because we are not so determined. So gradually step by step we try to become more serious with our relationship with our spiritual master. The scriptures tell us again and again, this is the essence, that one must surrender in this relationship. One must somehow or other make it in the It is possible to surrender in one moment, it’s relationship with our spiritual master. possible. And like every year we’re having his Vyasa puja celebration and every year we’re making an offering and then every year besides glorifying the spiritual master, we also focus on our own lack of surrender.
So therefore, one must dedicate one’s life to
serving a spiritual master as good as possible. And then: “Again I totally failed. I tried to be outside the body and think, “what a fool I am! a descent disciple although I tried again for I didn’t surrender!” another year but it didn’t work because…”
Actually there were many of Srila
Prabhupada’s disciples who somehow or other were lamenting like this, “If only I had So every year we sort of try to be conscious been a more serious disciple...” So we must of our shortcomings and try to improve. So me good disciples and must be serious now we have a system of gradually purifying and not bad disciples. And not go like, “I’m ourselves in that way and that is the…we the worst of the worst. What can I do? I’m should try and turn on the light of surrender the bottom of the bell.” and not tell ourselves, “Well, it’s a gradual No, no one should stay the bottom of the bell process. I don’t have to…”. No we have to but we have to come up and become… we surrender as soon as possible. There’s an can change. urgency! So we must do something about that relationship. Not hesitate. We must go forward and give ourselves in the relationship with our spiritual master and the more we do so, the more we rise above the modes of material nature and the more we actually become close to Krsna. By surrendering to the spiritual master we become closer to Krsna.
We might die and the process maybe
incompleted. What if we have not fully surrendered? Imagine we die? It can always happen. Some people die at young age. What if we die at young age and then we sit