Life Out Of Balance

MINDCONTROL INJUSTICE
 ALPHA AND OMEGA
SYMBOLS INCLUDED IN A LOT
OF CHURCHES THAT
I DON'T THINK A LOT OF PEOPLE EVEN NOTICE
SILVERCORD
 MONTAUK PROJECT

REGARDING THE MONTAUK PROJECT

I KNOW THAT A BOAT DID NOT REALLY DISAPPEAR. BUT THERE IS SOMETHING THAT DID
HAPPEN IN THE 1950'S THAT MAYBE ONLY A FEW PEOPLE REALLY KNOW ABOUT, AND
TO THIS DAY I REALLY FIND HARD TO BELIEVE EVEN THOUGH IT WAS MENTIONED IN A
DIFFERENT WAY IN THE 1970'S BY ERIC SCHWING, THERE WAS A 4 DIMENSIONAL
SNAPSHOT TAKEN WHILE I WAS STANDING ON A SEAWALL, IN THE BACK YARD OF OUR
HOUSE AT 1458 SW 19TH AVE. I SAW MY BROTHERS BOAT SINK, AND CRIED WITHOUT
KNOWING WHY I WAS CRYING. IT TOOK ME 40 YEARS TO FIGURE OUT THAT I WAS NOT
REALLY CRYING FOR MIKE I WAS CRYING BECAUSE MY EXPERIENCE TOLD ME AT SEVEN
YEARS OLD, THAT THERE WAS A LOT OF PAIN IN THE WORLD, AND THAT WAS AN
EXAMPLE OF IT.

THIS SONG “ONE EYED ONE HORNED FLY IN A PURPLE PEOPLE EATER”WAS WRITTEN
ABOUT A WORMHOLE, AND IT DOES MENTION SOMEONE WHO IS PIDGEON TOED. I SORT
OF UNDERSTAND HOW THAT IS POSSIBLE BUT I CANNOT EXPLAIN IT. SHEB WOOLEY IS
THE PERSON THAT IS ASSOCIATED WITH IT THE LYRICS, AND END WITH SOMEONE
ELSE'S IDENTITY BEING CONFUSED WITH MY IDENTITY. A PERSON THAT WAS BORN
WITH A SINGING VOICE. A PERSON THAT I LIVED WITH ME, BUT UNTIL THE LAST 10
YEARS I COULD NOT FIGURE OUT WHO HE WAS, OR WHY HE ENDED UP LIVING IN THE
SAME HOUSE AS ME. THE REASON I DID NOT FIGURE IT OUT IS BECAUSE MIKE ASSUMED,
AND DID NOT ASK IF IT WAS POSSIBLE, FOR THE 4TH DIMESION TO KNOW SOMETHING
ABOUT SOMEONE WITHOUT EVER MEETING THEM. SO HE ASSUMED THAT I HAD TO
KNOW WHO THEY WERE, BUT WAS WRONG.
ALSO KNOWING SOMETHING ABOUT SOMEONE AT THE LEVEL THAT PHYSICS KNOWS
SOMEONE IS NOT REALLY SPYING, BUT BECAUSE MIKE WAS ONLY 11, AND NEIL USED A
HOLOGRAM AS ME, AND BECAUSE MIKE THOUGHT THAT A HOLOGRAM WAS REAL, MIKE
ASSUMED THAT THAT WAS ME, AND I DID NOT TALK TO HIM FROM THE OTHER WORLD.
 Well I saw the thing comin' out of the sky
It had the one long horn, one big eye.
I commenced to shakin' and I said "ooh-eee"
It looks like a purple people eater to me.

It was a one-eyed, one-horned, flyin' purple people

eater.
(one-eyed, one-horned, flyin' purple people eater)
A one-eyed one-horned, flyin' puple people eater
Sure looks stange to me. (one eye?)

Well he came down to earth and lit in a tree

I said Mr. Purple People Eater don't eat me
I heard him say in a voice so gruff
I wouldn't eat you cuz you're so tough

It was a one-eyed, one-horned flyin' purple people

eater
one-eyed, one-horned flyin' purple people eater
one-eyed, one-horned flyin' purple people eater
Sure looks strange to me. (one horn?) WORMHOLE

I said Mr. Purple People Eater, what's your line

He said it's eatin' purple people and it sure is
fine
But that's not the reason that I came to land
I wanna get a job in a rock and roll band
Well bless my soul, rock and roll, flying purple
people eater. Pidgeon-toed, undergrowed, flyin'
purple people eater (we wear short shorts)
Flyin' purple people eater
sure looks strange to me.

And then he swung from the tree and lit on the

ground. He started to rock, really rockin'
around
It was a crazy little ditty with a swingin' tune
(sing aboop boop aboopa lopa lum bam boom)

Well, bless my soul, rock and roll

flyin' purple people eater
Pigeon-toed, peopleeater.
Flyin' little people eater
Sure looks strange to me. (purple people?)

And then he went on his way, and then

what undergrowed, flyin' purple do
you know. I saw him last night on a TV
show.
He was blowing it out, a'really knockin' em
dead
Playin' rock and roll music through the
horn in
his head (clarinet solo) ( Tequila)
 THE WIZARD OF OZ

Please don't forget that the wizard of oz does start off with a wormhole at the
beginning. Maybe, L Frank Baum did know something about what was going
on in the world. Please also do not forget that the Wizard of Oz came out in
1939. There is an internet site, right now, that sort of includes things related
to what is going now. I think it was created for that very reason. In fact it is
called http://www.hexen2039.com It has been 100 years since the original
Wizard of Oz came out in theaters. I think I also need to mention a
movie that came out in the 1970's called wi ZARDOZ. The main character, or
maybe it is character that is really not in the movie but is a sort of 4
dimensional director. His name is Arthur Frame, or maybe Alan Frey.

I saw the movie Zardoz when it came out in the 1970's, but little did I know
then that it was an issue in my life, and had been an issue since the 1950's
In fact, at the time, there was someone that had tracked me down in
Columbus, that had the international law document with him, even though to
this day I have never read, and had nothing to do with writing, since it was
probably written by the device rather than a person, that I think mentioned
the Wizard of Oz in several places.
Alan Frey, by the way, is someone that I found recently on the internet that
has written several things about remote hypnotism. Maybe a puppet master
of sorts himself. I can say that I am positive that remote hypnotism does exist
and I have been a target of it. In 2005 I made exactly SIX telephone calls
to California information, at several different information numbers, and said
the same thing every time. The next day I asked myself why I made the
telephone calls. I was not sleep walking. I was completely awake. The message
I repeated in all of them was: Patrick Flanagan, who at the time, I had
no clue as to who he was, as a person, and to this day do not really know anything
about the other than what is on the internet, and as we all know there is not much
on the internet that you can accept as truth, “was holding a murderer at Window
on the World, and someone needed to pick him up”. I know I am not insane, but I
know it happened because I have a record of the telephone calls
HERE ARE THE SIX TELEPHONE CALLS I MADE IN THE LAST 10 YEARS
323-238-1700
323-385-3266
310-202-4505
213-473-6100
310-202-4505
830-755-1701

Please do not forget that Window on the World, at one time, was also a restaurant
in the World Trade Center.

Koyaanisqatsi

KOYAANISQATSI is a HOPI Indian meaning Life out of Balance.

Part of the film was made with photography shot at the World Trade Center
This diagram shows the arrangement of buildings at the World Trade Center.
Towers #1 and #2 were struck by aircraft as indicated. WTC 7, the location
of New York City's Emergency Operations Center (EOC) was damaged
when Tower #1 collapsed, and then collapsed itself some 8 hours later.

SPIDER
 BOTH OF THESE ARE BUDDHIST SYMBOLS
WHICH ONE DO YOU THINK IS WORSE?
OF COURSE ONE WAS USED IN GERMANY IN THE 1930'S WHY DID IT END UP IN
GERMANY? A COUNTRY THAT DOES NOT PRACTICE BUDDHISM?
SEE, HEAR AND SPEAK NO EVIL
I THINK THAT SEE, HEAR AND SPEAK NO EVIL CAN BE ASSOCIATED
with CHILD EVOLUTION
4 DIMENSIONAL WORLD HAS A DEVICE CALLED
A BABY MENTIONED IN FLORIDA IN THE 1950'S
PAUL GERSON JR SAID
I'LL BUY THAT BABY
(this is when he
was about 8 years
old)
UTHANT AND TITO
 PEOPLE THAT FROM THE 1950'S
HAVE USED THE 4 DIMENSIONAL
WORLD TO SEPERATE ME FROM FRIENDS AND FAMILY
BY USING BROTHER AGAINST BROTHER OR
FRIEND AGAINST FRIEND
I.E. CHARACTER ASSASSINATION
AND CHILD SLAVERY

PAM DONNELLY (TRAITOR TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT

ELEANOR M AUSTIN DONNELLY GATES (TRAITOR TO THE UNITED STATES)

TOLD OUR DAD THE WHOLE TIME SHE LIVED WITH HIM THAT HER LAST
NAME WAS DONNELLY NOT AUSTIN

NEIL DONNELLY (TRAITOR TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT)

PAUL GERSON JR (TRAITOR TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT)

RUTH GERSON (TRAITOR TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT)

DAVID SVETLICK (TRAITOR TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT)

ROGER GATES (IGNORANCE TRAITOR TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT)

MIKE GATES (IGNORANCE TRAITOR TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT)

ERIC SCHWING (TRAITOR TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT)

SUSAN RAMSEY NELSON (TRAITOR TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT)

TOLD ME SHE KNEW PAUL HOGAN

OUT OF IGNORANCE, ROGER AND MIKE WILL NOT SAY ANYTHING TO ME

THEY COULD CAUSE OUR PARENTS, EVEN THOUGH THEY HAVE PASSED
AWAY, TO BE CONSIDERED TRAITORS TO THIS COUNTRY

HERE IS AN EXAMPLE OF THE TYPE OF PERSON

THAT HIRED ERIC SCHWING

I UNFORTUNATELY, NOT BY CHOICE, BUT ONLY BECAUSE OF MONEY, WAS FORCED TO LIVE AS A
ROOMMATE WITH ERIC
DURING THAT TIME ERIC PROCEEED TO
CARRY OUT HIS MISSION USING LEGAL SIZE
PAPER
WHAT WAS ON THE PAPER I CANNOT SAY, BECAUSE I HAVE NEVER REALLY SEEN IT.

SEWERCIDE

ONE OF THE SO CALLED “STREET PEOPLE” THAT ERIC BROUGHT BACK FROM OSU CAMPUS
AND SAID NEEDED A PLACE TO STAY SAID HE HAD A POEM THAT HE WROTE, AND IT WAS
CALLED “SEWERCIDE” I DO NOT REMEMBER WHAT THE POEM SAID THAT THE PERSON IN
COLUMBUS BUT HERE SOMETHING I FOUND ON THE INTERNET

Just think of jumping and the white-coated ones

Will read your mind and take you away,

You'll never find someone quite out of his mind

Who will give you the time of day,

There's no need to wonder why the cloud that you're under

Has a manhole, not a silver lining,

We must all be somewhat t etched in the head

To be employed where the sun's never shining

Your appetite, lest I fail to mention,

Will be lost near cesspool number nine,

I just thought I saw the crumpled had of Ed Norton

Floating downstream on a clump of green slime,

It's not necessary to be crazy to work here

But, believe me, it helps a lot

I've seen some of the finest nut houses in the country

And they don't call me Mister Planters for naught

I NEED TO MENTION SOMETHING ABOUT THE POEM SEWERCIDE

IN FLORIDA OUR DAD, NOW PASSED AWAY IN 1978, WAS AN ENGINEER FOR
A COMPANY CALLED CONCRETE PIPE PRODUCTS. THEY WERE RESPONSIBLE FOR
DESIGNING THE PIPE AND THE MACHINES THAT BUILT SEWER SYSTEMS

REMEMBER THAT THE 4TH DIMENSION DID COME TO SOUTH FLORIDA IN THE
1950'S, AND THE PLACE THAT MY DAD WORKED AT WAS TAKEN OVER BY THE
SPIDER DEVICE, AND TURNED INTO MARTIN MARIETTA, AND I THINK CONTROLLED
BY WERHNER VON BRAUN. OUR DAD'S MARTIN MARIETTA CAR WAS STOLEN
BY SOMEONE IN 1962, AND NEIL, PAM AND ELEANOR ARE RESPONSIBLE IN SOME
WAY.

ERIC SCHWING CONTINUED TO LIVE IN COLUMBUS UNTIL THE 1980'S

FOR A WHILE HE BROUGHT HIS SISTER KARLA, SUPPOSEDLY FROM
CALIFORNIA, AND SHE SAID ONE DAY “THEY CAN'T EVEN SPELL THE
THE WORD AUSTRALIA THEY SPELL IT THE SAME AS AUSTRIA”
THAT IS NOT EXACTLY WHAT SHE SAID BUT IT IS CLOSE.

SUSAN RAMSEY NELSON NO RELATION TO JOHN RAMSEY OF COURSE MENTIONED

ON AT LEAST ONE OCCASION A TELEPHONE CALL MIKE HAD TAKEN ABOUT 40
YEARS EARLIER, I THINK.

THE CALL, I THINK, CAME FROM FIDEL CASTRO AND HAS BEEN USED OVER AND
OVER AS THOUGH IT WERE SOMETHING I HAD TAKEN, BUT I HAD NOTHING TO DO
WITH THE TELEPHONE CALL.

I THINK THE CALL WENT SOMETHING LIKE THIS: WHAT DO YOU WANT MIKE?
MIKE: I WANT NATURE! MIKE IT DOES NOT WORK THAT WAY! MIKE HOW DOES
IT WORK? OTHER YOU HAVE TO ORDER IN THREE'S MIKE OK I HAVE THREE
PROPERTIES.

1971
IT WAS USED TO CONTROL THE ROOMING HOUSE I LIVED ON 9TH AVE
USED THE NARCOTICS SQUAD TO BREAK DOWN A DOOR WITHOUT A WARRANT
BECAUSE THEY WERE CONVINCED THAT I WAS THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT

THAT BROKE IN AND STOLE THINGS, AND SO I DESERVED WHAT I GOT.

STEVE HUBER LIVED IN THE ROOMING HOUSE, AND HAD GOTTEN THAT VERY
MESSAGE, AND MENTIONED IT ON OSU CAMPUS WHEN STEPHEN GASKEN CAME
TO TOWN

SUSAN NELSON MENTIONED IN THE 1980'S. WHERE SHE GOT IT FROM I DO NOT
KNOW, AND SHE CLAIMED TO BE A PARALEGAL. I THINK THAT WHEREEVER SHE
GOT IT FROM, IT WAS AGAINST THE LAW TO HAVE THAT CALL, OR ANYTHING
MENTIONED IN IT.

I NEED TO MENTION SOMETHING ABOUT THE POEM SEWERCIDE. REMEMBER THE

4TH DIMENSION, NOT BY CHOICE, CAME TO OUR HOUSE IN THE 1950'S. PAM AND
NEIL FIRST CONTACTED MIKE, AND TRICKED HIM INTO BELIEVING THAT A
HOLOGRAM WAS REALLY ME. FOR THAT REASON MIKE ASSUMED THAT I HAD
PLOTTED AGAINST HIM AT SEVEN YEARS OLD, AND FOR THAT VERY REASON DID
NOT TELL ME, AND ALSO THOUGHT THAT THE DEVICE ONLY SHOWED THAT HIS
BROTHER STARTING AT AGE SEVEN WAS, AND WAS GOING TO BE A FAGOT.
OUR DAD WORKED AT A COMPANY CALLED CONCRETE PIPE PRODUCTS, AS A
TECH SERVICE ENGINEER, PART OF HIS JOB WAS TO TRAVEL AND SHOW ANY
COMPANY NEEDING THE MACHINES THEY DESIGNED, AND USED TO MAKE
CONCRETE PIPE, HOW TO USE THEM. THE PIPE AND THE MACHINES WERE FOR
MAKING SEWER SYSTEMS. THAT COMPANY I KNOW WAS TAKEN OVER BY THE
SPIDER DEVICE. I KNOW IT BECAUSE SOMEONE DECIDED TO GIVE ME A HINT
WHEN I WAS ONLY SEVEN YEARS OLD. ON A SATURDAY, WHEN OUR DAD TOOK ME
WITH HIM TO DANIA FLORIDA ONE OF HIS DRAFTSMAN, AT THE TIME, MADE A
SPIDER OUT OF AN ERASER, RUBBER BANDS, AND INDIA INK. THAT COMPANY
WAS TAKEN OVER, AND TURNED INTO MARTIN MARIETTA, AND MY DAD DECIDED
TO MOVE BECAUSE HE SAID TO MKE ONE DAY, AND I WAS STANDING NEXT TO
THEM, THAT MANAGEMENT HAD TAKEN OVER THE COMPANY.
IN 1962 HIS MARTIN MARIETTA CAR WAS STOLEN, WHILE VISITING ELEANOR M
AUSTIN DONNELLY. NEIL HAD CONVINCED MIKE THAT THAT WAS A GOOD IDEA
I DID NOT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT PAM, NEIL, AND ELEANOR AT THE TIME
REMEMBER JACKIE GLEASON, AND ED NORTON, AT THE TIME IN MIAMI BEACH
WERE PERFORMING THE HONEYMOONERS. IT WAS A SHOW PARTIALLY BASED ON
ED NORTON WORKING IN A SEWER

What is the Fourth Dimension?

Introduction:

You have probably heard people refer to the fourth dimension before but maybe you weren't sure
what they mean by it. Well, first lets remember that we live in 3 dimensional space. How do we
know? - We have three directions of free movement:

1.) Left/Right
2.) Back/Forth
3.) Up/Down

Because we have three possible directions, it will take three values to describe the position of
any point (x,y,z). In two dimensions, we only need two points: (x,y). In three dimensions, I could
tell you to go forward 8 feet, right 12 feet, then you reach a rope. Climb up the rope 6 feet. Notice
that each of these three directions are perpendicular to each other... That means that any of the
directions is its own and not combination of any of the other directions. That means I can go
forward or backward all I want but I won't be going left or right, nor up or down. So if we were to
consider a fourth dimension (x,y,z,t), it would have to be a new perpendicular direction in addition
to the three directions we have free movement in.

Considering the Fourth Dimension: Often it is

helpful to visualize the way dimensions
increase when considering the fourth
dimension. Examine the chart on the right.
Notice that the zero dimension is represented
by a point, 1 dimensions is represented by a
line, and 2 dimensions is represented by a
square. When we try to express three
dimensions on a flat surface, like your
computer screen, we draw two squares and
diagonal lines connecting the vertices's. It
represents a cube, but it is not actually a
cube. So perhaps when we draw a 4
dimensional cube, we can draw two cubes and
connect the diagonal vertices's. That figure is
called a hypercube. Keep in mind that trying
to express a 4 dimensional hypercube on a 2
dimensional surface is not very helpful. But it
at least helps you understand the kind of
progression going on. Visualizing 4th
dimensional objects is not important if you merely want do some simple computations. For
instance, in 3 dimensions, the volume of a sphere is 4/3(pi)r^3, however the hyper volume of a 4
dimensional hypersphere is determined by 1/2(pi^2)r^4. Using Analogy to understand the 4th
dimension: Since it is hard to try to directly picture the fourth dimension in our minds, perhaps
using analogy can help us. In 1884, Edwin Abbot wrote a book called "Flatland". The book
writes about A. Square and his world, Flatland. You may have already guessed, but
Flatland is a 2 dimensional, flat plane and A. Square is a square shaped guy who
lives there. He has two dimensions of free movement. He can go left/right and
back/forth, however because he is restricted to his 2 dimensional Flatland plane,
he cannot go up/down off the plane. By analogy, we humans are restricted to our
"plane" of existence... and it would be impossible for us to freely move in the fourth
dimension. Let's go back to A. Square again. Note that A. Square can only see what
lies in his plane of existence, which means if a 3 dimensional sphere were to pass
through Flatland, A. Square would not see the sphere, but just 2 dimensional
"slices". Taking this further, imagine if a sphere passed halfway through Flatland
but stopped in the middle. the sphere would intersect Flatland as just one circle
and A. Square could see it! Furthermore, imagine if as the sphere approaches
Flatland, A. Square watches as the sphere slowly moves through his plane. What
would A. Square see? Recall that A. Square can only see 2-d slices of the sphere
(or circles) so what A. Square would perceive is a circle suddenly appearing, then
growing... then reaching a maximum size as the sphere was halfway through and
as it exited, the circle would grow smaller until it disappeared. This means that 3d
objects could be explained to a 2d being as a bunch of "slices stacked" on top of
each other. Try to imagine taking a bunch of circles and stacking them. They would
begin to form a skeleton framework of the actual 3d image. Similarly if a 4d
hypersphere would intersect our plane of existence, we would see a 3d sphere
appear out of no where. It would grow until the hypersphere was halfway through,
then it would shrink back to nothing. Theoretically, we could stack these spheres to
form a hypersphere, but we can't stack them in the usual sense, but rather it would
have to extend in the fourth dimension which takes us back to the original
dilemma of trying to visualize it. If we look down upon a square in a flat, 2d plane,
we can see the entire object a single glance. Only one perspective is needed. In
fact, we could place our finger inside the object without touching the sides. This
would be a profound feat for A. Square, a creature inhabiting Flatland. His house is
one big square and he can't just put his finger in the middle of the house without
first "entering" through a door on one of the sides. Analogously, fourth dimension
beings have the ability to visualize an entire cube at one glance. Humans can only
visualize one half the cube at any given second. Also, four dimensional beings
could easily put their finger inside a closed cube without penetrating its sides.
Other curiosities involve mirror images. Imagine A. Square again. But now, lets pick
him up off Flatland and put him back into the plane upside down. He would now be
the mirror image of his old self. It is a bit tricky to imagine a human becoming a

mirror image of themselves since we are unfamiliar with the fourth dimension
rotation needed

Intro

Before I start , I would like to say that I have

never had any interest in the 4 dimension
or anything related to it. However, due to very
unusual circumstances, in the 1950's, in south
florida, I have, sort of, been forced to make sense
of it. I am not a writer, as anyone reading this can
tell, and have no asperations about being a writer.
I can only make an educated guess about most of
what was said, even though I lived in the house,
as a part of a family, at 1458 SW 19TH AVE, FT
LAUDERDALE, FL, and, as far as I know, no one,
not even the US Government, knows what really
happened in the south florida, to this day. Mike
always assumed that if Pam and Neil and Eleanor
knew who I was, then I knew who they were at 7
years old, and for that reason, I was responsible
for Mike getting in trouble, and from the start tried
to find a way to get out of what Mike thought I
caused. Mike was allowed to use a device, given to
Mike by Neil that showed an image of me as a
hologram because our mom was extremely
worried about me even though I am convinced it
was only a trick, and it really didn't tell Mike
whether I was safe or not . Mike has never really,
as far as I know, wanted to be a writer. I cannot
say the same for the person, then to become my
brother, by the name of Neil. But, anyway I think,
Mike wrote a paragraph, even though I never saw it
titled "Its A Game", when he was about 11 years
old, about the time he told Pam "he pissed me off",
and wanted to try out this "new technology" On
that day, Mike changed as a person, and became a
sort of stranger to me, his own brother because I
remember him saying to me "Just you wait, and
you will find out what happens" . Not only did they
trick him into something that he did not
understand, but they also told him, I think, at
some point that what he was doing calling the
entire neighborhood we lived in Ft Lauderdale was
spying, and he could go to jail. The truth of the
matter was that Mike could never have gone to jail,
and they scared him to keep him from telling me
what was going on. What they really did was use
the SPYDER device to take over the telephones in
the neighborhood. Mike was calling everyone in
the neighborhood, because he had gotten from
Neil that I was stealing stuff. Or that I signed up to
be a part of group that stole stuff, this was in
1957. What Neil was really talking about was that
the spider device was used, and they were stealing
the wormhole model. I am sure it sounds
incredible that this type of thing could happen in
an average neighborhood, in the 1950's
in Florida, but it did. I have trouble accepting it
myself, and I was living in the house where it
happened, and heard Neil say it was about
wormholes. I need to say that I am only trying to
survive. I have suffered, in one way or another, for
most of the 50 years since then. What I am about
to tell you comes close to what I have been
through, as a child, and now as an adult. I am
definitely not doing this to try and get your
attention. My goal, if I have one, is to pass on to
you what I know is true. If it helps someone else
then I guess that is as much as I can do. The world
we live in today, and the world, at least as far back
as Nazi Germany, cannot be explained only in
historical terms . It definitely cannot be explained
by our 5 senses alone. I think we have a
responsibility to ourselves, and to the world, to
see a "bigger picture" If we don't, then we have
lost before we start, and all the people that have
died in wars, have died for nothing. What I am
trying to say is that Mindcontrol is a very powerful
weapon if used by the wrong people, and can in
fact even start wars. I think there are a lot of
people that do not want the truth to be known for
one reason or another. We have to consider that
when Physics proved that TIME was the 4th
dimension, it was not just about bombs. It was
also about proving that things like electrons might
be smarter than we are, and the people that know
that, can use it for their own ends
 INTERVALS

I do not have a physics or math background to prove in scientific terms what I

am about to say. But I do know that they are mentioned on an international
law document that came to the Gates household in the 1950's. The other
reason I know they are used is that I have been a victim of one since I was
seven years old. I cannot hardly describe the suffering and torture I have lived
through to say that this is true. I know it is true because it has been proven
that electrons have some sort of consciousness or intelligence , and
everything on the planet has a frequency as individual as a fingerprint.
I am certainly not talking about the physics that the average person, and that
definitely includes me, considers to be physics. ie nuclear physics.
If we consider ourselves to be basically electric, in nature, then things like
mind control might easy to see, as possibilities
I think intervals, and I have only figured one, there may be others, are like
4 dimensional photographs or snapshots, and that is why what happened in
Florida, in the 1950's is so important. If someone were trying to rebuilt an
interval by making another 4 dimensional snap shot then everything that
happened would be important. If you also consider that Alpha and Omega
are the beginning and end of an interval then you can see how important
knowing the big picture is to knowing the WHOLE. Knowing facts about a
subject is a waste of time, especially something related to this type of
physics, because it really doesn't say anything. In fact doing anything but
attempting to figure out the big picture does nothing but confuse the real
issue, and can be used to blame a group or organization
 INTERVALS
BODY ELECTRIC
QUANTUM PHYSICS
WHAT IS THE FREQUENCY KENNETH
SPIDER DEVICE
ALPHA IS THE BEGINNING OF THE INTERVAL
OMEGA IS THE END OF AN INTERVAL
THIS IS THE REASON 1,000,000
CHILDREN ARE DYING OF STARVATION AND
HPV/HIV TODAY IN AFRICA
IT HAS BEEN ABSOLUTELY PROVEN THAT
BIOLOGICAL WARFARE USING VIRUS'S
IS CAUSING GENOCIDE IN AFRICA

intervals were tested in the 1930's as a way of defining

the beginning and the end
if using a device goes beyond a certain point then it will
at least cause a war
Alpha and Omega
It seems to me that the magic number is 5
there are a lot of things that state that 5 is an important number
we have 5 fingers and 5 toes
there 5 days in a normal week
5 IS RESONANCE
6 IS WAR
1934 first patent for controlling people remotely

FIRST INTERVAL

1939 The Wizard of Oz movie came out in theatres

1925 it was proved that Bi-poles were possible in quantum physics
able to create wormholes
the yellow brick road started with a vortex or wormhole
BAMBI THE MOVIE CAME OUT IN THEATRES IN 1942
NEIL, PAM, AND ELEANOR BROUGHT A DOG FROM BOSTON
BY THE NAME OF BAMBI

5/3
1944 1942 INTEVAL CHANGED
HITLER INVADED POLAND
INTERVALS ARE STILL 5 YEARS BUT WITH A SECOND SET OF INTERVALS THEY ARE NOW ALSO 3 YEARS APART

5/3
1949 1947 AREA 51 STARTED CIA STARTED

1954 1952 U THANT MEETS WITH TITO

YUGOSLAVIA

5/3
1959 1957 SPIDER DEVICE USED IN TARGETS
SOUTH FLORIDA FROM SOVIET UNION

5/3
MURDER OF BETTY GATES 1458 SW 19TH AVE, FT LAUDERDALE, FLORIDA

ASSASSINATION OF JOHN KENNEDY

I THINK LEE HARVEY OSWALD WAS A PATSY
1964 BETTY GATES, JOHN KENNEDY 1962 ELEANOR MARRIES ROBERT GATES
EXACTLY 5 MONTHS AND 3 DAYS AFTER
MY 12TH BIRTHDAY
5/3

BETTY GATES WAS PAUL, MIKE, AND ROGER'S

MOM MURDERED FIVE MONTHS AND 3 DAYS AFTER MY 12TH BIRTHDAY
INTERVAL FROM 1957-62

5/3
NEIL, PAM, AND ELEANOR START LIVING IN THE GATES HOUSEHOLD FIVE MONTHS
AND THREE DAYS AFTER BETTY LOUISE GATES’S DEATH
NEIL PHYSICALLY TORTURED ME WITH A NOTE BETTY GATES GAVE TO MY
BROTHER MIKE ON HER DEATH BED
NEIL DOES NOT EVEN UNDERSTAND THAT TORTURE, FOR ME, IS KEEPING PEOPLE
SEPARATE FROM ME. BECAUSE I WAS BORN AS THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT IS
COMPASSIONATE TOWARDS OTHER PEOPLE (GUT FEELING)
I DID NOT EVEN KNOW WHY I CRIED FOR MY BROTHERS BOAT SINKING
WHEN I WAS 7 YEARS OLD I WAS ACTUALLY CRYING FOR THE WORLD
CRYING FROM A FEELING LEVEL

ASSASSINATION

5 YEARS SEPARATE INTERVALS

AND THERE 3 YEARS BETWEEN THE TWO INTERVALS
5/3 IS THE SAME AS 2/3 INTERVAL STARTED IN 1923
23RD OF AUGUST MY DAD “MARRIED” ELEANOR AUSTIN DONNELLY
MOVIE STARRING JIM CAREY JUST CAME CALLED 23 WITH LEE HARVEY GATES AS
ONE OF THE MAIN CHARACTERS

1964 JOHN F. KENNEDY 1962

5/3
1969 MARTIN LUTHER KING 1967
ROBERT KENNEDY

5/3

1974 SALVADOR ALLENDE 1972

5/3

1979 GEORGE MARKOV 1977

ROBERT GATES (CHARACTER ASSASSINATION)

5/3

1984 BENIGNO AQUINO 1982

5/3 BANK
ECONOMIC DEPRESSION
"THE BEST FRIEND YOU WILL NEVER MEET"
THE VORTEX MEETS EVERYONE BEFORE I MEET THEM
I THINK SLAVERY AND TORTURE OF CHILDREN ARE THE MOST
IMPORTANT ISSUES. I HAVE BEEN A SLAVE AND A VICTIM SINCE I WAS
7 YEARS OLD. IT IS HARD TO BELIEVE THAT A COUNTRY THAT PRIDES
ITSELF, SO MUCH, ON HUMAN RIGHTS AND PROTECTION OF IT’S
CITIZENS CAN ALLOW SOMETHING LIKE THIS TO HAPPEN, BUT IT DID IN
THE 1950’S, AND I CONTINUE TO BE A VICTIM TO THIS DAY.TORTURE
CAN, AND IS DONE BY REMOTE CONTROL
I AM SUGGESTING THAT YOU LOOK AT THE WORLD IN A MUCH
DIFFERENT WAY. IT IS UNFORTUNATELY, AT LEAST FROM MY POINT
 OF VIEW, THE WORLD THAT I HAVE BEEN A HOSTAGE OF FOR 50
YEARS.I AM NOT TALKING ALIENS FROM OUTER SPACE I AM
TALKING ABOUT 4 DIMENSIONAL BODY ELECTRIC OR FLY IN THE
SPIDERS MOUTH

TELEPHONE CALLS FROM AN ALIEN WORLD (SORT OF)

STARTING IN ABOUT 1957, IN FT LAUDERDALE AREA, AND DUE TO CONTACT MIKE

HAD INITIALALLY, WITH PAM DONNELLY. TELEPHONE CALLS STARTED COMING TO
OUR HOUSE AT 1458 SW 19TH AVE. MIKE, OF COURSE, EXPECTED THEM BECAUSE
HE KNEW PAM BECAUSE SHE WENT TO ST ANTHONY'S , AND PAM HAD
CONVINCED HIM, AND I THINK THE HALO MIGHT HAVE ALSO CHANGED HIM
BECAUSE I SAW MIKE DO SOMETHING I HAD NEVER SEEN HIM DO BEFORE HIS
TEMPER SHOWED IT'S UGLY HEAD AND HE SAID TO ME IN 1957 “JUST YOU WAIT
PAUL YOU'LL FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENS”, AND THAT WAS ONLY BECAUSE OF A
PETTY THING LIKE TELLING OUR DAD TO TELL MIKE TO LEAVE THE ROOM FOR
FARTS. SO MIKE WENT BACK TO PAM AND SAID “HE PISSED ME OFF”, AND SAID I
WANT TO TRY OUT THE NEW TECHNOLOGY. MIKE THE SKUNK (IF YOU GET THE
MESSAGE) I CANNOT FIGURE OUT, TO THIS DAY WHY MIKE ACTED THAT WAY I HAD
NEVER SEEN HIM WITH THAT TYPE OF ATTITUDE BEFORE, AND IF YOU ASKED MIKE
TODAY HE WOULD PROBABLY NOT BE ABLE TO TELL YOU WHY HE ACTED THAT
WAY. UNLESS, OF COURSE NEIL HAD ALREADY SHOWN HIM THE HOLOGRAM AND
MIKE THOUGHT THAT I WAS PARTICAPATING IN SOMETHING I DID NOT TELL
ANYONE ABOUT, I DO NOT KNOW FOR SURE. I AM DOING THIS NOW BECAUSE I DID
NOT KNOW WHAT WAS HAPPENING IN THE HOUSEHOLD I HAD JUST STARTED
FIRST GRADE, AND I WAS HAVING ENOUGH TROUBLE WITH READING, AND OTHER
CHILDREN MY OWN AGE LAUGHING AT ME BECAUSE I WAS BORN WITH A BIRTH
DEFECT. MY MOM HAD RECOGNIZED THAT BEING THE UGLY DUCKLING WAS THE
WAY I FELT WHEN I WAS FIVE YEARS OLD. THE REASON I AM GOING THROUGH
THIS NOT ONLY BECAUSE AN INTERVAL OR 4 DIMENSIONAL SNAP SHOT WAS THE
REAL ISSUE, BUT BECAUSE EVERYTHING THAT WAS BEING DONE WAS BEING
OVERLOOKED BY EVERYONE EXCEPT THE DONNELLY'S BECAUSE NEIL HAD BEEN
TRAINED TO KNOW WHAT WAS HAPPENING, AND HE WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT
KNEW SOMETHING, BUT THEY WEREN'T GOING TO GET IN ANY TROUBLE, THE
PEOPLE THAT HIRED THE DONNELLY'S COULD HAVE GOTTEN THEM IN TROUBLE
ANYTIME THEY WANTED TO IF THEY REALLY WANTED TO GET THEM IN TROUBLE
I DON'T REALLY THINK THEY WERE FOOLING ANYONE EXCEPT THEMSELVES, BUT
REALLY THOUGHT THEY WERE, AND I WAS CERTAINLY NOT THERE ENEMY OR OUT
TO GET THEM IN ANYWAY, AS A MATTER OF FACT EXACTLY THE OPPOSITE. MIKE
ALSO ASSUMED I KNEW THE DONNELLY'S LONG BEFORE THEY FIRST CAME OVER
TO THE HOUSE AT 1458 SW 19TH AVE, BUT HE WAS WRONG, AND FOR THAT
REASON HE ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT I WAS CONSPIRING AGAINST HIM TO GET HIM
IN TROUBLE. SO THE CALLS STARTED COMING TO THE GATES HOUSEHOLD, AND I
HAVE TO SAY I ONLY KNOW OF A FEW. I AM SURE THERE WERE OTHERS. I
REMEMBER THE PHONE RINGING IN ABOUT 1959, AND I HAD JUST COME IN THE
DOOR, MIKE PICKED UP THE TELEPHONE, AND THEN REPEATED WHAT HAD BEEN
SAID, I HAVE TO ASSUME. HE SAID “HE HAS TO STAY IN THE PROGRAM” OUR MOM
LOOKED VERY SCARED, AND I DON'T REALLY THINK SHE KNEW WHAT TO DO. BUT I
THINK THE REASON SHE LOOKED VERY SCARED IS THAT SHE HAD MADE ONE
PHONE CALL HERSELF, BECAUSE SHE HAD OPENED THE LAW DOCUMENT, AND
FOUND A TELEPHONE NUMBER ON IT, AND CALLED THE NUMBER. I THINK THAT
WHATEVER WAS SAID WAS NOT SOMETHING SHE LIKED AT ALL. THEN ABOUT THAT
TIME, AND I WAS NEVER IN THE HOUSE AT THE TIME THIS STUFF WAS BEING DONE
SO I CAN ONLY GUESS MIKE CALLED PAM AND NEIL, AND TOLD THEM HE WAS
BOSS, AND WAS GOING TO PROVE THAT PAUL WAS NOT STEALING THINGS
AROUND THE NEIGHBORHOOD. I THINK THAT IS WHERE MIKE DID NOT KNOW
WHAT HE WAS DOING AT ALL, AND WHAT WAS REALLY GOING ON USING THE
TELEPHONE. THEY WERE DIRECTING TELEPHONE CALLS ALL AROUND THE
NEIGHBORHOOD, AND CONTACTING EVERYONE, AND I DO MEAN EVERYONE
BECAUSE MIKE MIGHT HAVE CONFUSED SOMEONE INTO THINKING THAT I WAS
SOME SORT OF PHYSICIST OR SOMETHING, RATHER THAN SOMEONE JUST OUT
PLAYING IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD. I THINK THAT IS WHERE SOMEONE CALLED
AND ASKED IF THERE WAS A PHYSICIST LIVING IN THE HOUSEHOLD. THEN THERE
WAS THE CALL TO MR BRIDGES'S TV REPAIR SHOP IN THE GARAGE, AND THE
TELEPHONE RANG ASKING MY BEST FRIENDS DAD IF EVERYTHING WAS ALRIGHT,
OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. MY BROTHER WOULD NEVER HAVE CALLED MR
BRIDGES GARAGE ASKING IF EVERYTHING WAS ALRIGHT. THE TELEPHONE CALLS
WERE BEING DIRECTLY FROM SOMEPLACE ELSE, MAYBE OUTSIDE THE UNITED
STATES. I ALSO REMEMBER, AT LEAST I THINK THEY DID THE SAME THING WITH A
TELEPHONE CALL TO A HOUSE DOWN THE STREET FROM STEVE BRIDGES HOUSE,
THAT HAD AN IN GROUND TRAMPOLINE. I HAD USED THE TRAMPOLINE ON
SEVERAL OTHER OCCASIONS, AND NO ONE CARED, AS A MATTER OF FACT, I THINK
THE PEOPLE THAT OWNED THE HOUSE INTENDED IT FOR THE CHILDREN IN THE
NEIGHBORHOOD. THEY DID LIVE IN A LARGER HOUSE BECAUSE IT WAS SORT OF
ON THE EDGE OF ANOTHER NEIGHBORHOOD, BUT THEY, AS FAR AS I KNOW WERE
REAL NICE PEOPLE. BUT SUDDENLY, ONE DAY THEY CAME OUT OF THE HOUSE,
AND ASKED WHY I WAS AROUND, AND ESSENTIALLY ASKED ME TO LEAVE. THAT IS
WHERE I THINK THE LAWSUITS STARTED, BUT I THINK THE PEOPLE THAT WERE
FILING THE LAWSUITS WERE THE SAME PEOPLE THAT WERE CAUSING THE
LAWSUITS. THE REASON I SAY THAT IS THAT DAVID SVETLICK MOVED INTO THE
NEIGHBORHOOD ABOUT THAT TIME WITH A “TV REPAIR TRUCK” WITH SPUTNIK ON
THE TRUCK, AND THEY OPENED A TRAMPOLINE FRANCHISE. I DON'T KNOW
WHERE THEY GOT THE MONEY, BUT I DON'T THINK THEY HAD IT WHEN THEY
MOVED IN. EVERYONE ASSUMED I KNEW WHAT WAS GOING ON, BUT I WAS THE
ONE THAT WAS MOST IN THE DARK. OUR MOM HAD A LAWYER COME OVER WHEN
I WAS TEN YEARS OLD, AT LEAST I GUESS IT WAS A LAWYER, AND SHE ASSUMED
WITHOUT ASKING ANY QUESTIONS THAT I WAS THE ONLY CHILD LIVING IN THE
HOUSEHOLD. THIS IS AN ADULT LAWYER THAT ASSUMES THAT I WAS THE ONE
THAT WAS TAKING THE TELEPHONE CALLS SAYING I DON'T UNDERSTAND.
OUR PARENTS WERE VERY CARING PEOPLE, AND WERE EXTREMELY WORRIED
ABOUT WHAT WAS GOING ON, BUT COULD NOT DO ANYTHING TO CHANGE IT.
MY DAD WAS BEING CHARACTER ASSASSINATED AT CONCRETE PIPE PRODUCTS
BECAUSE OF A TRUCK DRIVER, AND THE SPIDER DEVICE WAS TAKING OVER THAT
COMPANY, AND HE WAS BEING CHARACTER ASSASSINATED IN FT LAUDERDALE
BECAUSE HE WAS GETTING TELEPHONE SAYING “IS EASTER LILY GATES THERE”,
AT HOME. I THINK THAT IS THE PART THAT HURTS THE WORST. I NEVER GOT A
CHANCE TO TALK TO MY PARENTS, BECAUSE THE 4TH DIMENSION TRICKED
EVERYONE IN THE HOUSEHOLD INTO BELIEVING THAT I KNEW SOMETHING I DID
NOT KNOW. SO THE CALLS INITIALLY CAME, MAYBE FROM CASTRO. I KNOW, AT
LEAST 3 CALLS THAT I CAN RECALL, AND MOST MADE WHEN I WAS NOT AROUND
THAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN RELATED TO MIKE TALKING TO FIDEL CASTRO. ONE OF
THE FIRST, MIGHT HAVE BEEN RELATED TO A CALL THAT HAS BEEN REPEATED
OVER AND OVER DURING MY LIFE AS SOMETHING I HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH,
BUT IT WAS NOT SOMETHING I HAD ANYTHING TO DO WITH. AT ALL, I THINK IT
WENT SOMETHING LIKE THIS, MIKE ANSWERED, AND SOMEONE SAID WHAT DO
YOU WANT MIKE, AND MIKE SAID “ I WANT NATURE” THE PERSON AT THE OTHER
END SAID “THAT'S NOT THE WAY IT WORKS”, AND MIKE SAID OK HOW DOES IT
WORK, AND THE PERSON AT THE OTHER END SAID “ YOU HAVE TO ORDER IN
THREE'S” THEN MIKE SAID OK “I HAVE THREE PROPERTIES” MIKE HAD ONLY SAID
THAT BECAUSE MIKE, I THINK, AT THE TIME, WAS PLAYING A GAME OF MONOPOLY.
NOT BECAUSE OF ANYTHING THAT ANYONE IN THE HOUSEHOLD HAD ANY
INTEREST IN AT ALL, AND I THINK HE REALLY ONLY SAID THAT BECAUSE HE
THOUGHT HE WAS HELPING ME BECAUSE SOMEONE HAD TOLD HIM THAT NATURE
SAYS THAT VACUUMS CAN'T EXIST, AND NATURE WAS ALL MIKE GOT OUT OF THE
CONVERSATION .
I NEED TO MENTION A LITTLE MORE DETAIL ABOUT THE TELEPHONE CALL
RELATING TO “IS THERE A PHYSICIST LIVING IN THE HOUSEHOLD” MIKE'S
RESPONSE WAS “OH YEA HE BROKE MY ARM” MIKE REALLY ONLY SAID THAT
BECAUSE HE REALLY DID NOT UNDERSTAND THE BIGGER PICTURE OF WHAT WAS
GOING ON, AND WAS TALKING ABOUT OUR BROTHER ROGER, WHO, AT THE TIME,
WAS TAKING A HIGH SCHOOL PHYSICS COURSE. ROGER, IN ST PETERSBURG,
EVEN BEFORE WE MOVED TO FT LAUDERDALE HAD MADE A ROPE ELEVATOR FOR
FRIENDS TO BE LIFTED UP INTO A TREE. I WAS PROBABLY ABOUT ONE YEAR OLD,
AT THE TIME. MIKE WAS ONE OF THE FIRST TO TEST OUT ROGER'S IDEA, AND THE
ROPE BROKE,MIKE, UNFORTUNATELY BROKE HIS COLAR BONE, THAT WAS
PROBABLY IN 1951. SO WHEN SOMEONE, WHO MIKE DID NOT EVEN KNOW,
CALLED AND ASKED IF THERE WAS A PHYSICIST LIVING IN FT LAUDERDALE
PROBABLY ABOUT 6 YEARS LATER THAT IS THE ONLY THING MIKE COULD THINK
OF, AND HE REALLY DID NOT KNOW THE PEOPLE CALLING I DON'T THINK. IT HAD
NOTHING TO DO WITH ORDERING ANY KIND OF DEVICE THAT USES YOUR SKELTON
I.E BROKEN BONES. MIKE TOOK THE TELEPHONE CALLS AS THOUGH IT WAS
SOMETHING THAT I WAS INTERESTED IN NOT HIM, EXCEPT HE NEVER ASKED ME
ABOUT IT HE ALWAYS ASSUMED I ALREADY KNEW. I KNOW THERE IS ONE OTHER
TELEPHONE CALL THAT I NEED TO MENTION THAT MIKE TOOKM AND IT WAS
ABOUT “YOU BOUGHT THE LISTENER” I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT WAS SAID BUT
APPARTANTLY MIKE GOT THE IMPRESSION THAT I KILLED SOMEONE AT A
BOWLING ALLEY OR SOMETHING, BECAUSE JUST AFTER OUR MOM DIED MIKE HAD
US ALL GO TO THAT BOWLING ALLEY THAT IS NEIL, PAM, ME, MIKE, ROGER AND
PAT SLOAN THINKING THAT WOULD CAUSE ME TO REMEMBER SOMETHING THAT I
SUPPOSEDLY DID, WHICH IT DID NOT BECAUSE I DID NOT DO ANYTHING. I THINK IT
HAD MORE TO DO WITH OUR MOM WHO HAD TAKEN PAUL GERSON AND I TO THE
BOWLING ALLEY ON SATURDAYS. I KNOW MIKE WAS OFFERED THREE WISHES IN
ONE OF THE TELEPHONE CALLS, AND I THINK THE ONLY PERSON THAT COULD
HAVE OFFERED THAT KIND OF THING WOULD HAVE BEEN FIDEL CASTRO. MAYBE
THAT IS HOW ORDERING IN THREE'S STARTED. THESE WERE ALL DONE BEHIND
MY BACK IN THE 1950'S, BETWEEN THE AGES OF 7 AND 12. I FELT SOMETHING IN
MY GUT, BUT WAS NOT CONSCIOUSLY AWARE OF WHAT WAS GOING ON AT THE
TIME.
MIKE DID KNOW SOMEHOW THAT THE WISHES WERE, AT LEAST HE THOUGHT
FOR ME, EVEN THOUGH I AM NOT SURE WHY THAT WAS TRUE.
SO MIKE AT ELEVEN COULD ONLY THINK IN TERMS OF WHAT A CHILD WITH NO
UNDERSTANDING OF HOW, WHAT THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT WORKED, ONLY
ORDERED THINGS THAT WERE NEVER POSSIBLE, AND I THINK, AT THE TIME
SOMEONE KNEW THEY WOULD NEVER BE POSSIBLE, AND TOOK ADVANTAGE OF
MIKE'S IGNORANCE. SO, MIKE, IN HIS IGNORANCE, ORDERED SOMETHING
THE LOT WE USED TO CAMP OUT, AT THE END OF THE CANAL, AS BEING
SOMETHING THAT WOULD I LIKE, BECAUSE WE HAD A LOT OF FUN THERE.
BECAUSE OUR DAD WAS BEING CONVINCED THAT THAT IS NOT WHAT I WANTED,
AND I DID NOT THINK THAT CAMPING WAS SOMETHING I WAS INTERESTED IN,
WHICH, AT THE TIME, WAS WRONG, OUR DAD WAS TRICKED INTO BELIEVING THAT
THE TRIP THAT HE HAD PLANNED TO THE WESTERN UNITED STATES WAS NOT A
GOOD IDEA, AND HE WAS ONLY DOING IT FOR MIKE, WHO REALLY DID NOT KNOW
WHAT HE WAS DOING. SO, AT THE SAME TIME THAT THAT WAS AN IDEA IN THE
HOUSEHOLD, AND I DID NOT KNOW EVEN THAT AT THE TIME, THE CARTOON SHOW
HUCKLEBERRY HOUND DOG SHOW CAME ON THE AIR. THAT SHOW INCLUDED
YOGI THE BEAR, A CHARACTER THAT WITH BOBO, SPELLED EXACTLY THE SAME
WAY AS THE INFLATABLE CLOWN I HAD GOTTEN FOR AN XMAS PRESENT, WERE
STEALING PICNIC BASKETS IN JELLYSTONE NATIONAL PARK. THERE WAS A MOVIE
THAT HAS JUST COME OUT IN THE LAST 10 YEARS THAT WAS CALLED ' MEET THE
DEEDLES” IN WHICH GASTRO CASTRO WAS ONE OF THE MAIN CHARACTERS SET
IN YELLOWSTONE NATIONAL PARK OF COURSE, IN WHICH THERE IS AN
UNDERGROUND BUNKER THAT CONTROLS EVERYTHING AND NOTHING AT THE
SAME TIME, AND THE FOCUS IS TO GET RID OF ALL THE “P DOGS”. OLD FAITHFUL
IS A SYMBOL OF A WORMHOLE, I THINK. THE TWO MAIN CHARACTERS BOTH
CHILDREN ARE SIMILAR TO THE HARDY BOYS WHICH WERE BOOKS I READ
BECAUSE I WAS HAVING A PROBLEM READING IN THE 1950'S
PICNIC BASKETS WERE A BIG ISSUE BECAUSE OUR MOM USED TO HAVE ME INVITE
FRIENDS OVER TO EAT LUNCH WITH ME, AT THE PICNIC TABLE OUR DAD HAD BUILT
OUT OF CONCRETE. SHE USED TO SERVE CAMPBELLS SOUP AT LOT, WHICH WAS
REAL GOOD. THE MICKEY MOUSE CLUB HAD A WEEKLY SERIAL CALLED SPIN AND
MARTY THAT WAS ALSO LIKE THE HARDY BOYS, IN THE 1950'S. I THINK OUR MOM
WHO KNEW THE INTERNATIONAL LAW DOCUMENT WAS IN THE HOUSEHOLD,
BECAUSE SHE HAD OPENED IT, AND WAS ONE OF THE HEAD'S OF HOUSEHOLD, SO
SHE WENT TO MIKE AND ASKED THAT I HAVE PLASTIC SURGERY DONE AS ONE OF
THE WISHES. SHE THOUGHT THAT PLASTIC SURGERY WAS SO IMPORTANT
BECAUSE I HAD BEEN BORN WITH A BIRTH DEFECT, I HAD BEEN BORN WITH BIG
EARS, AND I ALWAYS ASKED TO HAVE THE UGLY DUCKLING READ TO ME AT NAP
TIME. SO LOW SELF ESTEEM BECAME MY MOM'S FOCUS, AND TOLD MIKE THAT
THAT WAS THE MOST IMPORTANT ISSUE FOR HER. SO MIKE THOUGHT THAT HE
COULD CALL, AND THEY WOULD TAKE CARE OF THAT TYPE OF THING FOR HIM TO
HELP HIS BROTHER. UNFORTUNATELY, MIKE DID NOT KNOW HOW TO GO ABOUT
DOING THAT AT THE TIME, I GUESS, AND MAYBE IT WAS NOT SOMETHING THAT
COULD HAVE BEEN DONE, BUT NEIL OR PEOPLE THAT NEIL WORKED FOR DID
OFFER THREE WISHES TO MIKE THAT I AM SURE OF, BUT NONE OF THE WISHES
EVER WERE GIVEN. I HAVE FIGURED THIS OUT WITHOUT KNOWING ABOUT ANY OF
IT AT THE TIME IT HAPPENED , BUT I CANNOT TELL YOU HOW. NEIL HAD
CERTAINLY BEEN TRAINED IN HOW TO USE SLEEP DEPRIVATION AS A TORTURE
METHOD, AND USED THE NOTE OUR MOM LEFT BEHIND FOR MIKE TO WAKE ME UP
FOR SCHOOL AT THE SAME TIME. IT WAS CONSTANT INTIMIDATION BUT I CANNOT
FIGURE OUT WHY BECAUSE I DID NOT EVEN KNOW WHO HE WAS, OR WHY OUR
DAD EVEN MARRIED ELEANOR. THERE WERE AT LEAST TWO TELEPHONE CALLS
THAT I RECALL COMING TO PLANTATION THAT I KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT. ONE
PERSON, AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHO IT WAS CALLED AND OUR DAD ANSWERED ,
AND THE PERSON AT THE OTHER END SAID SOMETHING LIKE “I DON'T WANT TO
SPEAK TO YOU I WANT TO SPEAK TO MIKE” THEN THERE IS ONE OTHER CALL THAT
I RECALL, AND IT RANG IN THE BEDROOM WHERE I WAS FORCED TO SHARE WITH
NEIL, AND WHAT NEIL REPEATES WAS THIS “WHAT DO YOU GET IF YOU CROSS AN
ELEPHANT WITH A RHINO” WHICH REALLY DID NOT MAKE ANY SENSE TO ME AT
ALL. I REALLY CAN'T FIGURE HOW IT MADE ANY SENSE TO NEIL EITHER BEING A
PART OF A GROUP THAT STOLE STUFF, AND CASTRO DID NOT COME FROM,
POSSIBLY, A NAZI BACKGROUND, HE WAS JUST A COMMUNIST.

Torture
My life begins and ends with me at seven years
old. I say that it begins and ends at seven because
that is where, as far as I can tell, I became a slave
to the 4th dimension, or time. I would not realize
that was true until I was 46 years old, and then it
was only because I received a very unexpected
email . The email that came from Jim Keith, that
may have only been a pen name, was sent
because, out of desperation, I posted a message to
a newsgroup. Jim Keith who is now deceased died
of , if he was really a person, an unusual knee
injury that occurred at the burning man festival in
Arizona, or so the story goes. If you do not know
who this Jim Keith is, or recognize what he wrote,
one of the books which you might be familiar with
is: “Mind Control World Control” At the same time
Jim Keith was in the hospital, supposedly, I was in
the hospital, in Cincinnati with a blood clot on my
left leg, the same leg that 30 years prior my
brother had broken because he had been run over
by a car while working at UPS. I think it was
intentional! But it was not due to anything I caused
to happen. (Please see the basics of the fourth
dimension to see that it is possible to “see” into a
room even though you are not in the room)
In about 1971, with an International law document
in his hand, Eric Schwing tracked me down, which
looking at now sort of does not make sense, then
again maybe there was a reason for it, in
Columbus, and during the time that I knew Eric
he said to me that I was going to have blood clots .
Where he got that from I cannot figure out. I think
there is some personal information that Eric had
about our household, even though I don't know
how he got it Or, maybe it was due something
Mike had said to Eric, I do not really know. I have
to say that there is a coincidence related to this
that I need to mention. When I was
14, and Neil was talking to Mike a lot behind my
back when we lived at 820 Critchfield road Neil
got the idea that going to the YMCA was a good
idea. So Eleanor paid for a membership for all 3 of
us. We went once, and the one time we did go
using their indoor basketball court, even though I
could not play basketball, but definitely did not
have any interest in lifting weights, friction burns
in the form of blood blisters showed up on my feet
because I was only wearing socks while on the
basketball court which may have looked like blood
clots, but were not. Neil who used to read Strength
and Health in the bathroom for 3 hours at the
time, was planning something even though I had
no interest in weight lifting or anything, for that
matter, related to that type of thing, and neither
did Mike. At the same that was happening in late
1963 or early 64, some stranger came up to me,
on my first trip to downtown Columbus, on a city
bus, and when we stopped at the station he came
up to me and grabbed my crotch. I ran away sort
of crying because I did not understand why the
person had done it. Some people think that things
happen because they are meant to happen that
way, and they think that that is their description of
what god is, but they are absolutely wrong. In my
opinion they are lost people. So this creep told me
if I went in a theater with him that he would pay
me. He said briefly, that he had just gotten off the
bus from California ,and pulled $100.bills out of
his wallet. That has never been said, and I did not
know that mind control was real issue. Don't forget
Lee Harvey Oswald ended up in a theater just after
shooting John F. Kennedy, but he could not tell
anyone why he was in the theater. In fact one of
the theories on the internet currently is that
someone at the YMCA on elm street in Dallas
Texas had an umbrella gun, and he is the one that
really shot John Kennedy. Just coincidentally , or
maybe not coincidentally, I would end up in living
in a YMCA 30 years later in Cincinnati after Eric left
Columbus, and I was forced to leave for no reason
at all. Not only was I forced to leave Columbus. I
was forced to leave on bicycle, because it was the
only transportation I had at the time. Can you
imagine due to no jobs left in Columbus, and
Susan Ramsey Nelson, and Neil that had told me at
12 years old I was going to die a penniless drunk,
and Susan Ramsey Nelson, not to be confused with
Jon Benet Ramsey of course, a friend of Paul
Hogan's that had also tracked me down in
Columbus, also pestering me, and Eric Schwing,
who said he was from Morgan town, West Virginia
where Patsy Ramsey was Miss West Virginia ,
thought he knew what he was doing, told me that
he was going to Washington DC, I was forced to
leave Columbus.
My dad had been forced to leave Florida thirty
years earlier because Neil had set our dad up.
They also set him because of a telephone that I
forgot to mention, and it was a telephone that I
don't think Mike meant any harm by but it caused
our dad a lot of trouble. Why the person took it
seriously is beyond me. I think the telephone call
went something like this; Hi Mike, what does your
dad do for a living? Mike responded with He's a
truck driver! It is hard to believe, but somehow
that got to Concrete Pipe Products, and Mike was
blamed for it. He set him up also, because they
used a company my dad worked for called
Concrete Pipe Product,to change it into Martin
Marietta. They being Werhner Von Braun, top
scientist for Adolph Hitler, who was in the United
States, and head of NASA. My dad had said to
Mike, while I was standing next to them, that
management had killed his career as an engineer,
and that he did not have any choice but to leave
the place he never wanted to leave. They used
character assassination to destroy my dad, and
Neil and Pam that had the nerve to actually
convince Mike that our dad should marry
Eleanor did nothing to help even though they
had come from Boston with that being the reason
they came to Florida. While we were living in
Plantation my brother Mike had suffered a leg
injury from being run over by a car in UPS parking
lot in 1963, or maybe in early 1964. Just prior to
Mike being run over he was convinced that he
could really handle Neil, but Mike found out real
quickly that that was definitely not possible, nor
could anyone, including our dad. Mike, who
thought, that everything that started happening in
1957 could be explained in 3 dimensional terms
did not even think that mind control was a
possibility even though he had the international
law document to go by, and told Paul Gerson Jr
about, but not me. Our mom told me that one day,
indirectly, which was the only way Mike had told
her that she could tell me, by opening an envelope
with a steam iron. I think what had really
happened is that Neil knew our address even
though he was not a friend of anyone in the
household in about 1957. I was not to figure out
that for another 30 years, long after our mom
died, even though I felt it in my gut at 7 years old I
did not know it consciously. It was not until, after I
had been forced to leave Columbus, and ended up
in Cincinnati, and Eric Schwing knew I would, even
though I did not, after Temple of the Screaming
Electron had come on, and Eric had said in
Columbus that Screaming at the TV set was the
issue, and I had no one to turn to except myself to
figure out what everywhere and no where was
about. Neil had set me up the first time I met Neil
with giving me a guillotine for a 12th birthday
present. Coincidentally, or maybe not
coincidentally, I ended up in a YMCA about 6
months after I came to Cincinnati. Remember in
1964 thirty years earlier Neil, had thought, that
going to a YMCA was a good idea. You see Mike
had thought in early 1964, while we were still
living in Plantation that if I was the only person in
a bedroom with him, and that was not the
bedroom we shared before our mom died, and Neil
had said to Mike something like “If U put in his
mouth it will be all over”, and Mike was then
blamed for what when on in the bedroom Mike
thought that I had conspired against him, and that
I was just some sort of little fagot. This is after Neil
for almost a year prior to that had tortured me
daily with the reason “that's what they think” as
being his rationale, and I do mean torture in the
physical sense of the word. If it wasn't bruises on
my arm it was using a note our mom had left
behind that asked that Mike wake me up for
school. He used it to wake me up, after everyone
else was asleep running feathers over my ears.
Even after I told Neil that I would not get up
anymore, and being woken out of sound sleep it is
hard sometimes to tell what is going on, he would
persist to wake me up until I got up and put my
clothes on. There was never any mention, at least
to me, that mind control, and being a fly in the
spiders mouth was the real issue, and because of
that “seeing” into a room was as easy as turning on
a light switch. Neil also told me that I “was going
to die a penniless drunk” at age 12 or 13.
Robert Gates II had just died supposedly of
choking on milk, about the same time. Neil and
Pam said that that was “Robbie the Robot” They
implied that I was “Robbie the Robot” I do not
think to this day anyone that is still alive except
maybe Neil knows really where that child came
from. Eleanor convinced our dad that it was a good
idea to take her out one night, and bring back the
child who was only 3 days old. The child was not
adopted, and was not related to our dad. My dad
felt so bad when the child died that he looked like
he was about to cry, and our dad rarely showed his
feelings. If the child was related to anyone it had
to be Neil or someone Neil and Pam worked for, at
the time. You see, in a way, they had hired Mike
even though Mike was not getting paid for what he
was doing, like they were, and that is where “they
are stealing it” started. Mike never understood
what Neil was talking about when he would call
and say “they are stealing it”. What Neil was really
talking about is that the Soviet Union was stealing
his turtle, or so he called even going out and
getting a box turtle to keep in a box. I think that
was related to me cutting my foot on a turtle bowl
while playing hide and seek. As a matter of fact I
know that is why that was done because when I
visited the Boy Scouts, playing a game called
capture the flag, the person that won had a note
on his foot, inside his shoe, in exactly the same
place where I cut my foot. You see one of the rules
of hide and seek is that one child is designated as
“IT” and counts to 100, and then tries to find the
other kids that are hiding. So , you see if the say
the Soviet Union, with the help of Fidel Castro had
decided to use the SPYDER then “they are stealing
IT” makes sense. Especially if you consider a fly in
the SPYDER'S mouth as being the issue. That had
happened when I was seven years old not 13 or 17
years old. In the mean time we took a trip to
Dayton, and along the way, our dad suggested the
truck driver issue as being a problem but Mike did
not say anything, and I did not understand at the
time what was going on. While visiting Paul Smith
in Dayton he took me out on the side of the house
and showed me a locust or grass hopper, because
he had gotten the nature issue from Mike Mike
had come to the conclusion that a part of the body
in your mouth was what Neil was talking about,
and Neil planned and tortured me so it would work
exactly that way. Then Neil made it look like I was
working with him, instead of Paul Gerson. they
meant someone I knew about, and that I was
stealing stuff around the neighborhood.
The song “she swallowed the SPYDER to catch the
fly” had been written about the same time, and
sung at the boy scouts, in which I was only a
visiting cub scout. At about the same time the
song “One Eyed One Horned Fly in a Purple People
Eater” came out also. The Mickey Mouse Club was
on TV, and had a weekly serial that was called SPIN
and MARTY, based on the HARDY BOYS. You see
our mom had suggested I read the HARDY BOYS
as a way of learning how to read a book when I
was about 10 years old, or maybe a little younger
since the Mickey Mouse Club went off the air in
1958. At the same time the Playboy club was being
created in Chicago with a much different kind of
ears as being the focus. This is also when the first
movie about the “FLY” came out, and then there
was also the movie “PSYCHO” that ended with
“I won't even swat a fly” as the last line in the
movie. Turdy years later the “FLY” came out again
a much different movie came out, and then there
was “BRAZIL” that started with someone swatting a
fly as the beginning. Robert De Niro played a
person that helped sending sewage into some
rubber suits, based on 1984, and including
someone being tortured, and identity theft as
being the reason someone was being blamed for
being a terrorist that really was not a terrorist
You see I was born with a birth defect that our
mom felt bad about. She felt so bad about it, and
felt that it was the source of my low self esteem at
age 5, that she asked Mike to try and get the
people that were calling at the time, to help find a
doctor that could do plastic surgery. The doctor
was found, and the plastic surgery was done, when
I was about 8 years old, but the people calling did
not do what Mike had thought they would do like
pay for the bill. This is only a guess as to what did
happen, even though I was living in the household
at the time. I think at this point I need to define
two different kinds of torture. I was born with
WATER signs being the dominant element in my
astrological chart that could be associated with
tears as way of looking at a person that was born
with WATER being the dominant element in a
person's chart . It took 40 of my life, and being
tortured in one way or another, to figure that that
is really how this thing with the 4th dimension
started, and it was the only thing Pam and Neil,
that came from Boston knew, because they were
told that, and they did not tell anyone else. They
knew it because the person that hired them told
them that, but did not tell anyone else. That is how
Pam and Neil have been able to avoid going to jail
all this time. I have been their “backstop” since I
was 10 years old. Maybe, even before that. Mike
was told one day to tell me “first you see it then
you hear it” when I was about 8 years old, pointing
to a lightning bolt. That is what NAZI'S wore on
there uniforms. Anyway they have used me for 50
years of my life and dividing and conquering
people away from me, and used Mike ignorance to
blame him for causing the Soviet Union to be the
one that put me in the SPYDERS mouth. So the
“CRIER”, as I guess I was labeled, because I had
cried when a boat sank You see at the time that
was my world so it could be any boat because in
essence crying for the world from the gut level.
When Eric Schwing came to Columbus he started
off telling me it was about “I cried when Martin
Luther King died, not when John Kennedy died. So
if a vortex is the issue like what is mentioned in
the song One Eyed One Horned Fly in a Purple
People Eater, or possibly mentioned at the
beginning of “The Wizard of Oz” that came out in
theaters in 1939. then maybe a different kind of
torture would be the issue.
A different kind of torture because the vortex
would meet the people I came in contact with
before I had a chance to meet them for the rest of
my life. That is torture for someone that cares
enough about enough about the world to cry for it
To cry for the world, because I saw someone
suffering, at least at the time it looked like
suffering, and really did not know why I was crying
So to this day, that started with in 1994 “I scared
you didn't I” out of thin air. I have been the target
of Temple of the Screaming Electron, including
being their roach that is remote control and mind
control both at the same time. That is 15 years
of prescription sleeping pills, and counting.
Remember Eric had said in Columbus that
screaming at the TV set was the issue. I have been
a victim of most of the following, and even some
not mentioned.

FROM TEMPLE OF THE SCREAMING ELECTRONS INTERNET SITE

BEFORE IT WAS NOT ACCESSABLE BY ME.

http://www.totse.org
Invasive At-a-Distance Body Effects (including mind):

Sleep deprivation and fatigue:

--Silent but instantaneous application of "electronic caffeine" signal, forces awake and keeps awake
--Loud noise from neighbors, usually synchronized to attempts to fall asleep
--Precision-to-the-second "allowed sleep" and "forced awakening," far too precise and repeated to be
natural
--Daytime "fatigue attacks" can force the victim to sleep

Audible Voice to Skull (V2S):

--Delivered by at-a-distance radio signal

--Made to appear as emanating from thin air
--Voices or sound effects only the victim can hear

Inaudible Voice to Skull (Silent Sound):

--Delivered by at-a-distance radio signal;

--Manifested by sudden urges to do something/go somewhere
--Silent (ultrasonic) hypnosis presumed
--Programming hypnotic "triggers" - i.e., specific phrases, catchy songs, verbal hooks or other cues
cause specific involuntary actions

Violent muscle triggering (flailing of limbs):

--Leg or arm jerks to violently force awake and keep awake
--Whole body jerks, as if body had been hit by large jolt of electricity
--Violent shaking of body; seemingly as if on a vibrating surface but where surface is in reality not
vibrating

Precision manipulation of body parts (slow, specific purpose):

--Manipulation of hands and feet

--Slow bending almost 90 degrees backward of one toe at a time or one finger at a time
--Direct at-a-distance control of breathing and vocal cords, including involuntary speech
--Spot blanking of memory, long- and short-term

Reading said-silently-to-self thoughts:

--Engineered skits where your thoughts are spoken to you by strangers

--Real time reading sub-vocalized words, as while the victim reads a book

Direct application of pain to body parts:

--Hot-needles-deep-in-flesh sensation
--Electric shocks (no wires whatsoever applied)
--Powerful and unquenchable itching, often applied precisely
--"Artificial fever," sudden, no illness present
-- Sudden racing heartbeat in a relaxed situation

External Stress-Generating "Skits":

--Participation of strangers, neighbors in harassment

--Rudeness for no cause
--Tradesmen always have "problems," block your car, etc.
--Purchases delayed, spoiled, or lost at a high rate
--Unusually loud music, noise, far beyond normal

Break-ins/sabotage at home:

--Shredding of clothing
--Destruction of furniture
--Petty theft
--Engineered failures of utilities

Sabotage at work:

--Deletion/corruption of computer files

--Planting viruses which could not have come from your computer usage pattern
--Spreading of rumors, sabotage to your working reputation
--Direct sabotage and theft of completed work
To the Brain:

--Microwave hearing of voice(s) that are not one's own

--Manipulation of emotions and attacks on self-esteem
--External induction of inappropriate thoughts
--Reading, echoing, broadcasting and scrambling thoughts
--Forced memory blanking and induced erroneous actions
--Induced changes to hearing
--Sleep prevention each night, at exactly the same time (for weeks)
--Sleep induction, often at inappropriate times
--Vivid controlled dreams, with sense of dream being forced or narrated
--Ultra-vivid forced images, as if a cartoon or photograph forced on visual field

To the Face:

--Manipulation of facial expressions

--Forced movement of jaw and clacking of teeth
--Manipulation of airways
--Externally controlled forced speech
--Artificial tinnitus (ringing in ears)

To the Body:

--Wilding racing heart without cause

--Heart palpitations without cause
--Remotely induced itching (sudden and violent, with no rash)
--Forced nudging of arm during delicate or messy work causing injury or spills
--Jolting, forced convulsions, and forced "muscle quaking"
--Forced precision manipulation of hands, sometimes synched to the forced waking visions
--Special attention to genital area: itching, forced orgasm, intense pain, "hot needles"
--Intense general pain in the legs, like stings.

BED COILS STANDARDIZED FOR MIND-CONTROL POTENTIAL

Metal coil springs were standardized in size, are made of steel and are placed in a
grid pattern in a common mattress. Standards were introduced that specify how
many coils, and what tension were to be used in their manufacture. Their shape is
an open ended hyperbolic which is the best suited to create a similar induced
magnetic field. When one lays down the springs are compressed and have
between 5 to 7 coils compressed. This makes a field of influence around the
human body which is enfolded within the field of coils, which are natural
antennas to incoming electromagnetic waves. Evidence suggests that the
standardizing of bed springs was a carefully planned event designed to assist
electronic mind-control.
E4. VIRTUAL REALITY.
 torture
(^ LIMITATIONS
The author acknowledges that this article falls short of a rigprous academic paper. This is explained by
the fact that gang stalking and electronic harassment targets are kept in a sort of "barely alive"
condition, with significant health problems, and either unable to work or just barely able to hold a job
with limited earning potential.
Furthermore, since the perpetrators constantly work to prevent the public from knowing anything about
gang stalking and electronic harassment, evidence is obtainable with great difficulty, and often the only
evidence is of lower quality than would be accepted for a scientific treatise.
in short, everything in this article represents a struggle against immense odds. We ask readers to
understand this and hope that those who are not under electronic attack and surveillance will try
through independent channels to find better quality proof.
up to Contents
I II. INTRODUCTION
Electronic harassment and control technology had it's start in the 1950s, as an 9bscure branch of the ClA's
MKULTRA project group. 3ust as organized crime is not stopped by hearings and court cases, neither did
this originally obscure branch of MKULTRA activity, when the institutional/drug/child abuse phases were
exposed by the U.S. senate's church-inouye hearings in the late 1970s. NO criminal
. proceedings followed, and only two civil law suits (Orlikow and
( Bonacci) have succeeded.
This assembly of unclassified and commercial literature is to show investigators and concerned citizens that in
spite of the tightest possible information blackout imposed in the early 1970s, enough of the classified electronic
harassment and control technology has leaked out to show that significant classified accomplishments are x
overwhelmingly likely, and in need of disclosure, here at the end of the 20th century.
it is hoped that government and media, who have shied away from this topic for decades, preferring the
warm fuzzy feelings that "this can't be true", will read about the unclassified and commercial devices and
understand the implications of continued turning the other way.
Up to Contents
III. E-HARASSMENT EFFECTS
since government-backed electronic harassment and control is classified at the highest levels in all
technologically capapble governments, the description of effects is taken from the personal experiences of
the "2,000 or so" known gang stalking with electronic harassment targets. The experimentees without
exception report that once the harassment begins, in virtually all cases it continues for life, it continues in
every city, state, and country the target moves to. It continues in prisons and hospitals, even when the
target is dying of cancer.
Many targets are young seniors, some in their 70s and 80s.
' Some have children and the children are often subjected to the same
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torture
f "testing" as their parent(s). Pets are not only tortured, but even killed, painfully and violently.
The effects pattern:
This article is about unclassified/commercial technologies which can produce some of the effects of the
harassment equipment:
- All harassment consists of unique, carefully engineered-unprovable events to produce psychological stress
in the victim. There are no events which do not fit that apparent purpose.
- in every series of stress event type, ONE introductory event of very high energy/effect is staged. The
obvious purpose is to be certain the victim KNOWS this is external harassment, and not just "bad luck".
From that time forward, the perpetrators appear to apply "Pavlovian training" so that they can get the
victim to "jump" (or react in some way) to the same effect at a tiny fraction of the initial "introductory"
event.
- This type of harassment started during the Cold war, and shows every characteristic of military and
intelligence psychological warfare operations.
- This type of harassment points to CONTROL of the test subject. Endlessly repeated words generated
inescapably within the skull are just one hypnosis-like experience.
- The total number and type of crimes which make up gang stalking and electronic harassment simply could
not take place without cover being supplied by government. Bizarre court decisions in which the target is
forced into involuntary mental health treatment and a criminal spouse (for example, a pedophile father
discovered "doing" his own child) clearly show that gang stalking and electronic
^ harassment are heavily protected by all levels of government and
r the medical establishment.
The effect types categorized:
Here is a list of most of the common effects. It is not exhaustive, but is intended to show the reader how the
perpetrators' pallette of stress effects is broken down, indent levels are used to show categories and sub-
categories:
1. invasive At-a-Distance Body Effects (including mind)
a. Sleep deprivation and fatigue
i. Silent but instantaneous application of "electronic
caffeine" signal, forces awake and keeps awake ii. Loud noise from
neighbours, often SYNCHRONIZED
to attempts to fall asleep iii.Precision-to-the-second "allowed sleep" and "forced
awakening"; far too precise and repeated to be natural iv. Daytime fatigue attacks", can force
the victim to sleep
and/or weaken the muscles to the point of collapse b. Audible voice to Skull
(V2s)
i. Delivered remotely, at a distance ii. Made to appear as emanating from thin air iii.voices or
sound effects only the victim can hear c. inaudible voice to Skull (Silent Sound)
i. Delivered by apparent at a distance radio signal;
manifested by sudden urges to do spmething/go somewhere
you would not otherwise want to; silent (ultrasonic)
hypnosis is possible " 11. Programming hypnotic "triggers" - i.e. specific phrases
or other cues which cause specific involuntary actions
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Muscle triggering (flailing of limbs)
i. Leg or arm jerks to violently force awake and keep awake ii.
whole body jerks, as if body had been hit by large jolt
of electricity iii.violent shaking of body; seemingly
as if on a vibrating
surface but where surface is in reality not vibrating e.
precision manipulation of body parts (slow, specific purpose)
i. Manipulation of hands, forced to synchronize with
closed-eyes
but FULLY AWAKE vision of previous day; very powerful and
coercive, not a dream ii. slow bending almost 90 degrees
BACKWARDS of one toe at a
time or one finger at a time iii.Direct at-a-distance
control of breathing and vocal cords;
including involuntary speech
iv. Spot blanking of memory, more than normal forgetfulness f. Reading said-silently-to-self
thoughts
i. Engineered skits where your thoughts are spoken to you
by strangers on street or events requiring knowledge of
what y9u were thinking ii. Real time reading subvocalized words, as while the victim
reads a book, and BROADCASTING those words to nearby people
who form an amazed audience around the victim g. Direct application of pain to body
parts i. Hot-need!es-deep-in-flesh sensation ii. Electric shocks (no wires whatsoever applied)
iii.Powerful and unquenchable itching, often applied precisely
when victim attempts to do something of a delicate or
messy nature
iv. "Artificial fever", sudden, no illness present v. Sudden racing heartbeat, relaxed
situation h. Surveillance and tracking
i. Rapping under your feet as you move about your apartment,
on ceiling of apartment below ii. Thru wall radar used to monitor starting and
stopping
of your urination - water below turned on and off
in sync with your urine stream
2. invasive Physical Effects at a Distance, non-body
a. Stoppage of power to appliances (temporary, breaker ON)
b. Manipulation of appliance settings
c. Temporary failures that "fix themselves"
d. Flinging of objects, including non-metallic
e. Precision manipulation of switches and controls
f. Forced, obviously premature failure of appliance or
parts
3. External Stress-Generating "Skits"
a. Participation of strangers, neighbors, and in some cases
close friends and family members in harassment
i. Rudeness for no cause
ii. Tradesmen always have "problems", block your car, etc.
iii.Purchases delayed, spoiled, or lost at a high rate
iv. unusually loud music, noise, far beyond normal b. Break-ins/sabotage at
home
 i. Shredding of clothing
ii. Destruction of furniture
iii.Petty theft
iv. Engineered failures of utilities c. sabotage at work
i. Repetitive damage to furniture
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Our Family Life after our Mom Died

5251 SW 4TH COURT

PLANTATION FLORIDA 1962-1964
AS YOU CAN SEE IT WAS, UNFORTUNATELY
ANYTHING BUT TYPICAL
SOMETIMES PICTURES CAN SAY 1000 WORDS
THE PARAGRAPH BELOW IS NOT RELATED TO OUR DAD
WHO MARRIED SOMEONE HE SHOULD NOT HAVE THINKING
BECAUSE OF MIKE HE WAS MARRYING HER FOR ME.
THE PERSON THAT HAD ACCESS TO THE SOVIET UNION
AND MADE FLIES IN SPIDERS MOUTH OUT OF ME
WAS ONLY 14 AT THE TIME AND TRAINED IN HOW
TO TORTURE PHYSICALLY
EVEN GOING SO FAR AS TO USE A NOTE THAT OUR MOM
LEFT BEHIND ON HER DEATH BED, IN THE HOSPITAL,
THAT REQUESTED THAT MIKE WAKE ME UP FOR SCHOOL.
MIKE, MISTAKENLY, GAVE THE NOTE TO A PERSON WHO
BECAME MY “BROTHER” BY FRAUD ONLY, AND HE PROCEEDED
TO USE IT TO TORTURE ME AFTER EVERYONE ELSE WAS
ASLEEP, AND THEN CONVINCED EVERYONE THAT I WAS RESPONSIBLE
FOR CAUSING OUR DAD TO MOVE TO COLUMBUS OHIO
AT 13 YEARS OLD, AND NOT KNOWING WHAT WAS GOING ON AT ALL
SOMEONE CAME UP TO ME OUTSIDE AND SAID “WE ARE GOING TO USE
YOUR HEAD AS A BACKSTOP
THIS WAS ABOUT THE TIME OF THE KENNEDY ASSASSINATIION
AND ALSO THE TIME THAT THE BROTHER BY FRAUD SET UP A
TELEPHONE CALL WHILE I WAS OUT OF THE HOUSE IN WHICH HE KNEW
 MIKE WOULD ANSWER, AND MIKE, I THINK, SAID TO SOMEONE OVER
THE TELEPHONE, AFTER SOMEONE ASKED WHAT DO YOU WANT
MIKE RESPONDED WITH I WANT PAUL'S ASS KICKED, BUT WHAT
HE WAS REALLY ASKING FOR IS PAUL GERSON'S ASS KICKED
SOMEONE DID COME UP TO ME, AND SAY “I'M GOING TO KICK YOUR
ASS” HE KNEW EXACTLY WHERE I WAS AT AT THE TIME.

My husband is a manly man. Of course, this is part of the reason I married

him. I'm not into dainty men who I can "out-man" around the house. Ya
know what I mean? Anyway, he fixes things around the house, does all the
heavy lifting and most importantly kills bugs when L.A. Toddler and I are
running in fear of said insect. This is especially important in my current
prego condition. I'm hereby relieved of changing the cat's litter, lugging
laundry to and from the laundry room, taking out the trash and other such
labor intensive or 'ewwww-y' things. But I'm straying from the subject...
Back to the bug killing. My husband is really good at this. He can actually
smack flying flies between his hands in mid-air. They fall to the floor and
remain there until the cat comes to dispose of them. Gross - but convenient!
I need to add here that L.A. Daddy doesn't bend over to pick anything up.
He uses his finger-toes and lifts whatever item is on the floor up to his hand.
He's quite good at it really.
Annnnyway... the weather has finally warmed up here and it's feeling like
spring. So the insects are out in full force. In the past week I've found dead
flies attached to cupboard doors, miniblinds, curtains. I've even found a
mosquito smashed to the bathroom mirror. Seriously, what is this? Is he
leaving his prey and expecting some type of reward? Honestly. Maybe if he
starts leaving jewelry around the house we can talk.
 CHARACTER ASSASSINATION

I’ve see it used against me, and everyone else in my family since the age of 7
I had just not put 2 + 2 = 4 dimensional until I was 46 years old.
If it wasn’t Mike not realizing that putting my hand on Paul Gerson Jr in
A motel room in Miami Beach, which was set up by Ruth Gerson, a 30 year
Old woman, because of telephone call she made to our mom in 1957.
After, on the way, Paul Gerson Jr, who still lives in the Summerland key area,
Said at the same time his mother Ruth, “Milton Berle lives there”. But what really
Went on in Miami in the 1957 was the people that used a 4 dimensional snap shot
and the spider device to test whether they could control a person’s actions by remote control. But
Mike, because he had been contacted by Pam, and Mike thought he had a girlfriend in 4th grade,
and because he thought he had a girlfriend
and she asked him if he would like to “tryout a new technology”, and Mike because
of a hologram, was already thinking that I was conspiring against him, and because Neil had
hired Pam and Eleanor in Boston, around the Kennedy compound, and trained by MK-Ultra at the
psychopathic hospital in Boston, people like Fidel Castro
called Mike at least once, or maybe 3 or 4 times. One of the telephone calls was very important
because in the telephone, and I will swear under any polygraph test
that this happened Fidel Castro called, and to Mike what do you want? And Mike
said “I want nature”, and Fidel Castro responded with “THAT IS NOT THE WAY IT WORKS”, and
Mike responded well then how does it work, and Fidel Castro said
well you have to order in three’s. That telephone call was made by a NAZI. Fidel
Castro, had a Nazi background, was hired by someone in Argentina, which was the
Only place that allowed Nazi’s after the second world war, because they were all
in trouble for war crimes. The NAZI’s were essentially gangsters, they were not
A part of the german government, and no government approved of them, at yet
They almost took over the world. All of the stuff Mike did he did behind my back.
He was convinced that I had touched Paul Gerson, because Mike was shown a picture that
showed it in some way. So Mike proceeded to “investigate” by calling
Paul Gerson everyday, and telling him “it kind of tickles doesn’t it” Mike never thought in terms of
Mind Control, and Neil was the only one professionally
Trained, and HE used Mike, and everyone else in the household to get what he
Wanted. When he used to call Mike, and say they are stealing it” Mike only thought
In terms of stealing things like cars or anything else around the neighborhood, in
Ft Lauderdale, Florida, in the 1950’s. He never thought in terms of me being stolen, and put in
his mouth, as being the spider device even though it was mentioned several times in the 1950’s,
in Florida, even the place where our dad worked as an engineer. Because NEIL DONNELLY always
talked in terms of IT being stolen, and when you are not trained by MK-Ultra as the Manchurian
candidate, then you don’t think that A person, that is your own brother, in terms of being an it.
(The reason Neil used the word it was that there is a rule in Hide and Seek that designates one
child as being it, and then counts to 100, and tries to find the other children) So, Mike proceeded
to call Paul Gerson, I think maybe everyday, and ask him if there was anything wrong, and make
bets with Neil Donnelly behind my back, of course.
Mike could only think in terms, of his brother Paul as being a Faggot, and that was used around
the whole neighborhood, when I was only seven, to ruin my life, and take away the friends, our
mom had helped me meet because I was only 5 when we moved to Ft Lauderdale. So Paul
Gerson, I think got so tired of Mike that one day he told Mike that I had killed someone at the
bowling alley that our mom used to take us to on weekends when we were both about 7 years
old. Paul Gerson also
Told me, in elementary school, that is grades 1 through 8 that “I’ll buy that baby
U Thant and Tito was the issue. You have to think in terms of what what was going on in the
world in the 1950’s to understand what Paul Gerson Jr, with 140 IQ was
Talking about to understand those statements. Marshall Tito or Josef Tito was head
Of Yugoslavia at the time, but he was also a CIA agent. There was, and is a 4 dimensional device
called a baby device because it is based on the Buddhist symbol
See, Hear, and Speak no Evil, which are three things children do before the age of
2 or maybe 3. You have to think of the 4th dimension in entirely different terms to
really understand it in terms that are used to control the world. The 4th dimension
can also be seen, especially if you think that people are basically electrical in nature
that the 4th dimension includes all of the 3rd dimension, that is all of it. Everything and Nothing at
the same time, because there is nothing that can go faster than the
speed of light. That is the law that defines the 4th dimension. Getting back to what
was happening in the world at the time was the so called “cold war”. There wasn’t
any cold war, and the spread of communism was never the issue. The question you
have to ask is why did Fidel Castro, that had a Nazi background, and was essentially
a mercenary take over a tiny island like Cuba, and then pretend that he was a communist, and a
part of the Soviet Union. Did Communism spread anywhere else like it did in Cuba. It definitely
did not. So why did Fidel Castro really take over Cuba
and why did he go to Mexico City and make a deal with the Mexican Government that is still be
used today in 2008. Then you also have to ask why Marilyn Monroe
used to go to Mexico City, and visit with Fidel Castro all the time, and why Marilyn
Monroe also got involved with the Kennedy family. Remember the two “children”
and they were sort of children that worked for Castro came from the Boston area.
At one point they even said they were working for Fidel Castro, and getting paid by the person
Mike called sir over the telephone. Mike had the international law document that he was told to
open to tell him what it was about, but Mike could not figure what the document was really
about, and I never got to see it. Our mom opened it and, I think it mentioned the Nazi party on
several occasions, so our mom really got scared. I think the biggest thing about the international
law document is that it is, and it is still in the building I live in, and being used by a person by the
Name of John Fine, is that it was really a peace treaty. It had be written in French
And translated into English. I think the peace treaty was really between Austria and Australia.
The reason it was between Austria and Australia was that Austria was at one point a part of what
is now Yugoslavia, and Adolph Hitler broke that treaty.
Don’t forget now Tito was then boss of Yugoslavia that asked the Soviet Union why
There were Nazi’s in the Yugoslavia in maybe the late 40’s or early 50’s maybe around 1952.
Unfortunately the translation from the start was changed, and Mike found one letter of the US
alphabet on it. It was the letter “U”. So Mike one day, as
Joke, wrote the letters YO in front of the letter U, and from that day forward that has
Been used because Mike thought it was about 5 people instead of 5 year intervals.
And he thought that whatever it was he read described me, and for that reason I was “U” , and
Mike talked to Fidel Castro again, and was told that there was nothing wrong with me, or
something like that, and Mike came back with but Sir he’s Evil.
No one though has ever defined who “HE’ is though. I need to mention something about 5 year
interval, while I am not really sure how they work I know they exist, and they are used in higher
math to describe the number zero, because if you only
Use the numbers 0-9, and you use what math describes as anything related to those
Numbers you run into trouble because zero is an undefined number so that is why they use the
greek alphabet to describe zero, that is Alpha and Omega. I am sorry that I have gotten off track
but it is very hard for me with even a college education
To describe the big picture but is so important that I always have to try. So I mentioned a couple
of pages back that putting it in his mouth was very important
In fact it is so important it has torn a family apart for 45 years. The people that had
Been hired by, possibly Fidel Castro in Boston, and knew that wormholes were the
Issue became a part of our family, because Mike was convinced that I thought a
Person by the name of Eleanor “Donnelly” would make a good mother after Paul
Mike and Rogers mom died. Her real name was Eleanor Austin, and I have her signature on a
death certificate to prove it. So she became our dad’s second wife
And at the same time he was being character assassinated by using the racism that
Was built into that device. It had been built into the device since Adolph Hitler did not shake the
hand of Jessie Owens at the 1936 Olympics. So Neil started torturing
From the first time I met him. They wrote a movie about Neil in the 1950’s. called
Psycho. The people that control that device control Hollywood California also. So they had Alfred
Hitchcock write the movie Psycho, and the last line of the movie when Norman Bates was in a
straight jacket he said to himself in a padded cell
“I won’t even swat a fly” That was one of the things Neil had done to me the first
time I met him. You see I was the fly in the spiders mouth, which is not just a name or a
character it is actually using the electrical world of electrons to make something like me in a 4
dimensional sense of the word. I know that sounds like science fiction, but so did the twilight
zone. It is not science fiction, and I have a lot of proof. So Neil, one of the first times I had any
physical contact with HE, and while I was trying to sleep came in the bedroom, and took a fly
swatter and hit repeatedly over the head, and laughed about it. This is the person that Mike had
begged and pleaded to come to Florida to help me because he thought I was in some sort of
trouble. So Neil continued to act like my stepbrother, and I really bought the story
then, including the fact that Eleanor had just lost her husband that was in the army.
In reality she had never been married. She lied to our dad from the start.
So Neil continued to torture me using sleep deprivation, and a note our mom left
behind to have Mike wake me up for school. He would wake me up at midnight
And say that it was time to go to school. At the time, I did not know the note had even been
written. Even after I caught on to being woken up out of a sound sleep
He would still pester me until I got up, and put my clothes on, and laugh at me as
I was walking toward the door. I had bruises all over my arms, and I could not stop him from
doing, and our dad could not either. I think you have to understand something here that I am not
sure is true, but I think is true. If it was possible to Only be able to see a person as what they
basically are, and I am speaking in terms Electrical or electrons then a person might look like
just white light. But if they were Tortured to a certain they might look like they are black. That has
nothing to do with skin color or racism, and I am not implying that black is somehow bad. I am
suggesting something that happens if you try and put all of the colors of the rainbow together
you get white light. If you try and materialize it, or damage it In some way it might change from
white light to something other than that. That is where putting it in his mouth is important
suppose it were possible to torture someone at the age of 12 by someone that had been trained
in how to physically torture to the point where they could absolutely tell that that person could
not take it anymore? I think that is exactly what happened when I was 13 years old and my
Brother Mike was 17 years old. Neil told Mike if you put it in his mouth, which Neil knew had
already been done it would be all over. So Mike proceeded to do something that I am not sure I
understand to this day. Mike thought that putting it His mouth had something to do with a part of
someone’s body, and Neil knew that it would work out exactly the way it worked out when he told
Mike. He even said he is ready. There was a child brought into the household back then, even
though, as far as I know he was not related to anyone in the household. My dad allowed his
name to be given to the child. He was definitely not adopted. The child was only 3 days old, and
no adoption agencies allow a child to be adopted in 3 days. So my dad allowed his name to be
used and the child was called Robert H Gates II. The child died a day after he was brought into
the household. Pam and Neil Said that was “Robbie the Robot” They also said that that was who
I was. Mind Control had moved my hand when I was 7 years old.
In the last 10 years I have filed two FOIA requests with the NSA, partly because
A person that was a complete stranger to me in Columbus brought in a form
to a market research company where I was an interviewer or surveyor.
On the form it had the NSA and the CIA on it, and I really did not know why,
And to this day cannot figure out why someone by the name of Linda Ress
Who called herself Eleanor over the telephone would do that to me.
So I have filed 2 FOIA requests, and one of them ended with a news story on the
National news stating that they used some sort of spider telephone system,
And looked for words with it using an Echelon program. I sent them torture that
Was taken directly from Temple of the Screaming Electron. Hitler was sometimes
Called the SCREAMER because of the way he screamed his speeches.
Unfortunately, http://www.totse.org cannot be accessed now, and they kept the
Torture that I have been through

Scapegoating Defined
By definition a 'scapegoat' is an innocent accused, blamed, and punished for
someone else's sins, faults, mistakes, and problems. Other words used are a
whipping boy or of a whip-boy. We all use a whipping boy each time we blame some
one else for something we don't want to face in ourselves.

In most cases scapegoating is an unconscious process. We are blaming the

scapegoat without being aware that we are to blame, not our scapegoat. In ancient
times and in some cultures, the nobility could not be touched, thus they kept a
whipping boy for this purpose. When a crime was committed that warranted physical
punishment, a whipping-boy was used. Usually the whipping-boy was educated with,
for instance, a prince and whipped whenever the prince deserved chastisement.

DICTIONARY DEFINITIONS:

Scapegoat, n. (O.T.) goat allowed to escape when Jewish chief priest had laid sins of
people upon it.; person bearing blame due to others. - The Concise Oxford Dictionary

Scapegoat n. one who is given all the blame or punishment for faults of which he is
innocent, or for which he is only partly to blame. - The Advanced Learner's Dictionary
of Current English

In Biblical times, one of the two goats upon which the sins of the entire Jewish people
during the year just ended were loaded by the high priest in a symbolic ceremony on
the Day of Atonement; the two goats were led forth or sent out into the wilderness to
die and thus bring expiation for those sins. - Dictionary of Mysticism, ed. by Frank
Gaynor, 1953

scapegoat - Scape is an archaic form of escape, the goat the animal upon whom, in
the ancient Hebraic practice, the accumulated sins of the people were placed on
Atonement Day. The goat thus symbolically burdened was then driven into the wild.
Hence, scapegoating is the act of blaming a convenient (but innocent, as was the
goat) person or group for one's own frustrations, grievances, guilts, etc. this
phenomenon is found as a defense mechanism in individuals as well as a deliberate
form of propaganda in governments. - The Penguin Dictionary of Psychology

The scapegoat of the family. One made to bear the blame of the rest of the family;
one always chidden and found fault with, let who may be in the wrong. The allusion is
to a Jewish custom: Two goats being brought to the alter of the tabernacle on the Day
of Atonement, the high priest cast lots; one was for the Lord, and the other for Azaz'el.
The goat on which the first lot fell was sacrificed, the other was the scapegoat; and
the high priest having, by confession, transferred his own sins and the sins of the
people to it, the goat was taken to the wilderness and suffered to escape. - The
Dictionary of Phrase and Fable, Blitz Editions, 1993
 Scapegoats
~ Archetypal Transference Figures ~
He had, indeed, become the scapegoat, the immediate villain, the sponge
which absorbed all malice and irritability abroad - just as the most
frightened person in a party seems to absorb all the others' fear, seems to
be afraid for them all. - F Scott Fitzgerald

The role of a scapegoat is never easy, often a scapegoat goes through a real hell, alone,
isolated, ostracized... Usually scapegoaters choose a victim who is unable or unwilling
to fight back, or is targeted by a torturer, and is thus forced to accept whatever
accusations or punishments others are meting out to him. Unconscious interchanges
within the group determine who will be chosen to carry group disturbances as its
scapegoat.

Unfortunately horrible violence, like psychological maltreatment, can be truly

random. And scapegoating even more so, as a scapegoat is an archetypal type, a
transference figure, upon which others project everything they can't face in
themselves. Sometimes almost anyone nearby can be chosen as a scapegoat if he or she
happens to be around just when the group is anxiously searching for a scapegoat. In
many cases you can just forget assumptions sometimes made in psychology and
psychological astrology about an unconscious collusion between scapegoaters and
their victims. They are unproven theories that just lead to an unfortunate practice of
blaming the innocent.

ANYONE CAN BE A SCAPEGOAT

There is a cowardly propensity in the human heart that delights in oppressing somebody
else, and in the gratification of this base desire we always select a victim that can be
outraged with safety. - James T Rapier

Any person whose behavior differs from that of his fellows may constitute a threat to
others. If you think that the target is always somehow inferior or weaker than others,
look around and think again. Sometimes you may be chosen for a scapegoat because
of your best qualities as any qualities falling below the group standards or surpassing
them can make you different. Your superior qualities may arouse group envy or
insecurity. Or you may be chosen for a scapegoat because some key figure in the group
doesn't like the way you talk or walk or dress...

Sometimes the inner group pressure may be so strong that almost anyone will do as a
scapegoat, the only criterion may be group safety: the group chooses someone who is
either permanently or momentarily unprotected. If the potential scapegoat is by
nature gentle and unaggressive, all the better, because then the group can do its thing
without any fears of retaliation. Groups in search for a scapegoat can be extremely
sensitive in picking up a person who just then is unable to refuse the role.
"All groups, when they reach a certain size, acquire a sluggishness that usually makes
their own development slower than that of the individual. Thus the day inevitably
comes when the group has fulfilled its purpose for the individual." (Thorwald
Dethlefsen). When that day comes, when you begin to feel that the group rather
hinders than supports your progress, you will be in danger of becoming an outsider.
And more than that: you are the prime candidate for the group's next scapegoat. If
you are highly creative or otherwise a broad-minded person with many interests you
will be highly susceptible , your creativity may be one of the factors making you
susceptible to becoming a scapegoat.

Relationships are usually the best protective factor, thus of you are a loner without
many close friends or supporters, you will be especially vulnerable of being chosen as
the group's next scapegoat. And the risk is even bitter if you happen to be a sensitive
and receptive person, astrologically probably a Neptunian with shaky boundaries. In
some groups and societies being a woman is all that is needed...

Scapegoaters and Scapegoats:

Scapegoating Groups
"The tendency ... to sacrifice a scapegoat in order to save the group from
disintegration and, hence, the self from dissolution, is clearly basic to man's
social nature - Thomas S. Szasz

A group has suggestive power - anyone identifying with a group is

influenced by the group mind. When the group chooses a scapegoat,
everyone projects her or his own negativity and faults onto the scapegoat.
Thereafter it is usually quite difficult even for outside experts to prove the
innocence or the moral worth or value of the chosen scapegoat. Group
members all see alike because the group mind infiltrates into everyone's
unconscious mind, even to the mind of the scapegoat. Identification with
the group will diminish everyone's critical faculties.

The history of the Inquisition and of systematic anti-Semitism leaves no

doubt that society's official scapegoats are persecuted not because they
have committed prohibited acts, or even because they might commit such
acts, but because they are considered 'enemies within'. - Thomas S. Szasz
 Collective group energies working through individuals can sometimes
make decent and sensitive people terribly callous and inhuman, because in
the group atmosphere all are blind to the good qualities of the chosen
scapegoat. It is almost as the group members had a secret conspiracy
against anyone becoming aware of what everyone is doing. A group may
even change to a kind of mob in which everyone does things he wouldn't
do individually. In scapegoating this means that no one feels responsible
for projecting his own rejected and split-off feelings onto the chosen
scapegoat or scapegoats.

Usually no one listens to the scapegoat claiming innocence. If anyone tries

to let the cat out of the bag, others just turn away or begin scapegoating
her or him too. The scapegoat is usually left totally without supporters,
because many group members are unconscious of what is happening.
Those who are not, either do not feel responsible, or they do nothing
because they are afraid of losing their own status in the group (for instance
by aggravating the idealized group leader).

IDEOLOGICAL SCAPEGOATING

Every movement that seeks to enslave a country, every dictatorship or

potential dictatorship, needs some minority group as a scapegoat which it
can blame for the nation's troubles and use as a justification of its own
demands for dictatorial powers. In Soviet Russia, the scapegoat was the
bourgeoisie; in Nazi Germany, it was the Jewish people; in America, it is
the businessmen. - Ayn Rand

I think Native Americans might also be a group that might bave been used

as scapegoat"s in the United States

members an opportunity to discharge pent-up emotions. Often members idealize the leader
and/or other key figures in the group, because it strengthens their feeling of belonging to
something greater than themselves, having a common ideology.

For the group to have a strong group feeling it is not necessary that the members actually meet as
a group, a similar ideology is enough, even discussion groups in the Internet may have quite a
strong group feeling. In some cases a kind of psychic or telepathic communication does an
excellent job in creating tight groups whose members meet only occasionally. "The
metamorphosis of individual minds into the group-mind does not necessarily require the
individual's physical presence in a group or crowd, only an act of identification with the group".
(Arthur Koestler)

In ideological groups, what is ultimately accepted as right and wrong, may not be decided by
individual members at all, the leader - or 'guru' - makes most decisions. Anyone challenging those
decisions is seen as endangering group cohesion and thus punished in some way. In ideological
issues groups are usually very sensitive in picking up even silent dissenters. If there are no
dissenters in the group, then an out-group enemy may be chosen as a scapegoat.

Unfortunately those not directly involved in scapegoating often do nothing to help the scapegoat.
On the contrary, seeing scapegoating in process they may become even more committed to group
doctrines in wanting to avoid a similar fate. "Once a doctrine, however irrational, has gained
power in a society, millions of people will believe in it rather than feel ostracized and isolated",
wrote Erich Fromm.

"Those who do not belong to the group (the club or clique) are despised as being inferior or evil
or both... It is almost common knowledge that the best way to cement group cohesiveness is to
ferment the group's hatred of an external enemy. Deficiencies within the group can be easily and
painlessly overlooked by focusing attention on the deficiencies or "sins" of the out-group." - M.
Scott Peck

PSYCHOLOGICAL SCAPEGOATING

Experiments with laboratory rats have shown that, if one psychologist in the room laughs at
something a rat does, all of the other psychologists in the room will laugh equally. Nobody wants to
be left holding the joke. - Garrison Keillor

In invisible psychological scapegoating nothing much may happen outwardly, behind the scenes
the scapegoat is just quietly ignored. No one does anything earth-shaking, yet everyone senses the
ongoing scapegoating process and follows the unconscious group etiquette in projecting
undefined but very real negativity towards the poor scapegoat. Any single individual may not do
anything momentous, yet the group acts like a many-headed monster - everyone acts as he or she
is expected to, which means that innumerable small acts of rejection create almost total
ostracism.

Wherever scapegoats turn to, they meet a cold shoulder: their phone calls may not be returned,
their letters are left unanswered, their achievements are not recognized, and all this without
explanations or excuses. Although scapegoats may try to adapt and be as kind as possible, they
are ignored, their questions or suggestions are disregarded, they are no longer invited anywhere
or given any meaningful tasks. There may also be backbiting, name-calling, subtle or not so
subtle negative and guilt-creating interpretations of the their actions or characters. Astrology can
be used as a deadly weapon especially against scapegoats who have very little or no astrological
expertise.

In time most scapegoats succumb to the pressure and introject the projected negativity. And
naturally feel quite miserable. Some groups literally drive their scapegoats almost crazy - the
scapegoat is left in peace only if he or she breaks down and shows severe symptoms, perhaps by
resorting to disturbing behavior which scapegoaters then can use to justify their own
scapegoating behavior.

Inner disturbances in the group remain often concealed and hidden if the group members are
united in attacking the scapegoat. The more anxious the scapegoat feels, the more relaxed and
calm the group usually becomes, as the scapegoat drains off all the tension. If the scapegoat
somehow manages to escape - either physically or psychologically by rising above it all - there
may be an outbreak of new problems because the group is no longer relieved from its problems.
And soon the group is looking for a new scapegoat instead of resolving its problems.

Invisible scapegoating may be hardest to take: it is typically Neptunian, difficult to come to grips,
yet often very real. Invisible and usually unintentional scapegoating may also happen in therapy
or in astrological consultation, in such cases interpretations or expert opinions are used as a way
to act out unconscious aggression any time the interpreter feels, for instance, somehow
threatened. In fact, one could say that scapegoating features are embedded in astrological
projection theories in which everything is interpreted as a part of the native's own psyche.
Sometimes those theories can even be seen as collective - and deeply unconscious - way to create
guilt feelings and to reject our collective responsibility.

There is no such thing as conscious scapegoating. - Rene Girard

WATER
Water in astrology is similar to what physics calls the Ether in the
4 dimension, because in a transendental point of view it
flows like water . It is the gut feelings of a person, and I whether for
good or bad have that element dominant in my astrological chart.
There is a branch of astrology that uses what are called
Cosmodynes, and based on the factors that make up a chart, it
creates a report that shows the most important parts of a chart.
Cosmodynes as well as astorlogy using a chart is created by a
person time, date, and place of birth. I think water has a transdental
part of it that religions have known for thousands of years. A lot of
religions still use some sort of baptism, and also use wholly water.
Unfortunately, most of the meaning associated with water has been
lost, or forgotten. There is a very important symbol that astrology
uses that shows up in every doctors office, and on every
prescription. It is the symbol for retrograde planets. I have Jupiter
in the 12th house in Pisces. It is probably most of the most
important parts of my chart. The 12th house is also associated with
sleep, or in my case sleep deprivation because of torture. It has
been an issue in my life since I was about seven years old. My
parents, because the 4 dimensional world, were accused unfairly for
this when I was that age in Florida. For some reason they thought I
was accusing them of causing me not to able to sleep. I slept fine
then, and they were very caring people, I only wish I would have had
a chance to tell them. Then Neil started torturing me using the note
left behind by or mom to wake me up for school, and he had
invaded our house long before. Usually retrogrades do not have the
effect for long periods of time because, at some point in a person's
life
they go direct. Unfortunately, jupiter in my chart, stays retrograde
for a long time.