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Kathy Steele,
Suzette Boon,
Onno van der Hart
treating
trauma related dissociation
38 The Neuropsychotherapist Vol 5 Issue 2, February 2016
A good enough therapist is not perfect, but simply one dedicated to
ongoing self-discovery and lifelong learning.
Louis Cozolino (2004, p. 7)
T
herapists do not always respond at their best enough mother, who attends to her child in an ordinary,
when they are confronted with a patients humili- everyday way that does not require perfection, seamless
ated fury, demands and needs, regression, en- attunement, or constant availability (Winnicott, 1968).
titlement, sadomasochism, unbearable suffering and Good enough parents are able to take in stride the rap-
loneliness, extreme avoidance and silence, or intense idly shifting states of the infant, providing consistency
self-harm or suicidality. It is easy to become confused and security across a wide array of experience. Howev-
when working with dissociative parts and to be unable er, even good parents match and attune to their children
to hold the whole person in mind. Even seasoned thera- only about one third of the time (Malatesta, Culver, Tes-
pists can become overwhelmed by the basic question man, & Shepard, 1989; Tronick & Cohn, 1989).
How do I stay grounded and steady with my patients?
In order to navigate successfully the many complexi- ______________________________________________
ties and pressures brought to treatment, therapists CORE CONCEPT
must have consistent ways to be aware of, accept, and A natural cycle of relational disruption and repair is
change our own unhelpful personal reactions, which we even more important and predictive of secure attach-
all have. We are human and make mistakes; fail to ad- ment than attunement alone (Tronick & Cohn, 1989).
equately attune, understand, or empathize; get tired The therapists failures to understand or connect with a
and frustrated; are too eager to fix and help without set- patient offer opportunities for this essential repair.
ting important limits; are hurtful; and cross boundaries ______________________________________________
from time to time. Often we have unrealistic expecta-
tions of ourselves as therapists. We may take extraordi-
nary measures, or relentlessly twist ourselves in knotsThus, therapists attunement to patients is by defini-
tion flawed and is only part of the story. The more com-
to be better, be more, be different, in the hope that if we
plex and difficult part of therapy is often in limit setting
change, our patients will change and get better. There
and in repair and reattunement, without trying to make
may be some small truth in this method when our coun-
up for or protect patients from the harsh realities of
tertransference or lack of knowledge is in the way and
their lives. Indeed, patients have the task, as do we all,
we need to do something about it, but overall it is not
of mastering the disappointment and pain that comes
an effective strategy. We can only hope for and work to-
with the recognition of just how limited, just how un-
ward being a good enough therapist for our patients.
reliable, and ultimately, just how separate, immutable,
The best place to begin therapy is with ourselves, the
imperfect but good enough therapist. Who we are andand unrelenting ones objects [relationships] (past and
present) really are (Stark, 2006, p. 2). It is avoidance of
how we are with our patients make a critical difference
this realization that, in part, maintains dissociation in
in helping them make progress. In this chapter of our re-
our patients and urges them to invite the therapist to
cent book Treating Trauma-Related Dissociation: A Prac-
relinquish the usual and essential boundaries and limits
tical, Integrative Approach we will focus on the person
of psychotherapy. But at the same time, patients also
of the therapist, and further in our book we explore the
therapeutic relationshipthe shared medium in whichneed to experience a consistent and compassionate
person who accepts them as they are, yet also supports
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When we are pulled into reenactments with a patient, we may feel differently
than usual: harsh, punitive, overwhelmed, too much in our heads when we
should be connected with our emotions, too much in our emotions
when we need to be reflecting.
The Experience of the Therapist in Reenactments. and defensive, demanding and entitled, intense and re-
When we are pulled into reenactments with a patient, lentless. Our experiences in real time with patients help
we may feel differently than usual: harsh, punitive, us understand the difficulties other people have with
overwhelmed, too much in our heads when we should them, as well as what struggles they themselves have
be connected with our emotions, too much in our emo- in relationships. Most often, both the patients and the
tions when we need to be reflecting. We may be en- therapists histories are at play, interacting with the
raged or humiliated, guilty or ashamed, unable to meet real relationship in the present, engendering a highly
and match the patients energy and capacities. We may complex matrix of emotions and behaviors much like a
feel superior in one moment and exceptionally stupid in three-dimensional chess game. Of course, we do not al-
the next. Sometimes we may feel like an all-embracing ways know in the moment whether what we feel is from
earth mother and other times cold and unfeeling as ice. our own past experience, from the patient, or from the
We feel ourselves desperately caring and feeling utterly real relationship in the present. A willingness to stay cu-
responsible for a patients very life, and then drained and rious and to accept any or all of these possibilities is im-
lacking in empathy. But sometimes we are easily caught portant.
in reenactments that are much harder to recognize be- These byzantine experiences can be enormously
cause they are congruent with how we usually think and challenging for us as therapists, whose best tool is our-
feel. For example, a very warm therapist may not recog- selves. Of course, therapeutic success is not always com-
nize that a child part is pulling for caretaking, because plete or possible, and that is yet another reality we must
the therapist normally feels so naturally attentive and come to accept. Or, at the least, our idealized version of
giving. Or a somewhat avoidant therapist may not rec- success does not always happen. Some patients achieve
ognize that he is in a reenactment involving a neglect- stability, but not much meaning or contentment. Some
ful, absent parent. Or we view our frustration and anger are never able to fully trust, always remaining guarded.
with the very real egregious behavior of a patient as a Some are unable to relinquish their fantasies of a magi-
response to the present situation (which it is), but fail to cal cure that comes from outside themselves. A few
recognize that we have also been pulled into a reenact- patients will not get better despite our best efforts,
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I am afraid to die.
What is the point of making an effort if we all die
anyway?
I am too old; there is no point in trying to get bet-
ter now.
I feel dead already.