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rHf;fiu tpahjp cs;s xUtH> ,dpg;G rhg;gpLtJ ,d;gkhdJ vd;W> mjpy; MHtk; fhl;bdhy; vd;d MFk;?

Mdhy;> Md;kPf mDgtq;fs; mg;gbf; fpilahJ. mJ xUtiu capHj;Jbg;Gs;stuhf;F fpwJ. xUtUila eilAil ghtidfisr; rPuikf;fpwJ. NehAw;w kdij rPuikf;fpwJ. cly; MNuhf;fpak; $l rPuike;jpLk; tha;g;G Vw;gLfpwJ. rKjhaj;Jf;Nf cjtpfukhf mike;jpUf;fpwJ. xUtNuhL xUtH ey;YwNthL tho;e;jpLtjw;Ff; $l> ekJ Mde;j mDgtq;fs; cjtp nra;fpd;wd.

ek;kplk; cs;s> jPa gof;ftof;fq;fspypUe;J tpLgLtJ rw;Wf; fbdkhdJ. Mdhy; Md;kPfj;J Mde;j czHTfs;> mjw;Fk; cjtp Gupfpd;wd. jPa gof;ftof;fq;fspypUe;J tpLgLtJ> kpfTk; vspjhfp tpLfpd;wJ.

vj;jidNah egHfis ehk;> fz; $lhfg; ghHf;fpNwhk;. jtwhd gof;ftof;fq;fSld;> Fw;wq;fs; gytw;iwg; Gupe;jpLk; tho;f;ifia tho;e;J nfhz;bUg;ghHfs;. mtHfs; rpy jpahd mikg;GfSf;Fr; nrd;W njhlHe;J Md;kpfg; gapw;rpfis Nkw;nfhz;L Mde;jkhd mDgtq;fs; gytw;iw milAk; NghJ>

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mtHfs; jiy fPohf khwp tpLthHfs;. Fw;wthspahff; fUjg;gl;ltd;> Gj;jdhf khwp tpLthd;. ey;y gof;fq;fSf;Fk;> ey;y ,ay;GfSf;Fk; nrhe;jf;fhudhfp tpLthd;. ,g;gbg; gl;ltHfisnay;yhk; ehk; fz; $lhfg; ghHf;fpNwhk;.

mutpe;jH> jPtputhjpahfr; nray;gl;L> jz;lid ngw;W> rpiwf;Fs; NghdhH. mtUila Md;kPf Kaw;rpfs; fhuzkhf> mtH kfhdhf ntspNa te;jhH.

clypay; ,d;gq;fs;> vj;jidNah gpur;rpidfSf;Fk;> rz;il rr;ruTfSf;Fk; fhuzkhf mike;Js;sd. Mdhy;> Md;kPf cyfpy; cs;s Mde;j mDgtq;fs;> ekJ rz;il rr;ruTfisnay;yhk; jPHj;J itj;J> rkhjhdkhf tho;e;jpl cjtp Gupfpd;wd.

,g;gb> Md;kPf cyfj;J mDgtq;fs; ahTk;> Md;kPf cyfj;ij Ml;rp nra;J tUfpd;wd. xt;nthU re;epahrpAk; $l> jd; ngaNuhL Mde;jhvd;Dk; tpFjpia ,izg;gjpy;> MHtk; fhl;b tUfpd;wdH.

QhdpfSila $w;Wf;fspy;> xUtUf;nfhUtH Kuz;gLtij gy ,lq;fspYk; Rl;bf; fhl;b tUfpNwd;.

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Qhdpfs; mile;j tpLjiy mk;rj;jpy;> xUtUf;nfhUtH tpj;jpahrk; fpilahJ. midtUk; xNu ,lj;jpy;jhd; ,Uf;fpd;wdH.

me;j ,lj;ij miltjw;F> xt;nthUtUk; xt;nthU tpjkhd mZFKiwapy; te;j fhuzkhfTk;> mjDila eilKiw cz;ikfis xt;nthUtUk;> mtutH ghzpapy; Gupe;J nfhz;l fhuzj;jpdhYk;>

mjid kw;wtHfSf;F tpsf;fpf; fhl;Lk; ghzpAk; tpj;jpahrg;gLfpwJ.

rpyH> rpy kfhd;fis> NkilNaw;wp itj;J tpLtjhy;> mtHfSila fUj;Jf;fis> Ma;Tf;F vLj;Jf; nfhs;s mQ;rp tpLfpd;wdH.

ngupatHfs; midtUf;Fk; rk me;j];J nfhLg;gJk;> mtHfSila fUj;Jf;fspd; ajhhj;j cz;ikia Ma;Tf;F vLj;Jf; nfhs;tjw;F jaf;fk; fhl;lhkypUg;gJk;> mtHfs; vq;Nf> ehd; vq;Nf> vd;W jd;idj; jue;jho;j;jpf; nfhs;shjpUg;gJk;> kpfTk; Kf;fpaj;Jtk; tha;e;jjhf cs;sJ.

jpwe;j kdJld; Ma;T nra;gtHfSf;F kl;LNk> ekJ mZFKiw nghUe;Jk;. kw;wtH fisg; nghUj;jtiu> mtHfs; ek;ikAk;> ekJ

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mZFKiwiaAk; nkhj;jkhfg; Gwf;fzpj;J tpl;L> mtHfSf;Fg; gpbj;jkhd topapy; nrd;wpLtJjhd; rup.

ukz kfup\p> Mde;j mDgtq;fSf;F Kf;fpaj;Jtk; nfhLf;fhky;> me;j mDgtk;> vtUf;F Vw;gLfpwJ vd;W Nfl;L>

mjidf; fle;J nry;y Ntz;Lk; vd;W $WfpwhH.

Mdhy; ,uhkfpU\;z guk Ç k;rUila tho;f;if cgNjrq;fisg; ghHf;Fk; NghJ> mtH Mde;j mDgtq;fisg; Nghw;wpf; nfhz;lhLfpwhH.

,tHfs; ,UtUila epiyg;ghl;by;> ehk; vjid vLj;Jf; nfhs;tJ?

Md;k rhjfHfs; gyUk;> ,uhkfpU\;z guk Ç k;rUila mZFKiaiaNa tpUk;G fpd;wdH.

Md;kPfk; vd;why;> mq;F Mde;j mDgtq;fs; fpilf;f Ntz;Lk;. ,y;yhtpl;lhy; mJ vd;d

,Jjhd; ngUk;ghNyhUila

Md;kPfk;?

mZFKiw. ukzH> vLj;jjw;nfy;yhk; ehd; ahH? vd;w Nfs;tpiaf; Nfl;L> Md;k rhjfHfisg;

gaKWj;jp tpLfpwhH.

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ve;j gf;jH ve;j re;Njfj;ij vOg;gpdhYk;>

,e;j re;Njfk;> vtUf;F Vw;gl;Ls;sJ vd;W ghH vd>

Nfs;tp Nfl;ltuplNk> mtH Nfs;tpiaj; jpUg;gp tpLfpwhH.

mjdhy;> gf;jHfs; ngUk;ghYk; mtuplk; Nfs;tp Nfl;gjw;Nf jaq;fp tpLfpwhHfs;. mg;gbf; Nfs;tp Nfl;gtHfSq; $l> ukzuplk; xU epge;jidiaAk; NrHj;Jg; Nghl;Lf; nfhz;Nl> Nfs;tpiaAk; Nfl;fpwhHfs;.

,e;j re;Njfk;? Nfs;tp Nfl;gJ

ahH? ehd; ahH?

cgNahfpf;ff; $lhJ vd;w epge;jidiag; Nghl;Lf; nfhz;Nl jq;fSila re;Njfq;fisf; Nfl;fpwhHfs;.

Mdhy;> Mde;jk; vd;Dk; mk;rj;ijg; nghUj;j mstpy;> ukz kfup\papd; mZFKiwjhd; ajhHj;jkhfTk;> rupahfTk; cs;sJ.

vtUf;F

vd;w gpuk;kh];jpuj;ij

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mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk; tpisTfNs. VNjh rpy fhuzq;fshy; Vw;gLk; jw;fhypfkhd tpisTfNs mDgtq;fshFk;. mDgtq;fs; vd;git KOKjy; cz;ik my;y. mit midj;Jk;> jw;fhypfkhf te;J nry;yf; $baitNa.

Mdhy;> ekJ mZFKiwfs; midj;Jk;> cz;ikiag; Gwf;fzpg;gjhfNt mike;J tpl;ld. mDgtq;fs; jhk; Kf;fpaj;Jtk; cilaitahf ekf;Fj; njupfpd;wd.

MfNt nka;g;nghUisf; $l> mDgtq;fspd; tupirapy; ehk; Njb tpLfpNwhk;. mij> mDgtk;> nka;g;nghUs; mDgtk;> Mj;khDgtk;> Mde;jhDgtk; vd;W> midj;ijAk; mDgtk; vd;Dk; tupirapy;> mLf;fp itj;J tpLfpNwhk;.

xUKiw mjpfkhff; fhw;wbj;jjhy;> Ky;yh eRUjPd; tPl;L nkhl;il khbapy;> xU $il kzy; NrHe;J tpl;lJ.

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Ky;yh> me;j xU $il kziyAk; vLj;Jf; nfhz;L te;J> njUtpy; Ftpj;J itj;J tpl;lhH.

kzy; Ftpay;> njUtpy; NghNthH> tUNthHfSf;nfy;yhk; ,ilA+whf ,Ue;jJ. gf;fj;J tPl;bdnuy;yhk; mtiuf; Fw;wk; rhl;bdhHfs;.

Ky;yh xU kz;ntl;biaf; nfhz;L te;J> me;j kzy; Ftpay; gf;fk; xU Fopia ntl;bdhH.

Ky;yh mtHfNs! vd;d nra;fpwPHfs;? vy;NyhUk; Nfl;lhHfs;.

me;j kzy; Ftpaiyg; Nghl;L %Ltjw;fhf Fopntl;Lf; nfhz;bUf;fpNwd;. me;jf; Fopf;Fs; kzy; Ftpaiyg; Nghl;L tpLNtd;!

rup> Fop ntl;bajhy; Gjpajhf xU> kzy; Ftpay; te;J tpLNk ?

,d;DnkhU Fop ntl;b

tpLNtd;!

,g;gb mDgtq;fspd; thapyhf midj;ijAk; rhjpj;J tpl KbAk; vd;W KbT fl;b tpLfpNwhk;.

ehk;> xUtUf;nfhUtH vLj;Jf; $Wk; tiff;fhf kl;LNk>

mijg;

Nghl

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ehd; mDgtpf;fpNwd;> vd;W $WfpNwhk;.

cz;ikapy;> mg;gb xU epiyNa fpilahJ.

ehd;vd;Wk; vJTk; fpilahJ@ mDgtk;vd;Wk; vJTk; fpilahJ. Mdhy; mg;gb ,Ug;gjhf> ekf;Fj; Njhd;Wfpd;wJ.

ehd;vd;w XH mk;rk; epue;jukhf ,Ug;gJ NghyTk;>

me;j ehd; vd;Dk; mk;rj;Jf;F>

gw;gy mDgtq;fs; xt;nthd;whf te;J te;J nry;tJ NghyTk;>

ehk; vz;zpf; nfhz;bUf;fpNwhk;.

mg;gb xU epiy fpilahJ. mJ cz;ik fpilahJ.

ehd;vd;W> jdpahd epiyapy; vJTk; fpilahJ. jw;fhypfkhff; $l ehd;vd;W vJTk; fpilahJ. Mdhy;> ehd;vd;W VNjhnthd;W epue;jukhf ek;kplk; ,Ug;gJNghy;>

epjHrdkhfNt ekf;Fj; Njhd;WfpwJ.

mJNghy;> ehd; vd;Dk; mk;rk; fyf;fhj epiyapy;> mDgtk;vd;Wk;> vJTk; fpilahJ. mDgtq;fspy;> vt;tsT caHthd mDgtkhapDk;

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rup> kpfTk; jho;e;j mDgtkhapDk; rup> ehd; vd;Dk; mk;rk; fyf;fhj epiyapy;>

jdpj;j mk;rkhf>

mDgtk;vd;W vJTNk fpilahJ.

xt;nthU mDgtKk;>

mJ rpwpajhapDk; rup>

ngupajhapDk; rup>

xt;nthU mDgtKk;> ,uz;L jd;ikfNshL mike;jpUf;fpd;wd.

xt;nthU mDgtKk;>

mDgtpg;gtd;

mDgtk; vd;Dk; ,uz;L

jd;ikfNshL mike;jpUf;fpd;wJ.

,g;gb>

,uz;L gFjpfs; ,y;yhj jd;ikapy;> ve;j tpjkhd mDgtq;fSk; fpilahJ.

Mdhy; ehk; epidf;fpNwhk;:

ekf;F Nfhgk; Vw;gLfpwJ@

ekf;F kfpo;r;rp Vw;gLfpwJ@

ekf;F Jf;fk; Vw;gLfpwJ>

vd;W.

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mDgtk;vd;Dk; ,uz;L

gFjpfspy;> vJTk; Kjd;ikahdjd;W. me;j ,uz;L gFjpfspy;> xd;W fhz;ghdhfTk;> kw;nwhd;W fhzg;gLk; nghUshfTk; cs;sjd;W. xd;W subject MfTk;> kw;nwhd;W object MfTk; cs;sjd;W.

mJ> mDgtpg;gtDk;> mDgtKk; NrHe;j fyit md;W. mg;gb xU gpupT cz;ikapy; fpilahJ. mg;gb ,Ug;gjhfj; Njhd;WtJ>

mDgtpg;gtd;

ntWk; Njhw;wk; kl;LNk.

cz;ikapy;> ,uz;L jd;ikapy;yhj XH mDgtk; kl;LNk mq;Fs;sJ.

Mdhy;> ,uz;L jd;ikNahL ,Ug;gjhf ekf;Fj; Njhd;WtJ ngha;ay;y. mJTk; xU eilKiw cz;ikNa.

vy;yh mDgtq;fSk;> vdf;F Vw;gLk; mDgtq;fs; vd;w epiyapNyNa> mwpag;gLfpd;wd.

ekf;F Vw;gLk; fdT> vg;gb Vw;gLfpwJ vd;gJ ekf;Fj; njupAk;.

gfypy; ehk; tpopj;jpUf;Fk; NghJ> ekf;Fg; gytpjkhd epidTfs; Vw;gLfpd;wd. mNj Nghd;w epidTfs;> J}f;fj;jpd; NghJk; ekf;F rpy Ntisfspy; Vw;gl;L tpLfpd;wd. mg;gb> J}f;fj;jpy;

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Vw;gLk;

Njhw;wkspf;fpd;wd.

fdtpd;NghJ ehk; J}f;fj;jpy; ,Uf;fpNwhk;. ek;ikr; Rw;wp elg;gJ vJTk;> ekf;Fj; njupahJ. mg;gb ehk; fdT fz;L nfhz;bUf;Fk; NghJ> ehk; ntspehl;by; cs;s> VNjh XH ,lj;jpy;> gLj;Jj; J}q;fpf; nfhz;bUf;fyhk;. Mdhy;> ehk; ekJ nrhe;j ehl;by;> nrhe;j tPl;by; ,Ug;gJNghy;> fdT fz;L nfhz;bUf;fyhk;.

J}f;fj;jpd; NghJ Vw;gLk; epidTfs;> vtw;iwnay;yhk; fhl;Lfpd;wdNth> mtw;iw kl;LNk> ehk; mwpe;J nfhs;fpNwhk;. me;j epidTfs; midj;Jk;> fdTr; rk;gtq;fshf tbntLj;J tpLfpd;wd. cz;ikapy;> J}f;fj;jpd; NghJ> ehk; vq;NfAk; NghapUf;ftpy;iy@ ve;jr; nray;fspYk; <Lgl;bUf;ftpy;iy. cz;ikahd mDgtq;fNsh> epfo;TfNsh ekf;F Vw;gl;bUf;ftpy;iy.

Mdhy;> mit mj;jidAk; Vw;gl;lJ Nghy;> ekJ epidTfNs ekf;Ff; fhl;Lfpd;wd. ekJ fdtpy; Vw;gLk;> mj;jid rk;gtq;fSk;> ehk; fdtpy; re;jpf;Fk; mj;jid egHfSk;> ekf;F Vw;gLk; mj;jid mDgtq;fSk;> ekJ epidT kl;LNk. mit midj;Jk;> ekJ epidtpdhy; kl;LNk Vw;gLj;jg;gLfpd;wd.

epidTfNs>

fdTfshfj;

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fdtpd;NghJk;> ek;ik> ehd;vd;W fz;L nfhs;SfpNwhk;. fdtpd;NghJk;> vdJ ,d;gk;> vdJ gak;vd;W nrhy;yf; $ba tifapy;> ekf;F mDgtk; Vw;gLfpwJ. mq;NfAk;> fhz;gtd; fhzg;gLk; nghUs;vd;w mk;rKs;s mDgtk; cs;sJ.

fdtw;W ehk; J}q;Fk; NghJ> mq;F ekf;F> epidTfs; vitAk; fpilahJ. me;epiyapy;> ekf;F mDgtKk; fpilahJ@ mDgtpg;gtDk; fpilahJ. epidTfs; Vw;gLk;NghJjhd;> mDgtpg;gtd; vd;Dk; ehd;vd;gJk; cs;sJ@ mDgtKk; cs;sJ.

edT epiyapYs;s> ekJ mDgtq;fs;> vg;gb cs;sd?

gfypy; ehk; tpopj;jpUf;Fk;NghJ> ek;ikr; Rw;wp vj;jidNah rk;gtq;fs; ajhHj;jkhfTk;> cz;ikahfTk; epfo;e;J nfhz;bUf;fpd;wd.

ek;ikr; Rw;wp> vj;jidNah rk;gtq;fs;> vj;jidNah epfo;Tfs;> ele;J nfhz;bUe;jhYk;>

ehk; xNu Neuj;jpy;> midj;ijAk; mwpe;J nfhs;tJ rhj;jpakd;W. xNu Neuj;jpy; xd;Wf;F Nkw;gl;lij mwpAk; jd;ik> ekJ kdJf;Ff; fpilahJ. ekJ kdk; vjpy; nghUe;jpapUe;J> vjid

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mwpfpwNjh> mjid kl;LNk ek;khy; mwpe;J nfhs;s KbAk;. ekJ epidT> vjNdhL nghUe;jpapUe;J> vjid milahsk; fz;L nfhs;fpwNjh> mjid kl;LNk ek;khy; mwpe;J nfhs;s KbAk;.

xNu Neuj;jpy; gy gzpfspy; <LgLk; m\;lhtjhdp> jrhtjhdp $l> ,jw;F tpjptpyf;F fpilahJ. mtHfshy; $l> xNu Neuj;jpy; xd;iw kl;LNk> mwpe;J nfhs;s KbAk;. mtHfshYq; $l> xNu Neuj;jpy; gytw;iw mwpa KbahJ.

mtHfs; kpf tpiue;J> xt;nthd;whf khwp khwp> mwpe;J nfhs;Sk; ty;yikia kl;LNk> tsHj;Jf; nfhz;Ls;shHfs;. MfNt mtHfSk; xNu Neuj;jpy;> xd;iw kl;LNk mwpfpwhHfs;.

,jdhy;>

mJ> fdthapDk; rup> my;yJ edthapDk;

rup>

ek; kdJ> vijf; fhl;LfpwNjh>

mij kl;LNk ek;khy; mwpaKbAk;.

MfNt> ekJ mDgtq;fs; ahTk;> ekJ kdjpd; mk;rNk. ehk; vij mDgtpj;jhYk;> mjid ekJ kdjpd; mk;rkhf;fpNa> mDgtpf;fpNwhk;.

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ek; kNdh ,af;fk; vd;gJk;> ekJ epidTfspd; ,af;fkhfNt mike;Js;sJ. ekJ epidTfs; midj;Jk;> jw;fhypfkhf te;J nry;yf;$baitfNs. jw;fhypfkhf te;J nry;yf;$ba epidTfshy; Vw;gl;l mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk;> jw;fhypfkhditfNs.

MfNt> mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk;> Njhd;wp kiwaf; $baitfNs. ve;j mDgtj;jpYk;> ehk; epue;juj; jd;ikia vjpHghHj;jpl KbahJ.

mg;gbj; Njhd;wp kiwAk; mDgtq;fs;jhk;>

mDgtk;vd;Dk; ,ul;ilj;

jd;ikAld; mike;jpUf;fpwJ.

mDgtpg;gtd;

xt;nthU mDgtKk;> kNdh mDgtkhf ,Ug;gjhy;jhd;> ,j;jifa ,ul;ilj; jd;ikAld; fhl;rpaspf;fpwJ.

xU ehzaj;ij vLj;Jf;nfhz;lhy;> mjw;F ,uz;L gf;fq;fs; cs;sd. mjdhy; mJ ,uz;L ehzaq;fshfp tplhJ. xNu ehzaj;jpd; ,U tifj; Njhw;wq;fNs mit.

MdhYq;$l> mDgtpg;gtd; NtW> mDgtk; NtW vd;w> xU kaf;fk;> xt;nthUtUf;Fk; ,Ue;J nfhz;Nl ,Uf;fpwJ.

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mDgtpg;gtd; vd;gtd; epue;jukhf ,Ug;gJ NghyTk;>

me;j mDgtpg;gtDf;F>

mDgtq;fs; ahTk;> xd;wd; gpd; xd;whf> te;J nfhz;bUg;gJ NghyTk;>

ehk; vz;zptpLfpNwhk;.

,jdhy;> ek;ikawpahkNyNa> ehk; rpy mDgtq;fis Mjupf;fTk;> rpy mDgtq;fis ntspNaw;wTk; jiyg;gl;L tpLfpNwhk;.

,d;gkhd mDgtq;fs;> ekf;F kfpo;r;rpiaj; jUfpd;wd. Jd;gkhd mDgtq;fs;> ekf;F tUj;jkspf;fpd;wd.

MfNt> ,d;gkhd mDgtq;fis> ePl;bj;Jf; nfhs;tjpy; MHtk; fhl;LfpNwhk;. Jd;gkhd mDgtq;fis> mg;Gwg;gLj;Jtjpy; jPtpuk; fhl;LfpNwhk;.

,tw;iwnay;yhk; nra;tJ ahH?

,tw;iwnay;yhk;> ekJ kdjpDs;> nra;tJ

vJ?

mDgtpg;gtd;

vd;Dk;

gFjpjhd;

,tw;iwnay;yhk; nra;Ak; nghWg;ig vLj;Jf;

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nfhs;fpwJ. mg;gb xU nghWg;ig> mJ vLj;Jf; nfhs;tjhy;> me;jg;gFjp gyk; ngw;W tpLfpwJ. mg;gb mJ> ve;jg; nghWg;igAk; vLf;fhj epiyapy;> me;jg; gFjpAk;> mDgtj;jpd; xU gFjpNa.

kNdh mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk;> te;J te;J kiwAk; jd;ikf;F Vw;wthW>

mDgtpg;gtd; vd;w mk;rKk;> te;J te;J kiwe;jpLk; XH mk;rNk.

rh iyapd; Xuj;jpy; gyUk; mRj;jk; nra;jpUe;jdH. me;j mRj;jq;fSf;Fk; kj;jpapy; rpy ,lq;fspy;> rpy Gw;fs; tsHe;jpUe;jd.

thba tapw;iwAila xUtd;> rhg;gpl vJTk; fpilf;fhky;> me;jg; Gw;fisNa gwpj;J> czthfr; rhg;gpl;Lf; nfhz;bUe;jhd;.

mtidg; ghHj;Jg; gupjhgg;gl;lhH xU nry;te;jH. mtH jdJ glF Nghd;w fhiu epWj;jp tpl;Lf; fPNo ,wq;fp te;J> mtuplk; Nfl;lhH.

,t;tsT mRj;jq;fisAk; nghUl;gLj;jhky;> ,e;jg; Gw;fisg; gpLq;fpr; rhg;gpLfpwhNa> eP vd;Dld; tUfpwhah ?

mtDk; rk;kjk; njuptpf;fNt> mtH mtidf; fhupd; gpd; gFjpapy; Vw;wpf; nfhz;L> jdJ khspiff;F te;jhH.

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mtuJ khspifapd; Kd;G> ed;F guhkupf;fg;gl;l Njhl;lKk;> Gy;ntspAk; ,Ue;jJ.

,e;j ,lk; kpfTk; RfhjukhdJ. ve;j ,lj;jpYk;> vtUk; mRj;jk; nra;jpUf;f khl;lhHfs;. ,uz;L ehl;fshfj; Njhl;lf;fhud; tutpy;iy. Gw;fs; Njitf;F mjpfkhf tsHe;J tpl;ld. eP jhuhskhf cdf;Fj; Njitahd Gw;fisg; gwpj;Jr; rhg;gpl;Lf; nfhs;syhk;!

mtH kpfj; jhuhskhf mtDf;F mDkjp nfhLj;jhH.

ehd; ,y;yhj epiy vd;W xd;W fpilahJ. mg;gbf; nfhLf;fg;gLk; thf;FWjpfs; vy;yhk; Nghypahdit@ ngha;ahdit.

ehd;vDk; czHTfs; ahTk;>

epidTfNshL te;J> epidTfNshL kiwe;J tpLfpd;wd.

Mdhy; ehk;> ekJ mDgtj;ijr; rPuikf;Fk; nghWg;ig Vw;Fk; NghJjhd;> mDgtpg;gtd; vd;w ,e;j egHj;jd;ikgyk; ngw Muk;gpf;fpd;wJ.

,g;NghJjhd;

mDgtpg;gtd; NtW> mDgtk; NtW vd;w epiyik> cWjp nra;ag;gLfpwJ.

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,g;NghJjhd;> ,Uikj; jd;ik> cWjp nra;ag;gLfpwJ.

,e;j ,Uikj; jd;ikjhd;> cz;ikapNyNa ,Uikj; jd;ikahFk;.

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c¦_ ¶ÐÃkD

mj;itjk;> Jitjk;> tprp\;lhj;itjk; vd;W vj;jidNah jj;Jtq;fs; cs;sd.

,iwtd;> Md;kh> gpuk;kk; vd;W vj;jidNah jj;Jtq;fs; cs;sd. mit rk;ge;jkhfg; Ngrg;gLk;> xUikj; jd;ik kw;Wk; ,Uikj; jd;ik rhHe;j fUj;Jf;fs; ahTk;> ek;ik vq;NfNah jpir jpUg;gpf; nfhz;L nry;yf; $bait@

ajhHj;j tho;Tf;F> mit midj;Jk;> ve;j rk;ge;jKk; ,y;yhjit.

mtw;wpd; %ykhf> ehk; Gupe;J nfhs;s Ntz;ba cz;ikfs; vitNaDk;> ,Uf;Fk; gl;rj;jpy;>

mJ ,e;j fhz;ghd; fhzg;gLk; nghUs;rk;ge;jkhd mikg;G kl;LNk.

,e;j ,Uikj; jd;ik> Kf;fpaj;Jtj;ij ,of;Fk; gl;rj;jpy;>

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me;epiyapy;jhd;>

mj;itjk;

,uz;lw;w jd;ik> nray;gLfpd;wJ. ,J rk;ge;jkhf> ,d;Dk; rpy tpguq;fis> ,e;E}ypd; gpw;gFjpapy; ghHf;ftpUf;fpNwhk;.

jw;NghJ>

kPz;Lk; Mde;jk; vd;Dk;> mDgtk; rk;ge;jg;gl;l tpguq;fSf;F tUNthk;.

Md;kPf rhjfHfspy; rpyH> rpy tpj;jpahrkhd mDgtq;fis vjpH nfhs;fpd;wdH.

ngsjpf cz;ikfSld; mike;jpUf;Fk;> ekJ

clypDs; ,Uf;Fk; Ez; cly;

rpyUf;F rpy Ntisfspy;> ];J}ykhd cliy tpl;L> ntspNa te;J tpLfpd;wJ.

me;j #l;Rk clyhf mtHfs;> jq;fsJ ];J}y cliy tpl;L ntspNa tUk; NghJ>

jq;fsJ ];J}y cliy> NtW xUtuJ cliyg; ghHg;gijg; Nghd;W> ghHf;f KbfpwJ. mtHfshy;> jhq;fs; #l;Rk clypy; ,Ug;gijAk;> Gupe;J nfhs;s KbfpwJ.

Mdhy;> cly; czHTfs; vitAk; ,y;yhj epiyapy;> mtHfshy; ,d;g> Jd;g mDgtq;fs;

#l;Rk ruPuk;>

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vtw;iwAk; mDgtpf;f Kbtjpy;iy. mtHfsJ #l;Rk cly;> kPz;Lk; ];J}y clYld; ,ize;j gpwFjhd;> mtHfshy; kPz;Lk;> ,d;g Jd;g czHTfis mwpa KbfpwJ.

ekJ czHTfSf;F> ek;Kila kd ,af;fk;> xU Kf;fpakhd fhuzpahf ,Ue;jhYq; $l> ekJ clypy; cs;s euk;G kz;lyq;fspy; Vw;gLk;> ,urhad khw;wq;fs;jhd;>

cz;ikapy;>

,d;g Jd;g czHTfshf czHe;jwpag; gLfpd;wd.

Md;kPf mD\;lhdq;fspd; NghJ> vj;jidNah tpjkhd gutr epiyfs;> Md;krhjfHfSf;F Vw;gLtJz;L.

Mdhy; mJ vt;tsT caHthd gutr epiyahf ,Ue;jhYk; rup>

mjid ntWk; #l;Rk clyhy; mDgtpj;J mwpaKbahJ.

ngsjpf clypy; Vw;gLk;> urhad khw;wq;fspd; JizAlNdNa> mtw;iw czHe;J mwpa KbAk;.

];J}y clypd; cjtpapd;wp> gutr epiyfs; Vw;gLk; rhj;jpaNk fpilahJ.

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cly; rk;ge;jkhd ,d;gq;fspd; kPJ Mir nfhz;L> rpy Mtp cly;fs;> NtW egHfspd; clypy; GFe;J tpLtjhff; $lf; $WtJz;L. mJ ekf;Fj; Njitapy;yhj xd;whf ,Ue;jhYk;> njhlHGs;s nra;jpahf kl;Lk; vLj;Jf; nfhs;s Ntz;baJs;sJ.

#l;Rk clypypUe;J ghHg;gJ vd;gJ> xyp mk;rk; ,y;yhj rpdpkh glj;ijg; ghHg;gijg; Nghd;wNj. Cikg; glj;ijg; ghHg;gijg; Nghd;wNj.

czHr;rpfs; vitAk; ,y;yhj> mwpT kl;Lk; nray;glf; $ba XH mk;rkhfNt> mJ nray;gl;L tUfpwJ.

clypd; njhlHG fpilj;j epiyapy;jhd;> czHTG+Htkhd mDgtq;fs; fpilf;f Muk;gpf;fpd;wd.

ekf;F Vw;gLk; mDgtq;fs;> cly; uPjpahd mDgtq;fshf ,Uf;Fk;NghJ kl;LNk> mit mDgtq;fshff; fUjg;gLfpd;wd.

ek;Kila

mDgtq;fs;

ahTk; cly;

mDgtq;fNs. mit> caH epiy Md;kpf mDgtq;fshapDk; rup> my;yJ mit fPohd clypay; mDgtq;fshapDk; rup> ek;Kila midj;J mDgtq;fSk; cly; mDgtq;fNsvd;W>

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vdJ E}yhd Qhd tpLjiyvDk; E}ypy; Fwpg;gpl;bUe;Njd;. mijg; gbj;j md;gH xUtH> fbjk; vOjpapUe;jhH.

Md;kpfj;jpy; vdf;F> vj;jidNah tpjkhd caH epiy mDgtq;fnsy;yhk; fpilj;jpUe;jd. ez;gHfs; rpyUf;Fk; mg;gb ntt;NtW tpjkhd mDgtq;fs; fpilj;jpUe;jd. ,itnay;yhk; ntWk; cly; czHTfNs vd;W ePq;fs; vOjpaijg; ghHj;jJk;> vdf;F cq;fs; kPJ fLikahd Nfhgk; Vw;gl;Ltpl;lJ. gpwF nghWikahf mjidr; Nrhjpj;Jg; ghHj;jNghJ> ePq;fs; $wpapUe;jJ KOikahd cz;ik vd;gJ njupe;jJ.

,g;gb mtH $wpapUe;jhH.

cly; mk;rj;Jf;F> ehk; fPohd jFjpiaf; nfhLj;jpUg;gjhy;> Md;kpf mDgtq;fs; ahTk>; cly; fle;j mDgtq;fs; vd;w KbTf;F te;JtpLfpNwhk;.

Kd;dk; cliy ,Of;nfd;wpUe;Njd;>vd;W jpU%yH vd;Dk; rpj;jH $l> cliyj; jho;thf> Kjypy; fUjpapUe;jjhff; $WfpwhH.

Md;kpfj;jpy;> vj;jidNah tpjkhd gutr epiyfs; tptupf;fg;gLfpd;wd. mit vt;tsT caHthdjhf ,Ue;jhYk;> clypd; cjtpapd;wp> mtw;iw ek;khy; czHe;J mwpa KbahJ.

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mit midj;Jk;> ekJ clypYs;s czHT- euk;G kz;lyq;fspd; %ykhfNt czHe;J mwpag; gLfpd;wd.

Md;kpf czHTfs; vd;w ngaupy;> cly; czHTfisNa ehk; mDgtpj;J tUfpNwhk;. Md;kpf ,d;gq;fs; vd;w ngaupy;> cly; rhHe;j ,d;gq;fisNa mDgtpj;J tUfpNwhk;.

me;j czHTfis mDgtk; nra;a> ekf;F ,e;jpupaq;fspd; cjtp Njitg; glhjjhy;>

ehk; mjid> cly; fle;j czHthf vz;zp> kaq;fptpLfpNwhk;.

,e;jpupa Rfq;fs;jhk; jtwhdit@ ,e;jpupaq;fspd; thapyhf mDgtpf;fg; glhj> ,j;jifa mDgtq;fs; ahTk; caHe;jit@ Md;kpfkhdit>” – vd;W ehk; mjw;F xU Kj;jpiuiaf; Fj;jp tpLfpNwhk;.

cz;ikapy;>

fhuzq;fSk;> topKiwfSk; kl;Le;jhd; tpj;jpahrg; gLfpd;wd.

,uz;L tifahd mDgtq;fSk;> xU jd;ikahditNa@ cly; ,d;gq;fNs.

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mit ,e;jpupa Rfq;fshapDk; rup> my;yJ mjPe;jpupa Rfq;fshapDk; rup> ,uz;Lk; cly; Rfq;fNs@ cly; ,d;gq;fNs.

,tw;Ws; vJ caHe;jJ vd;W ghHf;fj; Njitapy;iy. ,uz;Lk; cly; mDgtq;fNs> vd;W kl;Lk; njupe;J nfhz;lhy; NghJk;.

Vnddpy;> ,e;j ,U tif mDgtq;fspYNk> ed;ikfSk; cs;sd@ jPikfSk; cs;sd.

cly; ,d;gq;fs; ahTk;> ek;ik xOf;fkw;w tho;Tf;Ff; nfhz;L nry;Yk; mk;rKilait vd;gJ ek; midtUf;Fk; njupAk;. ,dpg;G czTfs; kpfTk; Ritahdit vd;W> mtw;iw ehk; msTf;F kPwp vLj;Jf; nfhs;NthNkahdhy;> mit ek; MNuhf;fpaj;ijf; Fiyj;J tpLk;.

MfNt ehk; ekJ cly; ,d;gq;fSf;Fg; gpujhd mk;rk; nfhLf;Fk; gl;rj;jpy;> xOf;ff;NfLfSk;> td;KiwfSk;> Nghl;b nghwhikfSk;> NkhrbfSk; ngUfp tpLk; #o;epiy cUthfp tpLk;.

,e;jpupa Rfq;fspd; kPJs;s Nkhfj;jpdhy;jhd;> ,j;jid myq;Nfhyq;fSk; ngUfp tpl;ld.

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,tw;wpy; xU rkepiyia Vw;gLj;JtJ> jdpkdpjidg; nghUj;j tiuapYk;> rKjhaj;ijg; nghUj;j tiuapYk;> kpfTk; mtrpakhdJ.

,jw;F> Md;kPf mD\;lhdq;fs;> NgUjtp Gupfpd;wd. xOf;f tho;it Nkw;nfhs;tjw;F Ntz;ba> MHtj;ijAk; #o;epiyiaAk;> Md;kPf tho;Nt> Vw;gLj;jpf; nfhLf;fpd;wJ.

MfNt> Md;kPf mD\;lhdq;fSk;> mtw;wpy; fpilf;Fk; Mde;j mDgtq;fSk;> jdpkdpj Kf;fpaj;Jtk; kl;Lky;yhky;>

rKjha Kf;fpaj;JtKk; cilajhfp tpLfpd;wJ.

MfNt> Md;kPf mD\;lhdq;fSk;> Md;kPf mDgtq;fSk;> mbg;gil Kf;fpaj;Jtk; kpFe;jit. mitNa xU rKjhaj;jpd; KJnfYk;ghf mike;Js;sd. MfNt> Md;kPf mD\;lhdq;fSk;> mtw;wpy; ehk; fhl;Lk; <LghLfSk; kl;LNk> rKjha tho;itr; rPuikf;Fk; Kf;fpa fhuzpfshf mike;Js;sd.

Md;kPf Kaw;rpfs; midj;Jk;> tuNtw;Gf;Fupad. mtw;wpy; caHe;jJ> Fiwe;jJ vd> juk;gpupf;fj; Njitapy;iy. midj;Jk; Njitahdit@ kpfTk; Njitahdit@

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ek;Kila Md;kPf caHTf;F Vw;w tifapy;> ekJ mD\;lhdq;fspd; mk;rq;fspYk;> caHthditfspd; kPJ ehk; <LghL fhl;lyhk;. mJ ek;Kila tsHr;rpiaAk;> jFjpiaAk; nghUj;j mk;rk;. rpy mD\;lhdq;fs;> Md;kPf tsHr;rpf;Fk; NjitahditNa.

mjw;fhf> ehk; kw;w tifahd Md;kPf mD\;lhdq;fisf; Fiw nrhy;yNth> Fiwj;J kjpg;gplNth Njitapy;iy. vy;yh tpjkhd Md;kPf mD\;lhdq;fSNk> mtw;wpd; juj;Jf;F Vw;gTk;> mtw;iw mD\;bg;gtHfspd; juj;Jf;F Vw;gTk; ed;ikiaNa Gupfpd;wd.

Md;kPf mD\;lhdq;fs; ahTk;> caHthd mk;rq;fisf; nfhz;bUe;jhYk;> mit midj;Jk;> XH vy;iyf;F cl;gl;litNa.

mit midj;ijAk; xU fUtpahfg; gad;gLj;jp> ehk; Kd;Ndw;wk; fhz Ntz;LNk jtpu> mtw;Wf;F ehk; mbikg;gl;L tplf; $lhJ.

Md;kPf mD\;lhdq;fSk;> Md;kPf mD\;lhdq;fSf;fhf mikf;fg;gl;l kjq;fSk;>

ek;Kila rKjha Kd;Ndw;wj;jpw;F mbj;jskhf mike;Js;sd vd;gJ cz;ikahf ,Ue;jhYq;$l>

gy re;jHg;gq;fspy;>

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mit> jq;fSila vy;iyia kPwp nray;gl;L>

rpf;fyhd gpur;ridfisAk; Njhw;Wtpj;J tpLfpd;wd.

mtw;iw> ek;Kila Kd;Ndw;wj;Jf;fhd fUtpfshfg; gad;gLj;Jtij tpl;L tpl;L> me;jf; fUtpfspd; Kd;Ndw;wj;Jf;fhf> ehk; gad;gl Ntz;baJ Mfp tpLfpwJ.

ehk; midtUk;> mtw;wpd; gpbapy; rpf;fpa gad;ghl;Lg; nghUl;fshf khwp tpLfpNwhk;.

Md;kPfj;jpy; Vw;gLk;> caHepiy gutr mDgtq;fis vLj;Jf; nfhz;lhYq;$l>

mitAk;>

cly; czHTfspd; mk;rNk vd;W ghHj;Njhk;.

cly; czHTfs; midj;Jk;>

ekJ clypd; czHT euk;G kz;lyq;fspy; Vw;gLk;> urhad khw;wNk vd;gijg; ghHj;Njhk;.

mit> msNthL Vw;gLk; tiu> mit ekJ cly; kw;Wk; kd MNuhf;fpaj;Jf;Ff;$l> cjtpahf mike;Js;sd.

ekJ cly; mikg;G midj;Jk;> rpy vy;iyf;Fs; ,Ue;J kl;LNk> nray;gLk; tifapy; tbtikf;fg;gl;Ls;sJ.

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mjd; ,af;fk; midj;Jk; vy;iyf;Fl;gl;lNj. vy;iy kPwpa nray; vJTk; mjw;Fr; rhj;jpakpy;iy.

,d;g czHthapDk; rup> Jd;g czHthapDk; rup> vy;iy kPwp mDgtk; MFk;NghJ> mjdhy; Vw;gLk; njhlH urhad khw;wj;ij ekJ clyhy; jhq;fpf; nfhs;s Kbtjpy;iy.

mit ekJ cly; MNhf;fpaj;ijr; rpijj;J tpLfpd;wd.

,d;g mDgtq;fNs>

vy;iy kPwpa epiyapy;> Jd;g mDgtq;fshfp tpLfpd;wd.

MfNt ,d;gq;fisg; nghUj;j tiuapy;>

mit cyfpay; ,d;gkhapDk; rup>

my;yJ Md;kPf ,d;gkhapDk; rup>

ehk; rw;W vr;rupf;ifahf ,Uf;f Ntz;LtJ mtrpakhf cs;sJ.

OK.

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)

ekJ Mde;j mDgtq;fs;> ekJ cly; rk;ge;jkhf> rpy gpur;rpidfisf; nfhz;L tUtij ehk; mwpfpNwhk;.

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,e;jr; nra;jp>

ekJ clNyhL kl;LNk njhlHGilajh?

Mde;j mDgtq;fs; ahTk;> ekJ Md;kPf caHTf;Fj; Njit ,y;iyah?

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Md;kPfk; vd;whNy>

caHepiy Mde;j mDgtq;fspy;> epue;jukhf tPw;wpUf;Fk; xU epiyahfNt> gyUk; fw;gid nra;J itj;jpUf;fpd;wdH.

Qhdepiy vd;gJk;> Kf;jpepiy vd;gJk;> xUtpjg; gutrepiy vd;Nw fUjp tUfpd;wdH.

Mdhy;> ek;Kila Mde;j mDgtq;fspy; ehk; jq;fpapUf;fhJ> mtw;iwAk; ehk; fle;J nrd;whf Ntz;Lk;.

,jdhy;jhd; ,ukz kfup\pAk;>

,e;j Mde;j mDgtq;fs; vtUf;F Vw;gLfpd;wd? vd;W Nfl;L mjidAk; fle;J> %yj;Jf;Fs; nry;y Ntz;Lk; vd;W $WfpwhH. ukz kfup\p> jdJ mDgtq;fis>

rh];jpuq;fshYk;>

rh];jpuq;fis>

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jdJ mDgtq;fshYk;>

Nrhjpj;J mwpe;jtH.

Mde;jj;ijg; nghUj;j tiuapYk;> mtuJ mZFKiw E}W rjtPjk; rupahf cs;sJ.

Mdhy;?

Mde;j mDgtq;fisf; fle;J> ehk; vq;Nf nry;tJ vd;gJjhd; mLj;j gpur;rpid.

kfup\papd; cjtpia ,j;Jld; epWj;jpf; nfhz;L> NkNy njhlUNthk;.

Mde;jj;ijf; fle;J mg;gb vijj;jhd; milag; NghfpNwhk;? %yk;> %yk; vd;W vijj;jhd; Fwpg;gpLfpwhHfs;?

me;j %y epiyjhd; vd;d?

me;j %y epiyapd; ntspg;ghL vg;gb ,Uf;Fk;?

gpwtpf; FUld;> jpBnud xspiag; ngw;wJNghy; ,Uf;Fkh?

,Ushfj; njupe;jJ midj;Jk; xspahfj; njupAkh?

kiwe;J fple;jitfs; midj;Jk; ntspg;gilahfj; njupAkh?

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me;j %yepiyiag; gw;wp rh];jpuq;fs; vd;djhd; $Wfpd;wd?

ngupatHfs; vd;djhd; $WfpwhHfs;?

mij tpsf;fNth> tptupf;fNth KbahJ vd;W $wptpl;lhHfs;.

Mdhy;>

xUtd; vij mwpe;J nfhz;lhy;> NtW vjidAk; mwpe;jplj; Njitapy;iyNah> vij mile;J tpl;lhy;> NtW vjidAk; mile;jplj; Njit ,y;iyNah>

mJjhd; ,J vd;W $wp tpLfpwhHfs;.

mijg;gw;wp NtW vd;djhd; $WfpwhHfs;?

mJjhd; ek;Kila nrhe;jepiy@ mJjhd; ek;Kila ,aw;ifahd ,Ug;Gepiy@ mJjhd; Rak;gpufhr epiy@ jd;idj; jtpu NtW vjidAk; mwpaj; Njitapy;yhj epiy.

,g;gb mJgw;wpg; gythwhff; $WfpwhHfs;.

mjid xUtH ,d;DnkhUtUf;Ff; nfhLf;f KbahJ@ xt;nthUtUk; jhNk mjidj; jdJ %yj;Jf;Fs; nrd;W fz;L gpbj;Jf;nfhs;s Ntz;Lk;.

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,g;gb xU tpsf;fj;ijAk; NrHj;Jf; nfhLj;J tpLfpwhHfs;.

mtHfs; $w;wpy; cz;ik ,Ug;gJNghy; Njhd;wpdhYk;> VNjh xU GjpupDs; khl;bf; nfhz;lijg; Nghd;w gpuk;ikiaAk; Vw;gLj;jp tpLfpwhHfs;@ VNjh xU tpNdhjkhd epiyia vjpHghHf;f itj;J tpLfpwhHfs;.

Vnddpy;>

vy;yh tpsf;fq;fSk;> VNjh xU tpNdhjj;ijf; fhl;Lk; Kaw;rpahfNt mike;J tpLfpd;wJ.

jw;nrayhf> XN\h> jdJ Qhd mDgtq;fisg; gw;wp vOjpapUe;j gFjpiaf; fhz NeHe;jJ.

Qhdkile;j epiyapy; mtUf;F Vw;gl;l tprpj;jpukhd mDgtq;fisnay;yhk; tptupj;jpUe;jhH.

,jdhy; mjidg; gbf;Fk; md;gHfs; midtUk;> mj;jifa mDgtq;fisf; nfhLg;gJjhd; Qhdepiy vd;W fUJk; tha;g;G te;J tpLfpwJ.

mJNghy; kfhd; mutpe;jUila Fwpg;G xd;iwAk; fhz NeHe;jJ. mtUk; jdJ Qhd

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epiyia> vj;jidNah tpj mw;Gjkhd mDgtq;fNshL ,izj;Jg; NgrpapUe;jhH.

,e;epiyapYk;>

Qhd epiy vd;gJ> ,j;jifa mjprakhd mDgtq;fisf; nfhLf;Fk; xd;whfNt>

fUj NeHe;J tpLfpwJ.

Qhd epiy vd;gJk;>

Kf;jp epiy vd;gJk;>

VNjh XH mDgtk; rhHe;j epiy vd;w vz;zj;ij tpijf;f>

ngupatHfNs fhuzkhfp tpLk; epiy Vw;gl;L tpLfpwJ.

epfo;fhyj;jpy; ,Ug;gJ vd> xU gapw;rp Kiw> jw;fhyj;jpy; gpugykhfg; Ngrg;gLfpwJ.

gapw;rpfspd; tpisthf> epr;rak; ey;y gy mDgtq;fs; fpilf;Fk; vd;gjpy;> vtUf;Fk; khw;Wf; fUj;Jf;fNs fpilahJ.

,q;F ehk; vLj;J tptupg;gjd; Nehf;fnkd;d? vtiuahtJ tpkHrdk; nra;J ey;y ngaiur; rk;ghjpf;f Ntz;Lk; vd;Dk; vz;zkh? vtiuahtJ

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Fiw nrhy;yp> mtHfisg; gpd;gw;WgtHfSf; nfy;yhk; Mj;jpu%l;l Ntz;Lnkd;w vz;zkh?

,it midj;Jk;> eLepiyapypUe;J nra;a Ntz;ba> Ma;Tf;fhfNt $wg;gLfpwJ. ,jid> Ma;T kdg;ghd;ikapy; vLj;Jf; nfhs;s Ntz;Lk; vd;Dk; Nehf;fj;Jf;fhfNt $wg;gLfpwJ.

ekJ tpkHrdj;Jf;Fs;shFk; ngupatHfs;> ekJ rKjhaj;Jf;F Mw;wpa gq;F mstpl KbahjJ. Md;kPf cyfk; jiy epkpHe;J epw;fpwnjd;why;> ,tHfs; midtUk; KJnfYk;ghf ,Ue;J nray;gl;ljhy; kl;LNk.

vtiuAk;> ghuhl;Ltjw;fhfNth> tpkHrpg;gjw; fhfNth ,e;j E}y; vOjg;gltpy;iy. ehk; vLj;Jf; nfhz;l Ma;Tf;Fj; Njitahd fUj;Jf;fis kl;LNk> ehk; tpsf;fj;Jf;fhf vLj;Jf; nfhs;SfpNwhk;.

g ukhHj;j FUitAk; mtuJ rPlHfisAk; gw;wpa> fijfisf; Nfs;tpg; gl;bUg;gPHfs;.

ek;g Kbahj rk;gtq;fis> ,e;jf; fijfs; $Wtjhf ,Ue;jhYk;> ehk; rpe;jpj;Jg; ghHg;gjw;Fk;> rpy nra;jpfisf; nfhLg;gjw;Fk; mit jtWtjpy;iy.

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xUKiw> gukhHj;j FU> jdJ rPlHfSld; gpuahzk; nrd;W nfhz;bUe;jhH. xU tajhd Fjpiu kPJ> me;j FU mkHe;jpUe;jhH. me;jf; Fjpiu> elf;f Kbahky; jLkhwpagb Ngha;f; nfhz;bUe;jJ. mg;gb mJ jLkhwpa NghJ> FUtpd; jiyg;ghif> fod;W fPNo tpOe;J tpl;lJ. FjpiuAld; ele;J te;J nfhz;bUe;j rp\;aHfs; mijg; ghHj;jhHfs;. Mdhy;> FU xd;Wk; $whjjhy;> mij mtHfs; vLf;ftpy;iy.

rpwpJ J}uk; nrd;wJk;> FU Nfl;lhH>

jiyg;ghif

jhq;fs; vLf;fhj tpguj;ijAk;> FU cj;jutplhjjhy; mg;gb vLf;ftpy;iy vd;gijAk;> jq;fSila jtWf;F> FU nrhy;yhj vijAk; nra;af; $lhJvd;w FU gf;jpjhd; fhuzk; vd;gijAk; $wpdhHfs;.

FU mtHfsplk; Nfhgq;nfhz;L> mjidf; fz;L gpbj;J vLj;J tUkhW $wpdhH.

rPlHfSk; vLj;Jf; nfhz;L te;jhHfs;. ,g;NghJ FU mtHfSf;F cgNjrk; nra;jhH. ,g;NghJ Nfl;Lf; nfhs;Sq;fs;! ,Jjhd; vdJ fl;lis! ,dp vJ FjpiuapypUe;J fPNo tpOe;jhYk; vLj;Jf; nfhz;L tu Ntz;Lk;! njupe;jjh ?

vq;Nf?vd;W.

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rPlHfSk;> mg;gbNa FUNjth!vd;W> mjid Vw;Wf; nfhz;lhHfs;.

gazk; njhlHe;jJ. Fjpiu jLkhwpajpy; kPz;Lk; FUehjupd; jiyg;ghif fPNo tpOe;jJ.

rPlHfs; vd;d nra;fpwhHfs; ghHg;Nghk; vd;W> mjidf; ftdpf;fhjtH Nghy;> FUTk; ele;J nfhz;lhH.

rpwpJ J}uk; fle;J nrd;wJk;> FU ehjH Fjpiuia epWj;jp rPlHfisf; Nfl;lhH. rPlHfNs! ehd; nrhd;dJ Nghy; ele;J nfhz;BHfsh?

Mkhk; FUNt!

jiyg;ghifia vLj;jPHfsh?

Mkhk;

FUNt@ vy;yhtw;iwAk; vLj;Jf;

nfhz;Nlhk; FUNt. jiyg;ghifAk; ,g;NghJ fdkhfp tpl;lJ FUNt.

vy;yhtw;iwAk; vLj;Jf; nfhz;BHfsh? jiyg;ghif fdkhfp tpl;ljh? vd;d nrhy;fpwPHfs;?FU Nfl;lhH.

rPlHfs;> mtHfs; vLj;jijnay;yhk; gzpTld; $wpdhHfs;.

Kjypy; jiyg;ghif fPNo tpOe;jJ. gpwF Fjpiu mt;tg;NghJ rhzk; Nghl;Lf; nfhz;L te;jJ.

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vy;yhtw;iwAk;> jiyg;ghifapy; Nrfupj;Jf; nfhz;lhHfs;.

FU mtHfsplk; Nfhgq;nfhz;lhH. vd;Dila jiyg;ghifAk;> Fjpiur; rhzKk; xd;wh? vij vLf;f Ntz;Lk;> vij vLf;ff; $lhJ vd;w mwpT Ntz;lhk; cq;fSf;F?

rPlHfs; kd;dpg;G NfhupdhHfs;.

FUNt> ehq;fs; cq;fs; msTf;F Gj;jprhypfs; my;y. ePq;fs;jhk; vq;fSf;F topfhl;l Ntz;Lk;. vij vLf;f Ntz;Lk;> vij vLf;ff; $lhJ vd;w mwpT> vq;fSf;F ,y;yhky; Ngha; tpl;lJ. ,dpahtJ vq;fSf;F top fhl;Lq;fs;.

FUTk; kdk; ,wq;fpdhH. mtHfSf;F xU gl;baiyNa Nghl;Lf; nfhLj;J tpl;lhH. FjpiuapypUe;J vitnay;yhk; tpOe;jhy; vLf;f Ntz;Lk;> vitnay;yhk; tpOe;jhy; vLf;ff; $lhJ vd;W.

fPNo tpOe;jhy; vLf;f Ntz;ba mapl;lq;fs; jhk; mjpfkhf ,Ue;jd. FUehjUila jiyg;ghif> mtH cgNahfpf;Fk; fhyzp> mtH cgNahfpf;Fk; Nahf jz;lk;> mtH cgNahfpf;Fk; fkz;lyk;> mtH cgNahfpf;Fk; Fjpiur; rTf;F> ,g;gb xU ngupa gl;baNy ,Ue;jJ.

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gazk; njhlHe;jJ. mtu;fs; Nghd ghij rupahdjhf ,y;iy. xU fuLKulhd gFjpapy;> me;jf; Fjpiu ,lwp> xU gs;sj;jpDs;> me;j FUTld; NrHe;J tpOe;jJ. FUTf;F jiyapy; gyj;j mb. mtH kaf;fkhfp tpl;lhH.

Fjpiu kl;Lk; jhdhf vOe;J nfhz;lJ.

,g;NghJ vd;d nra;tJ? rPlHfs; Nahrpj;jhHfs;. gl;baypy; cs;sitfnsy;yhtw;iwAk; vLj;Jf; nfhz;lhHfs;.

Mdhy;> me;jg; gl;baypy; FUTila ngaH ,y;iy. gpwF vg;gb mtiu vLf;f KbAk;? kPwp vLj;jhy;> FUit mtkupahij nra;jjhFk;. mtUila fl;lisia kPwp mtiu vLj;jhy;> mtH ek;kPJ Nfhgq;nfhz;L tpLthH. mtiu ek;khy; rkhjhdk; nra;jpl KbahJ.

,e;j KbTf;F te;j rPlHfs;> FUit tpl;Ltpl;L> kw;w nghUl;fis Fjpiuapy; Vw;wpf; nfhz;L> gazj;ijj; njhlHe;jhHfs;.

,g;gb> ekf;F vJ nfhLf;fg;gLfpwNjh mij kl;LNk vLj;Jf; nfhs;Sk; ,ay;G ekf;F ,Uf;fpwJ.

Ra rpe;jidAk; ekf;F mtrpakhd xd;whFk;.

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,g;NghJ ekJ Nfs;tp vd;d ?

Mde;j mDgtq;fisnay;yhk; fle;j> me;j %yepiy vd;gJ vd;d ?> vd;Dk; Ma;tpy; cs;Nshk;.

,g;NghJ ehk;> ,d;DnkhU Nfs;tpiaAk; Nfl;f Ntz;batHfshf ,Uf;fpNwhk;.

%yepiy> %yepiy vd;W $WfpNwhk;.

me;j %yepiyiaf; fz;L gpbg;gJ ahH ?

mjidf; fz;L gpbf;f Ntz;ba mtrpak;> vtUf;F cs;sJ ?

me;j %yepiy vd;gJ>

ekf;F md;dpakhd> Gwg;nghUsh ?

me;j %yepiy vd;gNj> ek;Kila %y epiyahfj;jhd; mike;Js;sJ. ek;Kila Ra epiyahfj;jhd; Fwpg;gplg;gLfpwJ.

Mf>

ek;Kila %y epiyapy;> ehk; vg;gb ,Uf;fpNwhk; ?

vd;gijf; fz;L gpbg;gJjhd;> ,e;j Ma;thf mike;Js;sJ.

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ek;Kila Raepiy vd;gJ vJ ?

ek;Kila %yepiy vd;gJ vJ ?

vy;yh mDgtq;fisAk; fle;J> ehk; nry;y Ntz;ba ,lk; vJ?

mDgtq;fisAk; fle;j> me;j epiy vJ ?

Mde;jk; vd;why;> XH ,d;gkhd epiy vd;W> ehk; gyUk; nghUs; nfhs;tJ> thbf;ifahf cs;sJ vdg; ghHj;Njhk;.

Vd; mg;gb epfOfpd;wJ ?

cz;ikapy; Mde;jk; vd;why; vd;d ?

,d;gj;Jf;Fk;> Mde;jj;Jf;Fk; njhlHNg fpilahjh ?

Mde;jk; vd;gJ> ,d;gQ; rhHe;jJ ,y;iyah?

gpwF Vd; ,d;gj;NjhL> mjidj; njhlHG gLj;jpg; NgRfpNwhk; ?

,g;NghJ>

,d;gk; rk;ge;jg;gl;l NtW rpy nra;jpfisAk; ehk; Ma;Tf;F vLj;Jf; nfhs;s Ntz;bAs;sJ.

,d;gk; vd;gjw;F vjpuhf cs;sijj; Jd;gk; vd;W $WfpNwhk;.

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Mde;jj;ij ehk; xUNghJk;> Jd;gj;NjhL ,izj;Jg; ghHg;gjpy;iy. ,d;gj;NjhL kl;Le;jhd;> Mde;jj;ij ,izj;Jg; ghHf;fpNwhk;.

Mde;jk; vd;gijg; gw;wpa> xU njspthd fUj;Jf;F ehk; tuhtpl;lhYk;> ,d;gj;ijg; gw;wpa> njspthd fUj;J ekf;F cs;sJ. Jd;gj;ijg; gw;wpa njspthd fUj;J ekf;F cs;sJ.

,d;gj;ij ehk; tpUk;Gfpd;Nwhk;. Jd;gj;ij ehk; ntWf;fpd;Nwhk;.

ekf;F Vw;gLk; rpy cly; mDgtq;fSk;> kd mDgtq;fSk;> ehk; Vw;Wf; nfhs;Sk;gb mike;Js;sd@ urpf;Fk;gbahf mike;Js;sd@ mtw;wpy; Njha;e;J> ehk; ek;ikNa kwe;J tpLk; jd;ikapy; mit mike;Js;sd.

,jid ehk;> ,d;gk; vd;W $WfpNwhk;. me;j ,d;gk; cyfpay; mk;rk; cilajhf ,Uf;fyhk;@ my;yJ Md;kPfk; rhHe;jjhf ,Uf;fyhk;. ehk; kdk; nghUe;jp urpf;Fk; gbahf mike;jpUf;Fk; epfo;TfSk;> czHTfSk;>

,d;gk; vdf; $wg;gLfpd;wd.

Jd;gk; vd;why; vd;dntd;W> ekf;Fj; njupAk;. mjNdhL ek;khy; miu nehb $lg; nghUe;jpapUf;f KbahJ. mjid cjwp vwpaNth> my;yJ

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mjpypUe;J jg;gp XlNth ehk; Kaw;rp nra;J tpLNthk;.

mJ $l ehkhf Kad;W nra;tjpy;iy. ,d;gj;NjhL nghUe;jpapUg;gJ vg;gb ek;ikawpahky; epfOfpd;wNjh> mg;gb> Jd;gj;jpypUe;J jg;gp XLtJk; ek;ikawpahky; epfOfpd;wJ.

,d;gj;jpypUe;J jg;gp Xb te;J tpl;Nld;> vd;W vtUk; $Wtjpy;iy. Jd;gq;fspypUe;Jjhd; jg;gp Xb tpLfpNwhk;.

,d;g mDgtq;fs; ekf;F Vw;gLk; NghJ ehk; vd;d nra;fpNwhk;?

ehk; ek;ikawpahky; mjNdhL nghUe;jpg;Ngha; tpLfpNwhk;. mij mg;gbNa Vw;Wf; nfhs;fpNwhk;.

vtuhtJ ekf;F ,d;gj;ijf; nfhLj;jhy;> Vd; vdf;F ,d;gj;ijf; nfhLj;jha;?vd;W Fw;wk; rhl;Ltjpy;iy.

vtuhtJ Jd;gk; nfhLj;jpLk; NghJjhd;> Vd; vdf;Fj; Jd;gq; nfhLj;jha;?vd mtUld; rz;ilf;Fg; NghfpNwhk;. Jd;gj;ij ntw;wp nfhs;tNj> tho;f;ifapd; ,yf;fhf mike;Js;sJ. ,d;gk; ,y;yhtpl;lhy; $l guthapy;iy@ Jd;gk; ,y;yhkypUe;jhy; NghJk;vd;W vz;ZgtHfs;jhk;> ehk; midtUNk.

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, d;g

Jd;g mDgtq;fSf;Fk;> rkhjp

mDgtj;Jf;Fk; vd;d rk;ge;jk;?

rkhjp vd;gJ>

Md;kPf cyfpy;> kpf caHthfg; Ngrg;gLfpwJ. jpahdk; nra;gtHfs; midtUk;> rkhjp epiyia miltijNa ,yf;fhff; nfhz;Ls;sdH.

me;j rkhjpiaAk; $l> jpahd rkhjp> Qhd rkhjp vd;W ,U tifahfg; gpupj;Jg; ghHf;fpNwhk;.

jpahdj;jpy; <LgLgtHfs; miltJ> jpahd rkhjp vd;Wk;> tprhu khHf;fj;jpd; %yk; Kay;gtHfs; miltJ> Qhd rkhjp my;yJ rf[ rkhjp vd;Wk; $WfpNwhk;.

mJ ve;jg; gpupthf ,Ue;jhYk;> nkhj;jj;jpy; rkhjp vd;why; vd;d?

rkhjp vd;gJ> ekJ mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk; rkd;gl;l epiyiaf; Fwpf;fpwJ.

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xt;nthUtUk;>

rkhjp epiyapd; NghJ> Mj;khit mwptjhff; $WfpwhHfs;. rkhjp epiyapy; xt;nthUtUk; jq;fSila ,aw;ifahd ];t&g Qhdj;jpy; ,Uf;fpwhHfs; vd;Wk; $wg;gLfpwJ.

ek;Kila ,aw;ifahd epiy vd;gJ vd;d? ek;Kila ];t&g epiy vd;gJ vd;d? Mj;khit mwpe;J nfhz;bUf;Fk; epiy vd;gJ vd;d?

nka;aDgt epiy vd;Wk; ,jidf; Fwpg;gpLfpwhHfs;.

mjhtJ>

jd;id kl;Lk; mwpAk; epiy> nka;aDgt epiy@ nka;awpT epiy.

cyfj;ij mwptJ vd;gJ> Gwj;ij mwpAk; epiy. jd;Dila ,Ug;G epiyia kl;Lk; mwpe;J nfhz;L> Gw cyfj;ij mwpahky; ,Ug;gijNa>

nka;awpT epiyahff; $wg;gLfpwJ.

rpyH jpahdj;jpy; %o;fpapUf;Fk; NghJ> jhd; ,Uf;fpNwhk;vd;w ,Ug;gzHT kl;Lkhf ,Ug;ghHfs;. mtHfSf;F ntsp cyf mDgtk; vitAk; ,Uf;fhJ. ,jid nka;aDgt epiyahfTk;> rkhjp epiyahfTk; $WfpNwhk;.

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Md;khtpd; epiyahfTk;>

,Jjhd; $wg;gLfpwJ.

jd;NdhL njhlHG nfhz;Ls;s gpwtw;iw mwpahJ> jd;id kl;LNk> jhd;vd;W mwptijj; jhd;> Md;k mDgtkhff; $wg;gLfpwJ.

,it midj;Jk;> rkhjp epiyapy; mDgtkhtjhff; $wg;gLfpwJ.

me;j rkhjp vd;why; vd;d? mij ehk; vg;gb tpsq;fpf; nfhs;tJ?

ekf;F mWRit czHTfisg; gw;wp njupAk;. MW tpjkhd Rit czHTfisAk;> ehk; czHe;J ghHj;Js;Nshk;. ,dpg;G> Gspg;G> frg;G> JtHg;G> ctHg;G> fhuk; vd> MW tpjkhd Rit czHTfisAk; ehk; ekJ ehf;fpdhy; kl;LNk> czHe;J mwpfpNwhk;.

,g;gb MWtpjkhd Rit czHTfisAk; ehk; czHe;J mwpfpNwhk;.

ehk; ve;j czitANk rhg;gplhj NghJ> ekJ ehf;F vij mwpe;J nfhz;bUf;Fk;?

ekJ ehf;Ff;F XH czUe;jd;ik ,Uf;fpwJ. me;j czUe;jd;ikjhd;> VjhtJ Ritiaf; fpufpj;J> Rit czHthf kyHtilfpd;wJ.

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ehk; ve;jr; RitiaAk; mg;gbf; fpufpf;fhj NghJ> ekJ ehf;F vj;jifa Rit czHNthL ,Uf;Fk;? mJ vij mwpe;J nfhz;bUf;Fk;?

me;epiyapy;

ekJ ehf;F mikjp czHtpy; kl;LNk ,Uf;Fk;. jd;DzHtpy; kl;LNk ,Uf;Fk;.

,g;gb ehk; Gw czHTfs; vtw;iwAk; mwpahJ> jd;DzHthf kl;Lk; ,Ug;gNj>

rkhjp mDgt czHthFk;.

,g;gb>

jd;dpy; jhdhf kl;Lk; ,Ug;gJjhd;> rkhjp mDgtkhFk;@ rkhjp czHthFk;.

,Jjhd; rkhjp epiy.

,e;j rkhjp epiyf;Fk;>

ek;Kila ,d;g Jd;g mDgtq;fSf;Fk;> njhlHG VJk; cz;lh?

ek;Kila rkhjp epiyf;Fk;> Mde;j epiyf;Fk; njhlHNgJk; cz;lh?

ek;Kila ,d;g Jd;g mDgtq;fs; vd;why; vd;d> vd;gij ehk; tpupthfNt ghHj;J tpl;Nlhk;.

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,d;gq;fs; midj;Jk;> Vw;Wf;nfhs;Sk; gbahf mike;jpUf;fpd;wd. Jd;gq;fs; vitAk;> mg;gb Vw;Wf; nfhs;Sk; gbahf mike;jpUf;ftpy;iy.

,d;gq;fs; Vw;gLk; NghJ>

ehk; xU Kuz;ghlw;w epiyf;Fg; Ngha; tpLfpNwhk;. Nghuhlj; Njitapy;yhj xU epiyf;Fg; Ngha; tpLfpNwhk;. nray;glj; Njitapy;yhj xU epiyf;Fg; Ngha; tpLfpNwhk;. jd;id kwe;j xU epiyf;Fg; Ngha; tpLfpNwhk;.

Mdhy; Jd;gq;fs; Vw;gLk; NghJ> ehk; ,g;gb ,Ug;gjpy;iy.

mg;NghJ ehk;> ek;ik kwe;J ,Ug;gjpy;iy. mjid mg;Gwg;gLj;Jk; Nghuhl;lj;jpy; jPtpukhf ,wq;fp tpLfpNwhk;.

,d;gq;fs; ahTk;>

Kaw;rpaw;w epiyf;F> ek;ikf; nfhz;L nrd;W tpLfpd;wd.

jd;id kwe;j ,e;j epiyf;Fk;>

rkhjp epiyf;Fk;>

mbg;gilahd mstpy; rpy xw;Wikfs; cs;sd.

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rkhjp epiyapYk; Kaw;rp ,y;iy@ NjLjy; ,y;iy@ Nghuhl;lk; ,y;iy@

,d;gj;NjhL ehk; kdk; nghUe;jpapUf;Fk; Neuj;jpYk; ekf;F Nghuhl;lk; Kaw;rp> NjLjy; vd;W vitAk; ,y;yhkypUf;fpd;wd.

rkhjp vd;gJ> mDgtk;vd;W Fwpg;gpl Kbahj> XH mDgtkhf cs;sJ.

Mdhy;> ehk; ,d;gq;fNshL nghUe;jpapUg;gJ> mDgtkhf cs;sJ. ,d;gq;fs; midj;Jk;> mDgtq;fshf mDgtpf;fg; gLfpd;wd.

rkhjpapy;> ,Ug;GzHT kl;LNk cs;sjhy;> mjid mDgtkhff; nfhs;s KbahJ.

ekJ ehf;F> ve;jr; RitAzHitAk; mDgtpf;fhJ> Rk;kh ,Uf;Fk; NghJ> mjid XH mDgtkhff; nfhs;s KbahJ.

,d;gk; vd;gij> XH mDgtkhff; nfhz;lhYq;$l> mJ xU Nghuhl;lkw;w mDgtkhf cs;sJ.

Jd;gk; vd;gJ> Nghuhl;lq;fSld; $ba mDgtkhf cs;sJ.

,d;gj;ijAk;> Jd;gj;ijAk; kl;Lk; ehk;> jdpahf vLj;Jg; ghHg;Nghkhapd;>

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,d;gk; vd;gJ xU rkd;gl;l mDgtkhfTk;> Jd;gk; vd;gJ xU Kuz;gl;l mDgtkhfTk; cs;sJ.

rkd;gl;l epiyapy;> rhe;jpAk;> rkhjhdKk; cs;sJ. Kuz;gl;l epiyapy; Nghuhl;lKk; mikjpapd;ikAk; cs;sJ.

rkd;gl;l epiyapy;> xUtpjkhd jd;id kwe;j epiy> ( Unconscious State ) Vw;gLfpwJ. Kuz;gl;l epiyapy;> xU tpopg;gile;j Nghuhl;l epiyjhd; cs;sJ. xU conscious epiyjhd; gpujhdkhf cs;sJ. jd;id kwe;j epiy> mq;F rhj;jpakpy;iy.

kdpjd; Vd; ,d;gj;ij ehLfpwhd; vd;why;> ,d;ge;jhd; ekJ ,ay;ghf cs;sJ vd;W $wg;gLfpwJ. ekJ ,ay;G epiyNa> Mde;jkhd epiy vd;W $wg;gLfpwJ.

mjdhy; ,aw;ifahfNt ehk; ,d;gj;ij ehLfpNwhk; vd;W $wg;gLfpwJ.

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kdtpay; ty;YeHfs;> ek;Kila kd ,af;fk; gw;wp Ma;T nra;Js;shHfs;.

ek;Kila kdjpd; gpujhkhd nray;ghl;il> mtHfs; tupirg;gLj;Jk; NghJ>

ghJfhg;G czHit> Kf;fpakhff; $WfpwhHfs;.

xt;nthUtUk; ghJfhg;ghf ,Ug;gijNa tpUk;GfpwhHfs;. Mgj;jpy;yhky;> epk;kjpahf> ghJfhg;ghf ,Ug;gijNa tpUk;GfpwhHfs;. ghJfhg;Gf;F Kjyplk; nfhLj;J> kw;wtw;iwg; Gwf;fzpj;J tpLfpwhHfs;.

ek;Kila ghJfhg;G cWjp nra;ag;gl;l epiyapy;> ehk; mLj;jjhf ehLtJjhd; ,d;g mDgtq;fs;. ,d;g mDgtq;fsh> my;yJ ghJfhg;gh vd;W> ehk; vijahtJ xd;iwj; NjHe;njLf;f Ntz;ba epiyapy; ,Uf;Fk; gl;rj;jpy;>

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ehk; ghJfhg;igj;jhd; Kjypy; NjHe;njLg;Nghk;. mLj;jjhfj;jhd; ,d;g mDgtq;fisj; NjHe;njLg;Nghk;.

ek;Kila ghJfhg;G czHT vd;gJ> ek;Kila ,Ug;GzHit cWjp nra;tjhFk;. ehk; ,Ug;GzHNthL ,Ug;gJ vd;gJ> ek;Kila ,d;gq;fspYk; caHe;jjhf ek;khy; fUjg;gLfpwJ.

ehkhf tpUk;gp> ,j;jifa NjHtpy; <LgLtjpy;iy. ,J ek;ikawpahky; epfo;e;J tpLfpwJ@ ek;ikawpahky; Vw;gl;L tpLfpwJ.

ek;Kila tpUg;gq;fspy; rpfukhdJ> ehkhf ,Ug;gNj. ehk;> ehkhf ,Ue;j gpwF> ehk; ,d;gkhd mDgtq;fis tpUk;GfpNwhk;.

ehk; ,d;gkhd mDgtq;fNshL ,Uf;Fk;NghJ> ekJ ghJfhg;G mk;rKk;> ek;ikawpahky; cWjp nra;ag;gl;L tpLfpwJ.

ehk; ghJfhg;ghfTk;> ,d;gkhfTk; ,Uf;Fk; NghJ> ehk; Kaw;rpaw;Wg; Ngha; tpLfpNwhk;@ Nghuhl;lkw;Wg; Ngha; tpLfpNwhk;. ek;ik kwe;j epiyf;Fg; Ngha; tpLfpNwhk;.

ehk; Nghuhl;lj;NjhL ,Uf;Fk; Nghnjy;yhk;> ek;Kila ,Ug;GzHTk;> ,d;g mDgtq;fSk;>

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Nfs;tpf;Fupaitfshf Mfp tpLfpd;wd. ehk; ghjpg;gile;jtHfshff; fUjg;gl;L tpLfpNwhk;. ek;ik kPz;Lk; epiyg;gLj;jpf; nfhs;s Ntz;ba epHge;jj;Jf;F cs;shfp tpLfpNwhk;. ek;ik rkd; nra;a Ntz;batHfshfp tpLfpd;Nwhk;.

ek; midtUf;Fk; ek;Kila cliyg; gw;wpj; njupAk;. ehk; xt;nthUtUk;> ek;Kila clypd; kPJ mf;fiw nfhz;L> mjidg; guhkupj;J tUfpNwhk;.

ekJ fhypy; mbgl;L> fhy; tpuy; xd;wpy; fhak; Vw;gl;L tpl;ljhf itj;Jf; nfhs;Nthk;.

,g;NghJ vd;d Vw;gLfpwJ?

fhy; tpuypy; Vw;gl;l fhak; MWk; tiu> mjpy; typAzHT ,Ue;J nfhz;Nl ,Uf;Fk;. mJ Mw Mw> typAzHTk; Fiwe;J nfhz;Nl tUk;.

fhak; Mwpa epiyapy;> fhak; gl;l tpuy; ,Ug;gNj ekf;Fj; njupahJ.

,g;gb> ehk; cly; MNuhf;fpaj;Jld; ,Uf;Fk; NghJ> ek;Kila cly; ,Ug;gNj> ekJ czHTf;Fs; tuhJ.

ekf;Fj; jpBnud;W fha;r;ry; fz;L> cly;> c\;zj;jhy; nfhjpj;Jf; nfhz;bUf;Fk; NghJ> ek;Kila cly;> gpujhdkhfj; njupfpwJ.

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fha;r;ry; Fzkhd epiyapy;> ek;Kila cly;> ,Ug;gJ $l ekf;Fj; njupahJ.

MNuhf;fpakhd cly;>

,Ug;gJ njupahky; ,aq;fpf; nfhz;bUf;fpwJ.

mJ ,Ug;gJ njupahky; ,Uf;fpwJ> vd;gjw;fhf mJ czHtw;Wg; Ngha; tpl;ljh vd;why;>

mg;gbAk; ,y;iy.

ekJ cly;> czHTld;jhd; ,Uf;fpwJ. mikjpAld; ,aq;FfpwJ. mJ mg;gb ,aq;fpdhYk;> mJ ,aq;FtJ njupahky; ,aq;FfpwJ.

mJ czHNthL ,aq;fpdhYk;> czuj; Njitapy;yhky; ,aq;FfpwJ. czHtw;W ,aq;FfpwJ. MNuhf;fpakhf ,aq;FfpwJ. ve;jf; FiwAk; ,y;yhky; ,aq;FfpwJ. ,aq;FtJ njupahky; ,aq;FfpwJ.

xU ey;y Nkhl;lhH thfdj;jpy;> mjd; cWg;ghd> ghfq;fs; midj;Jk; ey;y Kiwapy; NrHj;J ,izf;fg;gl;bUe;jhy;>

me;j Nkhl;lhH thfdk; XLk; NghJ> rg;jNk ,Uf;fhJ. ,izg;Gfspy; VjhtJ gprpW ,Ue;jhNyh my;yJ VjhtJ jtwhf ,izf;fg;gl;lhNyh>

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Nkhl;lhH thfdk; XLk; NghJ> Njitaw;w rg;jq;fs; Vw;gl;L tpLk;.

ek;Kila cly;> MNuhf;fpakhf ,Uf;Fk; NghJ> mJ> czHNthL> czHtpy;yhky; ,aq;FfpwJ.

It is consciously unconscious .

vd;Dila

cly; ,Ug;gJ vdf;Fj;

njupatpy;iy> vd;W vtUk; $WtJ ,y;iy. ek; cly; ,Ug;gJ ek; midtUf;Fk; njupfpwJ. MdhYk;> mJ ,Ug;gJ njupahky; ,Uf;fpwJ@ ,aq;FtJ njupahky; ,aq;FfpwJ.

mJ mg;gb ,aq;FtJjhd; rupahdJ@ mJjhd; rupahdJ. mJ ntspg;gilahfj; jd;idf; fhl;bf; nfhs;s Muk;gpj;jhy;> mq;F VNjh XH ,lj;jpy;> gpur;rpid Muk;gpj;J tpl;lJ vd;W mHj;jk;. VNjh XH ,lj;jpy;> NfhshW Vw;gl;L tpl;lJ vd;gJ nghUs;. me;epiyapy; jhd;> ekJ cly;> jdJ ,Ug;igf; fhl;bf; nfhs;fpwJ.

cz;ikapy;>

MNuhf;fpaj;jpypUf;Fk; xt;nthUtuJ clYk;> rf[ rkhjpapy; jhd; ,Uf;fpwJ.

ekJ cly;> ,aq;FtJ njupahky; ,aq;Ftjhy;> mJ czHtw;Wg; Ngha; tpLtjpy;iy.

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ekJ clypYs;s> nghwp Gyd;fSk; ,aq;fpf; nfhz;bUf;fpd;wd.

Ritahd czit urpj;Jr; rhg;gpLfpNwhk;. mUtUg;ghd czitr; rhg;gpl;lhy; the;jp Vw;gl;L tpLfpwJ.

ekJ cly; czHTfspYk; ,d;g mDgtq;fs; kw;Wk; Jd;g mDgtq;fs; cs;sd.

,d;g mDgtq;fis Vw;w cly;> ,d;gj;ij czHe;jpLfpd;wJ.

mJNghy;> Jd;g mDgtq;fis Vw;w cly;> Jd;gj;ij czHe;jpLfpd;wJ.

fLikahd ntapy; fhyj;jpy;> FspHe;j fhw;W> clYf;F ,d;gkhf ,Uf;fpwJ. FspH fhyj;jpy;> FspH fhw;W> clYf;Fj; Jd;gj;ijf; nfhLf;fpwJ.

,d;gj;ijAk;> Jd;gj;ijAk; mDgtpj;j clyhdJ>

mitnay;yhk; Kbe;j epiyapy;>

,ay;ghd rkepiyf;F tUfpwJ.

ekJ cly;> vjidAk; mDgtpf;ftpy;iy vd;w epiyapy;> mq;F clNy ,y;iy vd;W> ehk; $wptpLtjpy;iy.

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e kJ kNdh mDgtq;fs;> vg;gb ,aq;Ffpd;wd? kNdh mDgtq;fspd; Nghf;F> vg;;gb cs;sJ?

ehk; ehis> ,uapypy; ntspA+Uf;Fr; nry;y> KbT nra;tjhf itj;Jf; nfhs;Nthk;. gazj;Jf;F Ntz;ba> midj;ijAk; ehk; jpl;lkpLfpNwhk;.

,uapy; gazj;Jf;F> vtw;iwnay;yhk; vLj;Jr; nry;y Ntz;Lk; vd;gijAk;> jpl;lkpLfpNwhk;.

mg;gb ehk; gazk; nra;Ak; NghJ> ekf;F vd;ndd;d rpe;jidfs; Vw;gl Ntz;Lk;> vd;ndd;d czHTfs; Vw;gl Ntz;Lk; vd;W>

mtw;iw ek;khy; jpl;lkpl KbAkh?

epr;rakhfj; jpl;lkpl KbahJ.

ehk; gazk; nra;Ak; NghJ> ,j;jifa rpe;jidfs;jhk; Vw;gl Ntz;Lnkd;Nwh> ,j;jifa czHTfs;jhk; Vw;gl Ntz;Lk; vd;Nwh>

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ehk; jpl;lkpLNthkhapd;>

epr;rakhf> ek;khy; mjidr; nray;gLj;j KbahJ.

ek;Kila rpe;jidfSk;> czHTfSk;> mitNghf;fpy; epfo;e;J nfhz;bUf;fpd;wd.

ek; xt;nthUtUf;Fk;> xt;nthU tpjkhd ,ay;G cs;sJ. ek;Kila ,ay;G $l> ekf;F ntspg;gilahfj; njuptjpy;iy. ekJ ,ay;G> ekf;Fs;NsNa kiwe;J fplf;fpwJ.

ehk; vjpH nfhs;Sk; #o;epiyfspd; NghJ> ekJ ,ay;Gf;Nfw;w rpe;jidfSk;> czHTfSk;> ek;ikawpahky; ntspg;gl;L tpLfpd;wd.

ekf;F Vw;gLk; czHTfSk;> epidTfSk;> ek;kplk; mDkjp Nfl;Lf; nfhz;L ntspNa tUtjpy;iy. mitahTk;> mitNghf;fpy;> me;je;j #o;epiyf;Nfw;g> ntspg;gl;L te;J tpLfpd;wd.

rpy mDgtq;fs;> ek;Kila vjpHghHg;Gf; fisAk; kPwp> ntspg;gl;L tpLfpd;wd.

,g;gb xU fijiaf; $WthHfs;.

murH xUtH> jhd; vd;nwd;Wk; ,sikahf ,Uf;f tpUk;gpdhH. mjw;fhd kUe;J xd;iwj; Njbf; nfhz;bUe;jhH.

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muritf;F te;j Gjpa kUj;JtH xUtH> tpNr\khd kUe;njhd;iwj; jahupj;J murUf;Ff; nfhLj;jhH.

me;j kUe;ij> ehw;gJ ehl;fs;> jpdKk; fhiyapy; kl;Lk; rhg;gpl Ntz;Lk; vd;W> nrhy;ypf; nfhLj;jhH. filrpapy; xU epge;jidiaAk; tpjpj;jhH.

mjhtJ> kUe;ijr; rhg;gpLk; NghJ> Fuq;if epidf;ff; $lhJ.,Jjhd; me;j epge;jid.

murH $wpdhH: vdf;F Mapuk; gpur;rpidfs;> jiyf;F Nky; cs;sd. mtw;iwr; rup nra;aNt vdf;F Neuk; NghjhJ. ,e;epiyapy;> Fuq;ifnay;yhk; vjw;F> ehd; epidf;fg; NghfpNwd;?

mtH mg;gbf; $wptpl;L> kUe;ij thq;fpf; nfhz;lhH.

kWehs; fhiyapy; kUe;ijr; rhg;gpl Ntz;Lk;. murH kUe;ij vLj;jhH. Mdhy; mNjhL NrHe;J> Fuq;fpd; epidTk; te;J tpl;lJ. md;W kUe;ijr; rhg;gpl Kbatpy;iy.

kWehs; kUe;ijr; rhg;gpl Kaw;rp nra;jhH. md;Wk;> mNj fijjhd;. kUe;ij vLf;fTk;> Fuq;fpd; epidT te;J tpl;lJ.

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kd;dUf;F top njupatpy;iy. Fuq;if epidf;fhky; kUe;ijr; rhg;gpLtJ vt;thW?

murH> midtuplKk; MNyhrid Nfl;lhH. murUf;F cjt> ke;jpup xUtH Kd;te;jhH.

muNr! xU Neuj;jpy; xU rpe;jidjhd; Vw;gl KbAk;. ePq;fs; kUe;ij vLj;Jf; nfhs;Sk; NghJ> Fuq;Ff;Fg; gjpyhf ahidia epidj;Jf; nfhs;Sq;fs;. ahidapd; epidT ,Uf;Fk; tiu> Fuq;fpd; epidT tuhJ. mjw;Fs; ePq;fs; kUe;ij

vLj;Jf; nfhz;L tplyhk;.MNyhrid toq;fpdhH.

ke;jpup nrhy;tJk; murUf;F epahakhfNt gl;lJ. ,ijAe;jhd; Kaw;rp nra;J ghHg;NghNk> vd;W KbT nra;jhH.

ahidia epidj;Jf; nfhz;Nl kUe;ij neUq;fpdhH. Mdhy; kUe;ij neUq;fTk;> ahidahdJ> ahidasT ngupa Fuq;fhf khwp tpl;lJ.

,g;gb> ekJ kdJ> mjd;Nghf;fpy; nray;gLk; mk;rkhf cs;sJ. VNjh rpy rpe;jidfis ehkhf tpUk;gp rpe;jpj;Jg; ghHg;gjd; %yk;> ekJ rpe;jid mikg;G> ekf;F mlq;fpaJ vd;W> jtwhf KbT nra;J tpLfpNwhk;.

,g;gb me;j ke;jpup

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ekJ rpe;jidfSk;> czHTfSk;> ekJ tpUg;gq;fSf;Fk;> cj;juTfSf;Fk; fl;Lg;gl;lit my;y. mitahTk;> mitNghf;fpy; te;J nfhz;bUf;fpd;wd.

mitahTk;> ekJ ,ay;gpypUe;J> ekJ kdjpd; thapyhfNt Vw;gl;lhYk; $l>

mit ekf;Ff; fl;Lg;gl;lit my;y. mitahTk;> mitNghf;fpy; ntsptUfpd;wd. mit> ekJ ,ay;Gf;F Vw;gTk;> ehk; vjpH nfhs;Sk; #o;epiyfSf;F Vw;gTk;> mitNghf;fpy;> jhkhf ntsptUfpd;wd.

rup>

mit> ek;ikAk; kPwp> te;J tpl;ljhfNt itj;Jf; nfhs;Nthk;.

mtw;iw mg;gbNa tpl;Ltpl Ntz;baJjhdh?

mg;gb tUk; rpe;jidfspYk;> czHTfspYk;> ey;yitfSk; ,Uf;fyhk;@ gopf;fg;gl;l ghjfkhditfSk; ,Uf;fyhk;.

ey;y nray;fSf;Ff; fhuzk;>

ey;y rpe;jidfSk;> ey;y czHTfSNk.

mJNghy;> jPa czHTfSk;> rpe;jidfSk;> jPa nray;fis Vw;gLj;jp tpLfpd;wd.

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ey;y czHTfSk;> ey;y rpe;jidfSk; Vw;gLk; NghJ> gpur;rpid vJTNk ,y;iy. mit ey;y nray;fisNa Vw;gLj;jp tpLk;.

Mdhy; Nkhrkhd czHTfSk;> rpe;jidfSk;> ek;ikawpahky; vw;gLk; gl;rj;jpy;>

mtw;iw mitNghf;fpy; tpl;Ltpl KbAkh?

XH cjhuzk;.

xUtH ek;kplk; jtwhf ele;J nfhs;fpwhH. ,jdhy; mtH kPJ> ekf;Ff; Nfhgk; Vw;gl;L tpLfpwJ. ek;ikawpahky; Vw;gl;L tpLfpwJ.

mLj;J ehk; vd;d nra;fpNwhk;?

mg;gbj; jtwhf ele;J nfhz;ltH> ekf;Ff; fPNo Ntiy nra;gtuhf ,Uf;Fk; gl;rj;jpy;> ehk; mtH kPJ gha;e;J> mtiuj; jpl;b tpLfpNwhk;.

mg;gbj; jtwhf ele;J nfhz;ltH> ek;Kila Nkyjpfhupahf ,Uf;Fk; gl;rj;jpy;> ehk; vd;d nra;Nthk;?

mtiu> ek;Kila kdjpw;Fs;jhd; jpl;bf;

Neubahf>

nfhs;Nthk;. mtiu> ntspg;gilahf ek;khy; jpl;l KbahJ.

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ekf;F Vw;gLk; rpe;jidfSk;> czHTfSk;> ek; iftrk; ,y;iy. mjdhy;jhd; mitNghf;fpy; te;J tpl;ld.

Mdhy;> nray; vd;gJ> ek; iftrNk cs;sJ. mjdhy;jhd;> ek;khy; rpyuplk;> ntspg;gilahff; Nfhgj;ijf; fhl;l KbfpwJ@ rpyuplk;> ntspg; gilahff; Nfhgj;ijf; fhl;lhkypUf;f KbfpwJ.

mJTk; ek; iftrk; ,y;yhj gl;rj;jpy;> vtUk; ,e;j cyiff; fhg;ghw;w KbahJ@ ek;ikAk; ek;khy; fhg;ghw;w KbahJ.

vtUk; mwpTG+Htkhd nray;fspy; <Lgl Kbahky; Ngha; tpLk;.

ek;ikawpahky; tUk; czHTfSk;> rpe;jidfSk;> ek;Kila nray;fSf;Ff; fhuzkhf mike;jhYq;$l> mit> ekJ mwpTf;Ff; fl;Lg;gl;Nl nrayhf khWfpd;wd.

ekJ mwptpd; xg;Gjy; ngw;Nw> mit nrayhf khWfpd;wd.

ek; mwptpd; mq;fPfhuj;ijg; ngwhj> ek;Kila czHTfSk;> rpe;jidfSk;> jhkhf kiwe;J tpLfpd;wd.

mit vg;gbj; jhkhf Vw;gl;lNjh> mg;gb mit> jhkhf kiwe;J tpLfpd;wd.

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ek;Kila czHTfSk;> epidTfSk;> XH ,irf; fUtpapypUe;J ntspg;gLk; ,iriag; Nghd;wNj.

XH MHNkhdpag; ngl;bia vLj;Jf; nfhz;lhy;> mjpy; ,iria vOg;Gk; gytpjkhd gl;ld;fs; ,Uf;Fk;.

xU gl;lid mOj;jpdhy;>

xUtpjkhd ,ir ntspNa tUk;.

me;j ,iria mg;Gwg;gLj;j> ehk; vd;d nra;a Ntz;Lk;? ehk; vJTNk nra;aj; Njitapy;iy.

ntspg;gl;l me;j ,irapd; MAs;> ntWk; miu tpdhbjhd;. mj;Jld; mJ> jhdhf kiwe;J tpLk;.

mij mg;Gwg;gLj;j Ntz;Lk; vd;W epidj;J> ehk; kPz;Lk; mNj gl;lid mOj;jp tpl;Nlhkhapd;>

me;j ,ir> kPz;Lk; GJg;gpf;fg;gl;L tpLk;.

,g;gb ekf;F Vw;gLk; rpe;jidfs; kw;Wk; czHTfspd; MASk; ntWk; miu tpehb Neuk; kl;LNk.

mit midj;Jk;> jhkhf Vw;gl;L>

jhkhf kiwe;J tpLk;.

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mtw;iw mg;Gwg;gLj;j> ehk; vJTNk nra;aj; Njitapy;iy.

Mdhy;>

ehk; mg;gb> mjid tpl;L tpLtjpy;iy.

mjid mg;Gwg;gLj;jg; Nghuhb tpLfpNwhk;. mit ek;ik tpl;L tpl;Lg; Ngha; tpl Ntz;Lnkd;W> Nghuhb tpLfpNwhk;.

,jdhy; ek;ikawpahky; Vw;gl;l czHTfSf;Fk;> epidTfSf;Fk;> kPz;Lk; capH nfhLj;J tpLfpNwhk;. mtw;iwg; GJg;gpj;J tpLfpNwhk;.

,irf; fUtpapd; gl;lid> ,iria epWj;j Ntz;Lk; vd tpUk;gp> kPz;Lk; mOj;jp tpLfpNwhk;. ,jdhy; ,iria kPz;Lk; GJg;gpj;J tpLfpNwhk;.

ehk; vJTNk nra;ahj epiyapy;> jhkhf Vw;gl;l czHTfs; ahTk;> jhkhf kiwe;J tpLfpd;wd.

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ehk; ekJ Nahf rhjidfspd; %yk;> rpy Mde;j kakhd czHTfis cw;gj;jp nra;fpNwhk;. me;j czHTfis> epue;jug; gLj;jyhk; vd ehk; nra;Ak; mj;jid Kaw;rpfSk;> gydw;Wg; Ngha; tpLfpd;wd.

mg;gbNa ehk;> ekJ Kaw;rpfspy; ntw;wp ngw;W> rpy Mde;j czHTfis ek;NkhL jf;f itf;f Kbe;jhy;>

mit> ekJ clypd; MNuhf;fpaj;ijNa rpijj;J tpLfpd;wd.

Md;kPf cyfpy;>

Mde;j mDgtq;fis miltJjhd;> Md;kPfj;jpd; caHe;j epiy vdf; fUJk; kNdhghtk; ,Ue;J tUfpwJ.

me;j vz;zk; ,Uf;Fk; tiu>

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mtHfSila Md;kPfg; gazk;> vj;jid n[d;kq;fs; vLj;J Kad;whYk;> KbTf;F tuhJ.

Mde;jk; vd;why; vd;d> vd;gijj; jtwhfg; Gupe;J nfhz;l fhuzj;jpdhNyNa>

,j;jifa ,Ogwpepiy> Vw;gLfpwJ.

mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk; jw;fhypfkhdNj. Vw;gl;l mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk;> kiwe;Jjhdhf Ntz;Lk;.

ekJ mDgtq;fNshL> ehk; Kuz;gl;Lg; NghuhLtjd; fhuzj;jpdhNyNa>

Njitaw;w mDgtq;fs; gy> ek;ikj; njhlHe;J tUfpd;wd.

ehk; xU Fuq;Ff; fijiag; ghHj;Njhk;. Fuq;if epidf;fhky; kUe;ijr; rhg;gpLtJ vg;gb> vd;w Nfs;tp me;jf; fijapy; vOg;gg;gl;bUe;jJ.

murH ke;jpupapd; nrhw;gb Fuq;Ff;Fg; gjpyhf> ahidia epidj;Jf; nfhz;lhH. Mdhy; kUe;ij neUq;Fk; NghJ> mtH epidtpy; te;j ahid> Fuq;fhf khwp tpl;lJ.

,g;gb> ekJ mDgtq;fSk;> czHTfSk;> epidTfSk; ek;ikawpahky; ekf;F Vw;gl;L

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tpLfpd;wd. ekJ tpUg;gj;ijAk;> Kaw;rpiaAk; kPwp> Vw;gl;L tpLfpd;wd.

me;j muruhy; kUe;ijr; rhg;gpl Kbatpy;iy. me;epiyapy; mtUila muritf;F> Jwtp xUtH te;jhH. mtuplKk; murH jdJ gpur;rpidiaf; $wpdhH.

Fuq;if epidf;fhky;> kUe;ijr; rhg;gpLk; Kiwiaf; fhl;bj;jUtjhf> me;jj; Jwtp> nghWg;ig vLj;Jf; nfhs;fpwhH.

muritf;Nf kUe;ij vLj;J tur; nrhy;YfpwhH. kUe;J nfhz;L tug; gLfpwJ. kUe;ij vLj;Jr; rhg;gpLk;gb> Jwtp murdplk; $WfpwhH.

kUe;ijr; rhg;gpl> murd; Kd; tUk;NghJ> tof;fk;Nghy; Fuq;fpd; epidT te;J tpLfpwJ.

Fuq;fpd; epidT tUfpwNj Rthkp? vd;W murH KiwapLfpwhH.

Fuq;if ePahf epidj;jhah? my;yJ Fuq;fpd; epidT> mJthf te;jjh?vd Jwtp tpdTfpwhH.

ehdhf epidf;ftpy;iy. Fuq;fpd;

kd;dH

epidT> mJthfj;jhd; te;Js;sJ.$WfpwhH.

Fuq;if

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gpwF eP vg;gbf; Fuq;if epidj;jjhFk;. ePahfj;jhd; Fuq;if epidf;ff; $lhJ. mJthf te;j epidTf;F eP Vd; nghWg;Ngw;Wf; nfhs;fpwha;? mjdhy; kUe;ijr; rhg;gpLk; cupik cdf;F cz;L>vd;W $wp> kd;diu> me;j kUe;ijr; rhg;gpl itf;fpwhH.

,g;gb>

ekJ czHTfSk;> epidTfSk;> mDgtq;fSk;> ek;ikawpahky;> mitNghf;fpy;> jhkhf Vw;gLfpd;wd.

jhkhf te;jit midj;Jk;> jhkhfTk; kiwe;J tpLfpd;wd.

Mdhy;> ehkhf mtw;iwf; nfhz;L te;J tpl;lJ Nghy;> ehk; ele;J nfhs;fpNwhk;. mtw;NwhL Kuz;ghL nfhs;fpNwhk;.

mit jhkhf epfo;fpd;wJ vd;gij> ehk; Gupe;J nfhs;tjd; %yk;> ehk; ekJ Njitaw;w nghWg;GfspypUe;J> ePq;fp tpLfpNwhk;. Njitaw;w Rikfis> ,wf;fp itj;J tpLfpNwhk;.

mfj;jstpy; ehk; nra;tjw;Nfh> miltjw;Nfh> vJTk; ,y;iy vd;gijg; Gupe;J nfhs;tJjhd;> cz;ikahd GupjyhFk;.

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mfj;jstpy; ehk; nra;tjw;F vJTkpy;iynad;w> nghWg;gw;wjd;ikf;F> ehk; te;J tpLk; NghJ> ek;Kila kNdh ,af;fk; KOtJk;> ve;jg; Nghuhl;lKk;> ve;j Kuz;ghLk; ,y;yhky;> mJNghf;fpy; ,aq;fj; Jtq;FfpwJ.

mJNt mjd;Nghf;fpy; ,aq;fpf; nfhs;Sk;>

KOikahd Rje;jpuj;ij>

mJNt vLj;Jf; nfhs;fpwJ.

mjDila Rje;jpuj;ijf; fl;Lg;gLj;Jk;> ve;j Kaw;rpapYk;> ehk; <Lglhky; ,Ue;J tpLfpNwhk;.

ek;Kila kd ,af;fj;jpd;> ve;jg; gFjpAk;>

me;j kd ,af;fj;ijr; rPuikf;Fk;> jdpg;gl;l nghWg;ig> Vw;Wf; nfhs;Sk; jd;ikia> ,oe;J tpLfpd;wJ.

me;epiyapy;> ekJ kd ,af;fk; KOtJk;> jhkhf ,aq;Fk; Rje;jpuj;ijg; ngw;W tpLfpwJ.

,e;epiyapy;>

ekJ kd ,af;fj;jpy;> Kuz;ghLfs; vitAk; ,y;yhky; Ngha; tpLfpd;wd.

Kuz;gl;Lg; NghuhLk; NghJjhd;> mJ gpur;rpidf;Fupa epiyahfpwJ.

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MNuhf;fpakhd cly;>

,Ug;gJ njupahky; ,Uf;fpwJ@

czHtwpahky; ,Uf;fpwJ.

clypy; Vw;gLk; fhaNk gpur;rpidNa> czHitf; nfhz;L tUfpwJ.

,g;gb>

ekJ kdjpy;> gpur;rpidfs; ,Uf;Fk; NghJjhd;> ekJ kdjpy;> Nghuhl;lk; ,Uf;Fk; NghJjhd;> mJ> czHitf; nfhz;L tUfpwJ.

ekJ kd mk;rq;fisr; rPuikf;f ehk; Nghuhlhj epiyapy;> mJTk;> xUtif czHtwpah epiyf;Fg; Ngha; tpLfpwJ.

vg;gb MNuhf;fpakhd cly;>

vy;yh cghijfspypUe;Jk;>

tpLgl;Ls;sNjh>

mg;gb>

ekJ kdKk;> vy;yhtpjkhd cghij fspypUe;Jk; tpLgl;Ls;sJ.

MNuhf;fpakhd cly; vg;gb>

rf[ rkhjpapypUf;fpwNjh>

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mg;gb> MNuhf;fpakhd kdJk;>

rf[ rkhjpapypUf;fpwJ.

me;epiyapy;>

ekJ kdjpd;> xt;nthU ,af;fKk; rkhjp ,af;fNk. ,q;F> ekJ kdJ> RaKuz;ghl;il ,oe;J tpLfpd;wJ.

Jaukhd mDgtq;fis> mg;Gwg;gLj;j KidtJ kl;Lk; Kuz;ghly;y@

,d;gkhd mDgtq;fisj; jf;f itf;f Kay;tJk;> Kuz;ghLjhd;.

,j;jifa

Nghuhl;lq;fs;jhk;> czHT epiyiaf; nfhz;L tUfpd;wd.

,j;jifa Kuz;ghLfs;jhk;

Kuz;glhj epiyapy;>

rkd;ghL kl;LNk> mq;Fs;sJ@

rkhjp kl;LNk> mq;Fs;sJ.

Mde;jk; vd;gJ>

cz;ikapy;> ,e;j rkhjpiaNa Fwpf;fpwJ. jd;DzHT khj;jpukhf ,Uf;Fk;> MNuhf;fpakhd epiyiaNa Fwpf;fpwJ.

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,d;gq;fSf;nfy;yhk; Mjhukhd> ,Ug; GzHitNa mJ Fwpf;fpwJ.

me;j ,Ug;GzHT>

mJthf ,Uf;fpwJ.

mJ>

ek;khy; nfhz;L tug;gl;ljd;W.

,d;gj;ijf; nfhz;L tuyhk;> Jd;gj;ijf; nfhz;L tuyhk;> Mdhy; ,Ug;GzHitf; nfhz;L tu KbahJ.

mDgtq;fisf; nfhz;L tuyhk;@

Mdhy; ,Ug;GzHitf; nfhz;L tu KbahJ.

mJ> mJthf ,Uf;fpwJ.

mJ> mDgtkhf ,Uf;fpwJ@ mDgtj;ijf; fle;J ,Uf;fpwJ.

mwpahky;> mwpe;J nfhz;bUf;fpwJ.

,Ug;gJ njupahky; ,Ue;J nfhz;bUf;fpwJ. czHNthL czHtw;wpUf;fpwJ.

mJNt>

cz;ikapd; ,Ug;ghf cs;sJ.

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midj;Jf;Fk;>

Mjhukhf cs;sJ.

Ra Kuz;ghlw;w kdJ

Nghuhl;lkpy;yhj kdJ

mDgtq;fisr; rPuikf;fg; Nghuhlhj kdJ

,d;gq;fisj; jf;f itf;f Kaw;rpf;fhj kdJ

Jd;gq;fis mg;Gwg;gLj;jg; Nghuhlhj kdJ>

rkhjp epiyapy; cs;sJ.

,Ug;GzHtpy; cs;sJ.

MNuhf;fpa epiyapy; cs;sJ.

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M d;kPf cyfj;ijj; jLkhw itf;Fk;

,d;DnkhU mk;rk;:

fhz;gJ.

midj;Jk; xd;Nw@ midj;Jk; ,uz;lw;wNj”. Qhdp vy;yhtw;iwAk; jd;dplj;jpYk;> vy;yhtw;wpYk; jd;idAk; fhz;fpd;whd; .

midj;ijAk; xd;whff;

Vfk; rj;

mj;Jitjk;

,g;gbg; gytpjkhd thrfq;fs;> Md;kPf cyfj;ij tyk; te;J nfhz;L ,Uf;fpd;wd.

mJkl;Lkpy;yhky;>

ehk; kjpf;ff; $ba ngupatHfs; gyUk;> jq;fs; mDgtj;ijf; $Wk; NghJ> jd;id vy;yhtw;wpYk; fz;ljhfTk;> jhNd vy;yhkhf ,Ug;gjhfTk; Vw;gl;l> mDgtq;fisf; $Wfpd;wdH.

ngupatHfSf;F Vw;gl;l mDgtq;fs; ahTk;> kWf;fg;gl Kbahj> Mtzq;fshfp tpLfpd;wd.

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mNj mDgtk;> jdf;Fk; Ntz;Lnkd;w vjpHghHg;G> xt;nthU Md;k rhjfDf;Fk; Vw;gl;L tpLfpd;wJ.

,Ul;Lf;Fs; ,Ug;gjhf> xUtH jd;idf; fUJk; NghJ> xsp nfhLf;ff; $ba ngupatHfspd; thHj;ijia> gpukhzkhf Vw;Wf; nfhs;s Ntz;ba epiyapy;> mtH ,Uf;fpwhH.

top njupahky; jtpf;Fk; xUtH> top fhl;LgtH $Wtijj;jhNd Vw;Wf; nfhs;s KbAk;?

Nahf rhjidfspy;> caHepiy mDgtq;fisg; ngw;w rpyH> jq;fis Qhdpfshf mwptpj;Jf; nfhs;fpwhHfs;.

mjdhy; Md;kPf cyfpy;>

mDgtq;fspd; jhf;fk;> kpfTk; mjpfkhf cs;sJ.

midj;ijAk;> mDgtq;fshf vLj;Jf; nfhs;Sk; Nghf;F mike;J tpl;lJ.

,J jtwh?

jtwpy;iy.

Md;kPf cyfpd; mbj;jsNk> Nahf rhjidfs; jhk;. Md;kPfj;jpd; mw;Gj mDgtq;fnsy;yhk; ngha;ahdit my;y.

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mDgtq;fspy; rpwe;jit> Md;kPf mDgtq;fNs.

Mdhy;> ehk; m];jpthuk; Nghl;L> m];jpthuj;NjhL epd;W tplf; $lhJ. m];jpthuk; vd;gJ> fl;llk; fl;Ltjw;fhfg; Nghlg;gLk; mbj;jsk; kl;LNk.

m];jpthuk;> xU fl;blj;Jf;F Kf;fpak; vd;gjw;fhf> m];jpthuj;NjhL epd;W> m];jpthuj;NjhL tho;e;J tplf; $lhJ.

m];jpthuk; vd;gJ> ehk; jq;fpqpUg;gjw;fhf mikf;fg;gl;ljd;W. mjw;Fk; Nkyhff; fl;lg;gLk; fl;blNk> ehk; jq;fpapUg;gjw;fhf mikf;fg;gLfpwJ.

Nahf rhjidfSk;> mDgtq;fSk; Muk;gNk. mijAk; fle;j epiyapNyNa nka; Qhdk; mike;Js;sJ.

mjidf;> fle;j epiy vd;W Fwpg;gpl;ljhy;>

nka;Qhd epiy vd;gJ>

Nahf rhjidfSf;F vjpuhd epiyad;W.

nka; Qhdepiy vd;gJ>

ve;jf; fl;Lg;ghLfSf;Fk; cl;gl;ljd;W. mjdhy;> mJ vjw;Fk; rhjfkhd epiynad;Nwh>

vjw;Fk; vjpuhd epiynad;Nwh>

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mjidf; $wptpl KbahJ.

mjidr; rhjfkhd epiy vd> vLj;Jf; nfhz;lhYk; xU tifapy; rupjhd;.

mjidg; ghjfkhd epiy vd> vLj;Jf; nfhz;lhYk;> xUtifapy; rupjhd;.

mjid ntWk; m];jpthukhf vLj;Jf; nfhz;lhy; mJ rupahdNj. mjid m];jpthuj;NjhL Kbj;J> m];jpthuj;NjhL epd;W nfhz;lhy; mJ ghjfkhdjhfp tpLfpwJ.

Oneness vd;W $wg;gLk;>

me;j xUikj;jd;ik vd;gJ vd;d?

mj;itjk; vdf; $wg;gLfpwJ.

,uz;L vd;w gpsTfs; ,y;yhj gl;rj;jpy;> mJ xd;whfj;jhNd ,Uf;f KbAk;?

mj;itjk;vd;gJ> Ntjhe;j rpj;jhe;jq;fspy; $wg;gLk; jiyaha cz;ikahfTk;> jj;JtkhfTk; fUjg;gLfpwJ.

mtw;wpd; cz;ikj;jd;ik vt;thW cs;sJ> vd;gij mwpa Md;k rhjfHfs; midtUNk flikg; gl;ltHfshf ,Uf;fpwhHfs;.

vd;W $wg;gLfpwJ. ,uz;lw;wJ

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,uz;ly;y vd;W $Wk; NghJ> mq;F ,uz;L

,Ug;git NghyTk;> gy,Ug;git NghyTk; xU

Njhw;wk;

,uz;lhfj; njupe;jhYk;> cz;ikapy; ,uz;L fpilahJ@ cz;ikapy; ,Ug;gJ xd;Nw> vdf; $WtJ Nghy;> me;jg; gjk; mike;Js;sJ.

mg;gbg; gythf

cs;sit> vit? mit Vd; gpwF ,uz;lhfNth>

gythfNth Njhd;whky; Ngha; tpLfpd;wd?

NtWgl;Lj; Njhd;Wk; mit> Vd; gpwF NtWglhky; Ngha; tpLfpd;wd?

ehk; epiyf; fz;zhbapd; Kd; epd;W> jiythupf; nfhs;fpNwhk;.

epiyf; fz;zhbf;Fs;> ek;Kila cUtk; mg;gbNa Njhd;Wfpd;wJ. ehk; nra;Ak; mj;jid mirTfisAk;> me;j cUtKk; nra;J tpLfpwJ.

me;j cUtKk;> ehKk; NtWNtwh? me;j cUtKk;> ehKk; xd;Wjhdh?

nghUs;> Vw;gl;L tpLfpwJ.

mg;gb ,uz;lhf cs;sit>

cz;ikapy; mq;Nf ,uz;L cs;sjh?

,uz;L ,Ug;gJNghy; Njhw;wk; Vw;gLfpwJ. Mdhy;> cz;ikapy; mq;Nf ,uz;L fpilahJ. mq;F ,Ug;gJ xd;Nw. Mdhy; ,uz;L Nghy; Njhd;WfpwJ.

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Njhw;wk; NtW@ cz;ik NtW.

,g;gb> ,UikapYk; xUik fhz;gJjhd;> mj;itjkh?

mLj;jjhf>

Vfk; rj; vd> Ntj thf;fpak; $WfpwJ.

cz;ik xd;Wjhd; vdf; $WfpwJ.

,q;F> gytw;iw gw;wpNah> ,uz;ilg; gw;wpNah> Neubahf ve;jf; Fwpg;Gk; ,y;iy.

MdhYk;> xd;Wvdf; $w Ntz;ba mtrpak; Vd; Vw;gl;lJ vd;W ghHf;Fk; NghJ> xd;Wf;F Nkw;gl;l mk;rk; VjhtJ ,Uf;FNkh vd;w> Iaj;ijj; Njhw;Wtpf;fpd;wJ.

vjpHkiwahd

mZFKiw.

NeHkiwahd

mZFKiw.

,e;j ,Utiff; $w;WfSk;> $wtUk; nra;jp> xd;whfNt mike;js;sJ.

,ijj;jhd; ,e;j nrhw;fspd; %yk; Gupe;J nfhs;s KbfpwJ.

,uz;ly;y

vd;gJ>

cz;ik

xd;Nwvd;gJ>

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,itfs; ahTk;> ntWk; jj;Jtq;fsh> my;yJ eilKiw cz;ikfsh?

eilKiwapy;>

,it vt;thW nray;gLfpd;wd?

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Nahf rhjidfspy; <Lgl;l ngupatHfs; gyH> jq;fSila mDgtq;fisf; $Wfpd;wdH.

mit mtHfSila fUj;Jf;fs; my;y@ mit ahTk;> mtHfs; Neubahf mDgtpj;Jg; ghHj;j mDgtq;fs;.

mtHfs; epjHrdkhff; fz;l fhl;rpNa mJ. mJ mtHfSila fw;gid my;y@ mtHfs; fz;lJ fdT fpilahJ.

MfNt mtHfsJ mDgtj;ij> vtuhYk; kWf;f KbahJ. mtHfSila mDgtq;fspy;> eilKiw cz;ik vd;Dk; Kj;jpiu Fj;jg;gl;Ls;sJ. epjHrdkhd cz;ik> vd;Dk; Kj;jpiu Fj;jg;gl;Ls;sJ.

mtHfSila epiyg;ghL vd;d vd;gijAk;> ehk; Gupe;J nfhs;s Ntz;Lk;. rh];jpuq;fspd; $w;W vd;dntd;gijAk>; ehk; Gupe;J nfhs;s Ntz;Lk;.

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Nahf rhjidahsHfspd; mDgtk;>

rh];jpuq;fSila

nghUj;jkhdjhf mike;Js;sJ.

$w;Wf;F

,g;gb>

kpfTk;

fUj;Jk;> mDgtKk; xd;W NrHe;j epiyapy;> mJ xU ep&gpf;fg;gl;l cz;ikahfp tpl;lJ.

mjdhy; ekf;F> re;Njfk; Vw;gLk; tha;g;Ng ,y;yhky; Ngha; tpl;lJ.

fUj;ij> mDgtk; cWjpg;gLj;JfpwJ. mDgtj;ij> fUj;J mq;fPfupf;fpwJ. Mf> mJ ntWk; fUj;jhf ,y;yhky;> mJ XH capUs;s cz;ikahfp tpLfpd;wJ.

xd;iw mwptjpy;>

mDkhdj;ij tpl>

gpuj;al;r mDgtNk> ngUk; Kf;fpaj;Jtk; cilajhf cs;sJ.

ehk; xd;iw gpuj;jpal;rkhf mwpAk; NghJ> mij tplTk;> NtW Mjhuk; ekf;F vd;d Ntz;bapUf;fpwJ?

ve;j cz;ikahf ,Ue;jhYq;$l>

gpuj;al;rkhf Neubahf> czHe;J mwpAk; NghJ kl;LNk>

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mJ ajhHj;jkhfTk;>

cz;ikahfTk; cs;sJ.

,jdhy;> Nahf rhjidahsHfspd; mDgtq;fs; ahTk;> ngUk; Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ciladthf mike;J tpl;ld.

,it vy;yhtw;iwAk; fzf;fpy; vLj;Jf; nfhz;Nl> ehk; xU KbTf;F tu Ntz;batHfshf ,Uf;fpNwhk;.

XH cjhuzk;.

ey;y ntapy; fhyk;. ntapypd; nfhLik jhq;f Kbatpy;iy. ez;gfy; Neuk;. ehk; ,uapypy; gazk; nra;J nfhz;bUf;fpNwhk;. ehk; gazk; nra;tJ> Fsp&l;lg;gl;l ngl;bapy;. ntapYf;F <L nfhLf;Fk; tifapy;> Fsp&l;Lk; mikg;igAk; rw;W mjpfg; gLj;jpapUf;fpwhHfs;. ,jdhy;> ngl;bapYs;s FspH> rw;W mjpfkhfNt cs;sJ. NghHj;jpf; nfhs;syhkh vd;W $lj; Njhd;Wfpd;wJ.

mjpff; Fspuhf ,Ug;gjhy;> me;jg; ngl;bapypUe;J nfhQ;r Neuk; ntspNa te;J> lha;nyl; miwf;Fg; NghtJ $l> FspUf;Fr; rw;W ,jkhf cs;sJ. eLf;fpf; nfhz;bUe;j FspupypUe;J> rw;W tpLgl;l czHit Vw;gLj;JfpwJ. FspupypUf;Fk; NghJ> fjfjg;ig ehbr; nrd;wijg; NghypUf;fpwJ.

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mg;gb ehk;> Fsp&l;lg;gl;l ngl;bapy; gazk; nra;J nfhz;bUf;fpNwhk;. tz;b Xbf; nfhz;bUf;fpwJ. ehk; NghFk; tz;b> xU tay; ntspapy; Xbf; nfhz;bUf;fpwJ. ,uapy; ghijapd; ,U GwKk; tay;fs;. tay;fspy; gyH Ntiy nra;J nfhz;bUf;fpwhHfs;. mikjpahd epiyapy;> mtutH Ntiyia> mtutH nra;J nfhz;bUf;fpwhHfs;.

ehk; Fspupy; eLq;fpf; nfhz;bUf;fpNwhk;. mtHfs; ntapypy; Ntiy nra;J nfhz;bUf;fpwhHfs;.

,g;NghJ>

ekJ fz;Nzhl;lj;jpy;>

mtHfs; rpukg;gLtJ ekf;Fj; njupahJ.

ntapy; jhq;f Kbahky;> vtuhtJ Xbdhy; kl;LNk> mJ ekf;F tpj;jpahrkhd czHit Vw;gLj;Jk;. mg;gb ,y;yhky;> mtHfs; xNu ,lj;jpy; ,Ue;J nfhz;L> mikjpahf Ntiy ghHf;Fk; NghJ>

mtHfs; ntapypd; nfhLikia mDgtpf;fpwhHfs; vd> vz;zj; Njhd;whJ. mtHfs; FspUf;F ,jkhf> ntapypy; epw;gJ Nghd;W $lj; Njhd;Wk;. FspH gpuNjrq;fspy;> ntapypy; epw;gJ

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vg;gb> Rfkhd mDgtkhf ,Uf;FNkh> mg;gb ,Ug;gJ Nghd;W Njhd;Wk;.

mjw;Ff; fhuzk;>

ehk; Fspupy; eLq;fpf; nfhz;bUg;gJ kl;LNk jhd;. ek;Kila mDgtk;> ,t;thW gpujpgypf;fpwJ.

ek;Kila nrhe;j mDgtj;jpd; jhf;fk;> ehk; ghHf;Fk; nghUspy; gpujpgypj;J tpLfpwJ.

ehk; vtUila tuTf;fhfNth fhj;jpUg;Nghkhdhy;> J}uj;jpy; tUgtHfs; midtUNk> ehk; vjpH ghHg;gtuhfNt Njhd;WthHfs;.

ekJ kd mDgtj;jpd; jhf;fk;> ehk; fhz;gtw;wpd; kPJk; gpujpgypj;J tpLfpwJ.

Xb xspe;J nfhz;bUf;Fk; Fw;wthspapd; fz;fSf;F> fhz;gtHfs; midtUk;> kg;bapy; te;j fhtyHfNsh vd;Wjhd; Njhd;Wk;.

,it midj;Jk;> ek; kNdh mDgtj;jpd; jhf;fNk.

,g;gb>

ek;Kila mf mDgtq;fs;>

ek;NkhL epd;W tplhky;>

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ekf;F ntspNaAk; gpujpgypj;J tpLfpd;wd.

mjdhy; ekf;F ntspNa cs;sitAk;> ekJ mDgtj;Jf;Fs; te;jitahfp tpLfpd;wd.

ekJ Md;kPf mD\;lhdq;fSs;> jd;DzHit ftdk; nra;jy; vDk; gapw;rp gyuhYk; Nkw;nfhs;sg; gLfpwJ.

jd;id mwpjy;> jd;DzHNthL ,Uj;jy;>

jd;idNa ftdpj;jy;> jhd;

czHit czHthy; mwpjy;> mwpit mwpthy;

mwpjy;>

vd;W gy ngaHfspy; ,J tptupf;fg;gLfpwJ.

ehk; vij mwpe;jhYk;> ekJ ftdj;ij mjd; kPJ nrYj;jpj;jhd; mwpa KbAk;. ekJ ftdk; rpjwp tpl;lhy;> ek;khy; vijAk; mwpa KbahJ. ekJ ftdk; vijf; fhl;LfpwNjh mijj;jhd; ek;khy; mwpa KbAk;.

xUtH NgRtij> ehk; Nfl;f Ntz;Lk; vd;why;> ekJ ftdk;> mtuJ Ngr;rpd; kPJ gbe;jpUf;f Ntz;Lk;. ,g;gb ekJ ftdk; xt;nthd;wpd; kPJk; nghUe;jpapUf;Fk; epiyapy;jhd; mjid ehk; mwpfpNwhk;.

me;j ftdj;ij vjd; kPJk; nghUj;jhky; Gwg; nghUs; vjd; kPJk; nghUj;jhky;>

jhdhf ,Uj;jy;>

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me;j ftdj;ij> ftdj;jpd; kPNj nghUj;JtJjhd;> czHit czHthy; mwpjyhFk;.

,J xU jpahdk;. ngUk;ghyhd ngupatHfs;> ,e;jj; jpahdj;ijNa typAWj;Jfpd;wdH.

ukz kfup\pia vLj;Jf; nfhz;lhy;>

ehd;vDk; czHT> vq;fpUe;J ];Gupj;Jf; nfhz;L tUfpwNjh> mijNa ftdpj;J> mq;NfNa jq;fpapU vd;W $WthH.

ehd; vd;gJjhd;>

ekJ jd;DzHT.

ek;Kila ftdj;ij> ehd;vDk; ,e;jj; jd;DzHtpd; kPJ Ftpj;Jg; gofp tUk; NghJ> ekJ ftdk; KOtJk;> ehd; vDk; jd;DzHT kakhfp tpLk;. ehk; ve;jr; nraiyr; nra;jhYk;> ekJ ftdk; ,e;jj; jd;DzHthfNt ,Ue;J tUk;.

,e;epiy njhlu Muk;gpf;Fk; NghJ> ehk; vtiug; ghHj;jhYk;> ehk; vjidg; ghHj;jhYk;>

vy;yhNk>

,e;jj; jd;DzHtpd; gFjpahf ,Ug;gjhfNt Njhd;Wk;.

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ehNk cyfj;jpd; xt;nthU nghUshfTk;> xt;nthU eguhfTk;> ,Ug;gjhfj; Njhd;Wk;. mJ XH mDgtkhfj; Njhd;Wk;.

ekJ ftdk; KOtJk;>

ehd; vDk; czHtpNyNa ikak; nfhz;L tpLtjhy;> ehk; ghHg;gnjy;yhk;> ehd;MfNt Njhd;Wk;.

ekJ ftdk;>

,e;j ehd; vDk; czHtpy;

ikaq;

nfhs;tjpypUe;J tpLgLk; NghJjhd;> vy;yhtw;iwAk; ehd;Mfg; ghHf;Fk; mk;rj;jpd; jd;ikAk;>

Fiwe;J> kiwaj; Jtq;Fk;.

,J xU gpujpgypg;G mDgtNk.

,J ajhHj;jkhd cz;ikad;W.

,JNghy;>

ftdj;ij xUepiyg;gLj;jhky;> ftdj;ijg; gutyhf;Fk; jpahdKiw xd;Wk; cz;L.

ehk; lhHr; tpsf;if mbj;jhy;> mjd; xsp> VjhtJ XH ,lj;jpy; Ftpe;J> VjhtJ xU nghUis kl;Lk; fhl;Lk;.

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VjhtJ xU nghUspd; kPJ kl;LNk> me;j xsp gLtjhy;> mij kl;LNk ek;khy; mwpa KbAk;.

Mdhy; kpd; tpsf;F mg;gb md;W. mjw;F xU nghUis kl;Lk; Fwp itj;J xspiag; gha;r;Rk; mikg;G fpilahJ. MfNt mjd; xsp vy;yh nghUspd; kPJk; gutyhfg; gLk;. #hpa xspiag; Nghd;W vy;yhtw;wpd; kPJk; gutyhfg;gLk;.

,g;gb>

ehk; ekJ ftdj;ij VjhtJ xU nghUspd; kPJ kl;Lk; Ftpf;fhJ> midj;Jg; nghUs; kPJk; ekJ ftdj;ij> Vf fhyj;jpy; glu tpLtJ vd;gJ> ,t;tif jpahdKiw. xNu xU nghUis kl;Lk; fhZtJ> ftdj;ij xUKfg; gLj;JtJ MFk;.

xNu Neuj;jpy; vy;yh nghUl;fisAk; fhZtJ vd;gJ> ftdj;ijg; gd;Kfg; gLj;JtJ MFk;.

,e;epiyapy;> ekJ ftdk;>

Fwpg;ghf ve;j xU> jdpg;nghUspd; kPJk; ikak; nfhs;shky;> midj;ijAk;> xNu Neuj;jpy; ftdj;jpy; nfhs;SfpwJ.

xU Neuj;jpy; xNunahU rg;jj;ijf; Nfl;gnjd;gJ> ftdj;ij> xU nghUspd; kPJ Ftpg;gjhFk;.

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xNu Neuj;jpy; midj;J rg;jq;fisAk; xU Nruf; ftdpg;gnjd;gJ> ekJ ftdj;ij> midj;jpd; kPJk; glu tpLtjhFk;.

,q;F> ftdk; kl;LNk Kf;fpakhfpwJ.

ftdpg;gtDk; Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ngWtjpy;iy@ ftdpf;fg;gLgitAk; Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ngWtjpy;iy@ mg;gb> mit Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ngWk; gl;rj;jpy;> midj;JNk> rk msT Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ngWgitahf cs;sd.

,j;jifa ftdKiw> ek;Kila gapw;rpfspd; tpisthf> xU rf[ epiyf;F tUk; NghJ> fhz;gtDk;> fhzg;gLk; nghUSk;> fhl;rp vd;Dk; mDgtj;Jf;Fs; mlq;fpa xUikahd mDgtk; fpilf;f Muk;gpf;Fk;.

vy;yhNk xd;whfTk;>

vy;yhNk ehd; MfTk;>

ehNd vy;yhkhfTk;>

mike;jpUg;gJ Nghd;w>

XH mDgtKk; rf[khf Vw;gl Muk;gpf;Fk;.

,J> ekJ mD\;lhdj;jpd; tpisthf Vw;gLk;> mDgtNk MFk;.

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ekJ kd mDgtj;jpd; ntspg;ghNl MFk;.

N[. fpU\;z%Hj;jp mtHfs;> NjHe;njLf;fhj ftdepiy ( Choiceless awareness ) vd;W ,jidNa tptupf;fpwhH.

ekJ mD\;lhdq;fshy; Vw;gLk;> ,j;jifa xUepiy mDgtq;fs; ahTk; jw;fhypfkhdNj.

mit midj;Jk;> Njhd;wp kiwgitNa.

Gjpjhf tUgit midj;Jk;> kiwtJjhd; ,aw;ifapd; epajp. Njhd;WtJ midj;Jk;> kiwe;J tpLk; vd;gJjhd;> rh];jpuq;fspd; $w;whfTk; cs;sJ.

,g;gb>

jw;fhypfkhf Vw;gLk;> mDgtq;fisf; Fwpj;Jjhd;>

ekJ rh];jpuq;fs;>

mj;itjk;

,uz;lw;wJvd;Wk;>

Vfk; rj;

xUikNa cz;ikvd;Wk;>

$Wfpd;wdth ?

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12

¿¿ x>_ cõç\

rh ];jpuq;fs; xUNghJk;> jw;fhypfkhd cz;ik gw;wpg; NgRtjpy;iy. mit vg;NghJk; KOKjy; cz;ik gw;wpNa NgRfpd;wd.

MfNt>

rh];jpuq;fs; ntspg;gLj;Jk; cz;ik Ntwhdit.

jw;fhypfkhd mDgtk; gw;wp> mit Ngr tutpy;iy. epue;jukhd cz;ik gw;wpNa> mit NgRfpd;wd.

mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk;> jw;fhypfkh ditfNs. KOKjy; cz;ikfs; midj;Jk;> mDgtk; fle;j epiyapy; cs;sd.

mDgtq;fs; midj;Jf;Fk;> Njhw;wKk; KbTk; cz;L.

mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk;> tpisTfNs. tpisTfs; midj;Jk;> jw;fhypfkhd Njhw;wq;fNs.

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jw;fhypfj; Njhw;wq;fs;>

cz;ikahfTk; ,Uf;fyhk;@

my;yJ>

fdT Nghd;w> Njhw;wkhfTk; ,Uf;fyhk;.

mDgtq;fs; xUNghJk;> KOKjy; cz;ikahf KbahJ.

ekf;F Vw;gLk; mDgtq;fs;> cz;ikia Mjhukhff; nfhz;bUe;jhYq; $l> mit KOKjy; cz;ikahfhJ.

mit> ntWk; tpisTfshf ,Ug;gjhy;> me;j tpisTfs; ahTk;> rpy epge;jidfSf;F cl;gl;litNa@ rpy Condition fSf;F cl;gl;litNa.

mj;jifa tpisTfs;> rpy Fwpg;gpl;l #o;epiyapy; kl;LNk Vw;gl KbAk;.

#o;epiyfs; khWk; NghJ>

tpisTfSk; khWk;@

mDgtq;fSk; khWk;.

epge;jidfSf;Fk;> fl;Lg;ghLfSf;Fk; cl;gl;l mDgtq;fs; vitAk;> KOKjy; cz;ikahf ,Uf;f KbahJ.

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mjdhy;>

mDgtq;fspy;> nka;ahd mDgtk;> ngha;ahd mDgtk; vd;w gpupT fpilahJ.

nkhj;jkhff; fUJk; NghJ>

vy;yh mDgtq;fSk; ngha;ahditNa@ ngha;ikia mbj;jskhff; nfhz;litNa@ te;J te;J NghFk; jw;fhypfkhd tpisTfNs.

mg;gb te;J NghFk; czHTfs; midj;Jk;> ngha;ahditNa. me;jg; ngha;ikahd mDgtq;fspy;> Kuz;ghLfSk; ,Ug;gJ rf[k;.

ve;j mDgtq;fspy;> Kuz;ghLfs; mjpfkhf cs;sd@ ve;j mDgtq;fspy;> Kuz;ghLfs; Fiwthf cs;sd>

vd;gjpy;jhk;>

ehk; cz;ikahd mDgtk;> ngha;ahd mDgtk; vdg; ghFgLj;jpf; nfhs;fpNwhk;.

nkhj;jkhf vLj;Jg; ghHj;Njhkhdhy;> mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk; ngha;ahditNa.

ek;gfj; jd;ik ,y;yhjitNa.

mDgtq;fs; midj;ijAk;> mg;gbNa ek;GtJ vd;gJ>

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ekJ Fog;gj;ij mjpfupg;gjhfNt mike;J tpLk;.

,jdhy;jhd;>

fz;zhy; fhz;gJk; ngha;@ fhjhy; Nfl;gJk; ngha;@ jPu tprhupg;gNj nka;> vd;w $w;W>

Kf;fpaj;Jtk; cilajhf mike;J tpl;lJ.

xUikj; jd;ik Fwpj;J> ehk; ghHj;J te;Njhk;.

mjpYs;s cs;she;j cz;ikjhd; vd;d?

mj;itjk;vd;gjpYk;> Vfk; rj;vd;gjpYk; cs;s> KOKjy; cz;ikjhd; vd;d?

rh];jpuq;fs; Rl;bf; fhl;l KaYk;> me;j khngUk; cz;ikjhd; vd;d?

mJ Gjpuhdjh?

ruhrup kdpjNdhL njhlHG ,y;yhjjh?

mwpTj;jpwk; kpf;f Md;NwhHfshy; kl;Lk;jhd;

milaf; $bajh?

mwpaf; $bajh?

me;j cz;ikjhd; vd;d?

Vfk; rj;vd;gJ>

ek;Kila ,Ug;G epiyiaf; Fwpf;fpwJ. mJ ek;Kila mDgt epiyiaf; Fwpg;gjy;y.

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ek;Kila mDgtq;fSf; nfy;yhk; Mjhukhd> ,Ug;G epiyiaf; Fwpf;fpwJ.

,Ug;G epiy vd;gJ> ,uz;lw;wJ.

mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk;>; ,U jd;ikAilaitNa. mDgtq;fSf;F cl;gl;lJ> mDgtq;fSf;F cl;glhjJ vd> mit ,uz;L tpjkhd mk;rkhf cs;sJ.

mDgtq;fshy; mwpe;jJ midj;Jk;> mDgtq;fshy; mwpag;glhjtw;Wf;F> vjpuhfj; jpUk;gp tpLfpd;wd.

,Ug;G epiy vd;gJ> XH mDgtky;y.

mJ> mDgtk; ,y;yhj XH mDgtk;.

MNuhf;fpakhd cly; vg;gb>

jhd; ,Ug;gJ njupahky;> ,Ue;J nfhz;bUf;fpwNjh>

mg;gb>

ek;Kila ,Ug;GzHthdJ>

,Ug;gJ njupahky;> ,Ue;J nfhz;bUf;fpwJ.

,Ug;GzHTjhd; rj; mk;rk;.

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xUtDf;F rfy rpj;jpfisAk;> rf;jpfisAk; ngw;w kfhidg; ghHj;J cgNjrk; ngw Ntz;Lk; vd;W Mir. Mdhy; mtiu vq;Nf nrd;W vg;gb re;jpg;gJ vd;W njupatpy;iy. topfhl;lTk; vtUk; Kd;tutpy;iy.

MdhYk; mtd; gyiuAk; tprhupj;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jhd;.

mtDila MHtj;ijf; Nfs;tpg;gl;l Jwtp xUtH> mtDf;F topfhl;l Kd; te;jhH.

eP Neuhf ,ka kiyf;Fr; nry;. gpuk;k jPHj;jk; vq;Nf ,Uf;fpwJ vd;W tprhupj;Jf; nfhz;Nl nry;. gpuk;k jPHj;jj;jpy; gyUk; ePuhbf; nfhz;bUg;ghHfs;. ePAk; mjpy; ePuhL. ePuhb tpl;L> gpuk;k jPHj;jj;jpd; fpof;F gf;fkhfr; nry;Yk; ghij topahfr; nry;. me;jg; ghij topahf Ie;J fpNyh kPl;lH J}uk; nrd;w gpwF me;jg;ghij ,uz;lhfg; gpupAk;.

mg;gb ,uz;lhfg; gpupAk; ghijapy;> ,lg;gf;fkhfr; nry;Yk; ghij topahfr; nry;Yk; ghijapy; nry;. me;jg; ghijapy; xU fpNyh kPl;lH ele;J nrd;why;> me;jg; ghijia kiwj;Jf; nfhz;L> gpuk;khz;lkhd ghiw xd;W ,Uf;Fk;. me;jg; ghiwNahL> ghijAk; Kbe;J tpLk;. me;jg; ghiwf;F fw;G+uk; fhl;b %d;W tUlq;fs; topgl;L

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te;jhy;> me;jg; ghiwf;Fs;spUf;Fk; rpj;jH> ntspNa te;J cdf;F Ntz;ba cgNjrq;fisf; $WthH.

,g;gbf; $wpdhH> me;j topfhl;ba Jwtp.

topfhl;ba Jwtpapd;> top fhl;Ljypd; gb> ,tDk; ,kakiy nrd;whd;. gpuk;k jPHj;jj;ijf; fz;L gpbj;J> ePuhbdhd;. topfhl;ba Jwtp> $wpagbNa nrd;W me;jg; ghiwiaAk; fz;L gpbj;jhd;.

me;jg; ghiwf;Fj; jpdKk; fw;G+uk; fhl;b> me;jg; ghiwiaNa topgl;L te;jhd;. mjd; gf;fj;jpNyNa rpwpa Fby; xd;iwAk; mikj;Jf; nfhz;lhd;.

xUtopahf %d;W tUlq;fs; Kbe;J tpl;ld. topfhl;ba Jwtpapd;> topfhl;lypd; gb> %d;W tUlq;fs; nghWikahf me;jg; ghiwia tzq;fp Kbj;J tpl;lhd;.

md;W ngsHzkp ehs;. KO epyT NknyOk;gp te;jJ. mtd; MHtj;Jld; fhj;jpUe;jhd;. Mdhy; mtd; vjpHghHj;j rk;gtk; elf;ftpy;iy.

ngsHzkp Ngha;> mkhthirAk; te;J tpl;lJ. mtd; Mh;tKld; fhj;jpUe;jhd;.

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eL ,uT. jpBnud me;j kiyNa fpLfpL vd MbaJ. mtd; topgl;L te;j caHe;j ghiw mg;gbNa ntbj;J ,uz;lhfg; gpse;jJ.

me;jg; ghiwf;Fs;spUe;J xspg;gpok;G xd;W ntspg;gl;lJ. me;j xspg;gpok;Gf;Fs;spUe;J me;j rpj;jH ntspg;gl;lhH.

mtH NtW ahUky;y@ topfhl;ba me;jj; JwtpNajhd;.

Rthkp> ePq;fs;jhd; me;j rpj;juh?mtiu tzq;fpagbf; Nfl;lhd;.

Mkhk;> Foe;jha;. KjypNyNa $wpdhy; eP vd;id Vw;Wf; nfhs;s khl;lha;. eP Vw;Wf; nfhs;s Ntz;Lk; vd;gjw;fhfj;jhd; ,g;gb tu Ntz;bajhfp tpl;lJ.

mtd;

,g;gb>

cz;ik vd;w ngaupy;>

xU gpuk;khz;lj;ij ehk; vjpH Nehf;fp tpLfpNwhk;.

cz;ik vg;NghJk;> ntWk; ,Ug;GzHthf kl;LNk ,Uf;fpwJ.

rj; mk;rj;jpy; ,Ug;GzHT kl;LNk cs;sJ.

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mq;F

ehd; ,ij mwpfpNwd;@ mij mwpfpNwd; vd;w> mDgtk; fpilahJ.

nka;g; nghUisg; gw;wp tpsf;Fk; NghJ> nka;g; nghUshdJ>

rj;jhfTk;>

rpj;jhfTk;>

Mde;jkhfTk;>

,Ug;gjhff; $wg;gLfpwJ.

rj; vd;gJjhd; Mjhu epiy. mq;F ,ul;il epiyNah> mDgtNkh fpilahJ.

vd;W

Fwpg;gplg;gLfpwJ.

MfNt

rj;

vd;gJ

Vfk;

ek;Kila mDgtq;fSf;nfy;yhk; fhuzk;>

nka;g; nghUspd; rpj; mk;rNk.

rpj; mk;rj;jpd; %ykhfNt> ekf;Fg; gytpjkhd mDgtq;fs; Vw;gLfpd;wd.

mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk;>

vy;iyg;gLj;jp mwpe;J nfhs;Sk; XH ,af;fNk.

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vy;iyg; gLj;jhky;>

ehk; vjidAk; mwpe;J nfhs;s KbahJ@ Gupe;J nfhs;s Ntz;LkhapDk; rup> my;yJ XH mDgtj;ijg; ngw Ntz;LkhapDk; rup>

vy;iyg; gLj;jhky; KbahJ.

gFj;jwpT vd;gNj>

gpupj;Jg; ghHg;gJjhd;@ tifg;gLj;jpg; ghHg;gJjhd;.

gFj;Jg; ghHg;gJk;>

gpupj;Jg; ghHg;gJk;>

jtwhdjh?

mg;gb nra;af; $lhjh?

mit Fw;wKilaitah?

gpupj;Jg; ghHf;fhkYk;> gFj;Jg; ghHf;fhkYk;> mDgtpj;Jg; ghHf;fhkYk;>

ek;khy; vijAk; nra;a KbahJ.

ehk; vijahtJ nra;fpNwhnkd;why;>

mJ>

,tw;wpd; cjtpNahL kl;LNk.

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MfNt ehk; nray;gl Ntz;Lnkd;why;> ehk; mtw;iwf; Fiwahf vLj;Jf; nfhs;s KbahJ.

gpupj;Jg; ghHj;jiyAk;> mDgtj;ijAk; xJf;fp tpl KbahJ.

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ek;Kila tho;T vd;gJ>

KOf;f> KOf;f>

ek;Kila mDgtq;fshy; Mf;fg;gl;lJ. mDgtq;fis miltJk;> mDgtq;fis tifg;gLj;JtJk;> mtw;iwg; gpupj;Jg; ghHg;gJk>; jtpHf;f KbahjJ.

me;epiyapNyNa>

ek;Kila tho;tpy;> ehk; gq;F ngw KbAk;.

rpj; mk;rk;jhd; ek;Kila tho;thf mike;Js;sJ.

rpj; mk;rk; KOtJk;>

mwpTk;>

mDgtKkhf mike;Js;sJ.

Mdhy; ,it midj;Jk;>

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jw;fhypfkhditNa@ Njitf;F Vw;g> te;J Nghff; $baitfNs.

ek;Kila mDgtq;fspy;> ehk; xU epue;juj; jd;ikia Vw;gLj;j epidf;Fe; NjhWk;> ekJ mDgtq;fspYs;s ,ul;ilj; jd;ik> cWjp nra;ag;gl;L tpLfpwJ.

VjhtJ XH mDgtj;ijj; jf;f itf;fNth>

VjhtJ XH mDgtj;ij tutplhky; ghHj;Jf; nfhs;sNth>

ehk; KaYk; NghJ>

ekJ kNdh mDgtj;jpy;>

ehk; xU epue;juj; jd;ikf;fhfg; Nghuhb tpLfpNwhk;.

,e;epiyapy;>

ek;Kila kd mk;rNk mk;rNk>

ek;Kila> rpj;

jdf;Fs; ,U gpupthf ,Ue;J>

jd;idr; rPuikf;fg; Nghuhb tpLfpwJ.

jdf;Fj; jhNd> ,U gpupthf ,Ue;J> Kuz;gl;Lf; nfhs;fpwJ.

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ek;Kila mDgtj;ij> xOq;F gLj;j Ntz;ba mtrpak; vJTk; ,y;yhj gl;rj;jpy;>

ek;Kila mDgtq;fs;>

jhkhf te;J> jhkhf kiwe;J tpLfpd;wd.

mtw;iwr; rPuikf;f Ntz;ba mtrpaNk> mq;F Vw;gLtjpy;iy> mit jhkhfNt jk;ikr; rPuikj;Jf; nfhs;fpd;wd.

rPuikg;gJ vd;gJ>

ey;y mDgtq;fisg; gpbj;J itj;Jf; nfhs;tJ vd;gjy;y.

Njhd;Wk; mDgtq;fnsy;yhk;> jhkhf te;J> jhkhf kiwe;J tpLtJ vd;gNj>

mDgtq;fisr; rPuikg;gjhFk;.

Kuz;glhky; ,Ug;gJjhd;> cz;ikahd rPuikg;ghFk;.

Kuz;ghLfs;jhk;

,Uikiaj;

Njhw;Wtpf;fpd;wd. ,Uikjhd; Kuz;ghLfshf mike;jpUf;fpwJ.

Kuz;glhj epiyapy;>

,UikAk; kiwe;J tpLfpwJ.

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me;epiyapy;>

ekJ mDgtq;fshYk;> mwpthYk; Vw;gLj;jg;gl;l vy;iyfSk;> KbTfSk;> gykpoe;J tpLfpd;wd.

me;epiyapy;>

,Uik ,Ue;Jk;> mit gykw;wpUf;fpd;wd.

gd;ik ,Ue;Jk;> mit gpuptpd;wp ,Uf;fpd;wd.

Jitjk; ,Ue;Jk;>

mJ Jitjkhf ,y;iy.

mJNt mj;itjk;.

,e;j xUik> ehk; Vw;gLj;jpa xUik my;y.

,Uikfnsy;yhk; Gwf;fzpf;fg;gl;ljhy;>

jhkhf mike;jpUf;Fk; xUik ,J.

,UikAk;> gd;ikAe;jhd;>

Vw;gLj;jg;gLgitfshf ,Uf;fpd;wd.

ehk; Vw;gLj;jpa ,UikfSk;> gd;ikfSk; gykpoe;j epiyapy;jhd;> ,aw;ifahd xUikg;ghL Gydhfpd;wJ.

,e;j xUikg;ghL vd;gJ>

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ehk; czHe;J mwpAk;> XH mDgtky;y>

Kuz;ghLfs; midj;Jk;> kiwe;j epiyNa

mJ.

ehk; ekJ mDgtq;fNshL Kuz;gLk; epiyapy;> ek;ik mDgtpg;gtdhfTk;> ekf;F mDgtk; Vw;gl;ljhfTk; fUjpf; nfhs;fpNwhk;.

mDgtpg;gtd; vd;Dk; xU gFjp>

mDgtk; vd;Dk; mLj;j gFjpAld; Kuz;gLfpd;wJ.

,e;epiyapy;>

ek;Kila mDgtj;jpd; xU gFjpNa>

jd;id>

mDgtpg;gtdhff; fUjpf; nfhs;fpwJ.

me;epiyapy;jhd;>

Kuz;ghLk; rhj;jpakhfpwJ.

Kuz;ghL vd;gNj>

mDgtpg;gtd;

mDgtk; vd;w ,ul;il

epiyjhd;.

mit gykpoe;j epiyapy;>

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,aw;ifahf cs;sJjhd; mj;itjepiy.

xU fUk;gyifapy;> rpwpjhf xU tl;lk; tiue;jpLtjhf itj;Jf; nfhs;Nthk;.

,g;NghJ>

tl;lk; xU gFjpahfTk;> tl;lj;Jf;F ntspNaAs;sJ xU gFjpahfTk;> mike;J tpLfpd;wJ.

,e;j ,uz;ilAk; ,izg;gJ vt;thW?

tl;lj;Jf;F ntspNaAs;sij>

tl;j;Jf;Fs; nfhz;L tu KbAkh?

tl;lk; vd;gJ> ehkhf tiue;J nfhz;lJ. tl;lk; tYtpoe;J tpl;lhy;>

mq;F ,Ug;gJjhd; xUikj; jd;ik.

tl;lk; vd;gJ mDgtj;ijf; Fwpf;fpwJ.

xUikj; jd;ikia> ehk; mDgtpj;J mwpa Ntz;Lk; vd;gJ> nkhj;jf; fUk;gyifiaAk;> me;jr; rpwpa tl;lj;Jf;Fs;> nfhz;L tu tpUk;GtNjahFk;.

cz;ikapy;>

ngupa fUk;gyifia> rpwpa tl;lj;Jf;Fs; nfhz;L tUtnjd;gJ>

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tl;lj;jpd; vy;iyia cilj;J tpLtNj@ tl;lj;jpd; vy;iyia tpupj;J tpLtNj@ tl;lNk ,y;yhky; Ngha; tpLtNj.

mDgtq;fSk;> mwpTk; ,y;yhky;> tho;T vd;gNj fpilahJ.

Md;kPfk; vd;gJ>

ek;Kila tho;Tf;F tpNuhjkhdjh?

Md;kPfk; vd;gJ>

mDgtq;fSf;Fk;> gpupj;J mwpAk; mwpTf;Fk; tpNuhjkhdjh?

Md;kPfk; vd;gJ> vjw;Fk; tpNuhjkhdJ my;y. mJ vy;yhtw;iwAk; Vw;Wf; nfhs;Sk;> mbg;gilj; jskhf mike;Js;sJ. mJ vy;yhtw;Wf;Fk; ,lkspf;Fk; tpupe;j Mfhakhf cs;sJ.

Kuz;ghLfs; midj;Jk;>; ekJ mDgtq;fSf;Fs;Nsjhd; Vw;gLfpd;wd. Kuz;ghL vd;gJ> mDgtj;Jf;Fk;> mDgtj;ijf; fle;jjw;Fk; ,ilNa Vw;gLtJ my;y.

Kuz;ghLfs; midj;Jk;> Ra Kuz;ghLfNs. Kuz;ghLfs; midj;Jk;> mDgtq;fSf;Fs;NsNa Vw;gLk; Ra Kuz;ghLfNs.

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Ra Kuz;ghlw;w mDgtq;fSk;> Ra Kuz;ghlw;w tho;Tk;> Md;kPf mDgtq;fshfp tpLfpd;wd.

Md;kPf tho;thfp tpLfpd;wd.

mDgtKk;>

gpupj;jwpAk;

mwpTk;>

gaDilajhfTk;> kyHtile;J tpLfpd;wd.

Kuz;ghlw;w mDgtq;fSk;> mwpTk;>

nja;tPfkhfp tpLfpd;wd@ Md;kPfkhf ,Uf;fpd;wd.

Ra Kuz;ghlw;w mDgtq;fs;jhk; Md;kPfk;.

Ra Kuz;ghlw;w mwpTjhd; Md;kPfk;.

Kuz;ghlw;w tho;Tjhd; Md;kPfk;.

ajhHj;j tho;Tjhd; Md;kPfk;.

mj;itj mDgtNk Md;kPfk;.

Mf>

ek;Kila rj;mk;rkhd ,Ug;G epiyjhd;>

nka;g;nghUs; epiyahf cs;sJ.

,Jjhd; gpuk;kk;vd;W rh];jpuq;fs; tptupf;fpd;wd.

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nraYf;F tUk; rpj;mk;rk;jhd;> mDgtq;fshf cs;sJ. ekJ tho;thf cs;sJ.

rpj; mk;re;jhd; Md;khthf cs;sJ. rj;Jk; rpj;Jk; fye;j epiyjhd;> Md;khthf cs;sJ. rpjhde;j epiyahf cs;sJ.

rj;Jld;> rpj; fye;j epiyjhd;> G+uz tho;thf mike;Js;sJ.

Md;kPf tho;thf mike;Js;sJ.

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rj;; vd;Dk;

,Uf;fpNwd;vd;w ,Ug;Gepiy>

Vd; tpNrlkhfg; Ngrg;gLfpwJ?

mg;gb mq;F vd;djhd; tpNrlk; cs;sJ?

ehk; ekJ ehf;fpd; cjtpAld; vj;jidNah RitAs;s czTfisr; rhg;gpl;L kfpo;tilfpNwhk;.

Rit czHTfs;jhk; kfpo;r;rpaspg;gjhf cs;sJ. ehf;fpDila ,aw;ifahd epiy vd;gJ> ve;jr; RitAk; ,y;yhky;> jd;DzHthf khj;jpuk; ,Ug;gJjhd;.

me;jj; jd;DzHtpy;>

mg;gbnad;d tpNrlk;?

me;jj; jd;DzHT vd;gJ> kw;w Rit czHTfspy; ,y;yhj tifapy;>

tpNrlkhdnjhU ,d;g czHth?

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Ritaw;w epiy vd;W fUJk; NghJ> mij XH cg;Gr; rg;gw;w epiyahfj;jhNd fUj Ntz;bAs;sJ? cgNahfkw;w xd;whfj;jhNd fUj Ntz;bAs;sJ?

ve;j mDgtKk; ,y;yhj mJ> vg;gbj;jhd; Kf;fpaj;Jtk; cilajhf cs;sJ?

xU kz;lgj;jpy;> fiy epfo;r;rpfs; gy elf;fpd;wd. mj;jid epfo;r;rpfSk;> me;j kz;lgj;jpDs; elg;gjhy;> me;j kz;lgk; Kf;fpaj;Jtk; tha;e;jjhf cs;sjh?

vy;yh epfo;TfSf;Fk; Mjhukhf ,Ug;gjhy; kl;Lk;> me;j ,Ug;GzHT Kf;fpaj;Jtk; tha;e;jjhf cs;sjh?

kw;wgb>

ehk; Neubahf> mDgtpj;J> czHe;jwpaf; $ba mstpy;> ek;Kila rj;vd;Dk; ,Ug;GzHTf;F> Kf;fpaj;Jtk; vJTk; ,y;iyah?

ehk; mDgtpf;Fk;> Mde;jkhd mDgtq;fs; gy cs;sd. me;j Mde;jkhd mDgtq;fistpl> ,e;j ,Ug;GzHTvg;gb tpNrlj; jd;ikiag; ngw KbAk;?

me;j Mde;j mDgtq;fisAk; tpl> tpNrlkhd> mjPj Mde;j mDgtkh mJ?

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K y;yh eRUjPd; xUKiw> khbapYs;s ghy;fdpapy; epd;W> njUitg; ghHj;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jhH.

mtH tPl;L thrYf;F> ngupatH xUtH te;J> miog;G kzpia mbj;jhH. ghy;fdpapypUe;j Ky;yhthy;> mtiug; ghHf;f Kbe;jJ. vd;d Ntz;Lk;? vd;W Nfl;lhH.

nrhy;fpNwd;> vd me;jg;

ngupatH $wpdhH.

Ky;yhTk;> khbapypUe;J fPNo ,wq;fp> fjitj; jpwe;J nfhz;L> thrYf;F ntspNa te;J> kPz;Lk; vd;d Ntz;Lk;vd;W> me;jg; ngupatiuf; Nfl;lhH.

me;jg; ngupatH> jdf;Fg; gpr;ir Nghl Ntz;Lk; vd;W Nfl;Lf; nfhz;lhH.

Ky;yhTk;> kfpo;r;rpAld; mtiu cs;Ns $l;br; nrd;whH. $lj;ijf; fle;J> khbg; gbf;fl;by; Vw;wp> khbg;gbapYs;s miwiaAk; fle;J> mtH Kjypy; epd;W nfhz;bUe;j ghy;fdpf;Ff; $l;br; nrd;whH.

mq;Nf $l;br; nrd;wJk;> Ky;yh> kpfTk; gzpTld;> ngupatNu> cq;fSf;Fg; gpr;irapl vd;dplk; vJTk; ,y;iy. ePq;fs; Ngha; thUq;fs;!vd;W $wpdhH.

fPNo

thUq;fs;

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me;jg; ngupatUf;Ff; Nfhgk; te;J tpl;lJ.

,ij

vd;W rz;ilf;F te;jhH.

ePq;fs; KjypNyNa nrhy;ypapUf;fyhNk?

ePq;fSk;

KjypNyNa

Nfl;bUe;jhy;> ehDk;

KjypNyNa nrhy;ypapUg;Ngd;!

,g;gb>

ekJ mDgtq;fnsy;yhk;>

ekf;F vijNah epue;jukhfj; je;J tpLtJNghy;> ek;ik Vkhw;wp> cs;Ns $l;br; nrd;W> gpwF> jd;dhy; vJTk; Kbahnjd;W> ifia tpupj;J tpLfpd;wd.

ehk; mDgtq;fspd; tupirapNyNa> Mde;jq;fle;j mDgtq;fisnay;yhk; vjpH Nehf;fp tp;LfpNwhk;.

ehk; Vw;nfdNt ghHj;Njhk;>

Mde;j mDgtq;fnsy;yhk;> jw;fhypfkhdit vd;W. mtw;iwj; jf;f itf;fg; NghuhLtJjhd;> gpur;rpid vd;W ghHj;Njhk;.

Mde;j mDgtq;fnsy;yhk;> fle;J nrd;W tpl Ntz;Lk; vd;W ghHj;Njhk;.

my;yJ>

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me;j Mde;j mDgtq;fs; ahTk;> jhkhf te;J tpl;L> jhkhfg; Ngha; tpl mDkjpg;gJ jhd;> rup vd;W ghHj;Njhk;.

,jdhy; ek;Kila ,Ug;GzHT> Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ngWfpwJ vd;Wk; ghHj;Njhk;.

,Ug;GzHT Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ngWtjhy;> mg;gb vd;d ,yhgk; cs;sJ?

,Ug;GzHT $l>

jhd; ,Ug;gJ njupahky; ,Ug;gjhfg; ghHj;Njhk;. mjpy; ekf;F vd;d ,yhgk;?

Nfhkh epiyapy; ,Ug;gJ Nghd;W jhNd cs;sJ?

mjpy; mg;gb vd;d rpwg;G cs;sJ?

mDgtq;fspy; rpwg;G ,Uf;fpwnjd;why;> mJ> mwpTf;Fg; nghUj;jkhf cs;sJ.

Mdhy;>

mDgtq;fs; vJTkw;w epiyjhd; rpwg;G vd;why;> mjpy; mg;gb vd;d rpwg;G cs;sJ?

Rw;Wyhg; gazk; vd;why; vd;d vd;gJ> ek; midtUf;Fk; njupAk;.

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