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Body, Mind & Spirit
Body, Mind & Spirit
Body, Mind & Spirit

NONE

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FREEDOM

THAN

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IT IS NOT MY INTENTION TO HARM OR DESECRATE ANY ONE'S FAITH OR PRACTICES.

EACH ONE IS FREE TO FOLLOW ONE'S OWN WAY.

THE FACT IS YOU ARE ALREADY FREE.

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My Story

I'm a Male, Indian. (60). Tamilian. Was born into a Catholic Christian family.

Date

of

Birth:

17th

September

1951,

12-18-30

p.m.(Noon), at Tiruchirappalli, Tamilnadu, India.

B.A.Sociology. On 4-11-1970, 8-00 a.m. I entered into Government of India service as Stenographer, with M/s Bharat Heavy Electricals Limited, Tiruchirappalli.

For two years after joining duty, I lived a normal young man's life of Music, movies and friends. In 1972, suddenly I found life was not as it seemed to be. I became acutely aware of the suffering of Humanity. I first read the book, 'Thought Power' of Swami Sivananda of Rishikesh, Himalayas, India. Then I had a meeting with Fr. Bede Griffiths, of Shantivanam, Kulittalai, Tamilnadu, India. His meeting promised me safety in spiritual life. In the mean time, I devoured thousands of spiritual books available on this earth. But I was growing more and more panic stricken.

And I found a great spiritual asylum in a magnificent

Guru Sri La Sri Pandrimalai Swamikal. He initiated me into a powerful Mantra towards worshipping god Murugan, the Deity of

Tamilians.

Graduate in

It was a successful pursuit that benefited me with material and spiritual benefits, along with rare siddhies, psychic powers like telepathy, precognition, and healing powers. I was happily married to my wife Bella. We were blessed with a rare and

highly gifted girl child, who is now a Dentist abroad.

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I got spiritual ENLIGHTENMENT on 30-4-1984. I resigned my lucrative government job, which was a shock to many. But my wife who also worked for the Government took it all cool and supported and sustained me.

For few years I managed to live my Enlightened state, though all along I felt it to be a limitation. I started feeling uncomfortable in it.

On 19-2-2007, by 12-15 pm I stumbled upon the

website Actual Freedom of Richard. Then I never turned back. I

became actually free in 3 years.

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P R E F A C E

Universe is Free.

Everything in it is also always free.

Only the human species have the idea of bondage and freedom.

All other species are born free, live free and die free.

Some thinkers all along the history of human kind have created many

theories of bondage and freedom.

An ant, a rose flower, an elephant, a tea cup never thought of bondage or freedom.

Ideas of Bondage and freedom are sheer human invention.

This is how the common man sees things.

He neither bothers about the Ancient Wisdom nor about those who are against Ancient Wisdom.

Or he blends both in a strange way and makes out his living.

I have written exclusively a Chapter on COMMON MAN’S WAYS TO

FREEDOM.

I too was a common man. But life was too much for me to bear. I

wanted to find freedom, happiness and harmlessness. Common man’s

satisfactions were not enough for me.

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Suddenly, I found my questions were answered in Actual Freedom through www.actualfreedom.com.au.The progenitor of this web site

offered me the shortest and sharpest way to freedom.

I have shared here my experiences of Actual Freedom through Chapters like, My way to Actual Freedom, and Essence of Actual Freedom, along with some practical clues that helped me to arrive at actual freedom in my life.

For me the message of Actual Freedom worked. I feel when it worked for one person, it will work for others also. But I won’t claim that this is the only way to freedom. One has to see it for oneself. For me, this is the only freedom that is worth to be called as actual freedom. For another one, it can be something else. And it is not my intention to harm anybody’s faith or practices. After all we are all free to follow our

own way. Also, I don’t claim, in my presentations, exact authenticity to

the report as was envisaged by the progenitor of Actual Freedom web site. For precision and accuracy please go to their web site.

It is said that, one who is really ‘COMPLETE’, will never attempt to educate others because, there will be no more any ‘other’

for him. That way, since I aspire to share my experiences with ‘others’,

if not to educate which I can never do, this itself may be a sign that I’m INCOMPLETE. But, there is a delight in sharing. So I do!

But again this is the beauty of Actual Freedom, in Actual Freedom there is neither me nor the other. No entities at all. No issue of completion or incompletion. There is only the Pristine Actuality that is

shining FOREVER!!

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Those who want to analyze my experiences, through these pages, are

welcome to do so, to take it if it pleases them, or leave it, if they feel

that it is not their cake to eat.

This Universe is free.

Everything in it, are already free, inherently free and peaceful, including

the one who reads this manual.

Regards,

Justine.

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Contents

Page

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My Story

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Preface

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Book : I

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Common Man’s Way To Freedom Book : II

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II

My Way To Actual Freedom

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Q & A Book : III

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III

Essence Of Actual Freedom

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1

Reality

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Time

69

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Identity

79

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Affective

89

5

Psychic

99

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Ecstasy

109

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Fact

119

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Actual Freedom

129

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Oblivion

139

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E.O.A.F in Short Practical Infinitude

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Infinitude - 108

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A Typical Day In My Life

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1) Universe is always free. 2) So, everything in it is also always free. 3)

1) Universe is always free.

2) So, everything in it is also always free.

3) Only the thinkers and so called philosophers started talking about bondage.

4) An ant, a rose, a lamb, an elephant or even a dinosaur never worried about freedom. They were born free, lived free, and died free.

5) Only man craves about freedom or feels sorry about bondage.

6) Both the old and the modern thinkers always condemn people and promise to give freedom, especially the religious thinkers and the new-age liberators.

7) While the religious leaders spoke about Original Sin, modern psycho-spiritual analysts speak about ego, instinctual passions called fear and desire.

8) Irregardless of these arguments, the Infinite always remains the Infinite.

9) In every age, new thinkers come, and teach new ways to

freedom.

10) But nobody cares to see as to whether these teachings have any influence on the people and more than that, the Infinite whether cares about it, we don’t know.

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11) Any teacher, or psycho-spiritual inventor, simply imposes his findings on humanity with considerable threat,

11) Any teacher, or psycho-spiritual inventor, simply imposes his

findings on humanity with considerable threat, finality,

banality and claim theirs is the only way to Freedom and

Peace.

12) These things have never worked in Humanity.

13) They all remain only as tall claims and fanaticism.

14) People and other species are born happily, live and die as they all happen to be.

15) Both the spiritual people and the non-spiritual, the so called atheists both have brought to this earth, both good and evil,

while the Infinite remains neutral.

16) Spirituality has blessed people with a lot of noble qualities like patience, sense-control, love and regard for others, compassion, grace, tolerance, charity and universal love.

17) Atheism has saved people from superstition, religious

fanaticism, crooked thinking etc.

18) But, spirituality also enslaved people in lethargy, fatalism, and slavery.

19) Atheism, also took people to anarchism, irresponsibility, and

cruelty.

20) Both spirituality and atheism have failed to bring happiness and harmlessness to people.

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21) The third kind of Pacifist theories have also failed because, they simply say, the

21) The third kind of Pacifist theories have also failed because, they simply say, the Infinite is Pure, so all is Pure, ignoring the fact that the whole world is in dirt and in chaos here.

22) Karma and rebirth are facts in Human Condition.

23) But from the ‘Infinite Condition’, they are not true or fact.

24) For many to succumb to the fact, either to any one of them as

the ULTIMATE fact, is a disaster.

25) For them both the views are to be embraced as equal facts, because, the Infinite works that way.

26) Karma is a fact; as well as it is an illusion.

27) Karma is a fact, because, the person suffers or enjoys its consequence.

28) Karma is NOT a fact, because Infinite has no Karma. It is Utter Purity.

29) For them, a person who teaches Karma as the ultimate fact is as wrong as the one who preaches that there is no such thing as karma.

30) Many are able to accept both as facts, as follows.

31) For them those who preach God and gods as the ultimate fact

are as wrong as those who teach that there is no God or gods.

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32) One who preaches rebirth is the only truth is as wrong as the one

32) One who preaches rebirth is the only truth is as wrong as the one who tells that there is no such thing as rebirth, or avoiding rebirth concept is the only safe way to freedom.

33) One who preaches that Ancient Wisdom is the only Truth,

must be wrong as the one who denounces that wisdom, as the root cause of all evils.

34) Ancient Wisdom has truth in Human Condition, and it has no truth in the Infinite.

35) They feel one should have tolerance to embrace both.

Somehow they blend both and live.

36) Those who stick on only to Ancient Wisdom are as mistaken as those who advocate a theory only against it.

37) That way both will spoil the natural peace of humanity.

38) How the so called fall of Humanity happened, no one can say. Only the Infinite might know it.

39) Apparently, there seems to be a fall from grace, harmony, peace etc.

40) But in the Infinite, it may not be a problem at all.

41) There the Ancient Wisdom comes to help. But it is a fact that it steeps humans in deep ignorance and laziness too.

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42) Atheists who don’t accept the Ancient Wisdom may be quick in their decisions, humans.

42) Atheists who don’t accept the Ancient Wisdom may be quick

in their decisions,

humans. That way both the spiritualists and the atheists - work for the cause of confusion and chaos.

and impose unnecessary hardships upon

43) On the contrary, the Naturalists, who are neither spiritualists

nor atheists can embrace all the facts of the Infinite, and keep

themselves serene and peaceful under all circumstances.

44) For common people, the way is simple. Embrace all the people, the spiritualists and their Ancient Wisdom, the atheists with their penchant for direct Purity of the Infinite, and the Naturalists who don’t care both of them, and are able to meet

life, as it comes to them.

45) One who synthesizes all these three, the spiritualist, the atheist, and the Naturalist, seems to be a far better human being, free from all fanaticism and radicalism.

46) The spiritualist ridicules and condemns the atheist, the atheist laughs at the spiritualist, and the Naturalist abhors both.

47) But, a person who can accept all really lives in the Infinite, with total acceptance and simple peace that a flower, an ant, a cloud, an elephant or even a dinosaur enjoys.

48) What shall we call such a man?

49) We can call him a ‘Common Man’.

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50) The common man lives his ordinary life in whatever way it comes. 51) He

50) The common man lives his ordinary life in whatever way it

comes.

51) He feels to be in line with the Infinity’s (Nature’s) vibe.

52) The common man is not worried about God, or no-god.

53) He doesn’t know about his instinctual passions.

54) Of course, all history is only about this common man.

55) The spiritualists, the atheists, the Naturalists, all lament about lack of peace and happiness in the world. The common man

lives his life peacefully. He feels there is infinite sky and there

must be something more than us, say like Nature. And he lives carefree and casual.

56) Common man does not know mysticism or its opposite, or any other ‘ism’. For him life passes smoothly as it is for an ant, or perhaps an angel, real or imaginary.

57) For him highlighting Love as the panacea for all the ills of life, or talking about its opposite as the only way to peace is cruel and insensible. He is ready to fight or kill if needed. Speaking of dispassion and detachment is also a crooked human invention. The other species have no such problems.

They obey the will of Nature and the Infinite. They neither

love hate nor try neutrality. This is only a bane on humanity, self-invited by humans.

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58) Common man knows that astrology mostly works for strange reasons. But he has no

58) Common man knows that astrology mostly works for strange

reasons. But he has no time to bother much about it. Only the pundits who are for or against astrology make a big fuss of it.

59) A Guru is a great support to a common man. But that

common man is not much bothered about it, as a spiritualist or

an atheist for or against.

60) An anti-guru person speaks and writes vehemently against it as cultism. But the common man doesn’t care about that at all. Also he has no much investment to one proclaiming guru- thought.

61) An ant never contemplates its death. But the spiritualists, their

opponents, and the naturalists give much significance to it.

62) Common man rejoices both in ‘the gods are real’ and ‘gods are not real’. Mostly it never bothers him. But the intellectuals are making such a war over it.

63) Someone wants to make it known, he is against God/gods, and another one wants to be known for no God/no gods.

64) The Naturalist just enjoys his time, delighting at the beauty of Nature.

65) The common man has no time even to think over these things.

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66) Astrology is a fact/lie, as is experienced by a common man. Still many believe

66) Astrology is a fact/lie, as is experienced by a common man.

Still many believe it is as true as gravitational force – I can’t

jump and stand in space even for a single minute or second - the gravitation will pull my body down. Some believe, the celestial bodies, planets, might be sharing pulls between themselves that may tell upon the humans too. Still, I am a

part of the Infinite. The planets are only dusty particles of the

Infinite. Here two schools of thoughts happen, one says all is due to planets. Another school says This is all ridiculous! How can planets affect me? Both are fools for the common man. Because, he knows both are true. as he intuitively experiences these things as the play of the Infinite and he has no time for serious thoughts over them.

67) Both the spiritual guru and the atheistic guru take people for a ride which never gives peace or happiness, because the common man is safe from such hair-splitting dissections in his life. His life is as happy and spontaneous as that of an ant or a rose flower.

68) Common man believes and disbelieves astrology whereas spiritual people uniquely believe in it, and atheists uniquely disbelieve it. Who is in the natural position? The common man.

69) Too much faith in astrology and total disbelief in it, both are

extremes.

70) A common man who doesn’t care for both is in more peace.

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71) Everyone claims authenticity. Every spiritual teacher has established his message into a school of

71) Everyone claims authenticity. Every spiritual teacher has

established his message into a school of thought. Every atheist

too has established his theory beyond all disputes and arguments.

72) It is only the common man who never bothered about these

things and he lives and dies without any trace, in the bosom of

the Infinite.

73) Every prophet and the anti-prophet promised peace on this earth.

74) They all say, Peace is yet to happen. There is no Peace.

75) Is not the Infinite, PEACE itself?

76) And yet, how there are wars, discards, rapes, murders, suicides, famines, etc?

77) These things happen, in spite of the Already Existing Peace of the Infinite.

78) Human failure? - Failure of the teachings of the Prophets and Saviours?

79) Perhaps, the Infinite may know it all, as it runs this Universe.

80) But any one can claim authority on the Infinity, and claim his message as the authentic and final. Infinite doesn’t care about it. Common man too.

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81) These teachers are genuine people. Most of them don’t want to cheat people. But

81) These teachers are genuine people. Most of them don’t want

to cheat people. But the power, purity and infinitude they experience by the Infinite makes them get dazed, baffled, and excited and each one of them claims that he is the chosen one, long awaited one, etc., to save this earth.

82) Common man smiles. He has no time to listen to these craps.

Some have time to listen and spoil their lives, along with these visionaries. Most others escape.

83) Invariably, all these teachers threaten humanity with some statistics. They are clever in their arguments. Common man, all along the history, has remained impervious to their logical

arguments. For him, it is the Infinite that takes care of, and not

these over-felt beings called prophets and anti-prophets.

84) Of course, it is all awful. The Infinitude’s or the ways of Nature are horrible. But the solution given by the teachers of various schools of thought for peace are much more horrible. Each one tells something as if it is the final insight. They all claim themselves to be the son of god, messenger of god, or the most awaited incarnation, as the only harbinger of Peace. Centuries pass. Infinite keeps on smiling. It is not bothered. This gives renewed impetus to each teacher and so called prophet. Each one suffers megalomania that he/she is the only chosen one. They self-choose themselves. But the common

man simply lives his life as it comes and dies in peace whether

happy or unhappy.

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85) But strangely, astrological researches reveal special people taking birth to redeem the fallen world.

85) But strangely, astrological researches reveal special people taking birth to redeem the fallen world. The birth charts of them show remarkable points about their life mission. There may be a truth in astrology. It is said, there are ways to

decipher a birth chart exactly whether it is that of a murderer,

teacher, musician, actor, writer, savior, yogi, atheist etc. Within the ‘human condition’, they seem to be true. But, in the Infinite Condition, that is all meaningless. To limit oneself to the ‘Human Condition’ or to limit oneself to the ‘Infinite Condition’ both must be wrong. It can’t bring peace and happiness.

86) Again these are all based on our limited human intellect. Infinite must be fully aware of its ways and means.

87) Common man never cares for such things.

88) He is so happy and satisfied with his little things of life.

89) A yogi or his opposite the bogi plans his life style and gets annoyed and irritated with most of the things around him all the while believing himself to be happy and blissful.

90) Common man neither knows happiness or unhappiness

greatly. All that he knows is like an ant or a crow, to eat when

hungry and to mate with his mate.

91) Whole Universe and all the species in it function spontaneously. Only man troubles himself to decide whether to meditate or not to meditate, God/no god, love/hate,

heaven/hell, bondage/liberation etc.

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92) This does not mean seeking knowledge, peace, harmony, is wrong. The point is, they

92) This does not mean seeking knowledge, peace, harmony, is wrong. The point is, they are so simply available than through

yoga, anti-yoga, spirituality/atheism, third way, fourth way

etc. Common man considers them as a sort of luxury or as it is not his cake to eat.

93) Astrology, anti-astrology, guru, non-guru and the one who teases gurus and the non-gurus, etc. are never a problem for

the common man.

94) But, still all these are welcome provided none of them claim final authority on humanity. Common man shuns their shadow and lives merrily with his business called life.

95) Infinite will never claim authority on any one. Because, it is

the Infinite that is experiencing itself as one and all.

96) It is the so called teachers who claim to come and give peace to humanity that do the mischief.

97) Otherwise, Universe functions well.

98) Common man has common sense. If the earth, the Universe has existed eternally, infinitely, these wars, discards, misfortunes are insignificant in the totality. That’s why common man is not bothering much for the appeal of the teachers threatening for a Judgment day or eternal damnation etc.

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99) As the Infinite is infinitely aware of itself, no ultimate harm can ever happen.

99) As the Infinite is infinitely aware of itself, no ultimate harm

can ever happen. But human conflicts baffle us. Only the Infinite can answer and not the teachers with false promises of Love or hate.

100) It is really painful to note that all the teachers and anti-

teachers failed to bring peace on earth as they have all

promised.

101) Is it a human failure, or the very nature of the Infinite?

102) It seems both, or it is something which we could never comprehend.

103) But the life of an ant, a rose is far better and they are spontaneously peaceful than humans and the warring creed of gurus/anti-gurus, the third group ridiculing both of them, and ‘isms’.

104) The bottom-line is, for common man, those who say that Ancient Wisdom is the solution for Peace on earth, and their opposite who say, Ancient Wisdom is the cause for all evils on this earth – both don’t bother him. And he can make a strange mix of both and make out his living. Because, we cannot fathom the INFINITE. And the Infinite remains dumb and neutral. To a common man, all that he can do is

to mind his life as an ant or a rose or an animal. He is able

to be quiet or to quarrel with others too.

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105) Common man feels, Life knows how to lead him on and it knows better

105) Common man feels, Life knows how to lead him on and it

knows better than us.

106) Common man feels we are safe.

107) Common man knows INFINITE IS ALWAYS FREE.

108) Common man lives as ALL IS WELL!

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B O O K - I I

B O O K - I I
C h a p t e r - I
C h a p t e r - I

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A C T U A L

F R E E D O M

Q 1 .

How do you say, you are fresh every moment?

A n s :

INFINITUDE is already COMPLETE. It is astoundingly aware of

its own Infinitude and Eternity.

The

I/Me, as I feel, is imaginary a memory-packed entity. It is

pain.

Bliss too is that of an entity. Pleasure is felicity. Blitheness is

Peace. Actual is gaiety. I am in Pristine Actuality.

So, I am FRESH, THIS VERY MOMENT, NEXT MOMENT, !

And so on

Q 2 .

What happens when you sleep? Who is aware?

A n s :

is aware of itself- when I sleep, or I am awake, or I become dead, or even when I was not born.

INFINITE

Infinite is already complete, already peaceful.

My imaginary ‘I’ is an alien entity inhabiting this actual physical, flesh and blood body.

Body is actual, the I/Me are unreal.

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Q

3 .

Why is daily life boring and full of tensions?

A

n s :

From the moment of waking from sleep till you go to bed, you act

 

from the imaginary I/Me. So life is full of redundant activities.

What else you expect that way, than boredom and tensions?

Q

4 .

How was I caught into imaginary I/me?

A

n s :

Along with Nature’s survival instincts of species (for you as

 

human) FEAR, DESIRE, NURTURE and AGGRESSION as a

small baby - naturally prevail in you.

Then your parents, teachers, and the society as a whole have imposed on you, the I/Me.

And by that, you suffer pain, despair and disappointments in the entire life on earth, and in imaginary rebirth too!

Q

5 .

Is rebirth true?

A

n s :

Whether rebirth is true or not, this, your present life is the first and last, INEVITABLY.

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Q

6 .

Where are the Saints, Sages and billions of people who lived on this earth before us?

A

n s :

They don’t exist in any form. When they lived, they were real. But

 

now they are extinguished without a trace.

Even then it was the Pristine Actuality that experienced itself as them. Only the Pristine Actuality, as this Infinite eternal physical Universe exists forever as a ‚moving stillness‛ in perpetuus mobilis.

Q

7 .

So, I too am an imagination of myself?

A

n s :

Certainly. But there is the Pristine actuality behind your imaginary ‘I’.

 

There are three ‘I’s.

1. Imaginary ‘I’.

2. Societal ‘I’.

3. Actual ‘I’.

Q

8 .

How can I give up the imaginary ‘I’?

A

n s :

The ‘I’ cannot give up the ‘I’. Altruistic self-immolation brings that

 

extinction. Then, the already existing Actuality reveals itself, in all

its pristine purity.

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Q 9 .

A n s :

Q 1 0 .

A n s :

Who are you?

a)

As an entity, I am my own imagination.

b) As a person, I am an individual, with necessary agenda for a peaceful co-existence with others, for my allotted days on this earth life.

c) As the Actuality, IN THE PRISTINE ACTUALITY, I or others

 

don't exist at all. (In the sense of imaginary ‘I’). I never was, am, or will be.

d) Infinitude’s Moments live as ‘me’.

e) This is everyone’s story.

f) This imaginary I/Me, is not eternal or immortal.

g)

I am actually, a series of moments of the Eternal and Infinite.

Why there is no peace on earth?

UNIVERSE is always in PEACE. In this magnificent Universe,

This tiny earth has a species called Homosapiens along with other

million species.

It is the humans who miss the ALREADY EXISTING PEACE.

PEACE IS THE PRISTINE ACTUALITY OF THIS UNIVERSE. We humans massacre the already existing Peace.

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Q

1 1 .

How is it that I find myself very solidly existing?

A

n s :

From birth onwards, you know only being. You never experienced ‘non-being’. That is, not-existing.

 

Hence, this illusion of beingnessand the Grand Delusion of

‘BEING’(GOD). OBLIVION is your ultimate Fact. PRISTINE

ACTUALITY IS NEITHER BEING OR NON-BEING. IT IS.

But this ‘IS’, is not the spiritual ‘THAT’. IT IS NOT ‘TRUTH’. Pursuing ‘TRUTH’ is madness. You will never get it. Extinction of Instincts reveals ACTUALITY.

Q

1 2 .

Can music, devotion, calenture take me to Actuality?

A n s :

They are affective states. ACTUAL CONDITION is devoid of such states. Pristine Actuality is blitheness and gaiety, far superior than the affective devotional involvements. A sensual pleasure basically.

Q 1 3 .

Religions ask you to reject sensual pleasures.

A n s :

That is 180º opposite of Actual Condition. Asceticism is radical departure from the Actual. But altruistic self-immolation is the way to the Actual State.

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Q 1 4 .

A n s :

Q 1 5 .

A n s :

H

o w

c a n

I

a t t a i n

M u k t i ?

How can a non-existing entity attain Enlightenment and its so-called culmination called Mukti. These are institutionalised insanity.

Is

liberation not true?

 

There is no entity to get liberated. Bondage is relatively true, because, we see humans bound in suffering. Humanity is still under

the grip of instinctual passions of FEAR, DESIRE, AGGRESSION

and NURTURE.

 

But liberation is utterly false. Actually, no one is in bondage, or no one is getting liberated.

If I say, no one suffers actually, you will be angered and may ridicule me. Bondage and pain (except physical pain) are man- made.

Nature, this boundless physical universe, has no trace of bondage, pain, or suffering at all. Universe is blithesome. Earth floats in felicity, gaiety, splendour, and unimaginable glory, through

all eternity and infinity.

 

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1 6 .

Is there a heaven and hell?

 

A

n s :

Heaven and hell are states of human minds. Minds of imaginary entities. When the entity itself does not exist, how can heaven or hell be actually true?

Q

1 7 .

From where do I come from?

 

A

n s :

As a living, biological flesh and blood body, you come out of fusion of the ovum of your mother and the sperm of your father. As a human species, through Nature.

 

All species are of Nature, Universe experiences itself as me, you, all species, solar systems, stars and galaxies.

Physical Universe is Eternal and Infinite. You come from nowhere and go to nowhere. You are always here.

Q

1 8 .

Karma seems to be true.

 

A

n s :

Whether karma is true or untrue, the entity is certainly not true. All is, the eternally FREE universe experiencing itself.

 

Pristine

Purity

permutates

in

perpetuous

mobilis,

in

boundless, eternal, infinite physical universe.

 

Karma and rebirth are childish human pettiness, in this grand, benevolent, gracious, Infinite Physical Universe.

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Q 1 9 . A n s :

Is astrology true?

Ultimately, there is no way to foresee the future. Eternity decides everything moment by moment. In itself, it has no pre-conceived

 

plan, because it is already COMPLETE.

It is so FREE to run by itself. It does not care or know what I will eat for the dinner. My individual choice decides that. Every moment is FRESH to Eternity.

Infinitude has no beginning and end. It is already FULL

and FULFILLED. It is astoundingly aware of itself. Earth rotates precisely on its axis. To the Infinite, this person ‘J’ of to-day’s evening, say 4.00 pm, happens to exist precisely at that moment only. Not before, or after. It is so on.

As social beings, we have to plan things. For social co-

existence we have schemes and civil conduct enforcements and

proper executions of them by societal laws.

As social beings we identify each others by a name,

profession, status etc. But the actuality, and its instrumentation called Nature too don’t know this ‘J’ (me). They are concerned

with me as a unique part in the total beingness of the human

species.

All the human hearts on this earth, beat 72 times per minute by average. Nature pumps the hearts, not me. Humanly, by observing certain natural events, like rotation of the earth, we can predict in our own realm to some extent. It depends on the physical

facts. Some psychic periodicity may also help in predictions. But

nothing is pre-ordained. Fate is human invention and madness.

Physical Universe is ETERNALLY FREE.

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Q 2 0 .

Is psychic true?

A n s :

Pristine Actuality has no psychic domain. In Actuality, there are no vibrations at all. Earth or the Universe has no psychic power. There

are only magnetic fields in the form of electrical energy.

Man’s imaginary ‘I’

born of instinctive

passions fear,

desire, aggression and nurture, manipulates this energy through mind, in the form of the gods, or electrical and electronic gadgets.

Some individuals with special training, or as natural gift

from birth, or some with their bio-electrical energy called kundalini

focussed at various levels do some psychic feats called telepathy, pre-cognition, apportation, materialisation or de-materialisation, telekinesis, healing the sick etc.

There is nothing divine, or supernatural in them. That way

psychic is true. We are all connected by a psychic web. There is a

constant traffic going between people. Love connects us psychically. But psychic is not actuality. That’s why love or any emotion brings only pain and disappointment.

Love in whatever form inevitably brings conflict. Love for my wife, my lover, my country, my friend all end in despair.

ACTUAL INTIMACY is far superior than love. And in the Actual World, there is no Psychic web at all.

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Q 2 1 .

Can yoga and medition help me to arrive at truth?

A n s :

Truth is a human construct. Irregardless of our words, inventions, techniques etc. Infinitude exists in its own glory. By calling it God, Truth, Oneness, Supreme, we limit the limitless.

We invite pain, misery, wars, rapes, murders, suicides and

despair. Yoga if done for physical health benefits, it can be of some

use. There are many ways as good as yoga for healthy living. Science

has developed many methods.

Yoga has a spiritual base in it. They call it a path to union with God, the Divine. An imaginary entity becomes one with God, sharing His Powers, Ashtama-Siddhies.

Man becomes God. Many gods are created by man to war with one another. Each god becomes a religion and their followers become fanatics, and terrorists. Global peace is always at risk. Religions have failed to bring Peace on earth. On the contrary, they have only created endless wars among humanity. Killing one another for their own God or the State.

Yoga and mediation is not the way to arrive at Actual Freedom.

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2 2 .

How do you say ‘Oneness’ is wrong?

 

A

n s :

Though this word indicates a beautiful dimension, it is a restless metaphysical space. A mind-thing. Not the Actuality. Actual has no name. Actual is not fancy, imagination, or a mind-construct.

 

ACTUAL IS ACTUALLY ACTUAL.

 

All words, even ONENESS are coined by us. We want to

create unity where unity already exists. Already there is Actual Intimacy. One should realise Actual Intimacy, instead of creating Oneness born of love for another human being or for anything.

Q

2 3 .

J.Krishnamurti, Osho and many teachers spoke about

 
 

oneness.

A

n s :

Yes. All was old wine in new bottles. They are based on Spiritual

 

principles, that never take one to Actual Freedom.

 

They

spoke

against

religions

but

ended

in

finding

a

‘religion- sort-of-thing’ by themselves.

 

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2 4 .

Is not Actual Freedom too a sort of religion?

A

n s :

It can never be. It is not a path. Pristine Actuality is a self-existing FACT.

 

Religions speak about God. Atheists speak about No- God. Actualism reveals the Actuality. An actualist is not a seeker. He

knows peace already. So it is not a following as in religions.

Q

2 5 .

Is not Pristine Actuality another name for truth?

A

n s :

Truth has been defined. Pristine Actuality need not be defined. Truth can be experienced. Actuality can only be apperceived.

Q

2 6 .

What do you mean by apperceived?

A

n s :

TRUTH can be perceived by a perceiver. In actuality, there is no perceiver. No entity. There is only apperception.

Q

2 7 .

How can one arrive at the Actuality?

A

n s :

Start asking yourself, ‚How am I experiencing this moment of being

 

alive?‛ From waking up from sleep , and in all activities, all along

keep asking yourself as much as possible.

Very shortly it will take you to the Pristine Actuality and Actual Freedom.

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2 8 .

Are there no steps?

A

n s : No steps. Fascination leads to contemplation. That ends in realisation. Soon Actualisation happens.

May be it will be a matter of few months, and for some rare ones, it can be in days too. Pure Intent will be the driving force, all

along.

Q

2 9 .

What are the essentials to Actual Freedom?

A

n s :

Just interest. That’s all. We see misery in ourselves and others in the world. We all want peace and harmony, within and without.

 

Altruism takes you to self- immolation and results

happen. The false I/Me are to be extinguished. It is a sort of psychic- suicide. Happiness and Harmlessness are the final result.

Q

3 0 .

What are the other aids towards it?

A

n s :

Pure Consciousness Experiences. We all have had a brief spell of PCE at various stages of our life.

 

The confidence born out of the perfection experienced in PCEs will be great pulling force towards Actual Freedom.

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Q 3 1 .

A n s :

Q 3 2 . A n s :

Q

A

Q

A

3 3 .

n s :

3 4 . n s :

What is Pure Consciousness Experience?

It is a pleasant memory of a past event. Mostly it will be very brief. When you revert back to it you will sense a state of temporary freedom, ease, sweetness, unearthly flavour, a longing, a power.

It will be very difficult from all the other memories of our

past. For many - time stands still. An extreme relaxation from the fetters and pains of the world. It varies from minutes, hours, days and to some months even. One person was in PCE for four months at a stretch.

Can PCE be induced?

Yes. For some drugs did it, even alcohol to some extent. It is said that PCE can be induced on daily basis. For some it may be music, poetry, dance.

To one person it happened just while dipping a biscuit into his tea-cup. But many mistake Altered State of Consciousness to Pure Consciousness Experience.

Can meditation help to enter Actuality?

No, Contemplation helps.

What is contemplation?

Looking squarely at FACT.

Meditation becomes redundant. Contemplation is always NEW.

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3 5 .

Has Actuality an element of samadhi?

A

n s :

Never.

 

In Samadhi there is a person, and a state called Samadhi to enter.

In Actuality both are missing.

Q

3 6 .

Are you affected by past memories?

A

n s :

They are there. It is like reading the old papers of somebody else’s diary. Waste of time.

Q

3 7 .

Do you have anxiety about future?

A

n s :

There are necessary essential plans and thoughts about future. But no affective state of anxiety.

 

Actuality has no future. It’s always only this Moment. I am aware of the man-made calendar future also.

Q

3 8 .

Can music take us to Actual?

A n s :

Music is affective. It can trigger sadness or happiness. These are Altered States of Consciousness. Poetry too can take one to ASC. Sometimes they can induce a PCE.

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3 9 .

Can alcohol open one to Actual?

A

n s :

Alcohol is a mood-enhancer. Not a mind expander like marijuana. For one with Pure Intent, these things, can induce a PCE.

 

Extended PCEs can take one to Virtual Freedom. In due course, VF gets actualised in Actual Freedom.

Q

4 0 .

Life on earth is full of harsh realities. Are all these fanciful thoughts of A.F help bear such shocking facts?

A

n s :

Instead of deploring and despairing on these shocking facts, if you even once taste the Virtual Freedom, you will gain strength to march towards Actual Freedom that is just under one’s own nose.

 

Spirituality has failed to give cure to these ills of the society. See it for yourself, how safe you are in the Actuality.

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4 1 .

Don’t you get bored at times?

A

n s :

Only an entity, a person can get bored. If the non-existence of the

 

entity is found out, then who is there to get bored? of course, there’s

a living physical body with senses. It is to be engaged in sensuous

activities.

When hungry it eats, drinks, makes merry itself through sensual activities including sex, watches TV, walks on streets enjoying the busy activities all around, tobacco titillates the neurons, drinks intensify the happy moods, everything around fills the senses

with felicity, gaiety and blitheness and sleep lulls me into blissful

oblivion.

When Nature decides it will take me PERMANENT OBLIVION.

into its bosom of

Where is room to get bored?

Q

4 2 .

Don’t the miscreants irritate you?

A

n s :

I enjoy their mischief with delight. Poor fellows. Sometimes I get into an uncontrollable laughter at their stints. Belly laughs that makes the eyes get watered.

Q

4 3 .

Do you weep?

A

n s :

The tear-glands are there in my eyes. When dust fall in they shed water. There can be no emotional weeping. Very rarely crying happens too.

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4 4 .

And self-pity

?

A

n s :

In the absence of a self or Self, self-pity cannot arise. Those days, I

 

had that kind of things. They are of no use now.

Q

4 5 .

Do you get angry?

A

n s :

Anger is there. I look at its uselessness. I use devices on the target that kindles anger. Having applied the necessary action I keep quiet in the still-peace of the actuality.

Q

4 6 .

What do you mean by devices?

A

n s :

One person was unnecessarily crossing my way of life, my quiet life through unwanted judgements and comments. It was provoking. I plainly told him our gap cannot be bridged.

 

He was free to move with me; but I cannot show love for him

apart from my actual intimacy. He might be disappointed and so may

have to keep away from me for his own good.

Q

4 7 .

It shows you are heartless and ruthless.

A

n s :

I have a physical heart but not a sentimental heart. I am intimate with all, but cannot possess or be possessed by others. If it is called ruthlessness, I disown responsibility.

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4 8 .

Are you aware of the evils around you?

A n s :

I am more aware than others. But since there’s no entity, I can’t do

anything about them except living my life in actual freedom.

Q

4 9 .

Is not your behaviour eccentric?

A

n s :

I have been labelled as eccentric, heartless, immoral, antisocial etc.

 

In my spiritual days, I was respected as a saintly, superhuman, law-

abiding person.

After entering the actual, I am considered an outright wastrel if not a scoundrel. Even in my spiritual years I was found to be

socially useless. In the Actual, it was fully confirmed by these

observers as an useless person. Some get scared of the stillness

around me. But I have no way or need to compromise with them.

Q

5 0 .

What will you do, if a sudden earth-quake hits?

A

n s :

I will also run to save myself and try to save others, and all other

 

possible things one may have to do.

Q

5 1 .

Is there a god?

A

n s :

There can be no God. Only the boundless physical Universe eternally exists.

Q

5 2 .

Then what is there?

A

n s :

Physical Universe permutates in perpetuus mobilis. There cannot be anyone outside the Universe. God is human imagination.

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Q 5 3 .

Is there a soul?

 

A n s :

There is only a physical body. There is no soul. Soul was invented by humans to continue forever. I am not immortal. Universe is forever.

here

in

As the Universe, I am always here. But as this body, I am at

are

this

place

and

this

moment

only,

other

things

metaphysical thoughts.

 

Where else I could be actually than this place and at this moment? Mystics go astray here. Mysticism is a complex metaphysical thought. Imagination. This moment is concretely real.

It’s not maya. This pen and paper are actual. Not maya, imagination.

Soul is imagination.

 

And it is always, this moment. There moment’. It’s always here and always now.

is

no

‘not

this

If people can understand, even if a single one, he can experience heaven this very moment, in this very earth. Truly, nobody suffers. Whether we understand this or do not understand, makes no difference to the boundless physical Universe, and its Pristine Actuality and Purity.

 

In the Infinity, whether I am born, unborn, lived or dead,

nothing makes any difference. Eternal is intact, complete, pure,

unpolluted. It’s my puny non- existing imaginary ‘I’ - that has made all this mess, including asking the question, ‘who am I?’, ‘Is there God etc.

My very presence prevents the Actual and my seeking for meaning prevents the splendour of Actuality.

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Q 5 4 .

Do you mean, all the ancient scriptures and sages were wrong in their teaching?

A n s :

I don’t know. But they did not give their promised peace on earth; this I know for sure. Also, they promised peace after death, not while living on this earth. Can you show one man who has come back again from the grave?

There may be NDEs(Near Death Experience cases), I ask for a completely gone man, say, did Socrates come back? He would have taken rebirth, he may even say, I was Socrates. What’s the use?

Somewhere, the entity has to end. Mukti, Mahasamadhi, Parinirvana. Then which was the first birth of that entity? So, this is

all a metaphysical mind game. Entity is imagination. Peace on Earth

is our essential need. Peace of Mukti is not important. Peace, here,

now. Peace is yet to be seen on earth. Only the Pristine Actuality which is already existing peace - can fulfil our longings.

All the old are TRIED AND FAILED Paths. Actualism is the need of the hour, for ailing Humanity to understand.

World war may break at any moment. World peace is at stake. Everyone should realise this and come forward to bring the already existing Peace on Earth.

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Q 5 5 .

A n s :

Q 5 6 .

A n s :

Are you afraid of death?

Why should I? Before my birth, I was not. After death, I will not be. Where is the problem? When physical death comes - one moment I am here and the next moment I am gone. Extinction. Finish. Kaput.

May be the process of death may be painful for some, or

peaceful for the other. We can’t say. Even if I fall sick for six months bed ridden or I die in a lightning speed in an accident- when actual physical death happens one moment I am here, and the next moment I am gone forever! Ah! what a happiness! Only fools can

cling to this ephemeral body, with imaginary thoughts of heaven

and hells. The limbos and purgatories, even if they are true, are dust in the final oblivion forever!

But you have to live here till death comes.

So what? One can live sensuously, joyously and at abandon. What else is one going to take away in death, and what for? Pava, Punya,

merits and demerits? They can of course help for a peace-loving

entity, but when the entity itself has to be abolished for final extinction, they are only the second-best choices of concepts. Not the original best now available.

One can live the Parinirvana while living in a body. This

could be the Nature’s next stage of evolution. Otherwise this azure

planet earth will be destroyed by human beings themselves through wars. There’s no other way to Peace than inviting the Pristine Actuality.

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5 7 .

Are you a missionary of Actualism?

 

A n s :

I could never be. I have no missionary zeal. Actuality will take care of it. I am not even an instrument of it. I simply rejoice in this discovery and get delighted to share with other human beings.

Q 5 8 .

Do

you

experience

pain

and

anguish

at

the

sight

of

suffering humanity?

 

A

n s :

Certainly. But it is on the surface. Deeply there is no one, no entity

 

to identify with this universal suffering. I am not the son of god, or

a messiah, or a teacher, nothing. I am neither joy nor suffering. I am blitheness, the neutral peace of this physical Infinitude, that is in Perpetuus mobilis.

Q

5 9 .

Why life on earth is dull and glum?

 

A

n s :

Due to the dull and glum people.

 

Q

6 0 .

Why are they so?

 

A

n s :

Due to false identity and religious repressions and revenges. Animal and plant kingdom are neither dull nor fiery.

Q

6 1 .

Is nature dull or jubilant?

 

A

n s :

None. It is neutral Peace, felicity, gaiety.

 

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6 2 .

Has the Universe intelligence?

A

n s :

It is far more than intelligence, knowledge, wisdom, plan, scheme etc. It is puissance, full of benevolence, purity stemming endlessly that is fully aware of itself.

 

But Nature is red in tooth and claw. It is wild. Perhaps man learnt this wildness from Nature than from animals.

But Infinitude is endless stillness movement. It is ‘moving- stillness’, not a ‘still-stillness’. Always same- but never the same. Every moment it is new. And it is beginningless and endless. Human brain cannot conceive this.

Q

6 3 .

Then how did you conceive it?

A

n s :

Just by physical seeing. I could see no edges to the space and no opening point of time. Infinity and eternity, if they have no beginning and ending means, no middle too.

 

One can keep on recessing or going forward endlessly in infinity. Nowhere it will end or begin. All that this puny mind can do is to enjoy the only moment given to it blithely and pass away in peace, when nature knocks the door. And seeking peaceful happy and harmless co-existence with my other human beings can only be

the exclusive activity that can truly delight my sense of being here.

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6 4 .

Is intelligence inherent or an attribute of the infinitude? And why we humans are idiotic and silly?

A

n s :

It is inherent. A vast self-knowing condition. It knows many better ways than human intelligence. Serendipitous.

 

Nature doesn’t care neither our intelligence nor silliness.

Q

6 5 .

Why there are very few geniuses?

A

n s :

These are man-made standards. The natural splendour of the endless physical universe lies beyond human comprehension.

 

In the apperception of the actual, this dimension is opened up unsolicited to a human being.

Q 6 6 .

All our prayers to the dead ones where do they go?

A

n s :

To the empty sky.

Q

6 7 .

Finally there is no reality at all?

A

n s :

Yes. Even the words truth, Absolute, Supreme, even the Actual don’t exist at all. These are names coined by humans.

 

There is Pristine Actuality, which is also a word for our convenience. When I/Me vanish, Reality too vanishes.

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6 8 .

Then whatelse is?

A n s :

Boundless, infinite Physical Universe alone is. That Universe is experiencing itself as you and me.

Q

6 9 .

Can we say only nothingness is?

A

n s :

That is opposite of saying UNIVERSE IS. Physical Universe is forever. Religions call matter as Maya, non-

 

existent and a metaphysical idea of Absolute. This is 180º opposite.

UNIVERSE IS IN ALL ITS GLORY! But for you and me or for anything, ‘this moment’ only is. You can see, it is never ‘not this moment’.

Where else I could be actually than this place and at this a

moment?

complex

go metaphysical thought. Imagination.

Mystics

astray

here.

Mysticism

is

Q

7 0 .

What is the use of realizing the actuality?

 

A

n s :

Illusion and delusion ends.

Benefits are beyond price. Instantly

 

peace is found to yourself which you can share with the world.

Finally intelligence operates in you unimpeded. Blind nature is superseded. Actual perfection and excellence is free. Unadorned I stand on my own, more free than a bird on a wing,

cleaner than sea-breeze. To be me is to be fresh, each moment

again. Owing nothing to no one, I am Free from corruption. Perversity has vanished forever. Goodwill freed of social morality comes effortlessly. All internal conflicts are over. I am gentle and peaceful in character. Physical Universe is magnificent.

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Q 7 1 .

Is Universe and life same?

A n s :

Yes. Universe is all time, space and matter, in perpetuus mobilis.

Q 7 2 .

Still my mind craves to find meaning for life

A

n s :

Seeking meaning for life can end only in narcissism. I/Me are such a tiny speck of dust, Universe is grandiose and magnanimous.

Q

7 3 .

What is ‘free’ mind?

A n s :

‘Free’ mind is the perfect neuronal activity of the brain, always here now, freed of I/Me. It is joy to see that everything happens by itself, in this moment.

Q 7 4 .

What is Actual Freedom?

A

n s :

It is actual peace, innocence. No sin and guilt. Untouched by evil, malice, or sorrow. And all this without effort.

 

Spiritual effort struggles in vain to resemble the purity of

the Actual. Actual is a magical wonderland. No furious urges, anger, rages, hostilities.

Benign, benevolent. Morality cannot attain this, ‘Good’. Spontaneous, no necessity for virtues. No good and evil here. A

veritable paradise. One can be in it 24 hours. No need of belief. It is

so perfect, that there’s no need of belief. It is so perfect, that there’s no need for love, compassion, bliss, euphoria, ecstasy, truth, goodness, beauty, oneness, unity, or wholeness, all such baubles.

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Can even an ordinary person live like this?

A

n s :

Yes. But Universe does not force anyone to be so. It’s only a matter of personal choice. It’s just available under one’s own nose. It is possible for all.

Q

7 6 .

Nature doesn’t seem to care for such felicitous life.

A

n s :

There is only a blind breeding of species. Nature, by nature is blind. It is in our taste to choose felicity, freedom blitheness, and Peace.

Q

7 7 .

All that we see around us is discord, tension, chaos, wars,

 

dirt, poverty, deception, cruelty and disgrace. Do you live

creating for yourself an imaginary paradise?

A

n s :

Just look at your hands. It is as old as the Universe, atoms

 

rearranged out of the perfection of purity, welling in perpetuus

mobilis, as actual material universe. There is only ambrosial perfection. There can be no imagination in the Actuality.

Q

7 8 .

Where does god exist?

A

n s :

God is an imaginary entity, of vain- glorious psychic entity.

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Universe and our life in it seem to be a sick joke!

A n s :

No. Universe is so enormous. Infinity and eternity are so immense. Misery is impossible. Universe is grandly complex, marvellously

intricate, so wonderfully excellent. Calling it a ghastly mistake or

SICK JOKE, is preposterous.

It is grand and enchanting living the perfection of this pure moment of being alive here in this fantastic actual universe. For a split second leave alone the bickering and whining of the pit of real human society. have little courage and look!

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Q 8 0 .

Universe may be so grand. It is too big for us to conceive. It is the little things of life that are pleasurable for us.

A n s :

That means, you don’t know how to see. I will tell you, how I see

life. In this moment, here, perfection and purity abounds. Living

itself is so precious. Something beyond compare. More valuable than any ‘King’s ransom’. It’s not rare gemstones, bags of money, treasured love, bliss. Look at the infinitude of the Universe, the life-giving foundation of all that is apparent.

 

The lucid perfection in which I am in this moment, is like

the crystalline perfection and purity seen in a dew drop in a leaf in and

immaculate

early

morning

sun-shine.

Breathless

wonder

simplicity.

 

When you learn to live this magical perfection of this Purity, 24 hours a day by ceasing being ‘me’, and be what you

genuinely are there is no separation from this something which is

precious.

 

This purity wells up constantly in boundless stillness, utterly immeasurable in its magnitude. This stillness of Infinitude is the PRECIOUS.

This stillness happens as me. intrinsic basis of everything. It is life at its genesis. It is not centre of everything. There is no centre here. Stillness everywhere all at once, be all and end all of LIFE ITSELF.

reflective I human am the being. Universe

experiencing

itself,

as

a

sensate,

Got it?!

 

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Q 8 1 .

A n s :

Q 8 2 .

A

n s :

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8 3 .

A

n s :

Q

A

8 4 .

n s :

Leaving I/me, how can one live here!

I/Me are forever locked-out of this actual world.

Once knowing this-you can relish the actual world, still more

intensely without I/Me, sustain a family, buy a home, get married,

have children, pursue a hobby, eat, drink and make merry oneself.

A boring daily life, you call wonderful?

Yes, Truly wonderful!

People are like weeds being born and dead. I am one of those weeds. What is more in it?

You are not a weed. As this flesh and blood body one is not just a weed. One is this material universe experiencing itself as an apperceptive human being.

I can’t believe you live in actual world 100%.

Not only me. You too can live it 100%. It is true, of course, that

there is such a pristine purity and peerless perfection in this actual

world that it is inconceivable/incomprehensible and unimaginable/unbelievable to a denizen of the real world. Many years ago, I too thought that it is impossible to live in the actual world, and as beyond anyone’s wildest dreams. Yes, now it is 100% possible.

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Q 8 6 . A n s :

Q 8 7 . A n s :

Is actualism, an advanced level of spiritualism?

Serendipitous actualism is a third alternative to illusory materialism, and delutionary spiritualism.

What propelled you toward’s Actualism?

The main agenda was lack of peace among humans, in oneself, in a household, and world at large. In spite of technological growth there is no peace in oneself and in world at large. I also found that nobody

can give me peace or make me happy and harmless.

Only I can do that. I did that, by eradicating ‘I’ as ego, and ‘me’ as soul.

How can one live without feelings?

I never say stop feeling. But cease ‘being’-psychologically and

psychically self-immolate, that is entire affective faculty is extirpated. The psyche itself will be no more. Otherwise a man without feeling will be a ‘psychopath’.

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8 8 .

Is there a way to get into that state of pure happiness?

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n s :

Yes. Ask yourself this, each moment again: How am I experiencing this moment of being alive? This is your only moment of being

 

alive. Past, though already happened, is not actual now. Future,

thought it will happen, is not actual now.

With this magical formula, you can check and recheck whether this moment lives you in FULL, and can retrace your step to happiness. however much you may slip off. After all, the next moment comes free and fresh.

Q

8 9 .

Instead, can I not pray for grace?

A

n s :

One will never become free, waiting for the ‘Grace of God’ to

 

descend. One has to reach out, extend oneself like one has never

gone before. It should become number one priority. An obsession. A happy person is a pleasure to be with. If you are not good company for yourself, then what are you for others?

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9 0 .

Entire Universe seems to be inert. Is it alive?

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n s :

Materialism says, rocks are dead, lifeless. Does this not say, only something that was alive can even be dead? In Actualism, we see

 

by direct experience, that matter is not merely passive.

In Actualism we can have ‘excellence experience’ and ‘perfection experience’. Excellence experience has no ‘magical’ element. In it time has no duration as ‘now and then’. Space has no distance as normal ‘here and there’. It is one Eternal time and Infinite space in ‘perfection experience’ (PCE) it is fairy-tale-like

magical experience, purity, lustre, brilliance, vividness, intensely,

wondrous, scintillating vitality, everything alive and sparkling. The very earth beneath the feet, rocks, concrete buildings, a piece of paper, literally everything is as if it were alive(though a rock is not as alive as a human). One is not living in an inert Universe.

Q

9 1 .

Is not Actualism a theory?

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n s :

Actualism is not a theory, but direct experience of the Pristine Actuality.

Q

9 2 .

What happens in a pure conscious experience?

A

n s :

The brain, without identity and affective faculty, becomes incapable

 

of mental images or imaginary scenarios. But very brilliantly involved in what it is doing, in the moment, thinking and interpreting sensory inputs. If there is no need for thinking, it is simply sensually aware of being conscious of being alive.

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9 3 .

Can one speed up to enter Actuality?

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n s :

‘I’ cannot make it happen. ‘I’ am not required to make it happen. It happens of itself, only when one is fully ready.

 

One should get accustomed to benignity, benevolence and blitheness. The purity of the actual is so powerful, it would ‘blow the fuses’ off if one enters into it ill-prepared.

The vast stillness of infinitude would be too much, too fast, too soon. One could go mad with super-abundance of pleasure that pours forth.

Q

9 4 .

Is discontent on life as it is, a requisite factor to seek Actual Freedom?

A

n s :

Freedom is that one wants like one has never wanted anything before digging one’s psyche, is a most mammoth challenge one could ever take on, which would not appeal to the desultory dabbles.

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9 5 .

What is virtual freedom?

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n s :

Virtual means ‘almost as good as’ or nearly the same as ACTUAL FREEDOM.

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9 6 .

What are the steps from a PCE to Actual Freedom?

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n s :

When one remembers a PCE, it precipitates another. Many PCEs follow. Contemplation begins. ‘I’ cease seeing, and seeing takes place by itself. ‘I’ is an interloper, an alien psychic possession of the body. ‘I’ do not belong here.

 

All this is impossible to imagine. One should be

confident that the actual world does exist. PCEs give confidence. One need not generate confidence as in the spiritual path.

Experience of purity is a benefaction. With this comes Pure Intent. It guides through one in daily life. Gently ushers one into increasing ease and generosity.

With this growing magnanimity, one becomes more and more anonymous, self-less. ‘Being’ ceases it was only a psychic apparition anyway- and is over, forever, in one human being.

It

is

all

thrilling

and

enthralling,

yet utterly and

exquisitely normal at the same time.

 

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9 7 .

Is Actualism a philosophy ?

 

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n s :

The pure consciousness experience enables one to know, for oneself, that actualism is not a philosophy.

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Q 9 9 .

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Q 1 0 0 .

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Q 1 0 1 .

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Q 1 0 2 .

A n s :

Your writings have many grammatical errors.

What I write is expressive poetical prose- it is not a thesis I am conveying lavish exhilaration of life itself. It is not intended to stand literary scrutiny for scholarly style and grammatical forum. It can catapult a reader into this magical wonder-land that the earth is, Actuality speaks for itself.

How to induce a PCE?

By allowing it to happen.

Why time seems to be fleeting one?