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When I said Goodbye by Dulce Maria (Didi) Menendez Copyright 2008 Published by BlazeVOX [books] All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced without the publishers written permission, except for brief quotations in reviews. Printed in the United States of America Book design by Geoffrey Gatza Cover art Jeff Filipski First Edition ISBN: 1-934289-86-8 ISBN 13: 978-1-934289-86-0 Library of Congress Control Number : 2008920521
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Yes the sun about to spoon a cloud and the smell of money as you came into our room frontal view How I inhaled to taste the smell as the sun spooned a cloud and our noise became like the rain as it burst through the ventana.
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And her hair was long and it was wet from his breath next to hers, heavy heavy. And she said yes yes yes yes, her head went sideways as if she were really saying no, no, no. For all the perspiring, screeching, inside, outside, sideways, up, down, in the mouth, up the ass, between her breasts, how all of it was just the pain of finally letting go.
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Little Deaths
I get my blessings from the toll plaza attendant. In his Jamaican accent, he takes my quarter and wishes me a blessed evening. Sometimes I smile back. Sometimes I dont. At Christmas he handed me a poem along with my change. I want to know when you dream of dogs, are they chasing you or licking your wounds? The night you dreamt of dogs, a wolf killed a possum in my yard In the morning the kill was waiting for me by my kitchen door. My son once made a negative remark about gay men. I corrected him and told him love is hard to find and when you find it, embrace it. What do you teach your children? I get I get I get I get I get my music from the radio. my birds flying through my window. my poems as a Toyota cuts in front of me. my little deaths riding down the Turnpike. my love thrown in front of the backdoor.
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I passed my neighbor. He was mowing his lawn. I passed his pond. I passed his garden of flowers where there was not a single white rose.
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