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YOUR LIFE
Hungarian author, Tamas Podlovics, tells you how after 44 years of struggling with his overweight
he transformed his body into a perfect shape in 44 days.
FIT OVER 45
by Tamas Podlovics
Have you been aching for a perfect physique? Would you like to be proud of your body?
Walk along the beach and collect the admiring glances? Do you want to feel good
physically, emotionally?
Once you are through with this book, it will turn around your life, which will never be the
same. You will lose those unwanted pounds of fat, and you will lighten up your soul. I am
talking from real life experience, as you can see on these photos.
I had been struggling for 44 years in vain then I just turned my body into a perfect shape in
44 days. And you can do it too. I was the same ordinary person just like you. Working,
having a family, raising 3 kids. Trying to be in shape but never quite reaching it. I want to
share this wonderful experience with you so you can have the best shape of your life, too
and as a side effect you'll have the cleanest soul and spirit, as well.
One of the reasons I wrote this book was that so many people had asked me how I had done
it. How I trained, what I ate. The main strength of this book is CERDIBILITY. I am real, I
am no athlete, no fitness trainer. Just an ordinary architect who did it.
2. In the second part I will be going into details of the diet part of
staying in shape. How important it is what you eat, when you
eat and how much you eat
3. In the third part I will tell you about the physical activities that
you should do in order to get into shape. This is also
unavoidable and it is fun. I enjoy it every day and I have to say
these are the best moments of my days.
4. In the fourth part I will tell you about the spiritual change that
really turned my life around. I will tell you about the films I
watched, the books I read and how the cleansing of my mind
helped me get rid of the unwanted pounds of fat. This is a very
important part of the book, maybe the most important.
I recommend you to read this book many times. You can skip my
biography, but the last four parts are something to read over and over
and plant it firmly in your mind. I tried to be as compact as I could.
This book is not about long-winded monologues. I tried to compile the
essence of a good life in here.
March, 2013
PART ONE
THE PAST
School years
Hungary was the happiest barrack in the bloc, because we had food.
Hungary has quite good agricultural facilities and tradition, so we
always had enough food. When I was in the elementary school from
the age of 8-14, we had morning snack, lunch and an afternoon snack
in the school. For morning snack we received some milk, or cocoa
(nothing like Nesquick, it was rather a brown colored milk), and a
half-moon shaped bun, called kifli. So we had some protein, fat and
carbohydrates.
Lunch was always something warm and good. There was always a
soup of some kind, then a pottage with some meat or some pasta.
For dinner my mom always cooked something, so we had warm food
for dinner. That was the main meal of the day.
If I look back on the photos of that time, there were very few obese
kids. We had no fast food, and we had no tv or computers. That time
in Hungary there was only two TV channels, #1 and #2, and #2 had
transmission only in the afternoons. On Mondays there was no TV at
all.
Another interesting thing was that my father made us drink a half liter
of cocoa ( about 17 oz) every morning. We drank it as soon as we got
up, that was our breakfast. Although, I don't think it caused us much
harm, since it was in the morning and it had some nutritional value,
too.
But the cakes were definitely wrong. We got so hooked on them, that I
was craving for them by 3:30 every afternoon. So I started to gain
weight and became a fat kid. That, of course, caused me many
psychological problems. I was shy to the girls, I was ashamed to
undress in the summer or in PE classes. That was the first time I
started to work out. My father welded me a pair of barbells, and I did
different kinds of exercises with them. We had fixed a pair of rings in
the door-jamb and I tried pull-ups on them. I had no idea about
nutrition or calorie intake, so I ate my cakes and did the exercises. I
was lucky because I started to grow taller, so by the age of 14-15 I
became normal again. That was my first experience with obesity.
Then high school came along, the hormones started to do their work
and although I was not skinny, I was not obese either. I ate my cakes,
but young age and fast metabolism did their job too. That time in the
PE class only those boys could get anA, who could do the five
Power Exercises . That was our PE teacher's condition to get an
A. These exercise were:
rope climbing, using only the hands (about 20 feet high up)
8 dips on a pair of gym parallel bars
3 pull-ups and push-ups on a pair of gymnastics rings
3 leg lifts to your wrists on a wall bar
20 push-ups.
As I was a bit heavy, I could not do these exercises. But since I was
and otherwise straight-A student, I could not let it happen that the
only B I got was in PE. So I started to work out at home with my
weights, did the pull-ups, push-ups, and even went to an afternoon
gymnastics class, which I enjoyed very much, although I could
not do anything on half of the instruments ( horse or beams).
I trained hard and by the end of my first year in high-school I was able
to to do these Power Exercises. That was a great achievement for
me and I was very proud of myself.
And since I was always a bit heavy, I tried different kinds of sports to
lose weight. I did swimming, weight-lifting, kayak, table tennis,
skating and of course the gymnastics.
As all the other kids I had my experiments with drinking and smoking,
too. I think I smoked my first cigarette at the age of 14 and got drunk
at the age of 16. That time we hadn't known anything about the effects
of cigarette on our health. Almost every adult smoked, cigarettes were
cheap, and I remember, when my parents had guests in our home (a
two-room 400 sqft apartment) the room was always full of smoke.
The socialist army was another interesting experience for me. It was
all about smoking and getting drunk as often as you could. I was
'lucky' enough to become a gas station attendant within the army, so I
had the good life of nothing to do the whole day. I filled up the cars in
the morning and in the evening and the rest of the day I slept.
After a year I was discharged from the army and could start my higher
education. Those years were all about partying, drinking, womanizing,
smoking and some studying. But I think everybody who attended
college had the same experience.
So, next Friday I went home on leave, and waited for Doug to show
up. I gave him written instructions but almost nobody spoke English
in Hungary, especially in the countryside. In the end he showed up, all
wet, because he was taken from the neighboring village on a bicycle
by an old men who had once worked on a boat and spoke some
English.
My mother washed his clothes, we fed him, and I even took him to a
home party, one of my friend's birthday party. The socialist blocks
of flats amazed Doug, I remember him taking so many photos.
He stayed for the weekend, then went on hitch-hiking to Turkey.
So I sat there at JFK, for a few hours, tried to call him, but got no
answer. In the end one of the porters at the airport told me to take a
train and go the the YMCA on 42nd street in Manhattan. I did so, and
that was my first real glimpse of America. Skyscrapers, limousines,
big yellow cabs. It was amazing. The weirdest thing for me was that
the cars were quiet and the air was a lot cleaner than in Budapest. We
still had mostly 2-tack Trabies and other East German cars in
Hungary, and they emitted so much smoke.
When walking up from the subway a nice black guy asked me where I
wanted to go. I told him and he was kind enough to show me to the
YMCA, where he asked me for a couple of dollars for the help. I was
shocked. I gave him two dollars, and my budget was down to about
$140. I took a room at the YMCA, $15/night, went to a McDonald's,
ate a big mac, drank a coke, and I was down to $120. I did the quick
math and realized that I wouldn't last a week here, not to mention a
month.
Anyway, I started to walk the streets to try and get some dishwasher
job, and tried to call Doug every hour. Naturally, nobody wanted to
employ me without any permit. However, I could reach Doug. I told
him about my situation, we cleared the misunderstanding about my
arrival date and he had promised to find me some free
accommodation. Which he had, indeed. I slept on the couch of a very
friendly Brazilian family, in their living room in Brooklyn. They were
kind and helpful even though there were already 5 of them living in a
small apartment.
I visited Doug in Rochester, NY, stayed at his father's place who also
gave me some gardening jobs, payed me $5 an hour, and had my own
room with a bath. That was very comfortable after the couch in
Brooklyn. We ate every day white bread with mayonnaise, which, now
I know, was not the best way to lose weight, again. After a week I
went to the Niagara falls then I decided to hop on a Greyhound bus
and go see sunny California.
To cut my long story short we traveled 10.000 miles with Manfred, the
German guy. Slept in the car most of the time, bought a cool-box and
filled it up with food and drinks from the supermarket, we showered at
garden hoses, and at every major city we went to the local youth
hostel to find people who were willing to travel with us by paying for
the gas. We visited Florida, New Orleans, Houston, San Diego, Los
Angeles, Las Vegas. We stayed in Vegas for a week, ate in the buffet
of Circus-Circus, played Black Jack for the free drinks and spent the
day at the pool of Golden Nugget. We just had a great time. And I had
the time of my life. The 20-year old Hungarian traveling all across
America.
We lost contact with Doug, who arranged the whole US visit for me,
but Doug, if you read this book, get in touch with me!
Back in Budapest
My psoriasis stuck, but I did not pay too much attention to it, since
most of it was covered by my hair. I did all the smoking and drinking I
could and started to gain weight again. I tried to eat less but I really
never watched what I ate. I just had no idea about carbohydrates,
protein, fat, etc. I was never satisfied with my body, my looks, but I
got by. I was a diligent, good student though, and got a scholarship to
study in the US for a semester, as an exchange student. I spent that
semester, plus a winter semester at Eckerd College, St. Petersburg, FL.
That was the greatest time of my life. It was still 1990, when the Wall
just went down a year before in the Eastern Bloc. We had been closed
from the world for 40 years and for me the USA was paradise.
Especially Florida. Sunshine, palm trees, blue sea, blue skies.
Everybody had a car. That was something new for me. Color TV,
more than 2 TV channels, computers. I had hardly seen any computers
before.
And life was happy. My fellow students were happy, they also had the
time of their lives. I befriended many and I still keep in touch with one
of them, Mike Murphy from Washington, DC, who became a real
friend of mine and have visited me already 4 times in Hungary over
these years. But that's another story.
Mike was also a bit on the heavy side, so we wanted to lose weight
together. Although we always ordered Domino's Pizza and easily
drank 6 cans of Coors LIGHT each with it, we ate SlimFast during the
day, went to the gym and even did some jogging. It did some good to
us but not really much. I remember reading about magic weight-loss
pills in the US papers that time, and I dreamed of buying them (but I
did not have the money) and going back to Hungary nice and slim
looking. It never happened. The only real good exercise that did help
me was taking a part time job at UPS. Now, that was something. In the
Florida heat I had to stand in the back of a big truck and build walls
out of packages that continuously arrived on a conveyor belt and were
loaded up on the trunk of the truck by some heavy-weight dudes. And
it went on non-stop for 4 hours. By the end I was always soaked in
sweat. That was some turbulence training. But I enjoyed the result, a
better shaped body.
Eating in the US was also something new for me. Back in Hungary
everyone cooked for themselves. In the US almost nobody cooked,
they either ate out, ordered, or just warmed up some prepared food.
Also, in the cafeteria of Eckerd College you could eat either pizza,
pasta or hamburger and some cakes. And drink sodas, loaded with
sugar. Well, it's no surprise people get so fat there.
Our relationship with Sylvia came to an end. She was a very nice,
loving and caring person, but I wasn't. I simply left her for another
girl. Now, I ask for her forgiveness.
Some girls came and went, then in December, 1993 I met Gabi, my
future wife at a pre-new-year party. There was strong physical
attraction between us. She worked at the time in Paris as an au pair,
baby-sitter, and I was still in Switzerland. We visited each other on the
week ends and spent passionate times together. Our relationship hadn't
been smooth from the beginning. I was a jealous, dominating tyrant.
She, however, loved me with her whole heart. She told me that I was
on the top of her pyramid. We fought, quarreled, but passion and
physical attraction overcame these fights. Once she finished her work
in Paris, she moved to Switzerland to live with me. We spent another
year there, but finally we decided to move back to Hungary. Part of
the reason was that she couldn't find any employment in Switzerland,
and wanted to go home and part of it was that I also never really felt
happy there. I was always a foreigner, an East-bloc guy.
But life went on, we raised our kids, I had started my own small
business, specialized in 3d computer visualization. My work gave me
satisfaction and we always managed financially. That was the period
in my life when I just worked, eat, drank and smoked. By the time I
was 35 I was over 210 Lbs. Although on the surface we looked happy,
we weren't. I was not happy with my life, with my body, but I didn't
dare to admit it even to myself.
I joined the local gym, went to work out there, but I didn't change my
eating habits and although I gained some muscles, I was still fat.
I met a guy at the gym, Jozsef, with whom we got along quite well. He
was in the gambling business, was running slot machines and he was
also married with two kids. On the surface he also looked happy. We
visited them in their big house sometimes and sometimes they came to
see us.
Then I met - via my wife's friends - some people who ran marathons
and did long distance triathlons, called Ironman. I was awed by their
performance and I decided that I could do that too.
With Josef we started to run longer distances, and within a few month
we did our first half marathon. My knees really hurt after the run but I
felt really joyous. We decided to go for the marathon and in a few
months did that too. My first marathon took me 4 hours and 27
minutes to complete, but I did it. I was 37 years old that time.
It was the summer of 2005 when we rode our bikes home from a 50-
mile ride, when an old man turned his car right in front of my bike. I
hit the car, flew over it and landed on the sidewalk on my hands and
knees. Some of my fingernails came off, and my knees were bruised
quite seriously. As I lay on the sidewalk Jozsef came over put my head
in his lap and I lost consciousness. It was a wonderful, calm feeling.
When I came to the ambulance and the police had already arrived,
they took me to a hospital. I went home the same day on my own
responsibility, my wife came to collect me. My bike was ruined so
were my knees. That Ironman race was gone for me. It was a lesson
from life which I did not understand quite well that time. One of my
old friend from the gym, a writer of spiritual books, Peter, told me that
my breaking my knees showed me that I needed to live more humbly,
with more modesty. I heard him bud I did not listen.
I started to buy books and read all about weight training and nutrition.
My first inspiration was Mike Geary's Six-pack Abs, then Tom
Venuto's Burn the Fat Feed the Muscle e-books. They gave me insight
and inspiration. I started to watch my diet, and I switched to weight
training from endurance training. I went to the gym 2-3 times a week,
and I did my swimming, running, biking for recovery training. I also
quit eating refined carbohydrates: bread, pasta, rice, potato. I ate lots
of meat, fruits, vegetables and dairy products.
My training was dramatically less than in the Ironman times and
surprisingly I could still keep myself in shape. Although, I was still
not satisfied with myself, I eat better and trained less. However, my
mental state still was not right.
I thought I was happy, I thought I was the king of the world. I Had my
three beautiful and healthy daughters, my wife, my job -that I liked,
owned my house, had no mortgage, owned two cars. We even had a
swimming pool in our garden. We could go on holidays, we were
financially secure. Everything looked perfect. On the surface...
In February 2012 I went to put to sleep my youngest daughter. We lay
in the bed, she fell asleep soon. I loved these moments. She always
looked so beautiful, peaceful, innocent, holding her plush toys. I
usually fell asleep by her side too, but not that night. I had something
on my mind and I wanted to check something on the computer. Since
all my machines were in my office that was in a separate building I
decided to look up that thing on my wife's computer, which was in the
house. I walked up to her small study, she was sitting in front of her
computer and I asked her to let me check something. She got very
nervous and asked me to leave and not to read what she was writing.
Now, that picked my curiosity. I asked what it was and she told me
that she was writing to her friend in Belgium about us and asking her
about the divorce, because that lady had divorced too. I was stunned,
but I left her at it. The next day, however I swept through her emails
and documents, found the letters she wrote, had them translated from
French with Google translate and I found out that my wife had a lover.
When it was all clear to me I decided to confront her. I took her out
for lunch one day, while the kids were in school, I held her hands,
looked into her eyes and asked her: Do you see somebody else?.
She looked aside and told me that her conscience was clean. When I
asked specifically about Sanyi, she admitted it, though.
During our run I asked Jozsef for his advice and he told me to move to
his house. He lived practically alone in a big 3500 sqf house and he
planned to go to India for a month anyway, pretty soon. He thought it
was a good idea that I stayed in his house while he'd be away.
So on a sunny Monday afternoon I moved out of my house of 16
years. I cried and all my daughters cried with me. My youngest
daughter Hanna took it the worst, since we were very close to each
other. I used to walk her to school every morning, hand-in-hand, I
used to put her to sleep every night. We had spent a lot of time
together.
The next day after my moving out she came over and slept at my new
place. Fortunately Jozsef lived only about 4 miles from my house.
On one side I was heart-broken. I still could not sleep, I had to take
sleeping pills and tranquilizers. I would fall asleep at 10 PM (after
drinking some wine) then I would wake up at 1 AM and could not go
back to sleep.
Jozsef helped me a lot. He would sit down with me every night, listen
to my complaints and would always give me good advices. The most
important thing he taught me was to live in the present. He told me to
release the past, and never worry a moment about the future. He
advised me not to call my wife, to communicate with her only via
email and only about practical matters. No emotions, because those
would renew our fights.
I will write more about positive thinking in the fourth chapter of this
book.
PART 2
TRAINING
In order to have the perfect body I'd say training plays about 10-20%
part. But if you want to feel good, experience the happy hormones,
feel fit and powerful, training is very important.
When I was a kid I tried different sports. Played soccer, table tennis,
tried weight lifting, gymnastics, kayak, ice skating. I had not excelled
in any of them, but it gave me a good overview.
I got inspired by some friends who ran marathons and did long
distance triathlons (Ironman). I went to see one of their races and I
was awed by their performance. 2.3 mi swim, 112 mi biking and 26
mi running was an unbelievably lot.
I felt on the top of the world, I felt almighty. I loved my physique, and
I felt powerful. And now reminiscing back to that time one song of the
Red Hot Chili Peppers comes to my mind: If you see me getting
mighty, if you see me getting high, knock me down, I'm not bigger
than life. And that was so true. I got hit by a car, crashed my bike
completely, lost my consciousness, and the ambulance had to take me
to a hospital. Fortunately I was not permanently or too seriously
injured, but lost some fingernails and bruised my knees quite badly.
That was lesson #1, although I did not realize it that time. Life put me
to my knees. So I could not compete on my first Ironman race,
because of my knees, and I had no bicycle, but even so we did the race
in a pair with my friend. I swam, he biked and we shared the marathon
run. That was my first Ironman participation, in 2005.
Fortunately the old man's insurance paid, because the accident was
entirely his fault, and I could later buy a new bike. I continued
training, and next year I completed my first real Ironman alone, in 11
hours and 54 minutes. That was some achievement. Although another
bike accident almost broke my shoulder, and that should have warned
me that I carried too much weight on my shoulders.
Forget long term, medium/low intensity cardio. Been there, done that,
as Ice Cube says. Many people start jogging/biking/spinnig, but as far
as my experience shows, this is not enough. It helps, of course, but
long-term cardio is far less effective that intensive or interval training.
When I am writing these lines, I am already over 45, and I still run 5
miles 1-2 times a week, just for the fun of it. I call these runs
recovery runs. It helps my muscles to recover from the real training.
Real training can be either resistance training or so called High
Intensity Interval Training. (HIIT)
Resistance training
I must mention here that these training methods are not iron-clad.
However, I tried different ways and they seem to be the most
effective. I learned these training methods from Steve and Becky
Holman's Old School New Body e-book.
If you have time, and you are already in the gym, do some 10-15
minutes cardio for cool-downs. It's been working for me. You're still
within an hour of exercise in the gym.
Focus on training.
Once you are there in the gym, focus on training. The gym is not for
gossiping or socializing, although you may meet handsome men and
good-looking girls there, talk is for after training.
Do complex exercises
If you feel lazy and tired before going to the gym, you probably need
to drink more water or unsweetened tea. You feel tired because you
are dehydrated.
So summing it up:
weight training 2 times a week, one upper body, one legs/arms
HIIT training 2 times a week.
Recovery cardio 1-2 times a week.
Also, feel free to vary the training days and the workout types. As I
mentioned in the beginning of this chapter training is only 10-20%
responsible for having a perfect body. You will learn about the rest in
the following chapters.
DIET
When I started to write this book I thought that diet is the most crucial
part of having a slim, ripped, healthy body. I'd say it is 80% diet and
20% training. In the next chapter I will elaborate on the positive mind-
set, which I think, is the most crucial part of being healthy. But that
will come later, let us focus on diet.
I am sharing my experiences
First of all, forget refined carbohydrates. There is only one time during
your day, when you can indulge in bread, pasta, pizza, chocolate,
candy, white rice, etc. Right after training your muscles to exhaustion.
This time you have depleted the glycogen stores of your muscles and
when you eat refined carbohydrates they go for re-feeding your
muscles' glycogen stores, instead of turning into fat.
When I started this book, meat was in the second place for me.
However, since then I eat a lot less meat and I can still maintain my
muscle mass. I consume whey protein at my breakfast, eat a lot of
eggs, cottage cheese, so I take enough protein.
Try organic
Also important: if you have the chance get organic, farm food. I try to
buy the farm eggs, home made cottage cheese, organic veggies if I
can. It is not always easy, and I have to go to some special market for
these foods, so I don't always eat organic. Rather, I buy my food in the
nearest supermarket.
Organs?
As for the meat I had been a big meat consumer, but nowadays I tend
to eat less red meat. I buy chicken or turkey breast or my favorite is
liver. I know for many people organs seem to be disgusting, but liver
actually is a very good source of vitamins and minerals. Duck and
goose liver are real delicacies.
Fruits are the best right after training.
Fruits are the best to eat in the morning or right after training. I always
eat some protein with the fruits, too in order to slow down the
digestion process, to acquire enough time to burn it off. Fruits also
contain sugar, and you don't realize how much calories you take in
when you eat fruits.
Use spices bravely when cooking. Don't be afraid of salt. Also, don't
be afraid of fat/lard. I cook everything with lard. It brings out the taste
of everything.
Fat nuts
In the appendix of this book I share some simple but delicious recipes.
I love to cook, it is a source of constant joy for me to prepare my own
meals and I eat them with the utmost pleasure. Eating gives me great
joy. When you eat concentrate on the food. Don't eat absent minded.
Don't watch TV, don't read, don't sit in front of your computer reading
facebook posts, whatever. Focus on the food. Enjoy the tastes in your
mouth.
Hydrate
what to eat
how much to eat
when to eat
I already mentioned the first one, what to eat. How much to eat is also
an important factor. Take the time and measure your food for one
month. Check the calorie values on the packaging or on the internet.
Download any calorie counter app to your smart-phone and use it. Just
for one month. You will learn a LOT. You will find out that you
underestimated the amount of calories you have been taking. You will
also find out that the exercises that you do burn a lot less calories than
you imagined.
An average 150LB person jogs for half an hour at 6mph (10 minutes
per mile). How many calories does he burn? 330 kcal. That is less than
2 slices of pizza or a plate of macaroni with cheese. Not much.
I was 191 Lbs when I started counting calories and my aim was to lose
2 Lbs per week. My daily calorie intake was 1700 kcal. If I took more,
I had to burn it off. If I ate 2400 kcal on one day I had to burn off the
difference of 700 kcal by running, biking or weight training. I was
very strict to myself, I always underestimated the training calories and
overestimated the food-intake calories. And it worked. I lost even
more that 2 Lbs per week and within 6 weeks I was ripped. I started in
the beginning of March and by the middle of April I was looking just
cool. My 44 year old body had never been this ripped. Whenever I had
the chance I took off my shirt. I trained that way. Fortunately in the
local gym it was no problem, as long as you laid a towel on the bench
or whatever machine you used.
I went jogging topless, I rode my bike that way in the whole summer.
It was just so much fun to have a body that attracts the admiring
glances from females and the envious glances from males. You
deserve that feeling too. And you can also make it happen.
Ever since I haven't been counting calories, and I can still keep my
weight in check. I learned what, when and how much to eat, I learned
how and when to train, and it is easy and it is fun.
Timing your eating is also very important, if you want to lose weight.
I mentioned already eating right after exercise. That is the ONLY time,
when you're allowed to consume refined carbohydrates. But only if
you really crave for it. I rather eat fruits after exercise. Fruits are
nutritious, rich in vitamins and fibers. They are a much better
alternative to re-feed your muscles than bread, pasta or candies. And
in the first month of your weight-loss count these calories. It is
important to learn how many calories you consume.
The other timing advice, that I also noticed is an old advice. Don't eat
after 6 pm, or have your last meal at least 4 hours before going to bed.
This is the best way to make your body burn off fat during your sleep.
Sometimes I eat a handful of nuts (peanut, walnut, cashew, pistachios)
just to make sure that I won't feel hungry during the night. You'll see
amazing results if you keep in mind these two timing advices.
Learn to cook
Now I can see many of you frown at this advice. I don't have the
time, I can't cook, etc. I couldn't cook until I got separated from my
wife. She cooked excellent meals, she is still in great shape, and I am
always grateful for her for all the years we spent together. But life
goes on, you face new challenges. I had to take care of myself, and I
just did not trust processed meals. Cooking is fun and a great source of
pleasure.
Don't watch TV
If you think you don't have the time, take my advice and don't watch
TV. You'll save hours every day that you can spend on yourself: doing
sports and cooking. TV does not bring anything good in your life.
Especially the news and politics. I think TV poisons us especially our
children. I haven't watched TV for one year, when I am writing these
lines. I watch it only when my youngest daughter stays with me and
she watches The Simpsons or the Penguins of Madagascar. I quit
reading online news too. I watch educational movies about the
Universe, quantum physics, astronomy, spiritualism on Youtube. You
can learn a lot from these. I also read a lot. When you read, you use
your imagination. When you watch TV, you turn off your imagination.
I sometimes go to the movies or watch a good film at home. But no
more news, serials, commercials and all the other BS. You just don't
need it.
Meditate every day, think positive thoughts, exercise, and eat healthy
food.
I read somewhere that for the perfect life you need to do four things:
Meditate every day, think positive thoughts, exercise and eat healthy
food. I practice all four.
I haven't been always like this. In the first 44 years of my life I lived
the life of the people in the Matrix. I was a smart kid, I had a good
education and I had a good job. As I mentioned in the preface I am an
architect and I do 3d modeling with computer, called visualization.
You may see my work online at: www.podlovics.hu
And she was right, I know now, but at that time I just could not accept
it. I was desperate, I was crying to her for a week. Finally I could not
bear the thought any more so I moved out of our house. A very good
friend of my invited me to live in his house. So with a lot of crying I
said goodbye to my three daughters (the smallest 8 years old that time)
and I moved out. It was a hard time. I could not eat, I could not sleep.
I had to take tranquilizers to be able to sleep. Then my self-pity turned
into rage. I wanted to destroy my wife. I wanted to ruin her financially
and sue the kids from her. And I would have done it. I would have
fought if it wasn't for my friend who shared his home with me. He had
been through a divorce, a very materialistic life and had turned into a
very tranquil, calm, spiritual person. He used to have a semi-legal
gambling business, and by that time he had left that life and turned
into a yoga teacher and went to school to learn integral psychology.
Sometimes I could not resist and fought back and it always further
deteriorated our relationship. But the calming words and presence of
my friend finally took effect. I slowly turned myself around and
started to change. It also started to show on my exterior, on my body. I
lost about 20 LB's in a month. Of course, my emotional state helped
me not to have appetite but it also gave me the drive to become leaner.
That was a good start for me, however, I would have gained it all back
if I stayed in that mental state. I started to calm down. We used to run
almost every morning with my friend in the hills and talked about life.
I started to read books from spiritual writers. Wayne Dyer, Rhonda
Byrnes, Vadim Zeland, Wallace wattles, Neville Goddard, Charles
Haanel. All these books had a great effect on my view on life.
Wake up from your walking dream
I realized that I had been dreaming with open eyes for 44 years. I had
lived my life and thing just happened to me. After reading the books
again and again they changed my perspective. I found out that we
actually create our lives with our feelings. I released all negative
things from my past. I forgave my wife and I practiced gratitude
towards her. Even now, when I am writing these lines, a year after our
separation, I need to wake up sometimes, when I communicate with
her. Whenever I feel that I am being attacked, I try to observe my
emotions and overcome the urge to fight back. I always think about
how grateful I am to her. For the years she had spent with me, for
giving birth to our beautiful daughters, for sacrificing her beauty to
feed them from her body. And when these thoughts come, I feel calm
and peaceful. I thank her for all in my head. And it is a wonderful
feeling.
Whenever you don't know what should be the right decision I use the
phrase I read somewhere: What would J/B/D do? And J/B/D is
Jesus/Buddha/Dalai Lama.
So after the initial urge to fight back and destroy my wife I got to the
point when I gave up everything. That's what J/B/D would have done.
I resigned from my part of the mutual property (house with the
garden, mortgage free, and her car) and I decided to pay double of the
alimony that she wanted from me. I was left with my car and my
clothes, nothing else. However, I had my work, and I had my life in
front of me. I released my grip on life, my grip on the lives of my wife
and my children.
Be a good example
Show them good example. Live a life that is worth to follow. Eat well,
exercise, meditate and think positive thoughts. They will follow you,
because they will see your happiness, and they will feel your life
energy. Release the grip on life, let things happen. If you think only
positive thoughts, only positive things will happen to you. There is no
good or bad. Everything that happens to you in your life is neutral.
You decide if you take it as a good thing or a bad thing. Don't let your
emotions your habits direct you. Wake up, be conscious. Be aware of
life. Let me give you a few examples.
In my old life when there was a long line at the cashier in a store I
always became nervous, stressed. I was trying to switch line, to get
into a faster one. Sometimes I got so pissed that I just left my basket
full of goods there in the store and walked out without buying
anything. When I drove my car and there was a jam, same thing
happened. Got stressed. When someone drove too slow I honked,
flashed my lights on them. When someone made me wait for a few
minutes I got angry at them. I thought I was so important, that nobody
was allowed to play with my time. And what did I get in return: Stress,
the greatest killer. The cause of all of our sicknesses, obesity, deaths.
If there are people in your life who can easily get on your nerves, who
can piss you off just love them. They are your teachers who teach you
to stay calm even with them. Whenever I meet someone who gets on
my nerves I imagine in my mind that I go to that person and hug him,
giving him my full love. This is a very good practice. It happens
mostly in the gym, where some tattooed, bald, steroid-fed guy starts
dropping the weights loudly, so that the whole gym resonates. I know
that these people have some serious self-esteem problems. I used to
judge them, labeled them or just assumed them to be assholes. I
consciously don't do it any more. I try to give them my love, just in
myself.
In order to cleanse your soul of burdens, you need to clear your mind
of resentment, anger, sorrow, pity, and all those negative feelings. The
only person you hurt with these feeling is yourself. Again, release
your grip on life. Take it easy. Don't take anything seriously, especially
yourself. And to quote my favorite spiritual writer, Vadim Zeland:
Don't attach too much significance to anything. If you face a
problem, or a problematic situation start contemplating the
significance of that problem, and consciously lower it. Most of the
problems disappear. Like the line at the cashier. Be proud of yourself
for not getting upset at anything.
The goal of our life is to find happiness. But happiness can't depend
on external circumstances. You can't expect happiness from your
financial situation, from your partners, spouses, children, colleagues,
lovers etc. Happiness must come from you. Whatever happens be
happy with it. Be content with whatever you have. You can dream of
more, but don't put too much significance to it. The winner always
knows what he will do if he loses. The loser only talks about what he
will do if he wins. Have a plan B. Because once you know what you
will do if you lose, you don't put too much significance to winning.
Have you ever noticed, that if you strive for something too much, you
never get it. However, if you release it, and take it easy you get it most
of the time. Remember, happiness comes from within. I know many
rich people who are not happy. They are full of stress, they always
pursue some new goal, and once they reach it they are not satisfied.
They are never relaxed, never happy. The same thing can be true of
not having a partner, a child, a better car, house etc. They can't be the
conditions of your happiness.
I know these sentences are not what you expect in a book about
having a fit body, about looking your best. But beauty comes from
inside. We learned once in school: A sound mind is in a sound body.
I would turn it around: A perfect body comes from a perfect mind
You will realize that you don't have to struggle for anything in life.
Life is not a fight, it is rather a joy-ride. But you must have the right
mind-set in order to achieve this state. Let go of the tensions, the bad
habits, the stress. Don't let your habits direct you. Be conscious. Wake
up. This is a dream that you can direct. Life is like a lucid dream, you
can have anything you want, just be conscious. Live in the present,
forget all the bad things of the past, don't let yourself have bad
conscience. And never worry about the future. Everything will turn
out just perfect, you will realize.
In the local gym, in February, 2013 I saw a flier, where they were
looking for muscular men for a US movie, shot in Hungary, from the
age of 18 to 60. Since I was proud of my 45-year old body I sent my
photo and my measurements to the email address they provided.
Can you imagine if most of the people in the world would feel this
way? How much happier life would become on Earth? What is
everybody's goal in life? To be happy. How can you reach that state?
Most people start listing conditions: I will be happy when I'll have
enough money, when I find my love, when I'll have children, when I'll
have my house, car, clothes, diamonds or whatever material
possessions you can imagine. None of these thing can be the condition
of our happiness. Happiness must come from within. As I mentioned
earlier, there are happy poor people and unhappy rich people. There
are happy single people and unhappy married ones. These thing can
not be the conditions of happiness.
I wish for everyone to feel this way. I am not writing this book for the
money I can make out of it, although it may make my life even more
comfortable. I don't desire great material things in my life. When I
moved out of my home of 16 years, I took one suitcase of clothes with
me, I had my car and my bicycle. And I had too realize that I did not
really need more. Think it over, how many clothes do you have in
your closet that you haven't used in more than a year? You can throw
those away. Or rather give them away to those who need it.
With this book I'd like to serve. With sharing my experiences and
showing example I'd like to serve our society. I would like to have
most of our society look and feel like me. It would reach the critical
mass, and would turn this world over to be a better place.
My Humblest Regards,
Tamas Podlovics
Budapest, 4/30/2013
APPENDIX A
TRAINING EXAMPLES
If you are over forty years old the most important thing to keep in
mind when training is recovery. I mentioned that in the pursuit of
losing weight training is only a small part. But you need to train to
have muscles to look good, to hold your frame. Here are some training
samples I do.
When using weights always use such weights that you can perform 8-
12 repetitions. If you can do more, increase the weight. The last (4th)
set should go until failure. That is when you actually break your
muscle fibers and they will be rebuilt in greater size.
Keep in mind: these training examples are not iron-cast. You can do
any other exercise, as long and you do it until failure and you employ
as many muscles ass possible, meaning doing complex exercices.
There is no use going down to the gym and chat or do only biceps
curls or crunches.
Wednesday (recovery)
Thursday
Another upper body day, but choose another exercise from the list
than on Monday
Try doing your training always before lunch or dinner. This way the
food goes right to re-feed your muscles.
Feel free the change the days, or vary the sequences. Nothing is
carved in stone. Just make sure you do weight training and recovery
cardio every week.
APPENDIX B
MY DISHES
I share some of the recipes here, that I cook for myself. These are all
simple, quickly made dishes. Preparation usually won't take more than
5-10 minutes, actual cooking-baking is 10-20 minutes. So you can
have your food in half an hour in the worst case.
I don't want to spend too much time standing in the kitchen so I cook
fast.
Prepared green salad and some fried eggs, bacon and some spices.
Simple, fast , delicious.
Peel 4 apples, then grate them. Add 4 eggs, about a pound of cottage
cheese, a teaspoon of baking soda and about a spoon of coconut oil or
butter.
Add some raisins, grated lemon skin(?) and 2 scoops of your favorite
protein powder (I like chocolate-coconut).
Mix the whole in a big pan, then put some baking paper in a baking
tray, pour the mixture over it, flatten, then bake it for 10 minutes in the
oven. Awesome, protein rich, delicious, low calorie dessert.