SAI COSMIC WOMB

By:
Vasantha Sai
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EDITORS NOTE
A yearning hearts calls and cries bring an Avatar to earth.
73 years of one-pointed devotion make an Avatar take a new form
Boundless love for God and sacrifice for humanity ushers in a new yuga!
At this time when every devotee is waiting for Lord Sais return, Sri
Vasantha Sais book is a beacon of hope for the entire Sai world. This book is a
new Veda, a revelation of truth so far unseen in any of the ages. These truths have
been told to Sri Vasantha Sai in meditation by Bhagavan Sri Sathya Sai Baba.
Herein Sri Vasantha Sai clearly explains why Swami left His body and why He
must return. We are now on the verge of an unprecedented Universal change, the
coming of the Sathya Yuga and birth of the New Creation. Swami shows how He
comes in new form, to a new world where there will only be the pure taste for God.
It is this that His divine Shakthi, Vasantha Sai and the children of the Sai Cosmic
womb now await!
TABLE OF CONTENTS
PROLOGUE
CHAPTER 1 NOT LINGAM ONLY FEELINGS 1
CHAPTER 2 BIRTHDAY NOT CHANGE.. 6
CHAPTER 3 AMRIT SNAKES 14
CHAPTER 4 AHAM NEW CONCEPT.. 20
CHAPTER 5 HEART SMILE REAL SMILE. 32
CHAPTER 6 SEVEN NOTES SEVEN CHAKRAS.... 43
CHAPTER 7 SHIVA BECOMES JEEVA. 50
CHAPTER 8 BODY WITHOUT I AND I WITHOUT BODY... 56
EPILOGUE
PROLOGUE
Before starting this book, a word for the readers. The name of the book is
Viswagarbha, Sai Cosmic womb. The name is very strange. Yet it is the truth. In the
Bhagavad Gita Sri Krishna declares,
My Primordial Matter (Prakrithi) known as the great Brahma, is the womb of all
creatures; in that womb I place the seed of all life. The birth of all beings follows
from this combination of matter and spirit...
Of all bodies that take birth from different wombs, this Primordial Matter, Prakrithi
is the Mother, while I am the seed-giving Father
Bhagavad Gita (XIV: 3-4)
This is Viswagarbha, the Cosmic Womb. Who knows how Gods first creation
comes? Swami now demonstrates this for the first time. How does it come? I tell this
through the hundred books I have written. However, contained in these eight chapters is
the final form; the essence of the hundred books. Swami asked me to put this on the
internet, so we have. We do not do anything without Swamis permission.
It is the Kundalini Stupi and Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam which perform the task
in Mukthi Nilayam; they make the creation anew. The Viswagarbha is the womb of the
Primal soul; it is the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam in Mukthi Nilayam. It is here inside
the inner sanctum that we have installed Swamis Padukas. This is a Heart temple. Is there
a Heart temple or Kundalini temple anywhere in this world? It is Swami Himself who
drew pictures showing the Mukthi Stupi and Garbha Gruha. He then asked us to see the
nadis for temple construction. We saw six nadis for the Mukthi Stupi written by Maharishi
Kaakabhujandar. He also wrote the nadi for the Garbha Kottam. It is in accordance to the
measurements contained in the nadi and according to the Agama Shashtras that Sri
Ganapathi Stapathi constructed the buildings. It is through them that World liberation is
coming from Mukthi Nilayam. This is all.
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CHAPTER 1
NOT LINGAM ONLY FEELINGS
Today in Sathya Sai Speaks volume 24, page 182 I read the following.
There are three different forms of the Viraat Swarupa.
Let us see. God manifests Himself in many forms under many names. The entire
cosmos, consisting of animate and inanimate objects, is the form of Viraat, permeating the
five basic elements. The Viraat Purusha (the Cosmic Person) is manifest in every creature
from an ant to the Absolute, demonstrating thereby that the cosmos is a manifestation of
the Divine. Whatever we see physically is the manifestation of Viraat. One of His names
is Vaiswaanara. This is the Divine in every being, who identifies Himself as I; from a
king to a peasant, from a millionaire to a pauper, from a child to an old man, a woman or a
man, every person identifies himself by using the term I This is called I. All say I. This
is Vaiswaanara. Lord Krishna has said in the Bhagavad Gita, I am in all as Vaiswaanara.
It is this Vaiswaanara agni in the stomach, which digests all kinds of food. This is what
the Lord has said as I. He is the Vaiswaanara. Yet, we all say, I am. Let us see the
example of the Vaiswaanara who is inside my body. I contain Him in the name and form
of Vasantha. Another person says, I am Rama and contains the Vaiswaanara in another
name and form. All are saying the same, from the millionaire or the garbage collector, ant
to God, all tell, I, I. It is this I which functions in all.
Why does this I begin in the Vaiswaanara? It is the Vaiswaanara who is digesting
all food and it is food that sustains life. Without food we cannot live. Man is born as a
child, and requires food for his growth. All have hunger from the beggar to the
millionaire. All eat and are hungry for food. Food is the cause for growth. This is the first
I. When we are born, this I is also born with us and says, I am hungry. It is for this
reason Swami has shown this as the first form of the Viraat Swaroopa.
Now let us see my matter. From birth I have had no feelings of hunger. Therefore,
there is no Vaiswaanara Agni in my stomach. It is for this reason I do not want to eat
anything. Is there any food in this world that I like? Is there one fruit, sweet or any food
item I like and want to eat? I do not like anything! I have no Vaiswaanara. It is only if the
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Vaiswaanara is there, will the feelings of hunger and wanting to eat be kindled and food
digested. From birth to now I have only had hunger for God. It is in my heart. Thus my
Vaiswaanara, is in my heart only. God is giving it many different types of food. He has
filled it with so much wisdom. Yet, I do not eat this alone, but share it with all. This is a
hunger, which can never be satiated! This is the hunger for wisdom, the hunger for Truth.
It is hunger for Sathyam. I have written of this in the book, Prema Sai part three, as Sai
Digest.
Swami is now no longer on this Earth and so gives many pictures, poems and
different writing for my hunger. He has given so much over the last three years. This is the
food Swami has given for my hunger for Truth and wisdom, cooking it in many different
ways. I have also shared this food with all. If a man does not have food he will die. As I
cannot live in this world without Swami, He feeds me with this kind of food.
Next Swami tells about Vairaajasutha, which means the One who has assumed a
mysterious form. He is the One who while being present in every being, appears to be
absent. While carrying on all activities, He appears to be inactive. While experiencing all,
He appears not to be the experiencer. Thus He is called mysterious form.
Let us see about what Swami has told. God is the Mysterious One. In the Bhagavad
Gita, Krishna tells that though He performs all actions in us, He is inactive. Here the Lord
is in the witness state. It is this Sri Krishna declares in the 13
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chapter, Kshetra
Kshetragna Vibhaga Yoga. When we are unable to carry out our activities, we call and cry
for Him and He becomes the bearer of all. Now we are only the instrument, He is
performing all activities. Sri Krishna demonstrates this to Arjuna through the Viswaroopa
Darshan on the battlefield. The Lord declares, I have already killed all, you act as an
instrument and fight.
Life is a battle. We are unable to bear the suffering. When we call on God at this
time, He comes and does all as the Bhartha, the one who sustains. This is the state of
doing, but not doing. Next is the state of Bhoktha.
Here God performs all actions for the Jeeva, who tells, Lord, You are doing all, so
You alone experience the fruits. As the Jeeva performs Sadhana, God Himself becomes
the experiencer. It is this that is shown through my life. From birth I am crying for God, I
am living only for God. I have no thought about anything else other than God. Thus it is
He who performs all my actions, all activities. In turn, it is He alone who experiences all
my fruits. I do not know anything other than crying for Swami. I do not do anything but to
cry for Him. It is for this He showed many different types of Shakthi, like Savithri,
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Gayathri, Saraswathi, Danvanthri etc. He said, You are all these Shakthis I told Swami
that I did not want all these powers and gave them back to Him. It is in this way, He is the
one who experiences in me. He alone is doing all work. Now He experiences the fruits as
well. There is nothing for me. I have no I. As I have no I, I have no Vaiswaanara and
Vairaajasutha. All is the work of that mysterious God. He is a mysterious form in me and
does all work. It is He who makes me cry all the time, showing me many things. Yet, when
a child cries for its mother, what is the use to be given a rattle? Will this make the child
stop? Can a rattle make a child stop crying, which yearns for its mothers love?
O mysterious God, You come and give Your darshan to me, in front of my eyes. Enough of
this mystery!
The second name of the Viraat Swaroopa, Cosmic person is Hiranyagarbha. He is
the source of all kinds of knowledge--ethical, spiritual, physical, scientific and social. He
may be described as Jnana bhaskara (The Sun of Knowledge). Hiranyagarbha is the
primary source of the origin of man. Hiranyagarbha is the prime source of all living
beings. It is Hiranyagarbha who endowed all these beings with the power of
discriminating between the eternal and the ephemeral, between what should be sought and
what should be renounced, between what ought to be done and what ought not to be done.
Hiranyagarbha has two other names: Suthraatmaka is one. It means the one who
functions like a string through all Atmas; like a string running through a necklace of gems.
This string is called Brahma-Sutra (the string of Brahmam). The principle of
Hiranyagarbha indicates how the Divine unites all human beings equally like the string of
a necklace. Hiranyagarbha thus demonstrates a universe which has no division. It is this
that is also declared by Sri Krishna in the Bhagavad Gita where He tells that all in the
Universe is connected to Him, like gems strung on a thread. Thus in this world all Jeevas
are like gems, which are connected by the string of God. There is only one Paramatma that
functions in all Jeevatmas. It is this that must be understood. Here Swami tells that
discrimination comes through the Hiranyagarbha. It is only through discrimination that
we are able to know the good from the bad, what is permanent and what is perishable. All
worldly matters are temporary and perishable. It is God alone who is permanent and
immortal. Human birth is given only to know this. This highest supreme wisdom is within
each and every human being. It is the Hiranyagarbha, which shows us.
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In my life, I show this as the Viswagarbha or Cosmic Womb. It is only when the
Hiranyagarbha functions in the individual correctly, will he understand that in this entire
world, there is only One Atma. It is through the Viswagarbha only, that all Hiranyagarbhas
emerge. This is the first creation. It demonstrates how the first creation is born directly
from God. Swami shows that this Hiranyagarbha is verily within all through Lingodbhava,
the manifestation of the lingam from His body. I explain the meaning of Viswagarbha.
When we went to Delhi some people there took lingams from their mouth like
Swami, and showed them to us. Can all those who perform lingodbhava become Swami?
What is the use of taking out lingams, if one does not know or understand the real
meaning? There is no use! The one who shows this lingam must prove through their
sadhana, I am the Hiranyagarbha, which is born from Viswagarbha. If not, do not do
this. When I wrote about this in my book a person said, Radha Krishna Viswagarbha and
told me not to come to Prasanthi any longer. This happened in 2007. Then some samithi
members came here to the Ashram and asked, Where is the Viswagarbha? At that time
we had not built the Viswagarbha! It is now built as the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam.
Now all may come and see. Yet, if you come and just see it as a building, it is of no use.
You must understand the God who is within the temple and the principle. There is no use
just coming to see it! The Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam is the womb of the Adi Moolam,
the Primal Being. It is Vaikuntha. It is in truth not a building made of bricks and cement. It
is verily filled with feelings. This Vaikuntha has descended on earth through devotion,
wisdom and truth. Swami then told in the book that another name for Hiranyagarbha is
Pran. In the waking state it creates the Cosmos and in the dream state it creates the forms
perceived there.
The third name is Avyaakrita. He is one who has no form of any kind. He is present
in the Kaarana Sarira (causal body), without any form, and enjoys the Sushupti state of
man (the deep sleep state). Though He has no form, He has control over everything.
This Avyaakrita is the Antaratma or Iswaratwam. These names seem new to us.
Through sadhana man crosses the physical, subtle and causal body, merging with God.
Yet, after I merged I came back. It is for this reason I am able to write higher wisdom.
When one crosses the causal body, the body is then no longer in the world. Yet, I have a
body, to write all these things. It is only when my body merges with Swamis body, His
task fulfils.
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Today, Swami gave a paper entitled, All Jeevas Like You. This was underlined in
pink pen, with the symbol for touch feeling underneath. There it said that in a sari
someone gave me in Puttaparthi Swami wrote the following message:-
19 O AJY 116
When I asked Swami about this He said, You make All Jeevas like You. It is through
your 19 qualities and the 8 (1+1+6) letter mantra, the Ashtakshara, you make all O,
Poornam. It is through this Swami shows how the Viswagarbha functions.
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CHAPTER 2
BIRTHDAY NOT CHANGE
Today Swami gave a picture.
On one side Swami is seen sitting on a throne in a white robe. Down the two sides
of the picture are 7 pink hearts, below His feet were flowers. There are two pink flowers
above Swamis head and two under His feet. Then next to these, many yellow flowers had
been pasted on. Swami gave the pink hearts as all now is coming through Prema feelings.
The yellow and pink flowers indicate my feelings. On the other side of the paper, Swami
had pasted a picture of His feet, under was a piece of printed paper with the following
lines of a bhajan,
Manasa bhajarey Guru Charanam
Dustara Bhava sagara taranam
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Around Swamis feet were 17 roses, nearby a picture of Swami sitting eyes closed
in a blissful state. One leg is raised up, one down. By His foot on the floor, there are two
roses, one yellow and one red; this made 19 roses in total. This shows my nineteen
qualities are always around Swamis feet. Then there were seven butterflies. On the
opposite side Swami had pasted another picture of Himself, a white dove in His hands. On
top of this two more doves. Above the doves seven butterflies flying in a line. At the end
of the line of butterflies, Swami wrote Love. On the L there was a heart. In the bottom left
hand corner of the picture a small angel holding a red heart, with the words, Token of
love, written inside. Then next to this is a small musical instrument. It is in this way,
Swami had pasted many small pictures on the two sides of the paper. Swami gave this on
the 23 April 2012.
Even as a child, I would connect whatever I saw with God. Whomever I saw I
would study their good qualities and make them my own. I cut all worldly things and
connected them with God. It is this I have written as Yoga Sutra. If we learn and practice
this Yoga, we can attain God easily. No other Yoga is required. As I first connected all
with God, the entire creation now connects with Him. It is through these feelings Swami
arises in each and every aspect of Creation. This New creation becomes Sathya Yuga. This
is the work of the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam. It is here my and Swamis heart unite
and through our feelings, the fourteen worlds are filled. I did cutting connecting as Yoga
Sutra. Now Swami is cutting and pasting His feelings through many pictures. He shows
His feelings through cutting many pictures and pasting them together. The New Yuga will
be born only if He shows His feelings in response to mine. Otherwise my feelings only
show how a Jeeva merges with God. When His feelings come in response to mine it
becomes the Creation. Two are needed to create; it is only if a man and woman are there
creation comes. Here my and Swamis feelings unite and the New creation is born. It is for
this reason Swami has been showing His feelings through writing, cutting and pasting
pictures over the past three years. I connect my feelings with His Omnipresent form, His
Cosmic form. He connects His feelings with me. This is a feelings sangamam, the merger
of feelings which come as the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam.
As Swami did not come on the 23
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I was crying more; crying continuously for three
days, my body affected more.
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24 April 2012 Meditation
Vasantha : Whatever words I heard you tell, have all become lies. You did not
come! Oh, is this like miracle maya? Whatever I think, seems to be You
talking, yet, it is not true.
Swami : Do not tell like this. Without Me no one not can talk with you. No one
can come near you. Only Sathyam can come. You have no I, so you
do not know.
Vasantha : My Prajnana knows. Is this what is talking?
Swami : If you had I, you would become God. Then you would have the
power to control and rule. Thus it is only I who talks with you.
Vasantha : Then why did it not happen?
Swami : When the time comes, I will come. How has the Stupi and the Viswa
Brahma Garbha Kottam come? Has anyone built in this way?
End of Meditation
Now let us see about this.
Swami said that He will come on the 23 and for this He will give 23 signatures. He
Himself told this. Swami gave the 23 signatures, but He did not come. Thus I doubted
whether Swami is speaking with me or not. It is for this I asked Him. I have been asking
Swami for proofs since 1996 when He began to speak with me. I was very aware that I
should not be cheated by anyone. How many books, letters and chapters has Swami taken
over the years? Though He has taken all, my fear has not left me. This is because I was
afraid of what I saw in houses where miracles happen. It is for this reason I am still afraid.
Swami said that other than He no one else can talk with me. This is the state of Sathya I
have attained. Even though I have no I, my Prajnana knows. If I had I then I would
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become God and have the power to rule the whole world. I could control all. But I do not
want to be God. It is for this I have no I. I do not want anything other than Swami. He
said when time comes He will come. Seeing my tears and suffering Swami gave a letter
yesterday as the divine message:-
Hours seem like
Whatever state I am passing through
She keeping me company
Ive always got her picture
Right here in front of me
Sometimes she be smile
Sometimes tears
It is in this way Swami wrote to console me.
Meditation
Vasantha : You gave a wonderful message to me Swami! Where are You Swami?
Why did You write that I am also with You?
Swami : I am here in your room. When the time comes I will go out.
Vasantha : Swami, show me physically You are here.
Swami : You will see Me physically when I go out from here only.
Vasantha : Swami what is the name of the new book we are writing?
Swami : You call it Viswagarbha. You write and explain what Viswagarbha is.
Vasantha : Swami You showed the Hiranyagarbha which is within all, as lingodbhava.
Now we show as Viswagarbha.
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Swami : Yes, you write like this, it will turn out well.
Swami is here. He is always with me till the time comes. It is for this He wrote that
He is always seeing me. He knows my tears and smile. Until the time He comes out I am
Swamis companion, from whom He will come out from. This is because He is here in a
mysterious form, a feelings form. Who can give companionship to the One who is not
there in form? I am now in the divine body, having crossed the Super causal body. Thus
Swami is also here in His Divine body. Swami named my first book, Liberation Here
Itself Right Now. It is in the same way, He has said now that He is in front of me here
itself right now.
Meditation
Vasantha : You said You would come on 23? Is this not Your birthday?
Swami : My birthday is November 23, yours October 23.This will never
change. When I come again in a younger form, it will not be My birthday.
When you change into a youthful form, this will not be your birthday. This is
body change. My body comes again. Your body began to change when I gave
the pearls.
Now let us see about this. I thought Swami would come on April 23. I thought He
would return on the same day He left. It is for this reason Swami said that His birthday is
not April 23 but November 23. Though He comes in a new body, the day He comes again
is not His birthday. My body changes into a youthful new body.
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On 21st April Swami gave pearls and said from that day my body will now begin to
change.
Yet, Swami said this is not my birthday. He said that His and my birthday is always
the same. However, His body comes anew and my old body changes to become young. As
Swami is here, He shows through writing this. In my manuscript of the book Avatars task,
Swami gave the last four lines of the song Bhaja Saieswaram that I had written earlier.
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O foolish man, chant the name of Saieswara again and again. At your last breath,
nobody will come to your rescue. In this ocean of worldly life, always follow the
principles of Sathya, Dharma and Shanthi. Always sing the glory of Sai, His word
will show you the right direction. You are repeatedly born and dying. This
compassionate Lord Sai alone can save you from this world full of difficulties. He
incarnates again and again for the welfare of the world. You should not worry if
He is lying in Samadhi. He is the Poorna Avatar always reclining on the Adisesha.
So you daily sing His glory, this alone will redeem you.
Swami marked the page by placing a small picture of Himself there. In the
photograph Swami has a stern expression and is pointing His finger as if to be giving a
warning. On the bottom of the card was written, Sathyameva Jayathe, Truth will
triumph. This card marked the 23 November, the time of His divine advent. It is through
this Swami warns all, I am not Samadhi Shayanam. I am Vaikuntha Sesha Shayanam.
Sure I will come, I am not Samadhi but Vaikuntha Pati! It is for this reason Swami has
given the small idol of Mahavishnu and Mahalakshmi.
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CHAPTER THREE
AMRIT SNAKES
In the chapter balance money Prema Sai part four, Swami placed a bracket around a
piece of the English translated text,
23 August 2006 Meditation
Vasantha : Swami, some have spread false rumours about me. I do not know
why they tell in this way? Yet, I have the feeling in me that I should go to
their house and do Pradakshina! Their ears have heard Your voice, their eyes
have seen You, their mouth has spoken with You. The body that belongs to
all, has touched them. I want to bow down to them a million times! I have
not had a single interview! I have not been blessed with all these things.
Swami : Why do you cry? You do not go anywhere. By emptying the drums of nectar
that flowed from you, you are going higher and higher. Why are you
becoming scared of such people, who are like poisonous snakes and
thorny bushes? Push them aside and go higher.
Vasantha : Swami, I want to turn poison snakes into amrit snakes. I want to
make the thorns soft.
Swami : No one has ever said as you have. You alone can tell in this way!
Vasantha : I am pushing the drums of nectar away from me, as I am afraid
they may separate me from You. It is in the same way I am afraid that the
poisonous snakes and thorny bushes may separate You from me. I only want
Your physical darshan.
Swami : Nothing will happen, no one can do anything to you. Do not be
afraid.
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Now let us see. Why did some people spread false rumours about me? When I heard
about it I became very worried. Why do I not have the fortune they have? Their bodies
have merit. Their eyes saw Swami; He talked with and touched them. They heard what
Swami told them. Thus each of their senses is most fortunate; I do not have that good
fortune. It is for this I bow down to them a million times. I want to go their house and do
Pradakshina. However, Swami said they are poisonous snakes and thorny bushes and
asked why I was afraid of them? The nectar which is flowing from me drum after drum I
pour outside for all. I said that I wanted to transform the poisonous snakes into snakes of
amrit. I want that no one in this world is poisonous. I must make all amrit; then alone will
no one separate me from Swami; no one can. In Tretha Yuga, Mother Sita was separated
from Rama because of a dhobi. It for this I am afraid that someone may separate me from
Swami. I want only Swami. Thus the amrit that is within me pours outside. How much
suffering I undergo in the body due to taking on world Karmas? It would only take a few
drops of this nectar to drip inside me, then all my suffering would be removed. Yet, I said
that not one drop should fall inside me. If these few drops were to fall on a thorny bush, it
would no longer hurt anyone and become soft. It is only those who are in the Ashram who
know how much my body is suffering. As I only want Swami, I am bearing all. If the
Amrit came to me, I would go higher and higher. I would become God. This also would
separate me from Swami.
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25 April 2012
Today Swami gave a large pink card with two golden padukas pasted on the front
.
The card was folded in half and had four sections, each covered with many golden
stars. At the top of the front of the card was a golden Om, the padukas underneath. At the
top of each padukas was a golden rose, in the centre was written Om Sai Ram,
underneath a golden Swastik. Then underneath this, a golden lotus.
25 April 2012 Evening Meditation
Vasantha : What are the golden padukas?
Swami : These are padukas, Your hands the roses. This is spreading the
star vibration to the entire world. You always catch hold of My feet. The
padukas and your hands are the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam. This goes
out through your lotus chakras and fills everywhere with star vibration.
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Now let us see about this. These are Swamis golden padukas we have installed in
the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam. As my hands always catch hold of Swami, He drew
this as the roses. The lotus beneath indicates my seven chakras. Swami gave a song
before, O Lonely Lotus, comparing each chakra. It is through the Stupi that the star
vibrations are spread outside. This cards pink colour shows our Prema. First the Omkar
sounds and then the New Creation begins. This is the work of the Viswa Brahma Garbha
Kottam. This is the womb of Viswa Brahma; it is the womb of Prakrithi. This is the womb
of Creation. The four sides of the card represent the four Ages, which are filled with
Prema perfectly. All fills with Prema. There were 676 stars in total which equals 19; this
showing that all functions through my 19 qualities.
On a copy of the essence of the Vasantha Sai Gita, Swami wrote the word Prakrithi
above my picture. Swami wrote in this way to show that I expand as Prakrithi. I expand as
Vasanthamayam, as Prakrithi. Swami has brought me here to show this. My love for
Swami and my suffering in separation, these feelings have come as the Viswa Brahma
Garbha Kottam. Swami shows in many different ways how the Viswa Brahma Garbha
Kottam functions. The greatest Avatar descended here and has brought me also through
His compassion for the people of the world. Yet, He is also suffering. Like Krishna who
patiently bore the hundred insults of Sishupala, God bears the millions of faults of worldly
people. In front of His eyes, one man humiliated His Shakthi telling Radha Krishna
Cosmic womb. Swami bore this and her being sent out. Then some spread false rumours
about me. He bore this patiently. If Swami got angry they would be burnt to ash. Yet,
Swami knows His Shakthi changes all poison snakes to amrit snakes. It is for this reason
alone He separated Himself in two forms. Swami is in the bliss state and cannot do
anything. Thus He brought me here as another of His forms. He came in my form and
through the compassion removes all karmas and bestows liberation to all in the world. It is
through the Sadhana I have performed, the amrit does not fall within, but sent to the world
outside. It is Swami who then changes all. All karmas are now removed and I make all
empty. I fill them with pure Prema, so all become Vasantha. Now all are like me and want
to marry God; Sathyam fills in each man. Those who want to experience like me, can do
so in two ways. If they want an outer physical experience, they must marry and live like
Rishis and their wives; divine children born to them. This is seen through the lives of Sage
Vashista, Viswamitra and Vyasa. They will marry in this way. All children born to them
will be filled with wisdom and devotion. Then in the second way, for those who want an
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Inner experience, they will perform Sadhana and know the Sathyam within them and
experience. They are Jnanis from birth like Suka Maharishi.
Swami wrote in the manuscript of the book, Principle of Becoming God. There
inside the chapter, Feelings Creation, in Hindi were the words, Amrithasya Puthraha.
This means child of immortality. This is feelings creation. My and Swamis feelings unite
as the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam and through this creation is made anew. My Prema
and Swamis Sathya enter in all then make all as Amrithasya Puthraha. Those who want to
marry and those who want to live alone, all will experience God. The amrit which comes
from me pours outside. This is the reason it makes a universe filled with nectar. It is from
the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam the amrit comes out and changes the Yuga to Amrit
Mayam. The scriptures declare this as:-
Na Karmana Na Prajaya Dhanena Thyagenaikeva Amrutatva Manasuhu
It is only through sacrifice and not action, wealth or children that immortality is
attained. It is only through sacrifice can we attain immortality. My life shows this. I
sacrificed all so that I can make an Age filled with amrit. I make the entire creation Amrit
Mayam. It is only through sacrifice, sacrifice, sacrifice that you can achieve this. We can
change poisonous snakes into ones of nectar. Have you ever heard of a snake filled with
nectar?
This is a new concept. This is told in my nadi as, Even wicked alcoholics will get
liberation. It is said that Mahavishnu and Mahalakshmi reside near the serpent with a
thousand heads, Adisesha. This now happens here. Each and every man is filled with
poison; all have a thousand snakelike tongues! It is for this reason they take thousands of
births. Now in this Age of Kali it is even more. It is this Swami and I have come to
change. Thus Swami brings Vaikuntha down to earth. We remove the poison from each
and every one, and make the Kundalini rise to the Sahasrara. Sathya and Prema enter each
one and the Sahasrara attained; the thousand petal lotus blossoming. It is here Shiva and
Shakthi unite. The greatest of all Avatars came here only for this. Do not make Him
Samadhi Shayana! Soon He will come out and prove this. All are not Samadhi Shayana.
You are not born to die. All of you are immortals; all are Amritha Putras, children of
immortality. All are Jeevan Mukthas. All are Gods; all are Sathya Sais. One Sathya Sai
cannot be contained in a Samadhi, it is through my tears that 580 crores of Sathya Sais
now arise. Swami now handles all in a new way and creates a New Yuga.
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He shows a new concept to the world. As I write I now understand this is Swamis
new trick. This is a very new and clever trick. If Swami did not go to hospital and
Samadhi, I could not write this new concept. The seventy two years of crying is very
different to this one year; very, very different. It is because Swami is not in the world.
How great was the wound in my heart when I heard Swami was in hospital, Swami in
Samadhi! Now I understand. It is through this, that the entire world, all living beings
become Sathya Sai. One form of Sathya Sai arises from Samadhi and then all will arise!
Today in the evening Amar gave some post he found inside the office. On the piece of
paper in big black letters it said,
ASH 2, the two was in the form of S and V. There were many spiralling lines next to
it, which looked like slithering black snakes. At lunchtime Amar had given another paper,
with the same snake like forms, but drawn in pink. I have written in the chapter of those
who spread rumours about me, telling if Swami got angry, He would burn all, reducing
them to ash! Yet, it is through Swamis compassion that He changes the poison black
snakes to pink nectarine ones. This is what I have written in the chapter. Swami gave the
paper just as we began reading this in Satsang! Swami shows through this that none are
reduced to ash, but changed instead to Prema snakes.
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CHAPTER 4
AHAM NEW CONCEPT
26
th
April 2012
Swami gave an empty CD case and signed in black pen,
With love Vasantha Sai
All saw and wondered. If anyone asks for my signature, I never write with love. I only
ever write,
May Swami bless you, Yours Vasantha Sai
It is for this reason I asked Swami in meditation.
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26
th
April 2012 Afternoon meditation
Vasantha : Swami, what is my signature on the CD cover?
Swami : It is My signature. I have signed. As I am always thinking of you,
I have become you, changed as you. I now become Vasantha
Mayam and fill up all Myself.
Now let us see. I could not understand what Swami said. I have written a chapter
before called, Aham Vasanthaasmi, writing all that Swami told me. But as I did not
understand this, I did not write about it. Then on the 27 April 2012 I again asked Swami,
Morning Meditation
Vasantha : Swami, why my handwriting? I do not understand?
Swami : You gave all to Me and made yourself empty. I then Myself filled
in you. Now, for the last one year I am alone in thoughts of you. You
demonstrated Aham Brahmasmi, Tat Twam Asi, Prajnanam Brahma and
Ayam Atma Brahma. Yet, as you have no I, you cannot make it function.
So, I become Vasantha, I separate Myself in two as Vasantha Sathya and
Vasantha Prema and enter all. It is for this reason I signed, With Love
Vasantha Sai.
Vasantha : Now I understand Swami.
Swami : You cannot do anything except cry for Me and think of Me. We
now demonstrate how the Sathya Yuga is coming.
Vasantha : Okay Swami, now I understand I will write.
Now let us see about this.
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Through sadhana I demonstrate the four Mahavakyas in my life. I have written
about this before. In the book Principle of Becoming God, I write how it is feelings that
make man God. In the book Brahma Sutra I write how I have demonstrated each state
through my life. In Prema Sai part three, I have written how Vasantha becomes Sathyam
and brings a New Creation, explaining all in three charts. Vasantha attains Sathyam, and
then separates itself in two as Vasantha Sathyam and Vasantha Jeeva. I wrote and
explained in the charts how Vasantha Sathyam and Vasantha Jeeva function. Swami now
tells in a new way. I explained my state using the examples of vibhuti and camphor. I
show how through Sadhana a Jeeva becomes Shiva. The Vasantha Jeeva becomes Shiva
and then divides itself in two. Now the Vasantha Shiva wants to create. It separates in two
as the Being state, Vasantha Sathyam and Becoming state Vasantha Prema; it then begins
to function. The Vasantha Sathyam, which is in the Being state, becomes the Antaratma,
the Indweller in all. This is the kindling power that makes all function. This is Pran. The
Becoming state is Vasantha Prema; it is the functioning power, which functions as the
Kundalini Shakthi. The Paramatma becomes the Antaryami, Indweller in all, the
Parashakthi, the Kundalini power in all. Now the state of I am not, I am not, hits the
space, striking and shaking each and every aspect of the Creation. This state is now called,
I become I. The taste of God and the I am not Vasana or smell now fills the Universe.
I have written about this in the book, explaining all in great detail. Swami is now telling in
a new way.
Swami has now not been in the world for the past one year. Yet, He did not
go to His Final abode, but stayed alone in Swarga, heaven. There He
remained ever in my thought. He would sit under the parijatha tree thinking
of me; sometimes sharing His feelings with Lord Indra. He then came to the
earth, and stayed in the Prema Sai house in Gunaparthi. From here He came
to the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam. Lastly He came to my room in Sudda
Satwa. I have written in many different ways how a Jeeva moves forward
step by step, on his journey to attain God. The Jeeva leaves the physical,
subtle and causal body, before finally merging with God. It is this Swami
now demonstrates. Swami left His physical body and stayed in heaven. It was
from there He came to the Prema Sai House heaven. Swami gave all the
things here, like the bed cover, pillow case, cushion etc that He used there.
Then on Vaikuntha Ekadasi, He showed that He came from
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there to the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam. This is now three heavens. The
first is Indra Loka heaven; the next the Swarga of Prema Sai Avatar house.
It is here Swami has shown the coming of all Rishis and Devas. The third
Swarga is in the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam; Swami opening the doors
and showing that this is heaven. Swami has revealed that all Rishis and
Devas come here as well. We have kept half the Viswa Brahma Garbha
Kottam for Swami. In His room here we placed the same sofa, cushions and
other things for Swami.
Swami showed in many ways that He is there. He then showed that the back door of
the room opens to heaven. Now on the day of February 7 this year, Swami showed that He
has come to my room.
What does it mean Swami coming to the Garbha Kottam on the day of Vaikuntha
Ekadasi? It was on this day Vaikuntha descended as the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam.
The day of February 7
th
, is our day of merger. It is on this day, my body will merge in
Swamis body; we two will then leave the earth. Swami came to my room on February 7
th
.
On the evening of the 7
th
February when we offered Arti at the Garbha Kottam, the entire
sky was filled with forms of Kundalini; as though being born in the sky above the Garbha
Kottam. All saw the spinal columns filling the sky, emerging from the Viswa Brahma
Garbha Kottam. They were seen coming out and filling the sky in four directions. We all
witnessed this for the next three of four days. On another day we saw the form of a huge
spinal column, filling the sky above us. On one side the form of Krishna was seen with a
peacock feather and on the other side a huge S. It is through this Kundalini the entire
world fills with Shiva Shakthi. The Shakthi which lies in Mooladhara, merges with Shiva,
in the seventh, top Chakra. Then after a few days we saw the form of the dome of Garbha
Kottam in the sky. We took photographs of all we saw. Then for some days we saw a huge
brain like form filling the sky from the Garbha Kottam. This happened continuously for a
few days. Then a V shaped Kundalini also appeared to be coming from the Garbha Kottam
dome. All now comes as Vasanthamayam and fills the entire space.
Swami said He would come on 7 February. Yet instead, He showed the entire world
becoming Vasanthamayam. It was after this He said that He had come to my room; here
also showing many proofs, like the door opening and closing, lights and fans turning
themselves off and on. All these leelas proving that He is here. Swami then said to place
the Lingam from the meditation room in my room.
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Thus, declaring that He is here in my room. In the photo we took, Swamis form is seen
beneath the base, where the Shakthi is. Swami finally came here.
It was on the day of 7 February 2001, that we opened the mediation hall, Sai
Geethalayam. It is on the same day of Thai Poosam, that we will leave the earth. I show
through the example of my life how a Jeeva separates all sheaths and attains God. I show
all the states like Aham Brahmasmi that I have attained. I demonstrate all the
Mahavakyas. Yet, as I have no I, I cannot function in those states. It is for this reason
Swami left His body and remained thinking of me only. Thus He says Aham Vasanthasmi.
Swami became me. He now fills as Vasanthamayam and enters in all as Sathya and Prema.
I am verily only in the I without i state. I do not want anything other than Swami. These
are my only thoughts, I have no others. I am always only thinking of Swami and crying.
Other than this, I have no interest in anything else. I am unable to do anything. When I
wrote Beyond the Upanishads, I said strongly and firmly, I will do all. Now as I am
unable to do anything, Swami Himself does all. The feelings that began on 7 February
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now begin to go out. It is for this Swami wrote With Love Vasantha Sai on the empty CD
cover. I have given everything to Swami, making myself empty. This is why it is an empty
case, there is nothing inside. It is only the case which is there. Now Swami is inside this
cover and as always He has written like His signature with love, and written my
signature, Vasantha Sai, as I would write. Swami shows the coming of the Sathya Yuga
in a new way.
27 April 2012 Afternoon Meditation
Vasantha : Swami I have written whatever You have told. I said that from
the 7
th
February, the world begins to change. Is this correct?
Swami : This is correct. Before I said that I would come only after the
Garbha Kottam function. You expected Me to come physically,
but I left that body and came here. I said it is from there I come
out physically. I am now not there, but show My presence here.
Vasantha : Swami is it for the 23 chromosomes You have given 23
signatures and also my signature?
Swami : Yes, all is in a new way.
Vasantha : Swami, show something as proof for this.
Swami : Sure I will.
Now let us see. Swami said He would come to the opening ceremony of the Garbha
Kottam. He then said He would come after it opened. Swami has now said He left His
body and came here. Today in the morning Amar had more work to do so did not bring
Swamis Divine message.
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When I was writing about this, he brought two pictures of babies.
On one of the babys picture was written, I am smart. The other baby is seen crawling
and it was written, It is time to cheer up you know... It is through this Swami showed the
correct proof, showing how creation comes. The two babies are very healthy and
beautiful. It is the correct proof. Then in the Mukthi Nilayam Prayer book Swami marked
the 58
th
name that He gave me,
Om Sri Sai Sudda Satwa Sthithaayai Namaha
The One who is established in Pure Consciousness
Near this He wrote the word, Rusi, which means taste. Swami and I are both here in
Sudda Satwa, Pure Consciousness building. In 2002, Swami and I merged in Vashista
cave as Pure Consciousness. Swami has now shown this here. Swami is now here in
Sudda Satwa tasting my nearness and Prema. This comes as New creation taste and
Vasana, which fills everywhere. All will only experience Sathya and Prema. There will be
no Vasanas, tendencies or impressions from past births. The only Vasana will be the
impression of I am not and the only taste will be for God. There is no I, only God. It
is for this Swami wrote the word Rusi, meaning taste, near the name, Om Sri Sai Sudda
Satwa Sthithaayai Namaha.
Let us see the picture of the two children. One child says, I am smart. Near him are
the letters and numbers, JB 3579, around the child 15 roses, a sun flower on his lap. This
shows all are born from God with the 16 kalas or attributes. JB stands for Jai Baba,
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Victory to Baba. The 3 indicates that God, His Shakthi and Creation are only Baba. The 5
elements are whole and complete, so too the 9 planets. All happens through the 7 chakras.
All children are perfect and beautiful, and very smart also. Below the second childs
picture was written JB 3937, near this were seven roses and the form of three suns.
Nearby is a gift box. This is also Jai Baba! Three stands for God, Gods Shakthi and
Creation. All is Swami. It is through the 7 chakras all three are O Poornam. The 9, nine
planets Poornam. Then 9+3+7 = 19. This is for my 19 qualities, which are also Poornam.
The small box shows that the New creation is Gods gift to the world. It is Sathya Yuga
Gods gift to the Kali Yuga people. The seven roses indicate 7 chakras, through which the
Stupi makes all Poornam. The child here tells, It is time to cheer up you know. It is this
that Swami tells me through the child. Now is the time for me to be happy. The three suns
all shows the light of wisdom. Swami gave 23 signatures, which indicate His
Chromosomes. He has now signed with my signature. This shows that it is He alone who
is in both bodies. He demonstrates now how He makes all as Vasantha. He Himself
becomes Vasantha and makes Creation anew. This is feelings chromosomes.
Inside the book Avatars task part two, I wrote a chapter called, Aham Vasanthaasmi,
where the subject of this chapter is explained in more depth. I have included the essence
of it here, to help you further understand this new concept, so far unrevealed to the world.
Let us see. In 2002, Swami asked me to write on the Brihadaranyaka Upanishad. Here
I wrote, Aham Saiasmi, Swami then asked me to write in a new way on 1 December
2011.
1 December 2011 Meditation
Vasantha : When I was reading Brihadaranyaka Upanishad I saw one thing I
likedAham Saiasmi. I like this very much!
Swami : You are telling like this, and I am now telling Aham
Vasanthaasmi. Thus it is My will that becomes
Vasanthamayam.
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Vasantha : Swami, this is something new You are telling?
Swami : You are telling and telling in this way, and have made Me like
this. The honey bee continually stings the worm and makes them
an insect. It is in this way you sting Me, and make Me like this.
Now let us see, when I was writing this Upanishad, a strange mantra kept coming to
my mind, Aham Saiasmi.
This is my Mahamantra, I become Sai. O! What a wonderful mantra? How to
describe this mantra that is illuminating and making magic inside me! How to describe? It
is a new, new experience. How wonderful to merge in these blissful states!
This is what I wrote on the 23 February 2002. Swami is now saying that He is also
thinking Aham Vasanthaasmi. I have thought of Swami continuously for the last 73
years. I have not forgotten Him for one moment. I am in the state of Yath Bhavam Tat
Bhavathi. It is these thoughts that are shaking Swami. Like the honey bee that repeatedly
stings the worm in its nest and making it like itself, into a bee. As I am continuously
thinking of Swami, my thoughts strike Him and make Him as Vasantha. This is what
Swami has said. Swami is in the Witness state, nothing shaking Him. Yet, my feelings are
attacking Him. It fills Him fully with Vasanthas feelings.
2 December 2011 Evening meditation
Vasantha : Swami what is that You are saying, Aham Vasanthaasmi?
Swami : I am alone this seven months thinking of you. This is Aham
Vasanthaasmi. Through My sankalpa I become Vasanthamayam.
3 December 2011 Morning meditation
Vasantha : Swami, please explain about, Aham Vasanthaasmi.
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Swami : You are always thinking of Me. You emptied yourself. You gave all to Me,
making yourself empty. You filled you in Me, I filled Me in you.
You become Sathya Sai, I become Vasantha. Now I am thinking of you. I
make a Sankalpa to become you, this is Vasanthamayam. Avatars only come
to establish dharma. They never create a new world. As I become you, I Will
and become Vasanthamayam.
As I am always thinking of Swami, more powers came to me. Seeing this Swami
said, You become the Avatar. I said, You take all my powers away and make me
empty, I do not want all this. It is in this way I cried to Swami. I do not want
Avatarhood. Swami then asked me to give all to Him, through my own hands. He took all
from me, making me empty; filling me with Himself. He filled the one who was empty
with Himself. Sathya Sai filled in me; Vasantha filled in Him. I wrote about this before.
However, now the meaning has become expanded. Swami is now alone thinking of me. He
made Sankalpa to become me and expands as Vasanthamayam. Now, Swami is the
Viratpurusha form. This is Vasantha Swami. He Himself separates in two as Vasantha
Swami and Vasantha Creation. Swami is God; He now becomes, Aham Vasanthasmi.
The Creation which separates from Him is Vasanthamayam. This is the first creation.
Avatars descend here and establish Dharma.
They destroy the evil and protect the good, establishing Dharma. They never create
a new world, a new creation. They only remain in the Witness state. My feelings shake the
witness God and make Him show His feelings. Through these feelings, His heart melts.
Now He wants to fulfil my desires. He must do this. What is my desire? I do not want this
world. I want to live close to Swami, in His nearness. No one should see me; our relatives
and family members should all live with us. It is in this way, I placed many conditions on
Swami. Beyond all this, I have asked for World liberation. Here all will be like me and
live only for Swami. Thus, this Swami now becomes like me and creates a world
according to my wish.
In this New Creation, it is Swami and I alone who are in all. He desires to make all
Vasanthamayam. It is through His Sankalpa New creation is coming. He does not destroy
anyone or anything; Kali Yuga is covered, as it is. He then creates the New Age. He
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creates a New Sathya Yuga. In the Brihadaranyaka Upanishad, it tells that the
Viratpurusha form is meditating. It is only after this He creates. The Primal Soul creates
all through the Primal power, which then enters in every aspect of Creation. It is this the
Upanishad tells, and Swami is demonstrating now. He Himself becomes the Viratpurusha,
sits alone and meditates. Meditates means to be alone, living by Himself. Though He is
alone; He remains thinking of me. I am in His thoughts. For the last 84 years, He mingled
with all on this earth; He could not be in loneliness. Thus He left His body, free from all
connection to the world and ascended to Heaven. There He remained only in thoughts of
me. This is the Viratpurusha. Swami now comes out as Viratpurusha. He makes a new
creation; Swamis Shakthi enters in all. This is the first Creation. Swami is the Primal
Soul. His power is everywhere. I have written of this in many of my books. For this the
Brihadaranyaka Upanishad is the Shashtra Pramana, the scriptural proof.
3 December 2011 Afternoon Meditation
Vasantha : Swami, is what I have written on Viratpurusha correct?
Swami : Yes, yes. I stayed alone and now come as the Viratpurusha form.
I create. As you have attain Sathyam You have no I, you cannot
create. I now become your I, and I create.
Vasantha : Now I understand Swami, I will write.
As I have no I. I cannot create. I attained Truth, Sathyam. I have all powers. But as
I have no I, I cannot do anything myself. A few days ago Swami wrote Sai with a small
i and wrote VS. Swami said, Vasantha Sai is Sais I. This is what Swami has now
told in meditation. Swami is my I. Thus, as Vasantha, He now creates all anew.
Yesterday in Summer Showers in Brindavan, 1973, I read,
Sankara expressed the same idea in another place in another context by saying, Brahma
Sathyam Jagan Mithya or Brahman is real and the world is an illusion.
In another place, Sankara said, Sarvam Vishnu Mayam Jagat. This means that the
entire world is filled with Vishnu. It is common for the young students to refer to such
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apparently contradictory statements with some ridicule. Such observations have been
made by great people, who have pondered over these matters very deeply.
This is the same as this chapter. The world is Maya is true; the world is Vishnu
Mayam is also true. Both are true. When one is in the state of sadhaka, the world is Maya,
illusion, God alone is real. We should think in this way and perform sadhana. It is only
when we attain the highest state of sadhana, that all becomes God, God Mayam. Thus the
two are the same. There is no controversy or contradiction. In the same way I said before
that I myself separate as Vasantha Sathyam and Vasantha Prema. I made charts explaining
all. I have now gone beyond this state; there has been an expansion. Now it is Swami
Himself who becomes Vasantha. He changes into Sathya and Prema and creates. In the
state of aspirant we see the world as Maya, saying all is illusion. When we reach the
highest state, we say that the world is God Mayam, God verily pervades everywhere.
I have written before that Vasantha attained Sathyam and then separated herself into
Vasantha Sathya and Vasantha Prema and began to create. Now Swami is telling in a new
and different way. It is He who becomes Vasantha and creates. It is He who creates a
Vasanthamayam Creation. It is for this Swami wrote in a previous chapter, Vasantha Sai
is Sais I. I am Swamis I. Now this Vasantha is Swamis I. Now it is Swamis I alone
which creates. It is only if there is I, Creation is possible. As I have no I, I cannot create.
Thus Swami becomes Vasantha and creates. It is only when you contemplate on this many
times will you understand the true meaning.
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CHAPTER 5
HEART SMILE REAL SMILE
27 April 2012 Evening meditation
Vasantha : Swami, I wrote that You separate Yourself in two and function, is
it correct what I have written?
Swami : It is correct. It is for this reason I left My body. If the body is
there, it is called Avatar. He is in Witness state. Now I am not an
Avatar. I am the with you in My Divine body. Thus I Myself
become you and do all.
Vasantha : Now I understand Swami. What is the picture of the two
children?
Swami : It shows the New creation. It is in the same way all children will
be born.
Vasantha : What is Rusi?
Swami : I am here with you in Sudda Satwa, this is My taste.
Now let us see about this. It is only if the body is there, we call God as Avatar. As
Swamis body is not here, all people say that now the period of the Avatar is over. Swami
has gone away; His physical form is no longer here. Yet, His feelings body is here. It is
here with me in Sudda Satwa. If His physical body were here it would only function in the
Witness state; Swami could not show His feelings. The physical body of the Avatar is
required for the establishment of Dharma. It is only if the physical or Stoola body is there
can we call as Avatar. A body of feelings is never called Avatar. Swami is here in His
Divine body. He now becomes me and He creates. Swami is Omnipresent; He cannot be
seen with our ordinary eyes; He is in an invisible body. It is only if He descends as Avatar
in a physical form can all see Him. Thus He is now in an invisible body, which no know of
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or sees. It is only the Rishis, Siddhas and Devas who know He is here. It is for this reason
they are able to write the nadis.
God also must know taste, Premas Taste. Swami is here to experience this taste of
Prema. He now experiences this taste in my nearness. It is only if God knows this taste,
can He create with Prema as the basis. Thus He is here. It is taste and Vasana that are the
reason for creation. All are born and die again and again according to their taste and
Vasana. In the New creation, all will only have Swamis and my taste and Vasana.
28 April 2012 Morning meditation
Vasantha : Swami, You must come... You tell me how I should write.
Swami : Sure, soon I will come. I am always with you. If I was in the world I could
not change it. I would only be in the Witness state, only an Avatar. I cannot
enter Karmic Law. There is no Avatar on the earth now and I am with you. I
become Vasantha. As I have I, I can now do anything.
Vasantha : Now I understand Swami, I will write.
If Swami were here physically, He could not change the world. He would be the
Avatar, who is in the Witness state; He could not enter the Laws of Karma. It is for this
reason He has created this situation. Now He can do anything. Swami took all my powers
inside Him. Yet, here there is one difference. I have no I but Swami has. He is now
performing my role and will change all through His power. He becomes Vasanthamayam
and enters all as Sathya and Prema. After He changes the world He will come again as
Avatar. He will come in His body again as the Avatar. This is called Prema Sai, Shakthi
Avatar. He will take a new Shakthi form and function. For all these last 84 years Swami
had a Shiva part. Now it is the part of Shakthi. It is through this He changes the world.
Who can know the greatest Avatars plan? Before Swami descended as Avatar, He
already planned all. Yet, it is only now that all is being revealed. How much I have cried
this last 72 years in separation from Him. It is this that changes the worlds orbit system.
Swami has now not been here for the last one year. Thus I have been crying more. Swami
suffered a lot in hospital, and like an ordinary man left His body. He was then placed in a
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Samadhi! It is these two things that have caused a deep wound in my heart. Yet, it is
through my tears and wailing that Swami now comes again. Swami has not been here as
Avatar in the world for the last one year. Though this is so, He is here in His feelings
form. Swami changes into my feelings and then does all Himself. He now has no Avataric
limits or fences. The God who descends in physical form or body is called Avatar. For
Him there are many fences. Now Swami has left that body and is here in a feelings body.
There are no fences or limits for this feelings body. Swami always told, In just a few
moments I can make the earth, sky, and the sky, earth! Yet, He cannot cross Natures
laws. Swami showed many wonders to demonstrate that He is God. He could make rain
immediately stop or start. He brought life back to the dead. He performed many wonders.
All He has done. However, generally, God never crosses the laws of Nature, which He
Himself has laid down. He could make the sky as the earth and earth to sky, but does not.
Now His body is not here, the earth has no Avatar. Thus, that which cannot be done by the
physical form of Sathya Sai, is now being done by the feelings body of Sathya Sai. He
now makes the earth into sky. He makes the earth as Vaikuntha. When I asked Swami to
give an example for this He said,
I can only give an example if it is happened before. Thus there are no examples for this.
All that I am telling are new concepts. These are things that the world has so far not
known.
Swami wrote on a small paper, Smile You Peace, near a number 13, and a
sideways 8. The One descends from Vaikuntha and now becomes three. It is for this
Swami said, You will have peace and happiness. How can I be happy in a world without
Him? Yet, still I am here...
29 April 2012 Morning meditation
Vasantha : Swami; I am now writing about taste and Vasana, please tell
something.
Swami : One vibhuti packet was sealed with Brahmacharya, one camphor
packet sealed with chastity. The two together in one box. Yet, the
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taste and Vasana of the camphor went to the vibhuthi. It in this way you
wrote before. It is now the same. We two are together in this room. You have
the chastity seal, I have the seal of no physical body. Yet, your taste and
Vasana comes to Me. Thus I now become Vasantha. It is through your
powers that not one Sathya Yuga, but you can create a 1000! Yet, you have
no I, no ruling power.
Vasantha : Swami, how You realise my feelings?
Swami : I cannot bear the force and measure of your Prema. Man has five debts. God
Himself is indebted to you. How can I balance the debt owed to your
Prema? How many Avatars can I take? Thus I enter into each and every
aspect of the Creation and experience you. Due to the Prema you have for
Me, I become you, only then can I understand.
Now let us see about this. In 2006, when we were in Brindavan Ashram, we stayed
in Nicolas house. There inside a box, Nicola had kept sealed vibhuti and camphor
packets, and other pooja items. Once when we took a packet of vibhuti from the box and
opened it, we found that it had the taste and fragrance of the camphor. All were filled with
wonder, How did the sealed packet of vibhuti get the taste and vasana of camphor? I
made three charts based on this and explained how a Jeeva becomes Shiva. I compared the
vibhuti and camphor to the Jeeva who becomes Shiva, and then desires to create; to make
creation anew. I said that the Vasantha Vibhuti Shiva separates in two; one as Vasantha
Sathyam and one as Vasantha Prema and then creates. The world which is created only has
the Vibhuti Shivas taste and Vasana of Vasantha. The Jeeva who was as camphor
becomes Shiva. Thus this Vasantha Vibhuti Shiva has the camphor taste and Vasana. This
camphors smell is, I am not. This is because camphor only burns to become a light in
front of God, becoming nothing. This light is wisdom, Sathya Light. As it only tastes
Swami, the entire world has the smell of, I am not, and the taste for God al one. This is
what I have written before.
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VIBUTHI
Sathya Sai Para Brahma
Sealed Packet Brahmacharya
No Taste, No Smell
SHIVA
CAMPHOR
Vasantha jeeva Parashakthi
Sealed Chastity - Camphor
with Taste and Smell
JEEVA
Nature of Camphor Jeeva
Giving Light Melting Offering
Wisdom No Identity Oneness
Surrender
BEING STATE
Camphor SHIVA Vasantha
with Taste and Smell
Now the Shiva wills to create
It divides into
TWO
BEING STATE
BECOMING STATE
SATHYA
PREMA
Nature of the jeeva
Egoless, Sacrifice, Prema, Total Offering;
These traits enter everyone.
This is according to: Mamaivamso Jeeva Loke, Jeeva Bootha Sanatana
All with Vasantha Camphor nature This is new creation. Everywhere I without I I becoming I. My
Brahmacharya becomes Vishwa Brahmacharya. This Vishwa Brahmacharya gives Vishwa Kaamadahana.
Name and Body become a residence for the feelings of Sathya and Prema. This is the state of everyone in
Sathya Yuga.
Two charts describing the above:-
STATE I
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GOD
Sai Shiva Vibuthi
Performed Sadhana, Sadhana, Sadhana,
offering all to God making herself empty;
attaining Self Realization the Jeevan Muktha
State. This is:
I without I
Vasantha jeeva Becomes Shiva:
Vasantha Camphor Shiva
This state is called
I becoming I
In this state Vasantha Shiva wills to
create and separates into
TWO
This active state is Prema. Prema shakes and awakens the Indweller in each and everyone. When this Prema
in every being is offered to the Indweller, the i ceases to exist and Sathya is revealed. The jeeva has now
become the all-pervading Shiva. This state is called I becoming I, Viswatma Kaama. All jeevas (Vasantha
Mayam) are offered to Shiva (Sathya Sai). These jeevas (Vasantha Mayam) become empty and only the
Indweller Sai exists in his all-pervading Vishwaroopa form. This state is called I am I, I becoming I, Who am
I? I amI
JEEVA
Vasantha Camphor
In this state, the jeeva only desires the self,
Atma Kaama. The jeeva is then filled with
Sathya, Truth.
BEING STATE
Vasantha Sathya
BECOMING STATE
Vasantha Prema
PARAMATMA
Indweller of all jeevas
PARA SHAKTHI
All Creation
(Kundalini Shakthi, Active state)
STATE II
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Swami now uses the same concept and compares this to His state now. In my room
the Vasantha camphor and Sathya Sai Vibhuti are together. My body has the chastity seal.
This fire like chastity is not touched by anyone or anything. Nothing and no one can touch
it. Now Swami is no longer here in the Avatars state. He is in the without body state.
His seal is the without body. For my body it is the Agni chastity seal. His is without
body seal. These two are now in one room together. This is the reason my taste and
Vasana has come to Swami. Now, Vasanthas taste and Vasana go to the feelings body of
Sathya Sai. Thus Swami becomes Vasantha and now makes a New creation. He creates
Sathya Yuga.
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VIBUTHI
Sathya Sai Shiva
Sealed Packet Brahmacharya
No Taste, No Smell
CAMPHOR
Vasantha jeeva
Sealed Packet - Chastity
Taste and Smell
Camphor SHIVA Vasantha
Through the path of surrender Vasantha
Become Camphor Shiva. She is now in the
being state with Taste and Smell.
Now the Shiva wills to create and divides
into:
TWO
VASANTHA SATHYA
(Shiva)
BECOMING STATE
VASANTHA PREMA
(Shakthi)
BEING STATE
TWO PACKETS
Vibuthi Sathya Sai Shiva and Camphor Vasantha
are in one box. The taste of Camphor comes to the Vibuthi.
Nature of Camphor Jeeva
Giving Light Melting Offering
Wisdom No Identity Oneness
Surrender
STATE I
Two charts describing the new states:-
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Sathya Sai
Sealed Vibuthi Packet
BOTH IN ONE ROOM
Sathya Sai No Physical body
Vasantha Physical body
Sathya Sai
Feelings
Has I
If only there is a body, we call as Avatar. Now Swami is Pure Consciousness in the feelings body. This is to create a
New Yuga. This is why He has left His body. All the nadis are telling this Swami will come again and finish His task.
Before all Avatars came only to establish dharma. Only this Avatar is changing the Kali yuga into Sathya Yuga. It is
for this reason all has happened.
Vasantha
Sealed Camphor Packet
Vasantha Camphor
has All Creative Power but Cannot Create
as she has no I.
Without I she has no ruling or controlling
power.
Sathya Sai
Has I and separates Himself
into Two and creates
Vasantha
No I and so cannot become Avatar
No Body Seal
Which means no Avatar
Body
Agni Chastity Seal
Vasantha
No Identity
I without i
Sathya Sai Becomes Vasantha
with her Taste and Vasana
As He has no body he cannot become
Avatar
Vasantha Sathya Vasantha Prema
STATE II
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Swami said I can create a thousand Sathya Yugas through my power of penance and
the power of my Prema for Him. I have no I or controlling power in me. It is only if I
had these two could I make creation anew. Swami asked me to write all my feelings,
through which He shows how the Creation is brought. Now finally, Swami has taken all
these feelings and He Himself creates the New Sathya Yuga. If He was the Avatar He
could not create a Sathya Yuga in the middle of Kali Yuga! It is against the laws which
God Himself lay down. Thus He separates Himself in two.
I am crying and yearning for Swami who left this physical body. He is now here in a
feelings body and is doing all. Swami is unable to bear my feelings. I told Him, It is only
if You are me, will you understand my state. It is this that Swami has done now; He is i n
my state and does all. He then said that He was unable to bear this amount of Prema.
In ordinary human life, man has five debts. This is to the Devas, Rishis, his
ancestors, society and fellow man, animals and the creation. Man is only born to discharge
these five debts, to balance them. Swami said He could not balance the debt to Prema,
however many Avatars He took. So He will now enter in each and every aspect of the
creation and experience me. He will show Prema to me throughout the entire Creation.
Swami wrote the word Smile. Yet, how am I to smile? I wrote a poem to Swami ,
O O S Sw wa am mi i! ! Y Yo ou u a as sk k m me e t to o s sm mi il le e? ?
W Wh ha at t s sm mi il le e Y Yo ou u w wa an nt t? ?
F Fa ac ce e s sm mi il le e? ? I It t i is s a al lw wa ay ys s t th he er re e. .. .. .
W Wh ha at te ev ve er r s su uf ff fe er ri in ng g w wh ha at te ev ve er r d di if ff fi ic cu ul lt ti ie es s. .
I It t i is s t th he er re e, , e ev ve er r p pr re es se en nt t; ; b br ra an nd d N Ne ew w! !
B Bu ut t a a r re ea al l s sm mi il le e? ?
I It t i is s a a h he ea ar rt t s sm mi il le e. . W Wh he en n I I s se ee e Y Yo ou u, ,
Y Yo ou u s se ee e m my y h he ea ar rt t s sm mi il le e. .
Yours Agni flower
Vasantha
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How I smile? A real smile comes from the heart. There is a smile on my face
always, it never changes however many worldly difficulties or suffering the body
undergoes. This one thing never changes. Anyone insults me, daily the body suffers many
diseases, but the smile on my face never changes. Yet, it is only when Swami comes will
my heart smile and blossom.
At night we came inside and saw that Swami had written on the back cover of the
Satcharitha manuscript,
RET
RESS
This means Swami is coming again, He Returns and Resurrects. I then asked Amar
to place my poem letter at Swamis feet and asked him where should we place it to get
Swamis reply? Where is most post coming? Amar told that it comes in many places.
Suddenly the letter flew from Swamis statue and landed in front of the picture of Him
writing. This happened immediately after I asked the question! This is Swamis reply; He
alone is writing. In the morning I took the letter and saw that there was an embossed
arrow mark going from the L in the word smile to the n in the word Agni underneath.
Swamis reply came in short form, LN. But we could not understand what it meant. In
afternoon meditation I asked Swami about this. He said, Heart Smile means only love.
Your Prema becomes Agni and destroys the worlds Karmas. Thus it is my Agni chastity
that burns the world Karma and gives world liberation.
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CHAPTER 6
SEVEN NOTES SEVEN CHAKRAS
Today Swami wrote 7 Ragas in green pen on a piece of card.
Ragas are different melodies based on the seven notes of music.
29 April 2012 Afternoon meditation
Vasantha : Swami, why have You written 7 ragas?
Swami : How many different songs come from the seven Swaras or notes?
The art of music is contained only in these seven notes. In this
way you are showing that the art of living is contained in seven
chakras.
Now let us see. In music there are seven swaras or notes. The art of music is only
contained in these seven notes. How many different kinds of songs are sung? All of which
are contained in these seven notes. It is the same with language, which is contained in just
26 letters of an alphabet. How many 1000s of books have been using these 26 letters as
the basis? All languages are based only on a certain amount of letters. It is on the basis of
these letters that language is taught. It is only from the different languages that many
thousands and thousands of books have come out. Human life is also an art. If this art is
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handled with skill, man becomes God. The art of living can be known through these seven
chakras. In my life I demonstrate this. I show how man should live life. Man is born only
to attain God, to become God. I explain in all my books how one attains God. It is
through the sadhana we perform, each chakra opens. With the opening of each chakra,
different states of knowledge are opened up to us. When the wisdom comes, ignorance is
removed; and we are able to understand why we have been born. We are born here not be
born again. It is this that Sri Krishna declares in the Bhagavad Gita. Indian culture is
based on the Vedas. It is the art of living, which is preached to man in the Vedas,
Upanishads and Bhagavad Gita. This is demonstrated through the lives of many saints
and sages; many of them teaching this as Yoga.
I show through my life how to live in thoughts of God, to perform all actions in
thoughts of God. I explain the functioning of the seven chakras many different ways in my
books such as the Sai Gita Pravachanam, Beyond the Upanishads, Principle of
Becoming God, all sutras etc. It is through these books that I explain all.
Swami has now asked me to compare this with the art of music. Though a musician
only uses seven notes, we are able to forget ourselves listening to his music. People forget
their worries and troubles attending a music concert; they merge in the music for 2 to 3
hours. There are many devotees who attract God through their music. Thus it is called
Nada Brahman, God is music. Swami Himself revealed who He was through the Bhajan,
Manasa Bhajarey Guru Charanam. Before His discourse Swami would sing a small
verse and then at the end of His speech sing a Bhajan. Swami has also started a Music
College. It is in this way, He has now asked me to write about music.
There are seven notes in music, Sa Re Ga Ma Pa Da and Ne.
Sa - is for Sangeetham, music, which is Sathyam
Re - rhythm and means the art of living in harmony
Ga - means Gamakam; this indicates the movement or vibrato in music. I say
this is Gahana, Space.
Ma - Madhuram, life is sweetness
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Pa - means Bhavam. Bhava is the emotional or mental attitude, the power or
inspiration behind an act or word. Thus Bhavam is very important in the
art of living.
Da - means talam or beat. I compare this to heartbeat.
Ne - it is Nishadam. This is for Nisha, darkness; in my life it is for removing
darkness.
Let us see each one,
Sa
There is one raga called Sankara bharana. It is the Raga which was played by
Ravana that shook Kailaya. It is through music that Ravana won the grace of Lord Shiva.
Thus even a great Demon like Ravana was able to shake God through music. Let us see
my matter. I searched for Sathya, Truth since my birth. I cried and wailed for God, unable
to live in this world. At that time Sai Shiva came near me and made me unite with Him in
Mooladhara. Now my Mooladhara chakra opened. Swami tells this in a poem as,
Oh Lonely Lotus in Mooladhara,
You are effulgent as the Primal consort of Shiva,
Here Swami unites with His Shakthi. Yet, I did not know anything of this. All I knew
was crying for God.
Re
Rishabam or rhythm. Rhythm means harmony. It is only when thought, word and
deed come together that there is rhythm and harmony. I have had this in me since birth
itself. Whatever I think, I tell. I do not think of anything that I am not able to speak of.
Thus I cannot hide anything. My life has been an open book since my very birth. My
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desire to marry God was also there in my young age. It is deeply imprinted in my mind.
The vehicle of Lord Shiva is Rishabam, the bullock; thus Sai Shiva came and took me to
the second Chakra. It was He alone who married me. It was there He showed me a great
treasure.
Here Swami said,
In Swathisthana, Oh Lonely Lotus
You are standing with Shiva as Adi Shakthi
It is only here there is the treasure of wisdom. Swami showed me here as the Adi
Shakthi, Primal power.
Ga
This is for Gamakam, it shows movement, vibrato. It is a very unique subtle part of
music. Here the chakra is Maniporaka, it is in the region of the stomach. The Vaishvanara
agni here is responsible for survival in life, it is here alone all movement happens. It is
through this man both eats and digests food. Then the energy derived from the food is then
taken to the different parts of the body for it to function. It is the reason for all movement
in the body. Here Swami tells,
In Manipooraka, Oh Lonely Lotus
You join with Shiva as the Self Supreme light,
I have no hunger; I am only eating Swami, Swami. Thoughts of Swami are my only
food. My thoughts fill the entire Cosmic space. As I was born in the hungerless state, my
Manipooraka chakra fills the entire world with my hunger for God.
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Ma
In music there are many ragas with this note, there is a raga called Madhyamaavathi.
For me this Ma is Madhuram, Madhura Bhakthi. This is Anahatha Chakra.
In Anahatha, Oh Lonely Lotus
You blossom with Shiva in great bliss,
When I came to this heart chakra, Swami and I filled the Cosmos. It is the union of
our hearts that has been built as the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam. Here our blissful state
blossoms as the new cosmos. It becomes New creation. It becomes world liberation. The
Anahatha Chakra is very important in my body. It is my Madhura Bhakthi for God, which
is the reason for world liberation. When one comes to the Anahatha Chakra, all comes
under control. Ordinary spiritual aspirants perform Madhura Bhakthi and may attain
higher states; my Madhura Bhakthi for Swami bestows the state of liberation on all. This
is Swamis Avataric task.
Pa
This is Bhavam. In music bhavam, attitude or feeling is very important. All cannot
sing with bhavam. Hearing a song sung with bhavam, the listeners forgets themselves.
There is this much power in music. In the world of music, Thiagaraja is thought to be
God. When he sang his songs, he merged with Rama. Thus without bhavam, music has no
real meaning. It is just like reciting a lesson taught in school. Vishudhi Chakra is the
throat centre. It is from there the voice comes. Here Swami said:-
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In Vishudhi, Oh Lonely Lotus
You rise with Shiva with a voice of Truth,
Here in Vishudhi my bhavam is only and fully for Swami. I want to marry God and
have had this bhavana from birth itself. Yath Bhavam Tath Bhavathi. This constant
integrated bhavam makes all marriages throughout the Universe only between Sathya and
Prema. Here whatever Swami tells I write as books. I have now written over a hundred
books, all through the voice of Truth, the voice of Sathya Sai. Whatever Swami and I
speak of in meditation, is wisdom so far not revealed to the world before. These are all
new concepts that no one has heard of in any Age; Gods secrets, which cannot be known
by the Rishis or Siddhas. In Kundalini Yoga, it is said that if one knows music, they can
move from Mooladhara straight to Vishudhi Chakra. Other sadhakas must perform
sadhana and only then come there. Yet, through Nada Upasana, the worship of music, one
can come to Vishudhi directly. Thus in the Brahmin families, music has great importance.
God is worshiped through song, verse and music. Thus they soon attain God. I have
written thousands of songs from my childhood. These were first for Krishna and then for
Swami.
When true devotion for God arises, it takes the form of music born in the heart. My
first book was a song book, Sai Ganajali, containing songs on Swami. Swami also has
given me many songs and poems. I have written these in many books. Now for the past
three years, Swami has given more songs, which we have published in books. Next:-
Da
Here it stands for Talam or beat. In my case, beat indicates the beat of the heart. It is
with each heartbeat I am thinking of Swami. My heart is beating only for Swami. Swami
wrote of this and showed how my 72 years heart beating verily changes the orbit system;
through this the four Ages also change. In music beat is very important. So one should
keep the correct beat when singing, not make wrong beats. Three things are important in
music, Raga or tune, Talam or beat and Bhavam or feeling. Swami wrote-
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This Bindu is the seed of new creation, it is verily the blueprint. It is from here the
New creation is coming. Here Shiva Shakthi unite as the Viratpurusha form.
Ne
This note is called Nishadam. Here Swami tells,
In Sahasrara, Oh Lonely Lotus
You merged with Shiva in Samadhi state
Samadhi state is the Poorna state. This is the state of Completeness and Totality.
When the Poorna state is attained, the whole world becomes Poornam. The Nisha or
darkness of Kali Yuga Maya is removed and fills with Poornas wisdom light. For the one
who walks on the path of truth, they cross all these. The art of music is learned through
the seven notes. Yet, it is through the seven chakras that the art of living becomes
Poornam, Complete.
Once, Narada asked Sanat Kumar if he knew the 64 arts. Sanat Kumar said that it is
of no use to know the 64 arts, the only real art is the art of attaining God. Ravana was an
expert in 64 arts, yet, he was unable to control his mind. It is through this his entire clan
was destroyed. Thus to control the mind and senses is the art of life and of living. To
remove the I and mine, is the art of life. We must turn our Chitta or consciousness to
Shiva, this is the art of life and living. To only live for God is the art of life! Sacrifice is
the art of life. Living for others is the art of life!
In Brahmarandra, Oh Lonely Lotus You
are seen as Bindu form with Shiva,
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CHAPTER 7
SHIVA BECOME JEEVA
For the last few days I have been crying continuously.
28 April 2012 Afternoon meditation
Vasantha : Swami, I am now unable to bear it any longer...please come!
Swami : I am here with you. So, I write and give you many things.
Vasantha : Swami, You wrote Smile and Peace, without You, how will a
smile and peace come to me?
Swami : I am with you, if you cry like this, it is difficult for Me.
Vasantha : Swami, I asked You to write and sign when You are coming. Yet,
You only signed. You must write something. Otherwise one thing
in my body must change. You write a letter to me; only then I
will believe You are coming.
Swami : Okay I will give. But you do not cry.
Vasantha : Swami, You are God. You can change what You say. But I must
fulfil whatever I say. I cannot say surely I will not cry, but I will try not to.
Now let us see. Swami tells something, then as He is God, changes it as He likes.
But if I tell something I must keep my word. Thus I will not say surely I will not cry. This
is because it is my nature. It is only when Swami calls me my tears will stop. This is sure.
Swami wrote, Smile You Peace - on a piece of paper. Then on the 29 April 2012, in the
evening, Amar found another small piece of paper in the office, there it was written, Be
happy are from.
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28 April 2012 Evening meditation
Vasantha : What are these two or three words You have written? You have
not written a letter?
Swami : You connect all the papers and read. I have written in this way as
I want to play with you.
In the evening, all were talking about what Swami had said, trying to connect the
papers. The two papers that Swami had given on the two different days fitted together
correctly; we pasted them together. On the paper there was a smiling face, with a nose
and eyes, under was written, ISI, either side of the face were the words, Smile Be
happy and under this, Peace Love and in between the two words the letters, IVI. Swami
then wrote the words, You are a free... We could not understand what it meant. All said
that the sentence was not finished correctly.
30 April 2012
Today Swami again gave a small piece of paper with the letter W, with a semi circle
in front of it, then on another paper, the word bird n and another semi circle. When we
pasted all the pieces together we read, You are a free bird now. The game has now
finished.
Afternoon Meditation
Vasantha : Swami what is this? You wrote free bird now?
Swami : Now, there is nothing left for you to do. It is now My task to
change the world. Your body will now not suffer for the world Karmas.
Vasantha : Swami what have You written around the face, Smile be
happy?
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Swami : This is your necklace.
Now let us see about this.
Swami has now become Vasantha and performs the task of changing the world. It is
for this reason He said that my body would no longer suffer for world Karmas. In between
the word smile and be happy Swami wrote the letters, ISI this is Swamis ISI stamp!
The necklace is His stamp. Swami gave the pearls in Vadakkampatti and asked me to
make and wear as a necklace. There were 73 pearls. Thus He has written that this is His
stamp, the Sathya Sai Stamp.
30 April 2012 Morning meditation
Vasantha : Swami, please tell me how you change into Vasantha?
Swami : A Jeeva crosses the physical, subtle and causal bodies and merges
with God. You left your physical body and then happily enjoyed
with Me on Silver Island in the subtle body. In the Causal body
we two speak through our feelings only. In the same way, I left
the physical body, went to Indra Loka. There it is experience,
wandering and roaming. In the Prema Avatar house it is the
Causal body. You came there; here it was both our feelings. I then
came to the Garbha Kottam in the Super Causal Body. I am now
in Sudda Satwa, Pure consciousness, in the Divine body. Just
like you, I stayed in many different places and through your
feelings I become Vasantha. It is this I show.
Vasantha: Now I understand Swami I will write.
Now let us see. A Jeeva, separates the physical, subtle and causal bodies through
sadhana. It is in this way the five sheaths are separated. I performed sadhana for sixty
three years. It was after this Swami gave the Mangalya and asked me to build an ashram. I
came here and the building where I stayed Swami named Sudda Satwa, Pure
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consciousness. We then constructed many other buildings calling them physical, subtle
and causal worlds. The five Prakarams or corridors of the Stupi, are the five Kosas or
sheaths. It is Swami who has explained all these things. The Stupi is my Kundalini. It is
through this Swami showed how my body functions. Swami shows how I separate the five
sheaths, crossing the different worlds. Swami created Silver Island for He and I to speak
to each other in meditation. How many wonders happened there! It is from there, He took
me to many places. How many different places! How many Rishis, gods and goddesses I
had the darshan of! Swami and I went to many different worlds. I went to many different
places with God in the subtle body. This is the first step of Sadhana. Next I went to the
Causal body. Here there is no wandering or roaming. Swami and I did not go anywhere.
We sat in one place and talked; He fully revealing wisdom. All the experiences in the
causal body happened in Mukthi Nilayam; yet, the wisdom is of the future. It is the
experiences of the Prema Sai Avatar. On subtle world Silver Island, I lived with Swami;
we talked and went to many places together; we saw many people. It was like a picnic. In
the Casual world, Swami and I changed into Prema Sai and Prema and went to many
places. I saw all details from our life, birth, growing up and our marriage. I have seen all.
I saw how we go on picnics, shopping and celebrate special festival days with relatives
and friends. We had the darshan of Swarga, the Devas coming to our house. The birth of
our child, going on pilgrimage.... I saw all and experienced. I have written many books
about the future. While writing, not only me, but those in the Ashram and those who will
come with us next also enjoyed.
Now the Super causal body. After the completion of the Stupi I wrote on many
Sutras and principles of God. Even though we lived in the world, we experienced more in
a separate world with Swami in Prema Avatar time. Though living in Kali Yuga on earth,
our bodies here, we live in the Sathya Yuga with Swami in Prema Avatar time. We enjoy
that happiness. Here on the earth it is physical body, yet we live with Swami in Swarga in
the causal body. It is this Swami and I have come here to show. You all are living in a
worldly hell! If you turn your mind toward God, the earth becomes heaven! It is in the
Super causal body now that Truth is fully revealed. Every day Swami would tell stories,
true stories of those who will live with us in the Prema Avatar time. These were stories of
my relatives, Swamis relatives, our family friends, our family members. Swami has told
of my family members; who they were, why they will be born in the future, how they will
come and live. Swami has revealed all these things and I have written. I have revealed the
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secret of both Swamis and my birth in the Prema Avatar time. I have written about those
who are with Swami now and will come again. I have told of their previous and future
birth. All I wrote. I wrote of all this at the time of the construction of the Viswa Brahma
Garbha Kottam.
Now the Divine body. Swami is not on the Earth, but is here with us. I am writing
all that Swami tells me. I am writing many of Gods secrets. Swami now tells how my
state connects with Him.
Swami left His physical body and went in the subtle body to Indra Loka, heaven.
Swami compared this to my subtle body. Heaven is filled with enjoyments. There, all are
always singing and dancing, experiencing, wandering and roaming. It is in this same way
I experienced on Silver Island in the subtle body. Yet, Swami did not experience the
enjoyments of heaven when He was there. He contemplated and recalled how we two
enjoyed on Silver Island together. It is from here Swami went to the house in Prema
Avatar. Swami compares this to my experience in the causal body. Swami said that at
night when I was asleep, I would go to the Prema Avatar house and be with Him in my
causal body and experience. As proof of this, Swami gave all the things that I had seen
there, here. The bed sheet, pillow covers, bolster covers etc. It was then from there Swami
came to the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam on the day of Vaikuntha Ekadasi. This is the
Super Causal body. Then on 7
th
February, Swami came to my room. Here in Pure
Consciousness He is in the Divine body with me. Swami shows through this how much
sadhana I have performed, crying and roaming in all the different worlds. In the same way,
Swami shows He is in all bodies. Showing this, He now becomes Vasantha through my
feelings. Swami now demonstrates how He changes the world by becoming me; it is
through my feelings He changes the world. Swami has now become me.
1 May 2012 Morning meditation
Vasantha : Swami I want to make a new chart for vibhuti and camphor.
Swami : Yes, you write and do. You show how it now functions. Before I showed
through you, how the Sathya Yuga comes. I showed how all happens
through your feelings. But, as you have no I, you cannot function. It is for
this that I first separated Myself in two and came in your form. I have now
left My old body, and through your feelings I take a form and change all. I
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will then come in a New body.
Vasantha: Now I understand Swami.
Now let us see about this. It is only now I understand Swamis Avataric task. He
Himself separated in two and came in His and my form. One came as Avatar, the other as
I. As I am separate from Him, He shows me as a Jeeva. I cannot live in separation, away
from Him. I am not able to live. Thus I wail and cry, and am always calling Him. He
shows this, my state and then does all. It is for this reason only He left that Avatars body
and will come again. He left His body and went to many places. He compares this to my
state. I roamed through many places, until finally coming to Sudda Satwa, the state of
Pure Consciousness. Swami too went to many places, until He finally is now in Sudda
Satwa. Here through my feelings, He has now become Vasantha and makes Creation
anew. Why He becomes Vasantha and how He makes the new creation He has explained in
many chapters. When God comes as Avatar, He is not able to change the Kali Yuga to
Sathya Yuga. Thus God came as a human being, as an ordinary Jeeva. He then showed
how He changes Kali Yuga to Sathya Yuga. It is God Himself who separates in two, one as
Avatar and one as an ordinary Jeeva.
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CHAPTER 8
BODY WITHOUT I and I WITHOUT BODY
2 May 2012 Morning meditation
Vasantha : Swami, I wrote Shiva become Jeeva, is this correct?
Swami : Correct. I separate Myself in two, one as Shiva, the other as
Jeeva. You perform Sadhana and show how a Jeeva becomes Shiva; this
Jeeva yearning, wailing and crying for God. As this Jeeva could not see
Shiva, it took a vow, I will make the entire creation as Shiva and attain
Him. Yet as the Jeeva has no I, it is unable to create. Shiva has now left
His body and went to heaven and again returns, separates in two as Shiva
and Jeeva. Now He creates. He separates as Shiva and the Creation. Now
throughout this entire creation Shiva and Shakthi unite. First Shiva separated
from Shakthi. This is not into an ordinary Jeeva; it is as Shakthi. Our task
has now finished. First Shakthi becomes Shiva, now Shiva becomes Shakthi.
This is New creation.
Vasantha : It is very wonderful Swami. Yesterday we saw many things in
the sky, what are they?
Swami : This is new creation. I will come soon.
Now let us see about this.
Yesterday I finished the chapter and wrote Shiva becomes Jeeva. This indicates the
first creation that is born directly from God. Swami descended as Avatar, separated
Himself in two, and came in my form. Even though I am His Shakthi, I lived as an
ordinary Jeeva. I have cried from birth for God, roaming here and there in search of Him.
I performed severe sadhana. Finally Swami began to speak with me and said I am His
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Shakthi and asked me to write books. I searched many places, finally I found Swami. Yet
there were many obstacles that prevented me from seeing Him. It is for this I made a vow.
As I am unable to attain the one form of Sathya Sai, I will make the entire creation as
Sathya Sai and unite with Him. It is for this reason I have written over a 100 books. Even
though I have power, as I have no I, I am unable to create. I wrote Brahma Sutra, and
told how a man becomes Brahman and writes Brahma sutra. Then some on Swamis side
asked me, Are there two Gods?I have no 'I, I cannot be God, but I can write the Sutra
for God. I attained that state. No one can write the sutra for Brahma; it is Brahman alone
who can write. I could only write as I attained that state. Swami separates in two, one as
God, and the other as the I without i, God. It is due to this that I am able to write so
many different types of wisdom. Yet, what is the use of I without i, body to me. I am
always afraid of others and crying.
Mine is body without I, it cannot do anything. It can only write Gods wisdom. If
anyone threatens it will cry. Swami has I, but is without body. I without body. Thus He
is able to make the Creation anew.
It is for this reason Swami left His body and went to heaven. He has now returned
here and stays with me; taking all my feelings. Swami has become Vasantha. It is this
Vasantha Shiva who now starts to create. Swami now separates in two one as Shiva, the
other as Creation. He Creates. It is not generally known how the New creation comes. It is
this that Swami now demonstrates. Ordinarily, after the completion of the cycle of four
ages, Pralaya or dissolution comes. It is only after this that the New creation comes. This
is also not a new creation, but the seeds of the previous creation, which are collected and
tied to the tail of the Matsya Avatar, the fish incarnation. It is from these seeds only
creation is born. This is a new creation that comes at the end of the cycle of four Ages.
Yet, Swami now comes and makes the New Creation. He brings a Sathya Yuga in the Kali
Yuga. It is for this reason, He left His body and took my feelings; He makes the creation
through these feelings. Swami is Vibhuti Shiva, who took this camphor Jeevas qualities.
My qualities are:-
I am not. I am not. You are. You are. I do not know anything.
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This is the state of every Jeeva in the new creation. All will have no I. All will
only declare, Only God! Only God. This I am not, is the Pran in all. The I is now no
longer in the world. It is through this Swamis task finishes. First Shakthi became Shiva.
Now Shiva becomes Shakthi. This is what Swami told as He being a Shiva Shakthi
Avatar. The first 84 years were Shivas part. He now takes the role of Shakthi; He takes
Shakthis part and makes New creation.
Yesterday we saw a big OM in the sky. From there, two figures were seen emerging,
in the form of the Viratpurusha. Then another pink form was seen on the Stupis Prakaram.
The sky was also fully pink in colour. There was also a band of light seen coming from the
Viswa Garbha to the Stupi. Sridevi took many photographs. Swami said this is the New
Creation. First Omkar is heard then the Viratswaroopam appears. This Virataswaroopam
then becomes man and woman and fills the Space. This is Shiva Shakthi. The pink form
seen on the Stupis Prakaram is Prema.
Prema fills the entire world and becomes the New Creation. In the evening we saw a
double rainbow over the Stupi, it was like a great dome. When a photo was taken, the
entire sky filled with orange colour light. This indicates Swamis coming.
Two days ago Swami gave a small paper, it said,
Always walk S
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Then underneath,
Waiting for - near this Swami drew some concentric circles, with an opening on one side,
in the centre the form of a heart. I asked Swami about this in meditation,
2 May 2012 Afternoon meditation
Vasantha : Swami, what is this half letter!
Swami : You always walk with Me, we walk together on every path. We
solve all puzzles, and untie every knot. The time of waiting is now finished.
The time when we will see each other is close; your body has become
healthy. All will be okay.
Now let us see about this.
There is one toy game for children, which is like a maze. The object of the game is
to move the small balls around the maze and get to the centre. It is in this way, Swami and
I walk together along every path and each direction, untying all knots. In the centre is the
heart, the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam. All goes there and finishes. The many different
paths reach there and all comes to an end. It is through the untying of the different knots
Swamis task finishes. The time for Swamis arrival is very close. It is for this Swami said,
Your waiting time has finished. Today in the morning when I was writing Amar brought
a divine message.
Love like you have never been hurt
Sing like nobodys listening
Live like it is heaven on earth
Dance like nobodys watching
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This is what Swami has given. Now Swamis task has finished and He has said,
You are a free bird. Now you sing and dance as you like. My singing and dancing is
only in my writing. It is only my feelings. I cannot sing and dance, showing outside with
the body. It is for this reason I am writing and expressing these feelings outside. This is
the reason I was chased away, stopped from seeing Swami; I was threatened. It is for this
Swami said that no one now will watch me like a spy. So now, however much love I have
for Swami, I will express and no one will hurt me. However much I sing, now no one will
hear me. However much I want to sing and dance, no one will either hear or see me.
Swami said in this way I will live on earth as though it were heaven. This is what I write
in this last chapter. Mukthi Nilayam is verily heaven. Here we live with God. We sing and
dance with Him; we play games with God. Mukthi Nilayam is not touched by or
connected to the world. It functions alone, away from the world. I have written of this
before, explaining in many different ways. Swami and I solve many puzzles, many knots
have been untied. The last knot is why Swami left the world; this too has now been untied.
Today Swami gave a picture. Here He is seen with a stern pose. At the bottom it
said, Sathyameva Jayathe underneath it said, Advent of cosmic divinity. Swami gave
the same picture two days ago. Yet in that picture Swamis robe is orange, this one Swami
is seen in a pink robe. This indicates Swami is coming through Vasanthas Prema feelings.
I wrote,
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Body without I - Vasantha - Shakthi Becomes Shiva
I without body- Swami - Shiva become Shakthi
In the book Beyond the Upanishads I wrote that I emptied myself, and gave all to
Swami. Swami then filled His Sathyam in me. At that time, Swami showed a picture of
Radha and Krishna exchanging their clothes. This was correct for then. Now, it is not
dress change, but feelings change. Thus Swami is in my feelings body, I am in His Sathya
body. I am in the witness state and have become Shiva. Yet, I cannot do anything as I have
no I. As Swami has no body, He takes a body of my feelings. He has I, so can make a
new creation. The picture of Swami in a threatening pose shows how I was threatened;
Swami now warns them. As Swami now comes with Prema Feelings, He is Prema Swami.
There are many paths in a maze, showing different ways to attain the centre. This is the
heart. The Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam is the heart centre, where all paths, religions,
faiths, cultures, castes join and come together. This whole world is verily a maze. Now all
come together and attain God. This is Sathya Yuga. It will be amazing.
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EPILOGUE
God and the universe are the same. Though this Universe only belongs to God,
man separates all with his I and mine. The Jeeva, Shiva and Universe, the three are
one and the same. It is only when this feeling arises in you that you attain Cosmic
Consciousness. I came here to show this. Mans feelings create his next birth. But
through my Cosmic Consciousness, the seven chakras of my Kundalini opened and
began to function; the blueprint for a new creation emerged. This is my creation. It is
through my Cosmic Consciousness that I make a new universe. This is what I have
explained before in the Chapter, Vibhuti and Camphor in Prema Sai part three. The
taste and smell of the camphor came to the vibhuti as they were in the same box
together. The qualities of camphor came to the vibhuti. Swami is now in my room and
physically demonstrates this Vibhuti Camphor concept. Swami said that the first sound
of the Veda, Agni Meelay, came as my form. Every man is only Brahman. Each man
is verily a walking Veda. There are not only four Vedas, but each man is a walking
Veda. It is not only man, but the animals, birds, plants, trees, mountains all are Vedas!
Thus the Vedas are the Pratyaksha Pramana, the scriptural proof. Everything is
Brahman. I came here to show this. This New creation shows this. Everything in the
creation is only Sathya Sai.
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Both Sai Krishna and Bala Krishna have Swami's face.
List of Current Publications
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6. Sai Gita Pravachanam
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40. Avatars Secret Part I
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42. Essence of the Gita
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44. Wisdoms mine I
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46. Sai Sons - Seven Chakras
47. Who am I?
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20. Last 7 days of God
21. Sai Digest - Prema Sai Part III
22. Brahma Sutra - Part I and II
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24. The Sathya Yuga and Karmic Law
25. Autobiography of I without I
26. Karmic Law Remedy
27. Chaitanya
28. The Task of the Avatar
29. God and His Consort
30. The Stupi Book
31. Ten Avatars on One
32. Taste and Vasana and Divine
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33. Divine Stories
34. Ananda Sutra
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