Promise of Food

Last night I was deep into the Realm of mind, thinking about the Promise of food by
the Good Lord. I realized although it is hard to believe but it really exists.
Being a science man, I believe in the Make Believe World. One can only have what
he work for. Same rule is applied to the food realm; I can only eat what I earn. But
few days back, I was travelling from Karachi to Lahore by train, when an incident
happened that shattered my little logic philosophy of food. It was the end of my first
career training with a doubtful future. I was worried about my income and obviously
a center of gravity of ones life Food Drive. I was talking to my friend in despair
and frustration while dwelling into the past what I possibly had done wrong. I tried
my best to play it cool but that simply was impossible. After spending two hours in
this ambivalence, the train stopped at a station. Fellow passengers took out their
dinner boxes and here came the embarrassing moment, everyone start asking for
joining their endeavor for filling the bellies. I was not novice to these formalities so I
refused with smiling face and thanking lips, as I had already made mind to refuse.
There was an elderly man who also opened his dinner box and asked me to join him
and I refused. Next moment he looked at me with perfectly calm look and in his
empathetic voice asked Son, Its not a big deal just join me for some.