For Educational Review Purposes Only the Shorter version of Short Stories for a Long Life 'Philosophie du Cajun'

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$he Law of E%ual Responsibility and Capacity

Every Individual is equal in their responsibility and capacity to create optimal functioning within themselves and those within their sphere of interpersonal influence. Creative Conscious Mathematics is the applied mathematical processes of mindfulness to all conscious endeavors including day-to-day optimal functioning. Cognitive or Conceptual Engineering is the ability to design, implement and correlate insight and chaos in the context of day-to-day life, with little or no other resources other than one s self, all for the purpose of altruistic self-mastery. !he corner stone of positive human motivation includes autonomy. "iguring out and choosing for one s self is a necessity. In this family is the natural drive to get better and better at something that is interesting to you. #nd for me, the trun$ of this tree is the doing of something for a greater good for all those involved. #ltruistic %elf-Mastery is the drive to be a better and better person for the good of all people because you simply want to. #fter being born to a single mother living off of food stamps and disability, her believing I can do anything, leaving her permanently at and round &, my aunt nurturing my potential, a cousin brother showing me what tough is and how it is connected to respect and what is right, becoming a first team all-district defensive-end, graduating high school as a $uma laouda or what ever a '.( is, going to )%*, almost dying and watching my best friend die, brea$ing up an engagement, singing to my mother for hours before she passed, meeting my wife and losing all my friends, finishing up at Mc+eese with a ,en. %tudies -egree with a concentration in Mathematics, attending . Media Institute and conceiving Mahti, going to /ail, ma$ing friends with nurses and mid-wives, teaching math, psychology, sociology and critical thin$ing at -elta !ech, getting fired for standing up for the students and the education process in general, having an all natural birth with +ovah, getting degraded by all $inds of chec$ up doctors, meeting a satanic dentist at cool smiles, overcoming the intense blessing and trauma of %anto -aime, and continuously getting help unexpectedly from family and friends, I can say that I have overcome ma/or adversity by appreciating all my life experiences and paying attention to any possible tangible betterment resulting from it. !his is an experience report on my process and hopefully may serve as an insight into experience itself and human processing in general and scientifically.

$he &athe!atical $#O#E# An Infinite Theory of Everything, Rooted in Everyone The intention of this paper is to invite the individual who reads these words to experience the process of being in-the-moment with Creation Itself This is a genuine attempt to articulate something that is ineffable beyond words, yet personally tangible and universal !ords will be used to point us in the direction of an experience that is going on inside of us and at the same time much bigger In reaching into the far beyond, we hope to get a glimpse at an internal consistency that is clearly demonstrable" mathematically, scientifically and personally"irrespective of bac#ground A mathematically scientifically demonstrable theory of everything that helps everyone based simply on the experience of the internal consistency of the theory itself This is the first part of an if and only if statement 'ithin everything( including a hu!an being( e)ists infinity# $his reality put into practice brings about the perfection of an individual and creation# $efore we get to the math and science of infinity, let us spea# on what the experience is li#e %y wife calls letting me #now she and the #ids are ready to be pic#ed up from the par#& not only that, but their tired and cran#y and ready to go' I(m finishing up a conversation that I #now will only last about five more minutes, with a dear student who(s #ids were un)ustly ta#en but who(s return was imminent *ow I could(ve listened politely and simply wished her well when she was done, or interrupted her and too# off $ut in genuinely feeling her pain and being of service to her in-the-moment something flowed through me that I had never said before, something that I needed to hear )ust as much as she did As she was finishing up and becoming exceedingly upset, I said with sincere )oy, +,oo# how beautiful this is, how beautiful you are - .or a split second she stopped her despair and loo#ed at me slightly confused I immediately go on to describe how her genuine agony over her #ids not being with her was a beautiful demonstration of her love for her children, and how this experience would strengthen their love for each other and enhance the time that they will be sharing together This all brought great warmth to her heart, for she #new this already Too# all of five minutes and all lived happily ever after, meaning the absolute best thing occurred for all involved This could not have occurred if I held the potential for negativity outside of myself The best possible outcome resided in my choice to be of service in-the-moment #nowing all will wor# out well, without #nowing the specific details And to withdraw from that conscious focus would be giving less than my personal best in the moment life needs or calls for us to serve, which really is every moment It would have have been a +less than- type of occurrence if I would have focused on it being a stress or a burden to be in a hurry, or that someone was emotionally distraught in my presence and that(s taxing ,iterally millions of potential focuses on external negativity could have ta#en me off my personal best In holding fast to all is well, while doing my best to function as an optimal human being, I am not only of service to others, but I become aware of things that I too grow from and are empowered by This shared experience between us simultaneously increased the positive biological growth in the two of us than can be measured in the release of specific chemical(s in the body called neuropeptides, the increase in brain functioning and growth, and the building of healthy proteins by way of epigenetic mechanisms /n top of this, the experience will in the future be a catalyst for positive changes in our personality and behavior by way of being an experienced condition that shows us that intense emotional stress can give rise to a greater goodness This lessens the burden and load that stress places on our proper functioning, also #nown as allostatic burden and load

!hat I have given you is a real world experience to show you the potential good and bad in my part of the experience and the scientifically verifiable goodness contained therein I will now attempt to loo# at the internal consistency of a purely conceptual mathematics in relation to real world manifestation %athematics is not inherently good or bad, true or false, yet at the same time expands our notions of such 0ome have been damaged or demeaned by the thought of mathematics, yet math remains universally relatable %athematics can falsify reality as with double-entry boo##eeping or can deepen one(s experience of reality as 1ero, infinity and fractals have done 0o what is the very basis of mathematics2 .or one, there exists things that are tangible and useful, but are unprovable 0o lac# of provability does not #eep us from efficacy, and existence does not constitute proof I hope you can appreciate how this perspective is star#ly different from a fringe scientific world view holding that existence of something means it(s true or provable, and that if something is unprovable it is also not tangible and of no use %athematics is universal because it expands upon and redirects the common sense within a person Two plus two is common sense, but only because we share that with each other and give it meaning %ath tried, as some physicists do, to build everything up from nothing& 1ero itself It seemed to wor# out very nicely but, when compared to established truth and provability, failed to be consistent 0o before mathematics can say 1ero is 1ero, one is one, or one plus two is three& more basic and fundamental than all this is, the existence of a 3niversal 0et containing all actual and potential mathematical truths The only elements that need be articulated from the 3niversal 0et to obtain consistency in %athematics are 4ero, which as already discovered brings tangibility and usefulness if not proof or truth& and an 5, being of inherent tangible variance dancing between #nown and un#nown existing as a range of possibility I still say the same thing I said almost a decade ago when I first was presented this proof, +0ure loo#s li#e a mathematical proof of 6od to me2- The reply from my mathematics professor was that she(d never thought of it li#e that before /n top of that it was a personal discovery of mine to see how this was related seemingly exactly to our physical world, whose 1ero is itself a 736E deal"literally the densest information energy mass power that measurably exists is this filled space around us !e swim within it as it swims within us 8ust li#e math had to say there is a 3niversal set of everything first and then it is in a sense +reduced- down to something, even though the fullness of its infinite nature is always present& physics had to say the same thing about the 3niverse itself Every bit of the universe contains within it an immense amount of potential and is in direct relationship to all-that-Is And )ust as there is 9uantum entanglement& there are mirror neurons, limbic resonance and our vagal tone %athematics can also say with a straight face that all rules, logics, axioms are inherently incomplete as they are in a constant process of integrating new truths whose internali1ation creates a new set of basics, which are in turn the canvas for an even greater truth to be integrated and so on and so forth .or me, there is a relationship between this and another mathematical truth that there is no highest order of infinity& for things are continuously becoming more infinite Room for infinity is the consistency !e can find infinity in the finite Even 1ero is a uni9ue ever growing aspect of infinity, %athematically and :hysically spea#ing ,et us correlate and extrapolate& integrate and derive %athematically, rules are incomplete :sychologically, rules diminish our cognitive functioning, inhibiting our natural ability to be moral and creative in-the-moment It is the transcendence of rules and definitions that gives rise to mathematical progress and awareness In the boo# Naming Infinity we see two useful perspectives that build on each other to expand our tangible notion of infinity /ne camp was the atheistic .rench, who denounced any

higher power to get a glimpse of the infinite& the other was the orthodox Russian mon#s, who called on and experienced a higher power to glimpse the infinite $oth had to operate outside of the #nown rules to bring about truth"annihilating intentionally by way of their cognition"the top down neural structures that limit insight and problem solving The loosening of these top down neural structures is also #ey in advanced problem solving and in the healing of :T0; and addictive behaviors As I encountered my student with the direction of infinity in mind, while letting go of prepac#aged thoughts, rules and definitions that come up about a situation li#e this, I was able to let a greater version of myself come through, say some things that I had never heard before perfectly in a new context, all while we both became biologically better people /ur capacity for this type of shared experience is not only our nature but our evolutionary advantage& a song sung in current 0cientific research and by ;arwin himself .or math to evolve it needed both the atheist denouncing rules and definitions of what is real and the mon# calling on and experiencing the transcendental, each operating outside the #nown laws to propel the human race towards the infinite !hatever your reason, if you approach your e)istence *eeping in !ind the inherent infinite nature of all things( you have your only shot at aiding in the e)perience and creation of goodness on Earth# In conclusion, within everything exists infinity, including a human being This reality put into practice brings about the perfection of an individual and creation if and only if you approach your existence ever mindful of the inherent infinite nature of all things +ere you have your responsibility( your part and power in the creation of goodness on Earth# ;ear ;ivine, :lease forgive me, for my mista#es and part played in all things unhoped for I(m sorry, for choosing that which I #now is unhelpful and for the purposes of such Than# you, so much for the awareness of betterment I ,ove <ou, with all my being and effort' =ery 7umbly, <ours Truly ,nconditional Love and Peace are Super Powers *eurogenic Epigenetic Epiphenomenonal Influence on the 0ocietal /rganism(s /ptimal .unctioning As we ma#e a conscious effort to integrate unconditional love, unconditional happiness, with right action, we express our physiology in a way that stimulates brain growth creating new neural pathways that contribute to proper and increased brain functioning while at the same time strengthening and redirecting existing neural connections The brains ability to change, strengthen, and create new connections is #nown as neuroplasticity Its ability to grow new neurons is #nown as neurogenesis !e can also loo# at how our genes are expressed throughout the body and see that one who experiences the timeless, unconditional love, etc, will turn on favorable genes while turning off ones that promote disease and malfunction This is also #nown as epigenetics !e can also ta#e a loo# at the en1ymes that control the biological aging of the ends of our chromosomes and see how we favorably anti-age during this process of metaboli1ing the infinite These en1ymes are #now as Telomerase, and the biological aging part of our chromosomes are

#nown as Telomurs It has been established in the <ale 3niversity 8ournal for Conflict Resolution, along with many other 0cientific :ublications as a 0cientific .act, that people who gather together with the intention to stimulate a deep feeling of peace within, in this specific case using Transcendental %editation, will turn off malfunction and disharmonious behaviors and stimulate an abundance of health and harmony in the local community, needing only the s9uare root of one percent of a population for statistical effects to ta#e place This became #nown as the %aharishi Effect and is reflected in the %eissner Effect in other physical and living systems This can all be related to the double-slit experiment, the measurement problem, and state-vector reduction in >uantum :hysics& namely, multiple realities exist at the same time in a singularity of infinite possibility until we ma#e an observation, it is then +reduced down- into a specific actuali1ed event This base-state singularity can be li#en unto an E? geometrical model of particle physics"the whole is in the part, the part is in the whole 0o when we hold the feelings of love and peace unconditionally solely because of a personal choice to feel and be that way despite any conditions, we pull from the reality that holds all possibilities, a reality primed for healthy proper functioning and filled with the dream of what we would prefer to bare witness to and experience !e can allow this to ta#e place by feeling internally that we have the love and peace that would result from all of the health, wealth, and abundance we can imagine without being attached to the vision or specifics that may accompany the feeling of unconditional love and peace The feelings of unconditional love and peace are themselves the culmination of all that will ever be, giving the gift of proper physiological expression coupled with having local non-local effects on the living human organism as a whole unified being 0o when someone as#s you, +why feel good for no reason, why feel happy for no reason, why feel love for no reason, why feel relief for no reason2,- we can say that the feelings of unconditional happiness, unconditional love and internal peace have a *eurogenic Epigenetic Epiphenomenonal Influence on the 0ocietal /rganism(s /ptimal .unctioning' :ositive :sychology has found that personal mastery, or a life of engagement and flow, and more importantly, a life that is meaningful to the whole of humanity, are the most effective ways to increase life satisfaction !ith this paper we can now ta#e the inspiration to master the practice of feeling unconditional love, happiness and peace all the while being of up-most benefit to our community as a whole Altruistic 0elf-%astery' ,ove :eace and 7armony :lease, if you would li#e to ta#e a deeper loo# into the science that is behind these words, consider the following four min video titled +Can group meditation bring !orld :eace >uantum :hysicist, 8ohn 7agelin explains- referring to the 0cientific .act alluded to earlier +;r ;ean /rnish <our genes are not your fate- is a three and a half minute video demonstrating how a lifestyle that increases peace, love and harmony within and with one(s social surroundings positively affects our physiology and life satisfaction .or the full rundown of his findings @The :ower of ,ifestyle Changes A ,ove -- ;r ;ean /rnish@ ,astly, for a put-it-all-together video +$et you didn(t learn this in school B cure cancer in C minutes'hat's -oing On 'hen 'e &a*e Love .#/0 Interpersonal Interactions are ,aunch :ads for Altruistic 0elf-%astery and a Canvas for ;ivinity As you may #now it ta#es two to tango $ut what is really ta#ing place when two people come together to share a genuine moment of love2 As human beings we are biologically designed to connect with any other person in the spirit of mutual en)oyment, respect, care A genuine interpersonal interaction creates profound changes in our body rendering us betterment that cannot be brought on by one individual alone 6ranted, being hyper conscious of energy states li#e timelessness brings tangible changes to our genetic expression, our biological aging, our neurogenesis and neuroplastisity This process is amped up, magnified, when in the presence of another person sharing the same emotional or energetic state, creating limbic resonance among many other sychronistic brain firings along with the harmoni1ing release of positive functioning neuropeptides setting off an orchestra of mutual benefit This benefit is far beyond

what any biological and psychological measure can ever describe even if this is all we focus on for all eternity There are an infinite amount of positive correlations that stem from this art of genuine human communion :laying with our own positive emotions strengthens our ability to experience positivity resonance with potentially any other person This in-the-moment love is a genuine feeling of mutual care and shared attention .eeling this is our biological indicator that we have become an even better person Allowing this to ta#e place plants very real seeds that always bear fruit, no matter how long down the road we choose to consciously activate the benefit of re-membering that shared love !e are propelled forward with more creativity, purpose, and are all-around smarter in every way .ar beyond when the moment the love is shared, in surprising, helpful, and usually critical ways down the road, wisdom that is us and at the same time far beyond anything we had ever seen and felt from ourselves before is given a canvas to express the autonomy and brilliance of right action /ur bodies are literally built to expand and express this innate supreme intelligence !e have the ability to choose to participate in this process of mutual benefit, and as we do, we come to #now our own brilliance, creativity and love in such a special, uni9ue, and ineffable way !hat we experience in these moments is +beyond us- yet grows us in that very direction !hen a friend who trusts and respects us very much confides in us and as#s our opinion, very often the wisdom offered by us, we reali1e, is also a benefit to ourselves !e(re really hearing this new found brilliance for the first time as we share it !hen we allow ourselves to truly care and open our reality up to genuinely experiencing another person or better yet, any other person, something greater than who we are flows through us shedding light on more of who we really #now ourselves to be ,ong ago, a great wi1ard of light named Charles ;arwin said that what set humans apart, what our part is in connection to all other life and to each other, what our evolutionary advantage and purpose is, is our ability to empathi1e and connect, especially with other human beings :resent day you can find Ca)uns all over the world, and even a few in ,a#e Charles, that have been practicing this as a ;esigned way of life with a family and cultural lineage that goes bac# at least a few thousand years' <ou can for ever and all ways find this truth in any heart of hearts %erci If you(d li#e to see a clear scientific explanation to the age old 9uestion, +!hat(s love got ta do, got ta do with it2- please integrate the understandings of these golden gems of scienceD A General Theory of Love written by Thomas ,ewis, % ; , .ari Amini, % ; , and Richard ,annon, % ; & LOVE 2.0 How Our u!reme Emotion Affe"t# Everything $e %eel& Thin'& (o& and )e"ome written by $arbara , .redric#son, :h ; A note to the reader This is a 6uided reading Experience In this :ractice we emphasi1e words we would li#e the reader to pay Attention to and really feel with Capitali1ation, sometimes improper commas, and bold type ideas we feel are the meat and potatoes of the practice, and encourage meditation on Any or All of these Concepts on a Constant $asis !e also encourage a short EF to GF second meditation on whatever was )ust described in the story with + - 0o please read with your 7eart, really .eeling and Inducing the Experience of the Ideas $he 1llu!ination of !y Self A Categori1ation of 7ealing and :rocedures to Induce 7igh .unctioning $he Self2+ealing 3)io!4 Creation is Infinite Eternity is a very real process within Creation, and %ore than anything else, there is room for 6rowth 6rowth is the tangible benefit that is derived from any particular experience within Creation, as it is integrated bac# into All-That-Is, creating a wa#e in the 3nified .ield that manifests as the expansion of 7igher .unctioning :roper /ptimal 7igher .unctioning is a 0elf-evident 3niversal 3nconditional personal experience of being and becoming more of an unconditional benefit to the world, experienced especially within our interpersonal relationships, while

simultaneously being of up-most benefit to one(s complete 0elf 6rowth can be measured in the individual and surrounding community by way of our :sychoneuroimmunology, Epigenetics, *eurogenesis, :rogress towards :eace in our Collective $ehavior, Coherence in Initially Chaotic or +Random- 0ystems, and by way of 0elf-Reflection in relation to Altruistic 0elf-%astery %ore Importantly, genuine 6rowth is #nown by the individual and 0elf-evident in all interpersonal relationships $he way of +ealing is to allow the e)pansion of the tangible benefit of Creation to beco!e !ore and !ore 3live in our Present &o!ent 5ay2to25ay Living# Self2+ealing is the Eternal practice of e)panding tangible benefit within 3ll2$hat21s# 3n 3)io! of 1llusion4 Any experience of lac#, limitation or suffering is a very real opportunity to examine personally held beliefs that, when reflected upon, bring enhanced, intensified feedbac# as to whether or not that belief allows for 6rowth 0o lac#, limitation and suffering are catalysts for a specific type of 0elf-7ealing that includes 0elf-Reflection and Redefinition These seemingly adverse challenging life experiences are very real Catalysts for 6rowth $he belief of lac*( li!itation and suffering as being 367$+16- other than Positive Catalysts for Personal -rowth is 1LL,S1O6# $his includes all stories created and told that do not include a focus on the inherent tangible benefit of 3ll2$hat21s in the Current &o!ent# $he +igh Functioning Procedure4 The very REA, short of it and the culmination of all it could be, comes to fruition in a very real personali1ed effort to 5efine everything as an 3bundant 8lessing9 $ell stories of 3bundant 8lessings( all the ti!e( forever( about E:ER7$+16-9 'ith this in place( all the details of our Collective and Personal +ealing occur naturally with the full Support and Force of 3ll2$hat21s# $he result is Rapid Life Revision# In order to reintegrate any particular within Creation, especially what is initially seen as trauma and suffering and in general terms described as lac# and limitation, we must first understand the process of healing and then define our concepts or beliefs to match what is ta#ing place, and finally practice what we #now to be true In order to further our understanding it is necessary to revisit a challenging situation that we overcame with ease and grace At age C, my %other needed to be in rehabilitation in order to receive some special care and help with her problems with addictions and co-occurring psychological disorders, both of which had nothing to do with me or were because of me %y %other demanded that it be explained to me this way so I would #now straight up what was going on with her as she was admitted& for she understood and raised me to be understanding as well 0ee, before this point my %other had taught me to express the spectrum of my feelings from I love you mom on down the line, but if something was off, we needed to tal# about what we both could do to ma#e it better *ot why are you mad, not who(s wrong or right, not as something I deserve or am entitled to feel It simply gives all involved an opportunity to ma#e things better This was coupled with a strong emphasis on creative story telling from an uninhibited imagination 0o geared with this, I prepared to be with what IHd considered extended family, altruistic strangers I remember getting a bowl of cereal Immediately recogni1ing that it was not my favorite, I as#ed for something else The care giver(s reply was, +If you don(t li#e what we have to eat, you don(t have to eat - 7er directness gave me a )olt of reali1ation that I should be than#ful for A*<T7I*6 I have to eat I went from defining whatever was gifted to me in the moment in relation to an arbitrary past preference to defining whatever is gifted and available as something to first Appreciate After a couple of nights of crying myself to sleep really missing my mother, I finally as#ed for an extra pillow to cuddle with As I laid there inducing the feelings of being with my mother, I felt the .3,, :RE0E*CE of my %other within my own heart, within my own being, and I instantaneously reali1ed she always !as with me and always !ill be This redefining of my %other from an outside entity that could be here or not, to a very real experiential Internal :resence, is 7ealing in the 7ighest 0ense

A couple of years later, as I was better able to see myself in relation to others, I grieved greatly for not having and #nowing my .ather It was not often I swam the seas of tears and emotions that come with the feelings of lac#ing the presence of the .ather, if not too much more than a handful of times in my entire early lifetime The very first experience with this suffering brought not only intense crying, but an immediate recognition of all of the beautiful men and women in my life who had .athered me in various ways in a manner that expressed the best of what a .ather could be I then felt as if the whole universe was my .ather, and that the specific player of the role may continuously change, but my .ather remained This, too, I #new to be inside of my own being $efore the age of I I understood that these intense moments of suffering were very real catalysts for reali1ations and redefinitions that I can cherish and benefit from eternally *aturally, my relationship and definition of suffering has been one of up-most Appreciation and Respect Rest assured, I would still have an interesting challenge learning to pay attention to All-That-Is as an Abundant $lessing and 3nconditionally telling stories that reflect what I really believe to be Truth At age EJ, I began to heal from an accident where my best friend and I where hit by a drun# driver, resulting in the death of Aaron and the new birth inside %yself This new $irth started as what seemed li#e an undertow but instead of waves and sand, it was a car at IK miles per hour, and roc#s, glass and cement that rearranged and interpenetrated my being I come to a restful stop sitting up in a fetal position where the road meets the ditch on River Road somewhere between ;owntown $aton Rouge and the ,03 campus I glance to see Aaron has flown further and is laying on his side, clearly not breathing in a pool of blood I immediately #new I needed to stand up, but it felt li#e my bac# was bro#en I stood up with an accompaniment of screams that resided somewhere between war cries that help push one forward and the gnashing of teeth and wailing from the valley below This culminated in experiencing a blac#ness seeping in and overcoming my consciousness until all that was left was what seemed li#e a molecule, an atom of red which then brightens my awareness to visually ma#e out my reality in shades of red This would be my experience of putting on the Rose colored glasses of my college da1e As I stand there waving my arms, two cars pass from each direction without hesitation, leaving me to wonder if I was even there At that moment, two vehicles stop to help The first was a wrec#er service that I immediately direct to help Aaron as I sit bac# down in my fetal position and roc# gently bac# and forth The other vehicle was a nursing student, who I immediately direct to my camel pa# that I must have gracefully ta#en off in midflight I let her #now that the phone ringing in it is my fiancL and to please explain to her what has )ust happened The ambulances arrived faster than normal because there had been a rodeo downtown This contributed to my not bleeding to death As I am loaded up, I hear the paramedics saying that they have one of us dead on site and expecting me to be dead on arrival Meep in mind, instead of the word dead he used number codes, but I clearly got the gist %y immediate reaction to riding with this pain was to be with it Really feel it, all the while giving than#s to those to have suffered and sacrificed for the betterment of others, having as a strong focus the story of Christ and those in my life who had put aside immediate gratification so that my life could be better !hen I arrive at the hospital as my clothes are being cut off, I as# the nurse if IHd ma#e it, thin#ing that if I was conscious and well enough to have calm discourse IHd clearly be fine 7e tells me in a most sincere and concerned manner that he had seen worse ma#e it They could not administer anything to alleviate pain until they were sure of all of the internal damage This resulted in G to C hours of )ust being with it all, panting li#e a dying dog on the side of a slow country road ;uring this time I had to move around in order to ta#e x-rays and scans all cut up from head to toe with a fractured pelvis This was made easier with the support of the nurses At one point, they told me that a doctor was coming in to put his hand inside of my gaping wound to feel around and see if my internal organs are ruptured Remember IHm feeling E=ER<T7I*6 7e comes in and tells me to turn on my side so he can gain access to my insides I say o# )ust give me a second And I mean, not one%ississippi had gone by, this doctor lets out a tiff li#e IHm )ust ruining his day and didn(t )ust get hit by a car I immediately respond with one of those war wailing cries as I turn over, and than#fully, no internal ruptures or bleeding %y fiancL arrived two hours after receiving the call from three hours away $efore

she comes in the room, some of her friends who were already there made it a point to as# the nurses if they could wipe up some of the blood before she came into room They started wiping the floor, walls, and machines that had been blessed with my life blood ;uring the process, I remained light I remember a nurse trying to find, unsuccessfully, a place to in)ect a local anesthetic in order to put a stitch in my eyelid I began to laugh and said considering what IHd been through, I could handle it +!e(ll call it my 0uperman stitch - About a month later, I started to become angry at the person who hit us I channeled this into a wor# out regime which at the time was optimal and even healthy, but would not remain so After being mad and bul#ing up, I began to channel my anger in visions of revenge I went so far as to finding the address of the man involved in the hit-and-run It then got to a point to where I was seeing myself #ic#ing open his door with a sawed-off shotgun wanting to impose my will and cast my )udgment in ways that I can leave to your own poetic imaginings This immediately stimulated me to stop and consider how I really felt, and feel, about this person A wave of 3nconditional ,ove came to the surface from the depths of my own being, revealing my love not only for this person, but for any and all people After this, I understood that being honest and experiencing 7ate is a Catalyst for a deeper, more profound ,ove An intense redefinition occurred 7ate is not bad, nor does it oppose love& it can be used to stimulate a spectrum of action, but more than anything else, it is always a catalyst for the reali1ation and experience of a deeper :ersonal Expanded ,ove I then began to redefine any challenging experience as a Catalyst for more ,ove Around three years later, my mother was #illed in a hit-and-run accident At this point, I was learning to define everything as an Abundant $lessing and then process the particulars I chose the perspective that my mom had been released from what on one hand was a life long struggle with multiple personality disorder and co-occurring addictions, and on the other hand was a woman who changed peoples( lives for the better Two-hundred and seventy people showed up to her funeral, almost all of which made it a point to tell me, +%adeline is the reason IHm clean today - +%imi is the reason I passed this class, or even went to school - All this from what society may consider nobodies on up to doctors I felt that if IHd helped one person in the way she helped plenty, IHd be more than happy to die *ow, I could have been devastated over the fact that I was )ust now starting to open up and empathi1e with my mother after having been away from her on a permanent basis since age seven, or beat myself up cause I(d wasted time being cold and callous toward her in my late teens I would dive deeply into these feelings and ones far more intense, and really en)oyed the experience of loss and grief $ecause I chose to focus on the blessings of the situation and honestly dived into the full spectrum of emotions while continually expressing my appreciation for it all as well, I was able to see the tangible benefit of the situation, even in the midst of the storm 8ust as wonderful, the minute thoughts and reali1ations of potential negativity, although sometimes accompanied with intense emotion, began to continuously become more and more resolved As my main focus was on the 6rowth and 7ealing, the tiny waves of negativity began to bring with it more and more tangible resolve with each recurrence The negativity had no fertile ground to expand, so as it #ept popping up, the only thing that could expand from it was tangible resolve and integration into All-That-Is being an Abundant $lessing All I did, do, or can do to create 6rowth and to allow the 7ealing is to 5efine E:ER7$+16- as an 38,6536$ 8LESS16-( Pay close attention to everything being as such( and e)press sincere tangible appreciation for 3ll2$hat21s in any -iven &o!ent# 3 Love Field Life The 3nified .ield of ;ivine =ibration EIt is our responsibility as individuals to create our experience of inner and outer world peace :eace is our desired state In peace, all things harmoni1e with a fre9uency of Infinite Intelligence that, in turn, brings with it a perspective and experiential possibility of expanded peace GThis expansion of peace integrates, transmutes, transforms, creates and derives abundant blessings from all things experienced This state of harmony creates order out of chaos, brings proper

function to malfunction, alignment to malad)ustment !ith this, we experience an anchoring-in of Infinite Intelligence, an actuali1ation that is tangibly fully present in all parts and at wor# in the moment C!ithin Creation we have this eternal, internal, infinite, all powerful process ta#ing place within the individual and within the fabric of reality in general This is a calling to each person to ultimately own fully him or her 0elf as an eternal, internal, infinite, all powerful process within an even greater eternal, internal, infinite, all powerful process -- Creation itself' As individuals, we experience and we can bear witness $earing witness includes anything we can process, recall and communicate with vision, words, symbols and sounds !e can have the same experience, yet bear witness to something totally different and uni9ue The fact that we experience cannot really be debated nor defined In lieu, I(d say that our experience is our uni9ue gift to Creation, our personal addition to All That Is, and is shaped by what we choose to bear witness to, mainly what we express in the singing and dancing within our day-to-day living N/ur belief in what we are experiencing shapes what we bear witness to, and what we bear witness to shapes our reaction to what we experience +I really need to leave, and I #now I(ve lost my #eys - This is an experience based on what we believe we have witnessed 0omeone comes along who is not invested in the belief that something is missing and, being outside that particular experience, loo#s in plain sight locating the #eys Their experience coming into the situation of being of help and carrying a fresh perspective opened the awareness of the experience of the #eys being present KThere is magic in understanding how this stance actually allows the experience of having the #eys to be more probable !hen I(m in the midst of needing to find something lost, I simply revel in the fact that it will find me, and laugh 0omething that is initially loo#ed for and not found brings up a particularly interesting challenge !e now #now we canHt find it, this inhibits our finding it, which adds an extra challenge In short, we have to find ways to believe in an experience that everything we(ve witnessed and are currently experiencing tells us is not here& or worse, not possible I0o what is here, what is possible2 !e can imagine the 7ighest /rder of Infinity to be an eternal, infinite, all powerful networ# or 3niversal 0et whose components are themselves eternal, infinite, all powerful, with each containing the whole within itself, including every uni9ue part, parcel, and process *ow we have this eternal 0elf-interacting experience between all that is and all that is, giving rise to all that is now, which can only be made up of parts and parcels that are themselves of this 7ighest /rder OAs individuals, we are part of this current moment of experience, ma#ing us a part and parcel of this eternal, infinite, all powerful networ# or 3niversal 0et !e must then ourselves contain eternal, infinite, all powerful parts, parcels and processes within us that reflect our uni9ue infinite nature, the infinite nature of all that is, and the expansion of the relationship of the two e9ually infinite parts -- the individual and all that is The tending to the relationship between ourselves and all that we are is our true wor# !ithin this particular part of the process, we become EFFP responsible /ur wor# is our responsibility ?/ur gift, our placement in eternity, is to experience and bear witness This is great news /ur part as an all powerful eternal being is to do the very thing that we can(t help but do effortlessly It does, however, ta#e effort to harmoni1e all of the parts, parcels and processes within one(s reality to a state of unconditional love, a state of actuali1ed ;ivinity This all powerful state of peace can be tangibly felt and put into action as one ma#es an effort to see every and all things as an unconditional abundant blessing having purpose and meaning ;ivinity becomes comprehensible in ways that expand the experience of peace within the individual and the propensity for peace in the world

J*ow that this parcel(s internal peace has risen, so too rises the part of that parcel in all other parcels In the 7ighest /rder, an increase in one increases all instantaneously, effortlessly The new state of being simply is, as soon as it is, for all This eternal, infinite, all powerful, intelligent, all inclusive life source is the conductor, catalyst, container and creator of the eternal expansion of experiential love for all that is by all that is EFIt is our responsibility to ta#e our place as an eternal, internal, infinite, and all-powerful being !e are everything, within everything, responsible for processing anything we experience and #now as an e9ual blessing, a bit of eternal, infinite isness made to expand the experience of peace and the #nowledge of all that is EE*o /ne, not even the fullness of all that is, can experience or bear witness for a particular person /ne must wield /neself It is entirely up to the individual to #now and experience peace The fact that we experience and bear witness is the effortless part of our divinity, the stillness amongst movement, the unchangeable EG/ur wor# to bear witness and experience all things as an abundant blessing, as spirit in matter, or 6od in motion, is the active part of our divinity, the something from nothing, the expansion of the unchangeable In 3nion we are in constant awe and love for that which is the source, that which is, and that which is beyond, seeing each part of this trinity as the trinity itself This is the formula for an eternal process of expanding experiential infinite unconditional love EC!e start with an eternal internal infinite all powerful 3niversal 0et that consists of a networ# of parts that are themselves e9ually eternal infinite and all-powerful !e could ta#e this to represent the 7ighest /rder of Infinity 0o any part, including us as an individual, is in the li#eness of the 3niversal 0et, being e9ually infinite, still remaining as a part within the 3niversal 0et, while containing the whole 3niversal 0et as a part within our 0elf ENThe relationship between the 3niversal 0et and anything that comes from it is one of pure endowment The fullness of all-that-is is given to all that is manifest In turn, whatever manifests is given bac# to all-that-is as a type of internal eternal uni9ue experience of expansion EK!e are seeing our individual experience is a total and complete gift from all that is experienced, containing all that is, was, and will be within it As we experience and bear witness, we add to the actuality of what is inside all that is This gives rise to an even greater possibility of what can be experienced, and expands our awareness of the tangibleness that is always within source This concurrently gives rise to our awareness of an even greater beyondness EI*ow add to this what you, as an individual part of the 3niversal 0et, do with this all-that-isness *amely, what is your personal relationship to the 3niversal 0et2 7ow does this reality read in to the stories you tell about 0elf identity, the nature of reality, the way things are, the way people are, the way you live your daily life2 EO!e now become firm in the #nowledge that any, every, and all peaces of the 3niversal 0et, all parts of reality itself, are experiencing and witnessing a moment that brings awareness of and focus upon relationship to ;ivinity Remember, this is a call to 3nconditional ,ove, therefore we must hold this awareness in the face of experiential evidence of lac#, limitation, and absence of ;ivinity E?/ur degree to rest in this .irmness through all times and energies determines the degree of personal experience with ;ivinity It is our wor# to recogni1e the Abundant $lessings An awareness of

unconditional love is a pure gift of creation, that when allowed and practiced, manifests as proper functioning in the physical world for our 0elf and others EJThis gift must be chosen It cannot be asserted or even proven by anyone to anyone other than the individual to him or her 0elf All-that-is instantaneously responds to the focus of an individual and mirrors us with the experience of physical reality /ur physiology literally metaboli1es our state of consciousness 6ene expression, neurogenesis Qbrain growthR, and the biological degeneration QagingR of our telomerase reflects our belief and experience of time itself, our belief and experience of love, and the things we say and do GFIt is a scientific fact that stimulating internal peace turns off negative occurrences within one(s surrounding community li#e a light-switch, needing only the s9uare root of one percent of a population to have a statistical effect Combining the latest and greatest of what we #now of what it means to be a human being, we find that it is our responsibility as individuals to create our experience of inner and outer world peace GEE9ually, it is our place as human being to breath the awareness of ;ivinity into matter As we experience reality, we hold the witness of the moment as it is, then we hold the belief or conception of ;ivinity in action, all of the time with all that we experience This raises the physical vibration of all that is to be experienced in a way that is in sync with this 3nified .ield of ;ivine =ibration An expansion of the experience of ;ivinity within all things is occurring now It is now a matter of choice to see the other person, aspects of yourself, experiences in the world, as ;ivinity in action imbued with ;ivine Intelligence and synchronistically connected to non-local $lessings GGThere is need for deep healing and a great need for everyone to as# for personal forgiveness from ;ivinity for one(s own part in this next peace !e and many others have been deeply hurt and have hurt others deeply /ur pain gives rise to the awareness of having a choice !ithin our choice includes an increasing of our experience of ;ivinity GC/ur ability to practice choosing to have a ;ivine perspective or even to practice the belief that +this too is ;ivinity,- is !isdom !isdom is the Mnowledge and Experience of ;ivinity in allD all that we #now or can #now is ;ivine& all that we are aware of or can be aware of is ;ivine& all that we experience and can experience is this ;ivinity GNAny time and every time the experience of lac# and limitation arises, we can as# ;ivinity to forgive us for this perceived lac# and limitation I am sorry for any and all practiced patterns that have given rise to an experience of and or an awareness of something less than ;ivine This pattern stops now, with this as#ing for .orgiveness +I am )oyously grateful for the awareness of ;ivinity in all things and than# the ;ivine for integrating my experience of lac# and limitation into one of Abundant $lessings GKI love this process of having my place within ;ivinity as one who can allow the ;ivine to shine in any and all of my experiences Mnowing that we are loved by the %ost 7igh and practicing that Infinite ,ove allows us to be aware of any self imposed lac# and limitation as a potential to play our part in the expansion of our experience of ;ivinity in our day-to-day ;ivinity allows us to #now that we are e9ual to and worthy of, not )ust on a 0unday or in Ceremony, but on any day in all ways Amen

Cajun &ythos A %odern ,egend of Ca)un 7eritage The wealth of a Ca)un way of life practiced passes on, adds to and stays with all of the current moment family of peoples on Earth and $eyond This optimal way of life comes from within and is in relation to All Things .or Ever and Eternal In the $eginning and .or All Time, there have been those #nown and un#nown as Ca)un living as best they can in harmony with Earth, other :eople, the $eyond and !ithin All Essence is seen as part of the ;ivine .amily of which we are all-a-part and all-in-one at the same time This Reali1ation could be summed up as Tout ,e %onde Che1 ;ieu& an Experience of $eing cradled in a pitre dish of life giving infinite eternal isness, while at the same time being this life giving infinite eternal isness' Every /ne is in the house of 6od, and there is nothing but 6od within it !e come together at all levels of Creation in order to simultaneously incorporate and expand all levels organically in the current moment of experience, leaving behind what was our basic or common understoodness, to be nothing more than a ;ivine canvas for proper context and 6rowth 0ee everyone and everything is far more awesomer than any could ever Imagine !e live this way by actively choosing a perspective that is then set in 0tone, or made manifest rather, by the 0inging and ;ancing of our day-to-day ,iving and 0elf-Evident in our 8oie ;e =ivre Il ya beaucoup des bon temps dans la 0ud de ,ouisiane, Eaaaaaeeeeeeee''' 3 t'tiny taste of Philosophie 5u Cajun Tout Le *onde +he, (ieu

focus on fa!ily4 !e are one human family and we treat people as such first and foremost

This creates healthy relationships between people !e see everyone as brother, mother, sister, father, son and daughter all in /ne This instills respect and acceptance as a practice in the present moment $asically, this belief helps us behave better in a natural, effortless manner needed This belief helps us stay in appreciation of what life has offered us and instill a capability to do anything with it and ourselves, always holding love for our natural environment that gives us everything we could need

!a*in; su!in; outta nothin;4 !hatever we have access to is more than enough to create what is

enjoy!ent and appreciation4 Two sides of the same coin, each enhancing the other

!e ma#e it a point to en)oy our surroundings and the people in them, allowing an even greater sense of appreciation for all people This also #eeps us in awe of life and gives us a drive to increase our collective state of being your heart, this is a fundamental part of human growth and self actuali1ation, helping one gain a greater insight as to what one really thin#s and feels coupled with a responsibility to share with and learn from others Meep in mind, you will undoubtedly have to flip ya own script, but we donHt reali1e it till we spea# on it and gets feedbac#

a necessity to e)press one;s self4 <ou not only have the right to spea# what is on your mind and in

a constant love and care for all children9

Meep in heart this is an oral tradition that can only be felt interpersonally, no amount of words could do )ustice to the experience of Ca)un

$he &ystical 8ody of Christ A Crystalyne :ersonality %atrix of .orm in %otion There exists within Creation, within Time and 0pace, personality traits in each and every 7uman $eing that are in 7armony with and add something new to All-That-Is This is held .irm within what it means to be 7uman Anytime Anyone chooses it, it grows more li#ely in each person, creating an expansion of this matrix of probable optimal in-the-moment-manifestation Accompanying this is an internal choice in how we relate to one-another, to a higher power, and to the earth, all as a whole The more we choose to express, at the very least relief or peace or choose to feel empowered, interested, intrigued, or healed and healing, loved and loving, compassionate and understanding, or ta#e on a perspective of appreciation and en)oyment, to at most living live in a state of it(s already-done-ness, weHre engineering the best possible expression of our personhood This in turn opens us up for an even 6reater 6ood to flow through us .aith in the tangible manifestation of betterment, a more infinitely guided and inspired possibility, if focused on and held in-sight, will all ways become better The /ne changes the All-That-Is instantaneously, holographically, and fractally This is a very real choice inside of The, connected to Eternity This is a life of :rayer to the 6ift of Eternal ,ife The 6odhead Itself is a ,iving $ody of Relationship between all the people who are choosing what they #now to be True ,ove in their /wn 7eart in this Current %oment, along with the inertia of all those who have ever and will ever choose that ;ivine, only from within, choice to ,ove All-That-Is at Any Time All while #eeping in harmony with an overwhelming flow of interpenetrating 0tillness and a sea of Timelessness To pay attention to the ,ove that is made by the infinite sides of this Coin, is to #now the /rgasmic !ealth of :ersonified and :ersonali1ed Abundant $lessings for All 7uman $eings This is $eyond ;estination& This is something we can add to, an Eternal %ovement .orward $he +oly Sacra!ent Santo 5ai!e and the &essage of &estre The 6reatest Aya in 0elf Exploration In loo#ing bac# on my experience with 0anto ;aime, I must focus on the results and the developing :hilosophie I now have a clearer understanding of my inner world and a greater degree of direction over my uni9ue way of processing /ur expression and experience of life is a direct result of our awareness of the internal processes that are specific to us and our ability to wor# with and metaboli1e what we find inside ourselves The sacrament of the ;aime !or# provides an individual with the sacred space, place and intention to open all doors up for integration and betterment The sacrament of Ca)un Communion provides an individual with the sacred space, place and intention to open all interpersonal interactions up for integration and betterment Combining these two has been to the 3p %ost benefit In traveling through passages within one(s 0elf, it becomes clear that a focus on there being a 6reater 6ood is a necessity in #eeping the very fabric of your personal consciousness intact <our very ability to experience relies on your capacity to identify this 6reater 6ood within you 6od goes from being a notion to your 6umption The understanding resulting from my wife and I(s experience with %estre Irineu is ineffable and tangible In 7is own words passed down, +!ithin an individual lies a set of 0uperior and inferior Attractions This #nowledge put into practice brings about the :erfection of one(s :ersonality - The validity of this reali1ation, as brought to light especially in the first two of the preceding short stories, is that our every day personal interactions are launch pads for ;ivinity measured undeniably in optimal physiological and psychological functioning and have a *eurogenic Epigenetic Epiphenomenonal Influence on the 0ocietal /rganism(s /ptimal .unctioning .rom one(s place, one can heal the world .rom one(s place, one can experience the %ysteries and full .orce of Creation(s .irmament This practiced on a day-to-day basis is in ,ine with %estre and the #ing of 0cience The result of any good ;ivine Experiment, spiritual !or#, and :resent ;ay should be, at the very least "an be, a permanent increase in Internal recognition of one(s :lace .rom this we can choose to generate 0uperior Attraction with all that one encounters, ta#ing it in the direction of a 6reater 6ood by reaching for better and better thoughts about our current moment

experience, no matter how intense, while attributing all .orce to an even 7igher :ower and a 6reater 6ood It becomes evident that salvation rests in the individual(s ability to relate and express the 0uperior 0et of Attractions within This is 0et in 0tone in the .irmament It is not, however, static or a destination This is Eternal ,ife, Infinity moving forward in All ;irections A beautiful man of the ;octrine shared with me his way of understanding this, saying, +The Challenge is always greater, but it(s never as bad as it was - .or me, the Challenge is mustering up ways of expressing 3nconditional ,ove and Appreciation through all terrains of Energetic and Emotional $eingness 7aving Experienced and *ow Mnowing the .orce within and the Eternal %ovement .orward, it can *ever be as bad as it was when my day-to-day behavior was less in line with my insides !hile under the 6uidance and :rotection of the strongest Entheogen #now to man, Imagine every cell of your body being surrounded by all of the nastiest personalities that ever existed, turning everything you(ve ever done into gross and gruesome beyond any possible imagining or experience The awareness is clear that Any attachment to Any thing other than a focus that all is well and 6od is 6ood, could send one(s very $eing into the %outh of %arachimbe To not only :sychically survive, and to not be Emotionally affected, but also to be strengthened by such an experience, is to be tangibly released from interpersonal fears at the very least, and at most sends one into a greater level of Altruistic 0elf-%astery .orever :raised $e to one of my $est .riends 0anto ;aime Eu 0ou .ilho de ;eus Out of Line4 5og!a and &ass &indedness the mechanics of pathology within the 0anto ;aime In preparation for the fullest overstanding of this paper, and really for a educational blast off into some of the best 0cience has to offer, it is suggested that you study and internali1e some of the leading edge science on the sub)ect of not only Ayahuasca and 0anto ;aime but of Consciousness and /ptimal .unctioning Than#s to all the beautifully brave people involved in the GFEC %aps :sychedelic 0cience Conference held in April we have free access to the lectures from experts in the field of Entheogens and 0cientific evidence to add strength to our understandings This is something we can ob)ectively share together and use as a measure of relating and elaborating our individual understandings I will first share a list on research done on Ayahuasca in an order that I feel guides one through the positive and potentially dangerous, the psychoanalytic and shamanic, cultural and global labyrinths of data available for one to traverse I(ve done the same thing with the second list, this time the focus being on 0anto ;aime specifically, and can be watched concurrently or even before the first %ost all of these videos can be found on the %A:0 <outube Channel 3n 3yahuasca List4 Integrating the %odern :ractice of Traditional Ayahuasca 0hamanism Ayahuasca(s %echanisms of Action in the Treatment of Addictions The :otential of Ayahuasca 3se for the Treatment of 0ubstance ;ependencies Ayahuasca for :T0; A :sychoanalytic :erspective on Ayahuasca Ayahuasca, the 0cientific :aradigm, and 0hamanic 7ealing Classifying Ayahuasca The Role of 0ub)ective Experience in :sychiatric Research with :sychedelics The Economics of Ayahuasca

3 Santo 5ai!e List4 Church of ;aime Qon =imeoR Ayahuasca Therapy A 0anto ;aime %ysticism in Europe 0anto ;aime in EuropeS Ritual Transfer and Cultural Translations Tribal Technologies and 0cientific 0uperstition in the study of Ayahausca Qnot on %apsR Currents, .luids, and .orcesS The Esoteric /rigins of 0anto ;aime Theories of 7ealing The Expansion of $ra1ilian Ayahuasca ReligionsS ,aw, Culture, and ,ocality I #new before my first !or# with ;aime, the positive effect entheogens have on our physiological gene expression, neurogenic and neuroplastic aptitude, ability to integrate past trauma into tangible blessings, and provides us with the birth right of transcending our definitions of who we are as a person and how we relate to Creation with an Experience of who we are as a person within Creation and how we are currently related to All-That-Is A .uture :otential Experience is magnified within you, so you may ma#e an even better nest for all that you are These effects are 0cientifically ;emonstrable and are all #nown to be Catalysts for Altruistic 0elf-%asteryD /ptimal ;ay-to-;ay .unctioning' .or a final nail in the coffin of this cold case see first the Ted Tal# titled +;an :in# The pu11le of motivation- This is a clear cut proof about how we %ust Increase and !or# with Autonomy, %astery, and %eaning in order to prepare our selves to handle and expand our human capacity for high functioning That is Altruistic 0elf-%astery and it is a *ecessity to handle even rudimentary cognitive s#ill %onetary incentives, big stic#s, and following the step by step direction of what is expected from you by Any societal authority, is literally the rot of our biochemical, neurogenic, psychological, and individual existence in the here now and to the extent we play with it, our forever This is the root of all maladaptive processes& that which one does Against one(s :ersonal !ishes, that which one does but does not care to %aster, and doing something without considering the benefit to a 6reater 6ood for all involved and affected Armed with the fact that Ayahuasca can enhance our capacity for Altruistic 0elf-%astery, it serves us to visit a second Tedx Tal# +The !ar on Consciousness, 6raham 7ancoc# at TE;x!hitechapel- with main points being (The sacred use of Ayahausca in the Ama1on is part of an ancient, worldwide +technology- of altered states of consciousness to find balance, harmony"%a(at"with the universe, and to remain mindful that what we underta#e here on earth, while immersed in matter, is fundamentally a spiritual )ourney aimed at the growth and perfection of the soul QindividualR ( (!e live in a society that will send us to prison if we ma#e use of time-honored sacred plants to explore our own consciousness <et surely the exploration and expansion of the miracle of our consciousness is the essence of what it means to be human2 $y demoni1ing and persecuting whole areas of consciousness we may be denying ourselves the next vital step in our evolution ( %ass mindedness can ta#e the focus away from Autonomy and %astery by use of pro)ected meaning that poses an individual is inherently maladaptive and must have some other person govern and guide the individual(s sovereignty and divinity :roper .unction can also be viewed as mutual positive interpersonal interactions with those in one(s ;ay-to-;ay life %ass minded identifications create an in-the-moment experience that leaves little if no room for another person to genuinely connect, unless they have prere9uisites in similar or exact mass identifications The Church-0tate illusion and effect on a persons positive development is clearly spelled out in +The 3ndiscovered 0elf- by C 6 8ung :ublished by 0ignet

Curiously enough, the Churches too want to avail themselves of mass action in order to cast out the devil with $eel1ebub"the very Churches whose care is the salvation of the individual soul They do not appear to have heard anything of the elementary axiom of mass psychology, that the individual becomes morally and spiritually inferior in the mass, and for this reason they do not burden themselves overmuch with their real tas# of helping the individual to achieve a metanoia& or rebirth of the spirit"deo "on"edente. It is, unfortunately, only too clear that if the individual is not truly regenerated in spirit, society cannot be either, for society is the sum total of individuals in need of redemption I can therefore see it only as a delusion when the Churches try"as they apparently do" to rope the individual into a social organi1ation and reduce him to a condition of diminished responsibility, instead of raising him out of the torpid, mindless mass and ma#ing clear to him that he is the one important factor and that the salvation of the world consists in the salvation of the individual soul :g KI The mass 0tate had no intention of promoting mutual understanding and the relationship of man to man& it strives, rather, for atomi1ation, for the psychic isolation of the individual The more unrelated individuals are, the more consolidated the 0tate becomes, and vice versa :g EFF !ithin the individual lies the capacity to choose to express oneself in a way that stimulates proper functioning by way of Altruistic 0elf-%astery, which concurrently promotes Autonomy, %astery, and %eaning& or a person can choose to simulate malfunction by way of mass mindedness, which concurrently promotes reliance on an outside authority, becoming good enough to ma#e a social 9uota for an abstract status that is merely la-eled good"and all for the benefit of a few at the expense of the others and the individual To further understand how an everyday person falls into the pathology of evil, we must understand the situational effects, how those situations are designed and made possible by mass minded institutions In the video titled +AuthorsT6oogle- :hillip 4imbardo-, the author who did the 0tanford prison experiment ma#es the case that we have an infinite capacity to behave as #ind or cruel, as caring or indifferent, as creative or destructive, and as villains while others heroes :sychology understands these negative transformations of human character as being

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context created and maintained by higher authorities +The $ad $arrel-%a#ers:otentially 6ood people can be made perpetrators of evil based on what they bring into a situation, what the situation draws out of them, the actual interaction of the individual in the situation, and those in ;ominate 0ystems that literally create and maintain the situations that are #nown to draw evil out of a person The power for this to even happen lies in the creational element of the ;ominate 0ystem& their ability to separate themselves from the carrying out of their orders and their ability to operate outside any orders The ;ominate Institution furthers the potential for evil through intentional deindividuation, which is an inherent property of embodied mass mindedness that includes pawning off responsibility for oneself, and the potential effects on others, on a false authority Acting on the behalf of others( well being, or in the defense of what one #nows to be right, is the antidote for this designed pathology !e can only find out what is right for us by examining and cultivating our internal passionate truth, not listening to an external

socially constructed false authority !e can only genuinely care for others( well being if we recogni1e the interconnection and interrelation of our individual well being to that of Every other individual(s well being 8ust as love and #nowledge of our body helps us care for our body, love and #nowledge of how individual(s function as one body can help us care for our larger human body This love and #nowledge of the proper optimal functioning of any individual is of unconditional benefit to all e9ually In the previous short story +The 7oly 0acrament 0anto ;aime and the %essage of %estre The 6reatest Aya in 0elf Exploration- I elaborated on the benefit the 0anto ;aime sacrament and ceremony has had on the betterment of my life This benefit is biochemically, physiologically, psychologically, and interpersonally demonstrable It should be clear that these things are possible and ta#ing place within the church of 0anto ;aime, what is not as clear however, is how malad)usted mass minded deindividuation processes are concurrently ta#ing place within the shadows of the organi1ation and individual personalities of higher status The local protectors, who also have a prominent role in the national 3 0 organi1ation of daime, have lied to my wife and I They divulged their belief that the nature of a human being(s individual personality is malad)usted and a carrier of outside negative entities that control them& as opposed to what 0aturnino, the son of %estre Conselheiro ,ui1 %endes, shared about seeing every woman as a manifestation of %ary, every man as Christ& and that you do not have to suffer to heal They completely disregarded anything we had to say and our way of being in love with all people They have" after over a year of us showing up more than any other official member to !or#s, choir practices and /raUVes, de#!ite seeing and #nowing our interactions with ;ivine .orces within the !or#"concluded that we were no longer welcome to participate in ;aime ceremonies At one point, in a rare fit of honesty, it was admitted that we bring up things within them that they are unconformable with and not ready to deal with These people left us with do1ens of inappropriate interactions and a +received- insistence that I was born with a negative entity that I personally may not ever be aware of, but has control over my personality causing me to act in a way that is dangerou# and unhealthy. This was a great test, for if I did not #now before coming into ;aime what optimal human functioning was and felt li#e, or if I had any belief in outside false authority or any identification with an elite collective, I would have been crushed by such a conclusion from the very people who played an important role on my path to betterment $ecause of their lac# of understanding of optimal human functioning and identifications with false, malad)usted realities, they were unable to withstand the true .orce and :resence of the ;ivine we carry tangibly in our ;ay-to-;ay function They had to pretend that we, a family of light, were the source of their internal dilemma by the very nature of their chosen disposition, situational and systemic orientations .rom the shared lectures it is clear that 0anto ;aime in a beneficial manner can help one perfect one(s personality by way of internal exploration that yields integration of past negativity and expounds on a personal meaning and place within Creation The negative potentials of Ayahausca and mass mindedness concurrently create a space where narcissistic personalities who also tend to blame others for the way they feel inside have a place to build up their +coherent, consistent- theories of pathology and pro)ect them onto others"for elaboration on this see both +Ayahuasca for :T0;- and +A :sychoanalytic :erspective on Ayahuasca- The communal tribal indigenous life, which is how the Churches are in $ra1il, is at odds with the social illusion and false authority of the anglo-saxton and economic model 7ere in ,ouisiana it is usually your positive presence and willingness to help that constitutes our social acceptance& but the local church demanded after a year of allowing us to pay what we could, to pay EFF a wor# to a church that is most li#ely exempt from national serving cost dues, and whose wor#s were held in the home of the protector or nearby at a place that was only KF total to rent Meep in mind they are as#ing for potential G to C hundred dollars a month from a family that receives IFF dollars a month in food stamp assistance At the time we lived in my aunt and uncle(s extra rent trailer, which they now live in because their house was foreclosed They were forced to leave, and had to watch as many of their family relics where unnecessarily trashed .or a better understanding on how money is a system of evil and ma#es things that happen to my family and I inevitable, please watch the suggested video +The Economics of Ayahuasca -

Men Tupper- I was also demeaned for not being affluent in the money ma#ing madness, by one of the protectors as#ing a fardado +!hat good could he do for the current2 Chop wood2- in the context of me being of any benefit to a long-standing, permanent communal church setting Every person has the ;ivine power to choose for themselves right and wrong !hen people claim to be of service to others and to the ;ivine, they have an accountability to perpetuate :roper /ptimal 7uman .unctioning As it stands the local and national organi1ation of ;aime, instead of promoting an individuals right to drin# ;aime and better oneself, is fostering systemic harmful affects on individualHs human dignity They seem to operate without the self-reflection and self-regulation that is necessary to even be aware of, much less correct, such happenings& or the biochemical, physiological, psychological, and transcendent #nowledge that Integrates, Expands and 3niversali1es our Ceremonial Experience +;on(t believe in the masters who appear to you *or wal# on the path with them $elieve only in your 8esus .or it(s 7e who can give to youWECJ :adrinho 0ebastiao +I am ,ight, I give ,ight And I ma#e everything 0hine I see my .ather in the 7eights And the :ower where it isWEFF :adrinho 0ebastiao +It was Christ 7imself, !ho gave The Commandment 6ive your ,ove to 6od, 6ive your ,ove to Every$ody !e give it up to 6od and 6ive to the Earth .rom Earth to 6od, .rom 6od to the Earth ;o you $elieve 6ood Thoughts of :ure ;iviniy2 0eeing 6od in Everything, <es' 6od in Everything It is a :owerful 0pot that :lace within me /f :ure Affinity for this Infinite $eing Abundantly $less' and ,ove without condition !ith the :ermission, with the Conviction To ,ove 6od in All my !ays, Is my *utrition Coo#in in the Mitchen and coming to .ruitionWC 8oshewa Aaron +7e no cry no more in the %orning 7e no cry no more in the 0ea 7e no cry no more upon the %ountain 7e no cry no more within %e It(s an 7onor, a :leasure, and a $lessing, to be a !arrior of /le 8uramidamWE 8oshewa Aaron

In Conclusion, All :ower and the 0alvation of the 7uman Race rest in the hands of the individual /ur ability to connect to, relate, wor# with, and love, each other especially, is our humble role as a symbiotic cell of Earth verses a cancer that replicates in energy, thoughts or cells at the expense of the environment !e can be mutually beneficial to All environments by Consciously ;efining our Reality in a way that tangibly generates positive 6rowth defined as an increase in natural inclination for doing what(s best for all involved, measurable in positive biological .irings and 0elf-Evident in our Interpersonal Interactions $y Choosing with one(s own !ill to %aster being of 0ervice in-the-moment with any and all who enter your interpersonal influence you e.!erien"e and e.i#t in Altrui#ti" elf/*a#tery generating O!timal Human %un"tioning 0n"onditionally& %ulfilling your 1ur!o#e a# a 1art within a Larger $e- of Eternal Life. <ou could say this is still a Thesis to :lease 8esus, A Theory of Everything based on ;arwin, %athematics, and %ost importantly the 0elf-0cience of :ersonal Experimentation, As we have been 6ifted with the ability to Exist and have Control, A 7uman $eing has an infinite amount of ways to ,ove and %aster their Individuality in relation to All-That-Is, other :ersons, Themselves''' Xdenotes stories written well before GFEC XXdenotes reference material Conditioning how it wor*s and how to overco!e< Conditioning is a very useful tool for understanding the reactions that greatly influence our choices It is a natural process that can be steered by us if we are aware of it, if we are not, then it simply happens to us A classic case to understand classical conditioning is :avlovHs dog and little Albert ;ogs had a saliva tube connected to their mouths A bell would ring& the lab assistants would give the dogs food powder in order to produce salivation After a short while they reali1ed that the dogs salivated to the sound of the bell alone without the presence of the food powder !e see that the dog learned that the bell is a precursor for the food and the bodyHs response follows This is actually a sort of mental programming 7ereHs how it wor#s The bell at first is a neutral stimulus, meaning it has no significant effect to the bodyHs reaction A dog doesnHt normally care if it hears a random bell The food powder is an ,nconditioned Stimulus for salivation which is a ,nconditioned Response meaning naturally built in After the 6eutral Stimulus is paired with the unconditioned stimulus enough times, sometimes once with things li#e food aversion, the neutral stimulus becomes a Conditioned Stimulus that brings about a Conditioned Response of salivation Even though salivation is the end result in both cases, the ma)or difference is the cause

*ow if the bell is continuously rang then the intensity of the conditioned response will lessen until salivation stops altogether, a process #nown as extinction *ow if some time goes by and the bell is not pressed, then all of the sudden it is pressed, even without the presence of food, the conditioned response

reemerges as a spontaneous recovery of the conditioned stimulus There is also a generali1ation that occurs, if a sound similar to a bell is rung than it will illicit the same conditioned response The little Albert experiment is a banned experiment, which are some of the most telling A nine month old baby was shown a rabbit, no response, other than curiosity The next time he is shown the rabbit, a loud bang is generated by hitting a hammer on some metal close by yet out of sight of the child After a few pairings little Albert would frea# out at the sight of the bunny !e have successfully conditioned this child to have more fear and stress in his life, all while influencing his life choices based on this programming Can you see how this may be useful in other avenues2 !e can now ta#e time to as# ourselves where did we get these automatic emotional reactions that influence our behavior /ne time in first grade I got up in front of the class for show and tell and pissed my pants leaving me embarrassedY

*ow letHs say that IHm now a grown ass man and would li#e to share my ideas with the public li#e a presentation at a city council meeting I may never do this based on this conditioning *ow I wonHt tell myself this %y mind will tell me something li#e +o well they arenHt going to listen anyway- or +the system is too corrupt to change- 0ounds rational, sounds reasonable, itHs conditioning And the fact that that is an in vogue thing to believe says a lot about conditional manipulation $eing aware of the process is part of the cure !e can now as# ourselves, where is this coming from, my passed conditioning or is it a viable emotion that I should give credence !ithout the 9uestion, we un9uestionably go with our emotional conditioned responses and run with them mindlessly, under the influence of others who would benefit from your predicted response that has been carefully programmed to be there Another thing we can do to use this process to our advantage is to condition everything as a blessing and or unconditional love <E0 you can create a conditional response of unconditional love''' Anytime something brings about feelings of unbounded love and or the feeling of being blessed, connect as much of your reality to that occurrence as possible, creating an infinite amount of conditioned stimuli for unconditional love

The importance of mathemagical imaginationX

The importance of mathematics is that it describes unseen realities and helps bring them into fruition by way of conceptuali1ing and visuali1ing premises that were thought impossible before or simply )ust not thought of in general !e use math to create and shape reality and the expansion of it It is an honest extension of our conscious focus and capability The atom bomb was first a mathematical reality before an actuality The actual bomb was a reflection of the math and also the full result, but without the wor#ings of the mathematical over and underpinnings it would not have +)ust happened- It too# the concept and the wor#ing out of $oolean algebra and fractal geometry to be a mathematical reality and truth before we could generate our electronic successes It is time for us to ta#e mathematics to a higher and more direct level of understanding and creation The above mention mathematics was the combined result of discovery and intention !e need to as# ourselves the 9uestion, what is the best use of this magical field of human creation mathematics2 !hat does mathematics say about the possibilities of living and experiencing an abundant life filled with a higher order of infinite possibilities and how can mathematics help bring about said reality2 I presume it will happen similarly in this case as it has happened in others, with the intention to use this most useful tool in order to shape basic human understanding and behavior, giving us a concrete concept and visuali1ation in order to aid in abundant human creation I believe that this will lead to a discovery that can be brought to reali1ation It is my intention to share with men and women who are far more versed in %athematics the psychological effects Qmental and behaviorR, the philosophical effects, and spiritual effects mathematics has on my life personally, and hopefully devise a way to share this information in the academic and erry-day realms ;isclaimerD the immediate following is my best attempt in so far to display my thought forms in an artistic manner first and foremost, it is fun to read first as a peace of art, secondary it is the best articulation of the ideas and understandings that i can spea# of and practice at any given point in time no need to loo# up any thing or re member any thing become infinite to #now it A peace of nothing and incompleteness fromX The :hysics of Creative Conscious %athematics +Ca)un Common 0ense,et us assume nothing and symboli1e this idea with F !e will use Z[ to symboli1e a set of ideas In example Zhuman[ would be the set of ideas that have the commonality of having to do with any and all people Therefore the idea of F can be thought of as ZF[ and can be distinguished from the nothing itself and the F that symboli1es it 0o the nothing itself F and the thought of nothing ZF[ have a relationship to the essence of nothing The thought of nothing is most definitely something *ow we have two basic ideas F and ZF[, nothing and the set of ideas containing an element of nothing In a sense we havenHt said much at all !hat we have done is to give ourselves something to relate to $ecause of this most profound relationship we now can say the F in and of itself is different than the set that contains the 1ero ZF[ and gives rise to the relationship of F to ZF[ as being this F is not that ZF[ simplified to be F \ ZF[ The binary relationship of this and not this, on or off, true false, FEFE, is a reflection of the information processing nature of consciousness and seen through digital coding, on to natural biorhythms following some creative pattern of on off pulsation sensation of attraction and repulsion Again true nothing is different in essence than the set of all ideas and experience that relates to nothing and )ust as profound, different from anything that is made up of nothing or containing nothing ,etHs follow the progression while adding extra symbolism

F \ ZF[ ZF[ ] E ZF,ZF[[ ] G 3sing symbolism we can sayD ZF[ ] E !e are using E to represent or symboli1e an idea of something, discovered to be ZF[& There is the essence of F and any and all ideas of nothing ZF[ share an element of F which gives us E element that can be there or not and establishes relationship +1ero is to numbers as a letter is to words - All words contain letters, all letters are not words, and all numbers contain F yet true F is nonexistent and nota number in and of itself It should be obvious that we now have two elements F and ZF[ !e can continue the process of expansion and symbolism namely the set that contains both nothing F and the idea of nothing ZF[ represented by ZF,ZF[[ ] G !e can literally count the number of +elements- in the system again the F itself and the set that contains it ZF[ Continuing with this process we get ZF,ZF[,ZF, ZF[[[ ] C /ur three elements in our set are now F, ZF[, and ZF,ZF[[ +It holds true that nothing, our idea about nothing, and the relationship between the two are all three separate streams of perspective - !e can ta#e this process all the way to infinity, but I confess that the substance of the +nothing- was actually infinite as well - .rom this we can build up our notion of %athematics from an unbiased notion of nothing, but is this notion truly unbiased2 To say the idea of nothing came from nothing is to bring the consciousness of an individual to a level of non existence .or the idea of nothing is contemplated in the imagination of human consciousness If you believe that you exist, this notion should be revised and in fact mathematics had to reconcile this even without considering the idea of hyporial consciousness, creating an idea of the universal set 0o we can build something from +nothing-, but this eventually leads up to the mathematical idea that there is a universal set that contains all parts needed to create any perceivable part while being self contained, a set of all sets if you will The three most basic elements in math are the universal set, F, and 5 This matches our observation of the 3nified .ield that expresses the energy and information of our reality and all possible realities in every part of it while existing everywhere !e must also consider the fact that we can go from F to infinity using the idea of nothing This universal set is also a type of infinity as well +Is there a limit to infinity2- %athematics helped her reali1e that there is no highest order of infinity because the search leads to greater and greater notions of infinity +CantorHs Theorem is some interesting shit - Meep in mind that these ideas sprang from consciousness exploring unbiased symbolism and ideas of nothing F +Room for 6rowth- A #ey point is that the symbolism and ideas that we used to articulate and express ourselves is inherently incomplete !ithin any system of rules, facts, and axioms Qany logicR there will always be some propositions that cannot be proven either true or false moreover the propositions are undecidable QindependentR or undemonstrable within the system of rules and axioms itself +<es the notorious un#nown is a #ey element for infinite expansion - /ne can prove new propositions by going outside the system to create new rules and axioms, but by doing so we create a new larger system with its own set of unprovable and even un#nown statements The implication is that all logical systems are by definition incomplete I became infected with a heavy dose of truth serum via 6^delHs Incompleteness theorem +/nce we reach a certain threshold of being able to fully articulate any system, even the structure of our self, we lose the ability to represent our 0elf totally - !e are by definition the creators of the idea that there is an ultimate set that is the source of all possible sets which are infinite and ultimate +!ell our observation of reality reflects this notion exactly - /ur awareness from a complete reductionist viewpoint, must be beyond the system of mechanics laws logics experienced in the reflection of consciousness expanding abundantly in all directions, from nothing to infinity, beyond articulation, all while being capable of experiencing itself

+The mathemagician #nows itHs engineering elf and is happy to express the magic and ma)esty of life in a creative ever changing way that can never ever be replicated or copied and only comes from within'Cantor's $heore!<< The cardinality of the set of all subsets of any set is strictly greater than the cardinality of the set& i e , for any set A, cardinalityQpowersetQARR _ cardinalityQAR the "ardinality of a set is a measure of the @number of elements of the set@ .or example, the set A ` ZG, N, I[ contains C elements, and therefore A has a cardinality of C the !ower #et Qor powersetR of any set 0 is the set of all subsets of 0, including the empty set and 0 itself Example, If 0 is the set Zx, y, 1[, then the subsets of 0 areD Z[ Qalso denoted a, the empty setR Zx[ Zy[ Z1[ Zx, y[ Zx, 1[ Zy, 1[ Zx, y, 1[ and hence the power set of 0 ` Zx, y, 1[ is :Q0R ` ZZ[, Zx[, Zy[, Z1[, Zx, y[, Zx, 1[, Zy, 1[, Zx, y, 1[ This means that within any thing or set, there is a greater order of infinity within the thing or set itself %oreover it is an inherent part of infinity to have many parts within itself creating an even greater order of infinity ,etHs say that the set 6/; contains the elements Zeverything[ This is a lesser understanding of the infinite nature of said set, for would it not be a greater understanding and Truer context be to actually experience 6/;Hs power set being :Q6/;R ` ZZ[, Zx[, Zb[, Z6/;[, Z</3[,Y [ !e must come to wor#able terms with the existence of nothing, the un#nowable, the infinite, and of 6/; which in this case at the very least must contain Zeverything[, and :QeverythingR,

including ourselves as being a very real important sub-set whose own power set is e9ual in magnitude Consider this from your own Common 0ense and Experience in order to be within the proximity of the natural order of infinity and %athematical validity T7E 6/0:E, /. %AT7E%ATICAX isness is infinity this means infinity is so it is beyond comprehension and articulation while concurrently being understandable and tangible any form of law that is not based on this is grievously incomplete insufficient and out of natural order this also means that, it is all there, all the time, every when, every where, and ta boot we have an infinite amount of source energy to learn, grow into, and embody that which is already nothing is infinity this means with nothing you can create anything and become aware of the infinite even with the use of 1ero, one can build up an infinite amount of processes and information, a sort of binary system of infinite recursion the reason being 1ero is another way of saying and experiencing infinite potential truth is an e)periential process and cannot be proven fully by any other !eans# it ta*es personal direct e)perience( an awe of the infinite( within and without# any sort of rules a)io!s( or logic that tries to convey a since of *nowing( other than an e)perience and or feeling( is inherently inco!plete# !athe!atically there will always be !ore provables than proved( and a constant need to reinvent and readjust the rules and !echanics of any and all syste!s of reality# any since of *nowing that suggest anything else is insufficient#

Capital Punish!ent< 0omeone once as#ed meD ;o you believe that capital punishment serves as an effective deterrent to violent crime2 6ive reasons and examples to support your answer Capital punishment is the putting to death of a violent criminal who has been convicted of a crime, usually murder or rape Throughout history man#ind has used capital punishment to deter or change an individual(s behavior 7owever, the fre9uency of its use has declined in modern times !hat is the reason for this trend2 7as humanity as a whole become better, or has the threat of capitol punishment done its )ob so to spea#2 It is my core belief that we have evolved in our understanding of human behavior in such a way that renders capitol punishment barbaric and a non-necessity

!hat does it really mean to be a violent criminal and what does the threat of capitol punishment really do2 Any person who has grown up in the last century has been exposed to the most violent and horrendous times that man #ind has ever #nown !e live in a time where violent criminals are trained, recruited, and sustained by the same capitol that threatens capitol punishment If a person feels the urge to commit a violent crime, is he not a victim of the conditioning of his immediate environment that tells him that violence is o#ay in the @right@ situations2 Is he still not a human being who is capable of reali1ing his divine presence given the correct reinforcement2 It is hard to say, because specific cases re9uire specific answers, but if we loo# into the psychological factors we most li#ely will find a trend of negativity and or dysfunction Through the practice of applied behavior analysis we could identify these factors and reinforce that person where they exhibit positive behaviors along with helping them release their negativity in a way that will help condition the negative thoughts of the afflicted person into an area of calmness This will in turn eliminate the actual act itself !hat does the threat of capitol punishment really do2 A wea# argument would be that it #eeps people from committing such acts It does not create a moral argument for an individual to not commit the act @I(m not going to #ill because I will be #illed @ I see no humanity in this, furthermore in the heat of the moment this is far from a deterrent !e can see this from the records It turns out that places that do not have capitol punishment are less violent and more educated The threat of capitol punishment also does a number on the collective psyche This threat tells the people that the capitol will #ill you before it honestly tries to help you It also gives the assumption that the capitol has some sort of right to use and enforce such an act This then leads to the most atrocious form of capitol punishment, war Are the victims of war not sentenced to death for being at the wrong place and the wrong time based on no specific evidence2 In conclusion the record of history and the advancements of humanity have proven and shown us that capitol punishment does nothing to benefit society or deter criminal acts Capitol punishment leads to further assumptions allowing a ruling body to enact mass murder 6iven our advancements in understanding psychological dysfunction, capitol punishment is )ust an easy way to discard a deeper problem It is my contention that in the near future we will laugh at the idea and ideology of capitol punishment a thesis to please jesus< recently i(ve come to a point in my life where i can articulate my ideas on creating world peace and the infinite potential and possibility of any individual these are ideas i have contemplated since i can remember before i get into what my thesises are, i(d li#e to share with you why i thin# i might #now something in the first place since birth my mother always told me that it was of utmost importance to express myself no matter what i was feeling, everything from i love you mom to fTX# you madeline, but then I had to recogni1e where my feelings came from this allowed me to never have to deal with built up emotional negativity it also allowed me to understand and reason with my inner self later in life around O or ? my aunt told me that if i understood mathematics i could do anything, which for me even at the time was to create world peace i could remember that ever since i reali1ed you could count all the way to infinity, i was consumed by the idea of infinity for me infinity was eternal, and if numbers were forever so were people, the creator of numbers i(ve also had to deal with emotional trauma throughout my life from having a mother and close family members addicted to drugs and dealing with ma)or mental disorders, to getting hit by a drun# driver and

having to see my best friend die while almost dying myself, to being with and singing to my mother for hours before she passed away though all this could be seen as strife, it all brought an infinite amount of understanding and blessings to my life now for the the#i#e# a thesis to end war as a social possibility is the assertion that a productive way to change the perceived negativity of a collective=group of individuals>( is to use positive reinforce!ent i#e# add positivity where we see positivity( and?or an e)tinguishing procedure i#e# help the! release there negativity in a positive way( and any other proven behavior change techni%ue found in the study of applied behavior analysis# basically if country x is indulging in a behavior we perceive to be negative i e arming themselves, the only way to change that is to agree to help them do things we all see as positive i e schooling, feeding, etc, every time they agree to lessen their @negative@ behavior, in this case less military funding or whatever if we tell this country to stop or we will sanction or bomb you, this might get an immediate change in the behavior, but alwayscmostly causes a negative psychological effect, in time or immediately if a person is mentally ill and wants to hurt people, we don(t go to war with him and his family to create a positive change, the same can be said of a collective group of people who have problems This idea should end war as a sociably viable option, or at the very least should provide us with some prere9uisites that should be made mandate before even the thought of war Imagine invading a country with support for education, agriculturechorticulture, culture preservation, and technology Tell me who would not fold to the pressures of personal and national excellence but see for me this thesis was not enough it is a plan for world peace that relies on psychologists, sociologists, and government i also felt that there was a more efficient way to create world peace that involved the very real participation of every conscious being that wanted to aid in the bringing about of world peace now for the thesis that satisfies my soul everybody !atters is the assertion that every person is e%ual in their infinite potential and possibility and !oreover responsibility to create inner?world peace# F,E,G,C we can count to infinity, this is a certain idea of infinity, but certain ideas of infinity are larger in a sense than others see the set F,E,-E,G,-G has doubled the perceived parts as the first set of )ust F,E,G,C, they are both infinitely big, but the second set had a higher order of infinity another would be li#e E raised to the E power, G raised to the Gnd power, C raised to the Crd power, this also goes on for infinity, but has a higher order than )ust E,G,C , well the highest order of infinity is the set of reality where every conceivable bit is inconceivably infinite, and it turns out that(s the set we(re living in physics tells us that the voidc vacuum that we thin# is no space or nothingness, actually contains more than three times all the detectible energy in the universes''' and all the atoms that ma#e up our reality contain far more of the void than matter itself physics has also found that matter exists in waves of infinite potential and possibility, until we try to measure or perceive it, and then it shows up wherever we(re loo#ing Qdouble slit experiment or measurement problemR This also resonates all the way up from particle science to behavior science, with the Rosenthal effect This is a study done by behavior science doctors doing studies on other behavior science doctors They would give two sets of doctors two different opposing hypothesis to study, ones which should contradict each other, meaning only one or the other should be correct They found that no matter what hypothesis they gave the doctors to do research on, they found evidence for it see we as humans are more than a conceivable bit of information, that brings experience into reality by our perceptions, thoughts, beliefs, and actions the beautiful thing is that mathematics helps us articulate that there is no highest order of infinity, it is infinitely higher, meaning that it(s as high as you can thin# it to be and infinitely higher, and that before 1ero is 1ero or one is one there is an ultimate set from which all things are drawn from and a part of

there also have been studies done, one involving this :h; who was also a practitioner of hoHoponopono this man too# on a )ob at a violent psych ward where he would never see a patient what he would do is ta#e the person(s case file and first ta#e responsibility for creating all the persons negativity, and then read the file repeating +forgive me for creating this, iHm sorry, i love you, and than# you- these people would then pop out of there violent behavior, enough to allow for rapid betterment studies have also shown that people who were trained to feel the feeling of peace in there bodies went to d c, the middle east and places across the globe, notably decreased the crime rates and violent actions in a short time, )ust by feeling feelings of love and gratitude towards everyone unconditionally Qthe %aharishi Effect and+International :eace :ro)ect in the %iddle East,- The 8ournal of Conflict Resolution, vol CG, no N, Q;ecember EJ??RR now this was a controlled study, imagine if those practitioners of peace were teaching and incorporating the surrounding community The effect would be intensely increased $y recreating these studies it has been found that all that is needed to affect any given population is the s9uare root of EP of that population, which turns out to be EFF per million people so what i(m saying is that if a person wants to help bring about world peace, they must first inner peace, ta#ing responsibility for co-creating everything they perceive to be, because we #now that the only way something can come into existence Qpositive or negativeR is through our perceptions send out a thought of betterment and love unconditionally towards all that is, because the only real thing to #now is that things get better, they progress )ust as importance we can train ourselves to feel calm and peaceful no matter what our given environment is, which in turn increase the calmness and peacefulness in our world around us, tangibly changing our local environment while increasing the propensity for positive change throughout the cosmos on a dna level what(s going on is that every time you are mad or negative about anything our dna coils up and shuts off genes, you literally can(t thin# straight when youHre mad when you are thin#ing positive thoughts, feeling good, excited, vast, peaceful, our dna uncoils and instead of seeing one or two options, you(ve set off new neurological se9uences through the epigenetic change of your genes, you see more and more potential and possibility until you see an infinite amount a world filled with blessings' physics articulates how energy is neither created or destroyed, but merely converted from one form to another, in the law of conservation of energy and in the law of repeatlessness so the energy that is our conscious choice is ours and ours alone, more over it(s our responsibility to convert our own negative thought formsQenergyR into positive ones the universe is li#e a computer that is defragging, we may not li#e war and murder, so what we do is convert those energies into writings, poetry, a really good video game, a movie, a song, and so on if its there we can(t denyQa#a )udge it, and deem it badR it, we have to use it in the most efficient manner it may turn out to wor# something li#e this, world peace if and only if inner peace this can also be explained using the bible, the good boo# doesnHt deny war rape and murder it uses said ideas as a learning tool without denying any forms of energy it also tells us that when we enter the #ingdom of heaven we will do the things christ has done and even %/RE and that the #ingdom of heaven is within ,u#e EODGE GEnor will people say, (7ere it is,( or (There it is,( because the #ingdom of 6od is within you @ 8ohn ENDEG EGI tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing 7e will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the .ather according to my perception of the omnipresence and omnipotence of god, @god@ is everything in everything and aware of everything at all times and forever, and there is @nothing@ outside of that, except maybe perceptions of separation, but again i am only aware of my own perceptions, so all i can say is that

it is what it is and its far beyond articulation what ever it is, these are not my beliefs but merely a feeling i(m having, i(m not naive enough to thin# that i #now anything especially anything outside my own feelings what this all could mean is that even if all we had was the shittiest shit that was ever shat, it would still be more than enough to create a reality beyond all comprehension the idea of co-creation can also be demonstrated by :,ACE$/0 A*; */CE$/0, E:I6E*ETIC C/*TR/, in biology, 0E,.-.3,.I,,I*6 :R/:7EC< and again the :,ACE$/ E..ECT in psychology, and by the field of study called $I/CE*TRI0% it also helps to have a wor#ing #nowledge of 9uantum mechanics, torsion fields, and really any area of study that ta#es into account and wor#s with consciousness any of these ideas can be easily be understood by a child much less an adult it )ust ta#es an open heart a little on why things seem not to wor# out or why some seem not to get itY our reticular activating system Qa part of our brainR bloc#s out and only lets in information that we personally hold as significant, anything from information to the sight smell touch and taste of something again can be bloc#ed out or let in based on our beliefs of what is significant again more evidence that suggests that we co-create our reality if you would li#e to help me understand better or debate any issues, please feel free to contact me, or if you are in a position where you can help out in any way shape or formQeven if itHs )ust a positive thought or prayerR please do so, we survive off the gifts and #indness of others peace and love )oshua ter1iu ps a 9uic# word on the title of this essay, it rhymes and sounds good, it(s not that i don(t believe in )esus, i don(t believe in disbelief, but i(d li#e to add that i believe that all schools of thought Qfrom christianity, to philosophy, to psychology, all ologies, to anarchismR while containing beautiful insights to truth if not combined and seen as similar they are mathematically flawed and in turn could use some schooling themselves especially pertaining to the infinite nature of reality, including me as i am always further developing my understanding and principles that i live by this can also be articulated as a mathematical principle #now as 6^del(s Incompleteness Theorem which suggest, +we cannot understand our own mindcbrains 8ust as we cannot see our faces with our own eyes, is it not inconceivable to expect that we cannot mirror our complete mental structures in the symbols which carry them out2 All the limitative theorems of mathematics and the theory of computation suggest that once the ability to represent your own structure has reached a certain critical point, that is the #iss of deathD it guarantees that you can never represent yourself totally - i will never assume that i #now anything outside of my own feeling of vastness which is beyond articulation, which is more +real- than one plus one pss i would love feedbac# on these thoughts, whether it(s agreeable or not if my argument can be called bullshit, please call it, and explain why, if it(s thought provo#ing then thin#, if it(s above your head then lift your mind if it seems elementary then please help me add to it if we all participate in a thought experiment on world peace, the only result is that it becomes closer to a reality i would also li*e to say than* you( it;s out of respect( ac*nowledg!ent( and ad!iration of your ups( downs( twist and turns( e!otional outbursts( and intense passions( and out of !y own ups( downs( twist and turns( e!otional outbursts( and intense passions( that i;ve co!e to understand the true self that is represented within all of is2ness#

Gdel's Incompleteness Theorem** 0ubmitted by wtd on GG %arch GFFJ B EFDNJpm This theorem is one of the most important proven in the twentieth century 7ere are some selections that will help you start to understand it 6^del(s original paper @/n .ormally 3ndecidable :ropositions@ is available in a moderni1ed translation It(s also in print from ;over in a nice, inexpensive edition @ones and 'ilson( An Incomplete Education In EJCE, the C1ech-born mathematician Murt 6^del demonstrated that within any given branch of mathematics, there would always be some propositions that couldn(t be proven either true or false using the rules and axioms of that mathematical branch itself <ou might be able to prove every conceivable statement about numbers within a system by going out#ide the system in order to come up with new rules and axioms, but by doing so you(ll only create a larger system with its own unprovable statements The implication is that all logical systems of any complexity are, by definition, incomplete& each of them contains, at any given time, more true statements than it can possibly prove according to its own defining set of rules 6^del s Theorem has been used to argue that a computer can never be as smart as a human being because the extent of its #nowledge is limited by a fixed set of axioms, whereas people can discover unexpected truths It plays a part in modern linguistic theories, which emphasi1e the power of language to come up with new ways to express ideas And it has been ta#en to imply that you(ll never entirely understand yourself, since your mind, li#e any other closed system, can only be sure of what it #nows about itself by relying on what it #nows about itself 8oyer( History of Mathematics 6^del showed that within a rigidly logical system such as Russell and !hitehead had developed for arithmetic, propositions can be formulated that are undecidable or undemonstrable within the axioms of the system That is, within the system, there exist certain clear-cut statements that can neither be proved or disproved 7ence one cannot, using the usual methods, be certain that the axioms of arithmetic will not lead to contradictions It appears to foredoom hope of mathematical certitude through use of the obvious methods :erhaps doomed also, as a result, is the ideal of science - to devise a set of axioms from which all phenomena of the external world can be deduced 6agel and 6ew!an( Gdel's Proof 7e proved it impossible to establish the internal logical consistency of a very large class of deductive systems - elementary arithmetic, for example - unless one adopts principles of reasoning so complex that their internal consistency is as open to doubt as that of the systems themselves 0econd main conclusion is 6^del showed that 1rin"i!ia, or any other system within which arithmetic can be developed, is e##entially in"om!lete In other words, given any consistent set of arithmetical axioms, there are true mathematical statements that cannot be derived from the set Even if the axioms of arithmetic are augmented by an indefinite number of other true ones, there will always be further mathematical truths that are not formally derivable from the augmented set Ruc*er( Infinity and the Mind The proof of 6^del(s Incompleteness Theorem is so simple, and so snea#y, that it is almost embarrassing to relate 7is basic procedure is as followsD I 0omeone introduces 6^del to a 3T%, a machine that is supposed to be a 3niversal Truth %achine, capable of correctly answering any 9uestion at all II 6^del as#s for the program and the circuit design of the 3T% The program may be complicated, but it can only be finitely long Call the program :Q3T%R for :rogram of the 3niversal Truth %achine

III 0miling a little, 6^del writes out the following sentenceD @The machine constructed on the basis of the program :Q3T%R will never say that this sentence is true @ Call this sentence 6 for 6^del Note that G i# e2uivalent to3 40T* will never #ay G i# true.4 I= *ow 6^del laughs his high laugh and as#s 3T% whether 6 is true or not = If 3T% says 6 is true, then @3T% will never say 6 is true@ is false If @3T% will never say 6 is true@ is false, then 6 is false Qsince 6 ` @3T% will never say 6 is true@R 0o if 3T% says 6 is true, then 6 is in fact false, and 3T% has made a false statement 0o 3T% will never say that 6 is true, since 3T% ma#es only true statements =I !e have established that 3T% will never say 6 is true 0o @3T% will never say 6 is true@ is in fact a true statement 0o 6 is true Qsince 6 ` @3T% will never say 6 is true@R =II +I #now a truth that 3T% can never utter,@ 6^del says @I #now that 6 is true 3T% is not truly universal @ Thin# about it - it grows on youY !ith his great mathematical and logical genius, 6^del was able to find a way Qfor any given :Q3T%RR actually to write down a complicated polynomial e9uation that has a solution if and only if 6 is true 0o 6 is not at all some vague or non-mathematical sentence G i# a #!e"ifi" mathemati"al !ro-lem that we 'now the an#wer to& even though 0T* doe# not5 0o 3T% does not, and cannot, embody a best and final theory of mathematics Although this theorem can be stated and proved in a rigorously mathematical way, what it seems to say is that rational thought "an never !enetrate to the final ultimate truth $ut, paradoxically, to understand 6^del(s proof is to find a sort of liberation .or many logic students, the final brea#through to full understanding of the Incompleteness Theorem is practically a conversion experience This is partly a byproduct of the potent mysti9ue 6^del(s name carries $ut, more profoundly, to understand the essentially labyrinthine nature of the "a#tle is, somehow, to be free of it +ofstadter( Gdel, Escher, Bach All consistent axiomatic formulations of number theory include undecidable propositions Y 6^del showed that provability is a wea#er notion than truth, no matter what axiom system is involved Y 7ow can you figure out if you are sane2 /nce you begin to 9uestion your own sanity, you get trapped in an ever-tighter vortex of self-fulfilling prophecies, though the process is by no means inevitable Everyone #nows that the insane interpret the world via their own peculiarly consistent logic& how can you tell if your own logic is @peculiar( or not, given that you have only your own logic to )udge itself2 I don(t see any answer I am reminded of 6^del(s second theorem, which implies that the only versions of formal number theory which assert their own consistency are inconsistent $he other !etaphorical analogue to -^del's $heore! which 1 find provocative suggests that ulti!ately( we cannot understand our own !ind?brains ### @ust as we cannot see our faces with our own eyes( is it not inconceivable to e)pect that we cannot !irror our co!plete !ental structures in the sy!bols which carry the! out0 3ll the li!itative theore!s of !athe!atics and the theory of co!putation suggest that once the ability to represent your own structure has reached a certain critical point( that is the *iss of death4 it guarantees that you can never represent yourself totally#

!he following is a segment of my 0I# extended survey of character strengths ta$en bac$ in 1une of 2343 as far as I can tell. I am loo$ forward to contacting them soon to ta$e the survey again and study any growth.

I too$ the liberty here to add two red dots for perspective and spirituality for I scored a 5.3 on those virtues as well. I also included green dots of score 6.7 and 6.8 in order to expand on the picture a little bit. !his plot is a beautiful blend of focus on self and others plus a balance of head and heart. !his is what Conceptual Engineering #ltruistic %elfMastery is all about9

1n Closing 3 +o!ewor* Challenge 0ome of the ,atest and 6reatest in 7ealth and !ellness $efore we part ways I would li#e to call your attention to some very important bodies of wor# that substantiate and expand upon the ideas we have been dancing with insofar A spotlight on the wor# of ;r ,issa Ran#in, as in the video +%ind /ver %edicine 0cientific :roof <ou Can 7eal <ourself, Tal#s at 6oogle-, provides us with significant doctor advice bac#ed with 0cientific research that says being educated on the body(s naturally induced healing mechanisms and what stimulates them, and perhaps more importantly, healthy interpersonal relationships with all of life(s endeavors, are ma)or factors in physiological, psychological and overall well-being 0o the physical maintenance of the body is secondary to the physiological and psychological feedbac# that is in direct relation to how you really feel in your heart you should express yourself and how you a"tually behave in your relationships, profession, creative expression, spiritual connection, sex life, financial life, environment These factors can only be under your influence if you are educated in the processes, believe that its possible to change and overcome, and actually implement what you #now to be good for yourself ;r Ran#in lets us in on some health secrets !hat you believe about your health comes true <ou can heal yourself, but you cannot do it alone <ou #now your body better than any doctor does <ou are not a victim of your genes Intimate connections with friends, family, romantic partners, and other loved ones may improve your health more than exercising, eating a nutritious diet, or 9uitting smo#ing .inding your calling and engaging in wor# you love could lengthen your life 7appiness is more than )ust a good mood It(s preventative medicine An optimistic world view protects the body To heal yourself, you must first diagnose the root cause of where your life may be out of alignment with your truth /nce you diagnose what(s out of whac#, it(s time to write The :rescription for yourself *ow turning to the wor# of ;r Melly %c6onigal, first loo#ing at her TE; tal# +7ow to ma#e stress your friend-, we now have some 0cientific evidence that believing that the stress response in your body is preparing you in a positive way for action changes your bodies response to the activated 0ympathetic nervous system, not only neutrali1ing the physiological effects of stress, but also helping to strengthen the body(s systems All of the above mentioned can be greatly affected by our 0elf-Efficacy, our ability to cause what we want to happen in our life& in this case, /ptimal 7uman .unctioning Than#fully ;r Melly %c6ongial has shared with us some of the 0cience of !illpower, namely how we can positively affect the process, all spelled out in the video +AuthorsT6oogle Melly %c6onigal-, and summed up in her willpower rules with the challenge to (train your willpower physiology, forgive yourself, ma#e friends with your future self, predict your failure, and surf the urge ( *ow to really drive home our collectivity, examine the wor# of ;r %atthew ,ieberman as seen in the video +The social brain and its superpowers %atthew ,ieberman, :h ; at TE;x0t,ouis-, and ;r 0tephen Ilardi in a video titled +;epression is a disease of civili1ation 0tephen Ilardi at TE;xEmory- !e can now note that the mastery of being social in a positive way may be the single most important s#ill for us to utili1e and develop as human beings& and not doing so could very well be our Mryptonite I would also li#e to site the wor# of ;r Thomas ,ewis as seen in the video +;r Thomas ,ewis /n The :ower /f ,ove-, where he expands on our connectivity and effect on each others( health and well-being and how this all happens )ust by sharing space with another person In +$rain chemistry lifehac#s 0teve Ilardi at TE;xMC- it becomes clear that the best way to effect our *eurochemical $alance is by living a $alanced ,ife .ace time with loved ones is a ma)or player in maintaining this $alance *ow imagine everyone #nows and really feels that every person they experience is a ,oved /ne I #now through my experience and collected research that a life of ,ove, :erfection and Eternal Infinite 6rowth is a clear cut Reality

All of the infinite potential and optimal functioning we have been spea#ing on can be seen to exist as already embedded in our space-time geometry at the plan# scale level and is a very real (cosmic gravity( of positive influence on physical manifestation, while also being a non-local container of experienceable 9ualities or >ualia >uantum computing and biological life can been seen as a #ey component, a bridge, allowing protoconscious 9uantum information to have influence at the classical physical level of manifestation, to have causal efficacy The further details on the science behind this can been seen in +C/*0CI/30*E00 - A conversation with ;eepa# Chopra and 0tuart 7ameroff- This is all also related to the wor# of 0ir Roger :enrose whose wor# is spelled out in the boo# 0hadows of the %ind I would li#e to note that )ust as I have applied mathematical truth, especially 6odel(s Incompleteness Theorem in creative and thought out ways to my personal experience and understanding of physical reality, psychology, biology, philosophy and the li#e, :enrose applies 6odel(s Threorem to the 0tate-=ector Reduction process in >uantum :hysics resulting in a leading edge theory of consciousnessD /rchestrated /b)ective Reduction or /rch-/R Theory Although the raunchiest of s#eptics do not li#e this theory at all, I challenge them, and All, to learn the universal truths of %athematics and apply said #nowledge to one(s own endeavors And regardless of your potentially continued disposition towards my meanderings or the science of 0ir Roger :enrose, It is a :romise that your wor# will become more universally relatable and truer"in the sense of increased tangibility and utility for all This challenge extends to the intellectual camp of ,awrence Mrauss and the li#e& the +I don(t believe in god, I believe in 0cience- people In the video +GFEC Isaac Asimov %emorial ;ebate The Existence of *othing- some of the most intriguing information about nothing is what the mathematician has to say Ironically everyone there has almost nothing to say or any real wor#ing idea of mathematics needed in order to be able to elaborate or even really internali1e what the mathematician has said The limits of an undereducated physicist(s thought structure can all be summed up with the slide roughly forty-one minutes into +A 3niverse .rom *othing - ,awrence Mrauss, Richard ;aw#ins-, statingD +%uch ado about *othing' The dominant energy in the universe resides in empty space $e have no idea why it# there. 1ts e)istence is probably tied to the very nature of space and ti!e and to the origins to our ,niverse# It will determine our future56 To clarify, top notch physics #now our future will be determined by our understanding this most dominant energy in the universe because it(s tied to the very nature of time, space, and Creation itself& and admittedly, in what seems to me a rare fit of inescapable humility, they have no clue when it comes to this 3: most important issue *ow if you really ta#e the pre pre-preceding paragraph seriously, %athematically the dominant energy in 3niverse is the most prevalent and incomprehensible Its presence resonates in and out li#e octaves (reducing down( to give rise to any 3niverse including the very nature of our space and time /ur ability to metaboli1e our infinite nature will determine our future .or me this correlates to the wor# physicist 6arrett ,isi, as in +6arrett ,isi A theory of everything- a ted tal# where the relationship between mathematics and physics is seen as an E? geometrical structure that contains all particle possibilities within its own symmetry As this shape moves, warps and dances through space-time it gives rise to all the happenings in >uantum .ield Theory A proton would be a certain twist of the shape remaining interconnected to the whole This symmetry brea#ing can be better explained in his more recent tal# +The 6eometry of :article :hysicsS 6arrett ,isi at TE;x%aui GFEC- where it is postulated that at every point of space time, there is another internal space connected or attached to it, containing many dimensions perpendicular to C; space 0o for this space, that is internal to and at the same time not inside of space-time, resembles the most beautiful holographic fractal mathematical symmetry #nown to man#ind

In reviewing more of the physical research on unity from *assim 7aramein as seen in +*assim 7aramein - 0cience behind the 3nified .ield A Its applications- or in the recently published research article +>uantum 6ravity and the 7olographic %ass-, a proof comes out of the e9uations that are attempting to unify physics, in turn unifying everything The space between things, or even inside things, is not empty, it(s full, and are at the source of all creation& A medium that connects all things ,oo#ing at vacuum fluctuations, we find an energy that is infinitely dense $eautifully clear relationships emerge between the :lanc# mass Qa t(tiny massR, the rest mass of the proton, and the 0chwar1schild mass of the proton or using their term the 7olographic 6ravitational %ass !hen analy1ing the amount of vacuum energy inside the volume of a proton, the exact mass of the 3niverse is found' All the other protons, all of the other atoms in the 3niverse are holographically expressed inside the proton, showing that(s it(s all physically interconnected .or those who may thin# the atheistic materialist mindset is a purely positive force on our cultural and behavioral world I submit the video +Rupert 0heldra#e B The 0cience ;elusion TE; tal#- and the boo# +The 0cience ;elusionD As#ing the $ig >uestions in a Culture of Easy Answers- written by Curtis !hite 0urely they spea# for themselves The mechanics of the pathology of mass mindedness as elaborated in the short story (/ut of ,ineD ;ogma and %ass %indedness(, can be summed up as concurrently promoting reliance on an outside authority while becoming good enough to ma#e a social 9uota for an abstract status that is merely la-eled good"and all for the benefit of a few at the expense of the others and the Individual In other words monetary incentives, big stic#s and following the step-by-step direction of what is expected from you by Any societal authority are literally the rot of our biochemical, neurogenic, psychological, and individual existence in the here now and to the extent we play with it, our forever And for those whispering the e9ually gifted (;*A controls behavior and mutates randomly( mass minded meme(d humanbeings, I present the wor# of ;r $ruce ,ipton as seen in +$ruce ,ipton at I/*0 NFth Anniversary OSGESGFEC-, that begins with calling out the central ;ogma of the medical model reducing us to a (biochemical machine controlled by genes(, and does not fail to point out that conventional medicine is one of the leading causes of ;eath in the 3nited 0tates 7e goes on to explain the primal element of life is proteins, which ultimately reflect a perception of the environment Mey to this :rocess is the %embrane that acts as the brain of the cell and is the interface of perception The study on these signals is noted as 0ignal Transduction It eventually lead to studying how signals are responded to, and control cellular and behavioral functioning now called Epigenetics ZControl Above 6enes[ A full scientific serving of his wor# can be found online in a summary done on his boo# $iology of $elief or in the boo# itself who(s fine one of many conclusions is that what ma#es us, us, is a uni9ue fre9uency inherent in the environment that is receive by your cell and recogni1ed as you the fre9uency itself is eternally Z Z Z you [ [ [ If you really ta#e the time to internali1e and expand upon the 0cientific body of #nowledge alluded to, not only in this short story but those in this entire body of wor#, then hopefully a feeling of Altruistic 0elf%astery will rise up within you, and the challenge of exhibiting and expanding upon /ptimal 7uman .unctioning will be a tasty one It is our hope that the nature of infinity become a tangibility for all humanity, with all the love of our personal lessons, moving forward in the land of Abundant $lessings Together we are without exception, confessing and expressing our eternal direction of 6rowth +The 3niverse is the Consciousness that ma#es %atter and Energy possible This now means we are going from 6od, as pure potential awareness, all possibilities, our Eternal Infinite :otential, to Eternal Actuality& so now we(re Actuali1ed -d;r Ruldolph Tan1i :rofessor of *eurology at 7arvard

The following short story may be the last written of GFEC and came after we had written all of the previous wor# It was of no coincidence that we came across the wor# of the research storyteller $renL $rown If you would li#e to go on an honest )ourney of authentic humanbeingness coupled with top-notch scientific research please visit the interwebs and in concert see +$rene $rown The power of vulnerability- followed by +$renL $rown ,istening to shame- If anyone as# you any 9uestions )ust tell(em )osh sent cha :ulnerable and Sha!eless( Ehyeh 3shar Ehyeh the high tide time of rec#oning in the name of Ta#e full care my $rothers and 0isters as we go forth in this understanding of our reason for being here as 7uman $eings The deep call of connection felt in our psyche is also embedded in the design of our neurological, physiological and psychological well-being The feelings of respect, love and care shared with another person are our indicators of growth in the healthy direction The propensity for this experience may very well be embedded in space-time geometry !e now have tons of research that has been going on for decades clearly demonstrating an understanding of what unravels connection between people It(s over identifying with feelings of shame and the fear of not being worthy of connection as a result of being vulnerable or authentic ,et(s say a mista#e is made that temporarily causes pain to another person 0hame would say +I(m sorry, I am a mista#e-, and at its extreme end feels no guilt for something that is sort of mechanically inevitable /n the other hand no shame means no empathy and is correlated to being a sociopath 6uilt would say +I(m sorry, I made a mista#e-, and is a healthy part of self-regulating behavior The feeling of guilt is li#e a friend who #nows you #now better and for yourself what is right A little bit of shame is essential for empathy, but the same amount of shame held in silence, secrecy and )udgment ignites into our identity severing our connection to others and health itself !e can no longer be ourselves .or that will certainly reveal the fact that we are not good enough and will then be reflected bac# by the other person which reinforces our defining ourselves in a lac#ful shameful manner !ith these top down limitive beliefs in place it is assured that neurochemical imbalance will accompany 0o to will blame, which is understood as a way to discharge the pain and discomfort of one(s own insides /ur natural state is a process of growing together in a state of empathy for our shared individual selfactuali1ations In order to strengthen our belief that we are worthy of love and belonging we must tell the story of who we are with our whole heart and have the courage to be imperfect or uncertain as it were Certainty is a function of malad)ustment and has virtually no place in the spontaneity of daily life Compassion for one(s self is essential in being #ind to others and in preventing and loosening the grip of shame $eing hard on oneself is not helpful in proper human functioning Connections established with others as of a result of being authentic are also #ey in living a whole-hearted life In describing her research on whole-hearted people $renL $rown states +They were willing to let go of who they thought they should be, in order to be who they were <ou have to absolutely do that for connection - :lease note that this give significance to the perspectives of Conceptual Engineering and Creative Conscious %athematics pertaining to 3niversal %athematical Truth ie 6odel(s Incompleteness Theorem Embracing naturally occurring vulnerability is actively sharing our honest place of growth, betterment and overcoming The fear of vulnerability leaves us presenting an attitude of false certainty, expecting absurd perfections and pretending our actions don(t matter, all while stimulating the numbing of emotional sensitivity across the spectrum The antidote to this shame and fear is to let ourselves be authentically seen by others, loving with our whole hearts without any guarantees Ta#e time to practice being grateful in the face of overwhelment $e than#ful for simply being alive to feel such a thing 0ee# out the )oy and #now you are enough'

I have not been made to be perfect in circumstance, creed, or 7igh Court yet I can go in the direction of perfection by having an honest current moment which will most assuredly lead to some level of awareness of room for growth and some level of )oy in presenting honestly myself to the best of my ability having not yet had said awareness 0o human perfection may very well be honestly going fourth #nowing that personal room for growth will be revealed as you do your best to be your best +:erfectly Imperfect is %y ;imension(s ;efinition 0o for me there is great s#ill gained in the internali1ation of the self statement, I am the I Am that I Am or Ehyeh Ashar Ehyeh ;efining oneself as ineffable yet tangibly present and pertinent to the situation is essential in wor#ing with our human consciousness All the concepts in our head should be engineered in a way that stimulates neurochemical and behavioral balance and should at all cost harbor not the limitive self-statements that are correlated to shamefulness I am the presence which I choose to be in the moment of choice and experience I am not enough happens when a choice to feel that way about myself and to say that to myself has been made I am enough can be felt despite lac# of evidence or even evidence to the contrary simply by choosing to feel that way and say that about oneself 0o for 3s as human beings it may serve us very well to ta#e on the challenge of /ptimal 7uman .unctioning !e have at our disposal a wealth that will continue to be unmatched by any past day of Creation !hat separates us from being a world that experiences abundance and worthiness is the ;egree in which we $elief that the entire !orld is worthy of acceptance and abundance That(s It' $ut this $elief, let(s call it Abundant $lessings', is not at all some sort of statement or declaration, it is a revelation that is experienced as the unconditional acceptance and support in the actions of each other !e are all built for this' 8ust as a tiger stal#s, a bird flies, a starfish regenerates and a )ellyfish lives forever /ur !or# has been brought to you in a way that is digestible and through the eyes of a no better than anybody else family This past year has not been easy, but it has been worth all the effort In order for us to live out, preserve, protect and expand upon a way of life that is beneficial to all people on Earth, we desperately need your help As we are humble and mee#, we are also in this together %y mother always told me to never be afraid to as# for help especially if I really need it !e need your help in living out and in turn clearly defining what it means to deserve to live free because you actively serve and support E=ER< person within your interpersonal influence

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This is a picture of my family in the act of being in )oy It is our firm belief that we are worthy of such a life filled with day-to-day permanent in-the-moment face time with loved ones This is our :ursuit of 7appiness This is our .reedom of Expression This is our Religion This is the result of living our 7igher Education Above All, we have been endowed by Creation itself with all this and something that is forever beyond-it-all 0hould our way of life not be supported and preserved2 !e represent an extreme minority in the world population as Ca)un people who openly still live authentically from the 7eart and accept absolutely no brain washing false authoritative thought patterns into our day-to-day way of living that my try to shame us in to a less than self statement !hen the feelings do arise, and they do arise, we provide an environment of unconditional support and clean with empathy $ecause we are individuals who are undeniably in the :ursuit it is our trust that our community, the people of planet Earth on down to the fol#s on :ar# Ave, will help us out !e believe this not because our community is certain to help us out but because we are certain that it is best to do what(s best regardless of what(s reciprocated 3 &athe!atical Fa!ily the )ocho inside us all A young child wa#es up from the bosom of the %other finding itself called to ,earn A call fueled by an insatiable 9uest for personal bestment in order to raise up family and be the best parent, partner and person possible Than#ing 6od for the remembrance of the Echos of 7er voice, he can feel her saying (<ou can do anything you put your mind to& you can become :resident of the 3nited 0tates if you want to'( 0aid with the confidence of an experienced overcomer, a %other can really imprint the capacity of self discovery and turning big ideas into real life experience unto a child(s physiology The other voice that rings in this child(s ear, this time from his *anny dear Aunt ;ebbie, (If you learn and master %athematics, you can do and understand anything ( :atiently directing the %ind towards a ;ream or Idea or Calling with full effort and attention is Accomplishment ,earning %ath can help us do anything, including honing in on the process of Cognitive %astery !e can answer the 9uestion, +!hat is %ath About %asao %orita at TE;xMyoto GFEG- Ta %athemata is the ta#ing of what you already have and the #nowing of what you already #now This applied to the experience of a Child supercharges the imagination and optimi1es 7umanity There is this huge dimension in our minds that is at the heart of %ath 3nderlying all numbers, logic and calculations is an inner universe described by /#a Miyoshi as )ocho This is the very act of loo#ing inward within your own mind and encountering your own rich inner universe& )ocho' 0o to do %athematics, pic# a problem and try to solve it not by loo#ing at the answer or as#ing someone else Rely only on your own mind :atently focus on the problem and you will find yourself in a sea of )ocho This is %indfulness This is %athematics And Everyone should do it A brilliant boo# ,ove A %ath (The 7eart of 7idden Reality( by %athematician Edward .ren#el has confirmed this child(s personal fairy tales on the very same sub)ect %athematical #nowledge is unli#e any other #nowledge !hile our perceptions of the physical world can always be distorted, our perception of mathematical truths can(t be They are ob)ective persistent, necessary truths A mathematical formula or theorem means the same thing to anyone anywhere"no matter what gender, religion or s#in color& it will mean the same thing to anyone a thousand years from now And what(s also ama1ing is that we own all of them *o one can patent a mathematical formula, it(s ours to share There is nothing in this world that is so deep and ex9uisite and yet so readily available to all That such a reservoir of #nowledge really exists is nearly unbelievable It(s too precious to be given away to the +initiated few - It belongs to all of us :g C

There is a common fallacy that one has to study mathematics for years to appreciate it 0ome even thin# that most people have an innate learning disability when it comes to math I disagreeD most of us have heard of and have at least a rudimentary understanding of such concepts as the solar system, atoms and elementary particles, the double helix of ;*A, and much more, without ta#ing courses in physics and biology And nobody is surprised that these sophisticated ideas are part of our culture, our collective consciousness ,i#ewise, everybody can grasp #ey mathematical concepts and ideas, if that are explained in the right way To do this, it is not necessary to study math for years& in many cases, we can cut right to the point and )ump over tedious steps :g K !hen I tal# about a connection between love and math, I don(t mean to say that love can be reduced to math Rather, my point is that there is a lot more to math than most of us reali1e Among other things, mathematics gives us rationale and additional capacity to love each other and the world around us A mathematical formula does not explain love, but it can carry a charge of love :g GNE A family that is thriving will continuously adapt, empower the children and tell their own stories of success and of overcoming hardships This family will always loo# for tangible reasons to support and encourage the application of )ocho in the everyday actions of each other, especially in children 0elfregulation, self-discovery and self-mastery remain first nature for all involved in the process of natural normal human communion This is not only mathematical, this is the reflection of the latest research on family has to offer as seen in +Agile programming--for your family - $ruce .eiler- and +:arenting as 0ocial Activism 0herry ,ynn at TE;x%aui GFEC- And has we have said earlier, this is our ,ineage as Ca)un and our way of life as 7uman

!hough this is not the full body of wor$ contained within the pages of :%hort %tories for a )ong )ife; <hilosophie du Ca/un=, it is by far the main contents. It is my hope to stimulate your interest in Mathematics and the potential it has to help unloc$ our optimal human capacity. #nother intimate hope is that this body of wor$ will help substantiate my expertise in the field of study $nown as Cognitive or Conceptual Engineering. #side from being a wor$ of #rt, these writings may serve as a !hesis detailing out the reali>ation that is our responsibility to aid in the engineering of optimal human functioning. ?e must ta$e responsibility for our interpersonal influences on humanity@the physical lin$s of affectation we have on each others ability to perform as human beings. !he ability to engineer insight and correlate chaos in the context of dayto-day life, with little or no other resources other than one s self, is Conceptual Engineering. I have been studying, practicing and living this Cognitive Engineering approach since I can remember. In reviewing my mother s letter to me and the paper from her childhood psychology class, you could say I was bread for it.