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IIpBH iiyT je CBpnyo ea ce6e najKity ij,e^ora ce^a o KpcTOHomaMa. Ta^a ce ynpaeo h 3a-
MOMMHO. MajKa My cpesa^a 4yre Komy^e 04 y6e^eHa KOHOii^ana n^axna, cecTpa My hx h3Be3^a upBeHHM h upHMM naMyKOM, h y3 Hbnx My cnpeMHjia lUHpoKe TKaHHue ca ^eBex pa3Ho6oJHHX npyra h naMyqne no4Be3e 3a 4113^yKe ca KwhanKaMa 04 BynHue. A caM "Bypnua, Tepajyhi'i 4pBa y rpa4, 3apa4H0 je HoxaHH jeAeK H 4M3^yKe, onuiHBeFie ii,phhm raJTaHOM, h Be^nKH TyHOC ca KwhaHKOM. Tano 04eBeH 4ol)e Ha KpcTOHome. Reiue ce HCKynn^o 40CTa Hapo4a. Ilona Beh no3Bao 046opHHKe y 3ace4aH)e, na 04.ly^yje ca HbHMa ko he mxa hochth. KpcT 4a4ome 04 npBe KMexoBy cHHMwhy, Ma oko 6apjaKa ce HMKaKO He Morome noro4HTH. H3BHpHBame CBH pe40M Ha npo3op 4a pa3r^e4ajy KaH4H4aTe, KOJH cy ce Ty nopei)a^H, na na noc^exKy h3hl)ome Hano^e. MoMqa4HJa npe6^e4e^a, na hhko He 4Hnie; CBe ynp^o o^h y nony, kojh pa3rOPOKH
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r^e4a jeAHora no je^nora, iia, UI1411 ce, hii ca.M He MOKc 4a- CG OA.ly'^^ Ky^a he. T)ypMua 6eiije, m cracoM 11 ^iciiotom, na^BMCMO cBy MOM'ia,;MJy. lieiiie mx m cTa|)MJnx n o^eBeHMJHX, a.iH r^eAajyhn oa .je4H0M y CBe oil npBH na4ajne y omii. Beuie nao 6ojj, H..MX. KOJM je Mypacrao y necTapy, Met^y npaaiixM 11 je^piiM nepwhHMa. 3aT0 ce h nonoB riorje4 3aycTaBM Ha n^exMy. A r^e ToypMue Bo^an, Kano en nope^e nona 6^aro, na ce o6pTe KHeay: pacTO Ulxa Be^Hui ? 046opHiiu.M nor^e^aiue 3aMyl)eH0, KHe3 ce HaMpiiiTM, na npHi)e nony h many My 3ap H3 'Ha?:e Kyhe?!... 11 oaui 3HaM o^roBopw My nona. pa^H Tora n Be^HM neKa ce 4eTe iionpaBH JoK, He MO>Ke 04ceHe Knes. Met)y MOMUHMa Hacxa rypnatbe h luanraibe. 4o "LypH^HHa yxa 40^ere caMO je4Ha pe4 ),ja^OBHii.a^% a^H OH 04Max pa3yMe4e H>eHO 3Ha^en^e h nosna r^ac OHora, kojh je pe^e. ^' 4pyroj npH^HLi,H oh 6h 3Hao uiTa 6m pa4H0, a^H ca4 ce y34pHca. BH4eo je 4a ce nona jouj pemaBa, na CTa4e 4a ^ena. Y tom KHe3 nporo-
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o^roBopii My mh xe cbh cTHiviacyce4, i\ua4Mh Kao h oh a^H 3Haui, 6paTe, OTau BaMO, H 6o3Ha KaKO TH je 6ho, Bor a^ ra npocTH, HenaKO 'naKO H TaMaH TDypHU,a n^any h XTe^e hcuito KpynHO /i.a Ka>Ke, a nona nporoBOpw: E ca4 ja xohy 4a ToypHua hoch upKBeny Me4eHHu;y. "BypHua Hcxpqa nanpe^, npHt)e pyun noHOBOJ, na o^e 06pa4y K^wcapy, Te yse 04 Hiera oe^HKy Me4eHHu,y, Koja je, aok HHJe uipKBa na6aBH^a 3B0H0, casHBa^a no6o>KHe xpHuihane na MO^HTBy, a ca4 ce ynoTpe6^yje caMO na ^hTHJaMa. MoMMa^tija ce, noc^e 6apjaKa, HaJBnme rpa6H 3a Me^eHnqy h Ka4iiOHnu,y, a HKonaivia, 11 aKO cy npy>Ka^e H3BecHy no^acT napoHHTO onujTHHCKa ce xaKO pa^OBa^a. HHJe Iloc^e Beh nona ^a^e je4H0Me KaAHOHHuy, je4H0Me upKBeny HKony, a KMex h 046opHHu;ii H3a6pauie jeAHora 4a hoch onuiTHHCP:y HKony CnacoBO BasHecen^e. Pa34a4ome n 4pyre, 3a ^HTHJy noTpe6He cTBapn CBpmn ce cnoMen no4 onuiTHHCKHM saHHCOM, na ce Kpexome KpcxoHome. Ka4 nona o'lHTa noc^e4n>y jepcTCHHJy n 06pa4 My TaHKO r.iacoBHxo 04roBopH aMHH,
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oneT He H3JaBH npoxecT a^H oho ynyTpamibe Myqeibe 0CTa4e na 4ymH My 11 4awbe, Ka4 ce KpCTOHome KpeTome m ksla ce jacHH 3ByK K>eroBe Me4eHHu;e CTa4e pa3^eraTH no hhtomiim .lyKaMa h 4hb^hm ro^eTHMa. Pyne My cna^KHO a^H MexaHHHHO 3aMaJHBaxy 3boho, ycat)eHo y 4pBeHy py^Huy, a^H mhc^h My 6exy 4a^eK0 04 OBe no6o}KHe CBeqanocTH. Hap04 rocno4a, kopaqa, opecKaqe npeno noTO^nha, jeH4eKa n Bp;
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oiiawao KyA je iipo^asMO, iin una ce OKO H^era sduBSiAO. CaMo na^ 6u KpcTOHouie MHiiyMC nopeA naKBa 6oraTa ^OMa, r^e cy aoMahMne HSHe^e neKo^HKo Kap./iima M^ena, 3a6opaBMO Cm cBe mhcmh, 404eiiao 6n Je^Hy nyT^aqy M cpnao ^OK^e roA xpaje... Ooc^e je oneT MHC^HO M MHC^MO, M HajsaA Ao\)e Ao 3aKwfcyMKa, Aa je csa oea MOMqaAHJa ropa oa K>era, 11 Aa ra CBH OHM Mp3e caMO c xora, iirro je CHpoMax. y TaKBHM MHCMHMa o6iiY)e ueo axap ceocKH II BpaTH ce, ca KpcTOHOiiiaMa, k cyAHHUH. KaA ce H3pet)a iioa ^aniicoM CBa Mirraniija, HapOA 3aceAe y coBpe, KOJe cy noAHrHyxe oko sanHca. CBano n^eMe HMa.^0 je CBOJy coBpy HCTHpH AHpeKa, no6oAeHa y seM^y m cnojena npe^araMa, npeKO kojhx cy HaMeniTene y3Ay>K na HbMX ce CTaB^ba je^o; ABe LUHpoKe TpeHHue 0K0./10 OBHX TpeHHua nopet)aHe cy Apyre sa ceAeH>e HMyhHHJa rMeivieHa AH3a^a cy naA coBpoM KpoB, a OKOwio ceAHiiiTa y}ii^e6^MBaHii cy mamoBUH, Te je ue^a coBpa Pisr^eAa.ia Kao neKa
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nona Hannje y c^asy, na 4a no^ny Hrparw. ^iim Hap04 aace^e, non ce 4HH^e, a 06pa4 aasBonw Me^eHMqoM. Hap04 ce 4H}Ke, Kao na KOMan^y. .by4H iiocKH4aiiie Kane 11 ceaKH y ceojoj coBpn cxa^e ce mo^htii Bory. V tom nona oTneea rponap, wcrm qaiuy Buna 11 ce^e. Ho^e pyqan. CBMpa^a 04JeKHy MoM^a^nja noTp^a y ko^o, a aa ibHMa h 4eB0JKe, Koje HMat)axy cnaxa 4a 4Bope h noc^y>Kyjy y coBpii. 3a^y^a ce npBo ko^o 3a Ka4 6h npn Kpajy pyqna, 4pyro H Tpehe ii)HM CpexeH noBe4e Ma^^BanKy y3 CBwpa^y, a "Bypni^a yae qiirane 4a My CBHpajy Chthhuj, h iiOBe4e KO^o. M^a4eJK, qyBUJH heMane, noxpqa y 'BypH^iiHO KO^o. ^Ly^a ce yieca Myiat)aHHx h Bece^iix nrpaqa; 4H>Ke ce npax rio4 ^aKHM noraivia, p:oje y raKxy xpynKajy SBeunajy orp^Hne u l)ep4aHn; a heMane je4HaqHT0 n Bece^o i^w^HKa CaMO TH cpqe nrpa, a y rpy4HMa oceham neonHcany Ton^HHy h 3a40B0^CTB0 totob ch 4a 04 je4H0M 3arp^Hni caB xaj ^enn h Bece^H CBex, KOJH je HCTO TaKO pa34paraH h pacuoAomeu A Ko ce y xaKBy Bece.i^y nai^e yBpet)eH, HHJe My ^aKO. Y CpexeHOBy KO^y ocTa4e caMO 4eceTMHa MOMaKa, a to je 3a KO.ioBot)y rp4Ha cpaMoxa. Ty joni MO>KenoMohHcaMo ))no^HTHKa<% a^iii joj Cpexen ne 6ejaiiie BnnaH, xe Mopa4e nycxHXH cpuy na Bo./by. Bo4ehH ko^o, oh ce ripH6^nJKH TDypHi^H h HenaKO c Ae\)Si iT04MexHy My Hory, xe ce OBaj can^iexe n na4He. 3a xpenyx OKa yMyKOuie h unraHH u CBHpa.ia, a y ^BypnTiiiHoj pyuH ceBHy hoh^.
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Toypima nocTa^e HajpcpuiHHJH MOMaK, a^n My ciio^anitbH usvAOA hg ^onece yBajKeiba h yr^e^a Met)y MOMUMMa Kao luto 6h to 6ho pe^ y o6HqHHM iipw^HKaMa. Berne to CTacHTa h peTKa nojaBa. Bhcok, CHa>KaH M^a^iih, lUHpoKa ^eyia, rycTHx iioBHJGHHX o6pBa, HcnoA KOJHX ceBajy 4Ba se^eHKacTa OKa, sa Koja napo^ Be^pi 4a iirpajy Kao na seJTimy. Omi My, na npBH nor^e^,
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iicKasMBaxy HensMepHy ohtomoct ii 6yiarocT, HeKy 6o^ehiiBy 4o6pohy4HOCT KOja ce ^lecTO MOJKe onasHTM K04 ^y^H 3e^eHKacTon^aBeTHHX OHiijy. A^H Ka4 ce Ma^o na>K^HBHJe paar^e^ajy one je^Ba upHMeTne 6ope oko KpajeBa o^HJy, Koje H34ajy ^ynaBO h no4MyKyio cpu.e, n na^
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ro4HTw, 4a ToypHua nehe nhii o6iihiihm Tparoivi CBHx ceocKHx MOMaKa, Beh je iberoB nyT 04B0JH0 04 ocTa^HX. Hy iiMai)aine oh jom 4pyrHx KapaKTepHHx oco6nHa. 4ott>ii My 4eo ^Hua ca
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oco6nHe ii CBojy peTKy CHary, iia je iipcMa TOMe iio^eiuaBao m CBoje 4p>Kaibe m o^e^o. Kao CHpoMax HHJe ce Morao iicTMuaTH 6oraTCTBOM OAe^a, a^ii je h ony ciipoTHtbCKy o^ehy yMeo TaKo BeiuTO HaMecTMTH Ha ce6H, 4a je CBanoMe, H no H^oj, naAao y omi. Ha taslbii je hocho 4y6oK Bee, neMapno saTypen k noxH^Ky, re ra je upna 4yra KiihaHKa 6H^a no o^ehnMa. Be^ia KOHon.bana Komy^ta, HSBeaena no He4pHMa n orp^nuH, Ba34a My je 6n^a aa many 4Be snuje
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Morao jc iKjcrarn ^pyrn 'Kjnci: A^iM TaKiic ra omi iie iioivie/^aiiie. A 6exy 4iia oKa, 4Be ^yre lyje, 1104 'imJHM ce ceBaii^eM onaj rpy6M jyiiaqnHa toiuio nocTajao MeKiiiii u iimtommjm 04 cBane acbojkc;. ^lyAHa 6exy ra 4Ba OKa. lis ii>mx je ceuao TanaB iiohoc m -raKO jacHO casHatbe CBOJe iia4MohiiocTH, 4a He 6eiiie MOMKa, kojm 6h ocehao CHare h 04BaHvH0CTM 4a hx c^o6o4ho h OTBOpeHo nor^e4a. Jom hh je4aH MOMap; iie Morame 110y34aHo KaaaTH KaKse cy 04n y CxaHKe Pa40HbHha: upne h^h rpaopacTe h^h, M0>K4a, ae^enKacTe?. TSypHua hx je caMO je4H0M car^e4ao, Ka4 one He 6exy ynpaB^ene na tt>era, h Bnme hx HHKa4 HHJe CMeo nor^e4aTH. Ka4 je CxanKa y Koyiy, "BypHua ce pexKo XBaTao. Bo^eo je 4a je HOCMaTpa ca cTpane 4a yo4H CBa?:H H>eH HOKpeT, CBany ocooHHy qy4Hora joj cxaca. Ka4 6h je ona3HO r4e y no^by h4h y ce^y 4a mv H4e Ha cycpex, cBpnyo 6h Ma r4e, caMO 4a Hsoerne onaj hohochth nor^e4, kojh yHHiuxaBa
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Ka4 ce BpahaMO c Konaifca. C^aBe th, LUTa Ka>Ke KanaB nar^e^a? yna^e joj CTaHKa y peq. Bor c T060M, 3ap He qy 4a Mopa yMpeTii OHaj, KOJH ra nor^e4a. ^-iH^ie je 3a>KMypH0 n qeKao 4a OHaj 4peKHe Ha, lUTa je 6n^o? HnuiTa. Ctojhm ja, Be^iH miAe, Tano 11 MeKaM, 40K Ten oho Bpenny, a ocoje ce npo^OMH Ka 4a CH Ton H36auHO. Ja 0H4a, Be^n,
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no tom mucahasl ii iiiiTajia ce: :minTO on a He Mome Aa bham hh HaMiuipa hh ApeKaBua, Ka4, ero, 4pyrM ^yA" Mory. Jcahom })eMJy, Ba^a^o je iipohw Aocra CBeTa, na Aa ce Hat)e AGBOJKa CxaHKHHe napaBH. PoAHTe^H cy Beh a^bho Awr.iM pyKe oa CBHX noKymaja Aa caB^aAajy CxaHKHHy caMOBO^by. BuA^Au cy Aa je to Heo6y3AaHa, cpqana npHpOAa, Koja ne 3Ha hm .sa KaKBe npenpeKe. MapKo ce caMO ^^yAwo h Bpxeo r^aBOM. 4a MH je caMO SHaxH na Kora ce yMeTHy penao 6h >KeHn, na 6u h Aa^e ocTao HeM npeA obom saroneTKOM. Eto, y TaKBy ce ACBOJKy aar^eAao Toypnua 4pa>K0BHh; a^M to 6eme Be^HKa Tajna, Kojy oh CKpHBame n oa ce6e caMa. CTaHKa ne anat)aine HHLUTa o TOMe, a on joj He AaA hh jeAHC npn^HKe Aa ce caMa aoccth niTa ce y H^eMy :^6HBa. TaKO npojia>Kaxy Aann Mel)yTHM T>ypHLi,a je h Aa.te jKHBeo onaKO, KaKO je OA oua HaBHKao. HMaBta, MO>Ke ce pehn, II He HMat)aiiie. JeAna Kyhnqa ca AanoM opaHba OKO H>e H jeAHa H^HBa y n^aHHHH 6eme My CBe nac^e^e oa ou.a. CecTpy je yAao y Apyro ce^o, a MaJKa My ce AOBHJame oa CBane pyne, Aa He 6yAe cnny na TepeTy. jleTH ce nawMavia noA HaAHimy na ^anme paAOBe, 3hmh rpe6eHaja. npe^a, TKa^a no MMyhHHJHM KyhaMa, a h .leTH II 3HMH no Ma^o Bpa^avia h oaja^ia. TaKO ce OTHMa./ia OA neManiTHHe h r^iaAH, a Aao Bor
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ii04e oiieT My Maimmeiii Ba^a^' tm HMJe npaBO iuto je xajCTaHKa. AyK? A MGHH je 6aiTi to no BoyL>M. Ilpe ra imKa4 iiMcaM nor^e^a^a 4o6po, a ca^, Bora mh,
uiTa
BO^e^a 6hx 4a ra bh^hm. Bor c T060M, CTaHKa, sap 6h My CMe^a Ha O^H H3HhH? HsHuiyia 6hx, Ba^a, h npe^ 6ecHa KypjaKa, a ujto 4a nehy npe^ o6HqHa MOBena. noBHKauie /[nAeKO My ^ena nyha 4eB0JKe H CTa^ome 4a ce pas^aee ca CTy^enua. CTaHKa HapOHHTO saocTa^e 04 fbhx, 40K He H3MaKonie no40CTa. HanyHHBUiH Be4pnu,e, ona Hx, Kao KaKBy nrpa^Ky, npe6auH o6paMMUOM Ha paMe h, MHC^ehii o CBeMy hito je ny^a,
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4a CO iniKy4 ne uvme m3 oiiora ca/i. >KypHO Tpa>Ke. hn^iep^oTa, jep ra, uqaw TiiMe My 04y3e MoryhnocT 4a ce Ma c khm cacTane m 403Ha nrro o cbom no^o>Kajy. 04Max saTHM 6eiiie My npua 6pHra, 4a liypHqa noCTane jaBan pa36oJHHK h 4a, yc^e^ Tora, H3ry6H CBaKy MoryhHOCT 3a npe^ajy. McTora 4aHa Byjo ^osBaje^Hora cBora noBepeiiHKa, ^a^e My HenaB iia^or, na ce yriyTii y Bapoui. Ha BapouiKOM Tpry HaJ)e CwMy koBana, CBora r^aBHor areirra h3 BapoiuM, iiporoBopii ca ibHM 4Be pemi, iia 04 y nuBHHuy K04 ))EBpone^^ A, eBO HaM Tpehera! BHKiiy anoTCKap, Kojii cet)auie ca HiiiBKOM Han-toM, rienCHOHOBaiiHM nncapeM. BH4ehH 4a je Byjo pacno^OKeii, on ^lynny o cto. np./baBO c^yiiiqe ca MacHOM 3aiiperaqoM nojaBM ce na BpaTHMa.
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Mory lUH^baTM c kiim 6m^o. Tm 04r0BpM Byjo m npo4y>Kii MyT. Mopain MhM Ka4 CTMH^e KyhM, Byjo 046 npaBO y co6y h CTa4e Ha oho npo30p4e 04 hn^epa. TaypMU,a Beh 6eme no6e^eo 04 necTpn^eiba. OpoB^a^Mo ce 4Ba4eceT ny ra Kpo3 oho nposopqe, Te xo4ao ho co6m, pa3r^e4ao m o^mctmo CBe nymKe m hoM oneT My 40UU0 BpeMe, Ka4 Beh HMJe ;KeBe, MMao mxa 4a pa4M. CBany My Ka4 4ol)e Byjo. KaMo ce, sa neBo^y ? Xohy no^ya ja
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^M My 4ymy neKHM caMo 40 cyTpa, Ma 4a bm4mmi oKpMiaja!... H ja tm ce, Ba^a, Mo6o^ex, hg pa4ehM HMoiTa. 'BypMM,a MpM})e onoivie 4pyroMe, Te ce pyKOBa M ca IbMM. XohcMi II TM, Kojo, ca Haaia? MOpaM Byjo TaKO pe^e Ha a 6aiM caM MMao Hena iioc^a MO^e OBaj 0Te3aTM. IlaMTOBau ra iipece^e o^MMa, Te oh yhyTa. Ka4 CBM Moce4aiMe, Byjo none roBopiiTM. 4ocTa je 6m^o Hep:aita, Tpe6a 4a ce pa4M. Je4HaK0 je4eM0, a MMiiiTa He sapat^yjeMO CyTpa M4e Mn^yTMH MexaHijHJa y H\a6ape 4a 6Mhe TpnecTaK Mcn^aTM M 40Tepa paKMJy; 4yKaTa. Tm hem ra, loypMua, aaycTaBMTM m yseTM nape, a OBa 4B0JMM,a he 6mth c to6om. Pa46.
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npahen 4bojhu,om 3^HK0Bau,a. ))Ko HOMHC/iH OH M0}K4a TO -nehe hh 4yro je 40 30pe." H TaKO no^yyMHpen
4aBiio je CBany^o. Sbcsao ce yraciKie, u npe^MeTH ce cacBHM jacno pacnoanajy. Ho Bar^^yxy join Tpenepii ona 6e^nqacTa n3Mar./mua, a^iM ce iia iicroKy ynaayje no Ma.^o pyMemu/ia. Jom HCKO^MKO TpenyTaKa, na he He6ecHHM n.^aBeTMiL/iOM npcHyTH oriteHH 3paij.H, 04 Kojiix he 3aTpenepKTH m sacjaTH i;eja op:o^HHa. Ha nyTy iuto B0411 k cpuy JUyMa^HJe, raiMO r^e ce MHorwM yBOJi],HMa c^asii y B. Hotok, CTOJe rycTii kynnibauH h naBHTHHe, y Koje 6n ce Mor^H saK^OHHTii qHTaBH 6aTa^0Hi'i. Tv, iia je^HOJ Behoj saBOJnun, ^e>Ke y naBiiTHHw c je^ne CTpane Pa^OBaH h KocTa a c 4pyre caM
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He, He aKO Bora 3HaLu, caMO ibera huith lUTa xohem. He 4Hpaj Bp>Ke roBopH r^e cy nape, h^ih heMO ca4 4a KO^eMO. He, 4yiue tm; caMo H^era neMOJ. Ebo
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no4M>Ke nene HOBe HiapeHHue. ncTpece je4Hy Tpy6y n^axna u irs ibe Hcna^e je^an BeviHKH 3aBe3aK. To BH je cBera, TaKO mm /i,eu,e He 3HaM BHUje HH 3a Je^ny napy CaMO mh ibera ne AHpaJTe ... TiiypHUia pa3BH 3aBe3aK h, BH^eBiiiH 4a je nyn 6aKH0Ta m 4yKaTa, 3aByHe ra y He4pa, na HCKOHH ca naHTOBu,eM Ha no^e. HcTora TpenyTKa rpMny nymna K04 bcauKHx BpaTHHD,a, H xaJ4yu,H yr./ie4ame CBora CTpa>Kapa p:aKO npecKO^n Bp^HKe h uo6eme Kp03 KyKypy3. 4^4ome 3HaK OHMMa y nyhn, na jypnyme na 4pyre BpaxHHue 4a 6erajy, a Be^wKC BpaTHHU,e OTBopnuie ce nar^o n na H>HMa ce noKa3a Mn^/ieTa ca peBoyiBepOM. BH46Bmn smiyt)e,
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Byjo ra 40^iep;a y co6h. CBpniHCTe ./iH? 3aiiHTa oh 60 jaM^MBO, a H3 nor^e4a My ce BH4e^o 4a oqenyje nenoBO^aH o4roBop. CB-pniHCMO, a^M MwTa n^axn r^aBOM. Hx, 6o^aH 6paTe 04r0BpH Byjo, iiAu My HecTpne^HBa pa403Ha40CT ne CH^ajKaiue c ^Hu,a. A 4pyrH ? Pa40BaH H KocTa 4o6Huie no je4Hy pany, a 'Bopt)e 0CTa4e MpxaB nope4 Mhtc. A HOBau,a? HaonaKo, mxa yqMHHCTe Toypnua H3Ba4H y3 He4apa CMOxy^aK h 6aH,H My y Kpn^a. pene My 'Bypnua. Bpoj ^aKO h'eMO npe6pojaTH, ho 4^4^ npnqaj. Mope 6pOJ TO, 4a BH4HM0 KOJIHKO HMa. Byjo ycTa4e h, ne nporoBopHBUiH hh peMH H He nor^e4aBTnH ra, 04e y 4pyry co6y, ocraBH TaMO 3aBe3aK m BpaTu ce y co6y.
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Ilona ra, Ka4 ra yr^e^a y ^BopnuiTy, nor^e^a 3a^yt)eH0, a^n ra oc^obh oiihm iicthm r^acoM, KOJiiM ra je yeeK cpeTao A r^e, 'Bypa Oa Ky4 rii ca^ ? T>ypniJia o6opH ohii, o6aii ra upBenH^o, a^ii unaK CKH^e Kany h cMepno npH})e k CBeiiJTeHHKy. He cMeM TH Tpa^KiiTH 6^aroc^OBa, jep 3HaM 4a ra neMam 3a Mene, a^w xe mo^hm 4aj o^roBOpH oh noMH pyKy 4a je noA>y6HM TpeceHHM r^acoM. CBeuiTeHHK ce iisHeHa^w 3acja My y OKy Heo6iiHHa, po^HTe.tcKa pa^ocx, ayin oh, ne h3MeHMBuiH r^aca hh ^pJKan^a, caMO My npy>KH pyKy, Kojy Toypnua CMepHO u;e^HBa.
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cpe^nne yxa, CMemehn ce Obo, 3Ham, 4a Me ce ceham Hehy 4a TH KBapHM yxo, jep hhch o>Ken>eH, a^n nen CTOJn pesHHua, 4a ne 4H>Kem pyny na ^y4e, Kojn TH HHniTa ne HHne. A BH o6pTe ce no tom ocxa^HMa, kojh ca4 BaM 04 CTpaxa je4Ba CTajaxy na noraMa npauiTaM, a 4pyrH nyT BaM ne rnne KypmyM y ^et)a. Ca4 H4HTe, na npn^ajxe KaKsy CTe yueny 4o6h^h sa r^aBy "BypH^nny. 3a OBHM ce o6pTome h oh h HaHTOBai; h no^iarano ce y4a^Hme hh3 paBne ^HBa4e, a noBeaann Koca^n, ne 4BoyMehH MHoro, pa36erome ce no KyKypy3HMa, 6ojehH ce 4a ce pa36oJHHu:n He npHcexe h ne noBpaxe.
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npo4yjKH npaBO k H>HMa. IloM03H Bor, 46U0 KOpaK 4Ba npe4 tt>HMa.
pene oh jom na
jom Bnme noxy^n, o6opH r^aBy n neKaKo Heo4pet)eHO Maxny pynoM noriaHTOBau;
ce
pe4 yxa,
H3a yxa.
mTO
ce
Kany, a Moryio je
'Bypm:^a Bp^o npncTOJno CKH4e Kany, CMepHO npHl)e pyi^H cBemTenHKOBOJ h ocexn KaKO My
oneT Ma^onpemH>e i^pBenn^o HaH^a3H na Amixe. pene oh 6^aro, Xohem y ce^o, nono ? Kao o6HqaH ce^an, kojh je, H4yhH c pa4a, cpeo CBora CBemTeHHKa.
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Ap
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04roBopH non, ocBphyhn ce Ha IlaHTOBi^a, kojh Beh 6eiiie npomao. CnpOMax H^HJa, H3ry6H ^eTenue ... A ko th je Ba^a^' riaHTOBai; ? OHO Ja peqe 'BypHua h naMpuiTH ce Ma^o, a,Aii ce no H^eroBy nspasy ne Morame npo^HTaxH 4a ^H My je nenpHJaTHO to nHTafte H^M My je HenpHJaTan caM HaHTOBau. Bam ja je^naKO mhc/ihm koa Kyhe, hhKaKO He Mory h3 r^aBe 4a xe H36iijeM... lUxa TO 6h c T060M, Toypo ? Ja caM Te KpcTHo h je^naKO ch mh npe^ o^HMa pacTao, na caM 6am MHc^HO h pa^OBao ce KaKO hem 6hth Ba.ban MOMaK. HcTHna, OTau Te, Bor 4a ra npocTH, HHJe HHKaKBOM 4o6py y^HO ... TO ce Beh 3Ha, HeMOJ 4a TH je KpHBO H aKO TH je OTai^, a^H, 6paTe, TH CH MH H3r./ie4ao 4pyKMHJH E, Moj nono uiTa hy, TaKBa mh je, Ba^a4', cy46HHa Ma^o 04 oqa, Ma^o 04 4pyrnx, na eTO 04roBopH oh y34axHyBmH. To je, TO je, 3HaM ja th 4pyrH y^HTe^H, TO cy tbojh 4ymMaHH ... Th ch 6ho TH CH Morao 6hth Kpacan 40MahHH n pa4HHK, a^H Te OHH HaBe4ome na kausslb nyT. Ha ca4 Mopani 4a HM apraTyjem, 4a Mehem r^aBy y Top6y pa4H H.HxoBe KopncTH. 'BypHqa, nornyTe r^aBe h 6^e4a ^Hua, c^ymame OBe Heo6H^He peqn, Koje ncnasHBaxy h HeKe fteroBe naJTaJHHJe homhc^h. H eMy je 40^a3H;^o CBe to na naMeT, a^n oh HHKa4 ne 6eme y CTaH>y 4a HCTaBH TaKBy MHcao jacHO H 4a noMHc^H 4y6^e o aoj. A ca4, Ka4 je ^yo roTOBy, HCKa3aHy MHcao, ona ra yn^amn, jep
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IIOMMH 4a je MMCaO HCTMHMTa M iipaBH^Ha. JecT, saue^o, ja pa^iiM a omi cue o^Fioce m /Kmbg 04 jvioje r^aee /^
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npOAynui 04 4pyrHx iioii, BM^eBiiiH 4a ra "BypHna aiyiua 4a 611 Morao ibMMa iuto BHiiie 4aTH. y6iijaiij, peuiiMo, UAH ynponaiuhyjeuj liouiTCHii cbgt, ria 4ajeiij hbHMa, KOJM cy Te6e ynpoiiacTn^ii A Ka4 4ot)e 40 rycTora, 0H4a he mm 6hth npBii iiocao 4a Te y6HJy, 4a 6h ce6e canyBa^H, h 4a ysMy yueny 3a TBOjy r^aBy. FoTOBO n^aui^HBO, pamnpeHHx omijy "BypHua nor^e4a nona. OBa CTpanina Mncao, Koja My 40 ca4 He 4oJ)e Ha naMex, nopasn ra Kao rpOM. Oh r^e4ame y MHpno h 6^aro CBemxeHHKOBO Auixe^ o^enyjyhH 4pyry peq, Koja 611 y6^a>KiMa h^h npeHHaqw^a Ty CTpamny MHcao, a^H non napo^HTO 3acTa4e, 4a 611 ce Ta MHcao
OTMMaiii
Th
IUTO 6ojhe H
th pa4Hm, KaKBO 4o6po, sap ne 611 h tboj OTau, to pa4Ho A OH je, BH4Hm, 4pyrHMa jaTaKOBao n 04 4pyrHx mmBeo Ja snaM 4eceTHHy ^i>y4H, KOJe cy TH TBOJH npHJaTe^H H3MaMH.AH y ropy, Tepa^H hx 4a OTHMajy 04 Hapo4a 3a HjHxoB pa^yn, na hx noc^e noy6HJa^n h yse.in Be^HKe yuene 3a H^nxoBe r^aue kom Ai^a, noHO, niTa BejiHui th?... TH roBOpHui ? Snam Am 3HaM ja 4o6po, ne 6oj ce, chhko. Snajy H 4eaa ceocKa ko Te6e ynponacTH, a 4a ne
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4y6^e yKopenH^a y
H^eMy.
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4a je
to, hito
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59
3HaM ja, KOJH Beh TpnecTaK m figko^hko roAMHa r^e^aM iiiTa ce pa^w no oboj oko^hhh H 3Hain Am jom lUTa? 3a one Moje pe^H, Ka4 6h hx Ma KOMe 4pyroMe nasao, ja snaM luxa 6m Me GUdiUiAO noc^e neKO^HKO A^na; a bh^hui,
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ja
iix
Te6ii roBOpiiM
Hera...
HIICII
Biumu
MOBeK O^jeAHOM, Kao nyiaxoBiiT riOBO^aib, no T^ypnuii ce pa3^n nena He>Kna n c^axKa Ton^nna, a ys rpy^n My not)e neuiTO Bpe^io n Heo6nHHO, sacxa^e y rpyiy My, na aaro^nua My hoc, bm^Hue n oqn, n on ocexn 4a My ce omh B^a>Ke, Hena cxapa n c^axKa, BeoMa a Bn^nu,e ^pmhy Heo6HqHa ycnoMena n3 ^eTHn^cTBa ceny My Kpo3 r^aBy, cern ce Kano je neKa^a ^exexoM n^aKao, H ca4 My ce yqnnn 4a oceha ono ncxo, mxo je H y ^exwH^cxBy ocehao ynnnn My ce 4a je n OH caM onanaB ncxn, KaKaB je n y 4eXHH>cxBy 6no ... O4 Ka4a naMxn 3a ce6e, hhKa4a My joui hhko HHJe xano oxBOpeno y 4ymy 3ar^e4ao H xaKBa Bepa, xaKBt) noBepeite y H^era, pa36oJHHKa! .. ^loBeK roBopn npe4 h^hm OHO, 3a mxo 6h Morao H3ry6Mxn r^aBy ^a^n 3Ha 4a HHcaM pt)aB hobck 0, nono, 4a 3Ham KaKO mm je xo Hhko mh 40 ca4 nnje xaKO roBOpno ... a ja caM CBe ca H>HMa, 04 4erHitcxBa ... c oueM Jecxe, CHHKO, 3HaM ja. KaMo cpehe 4a oua HHCH HH BH4eo HH 3anaMXH0, 4pyro 6h ca4 6mA0 TaKBO cpu.e ne 6h ce caMO noKBapn^o. A^H ca4 xo na cxpany, na mh peqH mxa mhc^HHi, 40K^e heui xaKO ? Snam, Ba^a4a, uixa xe
pt)aB
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Ti
Aanac,
cyrpa,
kjjoh ro-
4MHy, 4we?...
HmiiTa TH ja He 3naM, ho h^hbiim Tano 04 4aHa 40 4ana; a nrra he ohth h ne mhc.ihm, ne CMCM 4a MucAUM CaMo anaivi 4a caM npo.
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nao, iiponao cacBHM. lla UJTO 0114a Bcsa OHany 4eB0JKy sa ce6e, Te n H^y ynponacTM, 6oASiH opaJKO? To lie 3naM, no no, cpehe mh. Kano ce TO 4ecM, hm caM ne 3iiaM. Kao 4a nac neKH BeTap aanece, tc ce saKp^eiiHCMO je4no aa
He uucAehii HHUixa h ne 3Hajyhii mxa pa4HM0 ... A ca4 mm je to Be^MKa, Teuina 6pnra Ha BpaTy Aau uiTa 4a pa4HM, nay^H Me, nono? CaMO je4aH npaBH nyT iiMaui npe4 co60M 4a ce npe4aiii baslctu^ 4a H4em Ha cy4, Te 4a noKajem CTape rpexe, a noc.ie Beh ASiKo je. Hehe Te CTpe./i>aTH, 3Haj 3au.e^o, a Ka4 ce noKajKem na po6HJH Ba^an, cMaH>Hhe th Ka3Hy. Il34p}KH TaMO neT inecT ro4HHa, na Ka4 ce BpaTHUj 0Ty4, 6Hhem ^OBeK, 6Hhem noniTen ce^aK H 40]vf&>hHH, jKHBeheui na CBOMe npary n orn^HuiTy. CTaHKa, ujTa hy c HjOm ? A ona Xe, H>oj Hehe 6hth ^ano, a^n na noc^eTKy H ona he ce 40BecTH y pe4, CBe he ce 40BecTH y pe4 Hahn he, sap, h ona ce6H 4pyra A, TO He M0>Ke, to HHKaKO He MOJKe. IlpBora 4aHa, noniTO Mene aaEto, to je OHO TBOpe, ona neivia Ky4, a ja je ne Mory ocTabhth, na Manap nonmyo. Hero Kamn ihto 4pyro: HMa AH KaKBa naHHHa 4a ce mh ne pacTajeMO,
4pyro,
ropcKiii:^AP
161
4a ce CK^OHHMo r^e, uau laKO na npniviep nemTO?... II Toypima >Ky4H0, BaTpeniiM o^nMa nor^ie^a CBeuiTeHHKa, oqeKyjyhii noBO^na o^roBOpa. 3HaM LUTa MnaiHiu, CHHKO. To He MO>Ke. CBaKH je, Kojii je 6HBao' na tbom Mecxy, to noKymao, na ne H/i,e. Hoc^e neKO^HKO Meceij,a noByne ra oneT neKa cn^a y ropy, 3a>Ke^e My ce OMH roMH^e 3^aTa h 6aHaKa h eTO ra JecT, 3HaM TO pe^e T>ypHaa, cxBaTajyhn iio^io}Kaj xaj^yna, kojh ce y^a^H oa CBora noc^a. Je^HHH TH je nyT, chhko, 4a ce BpaTiim Met)y noiuTene ^y^e po6MJa. Kpo3 Kby ce
On^a HHiiiTa pe^e oh y34axHyBmH. TeujKO MH "Bypo, th ne Morox HH y ^CM noMohn KaKO?. XBa^a th, nono, 40 He6a. Th
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je,
iiito
CH MH OTBOpHO o^H. Bap hy ce ca^ yMeTH qyBaTH H 3HaM C KHM HMaM HOC^a. A 'BaKO, UITO HO Ka}Ky, 6H^ie cy mh noBesane o^h. CBemTeHHK ra hohmh. Ila, xoTchn 4a ra ocTaBH 6am na Toj r^aaBHHJoj mhc^h, H034paBH ce ca HdHm h npcTe Kotba no4 co6om, a "BypHH.a 0CTa4e 3aMHm^eH, yKonena nor^eAa naKpaj BH40Kpyra, 04 Ky4a ce noMa^axy peTKe nay^HHacTe Ky4e^fce chbhx h 6e^HqacTHX o6^aqaKa... ))Mopam 4a Mehem r^aBy y Top6y. pa4H CCTH Ce OH HOHOBHX pe^H H, H>HX0Be KOpnCTH^^ H4yhH noyiaraHO y3H0T0K, CTa4e 4a mhc.ih OTOMe. ))A ja 40 ca4 HHcaM na to mucauo, a BH4HUi 36or qera ce ja My^HM n KaKO je TO jacHO
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11
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P A U K O
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nera yiipoiiaiiiliyjcM TO^inKii J ok, 6paTe, nMJe cBer, sap ::{6or ce6e ? KaKBa MM je eaj^a oa Tora. Hero cee 36or ilhx 4oHecM iiex CTOTHHa, OHH CBe pa3rpa6e, h joui MopaM 4a Mo^HM ibHX 3a KOJH AyKaT. H TaKO jeAHaKO Aa pa^HM 3a ilhx, 4a yriaAaM y cue jecT, aok He 40^^e 40 ryBehe KpfiBime 40K n^yc no CTora, TaKO pe^e nona, a noc^e qe^y, na y3MH join cto ABecxa AyKaxa yuene pene on E neheMo xaKO !^^ 3a Mojy r^aBy y ce6n, a^n ne 6enie y cxan^y 4a mhc^h KaKO he 4pyKqHJe, Ka4 nehe TaKo. ))4a Mn je 3naTn uiTa ah mhc^h OBaj Pa40Ban ? Eto, n on je ynnnno niTO n ja, joni n rope, a nnnn mh ce 4a je naMexan noBeK. 4^ ^H OH BH4n 3a Kora ce mh MyqnMO? Bam hy 4a ra nnxaM, a^n nehy ca4 ceTnhe ce 4a mh Tpe6a je TO nona roBopno. CaMO 3HaM je4H0 4o6po OTBopHTH o^H ^a-Byjo, noByhn heMO /^ ce KjiHHKa, na h^h Moja hjih TBOJa r^aBa CTa4e ))4^ ^^ npe4aM, Be^n, B^acTH^^ OneT MHC^HTH. ))A^H KaKO?... PeuHMO ja 04eM H KameM TaKO, Beh 3Ha ce ohh Mene ko je jom, ko tc y TOMpyKe. Hocjie HcnHTyj qyBao, c KHM CH Huiao, Kora en nanao ? H TaKO CBe, na Myqn n nnTaj 4o6po. Iloc/ie Beh cy4 n, peu,HMO, po6nja. A ona?. .. Ou,y ne MO>Ke, jaTau,HMa ne MO^Ke, Mojoj Kyhn ... n rope A-ja Onex je ono Haj6ovfce naKynn napa, na 60KH y CBeT. /[a, urn je caMO 4a naKynpiM ncT CTOTHHa 4yKaTa Aaii npBO Mopa 4a ce n./iaTH jaTai^Hisi^. TaMO aMO, na .^< oneT y4pn, OTHMaj
iipoiiaAaM,
:^6or
SI^V^I
HamaBiuH RaHTOBqa, kojh Beh nocxa^e ^yx
TaKo 4yra qenaiba, 'BypHu.a Aol)e ca h>hm 40 ypeqena MecTa (je^Hora TpEbana Hcno4 4hKHha Kyha), na 4a4e snaK. Hcnpe^ nyhe My 04roBopniue 4a je cbg hobo^ho, h ohh ce o6oJHij;a najK^HBO npoByKome Kpo3 inn6^aK h Kynypys, Te yl)ome y Kyhy, r^e hx oneKHBame CTaHKa H 4o6ap py^aK. Je^na >KeHa ocTa4e na no^y 4a ria3H Hehe ah ko H3HeHa4a naHhn, a tocth ce HaMecTiiiue ca 40MahHH0M y co6h h cxa4ome 4a py^ajy, npnqajyhH o 4ora^ajy ca CpeTeHOM. rioc^e py^Ka 40Hece CTaHKa nyTypy BHna, Kojy je Toypnua co6om 40Heo. HaHTOBaiJi 3aCBeT^e OHiiMa h Mamii ce ^yxype. Ox, cejo pot)eHa n MaJKO Mif^ena, tii CH Mil joni noHaJBepHHJa 4pyra pene oh r^a4ehH ^yxypy no 6oKy u naxe^Ke je. Ka4 ce Hann, npyn^n je Toypni^H. HaxerHH, no6paTHMe, na 4a bh'ui KaKO 04HOCH CBe 6pnre y Mar^y pe^ie oh cy^yhH
pa^ii
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rycTo 6pKe h r^e^ajyhn je4iiiLM okom C'ranKy, Koja cef^ame 40 loypiiue h iiCBece^o r^e4auie
Ha ibera.
peqe JoBO. 3ap ona He MO>Ke 4a Taj nocao Xe, 4yiiiy My, mije to ona caMo npoBpTH, a MyTypa y^apn k^iih. Mope HyBaj ce 4a He aaKyiiiiioiue. CTapii CMO no3HaHHi;n. Xa-xa-xa
ii3ri[)iJiH
A LUTO MH
pe;^H^Hiii iiA,ocKy,
CoAau Pano,
^11
- 04roBOpM ITaHTOBau; h CTa4e 4acaBiija unrapy. HacTa KpaTKO hyTaibe. Joro 4Ba nyT no^iHKbaiue HeniTO 4a KajKe, na ce Tprne, Kao 4a ce 40MHiu^a 4a All je 6aiii ca4 HaJ3ro4Hnje BpeMe. nor^e4aBiuH jom je4ape4 Toypimy n bii4eBiiin ra 4o6po pacno^o>Kena, oh ce 04^iyqn. Menn 611 Tpe6a^io napa. "Bypo, 3Ham
Bam MM
je jana noTpe6a.
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OKymue
OBe
npo-
K^eTe 4ai;nje
3HaM He 6epn th 6piiry. Ctcopo heMO HMaTH noc^a, na he 6iiTn CBPiMa. AMa jecT TO, nero 3Ham, ja Be^iiM...
ja,
Ka4 CBpinmn nocao, hcmoj hy pehii naM mn^aTH npeno Byja, nero naM th caM no4e^H ... Ja, 6paTe, nehy 4pyKHnje y3BnKHy on 04 je4H0M n ycTa4e ca CTO^nae, Kao 4a ce JecT, nehy 4a mh oh ca4 He^eMy npnceTn. AGMi Ka cvienuy no 4Ba 4yKaTa, a ce6ii ocTaB.ba CTOTHHe
KaKO
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ToypHUa ce naMpuiTM. IlaHroBaij; yna^e y pasroBop Da mxa hem, MOpe, ne 3Ha HoeeK Ky^ he npe. Hiije eac Ma^o. CaMO y oea HeTiipn Ha ma ce^a iiMaMO TpH^ecer TaKHx ^y4n, a jom ABaAeceT y 4pyrHM cpeaoBHMa Xe, 4ymy .111 My, HHJe TO ^aKO Ha^aBaxH. Hiicxe mi bh 3HaM, PaKO, a^H onex
na^o, 6paxe, MHoro Biime 04 xn^a,4e, na xy iiMa m 3a Hac 11 aa ibera, a 'BaKO HeheMO ... joK 4o6po peqe "Bypiiqa ja hy xo Kaaaxii Byjy mxa bh xpa>KHxe, na ca^ Bn^eheMO. II Menn je npasHJe 4a ja h no6paxHM caMH pa34ajeM0 HamnM ^y4HMa, a 6orMe h 3a ce6e 4a ocxaB^aMO. AMa mxo bh, ^y4H, He y4ecHxe ca h^hm, na 4a ce 3Ha mxa je iteroBO, a mxa Bame. HeK ce 3Ha iberoB 4eo 04 cxoxHHe, na xo My je, a BH ce noc^e ca naMa Kycypajxe pe^e Jobo. 4a BH^m, Mope, Menn ce to cbh4h peqe ITanxoBau, h nanie ce k xpne3H. Aau^ 4ymy My Maxopy, nehe oh na xo npncxaxn. OcaKO oh 04HOCH TpH 4e./ia, a je4aH a^aii cBHMa HaMa, TO 3HaM 4o6po. A 4a ce norat)aMo, oh 3Ha 4a HaM ne MOJKe TpajKHTH Bnme 04 ^eTBpTHHC Bo.^e My je OBauo, na nehe hh npHCTaTH. Ila, 6paTe, Ka4 My bh 4ajeTe, uito 4a ne y3Me. II ja xpan^HM xpn 4evia, a.in mchh ne 4axe Je ah xaKO ? Oho xaKO je a,Aii xo je 4pyro Ba4aBa, nehe on peqe nanxoBaii, 04ce'^H0,
ce4e^ii
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4a iiac ^Bojnua 3a^a>KeMo r^ase aa H>era, na OTyA hc bm^hmo KOpucTii hh mh hh HaiUH ^y^H, HO CBe ibeMy. Ila, na noc^CTPcy. 3ap MH 6am ne 6hcmo mot^h 6e3 ibera?... Xe, no6po a^ HHJe ibera, ^pynqnje 6h ce TH ocBpTao oko ce6e o^roBopn DaHiiiaMO. IIIto
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TOBai^,
UIto, 3ap 3aT0, niTO 6h on^a h noTaJHHun, h B^acT, CBe 6h hui^o Ky4 Tpe6a, npaBO 3a HaMa, a ne 6h huj^/IH onaMO, r^e caMH 3Hajy ^a Hac Hehe nahH. KaKO, na je ^h Mene xxe^ome Ty npe
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nyuiKy. ^eno nceTO, 40K ne bhah 3eH,a, ra TpajKH, a./iH Ka^ ra bh^h ap>k" ce 3eqe OncT hy ja 4a nonymaM pe^e Toypnqa. To MOJKem, h ja hy th noMohn a.^H
Ha nehe 4a
nasH 4a ra
ne na^yTHMO
ca HjHM.
co6h ocTa4ome Toypnua h CTanKa. nor./ie4ame ce o6oje, n 40K hm ce nor^e4H He cacTame, Mnm^/baxy 4a he no^ieTeTH
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je^HO K 4pyroM, a Ka4 car^eAame CBOJa yn^amena h 3a6pHHyTa yiHi].a, o6opHme taslbq ii 3a-
hyTame
o6oje. TBypo,
mxa
je
obo
4oK^e he ce oBaKO?
Kpaj Kbera na no4.
IUto, Cxa^e? 04roBopii oh h npe6ai;H CBOJy pyny npeKo ibena paMena. He 3HaM, a^H ja OBaKO ne Mory. Xohy
4a 6y4eM je^HaKO c to6om, na nena norniieM, He MapHM, caMO 4a ne ce^HM 'BaKO Kao y TaMHHH,H. Ila ja caM th roBopno 4a HHJe ^aKO .. A uiTO caM ja ocTaB^a^a CBOjy Kyhy, o4roBopH ona, a ohm Hero 4a 6y4eM c to6om joj ceBHyme ohom Bpe^OM 6^HCTaB0M BaTpoM. Ha KaKO heMO, Ka4 ne MO>Ke 4pyKHHJe? Eto, hhch Mor^a mhn ca mhom 4a 6njeM0 CpeTena, a ne MOJKeui cyTpa h^h npeKOcyxpa na noxapy. CBe je4H0, xohy 4a H4eM, na uixa 6y4e. Oh je npHByqe k ce6H, na joj CTa4e 4pyroM pyKOM r^a4HTH r^aBy, a y H>eMy caMOM pal)axy ce Hy4He mhc^h. ,)I1Ito All je TO TaKO?^^ MHUiybame oh. ))4oi^ j^ He y3ex, HHHH^a mh ce Beha 04 cyHua H 4a.^a 04 caMora He6a, a r^e ca4. HHuixa Bam Kao n ohh mbopkobh ca 6pecTa Toypnua ce ca4 cexH 4eTHH)CTBa. Je4ape4 ona3H 4a ce .4ery qBopqn y je4H0M bhcokom, OKpecanoM 6peMecei; h no 4aHa o6.ieTao je oko Tora cxy. 6pecTa, r^e4ao KaKO cy ce ^er^m, xpann^H h paciH MdiMi ^BOpuH, H BH4eo 4a he nacnrypHO 04^eTeTH Ka4 nopacxy. 4pB0 je 6uao TaKO npaBO
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mhc^iith o neJbaiby. A^M je^Hora ^aiia cbhx ner M^a^wx mbopana 6exy y PberoBHM iie^puMa: iiiro je 3a itera CniAO HGMoryhe, ^pyroMC je miimo ^ano Apyrii ce norieo m noBa4no My ^iBopne. C Fiajpa40;
orp^ao je Kyhii, o^iieo cBOJe ^ene Ma^e HBOpKe 11 noKasao rix ou,y. ^IIooTKH^aj MM r^aBe, hck th MaJKa iiaMMHii iianpiiKam" pe^e My orau,. Oh je yqwHWO xaKO. H ksa My je noc^e MaJKa 40ne^a KyBane HBOpice, on h e m y ce 40 ca^ to^iiko na4ao ri ce Hy^HO HiiqeMy pa40Bao ? penao je Ta4a caM y ce6n. H ca4 ce ceTiio HBOpKOBa Aau je oriex, join jane h CTpacHnje npnrp./iHo CxaHKy, na CTa4e 4a je ^y6n y one Hy4He OHu, Koje HeKa4a hh nor./ie4aTH HHJe CMeo. 3aHOCHa BaTpa ./by6aBHe CTpacTH o6y3HMauie ra CBe BHuie, H. OH Beh ocehame 4a My CxaHKa HHJe OHO HCTO uiTO H MBopKOBH, yBnt)ame 4a My je MHoro bhuic 3a cpu,e npHpac^ia. ))lIlTa hy 4a MHC^HM? Bh4hm 4a ce CBe BHuie npona4a y neny 4y6HHy, m3 KOJe neMa H3^a3a na4aM0 o6oje n npona4aMO, na 6ap neK ce jkhbh joui obo Ma.io BpeMena hito naM ocxaje!../^ n oh ocehame KaKO ra CxanKa rpTieBHTO npHB^a^^H k ce6H, n 3a6opaBn CBe 6pnre n onacHOCTH OBora CBexa.
CHMJiiM cpij,eM
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H IlaHTOBaq ocTa^oiiie K04 JoBa M Ha npeHohHuiTy. "Bypnua 11 CTaiiKa 04Heiiie noibaBe y KyKypya mcnoA Kyhe, na xy, noA je4Toypiiuia
nocxeyby.
riaHTOBau, ce sasyqe Mel)y KpcTMHe Birnie Kyhe, a JoBO ca qe^a^HMa, Kao o6ii4ho, ^e>Ke na
ABopHuiTy iipe^ KyhoM. Haa Byny^e iiojaBH ce cjaJHo DipBeHiiyio, Kao oa orpOMna nojKapa, na My ce 3paij,H pasMimaxy cbc Bnuie 11 CBe ^a^e, 40K H3a rope ne Hcn^iiBa nyn cjajan Meceu, Te npocy 6^e4y CBex^iocT najnpe no BpxoBWMa ApBeha H 6peroBnMa, a noc^e CBe unme u mnpe, 40K ca Biicnne ne ocBex^n oaB BH^OKpyr. Omxap x^a4aH nyiaHHHCKH Bexap saibnxa ^ncje n BpxoBe KyKypysa, xe na^ r^aBaMa caKpiiBennx 6eryHau,a 3a6pyja 4y4Ha nohna necMa, nyna nene Mn^e n cyMopne cexe, nepcora nepasyM^nBora n 6^a>KeHora 4yuieBHora cxpaxa IIIxo nnje CBaKa^, OBaico ? npoinanxa CxaHKa, rpqehn ce n npH6HJajyhn ce ys ToypHu,y, naB^aqehn cBe Bnuie xanny onixpy no-
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OBaKO 4a npO>KMBHMO KOJII Mecei; ^aiia .saje^Ho, iia iioc^e He MapwM, hck norMHeM. H CBe OBaKO 4a cHJa Mcceu, 4a nwpKa Bexap, a mh 4a hyTHMO noKpHBCiiM y Kynypyay, o^roBopH Toypnua, npe6auHBiuM pyny je ^H ? npeKO Fbe.
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hhcmo mh sa to pot^eHH, aa xaKBO yjKHBaibe u o^Mop, Hero 3a neBO^y, aa Be^HTy HOBO^y. Ej-xaj ya^axny oh noc^e Hene xeuiKe m ropne mhc^h. Can CTa^e 4a hx o6y3HMa o6oje, h ohh
E, Cxa^e,
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npe4
CTe^y, 40XBaTH nymny, na CTa4e 4a c^yma. H CxanKa ce npeny, na BH4eBmH ra xano na onpesy c nyuiKOM, CKOHH yn^ameao. UJxa je xo ? sannxa ona no^yr^acno,
npomanxa "Bypnua,
na ce no4n}Ke na Hore. Ilepje Kynypysno sauiymxa n 3axnM ce ^y xnxo 3BH}K4an>e, KOJe HaJBnme no4cehame na numxanDe yxBahena Mnma. T>ypHn,a 4axHy 4ymoM, 04r0B0pH hcxhm 3HaK0M n 3a40B0^tH0, noc^e 6e3y3po^Ha cxpaxa, ce4e Ha nocxC/by. UIxo Au je xo JoBO nopanno ? peqe ... OH. A ja MHm./i>ax 4pyro
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;
KpyrnqH. saHHTa OH no.;iyJoBO, jecH AVI TH? Ka4 ce ohh h3 Kynypysa npH6^H>KHme. y6p3a Jobo Mh cmo, HauiH cMo... BHAeBuiH npyjKeny nymny. 3a c o^roBopoM H^HM Ht)ame IlaHTOBai; h jom je^an qoBeK, y
B./iaHH
r^acHO,
3anHTa 'Byprma ycTajyhn. ^anac Bp}Ke, no6po, 4ymy ah My peqe Pa^OBan cMejyhn ce heMo y 3e^eBe
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qwKO 4a 6eraTe na Kopymau CBH Tpoje, HUM Bac Hal)eM nporoBopn M./ia4Hh 6p30, 4HmyhH ndiVAO noc/ie yMOpna h 4yra ^hm CBane, Kpenyhe ce ueo cpe3 ochm nyxa. Hamnx ce./ia jom cnnoh cy cbh cnyn^eHH H ca4 cy xy ner^e 6./iH3y. Xohe Aii cbh HpaBO OBaMO ? sannxa ToypHua, Tpa>KehH oko ce6e Kany, ocehajyhH 4a My Hore 4pmhy 04 OBora H3HeHa4Hora r.4aca. JoK, je4HH he Ha Pa40BaH0B0 ceAO h Bpe30Bau;, a 4pyrH he OBaMO. Obh he ce cnyn^aTH HCH04 ByKy^e, a.Avi MecTO nnje 04pe^eHa
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iia
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6iriHnx upuAiiKdi.
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3a6pHHyTO.
04roBOpn
"BypHua, na cbh Tpoje y6p3ame Kopat:. Ka4 CTHrome noTecy, 6eme Beh CBany.io. Ca4 ce Mopa^o hKh qncTHHOxM, jep hotok, KpnBy4ajyhH Kpo3 ibhbc h ^HBa4e, ne HMat)ame KOpHTOM HH mH6.t>a HH 4pBeha, a H KOpHTO My ce 6eme totobo n3paBHH^o ca .iHBa4aMa.
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3a ibOM, cxa^e n30CTajaTH. He Mopa 6aiu xaKO 6p30 ^laKLiie, nporoBOpii OH. He ocTa^e hm BHiue 04 CToniHe Kopana 40 pcKe. Ha je4ape4 riaHTOBaij, nor^ie4a y ^eBO, na, BiueBiHH oho, qera ce HaJBiiiue ca4 6ojao,
name
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II
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H34iiJKe ce
Be^HKM ro xyM no KOMe cy ce npocTp^e 3e^ene Haiunne ^HBa4e. Ho Bpxy xyMa BH4e ce jacHO roMH^e ce^ana, ca 6e^inM Komy.baMa h
upniiM ryibeBiiMa 11 je^eqHMa, piaKO ce /Kypno npiiMnqy k ce^iy. BH411 ce 11 KOibaniiK, kojh ce cnyuiTa kocom, H4yhH npe4 ibHMa. HaHTOBau HCKauie 4a norepa ciil=)e y 40^iiHy, 4a My ce H3ry6H h3 o^iijy, re 4a ce ohh HeonaHiemi 40XBaTe peKe. Tano cy 6nAn MHoro noy34aHiiJH, ho 4a hx ona3ii noxepa 11 4a ce Kpene 04Max 3a ibHMa. Pa^yii je 6110 4o6ap.
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na4aj ra34e.
To Hehy
04roBopH CTaHKa.
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Ha hem th 3a to BpeMe 4a pa4Hm? HnmTa, qenahy Bac Her4e y noTOKy UAH y myMH. A, TaKO Moja 6a6a, 4a je H^HBa, Mor^a xaJ4yK0BaTH Ctoj BHKHy CTaHKa, ocBphyhn ce OKO ce6e, Kao 4a Tpa>KH KaKBO opyacje. CTanii
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nporoBopii XaJAG 4a ce H3MHTie IlaHTOBaij, cacBHM 4pyriiM r^iacoM, >Ke^ehii 4a iipeKpaTH HenpHJaTaH cnop y OBaKBy BpeMeny, r^e je ^parouieH cBaKu TpenyTaK. Cbh Tpoje npet)ome peny, ^oxBaTHiue ce rycTe K^enoBHqKe uiyMe, Koja ce npyjKn^a 40 6^H3y Ka^epa 11 noKypHuie 4a ce lqto npe 40XBaTe py4HHqKHX orpanaKa, kojh cy y 4pyroM OKpyry, r4e he, 6e3 cyMibe, 6nTH iiSBan CBane onacHOCTH. K^ieHOBHqKa myMa npy>KM^a ce no je4Hoj 4yroj CTpaHH, KOJa je Hcnpeceuana japyraMa 11 KocaMa. BeryHij;H cy CBaKora qaca Mopa^n 4a c^ase y japyjKHi^e n oneT 4a ce neiby na Koce, Koje cy ce oTer^e HH3a CTpany. Beraibe je 6mA0 TeuiKO h yMOpHO, a^H Ka4 ce 6era 04 Be^HKe onacHOCTH, 0H4a ce neMa Ka4 mhc^hth o yMopy. Ka4 4ot)Oiue Hcno4 ro^ora npece4^acTora npeBOJa, kojhm ce npe^a3H 0Ty4 113 IIIyMa4HJe y py4HHqKH Kpaj, 6eryHiJiH ce 3aycTaBHiue na je4Hoj CTpMOJ KOCH, Koja 6eiiie o6pac^a rycTOM ropOM H iiiii6^eM. Tpe6a^o hm je o4mophth ce H 4yinoM 4axHyTH, jep hx yMop caB^a4a. 3aByKome ce y rycT mH6^aK h noce4ame je4H0 40 4pyrora. ITaHTOBaij, 04Max H3Ba4n n^ocKy H HaTe>Ke. 4^-46, no6paTHMe; ne 3Ha[ii KaKO je obo 4o6po 3a yMopna qoBena peqe oh, npy>KajyhH n^ocKy "Bypnun. Mope ocTaBH mc, HHJe mh ca4 40 Tora 04roBopH ToypHua ^>yTHTO, ne r^e4ajyhn hh y Kora.
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CKHX Komy^a, yr^e4ame n noHeny nyuiKy. Ca4 HHJe 611AO cyMH>e 4a cy onKO^enn noTepoM. OcTaje HM jom caMO noTec, r4e nx je, na OHOJ HncTHHH, Haj^aKme noro4HTH h3 nymne, n peKa KOJa KpHBy4a H3Meb)y noTeca h myMe. Aau ko 3Ha 4a HHJe ^anan 04 noTepe Beh cnmao 40 peKC. HMa./!n cy, 4aK./ie, jom caMO 4Ba naMnna: n^n 4a oneT y4ape peKOM, r4e cy mofau nanhn na noTepy, nyin 4a cc 3aByKy Ty Her4e y iun6^aK
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PaaroBopHuie ce jom o auMOBamy, a^ii jc TiypHna CBOJy npaBy naMepy, 4a 3HMy npoBe4C y Beorpa4y, Taj ho h 04 itera. PacTa4oiiie ce nao Haj6o^ii iipiijaTe^jM. 'lDypHij.a je HMao iiyne pyne noc^a. Tpc6a^o je pa34e^HTM HOBaii, jaTauHMa, ocTaBirni LiiTO H MajuH, na 0H4a y3eTn CTaHKy h, noiirro Hape4H pa^yne c ByjoM, KpenyTii ce na iiyT. 3opa Beh 3a6e^e^a, a on, noc^e obo^iikiix 'SAomum, join nnje iin Tpenyo. Mopao ce iier4e 04MopnTn. IToc^e Kpahera 4BoyM^en>a 04e k JoBy
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4acKy. Iloc^e iigko^mko xpeHyTaKa OTBopniue ce co6iia Bpaxa u aa^y ce X04 6ochx Hory 110 3eM^anoM no4y. 3anHTa rpy6 jkchckh r^ac Ko je TO ? M3nyTpa. OTBapaj, Mope, 03e6ox iia obom KHJao^roBopii "BypHua. MCTy Bpaxa ce TBopniue M3a h>hx siuiy MCTa TaKBa rycTa h L],pHa noMpqima, KaKBa 6euie na no^y. 'Bypmj.a yt)e y co6y. Yna^H-^e Biue^o, oc^eniihy y OBoj npo-
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4a ce CB^ann. CTaHKa ra je^HHM TpenyTKOM nor^e^a, na oneT o6opH o'^ih, r^e^ajyhn y H>eroBe Ka^aBe i^nne^e 06oje cy npoMenn^n noniH^y y^ecn^H cy 4a ce 04e40M ne pa3^HKyjy 04 CTanoBHHKa CBOJe y^Hue. "Bypnua je, npeno r^0Ma3HHX bojhhhkhx u.OKy^a, HOCHO one uinpOKe cyKnene naKuiMpe,
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6e3 Te6e hhko ne 611 snao hh OKpenyxH Byjy ^^ pa3Be4pH ^Hi;e, npniviaqe ce noCTc^M, na ce4e. nacraBH "BypHna Hero ocTaBH to KaKO je ca4 0B4e? na 4a r^e4aM0 nam nocao 3anHTa ra r4e CH 6ho ue^e 3HMe ? Byjo, HHHehu ce 4a ne ny iberoBo HHTaibe. 'BypHua Ria^o iiohyxa. ))4a ^h 4a My Ka}KeM? Cse je4H0, MopaMO pacKH4aTH, na 0H4a He MOpaM HH KpHTH.^^ r4e TH HHcaM 6ho Ho BapouiHMa y Beorpa4y HaJBume. Byjo ce H3HeHa4H, to My ce no3Hajio na ^Huy, HO KOMe Ha4aiue c^a6a cBeT^ocT cBehHu,e. BH4eBmH 4a 'BypHua Hepa4o 04roBapa na to HHTaibe, OH HpoMCHH pa3roBop. KaKO je 0B4e, bc^hui ... pe^e oh Hoc^e KpaTKora hyTaiba. Bnanj KaKO je. YneHa je HOBnuiena 04Max noc^e OHor y6HCTBa. Ca4 he ce CBC 4HhH na nore, caMo 4a tc caTpy, a^w MH hcMO r^e4aTH fhijc naM npBnna. H KancTan je ca4 npoMetben, OBaj je hobh onaK ))Obo oh ca4 MCHe uAaum homhc^h "By/^ caMo 4a My po6yjeM, a^in nehem pwua
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Ka^ Tpe6a iirro yj^ypiicaTii K04 BARGTU II 403HaTH, on^a Tpqn Byjo, a Ka4 ce pacno.iawe hobucMj OH^a npyn^H pyny, iia KO^IIKO TH 4aM0 To BII xohcTG, je ^H?... A^ii Byjo Hche Ja hy iiahii ce6ii -ty^Hj c KOJiiMa hy pa^iiTM, a bii ce ^e^iiTC 11 paAirre BIIKHy oh, CKO^HBTHH C UOCTOJLe. KaKO 3HaTe T>yprma ce ceTii HoBiiqiiHa caBexa, na otno^e 6.iaro HeMoj, 6paTe, 4a ce ^LyTHin. Ja caM u jecenac 36or Tora no6<3rao, jep ne 3HaM Ky4 hy jaTau,ii Byny na je4Hy CTpaiiy, tii na 4pyry, a ja ropnM usue^y 4Be Baxpe AMa Kojii TO Byqe na 4pyry CTpaHy, Ka>Kn Mil 1 a no iiMeny Ko to Tpa>Kii opxanHHy ca MHOM ? A^A^y Kan^ii mh ra, na hy ce ja pa^iynaTH ca ilhm, a xeoe nehe hm r^aBa saciipCMaTii 3a iiocao,
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Cbh, Byjo, cbh Tpame Hiije je4aH Ta KOJH cy to cbh, rpoMOBe hm ibiixoBC Ka>KH je4Hora no HMeny, niTa th je4aH Be^H una xohe CBaKH ? MaxHH ce Tora najnoc^e. Ja caM tii caMO Ka3ao nrra ohh Tpa>Ke, a HncaM penao 4a Ja hy onoT onaKO, Kao iuto H ja TO xohy
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CMO II OA npc, caMO neK ce 3na pa^iyii ii3McJ)y MGHe II Te6e CBaKa4 hck ce ana y Haiipc4 ko^iiKO KOMe 04 Hac iipiina4a... TaKo, coKO^ie, to je naiMeTHO y3BHKHy Byjo pa^ocHO. 4*^j 4a ce ja 11 tm iioro/j,MMO, a iirra mh ripiinaiii aa ony rja^ny <i>y.
Kapy, Kojoj HiiKa^. Hnurra Hiije 40CTa. Tano Je Tpe6a^o 4a cii 04aBH0, a ca ibiiMa hy ce ja pa^yuaTM, ja hy iim 4e^nTii no 3apa4M Je .111 40CTa Te6ri qeTBpTiina ? A jaTane hem tii naMiipnTn? aaiiiiTa loypMna. Cbo 40 je4Hora.
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6oraTe noxape n3 HoMOpaB^a, r4e ^OMahHn h je4aH nana^a'i 40iia40iiie tciiikhx paFia, 'BypHua OKpeTe, iipeMa pannjeM ^oroBopy ca IIobwhom, Kpo3 jaribH^CFJi noTCc, 40MiimA>ajyhH ce KaKO 6h ce 40 3a6papia 04BOJHO 04 CHMa, PioJH nenpecTaHO Hl)aiue y8 ibera. Ca4 je 6ho npiice6HiiJH 11 04^yqHHJw, Hnje nanpOTHB, oh ce ra iTOTpec^a iipo^iiBeHa KpB cnpeMao 4a ca4 tck sacyqe pynaBe u noHHe npaBM nocao. CnMO, Tii ca4 oKpeHii 4ecH0 na Kon^ape, na 114W npaBO Kyhii, a ja hy r;ie4aTH 4a ce npOKpa4eM 40 BeHqaqa. Menu je Kasao Byjo 4a je4HaK0 ii4eM c T060M II 4a Te 4onpaTnM 40 ibera. lie CMeM Te ja ocTaBHTH.
Bpahajyhn ce ca KpoaBe
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My je ca4 y6HJe hah he to iioc^e, Ka4 My iipe^aM nape. IIoBHqa Be^iH 4a je to 04pet)eH0 3a 4aHac, hhm iick ce HSBpuiH noxapa. ^enaj, 403Hahy ja to H4e OBaj ca mhom/^ ria 4o6po najnoc^e, Ka4 th je oh Ka04roBOpn ISypHua paBH04ymH0. Mo3ao ... paMO 4a ce 04MopnMO y 3a6paHy. BHKny Chmo m pa40CT Bam 4o6po YMopHH cmo nao l)aB0^H, My 3acHJa y OKy. na 4a ce udiAO npiuerne. y.ia3ehH y 3a6paH, liypHna nponycTF 4pyra Hanpe4, KOMe OBaj nocTynan ne 6h no boajU. Tiypnua CTa4e 4a pa3r.ie4a no 3a6paHy, TpaH^ehn 3aK.^0HHTHJe MecTO, a BH4e^o ce 4a to HCTO Tpa>KH H Chmo. lloc/ie CTOTHHy KopaKa, HaHt)ome y je4aH cK^on, aacTpBen naBHTHHOM. T)ypHaa pa3r./ie4a MecTO h yqwHH My ce 4a Chmo Ba4H peBo^Bep nsa naca. He qeKajyhn 4pyrH iberoB noKpeT, ToypHqa HCTora TpenyTKa 6aii,H CBojy 4yry nynjKy, ckohh Ha CwMa c Aelyd h je4HHM MaxoM o6opH ra na seuA^y. OTnacaBmn My TKaHHue^ Be3a My FbHMa pyne, na ra 0H4a, Kao KaKBy kaslay^ w^BpTe na Ae\)8i. Chmo ce y noqerny Hana4a OTHMao h 6paHHO, ciAu noc^e, Ka4 CTa4e 'BypHu.a 4a ra Be3yje, yhyTa h ne Mp4Hy BHHie. HlTa xohem th ca mhom ? BHKny oh 3a^^yl)eH0, Ka4 ra T^ypni^a npeBpTe h norwie4a oho CTpaniHO 3yiHK0Ba^iK0 Anne. TTpBO TH mchh Ka>KH HiTa xohem th ca
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iia
lliiiiiTa,
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u'dA uASiUen.
TH Kasao Byjo 4a mc y6HJeiii ca4, 3aM^ii iioc^e, iioiuTO My iipe4aM hobug ? nuTa "^BypHua, 4p}Kehn rir^y iia4 iMaMCiiOM. Illra TH je 4aiiac, jecM ah no^y4eo 04roBopn O KaKBOM y6MCTBy tii roBopHiii? Chmo aa^y^GHo, ajiii My npeKO Auixa, npe^CTC
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CMpTHO 6^6411^0.
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riycTMhy Te, ano mm cbg iipaBO KajKoiii Ja ciic 3HaM, iXAii xohy 4a mh tii to noTop^iiiii 11 4a MH CBG HCIipMHaUI LUTO TH JG OH FOBOpHO. A ca ibHM hy ce ja jom 4aHac napaMynaTH. aKO JecTe, Kaaao mh je 4a tg y6HJCM. y3MornGM ca^ na noBpaxKy, ano ^h hg mofrgm ca4, OH^a noc^G, nornxo My npG^aui hobu.g Mghh JG cTpauiHO npGTHO, a o6Ghao mk Ko^HKO TH JG o6Ghao? Cto 4yp:aTa ca4, h hoc^g 4a cg jaBHM 3a yij,GHy, na 04 Tora HOBua H^GMy ocaM4GCGT 4yKaTa, a oho 4pyro mghh. To TH JG Ka3ao HpGKJyHG, noc^G cacxaHKa ca Hobhu,om ? HpGTHO MH JG 4a Kg MG y6HTH JgCTG Jgch ^h ra nnTao 3auiT0 mg yonja? JGcaM. Bg^h 4a cy tg o6p^aTH^H jaTauH H3 TBora cc^a, na CBy 3apa4y th 04H0CHm, a naMa H H^GMy 4aJGm caMO no hgp:o^hko 4yKaTa. Haiuao JG 4pyrora HOBGKa, kojh he My pa4HTH 6o^^g. KoJH hG ibGMy CBG 4aBaTH, a oh hG BaMa, Kao c^GHUHMa, no 4Ba TpH 4yKaTa, JG ^h TaKO ? Kanui caM, ko^hko jg tg6h 40 ca4 4aBao ?
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TaKO caMO jg4hom mh jg 4ao 4GCGT 4yKaTa, Ka4 cmo tg r3Ba4H^H h3 anca, a OHO 4pyro no Ma^o. Bh4hhi, a HHTaj mojg jaTaKG, 4a ^h caM komg 4ao MaibG 04 nG4GCGT 4yKaTa. Ja My 3aHCTa HG 4aM CBG nape, hgfo xohy 4a cg to no4JG4HaKO 4G^H MCt)y CBG ^y4G, KOJH MGHH HOMaJKy. To JG, Ba^a, npaBO M ano xohGHj n ja hy TG c^yniaTH. Oh je cbg npeno mghg B04no 4oroBop ca HaH4ypHMa h3 cpG3a
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/[oC)po,
MM
Koja je 6o4eHa.
sa^yro roBopHO KaKO Te Mopa y6HTn, a aa obo mh caMo pe'ie: jjF^e^aj aKO Morneiii ys nyx, y KatiBOM CK^OHHTOMe MecTy, na My ysuu nape u opy>KJe H Aonecn iipaBo MenH, aKO avi, Ka>Ke, ne Morneui y3 nyx, oH^a hy ja, Be^H, naMecTHTH ii>era na 3ro4y OB^e." To je CBe 4o6po, M4^I ca4 npaBO Kyhn, a ja hy Te noTpa>KHTH, Ka^ mh ycTpe6aiii. CaMO cm ^y4 6ho, uito cm ce 4aBao 4a xe MyqwM onaKO 4a ^yBaui OHora 3yiMK0Bij.a H'HJe TO, Mope, nero caM ce 6ojao 4a Me lie y6HJem, aKO tm ncTHHy Ka>KeM. M4H ca4, a^H 4o6po nasH 4a Me hc iia^yTHm. BH4Hm, Tpe6a./io 6h 4a tc ocTaBHM 0B4e Besana a^H ja th BepyjcM Hhhh, Ba^a, Kap:o ro4 xoheiii, a BH4ehem iiiTa th ja Bpe4HM. peqe "Bypnua, r^e4a4o6po, 4o6po jyhn 3a h^hm, 40K ro4 My ce ne ii3ry6H h3 o^injy
IlHuiTa,
je
y rycTOJ uiyMH.
4eceTaK MnnyTa ToypHua pa3r^e4a CBy4 OKO ce6e, OKpeTe ce hctohhoj CTpann, na 3BH3Hy y^ecTano c npeKH4HMa. He HyBiuH HHKaKBa 04roBOpa, noKynn opy)KJe H not)e Hanpe4. Hoc^e neKO^HKO MnnyTa oneT 3BH3Hy, H 4a^eK0 npe4 h^hm y luyMH 3aHy ce
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rpMOBMX 4e6a^a. obom Kpajy Mnm^ax 4a pe^e OH, npn^asehn TDypHH.ii. heni 04pBy4, 04 cranHqe. 3ap Te ne npaTH
IIoBHua
Chmo ?
T^ypHua My HcnpHna Ma^AOHpemtt^H 4orat)aj H Ka3a 4a je nycTHO CnMa hgk H4e Kyhn. rinjecH Tpe6ao. McTHna, oh je 3a nape CBaHHJH, a^H He Tpe6a BJepoBaTw hhkom, Ka4 r^aBa bmch o Konqy. To caM H ja mhc^ho, a^n Kao Be^HM nena ra. A ja hy ca4 4a ce noH^ypwM y Bpe30Bau, 4a ce Han^aTHM c ohhm naKOCHHKOM. no>KypH 'ce, HJTO 6pme Momem. A^h 4o6po OTBapaj o^n oho je CTapn 3^HK0Bau. CTHhn hem raMO jom 3a BHt)e^a. A ja hy Te qeKaTH H3a BaTpeitaqe, na 4a HohnMO K04 Mene. 0Ty4 MopaM na 4pyry CTpany, HMaM XHTHa noc^a, a K04 Te6e hy cyTpa. HoBHqa o6opH r^asy, Kao 4a My to hc 611
upaBO.
ToypHna ce 40ceTH. ))3Ha 4a hy nohac 4a pa34aM HOBau, A^h Ky4 CMeM nhn k meMy
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pene oh, Mauiajyhn ce yena. ria 04roBopH HoBHua KaKO xohem OBCce^MBHHi. noy34aHHJa MH je napa y mom i,ieny ho y tbom. TaypHna ce nacMeja 046poja cto 6aHKHOTa n3 KpBana 3aBecKa h npyjKH nx Hobhi^h.
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Je ^11 40CTa? 0-xoj Th cii aoG[)o iniijapiio Kai:(i pe^o on, yaiiMajyJiii HMJe 40CTM, 6oAii\i ... /Ui iioBue M 6auajyhii iix y ne^pa. CaMo xoho ^ui ocTaTH iiiTO 4pyriiMa? Biihe 40CTa CBUMa, caMo Me 4yi3aJTc. A 4a uiTO hcMO TM 4pyro, Ka4 cii iiaM TM 3;iaTaH MaJAaH Toe hy tg cyTpa cancKaTii ? Ako MOH^eiu h3h})h rope 40 KaMeiiapa,
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Kahy Te noc^e sapaHana. A OTBapaj om\ "BypMua OKpeTe Ka Benqauy, a lioBHua Yio^e KGTMM npaBi^eM, Ky4 04e Ciimo. ))E ca4 CM Ha pe4y th, Byjo. 4ol)e 3eMan 4a H MH pacKpcTHMO, a je4Ba cacTaBHCMO ro4HHy y opTaHHHH Ten ro4HHa, HeMa hh nyna ro4HHa, a hhhh mh ce ueo bck Ulxa ce qy4a noHHHH^o 3a to Bpe^e Ha>KHBe^o ce. HacTpaxoBa^o ce, naMyqn^o ce...^^ H ca4 My 4ot)e na naMCT oho BpeMe, Ka4 je ocTaB^ao npet)amHjH c^o6o4hh h^hbot, Ka4 ce 04Bajao 04 4pyuiTBa m oribHiiiTa, na ce ynyTMO 004 3aKpH^e OBora Byja, no nnjoj nape46n xTe4e 4aHac nornnyTn. KaKO je 0H4a ^y40 cpybao y nponacT, KaKO je viaKOMHC./ieHO CTynao na Ko6Hy CTa3y, Koja ra 40Be4e 40 oBora CTaiba A KaKO ce Mor^o ^eno >KnBeTM, caMO 4a 6eme OBe ca4aibe naMeTH Ca4 6h on 6ho ce^aK, Kao i\ 4pyrH pa4H0 611 cboj Plniao 6n caonocao ne 6u ce nnKora 6ojao 604HO no no^y, no 3e^eHy ^yry n 4y6paBn
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6n My 611AO CBe Bece^o, c/rapa MaJKa M ciic 611 to 6iuo, 4a iie 4o6n^a 6n o4Mciiy 6eine ihera!... On ra ynponacni, iiory6ii PI T>ypnna CTa^e a^ miic^ii iirra ra je to npiiB^a^iMO K Byjy, tc My ce TaKO c^eno npcBemiTO My je OBaj cypOBH HOBeK cTajao 4ao npeA o^nMa Kao neMa aaroiieTKa, Koja tg cbg
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BHuie iipHB^aqn,
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Cbojom Byjo je i?era npHB^amio, a^H HWMe?. TajaHCTBeHomhy, naMehy, iiapoMHTO obom naMehy, Kojy 'Bypnua yBajKaBame, jep je y ce6H A^ii HMJe hh to HMavio ne ocehame
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je rieiuTO y
ii>eMy, luto ra je ByK./io iia a to je ocehao y ce6H paTy crasy joui iiHJe, npe nero iuto je 11 nosnao Byja... 0H4a, Ka4 je no'^eo ^a pasMHui^a o CBeMy Ka/i. r^ie^ame Hohy Kano My OTai; 40HOCH Tyl)y CTOKy, a MaJKa My Bece^a ^nqa no^HOCH ynycHO je^o To ra je Bynyio na OBaj nyT, 04 Te CTOKe a,Aii oneT, 4a iie 6eme Byja, ne 611 ce OBano CBpmiMO On ra je yaeo 3a pyny, 40Beo ra Oocie ce Bch mo40 cTpMe iiBHij,e H rypHyo pao K.iiiaaTH h na^aTH, 40K ne 4ot)e 40 Kpaja ))M Taj 3./iiiK0Bau, Kojii Me je ynponacTiio,
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4aHac iipyn^a iiyiuKy na Mene ... 4a Me 36pHLije ca 3eMA>e Kao 4a iiHcaM na iboj hii 6ho E
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iiehem, qw^ia. Han./iaTiiheMO ce! Ka4 ce iiaByqe npBM cyTon, "Bypiiuia npo.4a>Kaiiie Kpo3 iiiyMy ncno4 ByjoBe Kyhe. Bojaiiic ce caMO 4a ra ne ocTaBii OBa npiice6H0CT m 04^yniiocT, Koja je pac/ia cee Bwiiie, y ko^hko cc OH iipii6jiii>KaBao Kyhii. PI3 naMeTii My ne h3. .
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My iiopyiMo iiomiic^ii loypMij,a. Bo^e jo OBaKO Ha hmctmhm, noro co6m 0ii4e caM c^o6o4hiijh ..." y VvAeAdiBiuii HOBetta r4e My ce npH6.yiM}Kyjc, l]yjo ce 4H?Ke m noJ)e na cycpex, a Ka4 My ce npM6^H>KH caM 'IDypM^a, oh cTa4e MBiienal^eH. KaMO TH Cmmo ? yoMTa ra jom na xo4y. OTHiuao je KyhH 04roBopH ToypHua, npH^asehn My. A-a a ja peKox 4a nnje h oh ocxao Kao IlaHTOBau. CBpuiHCTe ah ? CBpUJHCMO. lUaCKOB^iaHHH 046 c paHOM, a II ra34a he HMaTH 4a ce uoAemi. pene Byjo n OKpoTe XaJ4eM0 ynyxpa ce 4a nol)e. HeKa, MOH^eMO m 0B4e Hape4MTii luto HMaMO 04roBopH "BypHqa, na 04 je4aHnyT KH4Hca Ha Byja h CTe>Ke ra pynaMa. Cxapai;, joui cna^KaH, no^e 4a ce OTHMa, Tpy4ehH ce caMo 4a npHHece pyKy p: nojacy. Toypni^a h hc onasH mxa oh pa4H c pynoM, Beh ra caMO cxeaame n OMaxiiBame, 4a 6h ra o6opHo na 3eM./by 06oJH[;a hyTe Kao 3a./iHBeHH, caMO HM ce Hore noMepajy, 04CKaHy 04 3eM.be u oner
iiiyMy.
CTajy Ha npcxe CTapu.y xeniKO 4HcaTH, cxe^Ke ra M./ia4Hh Kao K./bemTHMa Haj3a4 ce neKaKo 40XBaTH naca, 04aKjie HCTpJKe mslau omTap ho.
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na iioc^c 340!... J[si r^e^a Kano 4a ra ^aeapa, aaroBopM H TaMaH 4a 3aycTM, a "Bypiiuia ra OMaxny n Tpecny o Hexo THHHO My ce rio^wH^e pyKa c 3eM^y HOKGM, Te "Bypima yr^ie^a lUTa My je y pyuii. A, 3^MK0B4e, H3a6pao cm m opyjKJc, 04 BHKny 'BypMua m ctokg Kora hem iiorHHyTii
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Byjo iiaiipen^e cnary, na 3BH3Hy KpaxKO, a 3aTMM noBMKa W3 r^aca HoMaraj 'BypHua ce yn^amn. CTa^ome 4a My 4pmhy Je4Ba ce ccth peBo^Bepa pyne, 3a4pxTa caB IicTp>Ke ra 113a naca, nacviOHM ii,eB na neAO CTap^iCBO H 0KH4e TpecHy nyij,aK>, a pyne, KojuMa TdypHi^a ckohh, ce Byjo 6paii3aiue, K^onyme H onaKO Ha xo4y iicna^ii My 4pyrn MeTaK y rpy4H. CTapau, ne Mp4Hy BHUie H3 uiyMe Tpnaiiie neKO TDypHij,a npyjKH nyujKy h BHKHy ... Ctoj ^OBeK CTa4e;, norjie4a y npyH^eny nyuiKy, Koja ce.jom MOiMa y cyxony ona3HTH, na ce 04 JC4H0M OKpexe n noTp^a naxpar k luyMH 3a TpenyT OKa HecTa4e ra... Byjo! 3aqy ce r.Aac Hcnpe4 Kyhe. TiypHua no3Ha4e r./iac ByjoBe JKene. 3oBn ra jane, ne nyje! BHKny on, na OKpeTe na Bnme y3 Kocy. DpcKO ibera npe^exe 6y./bnHa, Maniyhn thxo n HCMO HynaBnM KpnyinMa On ce cTpece n noJKypn y3 6p40
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Besyje Beiiqau, ii ByKy^y, iia 6pmmuo Miirii^auie o ce6ii ii cbomc iio^OHuajy. Jc^Hora ce 3^a onpocTw, a ctotiiiic 4pyriix, MaibHx n Bchiix, pa})axy ce /[okag he ce OBaKo?... Ka^ .-iri he 4ohii ^an 4a h on uoAomn CBOjy yMopny 6yJHy rjiaBy, 4a ce 11 on o^iMopw ? HeMa BHuie onora rposHora rioByjo o^e ryie^a, kojh ce^e nao HO>KeM, 04 Kora cy cxpeA^ii ce na H>eroBO uuAm naJBehii pa36oJHiii],H MecTO Beh jaB^a Apyrn, kojh xohe hcto oho, HiTO je H Byjo xxeo ^a jkhbh Ty})OM MyKOM, 4a ce xpaHH Tyl)HM 3H0JeM ny oh 6ap nehe OHaKO sanoBe^aTH. Oh je pa^ocTan, Ka^ My ce npy>KH CTO 6aHKH0Ta, a Byjo ne 611 hh r^aBe OKpenyOj Byjo xohe CBe... Oh ca4 ce/i,H Ty Her^e ucuoa rpMOBa h ^ena, a Byjo ne 611 hh OneT he ce ca h.hm Mohn npcTOM Mp/i,Hyo Eto, ca4 he 4a B04H MOMF:a y BapoHi 6o^e
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4a ra Ma^o 3a6aBH, a K04 Byja ce Mopa^io uaii pa^HTH UAH cnaBaTH. ))A HajnaMGTHMJe caM ypa^wo, ujto nncaM jy4C iipMCTao Aa H4eM k mcMy c oho^iikhm HQBU,eM. 'BaBO je riapa... naBe^e qoBCKa iia iiomhc^ii 'Bypnua, OHO, o neuy h hc caita^^ na oncT CTa^e 4a pasr^ie^a iipc^ co6om h 4a cTyria cbc iiaH^^HBMJe. Ka4 4ot)e 6^M3y ypeqcHHX rpMOBa, oh 4a4e snaK Kao m jy4e. HoBHua ce no4H>Ke Hcno4 jcAnora ^pBexa n Maxny My pyKOM. pc^e "Be CM, 6o^aH, cthh^g au }kmb? lIoBMua, KaA ce cacTame. EUxa he mh 6hth? ^Hrouic na Te6e caB KaKo Mope
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Moja MapyiiiKa ueuu cnpeMH cbg uito xohy, na Ka4 HMaM rocTa, ona ce saTBopw TaMO y Apyry co6y h cnaea. H na obo caM r^e^ao,
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OBaKe npene^eHHi^e
cpKnyo 40 ca4. TDypHu,a ce4e 3a cto, nac^onn nyiiiKy na nocTC^y nope4 ce6e, na ncKann npBy ^aniy. CTa4oiiie 4a ce pet^ajy qame ca npene^^eHnn.0M CBe qemhe n nemhe, a T>ypHi.i,a nocra4e pa3roBopHHJH H BecoAiiju. KpB My nojypn >KnBA^e no TOAy, a npe4 o^HMa CTa4e 4a ce XBaTa ona npnjaTHa h 6^ara M3Mar./iHu,a, uito nacTyna
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KaKO ch, roBopH jKena, HpH^a3ehM "BypnuiH. A OBaj mh ne pe^e 4a he Kora Be4emo ? Hepac 40BecTn npeKH4e je KaKBa TH je to romha? HoBHua.
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Byuii je OBaMO ^a BHKHy IIoBHua. XoheMO ^n, no6paTnMe TaMO ce Bece^HMO ? A ja nehy KasaTH 3a ony HaMHrny oh h Maxny r^iaBOM. y ce^y BHKHy T^ypHqa 3a/[oBeA^, AOBe^H rymeHHM r^acoM h ocehajyhn 4a ra jesHK H34aje. Berne ce Ao6po Hanno. Ka^ H3Hl)e MapyuiKa, TDypHu,a ce najKe k Hobhu,h h cxa^e My noBCp^HBO luanTaTH.
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40B0^H0. y TOM ce BpaTH MapymKa, BOAehn 3a co60M HeKy meiiGKy, hh M^a^y hm CTapy, OMa^eiiy, 40CTa ^eiiyiuKacTy. Ha npBH rior^e4 Mor^o ce ona3HTM, 4a cy o6e jKencKe 04 oHora pe4a, kojm He 4pH^H MHoro Ha qe4H0CT m nomTeH>e FoLuha 6eme 40HCTa nena pol)aKa MapyuiKH, Hpona^a JKena, h HoBHu,a je MHoro pa^ynao Ha Fby, Ka4 ce 04^yqH0 4a je 40Be4e y CBOJ cTan 3a OBaj c^y^iaj. Ilpe4 ToypHuoM ce caMO npeTBapao 4a HHJe hh 3Hao 3a iheu 4o^a3aK. Koja Te B04a 40Hece OBaMO, Jyjio ? BHKHy OH, Ka4 je onasH. Eto naM ca4, no6paTHMe, 4pyuiTBa ... 4a bh'ui KaKO je Ba^/bana OBa Moja MaqapHqa! Maijap CH caM, a ja caM CpnKHfta, 6o^a oce^e ce na aera romha. 04 Te6e
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A lUTa 4a cc iipMccTH iie^ieMy h iioBHKa: MM Ty je^HaKo 4po6Hm h KOHTpo^Mmeiii r^e Bmo caM K04 caM 6ho, Te r^e caM 6mo
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ACBOJaKa, exo, iia ca4 iiiTa hem mm CTaHKa ce npeny, paumpM o^h h uovaca^ ra 3aHyt)eHa. 3ap 6aiu TaKO ? pe4e My aaryiueHMM r./iacoM. Ja oB^e npona^aM, a tm TpajKMUi AGBOJKe, Te ce npoBO^Miu ca H>MMa 04roBopM Ja uiTa CM TM MmcAUAa.?
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ce^MM je^HaKO y3 Te6e m 4a th hm^/^mm y ohm, je ^m ? Kaaao cm 4a ce nehem pacTaB./!baTM 04 Mcne M 4a hem Me CBy4 ca co6om bo4mth 04roBopM OraHKa xa^a^o m 04^yHH0. A cto, BC/iMHi caM 4a CM 6ho K04 4eB0JaKa, a Mene CM ocTaBMo 4a Me yxeaTH noTepa, na 4a TpyneM
OH, ocMexHyBuiM
ce npOHM^HO.
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"BypMua uAdiuy. Ha^yTM ra npaBa MCTHHa, Kojy My CTaHKa pene, m na Kojy oh ne Mora4e 4aTM 0HpaB4aH>a. CBOja KpMBMua ce o6MqHO 3ar./iat)yje ^yTH^OM. H oh ce Ha./byTH Aau OH XTe4e 4a MBByne KopncT m3 OBe cpy6e, XTe4e 4a ce o6jacHM ca itOM ca4a, Ka4 joj MOHte mhofo mTO mTa pehn, urro nnaqe ne 6h Morao. XTe4e 4a npeKMHe 04 je4H0M Te Be^MTe H^ene npenope, KOJM My 40ca4Mme, na ysBMKny He 3B0uaj MM Ty, 40K hmcm ca4 406uAdi mTO Tpa}KMm CTaHKa npe6./ie4e, aAu ce ne Ma^e c MecTa, a OH, npM6paBmH ce, nporoBopn ^aKHiMM rAdcou:
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TO MO>Ke 6hth
CTHrao
hy Hx Tpan^HTH, Ka4 joui ca4 Th mucauui HMaM na CBaKH npcT no JG4Hy MopG c KaKBOM ja HG Mory jkhbgth 6g3 tg6g
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hhch BapouiKOM OHOMa^ npoBO^HO HacMeja ce, oh Kao joj HH 3a MaaH iipcT ... y ma^H. HeMoj Aa ce Je AH TO 04 MCTHHe ? iTia./iHm! uoTAQA^ ra ona o36h.i>iio h y^BOJn nan^iby, oneKyjyhw 4a 011 nopeKne CBOJy rpo3iiy
iria^y.
'BypHqa ce jom BHuie ocoko.;ih, na je nor^e^a o36h^ho m o^roBopn: He ma./iHM ce, cpehe mh xaj^y^KC A TH qHHH UJTO 3Ham CTaHKa CTe>Ke 3y6HMa ycny, nor^/ie^a ra h Taj norAeA He iieKaKo y koco, Heo6HHrio
H Kao Aa ce xTe^e joiij je^HOM yBepHTH 4a je He Bapajy ohh, Kao 4a xTe4e sane^aTHTw y 4ymH Taj HeMH noc./ie4H>H 04roBop oxaslaHGAci cpi^a, Koje roBopH o HeBepcTBy, uovAOASi ra jom je4noM na}K.^HBO, 60./1HO, MyqenHHKw na o6opH o^h, oKpeTe ce h noASiKO uo\)e k BpaTHMa no./iaKO yxBaTH pyKOM 4pBeHy pyqHuy na BpaTHMa, oqcKyjyhn nehe Am nyTVL CTpacno KajaH>e ./by6./beHora qoBCKa, a^H H3a ibe 6enie MpTBa THniHHa ... BpaTa uiKpHnnynie h ona H3Ht)e h3 co6e y^KHH joj ce 4a OH HpOrOBOpH, HOHITO Ce saTBopHuie BpaTa, slau ce ona bmhio ne o6pTe Ha3a4 Ilo./iaKO o6Ht)e HpoMeB./be, oko Kora cnaBaxy ^lOA^aA, Hannna K.^yqaHHi;y na KyhnnM BpaTHMa, H3ByHe je h uoaslko OTBopn xeniKa pacTOBa BpaTa... Jobo joj hchito pe^ie, HaB.AaHehw HiapeHHuy na 4eny, slaw ona ne ny Hnnrra npeKopa^H BHCOKH KyhHH npar h CTa4e 6ochm
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xyia^iiy ibio'iy
cTeucHMnc
je iMaiiMHCKa
))IIcKa jc,
nohua cTy^en,
BpaTHhe ce oiia cyrpa MnpHwja uoMmcAm 'BypMua, iia ^okc na OA OBu,e!^^ iteny iiocTC^y 11 noKyma 4a aaciiM. A CTaHKa 40^)6 40 orpa4e Kyhne, Hac^oiiii ce na laxa^ Bp^HKa, o6opH r^aey na pyny n CTa4e Kao OKaMeiteHa ...Bpn y r^aBH poj mhc^h, nejacHMX, xaMHiix, upHHX 6pyJH m myiuTM to Bpeibc, Te He MOHce HH je4Ha MHcao 4a ce yxBaTH. CaMo ripo^ehy Kao wcKpe, nonecene 6ecHHM BexpoM y TeMeny neuiTo nrpa je4HaqHT0, 6p30 no TaKTy Hrpa h y4apa Kao 4aMapH V yuiHMa iiiyM H TaMO mymTH, y4apa, nninTH Cpue ce CTemo, c^e4iMo: oKaMenn^o ce A o^m ce yrip^e y upny, Tanny Hoh, Kao 4a y Toj cypoBOJ, iieMoj DipHHHH Tpa>Ke o6jauiibeibe HCKe CTpamiie Miic^H, Koja ce pat)a y saneceHoj r^aBW, uau 6u 4a np04py y caMy 4y6HHy upHora aacTopa h 4a Hal)y TaMO Ma je4aH CBeTao 3paK, kojh 6h 4aBao Ha4e Ha cnacett>e A^ih ce npe4 ycHJanHMOHHMaTHXO HOCH H Beje x^a4Ha h iipna ncMa noMpHnna, y^eBajyhM y 4ymy join Behn ja4 h upft.H 6oa. CBpmaBa ))IIlTa je OBO ? IIlTa obo 6h ? cMpT? ce, 4o^a3H Kpaj Je ^h Kpaj cBera He 3HaM LIlTa je to CMpT? SnaM, BH4e;ia caM Ka4 yMpe JoKa, 6^e4a, na noJKyTe^a, x^a4Ha HwrnTa, Hoc^e 3aKonajy y 3eM^y h totobo Kao 4a HHJe HH 6H^a. caMO ce H34HH^e roMH^a BASimne 3eM^e Ja4Ha JoKa, KaKo cmo ^eno jKHBe^e Ona mchh cBe IIIehepKa, Be^n, MeTHM
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iioyiaKo
TaKaB Kpaj 40uckcIcmo ? M Hama ce i^y6aB je^HOM CBpiun, 04c, iiccTa^e AMa 3ap caM aaTo ja Tpne.4a TO./mKy je cpaMOTy, iiOHHH^eiLG, uym^ASi ce Kao hh jc^Ha OcTaBHx 4o6py MaJKy, yBpc^nx 40 4pyra cpij,a CTapora oi^a, oKpeTox ^e^a ij,eyiOM CBCTy, caMO 4a OH 6y4e Moj, 4a a^aum ca ilmm 3ao h 4o6po BoAQAa. caM ra bhuic 04 CBcra, c^yma^a caM ra 6o^e, MHoro 6o^e nero oua, yuMHM^a caM CBe hjto je oh xTeo, na ca4 no4 Hore ))A MaJKa, ja4Ha 4o6pa MaTw, KaKO ce ona o6pa40Ba^a CBOMe 4eTeTy, CBOJoj ocpaMohenoj, HCMCjanoj KhepH CaB cbct o6phe r^aBy 04 ibc, Kao 04 qy40BHUJTa, a Maxw uiMpn c^a6e cxapaHKe pyKe, o6yxBaTa h cTea^e cBojy Mw^y joryHHuy, ue^HBa je k r./ie4a, rAOASi n u,e^MBa... ToHM ce pa40CH0 cpi;e MajqwHO, Kan^y Bpe^e cyse HH3 o6pa3e ... To je 6mA0 0H4a noBpaTKy^ npe He4e^y 4aHa, a ca4 ? LLIxa An 6h ca4 peK^a, ja4Ha cxapHqe, 4a je BH4Mm OBaKO ocpaMoheny, noHHH^eHy, yD,Be^eHy, na H36aqeHy nano^e, H36aHeHy Kao HCH,et)eH ^wMyn, Kao HenoTpe6Hy cTBap F^e, neMa r4e 4a ck^ohm o6emHamheHy r^aBy ))A OTai;, mxa au he oh pehu Ka4 qyje?... 3Ha ce uiTa, h HMahe npaBo!... 0, KaKO je cxpauiHo KajKHjena 4eTHiba Henoc./iymHOCT
A-a-a
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CBeT ?
he OBO 4a 6y4e najnoc^e?... JecT, 4om^o je OHO noc^e4H>e/ oho najnode, 4omao je Kpaj, a^H mxa hy ca4, Ky4 hy ? 4^ yMpeM
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KG 6m CO TOMC o6pa4oiiao ... ko 6m ce Mojoj CMpTM pa^oBao ?. MaJKa. oxan 4pyrapMue?... He 6m, He 6m mm Moja CMpT r)MJia 4o6pa ... A on ? JecT, ibeMy 6m 6M^a 406pa Ta OH M onaKO pe^e 4a Me m o h^ e y6hth KaKO oho peqe MOJKe, boau, 6mtm CBaniTa eno tm Maxa h Byja Kao bo ah KaKO caM ca itMMa yqMHMO, TaKo hy h c to6om. A noc/ie?. Tm mmc^hui, oe^M, ja ne Mory >kmBOTH 6e3 Te6e A ja caM ui^cAUAa O-o-o 4a ra He 6mx Mor^a npejKMBeTM, yMp^a 6hx ca ibMM, uornuyASi 6mx, Ka4 6m ibeMy uito 6h^o MiicAmASi caM, Ky4 6hx 6e3 ibera m na uito he A OH Be^H HMaM join ca4 MM >KMBOT noc^e Ha CBaKM npcT no je4Hy... 4c>k caM nuMa 3a ii>MM Kao BepHO HceTo, 40K caM My 4a.ia CBy 4yiny Mojy, oh Beh Tpa>KMO 4pyre m namao na CBaKM HpcT no je4Hy. Ha ca4?. .. Ca4 6h xxeo MHore 4pyre 4a Me HCMa, a on 4a ysMe 4pyry na Moje MecTo To ^m 6m tm XTeo? He!... 4oK caM ja >KMBa, nehem y3eTH 4pyry... 3ap TOAHKe MOJe MyKe m cpaMOTy 4a norasMui, na 4a Me OTypMTu Kao nceTo!... H joni mh ce 4pyro HMUiTa m neMa Kyne cpehoM xaJ4y^K0M 4a ce ne iua./iM. E qeKaj, ne uiSiAUM 3a K^eTBy ce HM ja HncaM ce umAUAa,, Ka4 caM 6aniM./ia o6pa3 no4 Hore, Ka4 caM ocpaMOTM.ia CBOjy Kyhy M MMe, Ka4 caM 36or Te6e OKpenyAS. ^el)a ij,e^OM CBeTy/ na nehy ce ma./iMTH, hh ca4!... Tm TpaH^MHi Mojy cMpT, 4a 6m ce Morao 6o.be 0H4a n ja npoB04MTn ... A Ka4 xoheni TaKO Bo^be neKa to neMa, nero xohy TBOJ y CMpT
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4a r^e^aM, 4a mm joui w th rasHiu ocpaMoheny 4a mm ce cMejeiu ca 4pyw iiopyraHy r^aBy rwMa, Ka4 CTaneM ^lyxaTu Kao o6eiiiqaiiiheHa
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npoFFiaHHua!
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ra y6HJeM cbojom TaKO 6h ce CMnpno pyKOM .. He Mory, nehy. 3a qac, na HHiiiTa!... He 611 HHuiTa hh 3Hao, Ja 6hx ce oneT My^Hjia He 6h ocehao MyKe qe^ora Bena, a oh 6h 6ho MMpan 3a naBen Ilehy TaKO Xohy 4a ce Myqw, xohy 4a BH4n HeH36emHy cMpT npe4 OHHMa h 4a 3Ha 4a My je Hen ce uynu H ja CMpT 04 Mene 4om^a /^ hy ce My^HTH
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Je4HHM ^aKHM CKOKOM, KaO BCTpOM HOHecena, CTanKa npecKO^H Bp^HKe, h, ne 4BoyMehH, He pa3MHm^ajyhn BHHie o cBOMe n^iany, nol)e jKypHO, roTOBO TpqehH, k ohuithhckom nyxy rpo3aH n^an ceBHy joj caMO je4ape4 y r^aBu ceBHy H 046 OHa ce ne nocTapa 4a 3a4pH;n Ty MHcao, 4a pa3MHC^H o H>oj Huua je Kao y rpo3HHUH, a 6eme je h o6y3e^o rposHH^aBo CTaH>e CTa4e 4a ce xpece 04 x^a4Hohe a Hore HcypHO CTynaxy no x^a4H0J, pocHOJ TpaBH, He ocehajyhw hh x^a4Hohe hh yMopa CaMo HiTO npe, caMo 4a ce cTHrne na BpeMe HaHHMa je na yTpBen, nacyx nyx, npe^a3n^a je npeKo noTOHHha, npeKo KaMeH>apa, y6a4a^a ce, y6pijn^a Hory nenaHi^HBHM ran^eibeM, a^H na TO HHJe o5paha^a namHjy IIuMa je Kao y 6yHH^y, y Bpyhnqn ... Iloc/ie HOHohH GTiime npe4 cpecKy Kyhy. YMop je caByia4ao jaKO, slau ona ne CTa4e, ne npe4axHy... Ilpot^e Kpo3 BpaTHHu,e na orpa4n^
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Bpara iia^ CTeiiciiMi;aMa, 3a Koja je ^pnta^a 4a cy Ha r^aBHOM y^iacKy y Kanuc^apMJy. To 6cxy BpaTa na xo4MMKy, iipe4 CTanoM KaiiCTaiiOBMM. KaKO CTa^e npc4 Bpara, y4apM cHaH^iioM 1ICCIIMU.0M 110 ibMMa BpaTa ce 3aTpccoine, a X04HHK iioTMy^o 04JeKHy ... He 4y cc imKanaB 4pyrM r^ac Ona y^apii join jaqe... V xoAHiiKy lUKpMiiHyme HCKe 4acKe m aaqy ce yiua. . .
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caibMB r;iac
Ko
TO OTBapaj
je
!
BHKHy ona
r^aciio, cayna-
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je
Bn^nni
K./by^aflHn,a
n CTanKa
KoJH Te l)aBO Tepa nohac? IIlTa ^ynaui To^HKO IIlTa xoheui KaneTana... F^e je KancTan?... UIto he TH Hohac naneTan oGpeuny ce nan^yp cp^HTO. Tpe6a mh, itewy hy Ka3aTH... caMo ibCMy... E, cHamo, TaKO 6h Morao CBaKH ^y4aK
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4a npaBH ^apMy 3a6a4aBa. He cmcm moja 6y4HTH KaneTana sa cBany cHTHHuy paM snaTH sauiTO. Toypnua ToypHuy xaj^yna 4a My ca4 npe4aM H^HBa Tp^n, 6y4H ra cto, to xohy
4a
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Kn
uAp
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rian^yp ce yo36n^H,
II
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4^
nyo ch
ona
iiito
iiHM.
OH,
na npHt)e CTaiiKa, Te hx 3aK.Lyqa h y3e K^yq ca co6om. E OH^a ra MopaM 6y4HTH. ITpHHeKaj th Ty peqe joj on, na OTBOpH je4Ha BpaTa na xo4iiiiKy. PIcTora TpenyTKa OTBopnuic ce npeMa n.HMa 4pyra BpaTa, na KojuMa ce yKa3a pa36a-
on,
lie
rocno^wne, ona ^eBojna niTO n^e ca TiypnuoM. .. Tpan^w Bac, Kan^e, 4a npe4a loypnuy. 3aK^yqaj 6p3o BpaTa cno^>a pene My OH THXHM T^aCOM. 3aK./LyMao caM, eBO K^yna. KaneTan H3Hi)e y xoahhk, onano neo6yneH, na Bii^eBinn 4a ^aMna c^a6o niKiu.n, or)pTe ce
h3 co6e.
naiiAypy:
O4BPHH Ty ^aMny. Ka4 na^e jaKa cbct^ioct na CTanKy, KaneTan je naH^^HBO pas^e^a. JecH AH sancTa th CTaima? JecaM, rocnoAHHC.
IJJto en 4oiii^a?
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Kaaahy tm iia caMo cbc 4o6po. Mw^HcaBc, iipoCy^H cbc }KaH^apMC H naH^ypc. Hcku cc >kmbo o6yKy m hck ciipeMe Koite. CopyjKJcM anaui. Ath, CTaima, XO4M OBaMO. KanexaH je yBe^e y je^ny co6y, yna^ii CBchy iia CTo^y, na ce orpxe HeKOM xa^nnoM m cgac
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Ha CTO^Huy. Ce^H, 04M0pH ce bhawm 4a cm cc MHoro yMopM^a. CTaHKa c ocBpTC M ce^e Ha CTO^wuy. r^e je caA "Bypnua ? K04 JoBa 4HKHha, y naiueM ce^y OcTao je Ha cnaBaH^y, h cyxpa he npe^aHMTii K04 itera. A^h Tpe6a ^a H^em 04Max, 4a ra yxBathhi npe 3ope noc^e BaM ce nehe >khb ^axii Oho KancTan je pasr^e^ame na>K^HBO rpo3HHqaBO ApxTan^e, Heo6HqaH cjaj o^HJy, cyBC, BaneHene ycne, nepBosHO Tpsaite r^iaBC no6y4H y ibCMy cyMH>y, 4a OBa ACBOJKa hhjc npn ce6H. Th ch 6oyiecHa, penao 6hx ... 4a hmcm 6o^OBa.Aa obhx ^ana? BoAecudi? 4o ca4 HHcaM HHKa^, 6oao-
Ba.^a,
a ca4... cbc je^Ho!... Tpqa^a can, >KypH^a caM ce MHoro, caMO 4a CTwrneM na Bpene. E ca4 MH cBe .leno HcnpuHaj ... to uito CH XTe./ia... Ka4 ch h aauiTo ch ca 'BypHi;oM
pacKHHy^a? CTaHKa My
HcnpH^a y KpaTKO,
HcnpcKH-
4aH0, 6e3 Bcae y MHCviHMa, HohaujHiM 4orat)aj. KaHCTan y Maj^o pe^n hohmh iheu nojiojKaj, na xTe4e 4a ce KOpncTH OBaKHM HjChhm CTan^eM pa4H 4a./be HCTpare, tc je npoKH4e:
ropcKH HAP
279
Ila BC^MUJ OH caM nan^e y6M0 MaTiijy m Byja? CaM, rocno^Hiie, on caM A ja caM c^ymao 4a je MaTiijy
:
Tii
4a
je
4pyrn
c
y6no?... OHaj
ujto je Te
iiohii
Muiao
lay-
pe^e ona 11 Tp>Ke 3ap HoBHua ? ce Kao one^eiia. Ca^ ce tck ceTn, 4a Tpe6a ^yBaTH one ^y^e, kojh cy iiy qyBaan A^ii 6eme 40iJ,KaH. rio^Muajau, oiiaan 4a ce ona xpr^a m 4a My Hche CBojeBO^Ho H34aBaTH ocTa^e .Ly4e, ria ce noH^ypH 4a 40311a uito 6ap 3a Tora HoBimy.
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pnuoM
peqe Kao
npHcehajyhH
3Ham
iijTa,
nporoBopn ona
noc^ie
E, He MOHxC TaKO.
MopaM
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ja to snaTH
npe no^iacKa, jep Beh HMaM 0B4e y ancy je4Hora HoBiiuy, na 4a 3HaM kojh je Je AH Taj H3 BapoujH ? 3anHTa ona
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KaneTan
JKCM
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je
nor^e4a.
))IUTa
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4a
joj
Ka:
Jla,
noMCHy^a,
/^
ona na 04r0B0pM
je
Ka4
JecTe, H3 A, TO je!
Bapomn
je.
KoJH he TO 6MTn IIoBnua?../^ CTa4e on oncT MHC^HTH, na y3BnKHy: Onaj niTO 4p}Kn Marasy Upnoropai;?
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Hehy, rocii04HHe, Bwuie 4a th o4roBapaM. Ako hem nhw xaj^eMo pe^e oiia 04^yHiio H ycTa^e ca CTO^nne.
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21. HcTopuja CpncKora Hapo<z;a, c iiomcaom iia hctopujy cyccAiiiix Xpuaxa h Uyiapa, naiiHcajH A). KoBa-ieuMh m Aj. Jouauoimh, cuecKa II. lJ,eiui 1-40 ahu.
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22. Bacne /^ocHTeja 05pa^0Bnfea, cuecKa
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24. Hho CTapHJHX npHnoBe^^aica, 3a uiTaMiiy iipHpcAuo AHApa TaBpH^ioBHh. U,eua 3 ahh. 25. TaMO aMO no KcTOKy, npxe ap- Mariana JoBauo-
II, c pe^uHKOM. Hena 3 ahh. 26. BHjecHH POe/iaH/^o, cujesao Aoaobhko ApaocTo, upenjoBao ^parama CTanojeBHh, CBecKa I, c upeAroBopoM, HauoMeuajia
27. TapTH$ H TBp/^Hi;a, KOMCAHJe oa Mo.iiijepa, iipoBciM JoaaH 'Bop^eBsh h ap- B^aAan 'LopI/OBHh, aa mTaMuy npMpGAHO H npeAroBop nanncao JoBan 'Baja. itena 2 ahh. 28. Hq HayKe o CBeTcZiocTH, Hauacao 'Bopl^e M. CiauojcBHh, c npeAroBopoM h 158 ciHKa. IJ,eHa 3 ahh.
csecKa
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