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The animal eats, sleeps, fornicates, and dies. Awareness divides substance into
thirds; the animal, the vegetable, the mineral. The only thing that seems to be truly
unique in being self-aware is the ability to lie; to use the pigment of self delusion to
taint the canvas of reality. The lion does not lay down with the lamb, the lion eats the
lamb. What was once cute and cuddly becomes grotesque; flesh and gore and gristle,
the sorrowful soundtrack of life, expiring.
But we do not know, we assume. Either one has been chewed upon, and
remembers the experience as unpleasant; or one has read the words of another and
sympathizes. Regardless, sheep do not write; and lions do not sin.
The result of self-awareness is that existence becomes the search for pleasure.
But the danger of sin is the association of the divine. Where god becomes the
tool of oppression; and morality is not the gift of enlightenment but the curse of
ignorance. Where is the truth? That life is merely an exercise in self-denial; where an
all-knowing referee penalizes the evil of a merest instant with eternal damnation? Am
I the only one alive that realizes that there is only one solution set to this religious
belief? That the question of hell is the only answer? Let me simplify Christianity. If I
am an infant who succumbs to illness before choosing to accept Jesus, the weight of
original sin drags my soul to hell. If I lie on my death bed after a life of debauchery,
murder, and greed; yet my last act is to pray for forgiveness, the kingdom of heaven
is mine.
How does that make any sense? Yet I am Gwynnite; not only is such a
simplification sensible, it even illustrates the value of Christianity. It is also why I am
Antichristianity rather than anti-Christian. Because I expect the vast majority of
sheep to bray loudly in protest of such a simplification; to counter with exemptions
and interpretations; to say that one such as I cannot possibly understand the will of
god; and to finally reply ‘well, you can go to hell.’