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CHERYL PALLANT
BLAZEVOX[BOOKS]
Buffalo, New York
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I sky
I earth
and bleed dark, the wet round death birthing the shed of skin
peeling logic and pretense, lines rendering senseless supreme
sense. Sisters enter whole and crouch on knees and elbows,
waves foaming, a small dance beaconing adamantine
retrieval, the great perfection of imperfect. Strings vibrate.
Chips chip away. La la lee. La la lo. Cannot winnows can to
win.
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Thread to Transcend
How her body asphyxiates and twists in paroxysms of crust
and shell, air restricted, water welling where water shouldnt.
Her body coughs organ and stench, heaves toward hauling
unheavenly. Body burdened with the bends, boughs, its own
indeterminate futility, its own writhing upon sheet and chair,
one hand clutching one hand slack.
Darkness suffuses light. Dense suffocates levity. Bronchioles
clenched by parochial numbing. What little air can. What
little ease. Little breaths and sips.
Her cells divide and bicker in friction of function. Who fires
whom. Who consumes. Who dies and who reproduces. Might
she aspirate. Might she tubal litigation and metals strapping
her in for straightening an etiquette of commonplace and
extremities.
Lung linings soften in the burn, in trials won, the heir
achieved. Whirring her to go on, to weasel by with fewer
coughs, fewer spasms calling mortuary.
In the places where things dont fit. In the fitting where laces
tighten and tangle unsuitable to her. This body this body this
body might scream, might turn the night her final lover.
Her body heavens. Her body stars. Her body implodes in
callous exhaustion and collapses on the bed, a mangle of
limbs and sheet, sleep calling into dream a benign despot, the
severance of bating breath narrowing into ease.
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Expose Beauty
How she is held as holdover from eras past, witches burnt,
desire chastised, desire flaming his weakness emboldening
flesh. How she is held back. How she is ensnared, commanded
to not point out nor point in. Excuse yourself. Your volume
threatens him. Your scent permeates. Your wiles challenge
reason and render logic a mutable fetish of a gendered brain,
an amygdala misfire.
She prefers the holding. Fingers extend and palms open,
inflow lacing with outflow, cause in reflect, coital antics in
duel seated at the table in gracious pass of salt and sleeve,
folded napkins fallen to floor.
She prefers the lights low, the anger in residual digress on the
patio subject to rain, snow, a raccoons perch. She prefers
drumming a soft slow beat matching circadian rhythms, the
blood percussing to cricket and frog, thick mist with a cool
blanket nearby.
She prefers a path up and around the mountain. Call it choice
or what you may. Call it nerves and fear of the mountain
lions pounce. Call it aversion or protein free breakfast. Call it
lacking in charms or ivy proliferating. Call it prodigious or the
way forward. Call it the soles of her feet tenderized by earthed
hands, a reflexology of trust.
She prefers the chants of her parents and those passing into
family willingly. She prefers the mercurial mantra, the kneel
with a kiss, cervical pride without short shrift of the shaft. She
prefers wisdom homecoming by wagon or foot, by neigh and
solitary song. She prefers rooted knowing shifting with wind.
She prefers rambutans brought in by ship.
She holds knowing. She holds whispers. She holds the cancer
sufferer with one hand in bougainvillea and centers herself to
focus on perimeters. A glance fertilizes the inconceivable.
How she lays on the land. How she waters mind. She knows to
unknow whats been told.
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and glow.
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and gastroglee
neuroshine
neovertical wonder.
She knew to forget. The way a foot slides on the dance floor
and a stanza crescendos into a poem. The maze centers
every step, every reach, every knee above ankle, hip bellowing
sigh. She renews her pass to the biosphere and beyond. She
tickets desire in synch with magnetic fields. Her body wows.
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Place her in her body. Place her in her hands. Place in heart
and belly and groan.
She heartedly received. She reseeded centuries of drought, of
rights razed and burned. Hand in prayer, hands fondle a greet
as great as any fecund field.
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Call Out
Oh, insipid reason, numen lights lamps turned off from
filament break. Awkwardness brushes off mud from shoes.
Walk where there is dew. Walk to unwrinkle the brain and
receipt grandeur. See she see him. Be he be heaven to grass
blades, hoof prints, the lettering of express, however slow and
groggy, however confused in the lost of the city and crimes of
ego. See she be he. See he be he who knuckles better on his
knees in dirt, needs metered by cycles and a season of whys.
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