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My first encounter with the midwifery was through my naturopath who spoke to me about the
natural birth process and of the work of the midwives as guides. My sister and I were pregnant at
the same time, and we decided to take childbirth classes together. We learned from the vision of
midwives about physiological birth, comfort measures and chiropractic adjustments among other
valuable things. All this led me to a new perspective: I would otherwise have lived my process
with the learned fears, surely with the outcome that many augured. I always say I was a mental
vbac, since my mother had had three c-sections, and that was something I had to fight.
My thoughts about birth changed since I observed my first homebirth. It was my sister's, and
it was one of the most powerful, incredible and surreal experiences of my life. I was witnessing a
miracle, and I was pregnant at that time, I confirmed that I had taken the best decision of having
a homebirth too. I can say I still had fears, but my intuition always guided me to stay optimistic
and expect for the best. So, after giving birth to my baby, I contemplated becoming a doula. I
thought that the support of the doula can be very valuable in the hospital setting. This is where
women are most vulnerable and exposed to the rampant obstetric violence we live in. I finally
decided to become a perinatal educator. This way she could educate the families in their
Apart from my sister's, all the deliveries I've served have been in the hospital. As one would
expect, each case has been unique and made me grow in empathy and admiration of each of the
women to which I have been companion in such sublime but hasty event. We have had always
our space to work on comfort measures, and I have always noticed that it is the mother's own
decision not to allow herself more liberties. Perhaps the fears and pain stop them from thinking
of hospital providers as "superiors." That feeling is something that we must continue to eradicate
Protocols always take charge at the time of expulsion: moving to the delivery room, and
henceforth be an obstetric controlled birth. It is always the most stressful moment for me. I see a
woman who is no longer the owner of her movements, having to submit to the required positions,
the directed pushing, sometimes having to tolerate comments of misogyny, episiotomies that are
not necessary and forcing the baby to come out violently. I have learned to stay in peace at this
point. To accept that is not my decisions to be made, and to be in tune with that mothers need to
I have always felt the appreciation of the mothers for my company. Sometimes it is frustrating
to know that I could not do more for them, although it is something they do not feel mad for. Is a
incalculable value to protect these human and female rights that we have not learned to defend
One of the births that influenced me the most, was one in which we were spend 24 hours in
the hospital room for the process of dilation. It seemed to be one of those births that will flow
without major setbacks, but the mother was dealing with her birth rather than opening to it. She
eventually asked for an epidural during the hours of dawn. I felt somewhat sad, because I felt
that her decision may have had consequences that would hinder a birth that was not difficult. The
process of calling the anesthetist lasted several hours. Thinking that it was better to continue the
process of giving comfort, I suggested it. To my surprise, the anesthetist was clear on all the
consequences of administering the medication, and finally the woman decided not having it. We
were able to talk, so she understood that it was best to let go of the pain and get into the flow of
the process. It was a great ending. We were four people born that day. A baby opened its eyes to
the world, a mother felt strong, happy and proud to achieve what in a moment could not do; a
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dad who could not contain his happiness and pride, and learned to see his wife with other eyes,
because I perceived that they could come from a difficult relationship. And I learned with that
birth that I could act to make the difference, how important could be the support of a doula in the
most transcendental moment, where a decision could change the whole panorama. I learned how
empathy becomes the act of collaborating to make a change. It was beautiful to feel how much
I have been companion to first time mothers and then at their second births. This is
something very special, because I perceive it as the repetition of a previous experience that was
pleasant for them. In these births I was able to watch strong and brave women who managed to
understand how to take control and flow through their labor. I am grateful to have always
I also had the honor of being chosen as a mourning doula. This family was expecting a baby
with congenital defects who was not going to survive after birth. It was a very special moment
full of strong feelings, very sad, but with the fulfillment of being blessed to have been chosen to
live that unique moment that will remain etched in the memory and hearts of this parents for the
Our ideas about our rights will change and improve, little by little, I am sure of that. My
contribution as a midwife will unite efforts to others, changing existing paradigms about health
care. With the changes that are occurring in the world it is important to educate people about the
importance of prevention and modes of self-care. My mission is to be able to get more women to
understand the importance of obtaining optimal health since preconception, and after conception
to offer continuity of care I am ben taught. That will help achieve the better outcomes we need
for a better, more loving world. As I stated in my clinical plan for the semester, my biggest
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challenge is dealing with time because of all the academic load I have, making it somewhat
difficult to add the clinical work. The plan is to start as an apprentice next August, after finishing
my master degree. I am sure this will add valuable skills that I can practice in my clinical work.
My vision of prevention and natural care will be my best allies in this effort. For the human part,
being an observer has made me grow in empathy, love and understanding of other people. I hope
that makes me a better human being and a good health provider, making me to want to explore
more ways of helping others. Having watched each of these births as a tangible miracle, grows
my faith and hope in humankind. This is the best contribution that these experiences had brought