Author(s): Lorraine Sitzia Source: The Oral History Review, Vol. 30, No. 1 (Winter - Spring, 2003), pp. 87-101 Published by: Oxford University Press on behalf of the Oral History Association Stable URL: http://www.jstor.org/stable/3675353 Accessed: 01/10/2009 06:57 Your use of the JSTOR archive indicates your acceptance of JSTOR's Terms and Conditions of Use, available at http://www.jstor.org/page/info/about/policies/terms.jsp. JSTOR's Terms and Conditions of Use provides, in part, that unless you have obtained prior permission, you may not download an entire issue of a journal or multiple copies of articles, and you may use content in the JSTOR archive only for your personal, non-commercial use. Please contact the publisher regarding any further use of this work. Publisher contact information may be obtained at http://www.jstor.org/action/showPublisher?publisherCode=oup. Each copy of any part of a JSTOR transmission must contain the same copyright notice that appears on the screen or printed page of such transmission. JSTOR is a not-for-profit organization founded in 1995 to build trusted digital archives for scholarship. We work with the scholarly community to preserve their work and the materials they rely upon, and to build a common research platform that promotes the discovery and use of these resources. For more information about JSTOR, please contact support@jstor.org. Oxford University Press and Oral History Association are collaborating with JSTOR to digitize, preserve and extend access to The Oral History Review. http://www.jstor.org A Shared Authority: An Impossible Goal? by Lorraine Sitzia Abstract In this article I present a case study of the relation- ship between interviewer and narrator to explore the process of collaboration in the production of an auto/biography. This article outlines how the project originated and how it devel- oped over the past six years. After introducing the narrator, Arthur Thickett-soldier, communist, pacifist, and writer-I explore our collaboration and identify those facets of the rela- tionship that have been the most influential in shaping the interview. Michael Frisch's principle of "shared authority" influenced the working process, and collaboration was an important element of the work. This paper discusses the effect that attempting to share authority had on the project, and examines the issues raised by the collaborative process, such as who owns the material produced, who decides what material is made public, and how these decisions affect the his- tory told. There is an increasing recognition that an understanding of the relationship between interviewer and narrator is important in any analysis of the oral history interview and of the stories that are told or not told.' Equally, there is a growing debate around issues of authority-how interviewers work with their nar- rators, and who directs the process-with many people advocating Lorraine Sitzia teaches oral history courses at the Centre for Continuing Education, University of Sussex, England and is a committee member for the Oral History Society. Ronald J. Grele, Envelopes of Sound: The Art of Oral History (Chicago: Precedent Publishing, 1985); Sherna Berger Gluck and Daphne Patai (eds.), Women's Words: The Feminist Practice of Oral History (London: Routledge, 1991); Alessandro Portelli, The Death of Luigi Trastulli and Other Stories: Form and Meaning in Oral History (Albany: SUNY Press, 1991). The Oral History Review, Vol. 30, No. 1, pages 87-101. ISSN: 0094-1223; electronic ISSN: 1533-8592 ? 2003 by the Oral History Association. All rights reserved. Send requests for permission to reprint to: Rights and Permissions, University of California Press, Journals Division, 2000 Center St., Ste. 303, Berkeley, CA 94704-1223. 88 ORAL HISTORY REVIEW a more collaborative approach.2 This paper will look at the development of the relationship between me as interviewer, and Arthur Thickett as narrator, during the course of our work together over the past six years. I will examine the ways in which our relationship has affected the stories told and how it has had an impact on the collaborative process. The conclusion of this project has been the publication earlier this year of an auto/biographical book, Seeking the Enemy, with both Arthur and me as authors.3 This process of collaboration has been fun- damental to the project and has raised several important issues-such as who owns the material produced, who decides what material is made public, and how these decisions affect the history told-which I will attempt to explore in this paper. This paper is arranged into four sections: the first will pro- vide an outline of how the project originated with a brief back- ground to Arthur's story. The second section describes how the project developed over the past six years and how we worked together. The third section looks at our relationship and its impact on the stories told. As the second and third sections have been explored in detail in a previous article,4 for the pur- poses of this paper I will provide a brief summary. The final section will examine the collaborative process and the issues this raised. Beginning Arthur's Project I had known Arthur for many years before I began inter- viewing him through our involvement with QueenSpark Books 2Deborah Cameron et. al., Researching Language: Issues of Power and Method (London: Routledge, 1992); Michael Frisch, A Shared Authority: Essays on the Craft and Meaning of Oral and Public History (Albany, SUNY Press, 1990); Liz Stanley and Sue Wise, "Back into the Personal or Our Attempt to Construct Feminist Research" in G. Bowles and R. Duelli Klein (eds.), Theories of Women's Studies (London: Routledge and Kegan, 1983). 31 use the term auto/biography to mean an oral history narrative presented in an autobiographical form, and which is produced through collaboration between the interviewer as biographer and the narrator as the autobiographer of his/her story. Lorraine Sitzia and Arthur Thickett, Seeking the Enemy (London: Working Press, 2002). 4Lorraine Sitzia, "Telling Arthur's Story: Oral History Relationships and Shared Authority," Oral History, 27 (2): 58-67. A Shared Authority: An Impossible Goal? Arthur Thickett, 1999. (QS), a community writing and publishing group in Brighton, England, which since it began in the 1970s has worked to pub- lish hidden histories of local people and encourage writing in the local community.5 Arthur had been the volunteer treasurer for many years, while I have been both a paid worker (working with Arthur on the accounts) and a volunteer. At the time the project started I was the administrator, and over the course of the project I left to undertake postgraduate study (although I remained a volunteer) and began teaching oral history courses at the University of Sussex. Arthur continued as a volunteer, becoming the Chair of QS and also the Chair of the Federation of Worker Writers and Community Publishers, an umbrella organization for like-minded groups similar to QS.6 sSee Lorraine Sitzia, "QueenSpark Books-Publishing Life Stories for the Local Community," The Local Historian, 27(4): 218-224. 6 See http://www.thefwwcp.org.uk. 89 90 ORAL HISTORY REVIEW Originally I interviewed Arthur as an exercise for an oral history course I was undertaking. I knew that Arthur had fought in Korea with the Australian Army and had later become a com- munist, and I was interested to know more about this time in his life and the process of conversion. Arthur was happy to be interviewed but had no real investment in the outcome, and therefore tried to be as "helpful" as possible in answering my questions. By coincidence, at that time a Communist Oral His- tory Project (COHP) was looking for ex-comrades to interview. Arthur was eager to be involved, and as our focus changed to collecting material for the COHP archive, Arthur saw more of a purpose in our work since the collected material would reach a wider audience. After completing the COHP interviews we decided to continue interviewing with the intention of making Arthur's story into a book. Our involvement in QS and the fact that I had worked on several QS books was what prompted us to continue the project. From the start of interviewing I was interested in collabora- tion, as this was part of the QS ethos. QS is about co-operation and communication: for example, the process of making a QS book is collaborative, with authors and volunteer book-makers working together to turn the manuscript into a published book. Consequently our involvement and commitment to the ideals of community publishing underpinned the project from the beginning. To a certain degree it was unspoken that we would collaborate, although we never discussed the degree and details of collaboration. With hindsight this was a mistake; however, to be fair, this project was from the beginning an experiment, and the shifting focus of the work made these discussions difficult. This is a point I will return to in the final section of this paper. I was also interested in Michael Frisch's ideas on shared authority and approaches to working with people and their life stories: "We need projects that will involve people in exploring what it means to remember, and what to do with memories to make them active and alive as opposed to mere objects of collection."7 Another underlying reason for my desire to work collabo- ratively with Arthur derived from a previous project I had been 7Frisch, p. 27. A Shared Authority: An Impossible Goal? 91 involved with at QS documenting the lives of the Brighton fishing community.8 This was a fairly large oral history book project for QS involving over 30 narrators and many project workers.9 Once the interviews had been completed, the narra- tors read the transcripts and signed consent forms; it was then left to the members of the editing team to select and edit the extracts for inclusion in the book. One or two of the editing team felt that as a community project we should involve the narrators in the process of editing, but the majority disagreed and in reality this would have been impossible: several narra- tors died before the book came out, and many others had no interest in the process and were happy just to contribute their stories. Added to this were tensions between some narrators and disputes over certain stories. We therefore felt it was logis- tically impossible to involve all the narrators in the editing pro- cess and to have selected a few would have implied that some narrators were more valuable than others. This experience left me wondering to what extent it was possible to collaborate and share authority with our narrators, and the project with Arthur provided a perfect opportunity to explore this. The project with Arthur has always been an independent project with no constraints placed by any university or orga- nization. This has been liberating in some ways: there were no time limits and we did not have to adhere to any organiza- tion's policies. However, it has also been constricting in that we have had to fit the project into our lives whenever there has been space; we received no funding to support dedicated time on the project, and apart from a small grant I have had to cover all expenses. The loose nature of the project and the changing focus has meant that we drew up no clear guide- lines at the beginning, a point to which I will return. The book has been published by a London-based community publisher, Working Press, which underwrote the cost of print- ing and marketing. Any money made from book sales will go back to Working Press to recoup costs and fund future projects. 8 See Lorraine Sitzia, "Making a Community Oral History Book," Oral History, 26:1 (1998): 38-45. 9 QueenSpark Books, Catching Stories (Brighton: QueenSpark Books, 1996). 92 ORAL HISTORY REVIEW Arthur's Story A teenager in Hull in the middle years of the Second World War, Arthur could not wait to sign up "to get at the Germans," but first he saw active duty with the British Army in India dur- ing the August 1946 Calcutta riots between Hindus and Mus- lims. Arthur volunteered for "special duties": to clear mounds of dead, bloated bodies from the streets of Calcutta. After being demobilized in 1948, Arthur was increasingly troubled by memories of India. He began drinking and eventually suffered his first nervous breakdown. However, Arthur was still desperate to fight for Britain, as the men in his family had before him, and with the advent of the Korean War he again tried to sign up for the British Army. Refused admission because of his mental health status, he saw an advertisement for recruits placed by the Australian Army in the Hull Gazette and decided to apply. After telling a few "white lies" he was pronounced "Al fully fit" and left England in Novem- ber 1950 for a six-year term of Australian Army service, during the course of which he saw active duty in the front-line of Korea. On returning to Australia in the mid-1950s, Arthur "became rather wild," drinking very heavily with a gang of veterans and getting into fights, and he suffered a series of breakdowns. During these years Arthur also began to question his world view-conservative, patriotic, militarist, imperialist-and increas- ingly found answers in socialism. In 1959 Arthur completed his "conversion" and joined the Communist Party of Australia. Arthur returned to England in 1961, where he became active in the Campaign for Nuclear Disarmament and the anti- Vietnam movement. He earned an undergraduate degree as a mature student in the 1970s and became a school teacher. How- ever, memories of war were never far away, and he continued to struggle with guilt about his military service. A predominant theme in Arthur's life during these years was the need to find a "just" war and be on the "right" side, a quest influenced by Arthur's romantic view of the Spanish Civil War and the Inter- national Brigade. On several occasions, Arthur actively pur- sued this desire to take arms against imperialism, but his ambi- tion to fight for just liberation struggles was never fulfilled. After some teaching and other jobs Arthur retired and he now A Shared Authority: An Impossible Goal? Arthur in Japan in 1953 (third from right). lives in Brighton, where he is actively involved in QueenSpark Books. He remains a socialist, and became committed to paci- fism in 1992. Uncovering Arthur's Stories As already mentioned, my work with Arthur has pro- gressed in three distinct stages-first as an interviewing exer- cise, then part of the COHP, and third the completion of the book, Seeking the Enemy. This progression has had a noticeable impact on the stories Arthur chose to tell. While interviewing for the COHP, Arthur and I worked from a structured questionnaire provided by the project and we stopped the interviews when we had covered the specified areas. I felt that before we continued with more interviews for our own project, I should assess what I had already collected and look for themes and patterns that could form working chapters, stories that could be placed together to form a coher- ent narrative. Then I roughly edited this material-for example, eliminating repetition and removing my questions-into a more flowing narrative, which I then presented to Arthur for comment. 93 *..:.:..:. .. ..... ..~~~~~~::... .. ....... :ii:ri :.: 9!; ... .: ii: .. :. : i: i:;~~~~m~a~;: : : ::: . .... 1 ..,; ;.. i ,. c ,.. ; : . .. . .. : . .$X =, t1u3;E g.,,.,; <;. ^, 1. . *~ ~ ~ ~ ~ i . . ?,eZ Z s s...... . ........ z e. -.o 94 ORAL HISTORY REVIEW This rough editing process allowed us to identify gaps, con- tradictions, and inconsistencies in the stories, or areas that needed further exploration. We drew up an agenda for further interviews, though this agenda constantly shifted and diversified as subsequent interviews raised new themes for exploration. These interviews were unstructured and open-ended, some- times addressing one key theme, such as Arthur's personal rela- tionships with women. Consequently the book progressed in tandem with these interviews. After each interview, I edited the material into existing chapters or new chapters, which Arthur then read and offered comments. We then discussed the revised draft and decided the next stage. Throughout our work together, Michael Frisch's notion of a "shared authority," in which the interviewer and narrator share responsibility for and authorship of the final narrative, was a guiding principle.10 As a result, Arthur was involved in all stages of the project and was an equal participant in all discussions and decision-making. This sharing authority was a learning pro- cess for me and I found it daunting to share my writing and interpretations, mainly, in retrospect, for fear of offending or upsetting Arthur. Yet, this dialogue was important for both me and Arthur, and increased the level of trust between us, as well as highlighting areas of misinterpretation on my part. In addi- tion, Arthur's knowledge of life-history work gained through his involvement with community publishing meant that he wanted to be involved and saw his involvement as a natural part of the process. This constant dialogue between me and Arthur enriched the process of working on another's life story. I quickly moved from being an interviewer to a facilitator in helping Arthur uncover his past. The development of the dialogue within the process was only possible through our relationship. The Relationship and Remembering In the oral history interview, the process of remembering does not exist in a vacuum; it develops in the course of the o Frisch, 1990. A Shared Authority: An Impossible Goal? 95 dialogue between the interviewer and narrator in the context of their relationship.1 Through this dialogue stories come to be told in new ways, so the dialogue can help bring out new mean- ings. It is possible that the questions guide the interviewee into thinking about an experience in a different way.12 When the project began, as I have mentioned, I had known Arthur for many years and this "insider" status allowed me access to Arthur. However I was an "outsider" in many ways: I had not experienced war, I had not suffered mental trauma, I am not a man, and I am thirty-eight years younger than Arthur. The fact that we already knew each other may have had an impact on what Arthur chose to tell me in the beginning. It is difficult to judge now after interviewing over such a long period of time, because as the interviews progressed our friendship developed and each of us opened up to the other. However, a good friend- ship is not enough to generate productive and useful interviews. Over the years distinct factors have emerged that contributed to this process and made Arthur feel comfortable in telling me his story. Of these, the following are particularly significant: shared interests, family background, and specific life events. Our shared interests were very important. We had a work- ing relationship at QS. I had interest in Communism, and we shared a general political viewpoint. Arthur has a political story-his conversion-that he wanted to tell and he had a cap- tive audience in me. The similarities in our family backgrounds formed the most important connection. Both our families are working-class and from the north of England, and indeed Arthur's family is from the same area of Hull as my mother's family. Both our families worked in the North Sea fishing industry. Class is a connection Arthur mentioned frequently in conversation; it allowed him to discuss his background more easily. Other significant factors were my own semi-military upbringing and my having lived overseas in countries important to Arthur's story. The danger in "lPortelli, 1991; Marjorie Shostak, "What the Wind Won't Take Away" in Personal Narratives Group, Interpreting Women's Lives: Feminist Theory and Personal Narrative (Bloomington: Indiana University Press, 1989); Valerie Yow, "Ethics and Interpersonal Relationships in Oral History Research," Oral History Review, 22:1 (1995): 51-66. '2Alessandro Portelli, "Oral History as Genre" in Mary Chamberlain and Paul Thomspon (eds.), Narrative and Genre (London: Routledge, 1998). 96 ORAL HISTORY REVIEW this shared experience is that sometimes I did not challenge Arthur, or I accepted certain explanations because they fit into my own understandings or beliefs. On the other hand, our friend- ship provided me with access to parts of Arthur that others would not have had. As Valerie Yow has emphasized, oral histo- rians need to be self-reflective and self-critical, and to think carefully about how our own background affects which ques- tions are not being asked and why they are not being asked.l3 If Arthur had political as well as personal motivations for telling his story, there were also complex forces motivating my involve- ment in the project that affected my relationship with Arthur and his story. As interviewers we become involved in the cre- ation of a life story and can ourselves become affected by that interaction.l4 Like Alistair Thomson I found I had an emotional investment in my work with Arthur: a need for a grandfather I never had.'5 As interviewers we must consider our own motivations and needs, as well as those of the narrator, when undertaking an oral history project, and especially if it is a biographical project. While there is a danger that we will over-analyze our own involvement, even to the extent of including our own life story, it is clear that this relationship has an effect on what is remem- bered and the way in which the stories are told. It is impossible to say whether a different interviewer would have produced a "better" or "worse" narrative with Arthur; each relationship is unique and the narrative therefore is a unique result of a com- plex set of interactions which are further complicated by the intended focus of the narrative, and indeed in this case by the process of collaboration. The Collaborative Process For much of the project Arthur and I worked well together; the interviews progressed well and the initial process of putting 13 Valerie Yow, "Ethics and Interpersonal Relationships in Oral History Research," Oral History Review, 22:1 (1995): 51-66. '4 Mary Stuart, "And How Was It for You Mary? Self Identity and Meaning for Oral Historians," Oral History, 21:2 (1993): 80-83. 15 Alistair Thomson, "Memory as a Battlefield: Personal and Political Investments in the National Military Past," Oral History Review 22:2 (1995): 55-57. A Shared Authority: An Impossible Goal? 97 together a manuscript was also successful. I directed the pro- cess, Arthur actively participated, and disagreements were minor and resolved by discussion, with neither being dominant. But as D.E. Polkinghorne stated: "We are in the middle of our stories and cannot be sure how they will end; we are constantly having to revise the plot as new events are added to our lives."16 These words have come to have a particular significance for me in relation to my work with Arthur. When our work began, and in fact for about the first three to four years, I felt very pleased with the way the project was progressing. However as the inter- views became complete and we drew closer to the publication of a book, Arthur began behaving aggressively: putting sub- stantial pressure upon me to work more quickly, threatening to complete the work with another editor, and most impor- tantly, raising issues over ownership: "our" book became only "Arthur's" book. This situation was made worse by the fact that Arthur was going through a severe emotional and mental health crisis, which also meant that he became very dependent on me, calling in varying states of distress at all times of the day and night. I felt-and still do feel-a huge responsibility for Arthur and felt I should help him resolve this crisis, but did not feel equipped to do this. On reflection, these complications partly arose because of the experimental nature of the project: neither I nor Arthur had worked in such a collaborative way before. My approach to the project was as an informal learning experience, not as a formal research study, and so we had not established guidelines or ground rules. However in the final stages of the project, I became aware of the difficulties brought by such a close per- sonal relationship with the narrator. I now believe that it is cru- cial to define clear boundaries and guidelines when embarking on a project of this nature. At the beginning of this collabora- tion I directed the work to a large extent and certainly had a "voice;" one consequence of this lack of clarity is that as the project progressed I felt that I gradually lost authority, that Arthur became more and more dominant-and in fact bullying- and my own voice seemed to be lost. I am aware that this is a 16 D.E. Polkinghorne, Narrative Knowing and the Human Sciences (Albany: SUNY, 1988). 98 ORAL HISTORY REVIEW reflection of how I feel now, after the problems arose; in retro- spect, I believe I was naive in not anticipating the impact that publication of an individual's life story can have on that person, perhaps especially someone as emotionally fragile as Arthur. Having said that, other significant adverse events occurred in Arthur's life around this time, and it is impossible to disentan- gle the influence of these from that of the project upon Arthur's condition. My feelings of being powerless to help Arthur were com- pounded by the fact that we were friends before we began this project and there was a mutual expectation that the relation- ship would continue long after the project ended; I saw Arthur as a friend first and foremost, and as a narrator in my work sec- ond. But changes in my own circumstances (becoming a mother) meant I no longer had the time or mental energy to give to Arthur in these latter stages of the project. Equally, the length of time the project took to reach conclusion, in particular a printing delay of over a year, placed added pressure on us both. It is difficult to know if we would still have encountered this conflict over "ownership" without the trauma Arthur suffered. I think it was inevitable that there would be some conflict along the way. For Arthur, having his story made public was very important to his sense of self and to presenting his identity as a political person. Although I was the facilitator enabling this to happen, it was not my story that would be made public and would come under scrutiny, or indeed that would interest people. So, inevitably the focus was on Arthur, and being a nat- ural performer he became completely absorbed in the interest people showed in our work, in "publicity," in the anticipation of his circle of acquaintances. Through this combination of factors I became sidelined. In addition to working together on the book, in the summer of 1998 Arthur and I presented a joint seminar at the University of Sussex on the theme of shared authority. Throughout the project Arthur read any articles or conference presentations that I prepared relating to the project and typically I included his comments in the final versions. This policy was a conscious attempt on my part to work together as fully as possible and for me not to assume authority over Arthur, to interpret "shared ownership" in the strictest sense. However, throughout the project A Shared Authority: An Impossible Goal? 99 I was aware that I often felt inhibited and anxious in these pro- cesses; I now see that I had a fear of upsetting Arthur, of per- haps causing offense, and I sometimes shied away from chal- lenging Arthur, for example concerning his visits to Northern Ireland that I felt he glorified. I did question some of his actions regarding his relationships with women, and in fact we did establish a dialogue around these; it may be therefore, that some of my fears were unfounded and a reflection more of my own anxieties than of Arthur's. The experience of presenting a paper at the International Oral History Association conference in 200017 (and this subse- quent article) on my own, without Arthur first reading the text, has been liberating for me, enabling me to address difficulties and highlight problems without undue concern for Arthur's reaction. The difficulties described above made me reassess the project and be more critical and more honest with myself con- cerning the process of collaborative work. Now, having some distance from the work, I can see that I became "lost" in this idea of sharing authority and making it a reality. I started to see it as an "all or nothing" scenario, that everything had to be shared, and this became very restrictive, making me question everything we were doing and wondering if there was any point to the work. I began to question my role as a historian: if Arthur was involved in the process of producing a book about his life, who would decide what testimony would be made pub- lic and what would be kept private, and what were the implica- tions of this on the history-making process? This troubled me throughout the project, but my sense is that all history-making is selective to some degree, and as oral historians we need to be reflective about what we are doing and open about the pro- cesses in which we engage. Crucially we need to keep our project goals uppermost in our minds: in this case the aim was to pro- duce a collaborative life history book between narrator and inter- viewer to be published by a "political" community publisher. Inevitably not all the stories told in the interviews could go into the final narrative of the book, mainly because of 17 Lorraine Sitzia, "Crossroads of History: Experience, Memory, Orality," presenta- tion at the International Oral History Association conference, Istanbul, Turkey, June 15-19,2000. 100 ORAL HISTORY REVIEW sheer volume but also because Arthur did not want some stories made public. However, I believe that this does not detract from the story finally told. I believe the final narra- tive has much to contribute, not just in terms of understand- ing the impact of war on a so-called "ordinary" man, but also enabling us to think about the complex relationship between self, identity, and the stories we choose to tell. Indeed, there is an increasing acknowledgement that an understanding of the dialectical relationship between memory and identity and the ways in which people tell their life stories is impor- tant in any life history research.18 By exploring the ways in which individuals present their life stories we can gain a deeper understanding of the complex relationship between past and present identities, and the ways in which individuals attempt to make sense of their lives.19 Equally, by under- standing the connections and interaction between individual and collective memory we can begin to see how memories of events change over time for both the individual and society.20 Employing Clifford Geertz's idea of "thick description" we can use one person's life story as the means by which not only to understand and investigate his/her construction of his/her stories, but also as a mode for understanding wider social issues and how these are played out in individuals' lives.21 My experience in this project has not diminished in my mind the importance of collaborative projects but I would not undertake such a project again without being very clear myself about boundaries. In particular, I would want to be clear about my role within that person's life, especially if I already had a relationship with him or her. I would not allow a project to go on for as long a time as this one, and I would allow myself the 8 Alistair Thomson, Anzac Memories: Living with the Legend (Melbourne: O.U.P, 1994); R. Josselson and A. Lieblich (eds.), The Narrative Study of Lives: Volume 1, (Newbury Park, California: Sage, 1993). 19 J.A. Hatch and R. Wisniewski (eds.), Life History and Narrative (London: Falmer Press, 1995). 20See R. Perks and A. Thomson, The Oral History Reader (London: Routledge, 1998). 21 Clifford Geertz, The Interpretation of Cultures (New York: Basics Books, 1998); Ken Plummer, Documents of Life 2 (London: Sage, 2001). A Shared Authority: An Impossible Goal? 101 opportunity to write about the process outside of the collabora- tion, or be critical of the narrator or analyze his or her stories in ways he or she may not like. I am not sure that it is possible to have a shared critical perspective with our narrators, or that it would be desirable to do so; it is the narrator's story, it is per- sonal to him or her, and as interviewers our interpretations are affected by age, gender, and subsequent understandings of the past. But I believe now that it is important to realize that many products are possible from one project, and perhaps embracing this concept frees us from the inevitable restrictions that come with shared authority. I now see the book as only one product of our work together, and I feel free to explore aspects of our work in which I am interested independent of Arthur, in the same way that Arthur is free to use our work for performances and readings independent of me. At least to some extent we have arrived at a point where we can both own the project in our own ways. Despite all the problems encountered I do feel our principle of shared authority led to a exciting, stimulating, and successful collaboration, and in this spirit I will conclude with a comment made by Arthur to the draft of a previous paper: "'shared authority' is in this case dead right, I think as well: we both had to use different accents and meet in the middle."
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