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BY-DAVID-S-BERNSTEIN-aka-EVAN-CHRISTOPHER-KANE
- PART ONE -
THE TIMELESS
JOURNEY BEGINS
By
David S Bernstein
P O Box 2018
Teaneck NJ 07666-2018
201-836-5348
DEDICATION
INTRODUCTION
All of what we can know, or will know, does not, nor will ever,
exist in the written form. There is a vast storehouse of truth,
wisdom and freedom at our disposal, and within the grasp of any
person. Some spend a lifetime trying to gather useless
information; others, much time in gaining knowledge by
application of that information and study of the results. Some,
seek wisdom in all its many forms.
Some may say this is pure fantasy, others may become too
attached to PLURBY(tm), and use it as an escape from their own
true reality. The middle road of acceptance-with-doubt is,
perhaps, the more balanced pathway to follow in your quest for
understanding that is the true GIFT OF PLURBY(tm).
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CHAPTER ONE
* * *
I awoke from this dream shaken, sweating - but could only
recall a small part of it. The words - “YOUR MISSION” hung in my
consciousness for several days. People I came in contact with
must surely have thought I was crazy as I muttered to myself
throughout the day - “My mission, my mission” in a feeble attempt
to discover the true inner meaning of these two words.
* * *
It was 06:07. I had time, though. The alarm rang two more
times, once at 06:16 and again at 06:25. I was really out of it. I
slipped back into my reverie, not yet willing to shed the mist of
sleep and dreams to awaken, even partially, into the so-called
world of reality - the waking state. A third ring at 06:34 summoned
the final call. After this - I was on my own.
* * *
It was a day like many others. Summer, I believe. Yes, it was
summer. I remember because it was really hot, and I had to use
the air conditioner in the car.
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I was twelve years old when I first started delving into the
arcane mysteries of life. I remember having cried myself to sleep
on many nights searching for the answers to life. I never seemed
to fit in; anywhere! I had few friends, and just never conformed to
the society around me.
* * *
The hour was about ONE A. M. Not twenty minutes later, I
was suddenly awakened by the loud barking of my trusted
companion, and guard, Rex. This was not the bark of fear, or
impending danger, but the bark of, “Attention, something is about
to happen.” I sat up in bed. Suddenly, the room was aglow with
some form of brilliant yellowish/white light. It hurt my eyes to look
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“In time all the pieces you need will unfold for you - be
patient and aware. Listen to the voices that speak to you both
inwardly and outwardly. Delve deeply into your being to discover
that which already exists within you.”
* * *
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“And I heard him say, ‘You have been chosen from among a
select number of people to fulfill a particular mission. You have a
valuable message to bring out to the world. Each chosen person
will present this message, or part of it, in a different and unique
way, since each of you are as different as night and day.’ “
* * *
Not a week went by. It was a Wednesday night. I was
awakened at about three o’clock in the morning. I had had a
striking dream that shook me to the core. I was perspiring, and
thought I should have felt fear, but instead I had this pleasant
feeling that something wonderful had been experienced in this
particular dream. Why I was perspiring was not immediately
apparent.
Then the words: “there, you have it” popped into my mind,
and it was as if a doorway opened into another world. Being a
bold and adventuresome individual I stepped through that
doorway. My life has never been the same!
* * *
I came to know, in the ensuing months, that I had been
visiting PLURBY for nearly two years. And although I had no
conscious recollection, there were changes going on in my outer
life, as a result of having visited PLURBY and as a result of
having learned many new things there. Although I did not know
where these things came from, my outer life, as well as inner life,
was already changing.
reason I was not aware of it before, was that I was not ready for it.
I wasn’t ready to know that I had been going to this place for
nearly two years; and other places as well.
* * *
This was all so utterly fantastic! But I thought, why not humor
the guy. After all - It’s only a dream!
I had to agree, I felt alive; more alive than I had ever been in
my drab and dreary physical life. Several small animals ran past
my feet and it was then my attention was drawn to the alabaster
roadway we were walking on. The light reflecting off the surface
was nearly blinding to my eyes.
“The six other cities lie in two rings - three cities are located
in the middle ring which lies closest to CENTRIA, and the other
three cities are located in the outer ring, or outer perimeter, which
lies furthest from CENTRIA. The inner ring is about 150 miles
wide and the outer ring is roughly 200 miles wide, which makes
our central city about 300 miles in diameter - no small city for its
30,000 inhabitants. You can see there is certainly plenty of space
for each individual in the land.
“As you become more adept at this you will be able to not
only see and hear and feel in your imagination but actually smell
and physically be IN that situation. This is the physical
expression, or fulfillment, of any goal or desire.
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“You can see our words are brief, yet they convey a vast
number of English words. Unfortunately, it is not possible for me
to tell you in words what would also have been conveyed along
with the words - in the inner; the thought-forms, emotional
feelings, fragrances, etc. All this is conveyed in the
facsimile-hologram conveyed at the instant of the verbalizing of
the words.
“Here, let me see if I can say the words again, in our native
GRANA and convey to you at the same time the
facsimile-hologram that goes along with it.”
* * *
Always there is the seeker - the eternal observer and
participant of life; Soul’s journey on the Eternal endless highway
back to AHO - The Almighty High One. But how did I know this?
Had I always been the seeker? Yes! came the answer from deep
within my being.
There was always the inner knowingness that life was more
than it seemed. Not so much that it is more than it is in this very
moment, but that this moment is more than it appears to be! The
illusions of the lower worlds are what make it seem so frivolous;
so unimportant, and the journey so overbearing - why even bother
to try at all!
It was hard for me. Why had I made it so difficult? What was
my reason for being here at all? Why had I come back into this
physical life, at this point in eternity? There are no accidents, no
coincidences. All follows out the Divine Plan set into motion by the
individual, in ages past.
* * *
And so it is that I begin this journey and bring back, to
express in the written word, the wonders I have seen. These
wonders may not be as splendid as those more gifted artists are
able to convey, but for me they are real images, real experiences
that happened to me. Not of the physical, in the one sense, but of
another kind of physical dimension. A kind of dimension one
might call super-physical, or supra-physical, depending on where
you place the experience.
“To many this is frightening. Some feel they are losing their
minds. For the most part, they aren’t. Sometimes, though, there
are cases where the mind is chemically imbalanced, and there
are true psychiatric problems. All-too-often, though, what one is
experiencing is just the bleeding through of events of some
bygone lifetime. Each lifetime is but a portion of the whole - things
are what you believe them to be!
coming back, time and again, into the lower worlds. One can be
re-incarnated into any of the lower realms.
“These lower realms we refer to are those that are below the
high worlds of AHO, the Highest Consciousness, or God, if you
will. The lower worlds are those of the emotions, the mind and the
sub-conscious. These are the areas we travel in for what seems
like eternity, working out our problems, trying to gain some
understanding and insights into our own natures, and constantly
trying to balance the books - to understand and pay our karmic
debts.
“I don’t like to use the words good and bad, but let’s just say
that each action has a plus or a minus attached to it. The plus or
minus could be positive or negative, it really doesn’t matter.
There’s also a neutral value, but we’ll discuss that at some other
moment.
have too many points in the positive we may still have to come
back, not to be thought of as a punishment, but because we still
have a debt that must be repaid.
“It’s not likely you would always work out all the karmic debts
you had incurred with the exact beings you had incurred the debts
with, rather, in a more universal way you would work things out.
This is because of a particular way of viewing events that occur in
your life.
“All exists for the seeker. All events are for you, the
individual. You should begin to view the world in this way, and you
would instantly begin to change your attitude about many things.
When you hurt someone ELSE you are really hurting yourself.
When you steal from someone ELSE you are really stealing from
yourself.
“How can this be? It is because all things exist only as a part
of ourselves. All things are only outer manifestations of things that
exist within us. This does not necessarily mean if we perceive
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some really horrible thing in our world, that we have not begun to
recognize as our own personal universe, that that thing is a part of
us.
“What you believe yourself to be, is what you are. But what
you believe yourself to be is not necessarily what you TRULY are!
For example, if you have set a goal and are working toward it, you
must believe you have already accomplished the goal, even
though you may be unable to visually perceive the goal, as you
have perceived it to be in its finished state.
your own personal visual reality. It’s really a simple task, but the
world in which you live often makes these things very difficult
indeed.
“Again, let’s just say that all things occur in our lives for two
reasons, really. They occur primarily because these are the
situations we need to happen in our lives to allow us to learn the
lessons we need for our own personal growth, that is, of course, if
we can become aware of the lessons. The situations will occur
anyway.
“Do not feel sorry for another, whose circumstances you feel
are so harsh. For the circumstances are only the outer reflection
of the inner karma. But do not be callous, either. Rather, be
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“If you feel that the action you want to take is truly for your
own personal good, and the good of the whole, then by all means,
do it. Always seek within for the answers to questions about
actions to be taken. As you begin to develop the open lines of
communication with your own true spiritual essence, you will
come to instinctively trust it more and more, and the answers you
get back as to what actions to take, will come to your conscious
mind before you are even aware of having phrased the question!
* * *
I drifted slowly back into my sleep state. I had but a dim
remembrance of the night’s adventures. Today was Saturday, and
I could sleep later than usual. I had time to recover from the
exhaustive evening of travel, and time to digest the mountain of
information I had received.
But I was fooling myself. For I knew this was not to be a time
of rest. It was to be a time of much study. There was a lot of work
to be done to fulfill the requirements of my mission. My MISSION!
I laughed as my eyes opened into the physical world - those
windows viewing a dreary, drab, brown-walled room. How dull it
all seemed compared to the brightness of PLURBY. But what had
Yerba said about not comparing and about karma? Had I already
forgotten what I had learned?
* * *
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CHAPTER TWO
“Go now, out into the world. Live life fully. Observe life
intently. Speak little. Write much, if that is your skill. Make
judgement of no man, for you cannot know another, truly.
You do not even yet know yourself - you are but a babe
among the Great Spiritual Beings in eternity - those you
will one day come to known as brothers.”
* * *
I had gotten into a daily practice of sitting for about twenty
minutes, or so, and just focusing on blanking out my mind, trying
to calm myself from the stresses and strains from my life.
Sometimes I would even try to visualize some pleasant scene, or
hum a favorite word. On this day, I just sat back and relaxed, not
focusing on anything in particular.
“Water was found by digging a well not even 10 feet from the
surface. This, Mariara found quite startling, for how could there be
such a wonderful gift lying beneath the surface of this harsh
place, when nothing was visible to alert the casual onlooker of this
gift?
“Still, she was happy that at least they had water to survive
on, and they had brought with them nearly a year’s supply of
foods. Though somehow she knew they would never starve, even
out here in the desert. Both Shiono and Mariara knew they would
be provided with ample sustenance.
“Day after day, month after month and year after year,
Shiono and Mariara worked tirelessly in the desert, planting seeds
and watering them, taking care to see that each seed was planted
in just the right way, not too close to another, and neither too
deep nor too far from the surface of the desert.
“As time passed, Shiono and Mariara grew old, and tired.
They had lived many garn in the desert, fulfilling the mission of
planting trees. GARN is a measurement of time we use. Each
GARN equals twelve years. Never looking back, they continued to
plant the seeds that were somehow always present in their seed
sack. Many different types of seeds.
“The land was no longer barren; the soil dry and lifeless.
Now, the rains came almost daily to do the work of watering the
trees Shiono and Mariara were no longer able to, because of their
physical age. Then, one day, both Shiono and Mariara lay down
to rest, passing silently across the borders of the physical world,
into the inner worlds.
“Yet, even though they had come into this barren land,
virtually alone, as they left, millions of souls were there to witness
their passing. Although they left no human children behind them,
the millions of trees they had planted were a legacy to the future
of this great island. A future they would not live to see. This is the
Legend of Shiono.
“Yes,” replied Yerba, happily. “I see you DID get the point of
this story. It is better that you learn as much as you can on your
own, without being told, otherwise the lessons that are there for
you to learn are often lost when someone else points them out to
you.
* * *
I was eager to hear what this being had to say, even though I
was still a little doubtful about this whole thing. Well, actually, I
was a LOT doubtful about it, but I thought, ‘why not listen to him,
anyway?’
“You are dealing with people, actually, and you are not on a
‘real’ stage, as you may think, but you are on the proverbial stage
of life. You are what Shakespeare stated: ‘All the world’s a stage
and all the people merely players.’
“People sense that. They derive great joy from that feeling,
and you have uplifted those people. Ultimately, if you make the
proper adjustments, you will become, in reality, that which you so
dearly seek, in this case, the actor, perhaps on stage, perhaps
not, but you WILL become the actor. You will take on that role of
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being that actor - you will assume the role. And that’s how you
view life.
“It’s very easy to see that somewhere along the line you
would be able to write something about computers. Perhaps
some technical document that would help people. Perhaps it’s
only a paragraph explaining something. Perhaps it’s a twenty
page document, or even an entire book! It doesn’t matter which of
these you do.
“You cannot deny that part of you that is YOU. You cannot
deny what you are, what you should be, what you should express.
For if you do, you are truly functioning from an imbalanced state.
This is not healthy.
“Once again! The more you BE, or ARE, what you should
BE, you will naturally begin to DO more. BEINGness leading to
DOINGness, which naturally leads to HAVINGness. You only
have to make very slight adjustments in your life.”
* * *
His words sounded confusing to my ears, but I decided to
just take them in, and contemplate on them at a later moment. I
really didn’t want to stop his flow, or the truths he was offering me
for the taking.
“To us, the YOURN is like your Bible. No other book is more
important than the YOURN. It has been passed down to us
through the misty dawn of eternity, and grows ever-greater as we
grow in consciousness. By this I mean, the YOURN is a living,
breathing Being. From IT are revealed to us all the truths of the
universes of AHO, yet it is ever-created anew. It grows as we
grow. We create the Living YOURN in our every action, in our
every thought, word and deed.
Before you do anything in life, you might ask: What would AHO
want me to do in this situation? Or, What insights can the YOURN
offer me in this situation?
* * *
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* * *
We approached a room in the Temple that was very eerie to
me. The entrance was large and inviting. There was no door.
There was a misty golden glow about the room, as if something
very special resided inside. I stilled my mind so as to sense what
was there for me. I saw the golden lights flickering in the room,
and I heard a sound emanating from there as well; a sound that
made me feel warm inside.
I could feel the Divine Love come into my heart center, and I
felt cleansed. Nothing mattered at this point except a strong
desire to merge with AHO. I wanted to become AHO. Nothing
else seemed of importance. I bent my head backwards to drink in
the Light that was so over-powering. I felt at home here. Safe,
secure, loved and whole.
* * *
“Each being has a divine mission bestowed upon them by
AHO the Almighty High One. Every being in existence from man
to mineral has a unique mission that only they can perform.
Fulfilling this mission is the greatest act of service one can
perform for the Almighty High One. One is not always availed the
knowledge of what their individual Divine Mission is until they
have already made some progress along the journey back to
AHO. For it is only the sincere seeker that is worthy of having this
information revealed to them.
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“Do not take lightly, oh seeker, the Divine mission you are
granted, the mission you yourself selected before your incarnation
into this life, or the very gift of having this mission revealed to you.
The mission is a bargain, an agreement between AHO and
yourself. In the end, you find your mission is, in itself, the journey
back to AHO. Nothing is more important in the life of the seeker
than the mission bestowed upon them.
“Seek within you, for only there will you find what your
mission truly is. No other can give you this information. It was
implanted within you before your birth. Only YOU, the seeker,
hold the key to unlock the door. Only YOU, the seeker, can enter
the door and see, with open eyes and a loving heart, what your
mission is in life.
“Do not be jealous of others, for you have had all in lifetimes
past. You have been rich, and poor; powerful and weak; ugly and
handsome. You have been the male and the female. You have
been all things before. Search deeply within your heart to know
this is truth - always confirm it for yourself, so your mind may be
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* * *
I was overwhelmed by all that I had just experienced. Yerba
was sensitive to my condition. “This is all I will tell you at this
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* * *
I heard lovely, familiar music in the distance. “Is that Bach, I
hear?” I asked, inquisitively.
“Not all that can be manifested in the lower worlds has been
manifested here, though many things have. There is always more
to experience. Creation is an ongoing process without seeming
end.
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“We all delve into eternity and borrow from the same eternal
warehouse. So it’s not surprising we may both have similar ideas
- you are drawing from us, and we from you.
“This does not mean one who struggles has done something
wrong, and one who does not struggle has done something right.
The one who struggles may desire to look for greater insight, to
raise their state of consciousness, so that the next time any given
situation may go smoother. This depends on how well they have
learned the lessons, not by the blessings of the Gods.
“On the other hand, there are times when a creation seems
to just flow so easily, and there seems no accounting for it. We
can attribute this, sometimes, to the possibility that this particular
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“Remember all the times you did something for the very
FIRST time? At least, the first time you have conscious recall of
doing something. Most often, the first time was very difficult, and
as you learned lessons from the situation, or your skills became
greater, your doing of the thing became easier.
“There are also times when the first time you do something,
there is no seeming difficulty. Did you think the Gods smiled on
you in that situation? Did you think you were blessed? No, that’s
not what happened. Likely, you are repeating a situation you had
accomplished in a previous lifetime, or you have tapped into a
situation that was accomplished by someone else, at some other
moment in eternity - whether future, present or past, and your
ability to tap into this universal bank of experience allows you to
re-create this situation in a seeming effortless way.
“All those who are true seekers along the path may come
here. We will show each how to come here, and you will write
down what we tell you so that these seekers have access to the
information they need to make the journey.
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“As you will come to know within, there are two main tools
we use to allow one to gain this wholeness: one is by viewing
others who act as mirrors for us, and the other is by experiencing
a rather unusual physical external item that has been capsulized
into a game. That which you will come to produce as: The Eternal
Game of Freedom, is that which I speak of.
the same group of people may be different each night, when they
function as an audience.
“What was, no longer is; what is, won’t always be; what will
be, is not yet. Still, all exists in the moment and you only become
aware of it as you focus your attention on it.
“We are all aware that a chink in our chain could cause our
downfall in an instant, yet we do not live in mortal fear of this
eventuality for it is only another phase of a natural cycle.
“No one is above the law - ANY law. If you think because
you have reached some level of spiritual unfoldment that you
should be immune to the laws of your country you are sadly
misguided. Get in your car and drive much over the speed limit.
Go through every red light and pay no attention to stop signs. Do
this for about a week or so.
“You might also try taking various items you want from stores
you go into without paying for them. You’ll soon discover that
society has its almost immediate ‘penalty’ for disobeying the laws
of man.
* * *
Yerba and I walked into a small, open air cafe near the
center of the park, right next to the big fountain. As we entered, I
was struck with the ambiance of a malt shoppe I remembered
from my youth.
The place was empty except for a man and woman sitting in
the back at a round table with four chairs. I noticed the usual
round, cushioned stools by the counter, several padded booths
along the mirrored wall opposite the counter, and about eight or
ten tables, of various sizes, scattered throughout the place.
Then, focusing on ME, she stepped back and said, “Ah, you
must be the young man I’ve heard so much about. Welcome to
PLURBY!!!” Her voice was soft, sweet and vibrant. She seemed
to be about twenty-five years old. She embraced me, and as she
hugged me, I felt a warm glow flowing throughout my whole
being. I felt healed of ailments I didn’t even know I had.
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“Hi,” she said, stepping back. “My name is Seffia. And THIS,”
she pointed to the other man with her, “is our good friend,
Dromba. Say hello to our young friend, Dromba.” The man quietly,
almost meekly said, “HI”, and then sat down. I sensed he was her
boyfriend, or that they were married. He seemed like the typical
hen-pecked husband. BOY! was I wrong, as I later found out.
What a misjudgement of character I had made in this instance. I
vowed to never again make snap judgements.
“Please, sit down and eat. I know you’ve come here at least
for that. Ollie!” Seffia’s voice was assertive, but not offensive.
There was a caring in her tone. More than motherly - almost as if
she had some responsibility toward me.
“I can’t even begin to tell you of all the wonderful sights, and
impressions I’ve gotten. I’d love to stay here forever!” I
responded.
Her tone became stern, and I was a little put off by it.
Suddenly, though, she realized she had been a little too tough
and smiled at me. That melted all the harshness I felt inside. “I
didn’t mean to scare you. I must apologize. I guess I just wanted
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I was really awed. Why ME? Why would anyone want to help
ME? And especially these three people! They seemed like three
friends who would rather be lying on the beach taking in the sun,
or sailing on the ocean. Just taking life slow and easy. How could
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I have been so naive? How could I have known the depths of their
commitment to me? A depth I myself might never reach!!!
“There are many things you need to know yet before you
return to your waking state. Let me see if we can be of some
assistance here.”
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“We have come here,” Dromba stated flatly, “so that you may
experience the YOURN on the subject of the hierarchy of the
worlds. Pay close attention, for this is a subject you must be
aware of if your journey is to continue.”
beauty. The very creation of the lower worlds was unveiled to me,
as if like a movie on a screen, but more! I was actually
surrounded by the hologram being presented to me.
“Each lower level was a degree of vibration less than the one
above. And on each of the levels would be a ruler who had
absolute dominion. His mission is to test the seeker, that he may
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not pass on into the higher levels until the tests have been
passed.
“Third there is the Causal Level, or Plane, that which you are
least aware of. This is the place of storage, where all the
impressions you have had are stored. You may come here to
seek out the cause-seeds of all that you need insight on. You may
think of this as the great encyclopedia of all your collected
lifescenes.
“Fourth there is the Astral Level, or Plane, that which you are
aware of as the emotional area. This is the place you come to
when you are working out emotions. The lord here is known as
Kanwal.
“Be also aware that your true Divine essence is that known
as Vakuna, or Soul, the term you may be most familiar with . This
is the unit of awareness you should always tap into to become
aware of that which lies deep within you. This is the ‘body’ that will
allow you to perceive unveiled truth, knowledge, wisdom and
freedom.
“You must seek out those who can show you how to avoid or
work through the illusions of Behlub. One such is the Mahavana,
the true Inner Master of the High Worlds, who has been sent
down below the highest to assist man in his journey back home.
Seek his inner form, that known as the Mahavana, for though his
outer is present as well, it is the inner bond you must cultivate.
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“Go now, my son, and be the seeker. You are the chosen
one. The one among many who will directly assist in the Divine
Mission of the Mahavana. Do your part. Pay heed to those who
will assist you. Chant the Holy AHO when you need insight. In
your darkest moments of despair know that I am always there
with you. Know that my servant, the Mahavana is there with you
also.
* * *
The light dimmed, from the bright white it had been as I was
taking in the Truth of the YOURN, back to that pure golden
yellow. It was as if the YOURN were receiving yet more truths
from the Divine AHO.
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CHAPTER THREE
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“It is the recognition of this sound within you that is a big step
toward reaching your goal of total awareness,” he continued. “The
sound is prevalent here, because it is the primal energy in this
physical world, from which all things come and to which all things
will return, on their journey back to AHO.”
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“The sound is the creator of all that is below the high worlds
of AHO, and the light is the manifestor of materiality. Recognition
of both are necessary for the trek to continue, for both are tools -
each needing the other.”
“These melodies you hear are the Melodies of AHO that are
ever-present for all to partake of. Your spiritual ears have been
opened in this holy place to allow you to hear that which is always
present, but which you have been unaware of until this moment.
Deep within your being, you know it is always there, awaiting your
own, personal recognition.”
“When you are in life, you are often too close to see it. Step
back and away, sometimes, so that you may gain perspective. It
is the distance from a thing that gives you perspective, like seeing
the world from a mountain top - you gain some perspective, or
sense, of the whole of a village down below. Whereas, when you
are in the city beneath the mountain, you can scarcely perceive
the whole of it; you are too involved in the parts.”
“These crystals are more sacred than any others, except the
Birth-Crystal, which we’ll tell you about shortly. They are part of
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the land, the city, the temple. In fact, they are a very part of the
Sacred YOURN, whose wisdom you have beheld.”
“I must say,” I began, “I’m a little confused about all you are
telling me. I mean, it all seems so strange to me. All this stuff
about crystals. I really don’t know anything about crystals. I must
have missed that period of popular interest back in my waking
world. Can you tell me some more about them?”
undefined stone, into being just like itself. So, any particular stone
of any kind can become an exact copy of one of the seven sacred
crystals, if that is the desire of both the crystal and the stone.”
“It is your mission,” Seffia continued, “to seek out your own
crystal. Since you are not native to PLURBY, and we have
accepted you as one of our own, you must find your own
birth-crystal to be your companion throughout the remainder of
your life. You may seek for it anywhere. It is imperative that you
find such a stone.
“In the event a person isn’t born here in PLURBY, then each
must seek out their own unique Life-Crystal which is similar to the
Birth-Crystal, except it is acquired after birth. It may act in the
same way as the Birth-Crystal, and it is possible to have both
types of crystals as personal guides and tools, or even more than
one Life-Crystal, although if you have found the right one, that is
all you need.”
are the most prized, for they represent the primal creation of the
crystalline kingdom. The PRIMAD, of course, was the primary
crystal - and the most powerful. Seek IT, above all.”
* * *
I was tired from all this talk. This was information I had never
known before, and could never have even dreamed of in my
imagination. I wondered about all this. I didn’t know anything
about crystals, and couldn’t really imagine, at this point in my
exploration, why they were putting so much emphasis on crystals.
purer. The vibrations allow for little interference from the myriad
thought-forms existent closer to the surface of the planet.
“Up in the peaks, the Temples of Eternal Truth allow for deep
contemplation, and many meaningful experiences to occur. They
are my favorite vacation spot. We’ll come back here again, so you
can savor their royal beauty before we leave this day.”
I entered the bus and took a seat about three rows back from
where I thought the driver might have been. But there was no
driver! Not even a robot to drive the unit. It seemed that all one
had to do was enter the shuttle, and the Emo-sensor, a very
advanced type of computer, could just sense where you wanted
to go. All you had to do was think of a place in PLURBY that you
wanted to go, and the shuttle took you there, in what seemed like
lightning speed.
* * *
The place we were in seemed to be at the base of the world.
Just moments before I was standing atop the world, now I
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I tried real hard, but I just couldn’t make anything out. “I don’t
know. I’m trying, but all I see is a vast plane, with nothing moving
on it. No life that I can detect.”
chanting the Holy AHO, in the middle of nowhere. Yet I felt not
alone. It was as if millions of others were present with me here,
joining me in my quest.
“The sound you hear is the sound of creation. All around us,
life is being created. This is the Plane of Wasu, the plane of
physical creation. Out there, in that vastness are being created,
as we watch, the many billions of crystals that will serve mankind
through the ages. Every crystal that CAN be has its seeds planted
out there.”
“NO!” stated Dromba. “You must not enter into the Plane of
Wasu! It is a sacred area, where no human may set foot. It is
forbidden by AHO. Your very physical essence would be so
transformed, you would not be as you are. It is a place where no
man goes. We may only marvel at the wonder of creation, but we
may not intrude in this ageless tradition.”
“Before we eat, I’d like to take you to a little place I know that
you might find interesting. Ah, here it is!”
* * *
I looked up and saw a sign that said: “MOLLY’S ORGANIC
CRYSTAL SHOPPE.” It was funny to me. The place was small,
about fifteen feet across. As we opened the door I heard a bell
tingle, alerting the owner someone was entering.
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I wondered how she knew who was there - she hadn’t yet
come out to check. In a few moments, before I even had a chance
to look around, a rather buxom woman of about 40 came out from
behind a curtain that separated the back and front rooms.
“Well, lucky thing you happened in here NOW! I’ve got some
wonderful things to show you.” As she approached to hug me, I
felt a tremendous warmth fill the air, a love of eternity. I also
smelled a fragrance unlike any other I had ever smelled before. I
was drawn into it.
“Elaqua,” she said. “How do you like it?” Berone down the
block has just created it, but it’s not yet available for public
distribution.”
“Yes,” Seffia said. “It’s quite incredible. I can feel the love
she has put into this new creation!”
She laughed. “Well,” said Seffia, “if anyone can do it, I know
YOU can!”
“You might even wonder why nature would need any help at
all. Well, she really doesn’t. It’s just that are demand for crystals
has become so great, we have spent much effort in this area of
helping to parent many more crystals rather than to mine them
from the Earth.
Wasu is farmed, but only when the completed crystals have been
‘pushed’ outside the outer perimeter. This is accomplished by the
parent crystals that actually reside within the Plane. As the
crystals are created, or in some other way formed, they reach a
completed stage beyond which further alignment with the parent
would not be necessary.
“The tool is the birth-crystal. How you use the tool becomes
the life-long search of the path to total awareness. The
birth-crystal, and other crystals, as well, serve merely as the tools
to aid us along the journey. It is a private crystal, never to be
parted with, until the translation - the crossover into the
non-physical realms.
“Each must find and use their own best tools to assist in the
journey to self-discovery. There are few tools that work for all -
and there is no panacea, or simple, magical answer to cure all
problems. The birth-crystal can assist in this area.
“Yes, the red ones are what you know as rubies. We call
them Renosta. The Emeralds which you are so surprised to see in
such a huge size are known as Twika. This table has some of our
most prized energy generator crystals. I won’t bother with the
names, since they wouldn’t really have any meaning to you at this
point in your studies.”
“Using crystals, as tools, you can know all. The past and the
future become just what they are - only viewpoints of the eternal
present. Tune into the crystals. They can be your greatest guide
through life, along with the Mahavana, the Inner Master.”
* * *
LUKE’S LUNCHEONETTE! I laughed. “Does it surprise you
that some of our citizens have such seemingly common-sounding
names?” asked Yerba. I both laughed and nodded in agreement.
“Well, you know, some of what you will see here is very similar to
what you are accustomed to back in your own period. That’s
because there is a certain degree of overlap between our two
parallel worlds.”
“It would be our pleasure,” I said, “to have you select the
meal for us.” I didn’t believe I was saying such nice things to
someone I didn’t even know. I guess this world was rubbing off on
me.
Luke smiled at me, and I could feel the genuine joy he felt at
my statement. I wondered what rare and exotic foods he would
bring out. It was not very long before I found out.
anyone else has combined before. Arbina, the herb dealer, just
delivered some rare items that he purchased from Fousea, who’s
visiting from Gleona.”
“Oh, no, your grace. I couldn’t do that. It’s a trade secret, you
know. I’m hoping to win the weekly aware at this weekend’s
Nightly Exhibition.” This was the first I had ever heard about any
type of competition. I was surprised.
“Of course, my Dear Luke. Thanks. It’s most kind of you. I’m
sure the children will love it.”
about life and eternity and his place in the scheme of things. I
wondered if I would ever return to this place again.
* * *
“Do not ever be concerned about returning,” said Dromba. I
hadn’t heard his deep voice in quite some while, and it startled me
as he broke into my private reverie. “There is only the going
forward, never the looking back. AHO will provide you with
ever-greater wonders as you forge ahead in your pursuit of total
awareness. Our link with what we recognize as past is both
personal and unique, yet there is always so much more to
experience, why re-live scenes over and over?
“Go always deeper into the Heart of AHO, for therein lies the
secret to the universe. No other person or thing can give this
Divine gift to you. It must be earned every step of the way. Luke is
just as much a Divine servant as you or I, and to return here
would be going backward. He knows this. That’s why he treats
each seeker who enters his little cafe as a Divine Seeker, giving
each his very best. His way is through the physical nourishment of
the body - so necessary, even to the Divine Seeker who has
reached high pinnacles. The body always needs to be cared for.
Oh, no! I didn’t want to leave this place. The wonders I had
beheld so far were so intriguing, I wanted to stay forever. “AH, do
not be deluded,” Dromba continued, “by the outer things of life.
PLURBY is indeed a fine place to come to, and a fine place to
live. But as you delve beneath the surface of our world, you’ll
come to know that all that glitters is not gold. There is much inner
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“It is through the interaction with each other that we are best
able to accomplish this task, which is so all-important for Spiritual
Growth. You must return to the waking world, of which you are so
familiar, because you have much to work out there, before you
can move on to more sublime arenas. Surely, you wouldn’t deny
the telling of what you have learned here from the people of your
own period!
“Go back, and in another while you shall return here. There
are many wonders for you yet to experience. Remember, we are
always here for you. All you need do is focus your attention here,
in the Third Eye.” He placed his index finger between my
eyebrows. I felt a tingle sensation as he touched me.
* * *
How fatherly he seemed. I remembered my parents had
always said ‘Pleasant Dreams’ to me before I went to sleep. Well,
they weren’t always pleasant, but I was beginning to understand
the significance of them. The dream symbols were starting to
unfold for me, and in this way I was able to have a greater
understanding of life.
* * *
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CHAPTER FOUR
IN THE BEGINNING
* * *
I had come to appreciate the moments I spent in the
presence of the YOURN, for I knew the truths revealed to me
were real. I knew this was a source of information I could trust
without question.
“In fact, as you see us now, all the so-called good, positive
things we have going on, there was a period, countless ages ago,
when we had a true golden age. When life truly WAS nearly
perfect - as perfect as it can be in the physical world. Remember,
though, below the truth high spiritual levels of pure spiritual
essence, there can be no perfection.
“We were horrified, but could not see the moral degradation
going on within our own society. Then, one day, a very fortunate
thing happened. A small group of beings in PLURBY, common,
average people, no different than the average person of your own
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society, were able to see that what was happening in Atlantis was
a horrible thing, and had a direct parallel to their own society.
“The first two hundred years of this new Golden Age were
extremely difficult. These were the pivotal years. But with the
concerted efforts of all the citizens of PLURBY, we finally got
through it and gradually embarked on a total rebuilding of our
society, to consciously usher in a new Golden Age.
“We no longer took for granted that the good times come as
a result of some Divine offering. We realized that hard work was
necessary to maintain not only the joy within ourselves, but the
joy, happiness and upliftment within our society at large. PLURBY
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“These are the keys that have helped maintain our present
Golden Age during the last several millennia. It’s very likely the
cycles will change again, though while we are in this present
period of Creative Spiritual Unfoldment, we enjoy it
moment-to-moment, learning from the past, if necessary, but not
worrying about the future.
“All you need do is look around you and see what’s going on
in your own society at this time. We’re not judging, only making an
objective observation. It’s difficult for us to do that because we
see within your society, the seeds and the actual manifestations
of what our society once went through before we decided to
consciously make a dramatic change for the better. That’s all!!!”
* * *
Barely a moment passed before I heard the strong, forceful
words of my friend, Dromba. This was to be a day of great truths
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“It is the journey itself which holds the keys to unfoldment not
some accomplished endpoint. For each endpoint is really only a
step along the way, and there are always more tasks to
accomplish, consequently more endpoints.
“In effect, your true beingness was already stifled, and your
brain was fed a lot of information about what is and is not the
correct thing to do. In your life, the main problem has been that
you have still retained a lot of this true individuality that you came
into this life with and are having a difficult time trying to
incorporate things you know to be true into the life you must live in
the NOW! or the present moment of this lifetime.
“You must find the ways to blend your inner and outer
realities into one holistic reality that works for you, and that is
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“I’d sure like that,” I said in reply. “It’s really true what you
say. I have had a very difficult life because I’ve been unable to
conform to the rest of society. Sometimes I feel my inner
awareness transcends anything on the outer and it’s all so
confusing. Sometimes I don’t remember if someone told me
something in the physical, or if I perceived it from another
dimension.
“And then there are so many times, that word again, when I
just know things, and don’t have any idea from where this insight
has come. All that is fine, except I really haven’t ever seemed to
be able to blend, as you say, the inner realization with the
so-called outer reality of society.”
“I’d like to just give you a small example that might explain
something,” my friend Dromba continued. “If a person lives a
relatively simple lifestyle, in the major cities, generally, just
working, coming home and not thinking too much about the
deeper side of life, the range of their inner awareness may be
very restricted. They may see as their reality only a very narrow
band of all that exists for them to experience.
it. I tend to think they often create the needs. But the problem is
most people are programmed at a very early age to be
conformists, and so what the media says becomes the truth, and
their reality becomes very narrow indeed.
“This does not mean you sit idly by while someone tries to
harm another, or yourself. You can certainly act, and as your
inner awareness becomes more sensitive and more expansive,
you will know, instinctively, what is the right action to take in every
moment. In fact, the word ‘right’ should not apply here, because
you will just know what do to.
“I think you can see that society does indeed change, and
that the period in which you are presently living in is a period of
extremely rapid change. One can barely keep up with what is
going on. But you don’t need to get caught up in society to be
able to live what you might say is successfully in it.
“It’s a very subtle change that occurs within you. But pay
attention to what occurs around you. Watch the outer
manifestations of the inner changes. Be aware that your inner is
real; that there are beings in the inner and the outer who are there
to assist you in your unfoldment.
* * *
I paused in my attentiveness to his words to contemplate a
moment on what he had just said. It was all so new to me - I
barely understood what he was saying, though the words were
certainly plain enough.
“All that you perceive to have ever been, that which is now
aware to you and what you think is yet to come - exists, in reality,
only in the ever-present moment.
“In the matter of space, we use the term space for measuring
distance. If you are there and I am here, then we are three feet
apart from each other. We take this for granted. But if we have a
different frame of reference, things change.
“Your perception was that only five minutes had passed, yet
the clock, the authority of time measurement in this world, tells
you three hours has passed. Which is correct? Well, that is what
has caused many problems in life. Actually, both perceptions are
correct, depending upon the frame of reference you choose to
accept as being the authority.
“You have a dream that you are riding a bicycle and you stop
for some ice cream. As you are walking toward the ice cream
stand a car runs you over and then you are in an airplane on your
way to a favorite holiday spot, but before you get there the plane
lands and you are immediately aware of having eaten a very tasty
and filling meal, but not before you had left the swimming pool
and taken a shower.
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“What importance does all this have in our lives, here, now in
this moment we are consciously aware of in the physical?
Especially to those that use the measurement of time and space?
Well, the best I can say to you is it’s okay to be aware that time
and space do exist in the physical. They exist in a much more
fluid way in the emotional, or astral regions, and in a vastly altered
way in the mental realms.
There is, of course, always the middle point, but we’ll save that for
later; no need to confuse the issue. Dark blue, dark green, brown,
orange - these might be the emotional area. Already there is a
refinement in the degree of perception - there are more colours
available to perceive.
“These examples we give you are not hard and fast. You
must explore for yourself to find out what is real for YOU. If we
take the next level and say that in the mental area we have all the
colours known to man available for perception then you can see
that each level has something greater. In the physical world
thought, feeling and action are necessary to accomplish any given
task.
now? Well, it’s important to be aware of all that exists beyond the
so-called physical world - the world of illusion. For the wanting of
material things causes delay in reaching our ultimate goal or
objective, or fulfilling the necessary actions of our mission.
use our tools, will find a doorway is open to discover the greater,
inner, personal tools available for growth. This is all we have to
offer.”
* * *
My three companions and I had walked through most of the
Grand Palace of PLURBY. It was a most interesting architectural
creation. There are about 300 rooms of various sizes, used for
various types of activities, and the only rooms that were not
accessible to citizens of PLURBY were the King’s private
bedchamber. This is the only place that is forbidden to you,
unless invited in.
There were also many meeting rooms, apart from either the
classrooms or the offices, where people could meet to hold
lectures, to practice performing with each other in small groups.
And then there was the Great Hall! Actually, there were two
grand halls. One was for exhibitions of about 5,000 people. The
other Grand Hall was actually a dining hall. I liked to refer to it as
the grand dining room. Then there was another room like a grand
ball room. This is for entertaining moderately large groups of
between 500 and a thousand people.
Yerba read my mind again. “Yes, you are correct. What you
see on each table are gameboards, of a sort. These are the Royal
PLURBY Game Fields on which we experience the Eternal Game
of FREEDOM. Come, let us show you.”
* * *
We walked closer to one of the tables. I could see the board,
or FIELD as Yerba referred to it, measured about 20 or 24 inches
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I sat just a moment in one of the chairs and gazed upon the
crystals lying in the box on the side of the game field. I looked at
all of the crystals in this one box, and picked up a few of them.
They were truly beautiful. Each stone has its own vibration, its
own consciousness.
I placed the stone back in the box. There were about eighty
crystals in this box, left just to the side of the field of experience.
Only the sacred PRIMAD crystal remained on the field. I was told
that after the session had completed, the seekers who had
experienced the game during that session, placed all the crystals
in the box, and just got up and left the room.
of the field, where lay the sacred PRIMAD crystal - that integral
part of the game experience.
care and nurturing the game had been originally born into the
physical worlds.
“This is one of the most significant gifts you will bring back to
your world. It is a game of enlightenment. A simple game, yet
profound. Two to five seekers, experiencing the game at one of
three levels of challenge, interact with each other, yet what other
seekers do in the experience has no real bearing on any other
individual seeker.” ‘We become refined in the presence of others’
flashed into my mind.
* * *
We sat there, just the four of us, silently, each with our eyes
closed. Dromba began a deep, low chant of the ancient AHO.
Yerba and Seffia joined in as did myself. The sound intensified. I
felt myself travelling on the waves of a great ocean. I could hear
the sound of the waves of this mighty sea.
* * *
When next I became aware of my physical body, I was
standing outside the palace with my three friends, King Yerba,
High Priest Dromba and High Priestess Seffia. It was a beautiful
day. Not a cloud in the sky. The sun was shining brightly, and off
in the distance, directly in line with the palace, I could see a
beautiful blue building, at the end of a long, grassy strip.
“Could you please explain to our guest how the FED system
works?”
“I know this must seem really complicated for you, but let me
just give you one example of a properly encoded FED. The code
would appear as this: AEIAJAEK-PO-CE-KAKFFG-A.
The first portion would be the year, month and day in which
the FED was recorded. Next would be the type of FED, which in
this case is PO for Personal Occurrence. Next we have the city in
which the disk was recorded. CE stands for CENTRIA. The next
portion is the personal ID number assigned to each citizen of
PLURBY.
“We would trust that being the author, or creator of the FED,
I would be more prone to a better indexing pattern. This is a way
that things get indexed on a broader basis, and this is how
knowledge can expand, and gradually move in different
directions.
are not very large rooms. They are not even high enough to stand
in.
“Well, I see I’ve certainly talked quite a long time, but there
are so many visitors here from other lands, I just like to inform
them of the whole procedure, so when they come back they will
know what goes on here, and what is available to you here in
PARC.”
And with that he ended his very explicit talk. We all thanked
Azarin for his time, and walked outside the building. I was most
impressed. I don’t recall having ever seen or ever perceived
anything so utterly fantastic. What a great place to come to. I
knew I would be returning here many times in my travels to
PLURBY. It’s a place anyone can come to, as long as they know
where it is, and how to make use of it.
* * *
My long day in PLURBY was coming to a close. I felt myself
drifting effortlessly back to my most familiar waking world. Rather,
it was like passing through a veil of clouds, so-to-speak. Not
unpleasant, though I wanted to remain forever in PLURBY. This
was not to be. I opened my eyes to find I had once again returned
from my inner journeys, and found myself sitting in my favorite
chair.
* * *
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INNER STRUGGLE
game. For life, itself, appears simple, yet the living of life is
more complex than any mystery story one could create on
the mental plane.
* * *
I awoke this day, unnerved by the previous night’s dream
experiences. I already knew, from past experiences, that to try
and force my conscious recall of dreams was useless. Usually I
had been able to awaken during the night and record the dreams
on the tape recorder I kept by my bed. Not always, but usually. If I
didn’t, then I could always use one of the dozens of techniques I
was now learning to go back into my causal vault, where the
facsimile-holograms of all my experiences were kept.
* * *
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“It does not mean that the other person is any less of a
person than you are. Or that because they have material goals,
which seem to be fulfilled with ease, that they are any less
spiritual than you. Never judge another, for you only judge
yourself. If one part of your being seems to be having it easy,
well, that’s just the way it is.
* * *
I came out of my reverie to focus on where my body was. I
smiled, for once again I had found myself in the Royal PLURBY
Game Room, sitting amongst all those Fields of Experience. I was
charged with electricity, and eagerly awaited hearing more about
the game, and whatever was to happen this day.
* * *
I was aware of my three friend, Yerba, Dromba and Seffia,
sitting at a table. Just the four of us; no one else in the room. I
didn’t even see the Game Keeper, either. As before, I saw the
dozen tables, each with a game field on it, neatly set up, awaiting
the next group of seekers to experience the game.
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In the front of the room were the many sets of crystals used
in the experience, and, of course, the one, Royal Sacred Field
sitting atop a platform, in the front of the room.
“It is the interaction of the unique crystal set, along with the
PRIMAD, that can allow one to gain insight. Let’s go through it
briefly: THE ETERNAL GAME OF FREEDOM is experienced on a
field that consists of any one of an endless combination of game
squares, also known as ROUNDS. It is this unique array that
plays a relatively important key in the experience.
“It is the field, itself, that may be likened to the many millions
of lifetimes we have each experienced, and by using this field, in
a controlled environment, we can gain so much needed insight
about all of eternity.
not before nor after but only in the moment of offering lest it pass
you by. PLURBY is both an inner and outer ‘game’ experience.
“PLURBY has its niche in the worlds of SPIRIT and will touch
those that will be touched through this medium. It is not written
about or created to fool anyone. If, in the final analysis, it only
opens one up to the reality that there is more to life than just the
physical, it has accomplished its most prime function.
“For the one who is open, and the one who BELIEVES and
the one who can truly CREATE PLURBY in their own world of
imagination, and who can truly VISUALIZE PLURBY, they are the
ones who are ready for the Experience of PLURBY!
“This is the paradox of the game, and of all life. For life
appears to be simple on the surface, yet as we go along in the
process of living, we find life to have many complexities, and what
we thought was simple turns out to be a very intricately woven
pattern of lessons - simple yet profound.
“It is at this point the true journey begins, and we realize all
that has come before was merely preparation for the endless
journey to AHO. It is a journey we ultimately must make on our
own. There are no fellow seekers to join us. Even the Masters
must release us at some point to travel onward, unfolding into the
greater realities of AHO.
“At other times the ROYAL PLURBY FIELD is utilized all the
time. People merely put their name on a list, and when they are
called they use this particular field. Generally, people get to play
on this field once or twice a year. At other times, they use the
other PLURBY fields, which is not to say the other PLURBY fields
are any less significant. They aren’t less significant, and they
aren’t any lesser in grade, but somehow there is an incredible
difference in experiencing the game on the ROYAL PLURBY
FIELD.
* * *
I was eagerly awaiting my own, personal opportunity to
experience the game, especially with these three very adept
beings. There were so many questions I had in my mind that I
wanted answers to. As we began the experience, according to the
guidelines passed down through the ages, my mind was a total
blur. I was unable to focus, and felt overwhelmed by all that
passed through my brain.
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I felt the hand of Seffia gently rest on mine. Her words were
gentle, and kind. “You are correct, my young friend. You are
indeed not focused, and therefore, your experience here today is
magnified by that degree of non-focus. You must learn to be able
to communicate more directly. You must refine your thoughts, and
the questions you want insight on.
We got up from our seats, and quietly left the room. The
doors closed behind us, and as they were closing, I caught a
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* * *
We walked along the pathway just outside the Palace, and in
the flash of an eye I looked around and it appeared that we were
no longer in the City of CENTRIA. Things seemed very different,
though I could not quite put my finger on it. It didn’t seem like the
City of GROTZ, either, of which I was also somewhat familiar.
“You are right,” said Yerba. “This is the City of TOFURA - the city
of farming. It is from TOFURA we get all of our agricultural
products, our wool and cotton for clothing, and our herbs for
healing and cooking.
“It’d like to show you one of the many ways the Goddess
Diamacia spreads her loving influence throughout the city of
TOFURA. Over here.”
* * *
He pointed to a beautiful yellow brick building of quite an
immense size, two stories high. “This is the Youth School of
TOFURA. It’s a place young children up to the age of one garn, or
twelve years, as you remember, come to study, learn and have
fun!
“Yes,” I replied. “I feel very alive! Almost like a kid again. It’s
a neat feeling!”
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The kids were seven or eight, I’d guess, and were just
beaming with happiness at this unexpected visit. “Tell us a story,
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* * *
As we stepped outside the school, I was surprised to find
that it was already beginning to get a little dark. The sun was
already setting, and the sky reflected a beautiful orange/purple
hue all around. It was too dim to see clearly in this dim light, yet
there was light, everywhere. I remembered seeing the special
lights that were located throughout the parks. They were huge
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orbs of light, about three feet across, suspended about ten feet
above the ground.
“Since it’s already nearing night, let’s spend some time here
at the Nightly Exhibition. First, though, let’s have some dinner,
then there’s one more thing I want to show you before the
entertainment.” I was all for eating. My stomach felt empty, as if I
hadn’t eaten in days.
* * *
I barely remembered eating, but I must have, because my
stomach was full and my taste buds had been most exquisitely
satiated. My three friends almost pulled me outside the little cafe,
and pointed to a building off in the distance.
“You see that building over there?” Seffia asked. “The one
with the orange glow around it?” I glanced off in the direction she
pointed to, and saw a huge domed building with a bright orange
light surrounding it.
“We’ve still got some time left before the Nightly Exhibition,
and I didn’t want you to miss this,” Seffia enthusiastically stated.
“Yes,” replied Seffia, “but just a little bit. Just to whet his
appetite, you know!” She laughed a joyful laugh, as if she were
revealing to me the greatest secret she had ever come across in
her life.
* * *
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“Once you understand the cause, it’s much easier to cure the
manifestation, or effect. The original action caused the result that
may have persisted over many, many lifescenes. And for many
more lifescenes, you are reaping, or experiencing, consequences
from a reaction to an action whose memory, or beginning point,
you have no recall of.
“If you have a short-term condition that will only last a few
weeks, this may work as well. Although we don’t necessarily go to
a healer when we have something like that, we try to do the
technique ourselves, since this is not a life-threatening illness, or
one that hampers us completely.
“This gives you a little insight into how you can help cure
yourself of ailments that we recognize as an illness such as a cold
or some other type of ailment we may recognize as dis-ease. We
also are able to go into those dis-eases we recognize as
psychological or mental illnesses.
* * *
I saw many countless rooms, all with closed doors. Seffia
told me what was happening as we walked along. “This one,” she
pointed as we passed, “is where a trained practitioner of healing
is performing regeneration on one of our citizen’s legs. He had it
crushed in a fall from a great height, and she is using crystals to
help heal him and bring him back to full health.
“And over here,” she pointed across the hall, “is where one
of our professional singers is devoting some of her talents in a
similar technique, using the sound of her highly trained voice to
heal a young child who has suffered many lifetimes with problems
he is unable to deal with. This young girl works with people of all
ages, using her gift to help heal them.
“And down that way,” she pointed down the other hallway,
which was equally as awesome in size, “as well as upstairs, there
are dozens of rooms dedicated to using techniques involved using
holograms, or third, fourth and fifth dimensional imaging, to assist
in healing. A hologram is a matrix. It’s like an atom which is the
smallest part of a substance below which further division is not
possible, for it becomes not that element, or substance.
* * *
We had reached the end of a long hallway, and I just knew
there were probably hundreds of other rooms in this building, all
with dozens of different techniques being used for all kinds of
healing: physical, emotional, mental and even spiritual. I couldn’t
wait to come back again, and spend more time, but for now, we
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just exited the building from the opposite end we had entered. It
was time for the Nightly Exhibition, an experience I craved to take
part in.
* * *
I remembered that every night between the hours of 8 and
10 PM, there is what is known as: Nightly Exhibition, in every city
of PLURBY. The occasion starts off with a brief Creative
Visualization Exercise, often a group chanting of the sacred AHO,
and then a more “experienced” performer begins. This first
performer is usually one who has performed in public many times,
and is requested to perform again.
assist you. It is their mission in life to assist those who cry out for
the guidance needed to traverse the thorny highway of life, back
to AHO - the Almighty High One.
“It is the Journey to AHO that is the key to your own inner
awareness and unfoldment. That’s all there is in all of eternity -
the journey and the lessons you learn. It is through the
never-ending acts of service and surrender to AHO that we are
availed the truths we seek - the true meaning of life!”
* * *
With those words, I slipped gracefully back into my physical
body, sliding effortlessly through the veil of the inner worlds. I
awoke refreshed, enlightened, and with tears in my eyes. I knew,
in this very moment, I would never again be alone, to wander
aimlessly through this life. I had at least three friends who would
always be there to assist me.
* * *
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CHAPTER SIX
* * *
As I stepped back from the circle of love emanating from the
Sacred YOURN, life began to take on a different meaning for me.
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* * *
“There are many different systems to awaken the awareness
within us and start us on the our journey to Total Awareness.” I
heard the familiar voice of my friend, Dromba, the High Priest of
PLURBY begin to speak.
“This is, perhaps, the greatest area that we have found for
consistent use of crystals. The third area that we find, for personal
development, and the one we use most consistently, because
FIRST it is the most challenging, and SECOND, because it is the
most natural. It does not use any extraordinary means, or external
devices or tools, such as crystals or tapes or books, and that is
the personal contemplation using a word that is attuned to our
own personal individual beingness.
problem or situation, and once you have found that, you can learn
to work with it. It is not always necessary to do that though, as
we’ve stated before.
“What we’ve really done is, we’ve used the game that we
were so fortunate to have perceived from the inner and re-created
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“At present, you know you have the game. You have already
re-created it in the physical. You know it is sitting on your shelf
over there. But until the world is ready, and receptive enough, and
until the desire is strong enough, the game will remain in your
personal custody. It is only when enough people have expressed
a true inner need to experience the game in the outer and use this
mechanism in addition to other tools they may use for their own
personal unfoldment, that the game will come out.
“You will know when the time is right because you will sense
the inner desires of the masses and you will know, without doubt,
that the time for the mechanism known as: PLURBY(tm) - THE
ETERNAL GAME OF FREEDOM, has arrived, and your patience
in awaiting this sacred moment will not have gone unnoticed nor
unrewarded, even if decades pass before the crowning moment
of the unveiling. You know you have come up against tremendous
rejection already, in trying to get this game produced for people to
be able to have in their own possession.
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“Your personal ‘timing’ has not always been in ‘sync’ with the
universal needs or the collective needs of the universe of
humanity you are presently aware of living in.”
* * *
I reflected a moment on these words I had heard, and
wondered, really, about my whole life, and all the ideas I had
received, and all the things I felt I was supposed to do, or
accomplish, if that is the appropriate word to use.
“We say this because the truths of the universe can never be
expressed twice in the same way. Therefore, each individual
needs a different configuration of words to act as a tuning fork to
strike the chord of truth within them.
“It takes something from the inner worlds, which may not
seem very real, and puts it on paper in the written form and
makes it real. It brings it from the inner worlds and births it into the
outer. It’s very similar to envisioning a new device or creation, or
new game, on the inner, and bringing that from the inner into the
outer and manifesting it in the outer, physically, so it can be
viewed and used as a tool by others, such as a hammer, or a
child’s toy.
millions, of people may have that special chord of truth rung within
them by the particular configuration and sound of the words of the
particular author these words have been charged with the
essence of truth.
“I say, write with your heart, and have patience. There are
beings in the inner worlds always ready to help you write, and
each time you write your skills become better and better. They
become refined, and you are able to tune into the truth in a
quicker way, and become better able to use words succinctly, that
is, you make economical use of words to express the truths you
experience in the inner worlds.
“Bring back your adventures from the inner worlds. Light the
fire within the reader so they, too, may share in your journey -
relating it, through your words, as if they are actually there,
themselves. A good writer has the ability to not only allow the
reader to feel as if they are there with the writer experiencing
these journeys of truth, but actually takes the reader there. It is at
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that magical point the writing has done its work - its magic - for it
has placed the reader on the shores of self-discovery.”
* * *
It seemed no longer necessary to keep questioning my
mission, or my inner desire to write, or the need to keep writing;
as there would always be a need for writing, whether for personal
unfoldment or so that other could be touched by the writing I had
done.
“In ages past, man lived more in harmony with all life and
even the eating of the fruits of nature were treated with respect as
a divine gift. Food was eaten with reverence and humility - always
being grateful to AHO for all nourishment - whether for the
physical body, emotional, mental or Soul.
“As you sample our cuisine, I’m sure you’ll agree we have
made best use of the bounties nature has to offer us.
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“Again, find a food plan you like and feel comfortable with -
one that allows you to function at your peak at all times - and stay
with it, being aware of the changes that are necessary as your
own personal body cycles change causing you to require different
nutrients at different moments throughout your life.”
the years about food. Anyway, this was just one of those subjects
I would contemplate on at a future present moment.
* * *
We were walking down a nice little street, the kind that could
have been in any downtown section of a quaint little country town.
There were shoppes of all kinds lining both sides of the street.
Places to get your hair cut, places to stop for a quick snack, book
stores, novelty stores where you could obtain games and other
items.
“We try to use all unique names here in PLURBY, and for the
most part, we are fairly successful at that. Though between our
two universes it is not unlikely you might find similarities: names
you are already familiar with in your world will be here. And the
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more often you come here, not only will our names begin to seem
familiar to you, it’s likely you will begin to hear some of these
names used in your own time period. Perhaps those in your world
might find it a very creative challenge to attempt to always find
names for offspring that are unique, and truly reflect the
individuality of the newborn.”
return to his own time period and write about us. Isn’t that
marvelous?”
From the back came a short, balding older man. His physical
body seemed to be about eighty years old, I would say; he had
used it well over the years. Yet something in his step told me he
was much younger than that inside, where it really counts.
I could tell there was great love in this little shoppe. In fact,
more than that - a respect between the two that transcended the
physical. There was, too, a discipline of duty - what had to be
done, was what had to be done! Here the attitude of service
through duty leads to great inner realization.
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“Ah, I’ll be ten garn next week. I’ve many more garn to go, it
seems. But I’m training my son to take over, in case one day,
zzzz, I just decide to stop working.”
I had not sufficiently nurtured the seeds I was given and so,
even though the ground within ME was fertile, the seeds never
took root. I had destroyed my potential creations before they were
born. I aborted my own children!
“Well, I really don’t know. Why don’t YOU decide what you
think is appropriate for me to wear here. Pick your finest creation.”
I could tell this family had perfected their craft, and this was
why people came from all over PLURBY to be fitted with clothes
by these people. It was barely a half-hour before I had a new set
of clothes that was more in tune with the fashion of the day.
* * *
After being fitted and satisfied with my new clothes, my three
friends, and I said our thanks to Jeanette, Max and Jared and
then left the Dress Shoppe to walk down the warm, country street.
I reflected a few moments on my journeys here to PLURBY. I
wanted to just lounge around, but there was so much to learn, I
really didn’t have much time to digest everything. Well, really what
I should say is, my MIND didn’t have time to analyze and doubt.
This, I later discovered, was a positive sign.
* * *
I’m not sure what it was, but I was lost in my own thoughts. I
was thinking about the number twelve, a sacred number; a cycle
representing life and growth. Here, twelve was the most
significant cycle and number after three and nine. There was also
the five and seven cycle, but indepth study of cycles are for other
teachers to discuss.
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* * *
“Good, you’ve arrived,” said Yerba. I was happy to be back
again with my three companions. I knew they were great beings,
well-respected throughout the land. But it wasn’t until this night
that I became truly aware of just HOW great they really ARE!
Humility was their watch word - they didn’t wear their position on
their sleeves.
“Ah, good, you’re all here!” A young girl of about two garn
greeted us as we approached closer to the outer fringes of the
huge crowd that had gathered this night; perhaps a hundred
thousand or more! Virtually all the citizens of PLURBY were here
to experience this first night of the Sacred and Holy Festival of
Tamasu. There was a strange feeling among the people as if
something significant were to happen this evening.
“Oh, you’ve got it all wrong. I’m only passing the Kingship on
to another; to one who needs to serve in this capacity, for my time
has ended. It has been my pleasure, and a great honor, to serve
as King for quite a while. I will be able to spend more time writing
and lecturing throughout PLURBY.”
“I’d like to welcome you all here this evening and to start us
off tonight I’d like you all to welcome three of our most prominent
citizens: Yerba, the present King of PLURBY, Son of the order of
Paterno; Dromba, High Priest and Son of the order of San; and
our most beloved High Priestess Seffia, Daughter of the Order of
CRYSALANA.”
Suddenly, there was dead silence. You could truly hear a pin
drop, as the crowd eagerly awaited the truths of my three friends.
Yerba spoke:
support, your love and compassion during the last five cycles I
have served in the capacity as King. Thank you all and have a
really terrific fair.”
* * *
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CHAPTER SEVEN
* * *
I became aware of scenes all around me; holograms of
visual perceptions; auditory sensations; fragrances of the seasons
changing as I became aware of the truths revealed to me in this
moment from the sacred YOURN.
* * *
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“Well, how are you today?” asked Seffia, in her warm tone. I
knew it was she that had so lovingly embraced me, almost calling
me to visit this afternoon. “Not nice of you to take the day off.
There is so much work for you to do, even though your job is not
as you would like it to be. But since you have all this available
time, we’ve sensed you might like to spend it here with us, today.
There is much to be imparted to you.”
forces of the spiritual current here. The essence of the Light and
Sound of AHO were all around me, and there was no mistaking
Its presence.
“I feel I should set the stage for you this day, of what we shall
impart to you. Not so that we may feel superior to you, or that we
must cover all that we would like to. In fact, the more we teach
you, the more we learn ourselves, for the learning never ends. It
is an ongoing process. Even the most highly developed in
Spiritual Consciousness are growing, all the time.
“There is, however, one comment I’d like to make along this
line. When you are working on a creative project; whether it’s
painting, writing books, composing songs, cooking a meal or
building a house, it’s sort of like a journey. You have a goal,
perhaps a short term one. That is, your goal is to be aware of
being in the moment of awareness of the book completed, or the
picture finished, or the meal on the table, or the house sold, and
someone living in it.
route, of which you may not be totally aware of at the outset of the
journey, you eventually find yourself at that point you set out to be
in.
“Never separate yourself from a goal. For you ARE the goal.
When you separate yourself from a goal - you begin to see a goal
not as part of your universe but as something that exists outside
your universe. You cannot HAVE anything that you perceive as
existing apart from you. Start by acknowledging that any goal or
objective you are to realize within your universe must already
exist and be accepted as being a part of you already.
“If you seek to possess some material thing that will not
benefit you in a more positive way, that is, truly add to your
unfoldment by evoking recognition of qualities within you, then
your pursuit of this thing may be fruitless.
“So that you may at last have the awareness to release this
problem of wanting to possess, I tell you of one of your lifescenes
many centuries ago, by measurement of time. You were very
wealthy, by material measurement. A marauding tribe entered
your estate and destroyed all the external things of beauty you
possessed, and had come to identify as being yours.
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“Since you had not yet learned the value of the inner
development, you felt you had lost all that was important to you.
This deep feeling of loss pervaded five lifetimes and you were
never able to recover from it.
“At age 36, you were murdered by your own staff, who could
no longer live under your tyranny and suppression. Is it any
wonder you have problems in your present lifescene as you try to
recapture a past recollection?
I didn’t have enough time to fully integrate all she had told
me. I hoped I would have enough of it to carry back with me
across the veil so I could record my experience and contemplate
on it at a later moment.
* * *
“Embedded within every experience lie the seeds that can
help propel you into ultimate awareness, if only you will learn the
lesson. Do not be deceived into thinking that a book, a discourse,
a walk, a healing session or even being in the presence of a
highly developed SPIRITual being will give you all the keys you
need.
* * *
Again, a few moments to reflect on these words. I felt myself
beginning to accept, without question, the information I was being
availed here in PLURBY. It was nice to be able to just bypass the
mind and allow new input to flow through and be accepted and
integrated into my being.
“He was able to actually define and set his goal from the
fabric of his desire, use the creative techniques to gain the
necessary insights, and actually bring the already-existent device
from the inner worlds into the outer physical world.
“It was not so long after the initial desire that the device did
indeed manifest in the physical. Because this occurred so long
ago, according to the linear time scale, and because the physical
beings living in that time period were much different than in your
present-day world, the device was not quite as difficult to manifest
and put into operation.
“Of course, I cannot really give you all the little details that
occurred during the entire process. Like life, it is something that
must be experienced. No one can tell you everything. You must
experience it for yourself, draw your own conclusions, learn your
own lessons, and put into action the insights you receive to see if
your perceptions are well-attuned to the highest.”
* * *
Dromba’s voice was a sudden change from Yerba’s. “It’s
important for you to remember not to make idle promises or
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Dromba laughed. “Well, sort of. Actually, if you did that you
would be spending most of your existence in wasteful activities.
Better to tune in to those experiences you need to have. Then
seek these experiences and learn what you can from them.
“All things exist at the same time. Life should not be thought
of as being linear. As a crude example,” he reflected a moment as
if to recall something from the future; from my time period. “If I put
10 movies on a video tape, overlapping each other, and tried to
replay them on a conventional VCR, they would all be garbled.
That’s what eternity is like, when you are unable to separate it.
“This is really how reality is. All things exist at the same
instant, and you can tune in to any single event at any given
instant, or you can tune in to many events in the same instant - it
all depends on the degree of reception you have developed. Can
you listen to three people talking at the same time and really be
aware of what each is saying? If you can, that’s a great talent. If
you can do that, can you listen to a hundred or a thousand?
“When you are able to do that, then you’ll have a pretty good
example of what exists around you. I’m not telling you to spend
your life trying to pay attention to a hundred conversations in the
same instant. Only that there are billions upon billions of
holograms existing in the same instant, and you should begin to
develop the ability of tuning in to any of them as you desire.
“Now for some real concrete information you can use in your
own life. Perhaps others may also benefit from this information.
We call this the IMPECCABLE TECHNIQUE. It works for many
people, and I have used it several times with very good results. I
offer it to you because it is certainly a beginning in the
understanding of one technique that may prove successful. After
you’ve used this one a few times, perhaps you’ll find out why I
prefer other, simpler and more potent techniques.
3) After you are sure you have accomplished the above two
tasks to your satisfaction, repeat them two more times.
“Often we find most people who get what they want aren’t
happy with what they’ve gotten. They attained the goal, but failed
to look, or perceive, beyond the borders of the limited scope of
vision they have of this goal.
“Therefore, some of what comes along with the goal was not
conceived by the goal-setter. It is often a rude awakening when
the full reality of the goal comes into physical manifestation in the
reality of the seeker’s personal universe. It seems that sometimes
the fantasy is better than the reality. Also remember to keep silent
about your goals and what you are doing in your life. To speak a
thing before its time is to doom it to certain death.
“This technique does not always work for everyone and may
not always work for a person who has once had success with it.
Consider this a blessing - for often we are prevented, by some
higher power, from getting what we are deluded into thinking we
want from what we actually need.
“On the other side, you cannot really know what goes on
inside this, or any persons’ inner worlds - the turmoil they may be
suffering on the emotional or mental planes, or not! Some do and
some don’t.
“Seek within and you will know this to be truth. You have
already experienced the essence of virtually every state of
consciousness. Become aware of these essences and become
whole through this re-integration and understanding that we all
have within us all that can be - all that was, is or will be. And even
if we didn’t, individually, we could always tap into that collective
bank of facsimiles and experience by emulation anything we
want, on the inner.
“Set goals - that’s fine, but focus on goals you really want to
accomplish. Try to distill these goals and narrow them enough so
you can properly focus on the goal and get a good grasp of it.
“We’re not saying don’t set goals, only don’t fix them too
rigidly in your consciousness or be attached to the mechanism or
way in which the goal is to be accomplished.
“If your wish is for some kind of mate, I say, focus on the
qualities of the person, not the physical appearance, for rarely, in
the long run, does the physical match up with what you really
need to be fulfilled in a relationship.
“The physical lasts but a brief moment and then it’s gone.
The qualities may likely last lifetimes and how wonderful it is to be
so well-matched in qualities that the relationship is a joy for most
of a lifetime - or longer!
* * *
This was certainly a lot to digest, but something very
concrete that I could bring back with me, and certainly use in my
daily life. I was happy about that.
“When you act from power to control, the results can be very
different. Remember that you cannot control indefinitely, though
you are eternally responsible for your actions and all the results
and consequences that occur as a natural end-product of the
cause you initiated.
“Now, you may begin to halt and correct these many causes
you have set in motion by balancing them out. Not as in action of
penance or regret, but through understanding, enlighted action
and functioning in harmony with AHO, being always attentive to
the inner nudges that guide you in your journey.
“Still, this is just a cycle, one that may or may not be able to
be reversed, and even though you may think you had nothing to
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do with it, that some great, powerful OTHER is the cause, you are
misguided in this belief. You, the individual, are always totally
responsible for all that occurs in your universe, whether it’s your
personal universe or not.
“No one can give you this wisdom. You must discover it on
your own - though not alone - for there are many highly developed
Beings always ready to assist you in your journey to be free. Such
is one aim of the ETERNAL GAME OF FREEDOM.
* * *
We had sat quite a duration in the Field of Imausa, totally
lost in outer discourse and inner contemplation. I felt enlivened;
almost engorged with new insights about goals and life and
desires and everything! It was but a short moment before I
realized we were standing near a beautiful orange-hued one-story
building.
Just a few paces from the structure was yet another park,
this one more open than the previous one. “This is the Temple of
Paname,” Seffia said. “It is a healing center, located in this City of
GIANIRA. Also here, working out of this Temple as a base, is the
Order of the Din, an order of Spiritual Humorists.
“Most do not treat the being as a whole, they treat only the
specific symptoms. Cut off the leg and that will cure the body
problem! This is rarely the solution to the situation. You need to
treat the entire body. Getting rid of the leg because it is ‘bad’ does
not mean the rest of the body is cured. Indeed, without the leg the
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body would not be physically whole. But this does not get rid of
the cause-seed nor does it get rid of the symptoms or the
situation resultant from the cause-seed.
and stated firmly: ‘I offer you this gift once. Your eyes shall be
opened; your heart center cleansed. There is but one condition to
this gift.’
“The healer again said: ‘I have one request of you - that is,
that you trust me implicitly.’ Supuni agreed.
“There are many classes held here all the time.” We began
to walk down the hall, and I noticed the place was far larger than I
had at first perceived. There were classrooms all over the place,
just as in so many of the buildings we had already seen in
PLURBY.
* * *
I was exhausted and more than a little overwhelmed by all I
had seen and learned in my visit to PLURBY this day. I felt great
inner pressure in my life and just wanted to relax. It was at that
moment my three companions broke into my reverie. I wondered
if it wouldn’t have been easier to have just gone to work today?
with others through your writing, and in your daily life. Remember
that all events are already there - we just go to meet them.”
correct. Then I looked at the sign just outside the door stating the
topic of the lecture. It read: “Extraterrestrial Ancestors.” I was kind
of surprised.
There was a rather small sign on stage listing the talk and
the speaker’s name. It said, simply: “Extraterrestrial Ancestors,”
Zardra. That was all. I was intrigued by the topic, not so much
because it is a topic I’m overly interested in, but because so many
people are interested in this topic, and there is so much
misinformation written on the topic - so many charlatans.
With that he began his talk: “Ages ago, lost in the misty dawn
before recorded time, great beings of a physical-humanoid form
came to planet Earth as part of their exploration of the universe.
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“Early in the life of planet Earth, the world was green. Life
flourished everywhere. The seas abounded with life; the lands
were full of millions of different plants. Millions of animals of all
forms existed as well. All of life lived in harmony - before the dawn
of so-called ‘modern’ man.
* * *
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With those last words his short lecture ended. Zardra walked
off stage, and I sat there, quite stunned. Applause sounded the
end, and as it died down, the audience left the room, virtually
silent as the throng moved through the doors to exit the stadium.
* * *
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CHAPTER EIGHT
TOTAL SURRENDER
* * *
It was Saturday, the day I liked to sleep late. I was awakened
early with the striking realization that I had spent at least some of
my sleep period in the presence of the YOURN, the Sacred Book
of Eternal Truth. I recalled something about seeking some kind of
Inner Master, known as the MAHAVANA.
I had barely gotten out of the shower when it hit me. I was
already there! I had finally achieved that dual consciousness that
is often so difficult to attain. That state where you are aware of
being in more than one place at the same instant. Actually, it’s not
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I was able to at least dry myself and get dressed before I had
to shift most of my attention across the veil to PLURBY. I didn’t
want to go outside and do any mundane tasks during this period.
My visits to PLURBY were too important to me, and whatever
words I could grasp and bring back across the veil between our
two universes, I wanted to have the best chance at it.
aside one day and go on your own.” His words saddened me, as
if this might be my last journey. He knew my thoughts. “No, not
yet. There is so much we have to teach you, and others, as well.
Probably a few years, at least. That all depends on you, and how
receptive your audience is to what you record of your journeys
here.”
“Rubia is the ruby, the red stone of the heart center. One of
the more powerful crystals, her power exists in the hearts of every
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* * *
In a moment, the server returned with what appeared to be a
sumptuous looking shrimp cocktail. Having already tasted
miraculous culinary delights in PLURBY, I was eager to try this
dish, as well, though I was a little confused. I knew them to be
virtually totally vegetarians. I supposed they were serving me
shrimp because it was one of my favorite sea foods.
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“In the very same way, you can create your own ‘future’ by
always focusing your attention on what you want it to be, but do
this by altering the present actions and thought. Do not forsake
the present for the future. Live each moment fully with an attitude
of growth and unfoldment and your future will be rich in
experience. It will be what it will be - for YOU!
“If you put less energy into willing your future and surrender
to AHO, living each moment fully, your future will be the very best
it can be - for YOU!
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“For what could make more total sense than to structure your
life to gain full understanding of your true being and what we are
all really here for and what our individual divine mission is in
eternity?
“A child pushed from the cradle too soon will not be properly
patterned and will thus, lead a somewhat impaired life - just as a
cat, that has not had human contact in its first six weeks may be
unable to adjust to people, in a loving way, as an adult cat.
“It’s true - one gets most who gives most to life - but
tempered by balance and discrimination.
“We cannot give our love to all, but we can give a detached
goodwill - a close cousin to love. Love mirrors itself in many forms
- sexual intimacy can sometimes be a true expression of love, on
one level. Compassion is also a form of love. Giving space and
freedom to another so they may learn their own lessons, after you
have helped them discover basic tools, is yet another form of love
- perhaps a higher form almost approaching the highest divine
love.
“One must truly live in this world but not be of it! What does
this mean? Be grateful for all the tools you have and can acquire -
realizing you really own nothing - all is just a mocked-up reality to
allow you to interact in a world of your own creation to evoke from
within you the lessons you need to learn to move you further
along your eternal journey.
“All these tests are grand illusions casing a veil of doubt over
us. Ah, Behlub does his job well, my son - to foil us on our way to
Total Awareness of AHO. But his is only a temporary waylay at
best, for ultimately, we eventually plod onward ever deeper into
the Heart of AHO to discover our own true self.
“The more you do this the easier it will become and the more
aligned you will be to your true and ultimate goal - at-one-ment
with AHO - that which is yourself.”
* * *
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Entering the building, I noticed the game room was just off
the doorway to the right. As we entered the room, I saw a familiar
sight: a dozen tables all with game fields set up for experiencing
the game. The game room keeper stood in the background, and
made no moves as we entered. No one was in the room except
Yerba, myself and my two other friends, who had already arrived:
Dromba and Seffia.
hand he grasped my forearm, just below the elbow. I did the same
to him.
“Yes,” said Seffia. “He is learning the ways of AHO. The path
of love, not power. It is good!” We all sat down at a table.
This time the game keeper rolled over a special table he had
with the twelve sets of stones offered for play. Yerba took one of
each of the twelve sets and placed them in the center of the
marble field. We each closed our eyes, reached out and selected
the stones we would use in the experience.
Then, the full set of sixteen stones, matching the four colours
we had selected, were given to us by the game room keeper. The
young man didn’t say a word. It was as if his duty were
all-important, and he was not to speak. I learned later on that the
game keeper was to be totally balanced, so as not to influence
the stones, the marble fields, or the seekers who had come to
gain insight from the experience.
I thought I had. After all, hadn’t I already brought the game across
the veil that separates our two universes? And hadn’t I already
put the game together and had it ready for really play? And hadn’t
I also already experienced the game?
I sat there and experienced the game. It was not until these
few moments that I truly knew what it meant to experience the
game. On the outer, things were very casual. Some light
conversation to keep the game flowing. But on the inner - storms
of rage, anger, fear, hatred, love, balance, jealousy, and all the
human emotions that were within me.
“No matter,” said Yerba. “It is not what you thought it would
be. Nor will it be this way again, the next time you experience the
game. For that is its very nature - it is different each experience
for each individual seeker. The game is powerful. Can you feel
the power it has?”
“Also, come with an open heart. This you have done. You
were completely vulnerable during this experience, and were
almost unable to handle what occurred for you.
* * *
After we left the building, the four of us were just strolling
around the grounds outside, not saying much at all. I was
reflecting on a couple of nights to when I had attended the nightly
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“The taking of a life certainly has this effect, for it snuffs out
in an instant, all possible further experiences for that individual,
for the remainder of that lifetime. Yet, when viewed on a grander
scale, it could be the repayment of a debt by the one who
commits the violent action.
“Do not take life at face value - always look deeply behind
each experience to gain the deepest insights you can. The key
lies in awareness and consciousness.
“Two people, call them Jake and Ed, begin a journey from
the same place and expect to end up at some distant place. They
must enter a castle together - to receive a great gift. Jake is a
so-called enlightened person, Ed is not.
“Two days later Jake arrives, a virtually new being from the
one who began the journey three days prior, greeted by Ed, his
companion, with jeers and shouts of anger and dismay; Jake is
undaunted, for Ed has no way to gauge his journey and the
lessons he learned. Together, they enter the castle, where a
young guard ushers them into a room. The king approaches both.
“Ed could hear the king say, ‘Tell me of your journey, and
what you’ve learned...’ Furious and dumbfounded, Ed turns to a
guard standing near him.
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“’How right you are,’ utters the guard, ‘because this is what
you believe and accept as reality for you.’
* * *
“Has this little parable taught you anything?” Seffia asked
me. I shook my head in the affirmative and spoke a little.
old philosophical statement about, ‘if a tree falls in the forest and
no one is there to hear it, does it make a sound?’ is quite
preposterous. First of all, who really cares? And second of all, if
I’m not there, then does it really affect me? And if it does affect
me, does it matter if it makes a sound or not?
“In the case of a book, you might set a period say three
months ahead. And on some day that you might arbitrarily select,
you will begin writing the book from all the material you have
gathered. You may close the door so no further insights come into
your awareness, or you may keep the door open as you write.
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* * *
“I’m going to tell you a little story,” began Dromba, “to
illustrate a few points on this subject that you may gain from the
parable.” He began his story:
“They were all doing what they loved to do. They thought of
him as a wonderful, loving and compassionate king. Yet
something deep within the king made him uneasy. Something he
never discussed with anyone.
“No one had ever returned from this journey. The king often
wondered why. Still the punishment was upheld as being just.
Anyone who broke laws of the king were banished from the
kingdom.
“The five men laughed loudly. The king asked: ‘What are you
laughing about?” One of the men replied: ‘There are finer jewels
than you can ever imagine awaiting discovery beyond the walls of
your kingdom. You are stuck in the old ways. Your consciousness
has not grown. You are not receptive that there can be anything
beyond the boundaries of your own preconceived world.’
“The king was confused. ‘I did not know there was anything
of value beyond the walls of my kingdom. The collective teachings
of our culture do not make mention of any value outside the walls
except the vastness of the unformed.’
“The young men laughed again. One replied: ‘That’s true, the
unformed does lie beyond the walls of the kingdom. However,
there are many challenges, and wonders you might like to see
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that have kept us from coming back into the protective walls of
your kingdom.’
“In the ensuing days and years, the king witnessed new
vistas he could hardly have imagined in his dreams. Wanting to
go back to tell those in his kingdom, the five men told him this was
not possible. ‘But why?’ asked the king sincerely.
“’It is because those who are stuck in the old ways remain
there until an inner stirring occurs, and they have the strong
desire to seek truth. Your words would fall on deaf ears, you
would be thought of as a heathen to the well-treasured ways of
the ritualized culture you once ruled over. It is better your
disappearance remain a mystery to your kingdom, and that YOU,
alone, experience the wonderment of all that life has to offer anew
in each moment. Those that will follow behind you will come of
their own free will and desire - there is no need to gather a flock
around you.’”
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* * *
Dromba’s voice fell silent, signaling the end of the story. I
knew he would ask me what I had learned from it, so I already
began a short, silent inner contemplation so I could say
something that didn’t sound silly.
“One day, he was lost in thought and wandered way out near
the boundaries of the known kingdom, symbolic of reaching the
boundaries of his own consciousness. He was unable to return to
the palace before nightfall, at which time he would not be able to
find his way back. Taking a moment to contemplate his fate,
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“They may exhibit anger, and lash out at people. Or, if they
have religious beliefs, curse God for forsaking them, and putting
them through a hellish experience. Whatever occurs in a persons’
life is only that which is the result of something they alone have
set in motion. The individual is always the original cause-seed of
every event in their universe.
“The true Light and Sound of AHO enter your being and it is
only THEN that your life changes. You begin to clearly see the
veil of illusion you have been living under for so many millions of
lifetimes. You thirst after the love of AHO, and by the act of
surrender, on a daily or even moment-to-moment basis, your
whole being becomes attuned to AHO - it becomes infused with
the Holy Light and Sound, which is the true essence of AHO.
can follow you! Maybe we should carry a soap box around with us
so you can talk on street corners!”
* * *
I began to become a little tired; the visit this day had been
very intense. I felt myself slipping back to physical consciousness,
and my inner body being almost pulled across the veil of illusion
between our worlds. I waved my hands as the vision of my three
friends began to dim, and in the flash of an eye I was fully awake
in my physical body, old Rex at my side.
In the end, his outer life was quite a mess, but God was
happy that the message had gotten out and that at least a handful
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* * *
I lay back in the chair reproaching myself. I heard the words
as they passed through the veil between our two universes: “Have
you already forgotten all you have learned about goal setting and
keeping silent about your work?”
* * *
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CHAPTER NINE
ABSOLUTE JOY
* * *
Contemplation, today, had many truths to reveal to me. I
should have known that when I consciously asked for insight it
would come to me. The YOURN has many truths to offer, and
each individual will become aware of just what they need at the
particular moment they have chosen to focus on the Truth of the
YOURN.
After all, it certainly couldn’t be any worse than the way I had
already been living my life. I wasn’t satisfied with life - I felt there
was something missing - something very important. As if life were
offering me pearls of great price, and all I saw were worthless
stones.
“Of course, the ego will always find a way to criticize and
degrade and ultimately sabotage any efforts the greater self tries
to make. This is only temporary, though. The ego has no other
choice. It seeks to live and have its identity preserved and does
not like anything to infringe on its supreme domain.
* * *
I pondered on these words imparted to me by my dear
friend, Dromba. I hadn’t yet arisen from sleep, this early morning,
yet his words came across the thinning boundary between our
worlds as clearly as if he were standing next to me. I opened my
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eyes, and sure enough, I, too, was fully awake and present in the
same space as my friend.
come more into alignment with your true desire, that of returning
to the worlds of AHO, all of life around you begins to come into
agreement, or alignment, with your new-found states of
consciousness.
“It is by your personal request, and only this, that you are
availed the privileges of visiting lands not of the physical realm.
These lands are not so foreign to man - he has just forgotten over
the centuries. Many are aware of what lies beneath the surface of
the physical worlds, and many more are becoming aware of these
inner worlds every moment.
“There is no ideal life. Service to AHO is all there can be, for
in service to IT only, can you be granted even the tiniest glimpse
of the wonders that exist in the inner worlds. Often, though, we
can travel in these worlds and bring things back to the outer
physical world to use in our lives. These things can be qualities
we wish to manifest such as love, joy, happiness. There can also
be the opposites such as hatred, anger, jealousy.
“The inner worlds are very different than the outer in many
ways, and yet not so different in others. Time, for example, is
much more prolonged in the inner worlds. How often have you
woken up a few minutes before the alarm and then decided to roll
over for those extra few minutes. You enter into the dream world,
where you are having the most pleasant experience, which on this
particular occasion you wish to complete.
“You complete the dream and roll back over only to find what
you thought was just a mere five minutes in the dream world was
actually over two hours in the physical world. You are late for
work! Blame it on the inner worlds? Not on your life! You must
learn to be aware of all the realms that exist within you and live in
balance, becoming aware of your total being in each moment.
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“We call this the 360 degree viewpoint. You begin to develop
this in stages, and ultimately are aware of everything within your
universe. It’s an awesome feeling. There is great power in this,
and even greater responsibility, for the more you know, the more
you realize you are a law unto yourself. There is no one to blame
for anything that occurs in your universe. You are your own first
cause-seed for all that happens.
“Even though you often feel you are walking in mud, and that
the consciousnesses you often interact with are thick, heavy, and
difficult to deal with, you should understand that you will deal in
this heaviness until you become detached from it, and have
learned all the lessons you need in that area. Only then can you
begin to live the physical life you feel you deserve.
“In that moment you are tuned in to the creative current and
things begin to change in your inner worlds at a fantastic rate.
You are not aware of this, sometimes for several lifetimes - that’s
how long it may take to filter through from the higher worlds into
the physical. But eventually it approaches the physical, and as
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“This is why your world has patents - they offer some kind of
protection. But there is no protection in the inner worlds, in one
sense. The museum of inventions is open to all; as is the Astral
Library, where you may find the source manuscripts of all books
ever to be written in the lower worlds. Perhaps you have already
found those manuscripts that may be tagged with your name on it!
There is no universal patent!
* * *
A long pause in this overwhelming discourse allowed me a
moment to reflect. Yes! I did remember going to the inner
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“How can you tell me I should write about all these wonderful
subjects, and yet, I have nothing to prove that these goal-setting
and creative techniques work? I mean, who is going to believe
me? Why would someone follow these things, when I really
cannot prove it to others?”
“On the other hand,” he began again, “you are correct. What
you are going through is similar to what all the great creators have
gone through. It is a period of doubting. You must have absolute
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faith and belief that what you have received as truth is, in fact,
truth. It doesn’t matter what others think or say or feel. All that
matters is what YOU think, say, feel and do!
“At the very least, if you were able to perceive one game you
could perceive a dozen, or a hundred. But what is your true
reason for wanting to manifest these things in the outer? Is it
really to show others the triumphantness of the creative current,
or is it to make money? To glorify your ego so you can sit back
say, ‘look what I did’!
“When you set your feet upon the Path of AHO, your life
takes on a very different slant. Things may not occur in your life
as you perceived they would. You may, in fact, follow to the letter
ever single step of the goal-setting technique, and all the inner
guidance you received, and yet you did not reach the end result
you had expected.
“It’s as if you added two plus two and the answer came up
five, and you have no idea how this occurred. Or maybe a better
example is - you have deposited money in a bank on a regular
basis. One day you go in and even though you know you have
money in this particular bank, either no one pays you any
attention, or they are unable to locate your account records.
“This is where that special trust must come in. You have set
your course along a different road than most. Patience is a big
key, and yet you cannot be attached to the goals you have set, or
to the creations you expected would be birthed from the inner
realization you have received. It is your own individual journey
that is important - the process of attainment, not the finished
product.
“I cannot give you the prediction of your own future that you
seek. No one can do this. For whatever I say may or may not
come to be reality in your life. Only you can decide that. But you
must also be aware that because of the high goals you have set
for this life, that is, really the only goal or focus in this life, of
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reaching Total Awareness of self and of AHO, that all things you
do are filtered through this veil, or strainer, I should say.
“This being the case, no matter how hard you try to achieve
something in the lower worlds, if it is not in harmony with your true
inner desire, as already stated, they will not manifest. And all the
energy and effort you expend in praying and beseeching and
begging falls on deaf ears.
“I don’t mean to sound too harsh here, and make your life
seem worthless and bleak. Quite the contrary. Life must be lived.
You should have fun. I say to you one other thing - a secret, if you
will. Although I cannot give you the road your life will take, or
reveal to you all that will occur for you, I will say that if you convert
much of your wasted energy into faith and trust, you will be
amazed at what occurs in your life.
“For now, why don’t you just get ready for work, and when
you come home later, since this is the last day of work in this
week, you shall return to PLURBY, and we’ll have some real fun,
as well as learn many new insights that you can use in your daily
life, and pass on to others, if appropriate.
“I leave you with this one thought: Do not doubt your inner - it
will not fail you. The MAHAVANA, the Inner Master, is with you
always. Become aware of how the Holy Light and Sound of AHO
manifest in your life, and you will find the keys you seek. This is
all for now. Oh, and have a good day, if that is what you want!?
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* * *
As the vision of my friend, Dromba, faded out, I could see
the glimmer of his childlike smile. It was a carefree smile, and it
made me laugh. Here this being had so much wisdom to offer and
yet he walked around as if he hadn’t a care in the world. I was
beginning to develop a special liking for him. He was a truly
compassionate being, not just a cold person who had something
to say and that was it.
As I arose from bed, life felt much different than it had only
the day before; in fact, only a short while before. There was a new
lightness, an almost carefree attitude about living. A feeling that I
didn’t have to worry about anything. That all I had to do was tune
in to the inner, do what was required, trust in the MAHAVANA,
and all would be well. That is, of course, if I followed through with
the necessary requirements of the moment!
* * *
Life has started to take on a new feeling for me. I sense
many inner changes that I cannot put my finger on, yet I see the
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Work was still work, but with a different twist on it. Today
was Friday, the last day of the work week. I was really beat when
I came home, so I lay down to do a short contemplative exercise -
one of the ones I had learned from my friend in PLURBY. I felt
tonight might be a busy night for me, as far as writing went, and I
wanted to be as prepared as possible.
* * *
“Everything has some value, some worth - if not apparent
then hidden to your view.” I heard the almost musical voice of my
friend, Yerba, the present King of PLURBY. “As we’ve already
discussed, everything that happens - every situation or
occurrence that you perceive, either consciously or
subconsciously, has value to you, because each occurrence
contains within it the seeds of great awareness leading to
development and expansion of consciousness.
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“Can you really ever experience too much love? No! Though
if you ‘feel’ yourself reaching an overflow state or condition, you
must realize you are blocked in some area - you have some old
baggage occupying a space within you that would better be filled
with love, or some other quality that you are dealing with.
“Someone reading this may ask, ‘what does all this have to
do with ME? How can all this talk about love and things I can’t
relate to really help me? I need help NOW, in this moment. I need
money to pay for my way through life - to pay for my food, my
housing, my transportation, my clothing, my very existence
depends on it.’
“To this individual I say, ‘Indeed you are correct, though only
from one perspective. You must come to realize and come to
know, within the deepest parts of your being, that true security, if
there is such a thing, and true freedom can only exist within us,
not in the outer world we recognize as being external to our own
private worlds.
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“That’s the key, really: doing a little bit everyday is what will
help you along the way. You cannot truly know the far-reaching
‘end-result’, if ever there could be such a state, of the tiniest little
action you do in this moment. That’s all it takes - doing the best
you can in each moment, focusing your attention in the moment,
just in that action you are doing, without worrying or being
concerned about tomorrow.
“You must put your faith and trust in both yourself and a
higher power, which we here in PLURBY recognize as AHO - The
Almighty High One, Who represents, to us, the all-pervasive,
ever-existent, all-powerful creative current that flows through and
around us. It is the very essence from which our beings are
created, and by which our worlds are created, sustained and
maintained.
“To the person who is convinced they are ‘just making it’ I
say, ‘trust that there IS a better way. Trust that you will at least
survive, and that if you put your faith, trust and action into the
things we teach and live, moment-by-moment, here in PLURBY,
step-by-step, almost imperceptibly at first, you will begin to move
in another direction, out of the poverty you feel so overwhelms
your life.’
“No one need live in poverty. Though this does not mean all
will live in extravagant wealth - with an unlimited supply of money
flowing into your bank account, affording you the luxury of ‘buying’
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all that you seek. To truly ‘have’ something, you must earn it. This
‘earning’ takes place in the inner worlds, not so much in the outer
worlds.
“As you begin to trust this inner force, and work with it,
day-by-day, moment-to-moment, you will notice your life
beginning to take a different outlook, or perspective. That is all we
are trying to impart to you. We have offered The Eternal Game of
Freedom, as just one small key, or piece in a very large and
complex puzzle.
“If you have little and someone takes it from you, how great
is your loss? If you have much, and someone takes it from you,
how great is your loss? In each case, though a matter of degree,
the one with less, in a material sense, can often recoup that, and
more, if they have learned to develop and use the tools that are
available for getting along in this world.
* * *
And with that, Yerba stopped speaking. There was a very
long silence, yet it was full of sounds. I could hear them all. It was
wonderful. I closed my eyes for just a moment, only to awaken in
what appeared to be an amusement park, or an area where a
travelling carnival had stopped for a few days.
“You can, if you want!” she stated. “In this space you can
have virtually anything you want. This is the magical land of
physical manifestation. See,” she said, holding her hand out in
front of me, a lovely blue rose in it. “I have just imagined this
beautiful rose and here it is. And now it isn’t. But I have not
destroyed it, only disassembled its atoms, and sent them back to
the primal substance from whence they came.
“Come, let us just walk through the park a bit.” I saw people
going on rides, some acting out fantasies in little plays, children
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* * *
There was a state of sadness, or deep confusion, that
seemed to surface form deep within my being. I didn’t know
where it was coming from, or why it was manifesting at this
moment. I sat in my favorite easy chair and went into a
contemplation, focusing on my journeys to PLURBY over the last
several months. At least, those visits I had remembered.
“Each person must decide for themselves what truth is, and
what their own individual reality shall consist of. Only when one
has stepped out of the path of the grind, of the average person,
and truly has a strong inner desire to know AHO can the veil of
illusion begin to dissolve. It is in that moment truth begins to
surface as crystal clear in the individual’s life.
“We can play with words and say I did this tomorrow, or I will
do this yesterday, although not grammatically or logically correct
as a description of the WHEN of an event, we must be aware that
all exists NOW, therefore, it does not matter WHERE we do
something or how we refer to it.
“If you wake up and put your socks on over your shoes, in
the physical, this seems silly, illogical and impractical. If this
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occurred in a dream, you would likely say it was silly, as well, but
you could do it in the dream world with ease.
“You have a dream that you are thirsty and you don’t recall
the dream, but you wake up at four AM to drink some water. This
fulfills the action, in the physical, that occurred in a realm you
don’t recall - the dream world.
“You are hungry, so you eat food. Are you appeased? Was it
not, perhaps, a higher appetite you needed to satiate?
“Look behind your actions for the real motivations. When you
are able to get your ego out of the way and lift the veils of
illusions, your perception of what IS will be ever-closer to truth. It
is a worthy task to see through and beyond the many veils of life
that cloud our view, and without the hindrance of the ego censor.
“Look for truth in the little things of life - the laugh of a child,
the sweet fragrance of a flower, the joyful song of a bird, the deep
eyes of your lover. It is here we may find truth - it is alive and
available to experience in each experience, in each moment, for it
is at the base of all actions.
“Seek truth and you shall have the glories of AHO bestowed
upon you. This, truly, is what you seek - the LOVE of AHO.
Nothing else matters! You should know, however, that living, as
you would say, ‘successfully’ in any of the realms of existence is
living successfully in ALL realms, whatever that term
‘successfully’ means to you.
“In truth, there is only one reality, and it matters little which
realm you are consciously aware of in any given moment in your
existence, for in each moment, you have the potential to unlock
the door to awareness of eternity.”
* * *
I had a few moments to reflect on the many words my friend,
Dromba, was telling me this day. He seemed almost like he had,
what a dear friend of mine once called, ‘Spiritual Diarrhea’. I
laughed to myself, trying to be careful not to put out the
impression of insulting my friend. His words were truly of value to
me.
“Quite a task, isn’t it! But it’s true. You are all of these things.
You are the architect and builder of your own life. You must seek
the tools to assist you, and also to become aware that there is a
better way, if you like to use the word better. And that is the way
of surrender to the MAHAVANA, the Inner Master.
“Through this art of surrender, you still play all those roles of
putting on the production of your life, only now you have some
special assistance - some help that may prove to be absolutely
priceless. Try this little visual in your daily life. Envision one day
that you are playing all of these roles. Be attentive to all that
occurs in your life, envisioning yourself directing, re-writing,
staging, and acting out all the roles, even the roles of those you
have already labeled as people who are external to you.
but see how different everything is! You should sense a great
ease about life. Things will just flow along. Not that they will be
prefect, but as obstacles come up, you handle them with grace,
and compassion, whereas before, the ego would handle them
with power and control, instead of love and joy.”
can see that the very words we use, and their corresponding
sounds - are, themselves, bits of God.
“In a sense, we each, too, are really just holograms - bits that
contain and retain the essence of the whole. How is it, then, we
seem to have slipped so far from the highest virtues of God?
Actually, all forms and phases of life represent God - however
thinly disguised.
“It is true that no one can harm you unless you allow them to.
You draw unto yourself that which you need for your own spiritual
growth and unfoldment. When you are balanced - detached - and
working from a state of wholeness, you are all things. Your field of
perception extends to all.
“Do not shatter the symbols of another for this is like taking a
sledge hammer and breaking away at the foundation. Seek to
strengthen, not weaken, a foundation. Each being who weakens
becomes even weaker and ultimately assists in the total
corruption and collapse of the society in which they live.
“Not only are your words important! So, too, are your
thoughts, feelings, actions and intentions. All are factors that are
exhibited in the lower worlds. Try, at least, to emulate the perfect
qualities that already exist within you. They aren’t in some far off
place - unattainable, out-of-reach. They reside deep within you -
look at your own cycles, harmony, balance, images, symbols and
holograms. Therein lies your key to the universe!”
* * *
“Do not be in a hurry to reach your goals. Unfoldment is not
a race - the winner he who gets there first. There is nowhere to go
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- all is here in the present. You merely have to unfold into the
recognition of what already is.
“Build your foundation slowly, bit by bit, and you will see the
joys of AHO unfolding in every moment - in every experience.
Look for the seed of truth in each moment - in each experience,
for truly, it is there, waiting for you to discover it.”
* * *
It had already been quite a day here in PLURBY. I was
eager to have experiences with the Eternal Game of Freedom
again, because this is what first brought me to this land, and it
was a tool I wanted to know more about. It seemed that no matter
how much one learned through the experience, there was always
more to learn. Funny how a simple game could really be so
complex. It was a lot like life.
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* * *
We were walking down the street and I could tell we were in
the City of CENTRIA standing just outside the King’s Palace
wherein was the Royal PLURBY Game Room. I was eager to be
back in this room, for there was something special about its aura.
Experiencing the game here is like no other place in the universe,
or so I thought.
* * *
We entered The Royal PLURBY Game Room. It was as
breathtaking now as it was that first time. The purple/red/blue
walls with those life-like paintings. The dozen tables, each with a
single marble field. The Royal PLURBY Game Field sitting in its
place atop a platform in the front of the room.
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“He is just over fifteen garn!” Um, I thought. That makes him
about 180 years old! Wow! That WAS incredible. “He served as
King for many years, until he was well over ten garn, far longer
than any other, until he passed it on to the next king.”
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“No, father. And stop that. You don’t have time for such
things.”
“Well, you never know. After all, love keeps you young!”
Everyone laughed.
“Why yes, I think that would be a great idea. And how about
my three friends as well?” I remembered the game
accommodated a maximum of five seekers, and with my three
friends, Foo-Jen and myself, that made five.
We all moved to the table Foo-Jen was sitting at. By this time
all the other seekers in the room had regained their own
experiences. I knew this would be a very rare experience. I
sensed something very special here in the presence of not only
Yerba, Dromba and Seffia, but also of Foo-Jen.
“Aren’t they just beautiful! The finest gems in all the lands
that exist. Just a single set of twelve has been assembled. Not
that there aren’t others in existence, but those are better left to the
wilds, to propagate in the Plane of Wasu, for use by Molly. Gee,
she does such fine work. I haven’t seen her in ages!
* * *
I was alone, no one else to be found. No thing existed except
myself in this place. And yet it was not a place, it was just eternity.
I felt alone yet not so. I felt empty, yet full. I felt naive, yet wise. I
felt anxious, yet at peace. This was the world of AHO!
“Perhaps one day this game will actually get out to your
world, so that others may experience its gift. It doesn’t really
matter whether it does or whether it doesn’t. All that matters, on
the one hand, is that YOU have experienced the game, and that
you can always have this experience, on the inner or the outer.
You are always welcome to come here, to PLURBY, to
experience the game in any of our game rooms.
“You, yourself, know this. And when the time comes in the
present moment for you to talk of these things we have shown
you here, remember that all life exists in the moment. There really
is no future, no past. Only the present is what is, and all things
eventually become the present.
“When you focus on the past you lose the moment. When
you focus on the future you are not aware of what is happening in
the now, and you lose the value of the present moment. Since
you have the capability to experience all things, why worry about
separating into past, present and future?
“He knows you are grateful, and in the knowing, the words
are unnecessary.”
* * *
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* * *
“Good evening, ladies and gentlemen. My name is Bartaj.
This is my first time officiating as facilitator of the Nightly
Exhibition. I would first like to thank you all for this great
opportunity. I’m a native of GROTZ. I’m one garn and six years.
I’ve been studying music and crystal healing for the last half garn,
and this year I’ll be going to Lanyor Institute for training as a
healing practitioner, specializing in sound hologram healing.
* * *
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I hoped that was so, for my trips to PLURBY were really the
only things keeping me going during the day. Life still seemed
kind of dull and dreary in the physical, even though there was
brightness to it, now. Each experience I had in the physical
seemed more significant than it had only days before. Life was
not an endless array of disjointed occurrences. I started to see a
semblance to all life. That each experience had something to offer
me, if only I would seek and find the key.
* * *
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CHAPTER TEN
DIVINE TRUTH
* * *
I was weary this day. My inner worlds had shown me
exciting visions, yet my outer world often grew more dismal every
moment. The spark within me grew weaker with each passing
day. I was confused. Perhaps I was getting too much information!
Maybe I wasn’t the right one to get all this stuff and pass it on to
others.
* * *
“There are those among you who are very articulate and
manipulative with words. Beware of these types, for they can lull
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your mind into a belief system purely of their own creation and
propagation. Think for yourself! More aptly - intuit for yourself.
“Seek your own insights into areas of concern. There are few
authorities other than your own being. There is a deeper, special
part of each individual that knows all. It lies beneath and beyond
the mind. It uses the mind, yet is not of the mind. Without it, the
mind would be nothing - yet without the mind, IT too, would be
less than ITself in ITs attempt at expression in the physical realm.
“For that which you truly are, in your most secret and Divine
Center is none other than SOUL!
* * *
I was so overwhelmed by this new information I was hearing,
yet I knew somehow deep within, that what Yerba was saying was
so absolutely true. How could I have not known and accepted all
this before?
* * *
“You must develop the ability to hold the truths you discover
within your being, and in your consciousness, in a gentle way. In
this way it becomes a part of you and does not slip from your
gentle grasp. Come - you have much to learn.”
* * *
I slipped easily through the thin veil of time that separated
our worlds. I felt sure that one day this veil would not exist for me.
I remembered how it had been very difficult for me to pass
through it, once upon a time. Now, I passed through it as if going
from one room to the other.
“Others will come for the knowledge they can get here - now
that they know of us. It is important for you to be fully aware of
what you learn here and to recount these journeys to others. You
should also be learning much yourself, though there is a greater
mission for you to perform - and that is to write and to teach of the
wonders of AHO.”
“Tension often keeps you from attaining the very things you
so ardently desire. Merely release your desires into the Eternal
Spiritual Current, and let it be. If it is for your unfoldment, it will
likely appear in your universe and you will recognize it.
“Do not second-guess AHO, for IT knows what you want and
what you need. It is truly a delicate balance. You need to be
goaded along, having an awareness that your ego still has some
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control over your life until you reach the point in your unfoldment
where you realize goal-setting is a waste of time.
“And what of the outer? These needs, too, are fulfilled totally,
by AHO - even to the last detail of everything in your life. Have
you not seen how each time we have sat down to eat, you have
been served the exact items your body needed to function at its
peak? Have you noticed how these foods have also satisfied your
visual, sensory and ego desires as well?
* * *
There was silence all around as Yerba stopped talking. I
could hear the wind as it rustled through the trees, and children
laughing as they played in some distant park. Birds were singing
their song all around us. I felt calm in this place, yet very much
alive. It was peaceful here and I felt re-energized.
“People come from all over the land to learn here, and even
to attend the various lectures given throughout the days and
weeks. Often, they run several week-long courses in how to
speak in public. It is a real art form, you know. I suspect this is a
place you will come to often, as your inner awareness directs you
to learn the fine art of being a great orator. It’s a lot more than just
standing on stage.
“Come to this city when you want to learn these skills in their
highly refined way. But I warn you, it’s not child’s play. This is a
city where you will work the hardest. For when you have a
message you want to give out to people, if your intentions are
honorable, you will receive all the assistance in the universe to
help you become a great orator, and learning this skill can be very
difficult for some, because it requires you to examine the depths
of your being, and to look at yourself in a totally honest way.
therein are the keys we need to alert us to the areas that need
work within us.
“In this way, you are attentive to the individual, but you
address your message to the higher self. And in this way, through
the techniques you learn here, your message comes across as
personal to each individual, and yet reaches the universal
essence of each being, as well as the personal essence, at the
same time. This is a truly difficult artform to perfect, but with
diligent attention to it, you can do this.
may be in her presence as you wish. She can teach you great
things, but not on this trip!”
* * *
My three companions and I walked onward through the City
of Vahanira. It was not like other cities I had been in. The
landscape was much the same as anywhere else, except in the
ancient city of GROTZ. But there was something very distinct
about the energy here. This was a very expressive city, and every
atom seemed to be imbued with that essence. I felt like I wanted
to dance, and sing and do all kinds of things to be expressive.
* * *
We stopped by a little alcove along the road where there
were several places to sit. Entering the area, we all sat down for a
bit. I looked at my three friends and smiled. They smiled back at
me as if expecting me to speak. “You know,” I began, laughing to
myself, because of course they knew, “the other day I had a very
profound experience with the Eternal Game of Freedom in my
waking state.”
“If you are receptive, you can receive the gift of awareness. If
you aren’t receptive, the gift will pass you by, and you will have to
wait until it comes around again. At that point, hopefully, you will
have unfolded sufficiently in your awareness to be able to
understand the gift that is presented to you.
“The journey of life can be a very long one. It may start out
slowly, but it will pick up momentum as you become more aware
of what is going on around you. As we’ve said so many times
before, in each experience lies the seed of unfoldment. The more
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“The Eternal Game of Freedom is one tool that can aid you
in your journey of unfoldment. Even though you may have very
profound experiences while actually experiencing the game
directly, realize the experience transcends the game, both while
you are directly in it, and after you have left the physical presence
of the field.
* * *
Dromba stopped talking and we all just sat back to take in
the cool breeze blowing by. Though was much love in this silence,
and much depth; it was a silence of profound truths. No words in
the physical needed to be spoken, for all that was necessary for
me to know was already known by me; at that moment in eternity,
at least.
Not that I would travel the journey alone, without those inner
guides, so necessary for help along the way, but with a new
confidence and vitality. I was thankful for all they had taught me,
and especially for the techniques they showed me that allowed
me to look for my own, personal tools, and to use them.
* * *
Seffia broke the long silence with her soft, sweet voice. “You
know, it is necessary that you begin to work on your own personal
universe. You must be conscious of the changes that are
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“This first part is always done: when you are the leader of a
group, have everyone close their eyes and one by one call out
each name and ask each individual what they see in their inner
vision. This helps to keep the imagination open, or to help re-open
it if the individual believes it to be closed, or nonexistent.
“It is in the little things that you gain the most insight. Look
everywhere for insight. Take nothing for granted, for AHO plants
the seed in everything. Each time you become aware of
something within you your intuitive powers become strengthened.
This is one thing you seek to accomplish, not so you can pride
yourself on having psychic abilities, but so you can begin to
perceive things on a much finer level, and in a way that is much
more efficient and pure.
“Let’s just walk around a while so you can rest yourself. I see
we have given you much food for contemplation this day.”
* * *
As we walked, Dromba began to speak: “Here’s a little
technique you might find useful in trying to break some of your old
molds. It’s a very simple technique. We call it: The Matrix
Boomerang Visualization Technique! Quite a mouthful, isn’t it?”
Tisra Til and envision some being who has deep significance to
you.
“It’s a bit tricky the first few times you use this, but with
practice you can get the hang of it. Use this technique to jump
ahead in consciousness, if only momentarily. With regular use,
you will become adjusted to the inner worlds and be able to
maintain a higher state of consciousness for longer periods of
duration.
* * *
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“In time,” he said, “you will begin to refine your speech and
your words will not only have truth and power behind them, but
they will have a crystal clear clarity so necessary for accurate
communication in your world. Would you like to try it again?”
“Well, that’s a little better. Your question really leads into the
thoughts on awareness in general. As you begin to open up your
consciousness, you begin to be aware of more things. These
things, call them holograms, if you will, have always been there,
you were just not aware of them.
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“They may or may not have had an effect on you, but since
you were not previously aware of them, you could not be sure if
they had any effect on you at all. Often this is the case. There are
things existing within your personal universe that have an effect
on us, but of which we have no conscious awareness.
“You will remain where you are until you have passed the
necessary tests by discovering the truth in each situation that is
important at that moment. In another moment there may be some
other truth for you to discover in a similar situation, but for this
moment, BE fully in this moment and discover what is truth in this
moment for you, not for some future moment, or some past
moment - only in the NOW!
“Yes, quite that. The outer world does not make the inner.
The inner worlds are reflected into the outer so you can see what
is happening in the inner worlds, if you aren’t already directly
aware of it. As you begin to become more sensitive to the inner
worlds, you can perceive directly what is occurring there, and may
or may not see these inner realizations reflected on the outer.
“This is where a great deal of faith and trust must come into
play. It doesn’t necessarily mean that you should live totally in the
inner worlds. Quite the contrary. You just begin to work more in
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harmony with the laws of the lower worlds. You become aware of
the inner worlds and how they reflect into the outer.
“We all see things differently. Since all things are just a
series of moving molecules, nothing is ever the same. Painting is
a good way to prove this point out. If you take a bowl of fruit and
place it in the front of a room and ask a dozen people to put their
impressions on paper, using charcoal or any other medium, you
will find that each person is certain they have perceived the bowl
of fruit and that they have accurately reproduced it on paper.
* * *
We had walked a long way down the road, and it seemed
like we had reached the end of the city. There was, of course,
another park. We walked just a short distance in and took seats in
a little grove of what seemed to be pear trees. They smelled
lovely, but I didn’t have time to relish in the fragrance.
“You are right,” she began. “There is much to tell you, and at
times it may seem almost overwhelming. But do not worry. Keep
coming here, pay attention, write about your experiences, and you
will begin to see what you have learned here. Your eyes will be
opened.
* * *
My mind was filled with much doubt, which often kept me
from knowing truth. Seffia sensed this inner conflict as she began
to speak. “Doubt recycles itself in your inner worlds. In fact, all
things recycle within you. If something comes into your universe it
will recycle itself until it is finished with you.
“Learn to walk through it. Look at it. Examine it. Become fully
aware of it to become self-mastered. Look at things as a class
you attend. Become excited about new experiences that occur in
your universe, even those that seem difficult - in fact, especially
the difficult ones, for they often have the most to teach you.
the clarity of what is there. It’s like cleaning your own armor. Your
inner is, generally speaking, the more feminine nature of your
being.
“Each class you take is difficult in the beginning until you are
halfway through and then you can see the final exam. Pass the
final exam and move on. This is Life! It’s all a test - a learning
experience. If you don’t see it you don’t know it! Become
conscious of everything.
“Be not the effect of something, yet pay attention and see it.
Get above the experience and you will get it! Got it?”
* * *
I was really confused now. My three friends laughed at me.
This was the first time I remembered Seffia speaking so deeply to
me about such important issues. I preferred not to ask any
questions in this moment. I knew I could always ask them later,
but I didn’t want to sound dumb or ask anything that should have
been apparent to me. I thought I would just contemplate on these
words and get back to her at a later time.
“Here’s a little poem I heard the other night that you might
enjoy. Actually, the words were set to a song, but I prefer to just
recite the words:
* * *
“Thank you, my child. I hope I can live up to your reverence
for me.” I felt a strength from this Master they called Karima. Her
voice was soothing, but more in a detached way, not like the
loving soothing voice of a friend or someone who was close to
me. Her words were strength. I tried to set my mind aside to
perceive what she would impart to me.
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* * *
Her words stopped suddenly, and just as suddenly I found
myself back in my own room, in the physical, just coming out of
my contemplative state. I wondered if this had been real, or just a
fantasy. The words came into my ears loudly and clearly: “You
believe what you want to believe. No one can convince you
otherwise. Truth is for you alone. Go now and live life!”
* * *
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CHAPTER ELEVEN
ETERNAL LOVE
* * *
I awoke from a brief contemplation with these simple words
as read in the YOURN, yet I was filled with a profound sense of
truth and love; a warmth all around me as though I had been
embraced by AHO ITself! I sat in my favorite chair a few minutes,
lost in this blissful state, unable to focus on anything mental,
physical or emotional.
All eternity had been revealed to me. All the secrets of the
universe I was seeking had been shown to me and were
embodied in one single word: LOVE. But how could this be, I
wondered? It seemed so simple, yet so complex and profound at
the same time. Obviously this love was not the love I was so
familiar with all my life.
The love I knew was one of the human emotional kind; the
kind that your heart breaks over; the kind of love I had come to
know was used all too often to manipulate others into doing what
people wanted them to do. This could not be the same love I had
experienced through the YOURN. I needed more insight!
Dromba was waiting for me. I sat next to him on the marble
bench which overlooked a huge fountain spraying water high up
into the air. The sound of the water falling back into the fountain
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“Sometimes you will put in the required effort and things will
seem to backfire on you. This is using the Law of Opposites,
whether you know it or not. Always focus on the Law of Harmony
and keep your attention on your goal of Self-mastery, not on the
illusion of karma, and the many other illusions setup by Behlub to
prevent you from progressing.
Allow things to have activity through you and then observe the
truth from within. Spirit will illuminate, purify and uplift you - this is
why you must pay close attention to what occurs.
“You must come into harmony with all life! All things work
out. If you perceive things not working out, look for the harmony
or disharmony that may be present. There may be a better way to
do something that you are not presently consciously aware of. Be
faithful to your inner guidance for a period of time to prove it out.
Your inner guidance will not fail you!
“Give your all to the inner Light and Sound of AHO and you
will have what you need. Love is the ultimate energy of all life.
Wisdom is the key to understanding. Freedom is the doorway to
total awareness.”
* * *
My friend, Dromba, ended his little dialogue, and I just sat
there, frozen, speechless. What could I possibly say in response
to his words! I sat there with my friend, eyes closed, experiencing
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“Ah,” she said, “I can tell Dromba has been telling you all
kinds of wonderful things. Perhaps I should also tell you things
you may find of some value in your life.”
“You need to learn more in a higher way, not just from the
mental plane, and you do not have to reveal the insights you
receive to anyone. When you work from the inner, things work
faster and with greater ease than in the outer physical world.
Begin to withdraw the strings you have put out to others in the
physical world.
“Go to the Inner always; it is your first place for insight. And
again, don’t tell others what you are doing. When you do, you are
mentally destroying what you might have otherwise created.
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Respect your ideas more and more, for they have value. You
don’t need to give out your inner insights so others can throw
them onto the universal trash heap.
“You should live and breathe the Light and Sound of AHO in
every moment, and realize your outer actions are virtually
inconsequential. Everything of true value is hidden deep within
the inner worlds. As you step into this level of awareness you
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“Soul tries to get you to know that you are driving two
vehicles at the same time. Become aware of this and don’t shift
your gears, or rather, your attention, from the Higher. Recognize
the two states and begin to balance them out. Spontaneity is a
great trait to have, as is randomity.
“If you rely on the outer, you will always have problems, and
usually ones you cannot ever solve. It’s like living in a constant
maze. Behlub will have you running around like a chicken with its
head cut off, not knowing if you are coming or going. Trust and
focus on the inner as your center of balance.
“Don’t cut yourself off from the creative flow of life. Scarcity
in your outer life may be an indication of how little you have
surrendered, while abundance in your universe may indicate the
opposite - usually, but not always. When you reach a high enough
state you realize that even as one being, you have at your
command all the power needed to take care of the whole world!
“You know it; now show it! Know you are a perfect vehicle.
Don’t question it. Accept that you are perfect and IT is. The flow of
creation is flowing through you as you lean on the inner and trust
IT. Since we are all unique you don’t really know what flow will
come through you until you unfold into this vehicle of love.
“As you do this the creative flow within you become stronger
and stronger. It doesn’t matter in which area you are functioning
as a job. Remove the negatives. Have no guilt. Build on the
positives. Surrender to the inner. Create a daily diet of working to
understand these laws. Allow yourself to understand just what the
creative current is all about bout.
* * *
The essence of her vibration was still pulsing through my
being even though she had stopped talking. I had nothing to say
to her words. They were truth, and I accepted them as such. I
knew they were properly implanted in my being, and there was no
need to mentally tear them apart. I sat in silent contemplation,
wondering what else would fill my consciousness this day in
PLURBY!
* * *
The four of us were standing outside a very odd looking
building, even for PLURBY, where I had seen so many different
architectural marvels. It appeared as a small temple, like a
mosque I had seen from ages past. It didn’t seem able to fit more
than two or three people at most. Funny how things can often be
deceptive.
boy, of perhaps one garn and six, was standing near me. He
smiled, as he took my hand to guide my way.
I didn’t see any other beings here, except myself, and this
boy, who was guiding me. I didn’t get his name. It seemed
unimportant to him to be identified. “Here,” he said, pointing to a
white, marble door. “This is the place. Have a great experience.
I’ll be back to pick you up in the later present.”
“Ah, come in, my young friend. I’ve been waiting for you. My
name is Plu-Sarca, and this,” he said, waving his right hand to the
side, “is Fauncha.” A most strikingly beautiful woman appeared
from behind a curtain. Not as if she were hiding, more as if she
had been in contemplation, getting ready for something.
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“Why, yes!” I replied. “More than that, though. It’s as if, well, I
can’t quite put it into words. It’s as if I’ve known her through
eternity. But how can that be?”
“Come, sit with us,” she said, gracefully siting down on the
stack of thick, white pillows, which were the custom here. No
chairs were present. “This is the Temple of Bildoon. We’re going
to show you a few things. It’s the place of holograms and
facsimiles, a subject you’d like to know more about.”
“You will be able to use the mind for this, but it is the
imagination that is the real key to this undertaking. Imagination is
the key that unlocks the door. It is the single most important gift
bestowed upon us by AHO, the Almighty High One. It is the only
link we have to allow us to go beyond our little selves, and even
conceive of the journey back to AHO.
“We are all merely vehicles for AHO’s Divine Mission. That
mission is that each single being shall develop to its highest, and
be cleansed, before returning to the High Worlds of AHO. There
are thousands of tools available to assist us on our journey, and
those who have become the adepts, the Masters, if you will, are
merely greater servants to carry out the will of Aho. This is only
because they have consciously developed to a point where they
can serve at a more enlightened level.
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“Each will serve at the level they are able to. You will serve
at the level you are best suited to. Your journeys to PLURBY, and
the many thousands of other places in your inner worlds, will
allow you to partake of truths you had not been consciously aware
of in your present life. And then you will bring as much of this truth
back to your waking state, and write about it, that others may be
enlightened.
“So you see, you are a vehicle for AHO, as well. The
greatness that is within you must shine through you, like light
through a clear crystal. You must consciously work on being an
ever purer vehicle to fulfill your individual mission in the scheme
of all eternity.
“You must truly change your inner, before you can make any
lasting changes in your outer worlds. What good is it to have
something manifest in your outer physical world, something you
may have put years of energy and effort into, caring little for the
inner development necessary to sustain it, and then, after living in
that created reality for a short while, to have it all swept away
because the inner foundation needed to sustain it was weak, or
not even there at all?
“What a waste. Let’s see if we can help you, that you may
understand some of the simple secrets behind life.”
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“In man, we must find other ways to stimulate this Third Eye
indirectly, through the use of imagination. So, let’s breathe a few
more times, and focus our attention in this area. Blank out the
field, so nothing is there. It is a blank screen.”
Then I heard the slow chanting of the Sacred AHO. It’s only
the three letters representing that being known as the Almighty
High One, yet it is a highly-charged word when chanted aloud or
silently. But all this is just a metaphor. There is a one such that
exists in every realm, including the physical and it is up to each
individual to seek out the true living masters of their times - both
the inner and outer masters. For these will lead one along the true
path back to AHO.
AAAYYY-H-OOOOOOOO, AAAYYY-H-OOOOOOOO, we
began to chant. I felt myself drifting, as if travelling somewhere,
yet I knew it was just my consciousness being expanded. It was
pleasant. I felt no fear being in the presence of These Beings.
Scenes flashed before my mind, millions of images. Holograms!
The scene became real to me. I could smell the fresh, clean
morning air. I relished the hugs of my endearing wife and two
children. Life was good here. I felt at home. My small tribe
functioned as a unit, almost like an extended family. We
respected each other. I ruled, not with an iron hand, rather, with
the gentle guidings of the inner worlds - those I recognized in that
life as the unseen spirit guides.
“This is the life in which you are presently most aware of. No
one has put you in these circumstances except yourself. No one
has created this reality, except you, by your very own individual
actions. Who do you think, then, has the ability to change this
scene you so dislike?”
I had to laugh. Who else! Only me. I was gripped with fear,
and pain, and discomfort, as thousands of scenes flashed before
my consciousness displaying in full detail all that had come
before, and some of what would come in the so-called future, that
caused my present set of circumstances, or rather, that supported
the present life I was most aware of.
* * *
“I had no idea,” I began, “that not only the past but the future
as well, can all be part of why I am living in the present
experience.”
“To separate events and re-view the past and future so that
the present makes sense. To allow you to again find the tools that
are buried deep within you and to use these tools to adjust the
past and future events to make the present more what you want it
to be. But beware of the temptation to make life too easy.
“On rare occasion Behlub allows this, against even his better
judgement. For even though it is his greatest joy to see us suffer,
I’ll let you in on a little secret - Behlub really gains his most
precious joy when one he has so harshly tested is able to walk
through all the veils and tests he has created, on into the Heart of
AHO, a fully realized being.
“You don’t even know what YOU need for YOUR own
unfoldment, but as you begin to consciously unfold along the path
to AHO, you know that those entrusted with your training provide
you with the knowledge, and the tests you need in order to meet
the conditions of your mission.
“NO! that wouldn’t happen. I love those who help me!” I said
in retort.
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“You can have the world of materiality or you can have the
worlds of AHO. The choice is yours.”
others, for you cannot know their plight in life. If you believe your
life is harsher, then it is. If you believe you can do nothing to
change it, then you can’t. However, if you believe you CAN
change the circumstances of your life, without destroying the
integrity of its foundation, then you are also right.
“Now, you must find the tools and techniques that will assist
you to live out your new-found fantasy/reality that life can be, in
any realm, what you want it to be. After all, live is what you make
it, if you don’t like it change it!!!”
* * *
As we ended our contemplation this day, I had a big grin on
my face. I knew this was an important event in my life, and I knew
that I could come back to this Temple at any time. “No, my friend.
I must correct you,” said Fauncha. “It is not THIS temple you must
return to, it is your own inner temple, that which you carry with
you at all times, that you return to - at any moment in your eternal
life.”
the seed within to great heights. This is the one who becomes the
Living Master of the times.
“There are many such beings who come into the physical,
now and again. It is a level of awareness that is of the highest that
can exist in the physical. As one being wears this crown of sacred
spiritual power and steps aside, there are others who are always
in training to continue in this level of consciousness, to keep it
alive, always!
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“Seek out this Being, for only HE can show you the true way
back to AHO. He will not fail you. In time, we will all move into this
level of consciousness. Be patient, for it will happen. Enjoy the
lessons you learn in every moment of eternity. Do not try to rush
your unfoldment, or to try to fulfill the requirements of your
mission in a day.
“Ride the waves. Weather the storms that will surely come
into your life. Even these will surely pass and when you exit the
tunnel your insights will be sharpened. Always you are re-created
anew. You are created, maintained and destroyed, in every
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“You are never given more than you can handle in any
moment, even though it may often appear that you are being
stretched beyond your limits. This is an illusion set up by Behlub
to prevent you from going further along the path toward AHO. You
will be stretched like a rubber band, and sometimes you will feel
that there is no more elastic left; no place to recoil to.
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“There is a dark red glow but not like a coal ember. This is a
living rock. It emits very potent energy. You will find it in the dark,
black world beyond the reaches of the known universe. The only
light here comes from the rock and the beings who love her.
robe. Their faces are old in appearance, for they are ancient
beings who seem to have existence since the beginning of time.
“They have survived the rock. Their faces are angular and
sharp. Their beards grow down to their knees. There are no short
beards here. All the beards are white/gray. Each sorcerer appears
similar to the others. Some have lots of hair on their heads, others
do not.
then you can truly say you have it! But when you refer to a flower
or another person, it seems difficult to say you must have this
thing inside.
what you truly love to do, then you should remain at your present
job, doing what you love in addition to this.
CHAPTER TWELVE
* * *
Spring passed into summer, which ended abruptly this year
with the coming of fall. Many changes began to occur in my life as
the autumn leaves signaled the coming of winter, and the end of
my present journeys to PLURBY. As I stood in the sacred room of
the Holy YOURN, it was more than the words I read that were
impressed upon my being.
* * *
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The main focus of this book has been not the getting out of
PLURBY - THE ETERNAL GAME OF FREEDOM(tm) in the
physical to sell. If the book alone accomplishes the opening up of
the consciousness, and awareness of the creative center within
each of us, people can avail themselves of PLURBY - THE
ETERNAL GAME OF FREEDOM(tm) in the inner, that’s fine,
though I would like to bring it out in the physical.
* * *
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burned your bridges behind you and must forge ahead, or cease
to be who you are!
“You must envision your goal and the direction so vividly that
you can see yourself already in possession of the objective you
seek. The wise man looks into space and does not regard the
small as too little, or the great as too big; for he knows that there
is no limit to dimension!”
* * *
I barely had much more than a moment to reflect on her
words before I heard the voice of my other friend, Dromba, the
High Priest of PLURBY. His words had great solace for me this
day as well.
“In reality you do not seek anything, for seeking implies you
must go somewhere to obtain some thing. You neither go
anywhere nor do you get anything. You merely unfold into greater
conscious awareness of that which already exists within your
universe.
“All exists for you to experience. AHO will truly provide that
which you need for your own spiritual growth and unfoldment.
Why seek anything but AHO - why divert even a tiny bit of energy
to manifesting material things when, since all comes from AHO
anyway, and AHO always has your best and highest interest as
the main focus at every moment, AHO will surely always provide
what you NEED, though not always what you think you want.
“These are Divine Gifts bestowed upon the true BE-er of life
- the seeker and follower of the Path to Total Awareness - the
Path of AHO. For the path of AHO is really just the path of
discovery of your own inner essence - that part of you that is
individual yet Divine; and being Divine It is at one with the Highest
- AHO.
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“You do what you do and don’t look for recognition. All of life
is a way to communicate with yourself. You find your expression
in life as you need it. The teaching of AHO is what is important -
and this is found only in the inner.
“You are a unique being, and on the one hand, all that
matters is your own, personal unfoldment, yet you cannot forget
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that everything you do, say, think or feel affects the whole of
eternity, whether you know it or not. Here is a rather unusual
paradox to contemplate on: Life is like a room full of tuning forks!
See what these words evoke from deep within your being.”
* * *
I found myself standing on the shore of a vast lake, as huge
as any lake I could have imagined in the physical world. My three
friends were by my side, and we just stood there, in silent
contemplation. Yerba broke the silence: “This is the Lake of
Silvera, named after the Goddess Silvera who reigns over this city
known as Vairagina.
“Do you see that island in the middle of the lake?” I looked
far out into the silvery lake and could see a rather small island
with green trees.
* * *
I walked forward through about ten feet of trees, following
the well-worn pathway into a small, circular clearing. Around the
edges of the clearing were white marble benches that almost
completely encircled the clearing. I’d say it was about a hundred
feet across, and in the center was a small platform, like a podium
of a sort.
“You are not a failure in your inner or outer life, and you
should never think you are. Do not judge yourself by your outer
surroundings, for they are only a small gauge along the pathway
of life. Take all in the outer with a grain of salt, as the saying goes.
Do not internalize what you perceive on the outer, unless it serves
to confirm what you already know to be true in the inner.
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“This is not to say the rest of your life will be easy. I cannot
foretell your future for you, and if I could it would not be fair to
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you. Life is for you to discover and live in the moment, not
focusing on some preconceived vision of what it might be, or
should be. Go forth from this moment, trusting your inner
guidance above all. Do not question yourself, or be set off
balance by those in the physical who would make you doubt your
very essence.
As she stopped speaking her vision faded out, and the silver
light that had bathed me began to fade gradually. I sat in quiet
repose a moment, and when I turned around, all the beings who
had been there only moments before, had disappeared. I could
feel their essences as I walked along the path to exit the clearing,
and I knew they would remain forever in my heart - even though I
didn’t know any of their names.
* * *
My three friends: Yerba, Dromba and Seffia, were waiting for
me on the other side of the clearing on the shore of the lake. We
all held hands together, as if this would be our last meeting. In
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Yerba asked: “If you could bring back just three things from
PLURBY to your own world, what would they be?”
“Well, I would love to say the game, but even though I have
already been able to manifest it in the physical, I’d have to say
finding and following the High Path of Self-Discovery, whatever
that path may be in the period in which one is living.”
discovery of this mission will find the inner forces will begin to help
fulfill the mission, after the person has acknowledged the mission
and accepts the journey to fulfill it. I hope that’s it!”
* * *
We all sat there a while, not saying anything. A deep
sadness came over me, as if I would never see my three friends
again. During the last many months they had made my life
bearable. A new attitude in living had developed within me, even
though there were still difficult times during this period.
“Do not be sad, my friend,” said Seffia. “You may still return
here as often as you like, though your work of writing may be
coming to a close. Your book will soon be finished, and perhaps
someone will publish it so that others may learn of your
experiences and have their own.
“As others begin to tune into the truths they can find in the
inner worlds, they, too, will assist in the upliftment of the physical
world, as they uplift themselves. It’s one being at a time. You
cannot control your outer world through manipulation, only
through inner movement as you unfold in your awareness.
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“Be aware, though, that some will read it and gain much from
it. Others nothing at all, and still others will attack you vehemently
for what you have written. We are all mirrors to one degree or
another. A violent reaction of others to your creation is not an
attack on you. Hold to your center. Remain in balance, always.
* * *
We all rose up and said a parting farewell, using the
traditional PLURBY greeting of introduction as well as parting.
Through I knew I could return here at any moment, I sensed it
would be quite a while before I would come back, for there was,
indeed, much work to do in polishing up the thousands of words I
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