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dancing, celebrating or enjoying is the freedom of our
true nature. While the ego script is filled with rules,
man-made laws, conditions and fears; our True
Oneness Holographic script is freedom, innocence,
guiltlessness and unconditional love.
Understanding subject
and object
How to inquire!
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objects of mind such as thoughts, beliefs, opinions,
conclusions, past conditioning and the whole
personality structure including your name.
This is all objective because it is based on an image of
mind. It is the mind that creates these images and
becomes 'solid' to us. In other words, we make them
REAL (but are they?)
Then we look deeper and ask, "What made these
things possible? What makes it possible for me to look
at myself and say 'this is me?' "Who is this me?"
Through these questions we hit upon the subjective.
Now this is where we falter, shake and quibble
because the subjective is NOT an image. The
subjective cannot be described and cannot be
defined. If we did define the subjective then it
becomes objective. Do you see the point?
Therefore the subjective has to be given a name here
for the sake of grasping, somewhat, this extremely
intricate subject. So we call it 'pure awareness.' Pure
awareness means that the fact that you are aware of
being aware is the subjective factor. This awareness is
what makes you know that you exist. And the fact
that you know you think is the awareness of the
thought.
Yet this awareness is NOT a thought, not a concept
and definitely not an image. It is all comprehensive,
whole, without a border or limit. It defies explanation
and has no beginning or end, and yet, we know it is
real (and the only real thing) because it is through it
that we exist as human beings.
The moment you realize that your true nature is
awareness and there is no 'me' but only seems so
because of awareness, then we hit a bombshell that
might shake our foundation of the 'me' (ego) belief. If
this shakes you up enough to see the incredible
wonder and mystery of this vast intelligence known as
pure awareness, then we have reached a realization
of who we truly are.
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harmony, truth, beauty, glory and that which is
eternal and timeless.
It is this awakening to the changeless Truth that
makes us see clearly the illusion of the body, world,
thoughts and emotions. This awakening happens
through seeing what is abiding in us beyond time and
change. We start by LISTENING to our deeper silence
and thus find what is unchanging in us. It is through
this that we find meaning and fulfillment.
Sat Sep 19 2009
It is through quantum forgiveness. Forgiveness is foregiveness (giving forth). It is NOT a 'doing' but a 'seeing'
into the obvious. The paradox is this: true forgiveness
is seeing that there's nothing to forgive for the truth
is Oneness and no one is really guilty.
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Before we get into the secret of forgiveness let's see
some of the transforming power of it. Forgiveness
actually collapses time in our favor so that any karmic
consequence due us such as an "accident" or painful
experience is bypassed.
Our lifetime script is already determined with its
"highs" and "lows" plus "accidents." This script is not
set in stone unless the human ignores forgiving then
what was determined happens in direct schedule.
To understand this karmic life there has to be the
mental grasp of what is called "Unconscious Guilt."
This unconscious guilt is a discomfort most people live
with believing it is the way life is. They go about life
feeling this inner discomfort and try to find either a
reason for it or try to get rid of it.
Nothing works because guilt is not something you can
put your finger on. It is like having a pebble in your
shoe and any attempt to remove it fails since you
can't find the pebble. So, you learn to live with it.
What is ego?
It is the belief that you are a body and therefore
separate from others. Most people live a whole
lifetime believing they are this ego and never even
question it. Such people can never find true peace
and inner security and contentment.
Forgiveness helps us in two ways. two-fold. First it
keeps the guilty feeling out of the picture, and while
doing so, moves us closer to our true nature. Every
forgiveness of discomfort enhances our oneness
knowing. Forgiveness cuts through unconscious guilt
and its projection of karma like a laser beam.
It penetrates through all of your past lives and even
future lives, through the different dimensions of
time.
How do we forgive?
First of all, you cannot forgive unless you know that
you are NOT an ego. Ego wants to hang on to pain and
hates to forgive. In fact, ego will want to retaliate,
seek revenge and get even in any way it can. Thus it
creates karma of a serious nature in one's life. Ego
belief is also written within your life-script. Thus the
script contains the tragedies, mishaps, accidents and
awful experiences that stem from the belief in ego.
So, one primary ingredient for forgiveness is knowing
who you are. It is not difficult if you pay close
attention to the following question.
Ask yourself right now, "Do you know yourself?" and
then pause for a moment before answering. This
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pause will give you an opening to LISTEN through your
Heart.
Good - now that you have asked it and paused for a
moment, what was your answer? Don't read further
until you have answered it.
The Heart replies: "You are the knower of your body,
senses and mind. You know that you have a body and
mind. However, this knower can never be known,
because you are it and there is nobody to know it. It
can never become an object of observation because it
is totality, wholeness, Oneness itself."
This is who you are - the knower! You are NOT the
body, senses,r mind nor thoughts and emotions. In
fact, these emotions, thoughts (mind) and body
appear only because there is "YOU". You are NOT an
ego but the knower.
Pause and feel what you have just read because only
through this process can you grasp the power and
ease of forgiveness. And, forgiveness will take you all
the way Home. Every time you forgive your guilt, you
move one step closer to your true Home of Oneness.
I have the astral experience regularly or rather, what people label astral but
it's not a spiritual or egoless experience
because I am still there just the same. I
am able to see my astral body which
looks like the stereotypical ghost. I've
noticed a lot of people have reported
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This emptying or 'fore-giving' will eventually make you
recognize that all you are is simply awareness (empty
of form). In this realization alone can you recognize
you have always been pure awareness (the vast
ocean).
Eventually, when the ego has died because there is no
longer any feeling of separation (fear) then
forgiveness is redundant. You didn't ask for
forgiveness from anyone, you simply forgave the ego
that thought it was something real and separate.
now has already been lived and you are going through
the motions.
Holographic means that the smallest pattern is the
same as the biggest pattern. The smallest seed or
fragment contains the entire universe just as one
single cell of your body contains the whole image of
you physically. In fact it has been proven that one
single cell of your form can create a duplicate of it.
This mystery is beyond the mind but can be felt in the
awakened spirit. You are the timeless now that is not
locatable but seem to be localized in time and space.
This is the mystery. To 'yourself' you seem to be so
alive and real and yet so does everyone human being
on earth feel the same...and yet it is all ONE. Now
how can you understand this with your mind? Isn't this
a mystery? Yet all this is a fact, it is the truth and the
only Truth.
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not about learning something new but looking at what
is here-now as it actually is!
It is often a frustrating and confusing journey because
we have to undo all that we thought was real which
actually isn't! It is often followed with little annoying
shocks that what we held so dear and meaningful
suddenly is seen to be only our conditioned value
system. The meaning we give things have only the
meaning we gave them.
Think of it this way - imagine a gigantic ladder
reaching above the clouds. As you look up you can't
see the top as it is way far above you. This ladder
represents your journey step-by-step. You start as an
average consciousness on the first rung of the ladder.
This is where most people are at. In this first step you
are self-centred, self-absorbed and self-concerned.
You feel like the center of your world where only you
matters to you. It is like a little frog in her small
pond-world. You worry about your body because
you're totally identified with it. In fact you dont
question your world or your form-body and you take
them for granted. They are your belief system. You
are convinced that this is who you are. And, this is all
you can see and think. In fact, you hardly ever think
about anyone else without first thinking about you.
Chances are you stay in that first step for most of
your life.
If something starts to make you suffer unduly and
start asking, "What is it all about?" "What is this thing
called "my life?" and so on then you become a seeker.
A seeker is anyone who seeks a better and more
fulfilled life. So actually what drives you to seek is an
inner knowing that there has to be a better life than
the one you have.
In this seeking you start climbing without realizing
you are doing it. It is as if something takes over and
takes you up two or three steps up the ladder.
You look down and you see more than before. You see
more people around you. You see greater expanse of
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skepticism, uncertainty, fear, doubt, confusion and
feeling torn between continuing and not.
Some of you go on despite your family's training
and/or objections and follow a different drummer.
Here you climb a few steps higher. This is where you
feel the pangs of catch-22 - damned if you go higher
and damned if you don't. You feel truly stuck between
a rock and a hard place. This is even more confusing
than before because here you are faced with the
inevitable truth which is - you are NOT who you
thought you were at all.
This is shaking the foundation of belief system that
you had invested so much time in. Yet, despite this
fear, you know at this point that the truth is not a
belief but something very real inside you. You still
dont know what that is, but yet know it exists.
This is the sink or swim point in your journey. You are
dangling in this midway point. You shudder to think of
taking the plunge into the unknown and yet also know
that theres no way out. The ego self has to be
transcended.
Most people stay in this point called "stuckness" and
never get over this point as fear mounts with time.
Many live the rest of their life in this midpoint stage.
There are many spiritual "teachers" who are in this
midway point and haven't taken the plunge over the
edge. They know what's necessary and they can even
teach it but yet do not have the courage to leap.
Those very few who take the leap had questioned
every belief they held and saw it as nothing more
than just a concept. They have used an inquiry similar
to Bhagavan or Byron Katie or advanced Advaita
asking at every turn, "What is real?" and as they
sincerely investigated found nothing real. I remember
hearing Adjashanti covering this stage of realization
where he saw clearly that everything he experienced
began and ended and nothing was real.
The moment we see clearly that nothing, absolutely
nothing, in this world is real we discover something
very precious. The real was/is the one that saw the
unreality of everything. The changing personality and
self saw clearly that everything changed and
therefore eventually died and passed away but the
one who saw the change was changeless and in that
facing of everything as changeable and unreal, was
also the recognition of that which was unchanging and
real and lasting. This is the discovery of the eternal
infinite Self.
In summary it went like this
The focal point of "I" consciousness is similar to a tall
ladder. The steps start at the bottom and keep rising
to see more and more of the area until the top is
reached. This "I" consciousness arises from pure
awareness and initially is experienced as "me" as
separate from you. This "me" is known as the suffering
ego beset with the need for control and conscious of
limitation. It identifies fully with the body and its
past and thus suffers automatically from unconscious
guilt in the present and fear of the future. This
viewpoint is the asleep state of the separate "me."
As the psychological suffering reaches a point of
seeking to find what is more in life, there is a higher
aspect of the "I" that also gets bogged down with
confusion, frustration and unceasing questions. These
questions help in ascending the ladder and seeing
more.
There comes a point in the ascension of the ladder
where the viewpoint gets stuck due to fear of the
vaster realm awaiting it. This is the "stuck" point
many seekers find themselves in. This "stuckness"
usually lasts several years to a whole lifetime unless
there is the love of truth that is stronger than its fear
of ego annihilation.
Most seekers gets stuck in the midway point of the
ladder called catch-22 - feel damned if I do go on and
damned if I don't. This is the sink or swim stage that
all awakened beings have gone through. This is the
crucial process where the personal "I" is beginning to
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see that it is really universal Oneness. It is extremely
fearful and threatening to give up what has been
familiar for so many lifetimes. If a breakthrough
occurs then we reach close to the top and our
viewpoint goes from EFFECT VIEWPOINT to CAUSE
VIEWPOINT. We are now quite aware that our "me"
had never existed but was always the "I" of Oneness.
This focal point of "I" is never lost but reaches such a
height of Oneness-expression that reincarnation is no
longer required.
And here is the great paradox as we peer from the
top ladder looking down we see clearly that
nothing ever happened and the ladder was always the
same one except that now we are looking from a
greater vantage point of view. The film of life had
already been finished and we are replaying it. We
have the choice to see it from this higher view
instead of the "effect-view." We have not changed and
life goes on the same way but without the fears,
questions and linear time consciousness. We have
reached inner peace.
T.S. Eliot wrote, "We shall not cease from exploration.
At the end of all our exploring we shall arrive at
where we started and KNOW that place for the first
time."
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experience inner joy, fulfilment and our true nature.
How can we ever know peace unless we know who we
are? Yet Being is not an object. Being is simply BEING
-- an allowing, a letting-go of mental seeking, a
relaxation with what-is, an openness of heart.
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1. You know you exist. This knowing is not a memory
but the awareness recognizing itself. Our pure
awareness is 'knowing' of the truth.
2. You exist, and you only exist NOW! This is a big one
(you can request an article based on it). This alone
will answer every question on relationships, life,
work, sex, ageing, death and so forth. The realization
of this obvious fact is unlimited in its scope.
3. You don't know who you are when you ask, "Who
am I?" This alone should you convince you that you are
not an ego. How can you have an ego when you don't
know who you are?
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depression, anger, negative reaction or even a panic
attack. Allow yourself to listen to that sensation as
you listened to the sounds. Do not get into the story
of it... just the physical sensations alone.
3. Finally, relax into the sensations in the body until
they become neutralized. Relax into them by slow
relaxed breathing into the feeling. Then say to the
feeling in your body, "Forgive me for rejecting you. I
love you." and if you follow this with sincere feeling
you have taken a giant leap to healing and eventual
awakening of your beautiful Being, which is always
NOW!
You say that 'now' leaves you flat and that there must
be something more than 'now.' Take a moment right
now and really look if anything can happen outside of
now? This 'now' that you call flat is eternal, neverending and what's more, it never begun! The
realization of NOW boggles the mind because it will
help us recognize that time and space are relative
terms for the limited daily mind to survive.