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That May
Dedicated To
Kathryn & Elizabeth
Thanks for this Journey
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I Simply Ask How?
Depression.
Yes, I know. Sounds simple at first.
But is it what you feel?
Are you sure?
A line is not an indication.
Nor are two, or three, left or right.
Are you sure its you?
Are your peers not the cause?
Why, your initial blame may not be it.
No, it may not be you.
Have you listened to yourself?
I think not.
Dont listen to your shadow,
Listen to your heart.
To your standing peers of good influence.
Listen to me!
I may not be you,
But I can see you.
I can feel your putative pain.
You dramatic decline,
I see your fall!
Your cry for God!
You dont know its you!
Look around!
Pick out the shadows and the lights!
How do you know?
How?
You dont, so listen.
The lesson is about to begin.
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The Attempted Saving
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Running Rabbit
Bounding.
Jumping.
Away,
Yet towards.
But what?
Shadows,
Light,
Or nothing at all.
Past trees,
Meadows,
Towns and cities,
Urbanization,
Destruction,
Rebuilding.
Not quite observed,
Rather ignored,
Unjudged yet underestimated.
Running.
Pouncing.
To yet from.
Perhaps to ghettos,
Negatives,
Slumps.
Nevertheless, moving.
Discovering.
Thriving.
Knowing.
Living.
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Schism War
If I die today,
I died in battle.
I died in warfare.
A civil war at that.
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Bird, Fear Me Not
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The nasty vultures are wrong!
Dont eat the corpse they steal!
Your dark colored feathers are changeable.
We can make them real!
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Two, Affected & Infected
Im scared,
Horrified at that,
I know not of what youll do,
And my conscience goes dark.
I am in debt to you,
As poems before have elaborated,
And these lines dont even rhyme,
For I just need the thoughts on the page.
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I cannot let you go,
No, not at this time.
And never in this time,
You mean too much.
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Never Unheard
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Music & I
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No laws can take me down,
not when my soul is so high.
Making tales of love and drama and action,
Of those who marry, are born, and die.
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To My Friends
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I am not a man of heart,
So such thanks does not show,
But I love you people so much
And I hope thats something youll always know.
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My Dearest Apology
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For I understand your dislike
And hatred and distrust towards i.
When death is stowed upon me,
I comprehend you won't cry.
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Us Refugees
From them.
From the world.
From corruption.
Us refugees.
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Written Writings
You write,
Its history on your arm.
Its written by your hand,
Yet, the heart sounds an alarm.
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God, Please Help Her
She runs,
But from something she cant escape.
Shes broken,
But it needs far more fixing than just tape.
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Bracelets and Sleeves
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Age Eight
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My love for him is perplexed,
And regrets and pains fill my soul.
All of these thoughts and emotions mixed.
I can only learn and suffer more.
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Your Bed, My Fault
This is my fault,
I apologize that it almost ended,
How could I've such a hater,
To someone I deeply befriended.
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But in all the stars I've seen,
You by far shine the brightest.
Your potential happiness can be reached,
As you showed me through kindness.
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Never Do
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You must fight off the pain,
I will help to my best extent.
We are all here for you,
Although your life is a giant dent.
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And Her Sister
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Please, just tell me to go away,
Don't leave me with unanswered conversation.
Speak to me of your logic and feeling,
At least speak to end this relation.
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Now I See Why
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The words you speak are unsupported,
You know not the relief it brings,
It's not so deep momentarily,
But the angels will eventually sing.
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This Hurricane's Eye
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She gives me shelter in such storm,
And we both wait for the winds to break.
Who knew nature could respond so demonic,
Because I made another mistake.
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Other Than This Lamp
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Its a light of renewal and second chances,
the moral of living only enhances.
Friends again and the past behind,
absorb life, and release the dark from my mind.
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Now
Now I know,
details I never thought I would.
Now Im aware of things,
that could be shaped into good.
Now Im back,
Connected with her once again.
Now I can act,
Like I did when it all began.
Now I know,
That life can push you past the point.
Now I know,
What its like to break the joint.
If I had known,
That only failure laid ahead.
If I had known,
that she would be in a hospital bed.
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If I had known,
God never failed with his surprise.
If I had known,
What you can see through her eyes.
Now Im alive,
And our souls are fed.
But if I had know,
Would I have been dead?
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Temporary Picnics
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So as our picnics go on so merely,
I still have many wars to lose and win.
But my wars only hurt me internally,
So my smiles me a lie, and a lie a sin.
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Something About Myself
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Your 15th Birthday
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A Waste
My life is a waste,
Or so it seems.
The only exotic things I live
are in my dreams.
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If it hasnt been made clear
this life is not worthy of my soul.
God, just take it away,
forget me reaching my goals.
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Away
Take me away,
away from pressured perfidies,
away from the lack of acknowledgment,
away from overflowing seas.
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Blemishes
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They say there is no such thing as mistakes,
But how could such a hideous sight as I
Be created with intention or potential
When forever alone is how I lie?
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Paterfamilias
On an island I am,
Or at least thats how it seems.
Only to escape,
Through the passage known as dreams.
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And perhaps I be not in trouble,
But obedience is not worth all this.
The paterfamilias tying me up here,
The reason I will never kiss.
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To My Cousin
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Instead of the ones measured by love,
You go off the official labels.
Alas, titles mean nothing to you.
But the titles to them are significant.
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At Home
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That May
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My best female friend and I,
Well, weve made pacts to help each other.
So many people tell me Ive helped them,
I get told that one after the other.
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