"Heart Attack"

Puttin my defenses up
Cause I dont wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think Id have a heart attack
Never put my love out on the line
Never said "Yes" to the right guy
Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you, Im never good enough
When I dont care
I can play em like a Ken doll
Wont wash my hair
Then make 'em bounce like a basketball
But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear high heels
Yes, you make me so nervous
That I just cant hold your hand
You make me glow,
But I cover up
Wont let it show,
So Im...
Puttin my defenses up
'Cause I dont wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think Id have a heart attack [3x]
Never break a sweat for the other guys
When you come around, I get paralyzed
And every time I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help
It's just not fair
Pain's more trouble than love is worth
I gasp for air
It feels so good, but you know it hurts
But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear perfume for you
Make me so nervous
That I just cant hold your hand
You make me glow,
But I cover up
Wont let it show,

So Im...
Puttin my defenses up
'Cause I dont wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think Id have a heart attack [3x]
The feelings got lost in my lungs
Theyre burning, Id rather be numb
And theres no one else to blame (no one else)
So scared I take off and I run
Im flying too close to the sun
And I burst into flames
You make me glow,
But I cover up
Wont let it show,
So Im...
Puttin my defenses up
Cause I dont wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think Id have a heart attack [5x]