10/16/97 1:55 PM In spiritual discipline as in scientific discipline, observations of experience play a key and vital role.

So it is in this context that I observe via reflection on the current state of affairs in the immediate environment in which I live, work, play and in general experience. The current state of this system involves the presence of an external influence in the form a human being who displays patterns of activity that are accurately described by the words invasive, coercive, intimidatory, violent, abusive, destructive, entropic, manipulative, self cented, hostile, entropic. The human being in question goes by the name Bill Taylor aka Bill Hammack. He currently invasively inhabits my home illegally, unethically and immorally in the sense that I am the legal resident of this home and that I have clearly communicated my wishes in the form of a verbal command that he vacate the premises. I have followed this demand up with clear verbal communication that in having failed to comply with my demand for him to vacate the premises and in continuing to subject me to verbal abuse, manipulative strategies, physical assaults, false accusations, constant scrutiny, invasion of my preivacy, restrictions of my freedoms within my home and disturbances of the peace of my home; he is continuing to act illegally and unethically and against my wishes. I see these patterns of conduct as displayed by Bill Taylor/Hammack as those of a person intent upon forcing his will upon me by maintaining forceful access to my sense via illegally remaining within my home. Such a situation naturally brings with it on my part the strong desire to resist the intrusions and to deny access to my sense in my home. Since Bill Taylor/Hammack has consistently abd without my consent , invitation or approval, invaded my priovate space by walking into my private rooms and proceeding to block my paths of movement from those spaces with the threat of physical assault sgould I attempt to exit the private spaces in which he is attempting to confine by the placement of his physical body I am naturally considering other means by which to resist his attempt to manipulate my senses by his words and his body movements.

One way for instance is to leave the premises myself. Another is utilize some means of displacing his words and body movements. For instance by closing my eyes or looking away. Another means is by placing earphones on and playing music in order to shield my sense of hearing from hus words. It occurred to me in considering these alternative means of shielding my senses from his intrusions and illegal actions, that these are negatives. Then it came in as an intuitive insight. A more truthful view is of the positive response to the inner guidance of prajna which atracts me to freedom, peace and privacy. In this sense any action I might take to shield my senses from the intrusions of the hostile action of Bill Taylor/Hammack are in fact positve actions of compliance with and immense love for the attarction of peace, freedom and privacy that have been such a prominent part of my life and in particular the core values Ive attempted to preserve in and communicate especially for my children, Laini, Jodi and Hunter but also in my relations with all people who cross my ironically - in particular with Bill Taylor/Hammack despite the fact that I recognized from the outside of our first interactions that he was invasively attempting to penetrate himself into my life and physical presence for the purpose of implementing strategies of manipulation, psychological strategies of control and domination in support of a misguided and illusory vision of saving the Earth and building a new society. My response has been show friendship and kindness to the best of my ability, to share all that I have both material and non-material in the sincere knowledge of the power of kindness and friendship, in the power of positive reinforcement of life enhancing, and psychically enlightening experiences. With the advent of BillTaylor/Hammack activity patterns from the use of verbal abuse to the use of physical assault, I feel convinced that not only must all the verbal and physical assaults be resisted but that I have show enough kindness and spent enough effort in demonstrating my overwhelmingly strong embrace of kindness. friendship and of positive reinforcement of life and psyche enhancing acts and experiences. I feel in this respect that the

mosyt effective means with which to resist the intent of the vilent and abusive activity patterns of Bill Tayloe/Hammack directed solely and personally at me, is to cease now and move into another phase of development in which my efforts to demonstrate kindness, friendship, caring, positive reinforcement and supportive influences are best shared with other people who are just as deserving and in fact moreso. In this respect also I think it fair to say that the task of showing in my actions what I hold most dear and sacred in tghe case of Bill Taylor/Hammack has now reached or almost reached its natural conclusion and the time has come to share what I have with others. At the same time, the immediate concern is resistance of the forceful intrusion of Bill Taylor/Hammack on to my sense. Transformed into its positive form this takes the form of how to shield my senses from his illegal invasion of my home and my senses. One way is to cease all verbal interaction except verbal interaction that can be expected to have a positive effect in shielding my senses and in encouraging Bill Taylor/Hammack to exit my home. It further means having at my disposal means to comply with the attractive power of freedom, peace and privacy via the shielding out of visual, auditory and tactile intrusions.