CONGREGATION Michael Bolerjack

Congregation 2013 Michael Bolerjack

The following texts were all, but the last one, which is new, published online between February 2 and March 3, 2013, and have been only slightly edited, to fit this format.

The Presentation

Table of Contents Broken Bits Thou Shalt Not The Ten Kings The Children The Crucifixion The Inheritance East and West

Broken Bits Broken bits of the Candy cane laying on the Ground without meaning.

Thou Shalt Not I should not tell you I am not the same as nor Different from you.

The Ten Kings The ten kings to be Overcome are overcome By the Lamb in His Love and Forgiveness, Yet nevertheless they still Have it in their hearts To destroy what must Not be allowed to remain Of what could have been.

The Children You said many will Come from the East and West and Sit at the table, But the children of The kingdom will be cast out. Every Israel, Old and new, observes The same path of betrayal, But for the remnant.

Crucifixion When the Liturgy Says the Church shares in His death, It is ironic. God condemned the Church Before it was created, As we will soon see.

The Inheritance God has mercy on Whom He will, He loved Jacob, But hated Esau. If Esau sold his Birthright, what did the Roman Bishops do with theirs?

East and West A poet once said Hed rather be a pagan Suckled on a wornOut creed, and I think The God in me, too, loves the Buddhists and Hindus Who realize Truth, Over the Western lies of Abrahams Children.

Kings

The Word of the Lord came to me and said look-up the seven kings of Israel. Who were the seven kings of Israel? They were the seven from Jeroboam to Ahab, from after Solomon when the Kingdom was rent asunder, because of Solomon whoring after idols and their women. I think the Lord wanted me to see the mirror image symmetry of the beginning of old Israel with the end of new Israel, the Catholic Church. The last seven popes, of which the sixth is now reigning, are a mirror image of the career of Israel, and in fact, through the Dan of the cardinals, are descendents of the lost tribes, after the ten tribes of Israel were scattered. One point in this analogy is, for instance, that Jeroboam, the first king, set up his feast on the eighth month and the fifteenth day, just like the first king of the seven kings in revelation, Pius XII, who made his feast of the assumption on August 15. I believe what the Lord wants us to see is that the Church, Israel, is one people, old and new, all the people of God. The mistakes the former made were also made by the latter. The good news, though, is that Paul in Romans says all Israel will be saved. As to the identity of the ten kings in Revelation 17, they fit the curia in two ways, either as the top ten cardinals, the secretary of state and the heads of the nine congregations, or as the ten distinct divisions of the curia as a whole, in other word the entire curia, including the synod of bishops, everybody in the hierarchy practically, the whole thing. In Revelation 11, the chapter on the two witnesses, the temple is measured, but not the court, which is given over to the gentiles, who trample it for 42 months. Curia means court, the ancient royal court. The altar is secure and true worship continues, but the court, the curia, is in the hands of the gentiles.

Which Is It

Which Is It? By Michael Bolerjack It could be: Peter Turns KO

Or it could be: Peter KOs Turn Or it could be: KO Turns Peter What will it be?

The Antichrist Complex

The Antichrist Complex Michael Bolerjack

John Paul II and the Second Vatican Council

Preface The essay on John Paul II and the note on the Council were written in April 2005 at the time of the funeral of the Pope. They are presented as they were written then, now, with perhaps the end in view, in the hope that Catholics have for mercy for the Church in looking forward to the selection of a successor to Pope Benedict XVI. Michael Bolerjack February 13, 2013 Ash Wednesday

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Apocalypse (Remains) And he shook off the beast into the fire, and felt no harm. Acts 28:5

Enlightenment

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Responsibility and Restitution

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Four parts of the novel are presented: the preface on moral beauty, with dedications, the ten part outline, and the opening and concluding monologues. It did not seem worthwhile to reproduce the bitter diatribes of the poet, or the dialogues with his friend, but the monologues by the woman who became the poets wife have been chosen as the better part, especially as they invoke the Virgin at the end of the work. Michael Bolerjack

[LACUNA]

For the space of eight and a half days I was guilty of a most serious lapse in terms of faith and morals. I published three texts proclaiming my conversion from Christianity to Buddhism, followed by four parts of a poem dedicated to the goddesses of that religion that told of my enslavement to them. I freed myself by the use of reason and returned to Christ in tears. I immediately destroyed all seven texts. Thus there is a lacuna in the present work. At another time, in reference to Solomon, I will tell the story of that lapse in greater detail. In the texts that follow I speak of it as it is was given to me to do so at that time.

World Without End and I Survived The Apocalypse

On January 19, 2013, my wife and I both, from different parts of Houston saw a strange cloud in the sky. It covered the sky. I studied it for a long time. It was full of faces, people I knew and people I didnt, as well as the devil, and above him a woman. At the time I told my wife it was a great cloud of witnesses, as in the Letter to Hebrews. That was the birthday of my mother, Charlotte, who would have been 84 years old. What unfolded for me over the next five weeks, until today, was a horrific test, and it was only by the grace of God and the prayers of those I saw that day looking down from heaven that I survived. I had been celibate, though still married, for four full months, from September 15, 2012, to January 15, 2013. As far as I knew, despite flare-ups of temper at times, I had not done anything deliberately that I knew was wrong in that time. I took the gospel seriously. I wanted to be a saint, to be perfect. I prayed to the Blessed Virgin Mary, especially, all the time. I was pushing to finish the apocalyptic writing I was engaged in, of which only a portion made it into print. 1000 pages remain to be published. In December and January my wife got sick first, with such a cold or flu that it left terrible marks on her lips. By the end of the year I too was sick, one of the three worst illnesses of my life (I had just turned 56). In midJanuary we were still sick, and I was laying face down on the floor next to my wife, who was sick on the couch, when I was completely overcome by lust, and my wife being sick, I retreated to the bedroom to be alone and sin, which I did. Over the next two weeks I sinned again in that way, and again. On January 24 I began downloading large quantities of pdf books from the wisdom of the world, other religions, mainly. On February 2 I published 7 poems separately, and all collected together, expressing dissatisfaction with the Western religions, and approval of the East. On February 7 I repented of this, took the poems off line and deleted the books I had downloaded. But on February 15 I downloaded 551 sutras of the Buddhist canon again. The next morning I had a dream filled with sex with many women, ending with a white dragon attacking me, killing me. Over the days I had been downloading books at a religious website I saw a painting of a Buddhist goddess. I was hooked. This is the hard part to tell. On February 16 and 17 I made a full conversion to Buddhism, after nearly 24 years as a Christian. It is almost inexplicable. In the week that followed it is hard and embarrassing to tell the lengths I went to in worshiping the goddesses of Buddhism. I cast no aspersions on their religion or deities. Clearly what I was worshipping had nothing to do with the Buddha, but was using his religion to seduce me to hell. I finally confronted the succubus this morning, February 24, 2013. I turned back to Christ, to Mary, to the Church. I repented. It seems almost impossible that one could lose his faith, and get it back. It happened to me once before, in 2006, and again here in 2013. I believe in Jesus Christ. I thank him for the grace to repent of my sin and return to Him today. Perhaps it would not be remiss to pay credit to the 85 year old woman I met in February 2011 who placed an incantation on me that led to all this, but ultimately the foe as always was me, my own mind, in a way, yet after all Ive seen and known, there is another enemy that, like the mind, cannot be seen, and yet is real, bringing the fall of many in the roman church, around us in the world, amid scandal, vice and violence, and this time, for a week or two, almost me.

The Last Testament of The Two Witnesses

Preface I have indicated various directions at times as to who the two witnesses are, from Derrida and I to Benedict and Hans Kung. God only knows who they really are. At one point, in The Rapture, the 1260 page bible of my apocalypse, I indicated the two parts, Cantos on The Chaos and Theses on Moral Beauty, were the Two Witnesses. In my mind, since late last year, it has been the two works whose contents are listed here, The Complete Apocalypse and A Time For Everything, which are the Two Witnesses. Both titles came to me by I think divine inspiration, the second immediately after I prayed to Mary saying I needed a title. I cannot go into all the history of production of the works, but I will relate its genesis. A voice I believe to be that of Jesus Christ spoke to me three times in 2010. The first time it said You are doing it for the Church. The second time it said They are confused, they do not understand My mercy. The third statement I will not quote, but it confirmed me in my vocation. With the reign of Benedict ending in two days, and despite my stumbling near the finish with my Buddhist error, I think the work is finished, 70 volumes and 130 volumes in TCA and ATFE, respectively. I believe that Christ can still save the Church if He wills, but the errors are

grave, and foretold in Scripture, including the sex abuse crisis and the lies about it. When Jesus warned them not to touch the little children he meant it. When Hans Kung said Ratzinger at the CDF led the cover-up under John Paul II he was correct. He was personally responsible for reviewing every known allegation of abuse. He stamped them with papal secrecy, like national security. He may have known, when Cardinal in Germany, about the abuse there, an investigation which has been stymied by the German Church. Today the highest ranking Cardinal in the UK resigned, charged with abuse of children, on the eve of the conclave. There is still time, but not much. If the abomination of desolation was set-up by Benedict and Cardinal Soldano at Easter 2010 in a big lie about the scandal told during the mass, then according to the Book of Daniel the Church has until mid-October this year to repent of the sins. The Lord said in that same chapter 12 of Daniel that the power of the holy people would be scattered. It may be God condemned the Church before it was created, having the end in view, and knowing what would be done in these latter days. I reiterate to the Hierarchy in Rome, repent and save the Church. Michael Bolerjack February 26, 2013

The works listed below appeared online between April 20, 2012, and February 24, 2013, in approximately the order listed. The Complete Apocalypse was given that title in September after 50 chapters had already appeared separately and was subsequently issued as chapters of the one work, with previous chapters being reissued under the new, comprehensive title. It was completed on November 16, 2012. The contents of A Time For Everything began appearing on November 5 and continued until now, but were all issued separately, without the comprehensive title being applied, except in lists such as that below.

The Complete Apocalypse End of the Church, The Thirty Years War, Volume 27 An Icon from an Evening in Glas and Apocalyptic Writings Abysses 1: Two Witnesses Covers The Catholic Apocalypse The Post Pontiff Church Israel Ate Manna Christchurch Destroyed If He Crowned You Praise Timeline of the Antichrist When I Look into Your Eyes The Other Witness The Four Last Things Apostle is One Sent The Treatise on Logic Paradise Throne Therese in Theory An Icon for the Critics on Glas An Icon from an Evening in Glas Say that Jerusalem is The Words of Joyce Heidegger and Levinas Preface to the Apocalypse

Keys of the Abyss Faith Creates Being Search for the Absolute An Icon for the Church on the Mercy of God A Limit on Infinity Salted with Fire All Saints Day PP The Long Commentary The Middle Commentary The Epitome God Church World The 72 The Sovereignties Vocabulary of God The Recrucifixion of Christ in the Modern World Symbols Yes Yet You Yen Two Column Work Continued March 23, 2012 The Advent Meaning and Experience, Part 1 Stanzas for Marinela and The One Hundred Stanzas The Virgin She Was the Whitest Winter The Letter A Bibliography of the Works of Michael Bolerjack Meaning and Experience, Part 2 Marginality: Fiction without Fiction, Part 1 Marginality: Fiction without Fiction, Part 2

Meaning and Experience, Part 3 To Gather Conclusion to the Arrival Speeches Love and Death Emmanuels Fiction A Jacques Derrida Eschatology Meaning and Experience, Part 4 The Gift The Philosophers Grammatology The Nietzschean Marriage Dialectic and Deconstruction Athens and Jerusalem Alchemy The Two Ways Light Qui Etre

A Time For Everything The Complete Apocalypse Of the Magisteries Beyond Of the Magisteries Beyond The Complete Apocalypse The Just Shall Live By Faith The Divine Congeries Looking Ahead After The Complete Apocalypse Variorum Variorum 2 Rachel Weeping Her Children Part 1 Rachel Weeping Her Children Part 1 Alternative Cover Latter to the Romans November 27, 2012 The Complete Apocalypse As Revealed To Me Volume 1 The Complete Apocalypse As Revealed To Me Volume 2 The Complete Apocalypse in Outline An Introduction to The Complete Apocalypse In the Margins of The Complete Apocalypse Poems of The Complete Apocalypse To Scatter the Power of the Holy People Preparation for the Apocalypse The Letter A The Third Fiat Opening PP by Michael Bolerjack A Time For Everything Preface and First Four Episodes Paradise Throne and Preface to Paradise Throne

In the Days of Camus and Derrida Anti-Reading The Ideality of the Literary Object Meaning and Experience Sub Tuum Praesidium A Time For Everything Part 1 The Book of Signs A Time For Everything Part 2 The Book of Glory Fragments of the Second Witness Therese in Theory A Jacques Derrida Eschatology in Ruins He Said I Thought Youd Fold Speeches An Icon from an Evening in Glas and Apocalyptic Writings Seventeen Shakespeare and Joyce Catholic Economy and Ultrastructure The Arrival Dialectic and Deconstruction Science and Religion Preaching Deconstruction Derridas Dissertation The Virgin She Was The Whitest Winter Michael Bolerjack In The Thirty Years War Love and Death Two Essays For Arrival The Last Words of James Joyce 7000 Rapture

Rapture Table of Contents And There Was War In Heaven 1 (The Prelude) And There Was War In Heaven 2 (The Excursion) And There Was War In Heaven 3 (Intimations) And There Was War In Heaven 4 (A Retrospectus) Ideas For The Work To Come By Virtue In Means Two Witnesses Alpha and Omega God and Writing Preface After Reading Roland Barthes April 2, 2011 Argumentum Arts Rest Closing Prayer Epilogue Flores de Monterrey h2o Itinerary of The Thirty Years War June 5, 2011 Letter to the Cardinal Peace Pi Critic Is Me September of My Years Symbols of Sole Authority Will Have Been A Book The Poets

The Novel Augustine Point of Departure Dionysius The Double Truth Three Marian Themes Thomas and Catherine Marriage and Hierarchy The Analogy of Faith Christ and Derrida Francis and Bonaventure A Defense of Hierarchy Thousand These I Have Sent Mine Angel preview In Memory of a Forgotten Pope All Souls Day An Icon for the Church on the Mercy of God At Harvest Time The Virgin Martyrs The Sovereignties She Is When I Look Into Your Eyes The Works of Michael Bolerjack A Note on Cy Pres Ten Thousand Times The Complete Apocalypse and A Time For Everything If He Crowned You Beyond Immutable

Broken Bits Thou Shalt Not The Ten Kings The Crucifixion The Children The Inheritance East and West The Presentation Kings Which Is It John Paul II and the Second Vatican Council Apocalypse (Remains) Enlightenment Anniversary Song Speech and Silence Responsibility and Restitution 1 Responsibility and Restitution 2 Responsibility and Restitution 3 Sections from The Tower of Babble World Without End I Survived The Apocalypse

Because These Two Prophets

I had said repeatedly that God was doing an infinite number of things simultaneously and I had indicated something of the two witnesses, believing myself to be at least one, and in the cy pres document had said that I was enacting symbolically the prophecies in revelation for the reasons implied in that legal notion, yet as I died and was resurrected it was in unknowing, for the Lord God knew that if I knew what was taking place my death would either not happen or would not be real, but it had to be, and really a few days ago I was dead, dead spiritually, an apostate, having become a Buddhist, and dead in my sins, having sex with goddesses, idolatrous, insane, full of lust, altogether spiritually dead, and did this in full view, publishing my conversion and a week later telling of my enslavement to the goddesses (demons) who really did sacrifice me according to the Chod rite, but from which on Sunday morning I, by using my reason, and in my ability as a critic and reader of texts, examined the name of the writer of the Chod whom the demon hid behind, and the plan was revealed to me, for it to bind to me and stop me, and I cast it off immediately, as the Spirit of Life entered into me, and within a couple of hours I confessed and repented of my evil publically, as I had apostatized and sinned publically, and I wept Sunday Monday and Tuesday, terrified at what had happened, but not understanding fully until Tuesday morning that I had lived out really the death and resurrection of the two witnesses, in Sodom and Egypt, and now the earthquake befell, for the Cardinal was accused and eliminated himself from the conclave, and the Church is shaking, and Benedict has the report but has sealed it, and I believe God has shown me whom the next pope will be, but I cannot tell, and I believe the second woe is past or passing and the time for the Seventh trumpet is come and it is Judgment Day for Rome. February 26, 2013

Peter The Roman

The Lord let me know the cardinal who will be the next pope was born in 1952. There is only one such man, Peter Erdo, archbishop of Budapest, Hungary. According to Italian media, he is the front-runner among the Europeans, and is the President of the conference of European bishops. Named Peter, and being of the Roma people, he is naturally Peter the Roman, of the prophecy of Malachy.

On The Other Hand

In Divine Mercy in My Soul the Polish Saint has a vision of how the Church may be saved. The ship of Peter must sail between two columns marked S and M. Many have speculated who or what these are. I have thought about it for 20 years. A few minutes ago, while downloading some Derrida books, I guess I thought like he would, at least for a moment. In the Roman alphabet what falls between the letters M and S? That would be NOPQR, which, according to my poem Meaning and Experience, could be read as No Peter the Roman if Q, in other words, therefore, if Q then not PR. A better question might be who or what is Q? There is The Queen, Mary, perhaps, or something to do with the seventeenth letter or number. But many other words come to mind, and it is a ubiquitous Latin letter. I think Q interrupts Peter the Roman. But if it is PORN Q, what then is meant but something to do with the sex abuse crisis? We all know it is a Q-uestion of PORN-eia, as in Matthew, that is destroying the Church, after all. Perhaps the marriage is to be dissolved on that basis. Who will take the Bride, then? I have already indicated it in Anti-Reading. But then is the Church both Bride and Body at the same time? Where the body is, there the vultures will gather.

Cappuccino

On the eve of the papal conclave that will meet to choose the successor to Benedict XVI, I thought again about the prophecy of Faustina Kowalska in Divine Mercy in My Soul. In her diary she records a vision concerning the future of the Church. The bark of Peter, a ship, must sail between two pillars marked S and M in order to safely reach port. I think these letters M and S have to do with the name of the Cardinal who will be chosen as the next Pope. Looking at the list of all of them, only one name is obvious, and that is the archbishop of Boston, Sean Patrick OMalley, a Franciscan Capuchin. His initials are SPOM. S at the beginning, M at the end. He is 68 years old, which is young enough. And as a Franciscan he fits with the medieval prophecy of John of Rupecissa, written in 1356, primarly in his Sexdequiloquism. In that document John says a future pope, whom he calls the reparator, or the angel pope, will bring about a restoration in the Church, beginning a new era, and that the leadership of the Church will be taken away from wicked prelates, and be assumed by holy men from the Franciscan order. He refers to the visions of Robert of Uzes, a Dominican, who said he saw the future pope in the habit of a friar minor. In the sex-q (a reference that will make sense to you if you read the last post I made four days ago), John says he will be an evangelical man revealed by an angel. I am referring to the article online by Katelyn Mesler from March 2009. There she says John marshalls scripture for his argument, referring to the transfer of the keys in Isaiah 2,22 and Revelation 3,7-8, and to Ezekiel 34 on the removal of bad

leaders, as well as Psalm 15 which John says refers prophetically to the Franciscans. He says the pope to be will be an anti-type of King David, using typological theology. As to Sean Patrick OMalley, certainly he is a Franciscan , as predicted, and his initials fit with Faustinas vision. What else is there about his name? Aside from the S and M there are the P and O, and these letters fall between M and S in the alphabet. The other letters between them are N and Q and R. Which are three letters in the word Quran, for example, or in the word requisition, or in the word questionnaire. All of the bishops-tobe fill one out, in order to prove that they will toe the Catholic line, before they are ordained to the episcopacy. Any of these three things could figure in a papacy for OMalley. What else? Taking the initials out of his name, what letters are left? Ean-a-trick-alley. Ean can mean ean, of or belonging to, characteristic of, resembling. In some respect, Sean Patrick OMalley resembles a trick alley. And reversing the order of his initials yields MOPS. It may be that he is going to mop-up the mess in the Church, the curial corruption and the sexual abuse of minors and those who covered it up.

Solomons Testament

(Beginning) as Thich Nhat Hahn said, consciousness leaves the impression of being a mass noun, and I found myself structurally open to a field of possibilities, not only because of the doctrine of cy pres, having witnessed, perhaps as two, and having been both Elijah and Enoch, in some respect, to the fact of having conversed with Metron, and having been absolved, whether by Metatron, whose book I had in hand, or by another father, Merton returned in guise, the priest had ordered me to find a publisher, and he insisted, and released me from any necessary livelihood, and said he knew of some, friends he had, called he them actors, who were not suited for work, and my impression of him as he said this was that he was looking at one or more, angelic beings, in the small room with us, and the same week I beheld a vision in the sky, of many being saved, as the light from on high broke upon me, too, and about that time He spoke to me again, without intermediary, on love and confirmation, as I wrote, and so looking back at my apocalypse, or my part of what all endured, though most unknowing, I am sometimes tried and old, lined, covered over, though lucked out, still being here, and to have caught up to the bound my mind encompassed after its shattering, and thus gone, beyond even that, to have sat in Solomons seat, and done the thing he did, to have built the temple, as he, and to have made his same mistake in sex and religion, yet the church being Israel in reverse, a Davidic king may come

(Ending) good enough is good enough