?'M OK—YOU’RE OK (ADULT)
Fanita English, M.S.W
When Eric Berne used the word “OK”
in relation to position, he referred to an
individual's eateentiu? pusitivn, iat
the on-going stance a persoa takes coward
himself and ochers, rather than a fleeting
here and now feeling. Berne listed four
possible existential positions: “I'm OK—~
You're OK,” “I'm not-OK—You're
OK." “i'm OK—You'te nat-OK," and
“I'm noi-OK—You're not-OK." He did
raue List these positions in any order,
although he did say that we al start with
[+U+ as Princes and Princesses, before
we aig (uinicd into Frugs,?
‘Thomas Harris, by contrast. tried to
establish that we all go through a phase of
T-U+, out of whith we cam will
ourselves back into the early OK? Harris
assumed that the young child’ reasons
about his “'worthlessness”” in relation to
his parents, an assumption brought into
serious question by Piaget's studies which
suggest that children are incapable of such
logical thinking until approximately the
age of 12?
I is my experience that the average
person cannot re-enter the original OK
position except ut certain moments (Lor
instance, during meditation) because the
early OK feelings are peculiar to infancy.
Moreover, there iy yood reason to
suppose that infancy itself is not euphoric
‘utopia, at least not a stable one, Not-OK
feelings intrude on the infant right from
the beginning. In fact, both the OK and
ROt-OK feelings represent aspects of the
infant’s giohal experience of the world, in
which the self is not differentiated {rom
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the non-self, This observation is con-
firmed by the studies of Rene Spite and
Melanie Kiein,® aaiong omers
In the early undifferentiated state, the
baby experiences impotent. I-U—
(Wo). According to Spitz, the firs and
most elementary differentiation takes
place at about three months; it has to do
simply with the bordecs between the “P*
and the “non-I,"® Between this early
distinction and the emergence of the self
av about 15 months, Spitz lists series of
stages, with particular emphasis placed on
the stage of ‘‘eight-months anxiety,"”
when the child has developed a strong
awareness of separateness. Whether it’s at
intee, eight, or fifteen montis, however,
the mechanism of increased separation,
according co Spitz, is always the same:
frustsatio, Fruscration motivates tne
infant to seek relief, and through effective
seeking in the world, the infant acquires
fn increased sense of the self. With
satisfaction, the sense of the self as
separate wanes, and seeking behavior
diminishes. Complete satisfaction results
in a return to the undifferentiated global
perception. Thus, according to Spitz,
“the simultaneous presence of diametric™
ally opposed tendencies in the child,
degimning with birth, cannot be suffi
ciently eaphasizad.”"7 Hein also notes
that, regardless how much care and
comfort a baby experiences during the
First yrae of life, there ars times when the
famasy of complete omnipotence
vanishes totally, and that the cyclic nature
of OK /not-OK Feelings im infanry forme a
Trans, An. J, 5:4, Oxtober 1975vitel part of the dynamics of develop.
ment.#
through clinical experience, 1 have
found that in order to eseape the “eight.
month-old” feelings of “t—U—" (Wel
establish one of twa
ons, namely “Cm aot
OK—You're OK” or “Um OK—You're
nor OK.” { scler to these positions as
defensive because their purnase is to
Sefend the child from being flooded with
the rage or hopelessness of despair. A
Person's defensive position maintains his
hope of finding that magic formula that
will insure happiness, either rough his
own efforts or the hetp of others. It forms
the foundation for his script. The goat of
the defensive pasition io the relief uf
frustration and retief of che sense of
‘Solated separateness; insofar as it strikes
for re-entry inta that ouphorie utopia ut
early infantile golbal OKness, the defen-
sive position is marked by a symbiotic
Process. Thus. the position tends to
become the opposite of that of his mother
or principal carcieker. If, say, ihe mother
was overbearing, controlling, dogmatic or
over-nurturing, the child would develoop
andi Ub position duat defers to her in
an over-adapted fashion. In contrast, if
she was primarily in an [-U+ position,
sho probably fussed aut! was OVEeTANXlOUS,
indecisive, and not sufficiently protective.
"he child would then have developed and
Till position, tomper-tantcumuny,
bossy, or overly solicitous.
concur wath Berne that these positions
et Set at abonr age thee, and that they
tend to remain stable unless worked on,
Nevertheless, the symbiotic or adapted
Aspects of the nasitinns are open to fairly
Wide variations of character and degree.
Thetefore some of us have very “tight”
defensive positions, others very Inose
ones. But everyone who isn't in total
Rot OK lias upted, at about age three, for
one or the other of the defensive positions
8 a foundation for his script. All of us
Poatinue y carry our underlying detest
Trans. An. 3, §:4, Oxtober 1975
UM OK—YOU'RE OK (ADULT)
sive postions about with us, and chey
becuine aiust evident at times ot stress
Because the positions “I'm not-OK—~
You're OK" and “I'm OK—You're
nor.AK" ace defensive pusiivus agatnst
the global “i'm no1-OK—Vou're not-OK
(We'te not-OK)” we don't stay in these
Positions 100 percent of the time.
However, we will revert to our particule
defensive position at times of stress or
need, and each one of s characteristically
spends a much higher proportion of the
time in vue devensive position than
another. Am individual will get into the
alternate minor defensive position at the
conclusion of a gume switcl, but soon
thereafter he will again tend to resume his
major defensive position. Far example,
someone with a defensive position of
TU will tend to operate out of his
Adapted Child much of the time, but once
ina while there will be'a game switch ant
the person will be in the Triumphant
Ma¥30B Creal Parent —~ an
1+ U— position. Similarly. 2 person
whose defensive position is 14 U— will
tend to opcrate vut uf a erttical, Dossy, or
overnurcuring Parent ego state much nf
the time, but he will sink into the con-
fused Chile! -U++ spot at cites through
being “kicked” or through his Child
remaining unstroked as a result of his
controiting 1U— position
Ultimately, the best existential Position
‘we can attain is what I call “I’m OK—
You're OK (Adult) ” Tt includes the sense
of being able to endure the cesurgence of
“cigii-wonth-old’” feelings of despair
Whenever we are confronted with our own
very limited power in magically effecting
shanges we wisk fut ln OtneTS OF Ourselves
— in short, whenever we'te faced with
frustration. The 1+U+ (Adult) position
results from our having confronted and
‘overcome feelings of despair with the help
Of the Adult ego state, sometimes with the
additional temporary help of an outside
Parent figure, such as a teacher or
therapist, sometimes through the sense ofFANITA ENGLISH. a4 we
having successfully weathered a pro-
foundly not-OK experience such at an
tness, a family tragedy, a war or other
tmalor valamity that affects us on a global
devel,
In the course of treatment, some
Patients may need to deal with die [Un
Position underiying their defensive
Position in order to reach L+-U+ (Adult)
Thus, feelings of utter despait way
surface suddenly just when a client faces
the prospect of basic changes for the
better. Both theranist and client nced ws
be alected to this probability in order to
Protect the paticut from panic after
Successfully conquering certain archaic
patterns. The onset of despair is 10 be
Anticinated if thore ic a notiveabie shift iy
a patient's defensive position; e.g. if «
Patient with a characteristic 17-U_-
Gefensive position starts spending a great
deal of time in the opposite defensive
Position. This indicates that the patient is
struggling to artive at an Ts Uy cadutty
Position, but that he is not really able to
maintain it, So le shakity goes for ‘¢
new" position, feels he has toce ihe
SUPPOTt Of his old defensive position, he
does not have bis old “props,” and the
Panic may begin to surface,
1+ U+ (Aduld) involves the use of the
Adult in cnveying cui ttnttauons and
those of others without having to resort to
magic fantasies. It also involves Permis
“10M t0 the Child to got in touch with tnose
fantasies as fantasies, and to shoot thers
there is any way in which to implement
rem. I+U+ (Adult) alsa involves the
Powering of a Sew" Parent, fed by the
Child's creativity and the Alduit’s sore