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Sarah Nadolny
I watched her from inside the greenhouse. Her long, frail fingers worked at the laundry.
Hanging it up to dry with wooden clothes pins, an old fashioned way of doing it but considering
my nanas age I guess it was just fashioned. Her skin was the color of cocoa and so full of
wrinkles that not even a dryer would smooth them out. Her once beautiful brown black hair had
long since run away and shed taken to wearing wigs of the same cut but varying shades of
brown. They all curled beneath her ears, a picture of a time before I was born.
I traced my fingers across the still too green flesh of my papaya. Carefully turning it, I
checked to ensure that my name was still written there by my mother from the week before. Too
Traversing the greenhouse wasnt easy but it was always worth it. My nana practically
created the term green thumb, capable of making anything grow even during the most
unforgiving of Tucson summers. I said goodbye to the doves who lived in cage the same size as
the greenhouse and wasnt accessible except through the greenhouse itself. I latched the door and
checked the netting and chicken wire for flaws. The greenhouse wasnt made of glass like most
people picture and it would be a shame to lose some or all of the vegetables and herbs because
Who is that? she called out as I walked up behind her, dried up grass crunched beneath
my feet. Her accent was thick on her tongue and if you didnt already know it was Tagalog,
Its me Nana. Sarah, I replied. Shed gone blind due to macular degeneration four years
before and now didnt know who anyone was until they spoke, sometimes not even then. I was
was what she meant. I grew up listening to her tell long stories, often repeated, and could easily
translate what she was saying in my head without thinking about it. People who didnt
understand, like my husband, I ended up translating for. Translating English to English was
Yeah Nana, I saw it. Its growing already huh? I phrased it like a question but it wasnt.
Shed literally cut the top off of a pineapple, planted the thing and it started to grow. I wondered
if she had a garden back in the Philippines and what it looked like. I wondered if she missed it.
From the look of the rest of the yard itd be difficult to believe she was such a
horticulturist. The grass was all dead and crunchy and aside from the calamnsi tree, there wasnt
another plant outside the greenhouse. A portion of the backyard was taken up by a poorly
covered patio with dirty plastic furniture and rusted yard maintenance equipment that was
She continued to mumble something else but it was too soft to hear, it probably didnt
matter anyway. The wind picked up and began the arduous task of drying the sheets and her
sizeable under garments. It filled the air with the smell of Tide and dead calamasi blossoms. I
pulled the wad of plastic bags from the back pocket of my jeans, separated one, and set about the
task I had originally came to do; relieve the ancient tree of its plump, orange colored fruit in
order to make calamansi juice. It was a major pain in the ass considering the very largest the
calamansi would grow would be the size of a silver dollar, even that was unusual and inside each
little gem was the generous amount of less than an ounce of juice. And you needed several cups
to make it into a beverage that was similar to lemonade. But it was worth it, as long as I didnt
doing.
Take them, take all of them, she said climbing underneath the trees overhang into the
little grotto from which you could actually pick the fruit without aide of a ladder. Every year she
ended up with so much fruit most of it just fell away to rot. Shed harvest several bags worth and
give the fruit away or make more pancit than anyone could possible eat. Besides that, no one but
her old friends took food from her anymore. And if they did, it immediately went in the trash.
Especially after she gave my dad the pizza that was happy to see him, it had her dentures on it, or
since she gave my oldest brother Tim the siopao that had a Brillo pad inside one. Id think she
was just out to kill off our branch of the family but she loves my dad and Tim. She had less
reputable things to say about the other branches of the family tree and there are more than half a
dozen other instances of foreign objects in dishes given to others in family. But she was Filipino
Ill take a lot of them but I cant take them all Nana. Itd take me over a week to
Sure you can. Give them to Matt and Jan and the baby. She filled up another bag of
perfectly ripe fruit and I questioned how she could tell the ripe ones from the green ones. Maybe
Xanders too young for citrus still, I replied remembering something Jan had said about
it messing with the digestive tracts at that age and I was not about to start changing the resulting
diapers. We continued to work in silence for a few minutes till I felt a sharp pain on my arm. I
lifted it up to see a bee crawling across my skin, desperately trying to get free from where its
stinger was lodged in my flesh. I brushed him off and watched him fall to his death, all to cause
Ow, ow, ow, ow, I repeat rubbing at the small welt forming on my arm like it would
help any.
What?
I got stung by a bee, my voice came out winey as I continued to rub my arm.
When I was a girl, not even eleven and a half the Japanese were coming down the street.
I saw them and shoved my sister Delia into the bush and I jumped in after her. But the bush was
pull of bees. I clamp my hand over her mouth. Keep her from screaming, so the soldiers
wouldnt find us. The bees, they stung us like this and this, till we were so swollen up that we
looked like this, she said making little starburst motions with her hands across her arms and
ended by puffing out her cheeks and pressing her arms out till she looked bloated.
She put her arms down, relaxed her cheeks and started laughing uncontrollably. Id never
been so happy she was blind before so she couldnt see the look on my face. Finally, I forced
myself to laugh with her. If she could laugh in the face of sugar coated childhood trauma then so
could I.
her life as she grew up during World War 2. I couldnt stop the images from forming in my head.
park on a summer afternoon didnt make for a good story. Not unless an army of ninjas, or