Beyond Imagination: Spiritual Interpretation of Numbers

The Spiritual Interpretation of Numbers
BEYOND
IMAGINATION
The Spiritual Interpretation

of Numbers
by
Wayne Hartman
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THE SYMBOLIC WORLD

REVEALED VIA NUMBERS
October 2003
I was recently moved to start turning this work into a book.

It captures a variety of techniques and discoveries that I have
found useful in interpreting information from various symbol
systems that permeate our world. In particular, I focused on
symbol systems that either involved numbers or could be
translated into numbers readily. There are many excursions
into areas that were new to me. I did things that I was not
taught, and don’t know that anyone else in the world is doing
in the same way. I am moved to share this now, in hopes of
finding others who may have discovered that similar
techniques were of value in their life. I still live primarily as
a hermit, as a loner doing my own thing in the wilderness.
But, I seek the company of others of like mind … or even of
unlike mind if there is something that we can learn from one
another. Anyway, I hope you enjoy what you find here and
that it is of some utility in your life as it has been in mine.
I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!
Wayne
Redondo Beach, October 2003
BEYOND IMAGINATION
Building the Foundations for a New World
www.redshift.com/~beyond
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14 March 1998
Numbers have played a major role in my life as far back as I

can remember. Arithmetic, then algebra, geometry, and
onward into higher mathematics. Five years ago, this was
extended to Numerology ... involving the interpretation of the
meaning conveyed via numbers/vibration in a whole new
way. It was a natural extension for me. At times it became
close to being an obsession. Through numerology I
encountered a whole new world that I had not even known
existed before. HERE and NOW, embedded in the present
world, was a new meaning for the numbers and
names/words that appeared everywhere. However, while that
world was readily apparent to me ... others in my life were
blind to it. To me, this "other world" is the very one through
which SPIRIT manifests so magnificently.
Throughout the Beyond Imagination Notes, numbers and

their interpretation are a major theme. I am moved know to
go back and capture the many excursions into this realm that
I was moved be SPIRIT to make in the course of the overall
journey of the consciousness Wayne.
Two years ago, in 1996, I was moved to start a new work on

the Spiritual Interpretation of Numbers. There I explained
some of the methods that I found useful for finding hidden
meaning in numbers, dates, and names/words. I remember
composing it in my mind during a week long drive from
Monterey to Boulder, CO and back; and then capturing it in
a set of web pages. That material is contained in an
appendix at the end of this work.
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INDEX OF DISCOVERIES
Techniques, Interpretations, and Major Findings
The following passages were copied from the Best of

Beyond Imagination Notes pages. They comprise most of the
places in the notes related to interpreting numbers to find the
spiritual meaning embedded therein. The purpose in
consolidating them in this manner is to provide a single
record that is easier to study for those who find this area of
symbolic meaning to be relevant to their life and their path.
The Table provides a summary of the Techniques,
Interpretations, and Major Findings. The actual passages
from the Best of Notes follow the table in chronological
order. I included not only passages that show the methods
employed and the meaning I found -- but also observations I
made about the larger connections and realizations that I was
experiencing triggered by finding spiritual meaning through
the numbers.
ENJOY! Feel free to use whatever techniques and methods

apply to your path. If you find that you strongly relate to this
material, do contact me and introduce yourself. I would
enjoy communicating with others who understand the
spiritual language I have found/learned from consciousness
herself.
I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!
Wayne
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DATE DISCOVERY / FINDINGS

"Many of you reading this now might think that I
am speaking in tongues, and indeed I am, for I have
been allowed to read a part of the spiritual meaning
embodied so compactly in the language of
numbers."
10/09/94
"Who taught me that the world of human affairs is
founded on cycles of 22 and 78, and the symbols in
both the major and minor arcana of the Tarot? Who
taught me to trust my intuition to tell me the
importance of numbers that are significant to my
heart or inner self in some way?"
"My theory that there is a symbolic spiritual world
embedded within the physical one is no longer a
10/21/94
theory. Everywhere I look there is an orchestration
or synchronicity of information that is undeniable."
Realizations based on the the spiritual meaning
being revealed through numbers.
"My sense is that what I know to be true from my

personal experience is so different from the
consensus world view and the individual world
views of others that I am unique as an expression of
individualized aware consciousness."
10/24/94
"I know that we create our own reality but that we
do it primarily subconsciously and that there is but
one consciousness that animates all of us. Yes, ONE
consciousness, no doubt about it. The physical
world hasn't changed one bit. However, my
understanding of how it is created has shifted 90
degrees so that it is completely orthogonal to the
consensus reality."
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"The key in making these manipulations is to allow

spirit or the consciousness within you to do the
work. Don't stop it with arbitrary rules and
constraints of logic, mathematics, or anything that
you've learned about the nature of reality. Look for
the hidden meanings in symbols. At first they will
seem very hidden, but the more attention you pay to
finding them, the easier it gets. Let your intuition be
your guide, and let it be a glorious adventure.
10/26/97
Literally, what you are uncovering is the spiritual
world, or at least some of the pieces out of which it
is constructed. Every symbol and symbol system in
your world has at least a second spiritual meaning
and maybe several such meanings, if only you learn
the language and gain the eyes to see and ears to
hear. Everything has such meaning, even the
seemingly most mundane of things such as your
gossip rags."
"I need to be more open and playful, allowing
consciousness to move more fluidly between
11/07/94 numbers using an inner logic that makes sense
symbolically though it may not appear to be
rational."
"The process is one of putting together a puzzle,
only in this case: (1) there is no cover picture to
guide how the pieces go together and where they fit
relative to one another, (2) no one said there was a
puzzle to begin with, (3) there is no information on
12/14/94
how many pieces are in the puzzle, (4) there is no
guidance on what constitutes a piece, and (5) there
is no guidance on whether this is a solitary or group
activity. As I wrote that, solitary flashed in my mind.
Yet, this only makes the challenge all the greater."
12/27/94 "The time now just changed from 8:54 to 8:55. In
other terms, from 629 to 529. How close this is to
the number 528 that started us off on this
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interpretation of the spiritual world."
3/14/98: Interesting, this appears to be the marker

for when the 529 state started for me. This past
Thurs, I was moved to notice a license plate:
2CBU925. The immediate translation was 23x23|
925 = 529|925. The realization was that I had
reached the 925(16) = 23 41 = wayne|Wayne state.
Spiritual meaning often shows up in reverse. 529 =>
925!
Made 528 connection between myself and the
transcendentalists Emerson and Thoreau.
Realization was that pattern of letters in full name
12/29/94 can reveal a family connection. In this case 5-5-7. It
is especially curious because these two individuals
have PMEI breakouts that are extremely close to
mine as well.
01/30/95 21-22-23 and AGV = Adam | GOD | eVe
connections from license plate. Adam | God | Eve =
AGE, tied to NewAGE.
"How do I know when to reduce numbers and when

they are to be manipulated and arranged in
particular ways? The answer is simple, it is largely
by intuition. I've gone beyond the point where there
is any true conscious understanding of the
processing at work in bringing thoughts into my
mind. All that I know is that this occurs naturally
and I can count on consciousness to bring forth
whatever it is that I am in need of at any particular
time."
Even file sizes that I am moved to notice reveal

spiritual meaning!
"Now 12:16 AM file size 131552 = (31) 15 (52) =
9
(09) 16 (30). The Tower sweeping from The Hermit

(09) through Camelot (30). This would require 21
years, through the year 2016. The year 16:22 arrives
in 2008 and 16:25 in 2011. 2002 puts us at exactly
16:16. Can this be coincidence as well that these
years would have such great symbolic meaning?"
"And all from a file size, taken at the beginning of

the top of the final day of the month.
"With every breath, I'm being more and more blown
away. Information, connections, and realizations are
coming so quickly that I don't have time to slow
down to capture all of them in writing. I have to
trust that consciousness will guide my memory and
my writing to capture whatever is supposed to come
through in these notes. notes = 56251 = 2:51
through 65. Midpoint is at 2:58 or 528. Also, the
cycle is 14 years, so 7 remain, bringing us to 2:65 in
the year 2002. There it is plain as day! "
2/01/95
Completion Years, CCYY where CC+YY = 88
"This also made me think about what year in the

1800's had this completion property. It was none
other than 1870, the exact year that my house was
built! Somehow, this cannot be a coincidence. There
are no other houses in Monterey still standing that
were built in 1870! There are a few Victorians
slightly older, but less than a handful.
1+8+7+0=16."
2/07/95 Interesting numbers for hermit, buddha, BUDDHA,
and philosopher king. Tie to Be NZ.
Visual Form of Symbol can Convey Meaning
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Note that when we write NZ over one another the

result is X enclosed in a Square. X=24. X squared =
576.
License plate 3HUF888. "Supporting me from
consciousness is this incredibly strong 888 energy. I
2/15/95 know that it is there to provide whatever I might
need." Noticed 88 is "infinity above, infinity
below".
"My SSN also contains information that I had not
seen before. [575-68-2184] "
Time out. 11:11. How come the only times that I

notice the time are at such distinctive moments? I
don't wear a watch, and typically don't pay much
attention to time. However, much of the symbolic
information that comes through involves time
2/21/95
related transformations. One that has been
extremely useful is transforming x2y to "x to y" to
"(y-1):(60-x)". This transformation works both ways
and has yielded some extraordinary results. Whether
it is correct mathematically is of no importance. My
consciousness operates greatly off of sound. The
sounds from the two symbols "x2y" and "x to y"
are the same.
2/22/95 "One thing we discussed was perfect numbers. The
first two of these are 6 and 28, numbers that are
extremely powerful but also extremely meaningful
in my major readings."
Perfect Numbers are numbers that equal the sum of

their divisors. 6 = 1 + 2 + 3, 28 = 1 + 2 + 4 + 7 + 14.
The next three are 496, 8128, and 33550336. The
rarity of these numbers makes them very
meaningful. Various meanings came through over a
period of several months. There have only be 33 (or
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34) perfect numbers found. The years in which they

were discoved, the sequence in which the were
discovered, and the names of the people who
discovered them all have significance and convey
important meaning.
In particular, Perfect Numbers appear to have

connections to major world
transformations/transitions.
Realization of the difference between "alone" and
"all one."
"Looked at the time 9:16. I can always tell by that

whether I'm on the right track and offering
consciousness the vehicle she needs to get through.
It's very interesting because I know that many of the
transformations and leaps to conclusions are not
founded on anything the left brain accepts as
reasonable. The fact that we've reached a point
where this doesn't matter is extremely interesting to
me. It's almost a sign of operating from spirit, being
2/28/95
able to speak with a wisdom that is ageless and
timeless, that addresses the heart and soul, not the
intellect. Those who choose to stubbornly rely on
their intellect will have a difficult time in the times
ahead. Operate from intuition, your connection to
spirit wherever you can. As with other tasks, the
more you do so, the better the connection will
become. Learn to trust the innate wisdom of your
spirit. Don't judge things by past or present
appearance. Realize that all of your experiences
were lovingly put their by portions of your own self
for your own education."
3/08/95 "For dinner I had Togo's #9 sandwich and a large
drink. Cost was $5.28. I finished eating at 6:28 PM.
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Clearly such occurances are not coincidences. It has

to be obvious now to anyone reading these notes
that there is a consistency in which the spiritual is
embedded in the physical world. Synchronicities
are the primary bleedthoughs that are picked up by
people. However, once one truly opens ones mind to
the concept of reality created by consciousness, the
door is opened to start the spiritual trek to the source
consciousness. "
3/21/95 Importance of symbolism in the Ryder Tarot deck.
"Then again, much of the Tarot meaning that has

been uncovered over the past year has been by
looking beyond the obvious and by allowing
consciousness to make connections that had been
embedded into the deck years ago. It is not clear yet
whether the authors of the deck consciously knew
what information they were passing along in their
deck. Much of the symbolism was obviously placed
onto specific cards, however, the artist may have
been visual, receiving the cards as whole entities
with symbolism built in. Then again, the deck was a
collaborative effort by Ryder/Waite. This lends
credence to the idea that the two were moved to
consciously embed the appropriate symbology into
the deck -- probably on more than one level."
"It's interesting that this has been the only deck that
I have been drawn to, and that the symbology is so
relevant to me. My sense, however, is that much that
I see has no relevance to others. I have found the
keys to the kingdom. Verily, they were there within
me all the time. I cannot pass the keys on to another,
it is up to them to find the keys within themselves.
Here, the script is not written in stone. Each
individual is given as long as it takes, but must
suffer the illusion so long as they fail to open their
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eyes to see and open their ears to hear."

Synchronicity and multiple fours. What does it
mean?
Attached to MOD_SIM ... 04/04/95 4:44:44 How

interesting that so many fours would show up.
The question for the day is: what does all of this
mean? Fours represent the Emperor. Yet, 44 is the
youth unaware of the hand of god offered to him --
the halfway point to 88, the number whose
completion is itself. 44 with 38:VISION yield 82 =
The Emperor Exalted.
Just drew the Tarot Card for today. Would you

believe, none other than 44, The IV of Cups, the
very number we were just talking about combining
with 38, the card from yesterday. It's as if the
4/04/95
universe hit me beside the head with a sledge
hammer. Once again, spirit speaks in a way that is
beyond reproach. Then again, many have not eyes to
see, nor ears to hear what I have seen and heard and
know to be true to the innermost of my being. Most
people look outward and ask why things are the way
they are. I look inward and ask what I need to do to
allow spirit to bring forth that which is required to
change these things. The world is created from the
inner via thought. Only through such is the outer
made manifest. But, it is a mistake to think that
thought alone holds the key. It is the consciousness
that thinks and sustains the thought that creates the
world. How many people in America would believe
this simple truth? Yet, how obvious it seems that this
is indeed the way the reality game is played.
Interesting.
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Multiple sevens = JACKPOT!
"Driving to dinner tonight the trip meter reached

7777 @ 6:57. Reversing the time yields 7:56. Once
again the numbers of the cards from the center of
my triangle reading. Further, 7:56 is 4:28 = The
Emperor: The Man with the World in his Hand. But,
this jumps out as 2:48, The High Priestess:The Man
in Search of More. Four 7's is definitely jackpot
time."
4/05/95
"The Tarot Card for today is 42, the Man and
Woman pushing cups together while the "winged
lion above the caduceus" hangs above them. The
man who has the wisdom to interpret knowledge
from the higher worlds to others. Something about
this symbol stands as the ideal for me. This is
another card of the family of 6."
Numbers and Tarot cards occur in "families" that

are intricately connected.
4/07/95 Importance of planetary periods ... especially
Uranus.
"Uranus period is about 84 years. 360/84 =

4.285714 degrees per year. Now isn't that an
interesting number. Also 84 in itself was 06: The
Lovers Exalted. Since it's also the sum of my whole
name, let's investigate a bit further URANUS. (You
are an US.) 3/12/13/18/21/22. Reversed =
1/4/9/10/19/22.
Uranus = 21/30/31/36/39/40.
URANUS = 21/39/40/54/75/94 = 88+6:The Lovers
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= 78 + 16 : THE TOWER EXALTED. "
Making connections based on sound, and finding

embedded meaning in reverse.
"You ran us. You ran US. Reversed = "SUN AR U"

= SUN ARE YOU. Interesting interpretations. Yet
which be true. Something tells me that I'll know
soon enough. But, there is definitely a strong
Uranus connection. I feel it somehow to the core of
my being. Both 22 and 84 are no accidents."
4/19/95 "The Tarot Card for today is none other than 5:The
Hierophant. Now, why should that come up on 4/19
in a 24 year. 23/24 = 47 = ASLAN. Interesting, this
makes ASHLAND = 47+12 = 59. Looking at the
digits individually we have 5:The Hierophant and
9:The Hermit. It's interesting that Her(m)it is
contained within Hierophant except for the
m=13:Death. "Her AM It" comes to mind as well.
Hierophant = 8959678152 =
8/17/22/31/37/44/52/53/58/60. Amazing, The
complement is 28 and 5:28 has been so prominent in
learning the language of spirit. Further, the
complement to the Hierophant is 83 = 05 = The
Hierophant Exalted. No other combination
satisfies the equation x + (78+x) = 88. x=5 is the
only solution! It appears that the reverse partial
sums may be revealing as well:
2/7/8/16/23/29/38/43/52/60."
Interesting coincidence? Making connections

playfully.
"I have a briefing open to chart 37 and the two

numbers highlighted at the bottom are 23 and 68,
wayne and WAYNE respectively. This is especially
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interesting since I just turned 37 a little over a week

ago."
Odometer/Tripmeter readings and 666.
"Odometer Tripmeter Time 32412..... 666.5 .....

9:37-9:38 32412..... 666.6 ..... 9:38 32413..... 666.9
..... 9:38
666 always sparks my attention. 9:38 is The

Hermit:Vision. That this change would occur just
before 666.6 is more than coincidence. Now 32412
is interesting as well. 32 41 2 in particular is an
interesting breakout. However, this is only the
beginning. 4:12-32 has a sweep of 20:Judgement
and is centered on 4:22 = 5:00 = The Hierophant.
4/29/95 How appropriate. My normal way of reading the
sweep is 412-423, which has a sweep of 11 and is
centered between 417 and 418. The final odometer
change alters this to 413-423, center at 418. 418
using a base of 78 transforms to none other than
5:28! "
Diagrams based on simple number square.
1 4 7
2 5 8
3 6 9
3/14/98: wayne is 23, ellis is
21. 528 is middle row from inside out.
5/02/95 Another Jackpot with a connection to the x + (78
+ x) = 88 equation from earlier.
"On the way home, I had to stop at the Versatel

machine a few blocks from work. As I pulled in, I
noticed the tripmeter was exactly at 777.7, the
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odometer was at 32523, and the time was 8:01. A

side note, I left work at exactly 7:56 on my clock.
Once again the two drivers of my triangle readings
appear together. Yes, this happens twice per day. But
what is the likelihood of my seeing it, and in this
case seeing it just as I was leaving?
777.7 is jackpot of course, indicating that the

symbols that are around it are ripe with meaning.
32523 is symmetric about the 5 in the middle. There
are only a hundred of these symmetric number in
every ten thousand numbers, so jackpot landing on a
symmetric number is a 1 in 100 shot. As a time this
is simply 523. There is no sweep. 23 is wayne and 5
is The Hierophant. Interesting. 523 = 5::83 = The
Hierophant::The Hierophant Exalted."
5/10/95 [... extensive Machinations with Perfect Numbers]
"Just noticed the symmetry 47:47 :03:59: 74:74

occurs 58 years after the above. If that was the time
I was born, this symmetric point will occur in 2016
[Judgement:The Tower]. That feels like some type
of a completion or major transition for me,
personally. "
"Backing up, 3:59 is 1 to 4:00. To get the trigger

point, requires 4x78-16 years = 296 years. As a first
cut at from when, let's use the year the number was
discovered. The record says that Euler discovered it
in 1750. Adding 296 yields 2046. Should I live that
long, it would be my 88th year. Big shivers
throughout my body. 88 is completion. How
appropriate that it would show up here. Euler =
5/8/11/16/25, an extremely interesting set of
numbers. EULER = 2/26/38/43/52, also quite
interesting in its own right. Here again, I sense that
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the universe is revealing her truths through my

consciousness. Yes, I've been given the keys to the
kingdom, and what a splendid and wonderful
kingdom it is. Yet, my path is a lonely one. I am
truly The Hermit -- unaware of whether there are
any others on or near my path. Yet, I persist, for I
know that consciousness has something grand
planned and that I have a major role to play in the
overall evolution of consciousness toward the ONE.
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Years in base 88 are interesting. In particular my

birthyear of 1958 = 22:22(88).
1958 = 22::22 = 25:08. Very interesting. 22 is my

heart's desire. There it is twice in my birth year
alone! 25 and 08 are also prominent for me. These
are the components of 825, reversed = 528. We've
seen this time and time again.
The years in which the Perfect Numbers were

found and the number of years between finding
them are quite interesting.
Only two, P(12) and P(29) were found "out of

sequence". P(12) was found in 1876, 7 years before
P(9), 35 years before P(10), and 37 years before
P(11).
P(29) was found in 1988, 5 years after P(30) and 3

years after P(31). Interesting that 29 would be
associated with 88. 1988 = 22::52 = 25:38. WOW!
In 1876, America's Centennial, P(12) was

discovered. It took another 76 years before P(13)
was discovered in 1952. P(14) through P(17) were
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discovered that same year. Interesting, this was 48

years prior to the turn of the century.
P(18) [The Moon] was discovered in 1957, the year

before I was born.
My high school years and my introduction to

metaphysics occured between the discovery of P(24)
in 1971 and P(25) in 1978.
P(32) was discovered in 1992, the year before my

spiritual transformation and P(33) in 1994, the year
after. To date, there are only 33 known Perfect
Numbers.
vision = 4/13/14/23/29/34 . . . Vision =
22/31/32/41/47/52 . . . VISION =
22/31/50/59/74/88
5/11/95
WOW! Look at these partial sums with total =
completion!
5/18/95 Numbers on Astrology charts have meanings that
Astrology does not recognize.
"This is starting to freak me out a bit. The

synchronicities are so clear that they are almost
blinding, yet there is no doubt that there are those
who would refuse to see. It's interesting. I'm
working with numbers in ways that are completely
outside of both conventional mathematics and the
little bit of numerology that I have encountered in
my studies. I have no idea whether any others are
observing things in this way. I'm definitely using
information from astrology in a different manner
than astrologers. Yet, this all seems natural to me.
It's as if I'm recalling skills that I already know.
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Interesting. I wonder if all skills are this way, or

merely those that involve the intuition and
subconscious. 528 is really amazing, It comes up so
frequently for me that I have come to regard it as a
sign of confirmation that I am on the right path. The
most obvious meaning is The Hierophant : The Man
with the World in His Hand [God]. My inner sense
is that in some way this is exactly what I am by
destiny meant to be. To a large degree, it is what all
my metaphysical training has been for. Further, my
natal chart, aura, and numerology clearly confirm
this as well. "
"Looking at Pluto again in the 1995 Solar return, the

number of minutes is 333. Just 2 days ago my
odometer crossed 33333 which I would interpret as
3:33-33 = 333."
Years represented as cycles of 88 and 78. Major
transition years occur in 2024 and 2028.
2024 = 23:00(88) and 2028 = 26:00 (78)
"My sense is that this is the timeline that I came to

participate in. I entered at 22::22 as The Fool
Complete and set out to stay for the duration of the
22 cycle from a spiritual standpoint. The other years
5/24/95 are special points along the way. My first name told
of the cycle that I would help to bring in: wayne =
23."
"Had I been born in 22:22 = 1738, at this point in

my life it would have been 1738 + 37 = 1775, the
year before the Declaration of Independence. How
interesting! Also, the 22 cycle would complete in
another 19 years, at which time I would have been
37 + 19 = 56."
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5/29/95 The line from a song marks a time of specific

significance.
"When the Moon is in the seventh house and Jupiter

aligns with Mars, then PEACE will reign
throughout the planets and LOVE will rule the stars.
This is the dawning of the Age of Aquarius." For the
past week, these words have nearly constantly
occupied my mind. Though, they have been
lingering there for several months.
One discovery of this weekend was that about 3

months and 1 week after my conception, namely on
10/16/57 the above situation occurred with the
alignment Mars at 14:29:08 and Jupiter at 14:28:19
(within 49 seconds). This is quite close! Something
strikes me as extremely important about this. In
addition to Jupiter and Mars, Mercury was only
three degrees off at 17:30:57 and the Sun only 8
degrees off at 22:47:24. All four of these planets
were in the tenth house. Further, all planets were
above the horizon.
Two very meaningful dates from my past have

major significance again, exactly 16 and 11 years
later respectively. It is curious that I found this old
notebook on 5/29.
Found a notebook yesterday in which I started to

write my notes. It had two important dates. The first
was the day that the "Thoughts on the Nature of
Being" were begun: 10/10/77. The second was the
next day that I wrote anything: 12/21/82. Yes, there
was over five years between the initial writing
session and the next sesssion. Now 5/28/95 comes
into play as the day the notes were recovered.
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[Note added on 3 Feb 97] Curious, exactly 16 years

later on 10/10/93, I was released from the mental
hospital. Further, 11 years after the second day of
writing I completed the BEYOND IMAGINATION
book. Interesting. [End of addition]
My victorian house is in synch with my vibration

... born 88 years apart.
Sitting out on my porch, my thoughts wandered to

the origins of the house I live in, and why I was so
attracted to it. My sense was that in a very real way,
this house was made for me. It was built in 1870,
exactly 88 years before my birth, so it is in synch
spiritually -- a haven that promotes my
consciousness ever forward. We bought the house in
late May 1989. It would be very interesting if the
closing date turned out to be 5/28, but I'm not sure
how to verify that.
6/07/95 More interesting manipulations reveal
connections.
Plato was born in 428 = 756 = 9;09. The Hermit;The

Hermit Interesting that he is about the only
philosopher that I have related to. Actually, it's not
so surprising. On the Love/Wisdom path, I know
when I encounter the truths that flow from true
Lovers of Wisdom [Philo Sophia].
Our births are seperated in time by 1958 + 428 =

2386 years, quite some time.
2386 = 27::10 = 28;62 = 30:46 Good number

overall, but something more calls out. Unfolding
from the middle we get 38 26, The VISION GOD.
Now, that's quite interesting.
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38 to 6 = 5:22 = 6 = The Lovers, the top of my "A"

reading. My sense is that this is the final key that
ensures that the puzzle fits. Anytime my musings
take me to either 6 or 84 (6+78), I know that I am
on the right track. Tying 756 to The Hermit, and 528
to wayne were also major revelations.
Breaking M into IVI and N into IV yields new

meanings.
consciousness = 365 139631 5511 = 14 23 12 = 49.

That surprises me for some reason. However, I
remember earlier work with I M = I IVI = 9 9 22 9 =
49.
6/12/95 It is the ocean of spirit wherein I reside much of my
time, bringing through what I can of what I find
there -- or better yet HERE and NOW, for it is only
in the Spacious Present that spirit exists without it's
masks of illusion and manifestation occurs. Free
choice exists not at the conscious level, but at the
Trinity level of conscious/
subconscious/superconscious. Unless awareness is
expanded, we only believe ourselves to be free
within the illusion, and as the popular saying goes
"none are more hopelessly enslaved than those who
falsely believe themselves to be free".
Tying 7:56 to The Hermit and to 84:The Lovers

Exalted.
A quick random calculation said to subtract 840 - 84

= 756. To my surprise, 756 showed up again. I
really was startled because I did the calcualation on
the spur of the moment to see where I was in the
cycle defined by my full name, including jr. 756 =
9:00 = The Hermit, so 832 = 9:76. I would have
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been born in 796, a different form of 428.
The sum of five major tarot readings from 2 years

ago has GREAT significance.
TOTAL = 2184. This is absolutely unbelievable!

That these five major readings would add up to the
final four of my SSN, and further that this is the
exact year when the 78 and the 84 cycles line up
only for the second time since year 0, really make
one wonder. The universe is guiding me toward a
greater understanding of its mysteries.
2184 = 78 x 28 = 6 x 13 x 28 = 3 x 26 x 28 = 3 x 7 x
8 x 13 = 39 x 56
2184 = 84 x 26 = 6 x 14 x 26 = 3 x 28 x 26 = 3 x 8 x
7 x 13 = 24 x 91
Whoa! I didn't expect the 39 x 56 breakout. Those

are the two middle cards forming the bar in the "A"
reading. They also show up side by side in the
inverse triangle reading.
24 x 91 is an interesting breakout as well. The Q of

Wands is the complement of the 64 card, and 91 is
Death Exalted. Death shows up in both the "A" and
"X" readings.
Can it be that simple? Can our purpose truly be

encoded in our names in this fashion. Is this true for
everyone, or is it only true for me? Interesting. I'm
beyond anything that I have read or been taught.
The only foundation under me is a great faith in
consciousness, and in my own ability to know the
truth when I see or hear it.
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1162 has significance again and is tied to 528.
That's right, 1162 is the 70 [528] year of the time

when the 78 and 84 cycles walk together. This
period lasted from 1092 through 1170. It repeats
itself every 78 x 7 = 546 years.
When Uranus is in Aquarius.

6/14/95
My research last night was interesting. Each time
Uranus has run it's course through Aquarius, major
structures in society have crumbled through
revolution. 1911-18 was the last time, and Russia
fell to the Communists. The previous time in the
1827-34, both France and Greece had major
revolutions that uprooted both governments. This
time should be even more interesting because
Neptune joins Uranus as well from 1998 - 2003.
AURORA and the Gold Lion
Back to AURORA = AU RO RA = RO: AURA =

33:41, an interesting combination. OK, now we're
getting somewhere. AURORA = 74. AU = 22,
RORA = 33+19 = 52. Let's play a little to get AU =
22. ROAR = 33+19 = 52. Now we have Gold Lion.
Something on Paul Harvey's "The Rest of the Story"
6/15/95
last week dealt with Dante Alliegierri[sp] and Pope
Leo X. DA = 41. LEO X = 12 5 15 24 = 56. Even
more important is the 5 15 in the middle surrounded
by 1224, the sum for the 121212 triangle. 5 15 is on
the top row of my reverse triangle reading, the
reading with 56 as the driver! 12 is also in that
reading in the second row from the bottom, right
next to 64, the 88 complement of 24! How curious!
6/17/95 Movies from a video store with connections to 528.
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Rented movies 528 : "The Mission" and 755 : "The

Star Chamber". Very interesting titles and how
appropriate for these two extra special numbers.
"The Mission" takes place in the 1750's and begins
with a priest dictating a letter in 1758, exactly 200
years before my birth.
First ties to Chemistry and the Periodic Table.
ESKALITH's prime component is Lithium (Li),

element 3 with atomic weight = 7. The previous
element is Helium (He) with atomic weight = 4. Li
= 12 9. He = 8 5 = The Chariot Exalted. 129 =
1:51(78) = 1:45(84) = 1:41(88). Very interesting.
Also, 12 9 = The Hanged Man : The Hermit. This
captures much of how I've felt over the past two
years.
Li He = elements 3 2 with wts 7 4. 32 and 74 are

very important numbers. Interesting.
"I sense that I've captured a major discovery in the

above, but that I don't yet consciously realize what it
is. Not to worry, all will be revealed in good time.
That it could come together in the way that it has
already is amazing enough. This is the
consciousness of 48 in action. Yes, that best
describes my present state : The Man in Search of
More. What the world offers is not enough. I came
to manifest spirit more fully in flesh and to teach
others how to do the same. These notes are the
documentation of my wanderings during my search.
I am as compelled to write as much as to search. It's
as if the process of bringing the information through
from consciousness onto the screen and printed page
is my most effective means of searching. I sense that
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I've literally entered a "No Man's Land" and while

many kindred spirits whom have come before
formed the stepping stones from which I departed,
I'm now following a path that comes solely from my
heart and sole. Consciousness guides every step of
my way, and I know that I am absolutely safe in her
hands."
6/18/95 Phone number and name of a bus have
significance.
Another day of insights. Saw 000, 111, 222, 333,

4444, and 555 on various cars during the day. Drove
to Big Sur. Followed an Antelope Bus for many
miles. The phone number on the back of the bus
caught my attention 1-800-266-8421. 2 followed by
66 followed by my the last four of my SSN double
digit reversed, 21 84 => 84 21. I believe Antelope is
the 37 animal card. Yes, just looked it up. Further,
its' keyword is ACTION! Interesting. I had been
sensing that it is time for something to happen soon,
very soon indeed.
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47 also = Ag: Silver with wt 108 = 1:30(78) =

1:24(84) = 1:20(88) Camelot : Q of Wands : and
Judgement. Total = 3:74, The Empress : The
Benefactor!
Interesting that my mind would even think to add in

this way. Adding numbers in different bases
logically is like adding apples and oranges, but the
spiritual world does not confine itself to logic. It's
primary tenet is faith, as exhibited by trust in the
beneficence of consciousness. It is the simple and
innocent faith that we have as children that most of
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us lose in the course of "growing up" only to find

again when we really "GROW UP" spiritually.
Know Thyself! It is as simple as that; but, also, as

complex as that. Through thousands of years of our
history people have been attempting this very thing.
Only a few that we know of have truly become Self-
Realized. The Buddha and The Christ, being the two
prominent examples within the past 3000 years.
Buddha = 23 44 81 = 148 = 1:70(78) = 1:64(84) =

1:60(88)
Christ = 38 99 12 = 149 = 1:71(78) = 1:65(84) =
1:61(88)
Added 14 Mar 98: An interesting tie to CW and to

333.
Just noticed that 148 + 149 = 297 = 3 to 300 = 323 =

C W. CW is the Air Force organization I have been
working for since Jan 86. This is my 13th year
working for them. Further, 297 = 3:33(88). WOW!
Curious about element names, atomic numbers,
and atomic weights.
Atoms constitute a symbol system tied to numbers

in three separate ways.
6/19/95
First time using element abbreviations as an
"alphabet" to spell words.
URaNUS = 92 88 9 92 16 = 297 = 3:63 (78) = 3:45

(84) = 3:33 (88)
6/21/95 "So, where is all of this leading? Clearly, the triple
and quadruple numbers have even greater meaning
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know than they did before. However, the further I

get into this, the harder I find it to keep my
conscious attention focused and my conscious
memory apprised of what I am finding. It all goes
back to trust. This is not a "conscious" production. It
happens, and my conscious mind observes and
participates, but by no account is my conscious
mind the creator of these writings. It's tough enough
just observing what comes through and determining
what meaning to apply. Further, very often the
material stretches even my beliefs about the nature
of Self, Consciousness, Spiritual Reality, and
Physical Reality; and my beliefs are far beyond
what most people would consider to be sane. Even
my wife questions my sanity with respect to all this
numbers stuff. My sense is that I am seeing what I
need to see, and for the present, it matters not
whether anyone else sees the world as I do. The
transformations will come soon enough, at which
time my work will be seen to have led the way into
the wilderness so to speak. Moses comes to mind.
However, I don't foresee having to lead a people to
the promised land as he did. Though, it may take
some strong demonstrations to bring about massive
revolution. Ben Hur comes to mind as well, being
number 41 as well. Ah, it is the BH = 28 that strikes
my attention. Interesting. 12 + 20 = 32, and 21 + 47
= 68 are quite meaningful as well."
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Looking through the periodic chart again, the

sense is that these elements can be used as
symbolic building blocks, not just physical
building blocks. Very interesting.
GOD is not buildable from this set of blocks, neither
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Buddha nor Jesus. However, I've also seen Jesus

written as IASUS, and we can use Maitreya for
Buddha. Actually, we'll have to be creative and end
Maitreya with an Au. Actually, something about that
seems appropriate, since the Buddha is often
Golden. Also, interesting is that the chinese
restaurant in the Barnyard in Carmel is named
Golden Buddha and has a large Golden Buddha
inside.
IAsUS = 53 33 92 16 = 194 = 2:40(77) = 2:38(78) =

2:26(84) = 2:18(88) = 2:16(89)
Maitreya = 41 92 95 71 = Nb U Am Lu = 299 This

is 13:13(22)! Ultimate Death.
Then again, this could be the ultimate spiritual birth

as well. Note the key components.
I'm still amazed that the periodic chart can tie so

easily into the spiritual work that I am doing. By
now, you might think that I would simply expect
this to be the case. But, I still find it fascinating. I
have no idea as to where it all will lead, but I know
that it will lead to exactly where it must.
Consciousness is in full control in my life. Perhaps
this is true of everyone's life, the difference being
simply that I am aware that it is so. Looking back,
the idea that the periodic chart could contain a
spiritual alphabet would probably be considered to
be ludicrous by both the scientific and the religious
communities. Clearly, I am walking the straight and
narrow path, balancing and maintaining my bearing
solely by the grace of consciousness.
6/22/95 What makes up AURORA?
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Ar U O Ra 18 92 8 88 18/110/118/206 = 2:52(77) =
2:50(78) = 2:38(84) = 2:30(88) = 2:28(89)
JACKPOT !!!!!!! Major Shivers. Look at those

numbers! This is why I am here! This is why the
commercial on the radio strikes me in the way it
does. The time for building foundation is soon to
come. Camelot exists. It has for all time. It only
needs to be brought down to earth. Further, we
live in the time in which this is to happen.
Whether this week, this year, this decade, or this
century matters not.
Couldn't stop thinking about the Art of ALCHEMY,
the transmutation of base metals into Gold, and the
transmutation of self into SELF.
6/25/95
Lead => Gold = 3514 => 7634. Delta = 4120. The
Ace of Cups : Judgement.
NEED TO INSERT ROWS FOR JUL-DEC 95
1/18/96 216 is The Tower for The High Priestess [2 x 2 x 2 x
3 x 3 x 3] = [6 x 6 x 6]
962 is The Hermit : The Blindfolded Lady [2 x 13 x

37]
Something tells me that the order is reversed. We're

moving towards greater simplification, not
increased complexity. My sense is that I'm at the
962 state now, but that I'm coming close to
completion on it. 88 completion would require 62 +
26 = 2 x 13. 988 = 2 x 13 x 38. How fitting, The
High Priestess x Death x VISION. Also, 26 x 38 =
GOD x VISION. Interesting, there are 26 half lunar
cycles per year. (new moon to full moon, full moon
to new moon) That should mean that my 38 birthday
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marks the 988 point. Hmm, that would mean 23 Mar

96, the 9 and 1/2 weeks point from yesterday would
occur at 987, The Hermit:The Hermit Exalted.
It's interesting that 216 is a 666 number in terms of

factors. It brings in the association with The Beast,
appropriate for the time of The Tower, when the
very transformation of an Age occurs.
The meaning of 1998.
1998 = 2 x 999 = 2 x 3 x 3 x 111 = 3 x 666 = 2 x 3 x

3 x 3 x 37 = 27 x 74 = 18 x 111
This number has very interesting components. No

wonder that it keeps coming up as being a pivotal
year for revolutionary change. It's particularly
noteworthy that it contains both 666 and 999.
Further, it appears that expression as 2:The High
Priestess corresponds to 999 while 3:The Empress
aligns with 666. This must mean that the association
of 666 with The Beast is in error. Indeed, 666 = 18 x
37, The Moon x Riding The Subconscious. This
may be The Beast for many, but it is clearly the
energy that must be released for the Aquarian Age to
be born. 999 on the other hand is 27 x 37, The Ace
of Wands x Riding The Subconscious.
1998 = 3 x 666 = 3 x 9 x 74 = The Empress x The

Hermit x The Benefactor.
999 = 3 x 9 x 37 = The Empress x The Hermit x

Riding The Subconscious
666 = 3 x 6 x 37 = The Empress x The Lovers x
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Riding The Subconscious
666 = 3 x 3 x 74 = The Empress x The Empress x

The Benefactor
666 = 9 x 74 = The Hermit x The Benefactor
Why haven't I examined the factorization of these

numbers before? After all, the are very important
numbers not only to me but to many others. 666
comes from The Bible. Yet, here it comes through
without any negative association unless one fears
what the subconscious has to offer. Interesting.
Another connection to 7:56, this time to 28 and to
Ashland.
756 = 4 x 189 = 4 x 9 x 21 = 2 x 2 x 3 x 3 x 3 x 7 =
9 x 84 = Hermit x The Lovers Exalted.
This is also 9:00(84), The Hermit:The Fool in The

Lovers Exalted base.
1/23/96
756 = 27 x 28 = 28 x 28 - 28. 1996 + 28 = 2024, my
66th year. Whoa. Major shivers. Something told me
to look forward 28 days rather than years. That
results in 21 Feb 96, which happens to be ASH
Wednesday. How appropriate for one involved with
creating Ashland -- the land of ashes required for the
phoenix to arise.
1/25/96 Work phone number and change of office have
special meaning.
Just learned that my work phone number will

change when my office is moved to a different
building next week. 7438 seemed to be the perfect
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number for me. I can't wait to see what new insights

the next number will provide. The destination for
the move has changed as well. Rather than moving
to building "G", we are moving to building "A". The
building address changes from 1250 to 1260. Hmm,
1 to 50 to 1 to 60 = 49 to 59. Once again, The
Aquarian Age comes forth. The street changes from
Borregas to Crossman. Something flashed in my
mind -- Pontius Pilate facing the crowd and asking
which man to save, Barrabas or Jesus. There was an
overwhelming association of Barrabas to Borregas
and Jesus to Crossman, the man who died on the
cross. Interesting. 2 6 9 9 5 7 1 1 = 40:Page of Cups.
3 9 6 1 1 4 1 5 = 30:Camelot.
1250 = 2 x 5 x 5 x 5 x 5 [3/15/98: Curious that I

would notice this on 1/25.]
1260 = 2 x 2 x 3 x 3 x 5 x 7 = 36 x 36 - 36 Also =
28 x 45 = 30 x 42 = 35 x 36.
Now, isn't that interesting. 36 days from Monday,

the move day, results in 5 Mar 96, the third
anniversary of the day the Beyond Imagination
Notes started to come through. Isn't that a trip!
Surely this is more than a coincidence. 36 x 36 - 36
= 6 x 6 x 6 x 6 - 6 x 6. All sixes.
2/5/96 Cycles of 104 have significance one day after
2/4/96 = 24 x 104.
2288 = 22 x 104 = 22-88, span of 66, center at 55.

2392 = 23 x 104 = 32-92, span of 60, center at 62.
2600 = 25 x 104 = 00-62, span of 62 CCW, center at

31 2704 = 26 x 104 = 04-72, span of 68 CCW,
center at 38 2808 = 27 x 104 = 08-82, span of 74
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CCW, center at 45 2912 = 28 x 104 = 12-92, span of

80 CCW, center at 52
So, what's next? 2704 has it's center at 38, and the
span of 68 = WAYNE offers more confirmation that
this seems the most likely candidate for my location
in spirit. That would mean that 25:00(104) was just
completed with the 62:Blindfolded Lady span and
the 31:Youths Fighting center.
2704 = 26 x 104 = 4 x 26 x 26 = 16 x 13 x 13 = 52 x
52.
Curious. The only prime factors are 2 and 13. 16 x

13 x 13 = The Tower x Death x Death.
A cosmic joke on me.
MISSION. Reversed = NO IS SIM. A cosmic joke,

2/6/96 indeed. For many years in the Air Force, I dealt with
SIMulation requirements. At Loral, I'm in the
Modelling and SIMulation Group. The immediate
response that comes to mind is IS REAL = 91 9513
2/7/96 Allowing my intuition free reign to make
connections.
Essentially, I operate on intuition, allowing free

association to guide me to the appropriate
circumstances that stimulate me to make
connections. I guess this is the stuff of which
lunatics are made. Yet, it is my reality. And, the
symbols and connections have a meaning that
cannot be denied. Is the process that I use
repeatable? No. However, why should it have to be?
The more important question is whether the process
results in useful information. Here, I must answer
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yes. But, I can only answer for myself. Whether

what I do is useful to others is for them to decide. At
the very least I offer a picture of how another
consciousness works, even if that is quite different
from your own. I don't know enough to know how
similar or different that might be. At the same time,
I don't know that I possess any special capabilities
that necessarily make what I do unique.
The 21 x 96 days all have a span of 84, with center

at x:54, The Page of Swords, cutting the True from
the False. We have 10 days of this in Feb. 22 x 96
days follow with a span of 74, and a center at x:59,
The Aquarian Age. It seems that we're in for a very
interesting month.
Just noticed last night that "beyond imagination" =

29 58 = the 29 triangle! It's amazing that I had not
discovered this before, especially given how
involved I've been with triangle numbers. 29 is the
number of "light". Further, 58-92 CCW has span of
34, center at 75 = HARTMAN.
Also interesting is that Light = 38:VISION, and

LIGHT = 56:Balance, center of my inverted
triangle.
Just made an interesting connection, WEH = 23 * 5

* 8 = 920 = 11:62(78). This number came up two
years ago in the 1994-832 = 1162 context. It marks
the year of Genghiz Khan's birth as well as the year
that Becket became Archbishop of Canterbury -- the
Hierophant.
beyond imagination = 29 + 58 = 87: The Hermit

Exalted. Interesting that I hadn't noticed this before
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either. Now, how does an Exalted Hermit make his

way in the world? That's a very good question. It
will be interesting to see what answer becomes
manifest in the days ahead. Yes, interesting indeed.
weh = 5 * 5 * 8 = 200 = WAYNE ELLIS

HARTMAN. Coincidence? Maybe. But, I wouldn't
count on it. Only three of 1000 combinations would
yield this sum.
2/13/96 Reductions by prime factorization and
transformation of times to plus.
Summary of results.
23: 8 15 16 23 24 26 39 55 64 66 69 72 74 75 76 90
94 95 98
7: 7 10 21 30 38 45 56 60 68 86 92
13: 4 13 22 57 85 102
19: 18 19 34 65 77 78 81 88
25 52 35 12: 9 12 14 20 25 27 32 33 35 36 42 44 48
50 51 52 54 62 70 84 87 91 104
It's amazing that all of these numbers reduce to

these 5 cases. It's particularly interesting that 19
numbers reduce to 23 = wayne and that 23
numbers reduce to the sequence 25-52-35-12.
Rules for "reduction":
(1) Factor into prime multiplies with powers.

(2) Where power > 1, transform x to the p power
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to x*10 + p.
(3) Add all transformed factors together.
(4) Reduce resulting sum if it can be reduced.
2/14/96 Valentine's Day! I'm obsessed with my numbers
again, this time over a strange reduction process
that convert powers into digits and adds factors
rather than multiplying them. For the numbers
from 1 through 104 the results are:
23 21 times 23 21 = wayne ellis 25 17 times
23 + 25 = 48: The Hermit, 23 * 25 = 575, 21+17 =

38 = VISION.
7 10 times + 7 = 55: The Ace of Swords 19 9 times

+19 = 74: The Benefactor 13 6 times +13 = 87: The
Hermit Exalted 29 6 times +29 = 116: VISION
Exalted 35 5 times +35 = 151: Heaven Lies Within
Exalted 5 2 times + 5 = 156: The High Priestess 12
2 times +12 = 168: The Hanged Man Twice Exalted
31 2 times +31 = 199: Abundance Twice Exalted 41
2 times +41 = 240: The Lovers Thrice Exalted 43 2
times +43 = 283, 823 from the inside out. 8 = 23,
interesting.
Note that if we convert the first 5 numbers to letters

we get:
WYGSM
WAY 23 1 25 49 = 72 = 55 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8
= 23
WHY 23 8 25 56 = 30 = 10 = 7
WXY 23 24 25 72 = 55 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 =
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23
23 * 1 * 25 = 575 ... 23 * 8 * 25 = 4600 ... 23 * 24 *

25 = 13800
Curious. The three main letter readings that I use are

my "A", "H", and "X" readings, in that order. These
are the only letter readings I felt moved to copy and
hang on my wall at work!
If we do number reductions on the letters, before we

multiply, we note that both 8 and 24 "reduce" to the
same number, 23.
23 * 23 * 25 = 13225 = 2:25-31 CCW, span of

6:The Lovers, centered at 2:28. This is The High
Priestess: The Man with the World in His Hand.
Now isn't that interesting. 228 is the sum for my
whole name, WAYNE ELLIS HARTMAN JR.
228 = 2**2 * 57 = 79: The Magician.
WAYNE = 23 1 25 25 5 = 79: The Magician. Note

7:The Chariot and 9:The Hermit
ELLIS = 5 12 12 25 19 = 73: True Heaven Lies
Within.
HARTMAN = 23 1 19 25 13 1 25 = 107: "light"
Exalted.
It's interesting that none of my names reduce. All

three are prime!
Sum = 259 = 7 * 37 = 44 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 =
52 = 35 = 12 = 25
From the inside out we have 529 = 23 * 23. Now
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isn't that interesting.
WAY = 575. WAY + 1 = WAY + ONE = 575 + 1 =

576 = 24 * 24.
But, ONE = 23 25 5. WAY + ONE = 23 1 25 + 23

25 5 = 46 26 30 = 25 23 7. Now isn't that
interesting. These are the top three reduction
numbers. Further, if we map the other members of
the (25 52 35 12) repeating sequence to 25, the three
numbers would be in order of frequency as well.
We're definitely onto something here. The numbers

are connecting in ways that are amazing, literally
beyond belief. There is a strong sense of discovery.
These relationships are not there by accident. Bit by
bit, my mission and the nature of reality is unfolding
before my eyes and mind. I am a participant in the
process, but my major role is to watch what unfolds
and try not to get in the way of what is being
revealed. This requires a deep trust in the process
and an allowance that accepts that things may be
other than they seem.
The thought crosses my mind that I am indeed

crazy. My methods and my interpretations are
without any prior basis, foundation, or training. As
far as I know, they are unique and unrelated to
anything that I have ever been exposed to in this
existence. Curious that this would be so given how
much I have been exposed to.
2/19/95 Squares of Numbers have GREAT significance.
My sense is that this is another piece in the puzzle

that indicates where I am currently at. It seems that
I have reached or am soon to reach 23**2. I just
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had a visualization of checkers and "squared"

corresponding to being "KING-ed". Interesting.
Perhaps "philosopher king" is in the cards after all.
And further, sooner than I think.
It's very interesting that (wayne)**2 = weh reversed.

It's also interesting that 16 = P, 23 = W, and 25 = Y.
Hmm, it's the squares that really matter however.
16**2 = 256 = 2**8 = 28 = 29
22**2 = 484 = 2**2 * 11**2 = 134 = 2 * 67 = 69 =

3 * 23 = 26 = 2 * 13 = 15 = 8 = 23
23**2 = 529 = 232 = 2**3 * 29 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25
= 52
24**2 = 576 = 26 * 32 = 58 = 2 * 29 = 31
25**2 = 625 = 5**4 = 54 = 2 * 3**3 = 35 = 12 = 25
= 52 = 35
26**2 = 676 = 2**2 * 13**2 = 154 = 2 * 7 * 11 =
20 = 2**2 * 5 = 27 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 =
35 = 12 = 25
27**2 = 729 = 3**6 = 2**2 * 3**2 = 54 = 2 * 3**3

= 35 = 12 = 25 = 52 = 35
28**2 = 784 = 2**4 * 7**2 = 96 = 2**5 * 3 = 28 =
29
29**2 = 841 = 292 = 2**2 * 73 = 95 = 5 * 19 = 24
= 2**3 * 3 = 26 = 2 * 13 = 15 = 8 = 23
30**2 = 900 = 2**2 * 3**2 * 5**2 = 106 = 55 = 16
= 24 = 2**3 * 3 = 26 = 2 * 13 = 15 = 8 = 23
31**2 = 961 = 312 = 2**3 * 3 * 13 = 39 = 16 = 24
= 2**3 * 3 = 26 = 2 * 13 = 15 = 8 = 23
32**2 = 1024 = 2**10 = 2 * 3 * 5 * 7 = 17
Note that 32 squared reduces to The Star and its

factors are the first four primes! Further, it is
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preceeded by a 23 triple. 28**2 reduces to the same

number that 28 reduced to (29). Prior to that we
have three years in a row that reduce to the (12 25
52 35) cycle.
My intuition tells me we're at or moving rapidly to

the 24**2 step. This is my 7:56 merkaba
combination that is reflected in my triangle
readings. [Pg 16 : The Tower Ln 7:56]. How's that
for confirmation. There is even information
embedded in how the words are placed on the page.
It's amazing just how ochestrated everything is.
Clearly this is not done consciously.It is amazing
nonetheless.
23**10 = 2310 = 2 * 3 * 5 * 7 * 11 = 28 = 29 =
beyond!
This is the number whose factors are the first five

primes, the next major step
2/20/96 I also found that the sequence (n-1)(n)(n+1) has
some interesting properties.
10 11 12 1320
11 12 13 1716
12 13 14 2184 - - - 28:00(78) = 21:00(104)
13 14 15 2730
14 15 16 3360
15 16 17 4080 - - - 40 Triangle
16 17 18 4896 - - - 48 Triangle
17 18 19 5814 - - - [ADDED 10/97:
57:ELLIS * 102]
18 19 20 6840 - - - [ADDED 10/97:
WAYNE @ 40]
19 20 21 7980 - - - [ADDED 10/97: 798 =
228!]
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20 21 22 9240
21 22 23 10626
27 28 29 21924 - - - Centered at 918 = 9

Triangle
Note that consecutive numbers 16 and 17 result in

triangles and further that these triangle numbers are
a perfect pair 40 + 48 = 88. The second of these is
48:The Man in Search of More and the date 4/8/96
is my upcoming birthday.
Note also that n=28:The Man with the World in his

Hands has The Hermit triangle buried within it.
Further, it has a span of 13 counting both endpoints,
running from 9:12 to 9:24. Its interesting that this
stops one shy of 925, which reversed = 529 =
23**2.
So, am I making mountains out of molehills? Am I

seeing things that aren't really there? My sense is
no. These are indeed valid observations. Further,
that they are guided by an intuitive process gives
them that much more credibility, at least in my eyes.
Three very important number expressed in hex
yield major ties to (n-1) n (n+1)
528 (hex) = 1320 = 10 * 11 * 12 - - - 1320 is my

birth time!
2/26/96
888 (hex) = 2184 = 12 * 13 * 14 - - - 2184 is the
final four of my SSN.
1320 (hex) = 4896 = 16 * 17 * 18 - - - Also, my next

birthday. [38: VISION]
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MORE DETAILED NUMBER PASSAGES
FROM THE BEST OF NOTES
9 Oct 94
Many of you reading this now might think that I am speaking

in tongues, and indeed I am, for I have been allowed to read
a part of the spiritual meaning embodied so compactly in the
language of numbers. If it could work so well in explaining
all that nature hath wrought, then why would it not apply to
the life of man as well and the spirit that is housed within?
The problem lies with what numbers to choose and what
connections to make. These must be recognized and guided
by inner sources; the logical part of the conscious mind is
insufficient for this task. This is why scientists have not seen
these mysteries revealed. They are too locked in a mindset
that does not allow of such things as spirit or consciousness
to be an active force in the world. Actually, you might say
the only active force, or The Force as in the popular Star
Wars movies.
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Am I finding meaning where there was none? Is what I'm

finding meaning at all? Then again, am I even finding it, or
rather is it making its presence known to my awareness? I
sense the later, for I know not first hand where the
information comes from that guides these calculations to be
accomplished and interpreted. Who taught me that the world
of human affairs is founded on cycles of 22 and 78, and the
symbols in both the major and minor arcana of the Tarot?
Who taught me to trust my intuition to tell me the
importance of numbers that are significant to my heart or
inner self in some way? These are not things that the average
person learns to do. Further, even after seeing what it has
done for me, most would not take the time to learn as I did.
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Why? One, because it is not so obvious that I am not a crazy

man. Two, because spirit is not so important to them. It's as if
the test is whether one loves spirit so much that it is even
more important than the air one breathes. At that point one is
ready to know of the truths of the Kingdom of Heaven. At
that point and not until.
10 Oct 94
I'm wondering how much of an impact the numbers have on

people who haven't awakened and taken the time to know
thyself? Earlier, I was wondering if this method of
interpreting spiritual reality applies to anyone but me. Can I
indeed be that different? Am I so unique, that I now speak a
language of my own, that comes across as nonsense to
others? No, I cannot believe that. The breakthroughs I have
recently experienced are grand and glorious beyond
compare. You might say that I have found (actually been
given) the keys to the Kingdom of Heaven, or at least to the
spiritual world. Why me? Because I was ready. Why now?
Because, it is time.
18 Oct 94
The one with vision during the day of God's World or the
spiritual world. Not bad. I do indeed feel as if I've received
spiritual vision. The blindfolds that had been there are now
removed, and I can finally truly SEE, in a way that I have
never done before, and possibly in a way that no man has
ever done before. Can this truly be so? Is this virgin territory
that has not been crossed in this manner? If this is anything
like what is to come, I can already tell that my life from here
on out will be beyond compare, truly Beyond Imagination;
and we will indeed build a better world faster than anyone
could ever dream. And, it will be a "land of ashes" for such is
what will be left of flesh burned out and renewed by the fire
of spirit.
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21 Oct 94
My theory that there is a symbolic spiritual world embedded

within the physical one is no longer a theory. Everywhere I
look there is an orchestration or synchronicity of information
that is undeniable. The spiritual world exists, it is here, one
only need have the eyes to see and the ears to hear. I believe
eyes to see deals more with appropriate I's to see, and ears to
hear deals with the fact that the subconscious works with
vibrations. If one allows the ego to get in the way, the
connections simply don't come.
24 Oct 94
Yes, I went 2 days without writing. However, realizations

were occurring so swiftly that I no longer had time to write
them down. The questions and answers were moving so fast
in my mind that even with a tape recorder, I would have not
been able to keep up with them. It's as if I have passed
through an intense storm, a storm of consciousness. I
thoroughly enjoyed every minute of it. My world view now
is quite different from where it was even two days ago, in
ways that are literally Beyond Imagination. My sense is that
what I know to be true from my personal experience is so
different from the consensus world view and the individual
world views of others that I am unique as an expression of
individualized aware consciousness. I am definitely The
Hanged Man, and The Fool as well.
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I'm in the process of flushing a lot of old beliefs in a very

rapid time period. I am a butterfly soaring in a new world
and I haven't yet seen any other butterflies in the territory
that I have covered. However, I've only had my wings a little
over a week. I know where my consciousness has been over
it's 36 years of existence, and never has it been anywhere
near where it is now. I am free in a way that I have never
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been. I know that we create our own reality but that we do it

primarily subconsciously and that there is but one
consciousness that animates all of us. Yes, ONE
consciousness, no doubt about it. The physical world hasn't
changed one bit. However, my understanding of how it is
created has shifted 90 degrees so that it is completely
orthogonal to the consensus reality. You might say that is the
transformation that I just went through, a 90 degree shift.
Even better, an i shift. By laying down my ego, my I, an
imagination breakthrough came in that allowed me to see
what had been hidden. Everything is the word, everything is
vibration, everything is symbol -- yes, everywhere symbol.
Whether it's in the Medicines of the Animal Cards, the Tarot,
the Runes, Numerology, Astrology, Auras, or even the
Symbol Systems of Modern Sciences; the bottom line is that
it's all information, information with meanings at several
levels. Every word, every name, was specifically chosen.
Every action is specifically called out by consciousness to
meet a multiplicity of needs.
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The universe is sending to me the exact experiences,

messages, and symbols I need to grow at the fastest rate
possible. The end is in site. The Aquarian Age is there, just
out of our grasp, but the VISION will soon be here in full
force. And, the vision of PEACE that it brings will bring
every army and militia to it's knees. For the ways of spirit are
Mighty indeed, and an army of spiritual warriors prepares to
do battle in a war not of hardware but of ideas.
25 Oct 94
My conversations with people have taken on a new level of

meaning. There is the ordinary meaning relevant to the
common worldview, and there is a more subtle yet powerful
spiritual meaning that rides atop all conversation. Remember,
that all words are specifically chosen by consciousness, and
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consciousness ensures that everything is carried out with

elegance, including all communication that needs to take
place.
26 Oct 94
The key in making these manipulations is to allow spirit or

the consciousness within you to do the work. Don't stop it
with arbitrary rules and constraints of logic, mathematics, or
anything that you've learned about the nature of reality. Look
for the hidden meanings in symbols. At first they will seem
very hidden, but the more attention you pay to finding them,
the easier it gets. Let your intuition be your guide, and let it
be a glorious adventure. Literally, what you are uncovering is
the spiritual world, or at least some of the pieces out of
which it is constructed. Every symbol and symbol system in
your world has at least a second spiritual meaning and
maybe several such meanings, if only you learn the language
and gain the eyes to see and ears to hear. Everything has such
meaning, even the seemingly most mundane of things such
as your gossip rags. The world is perfect for the level of
awareness that exists at this time on this planet. This has
been true always, and will be true always. Time is not a
physical dimension, rather a collective level of awareness
dimension. The collective consciousness learns with each
increase in awareness of any member. Yet is this true? There
must be purpose to the Play. There must be growth in
awareness that results. Now we have a collective
consciousness who created individualized consciousnesses as
separate compartments of itself. Either these individuals are
souls in their own right with their own existence or they are
simply compartments from which information about the
greater whole is kept hidden. Know Thyself! We only need
to express as individualized compartments so long as we are
ignorant of our true nature, or so long as we have tasks to do
as individuals in this world. Without this
compartmentalization, it would be too difficult to focus on
keeping it physical. Once we awaken to our true reality as
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consciousness, everything changes. Our task is then to allow

the ONE to express through us, and to do so consciously
versus other than consciously. So long as we are learning and
enjoying the process of incarnating and helping others we are
free to do so. However, it also seems that we have a choice
of expressing as an even greater form of non-physical
consciousness as Seth describes himself to be. Perhaps now
I'm truly ready to understand what he had to say after 20
years of reading and thinking about his words.
Consciousness seems more inclined to use me as a vehicle
for writing than reading these days, however. So long as she
can come up with such wonderful expressions of truth, I'm
more than happy to oblige. Actually, at this point, it is more
than that, my will is subservient to Thy Will. Let the Plan
unfold as consciousness has designed.
7 Nov 94
I need to be more open and playful, allowing consciousness

to move more fluidly between numbers using an inner logic
that makes sense symbolically though it may not appear to
be rational. Not that what I've been doing for the past six
months is rational, but now that I can fly to a degree greater
than ever, what I bring back needs to a free canvas on which
to express with no preconceived notions about how symbols
must be connected. The web is intricately woven, and the
process by which this occurs is simple in principle but
complex in application. In the coming weeks and months, it
is time to start bringing information on that process through
this channel. Always the words will be accompanied by
direct experience, so you will be writing about what you
know or have experienced firsthand. We find it is much
easier that way. Further, there is really no other way for
spiritual evolvement once you reach the level of awareness
that you have reached.
14 Dec 94
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Over the past year I've been noticing signs that there is a
spiritual world coexistent with the physical one. It is
primarily revealed in the symbol systems that have been
imposed on the physical backdrop. There is a synchronicity
of these symbols that cannot be attributed to chance that
reveals a divine spiritual order to everything. Thus far, I have
caught only glimpses. In some cases meaning of these
glimpses has be revealed as well as with 222 in the above.
The process is one of putting together a puzzle, only in this
case: (1) there is no cover picture to guide how the pieces go
together and where they fit relative to one another, (2) no one
said there was a puzzle to begin with, (3) there is no
information on how many pieces are in the puzzle, (4) there
is no guidance on what constitutes a piece, and (5) there is no
guidance on whether this is a solitary or group activity. As I
wrote that, solitary flashed in my mind. Yet, this only makes
the challenge all the greater.
27 Dec 94
The time now just changed from 8:54 to 8:55. In other terms,
from 629 to 529. How close this is to the number 528 that
started us off on this interpretation of the spiritual world. But
is it real, or is it something I've imagined to be so? And, does
it really matter? It seems that for some reason, for me it
must. Why this is so, I know not. But, there is a definite
sense that this is more real than anything else in my life.
Interesting that this would come out this way. Yet, for some
reason, I sense that I have not yet truly lived. It is not clear
how to change this, or whether it is within my power at all.
Oh, to be awake in a world that lies asleep. What an
interesting state to be in. At the same time, full of awareness,
yet lacking the specific means to use it in a manner
beneficial to the spirit from which it springs. I am a man, yet
I am so much more as well, and it is this moreness that must
find expression. How that will be, I know not; but, that it will
be is a certainty of which there is no doubt. When is another
question as well. However, the timing is left to spirit. To
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everything there is a season, and it is spirit that decides what

that will be for the kinds of things that we speak of now.
29 Dec 94
Reviewing the quotes on the wall in my office, I just made

another connection to 528. Looking at the number of letters
in two key names Emerson and Thoreau we get:
Ralph Waldo Emerson

Henry David Thoreau
Wayne Ellis Hartman
All of them have 5 : 5 : 7. Reversing this, we get 7:55 or

528! Coincidence, maybe. But, what an interesting one if it
is. It's amazing how often that particular number keeps
coming up. Also, it is extremely close to the 7 and 56 that are
on the centers of my triangle readings. Wayne => NewWay is
a 5 => 6 transition that would move the tick from 7:55 to
7:56. There come the shivers. I'm clearly onto something
important. The other transcendentalists did not have this
natural transition built into their names. Interesting, indeed.
The time just wasn't right in their day for such a transition to
manifest. They prepared the way, however, as I prepare the
way for those who will follow my example.
30 Jan 95
This morning I was a bit annoyed by a car in front of me that

was moving too slow during a time when I did not have the
opportunity to pass. Intuition guided me to check and record
it's number, 2AGV238.
Something tells me that this has many hidden meanings that

could tie a lot of things together.
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Let's start with 21 7:22 23 8 = 21 8 23 8. This deals with the

21 22 23 sequence from my first name, heart's desire, and
second name.
Taking V as 4 rather than 22, yields 21 74 23 and 8. First

name, whole name, middle name and reduced destiny
number / birthday. That's a lot of stuff that pertains to me.
Further, I was not moved to even notice another license plate
during my 1.5 hour drive into work.
2A 7 V2 38 = 21 7 42 38 = 21 7 222 38. VISION guides The

Chariot from 2:01 to 2:22, through the time of The High
Priestess to the time when The Empress can begin her reign.
AGV = Adam God Eve. Interesting. Especially, surrounding

AGV by 22, The Fool Exalted, my Heart's Desire. Yet, there
is something else that AGV means as well. It will come in
due time, as does all such information. There is another
piece, [A]dam [G]od [E]ve = [AGE].
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How do I know when to reduce numbers and when they are

to be manipulated and arranged in particular ways? The
answer is simple, it is largely by intuition. I've gone beyond
the point where there is any true conscious understanding of
the processing at work in bringing thoughts into my mind.
All that I know is that this occurs naturally and I can count
on consciousness to bring forth whatever it is that I am in
need of at any particular time. There is nothing that could be
forced of directed even if I might want it to be. In my present
state, I have no idea toward what ends anyway. I have
resigned my will to The Will of Consciousness that her
works may be done in accord with the Plan. Part of this
comes from a knowingness that there is indeed a Plan, a
knowingness that comes primarily from having been taught a
new symbolic language, one through which spirit reveals
herself just as clearly and deliberately as atoms combine to
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for higher level molecules. This spiritual reality, in all its full
glory is there intertwined with everything -- accessible to all
who have the ears to hear and eyes to see.
Yet, from my experience this is not such an easy task. One

must open one's mind to new possibilities and see beyond
what is there in the illusion to the true reality that underlies it
and all existence. There is more to life than making a living
and having fun. Then again, what is right for me is not
necessarily right for another.
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Now 12:16 AM file size 131552 = (31) 15 (52) = (09) 16

(30). The Tower sweeping from The Hermit (09) through
Camelot (30). This would require 21 years, through the year
2016. The year 16:22 arrives in 2008 and 16:25 in 2011.
2002 puts us at exactly 16:16. Can this be coincidence as
well that these years would have such great symbolic
meaning?
And all from a file size, taken at the beginning of the top of
the final day of the month. The more I write, the more I am
blown away at what consciousness is able to reveal of the
Plan. This is not my plan. Further, this is not fiction, though I
know not exactly where it originates. One thing after another.
Seemingly random occurrences in an ordinary day, yet the
miraculousness with which they reveal information about the
spiritual universe is beyond any doubt. Could I prove to you
that this is so? No! Such is not my job. When you are ready
to find this world, it will be revealed to you as well. These
notes over a testament to what I have discovered and allowed
to flow through me. It has not been revealed to me, however,
if or how what I have learned applies to another. I am what I
AM.
1 Feb 95
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Looked down at the time, it was exactly 7:55. Of course!

Looked again and it had moved to 7:56. Am I doing the work
that I am here to do or what? It's simply amazing that all
these synchronicities can be occurring. How is it that others
have not had the means to see things in this manner? But,
then again, maybe they have. I can only project people's
experiences from what I have read of their writings, and in
metaphysics, consciousness has directed me to the books that
I needed to read. If there are others who think as I do, they
and their works are not known to me with the exception of
some great quotes from some very great minds. Why is it
that few women have made contribution in this area,
especially given that such a great reliance on subconscious
and superconscious processes is necessary? Perhaps the
problem is that the conscious mind is required as well, but
not in a dominant manner as is the custom.
With every breath, I'm being more and more blown away.
Information, connections, and realizations are coming so
quickly that I don't have time to slow down to capture all of
them in writing. I have to trust that consciousness will guide
my memory and my writing to capture whatever is supposed
to come through in these notes. notes = 56251 = 2:51
through 65. Midpoint is at 2:58 or 528. Also, the cycle is 14
years, so 7 remain, bringing us to 2:65 in the year 2002.
There it is plain as day!
This also made me think about what year in the 1800's had
this completion property. It was none other than 1870, the
exact year that my house was built! Somehow, this cannot be
a coincidence. There are no other houses in Monterey still
standing that were built in 1870! There are a few Victorians
slightly older, but less than a handful. 1+8+7+0=16.
6 Feb 95
OK, took a couple day break, but it was worth it. Still flying
high and seeing meaning everywhere but the process has
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become a natural part of my existence, not a disruptive one.

It's as if I'm able to notice the miraculous from a very
balanced perspective. I still see spirit operating everywhere,
yet I also sense that I my be alone in seeing reality from this
specific perspective. However, even with the early explorers
in this country, they had a common wilderness that existed
on it's own terms about from them. The high country of spirit
seems no different. Many have explored it throughout all
time, but my sense is that I am the first with my unique set of
talents and abilities. Interesting. However, in this case, I
know that I need no supplies for consciousness herself
abundantly supplies me with all that I need.
Remember that the punctuation marks, while important

mathematically are arbitrary separators when it comes to
consciousnesses use of the symbols. It's only when you
confine yourself too strictly to logic that you fail to allow
your mind to play enough to find the full meaning for the
moment. A symbols meaning is highly dependent on the
content in which one finds it, For example Wayne's initials
558. On meaning is"2 to 6" = 2 26 6 = 25. Wow!! That one
never came up before. That's simply incredible. Reading
from the inside out we get 26 26. This is quite remarkable
indeed. These are very simple transforms that I've used many
times before, but never in this specific way on this specific
number.
7 Feb 95
hermit = 8/13/22/26/35/37
HERMIT = 8/13/31/44/53/62/82 = 04 exalted.
buddhist = 2/5/9/13/21/30/31/33
buddha = 22
buddhi = 30
BUDDHIST = 2/23/27/31/39/48/67/87 = 09 exalted.
BUDDHA = 40
BUDDHI = 48
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And what about philosopher king? I'm almost afraid to ask.
philosopher king 7/15/24/27/33/34/41/48/56/61/70

2/11/16/23
Philosopher King 16/24/33/36/42/43/50/57/65/70/79

11/20/25/32
Breaking out king in that manner sent a major shiver down

my whole body. These are very auspicious numbers. Very
auspicious, indeed.
PHILOSOPHER KING
16/24/33/45/60/79/84/100/108/113/131 11/20/34/41
Here we have 78 + 1, 6, 22, 30, 35 and 53 or 88 + 12, 20, 25,

and 43. The Hanged Man, Judgement, The Knight of Wands,
and Abundance.
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Be NZ keeps coming to mind. Be 58. Be 14 26. Be [14 26] =

74 62. Sum = 136 = 88 + 48.
48 is what I truly am. The Eight of Cups. Five Full Cups of

the Senses, and Three of the Mind, yet this is not enough and
the man must wander off for more. It's 78 completion is
Camelot. It's 88 completion is 40, the Page of Cups, which in
turn has a 78 completion of 38:VISION. Now 38 has an 88
completion of 50 which in turn has a 78 completion of 28.
Continuing we have 60 with a 78 completion of 18, and 70
with a 78 completion of 08.
I'm on the threshold of another major breakthrough again. I

can feel it. It's here in these symbols and in this
consciousness paying attention to what higher consciousness
would have me here at this time. What can I say. The pure
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beauty is simply miraculous to behold. It's as if I'm flying to

heights that no one has ever been too. Yet, I know I am but
one of many. I can't wait for the magic that is to unfold as
consciousness is truly able to spread her wings in physical
form. The glories that will be manifest will be beyond
imagination.
15 Feb 95
This mornings observation was license plate 3HUF888 on a

brand new Cougar. This demands some consideration 3 H U
= 3 H 21, center = H 12. 8 8 8 = 8 H 8, is strongly centered
at H8 = 88 = infinity above and infinity below. The sense is
that I'm on the F = 6 = The Lovers path, currently travelling
the H= 8 road. I appear to be at The Hanged Man stop on the
18 spread that start with 3:The Empress and ends with
21:The World. Supporting me from consciousness is this
incredibly strong 888 energy. I know that it is there to
provide whatever I might need.
21 Feb 95
As I write this it is exactly 9:00 PM. I find that fascinating

since that is The Hermit. I just got my pay stub and made a
few startling discoveries. A small note attached to the stub
associates the number 37 with Hartman, W.E. That's the
number of the card in the middle of my "H" reading,
corresponding to the King of Cups with his throne riding
atop the water (subconscious). Further, it appears that the
number 37 is assigned to me by the company, though I had
never noticed it before. Interesting.
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The sense is that one interpretation is what is happening

physically, and the other what is happening spiritually. The
numbers don't help much however if one hasn't learned the
alphabet that translates them to Tarot Cards and the
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associated symbology. Further, unless one allows one's

intuition to guide one's reason, all meaning is lost. The
process cannot be forced. Spirit expresses via grace,
allowance, acceptance, and trust.
My SSN also contains information that I had not seen before.

[575-68-2184]
57 = ELLIS 75 = HARTMAN 68 = WAYNE 21 = ellis, Also

= The World 84 = wayne ellis hartman jr
Notice how only the first two parts of the name had any
overlay. Further, the first name was distinguished as the only
two digit part of the number.
Further, I have one brother and two sisters who got

consecutive SSNs in Hawaii on the same day that I did.
While the HARTMAN part is the same, none of the other
parts of their names match.
MARIA = 13+1+18+9+1=42
LEILANI = 12+5+9+12+1+14+9 = 62
DOREEN = 4+15+18+5+5+14 = 63
JOY = 10+15+25 = 50
DAVID = 4+1+22+9+4 = 40
JOHN = 10+15+8+14 = 47
575 = 7:55 = 9:11 [also = 5 to 8 = 528]
2 18 4 Center = 18 3 = 2:27 = 2::07
21 8 4 Center = 88
COMPLETION 2 1 84 Center = 1 43 = 1:65 = 1::55
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21 84 Center = 48 THE MAN IN SEARCH OF SPIRIT
Unfolding from the center = 8 62 51 78 54 Reversed 4 58 71

52 68
575 also = eye = VISION
It's amazing how much is contained in a simple 9 digit

number. Can it be coincidence that it worked out in this way
for me? Surely not. It all just fits too well!
Looking back at the splits in the SSN, the are 5-6 and 8-2.
These correspond to bridges of some type. 56, 65, 82, and 28
are possibilities. However, given that consciousness typically
embeds itself in reverse, let's see what path is revealed.
4812-86-575 4/8 was birth, 48 was/is spiritual search, 12 is

The Hanged Man and spiritual birth, 28 is a major jump
requiring god-realization, 86 is Spiritual Strength, 65 is
Abundance on a grand scale, 57 is the opening of the Heart
and bearing the crosses of the world. 575 is VISION
translated into 9:11, The Hermit provided just guidance to a
changing world as a New Age finally dawns and spirit can be
more fully enfleshed.
Reading the other way, 575 is Opening the Heart and Getting
the VISION. 5-6, at the center of my "A" reading and my
upside down triangle. The middle is WAYNE, I take this to
mean having acquired sufficient Self-Knowledge. 82 is the
Emperor Exalted. I can see myself to be a Philosopher King,
but I don't see a world ready to offer such a position. Clearly
as a man of PEACE, use of force would be out of the
question. Interesting that this bridge would be there. The
next step is 21:The World, and then 84:The Lovers Exalted.
Perhaps the issue is one of having to traverse the path in both

direction, first in the physical so that one would be prepared
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for the more difficult spiritual journey. This makes a lot of

sense. It would mean that the Tarot card yesterday : The
Lovers, actually had the meaning that I felt when it came up,
that somehow my journey up the "A" reading was
completed.
Time out. 11:11. How come the only times that I notice the
time are at such distinctive moments? I don't wear a watch,
and typically don't pay much attention to time. However,
much of the symbolic information that comes through
involves time related transformations. One that has been
extremely useful is transforming x2y to "x to y" to "(y-
1):(60-x)". This transformation works both ways and has
yielded some extraordinary results. Whether it is correct
mathematically is of no importance. My consciousness
operates greatly off of sound. The sounds from the two
symbols "x2y" and "x to y" are the same.
21 Feb 95
File size at last check was 94874 = 9 48 74. One couldn't ask
for numbers more important to me. Also we have 8: 74-94
centered at 8:84, Strength:The Lovers Exalted. Unfolding
from the center we get 8 47 94 = Strength ASLAN The
Tower Exalted. One final interpretation is a time span 8:49-
74 with a center between 8:61 and 8:62 = 7:83 and 7:84.
Shiver time again. This is 7:05 and 7:06. Another way to
express this is 576. This is where my 7:56 ties in! I'm
absolutely sure of it. The riders in The Chariot are The
Hierophant Exalted and The Lovers Exalted. This is the
combination required to unlock the doors to the Aquarian
Age.
22 Feb 95
Dinner with Larry was fun as usual. [LARRY TORU

HARADA 74 74 33] He has some very powerful numbers in
his name! One thing we discussed was perfect numbers. The
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first two of these are 6 and 28, numbers that are extremely
powerful but also extremely meaningful in my major
readings. This led us to the question of what the rest were.
We found three more in a math book: 496, 8128, and
33550336. Perfect number three is 9 with a span of 4 to 6
centered on 5. This results in 95 = 17, The Star Exalted and =
1::07 = The Chariot Completed.
496 also = 5::56 Interesting indeed!
8128 = 03:28 The Express Exalted:Perfect Number 2. Also =

12:88 = 16:00 The Tower!
The fourth number can also be expressed as the span 18 - 28

centered at 23 = King of Wands = wayne.
28 Feb 95
Of further interest is that going in I was expecting to make a

positive connection of some type, yet I was open enough to
interpret the interaction as it occured to see what it meant.
Another item of note is that the strong message that came
through was that once again, I am THE HERMIT, and I
cannot necessarily expect that this will ever change. To some
degree, I need to be prepared to accept that I am truly alone
in the world even though we be all one. The difference is
13655 vs 133655. That is 6:43 vs 4-5:43 = 5:04. This is
freaky. 13 6 55. 13+55 = 68 = WAYNE + 6 = 74 : The
Benefactor (wayne ellis hartman).
13 36 55 has similar components. 13+55 = 68 = WAYNE +

36 = 104 = 88 + 16:The Tower! Wow! Also, 104 = 78 +
26:The Page of Wands (GOD). 5:04 is The Hierophant:The
Emperor. 6:43 = The Lovers:Abundance. Also, 7:21 The
Chariot:The World. This too sends a shiver down my spine.
That such a destiny may be foretold by a simple act of
interpretation guided by a deep trust in spirit as expressed
through the other than conscious parts of consciousness is
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simply beyond comprehension. Yet, there is a knowingness

that what comes through is right though it may not be
complete.
Something says to look at 133 6 55 as well. 6:55-331 is

centered at 6:193 = 7:115 = 8:37. Wow, the time between 37
and 38. I'm coming up on my 37th birthday in a exactly 39
days. That means that I will be starting my 38th year of
existence! 0-1 was year 1. 37-38 is year 38. The sense is that
the alone => all one transition should be in full force very
soon. Let's explore this a bit more. 13655 => 133 655. This
requires an intermediate transition of 13 655 = Death 8:11,
also = 4 16. Overall we have 20 => 4 16 => 7 16. Sum = 23
= wayne
If we use initial caps 20 => 4 25 => 7 25. Sum = 32 =

america If we use all caps 47 => 13 34 => 25 34 Sum = 59 =
aquarian age
This makes sense. This year has clearly been one in which I
have been riding on my consciousness with a thrown literally
on water, not planted firmly anywhere except in spirit or
consciousness herself. So, the "H" reading was one of what
was to come this year. To some degree we have completed
nearly all of it. It will be interesting to see how the rest
unfolds. The sense is that the "A" reading is near complete as
well. One way to look at the two together is as "AH" = 18 :
The Moon. This has been coming up a lot. Reversed, we get
HA = 81 = The Empress Exalted, appropriate given the
humor with which consciousness expresses herself.
The "H" reading appears to be more like a rotated "I".

Considering that the group I'm in at work started as the AI
group, and I've never really given up this title, we could also
consider AI = 19 = The Sun and reversed IA = 91 = Death
Exalted. Interesting. IASOS. I don't know exactly why I
wrote that. 91161 = 9 1161. This is The Hermit, and the year
before Becket was made Archbishop of Canterbury. That's
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the closest we've come to a Hierophant. Becket = 253252.

Shivers again. Big time. 32:52 is the center. Perfect numbers
for ruling. For our time, 32 is literally the establishment of
the country of the "I AM RACE". 52 is my personality
number.
Split as 2-3:52 = 3:13, now we understand how it split the

country in Becket's time. This too applies to the present. We
at the point of transitioning through a death experience that
at the very least requires a spiritual rebirth. Does science tell
us this? NO. Does religion? NO. Does government? NO.
Does industry? NO. Does the media? NO. Does any element
of our society? NO. Yet, I stand here alone with
consciousness as my sole witness saying this indeed will
come to pass and with a timing that will take the entire
country, and then the world by storm. Spirit has found the
vehicles through which it needs to express. Thoughts change
the world, and it is by thoughts that deeds will arise to allow
the country to be reborn.
Who am I to write in this manner. I am Wayne, a part of the

one consciousness who has come to a realization of whom
that I AM, at least to the degree that consciousness is willing
to reveal to me. By myself, I do nothing. It is only by the
power of consciousness working through me that these ideas
can see the light of day -- perhaps someday to impact the
world. I live moment to moment, day by day, trusting that
consciousness has a divine plan for my life and that my chief
duty is to come to "know myself" even as I perform the tasks
that constitute my destiny.
Looked at the time 9:16. I can always tell by that whether I'm
on the right track and offering consciousness the vehicle she
needs to get through. It's very interesting because I know that
many of the transformations and leaps to conclusions are not
founded on anything the left brain accepts as reasonable. The
fact that we've reached a point where this doesn't matter is
extremely interesting to me. It's almost a sign of operating
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from spirit, being able to speak with a wisdom that is ageless

and timeless, that addresses the heart and soul, not the
intellect. Those who choose to stubbornly rely on their
intellect will have a difficult time in the times ahead. Operate
from intuition, your connection to spirit wherever you can.
As with other tasks, the more you do so, the better the
connection will become. Learn to trust the innate wisdom of
your spirit. Don't judge things by past or present appearance.
Realize that all of your experiences were lovingly put their
by portions of your own self for your own education.
1 Mar 95
Some quick realizations from this morning. Might as well

get an early start on notes for the month. Yes, I'm highly
manic again. The information coming through is literally
blowing me away. I'm flying higher than ever, yet I'm also
grounded in a manner that I have never been before. I know
that I see the world differently than most. And probably
differently than anyone else on the planet. Yet, I also know
that consciousness lovingly guides me every step of the way
so that the discoveries and connections I am being led to
make are those required for the Plan to unfold and for me to
carry out the destiny to which I was assigned before coming
into this particular incarnation. Interesting.
P(6) => 68 to take the world from 9:53 to 9:58 = 11:09 to

11:14. WOW! This occurs within a 5 year span, the starting
point being either now or very soon.
P(7) => 38 + 69 to take us from 3:14 to 3:37 a span of 23

years centered between 3:26 and 3:27 or 4:02 and 4:03.
Those High Priestess to Empress transitions are the tough
ones. Also, P(7) has The Benefactor at one end and 28 at the
other.
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Overall timing seems to indicate that P(6) transition occurs

from now through 2001, followed by P(7) from 2001 to
2024.
2 Mar 93
Also, look at P(32) again 7:56 838 = 7:56 38. Amazing!

Absolutely amazing. 7:56 or 428 is my characteristic
number. It has been prevalent in my life for over a year
already.
3 Mar 93
Watched The Lion King, 88 minutes Lion = 12/21/27/32 and

King = 11/20/25/32. It's interesting that a movie filled with
such spiritual themes has reached such a great audience, and
is continuing to do so. Also watched Fiddler on the Roof, I'd
seen it years before, but I don't remember it having such
impact. The basic theme of the film deals with change and
the breakdown of tradition. Tradition is
20/29/30/34/43/45/54/60/65. Hmm. With a lower case initial
"t" we get 2/11/12/16/25/27/36/42/47. Look at the sequence
of partial sums that came out of that. That's about as
applicable a set of 9 numbers that could have come up. The
Lion King was also about tradition, and in particular about
how a ruler must rule to allow the Circle of Life to exist in
harmony.
8 Mar 95
For dinner I had Togo's #9 sandwich and a large drink. Cost

was $5.28. I finished eating at 6:28 PM. Clearly such
occurrences are not coincidences. It has to be obvious now to
anyone reading these notes that there is a consistency in
which the spiritual is embedded in the physical world.
Synchronicities are the primary bleedthroughs that are
picked up by people. However, once one truly opens ones
mind to the concept of reality created by consciousness, the
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door is opened to start the spiritual trek to the source

consciousness.
21 Mar 95
It is not clear what consciousness has next on the agenda. I

feel healed, yet I feel strange again. There is a sense that a
major chage is forthcoming. I just drew the 528 card,
otherwise known as the 70 Card or the Two of Pentacles. It's
completion of all things is The Moon. What better set of
characteristic cards for one who might be considered a
lunatic. Further 5:28 is The Hierophant, The Man with the
World in His Hand. Interesting. The card itself does not
appear to reveal this meaning directly. The figure appears to
be more as a jester or juggler. Then again, much of the Tarot
meaning that has been uncovered over the past year has been
by looking beyond the obvious and by allowing
consciousness to make connections that had been embedded
into the deck years ago. It is not clear yet whether the authors
of the deck consciously knew what information they were
passing along in their deck. Much of the symbolism was
obviously placed onto specific cards, however, the artist may
have been visual, receiving the cards as whole entities with
symbolism built in. Then again, the deck was a collaborative
effort by Ryder/Waite. This lends credence to the idea that
the two were moved to consciously embed the appropriate
symbology into the deck -- probably on more than one level.
It's interesting that this has been the only deck that I have
been drawn to, and that the symbology is so relevant to me.
My sense, however, is that much that I see has no relevance
to others. I have found the keys to the kingdom. Verily, they
were there within me all the time. I cannot pass the keys on
to another, it is up to them to find the keys within
themselves. Here, the script is not written in stone. Each
individual is given as long as it takes, but must suffer the
illusion so long as they fail to open their eyes to see and open
their ears to hear.
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What determines who gets what parts in the play and hence
what chance to reach enlightenment or at least greater
conscious awareness? Answer 1 is that it is all ONE
consciousness, so it really doesn't matter. Answer 2 is that
each gets that experience that is most appropriate for its
development and the development of the whole, given it's
present state and what is needed by the whole. Personal
experience is closer to answer 2 because of the identity
continuity of individuals. The Self has a continuing existence
independent of the ONE. Actually, independent is too strong.
The separation is apparent, not real. At some level, there are
no separations. No separations! Just as they said in Jonathan
Livingston Seagull. The apparent is not real. Yet, what does
that really allow? To dream, and to actualize those dreams,
for such dreams are the fabric through which consciousness
weaves the illusion of reality. Illusion is an interesting word.
93331965 = 9/12/15/18/19/28/34/39. Notice 1965 embedded
at the end. That was 30 years ago. It was also 7 years after
my birth. Is that when the Chariot started? It's completion
would have been 22 years later in 1987, the year I got
married. The 9:The Hermit and triple 3 seem important as
well.
"Illusion" breaks down this way all the time. It was only now
that I was moved to break it down and allow consciousness
to guide the interpretation expressed above. Once again,
consciousness through no intent of my own conscious mind,
other than offering my faculties as her voice brings through
new information that I had no means of knowing
consciously. How many coincidences does it take to
demonstrate that the spiritual is real? This is not asked of the
one through which this comes but of all others who may read
these words.
23 Mar 95
File size 49098 09:08-04, currently stopped at 09:06.

Interesting. The Hermit:The Lovers, clearly a peak state of
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awareness. And yet, it resonates in some way. It's a very

detached state in many ways, a state heavily tied to
consciousness and barely tied to the world. The butterfly
state in many ways, flying most of the time, and only
occasionally coming down to touch the ground. Interesting.
The backward sweep moves from The Lovers to The
Hierophant at the next tick, and then simply to The Emperor.
It seems that the world needs a spiritual leader to guide it to
an understanding of itself, but after such understanding is
achieved, people must stand on their own interior link to
consciousness and spirit.
One thing that struck me as odd was something Larry said

yesterday, something to the effect that nothing that he had
learned thus far in his existence had any real lasting value.
Interesting. Not surprising, but interesting. And, if Larry is
figuring this out and being moved to find something
meaningful how many other are as well. I've been moved in
this manner for over 20 years and believe I've find what I
was looking for and more, far more.
Nothing prepared me for the experiences that began just over

two year ago, 5 Mar 93, and got serious in Jul 93, landing me
in the hospital in Oct 93. Further, no outside source got me
through the experience -- no books, no people, especially not
the psychologists. To this day, I cannot recall any true
support after arriving to the hospital other than getting placed
on particular drugs. Interesting that this would be so. I
remember several failed attempts at trying to get through to
people who could help once I left the hospital but it was not
meant to be.
Interesting how the play unfolds. But, how else was I to learn
the lesson of the 62 Card, and further yet the 6 Card: The
Lovers, but also the nature of contacting the
Superconsciousness. Every step along the way consciousness
has allowed me to experience what I needed to experience
for my highest growth. Am I that different than others, or
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does consciousness grant this same privilege to all. Then

again, I have not met anyone with the same narrow focus
that I have. I can understand how people might find it
difficult to relate. Our inner worlds are really generated by
our concepts of how the world works. My concepts have
gone far beyond what common sanity is able to accept. This
speaks nothing of their validity. Copernicus spoke of a sun
centered world at a time when the Church advocated a Geo-
Centric point of view. In due time, Copernicus' view won out
not because it was necessarily correct, but because its utility
was greater. In the end, it seems that utility is one of the best
measures for consciousness exploring itself and its world.
Simplicity seems to be another indication that spiritual truth
is close by.
Does it really make sense that this is an elaborate Play. Yes.

Absolutely, consciousness would have it no other way, Play
= 7317 = 7/10/11/18. 72, the complement of 16:The Tower is
also hidden therein. Why am I not surprised that this be so.
After all, that's the major purpose of the Play, to get the
conscious and subconscious to jump out of The Tower into
enlightenment.
How is it that I'm given this insight? Why is it that I have a

need to know? Perhaps others do as well but it has not yet
been made known where the writings are to go. Notes, such a
simple name, 56251 with a span of 14 from 51-65 centered
at 58. 258 = 5:28 expressed a different way. So, these notes
are the means for achieving the 5:28 state. Clearly, they have
been a source of education that far surpasses anything else in
my experience. Who better to have as one's teacher than
consciousness herself. But the teaching is not through the
words alone. Throughout, my personal experience has served
as the background over which the material may come
through.
26 Mar 95
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Also noticed in the Homes Magazine that HavenHill is still

on the market as well as the 10,000 square foot mansion with
the huge fireplace and chairs similar to mine. The later's
price has dropped from 6.2 M to 5.3 M, still a bit out of
reach, but who knows what the morrow will bring. The
picture of the house highlights a great room and desk/office
area where it appears that decisions of world impact or at
least country impact could be revealed by consciousness.
HavenHill w/ 19,000 square feet at 2.95 M is even more of a
bargain but something about all the yellow inside doesn't feel
right. All the heavy woods of the other mansion are far more
enticing.
Why do I mention this? Is it Ego still there thinking it is that

special that it is deserving of such a setting? I think not, but
there is a sense that my setting should be such as to allow
consciousness to most fully operate through me. Also, the
caliber of people that consciousness needs to influence and
awaken through me is great indeed. Such a setting befits
calling in such people for their spiritual enlightenment.
Interesting. Is this real, or am I simply justifying a fantasy of
an ego maniac. My sense is that we'll know soon enough. My
37th birthday marks the end of my 37th year. I've been
walking on my subconscious throughout the year. Now we
come to 38:VISION. It will be fun to see what lies in store in
this year ahead. It's interesting that my life is aligned with
the Cards of the Tarot, in particular the Ryder/Waite deck. I
remember the second time that I went to see Dr Adolfo over
a year and a half ago that I told her that the Numerology and
the Tarot book was the book of my life. I still feel that to be
as true today as it was then.
27 Mar 95
Last file size was 64888 = 8x8 888. Interesting. Time

recorded was @ 10:48. Definitely interesting numbers. In
particular the triple 8 is fascinating.
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30 Mar 95
I've had a sense since the first time that I saw my house that
it was where I was meant to live. It wasn't a deja vu feeling,
but an intuitive knowingness. This is the house where my
Tower experiences are to occur. For over five years however,
my work in Sunnyvale has been over 80 miles from my
home in Monterey.
File size = 74 5 84. This is a very interesting place to stop.

The Benefactor:The Hierophant: The Lovers Exalted. The
midpoint is the 5:79 = The Hierophant:The Magician
Exalted. Also = 6:57, reversed = 7:56. Now, who would have
expected that to come up once again. The universe or
consciousness keeps stamping out the message 7:56. Let's
explore a bit. 576 = 5::136 = 6::48 = The Lovers:: The Man
In Search of More. 6 is at the top of my "A" reading
corresponding to the large diamond on my ring. 4 8 is my
birthday and the card describes me to a tee. It's simply
amazing. Further 48 reversed = 84 = 06.
528 = 5::88 = 6::00 = The Lovers::The Fool.
5::28 = 440+28 = 468 = 6:48. Very interesting that the digits

come out this way.30 Mar 95
I've had a sense since the first time that I saw my house that
it was where I was meant to live. It wasn't a deja vu feeling,
but an intuitive knowingness. This is the house where my
Tower experiences are to occur. For over five years however,
my work in Sunnyvale has been over 80 miles from my
home in Monterey.
File size = 74 5 84. This is a very interesting place to stop.

The Benefactor:The Hierophant: The Lovers Exalted. The
midpoint is the 5:79 = The Hierophant:The Magician
Exalted. Also = 6:57, reversed = 7:56. Now, who would have
expected that to come up once again. The universe or
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consciousness keeps stamping out the message 7:56. Let's

explore a bit. 576 = 5::136 = 6::48 = The Lovers:: The Man
In Search of More. 6 is at the top of my "A" reading
corresponding to the large diamond on my ring. 4 8 is my
birthday and the card describes me to a tee. It's simply
amazing. Further 48 reversed = 84 = 06.
528 = 5::88 = 6::00 = The Lovers::The Fool.
5::28 = 440+28 = 468 = 6:48. Very interesting that the digits

come out this way.
3 Apr 95
Here we go again, the start of a new month, but a special

month -- my birth month. In fact my 37 birthday is only 5
days away. I'm looking forward to what my 38th year has to
offer. The past year has definitely been one of riding on the
subconscious, and what a ride it has been! 38, however
brings forth VISION, followed by 39 in 1996 which carries
the gifts of VISION forth into the world. It will be interesting
to see how this VISION, as a combination of subconscious
and conscious processes manifests. For much of the past
year, I've felt powerless to do anything, an actor in a play just
going through the motions. To some degree, it has been a
troubling time, yet it has been a time of the greatest spiritual
growth in my life. My level of awareness now is far greater
than it was a year ago. I know for certain that I am
surrounded by a spiritual world even if my body does not
appear to have benefited from this knowledge.
4 Apr 95
The network just went down again, providing for an

interesting piece of information for me. When I started the
computer back up again it said:
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Attached to MOD_SIM ... 04/04/95 4:44:44 How interesting

that so many fours would show up.
The question for the day is: what does all of this mean?
Fours represent the Emperor. Yet, 44 is the youth unaware of
the hand of god offered to him -- the halfway point to 88, the
number whose completion is itself. 44 with 38:VISION yield
82 = The Emperor Exalted.
Just drew the Tarot Card for today. Would you believe, none
other than 44, The IV of Cups, the very number we were just
talking about combining with 38, the card from yesterday.
It's as if the universe hit me beside the head with a sledge
hammer. Once again, spirit speaks in a way that is beyond
reproach. Then again, many have not eyes to see, nor ears to
hear what I have seen and heard and know to be true to the
innermost of my being. Most people look outward and ask
why things are the way they are. I look inward and ask what
I need to do to allow spirit to bring forth that which is
required to change these things. The world is created from
the inner via thought. Only through such is the outer made
manifest. But, it is a mistake to think that thought alone
holds the key. It is the consciousness that thinks and sustains
the thought that creates the world. How many people in
America would believe this simple truth? Yet, how obvious it
seems that this is indeed the way the reality game is played.
Interesting.
One more point. This morning, on the front page of the

sports section, the most prominent jersey number was 44.
The only other jersey was 13. I remember because I added
the two to get 57. I also added 44 + 31 (13 reversed) to get
75. 57 = ELLIS. 75 = HARTMAN. Interesting. Also, 44 =
wayne ellis. [23 + 21].
5 Apr 95
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Driving to dinner tonight the trip meter reached 7777 @

6:57. Reversing the time yields 7:56. Once again the
numbers of the cards from the center of my triangle reading.
Further, 7:56 is 4:28 = The Emperor: The Man with the
World in his Hand. But, this jumps out as 2:48, The High
Priestess:The Man in Search of More. Four 7's is definitely
jackpot time. So, what does this mean? Jackpot = 1132762 =
1/2/5/7/14/20/22 with a small j. Jackpot = 31. JACKPOT =
76. This number comes up quite frequently. It is the year that
I graduated and the year of the bicentennial of this nation. It
is also the year that my niece Jamie was born. The Tarot
card, the VIII of Pentacles has a man working away
oblivious to any other concerns with many pieces already
completed. Hum, 4 x 7 = 28 as well.
The Tarot Card for today is 42, the Man and Woman pushing
cups together while the "winged lion above the caduceus"
hangs above them. The man who has the wisdom to interpret
knowledge from the higher worlds to others. Something
about this symbol stands as the ideal for me. This is another
card of the family of 6.
06 is The Lovers dealing with the relationship

between conscious and subconscious and
superconsious. I believe I've learned this lesson.
15 is The Devil dealing with the restrictions we place

upon ourselves by remaining in ignorance and failing
to look to the light of spirit.
24 is the Queen of Wands. My natal Sun shows up at

24::26 Pisces on a Sidereal Chart. The completion
number for 24 is 64, renouncing my will completely
for Thy Will.
33 is the 7 of Wands, with six senses firmly

established and the seventh: the ability to leave the
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body at will about to be established. This is also the

Christ vibration.
42 we've identified above. The sense is that we are

almost there, my wife and I, even though our paths
for seven years have been so different, it is now time
to really come together as two people, each with
something valuable to bring to the party. As to how
the winged lion manifests, we'll just have to wait and
see.
51 is the King of Swords, the King of the Desert. His

justice is swift. I don't yet relate to this card
personally but I may when the time is right. However,
I just noticed that its completion is 37: The King of
Cups, a number I am highly familiar with. Also 51
reversed is 15 discussed above.
60 has the Conscious leading the Subconscious and

Superconscious through the calm waters. Interesting
that this is the reverse of 06 where conscious looks to
subconscious looks to superconscious. Interesting
indeed. Also, the completion for 60 is 28, the number
that most closely represents god. Further 6 and 28,
the two numbers associated with 60 in meaningful
ways are PERFECT numbers!
69: The Ace of Pentacles is the number that shows

the fruits of allowing consciousness to flow through
us and do its works. It shows the rewards of working
to manifest spirit. The completion number is 19:The
Sun, of course, representing spirit.
78: The Ten of Pentacles is the completion of the

Tarot. Its completion is 10: The Wheel of Forturne.
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87: The Hermit Exalted. Its completion is 1, The

Magician. Interesting indeed. It's amazing the The
Hermit showed up in this sequence.
96: The Moon Exalted is next. (1:18) Also 1::08

Strength
105: The Ace of Wands Exalted (1:27) Also 1::17 The

Star
114: The Ten of Wands Exalted (1:36) Also 1::26

Page of Wands
123: Black Robe Exalted (1:45) Also 1::35 Spiritual

Inheritance
I'm not sure what that was all about but there is something
about the sixes that are particularly attractive to me. To some
degree these define and map where my experiences will
occur within the matrix of possible experiences. Actually,
they are only possible because my present awareness does
not fully recognize the nature of how physical reality is
created. I still sense that I am more an observer than a
participant, though this may be a problem. It seems that more
of a balance should be in order. In some ways, I am not
happy with my life. Yet, in other ways, I would not trade my
experiences in consciousness with anyone. Being happy
appears to be a choice, not a result of any particular events or
things. Actually this is not quite right either. Happiness
seems to be a natural result that just happens when things are
going right and one's life is in order with a reasonable level
of fun, enjoyment, and fulfillment.
7 Apr 95
Uranus period is about 84 years. 360/84 = 4.285714 degrees

per year. Now isn't that an interesting number. Also 84 in
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itself was 06: The Lovers Exalted. Since it's also the sum of
my whole name, let's investigate a bit further URANUS.
(You are an US.) 3/12/13/18/21/22. Reversed =
1/4/9/10/19/22. Uranus = 21/30/31/36/39/40. URANUS =
21/39/40/54/75/94 = 88+6:The Lovers = 78 + 16 : THE
TOWER EXALTED.
You ran us. You ran US. Reversed = "SUN AR U" = SUN
ARE YOU. Interesting interpretations. Yet which be true.
Something tells me that I'll know soon enough. But, there is
definitely a strong Uranus connection. I feel it somehow to
the core of my being. Both 22 and 84 are no accidents.
Given that Uranus is at 05:31 Capricorn, it has 24:29 to go to

get to Aquarius. This is not exact because we're looking at
things from a skewed perspective on the earth so planets go
retrograde at times and don't move at exact rates across the
sky.
By my calculations this transition to Aquarius should occur

in 5 years 260.1638 days. This is a very interesting number
as well pushing us almost exactly to the beginning of 2001.
19 Apr 95
The Tarot Card for today is none other than 5:The

Hierophant. Now, why should that come up on 4/19 in a 24
year. 23/24 = 47 = ASLAN. Interesting, this makes
ASHLAND = 47+12 = 59. Looking at the digits individually
we have 5:The Hierophant and 9:The Hermit. It's interesting
that Her(m)it is contained within Hierophant except for the
m=13:Death. "Her AM It" comes to mind as well.
Hierophant = 8959678152 = 8/17/22/31/37/44/52/53/58/60.
Amazing, The complement is 28 and 5:28 has been so
prominent in learning the language of spirit. Further, the
complement to the Hierophant is 83 = 05 = The Hierophant
Exalted. No other combination satisfies the equation x +
(78+x) = 88. x=5 is the only solution! It appears that the
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reverse partial sums may be revealing as well:

2/7/8/16/23/29/38/43/52/60.
I'm interested in PHOENIX as well 16 08 15 05 14 09 24 =

91 = 13 = 88 + 03. 1. 16 08 balance the 24 at the other side.
2. 15 05 are side by side as in my inverted triangle. 3. 14 is
surrounded by 05 + 09 = 14. 4. The total results in Death
Exalted = The Empress Completed. 5. Evenest split is 4/3
resulting in 44 + 47. [also phonetic split!] 6. Every other
letter has a single digit value, and only these letters. 7. 09 is
surrounded by 14 + 24 = 38 = VISION.
Something says to reverse things 61 08 51 05 41 09 42.

Originally reversed the single digit numbers including the
preceeding 0 but something felt wrong.
phoenix = 7865596 = 7/15/21/26/31/40/46 Phoenix =

phoenix + 9 = 12/24/30/35/40/49/55
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Coincidence? I have a briefing open to chart 37 and the two

numbers highlighted at the bottom are 23 and 68, wayne and
WAYNE respectively. This is especially interesting since I
just turned 37 a little over a week ago. The numbers deal
with "Reduction" and "Total Reduction". I wonder what
these words reveal. Nothing else on the chart appears to be
important for any reason. Reduction =
18/23/27/30/33/35/44/50/55, the same outcome as Phoenix.
Further, this shows up as the upper right card of my "X"
reading and the partial sums are quite meaningful, every one
of them. "Total" adds 20/26/28/29/32 = America/Victory/I
AM Race. Further, the partial sums again have great
significance.
Total Reduction = 32 55, 23 to 55, sweep of 32, centered at

39. 39 indicates that it is time to bring my message of Peace
and Change to the world. This is also 5 2 33, which could
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mean that the 33 state occurs in 5 years = 1995 + 5 = 2000. It

could also mean that 33 occurs in 5 months on the personal
front. That's as early as September of this year. Interesting,
since the current job situation is somewhat uncertain past this
point in time.
32 + 55 = 87 = 09 = The Hermit Exalted. Interesting indeed.

Is this confirming what I AM or what I am to be in the times
ahead. I AM = 9 1 13 = The Hermit:The Magician:Death.
The total is 23 = wayne. I'M = 9 13 = The Hermit:Death.
Sum = 22 = The Fool, my Heart's Desire.
24 Apr 95
Now there is something more 1968 is a key year, the

eleventh year of my life (for most of it, anyway) 19+68 = 87
= 09 = The Hermit Exalted. My intuition says to break 5795
into 5 795 which = 5 5 2 800 = 5 528 00. There it is again
528. That number shows up so many times that it's become
somewhat of a verification that I'm reaching the conclusions
that spirit is moving me to achieve. Why? This is of no
import anymore. I know that I am on the path that is right for
me and that I have achieved a direct connection with source
consciousness that I can count on to give me all that I need.
My only obligation is to express what spirit would have me
express to the greatest degree that I can.
26 Apr 95
Just made an interesting discovery. RIDER TAROT = 99459

21962, 479 and 937. The first of these = 5::39 = 6:11. The
second 9 37 stands on it's own. 6 is the top of my "A"
reading, 11 the middle of my "X" reading, 9 is who I AM,
and 37 is the middle of my "H" reading.
Further, the totals are 36 + 20 = 56, the middle of my

downward point triangle reading.
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Capitalizing adds 8 x 9 = 72, resulting in 128 = 78 + 50.

Interesting! If we just capitalize initial letters we get 56 + 27
= 83 = 05 = The Hierophant Exalted.
937 also yields 38 as a center point. 479 = 47 9 = ASLAN :

The Hermit. Also, this can be reversed and split into its
single digits 9 7 4 = The Hermit : The Chariot : The
Emperor. The Chariot is the center of my upright pyramid
reading.
9 74 = The Hermit : The Benefactor. 9 7 4 = 7:94 = 7:16 =

The Chariot : The Tower Exalted. All of these interpretations
call to my soul, confirming my purpose and meaning in this
existence. This specific tool was specifically designed to
build my intuitive skills. It may do that for other's as well,
but the world that I live in is Wayne's World. In that world, I
only know that which I experience. I trust my consciousness
and awareness -- I don't necessarily believe much of what the
illusion presents as reality. Yes, I appear to be subject to
some restrictions as a part of taking form in this illusion, but
it is not clear that those restrictions are absolute. My focus
now is WHY, what is the meaning of it all. Each day I get
closer and closer to the answer. In the meantime I observe
what I am moved to do, and do what I can to keep as awake
as is possible for me at this time.
Curious. 47 + 9 = 56, and 74 + 9 = 83 = 05 = The Hierophant

Exalted.
937 = 10 * 88 + 57 = 10::57. 937 also = 11 * 78 + 59 = 11:59

= 1 2 12 = 12 12. So, hidden within TAROT we have 12:12.
One just has to see things from the right perspective and
allow one's intuition to guide one to the meaning that is
hidden in the symbols. The transformations are simple. The
require no calculators of computers. Simple additions,
reductions, and multiplications more than suffice -- along
with a few special operations that consciousness is aware of
verbally, but that have no mathematical basis. Logic does not
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reign supreme in this realm. It can be a useful tool at times,

but intuition will not give way to a logic that lacks spiritual
dimensions and awareness. At least my intuition won't give
way to such. Consciousness simply will not allow it.
Tarot Card for today is 76. This card deals with happily
doing the work which must be done and doing it well
without regard for much of anything else in the world. In
short, one's work becomes one's life. In general, this might
be poor advise; but, for spiritual work one cannot live in any
other way. The pentacles are aligned as 6 complete, 1 in
work, and 1 to be worked. 6:11 again. Interesting. The
workman's clothes are threadworn, indicating little concern
for appearance and single-minded focus on the job at hand.
Hmm.
The completion for 76 is 12 : The Hanged Man, a card that I

relate to deeply Also, I graduated from High School in '76.
Something said to draw another card. 14: Temperance came
up. This is the completion for 74 : The Benefactor [wayne
ellis hartman]. Further, '74 is the year I found Seth, or Seth
found me, or consciousness brought the two of us together.
Connection after connection after connection. Further, these
two surround 13, 75 = Death, HARTMAN. 75 is also the
laborer whose plants come up with all leaves and no fruit.
The second number gets modified by changing HART MAN
to HEART MAN. That changes the count to 80 and makes 8
: Strength its complement. 80 = 02 = The High Priestess
Exalted. 74, then becomes 79 and makes 9 : The Hermit its
complement. 79 = The Magician Exalted. Adding Jr. 84
becomes 89 = 11 = Justice Exalted, the Center if my "X"
reading. It also puts me at 88+1 = 1::01, 11 in its own way.
Fascinating. Two weeks in a row, they got my name wrong at
the movie rental place. I've been going there for over three
years and they had never done that. Further, it was two
different people trying to find me under "Heartman". Is the
universe trying to tell me something or what. Simple actions,
simple mistakes, all have significance -- that is they may
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have significance. Overanalysis doesn't help. The signals that

consciousness is sending to you will come through when you
are ready and not before. The process cannot be rushed and
each must do the work to "know thyself". That is the key.
Further, it is the reason for existence, period,
At dinner today with Jim B, he mentioned that the planets in

transit are most powerful at their stationary points. For my
Pluto square Pluto this occurred Mar 4. Looking back at the
notes of that time, I was highly manic and great stuff was
coming through. I found it extremely interesting that I
watched the movies The Lion King and Fiddler on the Roof
on the evening before that day.
29 Apr 95
Just one more day in the month. Lots of driving today to

celebrate my Mother-In-Law's birthday. Good day overall.
Coming home, however, just about 10 miles before the end
of the trip, a very meaningful set of symbols came into my
awareness.
Odometer Tripmeter Time 32412..... 666.5 ..... 9:37-9:38

32412..... 666.6 ..... 9:38 32413..... 666.9 ..... 9:38
666 always sparks my attention. 9:38 is The Hermit:Vision.

That this change would occur just before 666.6 is more than
coincidence. Now 32412 is interesting as well. 32 41 2 in
particular is an interesting breakout. However, this is only
the beginning. 4:12-32 has a sweep of 20:Judgement and is
centered on 4:22 = 5:00 = The Hierophant. How appropriate.
My normal way of reading the sweep is 412-423, which has
a sweep of 11 and is centered between 417 and 418. The
final odometer change alters this to 413-423, center at 418.
418 using a base of 78 transforms to none other than 5:28!
Thinking about my diagrams. 148 is the bottom base of the

homeplate shape. The left side is 213 = 2::37 = 2:57. The top
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would be 638, an interesting number in it's own right. In base

78, we get 6:(132+38) = 6:170 = 8:14. It's extremely
interesting that this is 418 reversed. Strength:Temperance. 8
is associated with Buddhism, 14 is the completion for 74. It
also occurred to me that the 8 is my birthday, and the
reduced number for my birthdate as a whole. In some way it
represents home. It's also amazing that my first name traces
key parts of a home plate image 23 68 41. Somehow I think
that my destiny lies in following the path both ways. In the
world, the path appears to be 12 23 36 68 84=06 41.
However, I also sense that I have a counterpart to play which
balances things from the spiritual side. As usual, this is the
reverse of the material existence. 14 48 86=08 63 32 21.
Note 86 is also the complement of 2, my soul ray. In the first
set of numbers the three in bold are wayne, WAYNE, and
Wayne. In the second set, 14 is the complement of my whole
name (- Jr), 48 is my birthdate 4/8. Also, the 48 card is the 8
of cups, with the man in the red robe walking away from the
5 full cups of the senses and 3 full cups of the mind to
wander off into the distant mountains in search of something
more. This is definitely applicable to the way I live my life
and where I focus my attention. No, I don't wander into the
mountains anymore. I've found a rich inner world and a
spiritual world that confronts me with it's symbols whereever
I may go. Consciousness has found an opening through my
heart and I am open to following her dictates. I don't know
that I could do anything else.
Back to the diagrams for a moment.
148 = 418 = 5:28 123 = 213 = 2:57 Notice 528 is down as

well as across. 368 = 638 = 8:14 Notice 8:74 down and 8:14
across. Sum is 16:88.
Total = 15:99 = 16:21 = THE TOWER : THE WORLD
2 May 95
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On the way home, I had to stop at the Versatel machine a few

blocks from work. As I pulled in, I noticed the tripmeter was
exactly at 777.7, the odometer was at 32523, and the time
was 8:01. A side note, I left work at exactly 7:56 on my
clock. Once again the two drivers of my triangle readings
appear together. Yes, this happens twice per day. But what is
the likelihood of my seeing it, and in this case seeing it just
as I was leaving?
777.7 is jackpot of course, indicating that the symbols that

are around it are ripe with meaning. 32523 is symmetric
about the 5 in the middle. There are only a hundred of these
symmetric number in every ten thousand numbers, so
jackpot landing on a symmetric number is a 1 in 100 shot. As
a time this is simply 523. There is no sweep. 23 is wayne and
5 is The Hierophant. Interesting. 523 = 5::83 = The
Hierophant::The Hierophant Exalted. Also note that 5 and 83
are complements. x + (78 + x) = 88 is only satisfied when x
= 5. Interesting that this would be the number that showed up
with jackpot. 523 also = 6:55, an interesting number in it's
own right. The Lovers:The Ace of Swords. But 6:55 is also a
time, in particular 5 to 7 = 527 = 6:59 = 5::87 = The
Hierophant::The Hermit Exalted. 527 also begs to be
reversed to reveal 725, The Chariot:The Knight of Wands.
725 = 8::21 = Strength::The World. Also, 725 = 9:23 = The
Hermit:The King of Wands (wayne).
Also revealed is 5 22 33. All three numbers are highly

meaningful to me, each appearing in significant positions in
major readings.
The only thing we've neglected is the time of the occurrance,

8:01. 801 = 9::09. What an interesting result The Hermit:The
Hermit. Also, 801 = 10:21 = The Wheel of Fortune : The
World. 8:01 = 7::09 = The Chariot:The Hermit. Also quite
meaningful.
3 May 95
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File Size = 6498 at 1:25 AM. 64 = "my will for Thy Will", 98
= Judgement Exalted. 125 = 1:47 = The Magician, ASLAN.
Reversed = 7:41 = The Chariot:The Ace of Cups [Wayne].
6498 also comes across as 9:08-46, sweep of 38, centered at
9:27. Interesting, this is right between 9:26 and 9:28 which
are varying versions of The Hermit God.
Tripmeter hit 888.8 as odometer hit 32635 = 6:23-35, sweep

of 12 centered at 6:29 = 7:07. Also, 6:29 reversed = 9:26.
This event occurred at 8:48= Strength:The Man in Search of
More = time 48 = my birthday! [4/8]
Tripmeter hit 900.2 at 9:00 as odometer hit 32646. 6:23-46

has sweep of 23 centered at 6:34-35 = 5:56-5:57. Reversed,
these are 6:55 - 7:55 = 5:27 - 5:28. Very interesting, 528
again! It's simply amazing how often this number shows up.
Absolutely amazing.
The Tarot Card for Today was The Fool. It's been awhile
since it last showed itself. I can only conclude that this is
somehow associated with the jackpot [777.7] experience
yesterday. The 900 at 9:00 above brings in the association of
The Hermit and The Fool, Who I Am and My Heart's Desire.
Interesting. The artwork on The Fool Card has the Fool
gently holding a white rose in his left hand. Years ago, Gini
was told by a channel that a white rose was the symbol for
her soul or higher Self.
Connections. That seems to be what it's all about. What

puzzle pieces are connected to what other pieces in what
manner, and what do the combinations of such pieces mean.
For me, this goes so far as to having this insatiable desire to
comprehend, understand, know, or otherwise realize the big
picture. I know that this is much of why I am here. I sense
that each day draws me closer to a position in which to more
fully manifest my destiny. I believe this to be true for others
as well. However, I sense that I am not like others at the core
of my being. At least, not like the others that coexist in this
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outer reality. There is a sense of being apart, The Hermit. It is

as if I cannot establish attachments that are permanent in this
world. There is a part of my being that is so tied to spirit that
nothing else truly matters in comparison. This may sound
harsh, but I can only express what consciousness allows to
come through me.
4 May 95
First thing I noticed this morning is that the time on my

computer was 7:56, while on my clock radio it was 8:00. 7
and 56 again, the drivers of my triangle readings. Also, 428 =
The Emperor : The Man With the World in His Hands. 428 =
4::76 = 4:116 = 5:38 = The Hierophant:VISION. 5 + 38 = 41
= The Ace of Cups [Wayne].
File size from early this morning was 17861 @ 12:21.

Centered at 866 = 11:00 base 22. Also 866 = 9:74= The
Hermit : The Benefactor. Added together these equal 83 :
The Hierophant Exalted! Interesting indeed! This is the first
time I've tied these eight numbers together in this manner.
08, 66, 11, 00, 09, 74, and 83 @ 21 = The World.
16:02 is The Tower : The High Priestess. Do we have to wait

that long for Love/Wisdom to finally sweep the world.
10 May 95
[... extensive Machinations with Perfect Numbers]
Just noticed the symmetry 47:47 :03:59: 74:74 occurs 58

years after the above. If that was the time I was born, this
symmetric point will occur in 2016 [Judgement:The Tower].
That feels like some type of a completion or major transition
for me, personally.
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Backing up, 3:59 is 1 to 4:00. To get the trigger point,

requires 4x78-16 years = 296 years. As a first cut at from
when, let's use the year the number was discovered. The
record says that Euler discovered it in 1750. Adding 296
yields 2046. Should I live that long, it would be my 88th
year. Big shivers throughout my body. 88 is completion.
How appropriate that it would show up here. Euler =
5/8/11/16/25, an extremely interesting set of numbers.
EULER = 2/26/38/43/52, also quite interesting in its own
right. Here again, I sense that the universe is revealing her
truths through my consciousness. Yes, I've been given the
keys to the kingdom, and what a splendid and wonderful
kingdom it is. Yet, my path is a lonely one. I am truly The
Hermit -- unaware of whether there are any others on or near
my path. Yet, I persist, for I know that consciousness has
something grand planned and that I have a major role to play
in the overall evolution of consciousness toward the ONE.
1958 = 22::22 = 25:08. Very interesting. 22 is my heart's

desire. There it is twice in my birth year alone! 25 and 08 are
also prominent for me. These are the components of 825,
reversed = 528. We've seen this time and time again.
The years in which the Perfect Numbers were found and the
number of years between finding them are quite interesting.
Only two, P(12) and P(29) were found "out of sequence".

P(12) was found in 1876, 7 years before P(9), 35 years
before P(10), and 37 years before P(11).
P(29) was found in 1988, 5 years after P(30) and 3 years

after P(31). Interesting that 29 would be associated with 88.
1988 = 22::52 = 25:38. WOW!
In 1876, America's Centennial, P(12) was discovered. It took

another 76 years before P(13) was discovered in 1952. P(14)
through P(17) were discovered that same year. Interesting,
this was 48 years prior to the turn of the century.
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P(18) [The Moon] was discovered in 1957, the year before I

was born.
My high school years and my introduction to metaphysics

occured between the discovery of P(24) in 1971 and P(25) in
1978.
P(32) was discovered in 1992, the year before my spiritual

transformation and P(33) in 1994, the year after. To date,
there are only 33 known Perfect Numbers.
11 May 95
vision = 4/13/14/23/29/34 Vision = 22/31/32/41/47/52

VISION = 22/31/50/59/74/88
WOW! Look at these partial sums with total = completion!
14 May 95
Just noticed something interesting 2184, the final four of my

SSN = 24::72 = 28:00, exactly. No wonder the 28 Tarot Card
is so meaningful to me.
16 May 95
57568 - 57936 has a span of 368 with a center of 57752 =

9:38:32 The Hermit :VISION :America(I AM Race).
Interesting. Now, that was quite unexpected coming from
making a specific kind of connection between numbers
symbolizing very different things that happened to come
together in space and time in a manner that would allow me
to take notice.
18 May 95
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Odometer crossed 33333 on Tuesday Evening @ 9:42. I need

to recalculate where the tripmeter was at the time. For some
reason, I just don't remember. A lot has happened in the past
two days. Work, in particular, has been extremely hectic.
The top of the chart is at 05:26 Scorpio = The Hierophant :

God. This also equals 326 = 557, reversed = 755 = 528.
Amazing. Simply amazing. Also equals 4:14 = 3::62.
This is starting to freak me out a bit. The synchronicities are

so clear that they are almost blinding, yet there is no doubt
that there are those who would refuse to see. It's interesting.
I'm working with numbers in ways that are completely
outside of both conventional mathematics and the little bit of
numerology that I have encountered in my studies. I have no
idea whether any others are observing things in this way. I'm
definitely using information from astrology in a different
manner than astrologers. Yet, this all seems natural to me. It's
as if I'm recalling skills that I already know. Interesting. I
wonder if all skills are this way, or merely those that involve
the intuition and subconscious. 528 is really amazing, It
comes up so frequently for me that I have come to regard it
as a sign of confirmation that I am on the right path. The
most obvious meaning is The Hierophant : The Man with the
World in His Hand [God]. My inner sense is that in some
way this is exactly what I am by destiny meant to be. To a
large degree, it is what all my metaphysical training has been
for. Further, my natal chart, aura, and numerology clearly
confirm this as well.
Looking at Pluto again in the 1995 Solar return, the number

of minutes is 333. Just 2 days ago my odometer crossed
33333 which I would interpret as 3:33-33 = 333.
21 May 95
License Plate Number = 4V36124.
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Interpretation 1: 4436124 = 9:27:11:30 = 6::44::74::44. Now

that's an interesting combination!
Interpretation 2: 42236124 = 1:11:00:12:60 = 61::86:03::84.

Hmm, it seems the first is to be read outside in and the later
inside out. Justice Exalted, The Fool, The Lovers:The World.
WAYNE: The Tower, The Empress::WEHJ(my whole name).
If we reverse the whole thing, we get 48::30 as the first two,
The Man in Search of More : Camelot.
Both interpretations are highly meaningful. The sense is that

the both apply on slightly different levels. The overall
impression or feeling that I get is one of renewed
confirmation of my destiny. It's interesting how such
information can be hidden within the symbols that make up
everyday life, but only if we have the eyes to see and ears to
hear. My sense is that the true kingdom is that which is
within us, and the outer is only a mirage in which we exist
for a short while.
I have a plastic cup that I drink from that I got from one of
the fast food restaurants. I just noticed that the cup has the
picture of a basketball player. What I can read on his jersey
is SON 40. Two things came to mind. I would have my Son
at 40, which would be in 1998. I've always known that my
children would come from my mind not my body. Interesting
Son = 19+6+5 = 30 = Camelot. SON = 19+15+14 = 48.
Either way, the outcome is extremely meaningful. Further 48
is the completion of the 40 from the jersey. The cup also had
the name of the player. Shawn KEMP = 19/27/28/33/38
11/16/29/45 38+45 = 83 = The Hierophant Exalted. The
capitalization was taken directly from the cup. The partial
sums are all interesting numbers as well. 11 16 19 27 28 29
33 38 45.
22 May 95
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File size = 77522. 5:22-77, sweep of 55 centered at 5:49-50.

Interesting. The Hierophant and the tick to Happily Ever
After. To some degree, that's what we were talking about
yesterday.
On the way to dinner, the time that showed up on the clock

when I turned on the ignition was 7:56, The Chariot:Balance.
Once again, the two drivers of my triangle readings
appeared. Interesting, this is also 4 to 8 or 428 = 4::76 = 5:38
The Hierophant:VISION.
What am I missing? I understand that this is to be my job,

but clearly it is not so at the present. However, there is a
sense that this year will bring lightning change. It will be
interesting to experience it as it unfolds. The anticipation is
tough, however. Continuing to work at a job that ultimately
lacks meaning is tough to endure. Yet does any job truly have
meaning. It is all a part of the awakening of spirit. I do have
a VISION of a UTOPIA. However, unlike my predecessors
who had such visions [Plato, Moore(???), and Huxley] I
believe that I live in a time or near a time where such can be
manifest. The Transcendentalists also had relevant ideas in
this area, but they too were a stepping stone on the way to
what is to come. The Aquarian Age is nigh upon us, and it
will be as close to a utopia as can be manifest on this planet.
How can I know this? What evidence is there that the world
is headed in this direction? To be honest, by all appearance,
the world is headed in exactly the other direction. However,
there is a silent swell growing at a rapid pace, a swell that
allows metaphysical novels to hit the top of the bestseller
list. Spirit is reaching out for exactly what it needs to be
more fully expressed. And, literally, overnight the world can
be renewed and a new dawn will finally be here, the Dawn of
the Aquarian Age. Peace, sympathy, understanding, harmony,
love, friendliness, compassion, helpfulness, challenge,
fulfillment, ... all of these and more apply to this new age.
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24 May 95
The highlights indicate numbers that call out as being highly

significant. It's interesting that my birth falls at 22::22 on one
scale and 25:08 on the other.
1996 = 22::60 and 25:46. 1998 = 22::62 and 25:48. 2002 =

22::66 and 25:52. 2005 = 22::69 and 25:55. 2007 = 22::71
and 25:57. 2011 = 22::75 and 25:61. 2012 = 22::76 and
25:62. 2024 = 23::00 and 25:74.
My sense is that this is the timeline that I came to participate

in. I entered at 22::22 as The Fool Complete and set out to
stay for the duration of the 22 cycle from a spiritual
standpoint. The other years are special points along the way.
My first name told of the cycle that I would help to bring in:
wayne = 23.
Had I been born in 22:22 = 1738, at this point in my life it

would have been 1738 + 37 = 1775, the year before the
Declaration of Independence. How interesting! Also, the 22
cycle would complete in another 19 years, at which time I
would have been 37 + 19 = 56.
29 May 95
[Note added 3/14/98: Note that this was 5/29!!!]
Interesting. I didn't find time to write on 5/28, though that

particular number has been extremely important to me for
nearly two years. I did think a lot, however. Specifically,
about the words from one of the popular songs in the sixties
and early seventies - - "When the Moon is in the seventh
house and Jupiter aligns with Mars, then PEACE will reign
throughout the planets and LOVE will rule the stars. This is
the dawning of the Age of Aquarius." For the past week,
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these words have nearly constantly occupied my mind.

Though, they have been lingering there for several months.
One discovery of this weekend was that about 3 months and

1 week after my conception, namely on 10/16/57 the above
situation occurred with the alignment Mars at 14:29:08 and
Jupiter at 14:28:19 (within 49 seconds). This is quite close!
Something strikes me as extremely important about this. In
addition to Jupiter and Mars, Mercury was only three
degrees off at 17:30:57 and the Sun only 8 degrees off at
22:47:24. All four of these planets were in the tenth house.
Further, all planets were above the horizon.
Found a notebook yesterday in which I started to write

my notes. It had two important dates. The first was the
day that the "Thoughts on the Nature of Being" were
begun: 10/10/77. The second was the next day that I
wrote anything: 12/21/82. Yes, there was over five years
between the initial writing session and the next sesssion.
Now 5/28/95 comes into play as the day the notes were
recovered.
[Note added on 3 Feb 97]
Curious, exactly 16 years later on 10/10/93, I was

released from the mental hospital. Further, 11
years after the second day of writing I completed
the BEYOND IMAGINATION book. Interesting.
[End of addition]
Sitting out on my porch, my thoughts wandered to the

origins of the house I live in, and why I was so attracted to it.
My sense was that in a very real way, this house was made
for me. It was built in 1870, exactly 88 years before my
birth, so it is in synch spiritually -- a haven that promotes my
consciousness ever forward. We bought the house in late
May 1989. It would be very interesting if the closing date
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turned out to be 5/28, but I'm not sure how to verify that.
1989 was the house's 119 = 88 + 31 year, my 31 year, and
Gini's 49 year. We're presently in the process of selling the
house after 6 years, making the house 125, me 37, and Gini
55. 125 = 1::37 = 1:47. 125 also = 5 x 5 x 5. Other hits. 119
reversed = 911, The Hermit:Justice. 125 is also the first part
of my building number at work 1250 Borregas. 125 reversed
= 521 = The Hierophant:The World.
So, what am I to make of all of this? There is a special

destiny unfolding. There is simple no doubt about it. Exactly
what it is and what it means, I know not. But, I have a faith
in consciousness that is unshakeable and know that she will
guide me on my way through whatever be that destiny. I
willingly give of all that I AM that such destiny may be
fulfilled as consciousness would direct. All of my faculties
are at thy command. They could not be otherwise. Such is
my state of awareness. So be it!
30 May 95
The file size when I left last week was 86928 @ 1:01 on
5/25/95. 9:28 - 68 is an extremely interesting swing centered
at 9:48. Here we have the HERMIT operating from a sweep
of WAYNE through the Man with the World in His Hands,
centered at The Man in Search of More. Very interesting that
this message would come through with such force. 5/25/95
sums to 125 = 5 x 5 x 5. This showed up yesterday as well!
The context there was the age of my house in Monterey.
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The next question is did I miss another exact conjunction

that occurred simultaneously with the Moon in the seventh
house. My sense is that no, somehow this is right. Essentially
it gives us 5 + 47 = 52 years to reach the Aquarian Age. I still
have no sense that I will be around that long to see it, at least
not in my present form. Hanging around for that long
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somehow seems too boring for one who would change the
very nature of worlds. Then again, life here could get quite
interesting very quickly. I have always felt my days were
numbered, though the specific endpoint has been moving as I
grow older. 2005, and 2011. 2011 is my 53 = 52:22 year,
very possibly a year of completion. That it is only 16 years
away doesn't bother me in the least. My ties to this world are
relatively light. They always have been, and I sense they
always will be. I feel no remorse about this, it is as it is, a
simple statement of fact. Whether this is due to a lack of
something in me or in others has no import. I work within
what I have available to me. There is a sense that I could not
do what I must do without this disassociation. Interesting.
The Hermit I AM, and The Hermit I shall always be.
7 Jun 95
The present age definitely seems to lack the clear distinction

between right and wrong and suffers much from duality. The
era of the Empress calls for a softening of relationships
among people, with a new focus on brotherhood and
sisterhood throughout the land and a true abundance that
flows from trust in consciousness.
Is an age one millennia or two? Are they all the same size of
does it vary. My sense is that time is relative, and an age lasts
as long as is necessary for the completion of the events of
that Age. Interesting. If you control the script, in effect you
control the clock as well.
Plato was born in 428 = 756 = 9;09. The Hermit;The Hermit

Interesting that he is about the only philosopher that I have
related to. Actually, it's not so surprising. On the
Love/Wisdom path, I know when I encounter the truths that
flow from true Lovers of Wisdom [Philo Sophia].
Our births are separated in time by 1958 + 428 = 2386 years,

quite some time.
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2386 = 27::10 = 28;62 = 30:46 Good number overall, but

something more calls out. Unfolding from the middle we get
38 26, The VISION GOD. Now, that's quite interesting.
38 to 6 = 5:22 = 6 = The Lovers, the top of my "A" reading.

My sense is that this is the final key that ensures that the
puzzle fits. Anytime my musings take me to either 6 or 84
(6+78), I know that I am on the right track. Tying 756 to The
Hermit, and 528 to wayne were also major revelations. I still
don't know where all this is leading, but I like where it's
headed.
These notes are moving so fast this month that I can no

longer keep them within my conscious attention. This applies
not only from one day to the next, but from one session to
another within the same day.
consciousness = 365 139631 5511 = 14 23 12 = 49. That

surprises me for some reason. However, I remember earlier
work with I M = I IVI = 9 9 22 9 = 49.
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It's interesting. I'm becoming consciously aware of many

things through these writings, especially things about the
nature of reality, awareness, and consciousness. The mere
fact that this can be done in virtual isolation from the outside
world is quite fascinating to me. It's as if I had to turn off the
outside to be able to turn on the inside. For me 3/5/1993 was
the day that the flow of words began. That was an 8 day in a
22 year for a total of 30 = Camelot. How appropriate. This
was 35 days before my 35th birthday. How's that for an
inheritance. Further, note the date 3/5! Yet, until now I hadn't
noticed this before.
10 Jun 95
97
1994 = 832 = 09"69 and the year was indeed abundant for
writing and for spiritual revelation, but always from the
standpoint of the hermit who, for the most part, stands apart
from the world. In this world but not of this world. And, not
very much in it at that.
If my life indeed spans the millennia exactly, I would expect

my end to come: 41 yrs, + 8 months - 8 days after the turn of
the century = July 23, 2041. I would be 83 years, 3 months,
and 16 days. [Between my 83 and 84 birthday] 7/23/20/41 =
30 20 41 = 50 41 = 91 = Death Exalted, an appropriate day
to ascend!
12 Jun 95
But then, if I were to rely solely on logic most of what I have

brought through over the past two years would not have seen
the light of day, or of consciousness if you will, even if much
of it have only been seen by my consciousness. No, I'm not
complaining. Right now, I wouldn't trade places with anyone
else in the world. I am on a spiritual quest that is taking me
to places I had never dreamed existed. The world has little
hold on me. It is the ocean of spirit wherein I reside much of
my time, bringing through what I can of what I find there --
or better yet HERE and NOW, for it is only in the Spacious
Present that spirit exists without it's masks of illusion and
manifestation occurs. Free choice exists not at the conscious
level, but at the Trinity level of
conscious/subconscious/superconscious. Unless awareness is
expanded, we only believe ourselves to be free within the
illusion, and as the popular saying goes "none are more
hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe
themselves to be free".
A quick random calculation said to subtract 840 - 84 = 756.

To my surprise, 756 showed up again. I really was startled
because I did the calcualation on the spur of the moment to
see where I was in the cycle defined by my full name,
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including jr. 756 = 9:00 = The Hermit, so 832 = 9:76. I

would have been born in 796, a different form of 428.
I'm thinking too much about things now. Pieces are falling
into place overall, but I'm trying to push the details. Then
again, that's where the play is now. The lesson is to see that it
is not me that does these things but consciousness. I can only
go so far as I am ready and she allows. I am experiencing
what comes through me, not creating it at a level that I can
relate to yet. Yes, I do believe that some larger "I" creates my
own reality, but thus far I am only aware of part of that larger
"I". Time is 7:55 = 5 to 8 = 528! What's the chance of my
looking down and catching both 5:28 earlier and 7:55 now?
Surely, consciousness is directing my path down to the finest
of details. 7:56, the drivers of my pyramids follows 7:55.
7:57 = 57 = ELLIS = The Trinity of Swords through the
Heart.
TOTAL = 2184. This is absolutely unbelievable! That these

five major readings would add up to the final four of my
SSN, and further that this is the exact year when the 78 and
the 84 cycles line up only for the second time since year 0,
really make one wonder. The universe is guiding me toward
a greater understanding of its mysteries.
2184 = 78 x 28 = 6 x 13 x 28 = 3 x 26 x 28 = 3 x 7 x 8 x 13 =
39 x 56
2184 = 84 x 26 = 6 x 14 x 26 = 3 x 28 x 26 = 3 x 8 x 7 x 13 =
24 x 91
Whoa! I didn't expect the 39 x 56 breakout. Those are the

two middle cards forming the bar in the "A" reading. They
also show up side by side in the inverse triangle reading.
24 x 91 is an interesting breakout as well. The Q of Wands is

the complement of the 64 card, and 91 is Death Exalted.
Death shows up in both the "A" and "X" readings.
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Can it be that simple? Can our purpose truly be encoded in

our names in this fashion. Is this true for everyone, or is it
only true for me? Interesting. I'm beyond anything that I
have read or been taught. The only foundation under me is a
great faith in consciousness, and in my own ability to know
the truth when I see or hear it. Two years ago, I thought that I
had such an unshakeable foundation only to see all of it
pulled out from under me. Actually such was required to
clear out 20 years of cobwebs based on thinking rather than
on experience. This time I feel myself to be on firmer ground
though there be no one in my life that can even confirm
whereupon I stand. I find it interesting that I am experiencing
the things that I am. These notes in particular consistently
amaze me. Here, we have page after page confirming the
existence of something beyond which I am consciously
aware. My sense is that it is beyond what anyone may have
experienced though I have no means to truly compare my
reality to that of another.
13 Jun 95
Something flashed across my mind to explain why I've been

so manic this month. Last night was a full moon, but that
doesn't explain the entire month. Seeing that the date is
6/13/95 = The Lovers/Death/The Star Exalted was more
interesting. As I recall, June of last year was manic as well. I
believe that I had a maximum page count for notes that
month, exceeded only by what I wrote in July. No, I was
wrong. Page count for Jun 94 was exactly 22. Jul 94 and Sep
94 were in the 60's, while Aug 94 was over 120. Since the
year has moved forward one, that the months for the heavy
writing would slip back one is not surprising. Let's consider
the sums of month + year. 7 + 94 = 6 + 95 = 101 = 1:17 (84),
8 + 94 = 7 + 95 = 102 = 1:18 (84), The Moon in her full
glory.
Interesting. The time is now 8:25, the reverse of 5:28. I'm

onto something important once again. Hmm.
100
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It's interesting that 84, the period of URANUS would be the

number that seems to be most characteristic in my spiritual
reality. Further, by the tropical zodiac, URANUS is just
entering Aquarius for about a seven year stay, 84/12 = 7:The
Chariot, the ruler of my upward triangle reading. Seven years
from now is 2002. How interesting. At that point Uranus
moves into Pisces.
My charge number at work for Study 2-258 has been 2NHD

= 21484 = 21 4 84 = 4 2184. There it is again the last for of
my SSN = 2184. N => IV yield 2 9 22 84 = 30 84 =
Camelot: The Lovers Exalted [wayne ellis hartman jr].
2-258 also reads as 2-528. 2528 = 30:08 (84) = 32:32 (78).

This is particularly interesting since the 323232 triangle
came up so recently.
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I hadn't realized that LEO is directly across from

AQUARIUS on the zodiac. I was born with an ascendant of
4:25:26 Leo and with Uranus at 7:33:03 Leo, the difference
being 03:07:37. The three sums are 55, 43, and 47
respectively. Two out of the three sums are in my "X"
reading. By this point in my 37th year, Uranus has moved
across 5 full signs + 22:26:57 of LEO. Normally that would
take closer to 40 years, 7 years per sign + 5 to complete Leo,
but Uranus has apparently been moving through a faster part
of its orbit. I sense that this will have some specific meaning
to me in the days to come.
30 divided by 7 = 4.285714. What an interesting number,

especially when one considers only the first three digit, our
famous 428 = 7:56 once again! Though, the 57 and 14 are
interesting in and of themselves as ELLIS and the
complement of 74. I forgot, 14 + 70[the 528 card] = 84.
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U R AN US = You are an us! That is the message of Uranus

and the key lesson of the Aquarian Age. The question is: how
long will it take this country and the entire planet to truly
realize this? My sense, however, is that I will indeed live to
see the day. And, further, that I have a key role in making it
so. Interesting. Yes, interesting indeed.
uranus = 391531 = 55:41:07 (84) = 64:27:49 (78) OK, one

doesn't need to be a rocket scientist to see the spiritual
connection to uranus! It's as clear as day.
Uranus at 7:33:03 on my day of birth, The Chariot:The

Christ:The Empress. Sum = Abundance. 84 years to cross the
zodiac = 84 months to cross a sign = 30 degrees. Yet, we've
crossed 150 + 22:26:57 degrees = 172:26:57 d:m:s in 37
years + 2 months. The normal time would have been
172:26:57 / 30 x 7 = 40 years + 3 months. The schedule is
accelerated almost exactly 37 month = 1 month per year of
my life to date. This is quite fascinating. It means that my
Uranus opposition will most likely occur in my 38:VISION
year, 1996 in fact.
Hmm, Neptune was exactly conjunct Uranus and Square my

Natal Sun during my intense mania and spiritual awakenings
during the late Summer an early Fall of 1993, my
35:Spiritual Inheritance year. Neptune has a cycle of 168
years nearly exactly twice that of Uranus, so this conjuction
of the two planets occurs approximately once every cycle of
Neptune or 168 years. That would mean that the last time it
occurred was 1993 - 168 = 1825. Uranus would have last
entered Aquarius in 1995 - 84 = 1911 and left it in 1918. This
last year came up earlier today. I don't even remember the
context.
2024 is my 66 year. 33 years on each side of 1991 = Death

Exalted. 1991 also = the final Judgement year of the 20th
century. 1919, 1928, 1937, 1946, 1955, 1964, 1973, 1982,
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1991. Note the sums: 38, 47, 56, 65, 74, 83=1:05 (78),
92=1:14 (78), 101=1:23 (78), 110=1:32 (78).
Interesting. I was noting how prominent 47 = ASLAN is in

my life and my number, though it's starting to seem as if the
two are much the same. No, I am not a mathematician, my
rules for intuitively manipulating numbers are not even in the
same dimension in which mathematics lies. Though I might
argue that I do find the spiritual meaning behind numbers, at
least those related to my life anyway. By coincidence, this is
Pg 47.
14 Jun 95
File size 229687 @ 9:59 on 6/13. This is quite interesting.

229 687. The spirit wants 9:22, The Hermit: The Fool
Complete = Superconsiousness. The soul wants 6:87 = The
Lovers: The Hermit Exalted. What is the difference between
spirit and soul? My sense is that spirit is without awareness
of duality of individuality, while the soul retains such
awareness of itself as part. That's interesting. I don't believe
that this distinction has been made so fluidly and effortlessly
before. Something says that the sweep from 687 to 922 =
235 is important as well. 23 5 = WE, now isn't that amazing.
Further, 9:59 = The Hermit:The Aquarian Age. Also, 9:59 =
5:9-9 = 59 = Aquarian Age.
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Also, I believe I finally figured out my own license plate, the

driver of my chariot.
4V36124 = 42236124 = 4223 6124 = 42:16 - 23, span of 7,

centered at 42:19-20. This uses base 100(The Fool Complete
Exalted.) Switching to base 84, we have:
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50:16-23, center at 50:19-20. Isn't this interesting. This

clearly deals with the spiritual completion of the 50 states,
the Unites States. Further, right now we are transitioning to
Judgement as my upright triangle reading suggests.
Information of this type isn't revealed until it is needed. I've
known that my license plate had meaning since I got it nearly
two years ago. Only know was my mind directed as required
to release that meaning. I did not find it or uncover it. Rather,
it was revealed to me effortlessly in an AHA=181 type of
experience.
Thinking about a vocation as Philosopher King led to some

quick calculations.
PK = 1611, reversed = 1161, the year prior to 1162. This is a

crucial year in much that has been revealed over the past
year plus.
Philosopher King = 78 + 32 = 110 = 1:32 (78) = 1:26(84).
7832 = 1:22:32 (78) = 1:09:20 (84) Quite appropriate. Yes,

indeed.
1611 = 19:15 (84) = 20:51 (78) Nothing seems important

about this.
1161 = 13:69 (84) = 14:69 (78)
That's right, 1162 is the 70 [528] year of the time when the
78 and 84 cycles walk together. This period lasted from 1092
through 1170. It repeats itself every 78 x 7 = 546 years. That
would mean the 70 year also occurred in 1708, and will
occur again in 2254. This makes 47 x 47 = 2209, a 70 - 45 =
25 year. In fact, a 26:25 (84) = 28:25 (78) year.
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Back to PHILOSOPHER KING = 110 + 72 = 182. I just got

my money for my trip. Wouldn't you know it, the number on
the right bottom of the $20 is 182.
$20 B 74828021 N G3 G182 264 264 = 3:12 (84) = 3:30

(78)
BN = 25, the 2209 year. 748 28 021 appears to be the

message. 28 with 47-48 and 20-21 transitions underway.
Note that if we take the 20-21 first, followed by the 47-48,
we essentially get 20 47 - 21 48. This is close but not quite
right, 748 looked at from a different perspective is a 74 - 84
transition. Now, we have 20 74 - 21 84, a difference of
exactly 110 = Philosopher King. Further the final number
2184 is my final four of my SSN. The connections are
getting deeper and deeper.
Another Random Calculation 21:84 (91) = 1995 This is why

it's all coming together now. It's still not clear to my
conscious mind, but it is very clear to my entire being. This
is a very interesting sensation. 1995 is another major
spiritual death, and birth year, at least for me.
How is it that my consciousness could know all this. The

truth is, it is not my conscious mind that knows all of this. It
just comes through from consciousness, the ONE
consciousness to which we are all connected. I've only
stepped aside a bit to allow her to speak her truths through
me, and developed a relationship of trust. It has not been for
me to ask for proof. I neither desire nor need any. My
experience is enough for me. It matters not that I know no
others whom have had similar experience. The line comes to
mind "The Lord is my Shephard, I shall not want ...". I feel
exactly this way regarding consciousness, except in this case,
she provides all that is needed for my growth, evolution, and
well-being.
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My research last night was interesting. Each time Uranus has

run it's course through Aquarius, major structures in society
have crumbled through revolution. 1911-18 was the last
time, and Russia fell to the Communists. The previous time
in the 1827-34, both France and Greece had major
revolutions that uprooted both governments. This time
should be even more interesting because Neptune joins
Uranus as well from 1998 - 2003.
The difference between the Sun = 1935 and the Son = 1965
= 30 = Camelot! Now, 19 + 65 = 84, The Lovers Exalted.
Clearly, all of this is more than coincidence. 19 + 91 = 110,
the Philosopher King. Assuming my life equally spans this
year, my life duration would be 66 years 33 on each side --
interesting, yet somehow it feels right in my heart. This is 57
years + 9 overall = 24 + 9 + 9 + 24 years.
If you consider that I was born when I graduated from High

School, my life is split evenly by the millennia and spans 48
years. 24 keeps popping up everywhere. Interesting, I just
realized that 24 is the companion to 23 required to reach 47
= ASLAN. Minor manipulation, ASMAN = 48 = ASNAM =
NAMAS. This is missing a TE = 25. NAMASTE = 48 + 25
= 73.
We could also have used ATLAN = 48. My ring has a Large

"A" with 12 smaller diamonds and a quarter caret diamond at
the top = 13. It also has 2 half caret rubies and 4 small
emeralds. If "A" stands for Atlan not Aslan, we've just made
the 47 => 48 transition. The 74 => 84 transition is from
"wayne ellis hartman" to "wayne ellis hartman, jr".
ATLAN begs to be completed with a TIS = 20 9 19 = 48!
ATLANTIS = 96 = 1:12 (84) = 1:18 (78) = 88+8, the sum for

the 888 triangle again.
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106
Looked at the radio clock. Of course, the time was exactly

5:28. It happens so often that I might as well paint it on. It's
simply amazing. Yet, as always, it's confirmation that I am
indeed faithfully following the path down which
consciousness leads me. It's almost scary to think how much
of this makes sense, yet how little people are aware of it. In
fact, I cannot be sure that even one other soul is aware -- for
such has not entered my experience. Not that I've given
anyone much of a chance. The Hermit tends to shy away
from all but the essential contact with this world. Seeing that
the last two times when Uranus went through Aquarius
brought major revolution and social change was very
promising. Nearly twenty years ago, in my valedictorian
address, I told the audience "The time has come for a
revolution, an intellectual revolt against present ways of
thinking and being." Clearly, I was a man ahead of my times.
But, Aries is charged with the role "to lead", and being an
18:Aries, my role was to lead in the area of consciousness.
Little did I know where this would take me. Though, not in
my wildest imaginings could I have dreamt of where I've
been and where I now am.
I'm sure there are many who would diagnose the writer of
these words as EGO-MANIC, MANIC, or perhaps just plain
crazy. Yet, I know that I am not any of the above. At times, I
even question whether I am writer, though I know from
observation that I hear a voice in my head that gets translated
into the appropriate actions through my fingers to place these
words on the screen in front of me. My sensation is that I am
speaking the words, but I have no sense of where the words
originate. In other words, for the most part these are not
conscious musings. They come from a source that my
conscious mind has no direct awareness of. Given that I've
been writing these notes for over two years, the conscious
mind has deduced that this other than conscious part not only
exists, but can be quite productive and informative.
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MANIC = 13/14/28/37/40 M => IVI and N => IV adds 27 +

17 = 44. Total = 84. Very interesting. I guess they got the
diagnosis right after all.
IVIA IVIC, middle = IVIB = 42. Interesting that both halves

started with IVI.
BIPOLAR = 2/11/27/42/54/55/73 = NAMASTE and

SETON. Interesting as well. However, these each need 11 =
Justice to reach 84.
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2024 = 8 x 253 = 2 x 2 x 2 x 11 x 23 = 88 x 23 = 22:88 (88)
THIS IS A MAJOR COMPLETION YEAR!
Prime rib dinner at Denny's. Food total came to $8.24,

reversed = 4:28 = 7:56 again! Complete total was $8.88.
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1993, was clearly the transition from my 35 to my 36 year. I

sense that 1994 was my 6:01 year. That's when the bulk of
the writing started anyway. It was as if a switch was turned
on and I transformed from an information absorber to an
information generator. I've been in this mode for nearly two
years now, and I suspect that I will be for the rest of my life.
There is a deep sense of knowingness. It's as if I've tapped
into a well that is inexhaustible and knows anything that I
could ever need to know. I only have to resign my will, my
conscious control to allow it to provide whatever might be
needed. I sense that trust is the key. Without it, the
mechanism for drawing knowledge from the well does not
work. Interesting. I'm in the observer role more and more.
Consciously, I'm in the process of constructing models that
describe reality in a manner consistent with what I am
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experiencing. There is some inner need for me to do this. I

am compelled. It is as if I truly have no choice, and I really
believe that consciously indeed I have none. It's very
interesting that this be so, especially given the creativity
apparent in these writings. In fact, I'm sure many would
consider them fiction, or would think that I, with an MSEE
from Stanford must surely be writing in jest. Yet, I assure
you such is not the case. What is written here is what
consciousness has chosen to express through me,
accompanied by my oft-time feeble attempts to consciously
understand what spiritual symbols mean. The bottom line is
that what is needed will be revealed in it's due time.
I still don't know for sure, that what is true for me is true for
all others. However, I sense that this is indeed one of the
areas where equality does apply. I know for certain it is not I
who lives this life but spirit acting through me. I am part of a
Higher Self, a Soul, but all Souls are part of the ONE Spirit,
the ONE Consciousness. [Ln 7.56 Pos 5.17] Very interesting.
15 Jun 95
AURORA keeps coming up. A town in Colorado on the

outskirts of Denver that I stayed in for a night in 1987 or 88,
watching two simultaneous thunderstorms in different parts
of town as if they were an orchestra. In the movie,
"Improptu", George Sands (a female) falls heads over heels
in love with Chopin. It turns out that her given name at birth
was Aurora. And, now there is a new car from GM (74)
advertised with a lengthy introduction of very intriguing
music named, none other than, Aurora. 139691= 29. 13 96
91 = 200. 96 13 91 = 18 13 13. The Moon Exalted, Death,
and Death Exalted. Quite interesting indeed.
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Back to AURORA = AU RO RA = RO: AURA = 33:41, an

interesting combination. OK, now we're getting somewhere.
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AURORA = 74. AU = 22, RORA = 33+19 = 52. Let's play a

little to get AU = 22. ROAR = 33+19 = 52. Now we have
Gold Lion. Something on Paul Harvey's "The Rest of the
Story" last week dealt with Dante Alighieri and Pope Leo X.
DA = 41. LEO X = 12 5 15 24 = 56. Even more important is
the 5 15 in the middle surrounded by 1224, the sum for the
121212 triangle. 5 15 is on the top row of my reverse triangle
reading, the reading with 56 as the driver! 12 is also in that
reading in the second row from the bottom, right next to 64,
the 88 complement of 24! How curious!
OK, now where does Gold Lion come in? Gold = 76 34 =

110 = 1:26 (84) = 1:32 (78). This was an important sum from
yesterday. Also interesting is that this is Pg 56, when I'm
uncovering things about my reverse triangle driven by 56.
Lion = 39 65 = 104 = 1:20 (84) = 1:26 (78). Total = 2:46 (84)

= 2:58 (78) = Gold Lion
Gold(en) Lion adds 55 = 3:17 (84) = 3:35 (78) The

Empress:The Star, and The Empress: Spiritual Inheritance.
Now we're getting somewhere.
I think I was supposed to get Lion King out of this. 39 65 25

57. 104 + 82 = 186 = 2:18 (84) = 2:30 (78). Straight sum =
23 + 19 = 42. Appropriate.
GOLD = 7 15 12 4 = 38:VISION LION = 12 9 15 14 =

50:Happily Ever After [US Complete]
GOLD LION = 38 + 50 = 88. AURORA! => AU ROAR A =

89 = Justice Exalted, the center of my "X" reading. This also
relates to LEO X. LEO's symbol is a Lion. So we have a
direct from Aurora to the X reading. This tie includes Dante
Allegierri (DA= 41) as well. The only thing we haven't yet
tied in is the book that caused the havoc that allowed the
Paul Harvey story to begin with. I believe it was The Inferno
= 9 56 59 56 = 9 56 5 9 56. What a curious number this is.
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5:The Hierophant with 9:56 on each side. Very curious. 9:56

=> 4210. 54210 = 906 = 10:66 (84) = 11:48 (78). I sense that
this is where I was meant to reach.
16 Jun 95
Saw 000 M, 111, 222, 222222, 333, 444, 666 twice, 777,
8888, and 999. That was in less than 30 minutes of driving
and 30 minutes of walking the dogs. Only the bold 222222
was on a vehicle that I had seen before.
Looking out my window, there is a navy ship, right in the

middle of my view. I've only seen one other navy ship in
Monterey port. As I recall, that was about two years ago, a
bit latter in the summer. At that time the number was a big
25. This time, I had to get my binoculars out to read a
smaller white 972 on light grey.
972 = 6 years from 978 (2001) and 16 years from 988

(2011), worldly and spiritual completion of The Hermit.
Interesting.
972 = 6:66 (151) 151 = 1:73 (78)
972 = 11:48 (84) = 12:36 (78) I believe this accurately

portrays my current state. Projecting forward 2 years
however, we reach 9 74 = 11:50 (84) = 12:38 (78). The
Benefactor, 10 of Cups and Q of Cups = VISION, all at the
same time with the Hermit, Justice, and The Hanged Man.
Something tells me "we a'int seen nothing yet".
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I wonder whether others have such tightly interwoven

symbolism in their immediate surroundings. Can the world
be made such that it is all meaningful? Interesting line of
questioning. I'm sure the answer will unfold in it's due time.
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17 Jun 95
Rented movies 528 : "The Mission" and 755 : "The Star

Chamber". Very interesting titles and how appropriate for
these two extra special numbers. "The Mission" takes place
in the 1750's and begins with a priest dictating a letter in
1758, exactly 200 years before my birth.
ESKALITH's prime component is Lithium (Li), element 3

with atomic weight = 7. The previous element is Helium
(He) with atomic weight = 4. Li = 12 9. He = 8 5 = The
Chariot Exalted. 129 = 1:51(78) = 1:45(84) = 1:41(88). Very
interesting. Also, 12 9 = The Hanged Man : The Hermit. This
captures much of how I've felt over the past two years.
Added a few notes to the numbers above. I'm still trying to

unravel what it all means. Clearly there are many strands
twisted together in the web and what one gets out depends on
ones' point of view. Hmm. Quite interesting.
Li He = elements 3 2 with wts 7 4. 32 and 74 are very

important numbers. Interesting.
I sense that I've captured a major discovery in the above, but

that I don't yet consciously realize what it is. Not to worry,
all will be revealed in good time. That it could come together
in the way that it has already is amazing enough. This is the
consciousness of 48 in action. Yes, that best describes my
present state : The Man in Search of More. What the world
offers is not enough. I came to manifest spirit more fully in
flesh and to teach others how to do the same. These notes are
the documentation of my wanderings during my search. I am
as compelled to write as much as to search. It's as if the
process of bringing the information through from
consciousness onto the screen and printed page is my most
effective means of searching. I sense that I've literally
entered a "No Man's Land" and while many kindred spirits
whom have come before formed the stepping stones from
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which I departed, I'm now following a path that comes solely

from my heart and sole. Consciousness guides every step of
my way, and I know that I am absolutely safe in her hands.
18 Jun 95
Another day of insights. Saw 000, 111, 222, 333, 4444, and
555 on various cars during the day. Drove to Big Sur.
Followed an Antelope Bus for many miles. The phone
number on the back of the bus caught my attention 1-800-
266-8421. 2 followed by 66 followed by my the last four of
my SSN double digit reversed, 21 84 => 84 21. I believe
Antelope is the 37 animal card. Yes, just looked it up.
Further, its' keyword is ACTION! Interesting. I had been
sensing that it is time for something to happen soon, very
soon indeed.
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47 also = Ag: Silver with wt 108 = 1:30(78) = 1:24(84) =

1:20(88) Camelot : Q of Wands : and Judgement. Total =
3:74, The Empress : The Benefactor!
Interesting that my mind would even think to add in this way.

Adding numbers in different bases logically is like adding
apples and oranges, but the spiritual world does not confine
itself to logic. It's primary tenet is faith, as exhibited by trust
in the beneficence of consciousness. It is the simple and
innocent faith that we have as children that most of us lose in
the course of "growing up" only to find again when we really
"GROW UP" spiritually.
Know Thyself! It is as simple as that; but, also, as complex

as that. Through thousands of years of our history people
have been attempting this very thing. Only a few that we
know of have truly become Self-Realized. The Buddha and
The Christ, being the two prominent examples within the
past 3000 years.
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Buddha = 23 44 81 = 148 = 1:70(78) = 1:64(84) = 1:60(88)
Christ = 38 99 12 = 149 = 1:71(78) = 1:65(84) = 1:61(88)
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Added 14 Mar 98:
Just noticed that 148 + 149 = 297 = 3 to 300 = 323

= C W. CW is the Air Force organization I have
been working for since Jan 86. This is my 13th
year working for them. Further, 297 = 3:33(88).
WOW!
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Interesting how these two would come out one apart. Further,
let's read the meaning in the components of the double sums:
Buddha = King of Wands who became Spiritual Seeker, then

became 81, The Empress Exalted (the Enlightened One?)
Christ = Man of Vision who tried to Exalt the World but

ended as The Hanged Man. Interesting!
BUDDHA = 2 21 4 4 8 1 = 40. So that's why 40 is so

important!
CHRIST = 3 8 18 9 19 20 = 77. Interesting, I don't believe

I've broken this out before.
528 = 6:66 (77) based on my calculation a day or two ago.
JESUS = 10 5 19 21 19 = 74. Combining the two, JESUS

CHRIST = 74 77 = 151. This begs to be expressed as 5:11,
The Hierophant : Justice. However, let us keep with our
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bases of interest. 151 is two steps forward from the double

sum for Christ alone.
151 = 1:73(78) = 1:67(84) = 1:63(88) Requires spiritual

sacrifice and recognizing light within.
SIDDHARTHA GAUTAMA = 19 9 4 4 8 1 18 20 8 1 7 1 21
20 1 13 1 = 92 64 = 156. Interesting, another 5 steps forward.
This brings us to:
156 = 1:78(78) = 1:72(84) = 1:68(88) Enlightened in the

world, but not completely in spirit.
Before I forget, the bill at Trader Joe's came to exactly

$21.84, the last four of my SSN! 84 12 on the Antelope Bus,
then this total. 84 12 = The Lovers Exalted : The Hanged
Man. 12-48 has a sweep of 36, centered at 30:CAMELOT.
Further, 8 41 2 begs to be read from the inside out as 4182 =
Sum of the 414141 triangle. Also 41:82 = Ace of Cups : The
Emperor Exalted.
It's interesting how all of this is coming together. As I said

before, faith in consciousness is the key to enlightenment.
Only through such faith is one given the ability to use the
eyes that can see and the ears that can hear the truth of the
spirit. At this very time, we are spiritual beings in the midst
of a physical experience. Further, that experience while it
feels very real is nothing more than an illusion, a play of
light and mirrors designed to enhance the overall awareness
of consciousness over whatever amount of time is needed.
Realization cannot be forced. It must be gently nurtured over
whatever time it takes. Since time is a byproduct of creating
the illusion, it matters not to consciousness how long
something takes. Pure consciousness is NO THING. It exists
outside of space and time. It's thoughtforms are all that exist
within the illusion. Don't underestimate this. Just look
around you, the complexity of the fabric of existence is quite
extensive. But, regardless of the appearance, the bottom line
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is that the illusion is created by consciousness and what we

regard as our selves are but characters in a movie or play.
The parts are fully defined by consciousness. The script is
written and cannot be altered. However, for the most part, the
actors are only give the part of the script required to play
their role in the present moment. Most are taught, and feel
that they have free will. However, there is no real proof of
this, regardless of the appearances. For any decision point,
there is always only one branch taken, and we can never be
completely sure that consciousness did not make the ultimate
choice even though our conscious mind may seem to think
that it came to a logical conclusion.
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Tried to find when Neptune finishes it's pass through Pisces

and enters Aries. It comes very close [29:54:xx Pisces] on
7/4/2024, then goes retrograde. I was surprised to find that
Pluto has entered Aquarius [01:xx:xx] by that same time,
though it too goes retrograde and probably heads back into
Capricorn for awhile. I'll figure out specific dates later this
week since I'm curious and Pluto in Aquarius may be an
important time.
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On the way into work, I was thinking about the Maitreya

Buddha, the 5th Buddha, who is said to be coming soon to
save the world, though it is not clear that such saving is truly
needed. We only need to be freed from the illusion, if only
for a moment, to see that, as Emerson says "that spiritual is
stronger than any material force, that thoughts rule the
world."
MAITREYA = 40 1 9 20 18 5 25 1 = 119 + 40 [BUDDHA] =

159 = 2:03[78] = 1:75[84] = 1:71[88]. Very interesting
numbers, though the step before would have been interesting
as well. Siddhartha Gautama came to 156. In the periodic
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table 159 brings us to the weight of element 65 = Terbium.

20/25/43/45/54/75/88. Very interesting. 65 is also the
complement of 23, The King of Wands = wayne.
The highlighted 119 begs to be reversed to show itself as

911, the number commonly used for HELP in Emergencies.
It also partitions into 9 11 = The Hermit : Justice. Interesting.
Pg 74, The Benefactor shows itself here as well. I reached a

point where I'm manic but extremely tired at the same time.
I'm excited by what has come through this month, yet I'm a
bit overwhelmed as well. My fingers keep recording the
thoughts that come into my head, trusting that consciousness
knows exactly what she is doing, and is revealing what needs
to be revealed at the appropriate timing.
19 Jun 95
Just as I was leaving from having dinner I saw a Mercedes

Benz with F666 = Quad 6 pull up to a spot within my vision.
The next number that struck my attention was a large sign
with address 575 = eye = VISION. 575 = 7:29(78) =
6:71(84) = 6:47(88) Very interesting numbers. The Chariot
and Spiritual Uncertainty; The Lovers and Building the
Cathedral; and The Lovers and The Seven Illusions. Even
more interesting, look at the numbers in another three years:
578 = 7:32(78) = 6:74(84) = 6:50(88) Is the message that

575 is the current time. Further, I sense that I've reached 68
and 2184, the other two elements of my SSN as well. The
fact that these pieces keep coming up is direct evidence that
something is important here and now.
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Be NZ again. Let's unfold this from the outside in. Be nZ.

Beryllium Zinc. Interesting. I don't believe these elements
combine chemically, but I sense they do numerically.
Be = 4, wt = 9. Zn = 30, wt = 65.37
The Emperor, The Hermit Camelot, K of Pents . K of Cups

Sum of wts = 74.37 = The Benefactor : K of Cups.
Be nZ = 4 03 = 5:13(78) = 4:67(84) = 4:51(88)
benz = 25 58 = Manganese Cesium, weights = 55 + 140 =

195 = 2:39(78) = 2:27(84) = 2:19(88)
Be NZ. The image in my mind is for these two letters to be

overlapped. The result is an X with a square box around it
such that the endpoint of the X reach the vertices of the box.
I don't know what to make of that yet, other than "The
selected one". I don't know exactly where that came from,
but it came through and as the Rubaiyat says what the
moving hand hath once writ, nothing in the heavens can
erase. At least, it says something to that effect. I've never said
that my memory is any good. It seems to recall what is
needed, however.
Be NZ = Be 1426.
1422 = 6:66 (226) 2:70 2:58 2:50 2584 INTERESTING!
1428 = 6:66 (227) 2:71 2:59 2:51 2590 141414 Triangle
226 = Atomic Wt of Radium = Element 88.
The following state = 6:66 (227) where 227 = Wt of

Actinium = Element 89. The sense is that the time to ACT is
coming very soon. 89 is Justice Exalted, the center of my X
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reading. It appears that we're on the verge of activating the

141414 Triangle.
It's interesting that the multiple of 6 prior to 1426 = 1422 =

6:66(226) and 226 is the atomic wt of Radium. 226 reversed
= 6:22 = 7 = The Chariot. Radium's number is 88,
Completion.
RADIUM = 18 1 4 9 21 13 = 18/19/23/32/53/66, the

complement of 22.
Fermium, element 100, with wt = 252 is interesting as well.
252 = 3:18(78) = 2:84(84) = 3:00(84) = 2:76(88).
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Pluto enters Aquarius on 27 March 2023, A little over one

year and one week before my 66 birthday. It stays there
through 26 August 2024, a period of exactly 17 months.
Neptune finally leaves Pisces on 30 March 2025, though I

didn't make sure it doesn't take another retrograde run that
brings it back to Pisces for awhile.
Along this line, Neptune should have entered Pisces about 14

years earlier. It did. In particular on 4 April 2011, only 4 days
before the second time that my birthday falls on Easter Day.
I noticed that Uranus was only a little over a degree into

Aries at this time, so we might as well trace back to where it
leaves Pisces to enter Aries. This transition occurred between
10 March 2011 and 11 March 2011. Since Uranus moves
through one sign per 7 years, it should be easy to track down
the Aquarius to Pisces transition as well. 9 March 2003 to 10
March 2003. Note that I had to go back 8 years rather than 7
to get to this transition.
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Uranus entered Aquarius for awhile earlier this year. I

believe it's back in Capricorn now. I'll do a quick check and
see when it enters again for good. [that is until 9 Mar 03
anyway]. This occurs between 11 January 1996 and 12
January 1996.
Neptune follows Uranus into Aquarius in 1998. Since we're

in calculation mode, we might as well figure out when. 28
January 1998 is the transition day. I also noticed that Jupiter
is aligned with Mars to within 5 degrees on that particular
day. Interesting.
Also went back to see that Uranus had an initial voyage into
Aquarius from 4/1 through 6/8, a period of 30 + 31 + 8 = 69
days. Interesting that it would be exactly 69 = Ace of
Pentacles, expressing the idea that true abundance comes
from spirit. The permanent entrance comes 7 months and 3
days after the first sojourn. 30+31+31+30+31+30+31+3 =
217 = 2:61(79) = 2:49(84) = 2:41(88). My sense is that my
calculations may be a day off. For some reason it seems that
the sum should be:
218 = 2:62 (78) = 2:50 (84) = 2:42 (88) Interesting.
URaNUS = 92 88 9 92 16 = 297 = 3:63 (78) = 3:45 (84) =

3:33 (88)
21 Jun 95
So, where is all of this leading? Clearly, the triple and

quadruple numbers have even greater meaning know than
they did before. However, the further I get into this, the
harder I find it to keep my conscious attention focused and
my conscious memory apprised of what I am finding. It all
goes back to trust. This is not a "conscious" production. It
happens, and my conscious mind observes and participates,
but by no account is my conscious mind the creator of these
writings. It's tough enough just observing what comes
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through and determining what meaning to apply. Further,

very often the material stretches even my beliefs about the
nature of Self, Consciousness, Spiritual Reality, and Physical
Reality; and my beliefs are far beyond what most people
would consider to be sane. Even my wife questions my
sanity with respect to all this numbers stuff. My sense is that
I am seeing what I need to see, and for the present, it matters
not whether anyone else sees the world as I do. The
transformations will come soon enough, at which time my
work will be seen to have led the way into the wilderness so
to speak. Moses comes to mind. However, I don't foresee
having to lead a people to the promised land as he did.
Though, it may take some strong demonstrations to bring
about massive revolution. Ben Hur comes to mind as well,
being number 41 as well. Ah, it is the BH = 28 that strikes
my attention. Interesting. 12 + 20 = 32, and 21 + 47 = 68 are
quite meaningful as well.
The bottom line is faith in consciousness. All my life,

everything that I have needed to know just came to me either
from internal or external sources. I never had to search for it,
nor even ask for it. Overall, the process has been pleasantly
surprising leading me to great treasure stores of words that
now form the foundation for my understanding of Whom
That I Am and how the world works. Very interesting.
Intuition has become the key to allowing the expression of

consciousness to blossom through me. These notes continue
to be the primary outlet for that expression, though I sense
that the time is coming soon when even this will no longer
be enough. When that will be and what will be after that
remain to be seen, but there is a destiny that I am marching
to. And yes, my march is to the "beat of my own drummer"
as Thoreau said. But, by such a beat, I am indeed compelled
to march. Truly, I have no choice here. I must do what I must
do. The Play is written, and I am compelled to act the part
that I chose to play (and helped to create) prior to entering
this particular existence. Can I prove this. NO. Yet, I know
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that it is true. There is no doubt about it. I know it in my

heart, and my experience has been that I can trust my heart to
be right.
Looking through the periodic chart again, the sense is that

these elements can be used as symbolic building blocks, not
just physical building blocks. Very interesting.
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GOD is not buildable from this set of blocks, neither is

Buddha nor Jesus. However, I've also seen Jesus written as
IASUS, and we can use Maitreya for Buddha. Actually, we'll
have to be creative and end Maitreya with an Au. Actually,
something about that seems appropriate, since the Buddha is
often Golden. Also, interesting is that the Chinese restaurant
in the Barnyard in Carmel is named Golden Buddha and has
a large Golden Buddha inside.
IAsUS = 53 33 92 16 = 194 = 2:40(77) = 2:38(78) =

2:26(84) = 2:18(88) = 2:16(89)
Maitreya = 41 92 95 71 = Nb U Am Lu = 299 This is

13:13(22)! Ultimate Death.
Then again, this could be the ultimate spiritual birth as well.

Note the key components.
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I'm still amazed that the periodic chart can tie so easily into
the spiritual work that I am doing. By now, you might think
that I would simply expect this to be the case. But, I still find
it fascinating. I have no idea as to where it all will lead, but I
know that it will lead to exactly where it must.
Consciousness is in full control in my life. Perhaps this is
true of everyone's life, the difference being simply that I am
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aware that it is so. Looking back, the idea that the periodic
chart could contain a spiritual alphabet would probably be
considered to be ludicrous by both the scientific and the
religious communities. Clearly, I am walking the straight and
narrow path, balancing and maintaining my bearing solely by
the grace of consciousness. [Actually, perhaps the not-so-
straight path.] Quite interesting when you look at it this way.
The bottom line is that by the criteria of world, I have
crossed the line of sanity. For the past 2 years, I have been of
this state of mind. My own understanding is that this state
was the result of a spiritual awakening. However, I have no
inputs from people in the world that validate this
interpretation. My writings make connections that most
would consider to be absurd. Yet, consciousness expresses
thusly through me, and I find the connections to be highly
meaningful to my understanding of Self and of the Nature of
Reality.
22 Jun 95
We've reached the page corresponding to Radium. Wt = 226,

reversed = 622 = 7. That's why 88 is such an important base
to me. It's amazing how all of these different symbol systems
tie together in ways that are beyond what the symbols were
supposedly designed and created for. Consciousness does not
leave such things to chance. The web is intricately woven,
and spirit is imbued in every part of it. We have only to open
our eyes and see. Though this also requires removing our
blindfolds and faulty beliefs in the process and opening
ourselves to the new meaning that can come through.
Interesting.
It's as if I've been introduced to a new language. It will be

interesting to see what it allows me to say and to realize. My
sense is that we are both limited and empowered by the
symbol systems that we use. In most cases, symbol systems
are not equivalent; so, perfect translations from one to
another cannot be made. Further, each system facilitates
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dealing with particular kinds of information while dealing

much less adequately, if at all, with other information.
So, what does my latest discovery offer? What new

monitions of consciousness can I now hear that I could not
hear before? The answer is: I don't know. I trust that much
will be revealed in the days to come, but exactly what I know
not. I've become used to having the "unknown" as a major
player in my life. I trust consciousness. What I need to know,
I will know exactly when it is needed. Beyond that, it doesn't
matter. I learn new symbolic tools and languages to provide
consciousness more flexibility in expressing through me. In
addition, identifying and realizing something as a symbol
system has great value on the path towards spiritual
realization. These are not small discoveries by any means,
but major breakthroughs that tear through the fabric of the
web to allow a new reality to be created. For the most part,
reality is the meaning we attach to the products/creations of
consciousness as expressed via symbol systems. Interesting.
This is why "reality" is illusion. Only consciousness is
REAL. Everything else is the creation or manifestation of
consciousness. Part of whom that I am is a limited version of
the ONE consciousness, limited only in term of my
awareness of my true nature. As consciousness, I AM
whatever my level of realization of Self is. No more, and no
less. Interesting. As I write this I am 37 years 2 months and 2
weeks old. This is but half of the number expressed in my
name = 74: The Benefactor and the element Wolfram.
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OK, that says I need to keep with my own rules. Use as few
elements as necessary to piece together the name or phrase,
and don't worry about how much shifting, splitting, reversing
or juggling is necessary. Where there is a choice between
symbols with the same components, use the one with the
correct ordering in terms of how the component parts will be
used.
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What makes up AURORA?
Ar U O Ra 18 92 8 88 18/110/118/206 = 2:52(77) = 2:50(78)

= 2:38(84) = 2:30(88) = 2:28(89)
JACKPOT !!!!!!! Major Shivers. Look at those numbers!

This is why I am here! This is why the commercial on the
radio strikes me in the way it does. The time for building
foundation is soon to come. Camelot exists. It has for all
time. It only needs to be brought down to earth. Further,
we live in the time in which this is to happen. Whether
this week, this year, this decade, or this century matters
not.
25 Jun 95
Couldn't stop thinking about the Art of ALCHEMY, the

transmutation of base metals into Gold, and the
transmutation of self into SELF.
Lead => Gold = 3514 => 7634. Delta = 4120. The Ace of
Cups : Judgement.
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That's how we bring The Empress into the world, we find the
way to combine Reality with the Illusion, or to realize that
they have been one and the same all along depending on
which eyes we chose to look through and which ears we
chose to hear with. As I was writing this, the familiar shiver
down the spine came through again. We're touching upon
some deep truths here, and as we do it's as if the very fabric
of the veil of illusion is torn asunder. Interesting. Yet, I know
this as surely as I know that I am consciousness expressed in
flesh. How wonderful it is to come from this state of absolute
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knowingness. No, it does not belong to me, but whatever

work was necessary to permit my access has apparently been
accomplished. I don't control when this state will occur, but I
trust that consciousness will put me in the required states and
circumstances necessary to accomplish the purpose for
which I and, it seems, many others came.
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97 = 1:20(77) = 1:19(78) = 1:13(84) = 1:09(88) = 1:08(89) =

1:06(91)
102 = 1:25(77) = 1:24(78) = 1:18(84) = 1:14(88) = 1:13(89)

= 1:11(91)
Once again, a minor difference between 97 and 102 has such

a great impact on the destiny that it bears witness to.
Manifesting reality is a matter of finding which
interpretations are real versus which are illusion. And here,
we cannot rely on the conscious mind to be of much
assistance. It's world is that of the illusion. Our inner core is
where the truth lies. Since the dawn of time, there alone has
it been hidden. People have searched the world over to find it
not, for it was there within them all along and they simply
could not see it. I am not the first to utter such truths, neither
will I be the last. For the time is coming soon when a new
dawn arises, and what was before will no longer be, and
what remains will be glorious beyond imagination and all
will know that spirit has returned into the world; they will
feel it coursing through their veins in a manner that they
have not experienced before. Many think that such change
can only come in centuries, but I say that they will see what
they have never seen and will come to know their connection
to source, the ONE true consciousness.
S Cr I Be
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"S Cr" I be. Interpreted another way, I am "19 38". I also

think, I am "16 24" is equally valid. The Sun and VISION, I
can easily understand. Similarly, The Tower and The Q of
Wands" is not tough either. The K of Wands + Q of Wands =
23+24 = 47. Also, the complement to the Q of Wands is the
64 card, bowing my will to Thy Will.
I Be = 925, reversed = 529 = 8:55 = hew, my initials

reversed. 925 = The Hermit:The First Knight as well; an
interesting combination.
925 = 12:01(77) = 11:67(78) = 11:01(84) = 10:45(88) =

10:35(89) Expected more.
I Be also = 53 4 = The Hierophant:Spirit Flying
534 = 6:72(77) = 6:66(78) = 6:30(84) = 6:04(88) = 5:87(89)

Quite interesting.
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Further, 8437 = 8421 + 16:The Tower. 8421 is the double

digit reverse of the last four of my SSN [2184] that I saw on
a truck during my drive to Big Sur two weeks ago. Here, the
message seems to be that The Tower has struck once again.
That would confirm the state of consciousness I've been
experiencing this month and why these notes have been so
prolific once again. It's interesting how consciousness works
in this manner.
I find it extremely curious that consciousness could use

something this week as part of a confirmation message that it
only showed me a little over a week ago to begin with. Had
8421 not been on a truck that I was following and had
consciousness not had me think in terms of double digit
reverses (something I had not done before), the pieces would
not have been in place to realize the above meaning for a
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license plate that I happened to notice this morning. It is

extremely curious that consciousness can operate in this
manner. No, there is nothing logical about it. However, more
and more it doesn't matter that logic plays such a limited role
in my life now. It is curious that logic's role is so limited, but
not surprising. The bottom line is that intuition operates in
the realm of direct knowing. Logic's utility as a tool
decreases as one's ability to tap source increases. I make it
seem as if logic, science, and technology are of minimal
importance. Clearly this is not true in the world. Yet, to spirit
such things are of little import. They busy the mind and the
senses, diverting the self from it's sole task of discovering it
SELF. Then, my purpose is not necessarily that of others.
Further, the world is unlikely to end in my lifetime though I
suspect it will change in major ways. In fact, part of why I
am here is to assist in the transformation that is to be. Why?
Simply because it is part of The Plan of consciousness.
28 Jun 95
Kim called and left a message. I found it extremely curious

that her work number ends in 414141, The Ace of Cups
Triangle [41 also = Wayne]. She sounded in good spirits for a
change. The sense I got from the number was that things will
be great for her their despite the initial hassles and
difficulties caused by her boss. Interesting. These triangles
are coming up a lot. This particular one, however, has
extremely special meaning. Of all the cards in the deck, this
one best expresses the abundance available from spirit.
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STOPPED AFTER BEST OF NOTES #20
MISSING Six Months: #21 through #26
RESUMED WITH NOTES #27
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3 Jan 96
I sit here in my office where 6.5 years of my working life

have passed. Many a page of words has been written here
both for work and for Beyond Imagination. In many ways I
am fortunate to have had a work situation that allowed me to
express the other sides of my being so easily, though it took a
trip to a mental hospital to fully activate my energies.
Interesting. 6.5 years = 78 months, the Tarot completion. I
was supposed to notice that. It just came to me. Further, that
time is up on 7 Feb 96 = 2/7/96 = 72-96, span of 24, center at
84:The Lovers Exalted, the top of my "A" reading. Here we
go, tying things together again. Leap day = 2/29/96 = 9:22-
96, span of 74, centered at 9:59. The Benefactor, The
Hermit:The Aquarian Age. Now, 9:59 is also 1 to 10 = 1210
= 11 x 11 x 10 = 11 x 11 x 11 - 11 x 11, expressed as all
11's:Justice.
11 Jan 96
An eleven day! It will be interesting to see what adventures

lie in store. Just noticed that 1996 is a 25 year. 25:First
Knight, my soul ray and personality ray. It seems like the
perfect year for my character to truly come to life. So be it!
We've come a long way in two years. Yet, we have only

begun to fathom the mysteries of consciousness. The greatest
thinkers of the world have tackled this subject since the
beginnings of recorded history, if not sooner. However, we
don't have many answers that make sense, or even
frameworks for beginning to understand for that matter.
Consciousness is like the elephant, while we have been the
blind men labeling pieces from a highly limited perspective.
It is time for this to change. We must develop a better
understanding if we are to create the vessel in which spirit
will be able to more fully express in flesh. This is a grand
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undertaking, one not to be taken lightly. Then again, a bit of

lightness doesn't hurt. One can't be serious all the time, or at
least one shouldn't be.
I'm still amazed at how easy the words flow forth. This is
month 27 since Nov 93, the first writing month after my visit
to the hospital; and month 34 since the words started coming
through in Mar 93. That will make 5 Apr 96 the start of
month 38:VISION. Three days later is my 38:VISION
birthday. Something tells me that this is not a coincidence. It
only serves to magnify the sense that something major is
going to happen between now and my upcoming birthday. I
don't have any real idea of what, but there is a strong feeling
that it has to do with being moved to a position that is more
aligned with my mission and destiny. It sounds like it's going
to be an interesting ten weeks. Actually 9 and 1/2 weeks is
dancing in my head. I don't know why exactly. If I counted
right, that brings us to 23 Mar 96 = 3/23/96. Something's not
quite right. Let's try 03/23/96 = 23:30-96, span of 66, center
at 23:63. The King of Wands (also wayne):Camelot - The
Moon Exalted. Interesting. I'm captivated by the entire
concept of Camelot. Clearly, my bipolar condition brings the
moon influence in quite strongly. And, for some time I've
known my lifespan to be 66 years. Also, 230-396, span of
166, centered at 313 = The Empress:Death. This idea that we
are going from 2:The High Priestess to 3:The Empress
defines tha change of an Age. Now, it seems that 3:13 marks
my death. The span of 166 has 83:The Hierophant Exalted
on each side of the center. Backing up 66 from 313, puts my
birth at 247 = The High Priestess: ASLAN. 83-66 = 17:The
Star. This must be what I came in with. Backing up 17 from
1958 puts the start of this cycle at 1941, the year the US
entered WW II.
18 Jan 96
216 is The Tower for The High Priestess [2 x 2 x 2 x 3 x 3 x

3] = [6 x 6 x 6]
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962 is The Hermit : The Blindfolded Lady [2 x 13 x 37]
Something tells me that the order is reversed. We're moving

towards greater simplification, not increased complexity. My
sense is that I'm at the 962 state now, but that I'm coming
close to completion on it. 88 completion would require 62 +
26 = 2 x 13. 988 = 2 x 13 x 38. How fitting, The High
Priestess x Death x VISION. Also, 26 x 38 = GOD x
VISION. Interesting, there are 26 half lunar cycles per year.
(new moon to full moon, full moon to new moon) That
should mean that my 38 birthday marks the 988 point. Hmm,
that would mean 23 Mar 96, the 9 and 1/2 weeks point from
yesterday would occur at 987, The Hermit:The Hermit
Exalted.
It's interesting that 216 is a 666 number in terms of factors. It

brings in the association with The Beast, appropriate for the
time of The Tower, when the very transformation of an Age
occurs.
50 seems to be the state that the world will be brought to

after the transformation. It's interesting that the US is
destined to lead the way to a New Order and that we happen
to have 50 states. At least that's been true since Hawaii
became the 50th state on Aug 21, 1959. This was 1 year and
135 days after my birthday. That's roughly 26 + 10 = 36 half
moon cycles. Hmm, at the time of my birth there were only
48:The Man in Search of More states. Alaska didn't achieve
statehood until January of 1959.
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MOON = 13+15+15+14 = 57:Heart w/ 3 Swords = ELLIS
Moon = 13+6+6+5 = 30:Camelot
moon = 4+6+6+5 = 21:The World = ellis
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No wonder the moon has such an impact on me. How could I

be anything but bipolar given the very name that I have.
Further, it's interesting that I never really use this part of my
name. It's always felt right to keep it hidden. In my
communications now, I go simply by Wayne. 41 is the
number that defines how I would express to the world. 16 +
25 = 4x4 + 5x5, a mixture of The Emperor and The
Hierophant (both squared). The sum being 41:The Ace of
Cups, the difference being 9:The Hermit. 4 and 5, is this not
the Philosopher King?
Discovered something interesting.
1998 = 2 x 999 = 2 x 3 x 3 x 111 = 3 x 666 = 2 x 3 x 3 x 3 x

37 = 27 x 74 = 18 x 111
This number has very interesting components. No wonder

that it keeps coming up as being a pivotal year for
revolutionary change. It's particularly noteworthy that it
contains both 666 and 999. Further, it appears that expression
as 2:The High Priestess corresponds to 999 while 3:The
Empress aligns with 666. This must mean that the
association of 666 with The Beast is in error. Indeed, 666 =
18 x 37, The Moon x Riding The Subconscious. This may be
The Beast for many, but it is clearly the energy that must be
released for the Aquarian Age to be born. 999 on the other
hand is 27 x 37, The Ace of Wands x Riding The
Subconscious.
1998 = 3 x 666 = 3 x 9 x 74 = The Empress x The Hermit x

The Benefactor.
999 = 3 x 9 x 37 = The Empress x The Hermit x Riding The

Subconscious
666 = 3 x 6 x 37 = The Empress x The Lovers x Riding The

Subconscious
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666 = 3 x 3 x 74 = The Empress x The Empress x The

Benefactor
666 = 9 x 74 = The Hermit x The Benefactor
Why haven't I examined the factorization of these numbers

before? After all, the are very important numbers not only to
me but to many others. 666 comes from The Bible. Yet, here
it comes through without any negative association unless one
fears what the subconscious has to offer. Interesting.
19 Jan 96
Everything seems to be pointing to exciting times ahead. I

still don't know what will occur. But, I have a strong sense
that whatever it is, it will be in place by my 38th birthday.
Further, there is also a sense that it will come regardless of
what I do. I can neither facilitate nor prevent or delay it.
Interesting. It is not that I am helpless. It is that I am
manifesting what must be at a level that is still other than
conscious. Yet, I can trust the process. I have operated too
long in this mode to know any other way. No, it isn't
necessarily logical -- but I abandoned logic many years ago
as a primary means for guiding me on my path. Intuition is
my faithful companion on my quest. In her, I place my
complete faith. Interesting.
Did something with the numbers for Beyond Imagination a

couple of days ago that deserves to be captured. Just noticed
that its size was exactly 900.
I MAG I NAT I O N
9 13 1 7 9 14 1 20 9 15 14 = 112 = 1:28(84)
imagination
9 4 1 7 9 5 1 2 9 6 5 = 58 Peace!
BEYOND
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2 5 25 15 14 4 = 65 : The King of Pentacles!
beyond
2 5 7 6 5 4 = 29 : light!
Span of 98 CCW, center at 703 = The Chariot:The Empress.
beyond imagination = 29 + 58 = 87 = The Hermit Exalted.
BEYOND IMAGINATION = 65 + 112 = 177 = Christ

Exalted in The Fool Exalted Base. 19 Jan 96
Everything seems to be pointing to exciting times ahead. I

still don't know what will occur. But, I have a strong sense
that whatever it is, it will be in place by my 38th birthday.
Further, there is also a sense that it will come regardless of
what I do. I can neither facilitate nor prevent or delay it.
Interesting. It is not that I am helpless. It is that I am
manifesting what must be at a level that is still other than
conscious. Yet, I can trust the process. I have operated too
long in this mode to know any other way. No, it isn't
necessarily logical -- but I abandoned logic many years ago
as a primary means for guiding me on my path. Intuition is
my faithful companion on my quest. In her, I place my
complete faith. Interesting.
Did something with the numbers for Beyond Imagination a

couple of days ago that deserves to be captured. Just noticed
that its size was exactly 900.
I M A G I N A T I O N 9 13 1 7 9 14 1 20 9 15 14 = 112 =
1:28(84)
i m a g i n a t i o n 9 4 1 7 9 5 1 2 9 6 5 = 58 Peace!
B E Y O N D 2 5 25 15 14 4 = 65 : The King of Pentacles!
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b e y o n d 2 5 7 6 5 4 = 29 : light!
Span of 98 CCW, center at 703 = The Chariot:The Empress.
beyond imagination = 29 + 58 = 87 = The Hermit Exalted.
BEYOND IMAGINATION = 65 + 112 = 177 = Christ

Exalted in The Fool Exalted Base.
23 Jan 96
Here we are at 7.56 again. Interesting that I've noticed this

Ln on several pages in a row. Another message perhaps.
Hmm, the 23 (wayne) day. Interesting how this keeps
coming up as well. 23 Mar came up as the 9 1/2 week point
from last Wed.
01/23/98 210-398, span of 188, center at 304. Whoa! The

Empress:The Emperor. Now, isn't that interesting! We've
seen this before. The sense now is that it signifies a time that
has finally arrived. I'm curious to see what comes from it.
CD just came to mind. That's 400 converted from Roman
numerals. 400 = 4:44(89) = 4:48(88) = 4:64(84) = 5:10(78) =
5:30(74).
The Emperor:The Man in Search of More in the Justice

Exalted Base The Hierophant:Camelot in The Benefactor
Base.
So, what is the meaning of all of this? My sense is that the

time for change is getting closer and closer. What that
change will be hasn't been revealed but The Empress:The
Emperor will play a major role. Further, The
Hierophant:Camelot are involved as well. It is time for the
birth of the Philosopher King. Yes, it is audacious that I
would assume such a role would be mine. But indeed I do.
Geraldine Stringer told me, during our last session, that "if
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you see a job that needs to be done then it is yours to do".

From my perspective, I do not see how the Aquarian Age can
be born without the guidance of Philosopher Kings. And I do
feel that my training has indeed prepared me for such a
vocation. I can think of no better way to apply my skills,
talents, and energies in the service of consciousness and
ultimately of humankind as well. Then, so be it!
[Pg 23 Ln 7.56 Pos 5.55] There it is again, 7:56, the drivers

of my two triangle readings.
756 = 4 x 189 = 4 x 9 x 21 = 2 x 2 x 3 x 3 x 3 x 7 = 9 x 84 =
Hermit x The Lovers Exalted.
This is also 9:00(84), The Hermit:The Fool in The Lovers

Exalted base.
756 = 27 x 28 = 28 x 28 - 28. 1996 + 28 = 2024, my 66th

year. Whoa. Major shivers. Something told me to look
forward 28 days rather than years. That results in 21 Feb 96,
which happens to be ASH Wednesday. How appropriate for
one involved with creating Ashland -- the land of ashes
required for the phoenix to arise.
25 Jan 96
Sent the manuscript off to Llewellyn. It's in the hands of

consciousness now. There is nothing more that I can do. It
will be interesting to see what manifests. I'm experiencing a
feeling of expectancy, as if the times are pregnant, and birth
is eminent. Interesting. I've never really felt this way before.
Yes, there is some anxiety, but there is also a knowingness
that something wonderful is about to happen. Exactly what
that is, I don't know. However, there is an inner certainty that
I am being propelled along the course that is right for
fulfilling my destiny. Nothing else really matters. This is
what I live for now. It's curious that this would be so, but it is
indeed so. Now, how do I reconcile my work in this world
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with my spiritual work? Right now the two coexist, but are
separate. I desire them to be one and the same. That is, I
desire that my spiritual work be my fulltime job, and indeed
my only job. I know, watch out what you ask for. Yet, I also
know that the reward for spiritual work is abundance.
Hmm, there it is again Ln 7.56. That makes at least four days

in a row. So, what message is this sending? That it would be
repeated so often indicates that it is important. 28 x 28 - 28
seems to be the key. 28 days from today is 2/22/96,
Washington's Birthday, 2:22-96, span of 74, center at 2:59 =
The High Priestess:The Aquarian Age. Span of 74 is The
Benefactor [weh]. It's interesting that both 21 and 22 Feb
show up as highlighted days on my calender.
The Beyond Imagination submittal package weighed 2 lbs 13

ozs and the postage came to exactly $4.00 = The
Emperor:The Fool. Funny, but appropriate. The weight was
The High Priestess: Death. For some reason that seems
appropriate as well. The sense is that I still have some work
to do. My intuition indicates that I'm in for some interesting
and challenging times.
02/22/96 = 22:20-96, span of 76 (38 x 2), center at 22:58 =

The Fool Complete : Peace. This is my Heart's Desire and
my Soul Purpose. Now isn't that interesting! Further, the
half-span is 38:VISION = my age as of my upcoming
birthday.
Just learned that my work phone number will change when

my office is moved to a different building next week. 7438
seemed to be the perfect number for me. I can't wait to see
what new insights the next number will provide. The
destination for the move has changed as well. Rather than
moving to building "G", we are moving to building "A". The
building address changes from 1250 to 1260. Hmm, 1 to 50
to 1 to 60 = 49 to 59. Once again, The Aquarian Age comes
forth. The street changes from Borregas to Crossman.
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Something flashed in my mind -- Pontius Pilate facing the

crowd and asking which man to save, Barrabas or Jesus.
There was an overwhelming association of Barrabas to
Borregas and Jesus to Crossman, the man who died on the
cross. Interesting. 2 6 9 9 5 7 1 1 = 40:Page of Cups. 3 9 6 1
1 4 1 5 = 30:Camelot.
1250 = 2 x 5 x 5 x 5 x 5
1260 = 2 x 2 x 3 x 3 x 5 x 7 = 36 x 36 - 36 Also = 28 x 45 =
30 x 42 = 35 x 36.
Now, isn't that interesting. 36 days from Monday, the move

day, results in 5 Mar 96, the third anniversary of the day the
Beyond Imagination Notes started to come through. Isn't that
a trip! Surely this is more than a coincidence. 36 x 36 - 36 =
6 x 6 x 6 x 6 - 6 x 6. All sixes.
31 Jan 96
My sense is that for the most part, I perceive a world that

others do not appear to see. After two years, I'm still a
neophyte, still learning what I got myself in to. It's obvious
now that it was all set up from the very beginning. Between
35 and 36, I was to come of age. The new phone number that
I got this week seems to verify that. Further, it sets up 38 as
the next step. Back to 4/8/96, my 38th birthday. This year it
falls one day after Easter. On 4/8/07 and 4/8/12, it hits Easter
exactly for the only times from 1774-2174. The later is the
last four of my SSN backward. Some of these facts have
come out before. It's the connections and associations that
change over time allowing understanding to grow.
1 Feb 96
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63 @ 35 6335 = 1:03:17(78) 1993-1994 64 @ 37 6437 =

1:04:41(78) 1995-1996 65 @ 39 6539 = 1:05:65(78) 1997-
1998
Interpolating, 64 => 65 @ 38 6488 = 1:05:14(78) 1996-1997
Projecting forward, 65 => 66 @ 40 6590 = 1:06:38(78)

1998-1999
66 @ 41 6641 = 1:07:11(78) 1999-2000 Interesting ----------

69 @ 47 6947 = 1:11:05(78) 2005-2006
69 => 70 @ 48 6998 = 1:11:56(78) 2006-2007
70 @ 49 7049 = 1:12:29(78) 2007-2008
72 @ 53 7253 = 1:14:77(78) 2011-2012
78 @ 65 7865 = 1:22:65(78) 2023-2024
I'm curious as to what results from regressing backward:
45 @ conception 4499 = 57:53(78) 1957-1958
It's interesting that the completion card for the Tarot falls at
my 65th year. Especially considering that I have believed
that my lifespan is up at 66 for some time now. Curious,
indeed. Also, note that 4/8/07 and 4/8/12 fall at interesting
points as well.
All of this revealed from one telephone number! How's that

for turning a common symbol into something far more
meaningful. All it took was seeing the sequence captured
within the number and realizing it's relevance to my life.
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Now, why is it that each year represents 51 in my life? 51 = 3

x 17. Further, each Tarot whole step represents 102 = Q of
Wands Exalted. It's also interesting that 45 = Black Robe was
the Tarot number at my conception, and that this permits
Tarot completion to happen at Age 66 in 2025 = 45 x 45.
Further, my life will have taken me through the final 33
numbers of the Tarot.
[NOTE ADDED ON 10/10/97]
It just occurred to me that with each year representing 51, the

time from 1 Jan to 8 Apr is about 14-15. This would have put
my conception at 4513-4514, or 57:67 - 57:68 =
ELLIS:WAYNE, my middle and first names in ALL CAPS.
5 Feb 96
Another weekend without writng Notes. I did contact several

people via E-Mail that I found while surfing the internet,
however. Also I found an interesting book online,
The Truth: The Universe is a Growing God
It was absolutely captivating. I read it straight through, then

sent a message to the author. I've already recommended it to
five people and added a link to it from my home page. Yes, it
was that meaningful to me. I've never read anything like it. It
was clear, yet it conveyed it's message poetically. The
writing was the epitome of beauty.
Why was I exposed to such a message on 2/4/96 = 24 x 104.

This is of the same form as 2/1/84. Also 2496 = 42-96, span
of 54, centered at 69. Interesting. 2184 was centered at 48!
69 is the card just to the right of 37, the center of my H

reading. This is the transition between my 37 year and what
lies ahead. My present phone number contains the final two
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numbers on the right side of 69, namely 74 and 65. I'm

feeling cold and starting to shiver. This is a major
connection. It marks the beginning of a completion. Further,
I sense that this completion will occur by my birthday on
4/8/96.
2288 = 22 x 104 = 22-88, span of 66, center at 55. 2392 = 23

x 104 = 32-92, span of 60, center at 62.
2600 = 25 x 104 = 00-62, span of 62 CCW, center at 31 2704

= 26 x 104 = 04-72, span of 68 CCW, center at 38 2808 = 27
x 104 = 08-82, span of 74 CCW, center at 45 2912 = 28 x
104 = 12-92, span of 80 CCW, center at 52
So, what's next? 2704 has it's center at 38, and the span of 68
= WAYNE offers more confirmation that this seems the most
likely candidate for my location in spirit. That would mean
that 25:00(104) was just completed with the 62:Blindfolded
Lady span and the 31:Youths Fighting center.
2704 = 26 x 104 = 4 x 26 x 26 = 16 x 13 x 13 = 52 x 52.
Curious. The only prime factors are 2 and 13. 16 x 13 x 13 =

The Tower x Death x Death. Also, 52:Q of Swords is my
personality number. It appears that this is going to be a very
interesting year. I don't sense that this triple combination
applies to the world yet, so I must conclude that it is a
personal message for me. However, 26:00(104), is 26:00 in
the 26 Exalted Base. I've come to associate 26 with GOD
[7+15+4]. Thus we have the GOD cycle in the GOD Exalted
Base. Powerful indeed. But, what am I to make of this? To
make this personal seems to be egotistic to the extreme. Yet,
if not this, then what message is being conveyed. It's
especially interesting that this comes the day after my
introduction to THE TRUTH. Indeed, The Universe is a
Growing God. Of this, I have no doubt, though I had never
been moved to express it in exactly this way.
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Just noticed that the 31, 38, 45, 52 sequence indicates cycles
of 7 years. Further, it appears that I stopped the sequence
short. The next two number are 59:The Aquarian and 66:my
final year. It's interesting that 30:00(104) Camelot Exalted in
the GOD Exalted Base.
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The more I see revealed, the more I am blown away. These

are just numbers. Yet, my mind is moved to apply a meaning
to them that appears so obvious to me when I see it. I can't
prove that what I see is true. Yet, there is something in me
that knows that it is. Or , at the very least is as close to the
truth as I can bring through at this time. I trust that the
appropriate connections will be made, and I allow whatever
it is that expresses through me to bring through whatever it is
able. You might say that I do this because I must. Yet, I do it
of my own free will. I am compelled by a force whose origin
I know not. However, I see the result and I like what I see.
6 Feb 96
Destiny calls. The urge within me is to do the bidding of

consciousness, whatsoever that may be, and to do it to the
best of my ability whenever I am called to service.
Interesting. Yet, that is indeed what life is now. SERVICE =
1594935 = 4 9 35-51 CCW, span of 16:The Tower, centered
at 4:The Emperor 9:The Hermit 43:Abundance. Interesting.
You might say that I'm in Her Majesty's Service. How
appropriate. There seems to be another meaning here. The
period for 4 9 service is from age 35 through age 51 for me.
35 marked the start of my spiritual transformation in 1993.
51 occurs in 2009-2010. This leaves one final period of 16
years to get me to 2025. 4/8/07 --- 4/8/09-4/8/10 --- 4/8/12.
My 51 year is exactly in the middle of the five year period
between the times when my birthday falls on Easter. The
sense is that a new phase of life does begin at that time and
that the 4/8/12 = 2184 backwards date is when my true
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purpose is finally revealed and my MISSION on Earth

begins.
MISSION. Reversed = NO IS SIM. A cosmic joke, indeed.

For many years in the Air Force, I dealt with SIMulation
requirements. At Loral, I'm in the Modelling and SIMulation
Group. The immediate response that comes to mind is IS
REAL = 91 9513
Death Exalted : Death => Aquarian Age , span of 46 CCW,

center at 36.
7 Feb 96
Found out earlier today that my cubicle is # 22:The Fool

Exalted, my Heart's Desire. Interesting and appropriate. It
seems that everywhere around me the numbers are starting to
click in a way that they never have before.
wayne = 23, ellis = 21, hartman = 30, jr = 10
2^3 x 2^1 x 3^0 x 1^0 = 8 x 2 x 1 x 1 = 16:The Tower = 2^4

= 24 = "X".
NZ = "X" in a square when written one over the other. 24^2

= 576 = 9:The Hermit x 64:Thy Will, not mine, be Done.
Major shivers!!!!! From the inside out 576 = 7:56.
So, Be NZ = 25 7:56, center = 7:54 = 628 or 5:74 from the

inside out. This is the swing from The Benefactor to
HARTMAN or from The Chariot:The Emperor to The
Chariot:The Hierophant.
"Y" squared = 25 x 25 = 625 = 25-26 time click.
"Z" squared = 26 x 26 = 676 = 76, the year the US was

founded [1776] and the year I graduated from high school
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[1976]. Also, the year that my niece Jamie was born. Hmm,
this is also 7:66 from the inside out.
8 Feb 96
2/8/96 = 82-96, span of 14, center at 89 = Justice Exalted, the

center of my "X" reading. Interesting that this comes on day
after my X squared revelation. Interesting indeed!
The keys to my office that I was given yesterday say cube

#22. 22 x 22 x 22 = 10648 = The Magician: The Lovers: The
Man in Search of More.
6:01-48, span of 47:ASLAN, center at 6:25-6:26. Hmm, a 25

=> 26 transition again. That's the "Y" squared stuff from
yesterday. This 47 year cycle started at age 19 in 1977.
Interesting. 1977 = 77-91, span of 14, center at 84:The
Lovers Exalted, The top of my "A" reading. It's especially
noteworthy that this was also the transition to the 6: The
Lovers cycle. With each revelation I am more and more
amazed. The sheer number and variety of connections is
nearly unbelievable. Yet, here they are. Consciousness has
led me to every one of them, and without any regular system
or process to guide me.
Essentially, I operate on intuition, allowing free association

to guide me to the appropriate circumstances that stimulate
me to make connections. I guess this is the stuff of which
lunatics are made. Yet, it is my reality. And, the symbols and
connections have a meaning that cannot be denied. Is the
process that I use repeatable? No. However, why should it
have to be? The more important question is whether the
process results in useful information. Here, I must answer
yes. But, I can only answer for myself. Whether what I do is
useful to others is for them to decide. At the very least I offer
a picture of how another consciousness works, even if that is
quite different from your own. I don't know enough to know
how similar or different that might be. At the same time, I
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don't know that I possess any special capabilities that

necessarily make what I do unique.
The 21 x 96 days all have a span of 84, with center at x:54,

The Page of Swords, cutting the True from the False. We
have 10 days of this in Feb. 22 x 96 days follow with a span
of 74, and a center at x:59, The Aquarian Age. It seems that
we're in for a very interesting month.
Just noticed last night that "beyond imagination" = 29 58 =

the 29 triangle! It's amazing that I had not discovered this
before, especially given how involved I've been with triangle
numbers. 29 is the number of "light". Further, 58-92 CCW
has span of 34, center at 75 = HARTMAN.
Also interesting is that Light = 38:VISION, and LIGHT =

56:Balance, center of my inverted triangle.
Just made an interesting connection, WEH = 23 * 5 * 8 =

920 = 11:62(78). This number came up two years ago in the
1994-832 = 1162 context. It marks the year of Genghiz
Khan's birth as well as the year that Becket became
Archbishop of Canterbury -- the Hierophant.
beyond imagination = 29 + 58 = 87: The Hermit Exalted.

Interesting that I hadn't noticed this before either. Now, how
does an Exalted Hermit make his way in the world? That's a
very good question. It will be interesting to see what answer
becomes manifest in the days ahead. Yes, interesting indeed.
weh = 5 * 5 * 8 = 200 = WAYNE ELLIS HARTMAN.

Coincidence? Maybe. But, I wouldn't count on it. Only three
of 1000 combinations would yield this sum.
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bi = 29 polar = 7/13/16/17/26. 29 + 26 = 55. Also = light

GOD. Now, just what might that mean? Clearly it's an
important discovery. Why was I led to handle the first part of
the word different than the latter? Only consciousness would
lead me in that manner. Something about consistency being
the "hobgoblin of little minds" just flashed by. No one can
accuse me of that anyway. They might think I'm looney, but
definitely not consistent. Though, I can be very stubborn at
times, as my wife will attest.
There is something amazing about connecting my initials to

a number that came out of the blue nearly two years ago. In
fact, it was one of the numbers that was instrumental in
taking me on my continuing excursion with finding meaning
in the day-to-day symbols around me.
832 was a 104 number = 8:00(104). So was 1976 =

19:00(104), my high school graduation year and the
bicentennial for the country. The next 104 year is not until
2080. The one after that is 2184, the last four of my SSN.
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The days get flying by. The end of March draws nearer and
nearer. I know not where my immediate destiny lies. But, I
trust that consciousness doth know, and that wherever it is
will be right for this point in my life. Yes, I am resigned to a
fate I know not what. But, it is an optimistic resignation, for I
know that consciousness is using me to do her works.
Further, I willingly cooperate in this endeavor. There is no
sacrifice that I sense, no giving up of anything of value. Yes,
I mean this wholeheartedly. I have no awareness of my will
having value anymore. I once did, but that was before the
transformation of 1993.
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ELLIS = 57 = 3 + 19 = 22 = 2 + 11 = 13 WAYNE ELLIS

HARTMAN = 23 13 23 = 59: The Aquarian Age.
wayne ellis hartman = 23 7 7 = 37: The K of Cups, the

middle of my "H" reading.
Wayne Ellis Hartman = 41 7 7 = 55 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8

= 23
62 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ... There
we go again 25, 52, 35, 12.
REDUCTIONS
1
2
3
4 = 22 = 13
5
6=5
7
8 = 23
9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ...
10 = 7
11
12 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = ...
13
14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = ...
15 = 8 = 23
16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
17
18 = 34 = 19
19
20 = 27 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ...
21 = 10 = 7
22 = 13
23
24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
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25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ...
26 = 15 = 8 = 23
27 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = ...
28 = 29
29
30 = 10 = 7
35 = 12 = 25 = 52 = 35 = ...
36 = 54 = 35 = 12 = 25 = 52 = 35 = ...
38 = 21 = 10 = 7
39 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
44 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ...
45 = 37
48 = 27 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ...
50 = 54 = 35 = 12 = 25 = 52 = 35 = ...
56 = 30 = 10 = 7
57 = 22 = 13
58 = 31
62 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ...
64 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23 65 = 18 = 34 = 19
66 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
68 = 21 = 10 = 7
69 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
70 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ...
74 = 39 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
75 = 55 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
76 = 23
77 = 18 = 34 = 19
78 = 18 = 34 = 19
87 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ...
88 = 34 = 19
91 = 20 = 27 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 =
...
95 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
104 = 36 = 54 = 35 = 12 = 25 = 52 = 35 = ...
Summary of results.
23: 8 15 16 23 24 26 39 55 64 66 69 72 74 75 76 90 94 95 98
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7: 7 10 21 30 38 45 56 60 68 86 92
13: 4 13 22 57 85 102
19: 18 19 34 65 77 78 81 88
25 52 35 12: 9 12 14 20 25 27 32 33 35 36 42 44 48 50 51 52
54 62 70 84 87 91 104
It's amazing that all of these numbers reduce to these 5 cases.

It's particularly interesting that 19 numbers reduce to 23 =
wayne and that 23 numbers reduce to the sequence 25-52-35-
12.
14 Feb 96
Valentine's Day! I'm obsessed with my numbers again, this

time over a strange reduction process that convert powers
into digits and adds factors rather than multiplying them. For
the numbers from 1 through 104 the results are:
23 21 times 23 21 = wayne ellis 25 17 times
23 + 25 = 48: The Hermit, 23 * 25 = 575, 21+17 = 38 =

VISION.
7 10 times + 7 = 55: The Ace of Swords 19 9 times +19 = 74:

The Benefactor 13 6 times +13 = 87: The Hermit Exalted 29
6 times +29 = 116: VISION Exalted 35 5 times +35 = 151:
Heaven Lies Within Exalted 5 2 times + 5 = 156: The High
Priestess 12 2 times +12 = 168: The Hanged Man Twice
Exalted 31 2 times +31 = 199: Abundance Twice Exalted 41
2 times +41 = 240: The Lovers Thrice Exalted 43 2 times
+43 = 283, 823 from the inside out. 8 = 23, interesting.
Note that if we convert the first 5 numbers to letters we get:
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WYGSM
If we use the corresponding counts, we get:
UQJIF
WAY 23 1 25 49 = 72 = 55 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
WHY 23 8 25 56 = 30 = 10 = 7
WXY 23 24 25 72 = 55 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
23 * 1 * 25 = 575 23 * 8 * 25 = 4600 23 * 24 * 25 = 13800
Curious. The three main letter readings that I use are my "A",
"H", and "X" readings, in that order. These are the only letter
readings I felt moved to copy and hang on my wall at work!
If we do number reductions on the letters, before we

multiply, we note that both 8 and 24 "reduce" to the same
number, 23.
23 * 23 * 25 = 13225 = 2:25-31 CCW, span of 6:The Lovers,

centered at 2:28. This is The High Priestess: The Man with
the World in His Hand. Now isn't that interesting. 228 is the
sum for my whole name, WAYNE ELLIS HARTMAN JR.
228 = 2**2 * 57 = 79: The Magician.
WAYNE = 23 1 25 25 5 = 79: The Magician. Note 7:The

Chariot and 9:The Hermit
ELLIS = 5 12 12 25 19 = 73: True Heaven Lies Within.
HARTMAN = 23 1 19 25 13 1 25 = 107: "light" Exalted.
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It's interesting that none of my names reduce. All three are

prime!
Sum = 259 = 7 * 37 = 44 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35
= 12 = 25
From the inside out we have 529 = 23 * 23. Now isn't that
interesting.
WAY = 575. WAY + 1 = WAY + ONE = 575 + 1 = 576 = 24

* 24.
But, ONE = 23 25 5. WAY + ONE = 23 1 25 + 23 25 5 = 46

26 30 = 25 23 7. Now isn't that interesting. These are the top
three reduction numbers. Further, if we map the other
members of the (25 52 35 12) repeating sequence to 25, the
three numbers would be in order of frequency as well.
We're definitely onto something here. The numbers are

connecting in ways that are amazing, literally beyond belief.
There is a strong sense of discovery. These relationships are
not there by accident. Bit by bit, my mission and the nature
of reality is unfolding before my eyes and mind. I am a
participant in the process, but my major role is to watch what
unfolds and try not to get in the way of what is being
revealed. This requires a deep trust in the process and an
allowance that accepts that things may be other than they
seem.
The thought crosses my mind that I am indeed crazy. My

methods and my interpretations are without any prior basis,
foundation, or training. As far as I know, they are unique and
unrelated to anything that I have ever been exposed to in this
existence. Curious that this would be so given how much I
have been exposed to.
19 Feb 96
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Once again, another three days without writing; and I was

doing so good for the month. There is something about the
difference in location between here, Sunnyvale, and home,
Monterey, that makes a difference. A quick estimate would
be that the split of writing output is something like 90% vs
10% even though the free time split is closer to 30% vs 70%.
Interesting. My sense is that it has something to do with
astrocartography. The 80 mile delta (60 as the crow flies) is
enough to bring two additional lines into play. The Mercury
line (communication and writing) comes very close to
Sunnyvale.
Larry found a few mistakes in my number reductions from

last week. It turns out that there are exactly 23 out of the first
104 numbers that "reduce" to 23. Interesting. 23**2 = 529 =
855 = weh reversed. Something tells me that this is no
coincidence. Also curious is that there are exactly 16:The
Tower occurances of 25:First Knight.
These two numbers have an interesting place in the

sequence:
(5) 2 7 9 16 25 41 66 107
My sense is that this is another piece in the puzzle that

indicates where I am currently at. It seems that I have
reached or am soon to reach 23**2. I just had a visualization
of checkers and "squared" corresponding to being "KING-
ed". Interesting. Perhaps "philosopher king" is in the cards
after all. And further, sooner than I think.
It's very interesting that (wayne)**2 = weh reversed. It's also

interesting that 16 = P, 23 = W, and 25 = Y. Hmm, it's the
squares that really matter however.
16**2 = 256 = 2**8 = 28 = 29
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22**2 = 484 = 2**2 * 11**2 = 134 = 2 * 67 = 69 = 3 * 23 =

26 = 2 * 13 = 15 = 8 = 23
23**2 = 529 = 232 = 2**3 * 29 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = 52
24**2 = 576 = 26 * 32 = 58 = 2 * 29 = 31
25**2 = 625 = 5**4 = 54 = 2 * 3**3 = 35 = 12 = 25 = 52 =

35
26**2 = 676 = 2**2 * 13**2 = 154 = 2 * 7 * 11 = 20 = 2**2

* 5 = 27 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25
27**2 = 729 = 3**6 = 2**2 * 3**2 = 54 = 2 * 3**3 = 35 =

12 = 25 = 52 = 35
28**2 = 784 = 2**4 * 7**2 = 96 = 2**5 * 3 = 28 = 29
29**2 = 841 = 292 = 2**2 * 73 = 95 = 5 * 19 = 24 = 2**3 *

3 = 26 = 2 * 13 = 15 = 8 = 23
30**2 = 900 = 2**2 * 3**2 * 5**2 = 106 = 55 = 16 = 24 =

2**3 * 3 = 26 = 2 * 13 = 15 = 8 = 23
31**2 = 961 = 312 = 2**3 * 3 * 13 = 39 = 16 = 24 = 2**3 *

3 = 26 = 2 * 13 = 15 = 8 = 23
32**2 = 1024 = 2**10 = 2 * 3 * 5 * 7 = 17
Note that 32 squared reduces to The Star and its factors are
the first four primes! Further, it is preceeded by a 23 triple.
28**2 reduces to the same number that 28 reduced to (29).
Prior to that we have three years in a row that reduce to the
(12 25 52 35) cycle.
My intuition tells me we're at or moving rapidly to the 24**2

step. This is my 7:56 merkaba combination that is reflected
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in my triangle readings. [Pg 16 : The Tower Ln 7:56]. How's

that for confirmation. There is even information embedded in
how the words are placed on the page. It's amazing just how
ochestrated everything is. Clearly this is not done
consciously.It is amazing nonetheless.
23**10 = 2310 = 2 * 3 * 5 * 7 * 11 = 28 = 29 = beyond!
This is the number whose factors are the first five primes, the
next major step.
20 Feb 96
I also found that the sequence (n-1)(n)(n+1) has some

interesting properties.
10 11 12 1320
11 12 13 1716
12 13 14 2184 - - - 28:00(78) = 21:00(104)
13 14 15 2730
14 15 16 3360
15 16 17 4080 - - - 40 Triangle
16 17 18 4896 - - - 48 Triangle
17 18 19 5814 - - - [ADDED 10/97: 57:ELLIS * 102]
18 19 20 6840 - - - [ADDED 10/97: WAYNE @ 40]
19 20 21 7980 - - - [ADDED 10/97: 798 = 228!]
20 21 22 9240
21 22 23 10626
27 28 29 21924 - - - Centered at 918 = 9 Triangle
Note that consecutive numbers 16 and 17 result in triangles

and further that these triangle numbers are a perfect pair 40 +
48 = 88. The second of these is 48:The Man in Search of
More and the date 4/8/96 is my upcoming birthday.
Note also that n=28:The Man with the World in his Hands
has The Hermit triangle buried within it. Further, it has a
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span of 13 counting both endpoints, running from 9:12 to

9:24. Its interesting that this stops one shy of 925, which
reversed = 529 = 23**2.
So, am I making mountains out of molehills? Am I seeing

things that aren't really there? My sense is no. These are
indeed valid observations. Further, that they are guided by an
intuitive process gives them that much more credibility, at
least in my eyes. Interesting.
21 Feb 96
Didn't get much sleep last night. Between the rain, the wind,
and thinking about how I wanted to respond to the
President's letter, I was was up most of the night. I must have
composed the letter in my head 20 times during the night.
When I got to work, I wrote what I regard to be the best
letter of my life. If that is not sufficient to get attention, then
nothing is. I'm curious to see what the response will be this
time.
7:56 showed up twice on my way home last night. The first

occurrence was as a time during the first third of my
commute home. The second was the tripmeter mileage as I
purchased my dinner at Jack In The Box. These occurred
within about 10 minutes of each other. This number is 428 =
The Emperor: The Man with the World in his Hands.
22 Feb 96
Looking back, it was pretty audacious of me to write to the

President in the manner that I did yesterday. But, it was
something that I just had to do. He may not know me from
Adam, however if yesterdays message wasn't enough to get
his attention and the attention of his staff, then nothing will.
Anyway, what will be will be. I took the initiative and did
what I could in the best way I knew how. Now, the ball is in
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his court -- or, more accurately, in consciousness court.

Interesting.
Just noticed that the 88 completion number for 23 is 55 =

New Way. Now isn't that interesting. wayne (+ The Moon)
=> Wayne (+ The Hierophant) => new Way (+ The Hermit)
New Way.
The Moon + The Hierophant + The Hermit = 1859. That's 99

years before I was born. I wonder what happened then.
Whitman's "Leaves of Grass" was published four years
earlier in 1855. My house was built 11 years later in 1870.
59-81 has a span of 22 CCW, centered at 70 = 528.
529 expresses the sequence 25 26 27 28 29. These are very

important steps for the world. Hmm. I wonder if these are
timing marks? Major shivers.
1859 528 25 26 27 28 1996 529 25 26 27 28 29
Delta = 137 = 1:59[78] years. The Aquarian Age Exalted.

Now isn't that interesting.
Backing up 137 years yields 1722 = The Star: The Fool

Completed 1859 = The Moon: The Aquarian Age
1996 = The Sun: The Moon Exalted
Moving forward 137 years yield 2133 = The World: The

Christ
1958 = 14:40[137] The Page of Cups year of The

Temperance Cycle
1974 = 14:56[137] The Balance year of The Temperance
Cycle 1976 = 14:58[137] The Peace year of The Temperance
Cycle
1996 = 14:78[137] The Tarot Completion year of The
Temperance Cycle.
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2007 = 14:89[137] The Justice Exalted year of The

Temperance Cycle
2012 = 14:94[137] The Tower Exalted year of The
Temperance Cycle
2025 = 14:107[137] The Light Exalted year of The
Temperance Cycle
Just noticed that 89:Justice Exalted and 87:The Hermit

Exalted are an 88 completion pair. However, they sum to
twice 88 rather than 88. For the numbers between 89 and 98,
the 88 completion is a number between 78 and 87 and results
in double 88 or 176.
83:The Hierophant Exalted + 93:The Devil Exalted. These

two are side by side in the upper right corner of my inverted
triangle reading. Isn't that curious?
This 137 base places my lifespan in an interesting place in a

cycle, where the key events in my life line up with very
meaningful and relevant points in the cycle. There is no way
that I could have discovered this without giving my intuition
full room to roam. Hmm.
1996 marks one cycle of 22 since my introduction to

metaphysics in 1974. The next cycle of 22 would complete
in 2018 = 14:100[137]. The Fool Complete Exalted year of
The Temperance cycle. Isn't that a kick!
Another major shiver after the realization that 1996 marks

the Tarot Completion year for me. For the remainder of my
life, I'm in the Exalted realm.
137 = 13**7 = 62748517
62 = The Blindfolded Lady 74 = The Benefactor 85 = The

Chariot Exalted 17 = The Star
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Reversed 71 = Building the Cathedral 58 = Peace, also the

year I was born. 47 = ASLAN 26 = GOD
Note, if we add one and unfold from the inside out we get:
48 = The Man in Search of More. Also, my birthday. 75 =
HARTMAN 21 = ellis. Also, The World. 68 = WAYNE
Now, isn't that interesting. All three parts of my name plus

my birthday in one number! And further, only those
components with no extraneous digits. Also, if I took the
number from the outside in instead of the inside out, the
parts of my name would have come out in the right order as
well. In addition, the two components that I use came out
with their ALL CAPS sums, while my middle name, which I
never use, came out with its no caps sum.
4726 - 8518 = span of 3792, half span of 1896, center at

6622 = My Life Span: Fool Complete. This is especially
interesting since The Fool Complete is also My Heart's
Desire.
1896, the half span, is The Moon: The Moon Exalted. No

wonder The Moon plays such a prominent role in my path.
No wonder indeed.
68 2175 48 This is telling me that I am 9 years shy of 2184,

my mission (last four of my SSN)
That would mean that my mission starts in 2005 and lasts for
20 years through Judgement, the top of my triangle reading.
Further, 2025 is 45**2. 45 is required for the wayne =>

WAYNE transition. 45**2 = 3**4 * 5**2 = 86 = 2 * 43 = 45
= 3**2 * 5 = 37 : The King of Cups = Riding the
Subconscious. This is my present age and the center of my
"H" reading. Further, the Tarot reading that I got over the
Internet last night had 69 over 37, 68 next to 69 in the
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passing position, and 21 next to 89 in the future position. In

the "H" reading, 68 is to the right of 37, and 69 is to the left
of 37.
It's absolutely amazing that all this information can be

coming together in this manner. All the pieces of the puzzle
are fitting together. Further, it appears that they are definitely
part of one puzzle. I haven't had time to think of what the
ramifications of this are on my world view. Observing and
discovering the nature of my personal reality is becoming a
full time occupation.
Just noticed something about my SSN 575 68 2184. My SSN

has revealed many meanings over the past two years. 7 and
56, the two drivers of my triangle readings have been
prominent for most of that time. Yet I had never noticed that
they were right there all the time.
My name is also embedded in my SSN
57 5 68 21 84 57 = ELLIS 5 = The Hierophant 68 = WAYNE

21 = ellis, also The World 84 = The Lovers Exalted [also,
wayne ellis hartman jr]
5 75 68 21 84 This contains the same format for my name as

13**7. 5 = The Hierophant 75 = HARTMAN 68 = WAYNE
21 = ellis, also The World 84 = wayne ellis hartman jr, also
The Lovers Exalted
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Another meaning for 413 is 41**3 = 68 9 21 = WAYNE The

Hermit ellis.
9:21-86 = The Hermit: The World - Strength Exalted, span of

65, center at 9:53-54.
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Hmm, this is 5:93-5:94 from the center out.
It's curious that the span is one year shy of my expected life
span. That suggests the years line up with my years. I was
born as The Hermit: ellis. My final year 9:87 will be as The
Hermit: The Hermit Exalted. Further, 987 is the sweep from
87 to 89, The Hermit Exalted to Justice Exalted. The only
number passed in the sweep is 88, infinity above, infinity
below. WOW!
The coming year, my 38th is 9:59, The Hermit:The Aquarian

Age. WOW, again!
2007, 11 years hence, is 9:70, The Hermit: The Juggler [528]

2012, 16 years hence, is 9:75, The Hermit: HARTMAN
2024, 28 years hence, is 9:87, The Hermit: The Hermit
Exalted 2025, 29 years hence, is 9:88, The Hermit: time to
ascend.
26 Feb 96
More number stuff. I can't stop thinking about them. The

moon's not full, but my attention is captivated with
uncovering what meaning the universe would have me find.
wayne 23 Wayne 41 WAYNE 68
ellis 21 Ellis 21 ELLIS 57
hartman 30 Hartman 30 HARTMAN 75
first + mid 44 62 125
total 74 92 200
jr 10 Jr 19 JR 28
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TOTAL 84 111 228
210 = 2 * 3 * 5 * 7 --- 23 = wayne, 57 = ELLIS

210 (hex) = 528 --- 210 = 5 * 6 * 7 = 6 * 6 * 6 - 6
528 (hex) = 1320 = 10 * 11 * 12
888 (hex) = 2184 = 12 * 13 * 14
1320 (hex) = 4896 = 16 * 17 * 18 Also, my next birthday.
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8 1 = 1000 1 = 17: The Star

8 2 = 1000 10 = 34: Spirit
8 3 = 1000 11 = 35: Spiritual Inheritance
8 4 = 1000 100 = the pattern for WAYNE
8 5 = 1000 101 = the pattern for 69: Ace of Pentacles
8 6 = 1000 110 = the pattern for 70: The Juggler [528]
8 7 = 1000 111 = the pattern for 71: Building the Cathedral
8 8 = 1000 1000 = WAYNE * 2
8 9 = 1000 1001 = The Aquarian Age Exalted = 68 + 69
9 1 = 1001 1 = 19: The Sun

9 2 = 1001 10 = 38: VISION [NOTE: Jumps by 19!]
9 3 = 1001 11 = 39: Knight of Cups 9 4 = 1001
100 = 76 [NOTE: Jumps by 37!]

9 5 = 1001 101 = 77: CHRIST
9 6 = 1001 110 = 78: Tarot Completion
9 7 = 1001 111 = 79: The Magician
9 8 = 1001 1000 = 153 = 75 Exalted [NOTE: Jumps by 74!]

9 9 = 1001 1001 = 154 = 76 Exalted
It seems that we're in for some very interesting years ahead.

This is a strange way to construct a sequence, but turns out to
be a very meaningful one. Curious.
I never know where my excursions are going to take me

anymore. Long ago, I stopped following any processes that I
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had ever read about. [Pg 29 Ln 7.56] Consciousness now is

my sole guide. Further, operating in solo, I must wonder
whether what I do are the musings of a sane man. For over
two years now, I have had nothing with which to compare
my works -- and further to compare my experience. This
hasn't bothered me. To a large degree, I have always lived in
a different world than that of those around me. However,
never before has it been to such a large degree. I can function
in the mainstream world. Others, however, may find it very
difficult to function in mine, assuming that they could relate
to it at all. Yet, there is a sense of magic in the air. Something
is about to happen that will unleash a tidal wave of change.
Exactly when or how I know not. But, it is close at hand. I
can feel it, HERE, in this very space that surrounds me now.
The revelations are happening at a greatly increased pace.

Everyday brings astonishing new discoveries. Yet, I am only
aware of my own experience. My sense is that there are
others out there like me whose mission is being activated.
However, even with my extensive wanderings on the
Internet, I have not yet found like-minded others who have
been compelled to document their process in the manner that
I have. Not that such people are not out there. I have no way
of knowing one way or the other. If they are out there,
consciousness has not yet found it appropriate for me to
make their acquaintance. This confirms my own assessment
that my nature is that of The Hermit and The Man in Search
of More.
27 Feb 96
SPIRIT = 19/35/44/62/71/91 = Death Exalted spirit = 37,

Spirit = 55
CONSCIOUSNESS = 175 = 5**2 * 7 = 59. Also, 175 =

2:19(78). consciousness =
3/9/14/15/18/27/33/36/37/42/47/48/49
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FLESH = 6/18/23/42/50 flesh = 6/9/14/15/23 Now, isn't that

interesting.
Observations:
flesh (23) + Temperance (14) = spirit (37) flesh (23) + The

Moon (18) = Ace of Cups (41) spirit + The Emperor = Ace of
Cups (41)
consciousness (49) + 1 = FLESH (50) (enlightened flesh)

consciousness (49) + 6:The Lovers = Spirit (55)
FLESH + Hierophant = 50 + 5 = Spirit (55)
FLESH + Ace of Cups(Wayne) = 50 + 41 = 91 = SPIRIT

(91) = Death Exalted
PURPOSE: To enable SPIRIT to be more fully expressed in

FLESH.
SPIRIT(91) + The Lovers Exalted (84) = 175 =

CONSCIOUSNESS
23 Exalted (101) + 74:The Benefactor = 175 =

CONSCIOUSNESS
flesh = 63 5 18, span = 18:The Moon, center = 527. This is

one short of 528.
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I see these numbers before my eyes, and I allow their

meaning to be brought forth through my being, but am I the
one whose destiny is being foretold on these pages. Yes, I've
always known that I was different, and that I specifically
came to this world and this incarnation to carry out the work
of consciousness. But, is this it? Did I truly come to play so
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prominent of a role? Or, is this ego coming out again? Yet,

my sense is that I could not make up these words if I tried.
They are truly beyond my imagination. Given this, where do
I go from here? Thus far, I have no indication that any other
soul in this world is aware of what I have uncovered in the
past 3 years. While I have made much of my material public,
there is no feedback to suggest a deep understanding of any
kind. As the Hermit, perhaps such is what I should expect.
Yet, I do not see how to effect change without some
connection with others who are to carry out some of the
ideas. There are over 5 billion humans on the planet. Surely
there are others here to see that CONSCIOUSNESS is
enfleshed.
27 Feb 96
"we the people" = 55 285 756735
285 = 825 from inside out. This is 528 reversed.
How did I miss the more obvious 55 285 756735
Note that the middle is 575 = 7:55 from the inside out.
28 Feb 96
light = 29 Light = 38 VISION LIGHT = 56 Isn't that

interesting!
23 to 29 = flesh to light. How appropriate for enabling spirit

to be more fully enfleshed.
165974 = 28856(hex) = 28 856 = 28 429 = 28 24-25-26-27-

28-29 165975 = 28857(hex) = 28 857 = 28 329 = 28 23-24-
25-26-27-28-29
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Well. What do you know. "flesh" to "light" guided by The

Man with The World in His Hand
Center of 165975 is 768 = 756 + 12. Also, this is the 67 to 68

transition
Center of 28856 = 869 = the 68 to 69 transition.
7 Mar 96
Yes, it's the 7th already and this is the first time I've found
time to write. Since finding Spirit Chat 10 day ago, it has
consumed the bulk of my free time. However, my sense is
that this is exactly what I needed. It's allowing me to make
connections with people that are literally "all over the
world".
The 2184 = 888[hex] discovery last week was a major

revelation, as was 822-888, a span of 66.
20 Mar 96
She = 1985, 85-91, span of 6, centered on 88. How curious!

Interval goes from HE = Chariot Exalted to 91=Death
Exalted.
12/20/93 is when Beyond Imagination was born. The

Hanged Man / Judgement / The Devil Exalted
20:21-93, span of 72, center at 20:57. Now isn't that a kick.

20(hex):57(hex) = 32[I AM race, Christ]:87[Hermit Exalted]
Just checked the time. It was 5:28, of course!
By the way, BI = 29 = "light" and 29(hex) = 41 = "Wayne".
bi-polar 29-76319 = 2/11 - 7/13/16/17/26 total = 37
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Just noticed 26(hex) = 38 = VISION; 11(hex) = 17 = The

Star
17 to 38, span of 21:The World, centered at 27-28! WOW!
27 Mar 96
Yes, this is already the 27th. And, yes, I am still on page 3.

It's been a very productive month for Beyond Imagination,
just not for these notes. Interesting.
spirit = 179992 = 1/8/17/26/35/37 = King of Cups = my age

this passing year! Now isn't that amazing. Why is it that I
hadn't realized this before. Another 12 days and it's on to 38.
Spirit = 19/26/35/44/53/55 = Top right of my "X" reading.
SPIRIT = 19/35/44/62/71/91 = Death Exalted = Bottom

Right of my "A" and "X" readings.
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Just noticed, I would be 74:The Benefactor in 2032, and

84:The Lovers Exalted in 2042. There is still a sense that this
body will be ashes in 2025. Though, that doesn't necessarily
mean my spiritual mission will be complete at that time --
only that it doesn't continue from physical form. This is
NEW. Haven't thought in these terms before. But, it seems
plain as day right now.
ashland = 1183154 = 1/2/10/13/14/19/23 23(hex) = 35 = my

birth number.
ASHLAND = 1/20/28/40/41/55/59 = The Aquarian Age

59(hex) = 89 = Justice Exalted, the center of my "X" reading.
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ashland => ASHLAND = 23 => 89, a jump of 66! Isn't that a

kick!
Transition is 23 => 35 => 59 =>89. This requires jumps of

12, 24, and 30 respectively.
12:Hanged Man, achieved in 1993
24 = "X", also 24(hex) = 36, achieved in 1994
1224 is the 12 triangle.
30:Camelot, also 30(hex) = 48:Man in Search of More.

4/8/96, the 48 triangle, is only 12 days away.
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68(hex) = 102: "X" Exalted 57(hex) = 87: The Hermit

Exalted 75(hex) = 117: The Knight of Cups Exalted
Total = 304: The Empress:The Emperor !!!
3 Apr 96
Interesting month last month. I was moved to get all of my

writings to my site where they would be available to the
world. I was literally compelled, moved by a force so strong
that it would not be resisted. While I was successful, the end
result was only 5 pages of Notes for the month. That's only
half of the output for Apr 94, when I was flying high all
month. I did spend a lot of time on Spirit Chat however.
On the commute in this morning, I couldn't get the following

out of my mind:
it is finished.
It Is Finished.
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IT IS FINISHED!
The veil is lifted.
Don't know what it means yet, but it was quite insistent and
intense. Further, the first time it came through brought a
sharp shiver down my spine.
It will be interesting to see what is revealed as the day

proceeds. There is indeed a major sense of completion -- and
a feeling that something new and wonderful is about to
unfold.
10 Apr 96
Resent letter to the President with cc: to first lady and vice
president. Don't think anything will come from it, but had to
do it. I don't care if they like my ideas or not -- I just want
someone to read them and evaluate them for what they are
worth. Is that so wrong? Should I not expect that ideas will
indeed see there time of day ... at least when the time is ripe
for them?
I'm still in somewhat of a waiting pattern, expecting reality

to change dramatically at any moment. And yet, work
appears locked in through 31 Jul with a nice bonus if I stick
it out until then. Interesting. After that, everything is wide
open once again. My sense is that all I can do now is sit back
and watch it unfold, doing what I am moved to do, when I
am so moved to the best of my abilities and with all my heart
and soul. This is expressing spirit in flesh to its fullest. Such
is all that can be expected of anyone!
8/1/96 = 18-96, Moon to Moon Exalted. Isn't that interesting!

Span of 78: Tarot Completion, centered at none other than
57: Three of Swords = ELLIS. 57(hex) = 87 = Hermit
Exalted. Now, is that timing or what?
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8/01/96 = 108-196, Camelot Exalted to 9:16 (inside out) =

The Hermit: The Tower, span of 88: Infinity above and
below, center at 152 = 1:74 = The Benefactor Exalted.
[NOTE ADDED ON 10/10/97]
It is interesting that this was the last of the Beyond

Imagination Notes. My job did end on 7/31/96. This left me
unemployed from 8/01/96 through 11/11/96, the first day of
my new job with The Aerospace Corporation in LA. It is
particularly curious that I have now been working for the
same Air Force office since Jan 85, for over a dozen years --
as an Air Force officer, as a defense contractor, and now as a
non-profit engineering support.
[END OF ADDITION]
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CONCLUSION
I hope this foray into the fascinating world of numbers and

their symbolic meaning in my life provided you with some
techniques that are of value and utility in your own life. That
is what it is all about after all. We find what works for us
and then share that to the degree that we can. This is my
way of doing that. I don’t expect that everything expressed
applies to each of you reading this. In fact some of my
methods might appear to be the machinations of a lunatic.
I’m not sure as to why I do what I am moved to do. I
observe myself doing these things and am amazed at the
meaning that I find in places where by all rights I had no
means to expect any. Using the chemical symbols, numbers,
and atomic weights as an alphabet and symbol system was a
case in point. It just seemed like an obvious thing to do.
And, when I found meaning by using it, that fueled the flame
all the more.
As an Aries, I’m great at starting things. As a result there are

a lot of techniques and approaches that I discovered but did
not carry through to see what could be done with them on a
broader scale. That requires more thorough and systematic
research. That is not something that I do well. Hence, I
leave it to others to take what I have done and turn it into
something practical that is of utility. It was enough for me to
discover the hidden spiritual meaning. My nature is such
that I did not need proof that it was there. I only needed to
be shown the signs. And, from my perspective, these were
indeed revealed to my satisfaction.
Of late, numbers haven’t played as important of a role. I still

see them as validation that I am on the right path on a fairly
regular basis. But, they don’t consume my attention and my
time as they once did. That is OK. They are a symbolic
language that I learned … a spiritual language.
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Will I work as intensely with numbers as I did during the

Notes years from 1993-1996? My sense is no. That period
of my life is over, and it is time to move on. Though, I
wouldn’t mind consulting if others with the appropriate
dispositions choose to follow in some of my mindsteps.
If you are moved by what you have found here do take the
time to provide feedback. Especially so if you feel yourself
to be a kindred spirit and relate to the task of building the
foundations for a new world.
NAMASTE!
Wayne Hartman
1800 Harper Av, Redondo Beach, CA 90278
beyond@redshift.com
BEYOND IMAGINATION
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The Spiritual Interpretation of Numbers

The Spiritual Interpretation

THE SYMBOLIC WORLD

I was recently moved to start turning this work into a book.

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!

Redondo Beach, October 2003

Numbers have played a major role in my life as far back as I

Throughout the Beyond Imagination Notes, numbers and

Two years ago, in 1996, I was moved to start a new work on

The following passages were copied from the Best of

ENJOY! Feel free to use whatever techniques and methods

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!

DATE DISCOVERY / FINDINGS

"My sense is that what I know to be true from my

"The key in making these manipulations is to allow

interpretation of the spiritual world."

3/14/98: Interesting, this appears to be the marker

"How do I know when to reduce numbers and when

Even file sizes that I am moved to notice reveal

"Now 12:16 AM file size 131552 = (31) 15 (52) =

(09) 16 (30). The Tower sweeping from The Hermit

"And all from a file size, taken at the beginning of

"This also made me think about what year in the

Visual Form of Symbol can Convey Meaning

Note that when we write NZ over one another the

Time out. 11:11. How come the only times that I

Perfect Numbers are numbers that equal the sum of

34) perfect numbers found. The years in which they

In particular, Perfect Numbers appear to have

"Looked at the time 9:16. I can always tell by that

Clearly such occurances are not coincidences. It has

"Then again, much of the Tarot meaning that has

eyes to see and open their ears to hear."

Attached to MOD_SIM ... 04/04/95 4:44:44 How

Just drew the Tarot Card for today. Would you

Multiple sevens = JACKPOT!

"Driving to dinner tonight the trip meter reached

Numbers and Tarot cards occur in "families" that

"Uranus period is about 84 years. 360/84 =

URANUS = 21/39/40/54/75/94 = 88+6:The Lovers

= 78 + 16 : THE TOWER EXALTED. "

Making connections based on sound, and finding

"You ran us. You ran US. Reversed = "SUN AR U"

Interesting coincidence? Making connections

"I have a briefing open to chart 37 and the two

interesting since I just turned 37 a little over a week

"Odometer Tripmeter Time 32412..... 666.5 .....

666 always sparks my attention. 9:38 is The

Diagrams based on simple number square.

"On the way home, I had to stop at the Versatel

odometer was at 32523, and the time was 8:01. A

777.7 is jackpot of course, indicating that the

"Just noticed the symmetry 47:47 :03:59: 74:74

"Backing up, 3:59 is 1 to 4:00. To get the trigger

the universe is revealing her truths through my

Years in base 88 are interesting. In particular my

1958 = 22::22 = 25:08. Very interesting. 22 is my

The years in which the Perfect Numbers were

Only two, P(12) and P(29) were found "out of

P(29) was found in 1988, 5 years after P(30) and 3

In 1876, America's Centennial, P(12) was

discovered that same year. Interesting, this was 48

P(18) [The Moon] was discovered in 1957, the year

My high school years and my introduction to