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Cnatx nme ner, mt nce cnntnt or npnpot.
Hac enamr cnatmn namn mtcnn

Bneenne
3pancrnyre oporne pystx! Bsxn n pyxn annoe nocone,
nt, cxopee ncero nemnoro ynnnnnct ero nasnannm. Kaxne
cronnt? Kaxax necamocroxrentnocrt? B name ro npemx xora n
mnnyrxn ner na ro, urot axe saymartcx o +rom, a rt eme
npenaraemt nam xaxoe-ro nenonxrnoe urnno n yxe Homorn
cee cam. B npnnnnne x nnxoro ne ocyxam nt yere npant,
ecnn rax noymare, xax cocrnenno raxxe yyr npant n re,
xomy +ra neontmax xnnxxa npnercx no yxy, n onee roro
nomoxer npeoonert crpax memammn xnrt nonnonenno
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xnsntm, nacnaxartcx xaxtm ee momenrom, xnrt rontxo rem,
uro ecrt ceuac n c paocrtm cmorpert n yymee. Tax o uem xe
+ra xnnra? Xorx xnnro annoe rnopenne x nastnart ne xouy
nycrt +ro yer xparxn camoyunrent, a rounee, xax n
ronopnnoct n nauane, otunoe nocone nx nerxoro urennx. Ixm!
Ha uem mt ocranonnnnct? Ax, a! O uem xe noer peut n
annom noconn. Hy, xouy nauart c roro uro nce mt anexo ne
onnaxont n re nponemt xoropoe nexoroptm xaxyrcx
nycrxxontmn, nx pyrnx cranonxrcx nenpeoonnmtm
npenxrcrnnem. Bam +ro snaxomo xora ne moxemt pemnrt uro-
ro nnn xe cenart nepnt mar, rora xax pyrne cnpanxrcx c
+rnm sa napy mnnyr. H nonnmare eno ryr nonce ne n
ymcrnenntx cnoconocrxx n axe ne n ]nsnuecxnx nce cxptro
ropaso rnyxe. B nac, n namem nocosnannn n ornomennn x
+romy mnpy. Hocryunre cee yxasarentntm nantnem no ny! Bor
nmenno sect, n rontxo sect sapoxamrcx nce namn nponemt n
crpaxn. Ho xax nt nonnmare ryr xe naxonrtcx n nx pemenne.
saxoren nanncart annoe nocone nmenno noromy, uro cam tn
raxnm, ne mor pemnrtcx axe na npocro nocrynox, y menx ne
xnarano yxy, ne xnarano ynepennocrn n uerxocrn ecrnn x
tn necamocroxrenen. Ho xyxe roro, x tn nonnocrtm noannen
n ne nnen ntxoa ns cnoxnnmecx cnryannn, ne mor narn
pemennx; raxoro npocroro n nerxoro xax oxasanoct
nnocnecrnnn. Ho anare ne yem saerart anexo nnepe n
ocranonnmcx na rom, uro xe nac enaer raxnmn, xaxnmn mt crann
ceuac. B nonpocax ncnxonornn x xoneuno ne cnnen, no nce xe
ocmenmct yrnepxart, uro ntnnnax onx namero xapaxrepa n
antnemero ornomennx x xnsnn ]opmnpyercx nonce ne n
ercrne, xax ymamr mnorne, a conepmenno n pyrom nospacre. B
nospacre c ono cropont npexpacnom n nnrepecnom, no c pyro
n raxom xecroxom n necnpanennnom. B mnomecrne (orxptn
cexper!). Bce mt xora-ro tnn nopocrxamn, n xaxt ns nac
ornnuno nomnnr +ro cnaocrnoe uyncrno cnoot n repnxo-
mxrxn nxyc sanpernoro nnoa. Tora tno nnrepecno nce,
xorenoct nonpoonart nce, cocrnenno rt +rnm rontxo n
sannmancx. H nnuro +romy ne memano rex nese xann, ree
nese tnn pat. Hy, net tno raxoe! H nanepno y mnornx n
namxrn eme ocranoct ro nesatnaemoe n roptxoe uyncrno
naennx n xpaxa ncex neanon, xora rt ysnanan uro mnp nonce
ne cnaxax xopoxa c xon]eramn, a onontno roptxn
nepecnent ntxart nnmon. H nponemt, ocene
oxonaunnammnecx nnmt na nopore rnoero cosnannx, es
npnrnamennx nomnn n om. Tt o nnx ne noospenan, no
uyncrnonan uro-ro nenanoe. H nor onn yxe ryr. H nm ner xonna.
Hpoxonr nemnoro npemenn, rt nspocneemt n nosmoxno y rex
axe ecrt cnox cemtx, om, paora, a moxer rt ntpan pyro
nyrt n ntraemtcx narn cex n rnopuecrne nnn eme n uem-ro.
ercrno anexo nosan, mnocrt nocrenenno npomna, ocrannn n
cee nce xopomee n nnoxoe uro c roo tno sanenn nepnte
xanoponxn nspocno xnsnn, no xax-ro nce ne rax, uro-ro yrepxno
n xaxercx, orner xpoercx nmenno n npomnom, re-ro ram tno
sanoxeno +ro cemx nenonxrnoro ocene cocroxnnx. Cocroxnnx,
xora xaxt nont mar, nont nocrynox xaxercx
neoymanntm n cnonranntm, cocroxnnx npn xoropom uyncrno
nnnt nenonxrno sa uro rnoxer nounme nmoro npocrynxa,
cocroxnnx uro nnuero ne yer n nnuero ne nonyunrtcx, xax nn
crapacx, roro cocroxnnx, xora xouercx nycrnrt nce na camorex
n yt uro yer. Cocroxnnx xomnnnxrnnnocrn, a npome
necamocroxrentnocrn. Ecnn raxoe uyncrno nam ne neomo,
moxere cmeno saxanunnart snaxomcrno c xnnro na +ro xe
crpannne. Bt nno npocro ne nyxarect n antnemnx
snannxx, nno anantno nent unrart. C ocrantntmn xe y nac
yer ouent ynnexarentnax ecea o rom, xax ntpartcx ns oxon
nepemnrentnocrn n orxptrt cex mnpy raxnm, xaxo rt ecrt na
camom ene. Bor o uem +ra xnnxxa, pexr!
Hy, npoe t nce c uero xoren nauart paccxasan. cpasy pemnn,
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uro ner cmtcna n onrnx peuax n nyntx nn]pax. Onnmy xparxo
(xax n nooaer noconm), re rpn camtx cronna. Cron! anare
cpasy nasonem nx maramn (a ro, xax ro rnyno snyunr) no
npeoonennm necamocroxrentnocrn. Houemy nmenno
necamocroxrentnocrn ne snam, no +ro cnono ouent uerxo
noxonr no ro cocroxnne, uro tno y menx ouent anno. ro
nasa. Mne rora tno nnoxo, n xax x yxe ronopnn, npaxrnuecxn
ne nnen ntxoa ns nanannnmecx cnryannn. Ho uem xopomn
raxne nepnot, rax +ro rem, uro y rex ecrt npemx noymart
ocnonarentno rax n ceptesno. ouent mnoro yman no nonoy
cnoero cocroxnnx nonneme enpeccnn or rorantno
esntxonocrn. ouent mnoro xanonancx, na xnsnt, na
ponrene, na nocnnranne, onn pas cocrnennoro xora nauan
xaxrt. Cmemno a! Mne tno ne o cmexa. ocnonarentno sacen
oma, a n re momenrt, xora ntxonn na ynnny, naxonn
yremenne nnmt n sarxxntx rynxnxax. Tontxo rora mne
cranonnnoct nerue. Herue xanonartcx n nnnnrt pyrnx. tn
nnsox n xanox, xax n mopantnom, rax n no ncex ocrantntx
nnanax. Ho nnoxoe xax n xopomee nmeer sameuarentnoe cnocrno
saxanunnartcx, n n onn npexpacnt (a xaxoe ram Bennxn)
ent x npocnyncx c uerxnm snannem roro uro x onxen cenart
urot npeoonert cnom ey. uecrno, x ne snam, orxya +ro
noxnnnoct moxer mnorouaconte saern naenne c mtcnxmn
ann o cee snart n nontsyxct cnyuaem, no cne cxoncrpynponann
nce +ro n ony enncrnenno nepnym ]opmyny. Fes nonxrnx! Ho
rouno nomnm uro, npocnynmnct, x yxe uerxo snan, uro mne nao
enart xax ornocnrtcx x xnsnn, x nmxm n x cnoemy xax x ne
comnenancx paronennomy npemenn. snan, uro no-pyromy yxe
trt npocro ne moxer n ne yer!
Cocrnenno nnuero cnoxnoro n onncanno nnxe mnom cncreme
pemennx anno nponemt ner. Koneuno re rpn +rana xoropte x
npenaram nporn xnnxmrcx anexo ne nonntm nepeunem ncero
roro uro nyxno (no ne rax yx neoxonmo) nporn urot
nonnocrtm nouyncrnonart cex ocnoonnmnmcx or naoennno
nepemnrentnocrn. Bnyrpennn mnp xaxoro uenonexa, xaxo
nnunocrn rnyox nacrontxo, nacxontxo on moxer cee +ro
npecrannrt. Honepxnocrntm snannem sect ne ooemtcx
nyxen nnnnnyantnt noxo. Ho nce xe +rn rpn nponemt, na
mo nsrnx, xnnxmrcx poonauantnnxamn rex pyrnx
nosnnxammnx nnocnecrnnn n memammnx xnrt nonnonenno
xnsntm. Hrax, nt roront ysnart, camoe npocroe, camoe
ynnnrentnoe n naxonen, camoe ecrnennoe pemenne name
rnanno nponemt name necamocroxrentnocrn?
Mt xnnem n 21 nexe nexe rexnonorn n nayunoro nporpecca,
sect ner mecra craptm yexennxm n ycroxnmnmcx xanonam.
Bce cmeraercx, crponrtcx sanono n mrnonenno operaer nont
ocene neneomt cmtcn. Menxercx ornomenne x nemam,
menxercx ornomenne x noncenenno xnsnn, menxmrcx nmn,
menxercx omecrno. Cornacnrect ouent rpyno yepxartcx na
nnany rora, xora ro, uro tno axryantntm nuepa, ceronx yxe
norepxno ncxxn cmtcn. Hn]opmannx nannrtcx na rex
nenomepntm rpysom ne anax axe cexynt na ee ocmtcnenne n
]nntrpannm. Omecrno nxryer cnon npannna, cnon nopxxn; n
nnx ner mecra xort mano one pemnrentnocrn, ner mecra nx
rnoe camocroxrentnocrn. H nepntm marom na nyrn npeoonennx
rnoe Inanno nponemt yer cranonnenne ornomenn c
omecrnom, ne c xonxperntmn nmtmn, (o +rom roxe
nporonopnm) a nmenno c omecrnom nnn c connymom xomy xax
npannrtcx. Hrax, nt npnsnaere, uro nponemt n ornomennn c
oxpyxammnmn ne amr nam nonnocrtm pacxptrt cnom nnunocrt.
Ecnn a? Cneymmax rnana nanncana nmenno nx nac!

Omec1no
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Tora ro nasa xora x ne mor narn axe manmcentxo
sanenxn na raxoe neoxonmoe mne cnacenne x nceptes nauan
saymtnartcx (uro n omem-ro n npnneno x pemennm Bce
nponemt) o rom: cront nn naxnym pont no ncem +rom nrpaer
omecrno nmn xoropte menx oxpyxamr, cemtx, pystx,
snaxomte, a n npocro npoxoxne. H snare, ntnot tnn
neyremnrentnte. Orpomnt xom no nasnannem connym, rax n
xer ro mnnyrt xora x cna n c paocrtm pasannr menx ne
ocrannn axe nept na cnacenne. oma moxer trt, nce eme tno
nennoxo, no cronno mne ntrn na ynnny, n neneomax cnna
nanpout noxamnnana nce: or nponecxon cosnannx o raxoro
marxoro uyncrna ynepennocrn. tn xoxunm nenrpom
nnnmannx nce cmorpxr na menx n ocyxamr. B naexe
saxptrtcx x nocroxnno xypnn, oxyrtnax cex npouno saneco
raaxa. Kora n +roro crano mano, x cnacan cex nspxntmn
osamn anxoronx. B npnnnnne tno sopono! Honnemax
cnooa, nn x uemy ne oxstnammax pacxonannocrt, omenne.
n nycrora, n nonnocrtm pacronrannax camoonenxa uyrt nosxe.
3ro tna yronnx! H xax mne xasanoct, ner +romy nn xonna, nn
xpax. Kax x omnancx!
Hy uro snaxomoe uyncrno? Xorenoct t nepnrt, uro ner! Ho
snare, y xaxoro ono ntstnaer cnon omymennx n xaxt no-
cnoemy esycnemno ntraercx oportcx c nnm. Ho ]axr ecrt ]axr
omecrno nrpaer snaunrentnym pont n rnoe xnsnn n
cranonnennn rex xax nnunocrn. Tex ocyxamr ecnn
nponnnnncx. Tex yyr ocyxart ecnn nocrynox tn
xopomn. Ha roo moryr cmexrtcx n roo xe moryr
nocxnmartcx. Tex moryr nenannert n rex moryr nmnrt. Bce
sanncnr or rnoero ornomennx x xnsnn n oxpyxammemy omecrny
n uacrnocrn. Ho xax xe ocrnut ro cepennt, cnacnrentno
nerpantno reppnropnn, xoropax npeocrannr nonnym cnooy
ecrnn n cxnner oxont nepemnrentnocrn n crpaxa. anare
+rnm n samemcx! Pemnm nosnnxmym nponemy conno]onm
xax ee nmxr nastnart ncnxonorn.

Homnnre raxym noronopxy Cxontxo nme crontxo n
mnenn. Hecomnenno, rax ono n ecrt net uenonex +ro
nnunocrt, co cnonmn nsrnxamn na xnsnt, co cnonmn
crpemnennxmn n ocyxennxmn. H n name npemx +ro cranonnrcx
eme samerne uem, nanpnmep, n re cuacrnnnte
xommynncrnuecxne npemena c nx ono nee, ono naprne n
ono xnsntm. Ceuac nce naoopor. Kaxax nnunocrt ntraercx
camontpasnrtcx n naro conpemennte rexnonornn +romy rontxo
cnococrnymr. Ho ecnn noorn x +romy nonpocy uyrt rnyxe
npncmorpertcx, nomynart, otcxart c monoxnem, ro craner xnno
samerno, uro nce-raxn mnenne xaxoro uenonexa nce xe, xax +ro
ne npncxopno xoncrarnponart cxnatnaercx ns mnennx
oxpyxammnx. Moxer trt ne concem npxmonnneno, no xaxym-
ro onm rouno. H +roro ne nsexart, n nnxya or +roro ne
cxptrtcx. Hy, ecnn rontxo yrn n nec n xnrt ram onomy, a n ro
npx nn nonyunrtcx. Cornacnrect rpyno ocnapnnart cnom rouxy
spennx, xora ontmnncrno nmeer npornnononoxnym. Hopo n
cam naunnaemt saymtnartcx, a nepna nn cnox. H axe ecnn rax n
ecrt, cnomnrt nonm ontmnncrna yer o xax ne npocro. Ho x
ne npnstnam nac nrn sa +rnm camtm ontmnncrnom. Her! Hpn
cnoem mnennn nyxno ocranartcx ncera. Hpocro nmn rex
oxpyxammne nocroxnno yyr ntrartcx nanxsart cnom rouxy
spennx n nanpannrt rex na +ror nyrt. Hopo camt nerxn n
nporopennt. Ho snare, rapanrnponannax esonacnocrt, o xax
pncxonanna. H ecnn noartcx +ro cnaxo nere connantnoro
naroycrpocrna ceuac, ro n nnxamem yymem moxno
onapyxnrt cex na camom ne ntrpeno xmt no nasnannem
esntxonocrt; operx noanox x cnoe nepemnrentnocrn eme
maccy pyrnx nponem. Tax xax xe trt? cnpocnre nt. Kax ne
crart nnennnxom xon]opmncrcxnx nsrnxon, norymnrt npnsnaxn
nannrammecx aropa]onn n n nrore opecrn cuacrte n noxo n
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conpemennom omecrne. pystx mon, nce ne rax cnoxno xax
xaxercx! Hauny c roro uro naxoxct n cocroxnnn rorantno
estcxonocrn, oxct ntrn na ynnny n ne a or nocmorpert
xomy-ro n rnasa, npnrom snax uro nce +rn nponemt nnmt n moe
ronone n ne onee, x pemnn saxptrtcx nrnopnpyx oxpyxammnx,
nex cex rpyo n +roncrnuno. Cran +raxnm Iperopn Xaycom n
nnorn! H snare, crano nerue! Ho xpane mepe, x ne oxncx
ntrn na ynnny(!) A uro? Hemt cee nnxoro ne sameuaemt,
nnxomy nnuero ne onxen n ree nnxro roxe. Kpacora! Ho xnsnt
ne xnno, a n axrept mt nenaxnte. Ornomennx c nnsxnmn
crann noprnrtcx (x tn nentnocnm) npo paory noome moxno
npomonuart, nce crano espasnnuno. Crano eme xyxe. Iopaso
xyxe! Honax nex ymepna na crann sapotma. tn cpaxen
nanonan. Hpoonxart ne tno cmtcna, antnemee
nopaxarentcrno rontxo ycyrynno t n es roro nnauennym
cnryannm. He cronr rparnrt npemx, npoxnnax uyxym n rem onee
ntmtmnennym xnsnt. H cnycrx necxontxo neent nepecnnnn
cex, n pemnn nauart nce cnauana, x namen ntxo ns +roro
nonoxennx. Bt ne nonepnre xax nce npocro! Honauany nemnoro
cnoxno, no ouent npocro. nepnyn onepne nnsxnx,
pacnonoxenne na paore, axe cran nnrepeconartcx
omecrnenntmn enamn. Cran Cuacrnnn n Cnoxoen. H nce
naroapx ono enncrnenno nemn, a nepnee mtcnn xoropym x
sanoxnn n cex n nn npn xaxnx ocroxrentcrnax ne ntnycxan ns
ronont, uro t nn cnyunnoct. nonpocry cran ornocnrtcx x
nmxm uyrouxy opoxenarentne; onxrt xe nonropmct,
nonauany tno nenpocro, a nopo axe npornnno (Iperopn Xayc
ne xoren ornycxart), no npnxonnoct repnert, net or +roro
sannceno moe yymee. Hy, na camom ene pystx, ner rax yx +ro
n rpyno, npoxnnrt nemnoro saort nx pyroro uenonexa, xora
ree camomy yxe repxrt neuero. Xorx t npocro yntnyrtcx,
npocro nosoponartcx. H nt ne samernre, xax co npemenem +ro
noer n npnntuxy, n ra xe camax npocrax yntxa yxe ne yer
anartcx rax rxxeno, xax na nepntx nopax. Haunnre! Haunnre
npxmo ceuac. Hosnonnre snaxomtm, cxonre x nnm rocrn, moxer
onn roxe, anno xorenn npnrnacnrt nac x cee, no name
noneenne n cxptrnocrt nanpout orranxnnann nx or +ro saren.
Haunnre nmenno co snaxomtx, c pontx n nnsxnx. C +rnmn
nmtmn nt snaxomt anno n moxere noennrtcx c nnmn cnonmn
cexperamn n trt ynepenntmn n rom, uro o +rom nnxro ne
ysnaer. H nor rax nocrenenno menxnmn maxxamn, cnauana
neynepenntmn, a norom c rnepo nocryntm, npoxnatnare
cee nyrt n omecrno. Ero axe moxno oxpecrnrt oporo
BB. Bexnnnocrn, opoxenarentnocrn, Bsanmonomomn. A nt
uro noymann?! Honeptre xopomnx nme mnoro, xorx nocne
namero cranonnennx nt yxe camn es uyxo nomomn cmoxere
pasopartcx n +rom nonxrt, xro ecrt, xro n tcrpo satnart nce
nnoxoe, rax xax na +ro nonpocry ne yer xnarart npemenn.
ne ynnnmct, ecnn nocne npourennx ncero ntme nanncannoro
nt n nyumem cnyuae noxpyrnre nantnem y nncxa. B name npemx
raxnm trt mano roro uro nentrono, rax eme sa ypaxa
nocunramr. Hy n uro ns roro uro xopomnx nme mnoro, nnoxne
roxe nnxya ne ennct? raxo nor npenonoxnrentnt orner
ntacr nam mosr na mo coner. a, pystx! ne n npane nac
cynrt. Ceronxmnxx xnsnt ecrnnrentno nanonnena
mnoxecrnom nenpnxrntx cnryann, n omecrno namepenno
ntraercx orpanrtcx or nnx npouno creno espasnnunx n
crpaxa. Ho noneptre, ona rax xpynxa, uro c nerxocrtm
pacctnnercx or manemero nyunxa opa. Xorx t npocro
nonpoyre, ontme or nac nnuero ne rpeyercx. Camo coo
+]]exr ne yer mrnonenntm nyxno npemx, xorx t nemnoro.
Bt oxsarentno nouyncrnyre, xora +ro nacrynnr. Haunnre c
+ro mnnyrt. H xcrarn nacuer nnoxnx nme. ecrnnrentno y
xaxoro ecrt raxne snaxomte c xem ne xorenoct t axe
nnertcx. H nocne xaxo, axe mnmonerno ncrpeun c nnmn,
xopomero nacrpoennx xax ne tnano. ne ncxnmuenne raxne
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ecrt n y menx. Xornre paccxaxy xax x cnpannncx c momenrom
nenpnxrno ecet nnn npocroro omena nsrnxom? Ouent
nerxo! Mano roro uro x cran pasronapnnart c nnmn n nopmantnom
rone (onn ro nanenent na rpyocrt n oxnamr coornercrnymme
peaxnnn), rax eme noanox x +romy npn ncrpeue cran
npecrannxrt nx n camtx rnyntx cnryannxx, no es renn yntxn.
Hpocro npecrannn n satn, a yx cosnanne camo sa rex nce
cenaer. Bor nonpoyre craner ropaso nerue.

Hy, nor n noomna x xonny nepnax rnana moero noconx no
npeoonennm crpaxa necamocroxrentnocrn. paccxasan nam, xax
mne yanoct cnpannrtcx c ono ns rnanntx nponem, memanmnx
nonnonenno xnrt n camopeannsontnartcx. noopon
conno]onm. noopon oxsnt omecrna es ute-nno
nomomn. H x paccxasan nam o +rom. Kro-ro ns nac nnrepecom
npounran npo +ro, n ysnan uro-ro nonoe, xro-ro nocunran, uro x
cpennn, no ontme ncex x naemct, uro xomy-ro mo coner
oxsarentno nomoxer. Ha camom ene x ncxpenne na +ro naemct,
a nnaue nce mon rpyt moxno yer cmeno nasnart nenyxno
nncannno n ntxnnyrt rax n ne ounran o xonna. Kax x cxasan
eme n nauane, re camte sanernte rpn mara na nyrn x moe
camocroxrentnocrn npnmnn xo mne npaxrnuecxn mrnonenno, n
onaxt npocnynmnct yrpom, x yxe uerxo snan, xax nao
ecrnonart. Ho +romy npemecrnonann onrne mecxnt
myunrentntx pasymn, n noncxa xax oxasanoct nosxe raxoro
npocroro pemennx. Ho+romy npexe uem mt nepeem xo nropo
rnane xnnrn, n coornercrnenno xo nropomy mary, xouy cenart
neontmoe npeocrepexenne ne ntrarect cmemnnart mon
conert n ocrnut ncero n cpasy. Hauan nepnt mar, ne
npncrynare xo nropomy nooxnre nonoxnrentntx
pesyntraron n rontxo rora nnrarect nnepe. Kro snaer, moxer
nam nce snannx n ne norpeymrcx, nnuno y menx nce nponcxonno
xax-ro ecrecrnenno n pemennx ntrexann ono sa pyrnm. Eme pas
nonropmct nyxno npemx pexr! Komy-ro ocrarouno yer
mecxna, xomy-ro neenn, a y pyrnx yer ontme npemenn.
Bpemenn! Kaxoe xopomee cnono! Kcrarn o nem n noer peut no
nropo rnane. Hrax, nropo mar npeoonennm rnoe
nepemnrentnocrn BPEM! Kax ono moxer saropmosnrt rnoe
pasnnrne n mopantnom n connantnom nnane? Kax pasopnart ero
oxont n crart xosxnnom cnoe cytt? Hy uro nt npnsnaere, uro
]axrop npemenn memaer nam nonnonenno nacnaxartcx xnsntm
n ncrart na nyrt camocroxrentnocrn? Ecnn a! To nacrano npemx
o +rom noronopnrt.

Bpeun
Tora, ro nasa, xora mon nponemt c omecrnom n
nonnonenno xnsntm n nem ne anann mne noxox, n
esycnemntx nontrxax narn yremenne, snoynorpenxx
anxoronem n cnonm sopontem, x cran xncrnenno xaxnm-ro
mecrtm uyncrnom sameuart uro nce ropaso cnoxnee, uem
xasanoct panee. B nerxom nonnrnn x nmnn ncnomnnrt npomnoe
n yman uro +ro nopmantno. Tax y ncex. Bet ne rpex sa
pmmouxo nnmnn pas nsrpycrnyrt o ymemem. A xora x
nannnancx, ro nocrantrnx nonnocrtm onnaenana mno. yman
+ro nopmantno. yman +ro ntxo. 3atrtcx n npomnom n
nnxora ne nosnpamartcx n nacroxmee. Bce rax npocro. Kax x
omnancx! Hpecrantre, n antnemem x rax sanrpancx (a nepnee
sanyrancx) c npomntm, uro yxe n es anxoronx nacnaxartcx
+ro +]opne. ram nponncancx esoronopouno n naonro.
noome nepecran opamart nnnmanne na ro, uro nponcxonr
noxpyr menx, na ro, xax xaxym cexyny nponcxonr uro-ro
nonoe n xpyrnrtcx xnsnt, a eme xyxe x ntxnnyn ns ronont
yymee. nx menx ero ne cymecrnonano n npnnnnne. H uro
yer antme, yxe tno ne naxno. Xnsnt n nycrtx
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nocnomnnannxx, menenno, no nepno rxnyna menx xo ny.
Honnmnre pyxy, xro cranxnnancx c raxnm cocroxnnem? Tax!
Hemnoro, no nce xe ecrt. 3naunr, x ne onnox n nce xe xomy-ro
mo coner a npnronrtcx. Boome xora uenonex nce uame
ntraercx satrtcx n nocnomnnannxx n nocroxnno ymaer, uro
pantme no-ncxxomy tno nyume (a na camom ene tno rouno
raxxe xax n ceuac) xnno ronopnr o rom, uro nacroxmee ero ne
yonnernopxer. 3ro ecrecrnenno, no sanrptnartcx c +rnm ne
cronr. Bpemx neymonnmo exnr nnepe n nontrxn ero
saepxart, pannocnntnt ocranonxe noesa na nonnom xoy.
Hyxno pasnnnartcx, nyxno nrn n raxr c nnm, uyncrnyx pnrm
oruexannnart mar sa marom, n nosnpamartcx x npomnomy rontxo
no nsexanne omnox n yymem. H ne onee. Hrax, anarnx n
nocrantrnx nor na repmnna onpeenxmmne nce
ntmecxasannoe. anare ncxopennm annym nponemy na xopnm
n ntpnemcx ns xnerox npomnoro na cnooy x cnoe
camocroxrentnocrn.

Hancera pacnpomartcx c +rnmn nymx repmnnamn n cnoe
ronone na camom ene onontno npocro, no ns-sa crpaxa
nonnocrtm norepxrt n nnxora ne nosnpamartcx n cnoe npomnoe
mnorne nmn omanunno ymamr, uro +ro ouent cnoxno, a nopo
n nonce nenosmoxno. A cronr nn noome nepeuepxnnart nce ro,
uro c roo tno? cnpocnre nt. ercrno, mnomecrno, nepnax
nmont +ro xe ra npexpacno. 3auem cxnrart mocrt, ecnn nce n
rax nennoxo. a! He cnopm! Ho nocnert c pystxmn nnn
onoxnaccnnxamn, ncnomnnax nnxne entxn +ro ono eno, a
naxonrcx n nocroxnnom sanennn n rocxe o npomemem
conepmenno pyroe. Bce nmn pasnte n xax x yxe ronopnn
manentxax nponema nx onnx osnauaer orpomnym saauy nx
pyrnx. Ecnn name npomnoe npnxrno cocecrnyer c nacroxmnm n
nnuyrt ne saenaer nnant na yymee, +ry rnany moxer cmeno
nponycxart. A nx ocranmnxcx x orxpom neontmo cexper,
xoropt, x ncxpenne naemct, nomoxer nm cnpannrtcx c
nponemo nycroro nacroxmero xax x ero nmnn nastnart.
Homoxer opecrn ynepennocrt n nsannr or rene npomnoro. Hy
a nano, uro nce noxpyr a oxono, naoen, nanepnoe, yxe co
cnonmn npnunrannxmn. Hopa nepexonrt x npaxrnxe. Hponemy
nycroro nacroxmero xpenxo oxnarnnmym mo pasym x pemnn
ne cpasy. Ho pynrt ee nauan na xopnm. C roro mecra re ona n
saponnact. cran mentme nnrt. H no npemx rax nastnaemoro
ymennoro cnoxocrnnx ncera ntrancx epxartcx pxom c xem-
nnyt ns snaxomtx nnn pyse, ecrecrnenno ne ntmmnx. Tax y
menx tno mentme mancon na ro, uro x onxrt yy n cex, cxy n
nennnmym mamnny npemenn n yneuy n npomnoe ncxart rontxo
omnxn, no nnxax ne ntrartcx pemnrt nx. H snare, crano
nomorart. H rora x pemnn sanxsart c anxoronem npocro pan
nnrepeca, nocmorpert, uro ns +roro nonyunrtcx, n cran ontme
nnnmannx yenxrt nmxm, omecrny (x net yxe tn nsannen or
+roro crpaxa!) uro ncxope orxptno mne nonte ropnsonrt
nosmoxnocre nx camopeannsannn n cranonnennx menx xax
nnunocrn. Ho noneptre, na nauantnom +rane tno concem
nenpocro. Hepnte rpn mecxna npocro yxacno xorenoct ntnnrt
xorenoct nannrtcx. Ho x crapancx trt na nmxx, ne
sannxnnnartcx na uem-ro onom, ncxan nonte snaxomcrna, a na
npnrnamennx snaxomtx ormernrt ouepeno ent nsxrnx
Facrnnnn orneuan xort eme n poxnm, no ynepenntm orxasom
x nepecran c nnmn omartcx. Kora +ror nepno nocrenenno cran
npoxonrt n cnycrx re-ro moxer nonroa, xora x yxe uerxo
npecrannxn cee uro nnno +ro nycrax rpara npemenn n ener
nauannct nepement. Koneuno, x nce eme ncnomnnan o npomnom,
n xaxne-ro ]parmenrt tnn nectma oruernnnt, no uama
nycroro nacroxmero yxe nornxontxy nanonnxnact nontmn
nexmn n peannsanne nx n yymem. cran ynnexartcx
urennem, x nauan ncxart cee sanxrne, xoropoe npnnocnno t
mne ncxnmunrentno nonoxnrentnte +monnn. H xax nn crpanno
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ncnomnnn, uro ouent nmnn nncart nncart crnxn n paccxast,
nmnn nrpart na rnrape x axe ne nomnm, xora nocnenn pas
pan ee n pyxn. Pantme y menx tno nopxxom nnrepecon n
ynneuenn. uro x npnmna nopa nx ncnomnnrt! Ecnn yx
nosnpamartcx x npomnomy, ro xorx t c xaxo-ro nontso. B
omem, x nauan sannmartcx rem, uro npannrtcx n rnannoe rem,
uro ne naoeaer, xax +ro otuno tnaer. xaxt ent
orxptnan nx cex uro-ro nonoe, xaxt uac ntrancx nponecrn c
maxcnmantno nontso, xaxym mnnyry tn uem-ro sanxr. tn
roron na nce, urot ne ncnomnnart, ne saymtnartcx, ne
nosnpamartcx n npomnoe c ero omnxamn, c ero neyauamn n
ontm. Ham rontxo xaxercx, uro xnsnt neuna, na camom xe ene
nce rax cxoporeuno (axe n pn]my!), uro nopo ne ro, uro
nacroxmero, yymero, xaxercx neocrarouno, uro npenparnrt n
xnsnt ry manym uacrt ne n saymox, x xoroptm crpemnmcx. A
noome ecnn trt onee npxmonnnentm n ntxnnyrt nce
mramnt, ro nonyuaercx nnrepecnax nemt. Fyymee n npomnoe
+ro nnmt naext n nocnomnnannx n namnx rononax. Bpemenn
xax raxonoro ner, no xpane mepe, peantnoe ero cymecrnonannx
ne oxasano, a uact npnymant ncxnmunrentno nx yocrna.
Honyuaercx, y nac c namn ecrt ono nenpexpamammeecx
nacroxmee, pacnopxxartcx xoroptm xaxt nonen no-cnoemy.
ne ynnnmct, xora unrax annoe nocone, y nac nenontno
nosnnxaer nonpoc xaxoro uepra on rax xoporxo nsnaraer? Kaxo
xe +ro camoyunrent no opte c cocrnenno
necamocroxrentnocrtm? Tontxo npoe t naunnaemt uro-ro
nonnmart, a ryr an! H nce saxonunnoct. Ornnuno nac nonnmam!
Ho enam x +ro namepenno, n ne ntramct rxnyrt pesnny. 3auem?
cunram, cmtcn anno xnnrn (nmoro camoyunrenx nnn
noconx) saxnmuaercx nmenno n rom, urot nt n antnemem
nnnnnyantno xaxt cam nx cex ncxann onee noxoxmne
nyrn pemennx; x nnmt nororannnnam nouny nx nnx. Eme pas
nonropmct xaxt uenonex nnunocrt, a nx xaxo nnunocrn
onxen trt cno noxo. To, uro onnctnam x, noomno nnuno
mne. H naemct, nomoxer eme mnornm. Ho moxer conepmenno ne
noorn pyromy. Ho snannx, sanoxennte n ocnony n +ro
xnnxxn n conoxynnocrn c nnuntm ontrom (n namnm, xoneuno
xe) amr nennxonennte nosmoxnocrn nx peannsannn n
yymem. Hpocro npnmep. ounran ony ns rnan n ocranmnct c
uyncrnom neocxasannocrn, nonpoyre cenart, xax x nam n ne
coneronan, no n npnauy onectre +ro cnonm ontrom.
Honpoyre! rontxo 3a! Bet camoyunrent noromy rax n
sonercx; ero cmtcn n rom, urot nt CAMH VuHHHCI pemart
cnon nponemt, on nnmt aer nepnonauantnte snannx nx
nocneymmero pasnnrnx. 3ro rax nastnaemt xapxac, nx
yymnx ocrnxenn. A xaxnmn onn yyr, +ro nonnocrtm
sanncnr or nac. Bor nmenno no+romy x ocoo n ne pacmapxnnamct
na sarxxnte npenoxennx, nn]pt n saymnte ]pasouxn.
Hpomrynponan noono nnreparypt nemano, ontme
nononnnt ns npounrannoro x npocro ne nomnm. otunt
uenonex n mne conepmenno nesauem crponrt ns cex
nnnoreunoro uepnx c macco nennxnx ne n nxsxnx
npenoxenn. nsnaram nam n mepy cnonx snann n naemct na
name nonnmanne n narocxnonnocrt. Cnacno!
Vx! Hy, npoe ro, uro xoren cxasart no nonoy cnoe xnnxxn,
cxasan. Haemct, ne cnntno nac ornnex. Hpocro xoren oxcnnrt,
uro x uemy, sauem n nouemy. Hrax, na ocnonntx mara no
npeoonennm cnoe necamocroxrentnocrn nam nsnecrnt. uro x,
ynepen nt yxe nonpoonann npernopnrt nx n xnsnt! Ho +ro eme
ne nce. V menx nx nac ocrancx eme onn cnoco, xoropt moxer
trt ecrnnrentno nyxen ne xaxomy, no nponema +ra ouent
pacnpocrpanena. t noome ee ntennn xpacntm nnerom na
mo nsrnx, +ror nocnenn mar camt naxnt n camt
rnannt npn erantnom paccmorpennn ome xnnnnuecxo
xaprnnt xax nmxr ronopnrt npaun. ynepen uro ontmnncrno
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ns nac cxopee ncero menx ne noepxar n onee roro noome ne
nomyr, no x ne onxyct, n xyxe roro npnmy +ro xax
nopmantnym peaxnnm soponoro uenonexa, rax xax ro uro
nponcxonno co mno nopmantntm nasnart nnxax nentsx. Hnuero
crpamnoro! Ho x ynepen, uro re, xomy nnxensnoxennax
nn]opmannx yer nnrepecna, nsnnexyr ns moero conera mnoro
nonesnoro. Moxer trt, nmenno +ro n memano nm nacnaxartcx
uyncrnom neorpannuenno pemnrentnocrn n camoxonrponx. 3ra
nponema, na mo nsrnx, onee peantna n ocxsaema uem re, uro x
onnctnan uyrt ntme. Ona cymecrnyer sect n ceuac, no
xopnxmn nce-raxn rnyoxo npesaercx n npomnoe. A pas yx na ro
nomno, uro c nxmn npomemnmn mt c namn pacnpomannct, ro
pemart ee yem ram, re ona ymrno n oocnonanact sect n
ceuac. Boome nsnauantno x ne xoren nxnmuart +ror mar n
coepxanne noconx. Mne xasanoct, uro on ne cront naxen no
cpannennm c nepntmn nymx. yman, uro +ro pemnrtcx camo
coo. noome rora ouent mnoro yman! Ho raxoe anromarom
ne pemaercx. Ho+romy x cam nauan ncxart ntxo n namen ero,
npocnynmnct rora ro nasa pano yrpom yxe pyrnm uenonexom.
Tax uro xe +ro sa nanacrt raxax cnpocnre nt. Houemy +ro
onxno trt rax naxno? Houemy? Pexr nce onxrt xe ouent
npocro. Horomy uro +ra nponema, xax npannno, nmeer
onocroponnee nnxenne n sect nce sanncnr or nac n namero
ornomennx x ne. Ho ecrnonart nyxno esornararentno. 3ra
nponema nosnnxaer, xax npannno, n nopocrxonom nospacre ee
eme oxpecrnnn nponemo ornon n ere, no y nexoroptx ona
sarxrnnaercx naonro (xax y menx) n n antnemem npenonocnr
mnoxecrno nenpnxrntx cmpnpnson. Hanepnxxa y nac tn raxo
nepno, xora nam xasanoct, uro ponte nac ne nonnmamr (na
camom ene onn nce npexpacno nonnmamr camn npoxonnn
uepes +ro) n eme xyxe ntramrcx orpanrt nac or raxo cnaxo,
raxo manxme cnoot. Xorxr nam rontxo sna n nocroxnno
rnepxr, uro enart nao, a uro ne nao. Ho y ontmnncrna +ro
npoxonr no ncreuennm xaxnx-ro napt rpoxn ner, xora
tnmne yxe ern noxnamr ponrentcxoe rneso n naunnamr
nporanrtnart cno camocroxrentnt nyrt. Ho y pyrnx +ror
nepno sarxrnnaercx, n nonpemx ne ynopxnyn ns rennoro
rnestmxa, tnmne erxn nonaamr n xpenxne nenn
ponrentcxoro ouara, saort, nacxn n nmnn. H no npomecrnnn
mnornx ner yxe ne moryr ounyrtcx or pemt nanncme
necamocroxrentnocrn n npnntuno xyr, xora sa nnx nce
cenamr nx nmnmte mama n nana. A onn cenamr! He
comnenarect! Tt rnannoe yt ncera n none spennx, n nce y
rex yer na nmeuxe c ronyo xaemouxo. H ne naxno, uro
ree yxe cxopo rpnnart, ner nnuno xnsnn n cnoero mecra n
ne. tn raxnm x +roro ne cxptnam. Ho pexr sect, xax n n
nmo cnryannn nce sanncnr rontxo or nac, n pemnrt nponemy
Cemtn n menx xax x ee nemnoro nepennaunn no cnny xaxomy.
x cmor. anare +rnm n samemcx.

Ceutn
C camoro pannero ercrna x tn oxpyxen saoro n nmontm.
He cxaxy, xoneuno, uro x nonyuan nce uro xoren, xax +ro tnaer
y nexoroptx (npnunn romy tno nemano), no mon ponrenn,
necomnenno ntrannct art mne nce nyumee ns roro uem onn
pacnonarann na ror momenr. V menx pantme ncex noxnnnact
meura, nanepnoe xaxoro peenxa roro npemenn nrponax
npncranxa, ncne sa ne nneomarnnro]on, n tno crontxo
nrpymex, uro xax-ro pas n naxntnynmem noptne ecxoptcrnx x
pasan nx pystxm. A eme x nomnm, uro na moe noctmnnernne
oren npnnec nenoopasnmo orpomnt ropr, ncneuennt
cnennantno nx menx, n n npnauy x nemy na xnnorpamma
mopoxenoro. Bor mt c pexramn orrxnynnct! a, ercrno y menx
tno sameuarentnoe. Cnacno sa +ro mon ponrenn! Ho no mepe
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roro xax x naunnan nspocnert n nocrenenno ocnannart +ry
cnoxnym nayxy no nasnannem xnsnt, mne cranonnnoct nce
recnee n recnee n pamxax ponrentcxoro renna. Fyyun
nopocrxom, npnuem necnao nsanonanntm, x npncrpacrnncx
saxartnart cxanant. A nouyncrnonan nxyc nepno cnrapert,
cnyran ero co nxycom cnoot, x n nonce orennncx or
ponrene. tn ynepen, uro yxe uepecuyp nspocnt, uro nce
mory cam; nor rontxo oxonuy mxony n nay paory. Koneuno,
raxo ncnnecx orpnnannx moxno nonxrt nepexont nospacr,
ropmont. H n xonne xonnon nxycnn nonnym esnaxasannocrt
nanexnnym oypmannnammnm anxoronem x nonnocrtm comen c
xarymex. Bor npemeuxo ro tno! Bcnomnnart romno. Ho rora
mne +ro xasanoct nopmantntm, rora noome nce camoe ypnoe
xasanoct nopmantntm. ne saymtnancx o rom, uro yer, uro
tno (nuepamnn ent x npocro ne nomnnn) n rnannoe o rom, uro
nponcxonr ceuac. Hepenex nennnmym crpenxy, menenno, no
nepno x ncran na nyrt erpaannn; raxo nerxn n raxo nxsxn.
npnntx no ncem nnnnrt ponrene, x nacrpannan nx npornn
cex, x npocro ne mor c nnmn nopmantno pasronapnnart, n mne
nenpemenno nnenoct, uro onn xenamr mne rontxo sna. Ho na
camom ene nx nnna tna ne raxo snaunrentno onn npocro
xorenn art mne nce camoe nyumee, onn saornnnct oo mne n
ncemn cnnamn ntrannct orpanrt or nenpnxrnocre, a x n cnoe
npemx nce +ro nenpannntno nonxn n ntpan raxrnxy
conpornnnennx. Ho xax nt snare, na xaxoe ecrnne naercx
cnoe onee nponnnyroe npornnoecrnne. H onexa nao mno
ycnnnnact rpoexparno. Cmemno a! Ho xax t ro nn tno, n cnon
27 ner xnnx c ponrenxmn n ntx ns oma nocroxnno, sa
ncxnmuennem paort (xoropym onn mne n notcxann) naxoxct
n oxnannn snonxon rnna Ie?, Kora yemt? mne tno
anexo ne o cmexa. npenparnncx n nonnoe nnuroxecrno. +ro
npnsnanan, xax n npnsnanan ro, uro no ontme uacrn +ro tna
mox nnna, ny a upesmepnax ponrentcxax saora +romy rontxo
nocnococrnonana. Tax uro n nx nxna xort n neontmo, no nce
xe ecrt. Hmnre n mepy xax ronopnrtcx. axe esyepxnax
nmont nennr ymnt noxo. A yx n ene nocnnrannx +ra
ncrnna noxonr xax nentsx xcrarn. Moxere co mno ne
cornacnrtcx x ne onxyct! Ho +ro nce tno rax anno, no
xpane mepe, mne xaxercx uro anno, n o rom npemenn x
nocrenenno naunnam satnart. namen ntxo, xax cnpannrtcx c
nosnnxme nponemo Cemtn n Menx. Pan ora ne noymare
nnuero raxoro! H npocnynmnct rora, ro nasa c uerxnm nnanom
ecrnn, x npocro ne comnenancx, uro nce nananrtcx. Hyxna
rontxo xanentxa repnennx n uyrouxa npemenn n sanace (a y menx
ero tno xort orannx). H rnannoe ne cxonrt c nameuennoro
nyrn. Inannoe ne cxonrt n nenpemenno nce paspemnrtcx!

Ox! Hy, nanepnoe, nocne ncero npounrannoro nt rouno cxaxere
Hapent cnxrnn!. Ecnn uro, ne crecnxrect, ronopnre. axe
npnmepno oratnamct, xomy ns nac yyr npnnanexart +rn
cnona. Ho nantnem rtxart ne conpamct! Cxaxy nnmt ono +ro
yer snaunmax uacrt aynropnn nponenron re-ro mecrtecxr,
cemtecxr. Ocrantnte xe menx nomyr, n moxer trt, axe
nocouyncrnymr, a nexoropte ns nac (x ouent naemct)
nocnontsymrcx monm conerom, monm rpertnm marom, na nyrn x
cocrnenno camocroxrentnocrn. H x nce xe naemct, uro axe
re, xro n neoymennn noxpyrnn nantnem y nncxa, unrax nce +ro,
nayr n +ro xnnre uro-ro nonesnoe n nx cex roxe. Ecnn
uecrno x es nonxrnx xax n nayuntx xpyrax oxpecrnnn annym
nponemy, rax uro yy orranxnnartcx or nepnonauantnoro
nasnannx annoro mno. Hy uro nt roront ysnart, xax x
cnpannncx c nponemo Cemtn n Menx n nancera ntnyrancx
ns oxon nepemnrentnocrn n mnp cnoot, uerxocrn
npnnnmaemtx pemenn n, necomnenno, ornnunoro nacrpoennx!?
Ecnn a rora noexann!

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Boome annym nponemy moxno paspemnrt nymx cnocoamn.
Hepnt xax +ro n saneeno camt npocro n onpeenenno camt
tcrpt; nm nontsyercx ontmnncrno. Bropo xe onee
cnoxnt, n pesyntrart aer ne rax mycrpo. Ho y nocnenero
ecrt neocnopnmoe npenmymecrno on ouent croex x pasnnuntm
xnsnenntm neypxnnam. Kaxo cnoco noxonr nam? C xaxoro
naunem? Tax n yman c camoro npocroro! Hy nouemy ncem rax
xouercx ncero n cpasy! Hy a nano xosxnn apnn. Tem onee
nt n es menx ero npexpacno snare. Kcrarn on ornnuno
nnnctnaercx n nmym xnsnennym cnryannm. uem-ro cmaxnnaer
na noronopxy. He xouemt ne ena, ne npannrtcx ne xon, ne
cnnrtcx ne cnn, ne ronoen ne emt, naoeno xnrt c
ponrenxmn cesxa. Bce npocro. Bce nornuno. Cornacnrect,
rax nocrynaer ontmnncrno monotx nme rontxo-rontxo
namemnx paory, ny a cryenram, rem noome npnntxart ne
npnxonrtcx. Honauany namnm nmxmnm ponrenxm yer
rxxeno nepenocnrt orcyrcrnne ponoro uaa oma, norom onn c
+rnm cntxnyrtcx, no nanemart nnn snonnrt yyr perynxpno, a
uepes nexoropoe npemx n nonce npo nac sayyr, ne naconcem,
xoneuno xe. H am sy, ornomennx y nac tcrpo nanaxrcx rax
xax no ontme uacrn pemennx yyr npnnnmartcx
camocroxrentno, a ne n xecrxo ecee c mamo n nano n rymane
pasnornacn na crtxe noxonenn. Bt nce panno cenare xax nam
nao, nt axe moxere (a n cxopee ncero ne yere) ne ronopnrt
o namem pemennn ponrenxm. A xora onn ysnamr, yer yxe
nosnonaro uro-ro menxrt. a n onn xax x yxe ronopnn nce panno
c +rnm cntxnyrtcx. Bt cnnmare orentnym xnaprnpy, a eme
nyume cnnmare ee na napy c nmnmo enymxo, y nac ecrt
paora. Bt yxe camocroxrentnt! H x sa nac pa! Bce nnmct
nannno. Ho ecrt no ncem +rom (ne n cnocoe pemennx xoneuno)
onn ontmymn mnnyc. Bce eno n rom, uro xnaprnpy nt
cnnmare, n yx rouno n nnxamee npemx ne conparect
npnoperart nonym. Camn snare, nponemt c xnntem y nac c
xaxtm room cranonxrcx nce axryantne n axryantne. A
morartcx nonxnsnn no cemntm xnaprnpam, ynt, ne nyumee
pemenne. Mnornm nomoramr ponrenn noxynamr xnnte na
xponno cepexennte, ntnnaunnamr saem. B omem, naxoxr
pemenne. Onxrt xe sa nac. Koneuno +ro nennoxo n rax tno
ncera, no xynnennax xnaprnpa yer yxe ne nama. Hycrt n yer
sanncana na nac. Ona yer namnx ponrene. H nt +ro yere
uyncrnonart n nonnmart. Xort n na paccroxnnn, no nce nt cnona
yere xnr c nnmn. a n onn nenpemenno yyr nanemart ponoe
nrx c sannno perynxpnocrtm. Ecnn noome ne saxorxr
nepeexart. B omem, noontx cnryann n nx pasnonnnocre
moxer trt cxontxo yrono. H no+romy nropo cnoco xax-ro
onee npenournrenen n annom cnyuae, xorx t npemenno, no
nyume nocnontsonartcx nm, a norom xora nt operere xaxym-
nnxaxym nouny camocroxrentnocrn no noramn moxno ynerart
ns ponrentcxoro cnaxoro rnestmxa na nonm. Hrax, uro xe
+ro sa cnoco raxo, uro xe sa mero o xoropom x rax nacrounno
nam rnepxy? Hanocrpnre ymn, npnmyptre rnasa n npnrorontrect
ysnart camoe ecrnennoe n opnrnnantnoe, na mo nsrnx,
pemenne nponemt, xoropym mnorne oxpecrnnn nponemo
Ornon n ere a x xe nasnan nponemo Cemtn n Menx.
Hnxaxnx earon xax n nepeaue Axyna Marara, nnxaxnx
mnorocrpannuntx crare, nnuero raxoro, uro camo no cee
orranxnnano t nac or axe nepoxnx nontrox pemnrt
nanncmym ey. Bce ouent npocro, xax n nce xopomee! Pexr nam
ncero ro nyxno BIHOHHTI TO O uEM BAC HPOCT, HO B
KOHEuHOM HTOIE BIBECTH CuET B BABV HOHI3V.
Henonxrno! uro x anare pasepem +ro na npnmepe. Ha camom
npocrom npnmepe. B ercrne, ponrenn nmnnn menx noctnart n
marasnn xynnrt uro-ro ns npoyxron no menoun (ne nce xe
ypaxa nanxrt) n xoneuno ener na +ro uro-ro ananoct, xax
ronopnrtcx rmrentxa n rmrentxy n nnxaxo caun. Hoxynaemt
n necemt omo. Bor paocrt! Ho x enan nemnoro no-pyromy.
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Vsnan, uro nenoanexy, x npnmepy, ro xe camoe monoxo
npoaercx uyrt emenne, x npocro na npocro noxynan ero ram.
Ecrecrnenno mon oporne npexn o +rom nnueromentxn ne
snann. Hy a ocranmnecx cepexennx otrte uecrntm rpyom
raxnn n pyxax cran sameuarentntm nannntntm nnomnpom. Bor n
nce. Heyxenn nnxro ns nac rax, ny nnn npnmepno rax ne
nocrynan. Comnenamct. B omem, annt cnoco ouent
npnronncx mne n antneme yxe nspocno xnsnn. ne cunram
+ro omanom, xax n ne npnepxnnamct mnennx, uro rax nyxno
nocrynart nocroxnno. 3ror mero cxopee npemennt, no onee
onronrpammn, rax xax mnnmoe nneuarnenne xopomero
ctnouxa coxpannrtcx y namnx ponrene naonro, a moxer n
nancera. Komnpomncc naen! Bce cuacrnnnt n onontnt. Bt,
noromy uro nonyuare ro, uro xornre, onn, noromy uro raxxe
nonyuamr ro, uro xorxr nonyunrt or nac. A ceuac ncnomnnre,
cnyuannct nn c namn raxne cnryannn, xoropte npn onxnom
noxoe moxno ne oxct oepnyrt n cnom cropony. a x
pyuamct, uro onn cnnomt n pxom. Hpocro o +roro nt ne snann,
xax c nnmn opamartcx. A renept snare! H oxsarentno nx
paspemnre. Hy a yx ecnn rax cnyunrtcx uro namn neontmne
rpemxn ncnntnyr napyxy ro, cxopee ncero na nnx axe ne
oparxr nnnmannx nt renept xopomn ctn, nt npnmep nx
pyrnx. A o +rom meuraer xaxt ponrent. Tem onee onn
camn roro ne sameuax yyr cunrart nac camocroxrentntm
uenonexom, nnunocrtm cnocono pemart nosnnxammne
nponemt na nery; pas yx ryr on rax ntxpyrnncx, ns nmo
cnryannn ntepercx ne namounn axe nxrox. Hy a nt cnom
ouepet ne samernre n onee roro ynnnrect romy xax or
tnano nepemnmocrn ne ocranercx n cnea. A n xyne c nepntmn
nymx maramn cranere xnntm npnmepom nx nopaxannx. Vx
noneptre! Bt ncrouare paocrt, conpemennocrt, nx n nory co
npemenem, nt xnsnepaocrnt n opt x oxpyxammnm, nt
nmnre cnonx ponrene n naroapnt nm sa nce. Bt camn ncero
onnnct, no ornnuno snare neny +ro cnoot. Bt npexpacno
ycnonnn +rn rpn npocrentxnx mara na nyrn x ne. Ho o +rom
snaem rontxo x n rt oporo unrarent. Hycrt +ro yer namnm
manentxnm cexperom.

Hy uro, sopono x sanepnyn, ne npana nn? Koneuno, nce
ntmecxasannoe moxer noxasartcx nonnemnm peom, no x
ynepxm ecnn nac rnoxer nponema cxoxax cponn moe, ro
nonpoyre (nnn xorx t npncnymarect!) annt coner, a no
conmecrnrentcrny rpern mar no npeoonennm cnoe
necamocroxrentnocrn, n oxsarentno nonyunre nonoxnrentnt
pesyntrar. Oxsarentno! Moxere ntpart nmo ns nyx
npenoxenntx mnom cnocoon n +rom mare, no x t nnuno
coneronan npncnymartcx xo nropomy. Hycrt on onee nynt n
nnnnt, saro onee onronrpammn n epxnrcx opo npn
nmtx xnsnenntx cnryannxx. Eme pas nonropxm npocro
nonpoyre, or nac xe ne yyer! A x n cnom ouepet yy
rontxo pa, uro nomor eme onomy uenonexy n +rom xecrxom
mnpe crart nesanncnmo HHuHOCTIR, nonnocrtm
ornercrnenno sa cnon nocrynxn n npnnnmaemte pemennx.

Hy, nor pystx mon, npoe t nce! uro xoren cxasart cxasan,
uro ne xoren nce panno cxasan. Ecnn uecrno x onro
comnenancx, a cronno nn noome naunnart nncart annoe
nocone nnn camoyunrent, xomy xax yone. H eno ryr nonce
ne n xanocrn nnn rane cocrnenntx cexperon. Her! Hpocro x
yman a uro ram ronopnrt n ceuac ymam, uro mnorne co
mno ne cornacxrcx n nocunramr +rn mon rpn mara, xax x nx
oosnan anantno epyno. Cxontxo ncnxonoron tmrcx na
anno nponemo, a rt ryr nsxn n maxom nepeuepxnyn nce nx
mnororomnte rpyt cnoe nncyntxo. Hmenno rax cxaxer
ontmnncrno. Moxer onn, n yyr npant, no nce xe mox
nncyntxa nanpannena ne na nnx, ona uerxo epxnr npnnen na
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ro aynropnn, xro menx nomer n xomy ona nomoxer. Hycrt +ro
axe yer onn uenonex nx menx +ro yer yxe ontmo
pesyntrar. ymare, x ne unran ncex +rnx ranmyon no pasnnrnm
nnunocrn n nponemax c omecrnom a, uepr nostmn, y menx or
nnx ronona npocro pacxantnanact. Kcrarn nnuero pyroro x or
+roro urennx ne sapaoran. H n onn npexpacnt momenr x
noyman, a nouemy t n ner. Houemy mne nentsx nanncart uro-ro
noonoe, no n onee emxom n nesarpyxennom ncxuecxnmn
repmnnamn napnanre.
Ho-xnrecxn rax cxasart. Tem onee mne +ro nomorno, xro
snaer, moxer, nomoxer n pyrnm. H x pemnncx na +ro, nycrt
ocyxamr, no nce xe pemnncx. Mnoro yman na rem, uro
nxnmunrt n mom nncyntxy, n xaxo nocneonarentnocrn nce
ntcrponrt. A nponemy Cemtn n menx n nonce ne xoren
ocyxart. Mne ona n ceuac xaxercx nemnoro xecrxonaro, a
ecnn uecrnee, uyrouxy xecroxo. Ho, ona paoraer, a snaunr e
ecrt mecro n anno xnnre. B nrore xax x n cxasan, ntnoxnn nce.
Fes npnxpac n ymxruenn. Tenept eno sa namn! Bocnontsonartcx
monmn coneramn nnn ner? Homoryr onn nam nnn ner? an nam
nouny nx crapra, n naemct, nt xpenxo ncranere na nee, n
nenpemenno oere o ]nnnma. n +rom ynepen! O! uro-ro x
concem saronopnncx, y nac, nanepnoe, yxe oeennt nepeptn
saxanunnaercx, nnn cxopo nama ocranonxa. He yy onee
ornnexart. Hpocro nanocneox, nepe rem xax nt pacrnopnrect n
cnonx enax n yannre c namero ycrpocrna moe rnopenne, xouy
cxasart ncx nama necamocroxrentnocrt, nepemnrentnocrt n
poocrt ne onee uem npnuyt pastrpanmerocx noopaxennx n
crpaxa nepe yymnm. 3roro nnuero ner. Ecrt rontxo sect n
ceuac. H aptept n ronone, xoropte nosnonre nt camn. A sect
n ceuac nt cnntnt n pemnrentnt uenonex. 3anomnnre +ro.
3anomnnre! Hy nce, Adis n ycnexon nam n namnx naunnannxx!


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