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galore -- and the odd thing was, even when he had fallen as far
as he could fall (lying, cheating, promiscuity, false prosperity
theology to separate trusting Christians from their money, rape,
homosexuality, tax fraud) he was always sincere, by his own
word he probably felt he really was serving God, and he probably
started out not all that far from the truth. (Douglas Christian
Larsen)
Bakker resigned from Praise The Lord ministries in 1987 after
admitting he had an affair with a ministry secretary. In 1989, he
was convicted in Charlotte of a wire and mail-fraud scheme over
the sale of more than 150,000 lifetime partnerships to the
planned Heritage USA theme park in Fort Mill, S.C.
Bakker's 45-year sentence was reduced to 18 years and he
served five before his parole in 1995. While in prison, his former
wife, Tammy Faye - now remarried as Tammy Faye Messner divorced him.
According to the prosecution at Bakker's trial, tens of thousands
of memberships had been sold, and only one 500-room hotel
completed. Bakker had not only sold more "exclusive"
partnerships than could be accommodated, but had also raised
more than twice the money needed to build the hotel. The Bakker
trial revealed that a good deal of the money had gone into
operating expenses of Heritage USA, and Bakker kept $3,700,000
for himself.
Bakker, who apparently made all of the financial decisions
for the PTL and kept two sets of books to conceal the
accounting irregularities, took conspicuous consumption to
new extremes. PTL once spent over $100,000 for a private
jet to fly the Bakker's clothing across the country. PTL also
were found in the first days of the Falwell takeover. The books
are a mess, proclaimed Harry Hargrave, the Dallas-based
consultant Falwell hired to become PTLs new chief executive
officer.
Have you seen one of his latest TV programs. Hes back doing
the same thing as he did before, only worse. He never learned
anything. His recent wife is a copy of his first wife. Hes in the
market of selling things like watches and food for end times
survival. Pretty pathetic. GORDON WILLIAMS
repented of his sins in public just like David did in Psalm 51 and
"Zacchaeus did in Luke?
Luke 19:5 And when Jesus came to the place, He looked up and
saw him, and said to him, "Zacchaeus, make haste and come
down, for today I must stay at your house." 19:6 So he made
haste and came down, and received Him joyfully. 19:7 But when
they saw it, they all complained, saying, "He has gone to be a
guest with a man who is a sinner." 19:8 Then Zacchaeus stood
and said to the Lord, "Look, Lord, I give half of my goods to the
poor; and if I have taken anything from anyone by false
accusation, I restore fourfold." 19:9 And Jesus said to him,
"Today salvation has come to this house, because he also is a son
of Abraham; 19:10 "for the Son of Man has come to seek and to
save that which was lost."
EX 22:1 "If a man steals an ox or a sheep, and slaughters it or
sells it, he shall restore five oxen for an ox and four sheep for a
sheep.
EX 22:4 "If the theft is certainly found alive in his hand, whether
it is an ox or donkey or sheep, he shall restore double.
He was one of the worst of the very worst preacher men begging
on TV, the kind of conman and scripture twisters that could make
anyone flip the channel as fast as humanly possible (Christian or
non-Christian), the leader of the so-called PTL Club (Praise the
Lord), a show full of hand clapping and bebopping and
unscrupulous moneychanging shenanigans and crocodile tears
galore -- and the odd thing was, even when he had fallen as far
as he could fall (lying, cheating, promiscuity, false prosperity
theology to separate trusting Christians from their money, rape,
homosexuality, tax fraud) he was always sincere, by his own
word he probably felt he really was serving God, and he probably
started out not all that far from the truth. (Douglas Christian
Larsen)
Jim Bakker was founder and former president of the PTL
Ministries. Sam Johnson was director of World Missions in 1986.
Richard Dortch was the PTL's 2nd minister in 1984. In 1987
former Secretary of the Interior James Watt, and retired
televangelist Rex Humbard were named to the PTL board by
then- chairman Reverend Jerry Falwell.
Bakker resigned from Praise The Lord ministries in 1987 after
admitting he had an affair with a ministry secretary. In 1989, he
was convicted in Charlotte of a wire and mail-fraud scheme over
the sale of more than 150,000 lifetime partnerships to the
planned Heritage USA theme park in Fort Mill, S.C.
Bakker's 45-year sentence was reduced to 18 years and he
served five before his parole in 1995. While in prison, his former
wife, Tammy Faye - now remarried as Tammy Faye Messner divorced him.
Bakker has since contended that his years in prison were his
salvation. He re-read all the scriptures and crucially concluded
that the so-called "prosperity preaching" of his PTL days wherein he equated dollar-wealth with godliness - was misguided.
For a while, Bakker lived by his new creed that God also attended
to the poor. He moved to Los Angeles where he met his new wife,
with whom he is now raising seven Hispanic foster children.
Although many sheep are leery of Bakker, the clergy admired his
propensity to rob and use the sheep. In 1995, when he was
barely out of prison, he addressed a Christian leadership
conference where 10,000 clergymen cheered and gave him a 15-
Meanwhile the IRS had been investigating the PTL since 1980,
claiming the Heritage USA theme park operations were
commercial, not ministerial. After Falwell's resignation, the IRS
revoked the PTL's tax-exempt status retroactive to 1980. The IRS
claimed that the PTL owed $65 million in back taxes. The PTL
went into bankruptcy proceedings in 1988 and was sold when
Judge Rufus Reynolds accepted a bid of $115 million from Rabbi
Stephen Mernick, an Orthodox rabbi from Toronto.
Jim Bakker had no formal training in theology--he failed to
complete even the introductory course in religious doctrine at
North Central Bible College. The Bakker ministry was one of love-the God that healed and forgave all human trangressions.
Bakker's ministry sanctioned extreme forms of "conversion
experiences," where sinners turned into saints via divine
intervention. This allowed Bakker to accept a wide variety of
religious beliefs and traditions into the fold of his ministry. The
Bakkers used the tradition of Pentecostal testimony on the PTL
Network to work through the many crises in their lives and to
justify their extravagant lifestyles and financial transgressions.
Between 1984 and mid-1987, the Bakkers received annual
salaries of $200,000 each and Jim awarded himself over $4
million in bonuses. The Bakkers owned, among other things, a
$600,000 house in Palm Springs, 4 condos in California, and a
Rolls Royce.
Bakker has been disordained as an Assembly of God minister. At
its peak 25 ordained ministers from the Assemblies of God
worked full-time for the PTL. PTL sold "lifetime memberships" for
a $1,000 or more which entitled buyers to a 3-night stay
annually at a luxury hotel in Heritage USA. According to the
prosecution at Bakker's trial, tens of thousands of memberships
had been sold, and only one 500-room hotel completed. Bakker
But there is one number, above all, that Jim Bakker, will never
forget. It is 07407-058. Put "Inmate" in front of it, and you will
see why. Bakker was sentenced to 45 years in federal prison for
his crimes, even though some of the counts against him were
later reversed and in 1994 he was released after only five years
behind bars. By then, Tammy Faye had divorced him and Bakker,
we all assumed, would fade into shamed obscurity. One thing was
for sure, he told one interviewer shortly afterwards - he would
never preach on television again.
He did write a book, however, simply called I Was Wrong. And
then, lo and behold, Bakker was wrong again. Not only is he
preaching once more, but he is doing it before the cameras.
Second chances are encouraged in Christian teaching and, for
sure, they are allowed in America. For proof, you need look no
further than a joint called the Studio City Caf in Branson,
Missouri, a folksy tourist town that peddles God and country
music to Middle America in roughly equal measures.
Since January, Bakker, 63, and his new wife, Lori Graham
Bakker, have been turning up here each weekday morning to
record an hour-long show of music, pious chat and, of course,
old-fashioned preaching. The show is being carried by a growing
roster of television stations across America and, via satellite,
around the world. Assisting them are 20 Christian singers
doubling as waitresses and cooks and, on most days, a celebrity
guest of questionable calibre. Tony Orlando was on recently, and
if you can't quite pin him down, he is the man who sang "Tie a
Yellow Ribbon Round the Ole Oak Tree" with Dawn. On hand
every day to ensure an atmosphere of wholesome devotion to
Bakker, are the paying customers of the 260-seat caf, nearly all
tourists visiting Branson, cheering him on while shovelling down
barbecued ribs and eight-inch-high chocolate gateaux.
And among the folks packing the Studio City Caf, you will even
find a few who donated to PTL and to the hotel scheme and lost
everything they gave. But, apparently, there is just something
about Bakker they cannot resist. And they forgive him. "We lost
money," Bill Armstrong, recently retired from a metal casting
company, told a reporter from the Springfield News-Leader after
visiting the caf and watching Bakker do his thing again. "He's
forgiven." And people respond to his new low-key tone. "We don't
come as someone who has all the answers," Bakker insisted. "We
don't come as examples. We come as a demonstration of God's
restoration."
Austin Miles had fame, wealth, and a wonderful family. But by the
time he finally broke free of the fanatic world of the religious
right, he had lost everything. Don't Call Me Brother is his story. A
poignant, outrageous, sometimes hilarious drama peopled with
colorful real-life characters. Building to a climax with a surprise
double-twist ending, this story is tough but fair, a must-read for
those who want to know what really happens in the world of
America's media-glitzed charismatic religions.
Note As a friend of the author Austin Miles, and having read the
book, I have no doubt over the matters he witnessed firsthand.
Although I'm an Assemblies of God minister, I recognize that in
all human organizations (churches are human organizations)
there will be fallible people with poor judgment and liable to
temptation. Austin Miles has come back to Christianity, and has
repudiated the negative attitude he expresses in his book towards
Christianity, although he still maintains what he saw was true. He
and I have had many wonderful conversations, and will continue
to do so. He is a preacher again, and travels to churches. He has
returned to Christian ministry with lessons learned and a new
attitude. Rev. Richard F. Lee.
A PBS Television documentary title "Religion and Politics" that
first aired in December of 1987 spotlighted Ronald Reagan's
interference in the Justice Department's attempted initial
investigation of Jim Bakker, as well as the investigations of the
IRS and FCC. An interesting sidelight to this cover-up concerns
George Bush. He made a trip to Charlotte to meet privately with
Jim Bakker in a hotel room. He wanted Jim to endorse him for
President on the PTL network. Jim asked him if he was a bornagain Christian to which Bush replied 'no'. Jim said that he would
only endorse Bush if he openly declared himself a born-again.
"Carter did that", Bush shot back, "and I don't want to be
to carry his talk show. Diners at Studio City Cafe will be the
studio audience, local and national entertainers will be featured
guests and Bakker and his wife, ordained minister Lori Graham
Bakker, will be hosts. The show will feature the 20 Christian
singers who double as wait staff, cashiers and cooks at the 260seat cafe operated by the Churchill Coffee Company. "We're not
looking at the big (networks) yet," said Chris Busch, director of
Tulsa, Okla.-based B/M/C Advertising, which is recruiting
television stations. "Jim wants steady, controlled, well-managed
growth. He'll be tweaking the show initially. One thing we know
for sure is Jim believes in excellence."
Bakker's backers, both newfound and those dating to Bakker's
scandal-riddled PTL Ministries in York County, S.C., are financing
and encouraging the project. "It's surreal to me right now. I know
there are some people who won't like me, and I don't blame
them. But since I've been in Missouri, not one person has been
mean or cruel or said a sarcastic remark to me," Bakker said.
The minister - he is unaffiliated with any denomination - returned
to Christian evangelism upon his release from federal prison in
1995 and began working with a ministry in Los Angeles. He was
convicted of mail and wire fraud 13 years ago. In recent years, he
has operated from Vernon, Fla., where he founded another
independent ministry, New Covenant Fellowship. Bakker said he
has been stunned by the outpouring of moral and financial
support and volunteer labor he has found in Branson. "I've never
been welcomed so wonderfully anywhere in my life," Bakker said.
"I'm beyond excited. I'm overwhelmed. People are just doing
things. Last week, a man that sells carpeting chased me with his
truck, and he told me he had heard me on the radio talking about
this. He said, `God told me to do whatever you asked. What can I
do for you?'"
bitter and said Bakker had failed to keep promises and had
forsaken him during tough times. Fletcher stated during the
"Pearlygate" media storm that he, too, had been sexually
involved with bisexual Bakker, reported Christianity Today.
So it was not surprising that Tammy Faye Bakker ( now
Messner), who divorced Bakker, would have a prominent role in
the gay pride festivities in Washington in June 2002. The former
televangelist was to judge a Tammy Faye look-alike contest,
appear at a fund-raising dinner and speak from the main stage of
the Capital Pride 2002 street festival.
There are those who believe that Tammy Faye is really a drag
queen. Once adored by viewers of the electronic church, Messner
now appears at gay-pride events nationwide, such as a Tammy
Faye look-alike contest held in Washington, D.C., recently where,
according to National Public Radio, she was "surrounded by men
in falsies and pancake makeup and...impossible to upstage."
"I'm just trying to give back to them," she says. "I...tell them
there's a God who loves them and cares for them. I told them
there's a better way out...that nothing can give you peace except
Jesus." Messner does not specifically address the issue of
homosexuality being a sin when she talks to groups of gays. "I
leave that up to the Holy Spirit because unless He speaks to
them, they won't change anyway," she said.
But Tammy Faye's former husband, Assembly of God Evangelist
Jim Bakker, the founder on the now non existent PTL Club and
Village, has downplayed the role of the bisexual evangelist John
Wesley Fletcher, who arranged his tryst with Jessica Hahn. He
hardly talks about James and David Taggart, the brothers who
many claim controlled Bakker in his final PTL years or that David
Taggart was his lover and gave him blow jobs.
Fletcher was bitter and said Bakker had failed to keep promises
and had forsaken him during tough times. Fletcher stated during
the "Pearlygate" media storm that he, too, had been sexually
involved with bisexual Bakker, reported Christianity Today
Bakker, former head of PTL Ministries and Heritage USA, served
five years in federal prison on fraud charges. He has spoken
about confession of sins, forgiveness, and reconciliation for the
last two years in churches around the country, RNS reported.
Bakker's wife, Tammy Faye, divorced him while he was in prison
and married his best friend, Roe Messner. Bakker, who remarried
about two years ago, is starting a ministry in Florida for children
from inner cities.
At times in prison "I felt like God had left me," Bakker said.
"That's the real problem with prosperity teaching," a cornerstone
in his television days. "If God comes to you when you prosper, do
you think he will walk away when you are poor?" he asked.
"There's a lot of false doctrine going around, and I was preaching
a lot of it."
Jim Bakker and clan were also on Larry King Live on May 30,
2000 spewing out their form of Christianity. It was a three ring
circus of fools. Bakker's son said he was " angry that people do
not allow preachers to be human." Bakker even presented a bible
as a gift to Larry King's wife.
Bakker and Messner said they had made up with each other after
the collapse of the ministry and their divorce. "I don't blame
Tammy Faye for going on with her life," and divorcing him after
Since people are people, you can't expect them to follow all the
commandments do you? Since you can't follow all of them even
part of the time, then to hell with all of them, don't follow any of
them........of course tell the sheep to follow every one of them."
While Jeffrey K. Hadden, professor of sociology at the University
of Virginia at Charlottesville, and Anson Shupe in their book
Televangelism: Power & Politics On God's Frontier wrote:
There were many significant underlying themes to give the PTL
scandal a cheap theatrical appeal guaranteed to keep it in the
news for months. The 1987 unholy wars of televangelism brought
together most of the leading figures in syndicated religious
programming. Even Robert Schuller, whose theology is light years
and Crystal Cathedral a continent away from the Bakker action,
became involved early on when PTL counselor Norman Roy
Grutman commented that people who live in glass houses should
not cast stones-seemingly implicating Schuller as a culprit in the
alleged "hostile takeover."
The first and grandest theme tying all the other subplots together
was the fairy-tale life of the central characters themselves. The
main scene for most of the action was a fantasy world called
Heritage USA, which Jim and Tammy Faye created from the
dimes and dollars of those who sent their savings and Social
Security checks. The sad part of the Bakker fairy tale began on
March 19 when a tearful Jim told his television audience how a
very mean man was about to usurp Jim and Tammy's kingdom.
The ammunition possessed by this mean man (who was shortly
to be identified as televangelist Jimmy Swaggart) was information
about an itty-bitty affair Jim Bakker had had with a church
secretary years before.
In 1986 the Bakkers were paid $1.9 million; since 1984, a total of
$4.8 million had been paid to them. In addition, PTL monies were
used for expensive homes, a palatial suite at the Heritage Grand
Hotel, automobiles, lavish wardrobes, vacations, and parties.
The Bakkers' closest associates were privy to their high living at
the expense of PTL partners. They, too, were well paid. Reverend
Richard Dortch, the Assemblies of God minister who many
thought had brought some order and organization to the rapidly
growing Heritage USA operations, was paid $240,000 in 1985 and
$350,000 in 1986. He received approximately $270,000 during
the first three months of 1987 before Falwell sacked him. David
Taggart, a twenty-nine-year-old "personal aide" to Bakker,
received $360,000 in 1986; Jim Bakker's personal secretary
received $160,000.
And then there were "consultants." James Taggart, interior
decorator and David Taggart's brother, was paid $10,000 a
month, but, according to the new PTL management, he had
performed no services "for months."' Peter B. Teeley, press
secretary to George Bush until 1984, was paid $120,000 for
eighteen months to serve as a Washington "liaison"; apparently
there were no written records of any services performed.
Assembly of God Evangelist Jimmy Swaggart, had been accused
of complicity in the "diabolical plot" to take over the Bakker
ministry by Jim Bakker. Swaggart said that he had initiated a
church inquiry into Bakker's personal conduct, but that it was
"absurd and ridiculous" to suggest that he wanted to take over
PTL.
that "if Jerry Falwell would just admit that he tried to get the PTL
Network it was a bad choice on my part please forgive me
it would send out a breath of fresh air in the body of Christ". Jim
Bakker's wife Tammy, who has now remarried, has stated
repeatedly how Falwell's actions in the PTL situation has caused
untold harm to her family. Jim Bakker even went to prison for
years. Jimmy Swaggart made an appeal to have Jim Bakker
relieved from his prison sentence after receiving a phone call
from Jim Bakker's son, Jamie. {That is in Bakker's book as well.}
their two sons as members established in 1999 the fact that Ned
Graham was an adulterer, alcoholic, wife abuser, and drug user
and revoked Graham's ministerial credentials. It directed Graham
to stop using the title reverend.
Yet in a style reminiscent of Jimmy Swaggart, who refused to be
defrocked by the Assembly of God denomination, Ned Graham
left that congregation for another church.
Most of the staff and board members of East Gates International
resigned amid controversies. East Gates, in Sumner, Wash.,
withdrew its membership in the Evangelical Council for Financial
Accountability after Ned replaced the board members with his
sister Ruth Graham McIntyre, brother-in-law Stephan Tchividjian,
and business leader Peter Lowe.
Christianity Today founded by Billy Graham did not report on one
of its own pastors Ollin Collins of Harvest Baptist Church in Fort
Worth, and Southwestern Baptist Theological Seminary's board
chairman. A man who resigned amid sexual misconduct
allegations when he was accused of having sexual relationships
with two women who sought counseling.
But it did report about the adultery of a black man and a National
Baptist but not about the adultery of a white man and Southern
Baptist. An adultery which was more hideous and gross because
Collins raped unsuspecting trusting women, while Lyons
adulterous relationships were consensual. It has been said that
Lyons will go down in the history books as "Hugh Hefner of the
New Testament."
http://headlines.yahoo.com/Full_Coverage/US/Henry_Lyons
Now concerning the fallen hero, the church had suspended Pastor
Collins with pay pending an investigation. He resigned from his
board position one day after a story in the Fort Worth StarTelegram reported the women's allegations and their intent to
sue. Southwestern is the world's largest evangelical seminary,
with 3,000 students on eight campuses.
But of course neither the Seminary nor the Church did nothing for
the real female victims but they did help and console the
aggressor? Just like Billy Graham stated about Bill Clinton "I
forgive him . . . because I know the frailty of human nature, and
especially a strong, vigorous young man like he is. "He has such
a tremendous personality that I think the ladies just go wild over
him."
While Jeffrey K. Hadden, professor of sociology at the University
of Virgina at Charlottesville, and Anson Shupe in their book
Televangelism: Power & Politics On God& Ch 1: Getting Saved
from the Televangelists wrote:
The first and grandest theme tying all the other subplots together
was the fairy-tale life of the central characters themselves. The
main scene for most of the action was a fantasy world called
Heritage USA, which Jim and Tammy Faye created from the
dimes and dollars of those who sent their savings and Social
Security checks. The sad part of the Bakker fairy tale began on
March 19 when a tearful Jim told his television audience how a
very mean man was about to usurp Jim and Tammy's kingdom.
The ammunition possessed by this mean man (who was shortly
to be identified as televangelist Jimmy Swaggart) was information
about an itty-bitty affair Jim Bakker had had with a church
secretary years before. Details of the takeover plot unfolded
Ted Koppel had warned Jim and Tammy at the beginning of the
"Nightline" program "not to wrap themselves in the Bible." By the
end of the program, it was Koppel who had been wrapped in the
mesmerizing melodramatic tragicomic fantasy the couple had
spun.
Playing to Koppel and the huge television audience with words
that sounded ever so sweet and loving, Jim Bakker now declared
war against Falwell. They just wanted to come home to Heritage
USA, but if Jerry Falwell wouldn't let them, they might start a
new Shangri-La in the California desert near their Palm Springs
hideaway.
Koppel advised them that this might be difficult in light of reports
from Heritage USA that the mail was running overwhelmingly in
support of Falwell's measures to save the spiritual Disneyland. "If
the people don't want us back, if they want Jerry Falwell, then
they should support Jerry Falwell," said an emotional Bakker. ". .
. But if they don't, they should support Jim and Tammy
Bakker.''l3 The Bakkers seemed genuinely unable to grasp the
reality of the tragedy that had befallen them, to say nothing of its
impact on others.
A second significant subplot in this unholy religious soap involved
evidence of personal misconduct, mismanagement, and pillaging
of the PTL treasury. Thus, there were two dimensions to the
scandal: the Bakkers' personal "moral" lives, and their
mismanagement and misuse of Heritage USA resources. And just
when it seemed that all the sordid details had oozed out, new
disclosures and allegations of offenses emerged.
In the beginning, there was only the sexual indiscretion, when
Jim Bakker, in a moment of mental exhaustion and loneliness,
the first three months of 1987 before Falwell sacked him. David
Taggart, a twenty-nine-year-old "personal aide" to Bakker,
received $360,000 in 1986; Jim Bakker's personal secretary
received $160,000.
And then there were "consultants." James Taggart, interior
decorator and David Taggart's brother, was paid $10,000 a
month, but, according to the new PTL management, he had
performed no services "for months."' Peter B. Teeley, press
secretary to George Bush until 1984, was paid $120,000 for
eighteen months to serve as a Washington "liaison"; apparently
there were no written records of any services performed.
When the Bakkers departed, the financial records of the
organization were in shambles-as they probably had been for
years. No fewer than forty-seven separate checking accounts
were found in the first days of the Falwell takeover. "The books
are a mess," proclaimed Harry Hargrave, the Dallas-based
consultant Falwell hired to become PTL's new chief executive
officer.
Noted Jerry Nims (Falwell's CEO for the "Old Time Gospel Hour" in
Lynchburg), who came in to help dig out, "This was a business
organization that was totally out of control. 20 Added Nims, "For
these folks, there were no rules. You're not talking about people
nudging over the line. There was absolutely no line.... It was
fiscal sin."
Early on, it appeared that $92 million was missing. As the
financial records of Heritage USA were consolidated and audited,
much of this money was accounted for, but then evidence of
unpaid bills began to grow. By early June, outstanding debts were
believe when I leave this earth, because I love the Lord, I'm
going straight to heaven." Asked if she had any regrets, Messner
said: "I don't think about it, Larry, because it's a waste of good
brain space."
For many, the TV image of then-Mrs. Bakker forgiving husband
Jim's infidelities, tears streaking her cheeks with mascara,
became a symbol for the wages of greed and hypocrisy in 1980s
America.
She divorced her husband of 30 years, with whom she had two
children, in 1992 while he was in prison for defrauding millions
from followers of their PTL television ministries. The letters stood
for "Praise the Lord" or "People that Love."
Jim Bakker said in a statement that his ex-wife "lived her life like
the song she sang, 'If Life Hands You a Lemon, Make Lemonade.'"
"She is now in Heaven with her mother and grandmother and
Jesus Christ, the one who she loves and has served from
childbirth," he said. "That is the comfort I can give to all who
loved her."
Messner's second husband also served time in prison. She
married Roe Messner, who had been the chief builder of the
Bakkers' Heritage USA Christian theme park near Fort Mill, S.C.,
in 1993. In 1995, he was convicted of bankruptcy fraud, and he
spent about two years in prison.
Through it all, Messner kept plugging her faith and herself. She
did concerts, a short-lived secular TV talk show and an
inspirational videotape. In 2004, she cooperated in the making of
a documentary about her struggle with cancer, called "Tammy
Faye: Death Defying."
"I wanted to help people ... maybe show the inside (of the
experience) and make it a little less frightening," she said.
More recently, Tammy Faye kept in the public eye via her Web
site.
"I cry out to the Lord knowing that many of you are praying for
me," Messner wrote in a July 16 post in which she indicated she
weighed 65 pounds. "In spite of it all, I get dressed and go out to
eat. ... I crave hamburgers and french fries with LOTS of ketchup!
When I can eat that again, it will be a day of victory!"