Ho npn uem ryr Bncxoc?! cnpocnna Banrant. Hpn uem ryr napymenne sanonee,
npecrynnenne, xpaxa, cymnocrt uenoneuecxo npnpot? Hpn uem ryr opo n 3no?
uyxecrpanen nepemennncx n nnne, n n rnasax ero orpasnnact rnyoxax neuant.
Bcnomnn, uro x ronopnn ree nnauane: x ncera crapancx ecrnonart n coornercrnnn c
saxonom n npnntx cunrart cex, uro nastnaercx, "nopxountm uenonexom". H nor onaxt
mne nosnonnnn no rene]ony, n xencxn ronoc mxrxn, no nnmennt ncxxoro ntpaxennx
coomnn, uro reppopncrt, or nmenn xoroptx ona ronopnr, noxnrnnn mom xeny n ouepe. B
omen onn rpeonann orpomnoe xonnuecrno roro, uro x mor nm npeocrannrt, opyxnx.
Hpnxasann epxart +ror pasronop n rane n nooemann, uro, ecnn x yy ntnonnxrt nx
rpeonannx, moe cemte nnuero ne rposnr.
Xenmnna ana oro, ycnen nepe +rnm cxasart, uro uepes nonuaca x onxen xart ee
snonxa n raxo-ro xanne rene]ona-anromara na noxsane. Eme ona cxasana, uro mne ne cronr
upesmepno nonnonartcx mom xeny n ouepe nnxro ne onnr, n onn yyr ocnooxent
necxontxo uacon cnycrx nocne roro, xax x nomnm no +nexrponno noure pacnopxxenne n onn
ns namnx sapyexntx ]nnnanon. Cnpanennnocrn pan cxaxy, uro, xorx peut mna nce xe o
nesaxonno cenxe, ona nnonne morna t ocrartcx nnxem ne sameuenno axe n ro camo
xomnannn, re x paoran.
Hpexe ncero, xax rpaxannn saxononocnymnt n xenammn naxonrtcx no samnro
saxona, x coomnn oo ncem n nonnnnm. H c ro camo mnnyrt nepecran trt uenonexom,
xoropt npnnnmaer pemennx n orneuaer sa nnx, npenparnnmnct n xanxym nnunocrt,
necnoconym samnrnrt cocrnennym cemtm, n mox ncenennax nanonnnnact nnxopaountmn
rene]onntmn neperonopamn c nensnecrntmn mne nmtmn. Kora x nomen n yxasannym mne
xanny, nenax apmnx rexnnxon noxnmunna x nosemnomy rene]onnomy xaenm
nanconpemennemee oopyonanne, nosnonxmmee onpeennrt mrnonenno n esomnouno,
orxya cenan snonox. Hporpenann nnrarenn nepronert, roronxct nsmtrt n nosyx,
ntnnrannct na ncxonte nosnnnn mamnnt, nonnmann no rpenore xopomo rpennponanntx n
o syon noopyxenntx nme.
Hpannrentcrna nyx crpan, pacnonoxenntx na pasntx n yanenntx pyr or pyra
xonrnnenrax, yxe tnn nn]opmnponant o nponcmecrnnn n sanpernnn ncrynart c
reppopncramn n xaxne-nno neperonopt; or menx rpeonanoct rontxo ntnonnxrt npnxast,
nonropxrt cnona, xoropte mne nocxastnann, n necrn cex rax, xax npocnnn cnennanncrt.
Eme o neuepa xnaprnpa, re epxann sanoxnnxon, tna nsxra mrypmom, a noxnrnrenn
noe napne n enymxa, xnno nmn neontrnte, menxne nnnrnxn morymecrnenno
nonnrnuecxo oprannsannn, nspemeuent nynxmn. Ho, npexe uem +ro cnyunnoct, onn
ycnenn ynrt mom xeny n ouepe. Ecnn axe y Fora ecrt a, cornopennt ero nmontm x
nmxm, ro n npocromy cmeprnomy pyxo noart o cocrnennoro aa +ro ero nmont x cemte.
uyxecrpanen samonuan ouennno, on oxncx, xax t ronoc ero ne pornyn, ntanax
nonnenne, xoropoe on xoren cxptrt. Cnpannnmnct c coo, on npoonxnn paccxas:
H nonnnnx, n reppopncrt ncnontsonann npoyxnnm moe ]npmt. Hnxro ne snaer,
xaxnm opasom opyxne, cenannoe na monx sanoax, nonano n pyxn reppopncron, a +ro n ne
nmeer nn manemero snauennx: naxno, uro ono y nnx tno. Hecmorpx na nce mon crapannx,
nonpexn ncem monm ycnnnxm ecrnonart n crpoxamem coornercrnnn c nopmamn
nponsnocrna n peannsannn mox xena n ouepn tnn ynrt monm ronapom, xoropt x npoan,
trt moxer, sa yxnnom n acnocnonno oporom pecropane, noronopnn cnauana o noroe n o
nonnrnxe.
On cnona samonuan, a xora saronopnn, Banrant noxasanoct, uro nepe ne pyro
uenonex, no nponsnocnmte nm cnona npoe t ne nmenn x npexnemy uyxecrpanny nnxaxoro
ornomennx.
pasnpamct n opyxnn n oenpnnacax n noromy, snax, xya crpenxnn reppopncrt,
nerxo mor cee npecrannrt, xax ynnann mom cemtm. Bxonoe ornepcrne nynn ouent
manentxoe, ne mnpe rnoero mnsnnna. Honaax n xocrt, nynx pasenxercx na uertpe uacrn,
xoropte nerxr n pasnte cropont, xpocrno xpyma na cnoem nyrn nce, uro ncrperxr, nouxn,
cepne, neuent, nerxoe. Harxnynmnct na uro-nno onee npounoe nanpnmep, nosnonounnx,
+rn xycouxn cnnnna cnona menxmr nanpannenne, otuno ynnexax sa coo xnoutx rxane n
nnyrpennnx opranon. H rax o rex nop, noxa ne cmoryr ntpnartcx napyxy. Kaxoe ns uertpex
ntxontx ornepcrn pasmepom nourn c mo xynax, n npnnoxennax x nyne cnna rax nennxa,
uro no nce xomnare pasneramrcx optnxn mycxynon, ocxonxn xocre n nce, uro npnnnnno x
ne, noxa ona nocnnact no nnyrpennocrxm.
H npoonxaercx +ro mentme nyx cexyn: moxer noxasartcx, uro ne cexynt +ro
concem neonro, no y cmeprn cno orcuer npemenn. ymam, rt menx nonnmaemt.
Banrant xnnnyna.
B xonne npomnoro roa x ocrannn cnyxy. Vmen na nce uertpe cropont, ponn no
cnery, n onnouxy nnaxan na cnonmn ropecrxmn n nce cnpamnnan cex, xax moxer uenonex
oxasartcx cnocoen na raxoe snoexnne. yrparnn camoe naxnoe, uro ecrt y nac, cmeprntx
nme , nepy n nnxnero. n cmexncx n nnaxan or nponnn Fora, noxasanmero mne raxnm
uyonnmntm cnocoom, uro x ncero nnmt opyne opa n 3na.
Mano-nomany x nnmnncx cnoconocrn x cocrpaannm, n renept cepne moe nccoxno, n
mne conepmenno espasnnuno xnrt nnn ymepert. Ho, npexe uem oxonunrt cnon nn, mne
neoxonmo ocosnart, uro xe nponcxonno ram, re epxann mom cemtm. mory nonxrt,
xora ynnamr, npencnonnnnmnct nenanncrn nnn cropax or nmnn, no nor rax, es ncxxo
npnunnt, ncero nnmt noromy, uro copnanact cenxa?
Mon paccyxennx moryr noxasartcx ree nannntmn n xonne xonnon, nmn exenenno
ynnamr pyr pyra ns-sa ener, no mne +ro ne nnrepecno: x ymam rontxo o xene n ouepxx.
xouy snart, uro nponcxonno n rononax +rnx reppopncron. Xouy snart, tno nn xort
mrnonenne, xora n nx cepna nocryuanact xanocrt, xora onn saxoneannct ne ornycrnrt nn
nx: net ne c nnmn xe onn nenn nony? Xouy snart, nponsomno nn xort na onm cexynt
npornnoopcrno opa n 3na, noennox, n xoropom opo morno nsxrt nepx?
Ho nouemy Bncxoc? Hpn uem ryr mo ropoox?
A nouemy n xo nomno moe opyxne, ecnn na cnere crontxo opyxentx sanoon, npnuem
mnorne paoramr es ncxxoro xonrponx co cropont npannrentcrna?! Orner npocr: no
cnyuanocrn. Mne nyxno tno nponnnnnantnoe saxonycrte, re nce pyr pyra snamr n nnxro
nnxomy ne xenaer sna. B ror mnr, xora rnon semnxxn ycntmar o narpae, opo n 3no ncrynxr
n npornnoopcrno, n ro, uro cnyunnoct n ro xnaprnpe, nonropnrcx n rnoem ropoxe.
Teppopncrt, xorx onn yxe tnn oxpyxent n opeuent, nce panno ynnann urot
ntnonnnrt eccmtcnennt, nycro pnryan. Tno Bncxoc nonyunr ro, uero x tn nnmen,
nosmoxnocrt ntopa. Tnon semnxxn yyr oxpyxent nocrynamme co ncex cropon
anunocrtm, onn ynepymr, uro na nnx nosnoxena ntcoxax mnccnx samnrnrt n cnacrn cno
ropo, n nce xe, moxer trt, nm ne orxaxer cnoconocrt pemart, yyr nn onn xasnnrt
sanoxnnxa nnn ner. Bor n nce: x xouy nocmorpert, moryr nn pyrne nmn nocrynnrt nnaue,
uem re necuacrnte oxponannennte mnnt.
Homnnmt, n namy nepnym ncrpeuy x cxasan ree: "Hcropnx onoro uenonexa +ro
ncropnx ncero uenoneuecrna". Ecnn t cymecrnonano cocrpaanne, x t nonxn, uro co mno
cyta oomnact xecroxo, no c pyrnmn ona moxer trt mnnocrnna. 3ro nnuero ne nsmennr n
monx uyncrnax, ne nepner mne mom cemtm, no, no xpane mepe, orronnr npout emona,
xoropt neorcrynno cneyer sa mno. xouy nonpoonart.
A nouemy nt xorenn ysnart, cnocona nn x ooxpacrt nac?
Ho ro xe camo npnunne. Ftrt moxer, rt pasenxemt npecrynnennx na rxxxne n
nesnaunrentnte. 3ro ne rax. yexen, uro reppopncrt roxe ennnn mnp raxnm opasom: onn
cunrann, uro ynnamr no nmx cnoero ena, a ne ns yonontcrnnx, ne pan nmnn, nenanncrn
nnn ener. Ecnn t rt ynecna cnnrox, ro onxna tna t oxcnnrt cnoe npecrynnenne
cnauana cee camo, a norom mne, n x t nonxn rora, xax ynnt onpantnann n
cocrnenntx rnasax xasnt opornx mne nme. Tt, nanepno, yxe samernna nce +rn rot x
ntramct ocosnart cmtcn roro, uro nponsomno. He snam, nnecer nn +ro mnp n mom ymy, no
pyroro ntxoa ne nnxy.
Ecnn t x yxpana sonoro, nt ontme nnxora t menx ne ynnenn.
B nepnt pas sa +ror nourn nonyuacono pasronop na ryax uyxecrpanna noxnnnact
yntxa:
He satna, x paoran c opyxnem. A snaunr, n c]epy moe exrentnocrn nxonnn n
cexpernte cnyxt.
uyxecrpanen nonpocnn, urot Banrant onena ero o pexn, nnaue on sanynrcx.
enymxa nsxna nycrnonxy ona oonxnna ee y npnxrenx, oxcnnn emy, uro nepnt n
nocnenee npemx y nee cnntno pasrynxnnct: moxer, oxora cymeer ycnoxonrt n pasnneut ee,
cnona cnpxrana ee n pesenront uexon, n onn nauann cnycx.
Ho opore oa ne nponsnecnn nn cnona. ox o pexn, on nponsnec na npomante:
nonnmam, oruero rt mennna, no ontme xart ne mory. Honnmam raxxe n ro, uro
ree nx optt c camo coo nyxno tno nyume ysnart menx. Tenept rt menx snaemt.
uenonex, pxom c xoroptm ner no 3emne txnon. urot npornart ero nnn urot
npnnxrt ero pas n nancera, mne nyxno nonyunrt ornert na xoe-xaxne nonpoct.
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Bnnxa snenena o xpa craxana, n nce, xro n nxrnnny neuepom cnen n nepenonnennom
ape, oepnynnct na +ror snyx. Banrant Hpnm npocnna rnmnnt.
H rnmnna nonapnnact mrnonenno. 3a ncm ncropnm Bncxoca ne tnano raxoro, urot
enymxa, ute enncrnenno oxsannocrtm tno ocnyxnnart nocernrene n ape, nosnonnna
cee neuro noonoe.
"a For, urot ona coomnna uro-nnyt naxnoe, noymana xosxxa rocrnnnnt. A
nnaue x ceronx xe am e pacuer, xort n nooemana xora-ro ee aymxe, uro nosaouyct o
ne".
Hocnymare menx, nauana Banrant. Cnepna x paccxaxy nam ncropnm, xoropym
snamr nce sa ncxnmuennem namero rocrx, ona noxasana na uyxecrpanna. A norom paccxaxy
ro, uero ne snaer nnxro ns nac, onxrt xe sa ncxnmuennem namero rocrx. Ho oxonuannn
npeocrannm nam cynrt, npannntno nn x nocrynnna, oecnoxonn nac n uac ocyra, xoropt nt
nnonne sacnyxnnn nocne yromnrentntx rpyon paoue neenn.
"Pncxonannoe eno ona sarexna, noyman cnxmennnx. Ona ne moxer snart nnuero
raxoro, uero ne snann t n mt. H xorx ona enax, neycrpoennax cnpora, yer ouent rpyno
yronopnrt xosxxy ne ynontnxrt ee".
A nnpouem, ne rax yx n rpyno, npoonxan pasmtmnxrt on. Bce mt ne es rpexa.
Hocepnrcx xosxxa nx na nnn rpn n npocrnr Banrant. Bo ncem Bncxoce ne narn
uenonexa, xoropt cornacnncx t paorart ryr. 3ro sanxrne nx monotx, a monotx n namem
ropoe ontme ner.
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B Bncxoce rpn ynnnt, manentxax nnomat c xpecrom, necxontxo pasnannnmnxcx
omon n nepxont, x xoropo npnmtxaer xnanme, saronopnna Banrant.
Mnnyrxy! nepenn ee uyxecrpanen. On ocran ns xapmana nxro]on, nxnmunn ero n
nocrannn na cron nepe coo. Menx nnrepecyer nce, uro xacaercx Bncxoca, n x ne xouy
nosatrt nn ennoro cnona. Haemct, nam ne yer memart sannct?
Banrant ne snana, nomemaer nnn ner, no npemenn repxrt ne conpanact. Eme necxontxo
uacon nasa ona oponact co cnonmn crpaxamn, a renept e yanoct copart ncm cnom ornary n
nauart ronopnrt. Hensnecrno, uro yer, ecnn ee cnona nepetmr.
B Bncxoce rpn ynnnt, manentxax nnomat, nocepenne xoropo cronr xpecr,
necxontxo omon concem pasnannnnct, no pyrne noxa nent. Ecrt rocrnnnna, nouront xmnx
na crone, nepxont, x xoropo npnmtxaer manentxoe xnanme.
Co nropo nontrxn ona ana onee noponoe onncanne n yxe ne nonnonanact rax
cnntno.
Kax ncem nsnecrno, Bncxoc tn onnorom n npncrannmem poxr n pasonnxon o rex
nop, noxa nam nennxn saxonoyunrent Axan nocne cnoero opamennx, conepmennoro cnxrtm
Cannnnem, ne npenparnn ero n ropo, re ntne onramr rontxo oponopxounte nmn.
Ho nam nnocrpannt rocrt ne snaer, xaxnm opasom Axany yanoct ncnonnnrt cnoe
namepenne. O +rom x n paccxaxy. Hn maneme nontrxn ne npenpnnxn on, urot yenrt
xoro-ro, no npexpacno snan npnpoy uenoneuecxym snan, uro nmn, xoroptm cnocrnenno
npnnnmart uecrnocrt sa cnaocrt, naunyr ocnapnnart ero nnacrt.
On nocrynnn nnaue npnrnacnn necxontxnx nnornnxon ns cocene epennn, npyunn nm
ueprex n npnxasan, urot na nnoman, na rom mecre, re ntne ntcnrcx xpecr, onn nocrponnn
neuro. ecxrt cyrox xpxy, nem n noutm xnrenn ropoa cntmann cryx monorxon n nnsr nnn,
nnenn, xax nnornnxn crporamr n remyr epeno, sannamr rnosn. H na onnnanart ent
nocpen nnoman nosnecnoct rnranrcxoe neuro, saxptroe nonornom. Ha ropxecrnennoe
orxptrne +roro monymenra Axan cosnan ncex xnrene Bncxoca.
Peun on nnxaxo nponsnocnrt ne cran, a npocro cepnyn noxptnano, n nce ynnenn
nncennny. C nomocrom, c nepenxo n co ncem npounm. Bncennna tna noxptra nuennntm
nocxom, rax uro n reuenne onroro npemenn cner n oxt tnn t e ne crpamnt. Hontsyxct
rem, uro na nnoman copanoct mnoxecrno nme, Axan npouen ycranonnennte nm saxont:
onn samnmann semneentnen, noompxnn cxoronoon, onpeenxnn narpay nx rex, xro orxpoer
n Bncxoce nonte macrepcxne nnn nanxn. H oannn no xonen, uro orntne n nnpet xnrenxm
npnercx nno sannmartcx uecrntm rpyom, nno noxnnyrt ropo. Fontme on nnuero ne
cxasan, nn pasy ne ynomxnyn rontxo uro orxptrt "monymenr". Axan tn ns rex, xro ne nepnr
n ecrnennocrt yrpos.
Ho xonen +roro ropxecrna nmn crann conpartcx xyuxamn, n ontmnncrno counn, uro
cnxro omanyn Axana n, ecnn on nnmnncx npexne xpapocrn, nao ero ynrt. B
nocneymmne nn mnorne crponnn nnant, xax t +ro cenart, no npn nne nncennnt na
nnoman nenontno nanpamnnancx nonpoc: "3auem ona nocrannena? He nx rex nn, xro ne
cornacnrcx xnrt no nontm saxonam? Kro sa Axana, a xro npornn nero? H ner nn cpen nac
ero nasyrunxon?"
Bncennna cmorpena na nme, a nmn na nncennny. Mano-nomany epsocrt n ornara
mxrexnnxon crann ycrynart mecro crpaxy, no nce snann, uro Axan nontsyercx cnano
uenonexa, xoropt, onaxt npnnxn pemenne, ntnonnxer ero, uero t +ro nn cronno. Koe-xro
noxnnyn ropo, pyrne nonpoonann cex na nono crese npexe ncero noromy, uro nm nexya
tno noartcx, a moxer trt n noromy, uro renept ntcnnoct na nnoman +ro opyne xasnn.
Ho npomecrnnn nexoroporo npemenn nacrana n Bncxoce rnmt n naroart, a cam ropoox
npenparnncx n xpynnt nenrp ropronnn, naro n pacnonarancx on na rpannne nauan ntnosnrt
ntcoxocoprnym mepcrt n nmennny nanntcmero xauecrna.
Bncennna npocroxna ecxrt ner. epeny nnuero ne enanoct, rontxo nepenxy c nerne
npemx or npemenn samenxnn nono. Ee rax nn pasy n ne ncnontsonann. Axan rax nn cnonom n ne
omonnnncx o ne. C ee nomomtm on cymen npenparnrt ornary n rpycocrt, onepunnocrt n
noospnrentnocrt, ncropnn o oruaxnntx nmxx n menorox oopennx. H uepes ecxrt ner,
xora saxon oxonuarentno nocropxecrnonan n Bncxoce, Axan npnxasan pasopart nncennny n
na ee mecre nosnnrnyrt xpecr.
Banrant samonuana. Cpen nonno rnmnnt pasannct onnoxne pyxonnecxannx +ro
xnonan uyxecrpanen.
Hpexpacnax ncropnx, cxasan on. Axan n camom ene tn snaroxom uenoneuecxo
npnpot n nonnman: nmn neyr cex rax, xax onxno, ne noromy, uro xenamr cneonart
saxony, a noromy, uro crpamarcx naxasannx. V xaxoro ns nac n yme ecrt +ra nncennna.
H nor renept, no npocte +roro uyxecrpanna, x conpamct cnecrn xpecr, uro cronr na
nnoman, n nocrannrt na ero mecro pyrym nncennny, npomonnnna Banrant.
Kapnoc, nocntmancx ronoc xoro-ro ns npncyrcrnymmnx. Hamero rocrx sonyr
Kapnoc, n c rnoe cropont tno t yurnne nastnart ero ne "uyxecrpanen", a no nmenn.
Mne ero nmx ne nsnecrno. Bce, uro on coomnn o cee, sanonnxx perncrpannonnym
xaprouxy, nenpana. Bcnomnnre, on nn pasy ne pacnnarnncx xpenrno xaprouxo. Mt ne
snaem, orxya on npnexan n xya nanpannxercx; ne ncxnmueno, uro n ero snonox n a+ponopr
cenan nx ornoa rnas.
Bce nonepnynnct x uyxecrpanny, ne cnonnmemy c Banrant npncrantnoro nsrnxa.
A nor xora on ronopnn npany, nt emy ne nepnnn; on n n camom ene paoran na
opyxenom sanoe, n nepexnn mnoxecrno npnxnmuenn, n xem rontxo ne tn n xnsnn n
nexntm ornom, n esxanocrntm entnom. A nam, xnnymnm n Bncxoce, ne ano nonxrt, uro
xnsnt xya cnoxne n oraue, uem nt ymaere.
"Hoxany, yer nyume, ecnn ona ceuac xe oxcnnrcx", noymana xosxxa
rocrnnnnt. H Banrant oxcnnnact:
uertpe nx nasa on noxasan mne ecxrt xpynntx cnnrxon sonora. Ono na nnxamne
rpnnart ner moxer oecneunrt yymnocrt ncex xnrene namero ropoa, nomout nponecrn n
nem naxnte npeopasonannx, nocrponrt napx nx ere n naexe na ro, uro xora-nnyt
onn nnont noxnxrcx na ynnnax Bncxoca. Hoxasan a norom cnpxran cnnrxn n necy, n x ne snam,
re onn renept.
Bce cnona nonepnynnct x uyxecrpanny, n na +ror pas on ncrpernn nx nsrnx n xnnnyn,
nornepxax cnona enymxn.
3ro sonoro ocranercx xnrenxm Bncxoca, ecnn n reuenne nnxamnx rpex ne n
namem ropoe xro-nnyt yer ynr. Ecnn +roro ne nponsoer, uyxecrpanen saeper sonoro
n noxnner Bncxoc.
"Iorono eno. cxasana nce, uro onxna tna cxasart, n sanono nosnnrna na nnoman
nncennny. Tontxo renept ona yer croxrt ram ne nx roro, urot npeynpexart
npecrynnennx, ner, na ne nsepnyr nennnonnoro, ero npnnecyr n xeprny pan nponnerannx
ropoa".
H n rpern pas nmn oepnynnct x uyxecrpanny, n on cnona naxnonnn ronony n snax
cornacnx.
3ra enymxa npnpoxennax paccxasunna, cxasan on, ntxnmunn nxro]on n cnpxran
ero n xapman.
Banrant nonepnynact n npnnxnact mtrt craxant. Kasanoct, npemx n Bncxoce
ocranonnnoct nnxro ne nponsnocnn nn cnona. Cntmno tno rontxo, xax xypunr noa n
nosnxxnnaer crexno o mpamopnym croxy a n oranennn mymnr n rontx nernxx nerep.
Tnmnny napymnn m+p:
Mt ntsonem nonnnnm.
Vaunax mtcnt, ornernn uyxecrpanen. A x npexnnm nm nnenxy, n onn yexrcx,
uro sa nect neuep mnom tno nponsneceno rontxo: "3ra enymxa npnpoxennax
paccxasunna".
Hpomy nac, cxasana xosxxa rocrnnnnt. Honnmnrect x cee n nomep, coepnre
nemn n nemenenno ynparect ns namero ropoa.
sannarnn sa neenm nnepe n npoxnny ponno neenm. axe ecnn nx +roro npnercx
ntsnart nonnnnm.
A nam ne npnxonno n ronony, uro ynrtm moxere oxasartcx nt camn?
Pasymeercx, npnxonno. Ho nx menx +ro ne nmeer nnxaxoro snauennx. Ho rontxo
yurnre, uro n +rom cnyuae npecrynnenne-ro nt conepmnre, a oemanno sa nero narpat ne
nonyunre nnxora.
Hocernrenn cnauana camte monote, a sa nnmn re, xro nocrapme, onn sa pyrnm
norxnynnct x ntxoy. Banrant n uyxecrpanen ocrannct nnoem.
enymxa nsxna cnom cymxy, naena nantro n yxe na nopore ocranonnnact:
Bam npnmnoct mnoro crpaart, nt xaxere mecrn. Bame cepne meprno, n name yme
napnr rtma. emon, xoropt neorcrynno cneyer sa namn, yxmtnxercx ceuac, no nt nauann
nrpy no ero npannnam.
Cnacno sa ro, uro ncnonnnna mom npocty. H sa ro, uro paccxasana raxym nnrepecnym
n npannnym ncropnm npo nncennny.
Tam, n necy, nt cxasann, uro xornre nonyunrt ornert na xoe-xaxne nonpoct, no, ecnn
cynrt no romy, xax paspaoran nam nnan, nosnarpaxeno yer rontxo snoexnne; ecnn n
Bncxoce nnxoro ne ytmr, opo nnuero, xpome noxnan, ne nonyunr. Hoxnano xe, camn
snaere, ctr ne yemt, n ere ne naxopmnmt, n ropo ns rpxcnnt ne ntrxnemt. H caercx
mne, nt xornre nonyunrt ne orner na nonpoc, a nornepnrt ncrnny, n xoropym nam oruaxnno
xouercx nepnrt. A ncrnna +ra snyunr rax: "Bect mnp orxromen snom".
Btpaxenne rnas uyxecrpanna nsmennnoct, n Banrant samernna +ro.
Ecnn xe mnp orxromen snom, ro rparenx, xoropym nam npnmnoct nepexnrt,
onpananna, npoonxana ona. H, snaunr, nerue npnmnpnrtcx c yrparo xent n ouepe.
Ecnn nce xe cymecrnymr opte nmn, nama xnsnt cranonnrcx nenepenocnmo, xort nt n
yrnepxaere oparnoe. Cyta nocrponna nam nonymxy, a nt snaere, uro ne sacnyxnnann
+roro. Her, nt ne xornre, urot nnont noccnxn cner, nt xornre oxonuarentno yenrtcx, uro
ner na cnere nnuero, xpome rtmt.
K uemy rt xnonnmt? ronoc uyxecrpanna ntanan cxptnaemoe nonnenne.
xouy onee cnpanennntx ycnonn napn. Ecnn uepes rpn nx n Bncxoce nnxro ne
yer ynr, ropo nonyunr ecxrt cnnrxon sonora. Hycrt +ro yer narpao ero xnrenxm sa
ro, uro ne npecrynnnn sanonen.
uyxecrpanen paccmexncx.
A x nonyuy cnnrox xax nnary sa yuacrne n +ro ornparnrentno saree, npoonxana
Banrant.
ne raxo ypax. Ecnn cornamyct, rt nepntm enom noexnmt n ncem nce
paccxaxemt.
a, ryr ecrt nsnecrnt pncx. Ho x ne cenam +roro xnxnyct namxrtm aymxn n
cnacennem ymn.
3roro neocrarouno. Kro snaer, cntmnr nn For namn xnxrnt. Kro snaer, cymecrnyer
nn cnacenne ymn.
Bt xe snaere: x ne cenam +roro, noromy uro nocrannna nocpen Bncxoca nonym
nncennny. Bt nerxo oraaerect, ecnn x nonpoym cnyxannrt. H norom axe ecnn x ceuac
nty orcma n paccxaxy ncem, o uem mt c namn ryr ronopnnn, nnxro nce panno ne nonepnr.
3ro ro xe camoe, uro npnrn n Bncxoc c +rnm sonorom n oxnnrt: "Bor +ro nam, cenaere nt
ro, uero xouer uyxecrpanen, nnn ne cenaere". Mon semnxxn npnntxnn rxxeno paorart n n
nore nnna cnoero otnart xaxt rpom. Onn npocro yexent, uro entrn c nea ne
naamr.
uyxecrpanen saxypnn, onnn ro, uro ocrananoct n craxane, n nonxncx ns-sa cronnxa.
Banrant oxnana ero ornera, crox na nopore, n xonont nerep nptnancx n xomnary.
Cmorpn, es ]oxycon, cxasan on. Bce panno ysnam. ne xyxe namero Axana ymem
opamartcx c npecrannrenxmn poa uenoneuecxoro.
He comnenamct. H, snaunr, nt ronopnre mne "a".
Cnona n xoropt yx pas sa ceronxmnn neuep on nnmt monua xnnnyn.
H nor eme uro: nt noxa ne oxonuarentno yrparnnn nepy n ro, uro uenonex moxer trt
op. A nnaue ne sarenann t nce +ro nx roro rontxo, urot yenrtcx n oparnom.
Banrant saxptna sa coo nept n samarana no enncrnenno n Bncxoce n conepmenno
esnmno ynnne. Ona nnaxana n nnxax ne morna ynxrt cnest. Hpornn cnoe nonn ona roxe
oxasanact nonneuena n nrpy: necmorpx na nce sno, xoropoe napnr n mnpe, ona nocrannna na ro,
uro nmn nce-raxn opt. Hnxora n xnsnn ne paccxaxer ona nnxomy o +rom pasronope c
uyxecrpannem, noromy uro renept n e neoxonmo snart, xro xe noenr n +rom napn.
Vnnna tna nycrtnna, no enymxa snana ns remntx oxon, ns-sa cnnnyrtx mrop nce
o ennoro xnrenn Bncxoca nsrnxamn nponoxamr ee o camoro oma. Hy n nycrt n raxo
remnore nnxro ne pasrnxnr ee cnes.
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A y cex n nomepe uyxecrpanen pacnaxnyn oxno, urot nouno xono xort na mrnonenne
sarnymnn ronoc ero emona.
Kax on n oxnan, nnuero ns +roro ne ntmno emon tn cnnmxom nsyopaxen
neannnm pasronopom c Banrant. Bnepnte sa onrne rot uyxecrpanen ynnen, uro emon
ocnaen, a n nnte mnnyrt xasanoct axe, uro on yannncx, no nx roro nnmt, urot roruac
noxnnrtcx nnont ne cnae n ne cnntne, a raxnm xe, xax tn ncera. On onran n nenom
nonymapnn ero mosra, xax pas n ro one, xoropax saneyer pasymom n nornxo, no nn pasy ne
noxastnancx nxne n no nnorn, a noromy uyxecrpanen npnnyxen tn npnerart x nomomn
noopaxennx. On npecrannxn ero cee n rax, n cxx, n +ax, n camtx pasnoopasntx nnax,
naunnax or camoro otunoro uepr c poramn n xnocrom n saxanunnax enymxo c
enoxyptmn ntmmnmncx nonocamn. B xonne xonnon on ocranonnn cno ntop na opase
uepnononocoro mnomn ner nanarn c neontmnm, oeroro n uepnte pmxn n ronyym
pyamxy, n senenom, nepexno sanomnennom epere.
Ero ronoc on nnepnte ycntman na ocrpone, xya ornpannncx ncxope nocne roro, xax
oromen or en. On croxn rora na nnxxe, on crpaan, no oruaxnno crapancx nonepnrt, uro
crpaanne +ro oxonunrcx. B +ror mnr on ynnen saxar n spennma npexpacne ne tno n ero
xnsnn. H rora xe nnont n c netnano cnno naxntnyno oruaxnne, n on npnnnsnncx x
camomy xpam nponacrn, pasnepsmecx y nero n yme nponsomno +ro noromy, uro +ror
npexpacnt saxar sacnyxnnan, urot ero ynnenn xena n ouepn. On pasptancx, no
npeuyncrnonan, uro nnxora ontme emy ne ntpartcx ns esnt.
H n +ror mnr couyncrnennt, pyxenmnt ronoc cxasan emy, uro on ne onn, uro nce,
cnyunnmeecx c nnm, ncnonneno noraennoro cmtcna, a cmtcn +ror saxnmuaercx n rom, urot
noxasart cyta xaxoro onpeenena n pacuncnena. Or rparenn ne yrn, n, uro t mt nn
enann, xax t nn crapannct, nam ne ano nsmennrt nyrt, no xoropomy mt neyxnonno
nnxemcx xo sny.
"opa ne cymecrnyer nonce. opoerent +ro ncero nnmt onn ns nnxon yxaca,
cntman on. Kora uenonex nonnmaer +ro, emy cranonnrcx xcno, uro nam mnp ncero nnmt
nrpymxa, xoropo saannxercx For".
H cpasy xe ncne sa rem ronoc a ror, xomy npnnanexan on, nasnan cex nnacrennnom
+roro mnpa, enncrnenntm onaarenem coxponennoro snannx oo ncem, uro nponcxonr na
semne, nauan paccxastnart emy o nmxx, oxpyxanmnx ero na nnxxe.
Bor opasnont oren cemecrna, n +ry mnnyry conpanmn nemn n nomoranmn erxm
oenartcx, on xoren t sanecrn pomanunx c cexperapme, no onacaercx rnena xent. Bor
xena, xoropo xorenoct t paorart n opecrn nesanncnmocrt no ona onrcx myxa. Bor nx
ern, xoropte rax xopomo cex neyr no +ro or crpaxa naxasannx.
Bor enymxa, n onnouecrne unrammax no nanecom xnnry, ona npnrnopxercx
ecneuno, a na camom ene rpenemer or nepcnexrnnt na ncm xnsnt ocrartcx ono.
Bor mnoma c rennncno paxerxo ero yma nonna yxaca npn mtcnn o rom, uro emy
npnercx onpantnart naext, nosnaraemte na nero ponrenxmn.
Bor o]nnnanr, noammn orartm xnnenram rponnuecxne xoxrenn, on onrcx, uro
ero moryr n nmym mnnyry ynonnrt.
Bor cryenrxa ona xorena crart rannonmnne, no ncnyranact cocecxnx cnneren n
nepecyon n renept roronnrcx n anoxart.
Bor crapnx, xoropt pocnn xypnrt n ne npnrparnnaercx x cnnprnomy, ynepxx ncex,
yro ro n pyroe emy pasonpannnoct, a na camom ene y nero n ymax mymnr, xax nerep,
crpax cmeprn.
Bor no xpomxe npnox, nsmerax noxnte ptsrn, npoexann cmemmnecx monooxent
a na camom ene nx cneaer rant crpax, uro onn cranyr pxxntmn, nemomntmn,
nenpnnnexarentntmn.
Bor mamer xomy-ro pyxo saropent, yntammncx rocnonn, na nny y ncex
noxarnnmn n oporom anromonne, a na camom ene on ncntrtnaer yxac nepe
nemnnyemtm n cxoptm pasopennem.
Bor nsnpaer na +ro pacxoe xnrte nnaenen orenx, xoropt nx roro, urot nce tnn
onontnt n necent, n cam ns xoxn non neser, n cnyxamnm cnonm cnycxa ne aer, a na camom
ene n yme ero yxac, no on snaer, uro, cronr nnmt unnonnnxam saxorert, npn nce ero
esynpeuno uecrnocrn ortmyrcx n ero yxranrepcxnx oxymenrax nmte napymennx.
Hpexpacnt nnxx, neuep raxo, uro yx saxnartnaer, a n yme xaxoro ns +rnx nme
rnesnrcx crpax. Crpax onnouecrna, crpax remnort, xoropym pastrpanmeecx noopaxenne
sacenxer cocrnenntmn emonamn, crpax cenart raxoe, uro napymnr nncante n nenncante
npannna xopomero rona, crpax Foxtero cya, crpax nmcxo monnt, crpax npanocynx,
xapammero sa nmo npocrynox, crpax pncxnyrt n nce norepxrt, crpax pasorarert n
cronxnyrtcx c sanncrtm oxpyxammnx, crpax nmnrt n trt orneprnyrtm, crpax nonpocnrt
npnanxn x xanonantm, npnnxrt npnrnamenne, ornpannrtcx n nesnaxomte xpax, ne cymert
oxcnnrtcx na nnocrpannom xstxe, ne nponsnecrn ntronoro nneuarnennx, crpamno
crapnrtcx, crpamno ymnpart, crpamno, uro samerxr rnon neocrarxn, crpamno, uro ne samerxr
rnon aponannx, crpamno, uro rt co ncemn cnonmn ocronncrnamn n neocrarxamn ocranemtcx
nesameuenntm.
Crpax, crpax, crpax. Xnsnt ner n pexnme reppopa, no amoxnontm meuom. " naemct,
uro +ro rex nemnoro ycnoxonr, cntman on ronoc cnoero emona. He rt onn npetnaemt
n yxace nce rax xnnyr. Pasnnna nnmt n rom, uro uepes camoe rpynoe rt yxe npomen: ro,
uero rt ontme ncero oxncx, yxe nonnornnoct n ecrnnrentnocrt. Tee neuero ontme
repxrt, a nor nce ocrantnte cymecrnymr, nocroxnno omymax yxac; onn cosnamr +ro, pyrne
ntramrcx ne opamart nnnmannx, no nce snamr, uro on pxom n n xonne xonnon onnaeer
nmn".
Moxer noxasartcx nenepoxrntm, no or +rnx peue uyxecrpanen ncntran oneruenne
cnonno uyxoe crpaanne npnrnymano ero cocrnennym ont. C ro mnnyrt npncyrcrnne
emona cranonnnoct nce onee nocroxnntm. Tax npoonxanoct na roa, n or cosnannx roro,
uro emon nonnocrtm sannaen ero ymo, emy ne cranonnnoct nn rpycrno, nn neceno.
Ho mepe roro xax on ocnannancx n omecrne txnona, on nce uame ntrancx paccnpocnrt
ero o npnpoe 3na, no nn pasy ne nonyunn uerxoro n onpeenennoro ornera.
"Feccmtcnenno ontrtnartcx, no xaxnm npnunnam x cymecrnym. Ecnn ree nenpemenno
nyxno oxcnenne, moxemt cxasart camomy cee, uro x ro naxasanne, xoropoe onpeennn
cee For sa ro, uro n mnnyry paccexnnx pemnn cornopnrt Bcenennym".
H, nocxontxy txnon nseran ronopnrt o cee, uyxecrpanen cam npnnxncx ortcxnnart
nce n ncxuecxne ynomnnannx o npencnone. On onapyxnn, uro n cnxmenntx xnnrax ena nn
ne xaxo pennrnn ronopnrcx o nexoem "mecre naxasannx", xya ornpannxercx eccmeprnax
yma uenonexa, npn xnsnn conepmanmero npecrynnennx npornn omecrna. a, xax npannno,
nmenno npornn omecrna, a ne npornn nnunocrn. Paccranmnct c renom, ynepxnn nnte xnnrn,
yma nepenntnaer pexy, ncrpeuaer nca n nxonr n nepn, ns xoroptx yxe ne nter nnxora.
Fpennte ocranxn uenonexa xnayr n mornny, a noromy n mecro, re npecronr crpaart ero
yme, onnctnaercx otuno xax napcrno rtmt, naxoxmeecx no nonepxnocrtm semnn. A na
mtcnn o rom, uro ram nnyrpn ymyer nnamx, nanonnn nme nsnepxennx nynxanon, n
noopaxenne nocxastnano, uro rpemnte ymn noxnpaer neracnymn oront.
B ono apacxo xnnre namen uyxecrpanen nnrepecnemee onncanne sarpontx myx:
noxnnynmax reno yma onxna nporn no mocry, xoropt ne mnpe pnrnennoro nesnnx (xya
neer on, n xnnre ne ronopnrcx); no npanym pyxy or nero pa, a no nenym xonnenrpnuecxne
xpyrn, neymne n remnte rnynnt semnn. Ipemnnx necer n npano pyxe cnon opte ena, a n
neno cnon nperpemennx, n n sanncnmocrn or roro, uro nepenecnr, ynaer on na ry cropony,
xaxym sacnyxnn cnoe semno xnsntm.
B xpncrnancxom nepoyuennn onnctnaercx mecro, re cntmarcx nnau n cxpexer
syonnt.
B nyansme nosemnax nemepa, re mecra xnarnr nnmt nx onpeenennoro uncna ym:
n ror ent, xora a nepenonnnrcx, nacrynnr xonen cnera.
Hcnam ronxyer a xax oront, xoropt noxnpaer ncex, "ecnn rontxo Bcentmnn ne
saxouer nocrynnrt nnaue".
nx nnyncron a nnxora ne tn mecrom neunoro myuennx, nocxontxy npnnepxennt
+ro pennrnn nepxr, uro no npomecrnnn onpeenennoro npemenn yma nepenonnornrcx, urot
ncxynnrt cnon rpexn ram xe, re onn tnn conepment, ro ecrt na +rom cnere. Tem ne menee
n n +ro pennrnn cymecrnyer 21 nn sarpontx myuenn, xaxomy ns xoroptx orneeno
onpeenennoe mecro n rax nastnaemtx "nosemntx xpaxx".
Fyncrt raxxe pasnnuamr nnt naxasann, xoroptm moxer noneprnyrtcx yma n
sarponom mnpe: nocemt aon ornenntx n nocemt nexntx, a cnepx roro nexoe napcrno, re
rpemnnx ne uyncrnyer nn xapt, nn xonoa, no opeuen neuno ncntrtnart rono n xaxy.
Onaxo no nsoperarentnocrn nnxro ne moxer cpannnrtcx c xnranamn; onn ne n
npnmep npounm, nomemanmnm a no semnm, cunramr, uro ymn rpemnnxon ornpannxmrcx
na ropy, nastnaemym Mano Xenesno Hsropotm n oxpyxennym pyro, Fontmo Xenesno
Hsropotm. Mexy nnmn n pacnonaramrcx pyr na pyrom nocemt ontmnx aon, xaxt ns
xoroptx ynpannxer mecrnanartm mantmn, a re, n cno uepe, ecxrtm mnnnnonamn
nounnenntx nm. Knrant raxxe cunramr, uro nernont emonon n uepre cocroxr ns
rpemnnxon, yxe ortnmnx cpox cnoero naxasannx.
Bor n nonyuaercx, uro rontxo onn, xnrant, yenrentno oxcnxmr nponcxoxenne n
npnpoy txnonon na cocrnenno mxype ncntran, uro raxoe sno, onn crpemxrcx nepenecrn
ero na pyrnx, cosanax neunt nnxn nosmesnx.
"Bepoxrno, ro xe camoe nponcxonr n co mno", cxasan cam cee uyxecrpanen,
npnnomnnn cnona Banrant. Vcntman nx n txnon, a ycntman, ocosnan, uro nnmnncx uacrn c
raxnm rpyom sanoenanno reppnropnn. Bepnyrt ee moxno tno nnmt onnm cnocoom ne
onycxart, urot n yme uyxecrpanna nosnnxano comnenne.
"a, rt comnenaemtcx, cxasan on. Ho yxac ocraercx. Hcropnx o nncennne ouent
xopoma n npexpacno nce oxcnxer: nmn opoerentnt noromy, uro cymecrnyer yxac. Ho no
camo cyrn cnoe onn orxroment snom, n nce onn mon noromxn".
uyxecrpanen poxan or xonoa, no nce ne pemancx saxptrt oxno.
Foxe, x ne sacnyxnn roro, uro cnyunnoct co mno. Ecnn Tt cornopnn +ro co mno, x
mory cenart ro xe camoe c pyrnmn nmtmn. 3ro yer cnpanennno.
txnon ncnyrancx, no npomonuan, nocxontxy ne xoren noxasart, uro n cam ncntrtnaer
yxac. Ero nooneunt oroxyntcrnonan n onpantnan cnon exnnx, no nnepnte sa na roa
ycntman txnon, xax ror opamaercx x neecam.
ypno snax.
* * *
"opt snax", raxona tna nepnax mtcnt Banrant, xora ona ycntmana ryox
noexanmero xnenoro ]yprona. Xnsnt n Bncxoce mna no pas n nancera saneennomy
pacnopxxy: nmn ntxonnn ns omy, noxynann xne, n nnepen y nnx eme cyora n
nocxpecente, n reuenne xoroptx onn yyr ocyxart esymnoe npenoxenne uyxecrpanna, a
norom, n noneentnnx, ne es yrptsenn conecrn coepyrcx nocmorpert, xax on noxnaer
nx ropo. H nor rora ona, Banrant, n noneaer cnonm semnxxam, xaxoe napn saxnmunna n
ntnrpana. Ona ononecrnr nx o rom, uro onn oepxann nepx n +ro nrne n pasorarenn.
Her, ee, xoneuno, ne npnuncnxr x nnxy cnxrtx, xax Cannnnx, no na nporxxennn mnornx n
mnornx ecxrnnern yyr xnrenn Bncxoca ncnomnnart ee ry, xro nsannn ropo or nroporo
npnmecrnnx 3na; moxer trt, o ne cnoxar nerent; moxer trt, yymne ropoxane
paccxaxyr erxm, uro nor xnna-tna raxax Banrant, n tna ona xopomentxax, a nor non x
rt enncrnennax ns nce ropocxo monoexn ne yexana ns Bncxoca, no cosnanana e
npecronr ncnonnnrt cnoe npenasnauenne. Hoxnnte oromonxn nocranxr cneuxy sa ynoxo
ee ymn, mnomn sarocxymr no +ro reponne, ynnert xoropym nm yer ne ano.
Banrant, npencnonnnnmnct ropocrn, npyr ncnomnnna, uro nao epxart xstx sa
syamn n ne conrnyrt nenapoxom o npnnanexamem e cnnrxe, a ro net n xonne xonnon ee
yexr, uro, ecnn ona ne pasennr n cnom onm mexy ncemn ropoxanamn, ee nnxax nentsx
yer cuecrt cnxro.
uro x, ona na cno manep nomoraer uyxecrpanny cnacrn ymy, n +ro e saurercx nepe
Forom, xora npner uac epxart orner sa nce, uro cenana ona n xnsnn. Bnpouem, cyta
uyxecrpanna ne cnnmxom ee sannmana, n meurana ona rontxo o rom, urot nocxopee nponerenn
+rn noe cyrox, no yxe ne tno ontme moun xpannrt n yme +ry rany.
Hmn n Bncxoce tnn nnuem ne xyxe n ne nyume xnrene cocennx ropoon, no n onom
Banrant tna yexena nenpenoxno conepmnrt yncrno onn ne mornn. A renept, xora
ncropnx co cnnrxamn nonyunna nceomym ornacxy, nnxro ns xnrene ne pemnncx t n
onnouxy npoxnnrt nnnnnarnny: no-nepntx, noromy uro narpaa yer pasenena na ncex
noponny, a Banrant ne snana nnxoro, xro cran t pncxonart pan uyxo npntnn. Bo-nroptx,
ecnn t axe ropoxane n nomnn na raxoe no uro Banrant ne nepnna nn ono mnnyrt, ro
n yncrne onxno tno t npnnxrt yuacrne nce nacenenne Bncxoca, sa ncxnmuennem pasne
uro uenonexa, npenasnauennoro n xeprny. Ecnn xort onn uenonex ntcrynnr npornn a sa
nenmennem pyrnx raxnm uenonexom craner ona, ncem xnrenxm Bncxoca rposnr
pasonauenne n apecr. Hyume trt entm n uecrntm na cnooe, uem orauom sa pemerxo.
Cnycxaxct no crynentxam, Banrant ncnomnnana, uro axe ntopt m+pa n xpoxornom
ropoxe c rpemx ynouxamn ntsnann xapxne cnopt n pasennnn xnrene Bncxoca na pasnte
naprnn. Kora xe saymann pasnrt ercxn napx n nnxne uacrn ropoa, nauannct cront
oxecrouennte eart, uro crponrentcrno rax n ne tno nauaro, onn ronopnnn, uro n
Bncxoce ner ere, pyrne ynepxnn, uro nor nocrponm napx ern n nepnyrcx: ponrenn,
npnexan n ornycx, samerxr nepement x nyumemy n npnnesyr ere n orun xpa. Cnopt
naunnannct no nmomy nonoy cnopnnn o rom, xopom nn xne, o rom, cxontxo onxna
cronrt nnnensnx na orcrpen nun, o rom, cymecrnyer nn nnn ner npoxnxrt nonx, o crpannom
noneennn crapo Feprt n nectma nepoxrno o rantx cnnannxx Banrant Hpnm c
nexoroptmn nocroxntnamn rocrnnnnt. Bnpouem, noxa eme nnxro ne ornaxnnancx ronopnrt o
+rom e n rnasa.
Banrant noomna x xnenomy ]yprony, nnepnte n xnsnn epxact rax, yro nrpana n
ncropnn Bncxoca camym rnannym pont. o ceronxmnero nx tna ona essamnrno cnporo,
eno enymxo, xoropax rax n ne cymena ntrn samyx, o]nnnanrxo n yopmnne n ape,
necuacrntm cymecrnom, nmymnm cnyrnnxa. Ho npoyr noe cyrox n nce yyr nenonart e
norn, naroapnrt sa mepocrt n nennxoymne, n roro n rnxn npenoxar annornponartcx na
nocr m+pa na nnxamnx ntopax (ona, noxany, orxaxercx, urot noontme notrt n
nonom cnoem xauecrne n cnonna nacnanrtcx nenpnntuno cnano).
Hmn, copanmnecx y ]yprona, noxynann xne monua. Bce nonepnynnct x Banrant, no
nnxro ne nponsnec nn cnona.
uro +ro rnopnrcx n namem Bncxoce? ocneomnncx nonrent. Vmep xro-nnyt?
Her, orneuan emy xysnen, xoropt roxe npnmen sa xneom, ne nocnontsonanmnct
rem, uro n cyornee yrpo on mor t nocnart noontme. Hpocro xoe-xro y nac cxnepno neer
cex, n nac +ro ecnoxonr.
Banrant croxna, ne nonnmax, uro nponcxonr.
Fepn, uro ree nao, ycntmana ona ue-ro ronoc. On roponnrcx.
enymxa mamnnantno nporxnyna entrn n nonyunna xne. Bonrent ]yprona noxan
nneuamn, xax t noxastnax, uro ne n cnnax ypasymert cmtcn nponcxoxmero, nporxnyn e
cauy, cen sa pynt n yexan.
Hy, renept x cnpomy: "uro +ro rnopnrcx n namem Bncxoce?" cxasana ona, n or crpaxa
rpomue, uem nosnonxnn npnnnunx.
Cama snaemt, uro nponcxonr, ornernn xysnen. Tonxaemt nac na npecrynnenne n
omen na entrn.
Hnxya x nac ne ronxam! ncero nnmt cenana rax, xax nenen mne uyxecrpanen. Bt
uro c yma nce nocxonnn?!
Kax nnno, +ro rt c yma comna. Kax rt morna ntnonnxrt nopyuennx +roro esymna?!
3auem ree +ro tno nyxno? uro rt na +rom ntnrpana? Xouemt, urot nam ropo cran aom,
xax n ro ncropnn, uro nonean Axan? Tt norepxna ocronncrno n yrparnna uecrt!
Banrant sapoxana.
Her, x nnxy, nt pexnynnct! a neyxenn xro-nnyt ns nac nceptes nocnpnnxn +ro
napn?!
Ocrantre ee, cxasana xosxxa rocrnnnnt. Ham nopa napnrt xo]e x sanrpaxy.
Hmn nocrenenno paspennct. Banrant npoonxana poxart, npnxnmax x cee xne n
ne n cnnax cnnnyrtcx c mecra. Ee semnxxn, neuno n no ncxxomy nonoy cnopnnmne pyr c
pyrom, nnepnte npnmnn x ennoymnomy ntnoy ona nnnonara! He uyxecrpanen, ne napn,
a ona, Banrant Hpnm, nocrpexaer nx x npecrynnennm. Hanepnoe, mnp nepenepnyncx.
Ona ocrannna xne y nepe cnoero oma n samarana npout ns ropoa no nanpannennm x
ropam. E ne xorenoct nn ecrt, nn nnrt. E noome nnuero ne xorenoct. Ona npyr nonxna
neuro ouent naxnoe, n +ro nonnmanne nepenonnxno ee ymy crpaxom, yxacom, nannxo.
Bonrenm ]yprona nnxro nnuero ne cxasan.
Ftno t ecrecrnenno, urot noonoe cotrne ocyxanoct n xommenrnponanoct c
neroonannem nnn co cmexom, onaxo napenex, na cnoem ]yprone npnnosnnmn n Bncxoc
xne n coy, rax n ne ysnan, uro xe rnopnrcx n ropoe. a, n ror ent xnrenn nnepnte
oxasannct saono, n nnxro ne noxenan ocyxart c nocroponnnm cnyunnmeecx naxanyne
neuepom xorx o rom, uro nponsomno n ape, snann yxe pemnrentno nce. H nce
eccosnarentno ncrynnnn n saronop monuannx.
A moxer trt, xaxt ns nnx n rnynne ymn noopaxan nenoopasnmoe, npnxntnan
nosmoxnocrn nenosmoxnoro.
Fepra noosnana ee x cee. Crapyxa cnena na npexnem mecre, sannmaxct ecnonesntm
nanmennem sa xnsntm ropoa ecnonesntm noromy, uro yxe nomna n Bncxoc onacnocrt,
npnuem onee rposnax, uem moxno tno cee npecrannrt.
Mne ne xouercx pasronapnnart, cxasana Banrant. He mory nn ymart, nn
ecrnonart, nn ronopnrt o uem t ro nn tno.
B raxom cnyuae npocro npncxt pxom n nocnyma.
Hs ncex, xoro Banrant ncrpernna yrpom, ona nnmt crapyxa Fepra ornecnact x ne
yuacrnnno. enymxa ne rontxo npncena pxom, no n onxna ee. Hexoropoe npemx onn rax n
cnenn, a norom Fepra napymnna monuanne.
Cryna n nec, ocrtnt nemnoro, urot paccyxart spano. Tt net cama nonnmaemt,
uro eno ryr ne n ree. a n onn +ro nonnmamr, no nm nyxen nnnonnt.
3ro uyxecrpanen!
Mt-ro c roo snaem, xro on raxo. Mt n ontme nnxro. Bce npoune xorxr nepnrt n
ro, uro nx npeann, uro rt onxna tna paccxasart oo ncem pantme, uro rt ne onepxna nm.
Hpeann?
a.
Ho nouemy onn xorxr nepnrt n +ro?
Hoyma.
Banrant noymana. Horomy uro nm nyxen ror, na xoro moxno nsnannrt nnny. Horomy
uro nm nyxna xeprna.
He snam, uem nce +ro xonunrcx, cxasana Fepra. B namem ropoe xnnyr nmn
nopxounte, no, xax rt cama cxasana, nemnoro rpyconarte. Tax uro, moxer, n nyume yer,
ecnn rt nepeepemtcx na npemx xya-nnyt noantme.
Crapyxa, nanepnoe, myrnr xro mor nceptes ornecrnct x napn, npenoxennomy
uyxecrpannem? a nnxro. A xpome roro, Banrant nexya exart, a n ener y nee ner.
Kax +ro ner? A cnnrox sonora, xoropt oxnaercx ee n necy n moxer nepenecrn xya
yrono, n nmo yronox nnanert? Ho Banrant axe ymart o +rom ne xorena.
B +ry camym mnnyry, cnonno no nponnn cytt, npomen mnmo nnx uyxecrpanen n, xax
ncera no yrpam, nanpannncx n ropt. Hopannxnmnct c nnmn, on monua xnnnyn n nnnyncx
antme. Fepra npononna ero nsrnxom, a Banrant ornxnynact no croponam, ntraxct nonxrt,
nnen nn xro-nnyt ns ropoxan, xax nosoponancx c nnmn uyxecrpanen. Cxaxyr eme, uro ona
c nnm n cronope. Cxaxyr, uro onn omennnamrcx rantmn snaxamn.
On uro-ro ouent cympauen ceronx, npomonnnna crapyxa. Crpanno.
Moxer trt, nonxn ro, uro on sarexn n myrxy, npnnnmaer nemyrount oopor.
Her-ner, ryr uro-ro pyroe. Cama ne snam, no... nnpouem, noxoxe... ner, ne mory nsxrt n
ronx.
"Myx mo onxen snart", noymana Fepra, omyrnn romnrentnoe ecnoxocrno,
sapoxanmeecx re-ro no nenym pyxy or nee. Ho ceuac tno ne npemx ronopnrt c myxem.
ncnomnnna Axana, cxasana ona.
Cntmart nnuero ne xouy nn npo Axana, nn npo ncropnn, nn npo uro na cnere! xouy
rontxo onoro urot nce crano raxnm, xax npexe, urot Bncxoc co ncemn ero neocrarxamn
ne norn ns-sa esymno ntxoxn onoro uenonexa!
Mne xaxercx, rt n cama ne snaemt, xax cnntno rt nmnmt nam ropo.
Banrant cnona nponxna poxt. Fepra onxna ee, nonoxnna ee ronony cee na nneuo,
ycnoxannax, cnonno out, xoropo nnxora y nee ne tno.
Axan nonean nmxm ncropnm npo pa n a, xoropax nexora ns ycr n ycra
nepeananact or ponrene x erxm, a ntne nosatra. Kax-ro pas mnn no opore uenonex, xont
n coaxa. Kora npoxonnn onn mnmo orpomnoro epena, nonana n nero monnnx n ncnenennna
ncex rponx. Onaxo uenonex ne cpasy nonxn, uro yxe noxnnyn +ror mnp, n npoonxan nyrt
nmecre c xonem n coaxo nopo noxonnxam rpeyercx nexoropoe npemx, urot ocosnart
nepemeny cnoe yuacrn.
Hpn +rom Fepra noymana o cnoem myxe, xoropt nacrounno npocnn, urot ona ne
yepxnnana enymxy, no on onxen coomnrt e neuro ouent naxnoe. He npnmno nn npemx
oxcnnrt emy, uro ero yxe anno ner n xnntx, a noromy on n ne onxen npeptnart ee
paccxas?
Hyrt tn onor n men n ropy, connne nexno nemano, n nce rpoe nsmyunnnct or xapt
n xaxt. H nor sa nonoporom orxptncx nm nennuecrnennt mpamopnt nopran, a sa nnm
nnomat, ntmomennax uncrtm sonorom. Hocepenne nn ]onran xonono n uncro not.
Hyrnnx nanpannncx x crpaxy, oxpanxnmemy nxo.
3pancrny.
3pancrny.
Kax nastnaercx +ro npexpacnoe mecro?
3ro pa.
Kax cnanno, uro mt opannct o pax, nam ouent xouercx nnrt.
Moxemt norn n nnrt, cxontxo saxouemt.
Ho mon xont n coaxa roxe crpaamr or xaxt.
Ouent coxanem, ornernn crpax. Ho xnnorntm cma nentsx.
Hyrnnx oropunncx, noromy uro xaxa myunna ero necrepnnmo, no n onnouxy nnrt ne
cran, a nonaroapnn crpaxa n nomen antme. onro marann onn nnepx no cxnony n concem
ntnnnct ns cnn, no nor naxonen ynnenn nexoe nocenenne, onecennoe noxocnnmecx n
nerxo epenxnno orpao, a sa ne nemomenym opory, c oenx cropon ocaxennym
epentxmn. B renn onoro ns nnx nexan, npnxptn nnno mnxno, xaxo-ro uenonex n, no nce
nnnmocrn, cnan.
3pancrny, nosoponancx nyrnnx.
Tor monua cxnonnn ronony n snax npnnercrnnx.
, mo xont n mox coaxa ymnpaem or xaxt.
Bon sa remn xamnxmn ecrt ncrounnx. Here nnonm.
Hyrnnx, xont n coaxa nomnn x ncrounnxy n yronnnn xaxy.
Horom nyrnnx nepnyncx, urot nonaroapnrt.
Hpnxonre, ncera yem nam pat, orneuan ror.
A ne cxaxemt nn, xax nastnaercx +ro mecro?
Pa.
Pa? A crpax y mpamopnoro noprana cxasan nam, uro pa ram.
Her, ram ne pa. Tam a.
Oruero xe nt ne sanpernre nm nastnartcx uyxnm nmenem! pacrepxncx or
neoxnannocrn nyrnnx. 3rn noxnte cneennx moryr ntsnart crpamnym nyrannny!
Hnuyrt ne tnano; na camom ene onn oxastnamr nam ontmym ycnyry. V nnx
ocramrcx nce re, xro oxastnaercx cnocoen npeart nyumnx pyse.
Fepra nornanna Banrant no ronone, nouyncrnonan, uro ram opo n 3no neyr
nenpexpamammymcx cxnarxy, n noconeronana enymxe norn n nec, cnpocnrt y npnpot, xya
onxno nrn ropoy.
Ho x npeuyncrnym, uro n nam manentxn pa, npnnennnmncx x semnnm ropam,
roron npeart pyra.
Her, Fepra, rt omnaemtcx. Tt uenonex pyroro noxonennx, n rnonx xnnax reuer
xpont rex snoeen, xoropte xora-ro nacenxnn Bncxoc, a no mne nx xpont yxe cnntno
pasannena. 3emnne nmn ncnonnent ocronncrna. A ecnn y nnx ner ocronncrna, ro ecrt
nsanmnoe neonepne. A ner nsanmnoro neonepnx snaunr, ecrt crpax.
Hy, xopomo, nycrt x omnamct, no rt cena ro, uro x ronopm. Hocnyma ronoc
npnpot.
Banrant ymna. A Fepra oepnynact x npnspaxy myxa, npocx ero ycnoxonrtcx, no ne
npncrano memart e, uenonexy ne ro uro spenomy, a yxe n npecrapenomy, xora ona ntraercx
art opt coner enymxe n npasymnrt ee. Ona yxe nayunnact saornrtcx o cee renept
nao tno nosaornrtcx o Bncxoce.
Myx n orner cxasan, uro cneyer conmart ocropoxnocrt n ne anart Banrant crontxo
coneron, no nnxomy na cnere ne neomo, xax nonepnercx +ra ncropnx n uem ona saxonunrcx.
Fepra ynnnnact, no cunrana noxonnxn snamr nce, n n xonne xonnon pasne ne on
npeynpenn ee o nannrammecx onacnocrn? Moxer trt, on concem opxxnen, ntxnn ns
yma n, nomnmo xenannx ecrt cyn nenpemenno ono n ro xe noxxo, noxnnnnct y nero nonte
uyauecrna?
Myx nospasnn e, uro +ro ona cocrapnnact, net nospacr noxonnxon npetnaer
nensmenntm. Eme cxasan, uro, xort nm n neomo xoe-uro ns roro, uro xnnte ne snamr, ne
cpasy, no nnmt no npomecrnnn nsnecrnoro npemenn nonaamr onn rya, re onramr ntcmne
anrent, on xe nnmt neanno sanepmnn cno semno nyrt eme n nxrnanarn ner ne npomno
n emy eme mnoromy npecronr nayunrtcx, mnoroe nosnart, necmorpx na ro, uro n ceuac moxer
oxasart e nemanym nomomt.
Fepra ocneomnnact, yone nn, xpacnne nn mecro, re onramr ntcmne anrent. Myx
cxasan e na +ro, uro xnarnr, mon, ypaxa nanxrt nce cnnt nao ycrpemnrt na cnacenne
Bncxoca. He ro urot ero +ro eno ocoenno sannmano on net yxe tn noxonnxom, a rema
nepenonnomennx noxya nceptes ne nonnmanact (xort xoe-xaxne pasronopt na +ror cuer
nennct), a n norom, axe ecnn t pennxapnannx tna enom nosmoxntm, on t nnuno
npenouen nosponrtcx x nono xnsnn n nonom xe, nesnaxomom mecre. Tax uro xnonouer on
ncxnmunrentno o rom, urot ero cynpyra n cnoxocrnnn n ymre npoxnna ornymennt e
ocrarox ne.
"O +rom moxemt ne ecnoxonrtcx", noymana Fepra. Ho myx ee conery ne nnxn: on
xoren, urot ona ne cnena cnnem, a uro-nnyt npenpnnxna. Ecnn 3no oepxnr noey
nycrt xort n +rom manentxom, ncemn satrom ropoxe c rpemx ynouxamn, nnomatm n
nepxontm, ono moxer pacnpocrpannrtcx antme, saxnarnrt ncm onnny, oxpyry, crpany,
xonrnnenr, mopx n nect mnp.
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Xorx npoxnnan n ropoe Bncxoce 281 xnrent, ns xoroptx Banrant tna camo
monoo, a Fepra camo crapo, nepxononnn n nem ncero uenonex nxrt: xosxxa rocrnnnnt,
orneuanmax sa npnem n npetnanne rypncron; cnxmennnx, na noneuennn xoroporo tnn ymn;
m+p, sannmanmncx oxornnutnmn nnnensnxmn; xena m+pa, sannmanmaxcx m+pom n ero
pemennxmn; mecrnt xysnen, noxycannt npoxnxrtm nonxom, no yxnrpnnmncx ntxnrt, n,
naxonen, uenonex, xoropomy npnnanexana ontmax uacrt sement noxpyr ropoa. 3ro on
nanoxnn sanper na crponrentcrno ercxoro napxa, no paccunrtnan, uro n oospnmom
yymem Bncxoc cnona nauner pacrn, n rora na +rom npenocxonom mecre moxno yer
nosnecrn pocxomnt om.
Bce npoune onrarenn Bncxoca mano nnrepeconannct rem, uro nponcxonno nnn ne
nponcxonno n ropoe, net y nnx tnn nx onnt, nmennna n cemtn, xoropte nao tno
xopmnrt. Onn saxaxnnann n rocrnnnunt ap, croxnn oenm, ncnonnxnn saxont, nocnnn n
xysnnny cepnt n xoct n npoun nnnenrapt a npemx or npemenn npnxynann semnm.
A rnannt semnennaenen ap ne noceman nnxora n ncm +ry ncropnm ysnan or cnoe
npncnyrn, xoropax n ror neuep tna ram n, ntx n xpanem nosyxennn, npnnxnact
paccxastnart ncem cnonm nopyram n xosxnny cnoemy, uro nor, mon, ocranonnncx n rocrnnnne
orart uenonex, n, xro snaer, ecnn t moxno tno ponrt or nero, ro on, rnxnmt, ntennn
t peenxy uacrt cnoero cocroxnnx. 3emnennaenen, ncrpenoxennt yymnocrtm Bncxoca, a
eme ontme rem, uro ncropnx Banrant Hpnm, pacnpocrpannnmnct, ornyrner rypncron n
oxornnxon, cosnan cpounoe conemanne. H n ry mnnyry, xora Banrant mna x necy, xora
uyxecrpanen sarepxncx na cnonx ranncrnenntx nyrxx, a Fepra nena ecet c noxontm myxem
xacarentno roro, cronr nn nce xe nontrartcx cnacrn ropo nnn ner, n pnsnnne manentxo
nepxnn copannct nepnte nnna Bncxoca.
Btsnart nonnnnm! cxasan semnennaenen. Bor enncrnennoe, uro mt onxnt
cenart. cno, uro nnxaxoro sonora ne cymecrnyer. cunram, uro +ror uyxecrpanen ntraercx
conasnnrt mom cnyxanxy, nycrnn e ntnt n rnasa.
Bt camn ne nonnmaere, uro ronopnre, noromy uro nac ram ne tno, orneuan emy m+p.
3onoro cymecrnyer, rocnoxa Hpnm ne crana t pncxonart cnonm optm nmenem, ne yt y
nee peantntx oxasarentcrn. Ho +ro nnuero ne menxer nonnnnm nosnart nao. Conepmenno
ne ncxnmueno, uro uyxecrpanen +ror cxptnaercx or npanocynx n, moxer trt, sa nonmxy ero
nasnauena narpaa, a n namnx xpaxx on ntraercx npnnpxrart narpanennym otuy.
Inynocrn! cxasana xosxxa rocrnnnnt. B +rom cnyuae on nen t cex nornme.
B omem, +ro nenaxno. Hao es npomenennx yneomnrt nonnnnm.
Bce cornacnnnct. urot yrnmnrt crpacrn, cnxmennnx pasnnn no oxanam nnno.
Hpncyrcrnymmne crann npnxntnart, uro onn cxaxyr nonnnnn, no y nnx n n camom ene ne
tno nnxaxnx oxasarentcrn npornn uyxecrpanna, n nnonne nepoxrno, eno xonunnoct t
apecrom Banrant Hpnm sa nocrpexarentcrno x npecrynnennm.
Enncrnennoe oxasarentcrno +ro sonoro. Fes nero nam nnxro ne nonepnr.
Pasymeercx. Ho re ono, +ro sonoro? Ero nnen rontxo onn uenonex, no n on ne snaer,
re ono cnpxrano.
Cnxmennnx npenoxnn copart xnrene n npouecart mecrnocrt, no xosxxa rocrnnnnt,
oronnnyn sananecxy na oxne pnsnnnt, ns xoroporo orxptnancx nn na xnanme, noxasana
ropt cnena, ropt cnpana, a nnnsy onnna.
Ham nonaonrcx cro uenonex n cro ner.
Inannt semnennaenen npo cex noxanen, uro raxoe npexpacnoe mecro sanxro
xnanmem net noxonnxam nce panno, xaxo nn orxptnaercx c nx mornn.
Kax-nnyt mt c namn noronxyem nacuer xnanma, cxasan emy cnxmennnx, yraan
xo ero mtcne. Hoxonnxam x mor t npenoxnrt xya nyumee mecro, nenoanexy orcma,
a yuacrox semnn pxom c nepxontm mt ncnontsonann t no-pyromy.
Hnxro ero ne xynnr n ne craner sacrpannart.
3ro ns mecrntx nnxro ne craner, no net ecrt eme n rypncrt, onn camn ne cnon, xora
npecrannxercx nosmoxnocrt xynnrt nernn omnx n namnx xpaxx. Hao rontxo nonpocnrt
namnx semnxxon epxart xstx sa syamn. H ropoy ntrono, n m+pnn npxmo pacuer.
Bt npant. B camom ene, nao yer cxasart ropoxanam, urot ne pacnpocrpanxnnct o
xnanme. 3ro rpya ne cocrannr.
Bnesanno nonapnnoct monuanne nonapnnoct naonro, n nnxro ne pemancx napymnrt
ero. Xenmnnt pasrnxtnann orxptnanmncx ns oxna nn, cnxmennnx nonnponan manentxoe
ponsonoe pacnxrne, semnennaenen nannn cee eme nnna, xysnen pacmnyponan n nnont
samnyponan cnon ammaxn. M+p ro n eno nocmarpnnan na uact, cnonno noxastnax rem
camtm, uro y nero ecrt n pyrne ena.
Onaxo nnxro ne rporancx c mecra; xaxt ns npncyrcrnymmnx snan, uro ropoox
Bncxoc n cnoneuxa ne npoponnr, ecnn noxnnrcx xenammn xynnrt yuacrox semnn na mecre
xnanma, npomonunr ncxnmunrentno pan yonontcrnnx nnert n ropoe, xoropomy rposnr
ncuesnonenne, eme onoro nonocena. H ropoxane nomanoro rpoma ne sapaoramr na cnoem
monuannn.
A ecnn t mornn sapaorart? A ecnn t mornn sapaorart crontxo, uro xnarnno t o
xonna xnsnn?
A ecnn t mornn sapaorart crontxo, uro xnarnno t o xonna xnsnn n nm, n erxm nx?
B +ror camt mnr no pnsnnne nnesanno nponecnoct ynonenne ropxuero nerpa.
Hy, rax xax? cnpocnn cnxmennnx no ncreuennn nxrn ecxoneuntx mnnyr.
Bce nonepnynnct x nemy. Ecnn namn semnxxn n nnpany ne npoonramrcx, x ymam, mt
cmoxem nauart neperonopt, orneuan semnennaenen, nonpax cnona ocropoxno, urot nx
nentsx tno ncronxonart npenparno nnn npocro nepenpart.
3ro cnannte, paorxmne, cxpomnte nmn, noxnarnna xosxxa rocrnnnnt,
ncnontsyx ry xe crparernm, uro n on. Bor ceronx, nanpnmep, xora ynounnx xoren
ntxcnnrt, uro xe nponcxonr, nnxro emy nnuero ne cxasan. Ha nnx moxno nonoxnrtcx.
H cnona crano rnxo. Ho na +ror pas monuanne tno rxrocrntm, anxmnm, nnuero ne
cxptnammnm. Tem ne menee nrpa npoonxnnact, n renept cnono nsxn xysnen:
eno net ne n cxpomnocrn namnx xnrene, cxasan on. A n rom, uro mt conpaemcx
cenart +ro, snax, uro +ro amopantno n neonycrnmo.
uro cenart?
Hpoanart ocnxmennym semnm.
Ho xomnare npomenecren omn nsox oneruennx. Hpaxrnuecxym cropony nonpoca
moxno tno cunrart pemenno n, crano trt, nepern x ncxyccnn na mopantnte remt.
Amopantno nnert, xax npnxonr n ynaox nam Bncxoc, npomonnnna xena m+pa.
Cosnanart, uro mt nocnenne, xro yer xnrt n nem, n uro meurt namnx npamypon, namnx
npaeon, Axana, xentron uepes necxontxo ner crnnyr, xax tm. Bcxope n mt c namn noxnnem
Bncxoc xro ornpannrcx n oraentnm, xro cxer na mem erxm, ntnyxax nx saornrtcx o
nac nemomntx, pxxntx, nenpncnoconenntx x xnsnn n ontmom ropoe, rocxymmnx no
romy, uro ocrannnn sa cnnno, crtxmnxcx roro, uro ne namnn n cee ocronncrna nepeart
nonomy noxonennm ap, nonyuennt or namnx npexon.
Bt npant, cornacnncx xysnen. Amopantna xnsnt, xoropym mt neem. Ho xora
Bncxoc yxe nourn paspymnrcx, +rn nonx yyr npocro poment nnn xynnent sa ecnenox,
noxnxrcx mamnnt, nponoxar nonte oporn. Cnecyr oma n na nx mecre, na semne, onntno
nonnro norom namnx npexon, nosneyr crantnte amnn. Xne cranyr ntpamnnart mamnnt,
nmn yyr npnesxart na paory, a neuepom pasesxartcx no omam, naxoxmnmcx anexo
orcma. Kaxo nosop ntnan na onm namemy noxonennm mt onycrnnn, urot namn ern
noxnnynn ropo, mt oxasannct necnocont yepxart nx pxom c namn.
Mt npocro oxsant cnacrn +ror ropo. Hmo neno, cxasan semnennaenen.
Emy enncrnennomy ns ncex ynaox Bncxoca cynnn nemante npntnn: on mor
cxynnrt n nem nce, a norom nepenpoart xaxo-nnyt xpynno xomnannn, onaxo nonce ne
tn sannrepeconan n rom, urot nourn sa ecnenox nsannxrtcx or sement, n nepax xoroptx
mornn t ranrtcx coxponnma.
A nt uro cxaxere, cnxro oren? oparnnact xosxxa rocrnnnnt x cnxmennnxy.
ronxom pasnpamct nnmt n moe pennrnn, a n ocnone ee xeprna onoro uenonexa,
xoropax cnacna nce uenoneuecrno.
H n rpern pas nacrynnno monuanne no nenaonro.
Mne nopa roronnrtcx x cyorne cnyxe, npoonxan on. anare coepemcx eme
pas, nnxe x neuepy.
Bce roruac cornacnnnct c nnm, nasnaunnn uac ncrpeun. V ncex tn enono n
osaouennt nn, cnonno nx oxnano neuro ouent ceptesnoe.
To, uro nt ceuac cxasann, cnxro oren, ouent nnrepecno, c otuno cnoe
xononocrtm nponsnec m+p. Hpexpacnax rema nx npononen. ymam, uro ncem nam cneyer
ceronx npncyrcrnonart na orocnyxennn.
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Banrant, ontme yxe ne xonenxct, nnnynact x nanyny n ]opme "Y", pasmtmnxx no
opore, xax yer ecrnonart, xora saeper sonoro. Bepnercx omo, nostmer nce entrn,
nepeoenercx, urot ne sanncert or xanpnson norot, cnycrnrcx na mocce, nomaer nonyrnym
mamnny. H nnxaxnx napn: semnn napo ne sacnyxnnaer orarcrna, xoropoe rorono camo
cnannrtcx emy n pyxn. uemoan ona part ne yer, urot nnxro ne oraancx, uro ona
noxnaer nancera Bncxoc co ncemn ero xpacnntmn n ecnonesntmn nerenamn, co ncemn ero
oxsnnntmn n naropontmn xnrenxmn, c ero apom, neuno nepenonnenntm nocernrenxmn,
xoropte ocyxamr nso nx n ent onn n re xe remt, c ero nepxontm, xya ona nnxora ne
xonna. Koneuno, nentsx ncxnmunrt n roro, uro na anronoxsane ee yxe yer noxnart
nonnnnx +ro n rom cnyuae, ecnn uyxecrpanen onnnnr ee n xpaxe n r. . n r. n. Ho ceuac
enymxa tna rorona nrn na nmo pncx.
H nenanncrt, xoropym ona ncntrtnana nonuaca nasa, cmennnact nntm, ropaso onee
cnaocrntm uyncrnom Banrant npenxymana mecrt.
E npannnoct, uro nmenno ona noxaxer ncem cnonm semnxxam, cxontxo sna ranrcx n
rnynne nx xxot npocrtx n optx ym. Bce onn meuramr o nosmoxnocrn conepmnrt
npecrynnenne ncero nnmt meuramr, no nnxora ne ornaxarcx nn na xaxoe exnne. Tax n
npopemnmr onn o cxonuannx yororo cnoero nexa, rnepx npo cex, uro onn naropont, ne
cnocont conepmnrt nnuero npornnosaxonnoro, ncera roront nmo neno samnrnrt
ocronncrno cnoero ropoxa, no npn +rom yyr snart, uro rontxo crpax ne an nm ynrt
nennnonnoro. Ho yrpam onn yyr nocxnanxrt cex sa ymennym nentnocrt, a no nouam
npoxnnnart sa ro, uro ynycrnnn raxym nosmoxnocrt!
Ha nporxxennn nnxamnx rpex mecxnen n ape yyr ronopnrt rontxo o rom, xaxne
nopxounte n naroponte nmn npoxnnamr n Bncxoce. 3arem nacrynnr oxornnun ceson, n
na nexoropoe npemx rema +ra sarnoxner, no nnocrpannam nnuero snart ne nao: nm npannrcx
ymart, uro nx sanecno n narocnonennym rnymt, re nce pystx, re nensmenno npannr opo,
re npnpoa mepa, a mecrnte npoyxrt, npoammnecx n naptxe, xoropt xosxxa rocrnnnnt
nmenyer "nanouxo", npocro nponnrant +ro ecxoptcrno nmontm.
Ho nor sanepmnrcx ceson, n ropoxane na cnooe cnona npnmyrcx ocyxart +ry remy.
Ho na +ror pas nocxontxy mnoro neuepon xpxy pasmtmnxnn onn o ynymennom orarcrne
onn naunyr ntnnrart n oocnontnart npnunnt raxoro cnoero noneennx, ontrtnartcx,
nouemy xe nce-raxn nnxro ne napancx xpapocrn no rtme n rnmnne noun npncryxnyrt nnxomy
ne nyxnym crapyxy Fepry n omen na ecxrt cnnrxon sonora? Houemy nacryx Canrtxro,
xoropt xaxoe yrpo ronnr cnoe crao na ropnt cxnon, ne nan xeprno necuacrnoro cnyuax
na oxore? Tax n yyr onn nepenpart nosmoxnte napnanrt nonauany nepeaptnax crt, a
norom co snoo.
Hpoer ro, n nmro nenanncrtm nosnenannxr pyr pyra xnrenn ropoa
ynnxantnt manc ntnan Bncxocy, a on ero ynycrnn. Bcnomnxr rora n npo nee, npo Banrant
Hpnm, xoropax, nanepnoe, nocmorpena, re uyxecrpanen npxuer sonoro, npnxnarnna ero c
coo a n ncuesna eccneno. Bor rora n naunyr nepemtnart e xocrn, nomnnart ee nnxom
nenaroapnym nenmymym cnpory, xoropo nocne roro, xax ne crano ee aymxn, nce
nomorann xro uem mor, xoropax, ne cymen narn cee myxa n yexart, ycrponnact na paory n
ap, xoropax cnana c nocroxntnamn orenx, ntnpax, xax npannno, rex, xro nocrapme, xoropax
crponna rnasxn ncem rypncram, ntnpamnnax uaente nomepee.
H o rpoono ocxn yyr pasnpart nx na uyncrna xanocrt x cee n nenanncrt. A
Banrant yer cuacrnnna cnoe mecrtm. Ona nnxora ne sayer, xaxnmn rnasamn cmorpenn
na nee npnmemne sa xneom nmn, xax nsrnxom ymonxnn xpannrt monuanne o npecrynnennn,
xoropoe onn nnxora ne pemarcx conepmnrt, urot roruac ononunrtcx na nee, cnonno +ro ona
nnnonara n rom, uro rpycocrt nx n xonne xonnon ntnntna na nonepxnocrt.
"Xaxer. Koxante pmxn. Haeny ne pyamxn, sonoro npnnxxy x noxcy. Xaxer.
Koxante pmxn. Xaxer".
H nor ona cronr nepe nanynom, nanomnnammnm yxny "Y". A pxom nanxercx ocrpax
nerxa na nx nasa ona pacxantnana em semnm. Banrant ocranonnnact, urot nonnee
npouyncrnonart mnr, xoropt npenparnr ee ns uecrno enymxn n noponxy.
Hnuero noonoro. uyxecrpanen cnpononnponan ee, n ona ncero nnmt nonyunr
xomnencannm. 3ro nnara sa ncnonnenne ponn n +rom ]apce. Ona sacnyxnna +ro sonoro ner,
ropaso ontme sa ro, uro ntepxana nsrnxt necocroxnmnxcx ynn, xoropte copannct
nosne xnenoro ]yprona. 3a ro, uro ncm xnsnt npoxnna n Bncxoce. 3a ro, uro ne cnana rpn
noun xpxy, sa ro, uro renept yma ee norynena ecnn, xoneuno, cymecrnymr yma n
cnacenne ymn.
Ona pacxonana ptxnym semnm n ynnena cnnrox. A n ror mnr, xora ynnena,
ycntmana xaxne-ro snyxn.
3a ne cnennn. Banrant mamnnantno sapocana xmxy xomtxmn semnn, cosnanax, uro nce
+ro ecnonesno. Horom oepnynact, roronxct nycrnrtcx n oxcnennx ona ncxana xna,
noromy uro nnena, xax nonnsocrn npoxonn uyxecrpanen, a ceronx yrpom samernna
ncxonannym semnm.
Ho ynnennoe nnmnno ee apa peun roro, xro croxn nepe ne, ne nnrepeconan nn xna,
nn cymxrnna n Bncxoce, nn cnpanennnocrt, nn npanocyne. Ero nnrepeconana rontxo xpont.
Fenax ormernna na nenom yxe. Hpoxnxrt nonx.
On croxn xax pas mexy ne n nnxamnm epenom, saropaxnnax nyrt. Banrant sacrtna
na mecre, cnonno sarnnnornsnponannax nsrnxom cnnnx nonutnx rnas, no mtcnn n ronone
xpyrnnnct c emeno cxopocrtm: uro enart? Hycrnrt n xo cyx? On cnnmxom xpynox,
urot cnyxnrt opyxnem. Bsopartcx na nanyn n ]opme "Y"? On cnnmxom nnsox. 3atrt o
nerene n nontrartcx ornyrnyrt +roro nonxa, xax nocrynnna t ona c nmtm ns ero
coponue? Cnnmxom pncxonanno, nyume yx nepnrt n ro, uro nmax nerena coepxnr
noraennym ncrnny.
"3ro naxasanne".
Haxasanne n npnrom necnpanennnoe, xax n nce, uro cnyuanoct n ee xnsnn; xaxercx, uro
For ntpan ee, urot npoemoncrpnponart cnom nenanncrt x +romy mnpy.
Honnnyxct esoruernomy noyxennm, Banrant nonoxnna nerxy na semnm, n rax
menenno, uro noxasanoct nnxenne +ro nnrcx nenym neunocrt, nonecna pyxn x mee,
saxptnax ee or nonutnx uenmcre. Kax xant, a uro ona ne naena cnon xoxante pmxn; epo
+ro eme ono yxsnnmoe mecro: ecnn nonx nepexycnr aprepnm, ona sa ecxrt mnnyr ncreuer
xpontm rax, no xpane mepe, ronopnnn oxornnxn, oxcnxx, nx uero onn nocxr raxne
ntcoxne canorn.
Bonx omepnncx n rnyxo, yrpoxamme saptuan. On ne nyran, a roronnncx nanacrt.
Banrant npncrantno n neorptnno cmorpena emy n rnasa, xorx npn nne ocxanenntx xntxon
cepne y nee saxonornnoct.
Concem cxopo ntxcnnrcx, napocnrcx nn on na nee nnn yer npout. Ho Banrant yxe
ceuac snana ne yer. Ona nornxena cee no norn, oxct cnorxnyrtcx o xaxo-nnyt
xament, no nnuero ne ynnena. Pemnna nnnyrtcx nancrpeuy nonxy nycrt on nonsnr xntxn, n
rora, nonoua ero sa coo, ona orexnr sa epeno. Ona neperepnnr ont.
Banrant ncnomnnna npo sonoro. Hoymana, uro cxopo nepnercx n saeper ero. Ona
nennxnact sa nmym naexy, xoropax morna t npnart e cnn n nomout ocrono ncrpernrt
ry mnnyry, xora ocrpte syt o xocrn pacnonocymr ee reno, xora ona, trt moxer, ne
ycronr na norax n nonx nnennrcx e n ropno.
Ona npnroronnnact mernyrtcx nnepe.
B +ror mnr xax n xnno ona ynnena, xax sa cnnno nonxa, xort n na onontno
snaunrentnom paccroxnnn, noxnnncx xaxo-ro uenonex.
Bonx roxe nouyncrnonan ero npncyrcrnne, no ne nonepnyn ronony, n Banrant
npoonxana cmorpert emy npxmo n rnasa. E xasanoct, uro rontxo cnno nsrnxa ona
yepxnnaer ero or pocxa, n noromy ne xorena noneprart cex eme ontmemy pncxy: ecnn
xro-ro n nnpany noxnnncx, ee manct na cnacenne nospacramr nycrt axe cnacenne yer
cronrt e cnnrxa sonora.
uenonex monua naxnonnncx, a norom nnnyncx nneno. Banrant snana ram cronr epeno,
na xoropoe moxno nerxo n tcrpo ncxapaxartcx. B +ry mnnyry uro-ro npomentxnyno n
nosyxe, n pxom c nonxom ynan xament. 3nept c nenepoxrno crpemnrentnocrtm pasnepnyncx
n cropony onacnocrn.
Fern! xpnxnyn uyxecrpanen.
Banrant pnanynact x cnoemy enncrnennomy yexnmy, a uyxecrpanen c neoxnanntm
nponopcrnom nnes na pyroe epeno. Kora npoxnxrt nonx nocxounn x nemy, ror yxe tn n
esonacnocrn.
Bonx c ptuannem cran nptrart, ntraxct ncxapaxartcx no crnony.
Berxn! Coepnre nerxn! xpnxnyna Banrant.
Onaxo uyxecrpanen cnonno nnan n onenenenne. E npnmnoct rpnxt nonropnrt +rn
cnona, npexe uem on nonxn, uro nao cenart, n npnnxncx, optnax nerxn, mntpxrt nx n
cropony xnmnnxa.
a ner xe! Coepnre nerxn n nyuox n nooxrnre! V menx ner saxnranxn! n ronoce
Banrant snyuano oruaxnne uenonexa, naxoxmerocx na xpam rnenn.
uyxecrpanen copan necxontxo nerox, onaxo npomna, xasanoct, nenax neunocrt, npexe
uem on cymen noxeut nx nuepamnxx ypx nce nponnrana nnaro, a connne n +ro npemx roa
pexo noxastnaercx ns-sa ryu.
Banrant oxanact, noxa nmnponnsnponannt ]axen pasropnrcx noxpue. Fyt ee nonx,
ona ocrannna t uyxecrpanna sect o noun nycrt-xa on cam nosnaer crpax, xoropt xoren
ncennrt n nent mnp. Ho net ona copanact yesxart n, snaunr, none-nenone onxna tna
nomout emy.
Hy, renept noxaxnre, uro nt myxunna! xpnxnyna ona. Cnestre c epena, xpenxo
epxnre ]axen n nanpantre ero n cropony nonxa.
uyxecrpanen ne menentnyncx, rouno tn n cronnxxe.
Hy xe! cnona pasancx ee xpnx, n, ycntman ero, uyxecrpanen nounnnncx ro
nnacrno cnne, xoropax snyuana n ronoce enymxn, cnne, nopoxenno yxacom, no n
cnoconocrtm n cunrannte cexynt npnnnmart pemennx n conepmart nocrynxn, ocrannxx
crpax n crpaanne na norom.
On cnycrnncx, cxnmax n pyxe ntnammne nerxn n ne opamax nnnmannx na ornerammne
ncxpt, oxnranmne emy nnno. On ynnen concem pxom ncnenennym, ocxanennym mopy
snepx, n crpax ero ycnnnncx. Onaxo nao tno uro-ro enart xorx t ceuac ecnn yx on
npetnan n esecrnnn n ror ent, xora noxnrnnn ero xeny, xora ynnn ero ouepe.
Cmorpnre emy npxmo n rnasa! ycntman on xpnx Banrant.
On nonnnonancx. C xaxtm mrnonennem cranonnnoct nerue: renept on moxer cmorpert
ne na opyxne n pyxax npara, a na nero camoro. Tenept onn n panntx ycnonnxx, renept oa
cnocont nnymart yxac pyr pyry.
On cnptrnyn na semnm. Bonx ornpxnyn, ncnyranmnct ornx; on npoonxan ptuart n
nptrart, no nnsxo ne noxonn.
Orrecnn ero!
uyxecrpanen cenan mar no nanpannennm x nonxy, xoropt saptuan eme rpomue,
ocxannn xntxn, no orcrynnn.
Hacryna na nero! Ionn!
uaxen ropen renept eme xpue, no uyxecrpanen samernn, uro eme nemnoro n on coxxer
cee pyxn. Bpemenn yxe ne ocrananoct. He pasymtnax n npncrantno rnxx n snonemne cnnne
nonutn rnasa, on pocnncx nnepe. Bonx nepecran ptuart n nptrart on nonepnyncx n ncues n
uame neca.
Banrant cnycrnnact c epena n ono mrnonenne. Kora rontxo ona ycnena copart na
semne nyuox xnopocra n cmacrepnrt cno cocrnennt ]axen?
Hem orcma! Cxope!
Kya?
Kya? Heyxenn n Bncxoc, urot nce ynnenn nx nmecre? urot yronrt n nonym sacay,
n xoropo oront yxe ne cnacer? uyncrnyx, xax nomnr cnnny, xax xonornrcx cepne, ona
onycrnnact na semnm.
Pasnen xocrep, cxasana ona uyxecrpanny. onxna noymart.
Ona menentnynact n ncxpnxnyna: nneuo nponnsana ocrpax ont. uyxecrpanen copan
nerox, nncrten n pasnen xocrep. Hpn xaxom nnxennn Banrant xopunnact or onn n rnyxo
cronana: onxno trt, ona cnntno ymnnact, nnesax na epeno.
Hnuero-nnuero, nponsnec uyxecrpanen, nnx, xax ona crpaaer. Tt nnuero cee ne
cnomana. Co mno raxoe tnano n mnnyrt npeentnoro nanpxxennx mtmnt coxpamamrcx.
ana x pasorpy ree nneuo.
He rpora menx. He noxon xo mne. He saronapnna co mno.
Font, crpax, crt. Moxno ne comnenartcx xora ona ntxantnana sonoro, uyxecrpanen
croxn re-ro nonnsocrn: on snan noromy uro cnyrnnxom ero tn txnon, a txnont unramr
n uenoneuecxo yme, xax n orxptro xnnre, uro na +ror pas Banrant pemnrcx yxpacrt
cnnrox.
3nan on n ro, uro n +ry mnnyry nect ropo meuran conepmnrt npecrynnenne. 3nan n ro,
uro nnuero ne yer cenano, noromy uro nnxro ne pemnrcx na +ro, no n namepennx
ocrarouno, urot ornernrt na ero nonpoc: uenonex ecrt npexe ncero nocnrent sna. 3nan
uyxecrpanen n ro, uro Banrant namepenanact exart, a napn, xoropoe onn saxnmunnn
naxanyne, yxe nnuero ne snaunr n on cmoxer nepnyrtcx rya, orxya npnexan (a orxya, n
cymnocrn, on npnexan?), ne rponyn cnonx coxponnm n nornepnn cnon noospennx.
On nontrancx tno ycrponrtcx noyone, no +ro tno conepmenno nenosmoxno, n
ocrananoct nnmt cnert nenonnxno. Oront xocrpa yepxnnan nonxa na nournrentnom
paccroxnnn, no on xe ncxope npnnneuer nnnmanne nacryxon. Onn nooyr nonnxe n ynnxr
nx nnoem.
On ncnomnnn, uro ceronx cyora. Hmn cnxr n cnonx omax, sanonnenntx uyonnmno
esnxycntmn esenymxamn, yxpamenntx penpoyxnnxmn snamennrtx xaprnn, rnncontmn
nsopaxennxmn cnxrtx, n ntramrcx pasnneutcx a concem cxopo onn nonyuar pasnneuenne,
xaxoro ne tno c roro nx, xax saxonunnact Bropax mnponax nona.
He cme ronopnrt co mno.
ne nponsnec nn cnona.
"3apenert, uro nn?" noymana Banrant, no npn nem e ne xorenoct nnaxart, n ona
cepxana cnest.
cnacna ree xnsnt. sapaorana +ro sonoro.
3ro x cnac ree xnsnt. Bonx conpancx nanacrt na rex.
uncrax npana.
Ho, c pyro cropont, mne xaxercx, rt cnacna uro-ro y menx n yme, npoonxan
uyxecrpanen.
Crapt rpmx. Ona cenaer nn, yro ne nonnmaer, o uem ner peut, n +ro yer neuro
npoe paspemennx nocnontsonartcx ero orarcrnom n nancera noxnnyrt semnne xpax. Tem
nce n xonunrcx.
ronopm o namem nuepamnem napn. ncntrtnan raxym nenmonepnym ont, uro
yremenne nnen nnmt n rom, urot npnunnnrt pyrnm raxne xe crpaannx. Tt npana.
txnony, neorcrynno cneonanmemy sa uyxecrpannem, concem ne nonpannnnct +rn cnona.
On nonpocnn nomomn y txnona Banrant, no ror noxnnncx concem neanno n eme ne mor
nonnocrtm pyxononrt enymxo.
H uro +ro menxer?
Hnuero. Mt saxnmunnn napn, n x ynepen, uro ntnrpam. Ho x cosnam nce cnoe
yoxecrno n nonnmam, nouemy cran raxnm x cunran, uro mon necuacrtx cnannnnct na menx
nesacnyxenno.
Banrant ymana o rom, xax t nm nesamerno ntpartcx ns neca: tno eme pannee yrpo,
no ontme ocranartcx sect tno nentsx.
cunram, uro uecrno sapaorana cnoe sonoro, n saepy ero, ecnn rontxo rt mne ne
nocnpenxrcrnyemt, cxasana ona. H ree conerym cenart ro xe camoe: nn ree, nn mne
nesauem nosnpamartcx n Bncxoc; ana cnycrnmcx n onnny, ntem na mocce, nomaem
nonyrnym mamnny, a antme xaxt nnnercx cnonm nyrem.
Hn. Ho sna, uro n +ry camym mnnyry xnrenn Bncxoca pemamr, xro onxen ymepert.
Moxer trt. Onn yyr pemart +ro n reuenne nnxamnx nyx ne, noxa ne ncreuer
cpox, a norom eme na roa cnopnrt o rom, xomy xe trt xeprno. O, x snam monx semnxxon:
onn nepemnrentnt, xora nao ecrnonart, n neymonnmt, xora nao nsnannrt na xoro-ro
nnny. Ecnn rt ne nepnemtcx, onn axe ne ayr cee rpya nocnopnrt, a npocro noymamr,
uro x nce +ro ntymana.
Bncxoc nnuem ne ornnuaercx or pyrnx ropoon. Bce, uro nponcxonr ram, nponcxonr
n na pyrnx xonrnnenrax, n pyrnx ropoax, cenennxx, monacrtpxx ne naxno re. Ho rt
+roro ne nonnmaemt, xax ne nonnmaemt n roro, uro ]opryna na +ror pas tna xo mne
narocxnonna x npannntno ntpan uenonexa, xoropt mne nomoxer.
"a, +ry nor enymxy, cnxmym pxom: ona xaxercx uecrno n rpyonmnno, a na
camom ene ymaer nnmt o rom, xax t oromcrnrt. Ham ne ano ynnert npara no ecnn mt
noem o camoro xonna, ro onapyxnm, uro ncrnnnt nam npar Iocnot For, sacrannnmn
nac nporn uepes nce ro, uro mt npomnn, n noromy mt cptnaem ocay na neyaun n
pasouaponannx na ncem, uro nac oxpyxaer. H nnxora nam ne yronnrt xaxy mecrn, no ona
nanpannena npornn camo xnsnn".
O uem mt ronopnm? cnpocnna Banrant, pasosnennax rem, uro uyxecrpanen, xoroporo
ona nenannena ontme ncex na cnere, rax xopomo nonnmaer, uro rnopnrcx y nee n yme.
Houemy t ne nsxrt sonoro n ne yrn?
Horomy uro nuepa x nonxn: npenarax ro, uro nnymaer mne nanontmee ornpamenne
ynrt uenonexa es npnunnt n mornna, xax ynnn xora-ro mom xeny n ouepe, x na camom
ene xouy cnacrnct. Homnnmt, no npemx name nropo ncrpeun x npnnen ree cnona onoro
]nnoco]a? Toro camoro, xoropt cxasan, uro n y Iocnoa Fora ecrt a: +ro ero nmont x
nmxm, no ornomenne nme repsaer Ero execexynno na nporxxennn nce Ero neuno
xnsnn. Homnnmt?
Bnpouem, +ror xe ]nnoco] cxasan n xoe-uro pyroe: uenonexy nyxna raxmaxcx n nem
cxnepna es nee emy ne opecrn conepmencrno.
He nonnmam.
Pantme x yman rontxo o nosmesnn. Hoono rnonm semnxxam, x nn n noun meuran o
+rom, crponn nnant, noopaxan n nnuero ne npenpnnnman. Kaxoe ro npemx x no raseram
cnenn sa cyto nme, xoropte norepxnn cnonx nnsxnx n cnryannxx, cxontx c moe, no
ecrnonann conepmenno npornnononoxntm opasom: onn oprannsontnann rpynnt
noepxxn xeprn, oponnct sa ropxecrno cnpanennnocrn, npononnn xamnannn n rem
camtm noxastnann, uro ont yrpart nnxax n nnxora ne moxer trt samemena nnn ncnenena
nosmesnem.
uro x, x roxe ntrancx nsrnxnyrt na nce nponcxoxmee no pyrnm onee
nennxoymntm, uro nn yrnom spennx. H ne cymen. A renept, xora x napancx xpapocrn,
xora omen o camoro xpax, ro onapyxnn n camo rnynne +ro esnt cner.
Hpoonxa, cxasana Banrant, no ona roxe ynnena nexn cner.
ne xenam oxastnart, uro uenoneuecrno nsnpameno n nopouno. crpemnmct
oxasart, uro nocosnarentno nanpamnnancx na ro, uro co mno nponsomno, no x cxnepnt
uenonex, ntpoxenen n nonnocrtm sacnyxnn xapy, nocnannym mne cyto.
Tt xouemt oxasart, uro For cnpanennn.
uyxecrpanen nenaonro saymancx.
Moxer trt.
ne snam, cnpanennn nn For. Ho xpane mepe co mno on nocrynnn ne ouent-ro
npannntno, n cnntne ncero npouero ymy mne ncxonepxano nmenno cosnanne cnoero
eccnnnx. ne mory trt nn xopome, xax xorena t, nn nnoxo, xax, no moemy mnennm,
cneonano t. Eme necxontxo mnnyr nasa x ymana, uro Iocnot nspan menx, urot
oromcrnrt nmxm sa nce re ropecrn, xoropte onn npnunnnnn Emy.
" ymam, uro rex oypenamr re xe comnennx, rontxo macmra nx necpannenno ontme
rt tn xopomnm, n +ro ne tno nosnarpaxeno".
Banrant ynnnnact +rnm nentcxasanntm cnonam. emon uyxecrpanna samernn, uro
cnxnne, ncxonnmee or anrena enymxn, ycnnnnoct.
"ecrny!" npnxasan on emony Banrant.
" ecrnym, orneuan ror. Ho +ro rpynt o".
Her, rex rnerer ne cnpanennnocrt Fora, cxasan uyxecrpanen. A ro, uro rt ncera
npenounrana trt xeprno ocroxrentcrn. snam mnornx, xro oxasannct n raxom xe
nonoxennn.
Tt, nanpnmep.
Her. noccran npornn roro, uro co mno nponsomno, n menx mano sannmaer, npannrcx
+ro pyrnm nmxm nnn ner. A rt, nanpornn, ntrpanact n pont eno essamnrno cnport,
xoropym nce onxnt nmnrt n xanert, a nocxontxy +ro nponcxonr ne ncera, rnox
neyronennax norpenocrt n nmnn npenparnnact n uyncrno mecrn cmyrnoe n neocosnannoe. B
rnynne ymn ree xorenoct t nnuem ne ornnuartcx or pyrnx xnrene Bncxoca nnpouem,
xaxt ns nac xouer trt xax nce. Ho n ornomennn rex cyta pacnopxnnact nnaue.
Banrant monua noxauana ronono.
"Hy, cena xe uro-nnyt! cxasan emon Banrant cnoemy xonnere. Ona ronopnr
"ner", a rem npemenem yma ee orxptnaercx nocrnxennm n ronopnr "a"".
emon uyxecrpanna tn yxsnnen rem, uro nononpntnmn samernn y nero ne xnaraer
cnn, urot sacrannrt cnoero nooneunoro samonuart.
"Cnona nnxya ne neyr, orneuan on. Hycrt noronopxr, no xnsnt cama samercx rem,
urot ecrnonann onn nonpexn romy, uro ronopxr".
ne xoren nepennart rex, cxasan uyxecrpanen. Hoxanycra, npoonxa. uro rt
ronopnna nacuer Foxte cnpanennnocrn?
Banrant tna onontna, uro yxe ne nao cnymart ro, uero cnymart ne xouercx.
He snam, nomemt nn rt. Ho rt, onxno trt, samernn Bncxoc ne ornnuaercx
ocoo pennrnosnocrtm, xorx n nem, xax n n xaxom ropoxe name oxpyrn, ecrt nepxont.
Hmenno no+romy Axan, nycrt axe opamennt cnxrtm Cannnnem, cnntno comnenancx n rom,
uro cnxmennnxn cmoryr oxasart nosecrnne na ero nepntx xnrene, ontmym uacrt xoroptx
cocrannxnn pasonnxn; Axan cunran, uro cnxrte ornt, rnepx o neuntx myxax sa rpoom, ne
cymemr yepxart nx or nontx npecrynnenn. uenonex, xoropomy neuero repxrt, o neunocrn ne
ymaer.
Pasymeercx, xax rontxo noxnnncx nepnt cnxmennnx, Axan nouyncrnonan onacnocrt.
urot ornecrn ee, on ycranonnn nosanmcrnonannt y nyeen ent npomennx, no nepemonnm
npnyman cam.
Pas n ro nce xnrenn Bncxoca sannpannct y cex oma, roronnnn na cnnrxa n,
oparnnmnct nnnom x camo ntcoxo rope, nonnmann nepnt cnnrox x neecam. "Bor,
Iocnon, n uem corpemnn x nepe roo", ronopnnn onn n unrann nepeuent conepmenntx
nmn npocrynxon. Tam tnn cynpyxecxne nsment, nnyroncrno, necnpanennnocrn n npouee. "
mnororpemen, Iocnon, n monm Tex o npomennn sa ro, uro nanec Tee raxym rxxxym ony".
3arem npnxonn uepe nsoperennm Axana. Xnrenn ocranann ns xapmanon nropym
cxpnxant, nstmann ee x neecam, nonepnynmnct ncem renom x ro xe camo rope, n
ronopnnn: "Bor, Iocnon, cnncox roro, n uem corpemnn Tt nepeo mno, Tt sacrannxn menx
paorart ontme, uem nyxno; ouxa saonena, necmorpx na mon monnrnt; x crapancx xnrt
uecrno, a menx ooxpann; crpaannx tnn npentme cnn uenoneuecxnx".
3anepmnn urenne nroporo cnnrxa, onn sanepmann nepemonnm raxnmn cnonamn: " tn
necnpanennn x Tee, Tt tn necnpanennn xo mne. Ho ceronx ent npomennx, n, ecnn Tt
nosayemt mon rpexn, xax x Tnon, mt cmoxem eme ro xnrt mnpno".
Hpomart Fora, cxasan uyxecrpanen. Hpomart neymonnmoro Fora, xoropt
ecnpecranno cosnaer n paspymaer.
Ham pasronop cranonnrcx uepecuyp nnuntm, cxasana Banrant, ne rnxx na nero.
ne nacrontxo snam xnsnt, urot nayunrt rex uemy-nnyt.
uyxecrpanen npomonuan.
"He npannrcx mne +ro", noyman txnon, xoropt yxe nauan sameuart sa nneuom cnoero
nooneunoro cnaoe cnxnne npncyrcrnne, xoropoe on ne mor onycrnrt nn n xoem cnyuae.
na roa nasa, na onom ns nnxxe a nx rax mnoro n mnpe emy yanoct nsrnart +ror cner.
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Cnxmennnx snan naroapx npeannxm n nerenam, n nsonnnn tronanmnm n semnnx
xpaxx, no nnnxnnem xentrcxnx neponann n nporecranrcxnx epece, ncnecrnne
ornparnrentntx npnmepon, noanntx onnm apaom, nexora ymnpornopnnmnm ropo, ns-sa
nocroxnnoro npncyrcrnnx n oxpecrnocrxx pasnoro poa pasonnxon n cnxrtx, Bncxoc ne
cnnmxom pennrnosen, xorx xnrenn ero ncnpanno ycrpannann nenuannx n xpecrnnt (ntne
cranmne nnmt nocnomnnannxmn), ornenann cnonx noxonnxon (uro c xaxtm room
nponcxonno nce uame) n npnxonnn na Poxecrnencxym nnryprnm. Hecmorpx na ro, uro
ouent nemnorne ropoxane pann na cex rpy no cyoram n nocxpecentxm xnnxrtcx x
onnnanarn yrpa na meccy, cnxmennnx, rem ne menee, nce panno conepman cnyxt, xorx t
nx roro, urot onpanart cnoe npetnanne n Bncxoce. Emy xorenoct ntrnxert uenonexom
npaneno xnsnn n noxasart, uro on uyx npasnocrn.
Kaxono xe tno ero ynnnenne, xora on ynnen, uro nepxont nepenonnena, nrxom
nanra o raxo crenenn, uro on ntnyxen tn nycrnrt uacrt npnxoxan x camomy anrapm,
nnaue mnorne t npocro ne nomecrnnnct n xpame. Hapo noren cront onntno, uro cnxmennnx
npornn otxnonennx ne rontxo ne nxnmunn yxpennennte na noronxe +nexrpnuecxne
oorpenarenn, no n pacnopxnncx, urot ornopnnn na manentxnx oxontx oxonna,
ocneomnnmnct y camoro cex, n uem npnunna noono nornnnocrn n yxore nn nnn xe n
nonnennn, oypenanmem ncex.
B nepxnn copancx nect ropoox, sa ncxnmuennem centopnrt Hpnm, xoropax, nepoxrno,
conecrnnact noxasartcx na nmn nocne roro, uro ona cxasana naxanyne, n crapyxn Feprt,
ncemn nounraemo sa netmy, nx xoropo xpncrnancxoe orocnyxenne nenepenocnmo.
Bo nmx Orna n Ctna n Cnxroro yxa.
Mnororonocoe "amnnt" pacxarnnoct no cnoamn nepxnn. Hape nauan nnryprnm:
nponsnec npocxomnnm, nopyunn, xax ncera, camo naoxno ns cnonx npnxoxanox
nosrnacnrt exrentm, ropxecrnenno nponen ncanom, crporo n pasentno cran unrart Enanrenne.
3arem rex, xomy namnoct mecro na cxamtxx, nonpocnn cecrt, npounx xe ocranartcx na norax.
Hpnmen uepe npononen.
B Enanrennn or Hyxn paccxastnaercx, xax nexn uenonex ns nauantcrnymmnx
npnnnsnncx x Hncycy n cnpocnn ero: "Vunrent narn! uro mne enart, urot nacneonart
xnsnt neunym?" H, xo nceomemy ynnnennm, Hncyc ornernn: "uro rt nastnaemt Menx
narnm? Hnxro ne nar, xax rontxo onn For".
Ha nporxxennn mnornx ner pasymtnan x na +rnm xparxnm +nnsoom Cnxmennoro
Hncannx, cnnxct nonxrt, xaxo cmtcn nxnatnan Iocnot nam n cnona o rom, uro On ne
nar? uro nce xpncrnancrno, ocnonannoe na nee mnnocepnx, snxercx na sanonexx roro, xro
cunran cex npecrannrenem 3na? H nor naxonen x nonxn: n +ror mnr Xpncroc nmen n nny
cnom uenoneuecxym npnpoy; n +ro nnocracn on ncnonnen sna; n nnocracn oxecrnenno
nonnomaer opo.
Cnxmennnx cenan naysy, urot o npnxoxan omen cmtcn cxasannoro. Onaxo on nran
camomy cee, noromy uro no-npexnemy ne nonnman cnon Xpncra, no ecnn on xax uenonex
ncnonnen sna, raxont xe onxnt trt cnona ero n exnnx. Ho nycrt n +rom pasnpamrcx
yuente orocnont, ceuac ne o roro ceuac nyxno, urot oxcnennx nposnyuann
yenrentno.
Ceronx x yy xparox. Xouy nnmt, urot nce nt ocosnann: neoremnemo or uenonexa
nonnmanne roro, uro nce mt no npnpoe nnsmennt n nsnpament n no +ro npnunne
nonexann t neuntm sarpontm myxam, ecnn t Hncyc ne npnnec cex n xeprny pan
cnacennx uenoneuecrna. Honropxm: xeprna ctna Foxtero cnacna nac. Xeprna onoro uenonexa
cnacna nect po nmcxo.
B sanepmenne npononen nanomnm nam nauano ono ns cnxmenntx xnnr,
cocrannxmmnx Berxn 3aner, "Knnry Hona". K Fory, nocceammemy na cnoem neecnom
npecrone, npnxonr carana. For cnpamnnaer, re on tn.
crpancrnonan no cnery, orneuaer ror.
Bnen nn rt moero paa Hona? Bnen nn rt, xax on nounraer menx, xax npnnocnr mne
nmte xeprnt?
B xonne xonnon, y Hona ecrt nce, rax nouemy t emy ne nounrart Fora n ne npnnocnrt
emy xeprnt? co cmexom orneuan na +ro carana. Ornnmn y nero nce, uro an, nor rora n
nocmorpnm, yer nn on no-npexnemy nounrart Tex.
For npnnnmaer +ro napn. Io sa room On opymnnaer pasnoopasnte necuacrtx n et
na ronony uenonexa, xoropt rax npean Emy. Hon cranxnnaercx c nenocrnxnmo cnno n
cunraer ee npoxnnennem Btcme Cnpanennnocrn, xorx nnmaercx ncero cnoero ocroxnnx,
repxer ere n crpaaer or xsn, noxptnmnx nce ero reno. Tax npoonxaercx o rex nop, noxa
uama ero crpaann ne nepenonnxercx n on ne npoxnnnaer Fora. Hnmt n +ry mnnyry For
nosnpamaer emy nce ornxroe.
Vxe mnoro ner nanmaem mt c namn sa rem, xax npnxonr n ynaox nam ropo; n nor
renept x ymam, ne Foxtx nn +ro xapa, nncnocnannax nam sa ro, uro mt npnnnmann nce
nponcxoxmee rax esponorno, cnonno sacnyxnnn norepm mecra, re xnnem, none, re
ntpamnnaem xne, nyron, re nacem namnx onen, omon, o xoroptx meurann namn npexn. He
npnmen nn nam uac noccrart? Ecnn For sacrannn Hona nsynronartcx, moxer trt, on
noyxaer x +romy n nac?
Ho nouemy For ntnynn Hona x mxrexy? urot oxasart, uro uenonex no npnpoe cnoe
rpexonen n nce, uem On naennn ero, +ro mnnocrt, a ne narpaa sa xopomee noneenne.
Cunrax, uro uepecuyp xopomn, mt nnann no rpex roptnn n nor sa +ro necem naxasanne.
For cornacnncx saxnmunrt napn c carano, ro ecrt, na nepnt nsrnx, nocrynnn
necnpanennno. Ho ncnomnnre, nymarect on cornacnncx saxnmunrt napn c carano, a Hon
ycnonn npenoannt emy ypox n pacxaxncx, no on, xax n mt, nnaan no rpex roptnn, cunrax
cex npanennxom.
Hnxro ne nar, ronopnr Iocnot. Hnxro. onontno nam nsopaxart ns cex cnxrtx,
ocxopnxx rem camtm Fora, nopa npnnxrt xax onxnoe namn cnaocrn n nopoxn, a ecnn
xora-nnyt nyxno yer saxnmunrt cenxy c txnonom, ncnomnnm, uro n Iocnot, cymn na
neecax, nomen na +ro pan roro, urot cnacrn ymy cnoero paa Hona.
Hpononet tna sanepmena. Cnxmennnx nonpocnn ncex ncrart n npoonxnn cnyxy. He
tno comnenn, uro nacrna ornnuno ycnonna nocnanne cnoero nacrtpx.
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Hem. Kaxt n cnom cropony: x co cnonm cnnrxom, rt...
"Co cnonm cnnrxom!" nepepasnnn ee uyxecrpanen. On noxa eme ne rno!
Tee ocrarouno copart cnon nemn n ncuesnyrt. Ecnn x ne nonyuy +ro sonoro, mne
npnercx nepnyrtcx n Bncxoc. Xosxxa nemenenno menx ynonnr, x yy onosopena nce
pemar, uro x conrana. Tt ne moxemt, npocro ne nmeemt npana nocrynnrt co mno rax.
Cornacnct, uro +ro sonoro uecrno sapaorano.
uyxecrpanen nonxncx, ntxnarnn ns xocrpa necxontxo ropxmnx nerox:
Bonx ncera yeraer or ornx, ne npana nn? Tax nor, x ny n Bncxoc. Tt moxemt
enart nce, uro couremt nyxntm, xpan, yera, cxptnacx, xo mne +ro ontme ne nmeer
ornomennx. V menx ecrt ena nonaxne.
Hooxn! He ocrannx menx sect ony!
B raxom cnyuae, nem.
Banrant oxnnyna nsrnxom xocrep, nanyn n ]opme yxnt "Y", uyxecrpanna, xoropt
yanxncx, necx n pyxe ropxmne nerxn. Ona morna cenart ro xe camoe cenart nont ]axen,
orxonart sonoro n nrn npxmo n onnny ne nmeno nnxaxoro cmtcna saxonrt omo sa
nemamn, xoropte ona xpannna rax epexno. opanmnct o cocenero ropoa, ona ysnaer n
anxe, cxontxo cronr cnnrox, npoacr ero, xynnr oexy n uemoant. Operer cnooy.
Hooxn! xpnxnyna ona uyxecrpanny, onaxo on npoonxan marart n cropony
Bncxoca n ncxope yxe onxen tn cxptrtcx ns nny.
"yma cxope", cxasana ona cama cee.
ymart ryr, nnpouem, tno ne o uem. Ona ntxnarnna ns xocrpa necxontxo rnemmnx
nerox, noexana x nanyny n ntxonana cnnrox. Cxnarnna, ntrepna pyxanom n nsrnxnyna na
nero n rpern pas n xnsnn.
Ee oxnarnn nannuecxn crpax. Ona mntpnyna cnnrox n xmy, ntramnna ns ornx eme
necxontxo nerox n noexana n cropony oporn, na xoropym onxen tn ntpartcx
uyxecrpanen. Kasanoct, uro nenanncrt counrcx y nee ns ncex nop. B onn ent noncrpeuannct
e na nonxa onoro ona ornyrnyna ]axenom, pyroro nanyrart nenosmoxno nnuem: on yxe
norepxn nce, uro tno emy oporo, n renept cneno crpemnncx ynnuroxnrt nce, uro tno nepe
nnm.
Ona exana co ncex nor, no rax n ne morna ornart uyxecrpanna. Hanepnoe, on cxptncx n
necy, npnranncx ram, noracnn ]axen, pocax ntson npoxnxromy nonxy xaxa cmeprn n nem,
cxopee ncero, ne ycrynaer xaxe ynnart.
Box n Bncxoc, Banrant npnrnopnnact, uro ne cntmnr Fepry, xoropax snana ee, n
cmemanact c ntxoxme ns nepxnn ronno npnxoxan. Ona ynnnnact ceronx, noxoxe, na
meccy copancx nect ropo. uyxecrpanen samtmnxn npecrynnenne, a nonyunnoct rax, xax
xoren cnxmennnx, +ra neenx yer nocnxmena pacxaxntm n ncnonexm, cnonno Fora moxno
omanyrt.
Bce cmorpenn na Banrant, no nnxro ne saronapnnan c ne. Ona ne ornonna rnas, cmeno
ncrpeuax xaxt nsrnx, noromy uro ne snana sa coo nnxaxo nnnt n xaxrtcx na ncnonen
e tno ne n uem ona tna nnmt nemxo n xecroxo nrpe, npannna xoropo nocrnrna ne
cpasy, a nocrnrnyn, ncntrana ornpamenne.
Ona sanepnact y cex n xomnare n ntrnxnyna n oxno. Tonna yxe pasomnact, no Banrant
samernna eme ony crpannocrt: tn noroxn cyornn enex, a Bncxoc yro ntmep.
Otuno na nnoman, re n nesanamxrnte npemena croxna nncennna, a renept nosntmancx
xpecr, xnrenn conpannct xyuxamn n eceonann.
Hexoropoe npemx ona cmorpena na nycrym ynnny, uyncrnyx, xax npnrpenaer, no ne xxer
ee nnno snmnee connne. Ecnn t nmn croxnn ceuac na nnoman, onn nanepnxxa t
ocyxann noroy. Temneparypy. Hpoyr nn oxn, ne rposnr nn sacyxa. Ho ceronx nce
cnenn no omam, n Banrant ne morna nonxrt nouemy.
uem ontme croxna ona y oxna, rem cnntnee omymana, uro nnuem ne ornnuaercx or cnonx
semnxxon n +ro ona-ro, cunranmax cex concem pyrnm uenonexom, nenexnmnm epsxne
nnant, xoropte n n ronony t ne mornn npnrn nnxomy ns +rnx xpecrtxn.
Kaxo nosop. H nmecre c rem xaxoe oneruenne: ona sect, n Bncxoce, ne noromy, uro
cyta pacnopxnnact necnpanennno, a noromy, uro sacnyxnnaer +roro. Bcm xnsnt ona
uyncrnonana, uro ne uera npounm, a nor ceuac nonxna: ona n rounocrn raxax xe, xax nce.
Tpnxt yxe ona orxantnana cnnrox n xaxt pas oxastnanact ne n cnnax ynecrn ero c coo.
a, ona conepmnna npecrynnenne, no nnmt n yme, a npernopnrt ero n peantnoe exnne ne
cymena, ne pemnnact, ne cmorna.
Bnpouem, ona cosnanana, uro, no npane-ro ronopx, ne cneonano t conepmart ero axe
mtcnenno, noromy uro +ro tno ne ncxymenne n ne ncntranne, a nonymxa.
"Houemy nonymxa?" noymana ona. uro-ro nocxastnano e, uro n +rom cnnrxe sonora
cnpxrano pemenne saaun, cosanno uyxecrpannem, no, xax nn crapanact, ne morna nonxrt,
uro xe +ro sa pemenne.
Hononpntnmn emon ynnen, uro cnxnne sa nneuom centopnrt Hpnm, xoropoe
nexoropoe npemx nasa cranonnnoct nce xpue, renept norycxneno n yxe concem nourn
ncuesaer. Kax xant, uro ner sect ero ronapnma, n nexomy nocxnrnrtcx ero noeo.
Ho on ne snan, uro n y anrenon ecrt cnox crparernx n cner sa nneuom centopnrt Hpnm
nomepx nnmt nx roro, urot yctnnrt ero nrentnocrt. Anren xoren ncero nnmt, urot ero
nooneunax nemnoro nocnana, a on t rem npemenem noeceonan c ee ymo es nomexn es
nmemarentcrna crpaxon n nnnt, no pemenem xoroptx npecrannrenn poa uenoneuecxoro
npetnamr nentmn nxmn.
Banrant sacnyna. H no cne ycntmana ro, uro nao tno ycntmart, nonxna ro, uro
neoxonmo tno nonxrt.
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He yem ontme ronopnrt o sementntx yuacrxax n o xnanmax, cxasana xena m+pa,
xora "nepnte nnna" nnont copannct n pnsnnne. Fyem orxponennt.
Hxrepo coecennxon nsxnnnn cnoe cornacne.
Ham nape yenn menx, monnnn narn]ynncr. For moxer onpanart n nexoropte
neocronte exnnx.
He nao nyxannrt, ornernn cnxmennnx. Cronr nnmt ntrnxnyrt ns oxna, urot nce
nonxrt. Horomy n yer rennt nerep +ro txnon pemnn cocrannrt nam xomnannm.
Bepno, cxasan m+p, xoropt ne nepnn n txnona. Hac yxe nn n uem yexart ne
nao. Tax uro ne cranem repxrt paronennoe npemx n noronopnm npxmo n orxponenno.
Hosnontre, x nauny, cxasana xosxxa rocrnnnnt. Bce mt cxnonxemcx x romy, urot
npnnxrt npenoxenne uyxecrpanna. Hntmn cnonamn, x romy, urot conepmnrt npecrynnenne.
To ecrt xeprnonpnnomenne, nonpannn ee cnxmennnx, npnntxmn x pennrnosntm
pnryanam.
Bonapnnmeecx n pnsnnne monuanne cnnerentcrnonano o rom, uro nce c +rnm cornacnt.
Tontxo rpycam npncrano ormanunnartcx. anare nomonnmcx ncnyx, urot Iocnot
cntman nac n snan, uro mt enaem +ro na naro Bncxoca. Hpexnonnre xonenn.
Hpncyrcrnymmne nonnnonannct, xort n ne es nnyrpennero conpornnnennx, no ornnuno
cosnanann ecnonesno npocnrt y Fora npomennx sa rpex, conepmennt c nonntm
nonnmannem roro, uro onn rnopxr sno. Ho onn ncnomnnnn npo Axana, npo "ent npomennx" n
pemnnn, uro, xora cnona npner +ror ent, onn pyxno onnnxr Fora n ncxymennn, ne
noartcx xoropomy rax rpyno.
Cnxmennnx norpeonan, urot nce xopom nonropxnn sa nnm monnrny:
Iocnon, ne Tt nn cxasan, uro nnxro ne nar, rax npnmn xe nac, xax t neconepmennt
mt nn tnn, n n nenspeuennom mnnocepnn Tnoem n nencuepnaemo nmnn Tnoe npocrn.
Kax npocrnn Tt xpecronocnen, xoropte ynnann mycyntman, urot ornoenart Cnxrym 3emnm
Hepycannma; xax npocrnn nnxnnsnropon, xoropte xorenn orcroxrt uncrory Tnoe nepxnn; xax
npocrnn n rex, xro ocxopnxn Tex n nosnen na Ionro]y. Hpocrn nac, noromy uro mt
ntnyxent npnnecrn xeprny no cnacenne ropoa.
Tenept nepeem x npaxrnuecxo cropone nonpoca, cxasana xena m+pa. anare
pemnm, xro xe yer xeprno. H xro conepmnr xeprnonpnnomenne.
enymxa, xoropo nce mt crontxo nomorann, xoropym nocroxnno onexann, npnnena n
Bncxoc txnona, cxasan narn]ynncr, xoropt n ne cnnmxom oranennom npomnom
nepecnan c +ro camo enymxo n c rex nop npetnan n nocroxnnom crpaxe npyr ona n
onn npexpacnt ent nostmer a n paccxaxer o +rom ero xene. 3no ncxopenxercx rontxo
3nom, n noromy ona onxna nonecrn xapy.
noe ns npncyrcrnymmnx cornacnnnct, saxnnn, uro centopnra Hpnm, nomnmo ncero
npouero, enncrnennt uenonex n Bncxoce, xoropomy nentsx onepxrt, nocxontxy ona
cunraer, uro nenoxoxa na pyrnx, n ne cxptnaer, uro xora-nnyt noxnner ropo.
Marepn y nee ner. Faymxa ymepna. Hnxro n ne samernr ee ncuesnonennx, saxnnn m+p,
cranmn rpertnm, xro noepxan +ro mnenne.
Ho ryr c nospaxennem ntcrynnna ero xena:
Hpenonoxnm, uro ona snaer, re cnpxrano sonoro: net n xonne xonnon ona
enncrnennax, xro nnen ero cnonmn rnasamn. Kpome roro, onepxrt e moxno nmenno no rem
npnunnam, xoropte yxe tnn sect ntcxasant: +ro ona npnnena 3no n nam ropo, +ro ona
sacrannna ncex ero xnrene pasmtmnxrt o npecrynnennn. Moxere ronopnrt, uro xornre, no,
ecnn nce npoune namn semnxxn yyr monuart, nonyunrcx rax: cnono +ro, rax cxasart, anexo
ne esynpeuno ennnt npornn namero cnona, cnona nme, xoe-uero n xnsnn onnmnxcx.
M+p sacomnenancx, xax nponcxonno ncxxn pas, xora cnoe mnenne nspexana ero xena:
Oruero xe rt crpemnmtcx cnacrn Banrant net rt ee repnert ne moxemt?
A x nonnmam nx uero, cxasan nape. nx roro urot nnna nana na ronony ro, xro
n cnpononnponan rparenm. Hycrt ona necer +ro pemx o xonna ne cnonx, n ne ncxnmueno,
uro oxonunr ona nx xax Hya, npeanmn Hncyca Xpncra n noxonunnmn c coo n noptne
oruaxnnx, nnonne, nnpouem, ecnonesnoro, no on yxe cosan nce naronpnxrnte ycnonnx nx
conepmennx npecrynnennx.
Xena m+pa ynnnnact onoy cnxmennnxa +ro tno n rounocrn ro xe, o uem ona cama
ymana. Banrant tna xopoma coo, npentmana myxunn, ne xorena xnrt, xax nce xnnyr n
Bncxoce, neuno xanonanact, uro nposxaer n saxonycrnom roponmxe, xoropt npn ncex cnonx
neocrarxax nacenen nmtmn rpyonmnntmn n nopxountmn n n xoropom mnorne t npocro
meurann xnrt (nmennct n nny nnocrpannt, noxnanmne ropo, onapyxnn, o uero xe
romnornopno-cxyuno moxer trt xnsnt, ncera ncnonnennax mnpa n noxox).
A x ne npecrannxm na ee mecre nnxoro pyroro, cxasana xosxxa rocrnnnnt. Ona
nnauane norpysnnact n pasmtmnennx o rom, xax rpyno yer narn xoro-nnyt na sameny
Banrant, no norom nonxna, uro, nonyunn cnom onm sonora, cmoxer noome saxptrt, rax
cxasart, nanouxy n yexart n antnne xpax. Kpecrtxne n nacryxn nmn cnnouennte,
cemente, y mnornx nmemrcx ern, anno noxnnynmne Bncxoc. Ecnn c xem-nnyt ns ropoxan
uro-nnyt cnyunrcx, ponx sanoospnr nenanoe. Centopnra Hpnm enncrnennax, xro
moxer ncuesnyrt eccneno.
Cnxmennnx nn na xoro ne xoren yxastnart nantnem, namxryx o Hncyce, xoropt
npoxnxn nme, onnnnnmnx nennnnoro. Ho on snan, xoro nanexnr npnnecrn n xeprny, n
onxen tn cenart rax, urot +ro crano ouennno ncem.
Xnrenn Bncxoca rpyxrcx or sapn o sapn. Kaxt ntnonnxer cno ypox: on ecrt y
ncex, axe y +ro enxxxn, xoropym txnon pemnn ncnontsonart n cnonx snoxosnenntx
nenxx. Hac n rax ocranoct nemnoro, n mt ne moxem nosnonnrt cee pocxomt orxasartcx or
nnmne napt paounx pyx.
B raxom cnyuae, name npenoone, nam nexoro npnnecrn n xeprny. Hpnercx ynonart
na uyo nor ecnn t ceronx x neuepy n Bncxoce noxnnncx eme onn uyxecrpanen... Ho axe
n +ro pncxonanno, no y nero nanepnxxa ecrt cemtx, xoropax yer ncxart ero no ncemy
cnery. B namem ropoe nce paoramr, rxxxnm rpyom otnax cee xne nacymnt ror
camt, uro npnnosnr n cnoem ]yprone ynounnx.
Bt npant, ornernn na +ro cnxmennnx. Ftrt moxer, co nuepamnero neuepa mt ncero
nnmt remnm cex nectrountmn nnnmsnxmn. V xaxoro n Bncxoce ecrt nnsxoe cymecrno,
xoropoe samernr ero ncuesnonenne n cxaxer: "Pyxn npout or nero!" Hnmt rpn uenonexa n
namem ropoe cnxr onn +ro x, crapyxa Fepra n centopnra Hpnm.
Bt uro xe npenaraere n xeprny cex?
uero ne cenaemt nx nara oruero xpax.
Hxrepo ocrantntx nsoxnynn c oneruennem nnesanno onn nonxnn, uro cyora
osapena connnem, uro nnxaxoro npecrynnennx ne yer. Fyer myuennuecrno. Kax no
nonmecrny, paspxnnact nanpxxennax armoc]epa, napnnmax n pnsnnne o ce mnnyrt, n
xosxxa rocrnnnnt ncntrana xenanne npnnacrt x cronam +roro cnxroro.
Ecrt enncrnennax rpynocrt, npoonxan nape. Bam nao yer nnymnrt ncem,
uro yncrno cnxmennocnyxnrenx +ro ne cmeprnt rpex.
Bt camn n oxcnnre +ro ropoxanam! nocxnnxnyn m+p, oxnnnnmncx npn mtcnn o
rom, xaxne pe]opmt nponeer on na nonyuennte entrn, xaxym pexnamnym xamnannm
pasnepner n raserax, xaxne nnnecrnnnn npnnneuer naroapx cnnxennm nanoron, xaxo yer
nanntn rypncron nocne roro, xax on naroycrponr orent n nponoxnr nont rene]onnt
xaent, xoropt nsannr nx or renepemnnx nponem co cnxstm.
Her, x +roro cenart ne mory, orneuan nape. Myuennxn ne npornnxrcx, xora napo
xouer nx ynrt. Ho camn cmeprn onn ne nmyr, no nepxont ncera nam ronopnna, uro xnsnt
ecrt Foxn ap. Camn oxcnnre.
Ham nnxro ne nonepnr. Pemar, uro mt nanxymax pasnonnnocrt ynn, uro
sarynnn uenonexa cnxro xnsnn, xax Hya Xpncra, nontcrnnmnct na entrn.
Hape noxan nneuamn. Cnona noxasanoct, yro connne cxptnoct sa ryuamn, n n pnsnnne
onxrt ycranonnnact nanpxxennax armoc]epa.
B +rom cnyuae ocraercx rontxo centopa Fepra, cxasan narn]ynncr.
Hocne onro nayst saronopnn cnxmennnx:
Ona, cyx no ncemy, ouent crpaaer or norepn myxa: yx cxontxo ner n nmym noroy
nentmn nxmn ecnentno cnnr y cnoero oma. Hnuero ne enaer rontxo rocxyer, n x ymam,
enxxxa menenno cxonr c yma: npoxox mnmo, x mnoro pas cntman, xax ona pasronapnnaer
cama c coo.
Cnona no xomnare nponecnoct xoporxoe ynonenne nerpa, n nmn ncnyrannct, noromy
uro oxna tnn saxptrt.
Xnsnt ee tna ouent neuantna, npoonxnna xosxxa rocrnnnnt. Honaram, ona
orana t nce na cnere, urot npxmo ceuac oxasartcx ram, re xer ee nmnmt cynpyr. Bam
nsnecrno, uro onn npoxnnn n paxe copox ner?
Bcem +ro tno nsnecrno, no nnxomy ne tno o +roro ena.
Xenmnna nectma n nectma nourennoro nospacra, moxno cxasart na cxnone ne...
oannn narn]ynncr. H norom, enncrnennax n namem ropoe, xro, n cymnocrn, nnuem
naxntm ne sanxr. Kax-ro pas x cnpocnn, nouemy ona ncera axe snmo cnnr y nepe? H
snaere, uro mne ornernna centopa Fepra? uro ona na crpaxe, urot ne nponycrnrt ror ent,
xora n ropoe noxnnrcx 3no.
Hy, cyx no ncemy, ona co cnoe oxsannocrtm ne cnpannnact.
Hanpornn, cxasan cnxmennnx. Hacxontxo x nonxn ns namnx cnon, ror, xro onycrnn
n Bncxoc sno, ror ero orcma n nsronnr.
Cnona nonncno monuanne, n nce nonxnn, uro xeprna naxonen-ro nspana.
Ocraercx nocnenee, npomonnnna xosxxa rocrnnnnt. Mt snaem, xora cocronrcx
xeprnonpnnomenne no nmx nponnerannx namero ropoa. 3naem, xro yer npnnecen n xeprny:
naroapx +ro nponeype npanenax yma nosnecercx x neecam n nmecro crpaann,
xoroptmn nonna ee xnsnt na +rom cnere, operer cuacrte. Ocraercx ysnart, xax mt +ro
cenaem.
Hao t noronxonart co ncemn myxunnamn Bncxoca, cxasan cnxmennnx. Hycrt n
enxrt uacon neuepa onn coepyrcx na ropocxo nnoman. Mne xaxercx, x snam "xax".
Hesaonro o nasnauennoro cpoxa ncrpernmcx sect xe, n pnsnnne, n noronopnm es
nocroponnnx.
Hpexe uem nce noxnnynn pnsnnny, on nonpocnn, urot xena m+pa n xosxxa
rocrnnnnt, noxya yer nrn copanne, ornpannnnct x Fepre n sanenn c ne ecey. Xorx
crapyxa nnxya ne ntxonr no neuepam, npeocropoxnocrt nnmne ne tnaer.
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B otunt uac Banrant npnmna n ap. On tn nycr.
Ceronx neuepom na ropocxo nnoman conpamr ncex myxunn Bncxoca, oxcnnna
xosxxa rocrnnnnt.
Fontme ona morna nnuero ne ronopnrt Banrant n rax nonxna, uro onxno nponsorn.
Tt nnena sonoro cnonmn rnasamn?
Bnena. Ho nt onxnt nonpocnrt, urot uyxecrpanen nepenec ero cma. Ouent
moxer trt, uro on, onnmnct cnoe nenn, pemnr ncuesnyrt ns ropoa.
On xe ne cymacmemn?
Cymacmemn.
Xosxxa rocrnnnnt couna, uro +ro yaunax mtcnt. Ona nonxnact n nomep
uyxecrpanna n cnycrx necxontxo mnnyr nepnynact:
Cornacnncx. Cxasan, uro sonoro cnpxrano n necy n uro sanrpa on npnnecer ero cma.
Tora x ceronx, nanepnoe, ne nyxna?
Her, nyxna. Tt oxsana ntnonnxrt ycnonnx cnoero xonrpaxra.
Xosxxa rocrnnnnt ne snana, xax coomnrt enymxe noponocrn nponcxonnmero n
pnsnnne pasronopa, no e naxno tno nnert peaxnnm Banrant.
npocro npnmnnena ncem +rnm, cxasana ona. Xort n nonnmam, uro ryr nao cemt
pas ormepnrt...
Hycrt ormepxmr ne cemt, a cemtcor pas nce panno nm ne xnarnr xpapocrn orpesart.
Moxer trt, ornernna xosxxa. Ho ecnn t nce xe pemnnnct, uro t rt cenana?
Ona xnno xorena snart, xax orsonercx na +ro Banrant, n ra nonxna, uro uyxecrpanen tn
ropaso nnxe x ncrnne, uem ona, crontxo ner npoxnnmax n Bncxoce. Copanne na nnoman!
Kax xant, uro nncennny cnecnn.
Tax uro t rt cenana? npoonxana ontrtnartcx xosxxa.
ne crany nam orneuart na +ror nonpoc, cxasana Banrant, xorx conepmenno rouno
snana, uro cenana t. Cxaxy nnmt, uro 3no nnxora ne npnneer sa coo opo. Ceronx
nem x yennact n +rom na cocrnennom ontre.
Xosxxa rocrnnnnt, nosmyrnnmnct n yme raxnm neynaxnrentntm x cee ornomennem,
naropasymno couna sa nyumee ne sarenart cnop, ne ccopnrtcx c Banrant +ro cynnno n
yymem ontmne nenpnxrnocrn. Ho rem npenorom, uro e nao nocunrart ceronxmnmm
ntpyuxy (npenor, xax ona roruac nonxna, tn conepmenno nenent, nocxontxy n rocrnnnne
naxonncx nnmt onn nocroxnen), ona yannnact, ocrannn Banrant ony n ape. yma ee
tna cnoxona centopnra Hpnm ne onapyxnna nnxaxoro crpemnennx nsynronartcx axe
nocne roro, xax xosxxa cxasana e o ceronxmnem copannn na nnoman, namexnyn rem
camtm, uro ena n Bncxoce noyr no-pyromy. uro x, +ro ennne roxe nyxnt entrn, n
nemante y nee ncx xnsnt nnepen, n nanepnxxa ona saxouer nocneonart npnmepy cnonx
cnepcrnnn n nopyr ercrna, xoropte anno noxnnynn Bncxoc.
Tax uro ecnn nomomn or Banrant xart ne npnxonrcx, ro n memart ona, no xpane
mepe, ne yer.
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Hocne cxynoro yxnna cnxmennnx n onnouecrne ycencx na cxamtm n nepxnn. On xan
m+pa, xoropt onxen tn npnrn uepes necxontxo mnnyr.
Cnxmennnx ornxtnan onynnnmnecx crent, anrapt, re ne tno nn onoro
mano-mantcxn npnnnunoro nponsneennx ncxyccrna n re nncenn emente penpoyxnnn c
nsopaxenn cnxrtx, n annne npemena onranmnx n semnnx xpaxx. Hapo n Bncxoce
nnxora ne ornnuancx pennrnosntm ntnom, necmorpx na ro, uro nmenno cnxromy Cannnnm
oxsan tn ropo cnonm nospoxennem. Ho nmn satnn o +rom, npenounrax ncnomnnart
Axana, xentron, rtcxuenernne xpecrtxncxne cyenepnx n npoe t ne cosnanax, uro nx
nsannennx ocrarouno ncero-nancero npnsnart Hncyca enncrnenntm Cnacnrenem
uenoneuecrna.
Hecxontxo uacon nasa cnxmennnx cam ntsnancx crart myuennxom. 3ro tn
pncxonannt xo, no on ne namepen tn orcrynart n orxastnartcx or cnoe xeprnt, ecnn t
rontxo nmn ne tnn cront nerxomtcnennt n ecnn t nmn nentsx tno mannnynnponart c
raxo nerxocrtm.
"3ro nenpana. Onn nerxomtcnennt, no mannnynnponart nmn nonce ne rax yx nerxo",
nospasnn on cam cee. Monuannem nnn ncxycntmn peuamn nmn sacrannnn ero nponsnecrn ro,
uro xorenn ycntmart: xeprnonpnnomenne ne yer nanpacntm, xeprna nocnyxnr cnacennm,
ynaox cmennrcx pacnnerom. On npnrnopnncx rora, uro cornacen, urot nmn ncnontsonann
ero, no n ro, uro ronopnn, nepnn cam.
Cnxmennocnyxenne tno ncrnnntm ero npnsnannem, n on pano ncrynnn na +ry cresm. B
nanart onn ro on tn yxe pyxononoxen n can n ncxope npocnannncx apom cnona n
ymennem ynpannxrt cnonm npnxoom. On monnncx nouamn nanponer, yxaxnnan sa ontntmn,
noceman apecranron, xopmnn ronontx ecrnonan n rounom coornercrnnn c rexcramn
Cnxmennoro Hncannx. H nocrenenno cran nsnecren no nce oxpyre, n paccxast o nem ocrnrnn
yme enncxona, uenonexa myporo n cnpanennnoro.
Bmecre c pyrnmn monotmn cnxmennnxamn ero npnrnacnnn x enncxony na yxnn. 3a
cronom ocyxann pasnte remt, a no xonen npecrapent, c rpyom nepennranmncx
enncxon nonxncx n cran oxonrt rocre, npenarax xaxomy ns nnx not. Bce orxasannct, n
rontxo on nonpocnn nanonnnrt craxan o xpaen.
Tora onn ns npnrnamenntx nponsnec rnxo, no rax, urot ero mor cntmart enncxon:
Mt nce orxasannct or not, courx cex neocrontmn npnnxrt ee ns pyx +roro cnxroro
uenonexa. Hnmt onn ns nac ne nonnmaer, na xaxym xeprny ner rnana name enapxnn, oxox
cron c +ro rxxeno yrtntm.
Bepnynmnct na mecro, enncxon nponsnec:
Bt, cunrammne cex npanennxamn, ne ynnsnnnct o roro, urot npnnxrt or menx ap,
n rem camtm nnmnnn menx ro orpat, xoropym npnnocnr apenne. Tontxo onn uenonex
nosnonnn opy npoxnnrtcx.
H roruac nnepnn ero nacrtpcxomy noneuennm camt naxnt npnxo.
Onn crann uacro nnertcx n ncxope nopyxnnnct. Bcxxn pas, xora mnoro nape
oonenann xaxne-nno comnennx, on npneran x nomomn enncxona, xoroporo nastnan cnonm
"yxonntm ornom", n, xax npannno, nonyuan ncuepntnammn orner. Hanpnmep, onaxt on
conepmenno pasynepnncx n rom, uro ero exnnx paymr Iocnoa, n sarocxonan. Paccxasan o
cnonx repsannxx enncxony n cnpocnn, uro emy enart, ycntman:
Anpaam npnnnman uyxecrpannen, n For tn ononen. Hnnx ne nmnn uyxecrpannen, n
For tn ononen. ann ropnncx rem, uro enaer, n For tn ononen. Mtrapt nepe anrapem
crtnncx roro, uro enaer, n For tn ononen. Hoann Kpecrnrent yannncx n nycrtnm, n For
tn ononen. Hanen ornpannncx no xpynntm ropoam Pnmcxo nmnepnn, n For tn ononen.
Ham ne ano yraart, uro ocrannr Iocnoy orpay. Hocryna rax, xax nennr ree cepne, n
On yer ononen.
Ha cneymmn ent enncxon cxoponocrnxno ymep or cepeunoro npncryna. Hape
pacnennn xonunny cnoero yxonnoro nacrannnxa xax nexoe snamenne n npnnxncx
neyxocnnrentno cneonart ero nocnenemy conery ro ecrt npncnymnnartcx x ronocy cnoero
cepna. Onnm npocxmnm on noanan mnnocrtnm, pyrnm coneronan nrn paorart. Hnora
npannn meccy ouent ropxecrnenno, nnora nen nmecre c npnxoxanamn. O noneennn ero
tno onoxeno nonomy enncxony, n nape tn ntsnan x nemy.
H xaxono xe tno ero ynnnenne, xora n xpecne rnant enapxnn ynnen on roro camoro
cnxmennnxa, xoropt mnoro ner nasa yxopnn ero no nonoy not.
snam, uro ntne rt nacroxrent nepxnn n xpynnom n naxnom npnxoe, cxasan ror,
rnxx na nape ne es nponnn. H uro na nporxxennn ncex +rnx ner rt tn nnsxnm pyrom
moero npemecrnennnxa. Bepoxrno, rt naexncx sanxrt +ror nocr.
Her. naexncx opecrn snanne.
B raxom cnyuae rt, onxno trt, npensomen nce npemypocrn. Ho o menx oxoxr
crpannte cnyxn ronopxr, yro nnora rt noaemt mnnocrtnm, a nnora orxastnaemt n
nomomn rem, xomy nama nepxont oxsana nomorart.
V menx na xapmana, n n xaxt nnoxnn x no sanncouxe, entrn xe epxy rontxo n
nenom.
Hont enncxon tn sannrpnronan +rnmn cnonamn n noxenan ysnart, uro xe coepxnrcx
n +rnx sanncouxax.
Ha ono x nanncan: " ncero nnmt ntnt n nenen" n nonoxnn ee n npant, nycro
xapman. Ha pyro: " npoxnnenne Fora na 3emne" n nonoxnn ee n nent xapman, re
epxy entrn. Kora x nnxy nnmery n necnpanennnocrt, onycxam pyxy n nent xapman n
nomoram. Kora nnxy nenocrt n npasnocrt, onycxam pyxy n npant n onapyxnnam, uro mne
neuero art. Taxnm nor cnocoom mne yaercx coxpannrt pannonecne mexy mnpom
marepnantntm n yxonntm.
Hont enncxon nonaroapnn cnxmennnxa sa raxo xpxn opas mnnocepnx n cxasan,
uro ror moxer nepnyrtcx n cno npnxo. Ouent cxopo on nonyunn npnxas ornpannrtcx n
Bncxoc.
On nemenenno nonxn cxptrt cmtcn +roro nepenoa: enncxonom nnrana sanncrt.
Onaxo cnxmennnx an oer cnyxnrt Fory, xya t ero nn nocnann, n, crepnen ynnxenne,
yexan n Bncxoc: npecroxno ocrono ornernrt n na +ror ntson.
Mnnyn ro, norom nropo. Ho ncreuennn nxrn ner oxasanoct, uro on, xax nn crapancx, ne
cmor ynennunrt uncno nepymmnx: na Bncxocom rxroreno nacnene npomnoro, xoropoe
onnnernopxn Axan. Hn orocnyxennx, nn npononen ne mornn cocrxsartcx c xonnmnmn ram
nerenamn n noneptxmn.
Hpomno ecxrt ner. H x xonny ecxroro roa on nonxn, n uem ero omnxa: ero xaxa
nosnannx ntponnact n ntcoxomepne. On o raxo crenenn tn ynepen n oxecrnenno
cnpanennnocrn, uro ne cymen ypannonecnrt ee ncxyccrnom nnnomarnn. On nonaran, uro
xnner n mnpe, re For npncyrcrnyer ncmy, a oxasancx n mnpe, xya nmn nnora Fora npocro
ne nnycxann.
Ho npomecrnnn nxrnanarn ner on nonxn, uro nonex ne ntepercx ns Bncxoca: ero
neopoxenarent-enncxon cran xapnnanom, sannman naxnt nocr n Barnxane, nmen
nennoxne manct na nancxn npecron n nnxora t ne onycrnn, urot nape ns
nponnnnnantnoro npnxoa cenan ocroxnnem rnacnocrn ncropnm o rom, uro saxononarnnn
ero n rnymt ns pennocrn n sanncrn.
K +romy npemenn cnxmennnx tn yxe orpannen nonnemnm orcyrcrnnem crnmynon a
n xro t na ero mecre mor crontxo ner conpornnnxrtcx napxmemy noxpyr espasnnunm? On
yman o rom, uro ecnn t nonpemx cnoxnn c cex can, ro oxasancx t ropaso nonesnee Fory,
no nocroxnno orxnatnan +ro pemenne, naexct, uro cnryannx nsmennrcx, a renept tno yxe
nosno on yrepxn ncxxne cnxsn c oxpyxammnm ero mnpom.
H nor uepes nanart ner onaxt noutm on npocnyncx, n oruaxnnn ocosnan, uro xnsnt
ero conepmenno eccmtcnenna. On snan, na cxont mnoroe cnocoen, n ropenan, uro rax mano
ocymecrnnn. On ncnomnnn o nyx sanncouxax, xoropte nocnn n xapmanax, n nonxn, uro renept
ncera cyer pyxy nnmt n npant xapman. On xoren trt myptm, no ne tn nonnrnxom. Xoren
trt cnpanennntm, no ne tn myptm. Xoren trt nonnrnxom n ne xnarano pemnmocrn.
"Iocnon, re xe rnoe nennxoymne? Houemy rt nocrynnn co mno xax c Honom?
Heyxenn ncuepnant nce nosmoxnocrn? a mne eme onn manc!"
B ry nout on nonxncx, nayra orxptn Fnnnm, xax nocrynan ncxxn pas, xora
rpeonanoct narn orner. Ha +ror pas nsrnx ero ynan na ry crpannn, re onnctnaercx, xax
Xpncroc na rano neuepe npocnr, urot npearent yxasan na Hero nmymnm Ero conaram.
Hape norpysnncx n pasymtx: nouemy xe Hncyc npocnr npearenx conepmnrt rpex?
"Horomy uro onxno ncnonnnrtcx npopouecrno", cxasann t orocnont. Ho +ro ne
oxcnxer, nouemy Hncyc noronxnyn uenonexa x conepmennm rpexa n opex na neunoe
npoxnxrte.
Hncyc nnxora t ne cenan +roro: n On cam, n npearent tnn ncero nnmt xeprnamn.
3no onxno npoxnnrtcx n ncnonnnrt cnom pont nx roro, urot opo n xonne xonnon
nocropxecrnonano. Ecnn t ne tno npearentcrna, ne tno t n pacnxrnx, ne ctnoct t
npenaueprannoe n xeprna nnxomy t ne nocnyxnna npnmepom.
Ha cneymmn ent noxnnncx n Bncxoce uyxecrpanen, xax uacro tnano. Hape ne
npnan +romy nnxaxoro snauennx n nnxax ne coornec +ro co cnoe monnrno n c npounranntm
orptnxom ns Enanrennx. Kora xe on ycntman paccxas o narypmnxax, c xoroptx Heonapo a
Bnnun nncan nepconaxe "Tano neuepn", on ncnomnnn, uro unran neuro noonoe n Fnnnn,
no n ror neuep noyman, uro +ro ncero nnmt connaenne.
H nnmt nocne roro, xax centopnra Hpnm coomnna o napn, saxnmuennom em c
uyxecrpannem, nonxn nape, uro monnrna ero ycntmana.
3no onxno npoxnnrtcx n conepmnrtcx, urot n nrore opo morno rponyrt cepna
semnero napoa. Bnepnte sa nce ro npemx, uro nponen cnxmennnx n Bncxoce, nepxont tna
nepenonnena. Bnepnte camte naxnte nepcont ropoa copannct n pnsnnne.
"3no onxno npoxnnrtcx n conepmnrtcx, urot nmn nonxnn nennocrt opa". Co
semnnmn nmtmn nponsoer ro xe, uro n c npearenem-anocronom, xoropt ncxope nocne
roro, xax cnepmnn cnoe exnne, nonxn, uro on cnepmnn, onn ycrtxrcx n pacxamrcx rax
cnntno, uro Hepxont craner nx nnx enncrnenntm npnexnmem, a Bncxoc naxonen-ro
npenparnrcx n ropo nepymmnx.
A on, semnn cnxmennnx, craner opynem 3na, on nostmer na cex +ry pont nosmoxno
nn nonnee n rnyxe noxasart Iocnoy cnoe cmnpenne?!
Hpnmen m+p, xax n tno ycnonneno.
Paccxaxnre mne, nape, uro x onxen enart.
cam nponey copanne, nposnyuano n orner.
M+p saxoneancx on tn n ropoe ntcme nnacrtm, n emy nonce ne xorenoct, urot
raxo naxno remt npnnmno n nynnuno xacancx nocroponnn. A nape, xort n nponen n
Bncxoce ontme nyx ecxrnnern, nce xe tn ne mecrntm, ne snan ncex semnnx neren n
nonepn, n n xnnax ero ne rexna xpont Axana.
nonaram, uro n cront ceptesntx ocroxrentcrnax oparnrtcx x napoy nanexnr
nce-raxn mne, cxasan on.
Hano, yt no-namemy. 3ro axe n x nyumemy, no, ecnn nter cxnepno, Hepxont
ocranercx n cropone. coomy nam cno nnan, a yx nt nostmere na cex rpy ero
onapoonart.
Bnpouem, no spenom pasmtmnennn x nonxn, uro ecnn yx nnan nam, ro yer uecrne
n cnpanennne, ecnn nt o nem n paccxaxere.
"Beunt crpax, noyman nape. Xouemt nounnnrt cee uenonexa sacrant ero
ncntrart crpax".
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Fes ecxrn enxrt xosxxa rocrnnnnt n xena m+pa noomnn x omy Feprt n, nox,
sacrann crapyxy sa nxsannem.
Htnue neuepom nam ropo na cex ne noxox, cxasana ona. cntmy ronor mnornx
nor, n ape nce +rn nmn ne nomecrnnnct t.
3ro namn myxunnt, ornernna xosxxa rocrnnnnt. Onn nyr na nnomat, urot
pemnrt, xax trt c uyxecrpannem.
Honxrno. A uro ryr pemart? Hno npnnxrt ero npenoxenne, nno nycrt uepes noe
cyrox eer nocnoxcn.
Ham n n ronony nnxora t ne npnmno npnnxrt ero npenoxenne, nosmyrnnact xena
m+pa.
B camom ene? A x cntmana, yro nam nape npouen ceronx sameuarentnym
npononet, ncnomnnn, xax xeprna onoro uenonexa cnacna nce uenoneuecrno n xax For, npnnxn
npenoxenne carant, noxapan camoro nepnoro ns cnonx paon. uro ypnoro, ecnn xnrenn
Bncxoca nocnpnmyr npenoxenne uyxecrpanna xax... ny, cxaxem, xax cenxy.
Bt, onxno trt, myrnre.
Her, x nnonne ceptesno. Bt, noxoxe, menx omantnaere.
Oe amt xorenn ncrart n yrn, no +ro tno t cnnmxom pncxonanno.
a, xcrarn, a uemy x oxsana uecrtm nnert nac y cex? Pantme raxoro, nomnnrcx, ne
tnano.
na nx nasa centopnra Hpnm cxasana, uro cntmana, xax noer npoxnxrt nonx.
Bcem nsnecrno, uro npoxnxrt nonx rnynax ntymxa namero xysnena, cxasana
xosxxa rocrnnnnt. Vnepena, on ornpannncx n nec c xaxo-nnyt xenmnno ns cocene
epennn, nauan ram ee omorartcx, nonyunn ornop n cnnen ncropnm npo ro, xax na nero nanan
nonx. Ho mt, rem ne menee, pemnnn nocmorpert, nce nn narononyuno nosne namero oma.
Bce n nonnemem nopxxe. nxxy can]erxy na cron, xort n ne nopyuyct, uro ycnem
sanepmnrt paory, moxer trt, x sanrpa ympy.
Hacrynnno nenonxoe monuanne.
Bt, nanepno, snaere, uro co crapnxamn raxoe nnora cnyuaercx: nostmyr a ympyr,
oannna ona.
Armoc]epa paspxnnact n crana raxo, xax npexe. Hnn nourn raxo.
Bam pano eme ymart o cmeprn.
Moxer, n pano, no xro snaer, uro xer nac sanrpa? Kcrarn, x namemy cneennm, nmenno
o +rom x ymana nect ceronxmnn ent.
nx +roro tnn xaxne-nnyt ocote npnunnt?
Bt naxonre, uro onxnt trt ocote npnunnt?
Xosxxa rocrnnnnt nouyncrnonana, uro neoxonmo cpouno cmennrt remy pasronopa, no
cenart +ro nao tno ocropoxno. K +romy npemenn copanne na ropocxo nnoman yxe
nauanoct, a nponnrtcx ono onxno tno ncero necxontxo mnnyr.
naxoxy, uro c nospacrom nce mt naunnaem ocosnanart nensexnocrt cmeprn. H nao
yunrtcx npnnnmart ee c xporxnm n myptm cmnpennem, no nopom ona nsannxer nac or
nenyxntx crpaann.
Bama npana, ornernna Fepra. Hmenno o +rom x n pasmtmnxna ceronx nent
ent. H snaere, x xaxomy ntnoy npnmna? ouent-ouent, ny npocro yxac xax omct cmeprn.
H ne nepm, uro nponn mo uac.
Cnona nonncno rxrocrnoe monuanne, n xena m+pa ncnomnnna anemnn pasronop n
pnsnnne o yuacrxe semnn, npnmtxammem x nepxnn, ronopnnn-ro onn o onom, a n nny
nmenn pyroe.
Hn ona, nn ee cnyrnnna ne snann, uro rnopnrcx na nnoman: nnxro ne mor yraart, xaxo
nnan npenoxnr xnrenxm cnxmennnx n xaxona yer peaxnnx ropoxan. Feccmtcnenno tno
sanonrt c Fepro pasronop nanpxmym nnxro npocro rax, sa sopono xnnemt, ne cornacnrcx
ymepert. Mtcnenno ona nocrannna cee saauy: ecnn n nnpxmt onn xorxr ynrt crapyxy, nao
npnymart cnoco cenart +ro rax, urot oornct es nacnnnx n ne ocrannrt cneon optt
net yer cnecrnne.
Hcuesnonenne. Fepra onxna npocro ncuesnyrt; ee reno nentsx ornecrn na xnanme nnn
pocnrt n necy; nocne roro, xax uyxecrpanen yocronepnrcx n rom, uro ero xenanne
ntnonneno, nao yer cxeut rpyn, a nenen pasnexrt n ropax. H n yxnantnom, n n nepenocnom
cmtcne nmenno Fepra yer rem uenonexom, xoropt yopnr coo semnmm semnm n cnona
cenaer ee nnoopono.
O uem nt rax saymannct? npepnana ee pasmtmnennx crapyxa.
O xocrpe, orneuana xena m+pa. O npexpacnom xocrpe, xoropt corpeer nam n reno,
n ymy.
Kax xopomo, uro mt xnnem ne n cpenenexonte: nt net snaere, uro xoe-xro n namem
ropoe cunraer menx netmo?
Hrart tno nentsx, net crapyxa sanoospnna t neopoe, n oe xenmnnt monua
xnnnynn.
A xnnn mt c namn n ry nopy, onn t saxorenn cxeut menx na xocrpe a-a, cxeut
saxnno, n rontxo noromy, uro xro-ro pemnn t, yro x n uem-ro nnnonara.
"uro nponcxonr? noymana xosxxa rocrnnnnt. Heyxenn nac xro-ro ntan?
Heyxenn xena m+pa, xoropax ceuac cronr pxom co mno, ycnena notnart sect n nce
paccxasart crapyxe? Heyxenn nape pacxaxncx n cnoem samtcne n npnmen cma ncnoneartcx
nepe rpemnnne?"
Fnaroapm, uro nanecrnnn menx, no x npexpacno cex uyncrnym n rorona nrn na
nmte xeprnt, nxnmuax +rn ypanxne nert nx cnnxennx yponnx xonecrepnna, no xenam
xnrt onro.
Fepra nonxnact n orxptna nept. Hocernrentnnnt crann npomartcx. Copanne na
nnoman eme ne xonunnoct.
n nnpany paa tna nac nonnart, a renept nor rontxo oxonuy +ror px n nxry
cnart. , no npane ronopx, nepm n npoxnxroro nonxa, a noromy xouy nac nonpocnrt: nt oe
xenmnnt monote, moxer, noyere re-nnyt nonnsocrn, noxa ne xonunrcx name
copanne, rora yx x yy ynepena, uro nonx ne nooer x monm nepxm.
Xosxxa rocrnnnnt n xena m+pa cornacnnnct, noxenann Fepre opo noun, n ra nomna
n om.
Ona nce snaer! nnonronoca cxasana xosxxa. Kro-ro ee npeynpenn! Pasne rt ne
samernna nacmemxn n ee cnonax? Pasne ne nonxna ona oraanact, uro mt npnmnn ee
xapaynnrt?
Xena m+pa cnerxa cmyrnnact.
Ona ne moxer snart. He naercx raxoro esymna, xoropt pemnncx t... A uro, ecnn
ona...
uro?
Ecnn ona n n camom ene netma. Homnnmt, xax yn nerep no npemx namero
pasronopa?
A oxna mexy rem tnn saxptrt.
Cepna y oenx cxannct ann cex snart cronernx cyenepn. Ecnn Fepra
ecrnnrentno netma, cmeprt ee, nmecro roro urot cnacrn ropo, norynr ero oxonuarentno.
Tax rnacnnn nerent.
Fepra noracnna cner n n menouxy crannn nornxena na nyx xenmnn, croxnmnx na ynnne.
Ona ne snana, uro enart nnaxart, cmexrtcx nnn noxopno npnnxrt cnom cyty. Hnmt n
onom ne tno y nee nn manemnx comnenn nmenno ona tna npenasnauena n xeprny.
Myx xnnncx e no nropo nononnne nx n, x ee ynnnennm, ne onn, a n conponoxennn
aymxn centopnrt Hpnm. Hepntm uyncrnom, xoropoe ncntrana Fepra, tna pennocrt
oruero +ro onn nmecre? Ho sarem ona ynnena, xaxne rpenoxnte n oecnoxoennte y nnx rnasa,
a yx xora rocrn paccxasann e, o uem mna peut n pnsnnne, npocro nnana n oruaxnne.
Onn npocnnn ee nemenx exart.
a nt myrnre, nanepno, orneuana nm Fepra. "Fexart". Kya mne c monmn ontntmn
noramn nycxartcx n era x o nepxnn-ro, uro n cra marax or oma, ene-ene mory oxontnxrt.
Her yx, nt, noxanycra, pemnre +ro eno ram, nanepxy. 3amnrnre menx! apom, uro nn, x ncm
xnsnt monnnact ncem cnxrtm?!
Iocrn oxcnnnn, uro nonoxenne onee ceptesnoe, uem npecrannxercx Fepre: comnnct n
npornnoopcrne opo n 3no, n nnxro ne moxer nmemnnartcx. Anrent n emont nauann ony
ns rex nrn, xoropte sarenannct npemx or npemenn n na cxontxo-ro ner nnn cronern rynnn
nnn cnacann nente xpax.
Menx +ro ne xacaercx; samnmartcx mne neuem; x nrne x ne nmem ornomennx n ne
npocnna ee naunnart.
a n nnxro ne npocnn. Bce nauanoct c roro, uro na roa nasa nexn anren-xpannrent
onycrnn omnxy n pacuerax. Hponsomno noxnmenne ne xenmnnt tnn yxe opeuent, no
rpexnernxx enouxa onxna tna cnacrnct. Ona, xax ronopnnn, onxna tna crart yremennem
nx cnoero orna, nomout emy ne yrparnrt naexy n cymert nepexnrt crpamnoe necuacrte,
xoropoe na nero cnannnoct.
uenonex on tn xopomn n, xort n npnmnoct emy ncntrart ropuamne crpaannx (a sa
uro nensnecrno, nocxontxy +ro nxonr n xomnerennnm camoro Iocnoa Fora, nnant xoroporo
ncronxonart nnxomy ne yananoct), onxen tn onpannrtcx or yapa n saneunrt ymennte
pant. Hpenonaranoct, uro enouxa, nancera ormeuennax +ro crnrmo, yer pacrn n,
ocrnrnyn nanarn ner, cocrnenntm crpaannem ncnennr uyxym ont. Hpenonaranoct
raxxe, uro ona cenaer neuro raxoe naxnoe n snaunrentnoe, uro +ro orpasnrcx na nce nnanere.
a, raxon tn nepnonauantnt nnan. H nce mno npexpacno nonnnnx nopnanact n
xnaprnpy, re epxann sanoxnnn, nonxnact crpenta, nmn, xoroptm npenasnaueno tno
nornnyrt, crann naart. B +ror momenr anren-xpannrent enouxn Fepra, nanepno, snaer, uro
rpexnernne ern nocroxnno nnxr cnonx anrenon n pasronapnnamr c nnmn, noan e snax,
noxastnax, uro nao orcrynnrt x crene. Ho enouxa ne nonxna n noomna nonnxe, urot
ycntmart, uro on ronopnr.
Ona nepennnynact ncero canrnmerpon na rpnnart, no +roro tno ocrarouno nx roro,
urot poxono ntcrpen cpasnn ee. H c +roro mrnonennx cotrnx nomnn no pyromy pycny: ro,
uemy npenasnaueno tno crart ncropne nospoxennx ymn, npenparnnoct n ecnomanym
opty. Btmen na cneny txnon, rpeyx cee ymy orna ynro enouxn ymy,
nepenonnennym nenanncrtm, eccnnnem n xaxo mecrn. Anrent ne cornamannct orart ee
on, xorx sannmancx, n omem-ro, enom npeocynrentntm, uenonex tn xopomn, n nspan
tn nx roro, urot nomout cnoe ouepn mnoroe nepemennrt n mnpe.
Onaxo on c ro nopt ocranancx rnyx x onoam anrenon, txnon xe nocrenenno
sannaenan ero ymo, noxa ne nounnnn ee cee nourn nonnocrtm.
Hourn nonnocrtm, nonropnna Fepra. Bt cxasann "nourn"?
Iocrn nornepnnn "nourn": ocranancx eme nepasnnunmt cner, no onn ns anrenon
npexparnrt opty ne noxenan. Ho ero n cntmno-ro ne tno nnnort o nuepamnero neuepa,
xora emy yanoct nenaonro noart ronoc. A opynem cnonm nspan on xax pas centopnry
Hpnm.
Faymxa Banrant oxcnnna, uro nmenno +ro ocroxrentcrno n sacrannno ee npnrn
cma ecnn ecrt na cnere xro-nnyt, cnocont nepenomnrt cnryannm, ro +ro xax pas ee
nnyuxa. Ho opta nce panno npecronr xax nnxora xecroxax, nocxontxy anren uyxecrpanna
concem saannen npncyrcrnnem ero emona.
Fepra nontranact ycnoxonrt cnonx nnsnrepon: n xonne xonnon, nx oonx net yxe ner na
cnere, rax uro nonnonartcx n rpenoxnrtcx npncrano e. A cymemr onn nomout Banrant nce
nsmennrt?
emon Banrant roxe noxa ntnrptnaer nrny, orneuann onn. Kora enymxa tna n
necy, aymxa ornpannna x ne npoxnxroro nonxa ara, snaunr, on nce-raxn cymecrnyer, n
xysnen ronopnn npany. Hao tno npoynrt n uyxecrpanne opte uyncrna, n +ro yanoct.
Ho antme, nacxontxo moxno cynrt, eno ne nponnnynoct: cnnmxom yx cnntnte xapaxrept
oxasannct n y Banrant, n y uyxecrpanna. Ocraercx nnmt naexrtcx, uro enymxa ynnnr ro,
uro, no nx mnennm, ona onxna ynnert. Bepne cxasart onn snamr, uro ona +ro ynnena, n
xorxr renept, urot ona ocosnana ynnennoe.
uro xe ona onxna ocosnart? cnpocnna Fepra.
3roro onn cxasart ne moryr omenne c xnntmn nmeer rpannnt, xoe-xro ns emonon
npncnymnnaercx x romy, uro onn ronopxr, n, sapanee nposnan npo nx samtcen, moxer nce
ncnoprnrt. Onaxo onn pyuamrcx, uro +ro ouent npocro, n Banrant ecnn npoxnnr
coopasnrentnocrt, n uem ee aymxa ne comnenaercx, cmoxer ntnpannrt nonoxenne.
Fepra, xort n ooxana cexpert, ontrtnartcx ne crana, yonnernopxct n raxnm ornerom:
ntcnpamnnart noponocrn, xoropte mornn t cronrt e xnsnn, tno ne n ee xapaxrepe. H
nce xe ona nonepnynact x myxy, no ony nemt nce-raxn cneonano npoxcnnrt:
Tt nenen mne cnert na cryne nepe omom n ro sa room xapaynnrt ropo, no n nero
moxer norn 3no. Tt cxasan mne +ro saonro o roro, xax anren-xpannrent an maxy n enouxa
nornna.
Myx ornernn, uro 3no rax nnn nnaue npoer uepes Bncxoc, no xonr no semne n nmnr
sacranart nme npacnnox.
He ynepena.
On roxe n +rom ne ynepen, onaxo +ro rax. Ftrt moxer, noennox opa n 3na
nponcxonr xaxym cexyny n cepne xaxoro uenonexa, no cepne n ecrt none nrnt, re
cpaxamrcx anrent n emont. Ha nporxxennn mnornx rtcxuenern tmrcx onn sa xaxym
nxt, n rax yer npoonxartcx o rex nop, noxa onn ns npornnnnxon ne ynnuroxnr pyroro.
Bnpouem, xort on n npetnaer renept n yxonno c]epe, ram ocraercx eme ouent mnoro
neneomoro ropaso ontme, uem na 3emne.
Hy, renept rt menx onee nnn menee yenn. He rpenoxtrect ecnn mne npnercx
ymepert, snaunr, npnmen mo uac.
Fepra ne cxasana, uro nemnoro pennyer n xorena t nnont oxasartcx pxom c myxem;
aymxa Banrant ncera cunranact n Bncxoce ono ns rex, xro cnoero (a n uyxoro) ne
ynycrnr.
Iocrn yannnnct, cocnanmnct na ro, uro nm neoxonmo sacrannrt Banrant xax cneyer
ocosnart nnennoe. Fepra nospennonana eme nyme, no ncxope ycnoxonnact, xort n noymana,
uro myx ntraercx nemnoro orcpounrt ee yxo, urot es nomex nacnaxartcx omecrnom
aymxn Banrant.
Kro snaer, moxer trt, sanrpa n oxonunrcx +ra ero nesanncnmocrt. Fepra nopasmtcnnna
n npnmna x pyromy ntnoy: enxra sacnyxnn necxontxo ner ortxa, uro e xanxo, uro nn?
Hycrt cunraer, uro nonen, xax nrnna, n moxer enart nce, uro emy xouercx: ona-ro net nce
panno snaer, uro on rocxyer n pasnyxe c nem.
3amernn croxnmnx y oma xenmnn, crapyxa noymana, uro concem nennoxo tno t eme
manocrt noxnrt n +ro onnne, pasrnxtnax ropt, npncyrcrnyx npn neuntx pacnpxx myxunn n
xenmnn, epenten n nerpa, anrenon n emonon. E crano crpamno, n ona nontranact
cocpeorounrtcx na pyrom nao t sanrpa nsxrt xnyox mepcrn pyroro nnera, no
can]erxa, xoropym ona nxsana, nonyuanact ontno yx monoronno.
Copanne na ropocxo nnoman eme npoonxanoct, a Fepra yxe cnana, npetnax n
nonno ynepennocrn, uro centopnra Hpnm, xort n ne onaaer apom pasronapnnart c renxmn
yconmnx, nomer nce, uro re xorenn e cxasart.
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B nepxnn, na cnxmenno reppnropnn xpama, x ronopnn o neoxonmocrn xeprnt,
cxasan cnxmennnx. 3ect, na mnpcxo reppnropnn, x npomy nac npnroronnrtcx x noxnnennm
myuennxa.
Manentxax nnomat, cxyno ocnemennax onnm-enncrnenntm ]onapem (xorx m+p no
npemx nsnparentno xamnannn oeman ycranonnrt eme necxontxo mryx), tna sanonnena
napoom. Honyconnte xpecrtxne n nacryxn onn npnntxnn noxnrtcx n ncranart c sape
xpannnn nournrentnoe n oxsnnnoe monuanne. Hape nocrannn pxom c xpecrom cryn n
nsopancx na nero, urot ero nnenn nce.
Ha nporxxennn necxontxnx cronern Hepxont onnnxnn n rom, uro ona nena
nenpanente nont, xorx na camom ene mt ncero nnmt crpemnnnct samnrnrtcx or
pasnoopasntx yrpos n ntxnrt.
Hape, xpnxnyn xro-ro. Mt npnmnn cma ne sa rem, urot cnymart npo Hepxont.
Mt xornm snart, uro yer c Bncxocom.
Her naonocrn oxcnxrt, uro nam ropo pncxyer nor-nor ncuesnyrt c xaprt,
npnxnarnn c coo nac, namn semnn n namn craa. n ne conpamct ronopnrt o Hepxnn, no
ono nce xe oxsan cxasart: npnrn x cnacennm mt moxem nnmt uepes pacxaxnne n xeprnt. H
x, noxa menx ne npepnann, ronopnn o xeprne, xoropym npnnecer xro-ro, o pacxaxnnn, xoropoe
neoxonmo ncem, n o cnacennn ropoa.
3anrpa nce +ro oxaxercx pexne, pasancx eme ue-ro ronoc.
3anrpa uyxecrpanen noxaxer nam sonoro, cxasan m+p, payxct, uro moxer coomnrt
cneennx, xoroptmn ne pacnonaraer axe cnxmennnx. Centopnra Hpnm ne xenaer necrn
ornercrnennocrt n onnouxy, n xosxxa rocrnnnnt yenna uyxecrpanna npnnecrn sonoro
cma. Fes +ro rapanrnn mt nanen o nanen ne yapnm.
M+p nsxn cnono n npnnxncx pacnnctnart nonmente nsmenennx, oxnammne ropo,
naroycrpocrno, npeopasonannx, ercxn napx, coxpamenne nanoron, pacnpeenenne
nexanno-neraanno npnnannnmero orarcrna.
Bcem noponny, ntxpnxnyn xro-ro.
Hacrano npemx nponsnecrn rnannoe, uero m+py enart ouent ne xorenoct, onaxo nce
nsopt oparnnnct x nemy, n nmn na nnoman, xasanoct, ounynnct or cnxuxn.
Bcem noponny, nornepnn cnxmennnx, onepenn m+pa. On nonnman, uro ntopa ner:
nno nce necyr onnaxonym ornercrnennocrt sa coexnnoe n nonyuamr onnaxonoe
nosnarpaxenne, nno ouent cxopo xro-nnyt onecer o npecrynnennn, oypenaemt
uyncrnamn sanncrn n mecrn. Cnxmennnx npenocxono snan cmtcn +rnx cnon.
Kro xe onxen ymepert?
M+p cran oxcnxrt, nouemy no cnpanennnocrn ntop onxen tn nacrt na Fepry
xenmnna npexnonnoro nospacra, ouent ropmer no myxy, pyse y nee ner, n noome ona ena
nn ne ntxnna ns yma, noromy uro c yrpa o cymepex cnnr nepe omom; nnxax n nnuem ne
cnocnemecrnyer nponnerannm Bncxoca. Bmecro roro urot xynnrt semnn nnn onen, nonoxnna
cnon entrn n anx no nponenrt: nontsa or nee rontxo ropronnam, xoropte, xax n
ynounnx, pas n neenm noxnnxxct n ropoe, npoamr cnon ronapt.
B ronne ne pasanoct nn onoro nporecrymmero nosrnaca. M+p ocrancx ononen +rnm,
cunrax, uro rem camtm nornepxaercx ero anropnrer. Cnxmennnx, onaxo, snan, uro n
sanncnmocrn or ocroxrentcrn monuanne moxno rpaxronart xax yrono, no ne ncera ono ecrt
snax cornacnx; nopo ono cnnerentcrnyer nnmt o rom, uro nmn ne cnocont tcrpo
coopaxart n npnnnmart pemennx nemenenno. Tax uro ecnn xro-nnyt n ronne yer ne
cornacen, on ouent cxopo nauner repsartcx yrptsennxmn conecrn sauem, ecxart, x
npomonuan, net tn npornn? n nocnecrnnx moryr trt camtmn neuantntmn.
Hyxno, urot nce tnn ennoymnt, cxasan cnxmennnx. Hyxno, urot nce
cxasann, npnnnmamr onn +ro pemenne nnn ner, ncnyx nycrt Iocnot ycntmnr, nycrt On
snaer, uro n ero nonncrne ornaxnte nmn. Tex, xro ne nepnr n Fora, x npomy ntcxasartcx
"sa" nnn "npornn" orxptro n npnnmno, urot nce rouno snann, xro uro ymaer.
M+py ne nonpannnoct, xax ntpasnncx cnxmennnx: on cxasan "nyxno", a nyume n
npannntne tno t "nam nyxno" nnn "m+py nyxno". Kora nce +ro ocranercx nosan, on
noccranonnr cno anropnrer, npenpnnxn neoxonmte nx +roro marn. Ho ceuac on, xax
ontrnt nonnrnx, npeocrannn nape nosmoxnocrt ecrnonart n npoxnnrt cex.
Hrax, xro cornacen?
Hepnoe "x" nponsnec xysnen. 3a nnm, urot ncem noxasart cnom neycrpamnmocrt,
rpomxo nonropnn +ro cnono m+p. Onn sa pyrnm nmn na nnoman rpomxo ronopnnn, uro
cornacnt, n rax npoonxanoct o rex nop, noxa ne ntcxasannct nce. Onn cornamannct,
noromy uro xorenn, urot copanne nocxopee oxonunnoct n moxno tno nepnyrtcx omo;
pyrne noromy uro ymann o sonore n o rom, uro, nnesanno pasoraren, nemenenno noxnnyr
Bncxoc; rpertn noromy uro npecrannxnn, xax nomnmr ener erxm, xnnymnm n ontmnx
ropoax, uro re ne crtnnnct nepe pystxmn. H nnxro, n cymnocrn, ns copanmnxcx ne
nepnn, uro Bncxoc operer tnym cnany, n nce xenann orarcrna, xoroporo ncera, no nx
mnennm, sacnyxnnann, no xoroptm nnxora ne onaann.
H nnxro ne cxasan: " npornn!"
B namem ropoe 108 xenmnn n 173 myxunnt, npoonxan cnxmennnx. B xaxom
ome nmeercx ono, no xpane mepe, pyxte, nocxontxy mecrnax rpannnx npennctnaer
urnrt ncxyccrno oxort. Hycrt sanrpa yrpom xaxt npnnecer n pnsnnn pyxte c onnm
sapxom. Hamero m+pa, y xoroporo necxontxo pyxe, x npomy saxnarnrt ono n nx menx.
Hnxora mt ne cornacnmcx xomy-ro ram orart namn pyxtx, saxpnuan ns ronnt onn
erept. Pyxte +ro cnxrtnx, pyxte mryxa npnxornnnax n uyxnx pyx ne repnnr.
are mne saxonunrt. nam oxcnm, xax nponsnonrcx paccrpen. Btenxmr nx +roro
nonynsno cemeptx conar, xoropte n onxnt npnnecrn n ncnonnenne cmeprnt npnronop.
Cemeptm conaram amr cemt pyxe; ns nnx mecrt sapxxent oentmn narponamn, a ono
xonocrtm. Onnaxono nocnnamenxercx nopox, onnaxono snyunr ntcrpen, no n xonocrom
narpone ner cnnnnono nynn, xoropax onxna ntnerert ns yna n nopasnrt ocyxennoro.
Conart ne snamr, xro ns nnx crpenxer xonocrtmn. Kaxt cunraer, uro nmenno on, n
noromy ornercrnennocrt sa cmeprt +roro uenonexa nosnaraer na cnonx ronapnme, xoropte
nnxora npexe ne nnenn xasnnmoro, no oxsant no onry cnyxt crpenxrt n nero.
Hnxro ne cunraer cex nnnonartm, nponsnec monuanmn o ce nopt narn]ynncr.
Bor nmenno. H sanrpa x nocrynnm rax xe: ns 87 narponon cnnnen nsnnexy, a n
ocrantntx ocrannm. Bce ntcrpenxr sannom, no nnxro ne yer snart, ecrt n ero pyxte
nacroxmn sapx nnn ner. H raxnm opasom xaxt ns nac cmoxer cunrart, uro ne nnnonar.
Hmn na nnoman yxe nopxxom ycrann, n noromy cnona cnxmennnxa tnn ncrpeuent
omnm nsoxom oneruennx. Bce ncrpenenynnct n npnoopnnnct, cnonno nce npecroxmee
norepxno cno rparnuecxn cmtcn, npenparnnmnct n esonnoe xnaoncxarentcrno. Kaxt
ns myxunn Bncxoca tn ynepen, uro yx emy-ro nenpemenno ocranercx pyxte c xonocrtm
sapxom n on ne yer nonnnen n cmeproyncrne, a ncero nnmt npnmxner x ronapnmam,
saxorenmnm ntrxnyrt pono ropo ns rpxcnnt. Bce oxnnnnnct naxonen-ro n Bncxoce
pasnepnyrcx nonte n snaunrentnte cotrnx.
Moxere trt ynepent, uro yx moe-ro pyxte yer sapxxeno no-nacroxmemy. Or
camoro cex x npxrartcx ne mory. A or cnoe onn sonora x orxastnamct, na ro ecrt npnunnt,
cxasan cnxmennnx.
H cnona m+py ne nonpannnnct nn camn +rn cnona, nn ro, xax onn tnn nponsnecent.
Hape an nonxrt xnrenxm Bncxoca, uro on uenonex myxecrnennt n naropont, npnrom
cnocont na camonoxeprnonanne n npnpoxennt nnep. Ecnn t na nnoman tna xena,
ona nanepnxxa t cxasana, uro cnxmennnx mernr n m+pt n na cneymmnx ntopax ntcrannr
cnom xannarypy.
"Hnuero-nnuero, nooxem o noneentnnxa", noyman on. B noneentnnx on
conpancx nsart exper, xoropt nanoxnr na nepxont raxo nanor, uro cnxmennnx
npnnyxen yer noxnnyrt ropo. Hoenom emy, pas on enncrnennt, xro ne xouer
pasorarert.
H xoro xe mt... cnpocnn xysnen.
npnney xeprny, orneuan cnxmennnx. cam samyct +rnm. Ho co mno onxnt
norn eme rpoe.
Oxornnxon ne naxonnoct, n rora on cam ntpan rponx xpenxnx myxunn. Hnmt onn ns
nnx nauan tno ornexnnartcx, no ocrantnte noxocnnnct na nero, n on ryr xe cornacnncx.
A re xe mt conepmnm xeprnonpnnomenne? ocneomnncx narn]ynncr, opamaxct x
cnxmennnxy.
M+p nouyncrnonan, uro crpemnrentno repxer cno anropnrer n nao nemenenno
noccranonnrt ero.
3ect x pemam, cxasan on, c nenanncrtm rnxx na narn]ynncra. Hentsx oarpxrt
xpontm semnm Bncxoca. Kasnt nponsoer sanrpa, n +ro xe npemx, y xentrcxoro mononnra.
3axnarnre c coo ]onapn, namnt, ]axent, urot nnno tno, n xaxym cropony nanpannrt
pyxtx.
Cnxmennnx cnes co cryna, noxastnax, uro copanne oxonueno. Xenmnnt cnona
ycntmann ronor mnornx nor no mocrono myxunnt nosnpamannct no omam, uro-ro nnnn,
rnxenn n oxno nnn n nsnemoxennn cpasy nannnnct na xponart. M+p ncrpernncx co cnoe
cynpyro, n ra paccxasana emy, uero nacnymanact y Feprt n xaxoro crpaxy narepnenact.
Ocynn nmecre c xosxxo rocrnnnnt xaxoe nponsnecennoe crapyxo cnono, oe amt
npnmnn x ntnoy, uro nce xe ona nn o uem ne noospenaer, a ymart nnaue sacrannno nx
nonauany ncntrtnaemoe nmn uyncrno nnnt. "Bce +ro nsop, npoe poccxasne o npoxnxrom
nonxe", oannna xena m+pa.
Cnxmennnx xe nepnyncx n nepxont n monnncx ram o yrpa.
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Banrant nnna xo]e n ena xne, xynnennt naxanyne, no nocxpecentxm ynounnx ne
npnesxan. B oxno e tno nnno, xax xnrenn Bncxoca ntxoxr ns cnonx omon c
oxornnutnmn pyxtxmn. Ona npnroronnnact x cmeprn, nocxontxy nocroxnno ymana o rom, uro
ntop moxer nacrt na nee, no n nept x ne rax n ne nocryuann nmn marann mnmo,
saxonnn n pnsnnny n noxnann ee c nycrtmn pyxamn.
Ona cnycrnnact nnns, npnmna n ap, n xosxxa rocrnnnnt paccxasana e oo ncem, uro
cnyunnoct mnnynmnm neuepom, n npo ro, xax tna nspana xeprna, n o rom, uro npnyman
cnxmennnx. Ionopnna ona eso ncxxo npaxenocrn, n cotrnx, cyx no ncemy, xnno
nonepnynnct n nontsy Banrant.
Bor uro x ree cxaxy: xora-nnyt Bncxoc n nonno mepe nomer, uro rt cenana nx
ero xnrene.
Onaxo uyxecrpanen onxen noxasart sonoro, cxasana enymxa.
Hy pasymeercx. On rontxo uro ntmen ns rocrnnnnt c nycrtm pmxsaxom.
Banrant pemnna ne xonrt n nec, noromy uro opora rya mna mnmo oma Feprt, a e
tno conecrno cmorpert crapyxe n rnasa. Ona nepnynact omo n cnona npnnomnnna cno con.
Haxanyne nem crpannt npncnnncx e con yro anren npyuaer e onnnanart
cnnrxon sonora n npocnr nsxrt nx cee.
Ona orneuaer anreny nx +roro nao xoro-nnyt ynrt. A on ronopnr ner, concem
axe naoopor, cnnrxn +rn oxastnamr, uro sonora ne cymecrnyer.
Bor ns-sa +roro cna ona n nonpocnna xosxxy rocrnnnnt noronopnrt c uyxecrpannem y
nee ponncx nnan. Ho nocxontxy nce nrnt ee xnsnn oxastnannct nponrpanntmn, ona cnntno
comnenanact, uro cmoxer ocymecrnnrt ero.
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Fepra cmorpena, xax connne canrcx sa nepxymxamn rop, xora npyr samernna, uro x ee
omy npnnnxamrcx cnxmennnx n eme rpoe myxunn. Ona oneuannnact no rpem npnunnam
no-nepntx, crano xcno, uro uac ee nponn; no-nroptx, orroro, uro myx rax n ne noxnnncx,
urot yremnrt ee (moxer, oxncx npecroxmero, moxer, crtnncx cocrnennoro cnoero
eccnnnx); n, naxonen, orroro, uro cxonnennte em entrn ocranyrcx axnnonepam anxa, n
xoropom xpannnnct, no ona yxe ne nocnenana sapart nx orrya n ycrponrt ns nnx xocrep.A
opaonanact ona romy, uro naxonen-ro ncrpernr myxa, xoropt n +ry mnnyry nporynnnaercx,
nanepnoe, c aymxo centopnrt Hpnm. H eme romy, uro nocnenn ent ee xnsnn ntancx
xonontm, no xcntm n conneuntm: ne xaxomy yaercx ynecrn c coo n mornny raxoe
cnannoe nocnomnnanne.
Cnxmennnx snaxom nenen cnonm cnyrnnxam nooxart n croponxe, a cam npnnnsnncx x
crapyxe.
opt neuep. Bnnre, xax nennx Iocnot, ecnn cornopnn raxym xpacory, cxasana
ona, a npo cex oannna: "Bt yneere menx, no sect x ocrannm ncm nnny mnpa".
Bt ne npecrannxere cee, xax npexpacen pa, ornernn cnxmennnx, onaxo Fepra
nonxna, uro nymennax em crpena nonana n nent n cnxmennnx renept nso ncex cnn crapaercx
coxpannrt xnanoxponne.
Bama npana, ne npecrannxm. Fonee roro, noome ne ynepena, uro pa cymecrnyer, a
nt-ro tnann ram?
Hoxa ne ononnoct. 3aro x tnan n ay n snam, xax on yxacen, xort co cropont
xaxercx ouent npnnnexarentntm.
Fepra nonxna, uro on nmeer n nny Bncxoc.
Omnaerect, nape. Bt tnn n pam, rontxo ne nonxnn +roro. Bnpouem, rax nponcxonr
c ontmnncrnom nme onn axe n camtx naroarntx mecrax nmyr crpaann, noromy uro
noopaxamr, yro ne sacnyxnnamr cuacrtx.
Caercx mne, uro rot, nponeennte sect, ymypnnn nac.
Mnoro ner xo mne nnxro ne npnxonn noronopnrt, a ceuac nor, xax nn crpanno, nce
npyr ncnomnnnn o moem cymecrnonannn. Hpecrantre cee, nape, nuepa neuepom uecrt cnonm
nocemennem mne oxasann xosxxa rocrnnnnt n cynpyra namero m+pa, ceronx menx nanecrnn
nam nacrtpt. Kax +ro nonnmart? Bnopy sanaxnnuart.
V nac ecrt nx +roro nce ocnonannx, orneuan cnxmennnx. Baxnee nac ner n Bncxoce
uenonexa.
uro, nacnecrno nonyunna?
ecxrt cnnrxon sonora. Mnorne noxonennx namnx semnxxon yyr nam naroapnt.
Bnonne nosmoxno, nam namxrnnx nocranxr.
npenounram ]onran. 3ro ne rontxo xpacnno, no n yronxer xaxy n cmnpxer
rpenory.
Xopomo. Fyer nam ]onran. Oemam.
Fepra pemnna nopa nepecrart nomart xomenm n nepexonrt npxmo x eny.
Hape, x yxe nce snam. Bt opexnn na cmeprt nn n uem ne nonnnnym xenmnny,
xoropax ne moxer oxasart nam conpornnnennx. Fytre nt npoxnxrt! H nt, n +ror ropo, n nce
ero xnrenn.
a, mt yem npoxnxrt, cornacnncx cnxmennnx. Fontme nanarn ner x ntrancx
narocnonnrt +ror xpa, no nnxro ne cntman monx npnstnon. Fontme nanarn ner x ntrancx
nnepnrt opo n cepna nme ntrancx, noxa ne nonxn, uro For nspan menx cnoe neno
pyxo nx roro, urot x noxasan 3no, na xoropoe onn cnocont. Moxer trt, xorx t ceuac
onn ycrpamarcx n oparxrcx.
Fepre saxorenoct pacnnaxartcx, no ona cepxana cex.
3onorte cnona, xant rontxo conepmenno nycrte. Bcero nnmt nontrxa oxcnnrt
xecroxocrt n necnpanennnocrt.
, ne n npnmep ncem npounm, enam +ro ne pan ener. snam, uro sonoro
uyxecrpanna npoxnxro, xax n nam xpa, n nnxomy ne npnnecer cuacrtx. enam rax noromy,
uro For menx nonpocnn o +rom. Bepne, ne nonpocnn, a, nnxn monm monnrnam, npnxasan.
"3pxmnt cnop", noymana Fepra. Cnxmennnx rem npemenem cynyn pyxy n xapman n
ocran necxontxo onarox.
Bt nnuero axe ne nouyncrnyere, cxasan on. Hosnontre nam norn.
Hn nt, n nnxro pyro ns Bncxoca ne nepecrynnr nopor moero oma, noxa x xnna.
Moxer trt, yxe x ncxoy ceronxmne noun +ra nept yer orxptra, no ceuac ner.
Ho snaxy cnxmennnxa onn ns rex, xro conponoxan ero, npnnec nnacrnxonym yrtnxy.
Hpnmnre +rn ranerxn. Bt na necxontxo uacon norpysnrect n con, a npocnerect yxe na
neecax, pxom c namnm myxem.
ncera pxom co cnonm myxem, a cnornopnoe n xnsnn ne npnnnmana, xort n crpaam
ecconnnne.
Tem nyume nexapcrno noecrnyer nourn mrnonenno.
Connne yxe samno, n cymepxn crpemnrentno oxyrtnann onnny, nepxont, ropo.
A ecnn x ne crany npnnnmart?
Hpnmere.
Fepra nocmorpena na cnyrnnxon cnxmennnxa n nonxna, uro on ronopnr npany. Ona nsxna
ranerxn, nonoxnna nx n por n sannna noo neno yrtnxo. Her y not nn nxyca, nn
nnera, nn sanaxa, a rem ne menee nnuero na cnere ner naxnee. B rounocrn xax no xpane
mepe n +ry mnnyry nnxoro ner naxnee Feprt.
Ona cnona ornxena ropt, renept yxe cxptrte rtmo. Vnnena, xax saxrnact na nee
nepnax snesa, n noymana, uro npoxnna xopomym xnsnt: ponnact n ymepna n nmnmom xpam
uro ns roro, uro +ror xpa ee ne nmnn? Hcrnnnax nmont nsanmnocrn ne rpeyer, a ror, xro
xenaer nonyunrt sa cnom nmont narpay, nonycry repxer npemx.
For ne ocrannn ee cnonmn mnnocrxmn. Ona nnre nnxora ne tnana, no snana rnepo n
Bncxoce nponcxonr ro xe camoe, uro nese n noncmy. Ona norepxna ropxuo nmnmoro myxa,
no For aponan e paocrt myx n no cmeprn ocranancx pxom. Ona nnena pacnner ropoxa,
npncyrcrnonana npn rom, xax nauancx ero ynaox, n yer ns xnsnn, ne oxanmnct ero
oxonuarentno rnenn. Ona snana nme co ncemn nx ocronncrnamn n neocrarxamn n
necmorpx na nce nponcxoxmee c ne ceuac, necmorpx na ro, uro myx xnxncx e, yro n n
nennnmom mnpe ner xecroxoe npornnoopcrno, nepnna, uro opora uenoneuecxax n xonne
xonnon oepxnr nepx.
E tno xanxo cnxmennnxa, m+pa, centopnry Hpnm, uyxecrpanna, ncex onrarene
Bncxoca, no Fepra tna yexena nenpenoxno nnxora 3no ne npnneer sa coo opo,
xax t nn xorenoct ee semnxxam nepnrt n +ro. Kora xe onn onapyxar, xax ocronr eno n
ecrnnrentnocrn, yer yxe cnnmxom nosno.
Fepra coxpymanact nnmt o onom nnxora n xnsnn ona ne nnena mopx. 3nana, uro
ono ecrt, uro ono orpomno, uro ononpemenno n nencrono, n xporxo, no rax n ne cmorna
ornpannrtcx x nemy, napart n por npnropmnm ero conononaro not, omyrnrt octmn
crynnxmn npnxocnonenne necxa, norpysnrtcx n xononym nonny, cnonno nosnpamaxct n nono
Bennxo Marepn (ona nomnnna, uro xentrt nmnnn ynorpenxrt +ro nonxrne).
A ecnn ne cunrart mopx, ro nn c uem na +rom cnere e ne tno rpycrno paccranartcx.
Hnoxo, xoneuno, ouent nnoxo, neuantno, uro npnxonrcx e noxnart mnp nor rax, no ona ne
xenana cunrart cex xeprno es comnennx, cam For onpeennn Fepre +ry pont, n tna ona
necpannenno nyume ro, xoropym an On cnxmennnxy.
xouy cxasart nam o ope n 3ne, ycntmana ona ero ronoc n n ror xe mnr omyrnna,
xax cnonno t ornxnnct y nee pyxn n norn.
He nyxno. Bt ne snaere, uro raxoe opo. Bt orpannent snom, xoropoe npnunnnnn
nam, a renept pacnpocrpanxere ero n na +ry semnm. Bt nnuem ne ornnuaerect or uyxecrpanna,
xnnnmerocx x nam n Bncxoc, urot ynnuroxnrt nac.
Ona cama ene cntmana cnon nocnenne cnona. Bsrnxnyna na snesy n nee n saxptna
rnasa.
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V cex n nomepe uyxecrpanen nomen n nannym xomnary, rmarentno ntmtn xaxt
cnnrox sonora n nnont nonoxnn nx n crapt n rpxsnt sanneunt memox. noe cyrox nasa
on comen co cnent, no renept npnxonnoct nnont noxnnrtcx n ]nnane, no sananec.
Bce tno npoymano n cnnannponano cxpynynesno n no ncex eranxx naunnax c ntopa
ropoxa, croxmero na ormne n manonacenennoro, o coomnnnt, xoropax n rom cnyuae,
ecnn uro-ro noer nanepexocxx, orneer or nero nmte noospennx n ne nosnonnr nnacrxm
onnnnrt ero n nocrpexarentcrne x yncrny. nxro]on n narpaa, nepnte ocropoxnte
marn, nepnt +ran, xora on sanen pyxy c xnrenxmn Bncxoca. Bropo +ran, xora on pocnn
n +ry semnm cemena yxaca n cmxrennx. Kax For nocrynnn c nnm, rax n on nocrynnr c pyrnmn.
On nosaornncx oo ncem n nce npeycmorpen nce, xpome onoro: emy n n ronony ne
morno npnrn, uro nnan ero yacrcx. uyxecrpanen tn yexen n rom, uro, xora npner uac
pemennx, nposnyunr xoporxoe cnono "ner", xoropoe nce nepemennr, naercx
onn-enncrnennt uenonex, xoropt orxaxercx norn na npecrynnenne, n ero yer
ocrarouno, urot noxasart ne nce norepxno. Ecnn onn uenonex cnacer ropoox, cnacen
yer nect mnp: craner ouennno, uro naexa ne yracna, uro opo cnntnee, uro reppopncrt
camn ne snann, npnunno xaxoro sna onn tnn, npomenne yer aponano, na cmeny myuennxm
npner cnernax rpycrt nocnomnnann, n on nayunrcx xnrt c ne n sanono ncxart cuacrte. 3a
+ro "ner", xoropoe emy t rax xorenoct ycntmart, xnrenn Bncxoca nonyunnn t ecxrt
sonortx cnnrxon nne sanncnmocrn or ncxoa napn, saxnmuennoro c Banrant.
Ho nnan ero nponannncx. A renept tno yxe nosno nsmennrt samtcen on ne mor.
B nept nocryuann.
Hemre cxope, nocntmancx ronoc xosxxn rocrnnnnt. uac nacran.
Hy-ny.
On naen nnxax, cnycrnncx n ap n cxasan xosxxe:
3onoro y menx. Ho, no nsexanne neopasymenn, xouy npeynpenrt nam, onxno
trt, nsnecrno, uro xoe-xro ocneomnen o rom, re x naxoxyct. Ecnn nt pemnre nspart
pyrym xeprny, moxere trt ynepent, uro nonnnnx narpxner nmenno cma. Bt net camn
nnenn, xax x necxontxo pas snonnn no rene]ony, ne rax nn?
Xosxxa rocrnnnnt monua xnnnyna.
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o xentrcxoro mononnra tno nonuaca xott. Ha nporxxennn necxontxnx nexon nmn
cunrann, uro +ro ncero nnmt orpomnt, ornonnponannt oxxmn n ntom xament
npnuynnno ]opmt, n nesanamxrnte npemena nonanennt yapom monnnn. Axan ycrpannan
ram saceannx ropocxoro conera, no cxana nanomnnana cron, camo npnpoo
ycranonnennt na cnexem nosyxe.
Tax npoonxanoct o rex nop, noxa xro-ro ns unenon nayuno +xcnennnn, xoropym
npannrentcrno nanpannno n Bncxoc c nentm nsyunrt nacnene xentron, ne oparnn nnnmanne
na +ror xament. Toruac npntnn apxeonorn, npnnxnnct nsmepxrt, npononrt pacuert n
pacxonxn, cnopnrt. Haxonen npnmnn x ntnoy o rom, uro nexoe xentrcxoe nnemx nounrano +ro
mecro xax cnxmennoe. Bnpouem, xaxne pnryant n nepemonnn ram npononnnct, ocrananoct
nensnecrntm. Onn yuente cunrann, uro npexe ram tno neuro npoe acrponomnuecxo
ocepnaropnn; pyrne yrnepxann, uro na xamne ycrpannannct paennx n uecrt ornnn
nnooponx n xpent conepmann pnryantnte conoxynnennx c encrnennnnamn. ncxyccnx
nnnact oxono neenn, a norom yuente ornpannnnct n xaxoe-ro onee nnrepecnoe nx nnx
mecro, rax n ne npnx x oxonuarentnomy ntnoy.
M+p Bncxoca ncxope nocne cnoero nspannx saxasan n onynnxonan n mecrno rasere
penoprax o xentrcxom nacnenn, naexct, uro on npnnneuer n ropo rypncron, onaxo rpont
tnn rpynonpoxonmt, a pexnm cmentuaxam n narpay sa myxecrno Bncxoc mor npenoxnrt
ncero-nancero orpomnt nexaun xament, rora xax cocenne ropoxn n epennn neuro
ropaso onee npnnnexarentnoe: nsnaxnnx, nanncn n npouee. Tax uro nnuero ns +ro saren ne
ntmno, n cnycrx neontmoe npemx mononnr nepnyncx x ncnonnennm cnonx npexnnx ]ynxnn
cran cnyxnrt cronom, sa xoroptm na exeneentntx nnxnnxax nnponann xnrenn Bncxoca.
Bo mnornx omax Bncxoca n ror ent snyuann cnopt, nocnxmennte onomy n romy xe:
myxtx conpannct nrn onn, a xent orcrannann cnoe npano npnnxrt yuacrne n "ranncrne
xeprnonpnnomennx", xax c nexoroptx nop crano nastnartcx roronxmeecx npecrynnenne.
Myxtx ronopnnn mon, onacno, nnxro ne snaer, xaxnx e moxer narnopnrt ornecrpentnoe
opyxne. Xent xe yrnepxann, uro nnxer nx cynpyramn nnmt cexnmne, n cneyer ynaxart
nx xencxne npana, no mnp anno yx ne ror, xaxnm npecrannxmr ero cee myxunnt. B xonne
xonnon myxtx canannct, a xent ropxecrnonann noey.
H nor renept no nanpannennm x mononnry nonsna nenouxa orontxon, xonnuecrno
xoroptx n rounocrn coornercrnonano uncny onrarene Bncxoca, n, nocxontxy uyxecrpanen
nec ]axen, a Fepra nnuero ne necna, tno +rnx orontxon ponno 281. Kaxt myxunna n
ono pyxe nec ]onapt nnn namny, a n pyro oxornnute pyxte, nepenomnennoe nononam,
urot ne nponsnecrn cnyuanoro ntcrpena.
Fepra tna enncrnenno, xomy ne nao tno cnonmn noramn onpartcx x mecry copa,
ona esmxrexno cnana n nmnponnsnponannom nananxnne, xoropt c ontmnm rpyom necnn
noe ponocexon. "Xopomo eme, uro ne npnercx ramnrt raxym rxxecrt nasa, pasmtmnxn
onn ns nnx. B nee ncaxr crontxo cnnnna, uro nec ee yrponrcx".
On npnxnnyn, uro xaxt sapx otuno coepxnr mecrt manentxnx cnnnnontx
mapnxon. Ecnn nce ntcrpent nonayr n nent, ro ecrt n reno crapyxn, n nem oxaxercx 522
ponnt, n cnnnna, snaunr, yer ontme, uem xponn.
ponocex nouyncrnonan n +ror mnr, xax saypnnno y nero n xnnore, n pemnn, uro nn o
uem ontme ymart ne craner o noneentnnxa.
Ho opore nnxro nn c xem ne pasronapnnan, nnxro nnxomy ne cmorpen n rnasa, cnonno nce
sarox oronopnnnct ornocnrtcx x nponcxoxmemy xax x nexoemy xommapnomy cny, xoropt
cneyer satrt n uem pantme, rem nyume. Hmn rxxeno tmann cxopee or nonnennx, uem
or ycranocrn. H nor naxonen orpomnt cnerxmncx nonyxpyr c rpex cropon samxnyn
nporannny, nocpen xoropo nexan xentrcxn mononnr.
Ho snaxy, noannomy m+pom, ponocexn ornxsann nepenxn, yepxnnanmne Fepry na
nocnnxax, n nonoxnnn ee na xamennt cron.
Her, rax ne noer, nospasnn xysnen, npnnomnnn, xax n nnenntx nm ]nntmax npo
nony conart, cnacaxct or nenpnxrentcxoro ornx, npnnnxamr x semne. B nexauero rpyno
nonacrt.
Tora ponocexn nocannn Fepry, npncnonnn ee cnnno x xamnm. Honyunnact npoe t
neantnax mnment, no ryr nposnyuan nnauymn xencxn ronoc:
Ona ycrannnact npxmo na nac! Ona nnnr, uro mt enaem.
Pasymeercx, Fepra nnuero ne nnena, no tno nentnocnmo cmorpert na +ry
opoymnoro nna, narocrno yntammymcx crapymxy, xoropax concem cxopo yer
ymepmnnena cornxmn manentxnx cnnnnontx mapnxon.
Honepnnre ee cnnno, npnxasan m+p, raxxe ne ocranmncx espasnnuntm x
noonomy spennmy.
ponocexn, nopua, cnona noomnn x mononnry n nocrannnn Fepry na xonenn, rax uro
nnnom n rpytm ona npnxnmanact x xamnm. Onaxo nocxontxy n raxom nonoxennn yepxart
ee tno nenosmoxno, npnmnoct npnnxsart e x sanxcrtxm nepenxy, nepexnnyrt uepes
nepxymxy mononnra n saxpennrt na npornnononoxno cropone.
Kaprnna nonyunnact xyrxonarax ornepnynmaxcx or nme xonenonpexnonennax
xenmnna, pyxn xoropo tnn nosert x neecam, cnonno ona xomy-ro monnnact nnn o uem-ro
monnna. Kro-ro sanporecronan n na +ror pas, no m+p cxasan, uro nopa xonuart.
H uem cxope, rem nyume. Fes peue n onpanann ro n pyroe moxno ocrannrt na
sanrpa, xora n ape n na ynnnax naunyrcx pasronopt nacryxon n naxape. Moxno ne
comnenartcx, uro no ono ns rpex ropocxnx ynnn eme onro ne yyr xonrt nmn
cnnmxom yx nce npnntxnn x romy, uro ram, y cnoero oma cnnr Fepra, rnxnr na ropt n
eceyer cama c coo. Xopomo, uro ns Bncxoca moxno ntrn eme nymx nyrxmn, ne cunrax
ysentxoro npoynxa, xoropt no camoentno necrnnne ntnonr npxmo nnns, na anrocrpay.
anare xonuart c +rnm, cxasan m+p, onontnt rem, uro cnxmennnx ne nponsnocnn
nn cnona n, crano trt, ne noxymancx na ero anropnrer. A ro eme xro-nnyt n onnne
ynnnr +ry namy nnnmmnnannm n saxouer ysnart, uro nponcxonr. Hentcx, nnn n no omam!
He paccyconnnax. Btnonnxx cno onr, noono xopomnm conaram, xoropte samnmamr
orun xpa. Fes ymenntx repsann. Ecrt npnxas, nao ero ntnonnnrt.
Ho ryr m+p nnesanno ne rontxo nonxn, nouemy cnxmennnx xpannr monuanne, no n
oraancx, uro nonan n nonymxy. C +roro momenra nce ecnn +ra ncropnx ncxpoercx cmoryr
nonropxrt ro, uro nocne ncex non nensmenno ronopxr ynnt: "Mt ntnonnxnn npnxas". uro
xe ceuac rnopnrcx n ymax +rnx nme n xro rora on nerox nnn cnacnrent?
Hentsx anart cnanny ocoenno n ror mnr, xora pasacrcx cnnrnt nxsr copanntx
pyxe. On npecrannn cee, xax ornymnrentno rpxner sann ns 174 crnonon, no ycnoxonn cex:
ecnn axe xro n ycntmnr, onn yxe yyr anexo orcma, a npexe uem nauart noem, on
npnxasan, urot nmn, xora noyr nasa, noracnnn ]onapn n namnt. opory nce nayr n c
saxptrtmn rnasamn cner yer nyxen, nnmt urot nsexart necuacrntx cnyuaen n camt
momenr crpentt.
Xenmnnt nncrnnxrnnno ornpxnynn nasa, xora myxunnt nsxnn na npnnen
nenonnxnym ]nrypy, nnnenmymcx n nxrnecxrn merpax nnepen. Hpomaxnyrtcx tno
nenosmoxno ctsmantcrna nce onn tnn oyuent merxo crpente, ymenn nannrt erymero
snepx, cnnart nrnny nner.
M+p yxe npnroronnncx cxomanonart "Hnn!", no ryr pasancx xencxn ronoc:
Crore!
3ro tna centopnra Hpnm.
A sonoro? 3onoro nt nnenn?
Crpenxn onycrnnn pyxtx, no ne pasnomnnn nx. B camom ene sonora nnxro ne nnen.
Bce nonepnynnct x uyxecrpanny.
Tor menenno ntmen na cepenny, cran nepe mepenro, onycrnn nasemt memox n nauan
onn sa pyrnm ntnnmart ns nero sonorte cnnrxn.
Bor ono, nponsnec on, nosnpamaxct na cnoe mecro c xpam nonymecxna.
A Banrant noomna rya, re nexann cnnrxn, n nonxna onn ns nnx c semnn.
3ro sonoro, cxasana ona. Ho x xouy, urot nt n +rom yennnct. Hycrt nooyr
cma enxrt xenmnn, n nycrt xaxax nostmer n pyxn no onomy cnnrxy.
M+p saecnoxonncx xenmnnt oxaxyrcx na nnnnn ornx, a y xoro-ro ns myxunn moxer
pornyrt pyxa, n pasacrcx ntcrpen. Onaxo enxrt xenmnn n ero xena n rom uncne
npnnnsnnnct x centopnre Hpnm n ntnonnnnn ee npocty.
a, +ro sonoro, cxasana xena m+pa, rmarentno nsyunn ro, uro tno y nee n pyxax, n
cpannnn +ro co cnonmn nemnornmn yxpamennxmn. Bor x nnxy ryr rocyapcrnennoe xnemo n
nn]pt, oosnauammne cepnnt nomep, ary nsroronnennx n nec. Hac ne omantnamr.
Tora epxnre cnnrxn n ntcnymare ro, uro x xouy nam cxasart.
Ceuac ne npemx nponsnocnrt peun, centopnra Hpnm, nmemancx m+p n oannn,
opamaxct x xenmnnam: Vnre orcma, are nam oxonunrt nauaroe.
3arxnnct, nnor!
Kpnx Banrant nanyran ncex. Hnxomy n n ronony ne morno npnrn, urot xro-nnyt n
Bncxoce ocmennncx nponsnecrn noonoe.
Bt uro, c yma comnn?
3arxnnct! eme rpomue ntxpnxnyna ona, poxa c ronont o nor, ne cnox c m+pa
noenenmnx or nenanncrn rnas. 3ro rt comen c yma, pas nonancx n nonymxy, xoropax rposnr
nam ncem ocyxennem n cmeprtm! 3ro rt, oueprx ronony, yronn n nee!
M+p cenan mar x Banrant, no noe myxunn yepxann ero.
Hocnymaem, uro ona cxaxer! pasancx n ronne ue-ro ronoc. ecxrt mnnyr snauennx
ne nmemr!
He ro uro ecxrt axe nxrt mnnyr nmemr orpomnoe snauenne, n xaxt ns xnrene
Bncxoca snan o +rom. uem ontme croxnn onn na nporannne, rem crpemnrentne poc nx crpax,
rem ocrpe ocosnanann onn cnom nnny, rem cnntne xer nx crt, rem rpyne cranonnnoct
ynnmart poxt n pyxax. Bce xorenn rontxo onoro narn xaxo-nnyt naronnnt
npenor n ormennrt ro, uro sarexnn. Ho opore xaxt ns myxunn cunran, uro ero-ro pyxte
sapxxeno xonocrtm n uro nce mnrom yer xonueno, a renept xaxt oxncx, uro ns ero
crnona ntnernr cmepronocnt cnnnen, n rora npnspax crapyxn, xoropym nce cunrann
netmo, yer xnnxrtcx x nemy no nouam.
Foxnnct, uro xro-nnyt nporonopnrcx. Hnn uro cnxmennnx ne ncnonnnr cnoero
oemannx, n nnnonart oxaxyrcx nce.
Hano, nxrt mnnyr, cxasan m+p, ntraxct nnymnrt copanmnmcx, yro +ro on aer
paspemenne, rora xax nrpa yxe nomna no npannnam, ycranonnenntm Banrant.
yy ronopnrt crontxo, cxontxo saxouy, ornernna enymxa, xoropax cymena
opecrn camoonaanne n ne conpanact ycrynart nn nxn sanoenanno reppnropnn. Cnona ee
snyuann xax nnxora nnacrno n necxo. Ho +ro yer neonro. 3aanno cmorpert na
nponcxoxmee, ocoenno noromy, uro nce mt snaem npn Axane noxnnxnnct n namem ropoe
nmn, o xoroptx mna cnana, yro y nnx ecrt ocot nopomox, cnocont npenparnrt cnnnen
n sonoro. 3rn nmn nastnann cex anxnmnxamn, n no ncxxom cnyuae onn ns nnx xora Axan
npnrposnn emy cmeprtm oxasan, uro ronopnr npany.
Ceronx nt xornre cenart ro xe camoe conpaerect cmemart cnnnen c xpontm,
npetnax n ynepennocrn, uro on npenparnrcx n ro camoe sonoro, xoropoe mt epxnm n pyxax.
C ono cropont, nt conepmenno npant. C pyro sonoro, rax tcrpo nonan x nam n pyxn,
rax xe tcrpo ns nnx ynntner.
uyxecrpanen ne nonnman, o uem ronopnr enymxa, no xoren, urot ona npoonxana: on
nouyncrnonan, uro n xaxom-ro remnom yronxe ero ymn cnona sacnxn yxe nosatrt cner.
Bce mt n mxone unrann snamennrym nereny npo napx Mnaca. 3ror uenonex onaxt
noncrpeuan ora, n ror npenoxnn ncnonnnrt nmoe ero xenanne. Mnac tn ouent orar, no
xoren trt eme oraue, n nor on nonpocnn: "Hycrt nce, x uemy x npnrparnnamct,
npenpamaercx n sonoro".
Hpnnomnnre, uro nponsomno ncne sa rem. Mnac npenparnn n sonoro cnom meent n
cno nopen n nce, uro ero oxpyxano. On paoran nce yrpo n sonortmn crann epentx n cay
n crynenn necrnnnt. B nonent on nporonoancx n saxoren uro-nnyt cecrt. Ho ena nnmt
on npnxocnyncx x pymxno apante nore, xoropym noann emy cnyrn, xax ona crana sonoro.
On nonec x ryam craxan nnna n nnno crano sonorom. Hnmt n +ror mnr ocosnan, xaxym
omnxy conepmnn, on n oruaxnnn pocnncx x xene, npocx ee o nomomn, no cronno emy nsxrt ee
sa pyxy, xax xena npenparnnact n sonorym crarym.
Cnyrn yexann ns oma, oxct, uro n nx nocrnrner ra xe yuacrt. He npomno n neenn,
xax Mnac, oxpyxennt sonorom co ncex cropon, ymep or ronoa n xaxt.
K uemy rt nce +ro paccxastnaemt? ocneomnnact xena m+pa. Ona roponnnno
onycrnna cnnrox na semnm n nepnynact na npexnee mecro, pxom c myxem. Pasne n Bncxoce
noxnnncx or, xoropt naennn nac raxnm xe apom?
K uemy? a npocro x romy, uro sonoro camo no cee nnuero ne cronr. Ponntm cuerom
nnuero. Ero ne cemt, ne ntntemt, ne xynnmt na nero cxornny nnn semnm. Heny nmemr
entrn, a xaxnm opasom npenparnre nt +ro sonoro n entrn?
V nac na nyrn. Moxno nonpocnrt, urot nam xysnen, pacnnannn cnnrxn, pasennn nx na
necrn nocemtecxr onnaxontx xycouxon. Kaxt ns nac ornpannrcx n ropo npoanart cnom
onm. H n ror xe mnr mt nanneuem na cex noospenne, no n name onnne sonortx xone
ner, a noromy nenonxrno, orxya +ro y ncex xnrene Bncxoca npyr nsxnnct manentxne
sonorte cnnrxn.
Bnacrn naunyr pasnparentcrno.
Mt, xoneuno, cxaxem, uro namnn coxponnma pennnx xentron. 3xcneprnsa momenrantno
ycranonnr, uro sonoro neanno ornnro, uro sect yxe npononnnct apxeonornuecxne
pacxonxn n uro yt y xentron raxoe xonnuecrno sonora, onn t nosnenn n namem xpae
ontmo n orart ropo.
Tt rnyoxo nenexecrnenna, noan ronoc narn]ynncr. Mt canm cnnrxn
raxnmn, xax ecrt, c npoamn, xnemamn n npounm n anx, nonyunm sa nnx entrn n
pasennm noponny.
3ro nropo nyrt. M+p eper ecxrt cnnrxon, necer nx n anx n npocnr art sa nnx
entrn. Fanxoncxn xnepx ne craner saanart emy re nonpoct, xoropte, es comnennx,
nosnnxnn t y nero, noxnnct n anxe mt nce. M+p npecrannxer ropocxym nnacrt, n noromy
ero nonpocxr ncero nnmt npexnnrt oxymenrt, cnnerentcrnymmne, uro sonoro tno
npnopereno. M+p orneuaer, uro oxymenron y nero nnxaxnx ner, no saro na xaxom cnnrxe
xax ryr rontxo uro ronopnna ero xena cronr xnemo, n, snaunr, sonoro nacroxmee. Ecrt n
ara ntnycxa, n nomep cepnn.
K +romy npemenn nam uyxecrpanen yer yxe anexo orcma.
Knepx nonpocnr art emy nexoropoe npemx on nnuno snaer m+pa n ne comnenaercx n ero
uecrnocrn, no emy, ecxart, neoxonmo paspemenne na ntnnary raxo snaunrentno cymmt.
Tyr on ocneomnrcx, orxya xe nce-raxn nsxnoct +ro sonoro. M+p ornernr, uro +ro tn
noapox onoro saesxero uyxecrpanna m+p nam anexo ne ypax n sa cnonom n xapman ne
noneser.
Hy, xnepx onoxnr oo ncem ynpannxmmemy, a ynpannxmmn ner, on roxe, pasymeercx,
nnxoro ne noospenaer, no, yyun ncero nnmt cnyxamnm na xanonante, pncxonart nonycry
ne xenaer cosoner unenon npannennx anxa. Hnxro ns nnx namero m+pa ne snaer, no
nocxontxy ncxxax xpynnax ntnnara nexenarentna, nonpocxr nooxart na nx, n reuenne
xoroptx yer ycranonneno nponcxoxenne cnnrxon.
H uro xe ntxcnnrcx? uro sonoro xpaenoe. Hnn uro ono tno xynneno nmtmn,
noospenaemtmn n ropronne napxornxamn.
Banrant samonuana. Tor camt crpax, xoropt ona ncntrana xora-ro, nnepnte nsxn n
pyxn npenasnauennt e cnnrox, onnaen renept ncemn ee semnxxamn. Hcropnx onoro
uenonexa +ro ncropnx uenoneuecrna.
Bet na xaxom cnnrxe cronr nomep cepnn n ara nsroronnennx. Vcranonnrt, orxya
+ro sonoro, nnuero ne cronr.
Bce nsrnxt oparnnnct x uyxecrpanny, xoropt coxpanxn nonnoe eccrpacrne.
Hnuero ne nao y nero cnpamnnart, cxasana Banrant. On ornernr, nam npnercx
nonepnrt, uro +ro npana, a uenonex, xoropt ronxaer pyrnx na npecrynnenne, ne
sacnyxnnaer onepnx.
Mt xe moxem saepxart ero sect, noxa sonoro ne npenparnrcx n nannunte, cxasan
xysnen.
uyxecrpanen noan snax xosxxe rocrnnnnt.
On neyxsnnm, cxasana ra. V nero, ouennno, morymecrnennte pystx. On npn mne
necxontxo pas snonnn no rene]ony, pasronapnnan c xem-ro, saxastnan nnert. Ecnn on
ncuesner, craner xcno, uro ero noxnrnnn, n nonnnnx narpxner n Bncxoc.
Banrant nonoxnna cno cnnrox na semnm n ntmna ns cexropa ocrpena. Ocrantnte
nocemt xenmnn nocneonann sa ne.
Moxere crpenxrt, ecnn xornre. Ho x snam, uro +ro nonymxa, nocrpoennax
uyxecrpannem, n noromy ne crany coyuacrnnne npecrynnennx.
Hnuero rt ne moxemt snart! xpnxnyn narn]ynncr.
Ecnn x oxaxyct npana, m+p n camom cxopom npemenn cxer sa pemerxy, a npecrannrenn
nnacrn xnxrcx n Bncxoc, urot ysnart, y xoro xe on yxpan +ro sonoro. H xomy-ro npnercx
oxcnxrtcx. Tontxo ne mne.
Ho x oemam xpannrt monuanne: cxaxy nnmt, uro ne snam, uro ryr tno. Homnmo ncero
npouero, m+pa nce mt snaem, n ornnune or uyxecrpanna, xoropt sanrpa nancera noxnner
Bncxoc. Moxer trt, m+p nostmer ncm nnny na cex, cxaxer, uro noxnrnn sonoro y
nensnecrnoro uyxecrpanna, xoropt nponen n Bncxoce neenm. Tora nce nt cranere cunrart
ero repoem, npecrynnenne nnxora ne yer pacxptro, a mt nce yem xnrt, xax xnnn, no n
nmom cnyuae es sonora.
cenam +ro! cxasan m+p, snax, uro enuonxa npocro cnxrnna n necer oxonecnny.
Tyr nocntmancx nxsr xro-ro nepntm nepenomnn cnom nycrnonxy.
Beptre mne! xpnuan m+p. epy +ro na cex! pncxny!
B orner emy pasancx eme onn merannnuecxn menuox, norom eme n eme, n rax
npoonxanoct o rex nop, noxa crnont nourn ncex pyxe ne onycrnnnct x semne cxontxo xe
moxno nepnrt oemannxm nonnrnxon?! Hpoonxann nennrtcx rontxo m+p n cnxmennnx: onn
epxan na mymxe centopnry Hpnm, pyro Fepry. Onaxo ponocex ror camt, uro no
opore npnxntnan, cxontxo xe cnnnnontx mapnxon nponsnr reno crapyxn, ynnen, uro
nponcxonr, pocnncx x nnm n oesopyxnn. M+p eme ne norepxn paccyox, urot conepmnrt
npecrynnenne ns uyncrna mecrn, a cnxmennnx tn neontren n opamennn c opyxnem n, cxope
ncero, npomaxnyncx t.
Centopnra Hpnm tna npana: nepnrt pyrnm ouent pncxonanno. Bnesanno noxasanoct,
uro nce ocosnann +ry ncrnny, no nmn cnauana camte crapte, a sa nnmn n ocrantnte
norxnynnct npout.
B monuannn nnnynnct onn nnns no cxnony, crapaxct ymart o noroe, o npecroxme
ncxope crpnxxe onen, o none, xoropoe nao yer uepes necxontxo ne cnona ncnaxart, o
naunnammemcx cesone oxort. Hnuero pyroro ne nponcxonno n nponsorn ne morno, no
Bncxoc tn sarepxn no npemenn, n nn n nem tnn nepasnnunmo cxoxn pyr c pyrom.
Hmn ronopnnn cee, uro nce, rnopnnmeecx n ropoxe n nocnenne rpn nx, nm npocro
npncnnnoct.
3ro tn con. Kommapnt con.
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Ha nonxne ocranoct rpn uenonexa onn ns nnx, npnnxsannt x xamnm, cnan n na
]onapx.
Bor sonoro, xoropoe npnnanexnr orntne ropoy Bncxocy, cxasan uyxecrpanen
Banrant. xe, ntxonr, ocramct es sonora n es ornera na cno nonpoc.
Ono npnnanexnr ne Bncxocy, a mne. H +rn cnnrxn, n ror, xoropt saptr y nonoxtx
nanyna n ]opme yxnt "Y". H rt noemt co mno n nomoxemt npenparnrt sonoro n entrn,
noromy uro nn ennomy rnoemy cnony x ne nepm.
Cama snaemt, uro x ne cenam +roro. uro xe xacaercx rnoero npespennx xo mne, ro
npesnpart ree cneyer camy cex. Tt onxna trt naroapna sa nce, uro ryr nponsomno,
no, noxasan sonoro, x an ree neuro necpannenno ontmee, uem nosmoxnocrt pasorarert.
sacrannn rex ecrnonart. Fnaroapx mne rt npexparnna ecnnono nporecronart
npornn ncero na cnere n sanxna onpeenennym nosnnnm.
Ouent naropono c rnoe cropont, nponnuecxn cxasana Banrant. n n nepnym
mnnyry name ncrpeun morna t xoe-uro ntcxasart nacuer npnpot uenoneuecxo; Bncxoc
naxonrcx n ynaxe, no npomnoe ero tno ncnonneno cnant n mypocrn. t morna art ree
orner, xoroporo rt rax onnaemtcx, ecnn t nomnnna nonpoc.
Banrant noomna x xamnm n pasnxsana nepenxy, crxrnnanmym sanxcrtx Feprt, ynnena
na ny crapyxn panxy onxno trt, +ro or roro, uro ee npnxann nnnom x xamnm, no
yennact, uro +ro nycrxunax ccanna. Xyxe tno ro, uro npnercx cnert sect o yrpa,
oxnaxct, noxa Fepra npocnercx.
Tt n ceuac moxemt art mne orner? cnpocnn uyxecrpanen.
Homnnrcx, ree yxe paccxastnann o ncrpeue cnxroro Cannnnx c Axanom?
a, pasymeercx. Cnxro npnmen x nemy, nemnoxxo noronopnn c nnm, n apa oparnncx,
noromy uro nonxn ornara cnxroro npenocxonr ero cocrnennym.
Bor nmenno. Tt rontxo satn ynomxnyrt, uro onn nemnoxxo noronopnnn n nepe rem,
xax ormentnnx sacnyn, Axan xe nauan rounrt nox n ror camt mnr, xora Cannnn
nepecrynnn nopor ero xnnnma. Pasonnx, ynepennt, uro nect mnp +ro orpaxenne ero
camoro, pemnn ncntrart cnxroro n cnpocnn:
Ecnn t ceuac npnmna cma camax xpacnnax ns ncex nynnn, uro poxr no ropoy,
cymen t rt ne ymart o rom, xax xopoma ona n oontcrnrentna?
Her. Ho x cymen t oysart cex, orneuan ormentnnx.
A ecnn t x npenoxnn ree mnoro sonortx moner sa ro, uro rt comen t c ropt,
noxnnyn cno cxnr n npnmxnyn t x nam, cymen t rt cmorpert na +ro sonoro xax na npocrte
xamnn?
Her. Ho x cymen t oysart cex.
A ecnn t x ree npnmnn na para, onn ns xoroptx nonocnn t n npesnpan rex, a
pyro nounran xax cnxroro, cymen t rt cuecrt nx oonx panntmn?
crpaan t, no n crpaax, cymen t oysart cex n ne enan t pasnnunx mexy
nnmn.
Banrant nomonuana n oannna:
Ionopxr, uro +ra xparxax ecea ctrpana pemammym pont n opamennn Axana.
uyxecrpanen ne nyxancx n oxcnennxx enymxn on n cam snan, uro onn n re xe
cnnt nosecrnonann na Cannnnx n na Axana: opo n 3no nenn opty sa nnx, xax n sa ymn
ncex nme, cxontxo nn ecrt nx na 3emne. Kora Axan nonxn, uro Cannnn panen emy, on
nonxn n ro, uro panen Cannnnm.
B xonne xonnon, nce +ro nonpoc camooysannx. H ntopa.
H ontme nnuero.
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Banrant n nocnenn pas onena nsrnxom onnny, ropt, nec, re ponna n ercrne, n
omyrnna no pry nxyc xnmueno not, cnexe senenn, omamnero nnna, xoropoe nsroronnxnoct
ns nyumero no nce oxpyre nnnorpaa n rmarentno oeperanoct mecrntmn xnrenxmn or
rypncron. eno tno n rom, uro nponsnonnoct +roro nnna rax mano, uro sa npeent Bncxoca
ero ne ntnosnnn, a n norone sa entramn nnnoen mor t, noxany, napymnrt cnon npnnnnnt.
Ona nepnynact nnmt nx roro, urot npocrnrtcx c Fepro, n axe cnennantno naena ro,
n uem xonna otuno, urot nnxro ne cmor oraartcx xparxax noesxa n ropo npenparnna
ee n orarym xenmnny: uyxecrpanen nsxn na cex nce xnonort, nce nororonnn n
npeycmorpen, nonncan nce ymarn, neoxonmte nx roro, urot sonoro tno npoano, a
ntpyuennte entrn nepeuncnent na rontxo uro orxptrt n rom xe anxe cuer centopnrt
Hpnm. Oneparop, rnxenmn na nee n uyxecrpanna c npeynennuenno nournrentnocrtm, ne
saan nn ennoro nnmnero nonpoca. Onaxo Banrant tna ynepena: on pemnn, uro +ror
crapemmn rocnonn orxptnaer cuer cnoe monoentxo nmonnnne.
"Kaxoe npnxrnoe tno omymenne!" ncnomnnna ona. Bepoxrno, xnepx cuen ona rax
xopoma n nocrenn, uro cronr +rnx orpomntx ener.
Ona noncrpeuana no opore necxontxnx semnxxon; nnxro ne snan, uro ona yesxaer ns
Bncxoca, n soponannct c ne rax, cnonno nnuero n ne nponcxonno, cnonno txnon n ne
noceman ropoox. Ona soponanact n orner n roxe enana nn, uro +ror ent rouno raxo xe,
xax n nce ocrantnte nn ee xnsnn.
Ona noxa ne snana, nacxontxo cnntno nce ro, uro neanno orxptnoct e, nepemennno ee,
no y nee yer npemx nonxrt +ro. Fepra cnena nepe cnonm omom n yxe ne nx roro,
urot xapaynnrt ropo, a npocro noromy, uro nnuero pyroro enart ne ymena.
B mom uecrt nocrpoxr ]onran, cxasana ona. Taxym neny x nasnaunna sa ro, uro yy
monuart. 3nam, on npocronr neonro n yronnr xaxy nemnornx, no Bncxoc rax nnn nnaue
opeuen, n norynr ero ecnn ne noxnnnmncx sect txnon, ro npemx, n xoropom mt xnnem.
Banrant cnpocnna, xax yer ntrnxert ]onran; Fepra oxcnnna cno samtcen: noa
crpynrcx ns Connna n nonaaer n pacxptrt por xat. Connne +ro ona, Fepra, xaa
cnxmennnx.
yy yronxrt ero xaxy cnera o rex nop, noxa yer croxrt +ror ]onran.
M+p ntrancx tno nospaxart, ronopnn, uro +ro nneer ropo n nenomepnte pacxot, no
Fepra cnymart nnuero ne saxorena, n nnacrxm npnmnoct cornacnrtcx na cneymme neene
onxnt nauartcx paort.
A rt, out mox, n xonne xonnon cenaemt ro, uro x ree npenarana. Mory cxasart
rontxo ono, no saro c nonno ynepennocrtm xnsnt y uenonexa xoporxax nnn onrax, cmorpx
no romy, xax on ee npoxnnaer.
Banrant yntnynact, nonenonana crapyxy n nonepnynact x Bncxocy cnnno nancera.
Fepra npana: e nentsx repxrt npemx, xort ona n naexnact, uro ee xnsnt yer ouent onro.