Dialogue of Dreams

and Other Phenomena

The Egg, within an Egg

My personal encounter with SPIRIT....

On November 17, 1988 I had a dream that I was unable to recall for
about three hours. I had lain awake in bed and was trying to remember
what I had dreamt. Somehow I knew that the dream was important to
me. Three hours later it hit me like a thunderclap on a clear blue sky. I
had fallen asleep again and when I woke up, it was very clear on my
mind. This was the strangest dream I have ever had but somehow it was
showing me how my future will be shaped.
In my dream I saw a very large egg that resembled a dinosaur egg. I
could see the interwoven fibers that made the surface very crude and
rough, almost like a coconut shell, it had many spots and blemishes. Its
surface was imperfect. I could hear a voice talking to me, that was
describing the egg and it was saying, "Handle it with care because it is
very fragile." I did not pay attention to everything it was saying because I
was preoccupied with the strange sight.
As I approached the large egg, I noticed a large hole on top of its shell
and I was able to see what was inside. An already bizarre event was
becoming even stranger as I looked inside the egg. What I saw, was a
chamber that was lid up by a bright pure white egg lying on the bottom of
the large egg. I thought, "Gee, thats strange?" "What is a chicken egg
doing inside of a dinosaur egg?"
It became even more bizarre as it went and I, somehow, was able to see
what was inside the white egg. What I saw was an egg yolk and a human
embryo. The egg yolk and the embryo were suspended in triangular
shaped and transparent albumen that kept the two connected inside its
shell. I thought, "What is a human embryo doing inside a chicken egg?"
"That doesn't look right." All this time the voice was talking to me and I
cannot remember everything that it was saying. I do know that it was
describing and explaining the egg to me. It became even more bizarre as
the next event took place.
While I was examining the embryo and the yolk, a face appeared in the
egg yolk and it was smiling at me. Never in my life have I ever seen a face
that beautiful, it did not express any gender. It was as bright as the sun,

but it did not burn my eyes. It did not say a word to me other then
looking and smiling. It looked and smiled at me for a very long time and I
was able to burn it into my memory. I have attempted to find artists,
especially psychic artists, to make a painting for me about my dream, but
none would attempt to draw the face that I saw. I was told that a painting
would do an injustice to my dream experience. None would attempt the
painting that I would love to hang in my living room.
The face continued to look and smile at me and it gave me a very warm
feeling of comfort and great safety. I heard the voice say, "Isn't that
beautiful?" I reciprocated the statement by saying, "That is very
beautiful." I slowly came to the realization what was happening to me.
All of a sudden, the embryo and the yolk with the face in it disappeared
and the pure white egg cracked open on one side. A small miniature man
who was dark in color emerged and he struggled in the thick slimy
albumen that covered his whole body. He was gasping for breath as he
attempted to struggle free and I thought, "If I don't help him, he will
suffocate and die." I reached out to help him when all of a sudden the
voice spoke and said, "Dont touch it!" "It will take care of itself." All I
could do was watching it struggle. The miniature man finally struggled
himself free and rested while he was still panting from the struggle and I
woke up with no remembrance about the dream until three hours later.
Upon examining my own reaction during the dream, I was able to draw
these conclusions. The questioning that I was doing about the dinosaur
egg, the pure white egg within, and the egg yolk, and human embryo, was
my own sense of limited human reasoning. I was looking at something
that is outside the norm of reality as we know it. Where can one go and
find an egg with a human embryo connected to an egg yolk? Not to
mention that the chicken egg was inside a dinosaur egg?

AN EXPLANATION OF THE DREAM

(This paragraph may be revised from time to time as I learn and see more about
the dream.)

The dinosaur egg with all its imperfections and blemishes is my body that
has been exposed to the ravages of time and pollution, and sustaining
scars, bruises, and burns while working for the industry. But, it is the
pure white egg that is the salvation of the body. The regenerating energy
of The SPIRIT of Life that sustains the body in healing and
youthfulness.

The white egg is the seat of the most high who sustains our lives without
interruption that makes the human experience possible in either
mortality or immortality. It may be compared to the roots of a tree that
draws nutrients from the soil. Without the roots the tree will whither and
die. It is the seat of power that makes immortality possible and is an
unending source of Life. A bucket of water that is heated by sunlight is
kept warm until the sun goes down. The water in the bucket will then
cool off and turns cold. This is entropy or decay. The difference with us
is that the source of Life is not only externally present but more so within
us. It is the Eternal Flame of Life within us, the sun that never goes down
unless we let it go down on us and we experience disembodiment forced
by decay. That sunlight within us is the Eternal Knowledge and Wisdom
of SPIRIT without whom immortality is impossible. It is our source of an
immortal Life, the internal sun that never goes away and keeps the
bucket of water (our body) warm without cessation. It cannot be left out
of the equation of immortality. Therefore is ignorance the source and
cause of mortality --this is what the world understands.
The human embryo, are our own humanistic perception and
understanding about God and reality. It is still in the embryonic stage of
awareness and understanding. The egg yolk is an aspect of SPIRIT that
feeds my embryonic state of consciousness and is protected by the pure
white egg shell that is also an aspect of SPIRIT. I am being fed with
knowledge that I may grow and understand the truth about the reality of
THE ALL and share it with those who are willing and who are able to
understand.
The face (The God of many faces) in the egg yolk is our teacher (THE
ALL in All) who will take us to very high places of knowledge. It will
cause us to see and perceive things that are beyond the mortal boundaries
of the five senses and a near dormant sixth sense, "Consciousness," that
is under the hypnotic collective mindset of our civilization.
The face that shone as bright as the sun is the true teacher of all
humanity at least to those who will search for it. This is firsthand
knowledge, and is free from rumors and deception. Let the person who
can, listen to what the subtle, silent, but powerful voice has to say. You
will be awed.
This is my teacher. All the writings on this web site concern the
knowledge of the Arcane Wisdom and are not a common knowledge.
There are no religious or educational institutions anywhere on this planet
that can teach these things because it remains hidden from the
materialistic view of this civilization. If there are educational institutions

that have this knowledge, they would most likely be found within the
secret spiritual societies of this planet.
The egg yolk (Spirit, Christ Consciousness, etc.) teaches the human
embryo about reality-of the things that are, and all that is. It enables the
understanding to grow into knowledge and wisdom. It enables a person to
"see" God. In biblical terms: "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they
shall see God."
The dark colored miniature man who was struggling in the albumen, is
the embryo who was fed with knowledge by the egg yolk (Spirit) and has
been empowered with knowledge, wisdom and understanding. It has
grown in knowledge, but is still struggling itself loose from the bondage of
all mortal limitation. It is learning how to use the new found knowledge
that will become its power to rise above ignorance.
Armed with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding, it is systematically
removing the traditional bondage of the collective belief systems that
keeps most human beings in an ignorant and hypnotic state of mind....
Every word that I write or speak is only a theory or a hypothesis to you
the reader or the listener. I'm well aware of this fact. The evidence of
these things can only come when you make it your own experience "to
know." You must understand it and see it for yourself. Only you can
prove it to yourself. No other human being can do this for you no matter
what the other person's religious or social standing is. Can anybody
digest your food for your benefit?
If you attempt to follow another human being, you can become
disillusioned if those individuals decide to change course midstream to
further their own egotistic tendencies. If they fall by their own hands, you
will go down with them. You must learn to know and follow the "inner
teacher." You will never be deceived and it will take you into regions of
the Mind that is beyond belief. The God of the Universe is not helpless
nor does it need a helping hand from any human or entity.
Knowledge, Wisdom, and Understanding, are the three Master keys that
will help propel any person into regions of the mind that is unknowable to
the current collective mindset of this civilization. If anybody wants these
three keys, all they have to do is ask for it with sincerity of heart and
mind. It cannot be accomplished on a superficial level of thinking. Any
attempts of accomplishing this on your own would only give you
humanistic results at best.

Locking yourself in a room and reading the Bible all day long will not
yield any results. You must start a dialogue between yourself and your
"FATHER," the true non-biological "FATHER" of all humanity.
If you are struggling with the question whether God exists, you must first
resolve that question in your own mind before you can continue. No
person can prove the existence of God anymore than they can digest your
food for your benefit. It is a very personal and silent journey that no
other person can accomplish for you. You must experience it firsthand,
and see it for yourself. You can listen to other people, but then, there is
always the danger of deception because human nature is prone to
maliciousness. Let your own discernment and intuition be your guide.
Learn to trust it. It is well capable of distinguishing a Truth from an
untruth. It cannot be lied to, because it knows everything.
If a person requires scientific proof regarding the Arcane Wisdom, they
will have to wait until science awakens to the greater realities that is
beyond the capability of their current analysis of reality. Science is the
study of the manifested reality. However, it has done very little if
anything about the un-manifested reality. Moreover, a person who
requires scientific proof and is unable to acquire such proof can only
accept Truth on the premise of "belief." "To believe, or not believe,"
that is the question. This type of person would have to make an
acceptance based on faith and trust, or it can choose not to accept for lack
of scientific proof or any other imaginary proof. "Prove it to me!" is a
typical attitude of our western civilization. Often, if nothing can be
proven, the person will abandon religious thought altogether. This
attitude has caused the materialistic manifestations in our society that
dominates our western civilization because there are things that exist,
unreachable and unattainable through technology.
Deception is an excellent tool to use for the control of large masses of
people but everything is seen in the awareness of the silent observer who
will always know.
Never do anything that is based on fear. Fear causes a person to misjudge
a choice and can lead to chaos and disaster.
There are choices that you have to make with which nobody can help you.
There are old books available that express the knowledge and wisdom of
the ages. Todays civilization managed to completely bury it in their
fears, superstitions, idolatry worship, and unyielding materialistic minds.
If you do not believe in God or the existence of God, then all you can go
by are your own intellectual thoughts and ambitions. Your own

intellectual understanding about reality is the only knowledge that you

possess to navigate yourself through life. But no matter what, nothing is
ever lost....

Bearing Witness of "THE ALL."

J. R. Seydel
A Neophyte

"THE GREAT WHITE PILLAR OF

TRUTH
(1992)

Four years after the dream of the "Egg within an egg," I joined a
"Kybalion" course in a Metaphysical church that I joined during my
exploration and learning experience. I left the Christian religion because
of the shallow mundane preaching on Sunday mornings and endless
religious verbiage and rhetoric of bible quotations that left me spiritually
defunct and empty headed. I felt robbed of my essence. It was a waste of
time and no spiritual advancement. It was time to move on and
explore....
The Gulf war was happening and I was unemployed. A friend mentioned
and said to me, that when you speak about Spirituality, she said, "You
sound like the "Kybalion." "The what?" I asked? "The Kybalion," she
said. "You may be interested in a Kybalion course at the metaphysical
church on every Wednesday night." In the back of my mind it sounded
like some kind of spooky witchcraft lore and I said, "I don't know, I'll
have to think about that." I was tired of being led into blind alleys and
kicking against brick walls. Two months had lapsed after I joined a
metaphysical church in Southern Oregon where I once lived and decided
to take a "Kybalion" course because there were no jobs available and
unemployment was very high.
One Wednesday evening during the course the Rev. was teaching about
"The All" and the phrase of "All is in THE ALL, and THE ALL is in
All" was pronounced. It captured my mind but I had no idea what it
meant. I was unable to understand its meaning. Everybody around the
table kept nodding their heads but I was completely ignorant. It kept
buzzing around in my head even after I left to go home that evening.

It was not until the next Wednesday session that the phrase was
mentioned again, "All is in THE ALL, and THE ALL is in All." This
time my eyes went wide open and I had a difficult time to restrain myself
and keep my mouth shut because my head felt like as if it was about to
explode. I not only heard the phrase being mentioned by the reverend,
but I was able to see it with the Mind. My mind became restless and I
kept thinking "Oh, my God." "This is incredible." I had to restrain
myself in the chair and politely waited until our ten minute break.
During the ten minute break I approached the reverend and said, "Do
you realize what you are saying?" He said, "Oh yeah." "I have been
teaching it for fifty years." I talked to several other students about the
phrase and they all agreed what I said and nodded their heads. I soon
realized that I was alone with my vision because we were unable to
connect in the same way and I went home to my apartment with things
racing through my head. That evening I went to bed and was unable to
sleep because of so many things racing through my head. At times I was
unable to determine if I was asleep or awake but it did not matter
because my mind was still racing with information that I had difficulty to
grasp.
The following evening was a carbon copy of the previous night but this
time I was awakened because the room was lid up. I raised my head and
looked at the foot end of the bed and saw a giant hand composed of light
rising as it changed position and pointing all fingers at my head so that its
appearance was flat with fingers pointing toward me. Without warning
the giant hand shot towards me and hitting me between the eyes and all
that I can remember was a bright flash of light in my head. The next
thing, I was awake at eight o'clock in the morning and the birds were
singing outside. "What happened?" I thought. I was unable to
determine if I was awake or asleep during that session. I stayed locked
up in the apartment that day because my mind was scattered all over the
place and I had no focus. I was unable to focus on anything and felt
unsure of myself. I was unemployed and no place to go. I was watching
the gulf war on TV and kept looking at the birds outside and the trees
they were perched on and kept repeating, "Oh, my God." I saw an
Infinite Greatness manifesting the Life of those trees and of the Birds
who were perched upon them. When I went to the track to jog, I would
stop at times plug a blade of grass and gaze at it with great intensity. I
could see the symmetrical design of the fibers and I would say again,
"Oh, my God." "You are within all these things that I see and touch."
"I thank you for the Knowledge." Other joggers would run by and look
and stare at me and probably thinking, Havent you ever seen grass?" I
tried to keep my cool.

These sessions lasted for about a week with very little sleep but I was still
unable to determine if I was in my waking or sleeping state. I felt
exhausted and asked SPIRIT if I could have a good night's rest. That
evening I was able to sleep without incidence but still information was
racing through my head in my waking state the next day while I was
watching the gulf war in session. The next and last night, again I was
unable to tell if I was asleep or awake and more information was racing
through my head so rapidly that I was unable to hold on to it. When the
racing in my head stopped, I saw in a dream or, a vision, unable to tell, an
enormous large massive structure composed of light and extremely bright
that pointed very high into the sky, it looked like the Washington DC
tower monument except many times more massive and taller with a very
sharp and pointed top. I heard a powerful voice speaking to me and it
said, "You must be as the great white pillar of Truth." When I awakened
that morning, I repeated that phrase over and over again as it kept
buzzing around in my head. It has been a very sobering experience. This
was the beginning of knowing and understanding SPIRIT for me. The
existence of God is no longer a question or an issue in my mind because it
was resolved when I can "see" the SPIRIT of LIFE and all its operations
and manifestations in the Universe and our planet earth. One may ask if
I am better than other humans. The answer is that no man can rise
higher than another. No man can rise higher than his or her own source
of LIFE. However, I may be better off as a result of the choices I make to
learn more about SPIRIT while others choose to live life in the fast lane
without any forethought --living life unconsciously.
The giant pillar of light represents an immutable and unchangeable truth
of a reality that is uncorrupted by human consciousness that points to the
SPIRIT of the "Most High, --THE ALL in All."

Out of The Body Experience (OBE)

In the wee hours during the winter months of 1971 in California, I was
awakened by a very strange high pitched sound coming from the walls,
ceiling, and floor. I opened my eyes to find myself with my face almost
against the ceiling. That was strange! I was startled and somewhat
confused. I could faintly see myself laying on the bed but the high pitched
noise from the surrounding objects dominated and distracted my
attention. I remember rotating to my left while floating in the air near
the ceiling. Suddenly I found myself shooting through the wall of the
bottom right corner near the closet door of my bedroom and found
myself in my parent's living room who occupied the other half of the
duplex we lived in. Going through the wall was like a breath of air that
struck my body except there was no body to speak of.

Still, I can hear that high pitched sound, that came from everything
around me. It felt as though everything around me was alive (the true
meaning of this did not fully occur to me until 1991 while I was studying
Hermetic Philosophy). I was floating above the floor in my parent's
living room and I remember not seeing my feet. I was looking at all the
living room furniture, all of it was giving off this high pitched sound. I
could see Grandma sleeping in her room and my parents in theirs. I
could feel their heartbeats because it was like an amplified sound
accompanied by the high pitched sound vibrations that was everywhere.
I experienced a strange way of movement in that I "willed" my way
around. I can only compare that to the experience of pushing myself off
of the side of a swimming pool with my legs and just float into that
direction. I could feel being in two places at the same time and feeling
perfectly comfortable.
Without warning I felt my body shaking violently and feeling very cold.
At this point I became afraid and found myself (astral body) shooting
back into my body which stunned me. I was sweating profusely even
though my room was cold and I laid on the bed panting. I was unable to
sleep that morning and just laid there trying to reason as to what
happened.
The following night the exact same carbon copy experience occurred only
this time I was looking outside from my parent's kitchen door and again
it was accompanied by the high pitched sounds coming from all the
objects around me. This time I don't remember coming back to my
body. I woke up in the morning with the remembrance what had
occurred during the night. These were the only two profound OBE
experiences I have had. There are others, but none were as clear as the
first two experiences mentioned. There is no human anywhere on this
planet that can convince me that I was having a dream or hallucination.
There are others who have experienced a reality that is yet untapped by
the materialistic inclined human mind which only sees the reality they
can see with their eyes and in my opinion operates in a narrow bandwidth
of reality awareness (10% or less). Science tells us that the human Mind
only operates at ten percent of brain capacity, that is, only the smartest
and the most brilliant minds operate at ten percent. That leaves the
majority of us with less than ten percent. What then, happens when we
learn to utilize the other ninety percent? Will we be able to see other
dimensions within our own? Shapes and forms that our current state of
Mind can not perceive or comprehend? Will we see things that were
previously invisible to us?
Janet and I continue to experience strange sleeping patterns in that we
are mentally awake and active during the night while our bodies are

asleep and it gives us the feeling as if we haven't slept during the night.
Yet, we feel refreshed in the morning. This occurs about two to three
times a week. Janet and I continue to compare notes with each other.
We can see the mental clouds that are released from our own bodies but
have difficulty in distinguishing a mental cloud from an independent
living entity. They would appear momentarily and then disappear. Their
composition is that of a colored light, some are white while many are
violet in color. We can only see them with our peripheral vision. When
we attempt to look at it directly, we can't see anything but as soon as we
look off to the side, there it is again. It does not move with our eyes when
we rotate our heads. One time during a wedding from a close friend, we
stayed in a motel room and we can see the mental clouds of people who
have occupied that room. They ranged from blacks, grays, to yellow, red
and green. This indicates that various people occupying different mental
planes have stayed in the room. I believe that it is their aura that
released the colored clouds. There is still much to be learned from this
region of reality. Why am I mentioning all this? It is not to inflate my
own ego. If I did, it would be the beginning of a downfall and another
lesson in Life that I'd prefer to avoid. This is mentioned because we feel
that it is not unique. Janet and I believe that there are other people who
have experienced these things and are afraid of being ridiculed. Many
maybe afraid that they become excommunicated from their church. This
is the weakness of the church and is the reason why I left organized
religion. I can not limit myself to their beliefs, it was suffocating me, and
because of that, it was impossible for me to grow. So, I left. I watched
the membership of my church in 1965 become disease stricken with death
dominating the membership. They "believed" that they were suffering
for the glory of God. That was repulsive and abhorring to me. They
were suffering needlessly as they were cutting themselves off from the
SPIRIT energy that surrounds, envelops, permeates, interpenetrate and
manifests LIFE all around and within us. There was nothing that could
be done for them because they were tenaciously clutching to their petty
"believes." One can only let evolution take its course where eventually
they too come to the realization that they don't need to suffer. They will
discover that GOD, THE ALL, is not as malicious as they believe SPIRIT
is. This experience was heart wrenching because they were close friends
at one time. But I must walk on my Path for an unknown compelling
reason within me, and today I'm grateful for having followed my intuitive
Mind because it gave me a speechless Knowledge and freedom that can
never be taken from me because it is a true aspect of my own Being. And
not just mine, but others who have experienced these things. They will
know what I'm talking about. My wife has this understanding and it
created a deep bond of Spiritual partnership between us. A Spiritual
partnership that is beyond the concept of marriage as established by
organized religion. It is a marriage of the heart in which there is no room

for superficiality and hypocrisy.

topic in the future.

But, this will be discussed in another

Today, as I look back, I can see why those things are happening. It can
all be traced to the complacency and lack of Spiritual development and
growth. People are too busy focusing on outdated belief systems that are
no longer valid or effective. The human Mind can not function properly
without an understanding of the Mental Principles that govern the
human Mind. It's like violating the Law of gravity. It does not matter if
you believe in gravity or not. You jump off of a building and you "will
fall" toward the earth. Guaranteed! When a person becomes aware of
the Law of Gravity, it possesses the KNOWLEDGE to utilize gravity
properly and to use it to his or her own advantage, like building airplanes
that prevents us from becoming prematurely united with the earth's crust
while traveling through the air! Still people die in airplane crashes, but,
all can be traced to a singular fundamental principle in the violation of
physics. This is KNOWLEDGE! It is not based on a belief that causes
the ignorant person to jump off of the building. But this is exactly what
organized religion is teaching humanity! Organized religion needs to
wake up and teach people the Mental Principles of the Human Mind so
that they don't become dysfunctional! It means to fulfill THE LAW of
your own BEING. They will discover that God does not exist in their
Bible or any other religious literature, but that it is a something that is
within all of us and around us, and through us, an inescapable fact of
Life.
All the batteries of psychiatrist, psychologists, and other scholars (with all
due respect), have not even put a dent in the misery of humanity. They
continue to analyze the human Mind and are trying to understand how it
functions and why it does the things it does. They do chemical analysis
and treat the brain with drugs, but still did they not find a lasting
solution. Why? We need to look at the reality beyond the human brain.
That is where all the answers are. It is that region of reality that we can't
measure and weigh because it is does not exist in Space and Time. That
region that is neither here nor there, but is everywhere! We can get lost
in the paralysis of analysis and we will end up with a larger mystery than
we began when we intellectually analyze. It can all be traced to a simple
singular fundamental Principle of Spiritual growth. It is so simple that
we tend to overlook these principles with our complex, sophisticated
thinking. Forget the lab! As fascinating as their discoveries are. We
should never avoid scientific verification where possible. But, there are
realities beyond scientific analysis and verification where only the
Intuitive Mind is capable of treading. Science needs to go beyond the
Great Barrier of doubt and unbelief.

One incident that occurred in our home in 1999. That evening I had
gone to bed early because I felt tired while Janet watched TV until
around midnight on a Saturday evening. I was laying with my back
toward the bedroom door and I was watching her walk into the room as
she walked straight toward me grabbing my shoulder and shaking me. I
turned around and said, "What did you do that for?" She said, "You are
snoring too loud and I can't sleep like that." I said, "Janet, I was awake
and watched you walk into the bedroom door." She said, "That's not
possible honey, cause you were sound asleep." I said, "That's impossible
because I watched you walk through the door." She said, " Well, you
were snoring and I can't sleep." The next morning we discussed the
incident and realized that we had experienced a strange anomaly. We
stopped calling it an anomaly because we know that as we continue to
develop, grow, and expand our Minds, that we will continue to encounter
things we may not fully understand at times. How exciting!
Fear, afraid, Satan, Devil? Note even a trace of this exists in our Minds.
The fear for Satan, Devil, Demon, or any other belief regarding the same
comes from not "knowing" God. It comes from "believes" that instigate
superstition and is not in the realization of the enormous stature and
omnipresence of THE ALL. If such entities exist, where will they find
their refuge in the absolute presence of THE ALL? Being that THE ALL
is the causation of everything that lives and is alive either seen or unseen
by the human eyes, including the Physical Universe that surrounds us?
People who believe that that the Devil actually exists, will convince you
that the Devil is in charge. I have seen religious literature that instill
enormous fear on the unsuspecting population about how powerful the
devil is. The one that towers above buildings with giant horns on its head
(what an imagination!). It would make a good script for Hollywood to
scare the pants off of superstitious people. Yet, it is very real to them.
Those of us who "know" and understand SPIRIT, know that it is the
dark side of human nature that is the true "Satan" of Life. Our
newspapers, magazines, and television are full of these articles that bear
witness of the dark side of human nature and what people do to each
other, that can be considered as being "satanic." It is ludicrous to watch
Satan worshippers worship a something that holds no substance in
reality. It is pure superstition and a very primitive Plane of human
thought inherited from the dark age religious concept of God. This is
why we have laws of the land to keep that dark primitive human nature
under control so that it doesn't devour other humans or each other. The
Law of the land can not exercise absolute control (it will always be
relative) without resorting to the dark side of human nature. It is not
perfect.

THE POLAR SHIFT DREAM

02-02-2000
My wife and I were standing outside (I don't know where) during a warm
summer day when we were overcome by a strange feeling as though our
bodies became charged with kinetic energy. We watched the sun race
across the sky and gravity felt strange and different in that it felt
impossible to fall down to the ground. The kinetic energy kept everything
upright. Body movements became difficult and cumbersome, a feeling of
resistance of some unknown external force was acting upon our body
movement, as the sun continued to race rapidly across the sky. I shouted
to my wife, "I think we're experiencing a polar shift." "Run for cover!"
I thought, "Run for cover?!" "Where do we run to?" We watched the
shadow of the trees move very rapidly on the ground and there was a
very strong force of wind that caused the large trees to sway violently.
As quickly as this event occurred, all of a sudden everything looked calm
and normal with the exception of one thing --the sun was in the wrong
place. Or at least, that is how it appeared to us. We were concerned as to
where the North Pole had gone and how it will affect our weather. At no
time did we see any destruction or a loss of life. This left me with a very
strange unsettled feeling having to think about the things we take for
granted.
I awakened with an unsettling mood but it was quickly quelled when I
focused on Spiritual Knowledge --To know that nothing happens by
accident and that we are firmly held in The MIND of THE ALL, and that
nothing can happen unless it is written in the Grand Design of the
Universe. I said, "Thank you Father."
If there is another meaning to this dream, I'm not able to discourse it at
this time. I will keep an open Mind because there is a Spiritual
"CORRESPONDENCE" or an ethereal connection between all things. If
you the reader, have an intuitive feeling regarding this dream, please e
mail me at arcanum@pymander.com. I'm interested in what you have to
say regarding this dream.

THE BEAR HEAD IN THE OAK TREE

(2005)

In October of 2004, hunters shot two bears and took them home for food.
They removed the decapitated bear heads and one of them offered the
two heads to a friend of mine who was visiting northern California and
took them home to the Oregon area where she lived. The next day after

she returned home she buried one of the heads next to an oak tree and
performed a little ceremony on her own sowing rose and flower petals on
the bear head's grave. She mourned the bear's death and returned daily
to sow more rose and flower petals and to keep wild animals from digging
up the head's grave. She gave the other head to a friend of her.
In April of 2005 while I was visiting my friend, my daughter approached
me and asked if I would follow her outside to an oak tree and asked me to
look up in the tree where there was a large bulge protruding out of the
tree trunk at about ten or twelve feet high and asked me what I saw in the
oak tree. "That's a bear head," I told her. "It is unmistakably a bear
head." She pointed to the ground that was covered by rose petals and
explained to me that Laura had buried the bear head because she felt
compassion for the bear. The grave was about two or three feet from the
oak tree's roots.
I examined the oak tree and the bark of the bear's head and noticed that
not only was the bear head protruding from the corner of the tree trunk
where part of the trunk was angling off to the left, but I could also see
that it's chest was beginning to appear in the main tree trunk. There was
moss growing on the bear head that was contributing to the contrast and
the contours of the head and chest. In the summer when the sun is high
above the oak tree, the contrast is such that it makes the bear head almost
as if it is alive and ready to jump out of the tree trunk. I can see the
protruding eyebrows, ears, nose, and mouth and part of its chest and
shoulders. It would be the best time of the day to take pictures because of
the contrast of the shadows. I asked Laura if I could take digital pictures
to publish it on the "Ancient Knowledge and Wisdom" website to share it
with the world, but she declined and asked me not to take pictures
because she felt that it was something very special to her and felt
protective of it. I explained to her that this is the evidence of the invisible
forces in nature that most humans are oblivious to its activity and this
would fall under strange and unexplained phenomena. I explained that a
picture is worth more than a thousand words but she resisted and I am
obliged to honor her request not to take the pictures.
I write this article without the pictures and so another article of words
are written, to be believed or not believed. But this I can say, that I am
an eye witness to this phenomenon and I can't help but have a deep
solemn respect for the unseen force in Nature that often reach out to
humanity to become known but because of superstitious beliefs and
bottom line ignorance remains hidden from the eyes of most humans.
What are my thoughts about this? The compassion that Laura expressed
for the bear was reciprocated with a response from SPIRIT by forming

and fashioning the bark in the likeness of the bear head that was buried
two feet from the oak tree's roots. What is interesting is that Laura
buried the bear's head upright and intentionally facing east in the
direction of the rising sun. The oak tree manifested and positioned the
bear's head in the same direction from its trunk. It is Natures way of
saying, "Thank you."
Today, the bear head is changing in the tree and in time will probably
deteriorate and disappear as the oak tree is subject to the forces of
change. There is still time to take pictures but I am refusing to violate
Laura's wishes. She told me that she has taken pictures with her camera
but they are not digital pictures. Hopefully, she will give in one day and I
will have pictures published for this article. In the mean time the reader
will have to decide, to believe or not believe....
The name of the person involved and location has been changed to protect her
identity and privacy.
J. R. Seydel

THE ENCOUNTER

It was the Christmas season of 2004 while sleeping in a guest room when I
was rudely and violently awakened at about 1:15 a.m. Something was
trying to pull me out of my body from my back between the shoulder
blades while I was lying on my side sound asleep. My Soul felt elastic as it
would snap back like a rubber band. I was awakened, became aware
what was happening and responded by communicating with thoughts and
I mentally said, "What the hell do you think you are doing? The violent
pulling immediately stopped. "What do you think you are doing?" I
repeated in Mind. I'm a Spirit just like you; do you think that I will let
you get away with it?" "If I disembody, I will make it my career to come
after you and haunt you." "Get out now!" I actually became angry
because my deep sleep was violently interrupted by this rude Spirit
entity. After about a half hour, I was sound asleep and the rest of the
night went by uneventful.
The next morning as we sat around the table to have breakfast, I
mentioned that something strange had occurred to me during the night.
My oldest daughter immediately responded fearfully by saying, "Dad,
please don't mentioned it, I know what you are going to say." "Please
don't say it!" I stopped immediately. I can see the fear in her face as she
walked out of the dining room area crying and I became curious as to

what she experienced. After a while she regained her composure and
returned to the dining room said that something was trying to pull her
out of her back during the night and it scared her. I said, that is what
happened to me." It must have gone to your room after I told it to get
out." The same experience occurred to her during the night. I asked to
be excused and went to my room and said, I will be right back." as I
closed the door." As I sat silently on the bed for a few moments to clear
my mind and I can feel the energy in the center of my chest area rising
and my breathing became labored. With my thoughts I communicated
with the entity or desperate Soul and said, "After I told you to leave the
room, you went into my daughter's room and tried to pull her out of her
body." "I am ordering you out of this house and to never come back
again. Leave my family alone!!" "Remember, I'm a Spirit just like you
and I know that you are desperate for a body. "You cannot go around
pulling people out of their bodies." "It does not work!" Go into the
light of SPIRIT and you will find your rest, but leave my family alone." I
don't want to hear about you again." I can feel my head shooting darts in
all directions. After a few moments I said, "I thank you, SPIRIT for
guiding this desperate Soul and to protect our family. Feelings of
compassion passed over me for the desperate entity and I understood why
he desperately kept clutching to the Physical Plane. He is not alone.
There are many other disembodied humans who are desperate to obtain a
body and to be able to hold onto the Great Physical Plane. Some are so
desperate that they will occupy a floating astral body that is decaying in
the Astral Planes in an attempt to experience the Physical Plane again.
They are never in a state of "death." Death is impossible and is only a
concept of limited human thinking in the perception of disembodiment. It
is a lack of understanding regarding the reality we live in. These things
are not addressed to the general public because there is no "knowledge"
available about these things and no research is being accomplished at the
moment. If an encounter occurs, there is no help available because no
one understands this strange reality. The rules of physicality do not
apply to them. It is strange only because humans are unfamiliar with this
region of human existence. Government, policemen, and courts are
unable to offer protection or advice because it is not part of our material
infrastructure. Besides, there is no need for protection but to understand
this reality so that we can move forward in a coordinated and organized
manner. A criminal spirit entity cannot be jailed for example because
they will move right through the walls of the jailhouse. No other known
methods are available to restrain a malicious Soul. By nature a
disembodied Soul is for the most part peaceful and loving. Physical
Protection is unnecessary because of Omnipresent SPIRIT. Nothing
escapes SPIRIT.

It is because of the way that Omnipresent SPIRIT structured the Mental

Planes that confines a malicious Soul to its own Plane and the Planes
below. He or she can only descent below their Mental Plane but are
unable to rise above it because it requires proper Knowledge. Something
they never paid attention to during Physical Life and so they are confined
to the lower Planes. They suffer because of the limited confinement they
find themselves in. This is the reason why most ghosts prefer to remain
in one place or at least close to house, barn, grave, or tree because they no
longer possess the expanded awareness of the five senses to interact with
the Physical Plane. They feel secure with a familiar place and cling to it
while having fun scaring people. They may share their plane with others
who are in the same Plane of Mentalism.
Since the last encounter, no one in the house has had any problems with
this pulling effect. When I returned a few months later and I was
sleeping in the living room on a sleeping bag, there was a tendency for
that to occur again but it was not by the same Soul. Again I thought, "No
pulling," and I ordered the entity to leave immediately before I get
angry. I suspect that they can see the change in my aural color from
white to flashing red and orange. The white aura indicates that I know
something about them and the reality they live in. Never again has the
house been bothered in such a manner except for a few strange things
that occurred outside that were completely harmless. I told them not to
be afraid because things are happening everywhere and not just here. If
you are in your proper mindset, you have nothing to fear and therefore
nothing to worry about.

If any of the readers of this website should have an encounter that seems
strange, do not be afraid because it is in the nature of the Universe that
these things occur. It is perfectly normal. At times it may be occurring
while we are unable to tell if we are asleep, awake, or hallucinating. That
is because it comes from a realm of SPIRIT that is perceived as a dream
or hallucination because of the materialistic conditioned Human Mind. A
conditioned mind is unable to decipher an event of strange phenomena
because it is conditioned not to believe it. The person would fall into a
paralyzing fear because his or her mind "does not compute" the event.
The dream world of materialistic thinking becomes shattered with the
sudden unexpected appearance of a strange phenomenon.
The wrong thing to do when a person should experience an encounter
with an invisible entity or disembodied person is to express fear. Because
that fear indicates ignorance of the reality they dwell in and they can take
advantage of you by scaring you. When you express "fear," they know

that they have the advantage over you. We at times scare family
members or friends and relatives because it is fun and to watch the
expression of fear on their face and we laugh about it afterwards. It is
the same for a disembodied human who realizes that they are not bound
to the rules of physical reality. They can change the temperature in a
room, appear as pig, or swarm of flies that occur for the most part in the
victim's imagination and take advantage of their belief in "the Devil."
Some disembodied humans can manifest grotesque faces and even make a
bed or furniture shake, or a whole house. They can make things float in
mid air and scare the daylight out of people. Fear comes from not
understanding the nature of SPIRIT. Today, we live in an age that will
reveal many secrets of the unseen realm that was at one time covered by
the veil of ignorance, unbelief, superstition, and false beliefs. This veil is
now being torn apart.
One day a communications protocol will be established to converse with
those who have disembodied and who have no voice box to communicate
because of the lack of a body. It is possible that the time to communicate
with them may be limited because of the unavoidable process of Soul
sleep. Once they are asleep, they should not be disturbed and they may
be unreachable once they are cradled in the deep reality of Omnipresent
SPIRIT. Ghosts or Souls, once they are discovered to be present even
though in their non-physical state, have a tendency to be shy because they
know that they don't have a "normal" body to be seen and to
communicate with. When they are detected with electronic equipment,
they tend to hide because they feel that they are not "normal" anymore
because of the lack of a body. Some ghosts will attempt to communicate
but only scare humans and researchers because they are not very well
understood. Some could have evil and malicious tendencies and can hurt
and even kill physical humans, though, it is extremely rare. When a
ghost is seen with human eyes, what is observed is the natural astral body
that resembles the physical body that will eventually be discarded as the
Soul goes into a deep sleep that may last through centuries of our time.
Their discarded astral body will decay in the lapse of time in the Astral
Planes and eventually will completely dissipate and return to the elements
of SPIRIT from where it originated.
How are we protected from violent criminal Souls? The mental planes
consist of various levels of existence. For example, a murderer who has
lost his life because of a death sentence will occupy a plane that is very
low on the scale of Life. This person can go lower but is unable to rise
above his own plane because of ignorance. They know most things below
their mental plane but know nothing what is above them. Most humans
who dwell in the higher planes of thought will be out of reach for this
disembodied criminal and this person is bound to his or her own level by

their own choice and is unable to reach those who are on the higher
plane. Some humans because of their unstable Minds rise and fall
between the mental planes while other become straddled between two
different planes because they are unable to let go of a condition in their
lives and they suffer greatly. None are exempt from the deep
unconditional LOVE of SPIRIT that is maintained for the manifested
reality and the creation of various Life forms, no matter how high or low
their dwelling on the scale of Life.
The desperate entity in my experience was a respected medicine man
from the Takilma Indians who had disembodied in the nineteenth
century. He was a medicine man and spiritual leader for the tribe. For
some reason or another he was unable to make the transition in order to
pass into physical life again. These were the thoughts I was left with after
the encounter....

J. R. Seydel