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As the bus came to a halt, we jumped out and immediately noticed that on the
right side of the road, on an open verandah, an old man was seated and was
garlanded very profusely. The first look at him created a poor impression: "If
this were to be the Swami of Poondi, then I have come to one who parades
himself exactly at the place where the bus stops". And he was looking from the
right corner of his eyes at all the people alighting from the bus. I was almost
sure that he was on the look out for devotee visitors. His hair was partly tied up
into a knot at the top of his head with flower garlands, and the rest of it was
falling behind his back. He had a shapely beard, and in his left hand he held a
large number of currency notes. In his right hand, between his fingers, were two
or three cigarettes, and there were some rings on his fingers, only one of which
seemed to be of gold.
seemed to be not looking at anyone in particular, and I found out that his sidelong look was not a look for eager devotees, but was just his natural look, like
the left-bent gaze of Bhagawan Ramana Maharishi. Furthermore 'Poondi
Swami' was indifferent to the money in his left hand, for not once did he change
it over to his other hand, nor did he remove it to, a relaxed position. Nor did he
smoke, though he held so many cigarettes between hi fingers, and his mood did
not change even with the passing of four hours. Obviously he was not waiting
for any devotees, for as they came and went, he paid little attention to them. He
seemed neither happy nor bored, nor did he change his sitting posture even
once. This was a stunning revelation for me. It was not that he was sitting in
meditation or anything like that. He simply was not aware of the way he was
sitting, and his body did not demand any attention to it by seeking any change in
his posture. On keen observation, this complete unawareness of the separate
existence of his body, seemed to correspond with his unawareness of the
separate existence of others. When someone comes for his blessings, he focuses
his attention as if by an effort, and as soon as his blessing is given (either by
accepting the offerings of the visitor, or by giving holy ashes), his focused
attention seems to melt into a general, vast, abstract awareness. Even visitors
standing for hours in his presence do not attract his attention. Curiosity is totally
absent in him.
People who visit him walk towards him, offering fruits, flowers, money,
coconuts, incense sticks and camphor. Some offer him tea or coffee, which they
fetch from the nearby stalls. Others offer him soda, coca-cola or orange crush,
and give him cigarettes or beedies. He accepts, takes them, and puts them aside,
paying no attention to them. By evening there are huge piles of these
accumulated things, which he never gives to anyone. Every night all these gifts
are cleared up and dumped in the rooms behind the Swami, and the heaps have
accumulated to such an extent that the rooms seem to be almost full, and all the
offerings of of earlier days peep out of the spaces in the shutters. Yet nothing
rots nor stinks, and the vapour that can be occasionally sensed is as from fresh
flowers, fruits and coconuts. He holds all the money that is offered to him from
morning until evening, and this has been going on for the past ten or eleven
years. On Saturdays and Sundays the crowds are particularly large, owing to the
arrival of those who take off the weekend in order to do homage to him.
Those who visit the Swami repeatedly, know that he never eats nor drinks by
himself The thought does not seem to arise at all in him. Some of the devotees
lean very close to him and put their offerings straight into his mouth. Even as
they approach him he casts a piercing glance at them and at the offering, and
immediately seems to decide whether to eat it or not. Sometimes he calmly eats
what is put in his mouth, otherwise he takes it with his hand and puts it aside.
Generally he does not say anything, except for the occasional 'No' or 'I'll eat
later,' 'Keep it there' or 'Hm.' When he accepts drinks, he first transfers the
money from his right hand to the left, takes the vessel, and drinks it up, right to
the very last drop.
His rejection or acceptance of such offerings does not depend on his liking the
articles offered or otherwise. For what he rejects when offered by one man, he
accepts from another. In one case that I observed, two people offered him
orange squash in two bottles. With one he just glanced at the man, and at the
drink, and then kept silent, neither accepting not rejecting. People do not know
what to do in such a context. The man stood waiting for a full five minutes, and
then requested him to accept it. "Put it there," said the Swami, and again kept
silent. After further waiting the man put it where indicated, and stretched out his
hands for Vibhuti. "Take it," said the Swami, without even looking at him. The
man took a pinch of the Vibhuti and left, casting a searching glance at the
Swami and at the bottle of squash still untouched. The next man, a poor
villager, walked in and offered a bottle of orange squash. With a sidelong
glance the Swami changed the money over to the left hand, took the bottle, and
drank it up right to the last drop, looking intently as the very last traces ran
down the side of the bottle and into his mouth. He returned the bottle with a
belch. He next took up a pinch of Vibhuti, put it on the forehead of the villager,
and applied a little Kumkum. The man whispered a petition, to which the
Swami said, "Nalladu" (Meaning 'approval or 'sanction' in Tamil), and bowing
he too left.
One of the visitors offered the Swami a packet of cigarettes and matches, and
tried to put a cigarette in the Swami's mouth, but the Swami took it out and
placed it on the side. The man took Vibhuti and left. Another visitor then
walked up, put a cigarette in the Swami's mouth, and the latter, like a child,
opened it in passive acceptance. When it was lit, the Swami immediately started
taking brisk, rapid inhalations of the smoke, and all his attention seemed to be
on his new task. It was like a breathing exercise. After just a dozen rapid puffs
he had finished more than half of the cigarette, and the man who had offered it
bowed gratefully, picked up some Vibhuti and left. The next visitor extended a
sweet to the Swami's mouth. The Swami seemed to waken from his
engrossment in smoking, looked at it for a moment and took it into his mouth.
At the same moment he completely forgot all about the burning cigarette in his
hand. A few more people came, and the offerings continued. He accepted a
tumbler of coconut water from one, a cup of coffee, a soda, an orange drink,
some more sweets, some mango, and so on. It was stupefying to see how he
could go on accepting whatever was offered. When it seemed that the fullness
of his stomach was the reason of refusing more offerings, he suddenly accepted
something from the next person.
Nobody knows exactly who he is He was found for over thirty years wandering
about in the neighbouring villages and towns. He never spoke to anyone, never
asked anyone for anything, never changed his clothes, never washed. He
answered the calls of nature wherever he sat, and never ever washed himself.
Yet strangely enough he was never found stinking. When things were offered to
him, he would only rarely accept. He only ate what people placed in his mouth,
never taking any food in his hands. If he took any cigarettes or matches, they
would be seen tied up in a portion of his clothes, but they would never see him
smoking them. When in the vicinity of Poondi or Kalasapakkam, he would sit
mostly in the sand of an adjoining rivulet. Neither the sweltering heat of the
sands on a summer noon, nor the biting cold of winter nights could drive him
any place to seek shelter from the extremes of weather. He was found lying for
days on end in the hot sands. When it rained, he seemed to be unaware of it.
Occasionally he would walk into and around the villages, and would sit
wherever suited. He never answered questions of people, regarding his name,
place or age. He would bless when his blessings were sought. Very few people
recognised him to be the Saint that he undoubtedly was. Most people took him
to be a madman. It was a peculiar incident that brought him to the attention of
the public. Once he sat on the riverbed, even when the water in it rose up.
Usually he sat on a bank and the water flowed past him on either side, but on
this occasion the river was quite full. The villagers thought that he had been
washed away by the swirling waters, or that he must have been buried in the
sand. After some days the water level fell, and huge sand dunes were left
behind. Nearly twenty-five days later, when some people were removing the
sand heaps, they found the Swami lying under the sand. As soon as the sand
was removed, the Swami got up as though from a sleep, and just walked into the
village. In this way the Swami was recognised, and so he came to be venerated.
Once a milkman of Poondi was carrying five litres of milk on his head. On the
way he met the Swami and offered him some. He kept on offering it until the
Swami had drunk it all up, and he considered this a rare honour. On another
occasion, on Deepavali day, he went and sat in the front yard of a house nearby
the Ishwara temple in Kalasapakkam. The housewife came out and was
overjoyed to see, the Swami, and offered an oilbath, as is the custom on a holy
day. After he kept quiet she applied the oil to his head and body herself and then
requested him to go to a pool nearby, where he could take a bath. The Swami
agreed and went to the pool, smeared himself with soap nut water and then
stretched himself out on the ground. The lady thought that the Swami must have
left after taking the bath, and so did not go to look for him. But in fact he
remained on the ground for a few days, until a passerby noticed him lying there
all covered with termites. He immediately cleared the Swami's body and asked
him to get up. The Swami stood up, told the man not to trouble the insects as
they were only feeding on him, and then walked away. On another occasion the
Swami was seen at a temple in Palagoil, and he used to lie down in the temple
in such a way that the Abhisheka water would fall on to his head.