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Women’s Press January & February 2010 Body & Soul 3
When asked how she is, my friend and men- There are two kinds of people in the world: What we regard as strange and keep at a now that life isn’t pretty or neat or mani-
tor, Barbara Marx Hubbard of Santa Bar- those we love and those we don’t understand. distance inside us, we will push away around cured. We know our own Inner Jerk so that
bara, responds: “Evolving, thank you and When we see ourselves in others, we like us. We may even label it disparagingly: when we see another’s, we just smile and
how are you?” I love this response and was them. They are like me, we think (rightly or “That’s just like a (fill in the blank: woman, think, “I’ve been there, too.”
delighted to find that Barbara was inter- wrongly), and I don’t need to fear them. We man, neo-con, bleeding heart liberal, psy- If anyone else had lived your life, she
viewed recently as part of a 14 week tele-sem- presume that we know how they think and chologist, lawyer, welfare recipient, rich would understand the decisions you’ve made.
inar that has caught the attention of 30,000 what we can expect from them. We think we bitch).” The list goes on. Your choices would seem reasonable. She
women from all over the world—listening in know them because we think we know our- Until we accept every part of our- could empathize with your struggle. And so
on the computer or telephone. A gathering selves. Usually, that’s true only superf icially. selves, we will criticize others. When we do it is with others you meet. If you had lived
of this size, by women all over the globe, is The second group, those we don’t under- acknowledge and own our quirks and vul- their experience, you probably would make
simply astounding—women from all walks stand, may actually be more similar to us. nerability and ugliness, we can appreciate the the same decisions they did. Perhaps your
of life responding to the call of the process Especially if we have a strong negative reac- universal challenge of being human. We need challenges haven’t been as daunting as theirs
of conscious evolution. We’re responding to tion, we probably unconsciously sense some- to delve pretty deeply inside and that’s not or perhaps your supports have been stronger.
something we may not be able to articulate thing in them we don’t like in ourselves. We fun. We don’t do it to feel superior or even Judging anyone else reflects our own lack
but whose validity we intuitively recognize. project onto them what we haven’t owned good about ourselves. We do it when we can’t of self knowledge. And judging ourselves
At a recent Peace Conference, the Dalai in ourselves. If you haven’t integrated your survive without knowing what is buried way reflects our own lack of empathy and accep-
Lama stated that “the world will be saved own vulnerability, you will feel disdain for way down at our very core. And that only tance for ourselves. We are not here to judge
by the Western woman.” Inspired by this the needy. If you haven’t come to terms with comes from desperation. anyone. Life is to be experienced. Lessons are
sentiment and following their intuitive wis- your anger, you may perceive hostility all When we have known ourselves in our to be learned and integrated. We are chal-
dom, in balance with their technological around you. If you practice deceit, you won’t least favorable aspects, we can understand lenged to be our own best friend. And when
knowledge, Katherine Woodward Thomas trust anyone. what it is to hurt and still try to go on. We we do that, we see what it is to be human.
and Claire Zamitt (www.femininepower.
com) devised and are presenting “Women
on the Edge of Evolution”—an invitation to
“awaken to the power to co-create our lives
and shape the collective future.” The ques-
tion they pose for us to consider is what our
role as women will be, in the creature of our
Ready to begin the year 2010 with a
future on this planet—something profound
to consider as 2010 opens for us. new Spiritual Direction?
In the New Year, I plan to start a new
conversation for women in the San Luis The Circle of Spiritual Enlightenment is an interfaith community
Obispo area based on this series and will wel- dedicated to celebrating diversity and honoring
come the participation of those who would the spirit that connects all things.
like to be a part of this exploration. Please
feel free to contact me at heathermendel@
me.com should you wish to participate, and
I know we will gather together and watch Spiritual Leader: Laura V. Grace
our combined energy move us forward.
A New Year
By MaryAine Curtis for this year? What do you want to accom-
plish this year?
Mind boggling news: it’s a new year! And • Write it at the top of the paper.
2010! I remember when 1984 seemed a long • See yourself completing this in your
way off. Now 2010 here and we’re looking at imagination. How will it look and feel
2012 as the next big mystery and date to be when complete?
aware of. Now break it down into 12 easier steps so
How have you been preparing yourself? it doesn’t seem too big. On a sheet of paper
Are you ready to be the change you wish to make 12 sections, one for each month. In
see, or are you still concerning yourself with each section write the month and a goal for
what everyone else will think? The most that month. Break it down to 4 smaller goals
important question that I can think of is this: that can be accomplished in a day or week.
Are you living a life that you love? Have Make sure each goal is part of the big picture
you discovered how to be true to your pas- and is attainable.
sion? • Write one thing to accomplish in each
There are many things I meant to accom- week and each month. Seems easier
plish in the past few years and life hap- already, right?
pened and took some twist and turns that • Add up how much you’ve accomplished
were unexpected. I accomplished some and as you go. Give yourself plenty of “atta
went along with others. I did make some girls”.
big changes that I didn’t anticipate, though. Now make the paper pretty and exciting
I like them and I feel better and that’s good. before placing it in a conspicuous place. This
Let’s look together at the year ahead and is the blueprint for your personal success in
review the last one a bit. 2010. Review it, make changes, and improve
• What changes did you make in school, it as you go. If you want help or a class, come
job, home, relationships? to my Design this stage of your Life class at
• How did you handle the changes? Avila Community Center starting Jan. 11th.
• Do you feel good about your- Make sure you have a great year and love
self and your inner growth from the your life and yourself.
experience(s)?
• What did you want to change and MaryAine Curtis is an Intuitive Spiritual
didn’t? Counselor and Emissary of Change. Visit her
Are you ready to regroup and make a plan website at www.return2joy.com
nel our feelings (our inner world experience) unworthy. The Critic doesn’t like the way we status, and we take the other fellow’s words
Believing is Seeing into thoughts about the outer world. Then
we focus on what’s outside of us and become
dress or walk or look. Many days the Critic
doesn’t say a decent word to us.
personally.
Until we remember we have a choice.
the victim or grateful recipient. (What’s your We probably don’t “hear” the Critic’s And then we choose to give thanks for our
By Ruth Cherry, PhD underlying belief about the world?) voice as much as we feel a heaviness. The upset and to look behind the words instead
No matter what happens we can fit it to invisible wet blanket that smothers our of being carried away by the emotion. And
What’s important is not what happens to you our belief. If we distrust the world and some- vibrancy comes from the Critic. The Critic we see the Critic and the Controller which
as much as how you interpret it. The under- one is kind, we know not to take him at face leads us to be less of ourselves because who exist inside our own head. When we look at
lying belief that lends meaning to your life value. If we believe we’re not good enough we are naturally is unacceptable. The Critic them, we don’t identify with them. We stay
influences your experience more than the and someone appreciates us, we tell ourselves blunts our awareness of joy, hope, creativity. in the Observer, and we see the immaturity
actions of others. For example, a friend is she doesn’t really understand. If we expect The Controller is another aspect of us. and the fear and the belief that we are pow-
rude. What’s your reaction? Take a moment life to be welcoming, we chalk up the occa- When the vulnerability is too painful to bear erless. And then we recognize that these atti-
now and note your first impression. sional unpleasantness to happenstance. It and we don’t want to remain stuck in suffo- tudes are from an earlier time in our life. A
You can focus on having a friend, your seems our beliefs are irrefutable. We’ll orga- cating muck, we resolve to avoid our feelings. time when we didn’t have a choice. Uncon-
history, the value of that person in your life, nize our experience as we must to support We develop an intellectual façade. Or we sciously, we got stuck there but now that the
and how she must be having a hard time. the beliefs that have long existed and may become aggressive. Or we take care of others light is on we make the unconscious con-
Or you can (again) realize that (predictably) be mostly unconscious! Even if it leads us to and hope they will appreciate us. The Con- scious. We see the forces driving us and we
no one is there for you, disappointment misery, we remain loyal to those old beliefs. troller wants to make life turn our “right” step aside. We watch but we don’t react or
is imminent, and life is just one hurt after We do so as long as we don’t examine the and will act to avoid feeling. The Controller identify or lose our anchor. We just notice.
another. It’s really your choice but the first beliefs. When we stop and turn around and wants to assuage the Critic. And at this point we have developed
and essential ingredient is to realize that you switch on the light; when we’re truly ready Always the Critic and the Control- another belief. Now we trust that who we
have a choice. to see our filter instead of blindly accept- ler push on us. Very subtly but unceasingly. are is fine and we are firmly rooted in that
So much of the “filter” through which ing our assumptions, we notice different ele- When someone in the world acts in a man- awareness of our OK-ness. Nothing can
we see our life is unconscious. From infancy ments inside our heads. We all have a Critic. ner similar to the Critic or the Controller, we shake us. We feel the gusts from our Critic
we’ve developed beliefs without knowing it. The Critic tells us we’re not good enough, we react with a minor atomic explosion. When and our Controller, but we are rooted in our
We’re comfortable and we decide the world is never have been good enough, and we never we hear outside us what we’ve heard forever Observer and in our Adult. And when we
safe and welcoming. We’re frustrated and we will be good enough. The Critic assures us inside us, it’s too much. We can’t see the interpret life from that standpoint, we have
expect life always to be difficult. We chan- no one could ever love us because we are so other person objectively, we lose our adult an entirely different experience!
Women’s Press January & February 2010 Body & Soul 7
Breast Thermography
For the Prevention and Earliest
Detection of Breast Cancer.
A
s the mammography industry house mography is a harmless “green” technol- mammograms could trigger breast malig- minimized or ignored.
of cards finally fell at the end of 2009, ogy and is effective for women with dense nancies in high risk patients. Last October, We must be our own health advocates.
many women have become frus- breasts, implants, reductions, for monitoring the New York Times reported the American Women have the most influential impact on
trated and confused about their breast health the chest wall after surgery, and for pregnant Cancer Society now admits the benefits of the new generation. We are the educators
screening options. There is no need to be. or nursing women. mammography may have been over-exagger- and nurturers; we must lead by example. We
Breast Thermography or Digital Infrared There are over 800 peer-reviewed studies ated. Then the U.S. Preventive Services Task owe it to ourselves, our sisters, our daugh-
Thermal Imaging is the latest, most effective including over 300,000 women. According Force (an independent group of scientists) ters, and our mothers to stand together and
state-of-the-art alternative to mammograms. to the American Journal of Radiology, Breast issued its report regarding new mammogra- demand better screening methods be made
This highly sensitive FDA approved tech- Thermography has 99% sensitivity 90% spec- phy recommendations and questioning the available, along with preventative therapies.
nology can detect physiological abnormali- ificity, and 90% accuracy. risks vs. the benefits. If we want different results, we must do
ties in breast tissue 8 to 10 years before a Now that more and more MDs are now The Radiological Society of North Amer- things differently. Do your own research,
mammogram can detect a mass. It empowers supporting the use of thermograms, knowing ica also released a study concluding that radi- know your body, and don’t let the main-
women of all ages (beginning in their 20’s) their patients are not radiation tolerant (no ation from annual mammography screening stream medical and/or the spin doctors
by helping create a risk assessment and man- one is), some insurance companies are begin- significantly increased breast cancer risk in frighten you with misinformation and nega-
agement program for the prevention and ear- ning to cover thermograms with a doctor’s women who are pushed into starting mam- tivity about your breasts. Our breasts are not
liest detection of breast cancer. recommendation and a pre-approval. mograms at a young age. More radiation is the enemy or time-bombs waiting to go off.
In 1991, my mother and best friend, John- The radiation and compression involved needed for younger women with dense breast Though most women have breast abnormali-
nie Jo lost her battle to breast cancer at age in mammography is harmful. Mammograms tissue. ties, the majority of us do not get breast can-
49. My doctor informed me that I was in a can cause breast cancer through repeated These new reports have definitely drawn cer.
high risk group but that I would have to wait irradiation of the breasts and spread cancer valid attention to this flawed technology, Thermography is easily accessible in
until I was 40 to start having mammograms. by the fracturing of the fibrous capsule sur- especially when the mortality rate from Europe, Canada and larger cities in the U.S.
I discovered Breast Thermography in 1995 rounding the tumor through compression of breast cancer has not changed much in over I am thrilled to offer Breast Thermography
and I have been utilizing my thermal profile the breasts. 40 years. services to the women of the Central Coast
over the years for better breast health. My In 2005, the Nuclear Information The fact is doubts about mammogra- at my location in Atascadero and at Rees
thermograms have alerted me to any changes Resource Service concluded that all levels of phy have been mounting for decades. Many, Family Medical in San Luis Obispo. For
in my breasts giving me the opportunity to radiation are confirmed to cause cancer, but on both sides of the argument, agree that more information please visit my website at
take action with diet, exercise, stress manage- 2009 was an extraordinary year in revealing the value of mammograms may have been www.centralcoastthermography.com.
ment, and hormone balancing when needed. the dangers of mammography. over-exaggerated while some of the draw-
8 Body & Soul Women’s Press January & February 2010
A Gentle Breeze
By Ruth Maples bly starting on the first day of my grief jour-
ney, I knew no matter how I felt, my answer
Grief is a journey that has a beginning, mid- was going to be: I am fine. Was l fine? Of
dle, and after three years I realize, no end. I course not, so I lied. Often before answering
have no choice; I must travel down its road. the question, I thought of a line from a Jack
As I navigate its twist and turns, I am mak- Nicholson movie. I remembered it so clearly,
ing discoveries about the world around me, “you couldn’t handle the truth.” I know this
accepting truths about myself, and I have was an unfair assumption that I made about
been forced to face the realities of the hand people, but that’s how I felt. I am fine is the
life has dealt me. answer that I thought loving and caring fam-
Words cannot completely describe the ily and friends wanted and needed to hear.
emotions of loss and grief. This is what I Now I realize that I was saying words that I
wrote three years ago in a small book. Much also needed. I repeated I’m fine so often that
of the book was based on a journal I kept
during Larry’s illness and what I call my
beginning and end year: the year following
it became my breath prayer and yoga chant.
The words gave me encouragement, a sense
of calmness, and finally the ability to be hon-
The Breath of Life and Love
the loss of my husband. I know I will never est with myself and others. I am not fine, nor Graphic by Kymberly Vohsen
be able to find the words to describe how will I ever be, but I will be ok.
I felt when I lost him. Maybe it is because On my journey to ok, I am discovering By Laura Grace deep diaphragmatic breathing stimulated
there are truly none that have the range and what I call my grief truths. First truth, there the cleansing of the lymph system by creat-
depth to describe feelings that are beyond is no grief timetable. Books, experts, and How long can you live without food? Maybe ing a vacuum effect which sucked the lymph
description. Those nameless emotions have friends seem to suggest there is a schedule 40 days. How long can you live without through the bloodstream.
not disappeared, but they are not happen- that we, those who are facing grief, should water? Maybe 5 days. How long can you live This increased the rate of toxic elimina-
ing as often. I now know that they will never follow. But sadness and sorrow do not follow without breathing? How many seconds? tion by as much as 15 times the normal pace.
completely leave me. I wonder if that really a set time, nor do they have a straight path. Breath is a perfect expression of how we Right now, take a moment to breathe in
is so bad. I do not wallow in them, and they Yes there are common threads and stages of live our lives. When we think everything the beauty around you… breathe out appre-
are not my friend, but they have become my grief. However, I am finding that, with all depends on us and we must keep everything ciation for the love in your life… breathe
silent companion. Like a gentle breeze, I feel due respect to the experts, I must chart my under control, our breath is shallow, con- in how much the Universe supports you…
their presence. They have become a reminder own course. Second, faith is a life boat. I trolled, and contracted. breathe out with a feeling of faith and
that I have loved, been loved, and have lost a could not have made it through the first year When we trust in God, the Universe and belief… breathe in the gratitude you have for
special person. without my beliefs. It was always by my side Life itself, our breath becomes full and open, your relationships… breathe out with a sense
When I lost that special person, every- and in my heart. Faith kept me afloat when moving gracefully through a relaxed chest. of wonderment for being alive.
thing stopped but time. Minutes, hours, I thought I was going to drown in the dark It sounds like a deep sigh of relief for that is Remember, each emotion has an associ-
days, and now more than three years have sea of heart break and loneliness. Third, grief exactly what it is: a belief and relief that we ating breathing pattern and vice versa. Take
passed. I believe, no I know, each of the years is an oxymoron; it is personal, but it is also are being taken care of. That’s when we stop time to become aware of your breathing.
had a pre-ordained purpose. The first year something that is shared by so many others. running interference on the Universe and Practice deep breathing as many times as
reminded me that no matter how much I Finally, grief is exhausting. The loss, sadness, allow life to flow through us. possible throughout the day. It is perhaps the
wanted my old life back, it was never going guilt, loneliness, unknown, and the rebuild- The in breath allows you to absorb pre- most powerful way we can become grounded
to happen. How could it? I was without my ing of life takes its toll on every fiber of your cious life force energy, while the out breath and centered in the present moment and in
husband. In the second year, reality hit me in body. Periodically, I have to stop and take a allows your mind and body to let go and our true beingness. When you consciously
the face. As I looked around, and saw cou- breather from life. I go away, even if it’s just deeply relax. Most people are more comfort- breathe in and out, you reclaim your inner
ples walking, talking, or holding hands, I felt inside myself, to rest and re-energize my able breathing in then breathing out. And power and are more easily able to handle the
life’s cruel slap. In this world of two, I stood body, mind, and soul. yet, it is with through a deep exhale that we stressors of daily life.
alone; I was now one. During the third year, I have come to marvel at the human race’s relax into our deeper self and release stress, Allow your breath to support you.
I felt the irresistible pull of isolation. How ability to re-energize and face life’s pain, but worry, doubt, and fear. Its love and wisdom are powerful allies.
easy it would have been to never leave my maybe I have also come to understand it. As When you breathe in deeply and release Ahhhhh.
house. It was the memory of my husband’s I watch the sunrise in the morning, hear the the exhale effortlessly, old thought patterns,
courage during his last year that pulled me laughter of my grandchildren, or see the faces beliefs, and painful experiences are able to Laura V. Grace is the Spiritual Leader for the
out of myself and gave me the strength to of my children, I know life’s pull is stron- move through you. Healing occurs when we Circle of Spiritual Enlightenment in San Luis
not fade away. ger than its sorrow. I live in the past and the feel safe and are relaxed. Consciously breathe Obispo (www.spiritualcircle.org), an interfaith
To do was not easy. Most conversations I present. Grief is part of my world, but as in and out and notice how the energy of life spiritual community. Laura is also a teacher
had during the past three years started with the gentle breeze softly brushes my cheek, I flows through you. and spiritual director, and a member of Spiri-
a question. How are you? Early on, proba- know it is not my life. Jack Shield, MD, a Lymphologist from tual Directors International. A syndicated col-
Santa Barbara, CA, conducted a study on the umnist for more than twenty publications,
effects of breathing on the lymphatic system. Laura has penned 200 articles on spiritual
Using cameras inside the body, he found that growth and is the author of the books Gifts of
the Soul and The Intimate Soul.
Women’s Community Center 9
Winter’s Wind
By Sonia Paz Baron-Vine the cancer hurting you,
the chemo poisoning you,
Driving in the rain And me...
at night.. praying to all the goddesses
blurred colorful lights in the middle of the park
pass me by away from everyone
holiday leftover crying under the rain
from diehard neighbors.... screaming to the winter’s
It is winter in Central California wind to ask mother earth
and I am cold, I also cry easily to heal you...
lately... because my son is sick... My tears are salty
It is hard to keep a cheerful face they fall copiously
when inside of me I have from my tired eyes
this heavy heart... down to my neck
You my oldest son, as I search the stars
once bright, witty, strong for an answer...
now sad, sarcastic, weak
Graphic by marchecco
Women’s Press January & February 2010 Motherhood 11
Welcome (Home)
By Diane Halsted comfortable—or I should say, because he has
never tried it, he doesn’t think he would feel
I am always delighted when one of my chil- comfortable—sleeping in his sister’s room.
dren comes to visit and just as delighted He sleeps on the sofa bed in the sitting room
when he or she leaves. Even when they were which limits my access to television and sew-
still in college and hadn’t lived away from ing machine. I tolerate this inconvenience
home long, I felt like this. I miss my chil- because I so want him to come, to feel wel-
dren tremendously and I welcome them, but come and comfortable.
togetherness calls for compromises from us If parents have moved, homecoming
both. Make no mistake about it: Once your presents other challenges. Adult children
child has moved away, once your child is come only to see their parents, not to “come
your adult child, he or she is a visitor. home.” My parents left our family home
When my children lived at home, they after I finished college. In their new home, By Lisa Pimentel Johnson human nature is explored and this time it
had chores to do, helped with cooking, no space had been mine and I felt as the visi- involves an old, grumpy lady, Miss Whitaker,
shared in creating our routines. Now when tor, not the returning child. They had to give Normally I would not review the same who lives on their street. Through Stillwater’s
they visit, I shop, cook more than usual, wait directions to the grocery store and tell me author for three books, but he is really good! patience and example, all the children and
around for them to come back from an out- where to find pots in the kitchen. It is a new year and we all could use a lit- Miss Whitaker have an attitude adjustment.
ing, reschedule activities because I want to When my children, now thirty-some- tle “zen” in our lives. Zen is a Japanese word Being an environmentalist, I also enjoyed the
be with them, and change my eating habits. thing, visit, we talk early on about our plans that means “meditation,” and all of these tag line about the disposable cup. After reus-
I become the hostess. They don’t, of course, so we know what to expect. They ask if I have books abound with enlightenment and love. ing the same paper cup during his visit, as
ask me to do any of this, but it is what one jobs I’d like done. Sometimes we must share The first book by Jon J Muth, called, Zen Koo is leaving to return home, he tells Still-
does when one has company. And let me say my car. They considerately tell me how long Shorts, has won the Caldecott Honor award water, “Nearing my visit’s end / summer now
it again: This adult child, this fruit of your they plan to be away when they go out and and is a delightful, tastes of apple tea /
womb, is now your guest. call if their return will be later: They know gentle story about I will keep my cup,”
For parents who still live in the home my mother’s ears kick in immediately, and I a wise Panda bear all in perfect Haiku
where their children grew up as I do, home- worry at every siren. In short, I treat them named Stillwater. of course!
coming presents challenges. My son’s bed- with the same considerations I give all my Stillwater becomes The third book,
room is now my study and my daughter’s guests, and they show the same respect other friends with three The Three Questions,
bedroom is a guest room. Except for my son, guests do. Adults taking pleasure in each oth- c h i l d r e n — A d d y, is based on a story
guests stay in the guest room. He doesn’t feel er’s company, we enjoy our visits. Michael, and Karl— by Leo Tolstoy. In
when he moves into Muth’s version, a
their neighborhood. young boy ponders
Miscarriage Again Blood drips from my uterus spilling
the naked truth.
Each curious child
comes over to his
three questions to
his companions, the
Again, I try. house to discover and heron, monkey, and
By Gina Carmen Turley Again, Blood drips from my inside, ripping play with the giant dog. The questions
my heart-leftover garbage- strips broken friendly bear. Still- are:
I wanted you to taste my life like I tasted heart left scarred. water calmly eases • When is the best
yours. Again, I try. into telling each of time to do things?
The thought of your vibration sent music to Death before the birth. them a story about • Who is the most
my steps. Again, I try. human nature. This important one?
You and me and all of the family that waited It isn’t me. book is an excellent teaching tool for parents • What is the right thing to do?
for you-inside you were already mine. I can heal. and children to talk about our own lives and The answers he receives does not ease his
Inside you were only a spirit. My body may come with me and celebrate the reactions given the same situations in the angst, so he journeys onward, seeking the
Inside me- connection to spirit. another birth or not. book. It is an opportunity to share values and wise old turtle. Before he can get his answers,
build character as we strive to understand a huge storm blasts through the mountains
Baby Baby, where did you go? Tears may come and tears may go. ourselves. In the end, it is how all the chil- and cries for help are heard by the boy. While
Why did the blood spell out the failure of nature has a way of telling us. dren and Stillwater are connected in life and rescuing a mother and child, he is led to the
my body? We are okay. the living of it! answers he has been searching for.
Was it my past? nature has a way of telling us. The second book, Zen Ties, also stars my All the illustrations in these books are
Was it the hormones trapped in chemicals, Love heals. new favorite Panda bear, Stillwater. This time exquisite watercolors and elegant ink draw-
torn with age, mixed up with emotions? nature has a way of telling us. his nephew, Koo, comes visiting and only ings. The simplicity of the images are beau-
Who made this decision? We are special. speaks poetically...in Haiku style. Every time tiful, and he often used his own family as
Was it DNA? Koo said something, it was as a short poem of models.
Was it God? May I feel your spirit in mine little precious. three lines, usually stressing five, then seven, My advice is to buy all three of these
Was it my unconscious or was it his? Dancing on Earth or dancing in Heaven. then five syllables. The result is an engaging books and be reminded of the unexpected in
Today or tomorrow. little bear who speaks succinctly! Once again, the ordinary.
Do not leave me precious little...
Again, I try. naturally.
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presents
Brain Candy
By Lisa Pimentel Johnson
H
ow energy efficient is your home
and how can you best find out? Paul Menconi
Have a whole house performance Energy Efficiency Solutions
specialist come in and do an energy audit. info@ees-slo.com
Because a home auditor is an independent 805-541-0367
inspection agency and does not sell products
or services beyond the home energy inspec- • Not all compact fluorescent bulbs are at night Troy Spindler
tions, so they are not motivated to sell you created equal. • Using non-toxic cleaners and clear- Green House
anything. They are just providing informa- • A water catchments system can provide ing out the ones that have accumulated troyspindler@sbcglobal.net
tion to help you make the wisest decisions you with gray water or rainwater for under your sink or in a laundry room 805-704-5771
for your particular situation. However, they watering your garden. • Using lamps for task lighting
can recommend products they have used and • You can contribute to the air quality in • Opening windows to cool off your liv- Ed Warner
in which they have confidence. your home by replacing carpet with tile, ing spaces Insight Builders
bamboo, cork, or linoleum floors and EdWarner2U@yahoo.com
What might you find out? using area rugs. If you want carpet, use There is no one solution that fits all: it 805-474-4139
• Air leakage is one of the most overlooked natural fibers. always depends on a multitude of factors
sources of energy inefficiency. According • Water quality is not an easy issue. We unique to your home. Kathleen Deragon is a member of the South
to the US Department of Energy, 40% have hard water here, but is the use of Building science is a relatively new field, County Initiating Group for Transition San
of all your heating and cooling energy is water softeners and purifiers worth the so many of the assumptions that are the basis Luis Obispo County, part of a fast-growing
lost through leaks, either in your duct- financial and environmental cost? And for current building codes or practices are international network of communities that
work or through the house itself. are chlorine and fluoride safe? outdated. are each implementing their own plan for cre-
• You’re losing more air from around your • Green plants improve air quality in a The tenets of green building relate to ating sustainable projects such as utilization
recessed lighting than you are from your home. indoor air quality, energy conservation, and of local food, building energy efficient trans-
windows and doors. the sustainability of building materials and portation systems and buildings, finding and
• While a tankless hot water heater can Passive solution strategies include: furnishings. creating renewable energy sources, and other
give you unlimited hot water, it may not • “Clear storey” windows and solar tubes Relatively inexpensive and easy solutions projects. Community goals are to increase local
save you money. There are other efficient that add light without adding heat for the most common problems may include self-reliance, moving away from dependence
water heaters and recirculating pumps • Overhangs and awnings that shade win- replacing incandescent lamps with compact on shrinking supplies of fossil fuels and lower-
systems that may serve you better. dows during the summer fluorescent bulbs; sealing air leaks; improv- ing our impact on the environment in response
• Cleaning your refrigerator coils and low- • Outside screens and inside curtains that ing insulation; buying Energy Star appliances to climate change. Within these goals, mem-
ering the temperature inside can save also keep heat out of the house including a more efficient hot water heater; bers of the Transition movement seek to create
you money. • Plants on west-facing walls that can buying low flow and/or double flush toilets; a purposeful, well-planned transition to a posi-
• Adding insulation before you adequately block the sun, reducing home tempera- adding plants inside your home to improve tive future based on community collaboration.
seal an attic or walls reduces the effi- tures air quality; and having window coverings Go to www.transitionus.org and http://transi-
ciency of the added insulation. • In certain situations, adding tile to the that block heat and UV rays. tioncalifornia.ning.com/for more information
• Air exchangers can enable you to control floor or additional wallboard to walls Three local businesses that offer about the Transition Town Movement. Or call
how and where your house breathes. to stabilize temperatures, making the energy efficiency information and green solu- Kathleen at 805-474-6444.
house cooler during the day and warmer tions are:
16 Local Perspectives Women’s Press January & February 2010
Just Say I Do
By Jill Turnbow I believed I had thought of everything,
having made several lists, and gone over
everything in my head. I even thought to
I took on a new role recently. Something I bring a second pair of shoes. In the first hour
have prepared for all my life. I was recently I had rubbed a blister the size of the bou-
asked to serve as “Wedding Coordinator” for quet. I realized that if you’re not the bride,
a dear friend. She believed I would be per-
fect for the job, and at the time I felt she was
absolutely correct. I knew that the previous
no one cares about your feet, so nobody
noticed the slippers. But I also learned that
you can’t control everything, especially if the
Sunny
27 weddings I had been in (and no, I’m not
lying, I have seriously been in 27 weddings)
gave me the experience I would need to pull
wedding is outdoors. Who knew the neigh-
bor’s dog could run that fast down the cen-
ter aisle and almost lift his leg on the Bride’s
Acres
off the blessed event. And up to that point, I father. Who knew a branch would fall from
had done everything but sing (and I feel safe a tree and smack his girlfriend in the head?
in knowing no one is going to ask me to do Neither of those things were on my list. And
that), but I had never been a “coordinator“! neither required medical attention, so we sol-
Then she said, “you’re perfect because you’re diered on.
so bossy; you’ll keep my crazy family in line.” But you have to love a wedding. It’s a joy-
So in one fell swoop, I went from Madame ous occasion. A proclamation of undying
Director to Referee. love, a vow to live out your life together as a
This lovely outdoor ceremony came with couple…a vow witnessed by two step-moms,
a very strict seating arrangement. “You can a Mom, a Dad, a step-dad, Dad’s girlfriend,
NOT let my mother and father get anywhere Mom’s third husband. Welcome to the fami-
Photo taken at Sunny Acres
near each other!” the Bride commanded. lies, you two. I wish you the best.
“And keep Grandma out of the champagne!”
But in all honesty, while she thought her Jill would just like to say that if anyone in the By Matt Lombardini sequently, when the county condemned the
family would misbehave, I found them all family is reading this…I kid. I love you Amber! Volunteer, Sunny Acres, Inc. building, citing code violations, the residents
charming and agreeable. But I was only there Thank you for letting me be a part of your were forced back into the campers and trail-
for two hours. That’s the beauty of the job. beautiful day! Whether homeless people are better off in ers, and many left—traumatize--returning to
the creek or in what modern society deems to the creek sides where they formerly lived.
be sub-standard structure’s not built to code, Unless the laws are relaxed and fees are
is an ethical matter not a legal issue. Laws are reduced for required permits, the idea of
often passed that are put forth for the benefit ending homelessness in our county with the
of the people by the people. However, there assistance of non-profit agencies may never
Women
are times when extenuating circumstances be realized. In many ways Sunny Acres rep-
exist which may override the law. I believe resents a time gone by when it was ok for
this to be the case regarding Sunny Acres and one man to help another with what he had
Dan De Vaul’s actions. Mr. De Vaul is a bit to work with. In light of this, I believe the
By Jean Gerard and dances and the wild rush of a renegade. It is precisely because of this current system warrants serious examination
of marriage in-laws births quality that he has been able to stand up to of the way we address issues such as home-
It takes a dream to stir the heart feeding bathing nurturing. the powers that be and do what he feels he is lessness in our county and throughout the
of woman’s love and longing. Then daughter’s teen-age bloom, “morally and spiritually obligated” to do in Country.
It takes the night to wake her shades her eager risk and asking if and when order to help people less fortunate then him- “The poor who have neither property,
of dulling memory and regret. and how, and what am I? Are you? self and others. He presents a challenge to friends, nor strength to labor are boarded in
Next come the words to shine Mixed signals, click of stilted heels the status quo and this is what sets him apart the houses of good farmers, to whom a stipu-
a light on terms, mixed assignations: lipstick smiles and painted nails from many others. This is a man who stands lated sum is annually paid. To those who are
mother daughter sister crone and stern denial of white hair by what he believes in and does not waver. able to help themselves a little or have friends
goldilocks grandmother wolf and that sad insidious awareness The only thing Mr. De Vaul is guilty of is from whom they derive some succor, inad-
before the beautiful parade of a narrowing tenuous future acting from a place of decency and concern equate however to their full maintenance,
files past, attenuated on life’s tilted as many moons fill and lapse for his fellow man. He watched as the county supplementary aids are given which enable
runways, dropping lace perfume and the woman gives up breath condemned the campers and trailers people them to live comfortably in their own houses
petals buttons snaps and ruffles and passes into the woods alone, were living in on his property. While the or in the houses of their friends. Vagabonds
twirling back on youth and games yet fit to burst with loving. county was unwilling to help with this pro- without visible property or vocation, are placed
cess by simply allowing the required use and in work houses, where they are well clothed,
building permits to construct legal housing, fed, lodged, and made to labor.”—Thomas Jef-
he opted to build a converted barn for the ferson: Notes on Virginia Q.XIV, 1782. ME
formerly homeless residents to live in. Con- 2:184
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