Trapped

Screaming for you

Hoping you would have helped
I'm in the dark
And she's your light
If only roles were switched
I wouldnt be in this state
Numb
Broken
Lonely
I bet shes happy
But I want to be happy for you
Told myself Im fine without you
I present a warm picture to the world
But you see me, cold
Your dark eyes glance at me now
Those which were once fixed on me
Deceived me
Led me astray
As you held her
Out in the open
You kept me hidden
That was my mistake
Baby, Im stuck in time
Youre moving on
My heart cant make it through
Its keeping me back
Shes got you occupied
Im the bronze
Shes the gold
You threw me away
Pretended not to know me
Like nothing ever happened
I wish I could mean this:
Goodbye. But,
Hello.
Ill be coming back
Just like last time
Youll see me standing
Smiling.
Thats all.
Id be dying inside
As I see you
Your dark eyes

Once filled with desire

Now blank,
Empty,
Nothingness.