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'FOUR F I S H I N G F A I L U R E S ! " M O .
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'FOUR F I S H I N G F A I L U R E S ! " M O .
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'FOUR F I S H I N G F A I L U R E S ! " M O .
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in a p o s i t i o n of greater v i s i b i l i t y
of each other and a c c e s s i b i l i t y . At
f i r s t we did not know he was there,
so she began dancing with one of
our friends from the h o t e l .
39. HOWEVER. SOON WE CAUGHT SIGHT
OF HIM a g a i n s t a n d i n g e y e i n g h e r
from a f a r i n M s s w e e t s h y way,
t h i s time apparently h e s i t a n t t o
cut in on her new dancing p a r t n e r .
But we waved him over and i n v i t e d
him to j o i n us and t o take h i s turn
at dancing while I chatted p r o f i t ably with the o t h e r f e l l o w .
40. THEN WHEN DOMINIC HAD TO RETURN HER TO JOSEPH for a b i t , s i n c e
he had j o i n e d us f i r s t , I had a
very good chance t o have a prolonged
talk with t h i s very fine young member of the a d m i n i s t r a t i o n of a very
large l o c a l b u s i n e s s firm, t e l l i n g
him how we l i k e d him at f i r s t s i g h t ,
and he s a i d he the same. He seemed
very thankful she had i n v i t e d him
to dance, and s a i d how much he
liked her.
4 1 . I EXPLAINED THAT THE REASON
SHE WAS SO SWEET AND LOVING WAS BECAUSE SHE WAS FULL OF THE LOVE OF
THE LORD and l i k e d t o make o t h e r s
happy. He s t i l l c o u l d n ' t understand
why I wasn't j e a l o u s , s o I s a i d s i m ply because I l o v e d her and wanted
her t o be happy, and that i t made
us both happy t o make o t h e r s happy,
and that t h i s was a l l because o f
God's l o v e f o r them.
4 2 . HE STILL WONDERED IN AMAZEMENT AT SUCH LOVE, s a y i n g t h a t , a l though a C a t h o l i c , he had never
known such l o v e ! But he continued
to accept i t very simply i n c h i l d l i k e f a i t h and was very g r a t e f u l .
I f e l t the p r e p a r a t i o n had been
long enough and now i t was time f o r
a commitment, s o I i n v i t e d him up
to our f l a t .
4 3 . BUT OUR DEAR LITTLE FLIRTYFISHY, knowing that he had t o r i s e
very e a r l y f o r work, was so concerned for h i s h e a l t h that she immediately p r o t e s t e d profusely that
i t should be some other time, that
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l a s t n i g h t t h e r e t o attempt
to t e l l
that any further contact with him
him goodbye. I ' d convinced our l i t t l e
might l e a d t o deeper involvement
Fishy t h a t t o l o v e him and l e a v e him
which might hurt my f e e l i n g s , b e without any f u r t h e r c o n t a c t was not
cause I had had a few l i t t l e r e l a p s e s of jealousy and concern over r e a l l y showing very much l o v e o r c o n her.
cern f o r h i s w e l f a r e and h a p p i n e s s .
54.
SO THE SHEPHERD AND HIS LITTLE
49.
THIS FLIRTY-FISHING WORK IS
ONLY FOR THE STRONG, and i f you have LAMB WENT SEEKING THE LITTLE STRAY
SHEEP, b u t found him n o t i n h i s u s u any r e s e r v a t i o n s , you'd b e t t e r n o t
get i n t o i t ! Your agonies can some- al h a u n t s , n e i t h e r h i s room n o r t h e
times f e e l l i k e those of God watch- bar n o r t h e c l u b n o r t h e l o b b y . But
ing His Lamb being c r u c i f i e d ! As
i n s t e a d we d i s c o v e r e d he was i n a
we've i n d i c a t e d b e f o r e , you may find b u s i n e s s m e e t i n g i n t h e basement, a
y o u r s e l f looking at that couch l i k e final cocktail party of speeches
the c r o s s of your own l i t t l e lamb!
which could have been a very inter50.
IT'S NOT EASY! In f a c t , some- esting situation, as I like to
times i t can seem p r e t t y d i f f i c u l t . crash parties!
But t h a t ' s l o v e , r e a l l o v e u n s e l f 55. HOWEVER, THIS TIME OUR LITTLE
i s h , s a c r i f i c i a l and undying l o v e
FISHY FLATLY REFUSED f o r f e a r h e ' d
that causes you t o d i e f o r o t h e r s !
t h i n k she was c h a s i n g himwhich o^
I t ' s sometimes even hard f o r the
course she was. because t h a t ' s our
Bait t o s e e the Fisherman s u f f e r at b u s i n e s s ! But t h a t ' s why you c a n ' t
her c r u c i f i x i o n , and she wonders i f have pride i n t h i s b u s i n e s s , o r
h e ' s going t o be able t o make i t ,
y o u ' l l be t o t a l l y d e f e a t e d as we
or i s he going to f e e l sorry and r e -were that n i g h t , because o f h e r r e morseful afterward.
f u s a l t o f o l l o w me down t h e s t e p s
51.
IT IS ALSO HARD FOR THE FISH- i n t o t h e L i o n ' s den i n f r o n t o f a l l
ERMAN, because h e ' s tempted t o fear the o t h e r young L i o n s !
that s h e ' l l even think that he
56.
SO WE SPENT A FAIRLY FRUITLESS
doesn't love her i n l e t t i n g h e r go
EVENING s i t t i n g i n t h e club hoping
through a l l o f t h i s ! J e s u s , God's
he would appear according t o h e r
Lamb, even c r i e d out on the c r o s s
way o f doing t h i n g s and i n keeping
to His Father, "Why hast Thou f o r with h e r d i g n i t y . - - B u t he n e v e r d i d !
saken me?" So I'm sometimes a f r a i d
Although s h e c a l l e d h i s room again
s h e ' l l think I'm l e t t i n g h e r go t o o and a g a i n , he n e v e r returned there
far.
e i t h e r , and we l o s t our l a s t chance
52. THEREFORE I'M OFTEN HESITANT
t o c o n t a c t him!
AT EVEN SUGGESTING c e r t a i n proced57.
SO WE "DID NOT MANY MIGHTY
u r e s , and want i t t o be her own
WORKS BECAUSE OF HER UNBELIEF" (Mat.
free and voluntary c h o i c e , with, no
13:58)and a c t u a l d i s o b e d i e n c e i n
f e e l i n g of compulsion by me . However , t h i s c a s e ! So s h e was only able t o
she doesn't u s u a l l y f e e l free t o do cheer up one l i t t l e h i g h - s c h o o l boy
i t u n l e s s I ask her t o , and y e t I'm who was s i t t i n g i n misery between
sometimes a f r a i d t o ask her because h i s p a r e n t s i n t h e empty club w i t h I'm f e a r f u l that she won't f e e l f r e e out a g i r l i n s i g h t but o u r s , who
to do i t .
f i n a l l y encouraged him with a few
53. OUR PERSONAL FEELINGS FREdances and words o f God's l o v e .
QUENTLY WORK AGAINST EACH OTHER and
58.
HOWEVER, THE LORD DID GIVE US
miss some b e a u t i f u l o p p o r t u n i t i e s t o ONE LAST CHANCE t o m i n i s t e r t o
m a n i f e s t t h e l o v e o f God. This h a p - another hungry s o u l i n need o f H i s
pened t h e o t h e r n i g h t at t h e same
l o v e when A l a i n ' s f r i e n d Ault s u d h o t e l where we'd met A l a i n , and
d e n l y showed up d e s p e r a t e f o r comwhither we had f i n a l l y gone on h i s p a n i o n s h i p and l o o k e d at u s l i k e we
FOUR F I S H I N G F A I L U R E S ! " M O .
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were a n g e l s o u t of t h e s k y !
5 9 . HE CAME CHARGING OVER TO OUR
TABLE and i n v i t e d h i m s e l f t o j o i n
us and began t a l k i n g about what a
g r e a t time h e ' d had i n b o t h a s u c c e s s f u l b u s i n e s s conference as w e l l
as two wonderful n i g h t s w i t h a b e a u t i f u l Dutch model. But then he humbl y confessed t o me t h a t while t h e
r e s t of t h e boys had gone t o town
for t h e i r f i n a l fun, he had gone
back t o h i s l o n e l y room b u t c o u l d n ' t
stand i t .
6 0 . SO HE HAD COME UP LOOKING FOR
SOMEONE TO TALK TO and very h a p p i l y
f i n d i n g us_, which we immediately
r e c o g n i s e d as a n o t h e r of God's f r e quent s e t - u p s ! Having missed A l a i n
He had s e n t Ault i n h i s p l a c e , Ault
the alternative!
61. WHEN WE MISS GOD'S WILL. HE
SOMETIMES GIVES US A SECOND CHANCE
to do someone e l s e good i n s t e a d .
But t h i s one t o o we muffed! Because
although Ault was moved w i t h h e r
dancing and r e a l i s e d she had what
he needed, s h e d i d n ' t t h i n k he n e e d ed i t enough t o make t h e s a c r i f i c e
to give i t . So he was l e f t alone
in h i s l o n e l i n e s s w h i l e we went o f f
c h a s i n g o t h e r rainbows b e c a u s e of
another invitation she felt was
more important.
62. THE FISHERMAN HAD NOT MADE IT
CLEAR how l o n e l y Ault w a s , and
t h e r e f o r e she d i d n o t follow h i s a d -
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