Cheat Sheet

Mark II
The objective of the Roage site is to propagate a self-replicating, "viral" procedure that
improves the lives of people and frees them from a Universe that is perceived as
oppressive. This will return people to a state of happiness and contentment by
reconnecting them to that which they truly are: A being of love peace and awesome
creative power. This is achieved by exposing and eliminating the primary impediment to
happiness: an impostor masquerading as and calling itself "me". This impostor is known
commonly as the False Self or the Ego. It is not a new thing to recognize this threat to
happiness, and there are a number of different well-established methods by which one
can "turn down", or attenuate, the Ego. They include but are not limited to:
Transcendental Meditation, Charismatic Glossolalia, Zen Meditation, Taoist Meditation,
Dervish dancing, the Native American "Sun Dance", and the traditional "Sweat Lodge".
These techniques require diligence and/or constant maintenance that, when lapsed, leads
to a return of the overbearing Ego and its uncomfortable effects. The objective of the
procedure we are developing is to provide a means to awaken the inborn self-regulating
process that keeps the Ego within a manageable boundary. This process is inherent in all
human beings, but is dormant as yet in the vast majority of the population. It is effortless,
natural, and worry-free.

At the end of this document is the procedure that people will be led through to bring
about this change (hereinafter "our method"). The consistent attenuation of the Ego leads
to a permanent change in the way one perceives reality that will permit anyone to exist in
a continual state of freedom and protection. Existing perceptual models do not allow for
this state, and worse, actively hinder people from attaining it, through the continual
meddling of the Ego in the perceptual filtering process.

There are a number of different models of reality in wide use that curiously place us in a
position of being at the mercy of an "accidental" Universe and make us out to be slaves to
the will of a supposed majority. For instance the idea that we have absolute potent free
will tend to remove purpose and meaning from our lives as we decide that all things are
manifest by our will. Strangely the idea of rigid fate tends to have the same effect. If one
takes any sampling along the spectrum between absolute potent free will and completely
scripted fate than one misses the third option in that reality is produced for the benefit for
the observers by proxy such that it is continuous and tailored around the observers when
they need it. The fate/freewill paradigm affords no protection from the majority and little
in the way of peace of mind or freedom.

I have tested these models and they seem to intentionally hide important truths from us.
How can we employ a tool that has been purposefully hidden from us? Frankly we
cannot, so it is up to us to find these tools before we can employ them. This will require a
rethinking of where we believe we are, what we believe we are, and why we believe we
are here. The objective is to come to a knowing of what we are, knowing where we are,
and knowing why we are here with a degree of certainty that no methodology thus far
made widely known can bring us.

A note on gender: Where "man" is used, "woman" is inclusively implied. Where "him" is
used, "her" is inclusively implied.

The Basic Model

There are three components that make up the parts of what we consider "us" and the
Universe. They are the Observer, the Ego and the Self. I will identify each part and then
explain how they are related.

The Self
To eliminate confusion, as often we refer to our "self" as being "us", An explanation is in
order. This "me" is not what is indicated by the term "Self" in this document. The Self is
the "Spirit Within". The Holy Bible refers to it as the "Holy Spirit". Hinduism,
Buddhism, and Jainism refer to the "Atman". There is one Self, shared by all, and it is
part of Ø (pronounced "Ahn") or what man calls "Truth", "Allah", "The Source", "Love",
"God" etc. I often refer to it as the Supreme Authority as there is no thing or non-thing
that subverts or infringes on its power, will, and authority. Ø is not the Universe but the
Universe is part of and is produced by Ø.

The Self is the "positive" (aggregative, inclusive) aspect of the duality and provides
positive reinforcement in the life experience along with purpose and meaning. It is what
we know of as the True Self, the "Holy Spirit", Ø or that which man calls "God". It is
actually only an aspect, one facet of the Creator, but it is one in essence with that which
man calls God. When one perceives the Universe in a Left-Brained way, Self appears as
separate from us. As we exist in left-brain until we are released, we must operate as if
Self is external to us such that we must ask Self for our release.

If there is something that we see as a true limit, boundary, principle or law then its source
is the Self. The universal Self controls the simulation that we call the Universe and
remains both tangibly outside the universe and invisible to our senses within the
Universe. The Self governs the learning experience of the Observer through control
exerted over Ego. Ultimately the Self/Ø controls all aspects of the Observer’s learning
experience. The Self is singular and all Observers share this singular, all-controlling
"spirit". Self determines what knowledge the Observer has access to though a conduit
connecting the Observer to the universal mind. The Universal Mind is the sum of all
information in the universe, consciousness and power of thought.

The Observer
That which truly makes us unique is not the persona (Ego) or the "Spirit Within"
(Self/Ø). We are merely Observers viewing the interplay of duality between Ego and Self
as just one of the multiple facets or eyes of Ø.
The Ego
Ego, the "negative (segregative, exclusive) aspect of the duality, creates perceived
external enemies and friends and is responsible for all pain and suffering. This pain and
suffering is used by the Self to give the Observer uncomfortable life experience in order
to teach the observer valuable lessons that only pain and suffering can provide such that it
is remembered. Because of this operation, it is often referred to (by the Ego itself,
ironically) as the "Satan" figure.

The Reality Movie

The Ego and the Self act together to project reality to the Observer. The Ego creates
negative experience to provide an educational presentation to the Observer. It is a
protective mechanism that has taken over the typical man or woman’s life experience.
Ego is often mistaken for the thing we call "me". It provides the illusion of a physical
universe outside of us and casts other individuals as friends or enemies. This is an illusion
or a delusion, as Ego creates the illusory perception of separateness, accident, future and
past. The illusion of potent free will is also a construct of Ego and it is possible that Ego
projects our perceived will backward in time such that it appears to arrive before the
actual physical expression of an ostensible choice on our part.

Ego, as part of its presentation of the physical universe, provides sensory and emotional
feedback to the observer. Ego is associated with left-brain function and governs spoken
and written language, logic and the appearance of "doing". The Ego, in a very real sense,
controls the universe. However, the Self controls Ego, but usually people allow it
unfettered control to create negative reinforcement in their lives without any limits. This
lack of control leads to a build up of unprocessed life lessons that obscures the
Truth/Self/Ø/Holy Spirit from the Observer. The build-up, or backlog of lessons is
created by the process explained below.

The Repression Process

In its primary role as a defense mechanism the Ego represses uncomfortable experience
to protect the Observer from the harshness of it. These memories often become buried
under others. The fact that the Observer cannot even remember the memories' existence
renders them invisible to the Observer. Thus, the Observer is unable to process the
negative life experiences for the positive purposes for which they were intended and
manifested by the Self. The apparent paradox of Ego serving as both inflicter of pain and
protector is solved by realizing that the Ego has no real, substantive existence of its own.
It is a construct of learned patterns. There is nothing real to protect, as there is no real
enemy, and no real death. Thus, Ego places its own survival at the highest priority (for
the discovery of the benign nature of existence would strip it of its power and potentially
its existence), and through multiplicity of projected enemies is capable of projecting very
intense, realistic hell experiences for the Observer.
The Means of Communicating the Process of Escape.
Left-Brain/Ego communicates in written and spoken words and this is why descriptions
about existing in Right-Brain/Self are difficult because we lack the language to describe
it. In reality the lack of context requires one to describe the Right-Brain paradigm not as
what it is, but rather what it is not. Similarly to enter the right paradigm one does not "do"
something or think something rather it requires non-"doing" and non-thinking. This is a
passive act of repression by the Ego. Said another way: One cannot find the door out.
One must stop and wait for the door to find them. Another way to understand it is that the
Ego produces the structure of the door and a left-brain key. It takes a left-brained action
to turn the key and open the door. Once outside the door the key and the door are
meaningless and this is why the process must be done from a Left-Brain/Ego paradigm.
The left-brain paradigm is as a "room", a containment that one leaves in the described
transition, rather than the transition being an entering "into" anything. Since the Ego
hates not being in control, calming it to a point where one is able to practice the
appropriate "non-action" is quite difficult.

Operating in the Self

The primary objective is to attenuate the function of Ego such that Self determines the
conduct and course of the simulation (Life experience). This is gained through entering
into a contract with Ø. The entry into this contract is not something that is performed,
but an acceptance of the ultimate control of Ø in one's life, which is to say, one gives up
the ability to act contrary to the will of Ø (which ability is in itself an illusion to begin
with, it must be remembered!). It is not what we do; it is what we stop doing. Left-brain
Ego cannot understand what place it it going to. It can at best understand that it is a better
place and that Ego-based communications are inadequate to describe this "better place".
This is why parable and metaphor are required. Ego cannot pass accurate concepts of the
"better place" to the Observer as it lacks the ability. Apprehension of the nature of the
"heavenly realm" is a Yin (feminine, yielding) action and not a Yang (masculine,
pushing) action. One does not open the door; one allows the door to be opened. Perhaps
the greatest challenge, and indeed the primary goal of the life experience itself is this
achievement, since the process must be done from a left-brain perspective. The process
has no meaning in the right-brain paradigm.

The Purpose and Nature of the Universe

The Universe is a virtual simulation, created by Ø for the purpose of exploring its own
nature. It is practice and we are here specifically to fail and learn from that failure. We as
spiritual beings came here by contract to learn and evolve. Who we were born to and the
general lessons we were to take from our lives was understood by our Observers,
prenatally, through the willing acceptance of a contract with Ø, the details of which are
intentionally hidden from the Ego (but not from the Self or Observer) so that we could
learn (meet the challenge of illusory ignorance) and take our experience seriously.
Recap:

 The Self, controlling the Ego, creates our experience for the conscious observer.
The Self is the "Holy Spirit" or the "spirit within us".

 The Ego appears to have control but the self retains control in all things.

 We as Observers are therefore protected from anything the Ego gets itself into.

 Operating in the Ego can only precipitate a series of negative reinforcement as

that is its function.

 To minimize suffering, the Ego needs to be placed back to its proper role
(facilitator/projector for the illusion of separateness) so as to allow the Observer
an unfettered view of the events and lessons the Self creates for it.

 The Universe is practice. One must understand that we came here to learn, and the
fastest way to learn is to make mistakes.

 People must face the uncomfortable experiences that they have amassed through
the course of their lives instead of allowing the Ego to repress the memories
through fear and aversion.

 Our "negative" characteristics and memories must be introspectively investigated

such that we can learn the positive lesson from these negative experiences,
otherwise the Self will force us to relive and relearn the lesson over and over.

 Until this "negative" content is purged it serves as an obstacle to the proper

contact with the Self

 People must forgive themselves for their errors and shortcomings because we
must remember we came here specifically to fail

 The Self allows the Ego to create suffering, pain and stress to focus our attention
on the lessons we must learn. Pain, suffering and stress thus serves a perfectly
logical and good purpose.

Our Method

The Nature of the Contract

Firstly, one must understand that all human beings (Observers) are born with the
unlimited right to make contract. This right can be exercised in any direction and to any
perceived end. Most often, we as a species have contracted with Ego to provide us with
its illusion of potent free will (being in charge of our own lives) in exchange for our
literally blind obedience to its whims. This blindness extends to the utter conviction that
most humans have that their Ego is in fact their own true self.

Sovereignty
Sovereignty is a recognition by the Supreme Authority that a man owns his body and
takes full responsibility for his actions and the events that occur to him in his life. Both
parts are equally important. Until a man takes full responsibility (by acknowledging the
goodness of Ø and the existence of the pre-life contract) for both what he has done, and
what he has had done to him, progress is impossible. This is because you can't trust a
God who has put you in a position of being violated against your will.

The Supreme Authority has no reason to dialog with a man who is not responsible for
himself. He is incapable of receiving anything but ego-generated instruction.

Sovereignty is a gift granted by the Supreme Authority and when a man receives it he
will always receive tangible, convincing notification.

Sovereignty includes ownership of one’s body as property, and it comes with rights, and
more importantly, responsibilities for one’s conduct. Because of sovereignty's reciprocal
nature, it is granted through contract.

The granting of sovereignty must be willingly asked for as the Granting Authority will
not force the contract into existence that instantiates one’s sovereignty, or presume a
willingness where it has not been expressed.

Sovereignty will not be granted if one does not understand the Law required to protect
one’s sovereignty. Lessons in Divine Law come first.

When one creates a victim by violation of Divine law, power is marshaled against the
perpetrator by the Supreme Authority to make the victim whole at the perpetrator's
expense. This is the source of negative consequences in our lives. This can be particularly
uncomfortable for those who make victims of themselves. This principle's operation
permeates every level of our lives.

The Law Of Contract

All real enforceable contracts contain the four following elements. Enforceable means
power will be used in its execution and the binding-to-terms. If a supposed contract is
lacking one or more of these, it is not enforceable.

An offer - One has to first solicit

An Acceptance - Another has to accept the offer

An Exchange of Consideration - One does something if another does something

A Meeting of the Minds - A contract must be between two minds. A piece of paper is
only documentation and by itself is not a contract even though it may say that it is

Real enforcement of contracts is administered as follows:

All contracts are verbal

A man's word is his bond

A man has the unlimited right to contract

A man cannot be compelled to relinquish his rights but can, through confusion, be tricked
into voluntarily relinquishing his rights (i.e. be enslaved).

ALL CONTRACTS ARE VOLUNTARY! A man cannot be forced into a contract. A

forced agreement will be ignored by Ø and no power will be marshaled to enforce the
terms.

ALL CONTRACTS ARE BUYER BEWARE! A man is responsible for knowing what
he is getting himself into

Under Law, if the parties in question behave as if a contract is in force then it is presumed
(even by Ø) that a contract indeed exists. If you act like you are bound to a contract, the
Supreme Authority recognizes the situation as if you are bound to a contract. It does not
mean an actual contract is in force, it means that it appears just like a contract is in force
if we do not know any better. If it walks like a duck, quacks like a duck, and looks like a
duck then it is a duck. Our remedy is education. Once we learn the Law, and are no
longer complicit in defective contracts foisted upon us either through coercion or
trickery, the Supreme Authority recognizes that as well.

Other Law
The created is never more powerful than its creator.

Ignorance of the real law is no excuse.

Those who are not in possession of all their faculties or have turned away from Ø are,
under real Law, to be judged incompetent and subject to the prevailing lawful authority.

Holy Grail – When the Supreme Authority notifies the man or woman seeking their
sovereignty, they can make contract with this Authority by speaking the following: "I
will trust you without condition if you remove from me my ability to create a victim."
Implementing the Process of Sustained Ego Attenuation

The level of one's trust in Ø determines the number of steps in the process and how
quickly they are implemented. It is entirely personal and depends on where a man is
within his life experience and the level of Ego expressed. It is particularly difficult for
Narcissists and this is why many are conditioned to express narcissistic tendencies at an
early age. It is a means of making one's escape more challenging. The Narcissist Ego will
look for any alternative to retain its perceived grip on potent free will and this is the
allure for Ego-based "enlightenment" processes. Those are the methods that are based on
"doing something", like meditation, yoga and martial arts.

The progression of our method will first be described in the way that the typical man or
woman might experience it, as often we approach this with a rather low level of trust, a
low pain threshold, much doubt, and much fear. It is the process itself that slowly
increases trust, increases our ability to endure pain, reduces our doubt and allows us to
overcome our fears in a slow, comfortable progression that we are able to deal with
incrementally. The process requires interaction with those that have gone before and its
reinforcement requires the assistance to others entering the process such that the
principles are cemented. This creates an increase in human connections and interactions
which maintains a continual geometric growth curve.

The implementation of sovereignty proceeds as follows, once one is willing to have it

granted.

Step One:

The contractual offer for sovereignty was made long ago. Knowing that it was possible to
accept that sovereignty is another matter. The fact that someone is being exposed to this
truth means that they are in a position to start the process. We had lessons to learn so it
was revealed to a few people over the centuries here and there as it was necessary and
served a purpose. Actually, if one is able to get to this point in the reading then it is
available when one is willing. That willingness is a hurdle one will need to work through
in some cases. So to start the process one need to simply choose in their mind to accept
the offer. If one would like see if this is for real and have some confirmation that this is
indeed a deliberate learning process one need only ask for confirmation of the truth.

Step Two:

After the contract is accepted a series of different processes begin, in no particular order,
as it depends on the man or woman who is going through the process.

Many have difficulties being able to trust something they cannot see, so it becomes
necessary to create a series of life experiences that demonstrates to the man or women (I
will call player) that there is indeed something intelligent working behind the scenes.
These may manifest as odd coincidences, vivid dreams with clear messages and events in
our daily lives that are so improbable that it causes us to notice them (synchronicities).
These could be expressed in seeing sequences of numbers like 1111 for example. The
imagery will be in the form that makes sense to the player personally.

When it is accepted that there is a game "controller", then the player begins reviving a
stream of past memories and images of events that occurred in the players past. If the
player is not paying attention these images continue to play, over-and-over, until they do.
This can keep you up all night if you do not know what is happening. The key is to
recognize why the image, concept or event is important; what is the purpose of it
happening or being shown to the player? There is always a reason for everything. The
player must figure it out. If you are stuck then you must ask for more clarification and
then it will probably be demonstrated in dreams or in real life through real-life
experiences. This is where interaction becomes important, as you can share your event
with another who is able to look at it objectively without perverting the event with a
personal bias.

This process of solving the element that is brought to our conscious attention repeats over
and over until all purpose is determined for all meaningful events in one's life. It starts
out simple with curious questions about one's life being answered and then it moves into
more uncomfortable events. A key objective of the process is to slowly develop trust in
the process and especially "that which is controlling the game", and then developing
more courage to deal with more and more uncomfortable "dark content". Things will be
returned to us that we were afraid to remember because we have new courage to process
the experience. It is a deliberate process that moves the player through their own history
at the most comfortable pace.

However it must be recognized that there is a reason we did not face these uncomfortable
memories and events in the first place. They can be frightening even when the process
proceeds properly. It helps to know that it is important, necessary, will lead to a removal
of the emotional stigma, and is being done so that the player is protected from all harm.

Step Three:

After the player plumbs the depths of his uncomfortable history there will come a time
when the last thing that obscures the self is removed and the player will "Realize the
Truth". This is not some hidden knowledge about a thing or event. It is to become
acquainted with that which controls the game itself: the Self, Ø. When this occurs the veil
of illusion falls away and one sees with "new eyes". This is when the contract becomes
enforced because the "meeting of the minds" occurs and the agreement is put fully into
place. It occurs because Ego is suppressed and put back in its place and can no longer
conceal the Self/Ø. Moving from left-brain to right-brain alters our perception such that
we are now able to perceive Ø. This connection is maintained from this point forward.
One can place the Holy Grail Contract in place and will then see proofs that the
protection is in place. One enters a state of bliss and enlightenment because the emotion
burden has been removed. One is not "heavy" or weighed down so therefore they are
"lighter". It does not mean they glow. A difference will surely be noticed, though, by
people who are sensitive, or pets. Divine assistance is now in place for action and
protection of the player.

It does not end there as we then begin on more nuanced lessons that are fun and
challenging. However, the game enters a rest period and is much less stressful to endure.

Alternate Process:
One of the reasons I had trouble describing the process is because I entered the process
with a considerably high level of trust and courage largely because I had no choice. I was
pushed past the breaking point. For me suicide and a psychotic break were not options
available to me as I was going to be dragged through the process. When I asked for
sovereignty, Ø gave the grail contract and I spent the first two and a half weeks dealing
with a flood of past experienced suddenly and totally returned to me. It took years to
realize what had happened. If I had the slow process then I would not have been moved
to document or refine the process as that was the purpose of it occurring to me the way
that it did. I effectively went through the process backwards. Anyone else who has a
similar level of trust and courage can expect a similar process. It is both the most
extreme, profound and wonderful experience but either way it is attempted the effect is
reality altering.

In Closing:
The Ego and the contract is needed to get us to the door. After one makes it out of the
door one will see why it was not important. One needs to know what he or she is giving
up before they can give it up.

It is a new place that cannot be described in words the Ego can understand.