1) WHAT IF?

A question has bee created with many many and lots of people
around the word about only one thing the happenings and their
explanation but of course no one have come to its end. The only
example I can give is this physicist who rocks us with his mad
idea, the purpose was clear is to prove his theories about the
intermediate connecting circuit, that if we wanted to made a self
connecting circuit that circuit must or at least have to change its
orders according to a change in its input. The only circuit that
could possibly do it is brain, so he had his idea. The mad idea you
could call it , the brain do a full range of movement with hand
which have 3 nerve supply what if we change the two of them to
be rewired against each other. He goto see some hand surgery
and read some anatomy books then he goto home took some
pain killers and start. I actually wanted to ask what he was feeling
when he do it open his own body but that was of no value as
blood with this morbid mind from pain killers never could do it. He
went to hospital with severly damaged hand that they had to cut
it to save his life. That was the story. It come with us with a value
a value you might see if i told you actually if i reconnect the
nerves of the hand against each other the brain can in some
cases to do some range of movement again. The idea of what if
come to me today when i was seeing my dream whe i decided not
to marry but why ? this is not the question and this is not the case
the case is what if? A question what if i have the power and
money to marry my only beloved girl, what would i do. According
to theory of a french man who said that my opnion wouldn’t
change that much because that desicion is based on my
charateristic thinking not my environement but this man said with
the elemination of all other enviromental factors that means if i
was rich but also goto the same school raised with the same way
have the same purpose in life what i would do? The question
come further to tell one of the things our logic minders have told
us that a person you could change his mind from the way you
raise him and that was told by many great ideologies but not only
what you educate him but its evironement his way of living and
his family status and even his class mates. This doesn’t mean that
it would chage his IQ which is an inherited character but this
would change his ideas, and that gets us again what IF? A man
like Adam Smith was educted by the same men who taught Karl
Marx and Engels. A person like Einstein was found in a place that
have no college like for example chad. Not a brilliant countary of
its age like germany and USA. But for a great look and greater
overview what if acountary like USA had famines and had the
worst economy ever in this world. The question is remarkably
hitting your mind in a manner you couldn’t stop it. Actually this
questions can’t be answered in a simple answer that is what I say
here. If carl marks have lived in England and his father was one of
the economists there did you think he would come with the idea
of communism and socialism. Of course the answer would be I
don’t think so. So what he would do what theory he would say to
make him as famous and as popular as he is now. This question
might be of no value to your life. But the real value is that every
one of us had a destiny controlled by destiny itself. Or as a
religious man I shall say god. And all the circumstances around
you all this changable condition couldn’t be any thing except for a
purpose. The latter question is that no body would tell you about.

2) WHAT IS MY PURPOSE?
This is another question that you may want or not to do any thing
about it. But the real thing about that question is that it’s a leader
question from the start of the human kind. The question did
become a rule in the philosophy of human being. I may or might
not answer it now and really all questions in this book will lead to
this question. But let’s say this question in another manner to
know its defied meaning, when you walk in the streets you see a
lot of workers that is talking about their lives and their families
and how hard is their work. You move more you found some guys
talking about the girls and their sexuality. Then you continue to
old people who talk about chronic disease and about the
difference in the world, you as someone who wants for your
society to grow up and define his strategies. You would talk to this
entire people and criticize their thinking but you get yourself in
the dilemma about the purpose of your thinking mind. Why it
thinks about this society why it didn’t become one of these minds
which is for sure have an average IQ like yours. Why you will
always think critically about your world and what should be and
what shouldn’t be. The question goes further to a matter that
would stop all the thinking and philosophic ideas in your mind, if
before I was born there were a lot of men out there who thought
the same way and still the same problems in our society and
other society like all that thoughts and believes in the books
written by men who had an IQ higher than others didn’t do any
thing. Why my mind keep thinking about people who wouldn’t
change because for about 2500 years since Aristotle. Why it still
begging to think about changing the world what is the purpose of
this. That might be out of yours especially if you don’t care about
the world and the society but the more influential thinking you
might have is that. What is the purpose of being good or being
bad as the two will continue. The life will continue if all the people
in earth were good or bad, all of them with no exception at all.
The question always leads the thinkers to a dark room when they
got to the dead end of human thinking. What is the purpose of
that all? Another matter of thinking, you since reading that book
you were looking for answer but the answer as great philosophy
say “lay dominant in our mind” it’s like we were born with a
higher purpose we might know or may live ad die without
knowing it. What is my purpose? Is another way of saying why
god created me, of course if you believe in god, the problem is all
religions say that god had created you to worship him. But that
leave us to a point angels worship god more than us. And no man
can deny this except if he denies the existence of god himself. So
what are our next purpose, form believe the main idea is to
populate the earth and grow it up. That is why god didn't create
us with super powers, not like the genie that can do anything in a
fraction of second. That is not a religious talking here. That is a
mere philosophical idea. I don't care about your believe or your
thinking, the point is what do you think you are for?

But if we need to know the purpose of human being we should

first know the answer of this question

3) What am I?
 4) What shaped our MIND?
It's a great deal for me to talk about a question that myself is
inaccurate with its parameters, and also it's so hard to describe
what happened to our mind through its maturity. Physiologically
speaking, the maturity of our brain takes place in the womb and
after delivery, first our brain learn the live threatening reflexes
and the essentials like
After I have finished I started to write some letters about our
society.

LETTER 1:-
I never know how melody get all this cheesy meat but because a
man like me who is under a swear, what might a man can do
especially if you know that this all breasts are of no bra, no
covering at all, what they show to us is our limited vision can tell
us only about their body. You as any body else or I'd say like any
other man you have it hard to keep it from erection. The problem
is not the sexuality that they poison our minds with. It has already
been reformed to another shape away from our customs and
tradition. But there is o problem if how I can say it politely - there
is no word to describe it – every boy in our country want to stick
his dick in some female. It's growing inside him every second in
his life. Those who are limited by the religious and moral issues
become less every day, sooner or later they will loose the control,
and it happened once at a limited factor, it can happen again as
part of a planed chaos. Yet the problem goes far from the male
individual to the female that participate and share the same
community. This talking is hard for me to tell because of my age I
think that this rational thinking is away from me, I'm more and
more become nearer to one of my legends whether it was "the
definition" or "the bad-est. killer" , but if you go from this point
you will know that they tell the girls that what this girls doing
from expressing their sexual arousal and the incestuous talking
about the secretary with her step father that she made his dick
shorter from enough, that lead the female mind to a problem
what is the new rules of what is forbidden and what is immoral
and sexually Freud to say or to express. It goes far beyond to tell
these females that they have no guilt in expressing their sexual
content or their body. And one of the problems that I have to say
‫‪that the religious institute is just watching with joy and not eve a‬‬
‫‪comment about this channel or their sexual harassment with‬‬
‫‪people. I think that we shouldn't call ourselves religiously any‬‬
‫‪more, we must go back to know what is the meaning or religion if‬‬
‫وخلوني اكلم ‪we want to belong to, yet that is not the only problem,‬‬
‫بالعربي‬

‫لما قناة زي ميلودي تتطلع كل اللحمة دي دة مش اسمه فجر دي اسمها دعارة‪.‬‬

‫فعل فاضح علي العام و ماتقوليش ابقي اقفل التليفزون لن الفعل الفاضح يعاقب‬
‫عليه حتي ولو لم يره احد ‪ .‬نعم هذه اول مقالتي ‪ :‬هنفتح عليهم النار وخلينا نقولها‬
‫بحق دة يعتبر تحرش لن التحرش معناه اي فعل يؤذي بطريقة جنسية الخريين‬
‫سواء كلم او فعل او مجرد اسلوب دة في قانون العقوبات ‪ ..‬ولما واحدة تتطلع‬
‫الشارع بقميص نوم المفروض ان دة تحرش لو انت عايز الحق يامعلم بس‬
‫المشكلة ان القانون وفرة حرية المراءة في انها تقلع في الشارع زي ماهي عايزة‬
‫وهنا الواحد بيتسأل عن المادة رقم ‪ 2‬في الدستور‬

‫مادة)‪ :(2‬السلم دين الدولة‪ ،‬واللغة العربية لغتها الرسمية‪ ،‬ومبادئ الشريعة‬
‫‪.‬السلمية المصدر الرئيسى للتشريع‬

‫ازاي بقا الشريعة السلمية المصدر الرئيسي في التشريع وفيه قانون بيقول ان‬
‫للمراءة حقوق منها حرية الملبس وحرية‬
LETTER 2:-
Dream with the devil

They can tell you about your dreams. They can tell you about the
moon, the can tell you that you can't kiss your dreams; they will
tell you that you can't walk on the moon. They will tell you about
every thing they want, they will do every thing to change your
dreams, and then they will bound your dreams, time after time
your dreams become limited more and more. Then you become
less efficient in your freedom to dream. Your dreams will become
smaller then darker till it become a dark area in your mind, after
that the only solution that your mind will have to do, it's to protest
and revolute against its boundaries, and that leads to only one
thing a bounded mind can do, to start a chaos. That will be just
the start of every thing. They have killed your dreams and limit
your mind, your thinking with their believes and ideologies. They
can tell you about what you can do and what you can't. But this
leads to the thing they want but afraid of, this thing is destruction
of your creativity, your criticism and your unbounded free
thinking.

Then a question will tell itself for you why they do all of this?

This question can be answered if you know that your freedom

leads to something you actually know, the corruption and failure
of the system.

You would know that if you know how to define your self and your
elusive mind.

Your mind that wants the complete perfection and knowledge,

your mind is no thing except a tragedy created for only one thing
to revolute and to protest and riot against every thing even itself
and its boundaries.
Who are you? Let's define who you are. You are the ultimate
corruption of the divine creation, the unwanted failure of the
natural equation. The fault in the system that is inevitable. You
are just a break in the normal harmony of the creation of this
world, what did your creativity have done to nature, nothing

LETTER 3:-
N0 special title

When I was walking out of my college, a woman – actually she

was a girl – shouted at me "why you are looking at me?" I left her
indeed because I was afraid that she wasn't talking to me
especially she was with two of her friends.

That is a simple example of my reactions in life just ignorance.

You probably want to know why I write these things. Actually it's
all for me. In the above situation I had more than one response
which could fit with no or very mild harm:-

1- To simply say "I'm sorry"

2- To say "what. Were you talking to me?"

 3- To just try to calm her down by saying it's my fault ad if you
wish to swear me more you could have my phone number.

4- To say the truth " I was looking to your hair because it was
greatly beautiful the wind blowing it over your face"

I don't know what response she would have to do because I never

tried, but in the simple thinking I actually put some perspective
views she might had about me.

1- She wasn't talking to me at all so she didn't even think about

me.

2- Her shouting get the best of me and I was afraid of her.

3- I was a polite person who just was sorry about what

happened.

4- I was just another ass that looks at her and when she faced
him he left her.

For me I prefer the number 1 in every possibility, but for her what
were the possibilities, that what you actually learn from life, it has
more than one perspective and more than 1 possibility. I wish that
I could know but that is my personality that I couldn't change.
That is what can get the best out of me.