Apakah takdir itu benar-benar nyata?

Haruskah aku percaya?

.
.
Its late, I need to sleep and I already counted all the sheep in my head
In order to fall asleep somehow, I showered again
.
233 ... 234 ... 235 ... 236 ...
Berapa ekor domba lagi yang harus kuhitung? Kenapa aku harus percaya dengan lelucon
seperti ini?
.
Tombol berwarna merah dan biru itu menarik jari-jariku seperti magnet. Anehnya, pikiranku
yang satunya yang lebih dominan memintaku untuk tidak melakukannya. Guyuran air
tidak begitu deras keluar dari shower. Tetesan lembut air mengalir melewati lekuk-lekuk di
tubuhku. Ukiran-ukiran yang terpahat dalam di badanku mulai basah. Dingin! Tentu saja!
Hanya orang bodoh yang mandi di tengah malam begini. Mungkin, aku salah satu dari sekian
banyak orang bodoh itu.
Entah apa yang merasuki pikiranku, suara-suara itu tidak mau berhenti bersenandung walau
hanya semenit. Kasur empuk bukan masalah utamanya. Suasana di sekitar apartemenku
begitu sunyi. Tidak ada masalah sedikitpun dengan ruangan ini. Hanya pikiran-pikiran
menyedihkan ini yang selalu membuat onar.
.
.
I keep drawing your face out on the ceiling and when I close my eyes,
A book with the story of our ended love opens
.

Even after you left, you torture me like this
How did I become this miserable?
What did I do wrong?
Why did we even break up? I dont know
.

Cause youre like caffeine, I cant fall asleep all night
My heart keeps racing and again, I hate you
Like caffeine, I try to stay away
I try to forget about you but I cant do it, I cant help it
.

Youre bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl youre like caffeine
Youre bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl youre like caffeine
Youre bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl youre like caffeine
Youre bad to me, so bad to me, so bad to me, yeah
.

Each time I breathe, I miss you
When I think that were living under the same sky, I go crazier
Though Im like this, I cant let you go
I see that couple fighting outside my window
They look like us in the past and tears well up
Look, dont do that and just hug her
Look at me, how do I look right now?

Cant you give me a chance to hold onto you?
Our relationship wasnt something that could end so easily
Or am I mistaken?
Why did we even break up? I dont know

Cause youre like caffeine, I cant fall asleep all night
My heart keeps racing and again, I hate you
Like caffeine, I try to stay away
I try to forget about you but I cant do it, I cant help it

Even though I hate you like this
When I think about the times we were together, I smile
Maybe I dont want to forget you
Yes, I dont want to forget you
I want to cherish you

Cause youre like caffeine, I cant fall asleep all night
My heart keeps racing and again, I hate you
Like caffeine, I try to stay away
I try to forget about you but I cant do it, I cant help it

Youre bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl youre like caffeine
Youre bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl youre like caffeine
Youre bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl youre like caffeine
Youre bad to me, so bad to me, so bad to me, yeah