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Doxology
by Alexandru Popescu-Prahovara
Balliol College, Oxford, United Kingdom
Introduction
Personal account
The way ueas life developed could not have been more
different from the life into which he was born, as the son of an
Orthodox village priest. A cosmopolitan intellectual "enemy of
the people", he lived under constant surveillance on the eighth
floor of a block of flats in a room provided by the State,
complete with covert listening devices. My visits to his flat
were to become stages of a spiritual pilgrimage. Here was a
man, in a society affected in every aspect by Marxist-Leninist
materialism, who never ceased to affirm that the human race
will destroy itself if it continues to live "by bread alone",
rather than "by every word that proceeds from the mouth of
God" (Matthew, 4, 4). The "solutions" he pointed to lay in the
realm not of economics and politics, but of the spirit.
Video presentation
I would like to show you a short video made in June 1990, just
six months after the revolution that overthrew Ceauescu, and
just days before a student demonstration in Bucharests
University Square was broken up by miners armed with
pickaxes, bussed in from the Jiu Valley region by the
revolutionary Government of the National Salvation Front.
The film producer had actually asked uea to speak about the
distinguished philosopher of pessimist "nothingness", Emil
Cioran, an old friend of ueas, who had left Romania in
1937 and gone to live in Paris. Banned from the Romanian
media for half a century, Cioran had never taken French
citizenship, and had notoriously refused some of the most
prestigious French awards. He had engaged in witty and
uncompromising criticism, not only of the communist
The producer knew very little about uea; his main focus was
Cioran, and the initial suggestion was that uea should share
pre-World War II memories about his friend. But uea had
other ideas and was to take the lead in a now classic
documentary about his relationship with Cioran. Two days
before the interview, uea asked me to help him write down a
Declaraie (Declaration, see [note 1]) to Cioran, that he
dictated to me because of the disabling tremor of his hands.
He actually changed the very rules of a television interview,
insisting that he could not be "intelligent to order", and
demanding that his written statement be read in front of the
cameras before any interview with him could commence.
Having left my medical job in the late evening and climbed to
ueas eighth floor room, it took me a while to "tune in" to
his complex and idiosyncratic Declaraie especially as he
would revise phrases in his head almost every minute, asking
me to insert corrections within the handwritten text. This was,
of course, before the days of computers. Even typewriters had
had to be registered annually with Ceauescus police. We
worked through the night, and around 4 oclock in the
morning I was nodding off. As usual, I was asked, as his
scribe, to write down or delete sometimes verb-less phrases
and exclamatory lists of nouns, or references inserted in the
YouTube:
"When the voice had ceased, Jesus was found alone. But they
kept quiet, and told no one in those days any of the things they
had seen" (Luke, 9, 36). This is part of Gods injunction to
humility. The apostles (those "sent out") are invited, so to
speak, to keep the rule of silence within the cloud of
unknowing, thus actively participating in the energy of the
unknowing, and to refuse the temptation to communicate this
mystery to those who are not prepared to receive it, i.e., not
reducing the "acquired" knowledge to a reconfiguration of
conventional wisdom, pseudo-knowledge. Yet there is a
difference between revelatory silence, awe in the face of
incomprehensible mystery, and mere aloof muteness. Silence
exists in creative tension with sound. Similar tension exists
between meaning in its wholeness and human articulation of
meaning: meaning in its wholeness is beyond expression in
human terms, since our human capacity for expression of
meaning is itself part of what we feel makes life "meaningful",
and this we constantly strive to express. Hence our
metaphysical disquiet.
Conclusion
Acknowledgements