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Africa
A Bible of Poems
By J. Penn de Ngong
Above all, I am not concerned with Poetry. My subject is War, and
the pity of War. The Poetry is in the pity. Wilfred Owen, British Poet
The Black Christ of Africa
Chapter x
The Prologue
It is all very well to be able to write books, but can you waggle your ears?
J. M. Barrie (1860 - 1937)
British playwright and novelist.
* It is all very well to be able to write books, but can you waggle your ears?
J. M. Barrie (1860 - 1937)
British playwright and novelist.
Dedication
My
By
In
Over 33 chapters
By
Over 33 year-old
In
By
Are
Dedicated
To
Emmanuel J. Christ
He or she or it
That is lain
And slain
For free
For me
The Prologue
I. Dedication: To Emmanuel J. Christ
II. Table of Contents: Detailed with Chapters and Titles in a Point Form.
III. Table of Contacts: The Dotcom and Copyright Message in a Poem Form
IV. Table of Contexts: Glossary of Younique and Pennique Terminologies
V. BBC Breaking News: The Return of the Black Christ!
VI. Prophecy Full-Filled? The Announcement of Pronouncement against Cush
VII. Forewording Note: The First Word
VIII. forwarding Note: The Signpost: Dear Ready Reader
IX. Forewarning Note: Aluetluet Editors, Go to Hell!
X. Preamble: Over A Hundredfold SaysPages DaysAges
Table of Contents.....
Chapter 8: Health Best, Wealth Rest 140- The Vulture of the Future
108- Food-and-Mouth Dis-ease 141- The manky monkey
109- The Lethal Penisillean Injection 142- We're inno-saint
110- The WWW III 143- The Biscuits Recruits
111- Countdown to your grave! 144- I wish I were that Obama's Puppy
112- Our Moneyfacturers 145- It is Juba-Nile Delinquency
113- We're their cash-ualties 146- Like my dear dead dad
114- Mammoth Mammon 147- Chols Choldren
115- Money, money, where are you? 148- The need for a seed
149- Boys of atomic toys
Chapter 9:Tender Addenda in 150- The Bride Tribe
Gender Agenda
116- Choice for Joyce Chapter 11: Literacy, Illiteracy
117- On the wing of the wind and Ill-literacy
118- Very Fanta-stic Chic! 151- Illiterate or Ill-literate?
119- Nunu is Lulu! 152- Let literacy make us a little racy
120- Monique, you're Younique! 153- Booked by Books
121- My Laptop 154- My Goalfriend
122- My Queen Elizabeth of Africa 155- The Prudent Student
123- Why I wedded not in the Church 156- Ghost Fever
124- The Part B of a lover 157- My Artificial Blindness
125- Followers of flowers 158- A fellow gone fallow for 20 years
126- Eve versus Ewe 159- Land of Double Desert
127- Mr. Rubbish versus Mrs. Rough Bitch
128- Hon. Chloroqueen versus H.E. Kinkong Chapter 12: It's Immorality in
129- Our babes, how do we eat them? its Immortality
130- Wuman Beings 160- Niggers in knickers
131- The wasted union money trans-affair 161- Barred Manners
162- An Auntie Corruption Commission
Chapter 10: Childhood and Parenthood 163- The Deputy Husband
132- My baby, welcome to this world 164- Love Extravaganza
133- This is my beloved Son 165- Sex Bonanza
134- Mama, what is this? 166- Our Beautyfool Ladies
135- I'mama 167- Born for sale no more
136- My Old Gold 168- BBA in Action: Babes on Auction
137- An Open Tomb 169- Gaynaecologists from Gay Colleges
138- The Sabbath for Mama 170- Ministry of Sexual Affairs
139- O, Dear Dry Father! 171- Mrs. Matatu Matata
It's my right
to write.
Black Christ: explained in the "Dedication to Emmanuel J. Christ" as he or she or it/that is lain/
and slain/for me/or we.
The Black Christ of South Africa: a crucifixion portrait of an Anti-Apartheid fighter in the form
of Christ by a South African Artist, Ronnie Harrison. See "BBC BREAKING NEWS:The Return of
the Black Christ".
Younique: Something unique according to your own way or your own judgment, especially the one
you think it is not appropriate or it is eccentric in this book.
Pennic: Anything characteristic of Penn de Ngong, a personal adjective exclusively used for this
author.
Aluetluet: a Sudanese native bird of the weaver family that pecks a every peg in a garden or a cat-
tle camp and seems to suggest, Were I here or there, this one would not be here or there.
Poemusician: a musical poet: one who recycles his/her poems into lyric music (a poet's own word)
Poetician: a political poet, Poenovelist (poetic novelist), poessayist (poetic Essayist), etc.
Tabanic, Oryemic(ally), Lugalaic, Eiffic all attributed to individual literary styles of Taban Lo
Liyong, John Oryem Onguti, Victor Lugala and Dan Eiffe.
Cush: a biblical name said to be for modern Sudan, also referred to as Nubia and Ethiopia
Delilah: A biblical betraying wife of Samson, applied in this book as a beautifully snaring woman
working with men of substance.
Table of Contexts.....
Theolosophy: the theological philosophy found in this book only.
Bibliophile: bookworm or book lover. The opposite is bibliophobe (only in this book).
Soldiers: mercenaries or soldiers sold, bought, hired or bribed to fight for money.
Inno-saint: Innocent and pure sacrificial lambs. Refers to children in the poem 'We're Inno-saint.
Crostitute: a political prostitute who crosses between or crisscrosses among parties (Poem ).
Un/fortunately: a short hand of writing fortunately and/or unfortunately (only in this book).
Terradditional: a new term coined up from three different words terror + traditional + additional
(found in 'Of Terradditional God').
Harmnesty: an amnesty whereby victims are deceived, received, disarmed and harmed.
Choldren (found in Poem: Chol's Choldren): a corrupted spelling of children to indicate that
they are characteristically Chol's.
Herod: a Roman emperor who wanted to kill Baby Jesus at birth for political reasons. Any one who
does that (in this book).
Judas: one of Jesus' 12 Disciples who turned into a villain and betrayed Him. Anyone that does that.
Sad-damn Hussein: Saddam Hussein, former Iraqi president, especially after he was condemned to
death.
Nailson (Man-dela): a deliberate misspelling of Nelson Mandela, done so to highlight two impor-
tant words in his action against apartheid nail + man (nail's son & man dela).
St. John Garang: This refers to late Dr. John Garang de Mabior and his fellow political saints mar-
Ruralia and Urbania: Twin republics juxtaposed by their economic rural and urban statuses as
reflected in their names found in the "Petition for Partition" (back cover and poem 22).
Eatducation: Comprising two words of 'eat' and 'education', implying that one eats through educa-
tion, especially for those educated in a corrupt way.
Moneyfacturers: Business moguls who have come to manufacture money, not commodities, only
in Southern Sudan.
Bonk account: a ridicule of 'bank account' as pronounced by the vampire. A sarcasm for bank
account run for pervert and covert purposes such as prostitution.
Ministry of Sexual Affairs: A corrupted spelling of Ministry of Social Affairs as advocated for by
homosexuals.
Signtease and philucifers: scientists and philosophers who are Lucifer's (vampire)
Halfternoon: half of the afternoon as used in the appointment haggling with Mr. Death.
Jej Ahmr: an Arabic word literally meaning 'Red Army', SPLA minor units that existed during
the Sudan's second civil war, always ridiculed by critics as the 'nursery bed' for the Jej Aswad, its
opposite.
In other words, the Jesh Ahmar was a Sudanese group of adolescents who had had their adult les-
sons in a wrong course for a right cause, at a wrong time in a right place.
Thighland: A land where all focus and development take place in the thigh, not in the brain.
Croco-dial(ed) tears: a corrupted spelling of crocodile tears. To shed tears not from the emotional
feelings but conditional feelings. To shed tears like dialing a die or a phone number. Crocodile tears
are fake tears, as observed on the face of a crocodile that carries or 'cries' tear-like pimples or dimples.
Anaemia: (Literally) Blood deficiency: a blood condition in which there are too few red blood
cells or the red blood cells are deficient in hemoglobin, resulting in poor health. Literarily, a weakness
caused by lack of courage or vitality.
Leukaemia: blood cancer: an often fatal cancer in which white blood cells displace normal blood,
leading to infection, shortage of red blood cells anemia, bleeding, and other disorders (according to
Encarta Dictionary).
Literary application of anaemia and leukaemia in this book: "That is why you will find this
slogan not sung with anaemia but with leukaemia of words, totaling to about or above 66,000 in this
poetic volume, just as many as in other writings of my fighting." (Page )
Watchington: Barack Obama's watching city or Washington (Found in 'Obama Invites Osama',
page)
Dollate: to donate using dollars strictly (found in 'Unless you dollate'. Page)
Darfurious: When Darfuris go furious, picked up their arms and fought for their rights in a suicidal
war against the Janjaweed with a genocidal war in the west of Sudan.
The SPLA officers-cum-teachers sometimes used their bush war survival skills to teach
with their AK47s on their backs, pistols on their waists, charcoal or cassava chalks on
their fingers on chalkboards carved out of cooking oil cardboards or animal hides. This
creative stone-age style of educational background and war survival skills have a great
deal of influence in Penns penmanship in particular and craftsmanship in general here
and elsewhere in his works of art.
Penn de Ngongs writing talent came to the Sudanese national spotlight as a widely read
humor columnist for the first ever war time Sudanese English newspaper, The Sudan
Mirror, circulated in the war affected areas of Southern Sudan, Nuba Mountains, Abyei
and Southern Blue Nile.
When The Sudan Mirror hired him in 2004 as a columnist and reporter after sitting
his final secondary school exams, he had already made name in Uganda after winning
the most coveted national essay prize worth a million shillings, besides other nomina-
tions and awards, while still an Ordinary Level student in Gulu High School (northern
Uganda), 2001.
In 2004, I wrote a letter to the editor, published by The Sudan Mirror, asking John to try
his hand at writings, arguing that I saw in him a great writing talent that could put Sudan
on the map of world literature. When he sent me the manuscript of this book in the last
quarter of 2007, I was glad because I saw the book as an answer to my request, as well as
that of many of his readers who had asked him to do so.
This, apart from being friends since childhood, explains in part why he finally settled on
me to write this foreword, an honor which I could not afford to turn down even though
I had initially advised him to ask one of the well known people in literature in South
Sudan to write the foreword for him.
Ngongs poetry talent did not come to me as a surprise. Since our childhood, I discovered
something unique with him he has been poetic in anything from conversation to how
he has been thinking and acting. His poetic ability was first demonstrated to the public
during our earlier grade school days (grade 1 in 1989) in the village in his song that was
aimed at inspiring many of the village parents to send their kids to schools.
The song in Dinka prophetically says in part, This country of ours, we will negotiate it
through the barrels of Kalashnikovs (AK47s); we will negotiate it through the barrels of
Ngong has also demonstrated his multi-talent by converting a good number of these
poems into musical lyrics making up his twin albums, Noise for Sale and Tears for Sale.
This complexity has subjected him to a critical eye from his contemporaries, making him
confess:
That a friend once gave a compliment in a complaint of my being complex, so is my
work, complex in the sense that no single theme is addressed in it, and complex in that no
definite title could befit me.
So if asked, I am neither a poet nor a musician, call me a poemusician, and not a politi-
cian but a poetician as far as socio-poetry is concerned. Therefore, my critique as a critic
through the spectacles of a journalist and a columnist, a preacher and a teacher, an artist
and an artiste, an actor and a director, has revealed to me one principle: to pamper the
boiling ego of a politician, flatter him orally; to tamper with it, clatter him morally.
One of the publishing companies in the United Kingdom had accepted in 2007 to publish
this book which then contained only 100 poems written in 100 days, but Ngong changed
his mind and added another 200, because he preferred this first edition to be experimen-
tally and solely in his own creation. Since he was experimenting new styles in literature,
he feared publishing companies could modify his literary fashion, hence kill his literary
passion.
He cares about every single style in his manuscript to be preserved and published the
way it is and that has been why he has chosen to design and print this first edition solo.
According to him, his styles, which constitute the nutritious parts of this book, may be
perceived as errors by editors. Hence making him warn in his introductory poem, Aluet-
luet editors, go to hell:
His themes cover anything from the evil parts of humanity to its good parts, how villain-
ous or heroic humans could become in the name of common good. His choice of who he
either portrays as a hero or a villain can prove controversial among his universal readers.
Nevertheless, he is an activist who writes with a free mind from which he judges the
subject matter based on how it has either negatively or positively affected fellow human
Un/fortunately, I may not have the right adjective but I have the right objective, I may
not have the right verb but I have the right verve, I may not have the right grammar but
I have the right drama, or I may not have the right synergy, but I have the right energy to
exploit in the quest, as in the request, for my eventual ride to intellectual rite; the right to
write,he writes.
As for any reaction this anthology may generate, Ngong puts it in a nutshell, For this
and other reasons, I beg not to be accused but excused in the process of cyclically eating
myself or psychologically easing myself, into this book, of my mental debris accumulated
undistracted during the Sudanese protracted war of more than two decades of decadence.
Ngongs work is a documentation of painful memories of the brutal 21-year war in Sudan,
including his own ordeal.
He was once kidnapped and stabbed twice while he was editor of The Southern Eye news-
paper in Kampala, Uganda, in 2006 and 2007, respectively. With his trademark disarming
humor, he has turned what could be described as sad and bitter memories of war into sto-
ries that can be source of humor to his readers. He narrates his thought-provoking themes
in deep humor and sarcasm rarely found in a many works of his fellow poets.
Like any poet who wants to create his own unique position in poetry history, he identifies
himself as an Afro neo-classical poet, caring not whether it is Classical or Romantic. He
does not want to be burdened with strict conventional rules of the Shakespearean sonnets.
As seen in his last third of the anthology, he creates his on pseudo-sonnets. He clearly
projects himself as a Sudanese literature missionary or a new Sudan visionary as we like to
call each other in our circles.
During one of our exchanges, he put it that any poetic restrictions such as on style and
ethics remind him of the odd old muzzles on his freedom of speech in Sudan. So he wants
to write with a free hand, free verse, free voice and free mind. He told me, as he has also
demonstrated it in the book, that his stylistic devices are not only rhetoric but also
historic.
He admitted once that he is not literally literary but literarily literal, that is, creatively
plain but not plainly creative in the thinking and composing of his art work, something
that some of his readers will find as an element of truth.
Unfortunately, those readers who turn their pages very fast will only understand his
words, not the underlying meaning of his works. He delights not only in ethics but also in
aesthetics; he values styles over rules.
As I leave it to the literary critics to judge his work and place it in any category, I may
humbly but arguably declare that The Black Christs of Africa, an anthology of 333 poems
on over 333 pages of over 33 chapters by a 33-year-old former boy-soldier, is a birth of
new literary era in Sudan as a cultural entity, and in Africa in its political entirety.
Nhial Tiitmamer Nhial
Canada
John Penn deNgong 20
VIII The Black Christ of Africa
The Signpost
Dear Ready Reader,
What is poetry?
I am giving you a rare book, a real book of surreal news. Of course, sure real news is not
when a dog bites a man but when a man bites a dog. So is poetry.
Paradoxically and parodically, it is when a person (teacher) turns a dog into a god by
reverse 'goth' spelling, or when a parson (preacher) turns a God into a doG by adverse
gospelling.
Analogically and logically, poetry is to pottery, or a poet is to a potter as a poem is to a
pot; you can notionally mould itit can emotionally maul youinto several amoebic
shapes and heaps.
Poetically and politically, it's a practical game. Just as pottery is all about peeling and
moulding the mud, poetry is all but feeling and moulding the mood.
Literally and literarily, it is like poverty pinching, pitching, itching or eating its victims.
It is my professional confession that as a pauper can make a good pot, the poor can make
a good poet.
For example and by sample, confirm this confession from Mr. Paupular (popular
pauper)'s Poem 233, and a poor man's Poem 97: Money, Money, Where are you?
Painfully but gainfully, these poems reported themselves to me while I was in hiberna-
tion, that is, by the time personalized insecurity and synchronized poverty put me under
house arrest. For a project to stop gainfully, it must start painfully.
A one man's show or juvenilia? I did dub my authors note The Signpost not that I want-
ed to guide you in a detailed tour through my mental workshop so that you read in your
literal manner my literary manna; no, I just wanted to be unique in my Pennique critique
in response to my funny fans and unique critics, the sample readers, who approached my
impolite Pennicism with their polite criticism.
Surely and purely, John Oryem Onguti, the man supposed to be the editor of The Black
Christs of Africa if my introductory warning poem (Aluetluet Editors, Go to Hell!) might
not have been obstructively instructive, humbly put it that he just wanted to deal with me
on my back; in other words, on the back of my book a typically Sudanized definition of
the phrase 'back up'.
Therefore, he e-mailed, The poems carry your traits of Ngongism; a unique presentation
that sets you apart. The titles are not only musical but also magical, and acquiring them
(or enquiring them) demands a mans brain.
In addition, I was not only compelled, I was also propelled, to amplify Victor Lugala's
cry for penmanship in Southern Sudan, "so that we can have a variety of controversial,
radical and even eccentric ideas on art, literature, culture. So, this e-mail is a cry for you
Amplify the cry so that in the final analysis we can have a moving feast, to borrow from
Hemingway. Create more!", he emphasized. So here you are. And more will be created as
more calls pop up every day in my electronic box.
For the magical part of the titles hinted earlier on by a Rev. Father, a Rev. Sister in a
bookshop in Juba during my hunt for a publisher insinuated to me that no publisher of
Catholic affiliation would ever accept such a blasphemous work unless endorsed by the
Pope! Why?
One, not only have I used the words 'Rosary' and 'Christ' without spiritual permission and
for no spiritually par mission, but also have used for my own objectives the adjectives and
nouns like 'Black' to describe Christ, and 'Christ' to qualify Blacks. Two, that the poem
number 4 carries the title 'St. (John Garang)' without a sanction and sanctification of the
Holy Father, the Pope, the only one who confers the title of 'Saint' and confirms the status
of Sainthood.
To her, not only was this a sacrilege but also a misnomer; calling a politician 'Saint' is
more or less like a native 'doctor' crowning himself 'Pastor'. My attempt was not fertile
but futile enough to let her believe that literature nomenclature (naming system) applied
in and for this book, such as 'Black Christs', is poetic just as 'St. John Garang' or 'Freedom
Rosary' is a connotative jargon, a political mumbo jumbo, which has a lot of nothing to
do with the denotative meaning of the mother words. This, among others, being the case,
I retorted no more on punishing myself with psychologies and resorted once more to pub-
lishing by self with apologies, but not without a little go-ahead-boy sort of back-patting
from Prof. Taban Lo Liyong.
Dear John Penn, he wrote, one way of publishing is self-publishing. That is, if no publisher
has accepted to publish your book as part of their publishing business. You prepare your
manuscript by yourself and they print it as they receive it. In this case, you pay for the
printing to a printer. And then please he advised check what your manuscript looks
like; and who your publishers or printers are. If they want you to pay, then you may not
yet be ready to be received among writers. Then call it juvenilia. And write another with
greater skill. Which comes out of reading, much reading. Young 'nephew', youth is on
your side. When a real publisher of books has accepted your manuscript, then ask them to
request me for a foreword.
However, what I found out during my three years of a hide-and-seek game with a 'real
publisher of books' was but a real publisher of names; of names of those who have already
published books. Since I did not have any name yet, to be published and sold, I just
landed on a printer handy, a real publisher of words. In the truest sense of words, this is
the real publisher of books; one who looks at the book of a writer and not the writer of a
book. Therefore, if I were a president of the Republic of Literature, I would make that a
decree to publish not the literary pedigree but the literary degree in every manuscript.
One lunch time in a Juba restaurant, I eavesdropped one of such characters audibly
broadcasting, "Ya zol, they want 5,000 dollars for the tyre of my hummer!" This poked
me to jump up silently, "That exactly is what they want for 2,000 copies of my poetry!" In
the process of building the nation, the Phase II of our liberation struggle, I compared the
values, in terms of public consumption, of his rubber wheel with that of my book and just
bled in the heart.
Where really do they get this money? With this question, I was poised by another ques-
tion a friend posed to me, "Where really do you get all these words?" He wondered of
about 77,000 words in this anthology. Of course, there is no twofold gift, literal wealth and
literary wealth cannot knock at one's door hand-in-hand, one must usher in the other.
Following those inspirationally electric mails, like the Oryem and Lo Liyong's electronic
mails, which became my stylistically tectonic nails, plus the Sister's sinister complaint,
I was tasked (as I was asked again and again) to ask Victor Lugala, Dan Eiffe, Taban lo
Liyong, Atem Yaak Atem, or their likes, to forward me a foreword. Since writing a book is
not a one man's show, I appreciated the idea but pondered and wondered if it was ideal: if
my work might not be too rude or too crude for such select men of intellect.
For this senile reason, and only in this juvenile season of my career, I hail Nhial, my com-
fortable boyhood playmate, now my compatible manhood penman, to whom my juvenilia
(amateur premature writing) may not matter for that matter. To be pennically jealous, just
as I would not want Juba defined and designed with Sheik Zubeirs architecture, I would
not want my pages pasted and passages plastered with Shakespeares literature, neither
would I want my messages massaged with Achebes achievers flavours, nor my torturous
tales tailored with Tutuola's tutorials. Yet again, if this is not understandable,
Then, I mean John Donne of the 17th century was purely anglicized whereas John Penn of
the 21st century is poorly anglicized say, surely Sudanized in terms of age and sage. Or
since Art is not a handicraft, but the transmission of feeling the artist has experienced
as Leo Tolstoy still believes it in his grave, I suppose, we must re-invent in this Millen-
nium of ours the additional wheel of art dynamos and circumvent the traditional will of
literature dinosaurs.
That is to say, no copying and pasting for the modern literarily literal gentlemen from
the mediaeval literally literary 'Gentile men', whose descendants are dependants upon
the pleasures of plagiarism, even today, in the name of conventional writing. It should
be noted, however with positive rebellion, that as scientists are struggling freely clued to
golden indicators of their scientific art, artists are straggling strictly glued to olden dicta-
tors of their artistic science. In the all mighty name of the creator of creativity, this repute,
I dispute, I refuse, I diffuse. Amen!
To recap it, a poet, as from Latin 'poeta', French 'poete' and Greek 'poietes', means maker
or creator; in other terms, a producer, not a reproducer. A remote creator, like God who
just called, "Let there be a world, and there was", a poet just calls, "Let there be a word, and
there is." That is why I tuned down many voices of reason like Prof. Lo Liyong's recom-
mendation to first read other poets before writing my own.
I was aloof to implement this complement because a poem is an internal eruption against
external irruption; an emotional vulcanicity that I can only feel from its velocity, that I
cannot define with felicity, and that I cannot derive from complicity by duplicity, a mod-
ern hidden literary complication of duplication.
Therefore, much as Fr. Oryem feels that editing my styles may make them Oryemically
oriented, I harbour the fear that my literati uncle, Taban lo Liyong, could turn my tabloid
taboo terms Tabanic, while Atem's decades of penning experience has its own literary
totems very atomically Atemic. Similarly, I thought, Lugala might be tempted to go
elaborately Lugalaic on my deliberately lugubrious literacy lunacy which, to me, is a
leguminous literary legacy.
And chances are such that if Eiffe was to work on my epic, things might taste Eiffic,
however terrific they turn in their traffic motion through the reader's emotion. Here,
Mr. Penn, this pencil penner, is discussing style, which is as unique as a print of a human
finger or an imprint of a human figure.
Thence, should one in accordance with stanza 1 of Poem VIII misguidedly think I am be-
ing critical and cynical of my mentors mentioned, one would not find any direct expres-
sion of impression or knowledge of acknowledgement for them elsewhere in this volume.
Both my cattle camp and bush school experiences taught me that, for boys, appreciation is
cocooned in bullying just as teaching in teasing. Prove it herein.
All my attitudes; including both gratitude and ingratitude, aptitude and fortitude, recti-
tude and certitude, solitude and solicitude, and the rest of -titude attributes, are spo-
radically but economically, politically but poetically, socially but emotionally sprinkled
throughout the book, especially on chapters like The Horror of Terror in the Era of Error,
The Leftovers, Acknowledged-men, My Selfography, My Selfistory, My Theolosophy, Tender
Addenda in Gender Agenda, and everything of that kind.
However, on the one hand, I owe a sincere apology that a great number of the poems, plus
their introduction which you are now reading, may not make sense to a great number
of readers, not to mention of leaders, especially those Sudanese brothers; those browsers
On the other hand, they owe us an apology that they are unwilling to resort to reading
agro-culture, whose economically returning toil is in turning the soil very fast by burn-
ing the oil very fast. Disguised idleness, be it in digging with metal tools or rigging with
mental tools, is as sinful as an adulatory act of adultery, if not idolatry. Just this, Apostle
Paul seconds in his epistle to Corinthians and Christians that greed and idleness are
forms of idolatry, and to Thessalonians, "If anyone will not work, neither shall he eat" (2
Thessalonians 3:10). Similarly, to the 'salonians' (salon or saloon idlers), if anyone will
not read, neither shall they reap.
And now, according to chapters 11, 12 and 13 of my 'Bible of Poems', the so-called era of
information technology has given birth to an ill literate generation of adultolescents, aged
somewhere between adolescents and adults, whose social career is in adolescent games,
and whose physical carrier is in adult lessened frames. What beautiful frames allergic to
physically taxing engagements!
My great regret is that we, the few enlightened Sudanese, have begun our intellectual lib-
eration movement by putting the cart before the horse. I mean what our over 80-percent
illiterate population wants at once their priority number one at the moment is not the
leisure and pleasure from the postwar anguish to read or ride through many books and
papers, it is the labour and flavour in the anti-war language to read and write many true
books and papers.
The Message thereof, Satanic or Satiric? The said chapters marking the altitudes of and
making my attitudes, like most of the other chapters of my attributes, seem to have
barred or marred Martin Luther King Jr.s appeal to "let us not seek to satisfy our thirst for
freedom by drinking from the cup of bitterness and hatred."
That coincidentally explains why my Christian friend, Diane Beltran of Texas, USA,
wrote to me, I think they are very good, only that they are very deep. I know that many
of the things you have said needed to be said, but I worry a little about Satan attacking
you through bitterness. Dead right, she is!
They are very deep, deep but in the sense that they do not necessarily call for the inter-
vention of a reactionary, save of a dictionary. And, of course, there is bitterness; bitter-
ness for the better-ness of my writing, if not of my fighting, and for the betterment of my
countrymen.
By the way, that is not through Satan; it is through Satire, satire from the sad times of my
bitterly battered background. Therefore, it is noteworthy that my literary Satanism in this
case can also be my literal sarcasm or liberal cynicism in another case. Let note not be
taken in a wrong way.
For doth a fountain send forth both bitter and sweet water at the same place the same
time? wonders The Holy Bible (James 3: 11). Supposing the now-defunct industries,
That said, for our mouth to ingest and upload fresh meals, our stomach must digest and
offload its old filth first. Having, therefore, acknowledged the fact that when I am writing,
I am rioting, why then would Mr. X or Mrs. Somebody not allow me to write bitter this
time in order to write better next time?
Un/fortunately, I may not have the right adjective but I have the right objective, I may not
have the right verb but I have the right verve, I may not have the right grammar but I have
the right drama, or I may not have the right synergy, but I have the right energy to exploit
in the quest, as in the request, for my eventual ride to intellectual rite; the right to write.
For this and other reasons, I beg not to be accused but excused in the process of cycli-
cally eating myself or psychologically easing myself into this book of my mental debris
accumulated undistracted during the Sudanese protracted war of more than two decades
of decadence.
Verify this fact in my feeling towards Aluetluet, our local solitary winter bird, familiar with
its familial weaverbird, that pecks at every peg or anything standing erect, pointing with
its beak as if commenting (in Bor proverb), If I were here, this one would not be here; if
I were there that one would not be there. Symbolically, it refers to that prejudiced critic,
that victim of what I can call 'bibliophobia', that wannabe editor that pecks every fact into
fiction, and every fiction into fact.
Though these poems were and are not edited, I am not referring to genuine editors, fault-
finders; my constructive critics, I am referring to my constrictive critics, my 'general audi-
tors', fact-peckers; not fact-finders but fake finders, when I protest and warn in advance in
Aluetluet Editors, Go to Hell!:
Behold, and beware!
My words are but bullets,
And my soft spot a target of a boy-scorpion,
But it isnt you, and if you, be it you, then.
Bully, reading my bullets from my bulletins,
Thou shall sniff into thy mind enough snuff,
Yet to thy soul sniff the stuff, enoughs enough.
And hate me for it for nothing,
And hit me for it with nothing.
The negative impact positive effect notwithstanding is anticipated as hinted on the last
two lines. Like my other despondent respondents, oblivious of my malicious correspond-
ents, suspicious of my previous ordeals of starving and stabbing, stumping from their
obnoxious deals of kidnapping, billowing from my obvious ideals of whistle-blowing,
the third representative reader, my spiritual mentor, Rev. Nathaniel Bol Nyok, is as well
concerned.
True! Like each chapter, page, verse, or word in any book of The Bible, every chapter,
poem, stanza, line or word in this book of the Parable has its own target. For instance,
the point you are reading on this page may tend to hurt far away from you, but the poem
your counterpart is reading on the other page reflects, without any minus error, the real
you in his or her minds mirror, as it does him or her in yours, me included.
On mere charity for more clarity, try for me this one-minute experiment of experience.
Point at this page. Having pointed, observe the result as follows: the forefinger pointing
at me in my book, the thumb pointing away, and the three fingers pointing back at you
(meaning what?). Meaning that criticism is the mother of editing. So this is the riddle in
the art of criticizing.
To Mr. Aluetluet*, Chinua Achebe re-affirms in his Anthills of the Savannah, "Writers
don't give prescriptions. They give headaches." If so, then I shall have achieved the main
aim of this book: written to hurt; to give heartaches and headaches to whom it may con-
cern! Ironically, it can also give heart 'eggs' to whom it may console. Since my work does
my readers both service and disservice as much as such, to discern what concerns one
calls for the employment of one's sixth sense.
From words of war to war of words: Having gone through bitter experience upon my
mysterious disappearance and reappearance, my wife, Elizabeth Nyiel, and my brother,
Job Anyang and cousin, Michael Alith Ngong, teamed up and directly modified my
friends' concerns and pastors cautions into questions. John, are you aware of the men-
tality of our criticism-allergic folks? she asked, and he reinforced, "Do you know why
most African writers publish their books abroad or while abroad?"
To me, the answer is this question: come on, guys, during your times as liberation com-
mandos, had John Garang de Mabior or any of your frontline commanders ever com-
manded you while sitting in Boston or Bolton?" Of course, no. And if so, then, it needs a
series of serious gallant Garangs of various capacities, home-based and hope-based sacri-
ficial lambs, not scapegoats, to convince the whole world to understand what is wrong in
However, their questions stung and stunned me like the bees that dispersed the Sudan
Peoples' Liberation Armys Jej Ahmr (Red Army) battalion in their ambush between
Torit and Juba in 1993, and like I was asked, back in Omere Minors' Camp in 1994, how
safe I would be on my way to and from the reconnaissance. Such reactions towards the
advancement of my career pose a great deal of conflicts in me in one way, and repose a
great ideal of confidence in me in the other.
So should I buy into their idea to quit writing, and sit writhing with emotions till I grow
up and grow old? If so done, this will make me 'grow down' and grow odd. And not me
alone but along with my budding daredevils of this unique generation. Like a firefly that
flickers on and off in the dead of the dark, I don't just want to 444glow and go, I want to
glow and grow.
In order not to execute those cautions, excuse me to dispute those questions. I have
discovered, therefore to conclude, and, wherefore to include, that though the Sudanese
political and intellectual renaissance is a nonsense to our successively autocratic cliques, a
nuisance to our excessively aristocratic colleagues, it is a nuance of sense to our obses-
sively artistic colleagues.
However, there is one vile virus to this revolutionary rebirth: it is dread, cowardice, fear,
phobia, or any relative to those terms, traumatically instilled in the minds and dramati-
cally inscribed on the souls of our people, by atrocious wars that have raged on under
brutal regimes that have reined in, and under dictatorial leaders that have reigned over
them time immemorial.
To cure this ghostly malady, call it ghastly malaise, it would save a lot more to desist from
asking a warrior, a daredevil patriotically critical and superficially sacrificial as such, how
secure he or she is in the forthcoming head-on collision, for which some political whores
and economic Judases, the crostitutdes according to Poem , are sweating flood and
blood to turn into our national coalition through their personal collusion.
Those questions or cautions, to me and my likes, are not only utterly demoralizing but
also entirely demobilizing. For the same point, from the same poem quoted earlier on,
remember:
Im a retired boy-soldier,
Disarmed of my gun an old AK47,
Re-armed with a pen my new AK47.
It is said, the pen is mightier than the sword.
My word my s-word, a double-edged sword.
For rather I would shout with my tongue or pen,
Nor me neither I would shoot with a *tong or gun.
Since it is inevitable to stop the idea whose timing has matured, I see it our moral duty in
the Sudan to replace the swords of war with words of war, in order to displace wards of
war with wards of wares. Yes, but yet, we must not be only drifting or sifting, but wholly
lifting and shifting, with shrift and thrift, from words of war to war of words, as we forget
the past and forge ahead past the present , through this favourite slogan: Aluta Continua
the struggle continues.
Since Sudan has been suffering hard but is now hardly recovering from cancer of wars
through ulcer of words, I, the expressively ulcerated Sudanese, am suffering from cancer
of words. That is why you will find this slogan not sung with anaemia but with leukaemia
of words, totaling to about or above 66,000 in this poetic volume, just as many as in other
writings of my fighting.
The Literal Message for the Lateral Massage: Eventually, it is my prayer and hope that
The Black Christs of Africa preaches not the usually poetic ghost spell but the hugely
prophetic gospel to you as it has done to me (Poem : My PPPP Dream). Actually, the
me I felt earlier on Day 1 with Poem 1 is different from the me I felt later on Day 333 with
Poem 333 in the 3-year long anthropology of this anthology. From my personal experi-
ence, Literature, especially poetry, is about the daily atmosphere inside and outside an
individual, that is the mood; but the moods in my poems are themselves a mild stage of
the wild state of the stress in Sudan in particular, and the distress in Africa in general.
Precisely, my readers are commonly those who feel or those who are filled with the
spirit of humanity; and rarely those to whom and for whom the poems appeal with the
spread of nationalism.
Actually, having punctually squeezed the first 100 poems into the first 100 days of the
marked deadline between 07-07-07 and 08-08-08, later extended to 09-09-09, I cannot
hoot my own horn that my speed and speech of composing these poems were due to my
having been well groomed in the classroom. No. It was due to having been well confined
in the clash-room; from the clashes within the world within me and within the world
without me.
I was just able to literally find and divine not yet able to literarily divide and define the
moods, tones, themes and styles in me as in the poems. Therefore, you will find most of
the elements in form of songs or lamentations therein, as cited and recited in the samples
of my twin music albums of 'The For $ale Series': Noise for Sale (Poem 100: vii, a) and
Tears for Sale (Poem 100: vii, b).
For instance, when I am rationally dormant, the style is irrationally dominant; when I
am emotionally possessed, the result is a refrain or repetition, and when sentimentally
dumb-founded, you will find rare stylistic devices such as tongue twisters. This is seen
on Chapter 3: The Horror of Terror in the Era of Error, and Chapter 4: The Poly-tricks of
Politics, and so on as you soar on.
Sometimes, I could step out of my own self and view the world in the lenses of a distant
dissident or independent bystander, for example, with compliments or complaints in the
name of Isaac Abu-Izaach (Isaac, the noisemaker) as seen on Chapter 19, which is a series
of short but sharp poems from my afterthought.
Thus bringing me to this conclusion, one may as well call it confusion, that being in
freedom with everything means being at random in anything. This, they call meddling
or muddling. And that, exactly, is my style here; peddling my own feelings by paddling
my own canoe, the real definition of democracy, or the surreal exhibition of 'demo-crazy'
according to Afrocracy (Poem).
Look, for instance, at harmnesty (Poem 5), Of Terradditional God (23), Inno-sent Souldiers
(24), Chols Choldren (68), and My Theolosophy (Chapter 13), plus new words smuggled
into English Language such as poemusician, poemagician, poetician, Pennique(-ic), etc.
Chapter X
This chapter, also known as the Prologue, explores the diversity of introduction and
exploits the advantage of having been the first and the last to get written. Its the biggest
chapter of the book and comprises 10 articles, the first being a dedication. Others include
the table of contents, the table of contacts, which include a copyright and contacts of the
author presented poetically in a dotcom style. Another one is the table of contexts. This
is a glossary of Pennique and younique (unique) terms used in the entire book. Pennique
terms are those concocted by the author whereas younique terms are those viewed by
you, the critic, as eccentric.
The BBCs breaking news announces the arrival of the Black Christ to (South) Africa,
an Apartheid picture depicting a black chief being crucified. It is by historic coincidence
the historical antecedent is but not from which this title was derived. Likewise, the
prophecy against Cush as part of this introduction examines whether the oracle has come
to pass or has to come to pass.
The two consecutive essays, The first word or the foreword and the authors note, The
Signpost, which you are now reading, are the largest poetic discourses in the book, while
the real poems of this chapter, Aluetluet Editors, Go to Hell and Over Hundredfold
SaysPagesDaysAges, tell more about the exegesis and the genesis of the poems in
the collection.
Chapter Y and Z:
Unlike Chapter X, chapter Y, followed by Z, is the smallest chapter in the book. It is just
a poem designed as the opening prayer, composed on my hospital bed after surviving a
week-long ordeal of kidnapping in Kampala, negotiating with God to add me more days.
This chapter corresponds with the last Chapter Z, The Closing Prayer, put at the back of
the book, asking God to deliver us from eve-ill, the evil that may arise from the public
reaction to the content of this or another book, or the one that has befallen us in South-
ern Sudan, Sudan, Africa or the world in that order.
Chapter 1: This chapter is the brainchild of this book. It comprises 18 poems, proceeded
by the title you first saw on the cover of this book, followed by a similar one, and then the
similar ones. It tackles the most complex theme of heroism and nationalism, which are
the order of the day in Sudan in particular and Africa in general.
Chapter 2: An extension of Chapter 1 but in a different genre: letter format, this chapter
blends politics of nationalism with peace, justice, history, religion and nature. It calls
upon political stakeholders of this world to replace confrontation with reconciliation,
conciliation and consolation from the political conflicts resulting into or from civil wars
and terrorism of the contemporary era.
And the other seven poems following reflects the opposite, the imposition of horror and
terror from bad politics or leadership, and the opposition thereof. Chapter three is pre-
sented in speeches, biblical versions and visions, victims monologues and soliloquiesgo
to page . and attend and watch. Watch out! It is pure politics! You may take side!
Chapters 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20
In other words, a faith survivor mysterious I have been totally dependent on God, and
Mama Nature. Thanks to the plants of green leaves, the trees of wild but succulent fruits
and roots of the bushes of southern Sudan and northern Uganda. And thanks to people,
people whose list alone needs another book like this. Gracefully and gratefully, these
poems are due to:
Emmanuel J. Christ
He or she or it
That is lain
And slain
For free
For me
Sincerely, I cannot tamper with the too many individual names of such Emmanuels, the
(f)actors who (in)directly invested either meagerly or majorly in my head, now being
harvested with this and other, and another book. I can still recall names such as my
mothers Keth Bathou, the first to sacrifice her all and last savings, which is the first and
last contribution to my school fees from my family member or family income, a coin of 10
Sudanese Pounds, barely a tenth of a dollar then, for my pencil.
This 10-pence budget, which I won for my inspiring pen , was initially debated and betted
for buying one loaf of bread for my younger brother, one leaf of ostrich feather for my
elder brother or one leaf of tobacco for my elderly father in 1990. More names are in my
debts gallery, like of Dan Callery, a solitary American businessman who, for God-knows
reasons, came to Africa during the times it rained fire and brimstone on Sudan, just to
lose thousands of dollars of his business fortune to education-thirsty lost boys wander-
ing in South Sudan and East Africa, among them me.
The names are too many to mention. That is why, in advance, I regret excluding names of
my friends in deeds and my friends in needs. For this reason, if I mentioned Peter Atem
Ngor of Rhino Stars, Philip Makhor Majak, Nhial Titt Nhial and his colleagues of the
New Sudan Vision news website, then all the rest who contributed in either funding or
founding my latent talent may feel cheated.
For all the names I have regrettably excluded in The Black Christs of Africa, I hereby
pledge to incredibly and indelibly include in my Black Cries for Africa, (not The Black
Cries of Africa, poem 33 but) an anthology of names published in my best wishes and my
daily prayers to heaven.
J.P. de Ngong
Juba, South Sudan
07-07-0709-09-09
Im a retired boy-soldier,
Disarmed of my gun an old AK47,
Re-armed with a pen my new AK47.
It is said, the pen is mightier than the sword,
My word my s-word, a double-edged sword.
For rather I would shoot with my tongue and pen,
Nor me neither I would shoot with a tong and gun.
* * Aluetluet is a Sudanese native bird of the weaver family that pecks every peg
in a garden or a cattle camp and seems to suggest, Were I here, this one would not be
here.
Reviewers are usually people who would have been poets, historians, biographers,if
they could; they have tried their talents at one or the other, and have failed; therefore they
turn critics.
Actually, having punctually squeezed the first 100 poems into the first 100 days of the
marked deadline between 07-07-07 and 08-08-08, I cannot hoot my own horn that my
speed and speech of composing these poems was due to my having been well groomed in
the classroom.
John Penn de Ngong (The Signpost: Author's Notes, The Black Christs of Africa)
Chapter Y
Matt. 7:7
If I could,
O Lord of life,
request you
to lend me alive
some few more days,
for some free mere says;
Since a day
means a poem,
a day a point,
a day a posit,
a day a post,
in my lifetime;
To write
a thousand more poems,
a thousand more points;
to put right
a thousand more minds,
a thousand more souls.*
* I do not want to die...until I have faithfully made the most of my talent and
cultivated the seed that was placed in me until the last small twig has grown.
Chapter 1
The Hero can be Poet, Prophet, King, Priest or what you will, according to the kind of
world he finds himself born into.
* I dont mind if my life goes in the service of the nation. If I die today every drop of
my blood will invigorate the nation.
Indira Gandhi (1917 - 1984)
Indian Prime Minister.
Said the night before she was assassination
* The struggle for black freedom has been tied to their history by cords of anguish
and rivers of blood.
Vincent Harding (1931 - )
U.S. historian.
The Other American Revolution
A practical Pastor,
Who preached the message of unity
And peace on the podium of rigidity
In the stadium of dignity.
A dogmatic Doctor,
Who prescribed medicines of freedom
Against injustice and serfdom
With our own toil on our own soil.
A firm farmer,
Who sowed seeds of prosperity,
And self-determination for posterity, Against illegitimate inheritance of our
With a nuclear tractor. Mother.
* That new saint, than whom nothing purer or more brave was ever led by love of
men into conflict and death...will make the gallows glorious like the cross.
Attributed to Ralph Waldo Emerson (1803 - 1882)
U.S. poet and essayist.
Referring to John Browns execution.
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Poem 4
Nailson Mandela
Abandoned, the Blacks became abundant and
Redundant. He saw them resorting to their socio-economic
Idol worshipping as they were damn
Idle. Yet their miserable life that had
Cordoned them off into their health-gagged ghettos (was)
Condoned by their overwhelmingly wealth-gagged geckos.
* I will never ask for amnesty. Not now, not tomorrow, not after tomorrow.
PW Botha, June 1999, Truth and Reconciliation Commission (of South Africa).
Of our Holocaust
Hello, hero,
Hello heroine,
Never yet give in.
Let's fight on, on, on
Pick not that hot money,
It won't buy us that honey
For which now we are dying,
leave behind everything lying,
For should we err and give up,
We'll drink bitter the Wrath's cup
Of the holocaust of our hollow cause.*
* I herewith commission you to carry out all preparations with regard to...a total
solution of the Jewish question, in those territories of Europe which are under German
influence.
Hermann Goering (1893 - 1946)
German Nazi leader, July 31, 1941.
Written order sent to Reinhard Heydrich, deputy chief of the SS.
Rat-a-tat-tat!
Fire they,
The hot gang,
At them too timid,
Who lie in burrows with rabbits.
* I dont know what effect these men will have on the enemy, but, by God, they
frighten me.
Attributed to Duke of Wellington (1769 - 1852)
Irish-born British general and prime minister, 1810.
* Once plagued with a tragic sense of inferiority resulting from the effects of slavery
and segregation, the Negro has now been driven to reevaluate himself. He has come to feel
that he is a somebody. With this new sense of somebodiness and self-respect, a new Negro
has emerged with a new determination to achieve freedom and human dignity whatever
the cost maybe.
Martin Luther King, Jr.
The Testament of Hope.
* The object of war is not to die for your country but to make the other bastard die for
his.
General George Patton (1885 1945)
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Poem 12
Goons of Boons
Yes, go ahead; push me,
Load onto my head even three,
Only when doing it for my good.
Even if I'm working with no food,
As I'm trudging on bare foot,
Yes, kick me with your boot.
"Alah! arah, move! Boy, you are too young to ask why and know where you are carrying
this. Soon you will," said a Sudan Peoples' Liberation Army's freedom fighter of the Lion
Battalion to this poet as he was being herded and loaded with boxes of explosives from
his village in 1986. Four years later, he was able to know and join them in the bush.
Poem 13
Our Nation-all Anthem
O God, the Almighty Creator,
Who had us shown how to own this world,
Having us sown into the southern half of the Sudan,
We adore you who adorned us with flood of blood,
For which we priced our piece of earth out of hearth,
Freedom Anthem
*
Boulders off shoulders.
* Brute force, no matter how strongly applied, can never subdue the basic human
desire for freedom.
Dalai Lama
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Freedom Rosary
Jesus Christ,
pray for us sinners.
Mother Mary,
pray for us toddlers.
Prophet Moses,
pray for us liberators.
Martin Luther King,
pray for us slaves.
Pope John Paul,
pray for us believers.
George Washington,
pray for us leaders.
Mother Theresa,
pray for us orphans.
Rosa Parks,
pray for us heroines.
John Garang,
pray for us heroes.
Fr. Saturino Lahore,
pray for us martyrs.
Nelson Mandela,
pray for us prisoners.*
* There is in this world no such force as the force of a person determined to rise. The
human soul cannot be permanently chained.
W. E. B. DuBois
* The truth for which we are killed is this: the salt of our land, soil like salt
We are not sojourners pillaging a foreign land/ we are the real owners of the country.
The soil which has taken our blood, will mend our wounds/the land will come to our rescue;
Is there a soil which does not know its owner?/The country resembles us
Let us call upon God to join us on earth/God who created human kind and gave each their
own land,
And created boundaries upon the earth/so that we become free by ourselves/now and forever,
and ever.
A revolutionary hymn by Mary Aluel Garang,
Translated by Rev. Marc R. Nikkel (1955 2000)
Dinka Christianity (Paulines Publications Africa, 2001)
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Poem 16
Poem 17
The stupid neither forgive nor forget; the naive forgive and forget; the wise forgive but do
not forget.
Thomas Szasz (1920 - )
Hungarian-born U.S. psychiatrist.
The Second Sin, "Personal Conduct"
I am Mr. Obama.
Come out of the bush.
I am no longer Mr. Bush.
My other names are Hussein Barack,
My other aims are not in the Barrack,
Alternatively meaning blessings or Baraka.
But watch out, it also sounds like barracker!
* If I was the head of a country that lost a war, and I had to sign a peace treaty,
just as I was signing Id glance over the treaty and then suddenly act surprised. Wait a
minute! I thought WE won! Jack Handey
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To Tutu
My dear friend, Tito Tutu,
Where is our bro, Kuwa Kuku?
Now, I do share my tukul with Tuku,
And so do Dudu and her brother Duku.
Remember how nostalgic and strategic the hills of Kakwa and Kuku!
Did you hear? I crossed to the immediate land of Juju and met Tuju.
* Think no more of it, John; you are only a child who has had evil counsellors.
Richard I (1157 - 1199)
English monarch.
Said at his reconciliation, at Lisieux in May 1194, with his brother John, who had at-
tempted to overthrow him while he was held prisoner in Germany (1193-1194).
Oops sorry
For the demotion!
Col. O, do you recall me?
Oooo! in my class!
Red Army with AK47 in your left,
And the AK48 or pen in your right,
A class monitor and a platoon leader.
I was your history teacher.
This is to certify
That the Sultan of Militialand,
And all his men of valour,
* When a King has Dethrond himself and put himself in a state of War with his
People, what shall hinder them from prosecuting him who is no King?
John Locke (1632 - 1704)
English philosopher.
Second Treatise on Civil Government
Your Ex-cellency,
From Commander-in-Chief,
The Armed Salvation of the Kingdom of Civilland.
* The great battleground for the defense and expansion of freedom today is the
whole southern half of the globe...Their revolution is the greatest in human history. They seek
an end to injustice, tyranny, and exploitation. More than an end, they seek a beginning.
John Fitzgerald Kennedy (1917 - 1963)
U.S. president.
Supplementary State of the Union Address
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* If a man should rob me of my money, I can forgive him; if a man should shoot at
me, I can forgive him; if a man should sell me and all my family to a slave ship, so that we
should pass all the rest of our lives in slavery in the West Indies, I can forgive him; but if a
man takes away the character of the people of my country, I never can forgive him.
* How about those people? How about those guys? How about those ones? How
about those other guys I see with their heads wedged among aliens? How will they be? Will
they not have their testicles sliced off like the proverbial man who had wedged his head into
the elephants (carcass) stomach? Better, better the elephant hunter, for he avenged himself
with his sharp spear? How about you, what will you avenge yourselves with? Eh, count me
out if!
Akutkuei Music Group.
How About Those Ones? (Translated from Dinka by the author).
** Is it possible that my people live in such awful conditions?...I tell you, Mr Wheat-
ley, that if I had to live in conditions like that I would be a revolutionary myself.
George V (1865 - 1936)
British monarch.
On being told Mr. Wheatleys life story.
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Your Ex-cellencies,
Re: Reaction to the project United States of Africa
We do not attend your chronic Africa summits
With you in the conference halls,
We do attend 'em in camera holes,
And we know every idea each politician submits.
Be it by birth,
Or be it for berth,
No one, amongst us,
Wants to be a citizen of US.
Maybe in America,
But not here in Africa.
Can a man, Dinka, marry a Mandinka?
Or an*
Abdalla be a vice president to a Dandala?
* The multitude which is not brought to act as a unity, is confusion. That unity
which has not its origin in the multitude is tyranny.
Blaise Pascal (French Mathematician, Philosopher and Physicist, 1623 1662)
* In any country there must be people who have to die. They are the sacrifices any
nation has to make to achieve law and order.
Field Marshal Idi Amin Dada (1925? - 2003
Uganda soldier and politician (Dictator: 1971 1979).
Dear Emma,
Am writin 2 u 2day,
Coz u r ma buddy,
Not socially,
But spiricially.
U r da son of Godfree,
And Mr. Goddy is da Dad
For dat and dis
Nigger, Mzungu & Jallabba alike.
So Hes ma daddy,
And U r ma bro,
Not biologically,
But biblically.
Hello Emmy,
Am writin 2 u dis very day
Cos of da mobs of probs,
A damn lynch mob against me.
Am in shits 4 scool fees,
Am damned dead with petty jobs,
Bitches are sorts of cheatin witches,
Am f***ed up with dis lyfe.
Wazzup with u, guy?
Do somethin 4 me, man.
Yo buddy is gonna kick da bucket!
Wha can I do? *
Come on Chris,
Am writin 2 u every day,
Look how wacky da world is:
Like magnetic poles attractin @ other,
Lis-bitches licking @ others,
Gay guys aiming @ each others hole
* Ali asked me to look for an angel to head the Abyei Commission. I gave him
Michael, he refused, I gave him Gabriel, he refused This time, I may give him a Lucifer,
instead!
Dr. Riek Machar Teny, Vice President, Government of Southern Sudan, complaining to a
Norwegian envoy about the relectance of NCPs Ali Osman Taha on the CPA implemen-
tation. May 10, 2010.
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Bye-bye Bro-buddy,
Your friend, Biggie Pennie,
Is penning off here.
But b4 I quit dis page,
The last request:
Pliz, 4give me,
And 4get not me,
Either in hell here,
Or in Para-dice there.
Yours sinseverely,
* Its not that Im afraid to die, I just dont want to be there when it happens.
Woody Allen
Merry Christmess!
I,I,I
this
Xmas
am thus
at this end
glad to spend
not, but to send
You this fruity tree;
I am sending for free,
In the name of The Big Three.
Reminder: this is called Christmas,
Be very careful lest you call it Christmess!
As others go to church, others go to maze or mess.
Get set for a holy mass on the birthday of Jesus Christ.
Whoever shall use or misuse it will in a big way be surprised!
Come such is a big day by which you will in any way be recognized.
In other words, I insist, not by Christmess you enter my feathery heart.
In other worlds, I intercede that by Christmas you enter my Fatherly Hut,
But not without prior warning lest on an opaque mind thou shall be hurt!
This is the season in which every creation puts their neck in the noose;
when from the year's toil trying to snooze
Or from the year's spoil trying to booze.
But the magi will think of a special gift;
Then, of their age, a balance of the shift.
Oh, the world is rocking us by age adrift!
To my dear Christlets, I wish you a very Merry Christmas.
To my busybodies, I wish you all a very cheery Chris' mass.
To my boozy buddies, I wish you all a very cherry Christmess.
Alas! And of course, for your souvenir, it's just happing near here.
At last, to all of you brethrens in the Lord, Amen a very Happy New Year,
With a permanent firmament over a firm foundation that henceforth shall never shear!*
* It was deemed a disgrace not to get drunk at Christmas; and he was regarded as
lazy indeed, who had not provided himself with the necessary means, during the year, to get
whiskey enough to last him through Christmas.
Frederick Douglass (1817? - 1895)
U.S. abolitionist, writer, and orator.
Narrative of the Life of Frederick Douglass, an American Slave
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After all that has just passed all the lives taken, and all the possibilities and
hopes that died with them it is natural to wonder if America's future is one
of fear. Some speak of an age of terror. I know there are struggles ahead, and
dangers to face. But this country will define our times, not be defined by them.
As long as the United States of America is determined and strong, this will not be
an age of terror; this will be an age of liberty, here and across the world.
Great harm has been done to us. We have suffered great loss. And in our grief
and anger we have found our mission and our moment. Freedom and fear are
at war. The advance of human freedom the great achievement of our time, and
the great hope of every time now depends on us. Our nation this generation
will lift a dark threat of violence from our people and our future. We will rally
the world to this cause by our efforts, by our courage. We will not tire, we will
not falter, and we will not fail.
* Footnote: Excerpts from The Daily Monitor, Uganda, November 28, 2006,
As adapted from Sunday Times, South Africa, August 18, 1985.
By any sensible standard, this war should be stopped, Hamdi agreed. Personal and political
greed is all that stands between us and peace. John Garang doesnt want to settle for the
south. He wants to be the supreme leader of Sudan. But the politics of this country will not
allow him to be the supreme leader, for the same reason the minister smiled confidently
that Jesse Jackson will never be the supreme leader of USA. He sighed again. But the
southerners will not admit this. They have a dream which blinds them to the situation, and
they just go on fighting against all the odds. Well, some of them know better. We are talking
to them. John Garang does not have everyone in the south. There are the Nuer.
Deborah Scroggins
Emmas War (pp. 212 213)
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Sad-damn Hussein They will not flee from death, but
(Revelation IX & XIV) Death will flee from them
Fallen, fallen, fallen! (Yes, in their suicide attacks
Shouts the doom angel In the name of God)
Fallen, the great city of Babylon The God that is not inscribed on their fore-
That seduced all the nations heads
And made them drunk The One that is prescribed on their false head
With her passionate immorality. The One that they subscribe to with their
falsehood
Alas, Saddam Hussein!
Its no surprise Do you remember watching the day?
From the day I saw The date the locust was unleashed?
The forever idolized statue, The metal battle horses:
The maneuvred monument - gold-crowned
Of the Great King of Babylon - human-faced
Grumbling, crumbling face-down, - woman-haired
The day I saw the long foretold vision lion-toothed
Live on the tele-vision, iron-armored
The day I read that biblical stanza: chariot-winged
scorpion-tailed
The fifth angel blowing his trumpet of terror torture-oriented
The star falling to the earth from the sky destroyer-minded
And opened the bottomless pit
Where forth the smoke poured out That is the first terror from the fifth trumpet
As though from the huge furnace Then the sixth angel blew his trumpet,
When the sun blurred blood-red Instructed to release their four comrades,
And the moon smiled scarlet Bound at the great River Euphrates,
And the wind blew soot Timed for this hour, day, month, year,
To kill one-third of the population
When the locust from the soots With an army of 200 thousand thousand
With desert boots and dark suits mounted legion
Or maroon marine suits Besides the horse riders;
Descended on humanity Armored:
And stung a scorpion sting fire-red
Not only on glass and grass sky-blue
But strictly on people: sun-yellow
People with no God in their words And their horses had lion heads;
People with neo-God in their worlds Spitting:
People with new God on their swords - fire
Not to be coffinned forever, but - smoke
To be scorpioned for five months. - sulphur
They will seek death, but From their mouths and their snake-head tails.
Death will not see them Saint Johns spiri-vision versus Penn Johns
Says the Holy Book, tele-vision features,
You were:
Smuggled into the dungeon
Smoked out of the dungeon
Prosecuted in high dudgeon
Persecuted on gullible gallows
Banked in your abuse abyss
To give away your demon-crazy
To give a way to our democracy.
* Footnote: Excerpts from two chapters of the Holy Bible, Revelation 9: 121; 14:8
For the time being, Sudan was forgotten. But Khartoums decision to side with Saddam
Hussein was to have far-reaching consequences first for Southern Sudan, then for the rest
of the world. For several years the Sudan government has been openly calling its war on the
south a jihad. At a conference held on 21 April 1991, Turabi invited Islamists from Around
the world to join him in attacking the wider Crusade Zionist Conspiracy. Veterans of the
anti-Soviet war in Afghanistan began pouring into northern Sudan by the hundreds. Bin
Laden had been flying in and out of Sudan on his Gulfstream G-8 jet since 1989. In 1991 he
left Saudi Arabia for Khartoum. Turabi welcomed him with a lavish reception, announcing
that the great Islamic investor would henceforth be a member of the NIF (National Islamic
Front). Bin Laden reciprocated by announcing a $5 million donation to Turabis party.
Deborah Scroggins
Emmas War.
But we do it otherwise.
My father and siblings,
Are still in their eternal sleep deep down.
Never like Jesus have they resurrected all whole,
And said farewell through their firewall
On their way up one day.
* Khartoum, she said, was bombing the refugees as they walked north-west of
Sobat river. Army plane had also bombed Nasir and its hospital on 14 May and again on
15 May (1991). Thirty-six people were dead. Dozens more were wounded
The whole air stank. It was just nothing like the only form of life was sort of buzzards and
stray dogs. And just everywhere were dead cows, dead people, people hanging upside down
in trees, Alastair later told me. They had to keep driving off the road to avoid all the bodies.
They saw three children tied up together with their heads smashed in. they saw disembow-
elled women. Alastair took pictures. At Bor, the huts were still smouldering. They had to
cover their faces to breathe inside the hospital where Bernadette Kumar had once operated.
A soldiers body was rotting inside, and the floors were heaped with the cattle carcasses.
Deborah Scroggins
Emmas War (Page 260)
Bor Massacres, 1991.
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Sheltering in a coffin
Rain, from a sky cloudless,
Onto a camp not crowdless;
when it rumbled,
everything tumbled
over a mole hole,
a relief from the role
of burying them again,
for that was their gain.
* Dozens of children broke from their hootches to run in toward the focus of our
landing, the pilot laughing and saying, Vietnam, man, bomb em and feed em, bomb em
and feed em.
Michael Herr (1940-)
U.S. writer.
Dispatches
What a misfortune,
To be born of you,
O! You cannibal Mother,
Infested with landmines
In their immortal hibernation,
Waiting, waiting for the limbs of my grandson.
Watch out!
Of human weeds,
Pests, parasites
Ogres, ghouls, ghosts;
* The only defence is in offence, which means that you have to kill more women and
children more quickly than the enemy if you want to save yourselves.
Stanley Baldwin (1867 - 1947)
British prime minister.
Hansard, Speech
Mr. Shadow
Im the man, the man he dogs.
Hes the man which dogs me.
My forger is no man,
For he fakes me.
A man is that independent,
But a dog is thus dependent.
Even when am going to answer
Though he copies me, My natures call,
He doesnt cope with me. He dogs me there,
He vaguely photocopies me, But hes un-there
Using natural light, In the call booth.
For he dreads the dark side,
Of the world, When I am dogging my Heart,
Yet he threads the backside He is dogging me unto her in the fog.
Of me even if walled. Bogging our love down in the bog.
In all my wordiness,
Hes not my relative, Hes all but wordless,
Hes not my adjective, For hes under-tongued,
Hes not my objective, So Im his mouthpiece.
Hes not me, But hes not my mind peace.
Yet he yearns to be me. Only to me he attaches,
Never will he achieve me, And only me he touches,
For Im me, Yet I cannot touch him.
Or hes he. The man which dogs me
Is untouchable;
He dogs me in open places; Hes attachable.
Yes he lodges in open nests,
Yet he dodges openness. Will Mr. Shadow
Escort me to the grave?
*
* There is a ghost/That eats handkerchiefs;/It keeps you company/On all your trav-
els.
Christian Morgenstern (1871 - 1914)
German poet.
Gespenst
We were afraid of the dead because we never could tell when they might show up again.
Jamaica Kincaid (1949 - )
Antiguan-born U.S. novelist, short-story writer, and journalist.
Annie John
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Of Terradditional God!
Die-hards in their herds
Are booked for paradise
For dying
In the mighty will
Of Terradditional God.
* The introduction of religious passion into politics is the end of honest politics, and
the introduction of politics into religion is the prostitution of true religion.
Lord Hailsham (British Lawyer and Politician, 1872 1950)
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Their senders
Fear the thunders
Of the fiery hurricane
That engulfs every hurrying Cain.
God,
forgive your soldiers.
Allah,
forget your souldiers.
* More people have been slaughtered in the name of religion than for any other
single reason. That, my friends, that is true perversion.
Harvey Milk
* But under heavy loads of trampled clay/Lie bodies of the vampires full of blood/
Their shrouds are bloody and their lips are wet.
W. B. Yeats (1865 - 1939)
Irish poet and playwright.
The Winding Stair and Other Poems, Oil and Blood
The British had no way of knowing it, but the candles and the soap were made from the fat
of rendered Jews and Gypsies and fa
Chapter 4
J. Penn de Ngong
The Signpost (Intro to this book)
* The Babelization of great capitals and their cultural relativism are to me the
unmistakeable sign of modernity.
Juan Goytisolo (1931 - )
Spanish novelist and essayist.
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* One of the saddest lessons of history is this: If weve been bamboozled long enough,
we tend to reject any evidence of the bamboozle. The bamboozle has captured us. Once you
give a charlatan power over you, you almost never get it back.
Carl Sagan.
They do cross,
And crisscross,
* Whoever wishes to avoid becoming dizzy must try to find out the swings law of
motion. We seem to be faced with a pendulum movement in history, swinging from absolut-
ism to democracy, from democracy back to absolute dictatorship.
Arthur Koestler,
Darkness at Noon.
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* It is only natural that old people would have to go, but the problem is that there is
a young man who is too impatient to wait for me.
Mahathir bin Mohamad (1925 - )
Malaysian prime minister.
Complaining about his chief political rival, young Tengku Razaleigh.
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Poem 46
Married to Mr. America!
Hi boys,
Touch me not,
Am old-ready married,
Married to Mr. America!
And since Mr. America
Is the policeman of all men,
The husband of all husbands,
I, I Mrs. Amer,
Wife to Mr. America,
Am the deputy husband
Of the supreme husband,
Of the interim husbands,
Of the wise wives,
Married not to America.
If America sneezes, the whole world catches the colds.
Old imperial adage
That soil that has fossilized all our kith and kin
Has evolved from Sahara, to Sahel, to Sahell Republic.*
* Here it is that humanity achieves for itself both perfection and brutalization, that
civilization produces its wonders, and that civilized man becomes again almost a savage.
Alexis de Tocqueville (1805 - 1859)
French writer and politician, July 2, 1835.
Referring to Manchester, England.
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In Confucian Confusion
Above, the giraffes are fighting.
Below, the grass is suffering.
Caught in between
Two ideological bulls,
Between bloc A and B,
In an ideological confusion
Of communism versus capitalism,
Of socialism versus fundamentalism.
Of our substance
For our subsistence:
Peace and freedom
Education and religion
Woe to us, the underdogs,
Of the Chameleon Kingdom.
On a pool table
Are four colours
For the six holed continental corners.
The whole game among the Three is only about the Black,
About who will remain on the pool-table by the end of the tournament,
About who will prove powerful to control and shoot into the blank the Black,
So much so that the victor is the one to doctor all the affairs of the government.*
In Grammar,
Of course because there is no law.
Everything is contrarily opposite.
Indeed, if the opposite of Con is Pro,
Then why conned to believe that Constitution
Is not the composite opposite of Prostitution?
In fact,
In English, we're so drowned in words and sounds
To the extent of pronouncing drawn drown
Or mispronouncing down dawn,
And interchanging draught with drought!
* I probably wouldnt have a big problem, but the Mexicans come here with their
language you dont understand. I dont have no problem with foreign people come in, at
least (if) they talk right They should speak English or get out.
Mike Arnold.
* I dont want any yes-men around me. I want everybody to tell me the truth even if
it costs them their jobs.
Attributed to Samuel Goldwyn (1882 - 1974)
Polish-born U.S. film producer.
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* Then was Nebuchadnezzar full of fury, and the form of his visage was changed
against Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego: therefore he spake, and commanded that they
should heat the furnace one seven times more than it was wont to be heated.
King James Bible
Daniel 3:19
Whenever I vote
In whatever I devote
Wherever I rejoice
In my choice,
I vote to voice
Out all my rights
Now rotting in my throat.
This time will ne'er be fought
For as ever sorted out in the fights.
Here and now, I'm to vote
For to what I devote.
To devote by vote to my choice
Is to divorce my boss with my voice.
Just let me choose
Between the cock and the goose,
With an agenda of gender on the gander,
To end their proper propaganda,
That I'm unable to rule myself
Regardless of my placing this book on their shelf.*
* Let Blair and the British government take note and listen. Zimbabwe is for Zim-
babweans. Our people are overjoyed, the land is ours. We are now the rulers and owners of
Zimbabwe... Keep your Britain and I keep my Zimbabwe.
Robert Gabriel Mugabe, President of Zimbabwe.
Speech to ZANU-PF Congress, 5 December 2003.
Chapter 5
How many questions arise in this place! Constantly the question comes up: Where was
God in those days? Why was he silent? How could he permit this endless slaughter, this
triumph of evil?
My vile village,
Popular for wattle villas,
Populated vainly by mild villeins,
Hunted and haunted by wild villains.
Or the Anya-nya?
The Maji-Maji?
The Mau-Mau?
The Mai-Mai?
The Janja-Weeds?
The Tong-Tongs?
The Kamajos?
The Ninjas?
* The question tonight, as I understand it, is The Negro Revolt, and Where Do
We Go From Here? or What Next? In my little humble way of understanding it, it points
toward either the ballot or the bullet.
Malcolm X (1925 - 1965)
U.S. African American activist.
Comment
* A nation trying to tax itself into prosperity is like a man standing in a bucket and
trying to pull himself up by the handles.
Sir Winston Churchill,
Former British Prime Minister (journalist, soldier & writer).
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* You know your ship has come in when you get your name on your own garbage
can. And your own shovel.
Mike Rowe
My son, God!
* Today, we call the People of Kenya to prayer and repentance. God is not happy with us.
We have sinned against God! The tribal hatred among us is at an all time high. We have neglected the
poor, the needy and aliens among us. We have oppressed the widows and orphans. Pride has replaced
the fear of God in our hearts. We have not loved our neighbours as we love ourselves. Instead, we have
despised and hated our neighbours
Kenya religious leaders message during the National Prayer Day, KICC, 19 Feb. 2009.
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My Breath Cancer!
* States like these, and their terrorist allies, constitute an axis of evil, arming to
threaten the peace of the world.
George W. Bush (1946 - )
U.S. governor and president, January 29, 2002.
Referring to Iraq, Iran, and North Korea.
State of the Union address
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* Negritude is the sum total of the values of the civilization of the African world. It
is not racialism, it is culture.
Lopold Senghor (1906 - 2001)
Senegalese president, poet, and intellectual, 1962.
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Born to bear
Why I was born?
* Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see the shadow. Its what sunflow-
ers do.
- Helen Keller
* Sudan became just another example of a resource-rich country torn by war and
mass povertyanother case of natural resource curse (Stiglitz 2006). The resource curse
cannot be eliminated without a development process that combines growth with equity and
quality of life and without the appropriate structures to govern the development process. This
is more easily said than done in the case of Sudan.
N. Shanmugaratnam
Post-war Development and the Land Questions in South Sudan
Norwegian University of Life Sciences (UMB)
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This is our hope. This is the faith with which I return to the South. With this faith we
will be able to hew out of the mountain of despair a stone of hope. With this faith, we
will be able to transform the jangling discords of our nation into a beautiful symphony
of brotherhood. With this faith we will be able to work together, to pray together, to
struggle together, to go to jail together, to stand up for freedom together, knowing that
we will be free one day.
This election had many firsts and many stories that will be told for generations. But
one that's on my mind tonight's about a woman who cast her ballot in Atlanta. She's a
lot like the millions of others who stood in line to make their voice heard in this elec-
tion except for one thing: Ann Nixon Cooper is 106 years old.
She was born just a generation past slavery; a time when there were no cars on the road
or planes in the sky; when someone like her couldn't vote for two reasons -- because
she was a woman and because of the color of her skin. When there was despair in the
dust bowl and depression across the land, she saw a nation conquer fear itself with a
New Deal, new jobs, a new sense of common purpose.
Yes we can.
Barack Obama
This is your victory
Victory speech on Nov 5. 2008. Chicago, Illinois.
Yeah we can!
* Youve seen that Blacks cannot rule themselves. Give them guns and they will kill
each other. They are good at nothing but making noise, dancing, marrying many wives, and
indulging in sex
Does any one of you believe that the Blacks can rule this country?
P.W. Botha
Former President of the Republic of South Africa
National Address Speech
August 18, 1985.
(See: Croco-dialed Tears: Tributes to P.W. Botha; poem page )
* The Black man is a symbol of poverty, mental inferiority, laziness, and emotional
incompetence
We are not paying those people to help bring Black babies to this world but to eliminate
them from the very delivery moment.
Pieter Willem Botha,
President of South Africa (from 1984 1989)
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* My heart burned within me with indignation and grief; we could think of nothing
else. All night long we had but little sleep, waking up perpetually to the sense of a great shock
and grief. Everyone is feeling the same. I never knew such a universal feeling.
Elizabeth Gaskell (1810 - 1865)
British novelist.
Referring to the assassination of Abraham Lincoln.
Letter to C. E. Norton
I aint me!
Am not me.
I dont feel
The real me in me,
Neither him in me,
Nor her in me.
I find nothing
In me nobody.
Im not what am.
Alone, Im non-present.
I feel not today even today,
I seek not tomorrow,
I see only yesterday:
Pushing thru the bushes,
Marching in the mashes,
Dodging bullets of the bullies,
Or getting bogged down in the fog.
When I am thinking,
Well I am singing and sinking,
Sinking into the abyss of yesteryears,
Thinking every dominating agenda a lot, aloud,
With each point nominated by my forefinger, and
Seconded by the silent nod, nod not from the heart,
For passersby to note with smiles for miles,
That Im only conversing, debating and quarreling with me,
But not peacefully converging with the entire, inner me.
I aint me!......
Am in the lectures with half-me,
With the other me all ready in the leisures,
Or fantasizing in my todays future:
Combing thru papers for seven-digit salaried jobs,
Or somewhere, after graduation, teaching another class
The very lessons being taught me in this class.
Or setting up a big, big busyness here and there,
Using the honours degree I attained thru this institution next year.
When I am in church,
I am not in charge, of the same self.
My prayers get preyed on by daydreams,
Blocking them from reaching heaven,
Locking them up in this hell-bound haven.
Come the time for the sermons,
Im delivering my own besides the Simons,
Already ahead of my fellow faithful,
Exploring the universality of paradise and hell,
All in my small university above my shoulders held.*
* Depression always occurs within a social context. Relationships, work, poverty, hopes,
children, parents and so on, can all play some role in the generation of a depressive
episode.
Lewis Wolpert (1929 - )
British biologist and writer.
Malignant Sadness
To hope is to have
Hope is to wealth
As happiness is to health.
Yesteryear I was hopeless.
Yesterday I was helpless.
Today I am hapless.
Tomorrow Ive happiness.
* When there was despair in the dust bowl and depression across the land, she saw
a nation conquer fear itself with a New Deal, new jobs, a new sense of common purpose.
Yes we can.
Barack Obama
This is your victory
Victory speech on Nov 5. 2008. Chicago, Illinois.
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* Theres a certain part of the contented majority who love anybody who is worth a
billion dollars.
John Kenneth Galbraith
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My Nirvana in Havana
Here I sigh high,
Draw nigh, say hi,
To my hard old days
Of menu of mash or belilah
Served by my enemy's Delilah;
Of sitting on seats but seesaw,
Of snoring on mattressed straw,
And walking the earth on unshod sole,
In the bush with one heart one solo soul;
* When this countrys livelihood improves tomorrow, the day the SPLA bride is
married, she will be bought her utensils, adorned in jersey; she will go shopping in a car
while residing in her storey-building...Oh God, Father, let us capture our country!
A verse from one of the dream songs by a morale-boosting SPLA freedom fighter in the bush.
Translated from Dinka (Bor)
* There are moments in history when brooding tragedy and its dark shadows can be
lightened by recalling great moments of the past.
Indira Gandhi (1917 - 1984)
Indian prime minister.
Letter to U.S. president Richard Nixon
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Disruption of Corruption
It should be defined
It should be defined
It shouldnt be refined
It shouldnt be divined.
It erupts,
It disrupts,
It interrupts;
Like pregnancy
In its stagnancy,
Its malignancy
Is the enemy
Of our economy,
Of our autonomy.
Its a dis-ease,
A deadly disease,
Of no cease for decease.
An ulcer,
A cancer,
A canker*
* The world is divided into people who do things and people who get the credit. Try,
if you can, to belong to the first class. Theres far less competition.
Dwight Whitney Morrow (1873 - 1931)
U.S. diplomat and politician.
Letter to his son
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* I called off his players names as they came marching up the steps behind him ...
All nice guys. Theyll finish last. Nice guys. Finish last.
Leo Durocher (1905 - 1991)
U.S. baseball player.
Remark at a baseball field, July 1946.
Nice Guys Finish Last
Our Moneyfacturers
When we earn money
Through monthly salaries,
They hunt money
Through daily deliveries.
* This is an impressive crowdthe haves and the have-mores. Some people call you
the elites; I call you my base.
George W. Bush
Speech at Al Adams $800-a-plate fund-raiser, October 20, 2000
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Paupers with papers
Up and down the vales, Favouritism,
Down and up the hills, tribalism,
To and fro across borders, chauvinism,
In and out of offices, parochialism,
Out and about in streets, materialism,
Aboard and abroad in search everythingism,
* In Juba, like in Khartoum, you see extraordinary people; those people that look
very extra-large (XXXL) as if they eat with blind people (Anti-Corruption Commission,
please take note). Of course, what do you think the stomach will wait for if stuffed with
mountains of asida, bread, foul or fool (pronounced fuul Messr) or any other eatable thing,
softened with oil and spiced-up soup? As if that is not enough, it is then watered down with a
bottle, or bottles of beer, thanks to CPA that has scrapped off Sharia in the South.
Sunday de John Along
Column: Eat Yourself to Hell
The Younique Generation Magazine,
August 2010
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* God said this is our land, land in which we flourish as people...we want our cattle
to get fat on our land so that our children grow up in prosperity; and we do not want the fat
removed to feed others.
Jomo Kenyatta (1894? - 1978)
Kenyan president.
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Pregnant Forever
Due to their chronic pregnancy,
They wake up at egg oclock,
And leave offices at wine oclock,
As they break for noon at lunch oclock.
While their subjects are suffering with effortless means everyday,
They are suppering on sumptuous meals every evening.
Pregnant of chaps, chips, chicken, fish, milk, liver
Yet do not deliver
All that makes our development stagnant.
Their pregnancy is but malignancy.
* The Right Hon. was a tubby little chap who looked as if he had been poured into
his clothes and had forgotten to say When!
P. G. Wodehouse (1881 - 1975)
British-born U.S. humorist.
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* Beware of these teachers of religious laws! For they love to parade in flowing robes
and to have every one bow to them as they walk in the marketplaces. And how they love the
seats of honor in the synagogues and at banquets. But they shamelessly cheat widows out of
their property, and then, to cover up the people they really are, they make long prayers in pub-
lic. Because of this, their punishment will be the greater.
Jesus Christ
Mark 12:38 - 40
Officially
Licensed
Thieves
* If you give to a thief he cannot steal from you, and he is then no longer a thief.
William Saroyan.
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Poem 85
* Others think they inherited Sudan from their ancestors, but the current Sudan is
according to British said Omar El Bashir Sudanese president.
Talk of Sudan (blog)
By Gabriel Tor Makuei
In fake London
Behind his office doors, the interior of the wall,
The AC meter reads 5 degrees Celsius.
On the exterior of the wall, it is forty-five!
I entered from 45 degrees Celsius to five,
I entered from brazen hell to frozen paradise.
Like a radio studio, the cushioned walls have no echo,
Eh, Uncle Jok, I joke, we are in Moscow!
Oh no, young man, we are in London,
In Moscow I've been there it's minus five!
Now, young man, let's go, we're here done.
* I classify So Paulo this way: The Governors Palace is the living room. The
mayors office is the dining room and the city is the garden. And the favela (slum) is the back
yard where they throw the garbage.
Carolina Maria De Jess (1913 - 1977)
Brazillian writer and lecturer.
Poem 86
* Your cravings as a human animal do not become a prayer just because it is God
whom you must ask to attend to them.
Dag Hammarskjld (1905 - 1961)
Swedish statesman and diplomat/First UN Secretary General
We conceded defeat,
Before you announced it,
Because we don't want the repeat.
Chapter 8
Jesus Christ
Matthew 6: 19-20
Here in my campaign slogans, as well as elsewhere, it's been sung, time and again, that:
Prevention is better than intervention,
Health is better than wealth,
Curb is better than cure
Food-and-Mouth Dis-ease
Given that an animal,
Say, a cow, moves using its feet,
And eats with its mouth,
In the process of food hunting,
It must acquire an illness,
Aka Foot-and-Mouth Dis-ease.
But because an animal called man
Is addicted to putting on foot condom,
Hence contracts not foot-and-Mouth.
But that it wears no shoes on its mouth,
And swallows its food minus food condom,
It develops food-and-mouth dis-ease.
Being the only sweet-mouthed being,
Light-handed to assume ownership of all sweeties,
Man consumes lots of sugar,
Or converts loads into sugar,
Less knowing it being a soluble sand, Man would train to drain,
Melts into his colons In the name of tithes and taxes,
And colonizes his vessels, Indirect millions of litres of blood
Such that he: Siphoned From millions of minions,
belches and farts sugar, From children marasmic,
sweats and spits sugar, From women anaemic,
urinates and shits sugar Into aristocratically individualistic veins.
Whole into the abysmal pits of diabetes, This bulges up into flood of blood,
For diabetics to diet on and die of dietetics! That causes not just waves of high tension,
But tides of hypertension,
As if that is non-enough. Originating from food and its mouth,
Man gathers in all that is greasy, That attacks the heart,
Including our natures oil and soil, Then strikes the man,
Transforms it into his cooking oil, With strong strokes.
Transfers it by means of his mouth If in our human dynamic,
Into his biological abyss, All else is considered one-way traffic;
Thus becomes obese Or Oral anal Canal,
And bursts open, Once someone puts poison in your food,
And still feasts often, Once wealth is above health,
From thousands of trays The hell breaks loose,
Over thousands of days, For the nation to lose
Into an eternal bed Lives to Food-and-Mouth disease,
Of Food-in-Mouth disease, Call it cholera or poison.
The obscenity of obesity! In a sweet-tongued talk,
In this way or the other,
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Poem 88 .......
Food-and-Mouth Dis-ease.....
The whole romantic chemistry is animated
With a mouth-drawn energy intimated.
S/he hisses, then kisses,
And the duo twins and intertwines,
And barter parasitic blood type A,
A Food-and-Mouth disease,
In the euphemism of Aids.
At times your nocturnal visitor,
A dreaded ogre called Anopheles,
Sneaks into your bedroom,
Does her food-and-mouth transaction,
With her skill on your skin,
Sold to her in disguised corruption,
By our socio-economic mosquitoes.
Our destination else beyond hospital,
Chauffeured by malaria, our host, fatal!
In the dead of the night,
In the depth of your sleep,
Sneaks in a sniper
Or a knifer.
Woe unto you
Who opens a mouth
Who are you?
S/he wants food, goods, money, many
To eat to live and live to eat,
As you live to need,
Owing to the food-and-mouth demands.
Be it accidental or incidental,
Legal execution or lethal persecution,
Ill-will or ill-health,
Dignified or simplified,
Most, if not all, deaths
Have a food-and-mouth exegesis,
According to the book of Genesis.*
* More die in the United States of too much food than of too little.
J. K. Galbraith (1908 - 2006)
Canadian-born U.S. economist.
The Affluent Society
* AIDS obliges people to think of sex as having, possibly the direst of consequences:
suicide. Or murder. Susan Sontag (1933 -
2004)
U.S. writer.
AIDS and its Metaphors
Poem 88
The WWW III
The whole world in a woe war,
It has been in it for millennia.
But that is a lie by the media,
It was not a real worldwide war.
* If art is to confront AIDS more honestly than the media have done, it must begin
intact, avoid humor and end in anger.
Edmund White (1940 - )
U.S. writer.
Count
d
O
W
n to Your Grave!
* For all our days have passed away in Your wrath; we finish our years like a sigh.
The days of our life are seventy years; and if by reason of strength they are eighty years,
Yet their boast is labour and sorrow; for it is soon cut off, and we fly away.
Psalms 90: 9, 10, 12.
* Believe me now, my Christian friends, Believe your friend calld Hammon: You can-
not to your God attend, And serve the God of Mammon.
Jupiter Hammon (1711 - 1800?)
U.S. writer.
Yo name is money,
Sweeter than honey,
More wanted than Moslems bin Laden,
Ive, with all your problems, been laden:
Oh my!
Ah why
Even after out of the university
Are you still with me in adversity?
* For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they
have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows.
St. Paul
1 Timothy 4:10
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Poem 93
* Im fat, but Im thin inside. Has it ever struck you that theres a thin man inside
every fat man, just as they say theres a statue inside every block of stone?
George Orwell (1903 - 1950)
British writer.
Coming Up for Air
Chapter 9
"My advice to you is get married: if you find a good wife you'll be happy; if not, you'll
become a philosopher."
Socrates.
The need of this hour is not territory, gold mines, railroads, or specie payments but a
new evangel of womanhood, to exalt purity, virtue, morality, true religion, to lift man
up into the higher realms of thought and action.
* Let twenty pass, and stone the twenty-first. Loving not, hating not, just choosing
so.
Robert Browning (1812 - 1889)
British poet.
Dramatis Personae, Caliban upon Setebos
Lightly engaged,
Slightly baggaged,
Prompt in the airport,
Avoid any latest report.
* Awake, north wind; and come, you south! Blow on my garden, that its spices may
flow out. Let my beloved come into his garden, and taste his precious fruits. Lover.
Songs of Solomon
4: 16
Holy Bible.
Ah why?
Oh my! order of soda is Fanta,
Or my sure surname is Panther.
Because you are pretty Fantastic,
You're as secure as a panther's tick.
Oh wow!
Pick, examine a full Fanta bottle,
From her lid to lip, neck down to leg
Her content, her pink colour, stinging little
Flowery flavour, dewy odourtempt me to beg...
Oh my!
Dipped in your lipstick, very fabulous!
licked with my Fanta stick, very Fantabulous!
My Love, before you best quench my erotic thirst,
Fanta is forefront to quash my erratic hunger first.
Ah bye!
O mine!
You being my own fantail dove,
I declare to you my mountain love,
From the fountain of my heart, my friend,
Signed into this book with a fountain pen, and
witnessed and blessed by Fountain Publishers.*
* Young men of this class never do anything for themselves that they can get other
people to do for them, and it is the infatuation, the devotion, the superstition of others that
keeps them going. These others in ninety-nine cases out of a hundred are women.
Henry James,
American expatriate writer (1843-1916)
My Laptop
Miss Arm-top,
Portable to my pocket,
quotable to my alms.
Miss Alms-top,
Affordable to my status,
Available at my fingertips.
Miss Finger-top,
Adaptable to my clicks,
Flexible to my hardships.
Miss Hardtop,
Durable for my weather variations,
Applicable to my art tips.
Miss Art-top,
Programmable to my working conditions,
Adjustable to my brain tips.
Miss Braintop,
Intelligible to all puzzles,
Responsible for my backup.*
* There are two things that are more difficult than making an after-dinner speech:
climbing a wall which is leaning toward you and kissing a girl who is leaning away from you.
Sir Winston Churchill
British Prime Minister
My Laptop .....
Miss Backtop,
Dependable in all challenges,
Defendable with all her faith.
Miss Faith-top,
Loyal to all religions,
Royal in all my trusts.
Miss Trust-top,
dutiful to my secret deals,
Beautiful for all my ideal ideas.
Miss Beaut-top,
Fashionable in todays stripping culture,
Smart in all the lip productions.
Miss Lip-top,
Enjoyable in all speeches,
Sweet in all flavours. **
** The only creatures that are evolved enough to convey pure love are dogs and
infants.
Johnny Depp (1963 )
American Actor
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Poem 99
Nunu is lulu!
* This beautiful work of the hands of the Sudanese Womens Lulu Works makes
your spouse sweeter when smeared on at night. Buy it, it is the only medicine against
Gender-Based Violence.
Lulu promotional campaign against Gender-Based Violence,
November, 2008,
Lulu Works Woman Group,
Mundri, West Equatoria, Southern Sudan.
Younique Monique!
Hi Azew,
In my view,
Which boy have I forgotten, if not Diing Duot, a typical Kongor in Ngok,
And the Man of the Wings, Chuang (that 'photocopy' of) Gier Chuang!
If a pilot is on the accelerator, it's a taboo to shout wow, lest he runs amok,
That's why I've even misspelled his name from Gier Chuang to Gear Shwang.*
* Now that the April of your youth adorns the garden of your face.
Edward Herbert (1583 - 1648)
English philosopher, historian, and diplomat.
Letter from John Penn de Ngong (John Ngong Auong) to Monica Adhieu Gier Chuang
Aluong,
On a prayer day following her fathers appointment as minister of Internal Affairs (GOSS).
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Poem 101
My Queen Elizabeth of Africa
They named you 'Python'
Elizabeth, my own pie-zone,
for you swallowed every bad man but me,
every bad mountingmouthing about we.
* You know and I know and everybody else knows that I have only one dear wife,
Lucy here ... but the media keeps repeating about my having another wife or wives.
Mwai Kibaki
Kenyas President
* The real act of marriage takes place in the heart, not in the ballroom or church or
synagogue. Its a choice you make/not just on your wedding day, but over and over again/
and that choice is reflected in the way you treat your husband or wife.
Barbara De Angelis
Poem 103
Followers of Flowers
They do not hear with ears,
They do hear with eyes,
They see not a quality,
They seek e-quality;
Beauty of butterflies:
* Lumiere (to the Beast): You fall in love with her. She falls in love with you. And
poof, the spell is broken. Well be human again by midnight!
Beauty and the Beast (motion picture, 1991), Microsoft Encarta 2006.
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Poem 104
Poem 104
* We all have sisters and daughters, very charming ones! Have you ever looked at
one of them and wonder, How do I eat this one? As a common language for a Dinka par-
ent, implying that a female child is wealth to the family.
Malual Jackdit
Article: Modeling, a new industry for S. Sudan
Column: This Generation
The Younique Generation Magazine
July 2010.
Woman Beings
Treat us humane.
Women are human.
Not only males are urbane.
Why mostly men are urban?
We are wimmin,
Why treat us as vermin?
Why make us underdogs,
Yoking us with loads of logs!
* But in relationships among the Lords people, women are not independent of men,
and men are not independent of women. For although the first woman came from man, all
men have been born from women ever since, and everything comes from God.
St. Paul
1 Corinthians 11:11
Holy Bible
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Poem 105
Eve vs. Ewe
If one man, Adam from Eden, had married several co-wives,
The Forbidden Fruit would've been re-eaten by co-children,
Their wills would've been done on Earth as it was in Eden.
A man, one life, can host and author not two, many lives.
My Chloroqueen
"My Queen"
I first addressed you.
But this, I regret today.
And this I regret to say,
You're no longer my Queen,
You're forever my Chloroqueen!
My Kinkong
So be it!
"My King"
Thus I addressed you.
But this, I regret today,
And this, I regret to say,
You're no longer my King,
You're forever my King Kong!
* Hate is not conquered by hate: hate is conquered by love. This is a law eternal.
Buddha
No, Darling.
The MTCN is wrong.
Hello Brother,
Im dipped in deep shit here!
Please, confirm,
Has my wife received her money!
*
Theres a way of transferring funds that is even faster than electronic banking. Its called
marriage. -James Holt McGavran
Marriage is the only war in which you sleep with the enemy. Anonymous.
God made woman beautiful and foolish; beautiful, that man might love her; and foolish,
that she might love him. Anonymous
Sometimes when I look at my children I say to myself, "Lillian, you should have stayed
a virgin."
The time of the psychological passing over from boyhood to manhood is a movable
feast. The legal date fixed on the twenty-first birthday has little or no connection with it.
There are men in their teens, and there are boys in their forties.
ter me double!
* The childs first year of life is unfortunately still an abyss of mysteries for the psy-
chologist.
* I dont know who my grandfather was; I am much more concerned to know what
his grandson will be.
Abraham Lincoln, US President (1861 1865)
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Poem 113
Mama, what is this?
When a child is born,
For the mother
A new timetable emerges:
Day 1:
Ngehngehngeh!?
Day 100:
Aa...ahaaa
Day 300:
Mama, mamababa, babajaja, jaja!
Day 600:
Mama, what is this?
Baby, it is food.
Mama, what is this?
Baby, it is a spoon.
Mama, what is this?
Baby, it is fire!
Day 900:
Mama, what is this?
My child, it is a pencil.
Mama, what is this?
My child, it is your book.
Mama, what is this?
My child, it is your school uniform.
Day 9000:
Mama, what is this?
My Child, it is your wedding cake!
Day 18000:
My Child, what is this?
Mama, it is coffee.
My child, why is this?
Mama, don't be a nuisance, please!
My Child, so my question is nonsense?
Mama, now pack back to the village, ok?*
I'm mama
When I see my eyes,
And count my teeth,
And measure my height,
I am Mama.
I am Mama
When I build my home,
And marry my spouse,
And produce my children.
I am Mama
When I see her off,
And inherit her stool,
And follow her to hell or heaven.*
An Open Tomb
Like an abscess
That bulges often,
Likely to burst open
But downloads into success;
Poem 115
My old Gold
If not you had to split yourself,
To produce and groom this elf,
Would I have got my new gold?
Hail Mother, my own old gold!
O, Dry Father!
Most of my friends
As well as my fiends
Go back home to see their fathers
And they are all in feathers,
For theirs have not yet met their end.
Unlike me, at the end,
Going to my wild homestead,
In Bor, the genocide hotspot,
Of Jonglei State, the hot pot.
There I see
A valley of Dry Bones,
Void of any newborns.
I see him, already it,
Lying clean and white,
His skull detached,
His soul attached,
Together with theirs,
And them to whom we are heirs,
Lying wide spread,
Drying like wild bread.
* The world dies over and over again, but the skeleton always gets up and walks.
Henry Miller
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* Common looking people are the best in the world: that is the reason the Lord
makes so many of them.
Abraham Lincoln, US President (1961 1965)
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Poem 120
* Whoever will cause one of these little ones who believe in me to stumble, it would
be better for him if he was thrown into the sea with a millstone hung around his neck.
Jesus Christ,
Mark 9:42
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Poem 121
We're inno-saint
When our stepmother
Steps out of our father,
And steps up a sinister campaign,
Driving our father to champagne,
And when she switches to witches,
Pointing that it's our aunt that bewitches
Into the blank all that she wishes but in vain,
She contracts her witches to extract from our vein
The medicine to soothe her incessant complaint.
In this case, we're but very inno-saint.
* They are not juvenile delinquents. These are children who have been taken from
homes that were bad for them.
Brandi Dollar.
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Poem 122
* Give me four years to teach the children and the seed I have sown will never be
uprooted.
Vladimir Ilyich Lenin
Well,
In the same game,
Hate my damn fame
But,
Don't you hurt my lame name.
Out there, it's a flame of blame!
O,
Father, who adores his day,
And who abhors a child's say,
Lo!
Your countdown alarm clock
'Tis ticking towards your next flock!
At least,
Death is the only democracy
That condones not the old bureaucracy.
At last,
In the world of the living or the dead,
Altogether, you're just like my dead dad.
* Problem children tend to grow up into problem adults and problem adults tend to
produce more problem children.
David Farrington (1944 - )
British criminal psychologist.
The Times (London)
We are a generation
Of no veneration
Begotten and forgotten
Born and has borne
The woes of wars
On our souls and shoulders
As wild child-soldiers
Sold as sole saviours
For freedom from serfdom
We are a generation
Of degeneration
Sons of a gun
Only taught songs of a gun
With deadly toys taller than the boys
Who display them live and play with life
Handling grenades like schoolboys toys
For the termination of our extermination
In our struggle for self-determination.*
* Political history is far too criminal and pathological to be a fit subject of study for
the young. Children should acquire their heroes and villains from fiction.
* Let no man despise thy youth; but be thou an example of the believers, in word, in
conduct, in love, in spirit, in faith, in purity.
St. Paul
1 Timothy 4: 12
Chapter 11
The ratio of literacy to illiteracy is constant, but nowadays the illiterates can
read and write.
Illiterate or Ill-literate?
Y r U
Y m I
- not right to write?
- not ready to read?
Y r U
Y m I
unable to:
- get education?
- give education?
Y m I
Y r U
- illiterate?
- ill-literate?*
* Ignorance and illiteracy are obviously not synonymous; even illiterate masses
can cast their ballots with intelligence, once they are informed.
William Orville Douglas.
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* Perhaps the most fateful gift an evil genius could bestow upon our times is knowl-
edge without skill.
Johann Heinrich Pestalozzi (1746 - 1827)
Swiss educational reformer.
Booked by books
Dear Abook,
I live
T love
U know.
But now
am in love
Wi the lib
And the lab.
I am hooked
To the books,
Fully booked up;
Hooked up by books.
Sorry for no love letter.
I promise to love you later.
Never ever mind being called sassy.
Bullies here draw and label me silly sissy,
library bookworm, laboratory hookworm,
an old mummy's boy and ladies scarecrow.
But am proud to be the ladies' scarce crow.
Its their day to make me their boy-toy
but every dog has its own day.
Life isnt all straight points,
crooked like my poems.
You know now, I, right
from old Adam and Eve,
my apparent biblical parents,
all the way down to Waa and Maa,
my transparent biological parents,
am the one and only descendant
to learn how to read and write.
My mind is booked by a book,
my heart hooked by Abook.
Both are totally throttled
Into this lady-like bottle
In a win-win battle.*
* He felt about books as doctors feel about medicines, or managers about plays
cynical but hopeful.
Rose Macaulay (1881 - 1958)
British poet, novelist, and essayist.
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Poem 126
My Goalfriend
My goal
Is you my girl,
That Ive decided to marry.
Its you Mary,
For whom Im here
Only this year.
Next year,
Youre two,
And me with you, too,
Will make a family,
To stay forever firmly.
O my darling, Jean,
Before I join,
Is it all
For which we fall?
Listen to my wry version
Of our short-range dry vision.
If life is all about marriage,
Then its all but miscarriage.
Oh, never be discouraged,
For I am fully encouraged.
* Never go to your high school reunion pregnant or they will think that is all you
have done since you graduated.
Erma Bombeck
A testimony told
Is as a ceremony sold;
To amateurs it shall unfold.
Be it a program or a problem,
It inevitably bears an anniversary emblem,
Via which graduates even a Man from Bethlehem.
Ghost Fever
What a hell-
burn me live
do you?
Cook me alive
in open oven
damn you!
Send me raw
to opaque haven
dare you?
* In our time, the curse is monetary illiteracy, just as inability to read plain print
was the curse of earlier centuries.
Ezra Pound
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Poem 130
* The American Revolution occurs while Rip is asleep, and when he awakes and
comes back down the mountain, the world in which he lived has forever changed. The build-
ings have changed, the architecture is different and his home is abandoned. His wife is gone,
as are most of the people he knew during his life.
Thesis Statements
PaperStater.com
Our northfolk
The Red and read
Dominant remnants
In a literate desert
Our southland
A land unlearned
A green and blue
littered desert
Our southfolk
Black or blank
bald and bold
In a literary desert*
* Here we stand, infants overblown/Poised between two civilizations /Finding the
balance irksome /Itching for something to happen /To tip us one way or the other /Groping in
the dark for a helping hand/Im tired O my God am tired /Im tired of hanging in the middle
way /But where can I go?
Mabel Segun
Chapter 12
We are neither morally upright nor amorally downright in pursuit of our ven-
eration. What a confused and confusing generation we are born into!
Niggers in Knickers
Ma,
You is wear clothes of man,
You is man
Ka you is woman?!
Me!
A fuckin man u mean?
If u wanna think me just your mam,
Am gonna prove to u now,
Me, tha lady with rights
Not only in the pants though,
Am tha woe-man of all men and women.
Sa,
You is have head of woman,
You is woman,
Ka you is man?!
Wow!
Come on u damn rural nigger.
U r gonna believe like hell.
Am da main man here.
Uve gotta know me u fuckin guy.
Me, Rasta Monkie da Doggie,
Master of all niggers in knickers.*
* Terry and I are both from the South and were subjected to the most heterosexual
propaganda of all. If propaganda worked wed be straight.
Armistead Maupin (1944 - )
U.S. novelist.
The Sunday Times (London)
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Poem 133
Barred Manners
My child,
Be thou mild,
Don't grow wild;
Be thou wise,
Follow my advice,
But don't add any vice.
These are barred manners!
Whether our reformers admit it or not, the economic and social inferiority of women is
responsible for prostitution.
Emma Goldman.
Poem 135
The Deputy Husband
Hypocrisy, hypocrisy!
Their Lordship, be informed.
Among your council are polygamists,
Rather, monogamists with one, two, three wives.
On the inner or index pages of this Bible,
I can now see and read out the word 'concubine'.
On the list and on the pews of this church,
I can now see and call out the names of 'co-wives'.
I'm not advocating for polyandry or female polygamy,
I mean real one-for-one principle of the Eden Wedding.*
* Now if any of you will deny the plurality of wives, and continue to do so, I prom-
ise that you will be damned.
Brigham Young (1801 - 1877)
U.S. Mormon leader.
Polygamy is an accepted part of Mormon theology.
Love Extravaganza
Come one,
Come all,
Come on guys
Come all gays,
Marry and make merry
On short contracts.
Drink and lets drink.
Enjoy life
before life
enjoys you.
Trouble trouble
before trouble
troubles you.
Time for everything:
Time for joy.
Time for love.
This world you must enjoy.
Fall in love.
Fall into your love dove
From the love tree.
Feel free
On love spree.
Master the massage,
Massage the message
Of masochism in your body,
Dial it daily
Into your mind.
Make love salt of the soul
In this bounty of beauty.
Bounce you bouncers,
Sing yourself a love stanza
In our bonus love bonanza,
Our extra love extravaganza.*
* Uganda is a rich country indeed, and such babes oozing with the kind of goodness
that can even make the holiest men have unholy thoughts are the reason why but now that
weve brought her to you, treat your eyes to a feast. Enjoy your sweet optical nutrition.
Sensuous Anita
Red Pepper
Uganda.
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Sex Bonanza
* You were born with your legs apart. Theyll send you to the grave in a Y-shaped
coffin.
Joe Orton (1933 - 1967)
British playwright.
What the Butler Saw
A bevy of babes
Catwalk down the stairs,
Yelling to the crowd that stirs,
Yearning to be crowned beauty stars,
Yawning to be
Miss University,
Miss County,
Miss Country,
Miss Universe.
Which auction to go
for love for life,
Bizarre Bazaar Africa
or
Big Brothel Africa;
Ill-literate Village lasses
Or all-literate town asses?*
The neo-gynaecology,
The new gaynaecology:
Of bisexuals,
Of transsexuals
Of homosexuals
Of metrosexuals
Of anus munching
Of nose punching
Of hair tugging
Of ear tagging.
O gay guys,
Or lesbian ladies,
Save our modern world from Gods fiery fury
Of your more damned Sodom and Gomorrah!*
*
The sins for which the cities of the plain were overthrown still lingers in some of these
wooden-walled Gomorrahs of the deep.
Herman Melville (1819 - 1891)
U.S. novelist.
Referring to homosexuality on board ships. According to the Bible, the cities of Sodom
and Gomorrah were associated with homosexuality. They were destroyed by a rain of
brimstone.
White-Jacket; or the World in a Man-of-War
In Search of a Wombman?
Out of the natural womb
Spring man and woman.
Unless from biblical history
That the first man
Sired the first woman,
But not from the womb.
Even Christ, Adam II,
Did dive through Mary,
To clothe himself with humanity.
Now why under the sun
Do men look for more in men,
And women in women?
Where here will a woman
Be found mounted with manhood?
Where on earth will man
Be discovered wearing a womb?
As if, women, searching for wo/men,
And men in search of womb-men.
After failure, let one man get wombed,
And one woman de-wombed,
And then compare notes of the surgery:
The notes between nature and nurture.*
* Lets pray to God. This should not be mentioned in our land. It carries a curse
now it is coming. God, forbid this!
Rev. Jacob A.,
ECS, Nairobi, Kenya.
The Younique Generation Magazine.
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Chapter 13
His mouth has been used as a latrine by some small animal of the night.
Beer
Beer is a bear
That strikes you to bear
Mr. Keg
Poem 148
* Alcohol may be mans worst enemy, but the Bible says love your enemy.
Frank Sinatra
Poem 149
The Dinka Drinka
A Dinka drinker,
Sways not sideways.
Tall, slender like a sorghum shoot,
He weighs all ways,
Tough like an ebony wood.
*
Oh, you hate your job? Why didnt you say so? Theres a support group for that. Its called
EVERYBODY, and they meet at the bar.
Drew Carey
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Chapter 14
The Theolosophy
For this reason poetry is something more philosophical and more worthy of serious
attention than history.
A musician must make music, an artist must paint, a poet must write, if he is to be
ultimately at peace with himself. What one can be, one must be.
Abraham Maslow (1908 - 1970)
U.S. psychologist.
Motivation and Personality
Can see
Not foresee
Can get
But forget
Can give
Not forgive
Can take
Not partake
Can seek
But forsake
Can deceive
And receive
Can eat
And need
Can tire
And hire
Can skill
Can kill
Can lie
Can die*
..
.
* Whatever this is that I am, it is a little flesh and breath, and the ruling part.
Marcus Aurelius (121 - 180)
Roman emperor and philosopher.
Meditations
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Talent is Latent
By Genetic Lottery
* And unto one he gave five talents, to another two, and to another one; to every
man according to his several ability; and straightway took his journey.
Jesus Christ
The Parable of Talents
Matthew 25:15
KJV
Poem 155
* Whatever your hand finds to do, do it with your might; for there is no work or
device or knowledge or wisdom in the grave where you are going.
King Solomon,
Ecclesiastes 9:10
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Global Warning!
As we breathe,
As we smoke,
As we cook,
As we drive,
As we manufacture,
As we go mooning,
We fart tons of soot,
Which suffocates the globe.
Lake Big-Tour-Eerie!
*
A river went out of Eden to water the garden; and from there it was parted, and became
four heads.
The name of the first is Pishon: this is the one which flows through the whole land of Hav-
ilah, where there is gold; and the gold of that land is good. There is aromatic resin and the
onyx stone.
The name of the second river is Gihon: the same river that flows through the whole land of
Cush.
The name of the third river is Hiddekel (Tigris): this is the one which flows in front of As-
syria. The fourth river is the Euphrates.
Genesis 2: 10 14
* You are the master of every word that you are yet to utter,
but a slave to every word you have already uttered.
Vijay Eswaran
The Sphere of Silence
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Inventing Virginometer
*
But if the thing is true, that the tokens of virginity were not found in the young women, then
they shall bring the young women to the door of her fathers house, and the men of her city
shall stone her to death with stones, because she has wrought folly in Israel by playing the
harlot in her fathers house; so you shall purge the evil from the midst of you.
Prophet Moses (Deuteronomy 22: 20)
Now concerning the virgins: I have no commandment from the Lord; yet I give judgment as
one whom the Lord in His mercy has made trustworthy. But if any man thinks he is behav-
ing improperly towards his virgin, if she is past the flower of youth, and thus it must be, let
him do what he wishes. He does not sin; let them marry.
St. Paul (1 Corinthian 7)
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Todays wisdom
Is in wild hair.
* What you usually watch in Nigerian movies is now real, brought to you live in
Juba. Here the story unfolds, from dealing in herbs to dealing in magic, from ritual healing
to ritual killing. It has taken GOSS four years which can just take a traditional doctor four
days to create jobs to the citizens of Southern Sudan, if they have money to pay, anyway.
From Ritual Healing to Ritual Killing
News article by Peter Quot de Ngong & John Penn de Ngong,
The Younique Generation Magazine/The Star Newspaper, 2009.
* The safest road to hell is the gradual onethe gentle slope, soft underfoot,
without sudden turnings, without milestones, without signposts.
C. S. Lewis (1898 - 1963)
Irish-born British novelist.
The Screwtape Letters
* For as the lightning from the east and flashes to the west, so also will the coming
of the Son of Man be
But of that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven, but My Father only.
Jesus Christ,
The Signs of the Times and the End of the Age
Matthew 24: 27, 29.
Atems totems,
Awals walls,
Aliers liars,
Dengs dens,
Christs cross,
Allahs laws,
Jujus Gurus;
Belief for relief,
God is Omnipresent,
Omnipotent,
Omniscient.
To die is to dive
Into side B of life
And see God live.*
* Batter my heart, three-persond God ; for you/As yet but knock ; breathe, shine,
and seek to mend ;
That I may rise, and stand, oerthrow me, and bend/Your force, to break, blow, burn, and
make me new.
John Donne
HOLY SONNETS
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Chapter 15
(About Me-Self)
The greatest jihad or the greatest war is the war over oneself
Prophet Mohammed
* I have always regarded myself, in the first place, as an African patriot. After all, I
was born in Umtata, forty-six years ago.
Nelson Mandela
I am the Only Accused
April 20, 1964
Poem 170
My Metamorphosis
I am proud, proud to be man, From gun-hood to pen-hood,
Not a product of Charles Darwins Should rather be adulthood,
Monkey genealogy ideology, Now fatherhood.
But a product of evolution.
Be it Darwin or Adams, All this revolution within 2.5 decades!
All that I care is I am me. Then sooner or later
From nowhere to now here, From this body-hood to soul-hood.
From biological tithes of father and mother; Life here on earth drives us like dry wood
At a supernatural speed of 1 kiloray per 1
From childhood evolution kiloday.
To boyhood revolution, The postgrave speed determined by the
Which was my toy-hood or gun-hood. Speed Governor.
*
* The four stages of man are infancy, childhood, adolescence, and obsolescence.
Art Linkletter (1912 - )
Canadian-born U.S. radio and television broadcaster.
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* To be pennically jealous, just as I would not want Juba defined and designed with
Sheik Zubeirs architecture, I would not want my pages pasted and passages plastered with
Shakespeares literature, neither would I want my messages massaged with Achebes achiev-
ers flavours, nor my tales tailored with Tutuolas tutorials... Here, I am discussing style,
which is as unique as a print of a human finger or an imprint of human figure.
Dear Ready Reader
The Signpost (The Prologue)
By the author.
The first sound that boys like Riek heard in the morning was a roosters crow, and the last
sound at night was the croaking of frogs. The villagers lived on a diet of sorghum porridge
and cows milk, sometimes flavoured with cows urine. They cooked their food and kept warm
with dung fires. Men dressed their hair with cow dung; women wore nothing more than a
short apron made of cattle hide.
Deborah Scroggins
Emmas War.
My Metamorphosis
* The four stages of man are infancy, childhood, adolescence, and obsolescence.
Art Linkletter (1912 - )
Canadian-born U.S. radio and television broadcaster.
My May Day
My D-Day
Did begin with my mothers crush
For my father
With my fathers rush
For my mother.
So I got materialized
before I got fertilized.
Love is life, and if they hadnt fallen in love,
I wouldnt have followed to live,
And I wish fate could have put this on 06-06-66.
My D-Day
Is the day I was born,
For if I were not born,
My May Days wouldn't be borne.
Life does begin not from the womb
Just as it doesnt end in the tomb.
If birthdays were cared for in Bor,
My D-Day could apparently be on 08-08-80.
My D-Day
Is my A-day,
an Academic heyday,
an intellectual May Day.
For without A,
Life will not move to B,
Then C, D down to Z.
For my head was born and borne vacant,
Then filled up in the classroom,
Which apparently began on 06-06-89.
My D-Day
Is the day I was baptized.
For man is therefore threefold:
Body, mind and soul.
The day my soul was decolonized
From all the dirty deities,
Is the same as the May Day
My body and mind were upgraded on
The three major D-Days, apparently on 06-06-90.
My-D Day
Is the day I won a million-shilling prize
With the essay I wrote
For the national competition,
Marking the climax of my academic climate.
When rains flooded my academic mind and literary mine,
When my mental humps and mumps
Were numbed and bumped into this cancer of words,
By the essay apparently penned and posted on 06-06-01.
My D-Day
Is the day I doubled,
The memorable day I coupled
With my better half,
The long awaited sweetheart;
For a man would leave his father
And a woman would leave her mother
And this MoU was unilaterally signed on 06-06-06.
My D-Day
Is the day I planned to plant
The idea of my first publication public,
For if you want not to be forgotten as soon as buried,
Write something worthy of doing or do something worthy of writing,
For a man does not live after death on soul alone,
But what comes out of the mouth of books,
And this surviving history was initially conceived on 06-06-06,
and essentially costumed on 07-07-07,
and punctually consummated on 08-08-08,
and eventually consumed on 09-09-09.*
My PPPP Dream
Do you want to see the morrow?
See it in the morn of your life,
View it not with a binoculars,
View it not with a teles-cup,
See it not with bare eyes,
Seek it with your mind,
Close your fore eyes,
Open the eyes hind.
Now Ive a dream,
Vision at midday,
To become big,
A Great PPPP:
A Great Poet,
A Great Penner,
A Great Preacher,
A Great Pedagogue.*
My Bachelor's Decree
When enjoying a dream,
It's like enjoying a cream.
But, yes, it expires,
Just as one perspires.
Therefore, my bachelor's decree
To coincide with my Bachelors' Degree,
On the same day for a fame,
Was a sham, hence a shame!*
* Bachelors know more about women than married men; if they didnt theyd be
married too.
-H.L. Mencken
A wedding is just like a funeral except that you get to smell your own flowers.
-Grace Hansen
Poem 174
My letters of fetters
I am a positive man,
Who loathes negative mind;
A man seventy-five percent optimist,
With a mind twenty-five percent pessimist.
Positive letters in speech break St. Peter's fetters.
Negative letters on my tongue are my letters of fetters.*
* The Christian resolution to find the world ugly and bad has made the world ugly
and bad.
Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche (1844 - 1900)
* German philosopher and poet.
The Gay Science
* He gossips habitually; he lacks the common wisdom to keep still that dea
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My Penn Pals
So as to qualify as gentleman,
Be a very distinctly distant fiend,
For an idiot is this perpetual friend.
So I have come thus far, by innocence,
To become this nuisance with nonsense!
* I have no trouble with my enemies. I can take care of my enemies all right. But my
damn friendstheyre the ones that keep me walking the floor nights!
Warren G. Harding
Poem 176
adly enemy
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Mark Twain
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Poem 177
Daniel's Denials
Sworn to die with him,
When another sweet heart burglar
Violently broke by Door A into their hut,
Silently trailed via Door B into her heart,
Poor Daniel! betrayed by a partner,
Who later denied him.
Daniel, a foreign dog of the palace,
Conspired against by King Nebuchadnezzar,
Vowing no, and bowing not, to Power's Bizarre Bazaar,
By innocence and diligence, he survived the Palace Furnace.
Christ, thrice denied by Peter at his most critical hour of need,
By innocence and diligence, survived and founded this new Creed.*
* Bare the mean heart that lurks behind a star.
Alexander Pope (1688 - 1744)
English poet.
Satires, Epistles, and Odes of Horace
* The game of life is a game of boomerangs. Our thoughts, and deeds and words
return to us sooner or later, with astounding accuracy.
Florence Shinn
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Envy is the art of counting the other fellows blessings instead of your own.
Harold Coffin
Oh my!
Ask me not why?
I know not the reason,
I know now the season,
the season of my tribulation,
During which I had excelled
unto my academic death,
Due to which I was expelled
upon their academic dearth.*
* The envious man thinks that if his neighbor breaks a leg, he will be able to walk
better himself.
Helmut Schoeck
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My Horrorscopes
To eternity,
Lest on my life's passageway
I pass away
Without tales of life's insanity,
My Penn-killers
As I look for pain-healers
Through real painkillers,
They give me numb
To dump me dumb.
Poem 181
Red,
Black,
Brown,
White:
All have equal rights to colour this world.
But why is being black my crime?
Instead, my black skin should be my crown.
Without blackness,
Where would they access:
Night for sleeping?
Blackboard for teaching?
Black paint for bleaching?
Yes, my blackness is my Africanness.
The sun and the Niles black earth bear me witness.
"I am one of those who believe that there is no permanent home for even a section of the
Bantu in the white area of South Africa and the destiny of South Africa depends on this
essential point. If the principle of permanent residence for the black man in the area of the
white is accepte,d then it is the beginning of the end of civilisation as we know it in this
country."
Speaking to parliament in 1964 as Minister for Coloured Affairs (The Guardian, 7 Febru-
ary 2006)
Poem 183
Prescribed to be proscribed
Be not surprised.
It kicked off for my good.
I was prescribed in my mother's womb,
And then proscribed unto my father's tomb.
* The kaffir (kuffar) are the enemies of Islam. They are less than human unless they
revert to the one true way. It is acceptable to be rude to them regardless of where you live,
for they are less than us.
(post to Muslim-wife blog in Florida in response to a query as to why she would refer to
her neighbours as Kaffir, 08 October, 2007)
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Now in this literature tsunami of the 21st Century, I panicked, who next?
Mitch Odero, my Sudan Mirror editor, on giving him these poems text,
Grinned and groaned, John, poets die poor!
But sir, they die not young, do they, or?
* One dislikes to see a man and poet reduced to proclaim on the streets such tidings.
* A game which a sharper once played with a dupe, entitled Heads I win, tails
you lose.
John Wilson Croker (1780 - 1857)
Irish-born British politician and essayist.
A sharper is one who cheats or swindles.
Croker Paper
* Courage! I have shown it for years; think you I shall lose it at the moment when
my sufferings are to end?
Marie-Antoinette (1755 - 1793)
Austrian-born French queen consort.
Said on the way to the guillotine.
Out of hibernation,
To serve my nation.*
* I even lost my hope on this case because the youth of Bor Community, particu-
larly those who were in Kampala, are beating drum saying Akuach had a long tongue and
pride of education. Most of our youth have hated him and his former friend, the Journal-
ist, Ngong Aluong Alith (John Penn) over pride. John Penn de Ngong has a history of being
kidnapped two times. John Penn becomes a poet, no more politics and he loves social and
cultural writing, said Ajah-Ager (a pseudonym), quoted from the news article: Deliber-
ately Murdered The Death of Bridegroom Now has its Roots
Sunday, 22 February 2009 23:20, Bor Globe, Jonglei State News
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Chapter 16
Acknowledged-men
Even a nod from a person who is esteemed is of more force than a thousand
arguments or studied sentences from others.
Plutarch (46? - 120?)
Greek biographer and philosopher.
Let me say that the credit belongs to the boys in the back rooms. It isn't the
man who sits in the limelight like me who should have the praise. It is not the
men who sit in prominent places. It is the men in the back rooms.
Baba, My Government,
I know you, You make me a proud,
From your tap root, Full citizen with security,
You planned and planted, I give you all services
Fertilized and germinated, With sweat and even blood,
Watered and weeded, I fund you directly,
Pruned and groomed You refund me indirectly,
What is now me. I oweyou owe me.
I owe you. Please, sign for me this IoU MoU.
Please, even after death, sign me this IoU MoU.
My Land,
My Buddy, You give me soil,
Thanks to all of you my friends, On which I toil.
For standing against all my fiends. Your fat is oil,
You shed with me tears, Which they spoil.
Both in bitter and better times. My home,
In all our years of hide-and-find, My identity,
Of fairy folk talks, My anchor,
In sweet or noxious nostalgia, I owe you.
I owe you. Please, sign upon my flesh this IoU MoU.
Please, sign now with me this IoU MoU.
My God,
My Teacher, For your universal project,
I know I am you. You moulded me,
You inhale chalk flour into your lungs, Raised my brain super and upper,
And exhale your brains grains Made me king of the world,
Into my empty calabash. Deputy God,
For your unpaid pain, Yet I did not pray
For my undeserved gain, nor pay for it.
I owe you. I owe you.
Please, sign now with me this IoU MoU. Please, beforeafter death, sign me this IoU MoU.
When I went
away from home,
I won a home
away from home.
Ugakenyans,
I am awed by you.
Ugakenya,
You are owed by me.*
* Home is not where you live, but where they understand you.
Attributed to Christian Morgenstern (1871 - 1914)
German poet.
Thank You
Chapter 19
Theme A
Intro
Isaac Abu-Izaach
The idle idol
The ideal idiot
The idiolect ideologue
Of:
Idiosyncratic idioms
Idem-ocratic idiocy
And
Ideal ideas
In real deals.
Theme B
Love
147
Torch me
Do not just touch me,
Just torch me.
Touch me not,
Unless you touch me hot.
148
Photocouple!
So what?
For that!
In Babylon
My Babe, lone in Babylon,
Ghosting in my love echelon,
Gossiping alone along the Euphrates,
Infested with sexpests and love pirates,
Along come, I long for you in my Long Island,
In the Hanging Gardens of our New Thighland,
Liz, please, come to my Seven-Wonders' opulence.
For I wanna invest in thy eleven-wonders' corpulence.
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My Eyes Cream
Lo, my eyes scream
To hold you captive
in a visual dream.
Though not yet active,
It can fill a stream
With icy waters
That clot into a cream,
That, when it enters, 149
Makes my eye scream.
Just be there, I implore thee Lurve Curve
To be my high stream.
Just be there, I employ thee Twas instrumental
To be my eyes' cream. Wasnt experimental
My dear love dove, Tina
We ascended with a Tenor
At an extra altitude of an Alto
Seductively at baritone hitherto
Intimately extended to a Soprano
Messed up in a Mezzo-soprano
Descended to a baseless Bass
Standing on a bassless Base
Where is our crescendo?
Why dim diminuendo?
Mangled in innuendo!
Or incommunicado!
My Eyes Cream
Lo, my eyes scream
To hold you captive
in a visual dream.
Though not yet active,
It can fill a stream
With icy waters
That clot into a cream,
That, when it enters,
Makes my eye scream.
Just be there, I implore thee
To be my high stream.
Just be there, I employ thee
To be my eyes' cream.
149
My love dove,
With mudfish skin,
With pigeon's eyes,
And giraffe's neck,
And chocolate complexion,
Has a touch-me-not hand:
Let her hand click you
and you'll cling there.
Let her hug you
and you'll sleep there. 107
She can numb you
With her sleeping pill. My Woeman!
Her voice, a shrill of thrill.
I am her war man,
She is a nightingale,
She is my woman,
That can lullaby a lunatic.
She ogles with love goggles,
Nay!
And with love glove toggles.
She is my woe-man
Woe unto me,
Who woos a woeman
Who boos a woo man.
Hey!
She is an alcoholic,
She boozes a Walker,
She is un-workaholic,
She boasts like a worker.
Lo!
She bosses like a war-man,
Yet, she is a woman,
Yes, she is a whore, oh man!
My woman
is
*
My woeman!
* Nature gave me the form of a woman; my actions have raised me to the level of
the most valiant of men.
Attributed to Semiramis (lived 9th century BC)
semi-legendary Assyrian queen.
I am so sorry my Heart,
Eventually, by you musically accepting my money.*
So as to spend ourselves
On the fairyland island of love elves.
By
ich
Side.
to L
He made us so as
ene
To live in mutuality
L ik
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My Brother-in-love?
Who, me your dove?
No, my brother-in-love,
Magnetically, look, we are the like-poles of life,
Genetically, Id rather you try with my sister-in-love, my wife!
Theme C
Terrorism
151 152
152
Born in Satanistan
Before you meet him hijacking,
Let me first introduce him to you.
His name is Mr. Su Saeed Bomba,
Born in the Kingdom of Satanistan,
Trained, even in North Arm-merry-car,
And graduated in the city of Back-dead,
Self-employed in a city called Cut-tomb,
He invaded the cosmic city of New Yoke,
Banished but to the region of Halfgunistan,
So, he vanished into the hills of Terror Borer.
Hes been laden, and may be slain in Fuckistan,
And, good riddance, buried, again, in Satanistan!
Freedom of Explosion!
It is too rough,
Yet they laugh!
One of them says,
Sadists of nowadays,
They want freedom,
Freedom of explosion,
But we want freedom,
Freedom of expression.
Theirs is that of oppression
On the innocent by suicide operation.
They hate our freedom of association,
They turn it into theirs of assassination.
154
Nairobbers!
I thought Nai lived with Nairobians?
But nigh were Nai robbers!
Now Nai cannot buy Christmas for his babe and baby,
For moneyless they rendered him with their art.
Armed Ahmed
Nail and teeth,
Roars like a starved lion
Against the modern Zion.
155
Theme D
Injustice
154
To borrow tomorrow?
They sing my clothe and class I borrowed
They think my wife and life I borrowed
156
* But many that are first shall be last; and the last shall be first.
Matthew 19:30
King James Bible
With em I fly
This is what I like,
What I like about planes
Is not about the woolly sky,
Is me seated side by side
With Comrade VIP.
I, very young person, VYP,
Eat it together, the air food.
We peep at a cloud together,
Together as they gather.
Lonely we sit away
From our cars and cheeky families,
Heavenly equality
In one flying coffin.
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Cancer Airtime
Yes, youre right. I need not mere air,
I am sick six times I need more airtime;
Of cancer, To cast away my accursed bullet
Cancer of words, And cast in my cursed ballot,
Cancer of ideas, To dial my freedom
Not canker of words.
In the referendum,
Tis ulcer of utterances
On pages of my say. To set my own agendum
Coz my country is sick At my own momentum,
Six times of cancer, In our joint memorandum,
Cancer of wars, Not to be handled at random.
Canker of woes, I wanna row my own boat.
Cancer worse I wanna rear my own goat.
In the Sudan, Give me my votes.
The room of rumours. Give me my voice.
Buy me enough airtime,
But not me enough err time.
Why Star?
A superb star
Appears at night.
But at daytime, right
Away, they are burned
Hardly have they earned
By a super star.
So why then star:
Why climb that stair,
Which will make all stir
Enviously ill-concerned,
And have you burned
Off with all your fame
calories? Whats in a name?*
* They gave me star treatment because I was making a lot of money. But I was just
as good when I was poor.
Bob Marley (1945 - 1981)
Jamaican musician, singer, and songwriter.
Theme E
Covert Poverty
160
Mr. Paupular!
This I love it
Makes me fit.*
Im broke,
Retorted I,
Broken bloke,
From the Have-nots Clan,
Cursed his hypocritical word bro.
What is that term broke?
The Have asked the Have-not.
Lucky you who is never broke.
Let me define as I feel it:
A broke bloke
Is one with too much month
By the end of the money,
Whereas a loaded lord
Is one with too much money
By the end of the month.
Oh my! Im not only broke,
Oh my God, I am also broken!
162
Very loanly
Alone,
Im left
with loan.
I am bereft.
Im very lonely
On a ticking debt
Marked untill dead.
I am in an abysmal depth
Of debts spiraling into death.
Arrested!
I am in shackles,
My house is in shambles.
Of this earth I cant move an inch,
I am in undefined pain of a pinch,
Of a hereditary infirmity,
A localized calamity,
Framed on me alone.
I cant even dare a loan,
For lack of collateral security.
My child a victim of food insecurity.
I am in a property island,
In prison with freedom on my motherland,
With none to bail me out.
The whole nation is moving about
In search and display of their wealth.
I beg and dig just to buy a wreathe
For my old man who to poor health succumbed.
This son of man is to blame for all this curse,
For he chose or was chosen for a cattle course.
Dont ask me why my head is uncombed,
For combing is but for the free heads of the rich,
Who impoverish me for them to flourish.
They know my head only a tool for carrying firewood,
For that is my career imposed upon me from childhood.
O you I curse, have me bailed, god of poverty!
O You I beseech, offload me, God of property,
For not only am I such broke, I am also broken.
But to anybody nothing I spoke, expecting a token.
Tis You only, and if You upon my crimes harden,
Then who will unto my cries harken?
Where is Ni-mule?
Straight from Europe street,
He crossed the Suganda border,
Waving at Nimule residents to greet,
Ignoring them, passing on to climb yonder,
Up the Gordon Hill high, he stopped to sigh,
To a charcoal-laden man staggering like a mule,
Poking him with his noisy nose, where is Nai-miul?
For Nimule, raised by war propaganda, was so high
In the ears and eyes of the beholders from the West,
Potentially ripe for poverty projects of photography,
To counterbalance their monotony of pornography
In the cultural cosmos, rather seen as, of the waste.
Ita sibu wara ke! You left behind, thats Nimule!
With a finger pointing back, mused the Nile mule.
Doubts the phototourist, What! that ghettotown?
Yes, go back, that is our Nimule downtown.
This is how not to take to town the people,
But how to take towns to the people.
In this village versus town debacle,
The question is: Is it a miracle?
163
Economix
From the look, its economy,
Void of the laws of economics.
Until the end of our partial autonomy,
Run we shall a jungle law of economix,
A mixture thereof with socio-politics.
My daybook
With me down till dawn
With daydreams. I yawn
Of what next?
And how next?
And then up and down
Asking Jesus a permission
To brush and rush
To work by walk
And walk and walk
Back with dust at dusk,
Tired of Somnambulism,
Tired of circumlocution
From unknown location,
To slip into sleep,
To roam the spiritual world
In dreams unfulfilled.
Then it dawns again
With pain without gain,
World without end,
World without rest,
But with rest
Only in the womb,
And in the tomb.
Theme F
Death
165
Automagically!
Death is automagic,
For he switches man off unaware.
He is not automatic,
For I would switch him off if he were.*
*
At my age I do what Mark Twain did. I get my daily paper, look at the obituaries page and if
Im not there, I carry on as usual.
Patrick Moore.
John Penn deNgong 296
The Black Christ of Africa
166
167
Well, amass unto thee all thy economic and physical muscles,
Unto dignifying thy carnal dynasty and beautifying thy castles,
But nay! neither belongs to thy prosperity nor to thy posterity,
For Fate alone designs thy permanent firmament with eternity.
* Dont store up treasures here on earth, where they can be eaten by moth and
get rusty, and where thieves break in and steal. Story your treasures in heaven, where they
will never become moth-eaten or rusty and where they will be safe from thieves.
Jesus Christ
Matthew 6: 19 20
John Penn de Ngong 297
The Black Christ of Africa
168
* There is an amazing Democracy about death. It is not aristocracy for some of the
people, but a democracy for all of the people. Kings die and beggars die; rich men die and
poor men die; old people die and young people die; death comes to the innocent and it comes
to the guilty. Death is the irreducible common denominator of all men.
Martin Luther King Jr.
Eulogy for the Martyred Children
Quoted from A Testament of Hope.
Theme G
Corruption
169
Parasites in Paradise
171
Immunity by Impunity
Mr. Benydit,
You take peoples life,
Yet you aint any god,
You take property live,
In the watch of the poor sod,
Now that you are caught
Cheating your own community,
Whattell this court?!
173
Bluetooth Development
175
Qualifiction vs Qualification
The West wastes the East as the East eases the West
One asset the West wastes notTime.
But the West wastes the product thereofMoney.
Its annual budget indicates:
For the poor: 100, 000, 000
For the war: 100,000,000,000
For Aid and/or Aids: 900,000,000
For Air or the Space: 900,000,000,000
In words:
Nine-hundred million
For the shivering and bickering people of the Earth,
And Nine-hundred billion
For the shimmering and simmering people of the Mars.
As Easterners are still footing the million-kilometre distance of this indoplanet,
Westerners are shooting the trillion-kilometre distance in search of that exo-
planet.
* What can the West do for the continent? the Daily Telegraph asked.
Virtually nothing Perhaps it is time to reverse the process begun by Stanley and
his generation, to shut the door and simply steal away.
Deborah Scroggins
Emmas War; Epilogue
176 241
* Going to Europe gives us a way to hire people who bring new talents and new
perspectives to our work that we couldnt get any other way.
Nathan Myhrvold
U.S. business executive.
The New York Time
Homo copiens
Scientists call original human beings
Homo sapiens,
Copied out of Creators image.
How do you call those human beings,
Copiers of other creators image?
Homo copiens.
Duller dubbers of gifted artists,
Imitators of exotic cultures,
Homo copiers,
Will you copy me?
* What can the West do for the continent? the Daily Telegraph asked. Virtually
nothing Perhaps it is time to reverse the process begun by Stanley and his generation, to
shut the door and simply steal away.
Deborah Scroggins
Emmas War; Epilogue
242
Theme H
178
180
182
They privatize
Then advertize:
182
Theme I
183
Tame Time
* Iago: There are many events in the womb of time which will be delivered.
William Shakespeare (1564 - 1616)
Othello, Act 1, Scene 3
Forgiveness
A little awkward feathery frame
Wailed her way onto my cheek.
Attempting to siphon from me life,
With a windy palm down I whisked her.
While on the floor, my heel she survived,
As I imagined what if I were her,
And how dear to all life is.
Only to see her the following morn pregnant red
And only to feel myself the following week baked pale.
Then I damned the philosophy of forgiveness,
Dumped the idiocy of forgetfulness,
And cherished the ideology of an eye for an eye.
To forgive and forget your foe
Is to forgo and forfeit your life.*
Stinking Thinking
This one,
When he thinks,
It stinks!
This one,
As he thinks,
He stings!
This one,
When he thinks,
There are bad things!
This one,
as he thinks,
The world sinks!
This one,
His own thinking
Is a stinking thinking
194
1+1=1
* In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one
equals nothing.
Mignon McLaughlin, 1913-1983, American Journalist and Author
Wo/man Rights?
In the beginning
Was the world
and the word:
Men right
Women left
Man right
Woman wrong.
In the end will be a word:
Women right
Men left
Womens rights
Mens wrongs,
For the first will be the last
And the last the first.
That will not last.*
* So close is the bond between man and woman that you can not raise one
without lifting the other. The world can not move ahead without womans sharing in the
movement, and to help give a right impetus to that movement is womans highest privi-
lege.
Frances E. W. Harper (1825 - 1911)
U.S. writer and social reformer.
Black Women in Nineteenth-Century American Life (Bert James Lowenberg and Ruth
Bogin)
Refrain it,
Restrain it
Before it stains you;
Before it strains you.
Keep it at bay,
For if you let it bray,
It will betray.
If you let it stray,
It will lead you astray.
So have it tailored
Before it has you tethered.*
* And the tongue is a fireit defiles the body and sets on fire the course of nature
For every kind of beast and birds, of reptile and creature of the sea, is tamed and has been
tamed by mankind.
But no man can tame the tongue. It is an unruly evil, full of deadly poison.
Our Agri-culture
We cant identify
And only gratify
Liberators
Without mash, the belilah,
Our edible Delilah.
No fuel no car!
Owing to the mash,
We kept on the long march
From March to March,
From town to town,
On unempty stomachs
Full of Taposa tapioca;
Guer-monydit or wild cassava,
Bambe gava or bush potatoes,
Lemun tehet or underground lemon,
Ashab shrub and succulent berries,
Lajiyo or jungle jingle bell,
And wild honey and white ant,
Athuai or kwete residue
And all that when eaten
In the garden of eden,
We could not die but fight.
As we are being tamed from our wild game,
We should not leave behind our leaves and wild game.
Wild food must be tamed into mild food,
To be part of our culture;
Part and parcel of our agriculture.
Jesh Ahmr
A pierce generation
Of same heart
Same height
Same head
Same heat
Same age,
Congratulations!
I salute you all
Budding heroes
And heroines,
Now as fathers and mothers,
Doctors and teachers,
Masters and maskers
Or radical rascals,
Rabbles and rebels,
Soldiers or soul-jars!
I nostalgically invite you back
To fugnido, Itang, Dima,
Others and Palotaka.
Reminiscing our full attacker,
Our survival in revival,
Keeping up the freedom march
In a sunny March
Long live our sorghum and corn belilah
When we forgot our love and scorn Delilah,
And fought for wealth of Kuch,
Our fatherland full of paternity,
And for health of Akuch,
Our motherland full of maternity.
Bravo brave brothers and sisters,
Bravo brave Jesh Ahmr and Jesh Ahsuod,
The armed generation of Red and Black Ants,
Now in a wedding suit
With Miss South Sudan,
Whose honeymoon in a holy month
Is scheduled to twenty-eleven.*
* In other words, the Jesh Ahmar was a Sudanese group of adolescents who had
had their adult lessons in a wrong course for a right cause, at a wrong time in a right
place.
Glossary of this book.
Theme J
Racism
195
Master Brown
Mr. Brown,
Im sure youll frown
When I say Im gone.
Blame me not,
For on our common pot,
You know that you make me lack,
I have declared, I, Mr. Black,
Forever, bye bye,
Im leaving by and by.
198
Black Towers
Biblically mysterious,
This towering folk,
Black skinned,
Blank-skilled,
Were some day
Being and will one day
Be feared far and wide
By the races of Red and White.
Lo, stand they like coconut towers,
With total prowess and powers.
The Maverick
Im not unmasked
But not unmarked.
I am still blanketed
In mystery and marketed,
Branded as I stray and loiter
Into the arm of an exploiter,
Who is there to sadden.
I left all of a sudden
My name is Thui Dan
From Sudd Sudan
Through Abyssinia
To Virginia.
They call me names
But I know my games.
They think they employ
Just a solitary lost boy,
Who is now their maverick,
Who molds them mud brick.
I do this for my distant father
Whom I can explain not further.
198
And if so,
Why white?
ey
How white?
th
Theme J
Politics
205
Politically Stung
There are political boys
Armed with verbal toys
To have me harmed by their venom
In the name of their speech freedom.
Statutes by statues
In our longing for our own sanctuary,
That has taken us more than a century,
Uduk-uduk, kurmuk-kurmuk, shouts our drum,
The incessant drumming for our referendum;
But before we deliver it through Caesarean,
Were met head-on by laws Draconian,
Characterized by Presidential Decrees,
Driven by personal greed and creed of adverse degrees.
These laws against the Nile current will form an estuary,
Silted in the South upstream from their northern statuary.
These statutes are legislated by statues,
Those who have no attitudes and values.
204
War, Stop it!
Its no longer a project.
Breaking down cities,
Causing many atrocities
On chosen ethnicities,
Making them live like in an egg.
For this, I beg with a broken leg,
Let there be, and let there be peace,
Or each warlord and woe author shall face it apiece,
With the Good God too far to worship and appease.
g
Eg
Of Despondent Respondents
President:
My nation, Our unity in units oyee!
You must pay attention Two nations from one nation oyee!
And repeat word by word from me,
Or else failure to obey the law of swing, President:
you shall surely fall out of my wing. Allah-u-Akbar!
For they who tiptoe the sentry paths Allah-u-Akbar!
Shall definitely possess the entry pass.
Respondents:
President: Allahluia!
A, B, C, D Allahluiaaaaa
1,2,3,4,5
Respondents:
D,C,B,A.
5,4,3,2,1.
Correspondent:
Your Excellency,
The respondents are despondent,
Maybe because your televised address
Is creating this game of resident-versus-president.
President:
Damnit!
If they fail just this sound testing,
How will they pass my election contesting?
Respondents:
Teach him
That the difference between a resident and a president
Is a P, that we can remove so he become just -resident.
So Bor is a Bore?
207
206
106
Im used less
I grow illiterate
And thus become useless.
I enroll on the street,
Not because I am useless.
I get married too early
As my brother get graduated,
And I thus become useless.
When I grow up and then down,
They in my umpteen shoes
Brand me as useless oldy,
But Im just being youthless.
Im useless because Im used less.
106
MP vs. PM
From eight PM
Unto eight AM,
They whisper him
All throughout the dim,
So that he is brought down.
I can see
I can see monkeys
Abandoning their trees
Taking over doorkeys
Sleeping on mattresses!
I can see donkeys
Abandoning their carts
Taking over carkeys
Cruising on the macadams!
And the world chanting silence.
Long live the long-loathed gorillas!
Long-live the super power guerillas!
Long live the budding Kingdom of
Gorillas!
209
Theme K
The winding up
210
Congratulations, to me!
No king crowns himself,
Lest its made fun,
But who will?
Debts of Gratitude
I remember Makerere
Like my other mental kitchens.
Save for its lecherous lecturers,
Makerere University is my mock maker.
I remember Diane Beltran,
Not for being my friend in need
But for being my friend in deed.
I remember Dan Callery
Not for who hes
But for who I am.
I remember John Majok Mabior,
Not for being my friendly brother
But for being my brotherly friend.
I remember John Garang de Mabior,
And all my martyrs that matter,
Not for having braved the grave,
But for being my role models.
I remember my mother
Not for being my mother
But for being my mentor.
I remember my father
Not for having fathered me,
But for having died
Before he furthered me
Into another father;
And for having died
Before I pay him back
His parental dues.
I remember God
Not for what He is
But for what I am.
Chapter Z
The Epilogue
XIV- Conclusion
a)- How to Read It
b)- Bibliophilia Versus Bibliophobia
4 But the seventh year is to be a year of complete rest for the land,
a year dedicated to the LORD.
Do not sow your fields or prune your vineyards.
5 Do not even harvest the corn that grows by itself without being sown,
and do not gather the grapes from unpruned vines;
it is a year of complete rest for the land.
6 Although the land has not been cultivated during that year,
it will provide food for you, your slaves, your hired men,
the foreigners living with you,
10 In this you shall set the fiftieth year apart and proclaim freedom to all the inhabit-
ants of the land. During this year all property that has been sold shall be restored to the
original owner or his descendants, and anyone that has been sold as a slave shall return
to his family.
11- You shall not sow the fields
or harvest the corn that grows by itself
or gather the grapes from unpruned vineyards.
13 In this year
all the property that has been sold
shall be restored to its original owner.
20 But someone may ask what there will be to eat during the seventh year,
when no fields are sown and no crops gathered.
26Anyone who has no relative to buy it back may later become prosperous
and have enough to buy it back.
32However,
Levites have the right to buy back anytime their property in the cities assigned to them.
33If a house in the one of these cities is sold by a Levite and is not bought back,
it must be returned in the Year of Restoration,
because the houses which the Levites own in their cities
are their permanent property among the people of Israel.
34But the pasture land round the Levite cities shall never be sold;
it is their property forever.
37- Do not make them pay any interest on the money you lend them,
and do not make a profit on the food you sell them.
39- If a fellow-Israelite living near you becomes so poor that he sells himself to you as a
slave,
you shall not make him do the work of a slave.
45- You may also buy the children of the foreigners who are living among you.
Such children born in your land may become your property,
46- and you may leave them as an inheritance for your sons,
whom they must serve as long as they live.
But you must not treat any of your fellow-Israelites harshly.
49- or his uncle or his cousin or one of his close relatives may buy him back;
or if he himself earns enough,
he may buy his own freedom.
2
From that land
ambassadors come down the Nile
in boats made of reeds.
Go back home,
Swift messengers!
Take a message back
6
Listen,
everyone who lives on earth!
Look
for a signal flag
to be raised on the tops of the mountains!
Listen
for
the blowing of the bugle!
7
A time is coming
Who are feared all over the world.
When the LORD Almighty
Will receive offerings
They will come to Mount Zion,
from
Where the LORD Almighty is worshiped.
This land divided by rivers,
This strong and powerful nation,
Good News Bible
This tall and smooth-skinned people,
Matthew 6: 9,13
Conclusion
i)
If you do want to miss your bus
And be marked absent by your boss,
Open Penns book before 8AM;
Or if you dont want to miss your booze
And go to bed past midnight,
Open not Penns book after 8PM.
ii)
My Son,
There is no end
To the writing of books,
King Solomon
Ecclesiastes 12:12
Good News Bible.
I am a bibliophile
Against the bibliophobe
With law factfile but low profile.
from Poem 22