Gorgeous Geek Chapter XLVIII: Sympathy and Empathy

Chapter XLVIII: Sympathy and Empathy

Waking up to a loud scream, Tiffany sat up, blinking away the last of the sleep dust. She groaned and got off her bed. Then, she went straight to the window and stared outside. Like she expected, the scream came from her neighbors, the Song family. She hadn't heard that scream in a while but at the memory of it, Tiffany laughed softly to herself. With that, she changed for school. Over at the Song household, Jin panted and dropped his head, shaking slightly. Jezebelle sat up, wiping her eyes and fixing her bundle of light brown hair on top of her shoulders. Even though Jin was scared at the sight of waking up next to her, Jezebelle was at ease about it. Before he could say anything to her after his scream, his mother and father already rushed in, only to catch her sitting on his bed in her sleeping clothes. Jin! Jin dropped his head. Oh no... With his parents on one side of the table and Jin and Jezebelle on the other, they began to talk about what happened. To his parents, they heard him scream and thought something happened to him. They assumed he must have broke a game controller and freaked out again. However, they went in to find Jezebelle in her black nightgown sitting on his bed with him still laying down. Of course, only thing came to mind so they had to ask. I'm not sure what happened either, said Jin honestly. When I woke up, I found Fi sleeping on top of my arm... I'll tell what's up, said Jezebelle in interruption, wrapping her arms in front of her chest and tossing Jin's parents a wary look. Once we had the house by ourselves, he snuck in alcohol, got drunk, and forced himself upon me. Jin's eyes widened. Er... Fi... Much to his surprise, his mother said immediately, Jin's face is too young and heart is too weak to get into underage drinking. Jin doesn't have the guts or the brains to buy alcohol either, added his father. I can't tell if I should be happy or not, said Jin, groaning at his parents. Did you do it or not? asked Jin's father in a stern voice. Jin shook his head. I didn't drink or did anything to Fi... I just washed the bathrooms, played video games all night, talked to my friend over the phone for a while, and went to sleep. His parents both looked relief now. Jezebelle sighed. With that explanation, it was too convincing. That was exactly what Jin did and would do. It was nothing from the usual and it was something that was very like him. She lost this round for sure.

Be more careful next time, said his father, getting up and leaving the house early. His mother nodded in agreement before she went to the kitchen to cook something for lunch. As for Jezebelle, she was disappointed at what happened. She was hoping for some early morning drama and got none. She should have known to use a less extreme excuse to get Jin into trouble, but she always wanted to call Jin out on drinking. They trust him way too much, said Jezebelle suspiciously. No doubt at all. Isn't that how it is with most families? asked Jin curiously. We all live together so we must trust each other. That's how families function. Jezebelle laughed under her breath. Right... So, said Jin as they head up the stairs to get ready for school. Why did you sneak into my bed, Fi? Jin's eyes lit up as he grabbed her hands. Can it be that you had a nightmare and seek my help? No, said Jezebelle immediately. You reacted too quickly, said Jin, dropping his head. You washed Jezebelle junior last night remember? asked Jezebelle, pouting. Jin thought about it and remembered instantly. He accidentally stained her teddy bear so he washed it and left it out to dry. I couldn't sleep without it. I see. You should have warned me ahead of time though. That's fucking pointless, said Jezebelle, rolling her eyes. Knowing you, you would have drove out in the middle of the night to buy me a new temporary teddy bear to hug. Hearing this, Jin was about to protest when he realized she was right. He would have done exactly that. However, despite it being a good solution, Jezebelle didn't want that. She wanted to actually be with him. Now, he was staring at her with loving eyes. Fi, said Jin, happy. I'm so touched! Contrary to your beliefs, said Jezebelle, opening the door to her room. I didn't do it because I like you. I did it because one, I couldn't sleep at all and I need my beauty sleep. Jezebelle giggled and tugged at her hair. And two, I am still on a mission to prove to the world that you are asexual. Have you been talking to Bo lately? asked Jin, remembering that joke too well. At least he's not asexual, said Jezebelle, walking in and closing the door behind her. Before Jin went to his room to change, she opened the door and stared at him. Remember. White suit. Black shirt. Silver tie. I remember, said Jin, blinking. Good, said Jezebelle, banging the door close. He could hear her saying stuff like, I can now wear that new silver hat! While Jin wore his clothes in his room, he thought about how nice it was that Jezebelle could rely on him, even if it were for her own agenda. He actually liked the feeling of her sleeping next to him but of course, he shouldn't say this out loud since his parents would be unhappy. He should keep these

feelings and thoughts to himself. Actually, now that he thought about it, he was unhappy at his own thoughts because it meant that he might have done something to her if his parents weren't around for a couple of days. This made Jin uncomfortable so he just sat there for a while. Jezebelle popped her head in his room eventually with a silver baggy hat on her head and said, I'm already done straightening my hair, plucking my eyebrows, and adding sunscreen and make-up and you're still not done yet? Oh, said Jin, getting up quickly. Sorry. You're slower than a snail. No, a slug! Jin dropped his head. I got off track again. By what? asked Jezebelle, wrapping her arms in front of her chest and tapping her feet impatiently. By... said Jin, thinking about waking up to Jezebelle in the morning again. Actually, she didn't have her front to him this morning. Your back. My back? Jin shook his head, It looks sad. Making fun of my sexy back, said Jezebelle, rolling her eyes. You can think about that in class! I want to get to school and talk to Wendy already! I don't have time for you and your corny stories. Right, said Jin in agreement. After Jin packed up his belongings, they went down the stairs and out of the house after Jin said good bye to his parents. Once they were out of the house though, Jezebelle stopped in her tracks and stayed behind on the steps. Jin made it to the car, only to notice that Jezebelle was not with him so he ran back and asked why. Now that your parents are not here, said Jezebelle, smirking. Really? Nothing? Nothing? You felt nothing at all this morning? asked Jezebelle in a daring voice. Jin blinked and realized what she was talking about. I don't know how I should answer that... Loser, said Jezebelle coldly. You really are less than a man. So not doing perverted things is being less than a man now? asked Jin, feeling more down than before. I don't know how I should take that. I've always thought that a girlfriend is someone you're supposed to love and care about... like your parents or siblings... not someone you can take for granted. Tell me then, wise guy, said Jezebelle, going up to him. What is your belief in how a true boyfriend should treat his girlfriend? Make her smile every day, said Jin automatically. Jezebelle yawned. Lame. Why? asked Jin, tugging onto her arm. Personally, he thought it was a great answer to her question. Why is that lame? Duh, said Jezebelle, forcing him off her. You'll say that to everyone. What's the point then? How is that special only to me? I guess being your girlfriend gets no benefits... That's not true, said Jin under his breath. I only told one other girl

that before. Jezebelle's eyes lit up and leaned toward him. Who? You're cheating on me then? Unlike most girls, Jezebelle sounded too happy to hear this. She was twirling now. Does this mean I'm free from you forever and ever? I told Rin-chan the same thing in elementary school, said Jin softly, thinking back on it. Some boy in the class she likes did something horrible to her so I went to her house and told her that I would make her smile every day... Jin frowned to himself. But I failed to do that many times. I don't want to fail again with you too, Fi. Jezebelle went pass him. I don't have time for your sob stories. School time. Following her obediently, Jin thought to himself, How are you now Rinchan? Is your boyfriend keeping you happy? *************************************************** I'll be glad to help. I'll take care of it. Don't worry about it. Everything will be fine as long as I'm here. Unfortunately for Rin, none of these words were directed at her. One of those cheerleaders was having car troubles on the east sidewalk to Wilson High School. This also meant that it was time for Kristian to come to the rescue. Why was she still waiting for him? She had no idea. It was too rude to just leave while he was fixing her car. Done, said Kristian proudly. Start the engine. It should work now. The blonde cheerleader poked her head out from inside the car, Oh okay! Like Kristian said, the car was working now. Finally, after ten minutes of waiting, Kristian and Rin could leave for Jazz Band practice. Wait. Never mind. The cheerleader was now chatting on with Kristian about nonsense. Kristian conversed on with her without minding the time one bit. Losing patience, Rin kicked Kristian in the back of his leg. That's the signal, said Kristian with a suppressed groan. I better go now. Rin was determined not to be late for Jazz Band practice again. What would Mr. Chan think of her? What would Edwin and the other members think of them? She had a reputation to maintain and she wasn't going to let Kristian ruin it by doing random good deeds to every girl he saw. Actually, she had been very patient this morning. Earlier, he picked up a trail of dollar bills to hand it back to this one soccer girl. Then, afterwards, he stopped another girl from crossing the street immediately on the changing light because a car sped through a red light. Third, he offered to help a punk girl carry some books to the coffeehouse. Last but not least, the cheerleader's car. If they didn't leave for Jazz Band earlier than usual, they would be late by now. What are you trying to do? asked Rin under her breath, glaring ahead of her. They were in the storage room now. Create an even larger harem for yourself? That'll be nice, said Kristian mindlessly.

Rin scowled. No it isn't! Isn't it every boy's dream to have a harem for himself? asked Kristian, smirking to himself and leaning against the nearest wall. A bunch of girls dotting over you at the same time and place. I envy those Chinese emperors of the past. Envy them all you like, said Rin, whirling on her heels. I don't care anymore. Kristian lifted a brow at Rin leaving the storage room. What's up with her? For the entire Jazz Band practice, even during break, Rin didn't talk to Kristian at all. Actually, the scowl on her face was pretty noticeable by everyone in Jazz Band. Of course, the bassists pointed this out to Edwin, who did nothing but ignore them. It was none of his business what was going on with Rin and Kristian anyway since he definitely did not have any feelings for her in the first place. I'm off then, said Rin, waving at Mr. Chan before she left the band room in a hurry. Rin Hamada stored her stuff quickly today, said Mr. Chan, glancing at Kristian who was being slower than usual. Did you two fight about something? I wouldn't call it a fight or else I would have won, said Kristian coldly. Edwin was passing by when he heard this and said, Who are you trying to kid? Everyone in the room can tell you two are fighting again. No, it's her being cold again and she'll get over it eventually, said Kristian, closing his music folder. He had a pained look on his face. She has to face the truth sometime. The truth? asked Mr. Chan curiously. Her skewed idealization of boys don't hold up in high school. Edwin narrowed his eyes after Kristian. Why are you being like this? It's really none of your business, Edwin, said Kristian, going in the storage room quickly and coming out. Let's just say that I'm trying to function under two hours of sleep and my back hurts like shit and I don't want to take no crap from my girlfriend either. Mr. Chan frowned after Kristian left the room and said to Edwin, Rin Hamada has been sleepy lately too... Should I care or something? asked Edwin, annoyed. Provoke her like you always do, Edwin, said Mr. Chan calmly. She might get some rest then. Edwin sighed. That's easy for you to say. Like always, whenever Rin was not with Kristian, she went straight to her first period class. She had been doing this a lot lately. Frustrated with herself and with Kristian, she sat there, trying hard to read her Spanish book. The only person in the classroom other than herself was Jordan, who was looking over his Calculus book. She glared at him for a bit before he finally noticed. What did I do? asked Jordan, scared of her. Rin lowered her eyes. Why are you always here so early?

My girlfriend happens to like waking me up early in the morning and force me to go to school early to edit stuff for her before school starts, said Jordan, yawning loudly. I'm still not used to this... The yawn was contagious because Rin started yawning too. I see... What's wrong with you? asked Jordan, keeping his eyes on his book instead. Like I'm going to spill my guts and tell you everything, said Rin sarcastically. I was being polite, said Jordan, annoyed. Usually when I ask that, the other person says 'nothing' or 'I'm fine' and move on. You didn't have to sound so menacing. Rin bit her lip. Do all boys want a harem of women for themselves? Surprised, Jordan looked up. That was random. Just answer, you brainless person! Well, Nerd, you're the smart one here. Figure it out yourself. You don't need an answer from this brainless person do you? Wrapping her arms in front of her chest, Rin said, I know Jin's sensitive spot- A harem would be nice, said Jordan immediately afterwards with a thoughtful look on his face. It's a nice fantasy at least. Fantasy? asked Rin curiously. Jordan nodded. You know... fantasy. Do I have to explain it? Please don't. Not from you. Why are you asking about this anyways? asked Jordan, ignoring her unpleasant voice and folding his hands on top of his book. Kristian is back to being a pervert again, said Rin through gritted teeth. You mean being more like himself? Rin picked up her eyes immediately. What do you mean by that? Boys in general act nice and gallant so they can get something in return, said Jordan, amused at the surprised look on Rin's face. It's not really acting I guess. It's more like being less of yourself in order for someone else to like you more. Everyone does it. I don't, said Rin immediately. You do it to your teachers don't you? asked Jordan, sitting back in his seat. No, I don't, said Rin defensively. I do my homework and study a lot for myself. I don't mean that, said Jordan in interruption. Why is it that you raise your hand before you answer a question in class? Why is it that you always talk in a nicer and more polite tone around your teacher than say, someone like me? It's called respect, said Rin, not amused. It's called playing a role in society, said Jordan, gazing intently at her. You play roles that are not yourself to get along with everyone else. What does this have to do with Kristian and I?

Jordan shrugged. Have you ever thought that he's trying too hard to be something he's not just because it's you? Think about it this way. If you're not his girlfriend, would he treat you the same way? Of course not. You sound like you're lecturing me on relationships, said Rin, angry. I'm not, said Jordan insistently. I just hate it when a girl tries to change a guy and when he's more honest with himself, she gets angry. What's wrong about that? asked Rin, standing up now. Jordan hit it right on the spot so it hurt her somewhat. If they have flaws, they should change them! And people who care for their friends should be more upfront about it! That's how it should be! It's not that boys are incapable of change, said Jordan, staying calm. It's that they don't want to be forced to change by anyone. It's never going to work that way. How do you change them then? asked Rin in a demanding voice. There must be a way. I've seen it done before... with my parents and with my cousins. What do you want to change about Kristian? asked Jordan, interested. Rin tried to act apathetic. Nothing much... Jordan lifted a brow and Rin flushed. Okay. Maybe him not wanting a harem anymore. What a stupid fantasy. For you maybe, said Jordan, shaking his head. So, said Rin, leaning her stomach against the desk. How do you change him? I can't tell you that, said Jordan, shocked. I'll be betraying all mankind. Talking to you was useless after all, said Rin, pouting and sitting back down. People were starting to enter class now. Something else bothered her though. How the heck do you know all those things anyway? Did you read it online somewhere? I've been taking many types of psychology classes at community college over the summer, said Jordan softly. Why would you do that? I have a teacher for a sister okay? And psychology is fascinating... Rin was still bothered by this. Then, why don't you use this psychology you learn then? You can get very far with it. It's because I don't matter, said Jordan under his breath. You don't matter? asked Rin, stunned. Jordan shook his head. Never mind. I didn't say anything. Since you told me some things, said Rin, reluctantly watching a couple of students entered the classroom. Jin's sensitive spot is his neck, above his back. Jordan was surprised she told him. And I'm not tricking you this time I swear, since I want you to pursue your feelings for him already. I told you for the last time, said Jordan, groaning. It's not like that. Then how do you explain the heart pounding thing? Jordan frowned. I'll research it. I'll read more psychology books. It must be in there somewhere... this unique reaction...

Rin giggled to herself now. You think you're the expert when it comes to people... and yet, even someone like me can tell what it is this time. Shut up, said Jordan, lowering his eyes when Jin walked in with Jezebelle. You don't understand how frustrating this is. Denial. I said shut up. Right when the bell rang, Kristian went in and sat down next to Rin without a greeting. Jordan hastily pretended to nap like always. Cash was busy chatting with girls like always. Even though Rin told herself not to act cold toward Kristian anymore, she couldn't help it. She was angry at him. He spent all morning helping random girls and then saying something like he wanted a harem. How was she supposed to react to it? Hey, Rin-chan, said Kristian softly after Mr. Sanchez took roll. Rin pretended not to hear him but Kristian went on anyway, I'm not going to take back what I said this morning but I would like to explain what I mean exactly since you got the wrong idea. I don't want to talk to you, said Rin mercilessly, turning her head away from him. And I'm not wrong either. Fine, said Kristian stubbornly. Have it your way. With his head against the table, Jordan heard the whole thing and couldn't believe what he heard. However, he didn't say anything and kept his thoughts to himself until the end of class. Jordan got up a few seconds after the bell rang just in time to catch a glimpse of Rin leaving the room in a hurry with an upset, cold face. Stunned at her face, Jordan stood there, not knowing what to do next. Hey Jordan, said Jin, coming up from behind him. However, Jordan didn't respond so Jin frowned and asked, Are you okay? Jordan blinked. I don't know. Did something happen? asked Jin worriedly now. Is this what they call empathy? asked Jordan to himself more than at Jin. Frowning, Jordan thought about it some more before he shook his head. No, it can't be. I can't empathize with something that I haven't gone through. Can it be sympathy then? Who are you sympathizing with? asked Jin as the two left the classroom together. Jordan turned to him. Isn't it strange that sometimes you say things you don't mean? Jordan lowered his eyes sadly. And realize right afterwards that you shouldn't have said such things and wish you can take it back. Funny, said Jin, scratching his head. I know someone who does that all the time. Oh... said Jordan lamely. It's Rin-chan, said Jin, laughing softly to himself. Jordan picked his head up. I've known her since forever so I know her very well. She always says mean things to people and then regrets it afterwards. That's why she had a hard time making friends. She can't be honest with her feelings at all. Is she like this with everybody? asked Jordan curiously.

Jin shook his head. No, not with everybody. Oh? There are exceptions. As far as I can remember, said Jin, continuing to scratch his head. Rin-chan has been very honest with me. She tells me everything from her deepest thoughts to her strongest feelings. But with almost everyone else, she's bad at expressing herself. Why you I wonder? asked Jordan, fascinated with this subject. I can only assume it's because we grew up together, said Jin with a firm nod. We went through everything together. Jin had a timid smile on her face. I remember the first time she cut her hair... in sixth grade. She stopped leaving her hair long from then on. I was disappointed of course. Jordan smiled at Jin. I can't see her with long hair. To be honest, I can't either. What else? asked Jordan, interested. Let's see, said Jin, humming the Mario theme song to help spark his memory. I remember the outbreak of acne for both of us. Jordan laughed. I remember that so well because mine lasted for about a couple of months and hers lasted for years. She was so mad at me. I hated acne, said Jordan admittedly. I didn't want to go to school! Jin laughed and went on, I remember when my voice cracked... she would make fun of me. I hated that so much. Jordan laughed and agreed hastily. And of course, she changed as well. She got this sudden growth spurt before me but that didn't last very long. Of course not, said Jordan, knowing how short Rin was. Suddenly, Jin's face fell. I remembered when she got into a higher math class than I. I felt so lonely. I wanted to ditch class to see Rin-chan... Jin ditching? asked Jordan with a smile. I can't see it. I never actually ditched, said Jin hastily, slightly embarrassed. But I had thoughts of it at that time. Jordan shrugged. Everyone does. Everyone cheats at one time too. God, said Jin suddenly. I still remember her first time. Her first time? asked Jordan, even though he knew perfectly well what Jin was talking about. Jin nodded. She went up to me in tears one day and started crying about how she didn't want to get boobs... Jordan burst out laughing. Seriously? Rin-chan said boobs get in the way of everything, said Jin, sighing. That sounds like her, said Jordan in agreement. Jin blinked and gawked at Jordan. Why did I rant on about Rin-chan? Sorry Jordan. No, no, it was interesting. I wonder how she's doing with Kristian though, said Jin, stopping in front of their Physics class. Jordan had a guilty look on his face since he knew. I hope she's happy away from me and with him. What if she's not? asked Jordan suddenly, trying hard not to say anything.

Jin's eyes widened. Then... I mean, said Jordan, flushing. Will it affect her tutoring skills do you know? Probably, said Jin, frowning. Whenever Rin-chan is sad, she becomes really emotional and loses track of everything. Like me, said Jordan under his breath. Why? asked Jin hurriedly with a concerned look on his face. Does she look unhappy in Spanish class today? Did something happen between her and Kristian? Sort of... Please tell me, Jordan. At Jin's gaze, Jordan flushed and glanced away, I'll tell you about it in class. Okay... said Jin, feeling a horrible feeling in his stomach. Rinchan... **************************************** Hey Wendy, you want to go over to my house or yours after school? Wendy pretended to think. How about both? Both? You to yours and me to mine, said Wendy, pushing the infatuated sophomore away. I'm not interested. Thanks. Bye. Kibuum! cried Xuan Lan with wide eyes. Juliet gaped. So... aggressive... I swear, said Wendy, curling her right hand into a fist and pounding it in the palm of her other hand. Once I find out whoever spread the word that I turn down Cash yesterday, I'll give him or her a beating! On the bench, Jezebelle was busy checking her nails this entire time but at the mention of that, she elevated her eyes innocently before she returned her attention to her nails. Sighing, Wendy collapsed in between Jezebelle and Xuan Lan. Grumpy, Wendy twisted her spiky bracelet several times. So, did you really turn down Cash? asked Jezebelle in an uninterested tone. Oh man, said Wendy, growling. I don't want to talk about that! Xuan Lan was rocking her legs up and down. Are you and Cash going out then, Willis? Xuan Lan beamed. How romantic. Two cool basketball players. We're not, said Wendy, gaping at Xuan Lan. But you haven't really rejected him either, said Jezebelle, pointing out. Wendy sighed. Yeah... it's complicated. What are you waiting for? asked Jezebelle, leaning toward Wendy. Are you waiting for Jordan Greene to break up with Roselle and try again for a round two? Glaring, Wendy smacked Jezebelle on the shoulder. Bitch, don't joke about that! So Willis still likes Jordan? asked Xuan Lan, shocked. No duh, said Jezebelle, rolling her eyes.

I didn't know that... said Juliet with a blank look on her face. Shut the fuck up, all of you, said Wendy, frustrated. She had a down look on her face. I don't know what to do. I want to be with someone I like but at the same time, I know how much of a pain that is. Juliet and Xuan Lan nodded in unison. Jezebelle didn't seem to care. Is it better for me to go out with someone who likes me instead? That's always the question isn't it? asked Jezebelle, crossing her legs. Should you be with someone who loves you or someone you love? Sounds like a love triangle, said Xuan Lan happily. Except in this case, said Jezebelle, giggling evilly to herself. Both the guy who loves her and the guy she loves are in relationships with other girls. Shut up, bitch, said Wendy, cracking her knuckles threateningly. A scandal then, said Xuan Lan, gasping and hugging her stuffed animal to her. Wendy groaned. Spring, you are really into this today aren't you... I ate a bag of gummy bears this morning, said Xuan Lan proudly. All the other girls had their own reaction to Xuan Lan saying this. Juliet tilted her head to the side, not understanding. Jezebelle started giggling and playing with her hair. Wendy groaned loudly and smacked her forehead with her hand. However, once Xuan Lan went back to humming the National Anthem, Jezebelle moved in to Wendy. How about this? said Jezebelle in a low voice above Wendy's ear. Pick in a way that'll benefit the group in the long run. Is this one of your schemes again? asked Wendy, not amused. I'm not helping. Suit yourself, said Jezebelle, standing up and placing her hands on her hips. Once I'm on top, it's no thanks to you. I won't even give you any recognition whatsoever. I wonder how that works with your plans to get back at Jordan... Wendy stood up and pulled Jezebelle to her by a handful of her shirt. How dare you leave me out! My father once said, said Jezebelle fearlessly, gazing into Wendy's eyes. Only those who work get paid. It's common sense, come on. You conniving bitch, said Wendy under her breath in a joking manner. I dare you to repeat that, said Jezebelle sternly. Where's Onii-chan, Jesse? asked Xuan Lan, stopping the two girls from fighting. Shrugging apathetically, Jezebelle left the area without a glance back at her group. Xuan Lan wondered out loud whether Jezebelle was hungry for candy or something. Juliet simply smiled it off before she checked her gloves. As for Wendy, she was frowning after Jezebelle. There was something unusual about their leader. I should just steal Jin Song for myself at this rate, said Wendy, halfjoking. **************************************** While the other girls of the Button Cuties were chatting among each

other, Rin sat separately from them during nutrition. She didn't want to see or talk to Kristian right now. Actually, she didn't want to see most of the boys she usually talk to right now. She felt bad bothering Vance about this after he warned her that acting like this. Bo was nearby but he was terrible at listening to her. Then, there were others like Faith and Adrian who were pretty good friends with her but she didn't think it was right to burden them with her problems. For the first time in the past two years, she thought of Jordan as an option. However, that was out of the question after what she talked about with him this morning. There was really only one person who could help her right now and she couldn't talk to him. Look! It's Jin! Hearing Jin's name, Rin picked her head up from her knee and noticed her best friend muttering excuses for being here, only to get tackled by all the boys from the Korean Posse. Even though Rin was in a bad, she managed to allow a laugh at the sight of this. Jin was really loved. Jin, said David, dragging the younger boy by the neck. Look at how popular you are now! Did I mention that you're my favorite male underclassman of all time? said Eugene, chuckling and punching the boy in a friendly manner. You have lots of supporters here, Jin, said Grim, adjusting his glasses. Sidney was ruffling Jin's hair with a grin on his face. Of course! It's Jin! Let's go out some time again and eat Pho together! You wound me Jin, said Bo, grinning at Jin. You should have said, 'Where's my Bo? I'm only here to see him'. Jin laughed and tried to free himself from the boys. You guys are too much. It's nice to know that Jin is still the same as ever, said David, praising the younger boy. Despite the popularity and everything. I know right? asked Eugene, tossing Jin a proud look. He cares so much that he came to see us once in a while. Even messiahs have free time I see, said Grim, chuckling to himself. I love you Jin, said Sidney, giving Jin a thumbs up. You're awesome as yourself. Finally, Bo got to Jin and placed his hand on Jin's shoulder. You guys shouldn't underestimate the great Jin. He'll never ever betray his true self no matter what, even if he's bribed with all the video games in the world. I still want to kick you Bo, said Jin with a smile. Some things never change, said Bo, winking. At last, Jin managed to come up with some excuse to break away from the crowded boys. He searched the area until his eyes landed on Rin sitting on the baseball home plate by herself. Worried about her, Jin went over to her and sat next to her. Rin tried not to meet his eyes for a few seconds. Another fight? asked Jin softly, dropping his backpack on the ground. We didn't even fight that much, said Rin admittedly, hiding her head against her knees and shaking. He's just so stupid, Jin. I see...

Did Jordan tell you? asked Rin, picking up her teary eyes. Jin nodded. He did. He was concerned for your well-being too. Yeah right... No, really, said Jin insistently. He told me how you've been tutoring him for two days now... and that he wants you to continue tutoring him today too. We have a test on Friday after all. Rin laughed weakly to herself. Jordan Greene... trying hard on a test... I know it's hard to see, said Jin quickly. But he means it. I know, said Rin, nodding. I know very well. This is the first time we talked in a long time, said Jin, scratching the back of his head. Actually, it hasn't been that long but it feels like forever. It's because for the past ten years or less, said Rin in a low voice, hugging her knees tightly. We've always been together. Even over summer breaks, we would try to sign up for the same activities to see each other. Sometimes, we wouldn't see each other in person for weeks but we communicate over the Internet every day. Exactly, said Jin, nodding. I never would have imagined for the life of me that our junior year... we would be like this... Rin lowered her eyes and felt the tears. I know... I assumed that it'll be the same as the previous two years... us eating together with Bo in that classroom... and talking about either school or our own interests... Video games, said Jin automatically. Food, added Rin. Homework. Music. Families... Rin smiled softly. Classmates and teachers... Stretching behind him, Jin laid on the grass and looked up, I thought those days would never end. I thought we would together... always. Jin laughed sadly. But look at us now. You're here. Bo's there. I'm over in the quad. I'm with Kristian and you're with Fi-Fi, said Rin, sighing. And Bo's most likely with Joyce again... Rin nodded. Yes, I know. You know what's funny? asked Jin, picking up his head slightly. Rin shook her head. I always thought we'll be together until we graduate high school. Then, you'll go to a different state to study medicine. I'll be here, doing what I do best. However, we'll talk online every day like those summer breaks. That's what I assumed too. Once we're married, we'll be separated but, said Jin, sighing. That sounds like a long way from now. Even then, said Rin quickly. We'll still talk sometimes. Er... yeah... Honestly, said Rin, rubbing her shoes against the grass. I didn't think Jin would be the type to get a girlfriend, nevertheless a wife. I was counting on

Jin always being with me... forever and ever. Really? asked Jin, laughing. I had the same thoughts as well! What? Jin scratched his head. I mean, Rin-chan's so hot-tempered and impulsive and cynical... surely no boy would want to date or marry her so I'm safe for a long time. How mean, said Rin, pouting. Actually, said Jin, laying his head down again and staring up at her. I once thought that if no man would agree to marry Rin-chan, I would marry Rinchan. Rin blinked and looked down at him. Really? Yeah, said Jin with a smile. If for anything, I want to prove to my parents that us Koreans can get along with Japanese. That's right, said Rin with a firm nod. But other than that, I wanted to do it because then, we could be together in name forever, said Jin, laughing again. Rin blushed next to him. How silly of me. Life's so complicated, way more complicated than any video game I have ever played. No duh Jin, said Rin, giggling now. I had no idea, said Jin quietly. I had no idea at all how easy it was to be separated... You know what Bo says, said Rin, frowning. If one day anything happens to his father, he'll be forced to drop out of school and work for the rest of his life. Exactly, said Jin in agreement. Things like that happen unexpectedly. Yes... Like how Fi entered my life. Rin nodded. Like how Kristian asked me out. I've always thought that the person I would try to keep a smile on her face every day will be Rin-chan, said Jin, closing his eyes and taking in the air. I never would have thought that I would make Rin-chan cry so much this year instead... Rin shook her head. It's not your fault... It is my fault and nothing's going to change my mind about that. No, Jin, don't say that, said Rin, looking down at him miserably. It's thanks to you that I'm with someone I like now. Really. Thanks to me? asked Jin, uncertain. That day, said Rin, remembering that one memory shared between her and Kristian she could never forget. While I was crying in my room about you, Kristian was the one who was there for me. He held my hand until the end. It was then that I realized that Kristian is the person I want to be with. Even if that's true, said Jin, opening his eyes now. I shouldn't have made you cry. No, really, said Rin, bowing down her head. Thank you. How can I accept this thanks when you're miserable with him right

now?

Rin frowned and shook her head frantically. I'm definitely not miserable! I saw the look on your face when I walked on here to search for you, said Jin accusingly. You were sad and lost. You had no idea what you were going to do next. You know me too well, said Rin, annoyed. What's wrong Rin-chan? You can tell me. Again, Rin shook her head. It's nothing big. He said something and I got mad as usual. I don't want to apologize first. He doesn't want to apologize first. Now, we're just ignoring each other. I see... I'm really horrible at relationships, said Rin honestly. I have no idea what to do or what to say. I just be myself but it doesn't seem to be working so far. What should I do Jin? I'm not sure what you should do but I do know that, said Jin, pausing for a second to think. I know for sure that a person who truly cares for you will be fine with just you being yourself. It might be hard to deal with at times. It might cause lots of fights and sorrow. But a person who likes you for someone other than for you is not... someone who you should be with. Rin tossed Jin a suspicious look. You sound too wise Jin... It's because, said Jin, gulping and sitting up straight. I like Fi for who she is. Everyone around me talk negatively about her all the time but I don't mind because she is true to herself and I admire that about her. It's that part of her that I really like. Smiling now, Rin pushed Jin playfully. You have endurance, Jin. Endurance? To deal with her every day, said Rin, laughing. She's cool to be with once in a while but I can't see myself living with her for long before I completely lose it and hurt her. She'll try to hurt me too. It's tough love I guess? Jin hid his eyes behind his hand and said, What an odd mental image. Quiet you. I'm glad I'm her boyfriend then, not you Rin-chan. Amused, Rin laughed it off before she became serious again. But I can see what you mean. If Kristian can like me for being myself, maybe I should try harder to like him for being who he is. Yeah! said Jin, happy. That's the spirit! But, said Rin, pouting. Him being himself can be quite unnerving sometimes. Jin laughed. I think Kristian's charming for that side you hate so much. I don't get boys for that, said Rin, wrapping her arms in front of her chest. I hate him for being so manly and perverted and yet, boys seem to have a love affair with him for that same aspect. Rin's eyes popped open. That's it! He's meant to be gay all along! Rin-chan, said Jin, groaning. Leave your yaoi fantasies out of this

please... Rin tried to get back on track. I don't mean it seriously. He can't be gay because then, he won't be with me... How cute, Rin-chan, said Jin, grinning at her now. Blushing, Rin added quickly, If you tell him that, I'll kill you. I know that too well. Rin allowed herself to smile sheepishly. In all seriousness, Jin, he's really something. She flushed even more and hid her red face behind her arms. Not only is he intelligent, he has a really nice body. I'm not a girl! cried Jin, outraged. Don't tell me that! Listen, you, said Rin, poking him to shut up. It must be all those years of karate because he has a really toned body for a boy his age. Jin had to try really hard not to laugh at Rin. She was usually like this for real life bishonens too. His hands are really strong as well and the muscles in his neck are really attractive. Rin purred and hugged Jin's arm. His lips are nice as well. Maybe that's why he keeps licking them? This feels so wrong, said Jin, shaking his head. But no matter how cool and manly he is, said Rin suddenly in her serious tone again. I'll always top him. I own him, Jin, and he knows it on the inside. He's just in denial about it to me and his friends. Really, said Jin, lifting a brow. Yes, definitely, said Rin, beaming. If you say so, said Jin, shaking his head with a smile on his face. Inwardly, he was almost certain that Kristian was more in control of the relationship. At least, it seemed like it from the last he saw the two together. For one thing, Kristian was more experienced and he had an easier time manipulating girls to his will. Rin was no match for Kristian in Jin's opinion. But Jin thought it was best to leave Rin to her beliefs. It was no use fighting with her over something like that. Still, we keep fighting, said Rin, sighing. I guess I can't stand his cocky attitude. I can't stand it whenever he helps girls in front of me like it's nothing at all. I also really hate it when he doesn't try to chase after me when I'm mad like you or Bo. He just leaves me be for a while. I see, said Jin, thinking. Well... he's a very different person compared to Bo and I so it's not really fair to do that... I guess, said Rin, shrugging. You must understand this, Rin-chan, said Jin, frowning at her. Kristian has a lot of pride, both as a boyfriend and as a man. I can tell from knowing him all these years. Jin rubbed Rin on the head affectionately. You have to remember this and consider his feelings too. How would he feel if his girlfriend picks fights with him all the time? You're good at that, said Rin, pouting. I'm not. You're in a relationship now, Rin-chan, said Jin, standing up. It's give and take. Jin, you should follow your own advice. Huh?

Rin shook her head at him. You only give. You never take. That's not true... said Jin, trying to think of a way to prove Rin wrong. I think... Since you're here for me, I'll give you a piece of advice Jin, said Rin, standing up straight as well. You should try disobeying Fi-Fi for once. Watch her reaction. You'll be surprised at the results. Jin scratched his head. Er... okay... After talking to you, said Rin, smiling brightly. I feel like I can face Kristian now. That's good! Yes, I know, said Rin, wrapping her arms behind her back. I'll try to be more understanding next time. That's good to hear as well. Rin lowered herself and peered up at Jin. I also didn't mean it when I said that we're no longer friends, Jin. We'll always be best friends no matter what. I'm relieved then, said Jin, releasing a heavy sigh. JinRinBo will always be a part of me. Same here. Me three. Jin and Rin turned to find Bo grinning at them. Of course, Rin complained about how Bo should not eavesdrop on their conversation. Jin simply laughed. Without warning, Bo wrapped his arms around his two friends and forced them close to him. I can't get enough of this threesome, said Bo, chuckling. It's not a threesome! cried Rin, angry. Since it's JinRinBo, Hamada-sama should be the happiest of the three of us since she gets to be in the middle! Bo! I'm going to slap you! Laughing at the sight of Bo and Rin together, Jin took a few steps back, I really wish things can go back to the way they were, but that's impossible now. Rin and Bo gawked at Jin. Before I met and talked to Jordan, I've always been content with reaching for low goals... and living a simple life. But I'm no longer happy with that. From now on, I want to reach for high goals so even if I fail, I can be proud of myself for trying. Jin paused and looked up. It's like most video games actually. You feel a higher sense of accomplishment once you complete a hard mode. You don't get that feeling with an easy level. Jin... said Bo, shaking his head. No offense but whenever you try to sound profound with video games, it just doesn't work. Quiet Bo, said Jin, annoyed. I know exactly what you mean though, said Rin suddenly. Bo gaped at her. You agree with his video game speech? No, not that, said Rin with a firm look on her face. I don't understand when students are content with just passing with a C. Don't they feel an sense of achievement at all when they see that A on their report card instead? How can you be content with 90% even when you can aim for 100%?

You two are losing it, said Bo, glancing back and forth at his friends. More than usual, which isn't very hard I admit... Bo! cried Jin and Rin in unison. After the three settled down for a bit, Jin retreated from his two friends. If he stayed with them for too long, he might be tempted to go back to how things used to be. It was so easy to ignore everybody and be ignorant again. However, it wasn't the path for him because it also meant leaving Jordan behind. If there was one person Jin could not leave alone, it was Jordan. For Jordan, Jin was willing to never talk to his two friends again. This was how determined he was to help Jordan. Jin, wait, said Rin, running after him and hugging him from the side. Jin stopped in his footsteps. No matter what happens, you'll always be my number one. Rin-chan... said Jin sadly. You're the most important person in my life, said Rin in a low whisper. Even if I get married one day, that fact will never change. Thanks Rin-chan, said Jin, glancing back at her. And that is why I will do everything to bring you back to us, said Rin under her breath. Jin didn't hear her but he was looking at her anyways. Watch Jin! One day, the two of us will be back in that classroom again. I hope so too, said Jin softly, trying to believe his own words. That's why... said Rin, biting her lip. You should figure out who is your most important person as well. Jin was about to say something but Rin added quickly, Besides your parents of course. Jin tried to smile. I... will then. If you ever feel overwhelmed, said Bo, catching up to the other two now. You can always talk to us Jin... if we feel like talking to someone as popular as you of course. I'll remember that, said Jin with a nod. I guess... this is goodbye? Bye... said Rin in a disappointed voice. Be good and stay out of trouble, said Bo, waving after Jin. The minute Jin was far enough Bo glanced down at Rin. Who do you think is Jin's most important person, Hamada-sama? One, it's Rin-chan, said Rin in correction. Bo chuckled. Two, it's probably Fi-Fi. I see, said Bo, rubbing his chin thoughtfully. It's like a chain then. A chain? asked Rin, lost. Yours is Jin and Jin's is Fi-Fi, said Bo thoughtfully. And mine is you. Rin pinched his arm. Stop joking around, Bo. I love how you never believe me when I tell you these things. That's because I don't believe you very often, said Rin curtly. Ouch, said Bo, feigning sadness. Rin sighed. Bo, no matter what it takes, I will drag Jin back to us. Even if it means befriending Jordan Greene? asked Bo curiously. Without hesitating, Rin nodded. Even that. I can take that. Wow, said Bo, surprised. Hamada-sama grew slightly. Rin tilted her

head, not understanding. In maturity I mean. I cannot possibly talk about height... Bo! shrieked Rin, angry. Stop picking on my height! Bo decided it was best to let this one go for now so he changed the subject, Why is Jin your most important person? Instead of Kristian or someone else? Because even though Kristian was there for me when I was mad at Jin, said Rin honestly, walking with Bo back to the area where they left their backpacks. Jin was there for me with his generous gentleness through the worst part of my life. Which is? When Father left for Japan, said Rin through gritted teeth. Bo frowned. Oh, I see. You haven't seen your father since then, am I correct? Rin nodded weakly and added quickly, I don't want to see him anyways. If I had known you back then, said Bo suddenly, grinning. I would have been there for you as well Hamada-sama... Thanks, said Rin, flushing in embarrassment. That was the first genuine nice comment from you in a long time Bo. ...because then I could hold such a short and soft version of my Queen. Rin sighed. And there it goes. I know you don't want to hear this coming from me but, said Bo in a serious tone now. This caught Rin's attention so she looked up quickly. Have you ever thought about why you hate high school boys as much as you do? Doesn't everyone? asked Rin, lost. They're a bunch of immature morons. No, Hamada-sama, not everyone. Well, said Rin shyly. Vance does... It's because of your relationship with Jin, said Bo suddenly, grinning broadly now. Rin shook her head in disbelief. You've known and been friends with Jin for so long that you subconsciously compare all other boys to him. No... said Rin softly. Definitely not... You can't romanticize other boys to your ideal image of how they should be like, said Bo quietly, picking up her backpack and handing it to her. Or want them to be more like Jin. Not everyone can be Jin, Hamada-sama. The world isn't that perfect of a place. Rin accepted her backpack, almost unwillingly. That can't be so... Jin's not there for you anymore, said Bo right when the bell for the end of nutrient rang. You need to face the realistic world around you from now on if you want to be with Jin again. Why? asked Rin in disbelief. What do you mean? Because that's where Jin went now. Rin blinked. I... And once you're there, I don't think you can come back.

Walking alongside Bo, Rin said softly, Has he really changed that much? Has he really went on to some place where I can't reach him? Bo chuckled. You're too serious about this. You were being serious about it first! I can't do this, said Bo, glancing away with a grin. All I know is that you have to confront Kristian about Jin some time or else, you'll never be content. All I want is for Hamada-sama to be happy with who she's with and who she is as a person. Bo... No worries, said Bo, winking at her. Excuse my pun but even if your white knight in shining armor Jin is not there for you anymore, I'll always stalk you and rescue you when you're in trouble so take a couple of risks now and again, okay Hamada-sama? After Bo left, Rin muttered, Should I be happy hearing that? During third period, Rin kept glancing at Kristian, who avoided eye contact with her. He really was taking her words seriously though. Since she wasn't talking to him, he wasn't talking to her either. He was giving an even colder shoulder than he did all those other times. Even though Rin didn't have the courage to talk to him, she kept hoping he would do something for her to open up. She waited for his opening. By fourth period, she realized that Kristian wasn't going to do that. On the outside, he was laughing and joking around with those around him. However, she knew he was angry at her on the inside so he didn't look or talk to her even once even though they sat next to each other. He wouldn't wait for her like he usually did after the bell rang either. Knowing that she did wrong, she still could not think of a way to make things up with him. Why was it so hard to talk to him about this? Why was the atmosphere so cold between them? I can't let this continue, said Rin, heading to her club. I have to think of something. Why can't I think of a good way to make up with him? Why am I so horrible at this? Rin felt sad. Why can I be more like Jin who always knows what to say? ********************************************** Hey Eunice. The Asian girl with short curly hair blinked at the sight of the beautiful blonde boy in front of her. Jordan Greene! You have fourth period with Kristian right? asked Jordan, crouching down to her now. Eunice was speechless so she simply bobbed her head. Did he look okay to you? He is the same as always... said Eunice, thinking it over. Wait a second... Yes? asked Jordan patiently. He didn't say a single word to Rin Hamada, said Eunice, frowning. Usually, he would only talk to her, ignoring everyone else, but today is the complete opposite. You must be fucking kidding, said Jordan, annoyed. Jordan straightened his back now. They still haven't made up yet? What am I going to

do?

Oh right, said Eunice, understanding now. They're in a fight again. I heard. That girl is so hopeless, said Jordan, muttering to himself before he continued down the hall. And she's our valedictorian? She's nothing like Penny Cinnamon. Eunice had a suspicious look after Jordan when Jennifer skipped over to her friend and handed her a drink. Immediately, Eunice pulled Jennifer to close to her to converse softly among themselves. Jordan Greene was here, said Eunice urgently to Jennifer. What for? asked Jennifer, tilting her head. He was asking about Kristian and Rin Hamada. Jennifer tapped her fingers against her cheek. Why would he care? You don't think... said Eunice, paling at the thought. No way, said Jennifer, giggling. Those two? Don't be silly. I'm overthinking it again, said Eunice, giggling as well. She drank the bottled ice tea Jennifer got her. Though is it wrong of me to want Kristian and Rin Hamada to break up Jen? Jennifer shook her head and smiled. Not at all. After Jordan Greene spent all of lunch making sure that Cash didn't get anywhere near Wendy, he waited in front of his fifth period class for Rin. He talked to Jin before about the Rin and Kristian situation. At the sight of Jin's unhappy face, Jordan felt it was his duty to help them solve this problem if they couldn't do it themselves. Even when Jin wanted to do something about, Jordan believed it was best that Jin didn't interfere especially since he was Rin's best friend so it might end up worse than before with his involvement. Besides, he was going to lose his tutor by this rate. At the sight of shiny black hair, Jordan reached out and dragged Rin with him up the stairs. While other students were hanging out on the first floor, Jordan and Rin panted at the upper floor where only a few students stood in the corner to chat among themselves. This was as safe as Jordan could get for now. Even after Jin went and talked to you during break, said Jordan through gasps of breaths. Still no progress? I'm trying okay? Jordan was not amused. No, you're not. You guys are not even talking to one another. How is that 'trying' at all? Who are you to lecture me? asked Rin, grouchy. Just apologize and explain things to him, said Jordan, leaning toward her. That's the easiest way. I know that! cried Rin, flushing and looking down. I just... can't do that. Why not? Rin bit her bottom lip. I just can't, okay? This news made Jordan slightly irritated for a few seconds before he realized something. However, instead of telling Rin about it, Jordan dragged

her down the stairs. Rin screamed at him about being caught together but Jordan ignored her all the way down. At last, at the bottom of the stairs, he told her to stand up there and watch. For once, Rin obeyed him and watched. For a while, Jordan didn't budge from his spot. He didn't say anything. Rin was curious what he was doing. Eventually, Rin noticed Jin entering the building. Jordan still didn't move or say anything. Actually, Jordan only waved in Jin's direction. Jin hurriedly came over and smiled at Jordan. Again, the blonde boy didn't say anything. A few seconds later, Jin tilted his head to the side and went inside. Much to Rin's surprise, Kristian was the next to enter the same building. Again, Jordan did something and Kristian came over to him. Kristian punched hands with Jordan before he went inside. Now, the halls were almost empty since there was only one or two minutes left before the start of fifth period so Rin climbed down the steps to see Jordan. What did you do? asked Rin curiously. There are other forms of communication besides talking, said Jordan, combing through his blonde hair smoothly. Oh... If you can't say it, use another form of communication, said Jordan, revealing his cell phone to her. On the screen, it said 'Jin, go in first'. With Kristian, I simply winked at him and he caught on. I see... said Rin, feeling awkward that Jordan was the one helping her. Do you know a very secure method of persuading someone to do something you want? asked Jordan with a wide smile. I'm not a salesperson. I wouldn't know! Let's say I'm trying to get you to support Relay for Life, said Jordan, leaning against the nearest wall with a pleasant smile on his face. He was watching the time on his cell phone. What's easier? Getting you to wear a sticker or run a few laps? A sticker of course, said Rin, lifting a brow. Was this supposed to be a trick question? Did you know that once you accept the sticker it's a lot easier to convince you to run a few laps as well? Rin's eyes widened. How do you- Psychology, said Jordan, pointing at the door. The bell's about to ring. Hurriedly, Rin went in and sat down in her seat right when the warning bell rang. As for Jordan, he went in five minutes later. He was marked tardy but he didn't seem to care as he sat down next to Jin and went to sleep. Looking over her shoulder at him, Rin thought to herself. Could she really trust Jordan? Thinking about it, Rin couldn't find a reason not to trust him. They were on the same side to save Jin right? Smiling to herself, Rin thought about Jordan. Maybe they could become friends after all... they had the same cause and they made up for each other's weaknesses. He would make a great ally to bring Jin back to the way he used to be. Yes, I'll trust him, said Rin decisively, grabbing Kristian's hand under

the table. Kristian turned his eyes to her for the first time since their fight. I have a hard time expressing my feelings through words, but maybe if I do something like this, it should work. Maybe my feelings will get through to Kristian. Kristian stared at her in surprise. He couldn't say anything. It was so sudden. To reassure him that she meant it, Rin squeezed his hand. At last, she released it and scribbled something on a piece of paper and pushed it closer for him to see. There was an advantage to them sitting next to each other after all. I overreacted earlier, wrote Rin. At first, Kristian didn't do anything at all. Rin thought that this wasn't going to work after all and that Jordan was being lame again. However, much to her surprise, Kristian leaned over to Roselle and asked her for a pencil. In a few seconds, he scribbled something on his paper as well. I shouldn't have said stupid things either, wrote Kristian with a heart at the end. Rin giggled to herself and returned with her own message, You're a baka. You're dating a baka, baka. Pouting, Rin scribbled quickly, Don't make me write everything in Japanese! Who cares. I can read it, said Kristian, tossing her a bored look. I didn't know you can read Japanese. I'm Kristian. Is there something I can't do? Cocky bastard, wrote Rin, adding some angry faces at the end. It was Kristian's turn to laugh now. He wrote back, Does this mean you're talking to me again? Or is this some kind of loophole? You're smarter than I thought. Rin pouted. I'm always smart. Sure. I'll only talk to you again if... Now, Rin had to think about what she should write next. Jordan said that it was easier to persuade someone to wear a sticker than to run laps. However, by making that person wear that sticker, he or she become easier to persuade to run the laps as well. Basically, Jordan was teaching her that by asking humans to support a cause with an easy task, they are more prone to helping with more difficult tasks. Did this mean that she could persuade Kristian in the same manner? ...you never mention the word 'harem' again. I hate that word. Staring at what she wrote for a long time, Kristian finally wrote back, Only if you kiss me to make up. After reading this, Rin glared at Kristian. Kristian licked his lips, mocking her. At last, Rin released a small laugh. She couldn't stay mad at him for long when he did that with his lips. Her laughter was contagious because Kristian began to laugh too. A couple of his admirers laughed as well. Roselle and Jin laughed after Kristian did even though they had no idea what was going on.

With Jin laughing, everyone else in the room did except for Jordan, who stared proudly at Rin's back. She did it. They made up. I don't have to lose my tutor, said Jordan happily to himself. Jin beamed at Jordan. I think they're getting along again Jordan! Yeah, I saw, said Jordan with a smile. When Rin-chan's happy again, said Jin to himself, gazing at Rin's back. I feel happy as well. Even if I'm not with her anymore, I wish for her happiness every day. Do you regret leaving your trio? asked Jordan sadly. Jin shook his head. Not at all. When I made a decision for myself, I don't regret it. It's no use thinking about it anyways. Besides, Jin widened his smile. We get to be friends again and maybe Doubles partners. True. Instead of wrapping his arms across Jin's shoulder like he usually did, Jordan touched the back of Jin's neck lightly. The effect was immediate. Jin jerked up and squeaked by accident. It lasted for about two seconds. Everyone heard it and turned around, including Rin and Kristian. Rin knew exactly what it was so she tried hard not to burst out laughing at Jordan. Upset at Rin, Jordan cursed her under his breath. Oh my God, said the girls. Jin's so cute. So adorable! What a lovely sound! Do it again! May I go to the restroom? asked Jin loudly, raising his hand. After he got permission, Jin with a red face left the room in a hurry with the hall pass. The girls started muttering among themselves. Kristian and Rin had their heads against one another to speak in lower tones. As for Jordan, he was blushing as he laid back in his seat with her eyes at the ceiling. His heart was beating rapidly and he couldn't figure out his condition. This was when he decided he had to solve this by himself. During sixth period, Jordan rushed out of the locker room before he had to see Jin. Passing by his Coach on the way, Jordan grabbed a hold of Roselle's arm and dragged her with him to the bleachers. Explaining things to her, Jordan felt pathetic for always bothering her about this. Throughout his entire rant, Roselle didn't say a word. Well? asked Jordan, peering up at her worriedly. You want me to cure your condition? asked Roselle at last. Jordan glanced away. I don't know. I'm a virgin, said Roselle honestly, standing up and placing her hands on her hips. But I'm not really religious so I don't care for it. If you want to do it, let's do it. Let's have sex as soon as possible. Jordan shook his head. I never mean to use you like that, Roselle. It's okay, said Roselle with a smile. I don't mind at all. But, said Jordan, looking guilty. Don't you want to do it with someone you love? The person I love... said Roselle under her breath. He doesn't notice

me.

Oh... Roselle was red now. If it makes you feel guilty, just think of this as experience. Experience? I want to experience this for myself for story purposes, said Rin with a firm nod. And since we can figure out what's going on with you and Jin, we're hitting two birds with one stone. Let's not waste this opportunity. You're really strong Roselle, said Jordan, clasping his hands together. Thanks? asked Roselle, uncertain. Every girl I dated before has been stronger than me, said Jordan in a weak voice. Even Vic. Look at her now. She's making a fashion statement for herself under such dire circumstances. As for me, I'm always letting others decide what's best for me. I always have to hide from everybody. Why am I always so weak and indecisive? You're not, said Roselle, kicking him lightly in the leg. Anyways, in exchange for my help, I'm asking for two things. What is it? asked Jordan, getting up as well now. One, use protection, said Roselle, pouting. Jordan nodded, stunned at her words. Two, let's break up after we do this. If anyone asks, you broke up with me. Wait, said Jordan, grabbing her arms. Why? Because, said Roselle softly. I think I can manage my writing on my own. You're too much into Jin and the rest of the school lately. You're actually doing the opposite of helping. I'm getting tired of it. I think it's best if I stay single anyways. You're too much of a burden for me to handle. I can't handle your emotional problems or your popularity with other girls. You're lying, said Jordan, loosening his grip on her. No, I never lie remember? asked Roselle, angry at him. Let's make this our best memory together Jordan. I'll wait for you after school. Wait, said Jordan, stopping Roselle from leaving. I have tutoring after school with Rin Hamada. After tutoring then. Before Jordan could stop her, Roselle had already left. He was stunned. Why did she decide to lash out on him like this? Was it because he talked about Jin too much? He thought she was okay with this because they weren't in love or anything like that. At last, Jordan decided it was best that he didn't try to understand girls. They were hard to figure out in the first place. Tearfully, Roselle went up to Jezebelle, who was busy checking her face in the mirror, and said, It's funny isn't it? He's the only boy I ever lied to. I hate lying. It feels horrible. So horrible. It's for the best in the long run, said Jezebelle coldly, lifting her eyes up at Roselle. She smirked beautifully. You did the right thing, Young. You need to break up before your feelings for Jordan Greene get in the way of his future after all. You're a bitch, said Roselle, stomping away.

Jezebelle narrowed her eyes after Roselle. That was surprisingly easy. **************************************** After Rin was done with band practice, she was surprised to see no one waiting for her at the gate. She did not let this ruin her mood since she made up with Kristian earlier today. More to her surprise though, once she got to her doorsteps, she found a shaking Jordan, hiding his head against his knees. Jordan Greene? asked Rin, uncertain. It's nothing, said Jordan, still hiding his face. Rin frowned. Let's concentrate on Calculus instead. Okay... said Rin, opening the door to let him in. You should cheer up though... I will, said Jordan, forcing a smile. He went inside. I'll try. And also, Jordan, said Rin, stopping him from entering her restroom. I've decided. For Jin's sake, let's... Rin smiled softly. Let's be friends from now on. Jordan returned a genuine smile back at her. Let's. That night, after Jin's mother left, Jin decided that he would follow Rin's advice. What would happen if he decided to purposely disobey Jezebelle? Would she get angry at him? Would she slap him? With these thoughts in mind, Jin nearly burned himself at the stove. Tonight, Jezebelle was sitting on the couch with her eyes on the game. Fi... said Jin, coming up to her. Do you need any of your laundry done? Yeah, I left them on the floor, said Jezebelle without removing her eyes off the screen. Jin nodded and was about to leave and not do her laundry when she added, Can you get me some water? I'm fucking thirsty. Maybe his chance came up sooner than he expected. No. No reaction. She was still watching the game. Jin was disappointed. Maybe Rin was wrong after all. Instead, he felt so bad saying that single word. Why did he say something so mean to her? He regretted it already. Some water? asked Jezebelle in a more urging voice. Again, Jin tried his best, No. Get it yourself. Who do you think you are? asked Jezebelle, getting up with an angry look on her face. Jin thought this reaction was typical of her. Why are you being stubborn all of a sudden? What has gotten into you? I'm your boyfriend, not your slave, said Jin bravely. I hate it when people don't do what I say, said Jezebelle, going up to Jin now. She was grabbing him by the shirt. Especially when it's something as insignificant as getting water. It pisses me off. You always call me less of a man so er yeah, said Jin, firm in his decision. Jezebelle's body was against Jin's now. Not because you're obedient but because you wouldn't do anything to me. You're a loser in this game. Unfortunately for Jin, Jezebelle said the last word he wanted to hear right now. He was in no mood to lose. He lost his control over himself. Thanks to this, Jezebelle found herself pinned on the couch by Jin. There was a dark

look in Jin's eyes. Realizing that this was no longer the usual Jin, Jezebelle giggled and glanced away. This meant that the Jin that tried to break away from her control earlier was Jin himself. For this alone, Jezebelle gained some respect for him, even if she had to find herself in this position. What are you going to do? asked Jezebelle, pouting. Rape me? It's not rape if it's mutual is it? asked the boy on top cruelly. Jezebelle fluttered her eyelashes. What if your parents find out? They'll lose their trust in you. Jezebelle smirked now. I talked to your mother earlier. I wanted to know why they trust you this much. Don't you care what they think? Fuck them, said Jin darkly. They never spend time with me anyways. Are those your real thoughts? asked Jezebelle, feigning surprise. Jin laughed it off. Is that your true feelings toward your parents? What did she tell you? asked Jin smugly. Back when you're in elementary school, said Jezebelle, not afraid of being in this position at all. She almost looked comfortable there. She didn't have time to be with you. She was always working two shifts and going to community college to become a nurse. You would always spend all your free time, playing your video games. Is that all? asked Jin, laughing loudly now. No, said Jezebelle fearlessly. She said she was always stressed out from going to work and to school. Then, once she got home, she had to cook dinner for you as well as pull off all-nighters to study for her test. Under all this stress, she said that she used to yell at you a lot for every little thing. That's right, said Jin, amused. She would yell me all the time. But, said Jezebelle, continuing on. You would always smile at her even when she was screaming at you. You would try your best to help around the house. You would fold the laundry. You would pack your own lunch for school. You would- That's enough! said Jin, unable to take. You would ask Rinny for help on homework instead of your own parents. You would go in the backyard, pick some lemons, and make lemonade for your parents every day. You even attempted to wash your father's car. Even when the television was broken, you didn't want to bother your parents for a new one so you pretended to not want to watch your favorite cartoons anymore. For video games, you even had to do random tasks in school to save up money for them yourself. Either that or you would borrow other kids' video games instead of asking your parents to buy you new ones. The reason why Jezebelle stopped was because she felt his tears on her cheek. Jin was crying now. Jezebelle didn't mean to make him cry. She just wanted him to admit that he hated his parents. How could he not hate them after what she heard? There was no way she wouldn't secretly hate his parents. No possible way. I... love my parents... said Jin, trying hard not to cry. He was failing right now. It's true that they never spend time with me... that's okay... they're

working hard for my sake... I don't mind them screaming or criticizing me... as long as they're home... I'm happy. Jin wiped his tears frantically. I don't want to cause trouble for them... I just want to help... to make things... easier for them. Most little boys would beg their parents for things or whine about them always going to work, said Jezebelle, pointing out the obvious. I guess... said Jin, sitting up straight now. I'm a strange little boy then. After this, the two of them sat in silence. Jin only left once to check up on the food and came back to her side. In Jezebelle's head, she couldn't warp her head around Jin's mindset. It didn't make any sense to her. Why was it that she had a similar father to Jin's but turned out differently than him? Before they ate dinner, Odette finally called Jezebelle on the phone. The two talked for about half an hour before Jezebelle came up to Jin. It was a success. Right now, Odette was in the mood for a walk. For people like her, Jezebelle explained, if she could get her mind off purging, she should be on her way for a swift recover. Who better for her to talk to than you? asked Jezebelle, sitting down at the table. Jin thought about it. But she wants to talk to you right? Just go, said Jezebelle, annoyed. I'm no good at small talk. You go and earn some points with her. It's your specialty anyways, noodle soup. All right, said Jin, running up the stairs to get changed. Once he was down, he looked in Jezebelle's direction. About what I said earlier... Jezebelle waited patiently for his words. At last, he shook his head. Never mind. I'm sorry for disobeying you earlier. I did it to see something. I'll be back then. After Jin closed the door behind him, Jezebelle dragged her legs up on the seat of the chair and stared at the food. She had no appetite at all. Thinking about what happened, Jezebelle didn't know what to do now. She had never felt this way before. For the first time in her life, she almost felt sorry for someone. Almost.

Author's Note
I manage to fit a lot in a single chapter. A whole day in a chapter! I guess this makes up for spending three chapters on the last day right? Anyways, I think from this chapter on, things should pick up. This is like the... confirming the relationships thus far chapter (JezJin, KrisRin, BoRin, JinRin, JoRos, JorJin, JoRin, WenCash, etc) before things become messy from here on, both with the major and minor characters. This chapter is crucial for that so I didn't want to fit another character arc in. I hope you guys all understand. :) I'll try to finish the Friday, Saturday, and Sunday chapters before I go back to school.