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PROLOGUE
Castillo de Sueos, 1935
Vivien and Rose Blake rushed out through the heavy front
doors of Castillo de Sueos, yelling to their mother theyd be
home before dark. Too late Vivien remembered shed promised
to help Ma in the propagating shed with the orchids and lacy
maidenhair ferns, but all day the rich scent of wild honeysuckle climbing over the loggia had drifted through the open
windows, and now that lessons were over, outdoors beckoned
irresistibly. Feet barely touching the mosaic tiles, the girls ran
across the loggia, down the wide stone steps, and across the
lawn towards the rainforest.
Vivien had spent her childhood exploring the rainforest
with her younger sister. Both girls had been born in Ireland,
the cold, rainy place of their mothers stories. Vivien was three
years old and Rose only a baby when theyd left, their mother
fleeing her violent, drunken husband. The only home either
girl had ever known was this castle in the rainforest.
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chance to make friends with any of the local girls who attended
Mena Creek Public School and, with no cousins, Vivien and
Rose relied on each other for companionship.
Rose, theres no one else to ask.
Sitting down on a fallen log beside the shallow stream
that ran through the gully, Vivien brushed a few jumping
ants off her legs. Rose nicked her own thumb and handed the
knife to Vivien. And although it was supposed to be a solemn
ceremony, they couldnt help giggling when they pressed their
thumbs together and swore loyalty to each other. They waited
for a few minutes before they crossed over the stream and
scrambled up the other side of the gully.
Nearly there, said Vivien.
Before them, on the top of a small hill, lay the sunlit ruins
of St Theresas church that had been destroyed by a cyclone
the previous year.
Vivien tried to avoid stepping on the wild bees in the starry
white flowers sprouting between the gaps in the old stone path
that led to the lychgate.
The day was glorious. Little birds darted in and out of
the thick foliage of the ancient rainforest trees; everything
was lush and green. Overcome with sudden happiness, she
glanced sideways at Rose. Today her cloud of chestnut hair
was secured at the back of her head with a pale green ribbon
and her cheeks were flushed a rosy pink.
Mrs Patterson, the postmistress at Mena Creek, often
remarked Rose was going to be a beauty. And while last week
shed complimented Vivien on her lovely eyes and her long
black hair, adding kindly it needed to be cut and curled, Vivien
knew it was a half-hearted comment. Nonetheless, shed been
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secretly pleased and had felt like an American movie star for
the rest of the day.
Its a full moon tonight, said Rose happily.
At ten years old, Rose still loved full moon nights; these
were special evenings when their mother read the tarot and
told them tales of long ago Ireland when you could easily
find a changeling on your doorstep or meet a goblin on a
country road.
I just hope Ma lets me go to bed early, said Vivien. Dont
tell anyone, but Im reading Lady Chatterleys Lover.
Whats it about?
You wouldnt understand, Vivien said distantly. Its a
grown-up book. Now that Vivien was almost twelve, she felt
that childhood was a long way behind her. She loved romance
and found it in paperback novels and the womens magazines
their mother subscribed to. It was another world she could
slip into to dream about the future: abrightly coloured place
with no shadows, perfect in every way, and she was at the
very heart of it.
I would. Can I read it after you? Rose asked boldly.
No, Ma would have a pink fit if she found you reading it.
Perhaps when youre older.
Okay. Rose shrugged, unconcerned.
Vivien lifted the latch of the gate and they hurried past the
church ruins to the belltower that had miraculously survived
the cyclone except for smashed windows. It was their secret
hideaway, aplace of enchantment, and Vivien had no intention
of obeying their mothers directive to stay away from the mosscovered structure.
The late afternoon air, hot now as any fire in the distant
cane fields in the burning season, was heavy with moisture
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and Vivien could feel the desolation of the place that had once
been a gathering place for the local parishioners.
She lingered near the belltowers arched entrance with its
heavy wooden door hanging open, suddenly nervous because
she was meant to look after Rose. Vivien longed to go inside,
but what if the belltower collapsed while they were in it, and
Rose was hurt? Shed never forgive herself.
Come on, said Rose.
Vivien didnt move. She felt a prickling sensation. The
breeze strengthened and the birds in the rainforest fell silent.
She glanced at Rose and then looked up at the belltower
covered with moss and hung with tangled vines.
The Spanish immigrant whod built Castillo de Sueos
in the early twentieth century had also built the church and
the belltower. Harry, who knew the history of the castle,
had told them the Spaniard welcomed all denominationsto
StTheresas, most likely in the hope of converting them tothe
Catholic religion.
It was a square three-storey brick building with rectangular
windows on each of its sides on the first two levels and a
graceful spire reaching to heaven, which over the years had
become slightly askew. On the top level, the bell chamber
had open arches on each side to let the sound of the bell ring
out, each one with a narrow balcony surrounded by a wooden
balustrade. To Viviens right was a horse-watering trough filled
with leaf fall and rainforest debris.
Taking a deep breath, Vivien wished for once shed listened
to their mother, and not brought Rose here today. Then she
ran her fingertips along the strap of her Brownie. The last time
they were here Vivien photographed some of the headstones
in the little graveyard behind the church ruins and Rose had
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it in three days, she said, slipping the parcel into its hiding
place. Three was the magical number in fairytales.
Happily she turned around. Rose was out on the balcony,
both hands on the railing, gazing out over the rainforest. Chill
air rushed in through the arches; Vivien stood still, hardly
daring to move. All the fear shed felt earlier came back to
her. Shed been on the balcony herself the last time they came
here. Rose was perfectly safe. Yet Harrys words echoed in her
head: Might be unstable.
Wed better get going, she called lightly.
Dont you want to take some photos?
Shaking her head, Vivien smiled at her sister as she came
inside. No, not now, the lights a bit diffused.
Okay. Race you to the bottom, cried Rose, and running
across the room to the top of the stairs she started jumping
down two steps at a time.
Vivien, close behind her sister, straight away saw the rotted
step with a birds nest on it.
Look out, Rose, she called, standing completely still.
Rose couldnt stop. She managed to jump over the birds
nest and hard onto the step below and, for a moment, Vivien
relaxed. Then she heard the sickening sound of splintering
wood, saw Rose lose her footing, and tumble down the stairs.
Vivien ran down to where Rose lay silent at the foot of the
stairs among broken timbers and cobwebs and leaves blown
in from the rainforest.
Opening her eyes she looked at Vivien, puzzled at first
and then in pain.
Oh, Viv . . .
Where does it hurt?
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HOMECOMING
Warialda, far north Queensland, December 2008
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shed surely die soon, and it was a wonderful relief when she
kept on living, bright and beautiful. Now, as an adult, when
I hugged Nan goodbye I always held her tightly in case it was
for the last time.
Last year when Id been home I discovered, over a cup of
tea with my mother one rainy afternoon, that while she was
pleased Nan and I were so close, shed often felt excluded
from our conversations and the activities we shared. Nan, she
disclosed, had lavished the affection on me that she couldnt
give to her own daughter, and it had made for difficult relations between them at times. Irecall staring at Mum and in
a light voice I had assured her it wasnt true. But that night,
lying wakeful in my bedroom, Ihad thought about what she
had said and knew Mum wasnt mistaken. Ihad flown back
to Sydney the next day, but this holiday Id hint to Nan that
we should spend more time with my mother.
Id spoken to Nan on the phone two days ago. Id noticed a
reedy note in her voice, unpleasant to listen to, and worrying.
When I asked Nan how she was, she insisted that she was
perfectly well. Nonetheless, I was alarmed. I had already
decided that I wouldnt mention my concerns about Nan to
my mother; Ididnt want to worry her.
How about you, Stel? How was Vietnam? Dad asked.
Great, Ihad a good time.
And I had.
In my tote I had the Zippo that Alex Bertelli, a photographer from New York, had given me as a souvenir on my last
night. Astark memento of the Vietnam War, it was inscribed
with the chilling words: The only thing I feel when I kill is the
recoil of my M16.
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Jack Lucas, whod grown up on a sugarcane farm five kilometres down the road from Warialda, had moved to Sydney the
year before I did. Hed studied Media and Communications,
graduated at twenty-two with a Bachelor of Arts, and worked
for Fairfax Media for two years before becoming a freelance
writer. He was now published in major newspapers and
magazines around the world. It was years since Id seen Jack
but occasionally Id still type his name into my search engine,
wondering again what had happened between us.
Jack would have been a teenager when my father had
last seen him, with light brown hair that flopped over his
forehead, awide, determined mouth, and a hard body honed
by farmwork.
Dad nodded. He was kind enough to take the time when
he was visiting his family. His mobile number is on the fridge.
He left his number?
Yes, he asked after you. When I told him you were in
Vietnam, he said hed love to hear from you when you
gotback.
At school, Jack and I had been good mates. Not long after
Id moved to Sydney, Id visited him in his flat in an old
subdivided mansion in Kings Cross. My eyes ran over the
piles of books and the reproduction Renaissance Madonnas in
gilt frames hed started to collect. After that wed sometimes
go to a cafe in Kings Cross and pretend we were in Paris at
the Cafe de Flore, soaking up the artistic vibes from the past.
How Id missed him, Id thought at the time. He must
have sensed it, for one unforgettable spring day when we were
lying together on the grass at the Botanic Garden, hed raised
himself on his elbow and leaned over and kissed me, slow and
sweet. Startled by the feelings that erupted in me, Isat up.
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In just under an hour wed turned off the public road and
through the open white gates of Warialda. We drove up the
long drive, edged with jacaranda trees in full leaf, and as
the two-storey stone farmhouse finally came into view, Isighed
with contentment. I always loved to return to Warialda.
Dad pulled up on the gravel in front of the house and I
took in the neatly swept boards of the wraparound verandah
and the large oriental planters with their blue and white vine
pattern, colourful with petunias, at the front door. The skittish
kitten Trey, whod grown into a large, handsome tabby in the
past year, drowsed on a window ledge. He opened his eyes,
stood up, stretched himself, and sat down again. Bees foraged
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had purchased online for her. To buy what you really need,
she said.
Thanks, Nan, Isaid, kissing her soft cheek, glad she was
looking less tired than yesterday.
More to my liking than the brooch was the book my father
gave me, Ansel Adams: 400 Photographs. Icouldnt wait to
tear off its cellophane covering. Id admired Adamss photos
since Id seen the photos hed taken in Yosemite and the High
Sierra early in his career. Dad always gave me meaningful
presents connected to the art I love. He spent a great deal of
time searching for the gifts he chose, and inevitably they were
perfect. Iimmediately opened the book and started studying
the images, only looking up when my mother carried out
a spun sugar croquembouche with thirty lighted candles.
Nan smiled at my mother. What a beautiful cake, Linda.
Unused to compliments from Nan, Mums face flushed
with pleasure.
Nan stared at my mother for a moment before she turned
to me. Cut the cake, dear. Ilove caramel cream puffs.
I picked up the birthday knife with its red ribbon tied
around the handle and carefully cut into the cone of cream
puffs bound by threads of caramel.
We sat around the red cedar table in companionable silence
eating cake and drinking tea, and by the time the white bee
boxes were pale smudges at the end of the garden Id forgotten
about the brooch. Until, that is, Isaw Nan take it from its
velvet box. Holding the brooch in the hollow of her crinkled
palm, she gazed at it steadily for a minute or so, opening and
closing her hand, before she nestled it back into its bed of
watered silk and with quiet determination closed the lid, as
if she were shutting Pandoras box.
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