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This verdict was a great surprise to me. If its subject had been Napoleon,
or Socrates, or Solomon, my astonishment could not have been greater. Two
things I was well aware of: that the Reverend was a man of strict veracity,
and that his judgement of men was good. Therefore I knew, beyond doubt
or question, that the world was mistaken about this hero: he was a fool. So I
meant to find out, at a convenient moment, how the Reverend, all solitary,
had discovered the secret.
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Some days later the opportunity came, and this is what the Reverend told
me.
It was stupefying. Well, all through his course I stood by him, with
something of the sentiment which a mother feels for a crippled child; and he
always saved himself.
Now of course the thing that would expose him and kill him at last was
mathematics. I resolved to make his death as easy as I could; so I drilled
him and crammed him, just on the line of questions which the examiners
would be most likely to use, and then launching him on his fate. Well, sir, try
to conceive of the result: to my consternation, he took the first prize! And
with it he got a perfect ovation in the way of compliments.
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The Crimean war had just broken out. Of course there had to be a war, I
said to myself: we couldn't have peace and give this donkey a chance to die
before he is found out. I waited for the earthquake. It came. And it made me
reel when it did come. He wanted to get the captaincy in this marching.
Better men grow old and grey in the service before they climb to a sublimity
like that. And who could ever have foreseen that they would go and put such
a load of responsibility on such green and inadequate shoulders? I could just
barely have stood it if they had made him a cornet; but a captain - think of
it! I thought my hair would turn white.
Consider what I did - I who so loved repose and inaction. I said to
myself, I am responsible to the country for this, and I must go along with
him and protect the country against him as far as I can. So I took my poor
little capital that I had saved up through years of work and grinding
economy, and went with a sigh and bought a cornetcy in his regiment, and
away we went to the field.
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He went right along up, from grade to grade, over the dead bodies of his
superiors, until at last, in the hottest moment of the battle of ------- down
went our colonel, and my heart jumped into my mouth, for Scoresby was
next in rank!
The battle was awfully hot; the allies were steadily giving way all over
the field. Our regiment occupied a position that was vital; a blunder now
must be destruction. At this crucial moment, what does this immortal fool do
but detach the regiment from its place and order a charge over a
neighbouring hill where there wasn't a suggestion of an enemy! "There you
go!" I said to myself; "this is the end at last."
And away we did go, and were over the shoulder of the hill before the
insane movement could be discovered and stopped. And what did we find?
An entire and unsuspected Russian army ! And what happened? We were
eaten up? That is necessarily what would have happened in ninety-nine
cases out of a hundred. But no, those Russians argued that no single
regiment would come browsing around there at such a time. It must be the
entire English army, and that the sly Russian game was detected and
blocked. They turned tail, and away they went, pell-mell, over the hill and
down into the field, in wild confusion, and we after them. In no time there
was the greatest turn around you ever saw. The allies turned defeat into a
sweeping and shining victory. Marshal Canrobert looked on, dizzy with
astonishment, admiration, and delight; and sent right off for Scoresby, and
hugged him, and decorated him on the field, in presence of all the armies!
And what was Scoresby's blunder that time? Merely the mistaking his
right hand for his left - that was all. An order had come to him to fall back
and support our right; and instead, he fell forward and went over the hill to
the left. But the name he won that day as a military genius filled the world
with his glory, and that glory will never fade while history books last.
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FATI
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Disa dite mundesia erdhi dhe kjo eshte ajo cfare me tha
Kryepeshkopi.
Rreth 40 vjet me pare une isha nje instruktor ne akademine
ushtarake ne Woolwich. Isha i pranishem ne nje nga sektoret kur
i riu Scorsbey iu nenshtrua provimit pergatitor.
Befas ndjeva nje keqardhje pasi pjesa tjeter e klases iu pergjigj
shkelqyeshem , ndersa ai ishte dukshem mire, i kendshem dhe i
padjallezuar.
Keshtu qe ishte jashtezakonisht e dhimbshme ta shikoje ate teksa
qendronte aty i qete si nje statuje duke dhene pergjigje te cilat
ishin me te vertete te mrekullueshme per idiotesine dhe
injorancen e tij.
Mu ngjall nje keqardhje per te. Thashe me vete qe kur te vinte
koha qe ai do te testohej serish, ai sigurisht do te flakej tutje;
keshtu qe do te ishte thjesht nje bamiresi e pademshme po ta
zbusja pak renien e tij.
E mora menjane dhe zbulova qe ai dinte shume pak ne lidhje me
historine e Cezarit ; dhe meqenese ai nuk dinte gje tjeter iu futa
punes dhe e ushtrova ate me nje sere pyetjesh rezerve qe kishin
lidhje me Cezarin te cilat i dija qe do te perdoreshin. Me besoni ai
ia doli me shume sukses diten e provimit. Ia doli me ato pak
njohuri te mesuara me ngut e krejtesisht siperfaqesore, madje
dhe u komplimentua , kurse te tjeret qe dinin njemije me shume
se ai u zhgenjyen.
Nga nje aksident cuditerisht me fat qe ishte dicka qe nuk para
ndodh dy here brenda shekullit atij nuk iu pyet asnje pyetje
jashte asaj cfare ai kishte mesuar. Kjo ishte budallallepsese. Fare
mire gjate gjithe kursit qendrova krah tij me nje ndjenje te
perafert me ate qe nje nene ndjen per femijen e saj te gjymtuar;
dhe ai gjithmone dinte ta shpetonte veten.
Tani sigurisht qe gjeja e cila mund ta nenshtronte dhe ta vriste
ate ishte matematika. Vendosa qe ta beja deshtimin e tij sa me te
thjeshte; keshtu qe e ushtrova dhe e dynda ate vetem me nje
sere pyetjesh te cilat testuesit perdornin me shpesh dhe me pas e
hodha drejt fatit te tij.
Ne rregull zoteri, mundohu ta perfytyrosh rezultatin; per habine
time, ai mori cmimin e pare! Dhe bashke me te mori dhe nje sere
brohoritjesh komplimentuese.
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Gjume? Nuk kishte me gjume per mua per nje jave te tere.
Ndergjegja me torturonte dite e nate. Cfaredo qe kisha bere e
kisha bere me pasterti per ta ndihmuar dhe vetem per te
qetesuar renien e atij te riu te mjere. Kurre nuk e kisha enderruar
nje rezultat te tille absurd sa ai qe kishte ndodhur. U ndjeva aq
fajtor dhe aq i mjere sa krijuesi i Frankenshtejnit. Para meje
ndodhej nje koketul te cilin une e kisha futur ne rrugen e ndritur
te avancimit dhe pergjegjesive te jashtezakonshme dhe gjithcka
tjeter pervec kesaj mund te ndodhte; ai bashke me pergjegjesite
e tij do te shkaterroheshin ne mundesine e pare qe do te vinte.
Lufta ne Krime sapo plasi. Patjeter qe duhet te ishte nje lufte
thashe me vete nuk mund te kemi paqe dhe ti japim ketij gomari
nje shans per te vdekur para se ai te dilte zbuluar. Prita per
termetin. Erdhi. Dhe atehere kur erdhi me shkundi. Ai donte te
merrte komanden ne kete marshim. Burrat me te mire plaken
dhe thinjen ne sherbim para se ata te ngrihen ne nje madheshti
te tille. Dhe kush do ta parashikonte qe ato do te shkonin dhe te
vendosnin nje barre te tille ne ato shpatulla te papershtatshme
dhe pa eksperience?
Une mezi do ta kisha duruar nese do ta benin thjesht ushtar por
nje kapiten- merreni me mend. Mendova se do me dilnin thinjat.
Mendojeni pak se cfare bera- une i cili doja pushimin dhe
plogeshtine. Thashe me vete , une i jam pergjegjes vendit tim
per kete ndaj duhet te rrija krah tij dhe te mbroja vendin prej tij
me sa mundesi kisha. Keshtu qe, mora kapitalin tim te paket qe e
kisha kursyer pergjate ketyre viteve pune dhe ekonomie
rraspkapitese dhe duke psheretire shkova e bleva nje pozicion ne
regjimentin e tij dhe keshtu ne vazhduam per ne fushebeteje.
Dhe atje, oh zot ishte e tmerrshme. Gafat? Pse do thoni ju,ai nuk
beri gje tjeter pervec gafave. Por shiko,te gjithe e kishin kuptuar
ate gabim dhe medoemos! Si pasoje ata i kishin marra gafat e tij
si nje frymezim prej gjeniu ; sinqerisht ashtu i kishin marre!
Gafat e tij me te vogla ishin mjaftueshem sa per te me bere mua
te qaja-me terbim dhe me furi ne fshehtesi. Dhe gjeja qe me
mbante gjithmone ne djerse te ftohta ,ishte fakti qe cdo gafe e re
qe bente i shtonte shkelqim reputacionit te tij. Vazhdoja ti thoja
vetes qe ai do te ngjitej aq lart saqe kur te dilte gjithcka ne drite,
do te ishte sikur dielli qe binte nga qielli.
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