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I did not recognize this gift until the first religion course I took at
Lynchburg College. When the professor announced that the first five
books of the bible were not written by Moses and that Gen 1-11 was a
collection of myths never meant to be a history or science textbook, I
was neither shocked nor dismayed. Unlike many of my classmates, the
knowledge that the bible was a human document did not create a crisis
of faith for me. In fact, I was intrigued by these new ideas and
incorporated them into the ongoing examination of my faith, which had
begun in childhood. As I formulated my theology, my ideas about God,
Jesus, and humanity, I was able to think carefully about what I had
heard and to discern what I truly believed. Isnt it funny that, when I
headed to seminary with the intent of later pursuing a PhD in New
Testament studies, no one questioned my motives or my faith.
It was not until I took Intro to Theology at Brite Divinity School
that I realized that I was a heretic, that many of my beliefs long ago
had been declared unacceptable by the orthodox voices of Christianity.
As a member of the Christian Church (Disciples of Christ), I had been
taught that the only litmus test for faith was to confess a belief in
Jesus as the Christ. What that confession of faith meant was up to
each individual to work out for her or himself. There were no creeds to
accept, so there was no requirement to believe in the virgin birth, the
trinity, or sacrificial atonement. After struggling through many of the
classic theologians, I wrote a credo on the humanity of Jesus, knowing
full well that what I was writing had been condemned as heresy.
Luckily, though, I had a theology professor who, although he disagreed
with me on this issue, did not condemn my views nor tell me that my
theology was unacceptable and inappropriate for the church. Instead,
Dr. David Gouwens reminded me that I was not alone in my beliefs; I
stood in a long line of liberal Christian voices, and he encouraged my
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reaffirmed for me that they were indeed speaking a word for their
contemporary audiences. Unlike some of the traditional views of the
Church, they were not predicting an event that would not take place for
800 or so years. Learning that Isaiah, in Ch 7:10-16, was not referring
to a mysterious virgin birth but rather to a young woman already
pregnant in the time of King Ahaz, did call into question some of the
creedal claims of the church but did not detract from my commitment
to following Jesus.
Actually, the greatest influences on my theology came from the
study of the books of the Torah. The prevalent message of Christianity,
as I understand it, has been about death and resurrection. The claim
has been made that death was the punishment human beings received
when Adam and Eve ate from the tree of the knowledge of good and
evil. However, when one takes off the glasses of Christian tradition
and reads Gen 2-3 again, everything changes. Human beings,
according to the text, were created as mortal beings, or else the
presence of the tree of life would not have been necessary. Since the
first humans chose knowledge over the ability to live forever without
free will, they and we now live with the awareness of our mistakes as
well as those of others. We have a conscience. In a compassionate
move, God banishes humanity from the garden to protect us from
eating of the tree of life and having to live with this knowledge forever
(Gen 3:22-23). Death is not a punishment; it is a blessing. The
purpose of Jesus life was not to save me from the cruel grip of death
or from some original sin.
Instead, it is in the first creation story of Gen 1 that I find support
for my claim of Jesus as the Christ for my life. In this story, we learn
that humanity was created in the image of God (Gen 1:26-27), male
and female, all of us have a spark of the divine within us. The problem
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is that humans have not allowed this divinity to shine through our lives,
and have not lived up to our God-given potential, but Jesus did. He
lived in such a way that the imago dei within him was allowed to infuse
his life. In doing this, Jesus was one who lived an authentically fully
human life and thus he also lived a life that was fully divine. With
Jesus as my example, I can no longer use the excuse of being only
human for not allowing the imago dei to shine through my life.
With this new understanding of Genesis and Gods intentions for
humanity, I focused my attention on Leviticus, Numbers, and
Deuteronomy. As many Christians, I was intimidated and confused by
the intricate sacrificial system reflected in these books. Many
Christians claim that Jesus death was a sacrifice meant to pay the
price for humanitys sinfulness, and thus appeasing God so God could
forgive us. This claim always had been a great stumbling block for me.
Such a view of God was incongruent with the God I see revealed in the
life and teachings of Jesus, and inconsistent with the portrayal of God
in the First Testament. Among the teachings of Torah, I learned that
the one thing God would never want, nor accept, was a human
sacrifice (e.g., Deut 12:31), a fact confirmed by prophets (e.g., Mic
6:7). In fact, I believe that the system of sacrifices in Ancient Israel
was not about what God demanded or needed. Rather, these rituals
were intended for the people as a way for them to feel as if they had
made-up for their mistakes, so God would be able to forgive them.
For some reason, human beings find it hard to believe that we are
worthy of love, so we need a way to earn forgiveness. This
understanding of the sacrificial system no longer allowed for me to
believe that Jesus death on the cross was so that God could forgive my
sins. Did Jesus have to die? No! But, even in his dying, he continued
to teach about the nature of God. If this human being could love and
forgive even those who tortured him then surely God, in Gods
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praying for the Messiah who would come and pay the price for their
forgiveness. It did not take long in my seminary studies before I
realized the error of this idea. Learning that the meaning of the
Hebrew word, messhiach, was someone who was anointed to do
Gods will, began to clarify this area of my theology. While some of the
Jewish people in 1st century Palestine may have believed in the
messiah, one of such cosmic significance, there were many different
views within the Jewish community. In fact, scripture reveals the
possibility of this title, messiach, being used for more than one person.
For example, Isaiah of the Exile proclaimed Cyrus of Persia, a follower
of Zoroastrianism, to be Gods messhiach (Isa 45:1). Such
knowledge did not detract from my confession of faith in Jesus as
messiah, or the Christ, of my life. It only made it stronger and more
meaningful. For just as Cyrus liberated the exiles in Babylon and
allowed them to return home in Jerusalem, so to Jesus liberated people
from the exile of feeling that they were unworthy of love and allowed
them to return home in God, who loved them as they were.
It is no coincidence that Jesus chose a passage from the prophet
Isaiah (61:1-2a) as the basis for what the writer of Luke describes as
his first sermon in his home synagogue (Luke 4:16-21). In choosing
these prophetic words, he was not claiming that this post-exilic prophet
was predicting him, but rather he chose them as a way of affirming
what this text meant in its original historical context as well as claiming
that its message continued to be divinely relevant in his day and
beyond. He just as easily could have chosen other words of the
prophets, like those of Amos or Jeremiah. The words of Micah 6:8
would have been equally appropriate as they declared, in words, the
message of Jesus life. Jesus reminded people that God, long ago, had
told them what was required of them. Jesus believed beyond the
shadow of a doubt that God expected humanity to make justice
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