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Victim
This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and
incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination
or
are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons,
living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales is
entirely coincidental.
Alienation Victim
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Copyright © 2006 by Crystal Ordonez
No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any
form
without written permission by the author.
This book is dedicated to all victims
of Parental Alienation Syndrome,
child and adult.
David Succaar (pronounced soo-kar) sometimes felt his
name really did classify him. His name was often mispronounced
'sucker'. He was often accused of being a sucker. He admitted
occasionally to being just that. A sucker.
He was in that most boring of fields, engineering. He knew
about reliability and safety and mechanics. His specialty was
locomotives.
After college and a short stint in the military, he married his
second cousin, Margot, for fear of being accused of being a faggot.
He had no interest in other men, but he had very little interest in
women either. But marriage was expected and so he got married.
His family was under whelmed with his choice of wife, but the entire
family was understated and no one said or did very much to keep the
relatives from in-breeding.
The marriage was miserable from the proposal until the
divorce. Twenty years of miserable. After ten years, Margot
decided she was a lesbian. David, who was already miserable, was
not surprised. He could remember every time they had sex. It was
always when she decided it was time to have a child. It usually took
four sexual encounters to knock her up and so the total number of
times they had sex in the first ten years of their marriage was twelve.
The first four created Karen. The second four created Joshua. The
third four created Michael. Then David took matters into his own
hands and had a vasectomy. Margot fought him tooth and nail. She
wanted more children. She wanted more child support when she
divorced him.
David never wanted the divorce. He would have remained
married no matter what. Although not a religious man, he believed
in the sanctity of marriage. And he did not want to appear as a
failure.
The divorce took ten years. Margot wanted to better herself
and so David paid her way through nursing school. She took the
children with her as she studied in New York. She studied both
nursing and lesbianism with a passion, often leaving on weekends
with her latest lover when David flew from California to New York
for visitation. She made sure that her mother stayed with David and
the children. Margot's mother was co-conspirator in the master plan.
In order to keep David in line, Margot told him he could not
mention her new found love of women. He might be thinking of
using it to gain custody of the children. Well, he could forget that
plan. Margot announced that if he told of her lesbianism, she would
tell the courts and anyone with their own personal set of ears that he
harbored thoughts of molesting Karen. That is why he could not be
trusted to visit with the children alone. Karen was trained from birth
to believe everything her mother told her and she would be an
excellent witness for the prosecution.
And so over the course of ten years and many thousands of
dollars, Margot filed for divorce and moved the children to New
York, as far away from Los Angeles as she could get. As far away
from David as she could get.
David loved his children and could not bear the once a
month weekend visits which were all he could afford on his budget.
He began looking for a new job. A company that made snow plows
in New Jersey hired him at a pay cut of thirty thousand dollars a year.
They knew a sucker when they saw one.
David was now allowed to see the children every other
weekend and for three hours every Tuesday night. The Tuesday
night visits were always in downtown New York as some incredibly
expensive children's entertainment restaurant with plenty of video
games that his sons could play on instead of visiting with their
father. Karen would sit with her father near the window and let her
father help her with her homework. She was exceptionally bright
and was in advanced classes. Three hours a week was spent
immersed in mathematical equations with Karen, while Joshua and
Michael honed their hand-eye co-ordination. The weekend visits
consisted of going where Karen dictated. If David disagreed, Karen
would quietly report his transgression to her mother, who would
announce that Karen was too busy with homework or her many
school clubs to attend weekend visitation with her father.
Once David brought up having his sons live with him.
Margot's reaction was extreme. He was called Chester the Molester
and threatened with legal action if he ever brought it up again.
Margot knew a sucker when she saw one.
When David was not at work or with his children he began
spending time on the Internet. He flitted in and out of chat rooms,
speaking rarely. He met a few women in these rooms and once even
flew to Walla Walla, Washington for a weekend of drunken sex. He
did not email or call her afterwards and she did not try and contact
him. He assumed she did not remember their meeting.
One night a screen name caught his eye. LoveBeinMom.
He chatted with this screen name for 4 hours the first night and
before he logged off he found that the screen name belonged to a
single mother of one and one on the way in Denver. The father of
her second, unborn child, had thrown them out in the street when he
found she was pregnant and she had just managed to secure housing
for her and her daughter, who had just turned two years old. Her
unborn child was due the following May. Alice was eighteen years
younger than David.
In less than a week David found he was very much attracted
to LoveBeinMom, whose real name was Alice. Alice's daughter was
named Amber. David convinced her to give him her phone number
and they began talking on the phone almost nightly. The only nights
he did not talk to her were the nights he was with his children. And
Alice seemed to understand completely.
David could not deny his feelings after a month of talking
with Alice on the phone. He was in love. Deeply. So was she. But
she wanted him to understand that she had been burned very badly
by the fathers of her two children and demanded nothing less than
complete honesty in their relationship.
"Don't lie to me or beat me and you can have me forever.“
She promised.
David surprised Alice in the hospital when her son was born.
She named him James, after her father. David had been on the
phone with Alice when she went into labor and when the line was
free he called the airline and reserved the first possible flight from
New York to Denver. Young James was 7 hours old when they met
face to face.
David volunteered to sign James birth certificate as his
biological father. Alice agreed after much discussion as she
recovered in her hospital bed. James Succaar was released within 48
hours and went home with his new family.
David went back to work as soon as possible and began
making plans to move his new family into his home. The new move
was made when little James was only one month old. Alice quickly
made the bachelor pad a home and prepared to welcome David's
children with open arms.
The problems began immediately. Alice did not miss the
look when she was introduced to Margot and her live-in lover,
Christine. Both lesbians looked Alice over as if she were a chunk of
meat. Neither seemed able to believe that this woman had given
birth a mere four weeks ago. Alice had recovered her figure
completely, with the exception of her breasts. They were not small
to begin with, and filled with mother's milk, they were easily twice
their usual size. Neither Margot or Christine had ever recovered
their figures. Quite the contrary. Both women were beyond obese.
Alice guessed that they were both beyond the three hundred pound
mark.
Amber also posed a problem. She had taken immediately to
David as a father figure and was already calling him 'Daddy'. Alice
saw the deep frowns when Amber first called for Daddy.
And then there were David's children. They seemed to like
Alice, for which she was grateful, but she could not understand why
the boys ran off almost immediately after their mother disappeared
and they found seats in the restaurant to play video games. She also
watched, while quietly nursing James and minding Amber, as Karen
and her father worked over complicated algebra problems, but did
not really talk beyond “How is school, Karen?” And “Fine, Dad.”.
The first weekend was, to Alice's eye, a disaster. Karen,
Joshua and Michael fought for Ambers attention and affection. At
one point this manifested itself in a fight that had Michael and Karen
rolling on the floor. More than once, they came close to kicking a
sleeping James in his bouncer on the floor. David broke up the fight,
told the children to behave, but beyond that, handed out no
punishment. Alice bit her tongue and said nothing.
Alice decided to give the children some discipline. She
assigned very small chores for the kids when they came to visit.
Simple things, like helping with dinner and washing the dishes
afterwards. She quickly found out that the children did not know
how to do simple chores. Everything was done for them, by their
mother.
“You have never held a broom?“ Alice said, incredulously
to Karen. Alice found it hard to believe this, as Karen was thirteen
years old.
Karen shook her head and looked sad. Alice perked up and
smiled, reassuring the girl that it was something that was very simple
to teach. And so Alice began teaching David's children simple
household chores. She taught them to sweep and to mop. She taught
them to vacuum and to load a dishwasher. She even went so far as to
teach them to wash dishes by hand, which the kids thought was great
fun.
Alice found their strengths and weaknesses. She had
Michael, who at ten was beginning to enter a clumsy stage, put away
the eggs and handle the most delicate chores. When Michael
dropped an egg on the floor he looked at Alice as if he expected the
Wrath of God to reign down upon his head. Alice simply handed
him a paper towel and taught him how to clean up a broken egg.
“Accidents happen. Everyone has broken an egg in their
life. It's no big deal, Michael, really.“ She told him gently as the boy
seemed on the verge of tears.
Joshua was the impatient one. He was also a perfectionist.
Alice gave him little things to do that required patience. Alice put
Joshua in charge of watching little Amber. Amber absolutely loved
Joshua and followed him everywhere he went. At the end of each
visit, before his mother and her girlfriend pulled up in their van,
Joshua would take Amber on his lap and tell her that he would see
her soon and not to worry. Alice enjoyed watching the twelve year
old boy with his little two year old step-sister.
Karen seemed to feel that, since she was the oldest, she
should be in charge of the most important chores. She did not like
that Alice rotated the chores often and made each child responsible
for their own.
Alice also took the boys aside and suggested to them that
they spend time with their father instead of playing video games.
“You may as well stay home and play video games for all
the time it gives you with your Dad.“ She said.
She also insisted that Karen not bring her homework with
her, so she too could talk to her father, instead of picking his brain.
After about three months the three older kids found
themselves feeling much better about themselves and their father.
Weekend trip planning was begun shortly after the older kids left
from the last weekend and by the Tuesday before the next weekend
three suggestions were made and then voted on by all three children.
Democracy reigned, and the boys found themselves enjoying their
weekends more and more.
Their mother, however, was beginning to have major
problems with everything. She insisted that the chores were too
difficult on her delicate children Michael, especially was ADHD
and could not possibly be expected to have any responsibilities. But
Alice treated Michael the same as any other child. To her he was not
handicapped. She simply ignored Margot's complaints.
The most difficult hurdle for Alice was the way Karen
interacted with her father. Oftentimes Karen would run her fingers
through her fathers hair in a manner that reminded Alice of the way
she ran her fingers through David's hair, often times in a very sexual
manner. Alice also noticed Karen's insistence upon sitting on her
fathers lap. She mentioned this often to David, and he said he'd
never thought of it like that before.
“It doesn't strike you as strange she sits on your lap and runs
her fingers through your hair?“ Alice asked.
“Well, no.“ David replied. "You do it.“
"I am your lover. Your wife. Karen is your daughter.“
David's jaw dropped open.
David took Karen aside and talked to her about it. They
talked about inappropriate touching. Karen promised to watch
herself, but in reality she tried to get closer and closer.
David tried to bring it up to Margot and was rewarded with
another Chester the Molester rant which greatly upset him. Alice
could hear the ranting through the phone from across the room.
Karen was 'otherwise occupied' for two months afterwards.
When she returned for visits, Alice walked into the bedroom to find
Karen holding David's head in her lap and running her fingers
through his hair. Karen gave Alice a look that said, "You can't stop
me.“.
Alice stopped it, very upset. David, realizing what had
happened, scolded lightly.
The next weekend visit, Margot announced that Karen no
longer wanted to visit with her father. As her mother, Margot would
respect Karen's wishes.
The downward spiral began.
David mourned Karen as if she had died. Alice tried to get
him involved in projects with Joshua and Michael, but he did not
seem interested. It took him about two months to snap out of it and
then he decided they would buy a house. Joshua and Michael loved
going and viewing houses with the family and they helped in the
final decision.
They moved in at the end of November and the boys helped
in the move. They had a grand time helping arrange furniture and
buying sheets and curtains for their bedroom, which they would
share when they stayed weekends.
Again, Alice was struck by the looks on Margot and
Christine's faces when they first saw the new house. It was hard to
believe anyone could frown so deeply. Alice had never owned a
home before and she took immaculate care of this one. The walk
was always free of the snow and salted, so little girls could play and
not slip on ice. Margot and Christine never shoveled their walkway
and the house they lived in seemed always to be in disrepair.
New Years weekend was spent with Joshua and Michael.
They drank sparkling apple cider when the clock struck midnight and
the weekend was very nice and cozy.
One of the last things Michael said to them was, "This feels
like a family.“
The next weekend was going to be extended, because of
Martin Luther King's birthday. They had planned a trip to a black
history museum, as the boys wanted to learn about Martin Luther
King, Jr.
David tried to call when they did not arrive. He called every
hour until midnight and then he went to bed.
The police came in the morning and told him he would have
to work these things out with his attorney. The police did not
enforce visitation orders.
And so the games began.
Margot accused Alice of molesting the boys. Joshua and
Michael weakly denied the charges when the social worker came, but
their sister eagerly told the social worker that her father had been
wanting to molest her for years. It was why she was afraid to visit
with him anymore. But ultimately the social workers report found no
abuse at all. Alice and David were never interviewed by Social
Services.
One court delay followed another. Two hundred dollars an
hour was given to the attorney for phone calls, court appearances,
more delays. Hundreds of dollars turned into thousands of dollars.
The single victory came in July, when a court ordered visit brought
the boys back to their father for a day long visit. From nine o'clock
in the morning until five o'clock in the afternoon David saw his sons
again. Joshua and Michael marveled that Amber was learning to
count and little James was walking. They missed his first birthday.
It was forgotten by all in the legal chaos.
Alice stood by her husband. When he cried, she was a
shoulder to cry on. She was angry for him, as he appeared so calm
and unaffected by all the goings on. But after a year, she was tired
of the fighting. The courts finally ordered all three children seen by
a psychiatrist. The children all told the psychiatrist that they felt
overwhelmed by the demanding chores and additionally, they felt
that their father had chosen Alice and her children over them. The
psychiatrist suggest no visitation until all parties were seen by a
psychiatrist, first individually and then, eventually all together. The
process would obviously take years and would cost many more
thousands of dollars.
The hardest thing David ever did was tell his lawyer "No.“
There was nothing but back and forth fighting going on and it was
bad for the kids. He stopped fighting. He should have stopped long
ago, when the money ran out. But his attorney, a miracle of modern
technology, accepted credit cards as payment. David was now thirty
thousand dollars in the hole over the custody battle alone. In the
background was his adoption of Amber, which cost him a mere five
thousand dollars.
David continued to give forth-five percent of his gross
income to Margot in the name of child support.
David promised Alice that they would take a break. His
children had made it clear that they wanted nothing to do with him.
He promised no contact for six months while they sat back and
licked their wounds and tried to heal. Alice was grateful, but the
promise turned sour in less than six weeks when David could not
resist and called his children, who told him they hated him and never
to call again. Alice again offered her shoulder. David did this about
every six months. They sought counseling. Alice complained she
could not heal with David when he ripped open her wounds. It was
not helping that he refused to keep his word.
The worst time came when David was playing with Amber
and James one morning. He suddenly walked into the house and
announced he was going to see his other children. Alice begged him
not to, that Margot would probably have him arrested, but David
ignored her pleas.
He returned three hours later. They'd moved, he said. No
forwarding address. He began another search for them, ignoring his
mountain of debt.
When Alice told their therapist about this incident, the
therapist suggest that David might want to respect his wife's wishes.
David was so obsessed with his biological children that he was
forgetting to pay bills. In the fourteen months since the day the
children didn't appear for their visitation, the water had been shut off
half a dozen times and the mortgage had been late at least four times.
And so Alice set boundaries. And David stepped over the
line every time. Alice began to feel alone. She needed someone to
talk to. And so Alice began looking for friends. She knew her
marriage was all but over, but she did not want to leave it. She
sought pen pals overseas.
That is how she met Peter. Peter Richardson lived in
London and his work often brought him to the States. They chatted
for months before they confessed to each other that they felt they
were falling in love. Alice was, again, honest with David. David
watched the love between Alice and Peter grow and knew he could
not stop it. He wished them well.
Amber loved her adoptive father and Alice knew this.
Amber and Alice had a relationship like many mothers and daughters
have. Amber was simply a smaller version of her mother and they
often bumped heads. Alice decided that the best place for her
daughter was with David and for this David was grateful. The single
thing Alice worried about was David's other children. They had lied
before, especially Karen, and Alice was saddened that she so
mistrusted the children she had once loved like her own. She asked
David to promise he would be careful and not fall into traps laid by
Margot, Christina and / or, as much as Alice hated to think about it,
Karen. David promised to be vigilant.
When Peter had a business meeting in Albany, he paid
Alice's way. Their first meeting went wonderfully and it took every
ounce of strength Peter had to leave Alice behind to return to
London.
David was understanding. He spoke with Peter a few times
as the two men arranged for Alice and James to move overseas.
Web camera technology would keep Alice and Amber in touch. The
day of the move, David drove them to the airport and watched with
few tears as Alice struggled to remain cheerful. She hugged her
daughter fiercely and gave David a final kiss on the cheek before
taking little James' hand and boarding the plane.
Alice and Amber visited with each other once a week via the
web camera and spoke by telephone once a month, alternating who
called whom.
David and Alice were divorced seven months later. Alice
and Peter were married three months after that. Alice gave birth to
another son one year after arriving in London.
As the months turned to years, David adjusted to his life
alone with Amber, who helped her Daddy as best she could. David
still thought often about his older children, but his sense of
responsibility towards Amber kept him from actively pursuing the
other family. He hoped that, when they were older, they would seek
him out. He was already more than willing to forgive them.
He and Amber compromised. During the month of July,
David had a month long visitation with James and on August the first
James returned to Alice and Peter along with Amber, who then spent
a month in London. David was not surprised to find that James now
called Peter Dad. He was also unsurprised when James began
developing a British accent.
When the inevitable request came, David consented to the
adoption with no argument. David buried himself in his work and
raising his remaining daughter.
He did not hear from Margot or Christine or Karen or Joshua
or Michael for years. And when he did, it would change his life
forever.