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Have you ever felt so alone and nothing makes sense? Well that·s how I feel right now«I feel like I·m
facing everything myself, with nothing but tears and a fake smile«

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I think I'm afraid of being happy because everytime I'm happy, something bad always
happens.

When I do something great, no one ever seems to remember, but when I do something
wrong, no one can ever seem to forget.

I don't know what I want in life. I don't know what I want right now. All I
know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day,
there won't be any more of me left. Everything that ever cause a tear to
trickle down my cheeks, I run away and hide from it. But now, everything is
unwinding and finding its way back towards me. And I don't know what to
do. I just know that the pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more.

~ Teardrops slowly fall from my eyes as I look to the sky, and I question
how come life keeps passing me right on by. I just wonder why I can't
escape, is this my fate? To always be unhappy and how much longer must I
wait...

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I know i'm not a perfect friend,

You're broken heart, i've tried to mend.
Instead i made you hurt and cry,
Maybe i should say goodbye.
Would it be better for me to go?,
I asked you, and you said "No".
Why say no when i hurt you so bad,
But believe me,
you're not the only one that's sad.
I made my best friend hurt like mad,
If i left would you be glad?.
Deep in my heart,
I'll always know,
I'll love you always,
Even if i go!
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Êhere are times when I cant decide whether to see you or not, I want to see you
because I miss you but there are times when I dont want to see you because
everytime I do, the fact that you dont see me the way that I see you hurts me even
more ...