This is my deepest, honest, sincere and..

HUMBLE PRAYER
This Prayer is not sent to the whole world alone but even to the throne of God. If I have made any mistake that has cause someone to turn against the TRUTH I hope and trust that my kind and loving God would forgive me, for I have done the best I know how, for the only desire of my heart is to save the people of God. Deep in my heart, on my part, I am ready to do everything even to sacrifice my borrowed life. The same with Martin Luther I declared: "Who knows if God has not chosen and called me, and If they ought not to fear that, by despising me they despise God Himself?" ( GC 142). The same with William Miller " And now the duty of making known to others what he believed to be so clearly taught in the Scriptures, urged itself with new force upon him. "When I was about my business," he said, "it was continually ringing in my ears, 'Go and tell the world of their danger.' This text was constantly occurring to me: 'When I say unto the wicked, O wicked man, thou shalt surely die; if thou dost not speak to warn the wicked from his way, that wicked man shall die in his iniquity; but his blood will I require at thine hand. Nevertheless, if thou warn the wicked of his way to turn from it; if he do not turn from his way, he shall die in his iniquity; but thou hast delivered thy soul." Ezekiel 33:8, 9. I felt that if the wicked could be effectually warned, multitudes of them would repent; and that if they were not warned, their blood might be required at my hand."--Bliss, page 92. (GC 330). The same with Elijah was entrusted the mission of delivering to Ahab heavens message of judgment. He did not seek to be the Lords messenger; the word of the Lord came to him. And jealous for the honor of Gods cause, he did not hesitate to obey the divine summons though to obey seemed to invite swift destruction at the hand of the wicked king. (PK 120, 121). The voice of Inspiration declared: If they disregard the instructions He has given them again and again through the humble instrument of His choice, to be kind, patient, and forbearing, they alone must answer for the results. With a sorrow-burdened heart, I have performed my unpleasant duty to my dearest friends, not daring to please myself by withholding reproof, even from my husband; and I shall not be less faithful in warning others, whether they will hear or forbear. When I am speaking to the people I say much that I have not premeditated. The Spirit of the Lord frequently comes upon me. I seem to be carried out of, and away from, myself; the life and character of different persons are clearly presented before my mind. I see their errors and dangers, and feel compelled to speak of what is thus brought before me. I dare not resist the Spirit of God. (5T 20). The Spirit of Prophecy declared: Here is your danger, in failing to press forward "toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus." Has the Lord given you light? Then you are responsible for that light; not merely while its rays are shining upon you, but for all which it has revealed to you in the past. You are to surrender your will to God daily; you are to walk in the light, and to expect more; for the light from the dear Saviour is to shine forth in clearer, more distinct rays amid the moral darkness, increasing in brightness more and more unto the perfect day. (5T 486). And then it says; If God pronounces a woe upon those who are called to preach the truth and refuse to obey (2T 552). Such words always ringing to my ear as having a great obligation to make known to others what God has revealed unto me.

If it is just a mere hallucination, I plead the whole world particularly to the Davidia help me Pray to God: first of all that none of His people will be deceive. And since I have no desire to deceive anybody I wish that you could extend your helping hand to save me as well, that if the only solution to save my jeopardized life is to take it, I will gladly give it to God in order to save His people. For I think that is the only remaining solution at this time. For the more I study the word of God, it deepens my conviction of Gods calling. To repeat if it is just a mere hallucination I plead to my God to take my life to save me and also His people. It doesnt mean, that I have no desire to live, for Gods true faithful people they will praise His Holy Name for heath and strength.. that If He wants them dead then they cannot live and will gladly die: that if He wants them living they cannot and will not want to die: that whatever God wants this is what they want and will gladly take. (2 TG 46:45). But since the last years of probation are fast closing (6T 446), and if what Im doing is only deceiving Gods people through my ignorance I wish God would forgive me and to save His people I will gladly to offer my life as a sacrifice. I love all the brethren whom Christ died on the cross, particularly to all Davidians. To those who declared that I am a deceiver, and if it is true I pray always to my God to give them more knowledge and wisdom to protect Gods people of being deceived by me, if I am a deceiver. But if I am not a deceiver I also pray to my God every time asking God to help them open their eyes before it is too late. For I consider their sincerity in protecting the people of God of being deceived. May God always help His people. I always pray to my God, that if I am a deceiver, that God would make a special contravention to reprove me, as Ive said Im willing to die if that is the best to alter the situation if it would save the people of God. But I hope God would extend His loving kindness and mercy unto me to stretch out His loving arm to save me.

Yours in Christ Jesus,

Ariel Perez Dacutanan