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Never Born
Never Died
Only Visited this
Planet Earth between
Dec 11 1931 - Jan 19 1990
TEARS
OF THE
MYSTIC
ROSE
i can see others running by me…i can see others in the near distance
i must continue my marathon run
and as if by magic i stand up like a feather
am so fresh and exploding with life as if i have just started my run
her sudden and tragic death was obviously a great shock for me
i remember i promised myself then that i would make something of my life
in her memory and remember her that way
i must understand where i was going in life and what i was doing and why
her death formed many new questions in my life and i started to question
the very meaning of life and how one should live
the priorities and values of society and people
spending nights and nights trying to solve these questions for myself
all alone with no one to speak to nor anyone as my guide
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the very moment i saw the sannyas magazine with his face on the cover
those eyes and that beard
it was as if time had suddenly stopped
my heartbeat became rapid
everything in the room began to reel and spin
i almost fainted in a state of shock
wow…what was i seeing in front of me
was it a dream…or was i awake
the very same eyes that had haunted me every night for the past four
months were staring at me from the cover of this sannyas magazine
what seemed like a million flashes
hundreds of images passed before my eyes
it was all there instantaneously
i knew i had found what i was searching for
if they will only come here and listen to his magical voice and feel and
drink this divine bliss that is pervading the entire space all around
the air is thick with a fluid…flowing like divine bliss…this is simply paradise
these people are the most blessed on this earth
i am in love with everyone i see…i love them for being here and feel
connected to each and every face i see
i am in love for the very first time
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bhagwan is arrested
the commune is destroyed
bhagwan smiling
radiant and graceful
his face utterly calm and a sparkling
twinkle in his eyes
be total
go in
go in…just go in
i now walk every day two to three hours behind buddha grove
the gentle slope rising…the gentle slope descending…a perfect pathway
i have known
i have seen
what is omnipotent…omnipresent…omniscient
indestructible…pervades all…knows all
no taste…no smell…no touch…no sound…no sight
cannot be created was always present…nor destroyed will always remain
beyond space…beyond time
fathomless…immeasurable
has its own source of light…eternal
bhagwan speaking on the arrival of the new man on this planet earth
the new man is on the horizon
i felt he made a great mistake as did all the gurus of the 70s era
just the bubble of the american dream
the idea that they would soon be fed up with the outer cover of
materialism
and would soon turn inwards for their spiritual longings
from the periphery to the centre and the centre to the periphery
till they both melt down into one
the whole body periphery is filled with the centre
tai chi and vipassana are using the same inner vertical alignments
and letting go into the earth using gravity as a device
tai chi is more complex as it uses 108 forms
to spread the centre in circular patterns and expand the hara
this way they experience and complete their desire for power
and falling down opens their eyes to perhaps enlightenment
or realisation that power has got them nowhere
one need not add any more information to the inner world
one just needs to listen to the silent inner world
and dive deeply into the inner sky
which carries the entire knowing of this existence
within its own being
the western mind is obsessed with change and becoming a better person
all therapies attract to learning more and more about different things
change requires
a to b to c to d to e…and never ends into the changing world
transformation requires
a1 to a2 to a3 to a4 to a5…deeper and deeper into this eternal moment
therapies just add more and more to the already dead weight
and to the ego of the mind
the false idea that i know more
so perhaps i am becoming more aware of my surroundings
the greatest fallacy and sheer humbug
wisdom moon crescent moon www.oshorajneesh.net
just who were these people who hear but do not listen
wonder wonder if you please
diamond like thunderbolts www.oshorajneesh.net
i declare
never in the history of superconsciousness
has such an extreme surgery been performed
stop meditations
with nivedano instructed to raise the frequency of his drums
prepare the entire buddhafield for a crescendo
with all its totality
the master of masters bhagwan arrives
magnitude 9 on the richter scale
unspeakable
inexpressible
vaster than truth
i am seeing bhagwan
the greatest diamond ever on display
multifaceted in its multitude of perfection
shimmering and flashing instantly in a million directions all at once
a strange device
bhagwan plans
his arrival
of the new man
magnitude 9 on the richter scale www.oshorajneesh.net
children run around looking for the treasure that was never buried
the treasure hunt…the search begins
the device in play
this is serious
must find the mantra man
no it is not a mantra man
it is a group of people who are targeting the sound to his hara
how will the master thief steal the biggest diamond the kohinoor
in broad daylight and in open view
i am pointed to
i freeze
he looks at me
eyes open focused and ferocious like bodhidharma
the whole sky is descending and the earth is heavy with a forceful grip
i walk slowly towards him…just 3 metres…the gap is close
i disappear
the sky pours heavily upon me
the diamond rushing heavily downwards into my crown
isness as usual
osho declares
his secret seal and ultimate koan
to the invisible
forever truth and present
i leave poona and feel the air just explode into freshness
my breathing has become more relaxed and free
the atmosphere is nourishing and expansive
i am free at last
the master thief with the kohinoor
samadhi has irreversible effect and a tall vertical opening into the sky
with ascent of gravity and descent of zero gravity to fill the vacuum
i was enjoying each and every moment of this newly found freedom
to learn and experience the outerworld again
synchronicity zero www.oshorajneesh.net
a true master
can at the most only inspire you
to live your being…live in your light
a bliss is gathering
the river pulling me…the forest pulling me
the sky pulling me…the silence pulling me
i am expanding and expanding in each direction
i stand alone
the majority of one
i am drowned in silence
om om om om om
the universe is drowned
om om om om om
vibrating the entire space
i was lost
i found
drowned
am lost again
who am i
diamonds floating pure emptiness
i look upwards
descending
osho…osho…osho
tears of bliss
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