Skyfall Angels of Destiny Pre-Election and The Pre-Existence of Spirit

Skyfall
A n g e l s o f D e s t i n y
Skyfall
A n g e l s o f D e s t i n y
P r e - e l e c t i o n a n d t h e P r e - e x i s t e n c e o f Sp i r i t
Zen Garcia
Skyfall: Angels of Destiny
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Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ,
who hath blessed us with all spiritual blessings in heavenly
places in Christ: According as he hath chosen us in him
before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy
and without blame before him in love: Having predestinated
us unto the adoption of children by Jesus Christ to himself,
according to the good pleasure of his will, To the praise of
the glory of his grace, wherein he hath made us accepted
in the beloved. In whom we have redemption through
his blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches
of his grace; Wherein he hath abounded toward us in all
wisdom and prudence; Having made known unto us the
mystery of his will, according to his good pleasure which
he hath purposed in himself: That in the dispensation of
the fulness of times he might gather together in one all
things in Christ, both which are in heaven, and which are
on earth; even in him: In whom also we have obtained an
inheritance, being predestinated according to the purpose of him
who worketh all things after the counsel of his own will: That
we should be to the praise of his glory, who first trusted
in Christ. In whom ye also trusted, after that ye heard the
word of truth, the gospel of your salvation: in whom also
after that ye believed, ye were sealed with that holy Spirit
of promise, Which is the earnest of our inheritance until
the redemption of the purchased possession, unto the
praise of his glory.
Ephesians 1:3-13, kjv
Acknowledgments
A ll praise honor Glory and worship to the Most High,

Father, Son, and Holy Spirit for all chance opportunity
and blessing; without whom existence redemption and salvation
would not be possibility.
Unbridled love and honor to my grandparents, Cristina
Navarrez, Peter Garcia, Kim Yam Chun, and Shin Ji Hyun, those
of our family line thank you for all the sacrifices that each of
you made in raising our parents to adulthood. The world was
not an easy place during your day and age. Each of you endured
untold trial and consequence to even grant us opportunity for life
and being.
Speacial love and honor to my parents, Myong Hwa Shin and
Manuel Pedro Garcia, words cannot express the appreciation
and respect that I hold for you in bringing me to this world and
nurturing me in love unconditional. I apologize for the mistakes
of my younger days. Often selfish and wayward, I was determined
to seek out discovery of the divine, hunting down the secrets of
the ages. Looking back now, I could have went about things a little
differently. More than anything, I wish I would have embraced
more often the time that we had together in sharing the common
things of life, not overlooking, or taking for granted, the beautiful
blessings of simply sharing time and space together while trying
to survive in this strange but beautiful world.
Much blessing and reflection also to Stacy Painter Wilson,
and my son, Justin James Garcia, for love unconditional and
for sustaining me in my journey to rememberance. I love you
both dearly and honor you, for understanding the calling of my
purpose, and for entertaining direction, even when you did not
sometimes understand the things directing my life, in seeking
kingdom, and fulfilling vow as a watchman to this generation.
Honor to my nearest family, Jodi Shin Gannon, Samantha
Kiernan, Patrick Gannon, Vernon Kiernan, Patrick and Leah
Gannon, and to all of the family in New Mexico, California,
Texas, and abroad connected to my fathers side. I love you all and
pray the Father and Son watch over, protect, and keep each and
every one of you, safe from the dangers and trials of this world.
To my all friends, listeners, viewers, readers and especially
my closest confidants, Dr. Joye Jeffries Pugh, John the Baptist,
Kenneth Beer, Professor Truth, Alexander Bachman, Roman
White, Jonathan Kleck, and the Hi-Jacker. I pray daily, Yahushuah
come quickly yesterday even as so many are struggling so much
just to maintain. We know that we cannot do this alone and that
its not going to be some space brother from somewhere or even
ourselves that saves us from those things that are coming upon
the earth, that according to Your word, will make mens hearts
fail them. We need You and hold on to the promise that You
exampled to us, through prophecy and parable dictated by the
apostles of old. King of kings, Lord of lords, we believe in You
fully and hold to Your majesty with all humbled grace. May we
be worthy of the salvation You so desire to deliver to us. May we
be counted among the elect worthy enough to escape all those
things yet shortly to be revealed. In Your name and the Fathers
name I pray with all sincerity of Heart, on my knees before You
in tears, and thanksgiving for all life and being. Praise You Lord
only You are worthy of such honor.
For me the world is weird

because it is stupendous, awesome,
mysterious, unfathomable;
my interest has been
to convince you that you
must assume responsibility
for being here,
in this marvelous world,
in this marvelous desert,
in this marvelous time.
I wanted to convince you
that you must learn
to make every act count,
since you are going to be here
for only a short while;
in fact, too short for witnessing
all the marvels of it.
Don Juan Matus
Table of Contents
Foreword . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 13
Introduction . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 17
Chapter 1: Pre-existence of Christ . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 23
Chapter 2: Covenant of Grace and Renewance . . . . . . . . . . 45
Chapter 3: Cup of Forgetfulness . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 55
Chapter 4: Pre-existence of the Saints . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 67
Chapter 5: The Twelve Apostles . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 87
Chapter 6: Reincarnation vs. Incarnation . . . . . . . . . . . . . 135
Chapter 7: Pre-existence of Humanity . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 181
Chapter 8: The Inheritance of Eternal Security . . . . . . . . 195
Chapter 9: Circumstance and Situation . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 207
Chapter 10: Jacob Have I loved, But Esau Have I Hated . . . 221
Chapter 11: Pre-election and the Choice of Allegiance . . . 233
Chapter 12: A Box Of Chocolates . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 247
Chapter 13: War in Heaven . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 261
Chapter 14: Personal Awakening and
Rememerance of Self . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 279
Chapter 15: You Are An Angel of Destiny . . . . . . . . . . . . . 305
And he said unto me, In the beginning, when the earth
was made, before the borders of the world stood, or ever
the winds blew, Before it thundered and lightened, or
ever the foundations of paradise were laid, Before the
fair flowers were seen, or ever the moveable powers were
established, before the innumerable multitude of angels
were gathered together, Or ever the heights of the air
were lifted up, before the measures of the firmament were
named, or ever the chimneys in Sion were hot, And ere the
present years were sought out, and or ever the inventions
of them that now sin were turned, before they were sealed
that have gathered faith for a treasure: Then did I consider
these things, and they all were made through me alone,
and through none other: by me also they shall be ended,
and by none other.
4 Ezra 6:1-6, Apocrypha
Foreword
L ife is so difficult in the world today that most people are

busy just trying to survive paycheck to paycheck, attempting
to maintain payment of their monthly bills. It is increasingly
more difficult for families to just provide enough food to feed
their children and themselves. With the rate of poverty and
homelessness in America and abroad at record levels, those that
are well off enough to survive comfortably still feel the tinge of
desperation affecting the world collectively. The uncertainty of
survival in this day and age is leading to an unprecedented amount
of hopelessness and despair among the youth as many have found
that they can not manage on their own and have been forced
to return home to live with their parents. Such hopelessness is
forcing many to reassess the reasons for our being here on this
planet and at this time.
Those that have enough money to not worry about the
stresses of daily living are spending most of their time just trying
to maintain the comfort of their lifestyle and quality of life, but
many are no longer satisfied by the empty promise of happiness
associated with materialism and the now defunct American
dream. Many are yearning for something deeper, something more
profound to fill the void and explain really what this life and our
being here is really all about.
Is it just about raising family, accumulating wealth, and leaving
a legacy of name and accomplishment for the children who are
to inherit the merits of our efforts just to raise generations yet
to come? Or is there truly something more profound, ingrained
within our spirits that in times of desperation and trial,
awakens us to seek out answers to questions we may have never
entertained before?
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My hope is to lead you as reader into entertaining such

speculation and to look within for answers to such dilemma. I
believe that the world is being forced into a place where all must
reassess all they thought they knew and understood about life
and why we are here. My efforts are to guide others seeking such
answers, and assist those whom feel in their hearts that there is
indeed something greater to the design of life and our reasons
for being here in the flesh and at this time. It is my opinion that
knowledge that we have pre-existed and have been predestined
for a higher purpose by the Father and Son since even before the
foundations of this world, is the key which can help one to realize
that indeed there is significance and a meaningful reason to the
unfolding of all things and our part within them.
We are each individually special to the Creator as He has
masterminded all things for a higher purpose which includes
the role of humanity. All things were made and put in to place
to benefit humanity and to lead us to know our Maker. Even
the angels that serve in heaven and have secondary roles as
ministering spirits to humanity are tasked with assisting us to
know the Father. Nothing is ever by chance or random as all
things have purpose in the grander scheme of things. We are all
interwoven into the complex design of life for special reason,
whether we are aware of that purpose or not. The teachings that
I will share within the pages and chapters of this book, I pray can
help one to come to such revelation. Others like myself that have
been lead to such discernment have come to understanding that
we are spiritual beings caught up in flesh form, with capacity that
far surpasses the limits of our worldly embodiment.
Many have been brought to remembrance and have embraced
the responsibility of holding such knowledge. We are like those
of you whom will awaken to the profoundness of such realization,
responsible for doing the work, which will assist others to achieve
the fullness of such realization. Those that are awake to who they
truly are, will be those utilized by the Most High to reign in the
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majesty of His everlasting kingdom. Like the apostles that were

tasked for a specific role in establishing the early church, many
incarnating into the flesh now are part of the elect tasked with
heralding the return of Christ for what is the last generation, the
fig-tree generation. Many born into the world now are those that
have come into flesh as part of this group for the fulfillment of
such a specific role.
The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some

men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not
willing that any should perish, but that all should come to
repentance.
2 Peter 3:9, kjv
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Introduction
M y hope with this being my seventh book, is to elucidate

and expound upon the premise of predestination,
preexistence, and preelction so that it can hopefully awaken such
discernment within you as the reader, so that you can understand
your exceptional role and reason for being here in the flesh and
at this time. My hope is to construe what occurred during the
full scope of pre-Adamic and modern human history to explain
the collective loss of our first estate and why it is that we are now
required incarnation into flesh bodies and into this fallen world.
I will continue the story of my 6th book, Sons of God: Who
We Are and Why We Are Here and explain further how and
why Adam and Eve had to fall and how this began both the
2nd world age which resulted in the collective fall of humanity,
and resulted in the Genesis 3:15 enmity between the seed of the
woman and seed of the serpent. This pre-history has relevance
for who we are now and how and why we came to be in flesh
form. We were part of the sons of God that pre-existed with
the original Morningstar administration and as such had part to
play in circumstances which determine our flesh embodiments
for this world age. Without this understanding one might be apt
to blame Eve and her beguilment as reason for the collective fall
of humanity. And though Adam and Eves fall from immortality
resulted in the circumstances which established flesh incarnation
as possibility for humanity, we are each responsible for the election
which finds us born to certain lifetime and scenario. I know for
those that have never heard of the fall explained this way, that this
teaching would be a difficult one to assimilate, yet once once one
understands incarnation as personal responsibility, yet once one
understands incarnation and how it is that we ended up being in
the flesh in a fallen state, and on a fallen planet surrounded by
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devils and demons bent on the collective destruction of the seed

of the woman as the sons and genealogy of Adam, one will only
then begin to understand our role during and within the war
in heaven.
As explained in detail in my sixth book Sons of God: Who We
Are and Why We Are Here, the crowning of Yahuhsuah ( Jesus
Christ) as light and ruler of the etheric and higher heavens and
His being crowned and granted dominion of the creation by the
Father, Yahuwah, and Creator of us all, became the catalyst for
Lucifers rebellion resulting in the separation of opposing forces
of light and good, and darkness and evil. This is also the moment
when iniquity was found within Lucifer as he decided to attempt
the overthrow of the Most High, rather than serve as cherub
protecting and overseeing the mercy seat. Throughout this book
as well as my other books I use the names Yahuhsuah for Jesus
Christ and Yahuwah for YHWH or the Father.
Lucifer never had chance to overthrow his Maker but the
Father and Son allowed him to proceed with his insurrection
tempting and testing the loyalty of all of the angels of the Most
High as he plotted an attempted overthrow. A third of the Lords
angels agreed to join him in rebellion. The division of light and
darkness and unveiling opposition, fostered the war in heaven
and embroiled many into the conflict. This war is still raging
now on the earth as the enmity between the two seed-lines. This
planet in a sense is a virtual reality and ongoing simulation of the
wars in heaven.
As part of the collective elohim and sons of God, we had
part to play in the war in heaven. Some here were part of those
that joined Lucifer and the seraphic angels in revolt against the
Most High and His Son, some were loyal to the Morningstar
administration and fought against Lucifer and the angels that
rebelled. Those whom are and have been incarnating into flesh
during the second world age were embroiled in that ancient war
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and what we did or didnt do during that time had consequence

for our flesh incarnation now.
Birth into the second world age is consequence of the original
sin which is connected to the division, rebellion, and prior war
in heaven. This does not mean that we were all evil or that we
were part of the forces that joined Lucifer in rebellion against
Yahushuah. Those in flesh form are representative of all classes
of angels which pre-existed before the rebellion and subsequent
banishment of the rebel angels from the upper heavens.
There is special purpose for all of our coming into flesh form
now and it is up to us individually to discover that purpose. In
order to know where were going we should know where weve
been. It is important to discover who we are and to embrace that
purpose in determining whom we will choose to serve while in
flesh form. For we are the fig-tree and last generation which will
see the culmination of the war in heaven and final conclusion
of the enmity between the seed of the woman and seed of
the serpent.
Because so many are busy just trying to make it in the world,
most have neglected what I consider to be the major part of our
having come into flesh embodiment, awakening ourselves to
remembrance which explains who we are, why were here, and
what this life and being is really all about.
Though this world is dominated by the physical needs of our
flesh body, innate within each of us lay the dormant memories
of our spiritual past, recollections of our first estate, where
together we pre-existed with the Father and Son. Though most
have no remembrance of such revelations, the spirit does retain
such accounting and those that seek the kingdom in earnest
perserverance often do access those memories. However, the
matrix of life is such that most have no time or space to commit
to seeking out the larger questions of being, most are busy enough
with commitments to job, family, and society that when one
does have time it is usually spent just trying to recover from the
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frenized pace of managing daily affairs. Those with the luxury of

having idle time are often not inclined to seek the spirit in such
way that it is given first priority. Many are completely satisfied
with the extravagances and distractions of this world and desire
nothing more than to indulge further in the carnal pleasures of it.
As in the days of Atlantis, most people are caught up in the lusts
of flesh which caused even angelic, holy watchers to fall during
the time of Jared, Enochs father. The obsession with fleshly desire
caused the elohim and nephilim to abandon their commitments
to heaven and leaving their place of habitation, bound them in
mutual imprecation to take wives from the daughters of men.
The sin associated with such sacrilege was great enough that the
Father condemned them to imprisonment and total annihilation
at the end of days. Their desire to whore after the daughters of
humanity excluded them from the favor of the Most High and
now they have no chance for redemption and cannot be counted
for salvation. The fall of the watchers as cited in Genesis chapter
6 occured during the time of Jared, Enochs father however the
fallen angels were already involved in attempting to create a slave
race from the pre-Adamic human that was here on this planet
before the Father decided to create modern humanity.
Deciphering who we are and why we are here has everything
to do with securing our place in heaven or hell. Understanding
pre-existence and how it ties into the life we find ourselves in now,
is in my opinion key for answering the larger questions of where
weve been, while elaborating on the grander reasons for why we
are here, and where we are going. In explaining preexistence and
predestination, I will emphasize three aspects: the pre-existence
of Christ, the pre-existence of the saints, and the pre-existence
of humanity as a collective whole. Has our name already been
written in the book of life in eternity past? The Father offered
Cain an opportunity to choose goodness, but he choose by free
will to align with the sons of disobedience.
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My hope is that in sharing this revelation with you as a reader,

it will assist you in coming to remembrance of self, so that you
can embrace the realization that we are spiritual beings caught up
in flesh and that we have sacred vow to come here to be tried and
tested by Satan and the rebel angels. This knowledge if one allows
it, can empower one to understanding on what it is we must do to
fulfill the task and mission ascribed to us by the Father and Son,
before ever coming into the challenge of this embodiment, and
while we still yet have time. Those that embrace this epiphany
are called to share with others the same light of self-truth which
leads to rememberance as we were commissioned by Christ to
know thy self. The overcomers will prevail and will have chosen
the narrow way but few there be that find it.
A seeker of lost paradise may seem a fool to one whom has

never sought the other world.
Jim Morrison
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Chapter 1
Pre-existence of Christ
M any have written about pre-existence especially in

connection to Yahushuah to confirm His being God
incarnate and relate how special for humanity was His role for
incarnating into flesh form. Those that have covered this topic
usually do so from a strictly canonical perspective utilizing
references which are centered solely upon the Old and New
Testament in explaining the association between the Son and the
Father and how the two are One. I will however reference many
texts that many people have never heard about nor chanced to
have read, in order to elaborate upon the foundation of the biblical
canon, and confer information detailing preexistence so that the
reader can understand that not only is this topic canonical but
that it is indeed sourced in a myriad of other places and passages
not usually connected to this revelation.
The pre-existence of Christ has been an area of speculation
since even before His celebrated and memorialized resurrection
and ascension into heaven. No other person has had more written
about His life and what He did while in the flesh than our Savior
Messiah. Many individuals over the course of hundreds, even
thousands of years have dedicated themselves to understanding
who Christ was and why it was that He came into the flesh.
Many wonder was He just a man like us or was there something
uniquely special about Him that allowed Him to live a sinless life
and reveal the secrets of heaven while physically present within
the flesh. Did He have a similar childhood and evolution to
manhood as all other children?, or did He even young, embody
God incarnate? Was He able to perform miracles even as a babe
and if so what was His childhood like? Why does the canon not
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include reference to His early life and why are only the last years
of His life shared in the canonized gospel?
Ever since His walk upon the earth countless individuals have
dedicated large portions of their time delving into all aspects of
His prophetic coming, birth, life, death, and resurrection to try to
confirm or disparage what was unique about His character, and
why He was referenced as being the only begotten Son of God.
For those interested in learning more about Christs childhood
and whether He and those around Him knew that He was God
incarnate even at a young age, I would recommend one read
with discernment the Forgotten Books of Eden, part of the
Forbidden Books of the Bible series which contains within them,
the Protoevangelium of James, a collection of infancy gospels
connected to the early life of Christ. They are said to date back
to 145 A. D. and are attributed to James, the half brother of
Yahushuah, a son of Joseph from a previous marriage.
The stories begin with the life of Mary detailing why she as
a 14 year old virgin was chosen betrothed to Joseph an elderly
widowed man chosen by the Most High to be her guardian. They
also contain early accounts of Christs infancy detailing stories
of how Mary used His bathwater and baby blanket to heal the
children of other mothers from sickness or disease. Other stories
portray a young Yahushuah performing miracles during the early
years of His life which in my mind clearly shows that He and the
Father were one and how He held authority as Yahuwah incarnate
even as a baby and young child. If you are like me and want to
know everything one can learn about Christs life including His
childhood which is largely left out of the official canon, one must
study the extra-biblical texts to detail such accounting. If one first
establishes a solid Biblical foundation based upon the current
King James Bible, then the extra-biblical texts will provide
additional insight and you will be able to discern what is valid
or embellishment.
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In discussing Christs preexistence my hope is to confirm

to the reader how He not only had prior embodiment before
coming into the flesh but that as the Son of God and Word of the
Father, was the One that spoke or sang the universes (one verse)
into being and that He and the Father were one even before His
flesh embodiment/incarnation. I think it important to search out
insight everywhere one can so that in piecing together all of the
passages which speak about the fullness of His being, one can
come to a clear understanding as to what made Christ so special
and uniquely different from all other created and incarnated
spirits. Know that I only include in my books information and
wisdom which compliments and never contradicts a correct
understanding of the Holy Bible as we have it today.
In that hour was this Son of man invoked before the Lord
of spirits, and his name in the presence of the Ancient of
days. Before the sun and the signs were created, before the stars
of heaven were formed, his name was invoked in the presence
of the Lord of spirits. A support shall he be for the righteous
and the holy to lean upon, without falling; and he shall be
the light of nations. He shall be the hope of those whose
hearts are troubled. All, who dwell on earth, shall fall down
and worship before him; shall bless and glorify him, and
sing praises to the name of the Lord of spirits.
Therefore the Elect and the Concealed One existed in
his presence, before the world was created, and for ever. In
his presence he existed, and has revealed to the saints and to
the righteous the wisdom of the Lord of spirits; for he has
preserved the lot of the righteous, because they have hated
and rejected this world of iniquity, and have detested all
its works and ways, in the name of the Lord of spirits.
For in his name shall they be preserved; and his will shall
be their life. In those days shall the kings of the earth
and the mighty men, who have gained the world by their
achievements, become humble in countenance. For in the
day of their anxiety and trouble their souls shall not be
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saved; and they shall be in subjection to those whom I

have chosen.
The Book of Enoch, 48:2-8, Dead Sea Scrolls
Its my opinion that in using the Old and New Testament, as

a foundation of truth, and studying all of the other texts available
including apocyphal, pseudipigraphal, Dead Sea, Nag Hammadi,
and other extra biblical sources, that one can piece together the
fullness of who Christ, is, was, and forever will be as the Alpha
Omega and beginning/ending of all things. I will draw from many
texts to expound upon Christ and some of the concepts I will be
covering within the scope of this book especially predestination
and preexistence.
For those that are new to these concepts, it is not necessary
to go outside of the accepted canon in confirming what I will
present here but that if one does, one can find verification of it
from multitudinous other sources and as I have stated many times
in my previous work, I do not hold the gnostic or extra biblical
books as canon or nearly of equal standing to the word of God as
laid out especially in the King James Version of the bible, which
is the one I will be quoting from. Nor do I believe everything
stated within other texts especially when they contradict the kjv.
I would also add that it does not matter whether one agrees
or disagrees with my thesis on predestination and pre-existence
as it has no bearing upon salvation whether one thinks one way
or the other about what I will be writing about here. Even if you
disagree with this premise or others I will be referencing, it is my
hope that as followers of Christ that we need not argue harmfully
or fiercefully condemn one another for differing points of view if
one should hold a contrasting perspective on the interpretation
of certain scripture. Should someone see things differently, in the
least we should honor each other as family in the fellowship of
Christ and simply agree to disagree if necessary.
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In my years of study I deduce, that what made Christ

uniquely different from all of the angels created in heaven and
other people born into the flesh world over the many epochs
spanning the course of time, is that He was not one that was
created but as the Word is the embodiment of Yahuwah the
Father and that together as John cited They were the ones
that created all of the other things of creation. Together They
were the singularity and unified force from which all other
things owe their existence. They are the energy, consciousness,
force, and light which pervades all things invisible and visible,
imperishable and perishable, immortal and mortal. Yahushuah
is the hosted aspect of the unseen Father, and together They are
the Creator that is, has, and forever will be. God the Father is
Spirit, is Light is Life. Yahushuah is the only begotten Son, that
was with the Father before all other things were brought into
form as separate individualized entities. They as source, are the
spirit from which all other things were brought into being. All
other things including the angels were conceived and manifest
from the intent and focus of Christ who as the Word uttered or
sang the universe into being as vibration and frequency. They are
the force that masterminded the grand experiment of the great
mystery in unfolding of all things to being. All aspects of creation
are contained in Their essence and without Them nothing could
truly exist. Together we comprise the consciousness that is the
Giant Family.
Much has been written about the mystification of Christ
especially in association to His having come into the flesh;
however most in presenting the story were not aware of key
texts which may broaden the understanding of Christs pre-
xistence and predestiny. With the advent of the internet we as
last generation have access to ancient texts most are not familiar
with. I believe that as it says in scripture the spirit is being poured
out on our generation and that many texts which have never been
heard of or seen before by many are being brought to light so that
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those that are truly seeking the kingdom may have access to them
so that we can gain with their help, insight into the fullness of the
story which clarifies the special character of Yahushuah as our
Lord and King. For those that are not offended by my emphasis
and inclusion of so many texts which are overlooked and little
delved into, I feel certain that many of the extra-biblical texts
can assist in clarifying certain esoteric passages within the canon
that are connected to the topics of predestination, preexistence,
and preelection.
Of course many will demonize me for simply quoting from
some of these texts as there are many who feel especially certain
that no one should look outside of the canon for information
about things that may not be within it. Many do not even realize
that the original canon contained 80 books and not 66. There
are also many individuals and groups which differ on varying
aspects of theology that will criticize others when contesting
which version of the canonized edition one should use for study,
thus the many denominations scattered worldwide; however even
with such differences I feel strongly that as a body of Christ, we
should still honor one another and respect each other for varying
perspectives as the commandments instruct us to do. Nobody has
all of the answers nor has anyone pieced together the puzzle of
truth in such way that everyone will agree wholeheartedly with
them and so I believe that we should in the least respect each
other for where one may be in coming to discernment on these
and other revelations. I feel we should address each other not in
a spirit of division but with a spirit of charity.
Then said the Jews unto him, Thou art not yet fifty years
old, and hast thou seen Abraham? Jesus said unto them,
verily,verily, I say unto you, Before Abraham was, I am. Then
took they up stones to cast at him: but Jesus hid himself,
and went out of the temple, going through the midst of
them, and so passed by.
John 8:57-59, kjv
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The issue of Christs pre-existence though contained within

the canon is not well-known nor debated as topic by most pastors,
preachers, ministers, and students of mainstream Christianity.
Many of my listeners ask me why such topics as Cain being the
first born of the wicked one or the sons of God mating with
the daughters of humanity to produce the giants known as
men of renown, are taboo subjects which many churches and
church leaders, consign to the realm of make believe? Why wont
authorities on the word, whom others look to for answer on such
cryptic issues, comment on such inquiries in all seriousness rather
than just regard such mythology as unsuitable for discussion
especially if such concepts are found in the canon of the word?
I can understand how mainstream church leaders especially if
they have never delved into such issues in a serious way, can gloss
over such topics as they do not consider them as relevant nor
connected in any way to modern day life and living, but even
some of whom I consider the greatest minds in the world, will not
expound upon them in any meaningful way. Like the seedline of
Cain and presence of the fallen angels and giants, predestination
and preexistence are another one of those topics relegated fantasy
by most churches and pastors.
I personally have asked many of what I consider the leading
minds in the world when it comes to commentary on esoteric
subject matter especially those contained within the word whether
they believe that we have preexisted and most when asked, claim
that there is no such reference within the bible. Some of these
individuals are the most well read and well studied individuals in
the genre of esoteria with huge followings of also well researched
listeners and students, yet when it comes to the issue I am writing
about here they act like I am reading into the text.
Pre-existence, predestination, and pre-election are topics
which even though written about thousands of years prior by the
apostles and disciples of Christ, they are not usually discussed
openly among church congregations, nor are they topics
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which are examined thoroughly by established seminaries and

church authorities worldwide. Like the lineage of Cain and the
connections to the fallen angels and giants, most know little about
this particular issue, and yet its my opinion that this topic is of
utmost importance to the followers of Yahushuah as it validates
John 1 in its ramifications of Christ having been with the Father
before even the foundations of this world had been laid. This
knowledge would presuppose that He as the only begotten of the
Father, is and was special to the Father, and that His role while in
flesh embodiment would also be profound in aspect.
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God,
and the Word was God. The same was in the beginning with
God.
John 1:1-2, kjv
But with the precious blood of Christ, as of a lamb without

blemish and without spot: Who verily was foreordained
before the foundation of the world, but was manifest in these
last times for you, Who by him do believe in God, that
raised him up from the dead, and gave him glory; that
your faith and hope might be in God.
I Peter 1:20-21, kjv
But thou, Bethlehem Ephratah, though thou be little

among the thousands of Judah, yet out of thee shall he come
forth unto me that is to be ruler in Israel; whose goings forth
have been from of old, from everlasting. Therefore will he
give them up, until the time that she which travaileth
hath brought forth: then the remnant of his brethren shall
return unto the children of Israel. And he shall stand and
feed in the strength of the Lord, in the majesty of the
name of the Lord his God; and they shall abide: for now
shall he be great unto the ends of the earth.
Micah 5:2-4, kjv
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There was specific intent for His coming into this fallen world
for without His role and purpose, we as a collective humanity
would never have had chance for redemption and a return to
our first estate. It would be His incarnation into the flesh and
taking on the body and experience of humanity that would be
the redeeming factor for all, as it would be His life and sacrifice
which would bring salvation and eternal possibility to world. His
first coming would rectify the fall as determined by the second
world age and beguilement of Adam and Eve.
Christ truly is the way, truth, and light which by example
would show those whom were required to adorn the flesh the
way home. His life would establish precedent and impart to the
world the necessity of following the commandments, laws, feasts,
and dictates given to us by the patriarchs who had been longtime
disciples of the Fathers word. The Old Testament gospel laid
out the prophecies of Christs expected coming into flesh. His
birth, life and death became the basis for the new covenant
and New Testament. Christs birth, life, death, and resurrection
fulfilled over 700 prophecies written about Him, some thousands
of years in advance. The odds of fulfilling such declaration
are ludicrously astounding and yet He did. Many followers of
mainstream Christianity attempt to separate the Old Testament
from the New, without understanding how the teachings and
prophecies of the old parallel with the new. The Old Covenant is
the New Covenant concealed, and the New Covenant is the Old
Covenant revealed.
In this chapter I will focus on establishing the premise that
indeed Yahshuah and the Father are one and that there is no
separation between the old and new covenants, that both
covenants are in fact continuous in scope and revelation. I will
attempt to bring to light scriptures which have never been
connected or delved into in the way that will be presented here to
set the premise that Christ pre-existed with the Father and that
we as sons of God also pre-existed with Them.
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Expounding upon the pre-existence of Christ will lay the

foundation for verifying that we were part of creation before the
foundations of this modern world were laid and before Adam
and Eve had ever even been created. I will utilize many scriptures
and texts, which remain unknown to many, to establish who and
why you are here and how all this fits into the context of what life
and being is really all about. This knowledge I pray, will help one
to understand ones personal reasons and purpose for being here
in this world and at this very special time.
The Testimony of Satanael

And he lightened him and saith to him: Say all that thou
hast done and all that thou doest. And Beliar answered
and said: If thou wilt know my name, at the first I was called
Satanael, which is interpreted a messenger of God, but when
I rejected the image of God my name was called Satanas,
that is, an angel that keepeth hell (Tartarus). And again
Bartholomew saith unto him: Reveal unto me all things
and hide nothing from me. And he said unto him: I swear
unto thee by the power of the glory of God that even if
I would hide aught I cannot, for he is near that would
convict me.
For if I were able I would have destroyed you like one
of them that were before you. For, indeed, I was formed (al.
called) the first angel: for when God made the heavens, he took
a handful of fire and formed me first, Michael second [Vienna
MS. for he had his Son before the heavens and the earth and
we were formed (for when he took thought to create all things,
his Son spake a word), so that we also were created by the will
of the Son and the consent of the Father.
He formed, I say, first me, next Michael the chief captain of
the hosts that are above], Gabriel third, Uriel fourth, Raphael
fifth, Nathanael sixth, and other angels of whom I cannot tell
the names. [ Jerusalem MS., Michael, Gabriel, Raphael,
Uriel, Xathanael, and other 6,000 angels. For they are
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the rod-bearers (lictors) of God, and they smite me with

their rods and pursue me seven times in the night and
seven times in the day, and leave me not at all and break
in pieces all my power. These are the angels of vengeance
which stand before the throne of God: these are the angels
that were first formed. And after them were formed all the
angels.
Gospel of Bartholomew 4:24-29,
New Testament Apocrypha
The Gospel of Bartholomew, mentioned by Jerome in

his Commentary on Matthew, is part of the New Testament
Apocrypha which dates back to the 5th century Ad. Also
called the Questions of Bartholomew it contains in its extract
an interesting dialogue between Bartholomew (Nathanael) and
Beliar (Satanael) describing his original place of habitation
prior to his banishment and fall from grace. In this commentary
Christ escorts Bartholomew into the depths of sheol and
allowed him to query Beliar as to what had happened to him
that led to his confinement. Interesting in its extent what is
relevant to this premise is Beliars claim to have been the very
first created archangel brought into being, preceding even
Michael, Gabriel, Uriel, Nathanel, Raphael, and all of the other
angels of the ten heavens. Beliar also verifies the concept of
John 1 which relates that Yahushuah as the only begotten Son,
had preexisted with the Father, and as the Word was the visible
embodiment of the Most High. Together as source, They were
responsible for the manifestation of all things in being even
the arch and minor angels. Beliar specifically attributes his
creation to the Father and Son as being one and the same.
For he had his Son before the heavens and the earth and we were
formed (for when he took thought to create all things, his Son spake
a word), so that we also were created by the will of the Son and
the consent of the Father. This verse attests to Christs pre-
existence with the Father and illustrates how He as the Word
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had spoken everything into being with the focus of His intent.
The Sefer Yetzirah, Hebrew Sepher Yesirah, meaning Book of
Creation or Book of Formation, an ancient manuscript whose
authorship is attributed to Abraham but thought to have been
originally written by Yahuwah and given to Adam, considered
a kabbalistic text discusses in its revelation how the Most High
utilized the 22 letters of the Hebrew alphabet along with the
10 digits of the numerical system to create the universe and
manifest all things into their current state of being. A difficult
and very complex text to grasp, students of it claimed that
anyone that can make sense of its deeply profound declarations
can comprehend all of the linguistic and mathematical secrets
of how Yahushuah as the Word sang the universe into being. It
conceptually portrays Christ using the power of intent through
the expression of letters and numbers to create all things,
metaphysically explaining how everything was made in such
way, and that anythings that is has root with being fabricated
by Christ in such manner.
As the visible aspect of the Unseen Father, Yahushuah also
represents the Holy Breath and Spirit of Life which imbued all
being with light and consciousness. Our ancestors were a special
creation made in Their image to be the children of light. The
Father and Son together in oneness are the Most High, the spirit,
and breath of life that grants all beings existence. Consciousness
is the divine aspect of existence which connects all to source. This
connection is what extends humanity opportunity for salvation
and an eternal inheritance that could result in a return to original
paradise and an immortal first estate.
All things were made by him; and In him was life; and the life
was the light of men. And the light shineth in darkness; and
the darkness comprehended it not.
John 1:3-5, kjv
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Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every

one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of
sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost.
Acts 2:38, kjv
Many interpret verse 5 with Christs descent to this world.

Not recognizing Him as the long awaited and prophesied savior
messiah, the Temple authorities of His day and age charged Him
with blasphemy and conspired to crucify Him for pronouncing
Himself as the Son of God. Associated as being the light of
creation, this passage may also refer to His descent from the
heavens and declination to this fallen world, where most of the
inhabitants not recognizing Him as the Son of God murdered
Him for His ministry. I believe however that this scripture is most
directly referring to a passage from a Pseudipigraphal work called
the Ascension of Isaiah which in its explaination elaborates upon
this statement in broader scope of fullness than all other texts
related to its meaning.
And I heard the angel who conducted me and he said:

This is the Most High of the high ones, dwelling in
the holy world, and resting in His holy ones, who will be
called by the Holy Spirit through the lips of the righteous
the Father of the Lord. And I heard the voice of the Most
High, the Father of my Lord, saying to my Lord Christ
who will be called Jesus: Go forth and descent through all
the heavens, and thou wilt descent to the firmament and
that world: to the angel in Sheol thou wilt descend, but to
Haguel thou wilt not go. And thou wilt become like unto
the likeness of all who are in the five heavens. And thou
wilt be careful to become like the form of the angels of the
firmament [and the angels also who are in Sheol].
And none of the angels of that world shall know that
Thou art with Me of the seven heavens and of their angels.
And they shall not know that Thou art with Me, till with
a loud voice I have called (to) the heavens, and their angels
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and their lights, (even) unto the sixth heaven, in order that
you mayest judge and destroy the princes and angels and
gods of that world, and the world that is dominated by
them: For they have denied Me and said: We alone are
and there is none beside us. And afterwards from the
angels of death Thou wilt ascend to Thy place. And Thou
wilt not be transformed in each heaven, but in glory wilt
Thou ascend and sit on My right hand. And thereupon
the princes and powers of that world will worship Thee.
These commands I heard the Great Glory giving
to my Lord. And so I saw my Lord go forth from the
seventh heaven into the sixth heaven. And the angel who
conducted me [from this world was with me and] said
unto me: Understand, Isaiah, and see the transformation
and descent of the Lord will appear. And I saw, and when
the angels saw Him, thereupon those in the sixth heaven
praised and lauded Him; for He had not been transformed
after the shape of the angels there, and they praised Him
and I also praised with them.
And I saw when He descended into the fifth heaven,
that in the fifth heaven He made Himself like unto the
form of the angels there, and they did not praise Him
(nor worship Him); for His form was like unto theirs.
And then He descended into the forth heaven, and made
Himself like unto the form of the angels there. And when
they saw Him, they did not praise or laud Him; for His
form was like unto their form. And again I saw when He
descended into the third heaven, and He made Himself
like unto the form of the angels in the third heaven. And
those who kept the gate of the (third) heaven demanded
the password, and the Lord gave (it) to them in order that
He should not be recognized. And when they saw Him,
they did not praise or laud Him; for His form was like
unto their form. And again I saw when He descended into
the second heaven, and again He gave the password there;
those who kept the gate proceeded to demand and the
Lord to give. And I saw when He made Himself like unto
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the form of the angels in the second heaven, and they saw
Him and they did not praise Him; for His form was like
unto their form. And again I saw when He descended into
the first heaven, and there also He gave the password to
those who kept the gate, and He made Himself like unto
the form of the angels who were on the left of that throne,
and they neither praised nor lauded Him; for His form
was like unto their form.
But as for me no one asked me on account of the angel
who conducted me. And again He descended into the
firmament where dwelleth the ruler of this world, and He
gave the password to those on the left, and His form was
like theirs, and they did not praise Him there; but they
were envying one another and fighting; for here there is a
power of evil and envying about trifles. And I saw when
He descended and made Himself like unto the angels of
the air, and He was like one of them. And He gave no
password; for one was plundering and doing violence to
another.
AFTER this I saw, and the angel who spoke with
me, who conducted me, said unto me: Understand,
Isaiah son of Amoz; for for this purpose have I been sent
from God. And I indeed saw a woman of the family of
David the prophet, named Mary, and Virgin, and she was
espoused to a man named Joseph, a carpenter, and he
also was of the seed and family of the righteous David of
Bethlehem Judah. And he came into his lot. And when
she was espoused, she was found with child, and Joseph
the carpenter was desirous to put her away. But the angel
of the Spirit appeared in this world, and after that Joseph
did not put her away, but kept Mary and did not reveal
this matter to any one. And he did not approach May, but
kept her as a holy virgin, though with child. And he did
not live with her for two months. And after two months
of days while Joseph was in his house, and Mary his wife,
but both alone.
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It came to pass that when they were alone that Mary

straight-way looked with her eyes and saw a small babe,
and she was astonished. And after she had been astonished,
her womb was found as formerly before she had conceived.
And when her husband Joseph said unto her: What has
astonished thee? his eyes were opened and he saw the
infant and praised God, because into his portion God had
come. And a voice came to them: Tell this vision to no
one. And the story regarding the infant was noised broad
in Bethlehem.
Some said: The Virgin Mary hath borne a child,
before she was married two months. And many said:
She has not borne a child, nor has a midwife gone up
(to her), nor have we heard the cries of (labour) pains.
And they were all blinded respecting Him and they all
knew regarding Him, though they knew not whence He
was. And they took Him, and went to Nazareth in Galilee.
And I saw, O Hezekiah and Josab my son, and I declare
to the other prophets also who are standing by, that (this)
hath escaped all the heavens and all the princes and all
the gods of this world. And I saw: In Nazareth He sucked
the breast as a babe and as is customary in order that He
might not be recognized.
And when He had grown up he worked great signs and
wonders in the land of Israel and of Jerusalem. And after
this the adversary envied Him and roused the children of
Israel against Him, not knowing who He was, and they
delivered Him to the king, and crucified Him, and He
descended to the angel (of Sheol). In Jerusalem indeed I
was Him being crucified on a tree: And likewise after the
third day rise again and remain days. And the angel who
conducted me said: Understand, Isaiah: and I saw when
He sent out the Twelve Apostles and ascended.
And I saw Him, and He was in the firmament, but
He had not changed Himself into their form, and all the
angels of the firmament and the Satans saw Him and
they worshipped. And there was much sorrow there, while
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they said: How did our Lord descend in our midst, and
we perceived not the glory [which has been upon Him],
which we see has been upon Him from the sixth heaven?
And He ascended into the second heaven, and He did not
transform Himself, but all the angels who were on the
right and on the left and the throne in the midst. Both
worshipped Him and praised Him and said: How did our
Lord escape us whilst descending, and we perceived not?
And in like manner He ascended into the third heaven,
and they praised and said in like manner. And in the fourth
heaven and in the fifth also they said precisely after the
same manner. But there was one glory, and from it He did
not change Himself. And I saw when He ascended into
the sixth heaven, and they worshipped and glorified Him.
But in all the heavens the praise increased (in volume).
And I saw how He ascended into the seventh heaven, and
all the righteous and all the angels praised Him. And then
I saw Him sit down on the right hand of that Great Glory
whose glory I told you that I could not behold.
Ascension of Isaiah 10:6-11:32, Psuedipigrapha
The Ascension of Isaiah, part of the pseudipigrapahl works

dating back to the 1st century A.D. recounts the vision of Isaiah
to the saints gathered around him. A vision similar in scope to
the 2nd book of Enoch or Book of the Secrets of Enoch, wherein
Enoch was taken up through the seven heavens to be brought
before the Face and glory of Yahushuah. In this text Isaiah is
taken up through the seven heavens to be brought before the
Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Isaiah is shown the garments,
thrones, and crowns, which have been laid aside for the righteous
that trust in the King and believe upon the sacrifice of the Son
for sake of the sinners of this world. He is also shown the book of
life which bears the history and deeds of the righteous that will
in the end inherit eternal life.
Isaiah is imparted with the plan of redemption and called to
bear witness to the descent of the Son through the heavens as
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He disguised Himself in the likeness of the lower angels. This

descent in my opinion is what John was referring to when he said,
[5] And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended
it not. Not recognizing that the Son had descended to assume
embodiment among the children of humanity, the rulers of
darkness persecute Him until they succeed in conspiring His
death through crucifixion. Being the Son of God, Christ is
then resurrected and assuming the fullness of His glory, ascends
through the heavens where He humbles the angels of the lower
heavens until reaching the seventh heaven. He appropriates His
throne claiming again authority at the right hand of the Father,
having completed His mission to bring salvation to world. In
this story Isaiah relates how he was witness to the only begotten
Son of the Most High, the Creator of us all, having descended
incognito through the heavens to take the form of Jesus so that He
could adorn flesh and fulfill His commission as Savior Messiah.
For we which have believed do enter into rest, as he said,

As I have sworn in my wrath, if they shall enter into my
rest: although the works were finished from the foundation of
the world.
Hebrews 4:1-3, kjv
The plan of salvation and His coming into flesh as the seed
of Adam had been planned, established, and predetermined by
both He and the Father before the foundations of this world
were even laid or brought into being. All things were known by
Them before They had even occurred. They knew Lucifer would
rebel, and being cast out, would tempt a third of the angels to
insurrection with him. They also knew that having fallen, Satan
would take revenge for his banishment from the upper heavens
by beguiling Eve and that Adam so loving his wife would choose
to also eat, and that both having fallen, would lose their bright
nature and be transformed into flesh to reside in the darkness of
this fallen world under the ruler ship of Satan and the devils and
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demons that were cast out of the heavens long before. They also
knew that this fallen world would become the proving grounds
for the sons of God whom following Adam and Eve would
submit to incarnating into the flesh and taking part in the trial
that is embodiment in the second world age. Consider this from
another perspective, think of life as being our Virtual Reality
Courtroom, a quarantined place where Satan, the rebel angels,
and we as the sons of God could be tried and ultimately judged
righteously by the Father in granting us all free-will.
And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness

comprehended it not. There was a man sent from God,
whose name was John. The same came for a witness,
to bear witness of the Light, that all men through him
might believe. He was not that Light, but was sent to bear
witness of that Light. That was the true Light, which
lighteth every man that cometh into the world. He was
in the world, and the world was made by him, and the
world knew him not. He came unto his own, and his own
received him not. But as many as received him, to them
gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them
that believe on his name: Which were born, not of blood,
nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of
God. And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us,
(and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten
of the Father,) full of grace and truth. John bare witness of
him, and cried, saying, This was he of whom I spake, He
that cometh after me is preferred before me: for he was
before me.
John 1:5-15, kjv
Yahushauh is, was, and always will be God manifest to flesh.

As the pre-existent One, He would enter the matrix for special
assignment and descend to Earth to take on human form, where
His incarnating into the flesh would defeat death and bring
salvation to those inhabitating fallen form in this fallen world.
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John the Baptist would be the one chosen to herald the coming
of the savior messiah. As the voice of one crying out in the
wilderness, he would make the way for others to come to know
the Father and Son, beginning what would be the foundation
that later blossoms into the established church. John as I will
explain in a later chapter was also a sign for the generation
and confirmation as to whom Christ was incarnated into flesh
form and how did His death on the cross would be a necessary
prerequisite for the defeat of Satan as ruler granted temporary
dominion over this corrupted world. It would be His offering of
Self as the sacrificial lamb for the new covenant that would give
all chance for salvation, eternal life, and renewed redemption by
grace for those that hold faith in the deliverance of His blood.
Christ had to be born of flesh Himself in order that salvation
could be brought to the fallen of this fallen world. His dying
on the cross for the sins of humanity is what would signify the
beginning of change for those that had endured open domination
of evil and the pagan reign of the fallen ones. His life, death,
and resurrection exampled to world new hope, redemption, and
promise for eternal life for the poor, meek, and downtrodden
whom seem to be overrun by the elites of the world.
Those that thought themselves excluded from the riches
and glory of this world, could find joy, beauty, and hope on the
otherside of what was often a cruel world where the people of
wealth, money, power, and position could get away with murder,
cruelty, and unimaginable injustice. Suddenly there was reason
to hope, a new faith had been brought down from heaven where
justice would truly be served. That there would be purpose in
upholding self in goodness and morality, righteousness wouldnt
be for nought. That truly a Father in heaven was watching over
all things and at some point all things would be set right. Those
whom had thought they could get away with ruling in impunity
and cruelty without concern or regard for their actions and
behaviors, at some point would face trial and be judged in the
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court of the Creator of us all. Chance for salvation would even

be extended to the gentile nations and those of the serpent seed,
which had until His death, been excluded from the promises and
rewards of the righteous. Christs death and ressurection was like
the flood of Noahs day, providing humanity a renewed chance to
change their ways.
For in the old time also, when the proud giants perished,
the hope of the world governed by thy hand escaped in a
weak vessel, and left to all ages a seed of generation.
Wisdom of Solomon 14:6, Apocrypha
Dusting Off the Savior

Those that lent careful ear
how could they realize the full extent of scribing story
immortal witness to those later in coming
They knew Spirit loved Him
signs were many imbuing this revelation
Who could believe though
that it would lead to this
Spit on coerced stoned in detestation
He waded through hostile streets
God in flesh form a man hated for Truth
Only the Father knew
so many would conspire to murder
or that the pain would be so great
Can He help for that which He was chosen
Words in mock disdain
nailed to cross as criminal offering
spikes hammered
plunged through soft meat of wrist and bone
crushing ankles arms stretched wide
A grisly display
crowned by thorns
blood obscuring view
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Savagely beaten raised for all to see

Few there loved Him as she
most accusing Him of foolish crusade
sarcastic save yourself King of Jews
Innocent offering for the conquest of Rome
Hastening demise
Longinus jabbed His side
with hardened spear
already departed
Father to thee I commend my spirit
The sky blackened
sun eclipsed by blood red moon
swallowing a universe of stars
quake as testimony veil rent
The earth crying spared no tear for
the severity of the moment
Christ the savior is fallen
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Covenant of Grace
and Renewance
Y ahuwah in His mercy has banished, destroyed, judged, and

eradicated the angels of perdition in their attempts to leaven
the perfection of His creation. Contrary to what is taught in most
churches, the flood was brought upon the earth as judgment for
the sins of the fallen angels in corrupting the earth and not only
because of the sins of humanity in destroying the world. The
fallen angel interdiction into the affairs of humanity and their
having birthed cannibal giants upon the world stage, was the real
reason for the Father having brought upon the whole Earth a
great deluge to eradicate the seed of Cain.
But Noah found grace in the eyes of the Lord. These are
the generations of Noah: Noah was a just man and perfect
in his generations, and Noah walked with God. And Noah
begat three sons, Shem, Ham, and Japheth. The earth also
was corrupt before God, and the earth was filled with
violence. And God looked upon the earth, and, behold, it
was corrupt; for all flesh had corrupted his way upon the
earth. And God said unto Noah, The end of all flesh is
come before me; for the earth is filled with violence through
them; and, behold, I will destroy them with the earth.
Genesis 6:8-13, kjv
Many of the extra-biblical texts confirm that the children

born from the unnatural consummation of the sons of God with
the daughters of Cain, resulted in the perverse and abominable
appearance of giants upon the world stage. These giants became
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arrogant in their strength and not being able to appease their

appetites began to consume the flesh and drink the blood of
the children of Adam. The books of Enoch go into great detail
clarifying from whence evil had its start and to whom one can
attribute the corruption and prevalence of evil found then and
even now within the world. Sometimes to understand where
we are it is necessary to go back and assess where weve been.
Understanding the foundations for what lead us here is vital in
deciphering why things are now the way that they are.
Howbeit we speak wisdom among them that are perfect:

yet not the wisdom of this world, nor of the princes of this
world, that come to nought: But we speak the wisdom of God
in a mystery, even the hidden wisdom, which God ordained
before the world unto our glory: Which none of the princes of
this world knew: for had they known it, they would not have
crucified the Lord of glory.
1 Corinthians 2:6-8, kjv
And they shall not know that Thou art with Me, till with
a loud voice I have called (to) the heavens, and their angels
and their lights, (even) unto the sixth heaven, in order that
you mayest judge and destroy the princes and angels and
gods of that world, and the world that is dominated by
them:
Ascension of Isaiah 10:12, Pseudipigrapha
And I saw, O Hezekiah and Josab my son, and I declare

to the other prophets also who are standing by, that (this)
hath escaped all the heavens and all the princes and all the
gods of this world.
Ascension of Isaiah 11:16, Pseudipigrapha
The princes of this world being alluded to in the above

passages are the sons of God whom are now, have been, and will
be required to have incarnation into the second world age. They/
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we are the princes of the 1st world age that are required like
Adam, Eve, and Satan, to take on embodiment as flesh incarnated
beings, as either the seed of the woman or the seed of the serpent.
The ancient war which started in the heavens is ongoing and
continues even today by those being born upon this planet as
the enmity between both seed lines rages on until the harvest
and second coming of Christ when in finality the wheat will be
separated from the tares, the sheep from the goats, those of the
left from those of the right, the wise from the foolish virgins.
Those whom were in some way part of the rebellion and
insurrection like Esau have election for consignment with the
seed of the serpent. Like the pharisees of Christs day and age
many were born into the lineages of Abraham and Issaac but
having disdained their birthright find themselves associated with
the line of Cain. Like those whom claimed to be of Abrahams
seed but yet conspired to kill the Messiah, they are the ones that
sought His death in crucifixion. Those whom assisted Christ in
the war in heaven have election like Jacob to be incarnated as the
seed of the woman or children and line of Seth. However, like
Rahab those that assert their actions and faith to serving the will
of the Most High, can be grafted into the rewards of the seed of
the woman.
Many are well aware of the reference to Satan as being prince
of the air, but not many associate this allusion to his being a son
of God or angel of the Most High, whom was once part of the
divine council of elohim during the first world age. We are also
princes that now as sons of God find ourselves dressed in flesh
form. To further elaborate upon the connection of princes with
the sons of God and how as princes we/they would be required to
incarnate into flesh form, let us look at the esoteric revelation of
Psalms 82, which further verifies how it is that we like the fallen
rebel angels and Adam and Eve would be required to enter flesh
and die the death of man.
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God standeth in the congregation of the mighty; he judgeth

among the gods. How long will ye judge unjustly, and accept
the persons of the wicked? Selah. Defend the poor and
fatherless: do justice to the afflicted and needy. Deliver the
poor and needy: rid them out of the hand of the wicked.
They know not, neither will they understand; they walk on
in darkness: all the foundations of the earth are out of course.
I have said, Ye are gods; and all of you are children of the most
High. But ye shall die like men, and fall like one of the princes.
Arise, O God, judge the earth: for thou shalt inherit all
nations.
Psalms 82:1-8, kjv
As princes, we were part of original elohim, the angels that had

previous embodiment as spiritual beings during the first world
age and before the separation of light and darkness which led to
the aforementioned war in heaven. The Holy Trinity as the triune
Most High God rules over the council of elohim referred to as
the minor gods which are really nothing more than the angels
created to serve the morningstar administration. As a collective
we/they were the congregation of the mighty or divine council
comprising the entirety of all classes of angels in heaven. We were
part of this group as the heavens were also our first estate, but like
the prince that fell as cited in Psalm 82, whether one considers
this to be Satan or Adam, we also are lost to our original place of
habitation having been required to take part in the second world
age and to enter flesh form as either the seed of the woman or
seed of the serpent. All of us like Lucifer, the rebel angels, Adam
and Eve, and the fallen watchers have lost our first estate and
being cast out of the upper heavens found ourselves abiding in
a fallen state of being while occupying a carnal material world.
Further expansion of this concept can be located in Isaiah 14 and
Ezekiel 28, both of which document Lucifers sentence to die the
death of a man.
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Hell from beneath is moved for thee to meet thee at thy

coming: it stirreth up the dead for thee, even all the chief
ones of the earth; it hath raised up from their thrones all
the kings of the nations. All they shall speak and say unto
thee, Art thou also become weak as we? art thou become like
unto us? Thy pomp is brought down to the grave, and the
noise of thy viols: the worm is spread under thee, and the
worms cover thee. How art thou fallen from heaven, O
Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to
the ground, which didst weaken the nations! For thou hast
said in thine heart, I will ascend into heaven, I will exalt
my throne above the stars of God: I will sit also upon the
mount of the congregation, in the sides of the north: I
will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will be like
the most High. Yet thou shalt be brought down to hell,
to the sides of the pit. They that see thee shall narrowly
look upon thee, and consider thee, saying, Is this the man
that made the earth to tremble, that did shake kingdoms;
That made the world as a wilderness, and destroyed the
cities thereof; that opened not the house of his prisoners?
All the kings of the nations, even all of them, lie in glory,
every one in his own house. But thou art cast out of thy
grave like an abominable branch, and as the raiment of
those that are slain, thrust through with a sword, that go
down to the stones of the pit; as a carcase trodden under
feet. Thou shalt not be joined with them in burial, because
thou hast destroyed thy land, and slain thy people: the seed
of evildoers shall never be renowned. Prepare slaughter for
his children for the iniquity of their fathers; that they do
not rise, nor possess the land, nor fill the face of the world
with cities. For I will rise up against them, saith the Lord
of hosts, and cut off from Babylon the name, and remnant,
and son, and nephew, saith the Lord.
Isaiah 14:9-22, kjv
Thou art the anointed cherub that covereth; and I have

set thee so: thou wast upon the holy mountain of God;
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thou hast walked up and down in the midst of the stones

of fire. Thou wast perfect in thy ways from the day that
thou wast created, till iniquity was found in thee. By the
multitude of thy merchandise they have filled the midst
of thee with violence, and thou hast sinned: therefore I
will cast thee as profane out of the mountain of God: and
I will destroy thee, O covering cherub, from the midst of
the stones of fire. Thine heart was lifted up because of
thy beauty, thou hast corrupted thy wisdom by reason of
thy brightness: I will cast thee to the ground, I will lay
thee before kings, that they may behold thee. Thou hast
defiled thy sanctuaries by the multitude of thine iniquities,
by the iniquity of thy traffick; therefore will I bring forth
a fire from the midst of thee, it shall devour thee, and I
will bring thee to ashes upon the earth in the sight of all
them that behold thee. All they that know thee among the
people shall be astonished at thee: thou shalt be a terror,
and never shalt thou be any more.
Ezekiel 28:14-19, kjv
Both Isaiah 14 and Ezekiel 28 are well known scriptures

that have been traditionally associated with Satan and provide
reference to his first estate, prior to his fall and banishment from
the upper heavens. He is called the anointed cherub whom wanted
to exalt his throne above the stars of God, whom boasted that he
could ascend unto the heights of the clouds and be like the Most
High. The one that made the whole world to tremble, he is the
enemy, which snuck into the garden paradise and beguiling Eve
sowed into being the tares or line of Cain. He is the abominable
branch which bore the seed of evildoers. His children are those
whom the Most High will not allow to propagate and to possess
the land nor to fill the face of the world with cities. Wiser than
even Daniel, whom walked upon the stones of fire (the planets)
and acquired riches through economic traffic, Satan is the one
whose vanity and brightness led him to rebel against being a
servant to the Most High.
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The sentence levied upon our ancestors Adam and Eve in the
prophecies of Genesis 3, which required them to take on flesh
embodiment where Eve would in sorrow bring forth children
and Adam would be forced to work the soil to garner sustenance
to sustain his children would also be required of Satan in that he
too would be required at some point to assume flesh form. He
would be exterminated in sight of kings, queens, and chiefs of the
earth whom worship him as god. His annihilation would be the
consequence for his corrupting the angels of heaven and bringing
death into being. Satan is known as the angel of death because
he too would suffer the same blessing and curse of holding flesh
embodiment at the end of his temporary rule, as all those whom
had incarnated into the reality of this dual natured world.
And they worshipped the dragon which gave power unto

the beast: and they worshipped the beast, saying, Who is
like unto the beast? who is able to make war with him?
And there was given unto him a mouth speaking great
things and blasphemies; and power was given unto him
to continue forty and two months. And he opened his
mouth in blasphemy against God, to blaspheme his name,
and his tabernacle, and them that dwell in heaven. And
it was given unto him to make war with the saints, and
to overcome them: and power was given him over all
kindreds, and tongues, and nations. And all that dwell
upon the earth shall worship him, whose names are not
written in the book of life of the Lamb slain from the
foundation of the world.
Revelation 13:4-8, kjv
Those who worship the beast namely the Freemasons and

other secret society occultist Illuminati orders worldwide, will be
shocked at the fate that overcomes and consumes him in the day
that he is brought down and judged accordingly for his deception
of the world. Those that dedicate self to evil and are behaving
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abominably in serving Satan are those that are excluded from the
book of life and blessings of righteousness. As the spiritual seed
of the serpent, they will be overwhelmed by the wrath of God
to be poured out on those that follow the left hand path and are
excluded from the book of life.
Deceived into thinking Lucifer would win the war against
the Most High, in that day they will be astounded by his
condemnation and fall from authority. They thought themselves
the elect because of blood ties to the nephilim of Genesis 6, and
yet soon the elites will understand the seriousness of the sentence
levied upon them and coming condemnation as prophesied
within the word.
They will seek death and not be able to find it. They will beg
boulders to fall upon them as they seek refuge in the security of
their deep underground bases. The wicked will incur the wrath of
God poured out on those not written into the book of life. Even
the fallen angels in that day will question the wisdom of their
decision to rebel against the Most High.
And then the worker of iniquity with his servants shall

behold it, and gnash his teeth exceedingly, and all the
unclean spirits shall be turned to flight. And then, seized
by invisible power, having no means of flight, they shall
gnash their teeth against him, saying to him: Where is
your power? How have you led us astray? And we have
fled away, and have fallen away from the glory which we
had beside Him who is coming to judge us, and the whole
human race. Woe to us! Because He banishes us into outer
darkness.
Revelation of St. John the Theologian,
Ante-Nicene Fathers
The Illuminati and secret occult orders that have through the
ages worked for Satan in bringing forth the New World Order
will be forced to watch and bear witness to Christs ultimate
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authority. In the end they too will acknowledge Christ as the

Lord of lords and King of kings. Satan will be consumed by fire
within, alleviating the world from his collective evil. The final
trump would mark the end of Satans dominion, initiating the
harvest, and bringing final judgment to this fallen world.
But when the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all
the holy angels with him, then he will sit on the throne
of his glory. Before him all the nations will be gathered,
and he will separate them one from another, as a shepherd
separates the sheep from the goats. He will set the sheep
on his right hand, but the goats on the left. Then the King
will tell those on his right hand, Come, blessed of my
Father, inherit the Kingdom prepared for you from the
foundation of the world; for I was hungry, and you gave
me food to eat. I was thirsty, and you gave me drink. I was
a stranger, and you took me in. 36 I was naked, and you
clothed me. I was sick, and you visited me. I was in prison,
and you came to me.
Matthew 25:31-36, kjv
For Those That Walk the Light

Bridge across Forever
strange things Ive come to know
Cruising around this weird dream
the sun casting shadows upon
lonely souls
Unsure sometimes
why realities intertwine
Your life somehow
keeps crossing the dream of mine
Moments of coincidence
one can only try to deny
The grander scheme of creation
starting to come to life
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Elohim
Ancestors
Seduction in Eden
Stories of lost paradise
banishment from the Kingdom
Something doesnt
connect at all
the rise and fall
of man
and how it all began
Somehow we got lost
in separation
reaching back
in desperation
to what eludes us even now
Beneath it all one story
God, Angels
Heavenly Glory
Myths of how it all began
The birth of man
Eve and Adam
the consequence of events
that all seem random
A reminder this moment with you
Another journey
we voyage through
Passing the trials
of life again
Having grasped
the long hidden secret of dreams
Ive tapped the mind of He
that created the Everything
and now
things can never be the same
Zen Garcia, November 1992,
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Chapter 3
Cup of Forgetfulness
M ost believe that as babes with wet new soul, we have never
been part of the fabric of creation. Science tells us that
existence begins with conception within the womb and entrance
into this world. Upon being born as flesh form, that we are tabula
rasa meaning blank slate in Latin. In my opinion it is conjecture
that individuals are born without established memory and that
knowledge comes from perception and experience of the world
one is born into.
Yes we are molded and shaped by environment and the
experience of it yet pre-existence asserts that conception in the
womb is not what creates spirit but is the moment when spirit
unites with flesh form. It is my assertion that as spiritual beings
we existed prior to the conception of body and development of
flesh. Unification of spirit with the flesh is not what created us
because as consciousness we were in existence prior to merging
with flesh form. The body as I see it, is merely a vehicle housing
our spirits which previously resided with the Father and Son
prior to incarnation into this second world age.
It is my contention that when we incarnate into flesh bodies,
we are required to drink from what I refer to as the cup of
forgetfulness and that this cup is what prepares our spiritual
being for embodiment into the armor of soul or the flesh body.
The physical body will serve as housing for our spirit during the
time that we find ourselves caught up in this fallen world and
separated from our first estate. Dreaming is a perfect example of
how other states of being exist outside the realm of physicality
and how consciousness is not dependent upon flesh. Every night
when one lays the body to rest, in natural occurrence the spirit
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leaves to dream. Dreaming is a visionary experience which is

outside of the norms and laws of the physical material world. It
is a natural form of vision questing or astral projection that as
normal occurrence has been sought out by practitioners of deep
meditation and prayer. Meditation and prayer are simple modes
of quiescence where those that know what they are doing can
learn to relax the body to such a degree that conscious dreaming
or lucid escape into the visionary experience, becomes possibility.
I warn those attempting to accomplish such experience,
extreme caution must be given to such practices as one can open
self up to possession and experience of the demonic. Seeking out
experience of the supernatural without being grounded in the
understanding of scripture can open one to influence one may
not be able to shake or turn off. However those that are seeking
experience of the divine as defined by the Father and Son, can
with the right intent and humble desire, often experience through
prayer, access to heavenly realms and experience which can be
forever life altering. The visionary experience is the same as lucid
dreaming and astral projection, except that intent to know the
Father and Son is what dictates an outcome based in positivity.
Many patriarchs of biblical lore were granted entrance into
these realms and related such experience including often vision
of future events as prophecy. The experience of dreaming awake
is transcendent and can often be regarded as visionary. It is the
spirits way of utilizing the mode of dreams and dreaming to
access such possibility. Relationship with the Most High is in
my opinion key for determining outcome of such experience.
Those not grounded in the Father and Son can and often do
open portals which will invite demons and negative energies into
ones experience.
Psalm 88 references the requisition of spirit to drink from the
cup of forgetfulness when incarnating into flesh form. As new
born babes we are stripped of our first world age memories in
preparation for birth into this world and way of being. We enter
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the second world age as clean slates for what would begin the
renewal of memory and renewed impression of life experience
while in the flesh. The temporary eradication of those memories
associated to our first estate and spiritual embodiments, are
necessary for the new role, incarnation, and assignment we would
come to fulfill while embodied in this fallen world.
Then he extinguishes the light shining above its head, and

instantly the soul forgets everything it has learned during
the previous nine months. And then the baby emerges into
the world, crying and afraid. Each soul spends the rest of
its time on earth recovering all that it once knew.
The Creation of Souls
As wet new souls without recollection of where we had come

from, this world would present the perfect condition, circumstance,
and struggle necessary for us to redetermine allegiance and service
while attempting to gain remembrance and recognition of who
we truly are, why it is we are here, and what this world is really
all about. And even though most do not remember the details of
our/their first estate and what occurred previously that led all to
incarnate into the flesh now, those memories are burned to soul
and lie dormant within, as memories of who we once were. These
memories can be accessed with incredible yearning to know and
experience the divine. Experience of the divine is recognition of
who we are as the sons of God now incarnate into fallen flesh
form. Rememberance is what leads us to recover those memories.
My quest is only to remind you of things long forgotten.
Free among the dead, like the slain that lie in the grave,
whom thou rememberest no more: and they are cut off
from thy hand. Thou hast laid me in the lowest pit, in
darkness, in the deeps Shall thy wonders be known in the
dark? and thy righteousness in the land of forgetfulness?
Psalms 88:5-6,12, kjv
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The Earth is the pit of deep darkness where our memories are
wiped clean. Here we find ourselves in a forsaken place where
our spiritual souls given free-will, are tested and tried through
the lesson of good and evil. Here we struggle to gain knowledge
of who we are and once were, as we are molded by the tragedies
and joys of living in this dual natured world. Incarnation into
this world coupled with faith and works will determine whether
we are as spirits born of woman are worthy of a return to our
first estate.
Forgetfulness did not exist with the Father, although it

existed because of him. What exists in him is knowledge,
which was revealed so that forgetfulness might be
destroyed and that they might know the Father, Since
forgetfulness existed because they did not know the Father,
if they then come to know the Father, from that moment
on forgetfulness will cease to exist. That is the gospel of
him whom they seek, which he has revealed to the perfect
through the mercies of the Father as the hidden mystery,
Jesus the Christ. Through him he enlightened those who
were in darkness because of forgetfulness. He enlightened
them and gave them a path. And that path is the truth
which he taught them.
Gospel of Truth, Nag Hammadi
The Gospel of Truth, part of the Nag Hammadi codices

dating back to the 1st century A.D., references forgetfulness in
incredible detail, associating it to lack of knowledge about the
Father as Creator of all. It also connects Yahushuah, or Jesus the
Christ with being the light, truth, and way which reestablishes
connection to rememberance. Those that come to know
themselves in recognition of who they truly are, recognize within
themselves their own connecting link to the Creator. Those that
know self are those cited as becoming full in the revelation of
Christ. It is this fullness which eradicates forgetfulness. It was
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the Sons mission to come into this fallen world to reestablish

rememberance as way back home. His life would be our example
that we are only visitors to this worldly realm and that our true
home lies in the heavens with Him in paradise. His kingdom is
not of this world and our true home is also neither of this world.
Christ would be and is the light that eradicates the darkness
which fosters and holds us as humanity prisoners to forgetfulness.
He would be and is the way, truth, and light for those seeking
path to remembrance, knowledge, and recognition of who they
are and once were.
These words spake Jesus, and lifted up his eyes to heaven,

and said, Father, the hour is come; glorify thy Son, that thy
Son also may glorify thee: As thou hast given him power
over all flesh, that he should give eternal life to as many as
thou hast given him. And this is life eternal, that they might
know thee the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom
thou hast sent. I have glorified thee on the earth: I have
finished the work which thou gavest me to do. And now,
O Father, glorify thou me with thine own self with the glory
which I had with thee before the world was. I have manifested
thy name unto the men which thou gavest me out of the world:
thine they were, and thou gavest them me; and they have kept
thy word. Now they have known that all things whatsoever
thou hast given me are of thee. For I have given unto them
the words which thou gavest me; and they have received
them, and have known surely that I came out from thee,
and they have believed that thou didst send me. I pray for
them: I pray not for the world, but for them which thou
hast given me; for they are thine. And all mine are thine,
and thine are mine; and I am glorified in them. And now I
am no more in the world, but these are in the world, and I
come to thee. Holy Father, keep through thine own name
those whom thou hast given me, that they may be one, as
we are. While I was with them in the world, I kept them
in thy name: those that thou gavest me I have kept, and none
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of them is lost, but the son of perdition; that the scripture might
be fulfilled. And now come I to thee; and these things I
speak in the world, that they might have my joy fulfilled
in themselves. I have given them thy word; and the world
hath hated them, because they are not of the world, even
as I am not of the world. I pray not that thou shouldest
take them out of the world, but that thou shouldest keep
them from the evil. They are not of the world, even as I
am not of the world. Sanctify them through thy truth: thy
word is truth. As thou hast sent me into the world, even so
have I also sent them into the world. And for their sakes I
sanctify myself, that they also might be sanctified through
the truth. Neither pray I for these alone, but for them also
which shall believe on me through their word; That they
all may be one; as thou, Father, art in me, and I in thee,
that they also may be one in us: that the world may believe
that thou hast sent me. And the glory which thou gavest
me I have given them; that they may be one, even as we
are one: I in them, and thou in me, that they may be made
perfect in one; and that the world may know that thou
hast sent me, and hast loved them, as thou hast loved me.
Father, I will that they also, whom thou hast given me, be with
me where I am; that they may behold my glory, which thou
hast given me: for thou lovedst me before the foundation of the
world. O righteous Father, the world hath not known thee:
but I have known thee, and these have known that thou
hast sent me. And I have declared unto them thy name,
and will declare it: that the love wherewith thou hast loved
me may be in them, and I in them.
John 17:1-26, kjv
Like the Gospel of Truth, John speaks of the necessity

of Christ coming into the flesh to fulfill predestinated role
and accompanying mission to die on the cross for the sins of
humanity. It would be His sacrifice of Self that would bring
salvation and redemption to those whom the Father had
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given to Him even before the beginning of the second world

age and foundation of this fallen world. His sacrifice would
herald new covenant for even those whom had been until His
death excluded from the promises and rewards of heaven. This
passage garners in full summation why the sons of God would
be required to assume flesh embodiment and more importantly
why it was necessary for the true Son of God to also adorn
flesh form, for without His accomplishment none of us would
ever have had chance for redemption and salvation which is a
return to our first estate.
In hope of eternal life, which God, that cannot lie, promised

before the world began; But hath in due times manifested
his word through preaching, which is committed unto me
according to the commandment of God our Saviour;
Titus 1:2-3, kjv
Another passage that I would like to highlight, which is a

favorite among the masses in seeking comfort during times of
fear or when facing uncertainty in difficult times is Psalms 23.
This chapter and verse has brought reassurance to countless
numbers of individuals going through crisis when faced with
overwhelming odds. It is one of those passages one can read
over and over and like the Lords prayer it is one of those that
I have committed to memory and I like to recite in prayer just
in honoring the Father and Son in just being thankful for the
blessings and opportunity of another day.
The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh

me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the
still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the
paths of righteousness for his names sake. Yea, though I
walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no
evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort
me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of
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mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup

runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me
all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the
Lord for ever.
Psalms 23:1-6, kjv
The valley of the shadow of death like the lowest pit is the land
of forgetfulness and place that is referenced where we will have
to incarnate into the flesh, when we were once spiritual beings,
immortal and bright natured: that neither experienced fear or
evil and never succumbed to death as part of our first estate. Its
in the flesh and while as visitors living on this planet in a fallen
state that we will in fact experience the extremes of emotions and
change associated with growing older in age. This planet and this
reality is where we will be tried and tested by the dual natured
aspect of good and evil to know from experience the differences
of each. In learning about good and evil we learn about our own
personal natures as well as that of the Creator personified as light
and goodness and the adversary embodied in Satan personified as
darkness and evil. Its here upon this planet under the temporary
reign of the powers, principalities, and rulers of darkness not of
this world that we will learn whether we want to serve a Master
that is associated to either or.
I will end this chapter with a story from a book called The
Classic Tales: 4,000 Years of Jewish Lore produced by Ellen
Frankel. This short story speaks about how our spirits were
created and resided with the Father prior to our flesh embodiment.
This compiled collection is interesting in revelation especially
considering the knowledge that has recently come to light and
how it ties into revelations being expounded upon within this
and other books.
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The Creation of Souls

Unlike the human body, which was created on the sixth
day, the soul was created on the first day before anything
else in the world. In that first hour, God created all souls
and place them in the highest heaven where they remain
until called to enter the body chosen for them.
When a baby is conceived, Laylah, the Angel Of Night,
brings the fertilized egg before God who decides its fate:
whether it will be a boy or girl, rich or poor, strong or
weak, beautiful or ugly, fat or thin, wise or foolish. Only
one decision does God leave in the hands of the unborn
soul: whether it will be righteous or wicked.
Then God sends the Angel of Souls to the highest
heaven to bring back the soul destined for that particular
body. Always the soul rebels, for compared to the celestial
world, the lower world is by a poor place, full of sorrow
and pain.
But God reprimands the rebellious soul, saying,
Hush! For this is why I created you! And so the soul
enters the unborn child and nestles quietly under the
mothers breast.
The next morning a second angel carries the soul to
Paradise, where it sees all the righteous enjoying eternal
happiness.
If you follow Gods Torah and live a worthy life,
explains the angel,you will one day join these happy
creatures here. But if not
And that night, the angel takes the soul to the gates
of Gehinnon, where it sees the angels of destruction
whipping the wicked souls with burning lashes.
Such is the fate of those who are devoted their lives
to sin and cruelty, the angel says. It is for you to choose
for yourself.
Between the morning and night of that day, the angel
reveals to the unborn soul its future life: where it will live
and where it will die and where will be buried.
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And then at the end of nine months, the angel

announces that it is time for the soul to leave the warm
refuge of the womb.
Oh no! cries the soul. For that will be too much to
bear!
But the angel quickly silence is it. So God has decreed.
Against your will you were formed, and against your will
you will be born. And against your will you will one day
die. Such is your fate.
And with that, the angel strikes the newborn baby under
the nose, leaving a small cleft there. Then he extinguishes
the light shining above its head, and instantly the soul
forgets everything it has learned during the previous nine
months. And then the baby emerges into the world, crying
and afraid.
Each soul spends the rest of its time on earth recovering
all that it once knew.
The Days Between

The sun will disappear in 30 minutes
night acquaint encroaching skies
I came to this place to honor
chill moments with her
somewhere out there also stargazing
her own memories of our parting
I see her coming even now
riding moonbeams in hippy grace
Somewhere she watches evening for inspiration
seeing me in dream and vision
forging words on her behalf
Before incarnating we promised
at all costs to find each other
fate we said would guide
our parting heavens throne
Holding onto memories as conscious faded
birth strange armor of soul
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callous the veil of forgetting

For 30 years I wandered
a gypsy scribe
loose upon garden paradise
shaking off the spell of new cycle
Entrenched in confused scenario Babylon tyranny
doctrine of law regulated
by souls more lost than me
It was 10 years ago
I woke to full remembrance
seeking her ever since
Long have I carried
the secret of ancient metaphor
longing for the leisure
of her gentle spaces
I am watching even now
unfolding paths awaiting
the reward of her eyes
Completion for no other but me
it has been what seems lifetimes
since Ive tasted her in form
soul-mate the link
to accomplish me further
than the lone seeker is allowed to go alone
I see her parting trail
lighting incense in her prayerful way
new cycle beginning
moments ripe for her return
Soon all things revealed to knowing
she will remember too in time
if not already
Greater destiny mixing lives
and the design of fortune
another sunset claimed by distant trees
tear sheathed in longing
Somewhere she sings
songs to empty ghosts
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summer clouds cradle

her chalice form
I wait out the storm
and miss her
like breath the dying man
offering empty words
to sway of ocean horizon
hungry for her return
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Chapter 4
Pre-existence of the Saints
T he pre-existence and predestination of the saints is articulated

in many texts covering a large array of biblical doctrine
spanning many traditions and areas of the world in regard to the
full summation of ancient lore. And though it is not necessary to
delve outside of the canon to find verification on what I will cover
in this chapter, I will employ copious amounts of extra-biblical
works from umpteen sources including the pseudipigraphal,
apocryphal, Dead Sea, and the Nag Hammadi collections, to help
elucidate this concept as all of them contain varying passages
which will broaden the scope of this particular insight.
Many biblical scholars are familiar with Jeremiah 1 which
speaks about the prophets prior existence as a spiritual being
before being birthed into the womb of his mother yet most have
never tied it together with predestination, pre-election, and its
implications for all of us as the now incarnated sons of God. I
will set the foundation for the preexistence of the saints with this
quote as most are familiar with it in scope and then elucidate
upon the concept with other little known about scriptures.
Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou
camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained
thee a prophet unto the nations.
Jeremiah 1:5, kjv
In this passage Yahushuah as the Word of the Lord speaking

to Jeremiah, reveals to him how He had known him prior to
his conception into the womb of his mother and birth into
the second world age as a physical flesh being. This simple
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passage verifies all of what I will be expounding upon within

this chapter as it captures the quintessential meaning of what
I am trying to portray, that being that the saints and all of us
preexisted with the Father and Son before ever arriving here for
flesh embodiment.
Before the Son had fashioned the vessel that would become
the body for hosting Jeremiah as an incarnated spirit being, He
had already sanctified him, and ordained him to be a prophet
unto the nations of this world, meaning that before Jeremiah
was ever conceived by the love and physical act of procreation
performed by his flesh and blood parents resulting in his
conception as a new born baby, Jeremiah was already known
by Yahushuah as a spiritual being and that his first world age
election was such that the Son would grant him role as prophet
for what would be his role in the second world age. The same
thing told to Jeremiah by the Son, has also been declared by
other prophets whom were also bestowed similiar role by the
Father and Son. Such individuals were part of the eclectic few
whom history memorializes as being leaders of what became the
chosen people of the nation of Israel.
So the Creator of all things gave me a commandment,

and he that made me caused my tabernacle to rest, and
said, Let thy dwelling be in Jacob, and thine inheritance
in Israel. He created me from the beginning before the world,
and I shall never fail. In the holy tabernacle I served before
him; and so was I established in Sion.
Wisdom of Jesus Son of Sirach, Apocrypha
The Wisdom of Jesus Son of Sirach or Book of the All-

Virtuous Wisdom of Joshua ben Sira, a 2nd century text once
included in the official canon but now part of the apocryphal
texts, reiterates how it is that our spirits were made in the
beginning before the earth and where we find ourselves presently
residing. Like Jeremiah 1:5 Joshua ben Sira was preordained for
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life and role as one of the patriarchs of Israel. I would like to state
that even though as individuals we are predestined for certain
mission, we still have free-will to determine outcome, and even
though the Father and Son envision an incredible destiny for
each in fulfilling higher purpose and role while embodied in the
flesh, it is up to each to align self with such grand purpose, and
that many if not most, do not and will not fulfill their sacred
mission in fulfilling such purpose.
He spoke in the tabernacle to give (it) by Joshua: saying to

Joshua these words: (Be strong) and of a good courage so
as to do with thy might all that has been commanded that
you may be blameless unto God. So says the Lord of the
world. For He has created the world on behalf of His people.
But He was not pleased to manifest this purpose of creation
from the foundation of the world, in order that the Gentiles
might thereby be convicted, yea to their own humiliation
might by (their) arguments convict one another. Accordingly
He designed and devised me, and He prepared me before the
foundation of the world, that I should be the mediator of His
covenant. And now I declare unto you that the time of the
years of my life is fulfilled and I am passing away to sleep
with my fathers even in the presence of all the people. And
receive this writing that you may know how to preserve
the books which I shall deliver unto you: and you shall
set these in order and anoint them with oil of cedar and
put them away in earthen vessels in the place which He
made from the beginning of the creation of the world, that His
name should be called upon until the day of repentance in
the visitation wherewith the Lord will visit them in the
consummation of the end of the days.
The Assumption of Moses 1, Pseudipigrapha
The Assumption of Moses also known as the Testament of

Moses was released to public scrutiny after being rediscovered in
the 6th century latin manuscript. The story of the text recounts
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the dialogue shared between Moses and Joshua, as Moses is

nearing death. Joshua is told by Moses that he will be the new
leader of the people and in prophecy describes what he will
encounter within the land and how the Most High would use
he and his chosen people to smash the idol gods of all the other
pagan nations which will oppose his capture of the promised
land. It captures the essence of his testimony as he relates to
Joshua how he was chosen for assignment and how he also had
been known to the Father and Son before his incarnation upon
this world stage.
Similar to Jeremiah 1:5 in context and presentation, the
passage quoted from the Assumption of Moses also verifies how
it is that the Yahuwah and Yahushuah chose to anoint certain
individuals for special purpose and also how it is that They assign
such roles to those whom They can trust to fulfill such destiny.
These passages are confirming witness for one another and verify
the incredible nature of this revelation and its implications for
us as spirits of the first world age assigned to higher role while
embodied in the flesh.
Moses tells Joshua that he is to succeed him as leader of the
Israelites, and as leader he encourages him to example strength
and trust in Yahuwah so as to bolster the people for what they
are about to do. In supernatural aspect the Father will help them
to overcome the giants, the sons of Anak that are in control of
the land. Yahuwah has been ordained the Israelites as a people to
glorify His name to the pagan nations and idolatrous people that
worship the fallen angels as their gods. The conquest of Canaan
as the promised land will prove to the nations of the world that
Yahuwah is God of gods as He had forseen the coming war
against the seemingly invulnerable sons of Anak, feared world-
wide for their incredible strength and stature. He would use the
story of the Exodus and conquest of Canaan to elevate the God
of Abraham, Issac, and Jacob as the Most High God and Lord
of the universe. Moses tells Joshua that they had both had been
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predestined to free the Israelites as a people from the bondage of

Egypt and that now He must conquer the land of promise while
also eradicating the canaannites.
But the men that went up with him said, We be not able
to go up against the people; for they are stronger than we.
And they brought up an evil report of the land which they
had searched unto the children of Israel, saying, The land,
through which we have gone to search it, is a land that
eateth up the inhabitants thereof; and all the people that
we saw in it are men of a great stature. And there we saw
the giants, the sons of Anak, which come of the giants: and
we were in our own sight as grasshoppers, and so we were
in their sight.
Numbers 13:31-33, kjv
Even though they would be fighting against the giants whom

seem impervious in their hugely walled cities, neither Joshua nor
the people have anything to fear because Yahuwah would fight
alongside them in destroying their seemingly invincible foes.
Joshua would be the sword of God in fulfilling the promise of the
Father to Abraham prior to His exodus from Ur and Sumer, where
his father served as high priest to Nimrod, the king of Babylon.
And it came to pass, as they fled from before Israel, and

were in the going down to Beth-horon, that the Lord cast
down great stones from heaven upon them unto Azekah, and
they died: they were more which died with hailstones than they
whom the children of Israel slew with the sword. Then spake
Joshua to the Lord in the day when the Lord delivered up
the Amorites before the children of Israel, and he said in
the sight of Israel, Sun, stand thou still upon Gibeon; and
thou, Moon, in the valley of Ajalon. And the sun stood still,
and the moon stayed, until the people had avenged themselves
upon their enemies. Is not this written in the book of Jasher?
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So the sun stood still in the midst of heaven, and hasted not to
go down about a whole day.
Joshua 10:11-13, kjv
It is especially important to note that when Yahuwah sent

Joshua into the promised land to exterminate every man, woman,
and child, it was because they were facing an unnatural creation
and supernatural enemy. The people that inhabitated the land
were the sons of Anak, the giants linked to the unnatural
fornication of the watchers with the already hybrid daughters of
Cain prior to the flood of Noahs day. Like the flood Yahuwah
was using Joshua to exterminate this unholy line of people and
that is why the Father used supernatural means to support Israel
in their efforts.
And the daughters of CAIN with whom the angels had

companied conceived, but they were unable to bring forth
their children, and they died. And of the children who
were in their wombs some died, and some came forth;
having split open the bellies of their mothers they came
forth by their navels. And when they were grown up and
reached mans estate they became giants, whose height
reached unto the clouds; and for their sakes and the sakes
of sinners the wrath of God became quiet, and He said,
My spirit shall only rest on them for one hundred and
twenty years, and I will destroy them with the waters of
the Flood,2 them and all sinners who have not believed
the word of God.
Kebra Nagast 100, Coptic Apocrypha
Joshua in assuming leadership role would be the one that

would lead the Israelites in conquest of the promised land and
in process glorify the name and reputation of the true Creator
in heaven. Yahuwah would immortalize His power and memory
while also establishing Israel as His chosen people and nation.
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It would be through their history (His-Story) that He would

memorialize His name forever into the chronicles of humanity.
Moses in last appeal further states that the world had been
created for the fulfillment and glory of just such purpose.
Like Jeremiah, both Moses and Joshua had been chosen and
prepared for this specific role. Both had been prepared for
the role and mission that would bring forth Israel as a chosen
people and nation.
And when Joshua had finished (these) words, he cast

himself again at the feet of Moses. And Moses took
his hand and raised him into the seat before him, and
answered and said unto him: Joshua, do not despise
yourself; but set your mind at ease, and hear my words.
All the nations which are in the earth God has created and
us, He has foreseen them and us from the beginning of the
creation of the earth unto the end of the age, and nothing has
been neglected by Him even to the least thing, but all things
He hath foreseen and caused all to come forth. (Yes) all things
which are to be in this earth the Lord has foreseen and, look,
they are brought forward (into the light The Lord,) has
on their behalf appointed me to (pray) for their sins and
(make intercession) for them. For not for any virtue or
strength of mine, but of His good pleasure have His
compassion and longsuffering fallen to my lot. For I say
unto you, Joshua: it is not on account of the godliness of
this people that you shall root out the nations. The lights
of the heaven, the foundations of the earth have been
made and approved by God and are under the signet ring
of His right hand. Those, therefore, who do and fulfill the
commandments of God shall increase and be prospered:
but those who sin and set at naught the commandments
shall be without the blessings before mentioned, and they
shall be punished with many torments by the nations. But
wholly to root out and destroy them is not permitted. For
God will go forth who has foreseen all things for ever,
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and His covenant has been established and by the oath

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Assumption of Moses 12, Pseudipigrapha
Moses purpose had been to bring the Israelites out of the

bondage of Pharoah and Egypt thus verifying the authority of
Yahuwah over the idol gods and what was until that time the
most powerful person and kingdom known to humanity. Moses
reminds Joshua of the covenant that the Creator had made with
he and the people and that all these things had been forseen and
prepared for as necessary to bring the light of truth to the pagan
and idolatrous nations which being deceived were followers and
worshipers of the fallen angels and their hybrid demigod children,
the sons of Anak. His parting of the Red Sea and now conquest
of the promised land would be testament to the rulers of this
world and those that serve them, that the God of the Israelites
was the one true God and that He had power over all of the other
minor gods whom are nothing more than His angels parading as
all-powerful deities.
Another passage associated to the preexistence of the saints
and patriarchs of Israel was penned beautifully by King Solomon
as part of Proverbs in the Old Testament. This passage is
elaborate in its scope as it also mentions other esoteric subjects
such as preadamic history, the destruction of the first world age,
tohu-wa bohu (which made the original earth referenced as
Tiamat, Rahab, and Maldek null and void), and even cites the
reformation of planet for inhabitation by the preadamic creatures
which would appear after the recreation of the earth. I explain
all these things in great detail in the Genesis timeline and first
chapters of my 6th book, Sons of God: Who We Are and Why
We Are Here.
The Lord possessed me in the beginning of his way,

before his works of old. I was set up from everlasting, from
the beginning, or ever the earth was. When there were no
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depths, I was brought forth; when there were no fountains

abounding with water. Before the mountains were settled,
before the hills was I brought forth: While as yet he had not
made the earth, nor the fields, nor the highest part of the dust
of the world. When he prepared the heavens, I was there:
when he set a compass upon the face of the depth: When
he established the clouds above: when he strengthened
the fountains of the deep: When he gave to the sea his
decree, that the waters should not pass his commandment:
when he appointed the foundations of the earth: Then I
was by him, as one brought up with him: and I was daily
his delight, rejoicing always before him; Rejoicing in the
habitable part of his earth; and my delights were with the
sons of men.
Proverbs 8:22-31, kjv
This passage like the others cited previously is remarkable in

its implications but even more amazing is its specifications in
Solomon providing prophetic utterance which relates to Christs
preexistence with the Father and detail associated to prior events
which most know little about including the destruction of
the old earth referenced as Tiamat or Rahab accounted in the
enuma elish.
The destruction of Tiamat resulted in the recreation of the
new earth and planet that we now find ourselves living upon.
Solomon relates in this proverb details of this little known event
referenced in Genesis as in the beginning when the heavens
were prepared and before the tohu-wabohu which resulted in
the destruction of Tiamat and consequential foundation of the
new earth. The formation of the modern earth is the cataclysmic
event that made the earth null and void. As cited in my previous
work this incident is what is immortalized by the enuma elish
and all of the other epic creation tales which describe in their
content how it was that Yahuwah allowed the interloper planet
called Niburu, planet X, or the destroyer, to be captured by the
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net-force or gravitational pull of the large outer gaseous planets

specifically Uranus and Neptune. Its capture and inclusion as part
of this planetary system is what led to the judgment and complete
annihilation of the former earth referenced by the Sumerians as
Tiamat, by Job as Rahab, and by new agers as Maldek.
Known to the ancients to be the largest planet of the solar
system, it was a large watery planet, which as the previous earth
is the planet referred to in Genesis 2 which was watered by a
mist from the ground. Enveloped by large watery canopy there
was at that time no rain and neither a man to till the ground.
The watery canopy made it impossible to view the celestial
bodies scattered in the heavens that are easily visible from our
current earth. The destruction of this planet is cited in Genesis
1 as the dividing of the waters and separation of the firmaments
and heavens. The collapse of the canopy protecting the old earth,
and repositioning of the new earth to its current orbital position
inside that of Mars, is what made life on this planet possible
in unfolding the next chapter of Yahuwahs plan. It also made
possible the first viewing of the sun, stars, planets, and moons of
heaven for those creatures and beings whom would inherit this
planet allowing for the later establishment of the calendar and
recording of time.
After the gutting of Tiamat by one of the moons of Niburu,
the mountains became visible, the continental land masses
appeared, the oceans, seas, and rivers were plotted in course and
direction. Most do not realize that the fallen angels were already
present within the solar system, molding and manipulating the
worlds here and that these things occurred prior to the creation
of the current matrix. The current world age is a proving ground
for the rebel spirits that were here prior to the modern creation
of humanity and would also be the simulation which would
experience the end of the current program as experienced by
those whom find themselves incarnating into flesh now. The
judgement coming which Christ will be the culmination and apex
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of all previous time and space. It will be the beginning of a new

heaven/earth and mark the end of the current world and cycle.
By the multitude of thy merchandise they have filled

the midst of thee with violence, and thou hast sinned:
therefore I will cast thee as profane out of the mountain of
God: and I will destroy thee, O covering cherub, from the
midst of the stones of fire.
Ezekiel 28:16, kjv
Lucifer was the anointed cherub that had once served in

heaven with the other sons of God until iniquity was found
within him. His rebellion and temptation of 1/3rd of the angels
of the Most High to join him in insurrection is what resulted in
their being cast out of the upper heavens on the 2nd day. After
their banishment they were roaming for worlds to rule of their
own and had established Tiamat as a base of operations prior to
its judgment and destruction. The stones of fire cited in Ezekiel
28 are reference to the planets. I explain all of this in great detail
in the Genesis timeline laid out by my sixth book Sons of
God: Who We Are and Why We Are Here. The destruction
of Tiamat is also referenced in Jeremiah 4:23 as the judgment
and destruction of the first world age as the reconstruction of
the earth made possible the necessary conditions allowing the
creation of the multiplicity of beings that began life on the planet
we now find ourselves occupying.
I beheld the earth, and, lo, it was without form, and void;
and the heavens, and they had no light. I beheld the
mountains, and, lo, they trembled, and all the hills moved
lightly. I beheld, and, lo, there was no man, and all the birds
of the heavens were fled. I beheld, and, lo, the fruitful place
was a wilderness, and all the cities thereof were broken down
at the presence of the Lord, and by his fierce anger. For thus
hath the Lord said, The whole land shall be desolate; yet
will I not make a full end. For this shall the earth mourn,
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and the heavens above be black: because I have spoken it,

I have purposed it, and will not repent, neither will I turn
back from it.
Jeremiah 4:23-28, kjv
The situation that Im describing is called The Gap Theory

by many scholars studying the prior times. Most do not describe
the events in the detail that I will present here simply because
they have not read the full summation of the other texts which
seem to specify what happened during that time.
THE DESTRUCTION AND RE-CREATION
It is known, and the story comes down from ancient times,

that there was not one creation but two, a creation and a
re-creation. It is a fact known to the wise that the Earth
was utterly destroyed once then reborn on a second wheel
of creation. At the time of the great destruction of Earth,
God caused a dragon from out of Heaven to come and
encompass her about. The dragon was frightful to behold,
it lashed its tail, it breathed out fire and hot coals, and a
great catastrophe was inflicted upon mankind.
The body of the dragon was wreathed in a cold bright
light and beneath, on the belly, was a ruddy hued glow,
while behind it trailed a flowing tail of smoke. It spewed
out cinders and hot stones and its breath was foul and
stenchful, poisoning the nostrils of men. Its passage
caused great thunderings and lightnings to rend the thick
darkened sky, all Heaven and Earth being made hot. The
seas were loosened from their cradles and rose up, pouring
across the land. There was an awful, shrilling trumpeting
which outpowered even the howling of the unleashed
winds.
Men, stricken with terror, went mad at the awful sight
in the Heavens. They were loosed from their senses and
dashed about, crazed, not knowing what they did. The
breath was sucked from their bodies and they were burnt
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with a strange ash. Then it passed, leaving Earth enwrapped

within a dark and glowering mantle which was ruddily lit
up inside. The bowels of the Earth were torn open in great
writhing upheavals and a howling whirlwind rent the
mountains apart. The wrath of the sky-monster was loosed
in the Heavens. It lashed about in flaming fury, roaring
like a thousand thunders; it poured down fiery destruction
amid a welter of thick black blood. So awesome was
the fearfully aspected thing that the memory mercifully
departed from man, his thoughts were smothered under
a cloud of forgetfulness. The Earth vomited forth great
gusts of foul breath from awful mouths opening up in the
midst of the land. The evil breath bit at the throat before
it drove men mad and killed them.
Those who did not die in this manner were smothered
under a cloud of red dust and ashes, or were swallowed by
the yawning mouths of Earth or crushed beneath crashing
rocks. The first sky-monster was joined by another which
swallowed the tail of the one going before, but the two
could not be seen at once. The sky-monster reigned and
raged above Earth, doing battle to possess it, but the many
bladed sword of God cut them in pieces, and their falling
bodies enlarged the land and the sea.
In this manner the first Earth was destroyed by
calamity descending from out of the skies. The vaults
of Heaven had opened to bring forth monsters more
fearsome than any that ever haunted the uneasy dreams of
men. Men and their dwelling places were gone, only sky
boulders and red earth remained where once they were,
but amidst all the desolation a few survived, for man is
not easily destroyed. They crept out from caves and came
down from the mountainsides. Their eyes were wild and
their limbs trembled, their bodies shook and their tongues
lacked control. Their faces were twisted and the skin hung
loose on their bones. They were as maddened wild beasts
driven into an enclosure before flames; they knew no law,
being deprived of all the wisdom they once had and those
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who had guided them were gone. The Earth, only true
Altar of God, had offered up a sacrifice of life and sorrow
to atone for the sins of mankind.
Man had not sinned in deed but in the things he had
failed to do. Man suffers not only for what he does but for
what he fails to do. He is not chastised for making mistakes
but for failing to recognize and rectify them. Then the great
canopy of dust and cloud which encompassed the Earth,
enshrouding it in heavy darkness, was pierced by ruddy
light, and the canopy swept down in great cloudbursts and
raging storm waters. Cool moontears were shed for the
distress of Earth and the woes of men. When the light of
the sun pierced the Earths shroud, bathing the land in its
revitalizing glory, the Earth again knew night and day, for
there were now times of light and times of darkness. The
smothering canopy rolled away and the vaults of Heaven
became visible to man. The foul air was purified and new
air clothed the reborn Earth, shielding her from the dark
hostile void of Heaven.
The rainstorms ceased to beat upon the faces of the
land and the waters stilled their turmoil. Earthquakes no
longer tore the Earth open, nor was it burned and buried by
hot rocks. The land masses were re-established in stability
and solidity, standing firm in the midst of the surrounding
waters. The oceans fell back to their assigned places and
the land stood steady upon its foundations. The sun shone
upon land and sea, and life was renewed upon the face
of the Earth. Rain fell gently once more and clouds of
fleece floated across dayskies. The waters were purified,
the sediment sank and life increased in abundance. Life
was renewed, but it was different. Man survived, but he
was not the same. The sun was not as it had been and a
moon had been taken away. Man stood in the midst of
renewal and regeneration. He looked up into the Heavens
above in fear for the awful powers of destruction lurking
there. Henceforth, the placid skies would hold a terrifying
secret. Man found the new Earth firm and the Heavens
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fixed. He rejoiced but also feared, for he lived in dread

that the Heavens would again bring forth monsters and
crash about him. When men came forth from their hiding
places and refuges, the world their fathers had known was
gone forever.
The face of the land was changed and Earth was
littered with rocks and stones which had fallen when the
structure of Heaven collapsed. One generation groped
in the desolation and gloom, and as the thick darkness
was dispelled its children believed they were witnessing
a new creation. Time passed, memory dimmed and the
record of evens was no longer clear. Generation followed
generation and as the ages unfolded, new tongues and new
tales replaced the old.
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The capture of Niburu had influence upon the solar system

as characterized by the north south rotation of Uranus, which
unusually lies on its side and the backward retrograde rotation
of Venus. The existence of an asteroid belt between the planets
Mars and Jupiter, and the existence of rings encapsulating planets
like Saturn are also verification of the leftover debris field that
resulted from this ancient war in the heavens. It is also reflected in
the presence of wayward asteroids and comets found wandering
everywhere in our solar system. Solomon very eloquently and
cryptically veils within the text of Proverbs 8 the details of our
previous incarnations as spiritual beings, destruction of the
first world age, and how this all took place before the modern
reformation of the new Earth. The book of Job, consider to be the
oldest book of the Old Testament, also contains many allusions
to this time and to those things which happened that unless one
has discernment, seems to be nothing more than poetic overture.
Having this knowledge and comprehending what occured early
in the reformation of the solar system, will help one to understand
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the many references of this event contained in both the Old and
the New Testament as well as extra biblical texts.
Who hath laid the measures thereof, if thou knowest? or who

hath stretched the line upon it? Whereupon are the foundations
thereof fastened? or who laid the corner stone thereof; When
the morning stars sang together, and all the sons of God
shouted for joy? Or who shut up the sea with doors, when
it brake forth, as if it had issued out of the womb? When
I made the cloud the garment thereof, and thick darkness a
swaddlingband for it, And brake up for it my decreed place,
and set bars and doors, And said, Hitherto shalt thou come, but
no further: and here shall thy proud waves be stayed?
Hast thou commanded the morning since thy days;
and caused the dayspring to know his place; That it might
take hold of the ends of the earth, that the wicked might
be shaken out of it? It is turned as clay to the seal; and
they stand as a garment. And from the wicked their light is
withholden, and the high arm shall be broken. Hast thou
entered into the springs of the sea? or hast thou walked in
the search of the depth?
Have the gates of death been opened unto thee? or hast
thou seen the doors of the shadow of death? Hast thou
perceived the breadth of the earth? declare if thou knowest
it all. Where is the way where light dwelleth? and as for
darkness, where is the place thereof, That thou shouldest
take it to the bound thereof, and that thou shouldest know
the paths to the house thereof ? Knowest thou it, because
thou wast then born? or because the number of thy days
is great? Hast thou entered into the treasures of the snow?
or hast thou seen the treasures of the hail, Which I have
reserved against the time of trouble, against the day of
battle and war?
By what way is the light parted, which scattereth the
east wind upon the earth? Who hath divided a watercourse
for the overflowing of waters, or a way for the lightning of
thunder; To cause it to rain on the earth, where no man is;
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on the wilderness, wherein there is no man; To satisfy the

desolate and waste ground; and to cause the bud of the
tender herb to spring forth? Hath the rain a father? or
who hath begotten the drops of dew? Out of whose womb
came the ice? and the hoary frost of heaven, who hath
gendered it? The waters are hid as with a stone, and the
face of the deep is frozen.
Canst thou bind the sweet influences of Pleiades,
or loose the bands of Orion? Canst thou bring forth
Mazzaroth in his season? or canst thou guide Arcturus with
his sons? Knowest thou the ordinances of heaven? canst
thou set the dominion thereof in the earth? Canst thou lift
up thy voice to the clouds, that abundance of waters may
cover thee? Canst thou send lightnings, that they may go,
and say unto thee, Here we are? Who hath put wisdom in
the inward parts? or who hath given understanding to the
heart? Who can number the clouds in wisdom? or who
can stay the bottles of heaven, When the dust groweth
into hardness, and the clods cleave fast together?
Job 38:5-38, kjv
This passage from Job veils the reformation of the earth

before pre-Adamic man was made by the Father and placed here
upon the surface of the earth. It describes the many changes that
the Creator had put into place in reshaping the planet to make
it hospitable for modern man and the creatures that would come
to inhabit it after the new earth cooled into land formations
surrounded by oceans and seas. The old earth was covered by one
ocean and there were no land tall enough at that time to breach
the covering of water. It was only after the destruction of Tiamat
that dry land appeared and oceans were limited in dimension
and size, encompassing continents forming multitudinous
environments, where life in a variety of creatured form, found
circumstance perfect to sustain the multiplicity and begin the
quick replication of life in myriad form and possibility.
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Remember the former things of old: for I am God, and there

is none else; I am God, and there is none like me, Declaring the
end from the beginning, and from ancient times the things that
are not yet done, saying, My counsel shall stand, and I will do all
my pleasure:Isaiah 46:9-10, kjv
Winddrifter
I walk these pathways of time
hunting
always trying to find
A place I can call my own
some place that feels like home
Lost are we on our journey
through this mystic realm
Our lives
like a soap opera dream
play out as a far-fetched film
Intense our wandering probes
search for higher spaces
Recognition with familiar
yet odd
moments & passing faces
Eyes embraced
myriad of times
helping to mark my changes
& here we share this lifetime
passing by
knowing were more than strangers
Friends from a different time
with old promises
to meet
here in the heat
of each others lives
Reminds us all
of the Grander Scheme
of what seems to me the most amazing
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wondrous dream
Each moment changes
just because we pass through
Thankful always I am
For moments I share with you
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Chapter 5
The Twelve Apostles
T he 12 apostles were instrumental in helping to establish

the early formation of what later became the established
church or ecclesia. In the beginning before the stories were
scripted about Christ and the miracles associated with His time
on the earth, those that were fortunate enough to know Him
while in His flesh embodiment related stories to each other
memorializing His many exploits upon the earth while in flesh
form. Those that became the early believers were friends and
neighbors that gathered together in small groups to work, rest,
and shared meals in celebration. The first gatherings were just
regular discussions that took place over normal daily activities
where stories were shared with others that had not heard about
the miracles that were associated with Christ and His ministry.
His accomplishments became so well known among the people,
that many became his early followers and acclaimed Him to
be the prophesied about and long awaited savior messiah. As
more began to believe many accepted that He and the Father
were one and that as God incarnate, He had come to bring the
good news of the Fathers love for us, sharing openly with any
who would listen the heavenly secrets which had been hidden
since the foundations of the world. Those that were blessed to
know Yahushuah, shared stories with others on what they could
remember about their time being with Him. The cultures of the
past required memory skills far beyond that which we retain
today since there were no easy way to write or document stories.
It was not uncommon for people to have memorized entire books
of the Old Covenant and many of the teachings of the soon to
be New Covenant.
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The stories associated with Christ came to be known as the

gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John; while others came
to form the foundation of the pseudipigraphal, apocryphal, and
extra biblical books as many wrote what they could remember
about His life and time. The major accepted gospels that came to
be part of the official canon spoke about His life in similar aspect
but with varying detail.
Whoever has this knowledge is a being from on high.

When he is called, he hears and answers and turns
toward him who calls him and re-ascends to him. He
knows what he is called; he knows whence he has come
and where he is going. He has turned many from error
and preceded them to the places which belong to them
but from which they have strayed. Joy to the man who
has rediscovered himself and has awakened and helped
others to wake up.
The Gospel of Truth, Nag Hammadi
All of the early books were written to verify His special purpose
in coming to the planet, detailing the miracles of His healing and
ministry as He went abroad amongst the people doing what He
could to assist them in their suffering. They even capture the
jealousy of the sadducees, pharisees, and other sects born around
the interpretation of the Torah. Those that considered themselves
to be the authorities of the Temple, began to as prophesized
formulate a conspiracy which led to His crucifixion and later
resurrection.What people dont realize about those that became
the 12 apostles is that Christ knew them before their coming into
the flesh and had chose them for specific role in establishing what
would later become the church. The story that I will relate below
speaks about the preexistence of the 12 apostles and relates the
story of their relationship with the Son before flesh embodiment.
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Rejoice then and exult and rejoice more and more greatly,
for to you it is given that I speak first with you from the
beginning of the Truth to its completion. For this cause
have I chosen you verily from the beginning through the First
Mystery. Rejoice then and exult, for when I set out for the
world, I brought from the beginning with me twelve powers,
as I have told you from the beginning, which I have taken from
the twelve saviours of the Treasury of the Light, according to
the command of the First Mystery. These then I cast into the
womb of your mothers, when I came into the world, that is
those which are in your bodies to-day.
For these powers have been given unto you before the whole
world, because ye are they who will save the whole world, and
that ye may be able to endure the threat of the rulers of the
world and the pains of the world and its dangers and all its
persecutions, which the rulers of the height will bring upon
you. For many times have I said unto you that I have brought
the power in you out of the twelve saviours who are in the
Treasury of the Light. For which cause I have said unto you
indeed from the beginning that ye are not of the world. I also
am not of it. For all men who are in the world have gotten
their souls out of [the power of ] the rulers of the ons. But
the power which is in you is from me; your souls belong to the
height. I have brought twelve powers of the twelve saviours of
the Treasury of the Light, taking them out of the portion of my
power which I did first receive. And when I had set forth for
the world, I came into the midst of the rulers of the sphere
and had the form of Gabril the angel of the ons; and the
rulers of the ons did not know me, but they thought that
I was the angel Gabril.
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The Pistis Sophia is only one of three gnostic texts available

to the public prior to the discovery of the Nag Hammadi
collection of codices in 1945. A 3rd or 4th century text which
translates as Faith in Wisdom. It is quite lengthy in detailing the
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gnostic world-view surrounding the fall of sophia or creation of

the material and visible world which also led to the introduction
of Yaldaboath, Hebrew yalda bahut, , meaning Son of
Chaos, whom was granted temporary authority over the fallen
world. Before continuing with the story I would like to reiterate
as I have in my previous books, that whereas it is taught by the so
called gnostic experts that the early followers of these teachings,
equate Yahuwah, the Most High, or Creator of us, with the evil
god referenced in these works as Yaldaboath, whom is lord over
this fallen world, it is my opinion that anybody that reads the texts
in fullness and does a careful study of comparisons associated to
the Father and the evil one, will come to know that this is a false
premise that cannot be supported by the texts themselves. Its
my opinion that this premise is taught and supported by those
same forces which stripped away and excluded so much of what
has been denied to the masses as far as extra Biblical teachings.
Like the book of Enoch and many of the other extra-biblical
books, the so called gnostic teachings expound upon who the
fallen angels are and how their seedline and lineage (seed of the
serpent) have been for all time working to oppress and deceive
the lineage and seedline of Adam (seed of the woman). Those
that study the texts themselves will find that Yaldaboath, whom
is ascribed as being the evil one is cited as:
Now the archon (ruler) who is weak has three names. The
first name is Yaltabaoth, the second is Saklas (fool), and
the third is Samael. And he is impious in his arrogance
which is in him. For he said, I am God and there is no
other God beside me, for he is ignorant of his strength,
the place from which he had come.
Apocryphon of John, Nag Hammadi
And he made a plan with his powers. He sent his angels to

the daughters of men, that they might take some of them
for themselves and raise offspring for their enjoyment.
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And at first they did not succeed. When they had no

success, they gathered together again and they made a plan
together. They created a counterfeit spirit, who resembles
the Spirit who had descended, so as to pollute the souls
through it. And the angels changed themselves in their
likeness into the likeness of their mates (the daughters
of men), filling them with the spirit of darkness, which
they had mixed for them, and with evil. They brought
gold and silver and a gift and copper and iron and metal
and all kinds of things. And they steered the people who
had followed them into great troubles, by leading them
astray with many deceptions. They (the people) became
old without having enjoyment. They died, not having
found truth and without knowing the God of truth. And
thus the whole creation became enslaved forever, from the
foundation of the world until now. And they took women
and begot children out of the darkness according to the
likeness of their spirit. And they closed their hearts, and
they hardened themselves through the hardness of the
counterfeit spirit until now.
Apocryphon of John, Nag Hammadi
The association of Yaldaboath with Saklas, the blind god

and Samael, meaning severity of God whom we also know as
the angel of death are in my mind clear references associating
him to Satan. Sammael is also referenced in the various targums
as being the feathered serpent or nachash, that beguiled Eve in
Genesis 3 impregnating her with Cain. Samael is also known in
some of the rabbinical commentaries as being the guardian angel
of Esau and the angel that challenged and wrestled Jacob. All
of these associations make it clear that the gnostics just as the
Christians do, ascribed evil and the leader of it, to the devil or
Satan also called the dragon. Yaldaboath in the gnostic texts is
described as being the leader of the seraphim angels, which are
the dragon like angels or reptilian angels that are also associated
to Satan. More details on this can be found in my 6th book Sons
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of God: Who We Are Why We Are Here, chapter 14 on the

Fiery Flying Serpent.
What interest me about the Pistis Sophia is that it verifies
3 things, that the 12 apostles had special election for role in
establishing the church during the life and time of Christ, that
Christ knew them before their incarnation into the flesh, and
that as God He placed them into the womb of their mothers for
birth into this world. This passage corroborates that Yahushuah
was the only begotten of the Father and that the 12 apostles were
also very special in their incarnation, pre-elected for a role during
the second world age. Like Moses and Jeremiah, the 12 apostles
were chosen from the elect of the first world age. As angelic
spirits they also served in supporting the work of the Father and
Son. The Pistis Sophia claims that neither Christ nor the apostles
are originally of this fallen world. That they had once resided in
heaven and may have sided and fought with Michael during the
original wars in heaven against Lucifer and those angels which
joined and assisted him in rebellion.
Elias as John the Baptist

Is it possible for humanity to incarnate into the flesh multiple
times? After years of study on this subject and having been
brought out of the new age beliefs systems, my opinion is that
most if not almost all of us predominately will only incarnate
into flesh once and that having lived out our lives, will be judged
by whether we know Christ as the Son of God and whether we
did the works required of us in truly being His servants. The
decisions made while in the flesh will be partially responsible for
determining our eternal inheritance when Christ comes again to
separate the wheat and the tares, the goat and the sheep from the
left and the right, however unless one knows Him as King and
Lord one cannot have part in salvation in any case.
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There are three main groups of people born into the flesh
reflective of the way they were spiritually before current
embodiment. There are the Sons of God which were written in
the Book of Life from the foundation of the world, which Christ
refers to as the wheat/sheep in Matthew 13. There are also the
sons of god born from fornication of Lucifer and Eve, Cain being
the first hybrid of this bloodline, referred to by Christ as the
tares/goats of Matthew 13.
He that soweth the good seed is the Son of man; The

field is the world; the good seed are the children of the
kingdom; but the tares are the children of the wicked one;
The enemy that sowed them is the devil; the harvest is
the end of the world; and the reapers are the angels. As
therefore the tares are gathered and burned in the fire; so
shall it be in the end of this world.
A third group the big-foot pre-Adamic humans which

were modified, being madetransformed but not created
indigenous hominoids which were present on planet when the
fallen ones in the past progenated and hybrinated with them.
They are those which were altered to be fit extensions for the
rebel angels prior to the creation of 6th day Adam.
And I will bring the third part through the fire, and will
refine them as silver is refined, and will try them as gold
is tried: they shall call on my name, and I will hear them:
I will say, It is my people: and they shall say, The Lord is
my God.
Zechariah 13:9, kjv
As far as reincarnation, there is one story that seems to be the

exception to the norm. It has to do with John the Baptist and his
being chosen to be the herald for the coming of Christ as the Son
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of Man. It seems that John was chosen to be the forerunner for the
incarnation of Christ into flesh form. The advent of John was one
of the scriptural prophecies that had to be fulfilled to signifiy that
Christ had truly come as messiah for those that knew about and
were watching for the return of Elias. According to the prophecy,
John the Baptist would be inhabited by the spirit of Elias, also
known as the Old Testament prophet Elijah. He was one of two
prophets, the other Enoch, seventh from Adam, translated to the
heavens without ever having succumbed to death. Elijah which
means Yahweh is my God and Enoch, which means dedicate,
were spared from death during their earthly incarnations. It is
postulated that they were preserved from death by the Most
High because they were to return at the end of days to fulfill the
prophecy associated to the two witnesses which in Revelation 11
testify to world that the antichrist is a false christ.
And I will give power unto my two witnesses, and they

shall prophesy a thousand two hundred and threescore
days, clothed in sackcloth. These are the two olive trees,
and the two candlesticks standing before the God of the
earth. And if any man will hurt them, fire proceedeth out
of their mouth, and devoureth their enemies: and if any
man will hurt them, he must in this manner be killed.
These have power to shut heaven, that it rain not in the
days of their prophecy: and have power over waters to turn
them to blood, and to smite the earth with all plagues, as
often as they will. And when they shall have finished their
testimony, the beast that ascendeth out of the bottomless
pit shall make war against them, and shall overcome them,
and kill them.
And their dead bodies shall lie in the street of the great
city, which spiritually is called Sodom and Egypt, where
also our Lord was crucified. And they of the people and
kindreds and tongues and nations shall see their dead
bodies three days and an half, and shall not suffer their
dead bodies to be put in graves. And they that dwell upon
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the earth shall rejoice over them, and make merry, and
shall send gifts one to another; because these two prophets
tormented them that dwelt on the earth. And after three
days and an half the Spirit of life from God entered into
them, and they stood upon their feet; and great fear fell
upon them which saw them. And they heard a great voice
from heaven saying unto them, Come up hither. And they
ascended up to heaven in a cloud; and their enemies beheld
them. And the same hour was there a great earthquake,
and the tenth part of the city fell, and in the earthquake
were slain of men seven thousand: and the remnant were
affrighted, and gave glory to the God of heaven.
Their being present in the world to testify against the anti-christ

as the two witnesses, are a sign for that generation from the Most
High, that the reign of the anti-christ is indeed at hand. Serious
students of the gospel, familiar with the context of Revelation,
will see the reutrn of Enoch and Elijah as confirmation that the
son of perdition has been revealed and is holding authority as
the predetermined false Christ. The anti-christ will rage in fury
against the testimony of the two witnesses and cause them to
be murdered in the streets of the holy city where they will lay
for three and 1/2 days. The supporters of the new world order
will rejoice over their defeat and celebrate by rejoicing in gifts
to one another. There are many extra biblical books which are
associated to this prophecy and which seem to point to them as
being the two witnesses of Revelation 11. After being murdered
by the antichrist and left in the streets of Jerusalem for 3 and 1/2
days resembling metaphorically the reign of the anti-christ for 3
1/2 years, Enoch and Elijah having tasted death for the first time
will then in sight of the world, be resurrected to ascend to the
heavens. Their resurrection will terrify the supporters of the new
world order and those whom worship the beast.
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Example 1:
Then when Elijah and Enoch hear that the shameless one
has revealed himself in the holy place, they will come down
and fight with him saying, Are you indeed not ashamed?
When you attach yourself to the saints, because you are
always estranged, you have been hostile to those who
belong to heaven, you have acted against those belonging
to the earth. You have been hostile to the thrones. you
have acted against the angels. you are always a stranger.
you have fallen from heaven like the morning stars. you
were changed, and your tribe became dark for you. But
you are not ashamed, when you stand firmly against God
you are a devil.
The shameless one will hear and he will be angry, and
he will fight with them in the market place of the great
city. And he will spend seven days fighting with them.
And they will spend three and one half days in the market
place dead, while all the people see them. But on the fourth
day they will rise up and they will scold him saying. O
shameless one, O son of lawlessness. Are you indeed not
ashamed of yourself since you are leading astray the people
of God for whom you did not suffer? Do you not know
that we live in the Lord? As the words were spoken, they
prevailed over him, saying, Furthermore, we will lay down
before the flesh for the spirit, and we will kill you since
you are unable to speak on that day because we are always
strong in the Lord. But you are always hostile to God.
The shameless one will hear, and he will be angry
and fight them. And the whole city will surround them.
On that day they will shout up to heaven as they shine
while all the people and all the world see them. The son
of lawlessness will not prevail over them. He will be angry
at the land, and he will seek to sin against the people. He
will pursue all of the saints. They and the priests of the
land will be brought back bound. He will kill them and
destroy them. And their eyes will be removed with iron
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spikes. He will remove their skin from their heads. He

will remove their nails one by one. He will command that
vinegar and lime be put in their nose. Now those who are
unable to bear up under the tortures of that king will take
gold and flee over the fords to the desert places. They will
lie down as one who sleeps. The Lord will receive their
spirits and their souls to Himself. Their flesh will petrify.
No wild animals will eat them until the last day of the
great judgment.
And they will rise up and find a place of rest. but they
will not be in the kingdom of the Christ as those who have
endured because the Lord said, I will grant to them that
they sit on my right hand. They will receive favor over
others, and they will triumph over the son of lawlessness.
And they will witness the dissolution of heaven and earth.
They will receive the thrones of glory and the crowns. The
sixty righteous ones who are prepared for this hour will
hear. And they will gird on the breastplate of YHWH, and
they will run to Jerusalem and fight with the shameless one,
saying, All powers which the prophets have done from the
beginning you have done. But you were unable to raise the
dead because you have no power to give life. Therein we
have known that you are the son of lawlessness. He will
hear, and he will be angry and command to kindle altars.
And the righteous ones will be bound. They will be lifted
up and burned.
And on that day the heart of many will harden and
they will flee from him, saying, This is not the Christ.
The Christ does not kill the righteous. He does not pursue
men so that he might seek them, but He persuades them
with signs and wonders. On that day the Christ will pity
those who are His own. And He will send from heaven his
sixty-four thousand angels, each of whom has six wings.
The sound will move heaven and earth when they give
praise and glorify. Now those upon whose forehead the
name of Christ is written and upon whose hand is the seal
both the small and the great, will be taken up upon their
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wings and lifted up before his wrath. Then Gabriel and

Uriel will become a pillar of light leading them into the
holy land. It will be granted to them to eat from the tree
of life. They will wear white garmentsand angels will
watch over them. They will not thirst, nor will the son of
lawlessness be able to prevail over them. And on that day
the earth will be disturbed, and the sun will darken, and
peace will be removed from the earth. The birds will fall
on the earth, dead. The earth will be dry. The waters of
the sea will dry up. The sinners will groan upon the earth
saying, What have you done to us, O son of lawlessness,
saying I am the Christ, when you are the devil?
You are unable to save yourself so that you might save
us. You produced signs in our presence until you alienated
us from the Christ who created us. Woe to us because we
listened to you. Lo now we will die in a famine. Where
indeed is now the trace of a righteous one and we will
worship him, or where indeed is the one who will teach
us and we will appeal to him. Now indeed we will be
wrathfully destroyed because we disobeyed YHWH. We
went to the deep places of the sea, and we did not find
water. We dug in the rivers and papyrus reeds, and we did
not find water. Then on that day, the shameless one will
speak, saying, Woe to me because my time has passed by
for me while I was saying that my time would not pass by
for me. My years became months and my days have passed
away as dust passes away. Now therefore I will perish
together with you. Now therefore run forth to the desert.
Seize the robbers and kill them. Bring up the saints. For
because of them, the earth yields fruit. for because of them
the sun shines upon the earth. For because of them the
dew will come upon the earth.
The sinners will weep saying, You made us hostile to
YHWH. If you are able, rise up and pursue them. Then
he will take his fiery wings and fly out after the saints. He
will fight with them again. The angels will hear and come
down. They will fight with him a battle of many swords.
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It will come to pass on that day that the Lord will hear
and command the heaven and the earth with great wrath.
And they will send for fire. And the fire will prevail over
the earth seventy-two cubits. It will consume the sinners
and the devils like stubble. A true judgment will occur. On
that day, the mountains and the earth will utter speech.
The byways will speak with one another, saying, Have you
heard today the voice of a man who walks who has not
come to the judgment of the Son of YHWH. The sins
of each one will stand against him in the place where they
were committed, whether those of the day or of the night.
Those who belong to the righteous and will see the sinners
and those who persecuted them and those who handed
them over to death in their torments. Then the sinners [
in torment ] will see the place of the righteous. And thus
grace will occur. In those days, that which the righteous
will ask for many times will be given to them. On that day,
YHWH will judge the heaven and the earth. He will judge
those who transgressed in heaven, and those who did so
on earth. He will judge the shepherds of the people. He
will ask about the flock of sheep, and they will be given
to Him, without any deadly guile existing in them. After
these things, Elijah and Enoch will come down. They will
lay down the flesh of the world, and they will receive their
spiritual flesh. They will pursue the son of lawlessness and
kill him since he is not able to speak. On that day, he will
dissolve in their presence like ice which was dissolved by a
fire. He will perish like a serpent which has no breath in it.
They will say to him, Your time has passed by for
you. Now therefore you wand those who believe you will
perish. They will be cast into the bottom of the abyss and
it will be closed for them. On that day, the Christ, the
King and all His saints will come forth from heaven. He
will burn the earth. He will spend a thousand years upon it.
Because the sinners prevailed over it, He will create a new
heaven and a new earth. No deadly devil will exist in them.
He will rule with His saints, ascending and descending,
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while they are always with the angels and they are with the
Christ for a thousand years.
Apocalypse of Elijah 4:7-5:39, Apocrypha
Example 2:
Then two nations will rise, by the name of Gog and Magog;
they will shake the ground for several days; their number is
as great as the grains of sand. Then Antichrist will appear
who will deceive many of them. When he is strengthened,
he will seduce even the elect. He will kill the two prophets
Enoch and Elias, so that for three and a half days they will
be dead in the public places of the great town of Jerusalem.
Then the Ancient of Days will bring them back to life. It
is He whom I see coming with the clouds from Heaven,
similar to a son of man. His power is an eternal power
and His reign will have no end. It is he which will put
Antichrist to death and all the multitude which is with
him. There will be misfortune then in truth to any soul
who will live in that time over all the land, because there
will be iniquity, a great affliction and groanings; but the
salvation of man is between the hands of God in Heaven.
Apocalypse of Daniel 25-27, Pseudipigrapha
Example 3:
And then I shall send forth Enoch and Elias to convict

him; and they shall show him to be a liar and a deceiver;
and he shall kill them at the altar, as said the prophet,
Then shall they offer calves upon Your altar. And again
I said: Lord, and after that what will come to pass? And
I heard a voice saying to me: Hear, righteous John. Then
all the human race shall die, and there shall not be a living
man upon all the earth. And again I said: Lord, after that
what will You do? And I heard a voice saying to me: Hear,
righteous John. Then will I send forth mine angels, and
they shall take the rams horns that lie upon the cloud; and
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Michael and Gabriel shall go forth out of the heaven and

sound with those horns, as the prophet David foretold,
With the voice of a trumpet of horn. And the voice of the
trumpet shall be heard from the one quarter of the world
to the other; and from the voice of that trumpet all the
earth shall be shaken, as the prophet foretold, And at the
voice of the bird every plant shall arise; that is, at the voice
of the archangel all the human race shall arise.
Revelation of St. John the Theologian,
Ante-Nicene Fathers
John the Baptist before coming into flesh was prophesied to

be the spirit of Elias. His role was to be the voice of one crying
out in the wilderness. Living the life of a hermit John earned the
respect of those whom came to know him because of his having
left the comforts and luxuries of city life. He was one that had
dedicated himself to a holy life focused on serving God while
speaking out against the entrapments of flesh and the carnality
of this world. Having set himself apart and being sustained by
God in the wilderness John became known as a prophet and is
attributed to being the one that started the movement of baptism
by dunking his followers into the river Jordan to signify their
dedication to a new way of being and life focused on the Most
High. He would also be the prophet chosen to baptize the living
Christ, Yahushuah as God incarnate. His seeing the holy spirit
descend as a dove upon the Son and hearing the voice of the Father
declaring Christ as the Son of the Most High was confirmation
for that generation that truly the prophesies had been fulfilled
and that the Son of God had manifested Himself into the form
of a man, being revealed as the long awaited messiah.
This story when delved into seems to indicate that should the
Father or Son desire to do so, that They can send a previously
incarnated spirit of an already born second world age flesh being
back into human form to fulfill specific purpose or role. The
story associated to the incarnation of John the Baptist is slightly
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different than birth of the patriarchs of old. The other prophets

were chosen for role because of their dedication to the Father
and Son as spirits of the first world age, John however would
be indwelt by a spirit whom had already been born into flesh
as the embodiment of Elijah the prophet. For most the choices
made while in the first estate were key for determining election
as flesh embodiment.
And his disciples asked him, saying, Why then say the
scribes that Elias must first come? And Jesus answered and
said unto them, Elias truly shall first come, and restore all
things. But I say unto you, That Elias is come already, and
they knew him not, but have done unto him whatsoever
they listed. Likewise shall also the Son of man suffer of
them. Then the disciples understood that he spake unto
them of John the Baptist.
And they asked him, saying, Why say the scribes that Elias
must first come? And he answered and told them, Elias
verily cometh first, and restoreth all things; and how it
is written of the Son of man, that he must suffer many
things, and be set at nought. But I say unto you, That Elias
is indeed come, and they have done unto him whatsoever
they listed, as it is written of him.
Mark 9:11-13, kjv
Skyfall expounds upon how pre-election links to free will

choices made while in our spiritual embodiments and discusses
how the things we do now while in flesh affects our eternal
inheritance and whether we will have reservation in the book of life.
Most people do not realize that the circumstances and situation
that we find ourselves in now are a result of choices established
while in our first estate before ever having arrived to this prison
planet. Life in the flesh is predominantly about allegiance and
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rememberance, which leads to redemption. Rememberance is

the key for unlocking the fullness of our mission while tasked
in the flesh, but different individuals will have different recall
and be awakened in different degree. Using ones free will choice
in obeying, repenting, and praying to Yahushuah as Lord and
Savior, can find one preserved in salvation. Those that fail this
final test are blotted out of the book of life.
Add iniquity unto their iniquity: and let them not come
into thy righteousness. Let them be blotted out of the
book of the living, and not be written with the righteous.
Psalm 69:27-28, kjv
In this story Christ alludes to the spirit of Elias as returning

to inhabit the body of John the Baptist while in the womb of
his mother Elizabeth, and that John would be the returned Elias
that would announce to the world that Christ the Son of God
had indeed entered this fallen world in flesh form. And while
this seems to be verification of reincarnation it is an unusual
circumstance which is contrary to the norm especially considering
Elias had never succumbed to death, making this instance and
birth uniquely different than most.
It came to pass then, when I had come into the midst of

the rulers of the ons, that I looked down on the world
of mankind, by command of the First Mystery. I found
Elizabeth, the mother of John the Baptizer, before she had
conceived him, and I sowed into her a power which I had
received from the little Ia, the Good, who is in the Midst, that
he might be able to make proclamation before me and make
ready my way, and baptize with the water of the forgiveness
of sins. That power then is in the body of John. Moreover in
place of the soul of the ruler which he was appointed to
receive, I found the soul of the prophet Elias in the ons of the
sphere; and I took him thence, and took his soul and brought
it to the Virgin of Light, and she gave it over to her receivers;
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they brought it to the sphere of the rulers and cast it into the
womb of Elizabeth. So the power of the little Ia, who is in the
Midst, and the soul of the prophet Elias, they were bound into
the body of John the Baptizer.
For this cause then were ye in doubt aforetime, I when
I said unto you: John said: I am not the Christ, and ye
said unto me: It standeth written in the scripture: When
the Christ shall come, Elias cometh before him and maketh
ready his way. But when ye said this unto me, I said unto
you: Elias verily is come and hath made ready all things,
as it standeth written, and they have done unto him as they
would. And when I knew that ye had not understood that I
had discoursed with you concerning the soul of Elias which is
bound into John the Baptizer, I answered you in the discourse
in openness face to face: If ye like to accept John the Baptizer:
he is Elias, of whom I have said that he will come.
Pistis Sophia 7, Gnostic
Behold, I will send you Elijah the prophet before the

coming of the great and dreadful day of the Lord: And he
shall turn the heart of the fathers to the children, and the
heart of the children to their fathers, lest I come and smite
the earth with a curse.
Malachi 4:5-6, kjv
Elias in his previous flesh incarnation, was the Old Testament

prophet that battled the priests of Baal, challenged them to
contest in sight of all of Israel. He wanted the people to see
firsthand which God was truly the creator of the universe and
Father of all humanity. Four hundred and fifty of the chief priests
of Baal congregated to accept the challenge of Elijah whom
opposed them alone. Both were given chance to appeal to their
Gods for miracle so that the witnesses could decide whose power
was greater and declared winner of the contest. Each were to call
down fire from heaven to consume the sacrificial offerings.
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And Elijah came unto all the people, and said, How long
halt ye between two opinions? if the Lord be God, follow
him: but if Baal, then follow him. And the people answered
him not a word. Then said Elijah unto the people, I, even
I only, remain a prophet of the Lord; but Baals prophets
are four hundred and fifty men.
Let them therefore give us two bullocks; and let them
choose one bullock for themselves, and cut it in pieces, and
lay it on wood, and put no fire under: and I will dress the
other bullock, and lay it on wood, and put no fire under:
And call ye on the name of your gods, and I will call on
the name of the Lord: and the God that answereth by fire,
let him be God. And all the people answered and said, It
is well spoken. And Elijah said unto the prophets of Baal,
Choose you one bullock for yourselves, and dress it first;
for ye are many; and call on the name of your gods, but put
no fire under.
And they took the bullock which was given them,
and they dressed it, and called on the name of Baal from
morning even until noon, saying, O Baal, hear us. But
there was no voice, nor any that answered. And they leaped
upon the altar which was made. And it came to pass at
noon, that Elijah mocked them, and said, Cry aloud: for
he is a god; either he is talking, or he is pursuing, or he
is in a journey, or peradventure he sleepeth, and must be
awaked. And they cried aloud, and cut themselves after
their manner with knives and lancets, till the blood gushed
out upon them. And it came to pass, when midday was
past, and they prophesied until the time of the offering of
the evening sacrifice, that there was neither voice, nor any
to answer, nor any that regarded.
And Elijah said unto all the people, Come near unto
me. And all the people came near unto him. And he
repaired the altar of the Lord that was broken down. And
Elijah took twelve stones, according to the number of the
tribes of the sons of Jacob, unto whom the word of the
Lord came, saying, Israel shall be thy name: And with the
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stones he built an altar in the name of the Lord: and he

made a trench about the altar, as great as would contain
two measures of seed. And he put the wood in order, and
cut the bullock in pieces, and laid him on the wood, and
said, Fill four barrels with water, and pour it on the burnt
sacrifice, and on the wood. And he said, Do it the second
time. And they did it the second time. And he said, Do
it the third time. And they did it the third time. And the
water ran round about the altar; and he filled the trench
also with water.
And it came to pass at the time of the offering of the
evening sacrifice, that Elijah the prophet came near, and
said, Lord God of Abraham, Isaac, and of Israel, let it
be known this day that thou art God in Israel, and that
I am thy servant, and that I have done all these things at
thy word. Hear me, O Lord, hear me, that this people
may know that thou art the Lord God, and that thou hast
turned their heart back again. Then the fire of the Lord
fell, and consumed the burnt sacrifice, and the wood, and
the stones, and the dust, and licked up the water that was
in the trench.
And when all the people saw it, they fell on their faces:
and they said, The Lord, he is the God; the Lord, he is
the God. And Elijah said unto them, Take the prophets of
Baal; let not one of them escape. And they took them: and
Elijah brought them down to the brook Kishon, and slew
them there.
1 Kings 18:21-40, kjv
So is reincarnation a possibility for some? Do others have

the same experience as John in that others whom have also been
born into flesh are sent to indwell their bodies? I would say that
theres nothing beyond the power of Christ to bring whom He
will into flesh form for fulfillment of role, but that incarnating
into multiple physical embodiments over assorted lifetimes is
definitely not the norm for humanity. It is my opinion that even
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though we have memory of our spiritual being, we enter the

flesh once and that the things we do while involved in life and
incarnated into flesh has everything to do with the judgment and
the providence of our eternal inheritance. Many are called or pre-
elected and predestinated, but based upon their choices while in
confinement, few are Chosen to be called sons of God and return
to their first estate.
I will accord however that reincarnation seems to be a normal
state of affairs for the archons, annunaki, powers, principalities,
and rulers of this world, whom being excluded from salvation are
permitted by Yahuwah to extend and enhance their existence upon
the physical plane by possessing and cycling in and out of animal
and human form which as fit extension allows their continuance
through life and being. Its my opinion that this kind of morphing
by the fallen ones will be ended once judgment ensues.
As inter-dimensional shape-shifting non-terrestrial beings
capable of presenting themselves as even an angel of light, they
are capable of assuming the form of humanity especially if those
that are to be possessed are willing to give themselves up to such
possession. Example of this can be found in the Emerald Tablets
of Thoth which allege that these beings have power to move
through time and generation having learned to possess the mind,
soul, and bodies of those willing to allow such habitation. The
Emerald Tablets of Thoth, also known as the Smaragdine Tablet,
first came to public light in the 6th to 8th century A.D. as part
of an Arabic treastise called the Kitb sirr al-alqa (Book of the
Secret of Creation and the Art of Nature). These tablets however
have been praised for a long period by the secret societies and
magical groups which have coveted such knowledge. It is thought
to be much older with authorship being attributed by the Greeks
to Hermes Trismegitus and by the Egyptians to the Atlantean
priest-king Thothmes, whom according to the tablets settled the
land of Khem (Egypt) after the post apocalyptic destruction of
Atlantis. The content of an epoch of time pre-dating Atlantis,
which could go back as far as circa 50,000 B.C. or even further.
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Those that are willing to host such demonic forces are

connected to the fallen ones by blood. They are the seed of the
serpent and line of Cain called the sons of Belial that according
to the tablets opened the star-gates or portals which conjured
dark entities, inviting them into this dimensional time space. The
bible references the sons of Belial with the lineage of Cain or
seed of the serpent and even attributes what might have been a
group of these fallen watchers with the Genesis 6 interdiction of
the sons of God with copulating with the daughters of Cain.
When I speak about reincarnation in this sense, I am referring
to the rebirth or re-possesion of body by the fallen angels and the
willingness of those in giving themselves up for soul scalping or
what others term walk in, by the spirit of these ancient fallen
ones. The blood royal elites that connected to the sons of Belial,
are willing to offer themselves up to such possession and do so by
invoking them through elaborate ceremonies and rituals to open
up portals and gateways for unification with these fallen entities.
The spirits of the fallen ones are the entities which hold memory
of seemingly immortal lifetime as it is their spirits which have
been housed by various humans over lifetime and generation. The
knowledge and memories that have been accumulated by these
familiar spirits over such expanses of time are those recollections
that are tapped into by those being possessed by them. It is those
memories which generate the facade of immortal longevity. The
channel or one being possessed as host by such familiar spirit is
no older than its possessed physical body, yet the familiar spirits
assuming embodiment again can recount its memories over time
and generation to deceive others into believing reincarnation as
a possibility. It is because these fallen ones are demonic and have
no part in salvation that they have been cursed to wander the
earth until the time of their judgment, which comes with the
second advent of Christ.
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And, behold, they cried out, saying, What have we to do

with thee, Jesus, thou Son of God? art thou come hither to
torment us before the time?
Matthew 8:29, kjv
According to the testimony of Bill Schnoebelen, a prolific

author, ex-mason, and warlock who spent 16 years involved with
witchcraft, masonry, occultism, and other aspects of Satanism,
the highest levels of Satanism and Luciferianism involve opening
oneself to possession by such entities and that such possession is
what makes becoming a vampire or werewolf a possibility. It is the
fallen angels acting through the flesh of those that they take over
that makes it possible for these individuals to shapeshift into such
beings. The evil personalities that hold form in such individuals
lends them the powers to assume vampiric or lycanthropic form.
In his writings and video presentations he proclaims to have
been so deeply involved with the dark side that he had joined in
union with one of these fallen angels so that he became a living
vampire before being called out of the evil of such practice by
Yahushuah. Enoch tells us about how and when these entities
lost their form and were cursed to wander the planet as ghost
like entities which would require the bodies of other creatures
or humans to act within the world. Otherwise they remain dis-
embodied spirits as scripture has many times exampled.
And He answered and said to me, and I heard His voice:

Fear not, Enoch, thou righteous man and scribe of
righteousness: approach hither and hear my voice. And
go, say to the Watchers of heaven, who have sent thee to
intercede for them: You should intercede for men, and
not men for you: Wherefore have ye left the high, holy,
and eternal heaven, and lain with women, and defiled
yourselves with the daughters of men and taken to
yourselves wives, and done like the children of earth, and
begotten giants (as your) sons? And though ye were holy,
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spiritual, living the eternal life, you have defiled yourselves

with the blood of women, and have begotten (children)
with the blood of flesh, and, as the children of men, have
lusted after flesh and blood as those also do who die and
perish. Therefore have I given them wives also that they
might impregnate them, and beget children by them, that
thus nothing might be wanting to them on earth. But
you were formerly spiritual, living the eternal life, and
immortal for all generations of the world. And therefore
I have not appointed wives for you; for as for the spiritual
ones of the heaven, in heaven is their dwelling. And now,
the giants, who are produced from the spirits and flesh, shall
be called evil spirits upon the earth, and on the earth shall be
their dwelling. Evil spirits have proceeded from their bodies;
because they are born from men and from the holy Watchers is
their beginning and primal origin; they shall be evil spirits on
earth, and evil spirits shall they be called. [As for the spirits of
heaven, in heaven shall be their dwelling, but as for the spirits
of the earth which were born upon the earth, on the earth shall
be their dwelling.] And the spirits of the giants afflict,
oppress, destroy, attack, do battle, and work destruction
on the earth, and cause trouble: they take no food, but
nevertheless hunger and thirst, and cause offences. And
these spirits shall rise up against the children of men and
against the women, because they have proceeded from
them.
From the days of the slaughter and destruction and death
of the giants, from the souls of whose flesh the spirits, having
gone forth, shall destroy without incurring judgementthus
shall they destroy until the day of the consummation, the great
judgement in which the age shall be consummated, over the
Watchers and the godless, yea, shall be wholly consummated.
And now as to the Watchers who have sent thee to
intercede for them, who had been aforetime in heaven, say
to them: You have been in heaven, but all the mysteries
had not yet been revealed to you, and you knew worthless
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ones, and these in the hardness of your hearts you have

made known to the women, and through these mysteries
women and men work much evil on earth. Say to them
therefore: You have no peace.
Book of Enoch 15:1-16:4, Dead Sea Scrolls
The watchers that abandoned their place of habitation are

the ones responsible for introducing humanity to the secrets
of heaven which began such mystical practices as root cutting,
enchantments, adornments, putting on of make-up, metallurgy,
manufacture of weapons, astrology, magic, and even abortion.
Their involvement in spreading technology from the heavens to
our plane of existence and their breaking of the prohibition of
taking wives for themselves, is what brought the wrath of the
Most High upon them. Sharing the secrets of heaven and birthing
into being an unnatural cannibalistic and war like race of giants
desecrated the natural harmony of the entire world leading to the
corruption of the planet and disruption of the natural order of
creation. Unless one has knowledge of the fallen angels and how
their presence upon the world stage led to the introduction of
evil, one might be at a loss trying to explicate how evil came to be
so prevalent in the world.
Angels and humans have willed evil into being. Evil is a
spiritual defilement and can couple with all whom by choice, open
entry into themselves for this dark light coupling. The children of
Cain are born with bad tendency and struggle like their patriarch
against their natural inclination to sin. Just as Yahuwah offered
Cain a chance to for reprieve, in the New Covenant, Yahushuah in
His Agape unconditional love for all children, offers redemption
to all who choose be his disciples by free will, including the souls
of the Tares, as all can choose to be cleansed and covered by His
blood offering, being born again.
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If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love;

even as I have kept my Fathers commandments, and abide
in his love.
John 15:10, kjv
For unto you is paradise opened, the tree of life is planted,

the time to come is prepared, plenteousness is made ready,
a city is builded, and rest is allowed, yea, perfect goodness
and wisdom. The root of evil is sealed up from you,
weakness and the moth is hid from you, and corruption is
fled into hell to be forgotten: Sorrows are passed, and in
the end is shewed the treasure of immortality.
And therefore ask thou no more questions concerning
the multitude of them that perish. For when they had taken
liberty, they despised the most High, thought scorn of his
law, and forsook his ways. Moreover they have trodden
down his righteous, And said in their heart, that there is
no God; yea, and that knowing they must die.
Without the clarity of Enoch in exposing the actions of the

fallen watchers, humankind would be left in a serious dilemma
trying to explicate why God would allow evil to come about
naturally as part of the universal order. Evil is not natural and
never was intended to be part of the harmonic order of things,
but allowing for free will, angels and humans have willed evil
into being against the desires and instruction of Yahuwah and
His Son Yahushuah Savior Messiah. The Book of Enoch tells
us that evil is wholly unnatural and that those responsible for it
have been allotted only a certain amount of time to exist, and that
once this period of time had passed, the Father would send again
His Son to judge the sins of this entire world. Evil then would be
eradicated as if it had never been.
The watchers would be judged harshly for their actions. They
and their hybrid children would be excluded from salvation
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and eradicated from our physical existence, as the Father would

begin things anew by bringing upon the world a global deluge to
cleanse the planet of their presence. Only the children of Noah
would be spared the finality of such judgment. Being pure in his
generations, Noah and his family would be protected so as to
be able to replenish the entirety of the earth in a new covenant
and beginning.
The seed of the serpent would still be apportioned foothold in
the post deluge world as the enmity between the seeds would be
allowed continuance until the harvest ensues with Christs second
coming. The bible cites giants in the earth before the flood and
after, the deluge would not completely eradicate their presence
from the planet but would level the playing field, granting Noahs
line and children the chance to repopulate the post flood creation
without immediate danger of impending doom. Their are many
postulations as to how the seed of the serpent made it through
the flood, refer to my fourth book, LuciferFather Of Cain
for further elaboration on this. A friend of a friend, Lieutenant
Colonel SC, who worked for Black Op projects has stated
publicly that while patrolling underground bases it appeared that
the bases themselves were built upon other underground cities
miles below that as this source told us were already there when
we got here.
Both lineages after the flood would be reduced in stature and
lifespan. The children of Adam whom once lived nearly 1000
years of age, a few generations after Noah would be reduced to
near 120 years for life span. The seemingly immortal hybrid giants
according to the book of Enoch had their life spans abbreviated
to near 500 years. It is my belief that prior to the flood of Noahs
day the statures and proportions of the both the preflood giants
and humanity were of grander size and proportion so that both
would be considered what are referred to as giants today. The
fallen angels are the ones referred to in Daniel as being the iron
that does not cleave to clay. Their attempts to mix with the seed
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of men meant that they were of course something other than the
seed of men to begin with.
[43] And whereas thou sawest iron mixed with miry clay,
they shall mingle themselves with the seed of men: but
they shall not cleave one to another, even as iron is not
mixed with clay.
Daniel 2:43, kjv
The fallen ones are also aware that their children, their lineages,
and the humans that worship and honor them as gods, are to be
eradicated when Christ comes again to separate the harvest. As
the tares, goats, and those that follow the left hand path, they
trod the broad path of destruction and in the end will be wiped
from existence as if they had never been. And though the premise
of cycling in and out of host bodies seems to be a status quo for
disembodied spirits that are seeking portal to interact upon this
plane of existence, reincarnation is not the norm for the sons of
humanity though there are exclusions to that norm as exampled
by Elias returning as John the Baptist.
For then must he often have suffered since the foundation

of the world: but now once in the end of the world hath
he appeared to put away sin by the sacrifice of himself.
And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the
judgment: So Christ was once offered to bear the sins of
many; and unto them that look for him shall he appear the
second time without sin unto salvation.
Hebrews 9:26-28, kjv
To confirm my premise on the ability of the fallen ones to

move in and out of physical form, I will share details from a
little known about passage from manuscript 6 of the Emerald
Tablets of Thoth which if investigated thoroughly and held in
light with the scope of this book, seems to verify my assertions
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that possession which in these instances mimics what seems like

reincarnation is a possibility for the fallen ones. This text also
connects the use of blood and ritual in summoning these entities
for possession by participants that are willing to be overcome
by them. Another very interesting component of the text is the
connection between unseen inter-dimensional forces and the
kings, queens, and rulers of this world and how it was that these
fallen ones were able to invade and overtake the councils of men
and assume the identities of those whom sat on the thrones of
the world. Their ability to posses and control the bodies of so
many of those individuals that hold positions of prestige, power,
and authority world-wide, is what made it possible for them
too easily assert their rule and agenda for humanity over that of
humanitys best interest for itself.Their imposition continues to
this day, as we have nephilim hybrids and fallen angels in human
form ruling this domain of the devil and imposing Satans will
onto humankind.
For the most part when it comes to what seems like
reincarnation, we as the children of men or of Adam will incarnate
into bodies once, and upon death await the final judgment that
will come with the return of Yahushuah as King of kings and
Lord of lords. The fallen ones know that with the return of the
Son that they will be called to judgment and eradicated from
earth as if they had never been.
Far in the past before Atlantis existed, men there were

who delved into darkness, using dark magic, calling up
beings from the great deep below us. Forth came they into
this cycle. Formless were they Only through blood could they
have formed being. Only through man could they live in the
world. of another vibration, existing unseen by the children of
earth-men.
In ages past were they conquered by the Masters, driven
below to the place whence they came. But some there were
who remained, hidden in spaces and planes unknown to
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man. Lived they in Atlantis as shadows, but at times they

appeared among men. Aye, when the blood was offered, forth
came they to dwell among men.
In the form of man moved they amongst us, but only
to sight where they as are men. Serpent-headed when the
glamour was lifted but appearing to man as men among men.
Crept they into the Councils, taking forms that were like unto
men. Slaying by their arts the chiefs of the kingdoms, taking
their form and ruling oer man. Only by magic could they
be discovered. Only by sound could their faces be seen.
Sought they from the kingdom of shadows to destroy man and
rule in his place.
Emerald Tablet 6
The bible attributes shape-shifting ability to Satan proclaiming

that he can present himself even as an angel of light. The Emerald
Tablets also cite the fallen ones as being inter-dimensional beings
that can possess and assume the identities and personas of the
chiefs of the kingdoms and taking over their form rule in his
place. These seemingly strange statements also align to a cryptic
testimony made by Christine Fitzgerald, a friend and confidant
of Princess Diana. Her testimony was shared with the public in a
1999 book called, The Biggest Secret authored by David Icke.
In that book Icke expounds upon the reptilian presence of what
I refer to as the nachash of Genesis 3 as documented in my 6th
book, Sons of God: Who We Are Why We Are Here. (Refer to
Chapter 14 on the Fiery Flying Serpent.)
He shares in verbatim the confessions of individuals like
Arizona Wilder and Christine Fitzgerald to corroborate the
terrifying reality of this seemingly bizarre but little known about
truth. His books and work are packed with incredible information
which certainly has assisted many in waking up to the sinister
nature of what we are dealing with as world. Before proceeding I
must state that even though David Icke has done a great service
to humanity in revealing the information he has especially in
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connection to the sinister nature of the reptilian presence upon

the world stage, I believe him to be a sort of controlled opposition
and working in tangent with the New World Order establishment
that he seems so hard pressed to expose. The reason I say this is
because he has been video-taped sharing masonic handshakes
with others and while much of his work is truthful in aspect, he
once claimed to be the son of God and asserts like the new age
movement that everyone can aspire to be the Christ and that
evolution of spirit is what allows one to reach such ability and
acclaim. He also denies the virgin birth of Christ and says that
the myth of Christ is based upon the accounts of pagan gods.
His denial of Christ as being the only begotten Son of God and
belittling of His life as Savior Messiah is I believe agenda driven
and the one thing that makes our work different when assessing
the realities of the nachash and new world order.
There are many researchers that claim that the stories of
Christ and Christianity are based on Sumerian teachings or of
pagan gods that seem to predate the coming of Christ and His
historical incarnation upon this planet but what they do not tell
you is that the Sumerian teachings and the accounts of these
pagan gods are based on texts that were found after the flood
of Noahs day. There are many cities that have recently been
discovered upon the ocean floor which had to be constructed at a
time when science contends that humanity had no capacity for a
achieving such possibility. I have been asserting in my books and
work for years that there are many cultures and civilizations that
had achieved great accomplishments prior to their disappearance
from the Chronicles and memories of humanity as a whole and
that there were certainly massive bodies of knowledge which
predating the flood of Noahs day and even the destruction of
Atlantis which have been lost to humanity and which are no
longer available to us for introspection. However the knowledge
of Christ as being the Son of God, predates these flood accounts
and the stories about Him predate even the foundations of this
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world. The fallen angels knew about Christ and His associations
to the Creator of the universe because they were banished by Him
from the upper heavens going all the way back to the separation
of light and darkness when the war in the heavens first began.
The knowledge of and prophecies associated to Christ precede
even the destruction and recreation of the planet we now find
ourselves inhabiting and certainly preceded the modern creation
of humanity 6000 years ago.
And the Lord God said: Open his mouth and his ears,
that he may hear and speak with his mouth, with the
language which hath been revealed;for it had ceased from
the mouths of all the children of men from the day of the
overthrow (of Babel). And Iopened his mouth, and his ears
and his lips, and I began to speak with him in Hebrew in the
tongue of the creation. And he took the books of his fathers, and
these were written in Hebrew and he transcribed them, and
he began from henceforth to study them, and I made known
to him that which he could not (understand), and he studied
them during the six rainy months.
Jubilees 12:25-27, Pseudipigrapha
The testimony of Christine Fitzgerald seems to be a modern

day confirmation of the strange existence of the nachash ability
to possess and hold form through the bodies of humanity. These
ancient beings are the reptilian presence found cited in all of the
mythologies and oral traditions of the peoples of the world. Be
forewarned that some of the following language can be offensive
in nature.
The Queen Mothernow thats a serious piece of

wizardry. The Queen Mother is a lot older than people think.
To be honest, the Royal Family hasnt died for a long time,
they have just metamorphosised. Its sort of cloning, but in a
different way. They take pieces of flesh and rebuild the body
from one little bit. Because its lizard, because its cold-blooded,
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its much easier for them to do Frankenstein shit than it is

for us. The different bodies are just different electrical
vibrations and they have got that secret, theyve got the
secret of the micro-currents, its so micro, so specific, these
radio waves that actually create the bodies. These are the
energies I work with when Im healing.
They know the vibration of life and because they are
cold-blooded, they are reptiles, they have no wish to make
the Earth the perfect harmony it could be, or to heal the
Earth from the damage thats been done. The Earths been
attacked for eons by different extraterrestrials. Its been
like a football for so long. This place was a bus stop for
many different aliens. All these aliens, they could cope
with everything, including the noxious gases.
Theyre landing all the time and coming up from the
bowels of the Earth. They looked like reptiles originally, but
they look like us when they get out now through the electrical
vibration, that life key I talked about. They can manifest how
they want to. All the real knowledge has been taken out
and shredded and put back in another way. The Queen
Mother is Chief Toad of this part of Europe and they
have people like her in each continent. Most people, the
hangers on, dont know, you know, about the reptiles.
They are just in awe of these people because they are so
powerful.
Bal moral is a very, very nasty place. Thats somewhere
they want to dig underground. They will find reptile
fossils, it goes back that far. Dont think of people like the
Queen Mother and Queen Victoria, as different people.
Think of them as the same person which after a while has had
to replace their coat. When the flesh dies, that energy, while its
dying, will be immediately up someone elses jacksy (backside).
Its very vampire, worse than vampire.
They are not going to come to you with hooked teeth
and suck youre blood. Fear is their food, they can actually
take fear and manifest it into a tangible thing. The key is
the vibrational current. At that vibrational current, they can
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manifest anything from anything. Its like a holographic

image. We are all minerals and water vibrating. This is all
an illusion we are living in. Thats the secret. You know
when the monarchys fallen, its not the end of it. They will
manifest in another form. The reptiles have never been
defeated and this is the closest they have come to it.
The reason they are so threatened today is because the
Earth is in such trouble and the mental power of people
is returning. This is their most frightening time, but this
is not going to kill them. There are long centuries before
its over yet. The difference this time is that itll be more
difficult for them and they are going to have to settle for
less and the Earth people are going to get more.
Taped interview with Christine Fitzgerald,
friend and confidant of Princess Diana.
Bohemian Grove
The world that we now find ourselves bound to, as illustrated by
the temptation of Christ, is a fallen world under the temporary
rule of Satan and the legions that have joined him in his war
against the Most High. The son of perdition employs the same
deception he used in tempting the angels of the Father and Son
to join his original insurrection, to lead astray those whom are
incarnating into flesh now. Like the angels of the first world age,
many of those incarnating into flesh during the second world
age, are eager and completely willing to align themselves to his
will and purpose so long as they are rewarded in some way. The
promises are similar in scope and design except that now instead
of just glory and self rule, he promises tempts the masses with
things associated to the material world like an abundance of
money, power, wealth, control, and even the ability to manipulate
magic. The greatest lure and lie Lucifer offers the inhabitants of
prison planet earth however is eternal life, ye shall be as gods.
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Those seeking such extravagances will bow to his authority so

that they can become the chosen kings, queens, prime ministers,
people of position, Hollywood celebrities, rock star musicians,
and philanthropic industrial moguls selected to be utilized for
control and manipulation of the masses. They are the ones that
are so willing to embrace the New World Order in aligning with
Satans agenda for global domination and his sinister scheme to
depopulate the peoples of the world.
I know for those that have never looked into, or studied the
agenda of the new world order, that such claims sound farcical
at best and that it is more than likely beyond the grasp of most
people to comprehend. I admit that it was the same way for
me when I first woke up to the illuminati and their plans for
the world. In fact I used to make fun of people that embraced
conspiracy theories and that reflected on things that happen in
the world in such ways. The fact that I am now one of those
seems almost comically ironic and yet for those that truly do
their homework and look into the reality of such things, one will
absolutely find that conspiracy theories are in fact conspiracy
realities. The elites that have set goal for such achievement are not
even trying to hide their plans from the masses. They are proud
of their agenda and because they consider us such degenerates,
they openly boast about their plans without worry of backlash
seemingly challenging us as a world and people, to do anything
to stop them.
Verification of this can be found in researching the history
and focus of the United Nations. While most of the people
of the world consider the United Nations to be a benevolent
organization that was created to further the collective goodwill
of all the countries of the world, in truth it is nothing more than
a front for the global elite in establishing world domination and
global government. A United Nations plan innocuously named
Agenda 21 for Sustainable Development, is the organizations
official blueprint for assuming every aspect of planetary control
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under the guise of protecting the natural environment, the agenda

also calls for removing every vestige of human rights still found
available to the peoples of the world.
And while the United Nations is the globally recognized
organization utilized by the transnational elites to implement
their agenda for the world, theres another group founded in
1954, the Bilderberg Group which is an by invitation only
annual meeting for approximately 120 to 140 guests from North
America and Western Europe, most of whom are people of
influence. About one-third are from government and politics,
and two-thirds from finance, industry, labour, education and
communications. The meetings are closed to the public and
attendees are sworn to secrecy, and not allowed to disclose to
anyone the topics of the annual meetings. Informally named for
the site of the groups first meeting, the Hotel de Bilderberg in
Oosterbeek, Netherlands.
Even though there is an aura of secrecy surrounding the
Bilderberg meetings, some participants have leaked information
which provides the public a sense of what is going on behind closed
doors. Those that are gathered from the leading industrialized
nations and largest economies of the world, support the notion
of globalism and are training potential political candidates
worldwide into the mindset that what is good for big business
and the banking cartels, is also what is good for the common
man and the global financial economy interdependent upon the
schemes and mechanizations of the global elite in deciding the
fate of the world.
They set the policies and manipulate the markets to increase
their profits while at the same time decimating free market
economies in support of outsourcing labor manufacturing to
third world countries where they can tap into a cheap labor all at
the expense of middle class peoples world-wide. Theyre the ones
that establish free trade and decimated quality in the workplace,
benefits, the living wage, and protection unions supporting the
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common worker. The Bildeberg Group like the United Nations

openly boast of their plans to create a servant class and describe
in their many papers released by the organizations connected to
them their war against the common man. Please refer to my 5th
book, Awaken to the New World Order for more on this.
The resultant ideal sustainable population is hence more

than 500 million but less than one billion.
Club of Rome, Goals for Mankind
Maintain humanity under 500,000,000 in perpetual

balance with nature.
Anonymously commissioned Georgia Guide-Stones
Another sinister organization which has come to light for

its hand in guiding the collective direction of world affairs and
which also works for the global elites in establishing their agenda
for the world, is the Bohemian Grove, which formed in 1872
consists of a private mens club nestled on 2700 acres of ancient
Redwood forests containing some of the oldest trees and forests
still alive on the planet today. Some of the Redwoods are said to
be 4000 years old. I have seen many of the oldest trees in other
Redwood parks scattered across California and they are awe
inspiring in appearance. A forest of Redwoods is an awesome
spectacle of natural beauty which one will never forget. For
those whom have never experienced the grandeur and humble
feeling of being present before the majestic stature of a giant
Redwood tree surrounded in forest by other old growth giants, I
recommend seeing them in person if possible. Resembling living
skyscrapers, they climb in regal ascension dwarfing all other
trees which seem miniscule under the canopy of their large all
encompassing embrace.
Situated near San Francisco in Northern California,
Bohemian Grove is an elite private mens club for those whom
are considered the power brokers of the world. It counts among
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its members the A-list and whos who of wealthy power wielding
transnational elites from all parts of the world. Wikipedia cites
of Bohemian Grove, The membership list has included every
Republican and some Democratic U.S. presidents since 1923,
many cabinet officials, directors and CEOs of large corporations
including major financial institutions. Major military contractors,
oil companies, banks (including the Federal Reserve), utilities
(including nuclear power) and national media (broadcast and
print) have high-ranking officials as club members or guests.
Some of the major policy decisions famously cited as having
happened there include 1942 discussions that resulted in the
Manhattan project, which produced the first atomic bombs. The
election of presidential candidates and even who will run for
candidacy are said to be made within the secretive conclaves.
Bohemian Grove is also rumored to be a place of occult
proceedings which when looked into seems to be connected to
ancient rituals and pagan practices cited in the Old Testament
as having taken place in groves where idols were worshipped in
blood and victim sacrifice. One such idol Molech, an ancient
babylonian and ammonite god celebrated by the Canaanite,
Phoenician, and other pagan cultures in ancient times was
honored in rituals of child sacrifice, wherein celebrants offered
up innocent children, often their own in sacrifice for promises of
wealth, power, prestige, or favor in battle.
And thou shalt not let any of thy seed pass through the
fire to Molech, neither shalt thou profane the name of thy
God: I am the Lord.
Leviticus 18:21, kjv
(See also: 2 Chronicles 28:3, 33:6; Jeremiah 7:31, 19:26)
The offering of children in ritual sacrifice has been tied to the

detestable practices of idol worshippers in revering such deities
as Molech and Baal. Certain cults and groups of worshippers
have taken part in such abhorrent practices for thousands of
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years as cited by the Old Testament which forbids participation

in such ritual. Like ancient times Bohemian grove is purported
to be a location of summer solstice rituals every mid-July at the
culmination of Suns climax through the heavens. The longest
day of the year, it hosts a two-week, three-weekend gathering
which brings together for celebratory ritual some of the most
powerful men in the world.
One of the rituals occurring during the solstice celebration,
called Cremation of Care, theatrically mimics a mock sacrifice
wherein a body like effigy called Care is ferried across a small
lake and deposited with hooded figures in black robes. They then
set the effigy in place upon an altar as a procession of robed and
hooded priests offer incantations to the idol of Bohemia, a giant
40 foot stone owl which towers over proceedings. Participants
are called upon to cast their worldly concerns upon the effigy
which at rituals end is ignited to signify the release of cares,
worries, and anxieties which might hold those supporting duty
to the New World Order and allegiance to the Illuminati, back
from fulfilling obligations. The burning of the effigy is supposed
to symbolize the banishment of emotions from consciousness
in favor of callous unconcern for those that they rule over. The
club claims that there are no nefarious connotations associated
to this ritual however speculation has been rumored for years as
to whether real sacrifices are being performed during and around
such mock ceremonies. Inside sources connected to Lieutenant
Colonel SC, that were Black Op guards at the Grove have
revealed that not only are the rituals sacrificing real people but
during these ceremonies, the participants in robes, often shape
shift into reptilian form.
Again, thou shalt say to the children of Israel, Whosoever

he be of the children of Israel, or of the strangers that
sojourn in Israel, that giveth any of his seed unto Molech;
he shall surely be put to death: the people of the land
shall stone him with stones. And I will set my face against
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that man, and will cut him off from among his people;
because he hath given of his seed unto Molech, to defile
my sanctuary, and to profane my holy name.
Leviticus 20:2-3, kjv
Speculation as to whether real sacrifices are being performed

at the grove were fueled by Senator John DeCamps investigation
and publication of book, The Franklin-Cover-up. A lawyer
and Republican member of Congress, once assigned to debunk
the accounts of multiple eye witness testimonies to satanic ritual
and sexual abuse reported in the mid 1980s. DeCamp became
embroiled in a high level conspiracy when he decided to represent
probono many of the children that were key in citing such abuse.
Skeptical at first his research led him to conclude that indeed
such abuse had taken place and that the perpetrators of such
abuse were highly connected and prominent members of society
that held connections to many agencies of the federal, state, and
local governments. Many agencies which were key to the official
investigation colluded in the cover-up and became complicit in
the protection of those accused of wrong doing. DeCamp claims
that some of the perpetrators reached into the highest degree
of the United States political system including the white house
and George H.W. Bush. His book referenced many eye-witness
accounts of children being satanically sexually and ritually abused
by some of Omaha, Nebraskas most prominent figures including
publishers of local newspapers, politicians, police officers, and
even what was the first accusations involving Catholic priests.
One very specific incident of abuse involving Paul Bonnacci,
one of DeCamps clients as described in his journal, involved an
incident that took place near Sacramento, California near a statue
of a tall menacing owl that was situated in a clearing of very tall
trees. In 1989 when much of the groundwork was being laid for
DeCamps book, investigators knew little about Bohemian Grove
and the supposed rituals taking place there. The allegations levied
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against those incriminated for such behavior by the children

accusing them, was met with ridicule and labeled the stuff of
fantasy or in the least the work of a overactive imaginations. Yet
after further investigation by various sources during the 90s and
especially with the release of Alex Jones Dark Secrets: Inside
Bohemian Grove, Bonnacci, whom was cited by DeCamp as
having a photographic memory and whom cited his daily life
including the abuse rendered against him in a journal diary, was
vindicated as those remembering his confession were quick to
revisit his accounting.
I will share below the passage from his diary which is
relevant to this study, however be forewarned that the details
and description of what he had gone through, are sadistically
pornographic and difficult to read especially for those that have
never delved into the gruesomely evil nature of those whom are
involved in such activity.
I went in January of 84 on every trip. I was paid by men

King knew for sex. The summer of 84 sometime I went to
Dallas, Texas and had sex with several men King knew in
a hotel. I flew on YNR airlines (by the way thats a private
airline or a private charter deal) and Cam airlines (another
private charter deal) normally for King. I never had much
personally to do with King only went where he told me
to go.
In or on July 26th, I went to Sacramento, CA. King
flew me out on a private plane from an airfield in Omaha
to Denver where we picked up Nicholas. A boy who was
about 12 or 13, then we flew to Vegas to a desert strip and
drove into Las Vegas to some ranch and got something.
Then flew on to Sacramento.
We were picked up by a white limo and taken to
a hotel. I dont remember the name of it. We, meaning
Nicholas and I, were driven to an area that had big, big
trees. It took about an hour to get there. There was a cage
with a boy in it who was not wearing anything. Nicholas
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and I were given these Tarzan things to put around us

and some stuff like that. They told me to, (I wont use the
word) blank the boy and stuff. (In other words have sex
with him.)
At first I said no and they held a gun to my genitals
(Ill use that word) and said do it or else lose them or
something like that. I began doing it to the boy and stuff.
And Nicholas had anal sex and stuff. We were told to blank
him and stuff and beat on him. I didnt try to hurt him.
We were told to put our blanks in his mouth and stuff
and sit on the boys blank and stuff and they filmed it.
We did this stuff to the boy for about 30 minutes or an
hour when a man came in and kicked us and stuff in the
genitals. And picked us up and threw us. He grabbed the
boy and started blanking him and stuff.
The man was about (Im not sure how to say this) the
man was about so many inches long and the boy screamed
and stuff. The man was forcing his blank into the boy all
the way. The boy was bleeding from his rectum and the
men tossed me and him and stuff and put the boy right
next to me and grabbed a gun and blew the boys head off.
The boys blood was all over me and I started yelling
and crying and the men grabbed Nicholas and I and forced
us to lie down. They put the boy on top of Nicholas who
was crying and they were putting Nicholass hands on the
boys blank. They put the boy on top of me and did the
same thing.
They then forced me to blank the dead boy. (It gets
pretty crude.) They put a gun to our heads to make us do
it. His blood was all over us. They made us kiss the boys
lips. (Anyway, a few other things.) Then they made me do
something I dont even want to write so I wont.
After that the men grabbed Nicholas and drug him
off screaming. They put me up against a tree and put a gun
to my head but fired into the air. I heard another shot from
somewhere and then saw the man who killed the boy drag
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him like a toy. Everything including when the men put the
boy in the trunk was filmed.
The men took me with them and we went up in a
plane. I saw the bag the boy was in. We went over a very
thick brush area with a clearing in it. Over the clearing
they dropped the boy. One said the men with the hoods
would take care of the body for them.
I didnt see Nicholas until that night at the hotel. He
and I hugged and held each other for a long while. About
2 hours later the men or [Lawrence] King came in and
told us to go take a shower since wed had only been hosed
off at some guys house. We took a shower together and
then were told to put on the Tarzan things.
And after we were cleaned up and dressed in these
things we were told to put on shorts, socks and a shirt and
shoes and were driven to a house where the men were at
some others. They had the film and they played it. As the
men watched it they passed Nicholas and I around as if we
were toys
In this account Bonnacci recalls being taken to a place with

big, big trees somewhere near Sacremento where he and another
boy named Nicholas were paid to perform sexual favors for a
group of perverted men as the proceedings were filmed. During
the course of that filming a boy was murdered in front of them
and afterward both he and Nicholas were forced to perform other
sadistic acts so gruesome and appalling Bonnacci refuses to cite
them in his testimony. The body of the dead boy was then placed
in a trunk, loaded onto a plane, flown to a certain height and
location, and then tossed overboard into a clearing where Bonnacci
overheard one man say that the men with hoods would take care
of it. Could this story be seemingly unconnected verification that
child sacrifice does indeed take place at Bohemian Grove?
Only the insiders can say with certainty as to what goes on in
the grove yet I think it interesting that Bonnacci would pen such
an account at a time prior to anyone hearing about or speculating
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about the inner workings of the club and its participants. I pray
nobody especially innocent children ever have to be subjected
to or to be forced to, take part in such activity as described here,
but I do think it important that people whom have never heard
of Bohemian Grove be made aware of the kind of evil that
could possibly be occurring inside the grove and by so called
world leaders.
And the children of Israel dwelt among the Canaanites,

Hittites, and Amorites, and Perizzites, and Hivites, and
Jebusites: And they took their daughters to be their wives,
and gave their daughters to their sons, and served their
gods. And the children of Israel did evil in the sight of the
Lord, and forgat the Lord their God, and served Baalim
and the groves.
Judges 3:5-7, kjv
And Asa did that which was right in the eyes of the Lord,
as did David his father. And he took away the sodomites
out of the land, and removed all the idols that his fathers
had made. And also Maachah his mother, even her he
removed from being queen, because she had made an idol
in a grove; and Asa destroyed her idol, and burnt it by the
brook Kidron.
1 Kings 15:11-13, kjv
Satan has been using his granted authority over this fallen
world to control and corrupt those seeking power wealth, control,
and position, whom are willing to forgo the promises of eternity
for short term rule so long as they can indulge in the perversion
of lust power, corruption, and such abomination as pedophilia
and occult sacrifice while holding temporary authority in this
carnal world.
Better to reign in hell than serve in heaven.

John Milton
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And So It Is
We have no idea where future leads
or what present awaits our flaccid embrace
we only have choice to make decision
move on regardless of odds
or death awaiting admission to just succumb
there will be them later counting on us
to make it to achieve survival now
There will be they
who need our experience of secret
who will later lean on our will to survive
pushing themselves onward to face that day
when they too conquer experience
that will enable someone else to help themselves
There are grandparents parents sibling children
dependent on our decisions
in these fragile times before us now
what role we choose to assume
will decide the future glories
of nations civilizations cultures generations
that will one day seek
to achieve what seems to us miracle outcome
Neither deny self the full capacity
of the experience before you
but recognize that saving yourself
in these crucial moments gives others chance
to save what may be the something or someone
who will one day save another world
as it is when the butterfly flutters waves resonate
echoing through dimensions rippling great change
We are seeds planted planting our own
for what will be garden someday
our children children
will finish wherever we may fall short
accomplish where we may fail
press on where we have retreated
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We are each the story

which one day becomes legend
each the hero accomplishing miracle feat
in each of our genes the prophet parables mystery
fantasy becomes real uncertainties become known
and the known becomes the stuff of mythology
We are born into exact circumstance
necessary for evolving soul
this lifetime will make or break
who we have chance to become
no coincidences no perchance happenings
everything is exactly as it was supposed to be
or it would not
The only thing we can control
the only thing we can direct
is individual free will and how to use it
those lucky enough to have sober understanding
of how awesome and beautifully miracle
each moment of life is
are the saviors heroes oracles
angels remembered
for not what they said but how they were
everyone else will be just a word on the page
of the great story that is life
and so it begins
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Chapter 6
Reincarnation vs.
Incarnation
M any followers of the new age movement, practitioners

of far eastern philosophies, and even certain Christians
believe in the reincarnation of spirit and assert that there are many
stories which seem to verify that certain children after being born,
hold memory of previous lives in flesh embodiment, others upon
regression through hypnosis or hypnotherapy referred to as past
life regression also seem to remember being alive previously for
specific role and lifetime, and even cite stories similar to that of
the Dalai Lamas, whom claims to the reincarnated spirit of the
previous Lama which reborn assumes authority over the Tibetan
sect which accounts him as being like a living god.
Some cite the works of Edgar Cayce and his visionary
dialogues which also refer to past life embodiments for many
of his clients. Many that believe in reincarnation, claim that the
eternal spirit of humanity cycles through lifetime and history
taking on flesh roles which provides them opportunity to be a
part of and to experience every era of life and that the spirit even
experiences life sometimes in the form of a man and sometimes
in the form of a woman. They also claim that we will enter into
flesh over and over until we as spirits somehow reach a pinnacle
of progress that verifies our worthiness to graduate to the next
level of life and being.
They also claim that once we get it right and reach a certain
spiritual nature, that as Christ we will no longer be required
to enter the wheel of reincarnation and can then escape the
requirements of having to be born over and over through time
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and space. There are many religions in the world which support
such thesis and philosophies, some even claim that it is possible
for a human, depending on their dharma or karma, to ascend to
higher or lower forms of life, and that one may return to life as
either an animal, flower, tree, or even a rock. Judgment they claim
depends on the karma and dharma of many lifetimes and not
what we do in one lifetime or singular flesh embodiment. Some
dont believe in a judgment at all citing that we will ascend into
paradise and return to heaven, as a collective and that nobody will
suffer the judgment of their sins, actions, or behaviors.
One final thought as to the possibility of whether we as
spiritual beings are reincarnating in and out of flesh embodiment
to return over and over through lifetime until we finally reach
a state of perfection which we then are allowed entrance into
paradise and reunion with our first estate. I will share with
the reader a story which when studied in detail in my opinion
verifies that we as spirits incarnate into flesh once and that we
do not reincarnate over multiple lifetimes and eras of history.
This story will also confirm the supremacy of Christ and the
special significance of His coming into the flesh to take on
material form. Like many other stories it corroborates John 1,
that Yahushuah and the Father are one, why it was necessary for
Him to be murdered in horrific consequence, and why He had
to bear the cup that the Father had predestinated for Him in
defeating death and providing for all of the sons of God, a narrow
path to salvation for those deserving, a return to the first estate.
This little known about story seems to nullify all of the stories
which are connected to reincarnation and its possibility other
than the story of Elias which as a special situation was cited in
a previous chapter. The story of the 1st resurrection which I will
cover in relating this story seems to confirm my contention that
we as spiritual beings enter into the flesh only once and that
after death, are judged accordingly to the actions, behaviors, and
thoughts held and expressed while adorning flesh embodiment.
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A controversial 4th century book known as The Acts of Pilate,

Gospel of Pilate, or Gospel of Nicodemus, this account details
the little known about story of what occurred before, during,
and after Christs death and resurrection; and broadens the
scope of what happened during the 3 days when Christs body
laid in the tomb of His uncle Joseph of Arimathea. I believe
this story very important because of the implications that all of
the people born into world before His ressurection were held in
sheol and that redemption and ascension were not a possibility
until His sacrifice as Passover lamb for the sins of the world. It
also confirms Revelation that as Christ He holds the keys of life
death, heaven hell and can extend to whomever He wishes the
rewards of paradise and consequence of sheol.
And Joseph arose and said unto Annas and Caiaphas:

Truly and of right do ye marvel because ye have heard that
Jesus hath been seen alive after death, and that he hath
ascended into heaven. Nevertheless it is more marvelous
that he rose not alone from the dead, but did raise up alive
many other dead out of their sepulchres, and they have
been seen of many in Jerusalem. And now hearken unto
me; for we all know the blessed Simeon, the high priest
which received the child Jesus in his hands in the temple.
And this Simeon had two sons, brothers in blood and
we all were at their falling asleep and at their burial. Go
therefore and look upon their sepulchres: for they are open,
because they have risen, and behold they are in the city of
Arimathaea dwelling together in prayer. And indeed men
hear them crying out, yet they speak with no man, but are
silent as dead men. But come, let us go unto them and
with all honour and gentleness bring them unto us, and if
we adjure them, perchance they will tell us concerning the
mystery of their rising again.
When they heard these things, they all rejoiced.
And Annas and Caiaphas, Nicodemus and Joseph and
Gamaliel went and found them not in their sepulchre, but
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they went unto the city of Arimathaea, and found them

there, kneeling on their knees and giving themselves unto
prayer. And they kissed them, and with all reverence and
in the fear of God they brought them to Jerusalem into the
synagogue. And they shut the doors and took the law of
the Lord and put it into their hands, and adjured them by
the God Adonai and the God of Israel which spake unto
our fathers by the prophets, saying: Believe ye that it is
Jesus which raised you from the dead? Tell us how ye have
arisen from the dead.
And when Karinus and Leucius heard this adjuration,
they trembled in their body and groaned, being troubled in
heart. And looking up together unto heaven they made the
seal of the cross with their fingers upon their tongues, and
forthwith they spake both of them, saying: Give us each a
volume of paper, and let us write that which we have seen
and heard. And they gave them unto them, and each of
them sat down and wrote, saying:
O Lord Jesu Christ, the life and resurrection of the
dead, suffer us to speak of the mysteries of thy majesty
which thou didst perform after thy death upon the cross,
inasmuch as we have been adjured by thy Name. For thou
didst command us thy servants to tell no man the secrets
of thy divine majesty which thou wroughtest in hell.
Now when we were set together with all our fathers
in the deep, in obscurity of darkness, on a sudden there
came a golden heat of the sun and a purple and royal light
shining upon us. And immediately the father of the whole
race of men, together with all the patriarchs and prophets,
rejoiced, saying: This light is the beginning (author) of
everlasting light which did promise to send unto us his
co-eternal light. And Esaias cried out and said: This is
the light of the Father, even the Son of God, according
as I prophesied when I lived upon the earth: The land of
Zabulon and the land of Nephthalim beyond Jordan, of
Galilee of the Gentiles, the people that walked in darkness
have seen a great light, and they that dwell in the land of
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the shadow of death, upon them did the light shine. And
now hath it come and shone upon us that sit in death.
And as we all rejoiced in the light which shined upon
us, there came unto us our father Simeon, and he rejoicing
said unto us: Glorify ye the Lord Jesus Christ, the Son of
God; for I received him in my hands in the temple when
he was born a child, and being moved of the Holy Ghost I
made confession and said unto him: Now have mine eyes
seen thy salvation which thou hast prepared before the
face of all people, a light to lighten the Gentiles, and to be
the glory of thy people Israel. And when they heard these
things, the whole multitude of the saints rejoiced yet more.
And after that there came one as it were a dweller in the
wilderness, and he was inquired of by all: Who art thou?
And he answered them and said: I am John, the voice and
the prophet of the most High, which came before the face
of his advent to prepare his ways, to give knowledge of
salvation unto his people, for the remission of their sins.
And when I saw him coming unto me, being moved of the
Holy Ghost, I said: Behold the Lamb of God, behold him
that taketh away the sins of the world. And I baptized him
in the river of Jordan, and saw the Holy Ghost descending
upon him in the likeness of a dove, and heard a voice out
of heaven saying: This is my beloved Son, in whom I am
well pleased. And now have I come before his face, and
come down to declare unto you that he is at hand to visit
us, even the day spring, the Son of God, coming from on
high unto us that sit in darkness and in the shadow of
death.
And when father Adam that was first created heard
this, even that Jesus was baptized in Jordan, he cried out to
Seth his son, saying: Declare unto thy sons the patriarchs
and the prophets all that thou didst hear from Michael the
archangel, when I sent thee unto the gates of paradise that
thou mightest entreat God to send thee his angel to give
thee the oil of the tree of mercy to anoint my body when
I was sick. Then Seth drew near unto the holy patriarchs
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and prophets, and said: When I, Seth, was praying at the

gates of paradise, behold Michael the angel of the Lord
appeared unto me, saying: I am sent unto thee from the
Lord: it is I that am set over the body of man. And I say
unto thee, Seth, vex not thyself with tears, praying and
entreating for the oil of the tree of mercy, that thou mayest
anoint thy father Adam for the pain of his body: for thou
wilt not be able to receive it save in the last days and times,
save when five thousand and five hundred (al. 5,952) years
are accomplished: then shall the most beloved Son of God
come upon the earth to raise up the body of Adam and the
bodies of the dead, and he shall come and be baptized in
Jordan. And when he is come forth of the water of Jordan,
then shall he anoint with the oil of mercy all that believe
on him, and that oil of mercy shall be unto all generations
of them that shall be born of water and of the Holy Ghost,
unto life eternal. Then shall the most beloved Son of God,
even Christ Jesus, come down upon the earth and shall
bring in our father Adam into paradise unto the tree of
mercy. And when they heard all these things of Seth, all
the patriarchs and prophets rejoiced with a great rejoicing.
The Fulfillment of the 1st Ressurrection
And while all the saints were rejoicing, behold Satan the
prince and chief of death said unto Hell: Make thyself
ready to receive Jesus who boasteth himself that he is the
Son of God, whereas he is a man that feareth death, and
sayeth: My soul is sorrowful even unto death. And he
hath been much mine enemy, doing me great hurt, and
many that I had made blind, lame, dumb, leprous, and
possessed he hath healed with a word: and some whom
I have brought unto thee dead, them hath he taken away
from thee.
Hell answered and said unto Satan the prince: Who is
he that is so mighty, if he be a man that feareth death? for
all the mighty ones of the earth are held in subjection by
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my power, even they whom thou hast brought me subdued

by thy power. If, then, thou art mighty, what manner of
man is this Jesus who, though he fear death, resisteth thy
power? If he be so mighty in his manhood, verily I say
unto thee he is almighty in his god-head, and no man can
withstand his power. And when he saith that he feareth
death, he would ensnare thee, and woe shall be unto thee
for everlasting ages. But Satan the prince of Tartarus said:
Why doubtest thou and fearest to receive this Jesus which
is thine adversary and mine? For I tempted him, and have
stirred up mine ancient people of the Jews with envy and
wrath against him. I have sharpened a spear to thrust him
through, gall and vinegar have I mingled to give him to
drink, and I have prepared a cross to crucify him and nails
to pierce him: and his death is nigh at hand, that I may
bring him unto thee to be subject unto thee and me.
Hell answered and said: Thou hast told me that it is
he that hath taken away dead men from me. For there be
many which while they lived on the earth have taken dead
men from me, yet not by their own power but by prayer to
God, and their almighty God hath taken them from me.
Who is this Jesus which by his own word without prayer
hath drawn dead men from me? Perchance it is he which
by the word of his command did restore to life Lazarus
which was four days dead and stank and was corrupt,
whom I held here dead. Satan the prince of death answered
and said: It is that same Jesus. When Hell heard that he
said unto him: I adjure thee by thy strength and mine
own that thou bring him not unto me. For at that time
I, when I heard the command of his word, did quake and
was overwhelmed with fear, and all my ministries with me
were troubled. Neither could we keep Lazarus, but he like
an eagle shaking himself leaped forth with all agility and
swiftness, and departed from us, and the earth also which
held the dead body of Lazarus straightway gave him up
alive. Wherefore now I know that that man which was
able to do these things is a God strong in command and
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mighty in manhood, and that he is the saviour of mankind.

And if thou bring him unto me he will set free all that are
here shut up in the hard prison and bound in the chains of
their sins that cannot be broken, and will bring them unto
the life of his god head for ever.
And as Satan the prince, and Hell, spoke this together,
suddenly there came a voice as of thunder and a spiritual
cry: Remove, O princes, your gates, and be ye lift up, ye
everlasting doors, and the King of glory shall come in.
When Hell heard that he said unto Satan the prince:
Depart from me and go out of mine abode: if thou be a
mighty man of war, fight thou against the King of glory.
But what hast thou to do with him? And Hell cast Satan
forth out of his dwelling. Then said Hell unto his wicked
ministers: Shut ye the hard gates of brass and put on them
the bars of iron and withstand stoutly, lest we that hold
captivity be taken captive.
But when all the multitude of the saints heard it, they
spake with a voice of rebuking unto Hell: Open thy gates,
that the King of glory may come in. And David cried out,
saying: Did I not when I was alive upon earth, foretell
unto you: Let them give thanks unto the Lord, even his
mercies and his wonders unto the children of men; who
hath broken the gates of brass and smitten the bars of
iron in sunder? he hath taken them out of the way of their
iniquity. And thereafter in like manner Esaias said: Did
not I when I was alive upon earth foretell unto you: The
dead shall arise, and they that are in the tombs shall rise
again, and they that are in the earth shall rejoice, for the
dew which cometh of the Lord is their healing? And again
I said: O death, where is thy sting? O Hell, where is thy
victory?
When they heard that of Esaias, all the saints said unto
Hell: Open thy gates: now shalt thou be overcome and
weak and without strength. And there came a great voice
as of thunder, saying: Remove, O princes, your gates, and
be ye lift up ye doors of hell, and the King of glory shall
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come in. And when Hell saw that they so cried out twice,
he said, as if he knew it not: Who is the King of glory?
And David answered Hell and said: The words of this cry
do I know, for by his spirit I prophesied the same; and now
I say unto thee that which I said before: The Lord strong
and mighty, the Lord mighty in battle, he is the King of
glory. And: The Lord looked down from heaven that he
might hear the groanings of them that are in fetters and
deliver the children of them that have been slain. And
now, O thou most foul and stinking Hell, open thy gates,
that the King of glory may come in. And as David spake
thus unto Hell, the Lord of majesty appeared in the form
of a man and lightened the eternal darkness and brake the
bonds that could not be loosed: and the succour of his
everlasting might visited us that sat in the deep darkness
of our transgressions and in the shadow of death of our
sins.
When Hell and death and their wicked ministers saw
that, they were stricken with fear, they and their cruel
officers, at the sight of the brightness of so great light in
their own realm, seeing Christ of a sudden in their abode,
and they cried out, saying: We are overcome by thee. Who
art thou that art sent by the Lord for our confusion? Who
art thou that without all damage of corruption, and with the
signs of thy majesty unblemished, dost in wrath condemn
our power? Who art thou that art so great and so small,
both humble and exalted, both soldier and commander, a
marvelous warrior in the shape of a bondsman, and a King
of glory dead and living, whom the cross bare slain upon
it? Thou that didst lie dead in the sepulchre hast come
down unto us living and at thy death all creation quaked
and all the stars were shaken and thou hast become free
among the dead and dost rout our legions. Who art thou
that settest free the prisoners that are held bound by
original sin and restorest them into their former liberty?
Who art thou that sheddest thy divine and bright light
upon them that were blinded with the darkness of their
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sins? After the same manner all the legions of devils were
stricken with like fear and cried out all together in the
terror of their confusion, saying: Whence art thou, Jesus, a
man so mighty and bright in majesty, so excellent without
spot and clean from sin? For that world of earth which
hath been always subject unto us until now, and did pay
tribute to our profit, hath never sent unto us a dead man
like thee, nor ever dispatched such a gift unto Hell. Who
then art thou that so fearlessly enterest our borders, and
not only fearest not our torments, but besides essayest to
bear away all men out of our bonds? Peradventure thou
art that Jesus, of whom Satan our prince said that by thy
death of the cross thou shouldest receive the dominion of
the whole world.
Then did the King of glory in his majesty trample upon
death, and laid hold on Satan the prince and delivered him
unto the power of Hell, and drew Adam to him unto his
own brightness. Then Hell, receiving Satan the prince,
with sore reproach said unto him: O prince of perdition
and chief of destruction, Beelzebub, the scorn of the angels
and spitting of the righteous why wouldest thou do this?
Thou wouldest crucify the King of glory and at his decease
didst promise us great spoils of his death: like a fool thou
knewest not what thou didst. For behold now, this Jesus
putteth to flight by the brightness of his majesty all the
darkness of death, and hath broken the strong depths of
the prisons, and let out the prisoners and loosed them that
were bound. And all that were sighing in our torments
do rejoice against us, and at their prayers our dominions
are vanquished and our realms conquered, and now no
nation of men feareth us any more. And beside this, the
dead which were never wont to be proud triumph over us,
and the captives which never could be joyful do threaten
us. O prince Satan, father of all the wicked and ungodly
and renegades wherefore wouldest thou do this? They
that from the beginning until now have despaired of life
and salvation-now is none of their wonted roarings heard,
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neither doth any groan from them sound in our ears, nor
is there any sign of tears upon the face of any of them. O
prince Satan, holder of the keys of hell, those thy riches
which thou hadst gained by the tree of transgression and
the losing of paradise, thou hast lost by the tree of the cross,
and all thy gladness hath perished. When thou didst hang
up Christ Jesus the King of glory thou wroughtest against
thyself and against me. Henceforth thou shalt know what
eternal torments and infinite pains thou art to suffer in my
keeping for ever. O prince Satan, author of death and head
of all pride, thou oughtest first to have sought out matter of
evil in this Jesus: Wherefore didst thou adventure without
cause to crucify him unjustly against whom thou foundest
no blame, and to bring into our realm the innocent and
righteous one, and to lose the guilty and the ungodly and
unrighteous of the whole world? And when Hell had
spoken thus unto Satan the prince, then said the King of
glory unto Hell: Satan the prince shall be in thy power
unto all ages in the stead of Adam and his children, even
those that are my righteous ones.
And the Lord stretching forth his hand, said: Come
unto me, all ye my saints which bear mine image and my
likeness. Ye that by the tree and the devil and death were
condemned, behold now the devil and death condemned
by the tree. And forthwith all the saints were gathered in
one under the hand of the Lord. And the Lord holding
the right hand of Adam, said unto him: Peace be unto
thee with all thy children that are my righteous ones. But
Adam, casting himself at the knees of the Lord entreated
him with tears and beseechings, and said with a loud voice:
I will magnify thee, O Lord, for thou hast set me up and
not made my foes to triumph over me: O Lord my God
I cried unto thee and thou hast healed me; Lord, thou
hast brought my soul out of hell, thou hast delivered me
from them that go down to the pit. Sing praises unto the
Lord all ye saints of his, and give thanks unto him for
the remembrance of his holiness. For there is wrath in his
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indignation and life is in his good pleasure. In like manner

all the saints of God kneeled and cast themselves at the
feet of the Lord, saying with one accord: Thou art come,
O redeemer of the world: that which thou didst foretell by
the law and by thy prophets, that hast thou accomplished
in deed. Thou hast redeemed the living by thy cross, and
by the death of the cross thou hast come down unto us,
that thou mightest save us out of hell and death through
thy majesty. O Lord, like as thou hast set the name of thy
glory in the heavens and set up thy cross for a token of
redemption upon the earth, so, Lord, set thou up the sign
of the victory of thy cross in hell, that death may have no
more dominion.
And the Lord stretched forth his hand and made the
sign of the cross over Adam and over all his saints, and
he took the right hand of Adam and went up out of hell,
and all the saints followed him. Then did holy David cry
aloud and say: Sing unto the Lord a new song, for he hath
done marvelous things. His right hand hath wrought
salvation for him and his holy arm. The Lord hath made
known his saving health, before the face of all nations hath
he revealed his righteousness. And the whole multitude
of the saints answered, saying: Such honour have all his
saints. Amen, Alleluia.
And thereafter Habacuc the prophet cried out and
said: Thou wentest forth for the salvation of thy people
to set free thy chosen. And all the saints answered, saying:
Blessed is he that cometh in the name of the Lord. God
is the Lord and hath showed us light. Amen, Alleluia.
Likewise after that the prophet Micheas also cried, saying:
What God is like thee, O Lord, taking away iniquity and
removing sins? and now thou withholdest thy wrath for
a testimony that thou art merciful of free will, and thou
dost turn away and have mercy on us, thou forgivest all
our iniquities and hast sunk all our sins in the depths of
the sea, as thou swarest unto our fathers in the days of old.
And all the saints answered, saying: This is our God for
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Amen, Alleluia. And so spake all the prophets, making
mention of holy words out of their praises, and all the
saints followed the Lord, crying Amen, Alleluia.
Recalled to Paradise
But the Lord holding the hand of Adam delivered him

unto Michael the archangel, and all the saints followed
Michael the archangel, and he brought them all into the
glory and beauty (grace) of paradise. And there met with
them two men, ancients of days, and when they were asked
of the saints: Who are ye that have not yet been dead in
hell with us and are set in paradise in the body? then one
of them answering, said: I am Enoch which was translated
hither by the word of the Lord, and this that is with me
is Elias the Thesbite which was taken up in a chariot of
fire: and up to this day we have not tasted death, but we
are received unto the coming of Antichrist to fight against
him with signs and wonders of God, and to be slain of him
in Jerusalem, and after three days and a half to be taken up
again alive on the clouds.
And as Enoch and Elias spake thus with the saints,
behold there came another man of vile habit, bearing
upon his shoulders the sign of the cross; whom when they
beheld, all the saints said unto him: Who art thou? for
thine appearance is as of a robber; and wherefore is it that
thou bearest a sign upon thy shoulders? And he answered
them and said: Ye have rightly said: for I was a robber, doing
all manner of evil upon the earth. And the Jews crucified
me with Jesus, and I beheld the wonders in the creation
which came to pass through the cross of Jesus when he
was crucified, and I believed that he was the maker of
all creatures and the almighty king, and I besought him,
saying: Remember me, Lord, when thou comest into thy
kingdom. And forthwith he received my prayer, and said
unto me: Verily I say unto thee, this day shalt thou be
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with me in paradise: and he gave me the sign of the cross,

saying: Bear this and go unto paradise, and if the angel
that keepeth paradise suffer thee not to enter in, show him
the sign of the cross; and thou shalt say unto him: Jesus
Christ the Son of God who now is crucified hath sent me.
And when I had so done, I spake all these things unto the
angel that keepeth paradise; and when he heard this of
me, forthwith he opened the door and brought me in and
set me at the right hand of paradise, saying: Lo now, tarry
a little, and Adam the father of all mankind will enter in
with all his children that are holy and righteous, after the
triumph and glory of the ascending up of Christ the Lord
that is crucified. When they heard all these words of the
robber, all the holy patriarchs and prophets said with one
voice: Blessed be the Lord Almighty, the Father of eternal
good things, the Father of mercies, thou that hast given
such grace unto thy sinners and hast brought them again
into the beauty of paradise and into thy good pastures: for
this is the most holy life of the spirit. Amen, Amen.
Confirmation of Multiple Witnesses
These are the divine and holy mysteries which we saw

and heard, even I, Karinus, and Leucius: but we were not
suffered to relate further the rest of the mysteries of God,
according as Michael the archangel strictly charged us,
saying: Ye shall go with your brethren unto Jerusalem and
remain in prayer, crying out and glorifying the resurrection
of the Lord Jesus Christ, who hath raised you from the
dead together with him: and ye shall not be speaking with
any man, but sit as dumb men, until the hour come when
the Lord himself suffereth you to declare the mysteries
of his god head. But unto us Michael the archangel gave
commandment that we should go over Jordan unto a place
rich and fertile, where are many which rose again together
with us for a testimony of the resurrection of Christ the
Lord. For three days only were allowed unto us who
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rose from the dead, to keep the passover of the Lord in

Jerusalem with our kindred (parents) that are living for
a testimony of the resurrection of Christ the Lord: and
we were baptized in the holy river of Jordan and received
white robes, every one of us. And after the three days,
when we had kept the passover of the Lord, all they were
caught up in the clouds which had risen again with us, and
were taken over Jordan and were no more seen of any man.
But unto us it was said that we should remain in the city
of Arimathaea and continue in prayer.
These be all things which the Lord bade us declare
unto you: give praise and thanksgiving (confession) unto
him, and repent that he may have mercy upon you. Peace
be unto you from the same Lord Jesus Christ which is the
Saviour of us all. Amen.
And when they had finished writing all things in the
several volumes of paper they arose; and Karinus gave
that which he had written into the hands of Annas and
Caiaphas and Gamaliel; likewise Leucius gave that which
he had written into the hands of Nicodemus and Joseph.
And suddenly they were transfigured and became white
exceedingly and were no more seen. But their writings
were found to be the same (lit. equal), neither more nor
less by one letter.
And when all the synagogue of the Jews heard all these
marvelous sayings of Karinus and Leucius, they said one
to another: Of a truth all these things were wrought by
the Lord, and blessed be the Lord, world without end,
Amen. And they went out all of them in great trouble of
mind, smiting their breasts with fear and trembling, and
departed every man unto his own home.
And all these things which were spoken by the Jews
in their synagogue, did Joseph and Nicodemus forthwith
declare unto the governor. And Pilate himself wrote all
the things that were done and said concerning Jesus by the
Jews, and laid up all the words in the public books of his
judgement hall (praetorium).
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After these things Pilate entered into the temple of

the Jews and gathered together all the chief of the priests,
and the teachers (grammaticos) and scribes and doctors of
the law, and went in with them into the holy place of the
temple and commanded all the doors to be shut, and said
unto them: We have heard that ye have in this temple a
certain great Bible; wherefore I ask you that it be presented
before us. And when that great Bible adorned with gold
and precious jewels was brought by four ministers, Pilate
said to them all: I adjure you by the God of your fathers
which commanded you to build this temple in the place of
his sanctuary, that ye hide not the truth from me. Ye know
all the things that are written in this Bible; but tell me now
if ye have found in the scriptures that this Jesus whom ye
have crucified is the Son of God which should come for
the salvation of mankind, and in what year of the times he
must come. Declare unto me whether ye crucified him in
ignorance or knowingly.
And Annas and Caiaphas when they were thus adjured
commanded all the rest that were will them to go out of
the temple; and they themselves shut all the doors of the
temple and of the sanctuary, and said unto Pilate: Thou
hast adjured us, O excellent judge, by the building of this
temple to make manifest unto thee the truth and reason
(or a true account). After that we had crucified Jesus,
knowing not that he was the Son of God, but supposing
that by some chance he did his wondrous works, we made
a great assembly (synagogue) in this temple; and as we
conferred one with another concerning the signs of the
mighty works which Jesus had done, we found many
witnesses of our own nation who said that they had seen
Jesus alive after his passion, and that he was passed into
the height of the heaven. Moreover, we saw two witnesses
whom Jesus raised from the dead, who declared unto us
many marvelous things which Jesus did among the dead,
which things we have in writing in our hands. Now our
custom is that every year before our assembly we open
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this holy Bible and inquire the testimony of God. And

we have found in the first book of the Seventy how that
Michael the angel spake unto the third son of Adam the
first man concerning the five thousand and five hundred
years, wherein should come the most beloved Son of
God, even Christ: and furthermore we have thought that
peradventure this same was the God of Israel which said
unto Moses: Make thee an ark of the covenant in length
two cubits and a half, and in breadth one cubit and a half,
and in height one cubit and a half. For by those five cubits
and a half we have understood and known the fashion of
the ark of the old covenant, for that in five thousand and a
half thousand years Jesus Christ should come in the ark of
his body: and we have found that he is the God of Israel,
even the Son of God. For after his passion, we the chief of
the priests, because we marvelled at the signs which came
to pass on his account did open the Bible, and searched
out all the generations unto the generation of Joseph, and
Mary the mother of Christ, taking her to be the seed of
David: and we found that from the day when God made
the heaven and the earth and the first man, from that time
unto the Flood are 2,212 years: and from the Flood unto
the building of the tower 531 years: and from the building
of the tower unto Abraham 606 years: and from Abraham
unto the coming of the children of Israel out of Egyt 470
years: and from the going of the children of Israel out of
Egypt unto the building of the temple 511 years: and from
the building of the temple unto the destruction of the
same temple 464 years: so far found we in the Bible of
Esdras: and inquiring from the burning of the temple unto
the coming of Christ and his birth we found it to be 636
years, which together were five thousand and five hundred
years like as we found it written in the Bible that Michael
the archangel declared before unto Seth the third son of
Adam, that after five thousand and a half thousand years
Christ the Son of God hath (? should) come. Hitherto
have we told no man, lest there should be a schism in our
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synagogues; and now, O excellent judge, thou hast adjured

us by this holy Bible of the testimonies of God, and we do
declare it unto thee: and we also have adjured thee by thy
life and health that thou declare not these words unto any
man in Jerusalem.
Gospel of Nicodemus, New Testament Apocrypha
The Conflict of Adam and Eve with Satan, known also as

the 1st Book of Adam and Eve, a 5th to 6th century Christian
pseudepegraphical work originally found in Arabic and later
translated into Geez, also states like the Gospel of Nicodemus
that Christ would assume flesh form 5500 years after Adam
and Eves banishment from paradise and save Adam and his
descendants from the entrapments of this fallen world after He
was crucified on the cross.
Part of the Forgotten Books of Eden, this text details the
story of the initial days of Adam and Eves banishment from
paradise and expulsion to the wilderness of the earth where they
begin their transformation into flesh and adapt to their new lives
housed in the cave of treasures. They lament over the changes
taking place to them as they are transformed from bright natured
immortal beings into fallen flesh form. Sorrow overcomes their
transition as they face the consequences of having eaten from the
tree of the knowledge of good and evil. The Most High in His
compassion and loving grace comforted them by proclaiming a
prophecy of His Sons coming into the flesh to take on the sins of
they and their descendants which veiled in detail is pronounced
to occur exactly 5 1/2 days after their expulsion from paradise.
Not understanding that one day would represent 1000 years,
they are excited at what they perceive to be a quick return to
paradise, and are distraught when they learn the truth that they
will face a lifetime of struggle and suffering while living upon the
wilderness of the earth.
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God said to Adam, I have ordained on this earth days and

years, and you and your descendants shall live and walk in
them, until the days and years are fulfilled; when I shall
send the Word that created you, and against which you
have transgressed, the Word that made you come out of
the garden, and that raised you when you were fallen. Yes,
the Word that will again save you when the five and a
half days are fulfilled. But when Adam heard these words
from God, and of the great five and a half days, he did not
understand the meaning of them. For Adam was thinking
there would be only five and a half days for him until the
end of the world.
And Adam cried, and prayed to God to explain it to
him. Then God in his mercy for Adam who was made
after His own image and likeness, explained to him, that
these were 5,000 and 500 years; and how One would then
come and save him and his descendants. But before that,
God had made this covenant with our father, Adam, in
the same terms, before he came out of the garden, when
he was by the tree where Eve took of the fruit and gave it
to him to eat. Because, when our father Adam came out of
the garden, he passed by that tree, and saw how God had
changed the appearance of it into another form, and how
it shriveled.
And as Adam went to it he feared, trembled and fell
down; but God in His mercy lifted him up, and then made
this covenant with him. And again, when Adam was by
the gate of the garden, and saw the cherub with a sword
of flashing fire in his hand, and the cherub grew angry
and frowned at him, both Adam and Eve became afraid
of him, and thought he meant to put them to death. So
they fell on their faces, trembled with fear. But he had
pity on them, and showed them mercy; and turning from
them went up to heaven, and prayed to the Lord, and said;
Lord, You sent me to watch at the gate of the garden,
with a sword of fire.
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But when Your servants, Adam and Eve, saw me, they
fell on their faces, and were as dead. O my Lord, what
shall we do to Your servants? Then God had pity on them,
and showed them mercy, and sent His Angel to keep the
garden. And the Word of the Lord came to Adam and Eve,
and raised them up. And the Lord said to Adam, I told
you that at the end of the five and a half days, I will send
my Word and save you. Strengthen your heart, therefore,
and stay in the Cave of Treasures, of which I have before
spoken to you. And when Adam heard this Word from
God, he was comforted with that which God had told
him. For He had told him how He would save him.
1st Book of Adam and Eve 3:1-18, Pseudipigrapha
Upon hearing of the prophecy their hearts are filled with hope
thinking that it would only be short time before they would be
allowed return to their former place of habitation and glory as
bright natured immortal and angelic beings. However, they did
not initially know that the Father God was speaking about 5500
years into the future when Yahushuah as God incarnate would
also assume flesh form and having lived a sinless life would fulfill
role and mission wherein He would defeat death and return them
to paradise and their former estate.
Another mostly forgotten 3rd to 5th century text, The Life of
Adam and Eve, known in its Greek rendition as The Apocalypse
of Moses also repeats within its content, the prophecy exclaimed
to Adam and Eve upon their banishment from paradise except
that in this story Seth is asked by his father to go near the gates
of paradise and to implore the Most High for fruit from the tree
of life so that he could heal his father from his ails and sway him
from the sentence of death that was coming upon Adam as he
succumbed to old age. In this story the archangel Michael tells
Seth, that he would not at this time receive fruit from the tree of
life, but that at some time in the future, the Son of God would
come to the earth as a human, and after dying on the cross, would
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descend into sheol to free them from their bondage, and being
led into paradise; they would then be given fruit from the tree
of life, they would then revert back to their bright natured form,
and be lead immortal into the city of God, established before the
foundations of the world to house the righteous chosen to inherit
the benefits of its extravagance.
And Seth went with Eve near paradise, and they wept
there, and prayed God to send his angel and give them the
oil of mercy. And God sent the archangel Michael and he
spake to Seth: Seth, man of God, weary not thyself with
prayers and entreaties concerning the tree which floweth
with oil to anoint thy father Adam. For it shall not be
thine now, but in the end of the times. Then shall all flesh
be raised up from Adam till that great day, all that shall be
of the holy people. Then shall the delights of paradise be
given to them and God shall be in their midst. And they
shall no longer sin before his face, for the evil heart shall
be taken from them and there shall be given them a heart
understanding the good and to serve God only.
Apocalypse of Moses 13:1-3, Pseudipigrapha
Seth is told that extension of life for Adam was not the will of
the Father but that He, Adam, and all those that were righteous
of their seed line, would have a chance to return to paradise so
long as they followed the commandments and adhered to the
laws that would be given to the patriarchs of his line. Yahushuah
as the word would also subject Himself to this fallen world and
take on flesh form to bring salvation and eternal rest to those
that deserved the grace and mercy of the Father and Son in being
redeemed from this fallen world.
There would be many witnesses to the return of the ressurrected
Christ and the patriarchs as many would leave testimony
confirming the fulfillment of prophecy given to Adam, Eve, Seth,
and many others that spoke of the coming of Yahushuah as the
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the only begotten Son of the Most High and how His death and
ressurrection would herald a return to paradise for all the spirits
of those whom had took on flesh embodiment previous to His
first coming.
After confirming His resurrection to the disciples, prophets,
priests, and the people of Israel, He ascended to the right hand
of the Father and took His place as the glorified savior messiah
just as stated in prophecy prior to His coming. Those that study
the fragmented pieces of this story scattered across many of the
extra-biblical books especially the Pseudipigraphal, will find that
the spirits of Adam up until the time of the death of the thief
on the cross, that asked Yahushuah to remember him when he
came into paradise; that all of these spirits upon death went to
and were contained in sheol as punishment for the collective fall
of humanity. None of them were cycling in and out of flesh form
nor moving in and out of various flesh embodiment through
what were various ages of history and over differing time and
being. All resided in Sheol awaiting the deliverance and release
that would come when the King of glory descended into Sheol
and breaking open the gates of brass and bars of iron, freed them
from the bondage of their circumstance.
The story suggests that none of those spirits that had taken
on flesh embodiment previous to Christ dying on the cross, had
returned to flesh embodiment in differing persona. If this story
is true and I firmly believe that it is, nobody from the time of
Adam to the thief which was crucified with him assumed other
flesh embodiment, and confirmed as Hebrew 9:27 says, it is
appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment.
Those that were worthy of salvation, with the resurrection of
Christ were taken by archangel Michael into paradise, baptized
in the archuresian lake, given fruit from the tree of life, and
returned to the place from whence Adam and Eve had fallen
from as spiritual beings in the paradise of delights. When Christ
was ressurrected He said:
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Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe

also in me. In my Fathers house are many mansions: if it
were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place
for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come
again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there
ye may be also. And whither I go ye know, and the way ye
know.
John 14:1-4, kjv
The reason Christ said this was to comfort those that would
come into the physical form after the 1st ressurection and
encourage those that would enter flesh after His first coming,
to follow the narrow way so that they/we also could be reunited
with those that had overcome by His sacrifice on the cross. The
cross would be a symbol of encouragment and signify to those
whom would hear of His story and be touched by the sacrifice
of our King and Lord in the fulfillment of His role and mission
while here on this fallen planet and while He too adorned fallen
embodiment in flesh form, that He was truly the way, truth,
and light.
Thou hast redeemed the living by thy cross, and by the

death of the cross thou hast come down unto us, that thou
mightest save us out of hell and death through thy majesty.
O Lord, like as thou hast set the name of thy glory in the
heavens and set up thy cross for a token of redemption
upon the earth.
Gospel of Nicodemus, Praetorium Text
A 4th century new testament apocryphal book called the

Apocalypse of Paul or Vision of Paul, also seems to validate my
premise that we assume flesh embodiment only once. In this book
Paul like Enoch was taken through the various levels of heaven
and shown the places of the righteous and wicked. But unlike
Enoch many of the patriarchs that were taken into paradise with
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the first resurrection as detailed in the gospel of Nicodemus were

already enjoying the refuge and blessings of paradise while sheol
had again been filled with the spirits of the wicked as consequence
for the actions and evil that they administered to others while
living sinfully in flesh embodiment upon the earth. This little
known about work details in specificity the realities of both
heaven and hell and even shows by example the consequences of
spirits as they succumb to death and are met by both the angels
of righteousness and the angels of unrighteousness before being
taken to either paradise or sheol. Those that had sinned and
not repented were found allied with the spirits of wickedness
and demons of hell. After death they were taken to sheol for
containment until judgment. Those that were righteous were
found to be worthy of a return to paradise and taken to be with
the patriarchs that were already occupying the beauty and serenity
of paradise as described by many that were granted similar vision
of its illustrious serenity.
For sometimes the moon and stars addressed the Lord

saying: Lord God Almighty, to us thou hast given the
power of the night; till when shall we look down upon
the impieties and fornications and homicides done by
the sons of men? Permit us to do unto them according to
our powers, that they may know that thou art God alone.
And there came a voice unto them saying: I know all these
things, and mine eye looks forth and ear hears, but my
patience bears with them until they shall be converted and
repent. But if they do not return unto me I will judge them.
And frequently also the sea exclaimed saying: Lord
God Almighty, men have defiled thy holy name in me;
permit me to arise and cover every wood and orchard
and the whole world, until I blot out all the sons of men
from before thy face, that they may know that thou art
God alone. And the voice came again and said: I know all
things; mine eye seeth everything, and mine ear heareth,
but my patience bears with them until they be converted
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and repent. But if they do not return, I will judge them.

Sometimes the waters also spoke against the sins of men
saying: Lord God Almighty, all the sons of men have
defiled thy holy name. And there came a voice saying: I
know all things before they come to pass, for mine eye
seeth and mine ear heareth all things, but my patience
bears with them until they be converted. But if not I will
judge them. Frequently also the earth too exclaimed to the
Lord against the sons of men saying: Lord God Almighty, I
above every other creature of thine am harmed, supporting
the fornications, adulteries, homicides, thefts, perjuries
and magic and ill-doings of men and all the evil they do,
so that the father rises up against the son, and the son
upon the father, the alien against the alien, so that each
one defiles his neighbours wife. The father ascends upon
the bed of his own son, and the son likewise ascends the
couch of his own father; and in all these evils, they who
offer the sacrifice to thy name have defiled thy holy place.
Therefore I am injured above every creature, desiring not
to shew my power to myself, and my fruits to the sons of
men. Permit me and I will destroy the virtue of my fruits.
And there came a voice and said: I know all things, and
there is none who can hide himself from his sin. Moreover
I know their impieties, but my holiness suffers them until
they be converted and repent. But if they do not return
unto me I will judge them.
Behold, ye sons of men, the creature is subject to God,
but the human race alone sins. For this cause, therefore, ye
sons of men, bless the Lord God unceasingly, every hour
and every day: but more especially when the sun has set: for
at that hour all the angels proceed to the Lord to worship
him and to present the works of men, which every man has
wrought from the morning till the evening, whether good
or evil. And there is a certain angel who proceeds rejoicing
concerning the man in whom he dwells. When therefore
the sun has set in the first hour of night, in the same hour
the angel of every people and every man and woman, who
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protect and preserve them, because man is the image of

God: similarly also in the matin hour which is the twelfth
of the night, all the angels of men and women, go up to
God to worship God, and present every work which each
man has wrought, whether good or evil. Moreover every
day and night the angels show to God an account of all
the acts of the human race. To you, therefore, I say, ye sons
of men, bless the Lord God without fail all the days of
your life.
Therefore at the appointed hour all the angels whatever,
rejoicing at once together, proceed before God that they
may meet to worship at the hour determined. And behold
suddenly it became the hour of meeting, and the angels
came to worship in the presence of God, and the spirit
proceeded to meet them: and there came a voice and
said: Whence come ye, our angels, bearing the burdens of
tidings?
They answered and said: We come from those who
have renounced this world for the sake of thy holy name,
wandering as pilgrims, and in caves of the rocks, and
weeping every hour in which they inhabited the earth, and
hungering and thirsting because of thy name, with their
loins girded, having in theist hands the incense of their
hearts, and praying and blessing every hour, and restraining
and overcoming themselves, weeping and wailing above
the rest that inhabit the earth. And we indeed, their angels,
mourn along with them: whither therefore it shall please
thee, command us to go and minister, lest others also do
it, but the destitute above the rest who are on earth. And
there came the voice of God to them saying: Know ye that
now henceforward my grace is appointed unto you, and
my help, who is my well-beloved Son, shall be present with
them, guiding them every hour; ministering also to them,
never deserting them, since their place is his habitation.
When therefore these angels had retired, behold other
angels came to adore in the presence of honour, in the
assembly, who wept; and the spirit of God proceeded to
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meet them, and there came the voice of God and said:
Whence come ye, our angels, bearing the burdens of the
ministry of the tidings of the world? They answered and
said in the presence of God: We have arrived from those
who called upon thy name, and the impediments of the
world made them wretched, devising many occasions
every hour, not even making one pure prayer, nor out of
their whole heart, in all the time of their life; what need,
therefore, is there to be present with men who are sinners?
And there came the voice of God to them: It is necessary
that ye should minister to them, until they be converted
and repent: but if they do not return to me I will judge
them. Know therefore, sons of men, that whatever things
are wrought by you, these angels relate to God, whether
good or evil.
And the angel answered and said unto me: Follow me,
and I will show you the place of the just where they are
led when they are deceased, and after these things taking
thee into the abyss, I will show thee the souls of sinners
and what sort of place they are led into when they have
deceased. And I proceeded back after the angel, and he led
me into heaven, and I looked back upon the firmament, and
I saw in the same place power, and there was there oblivion
which deceives and draws down to itself the hearts of men,
and the spirit of detraction, and the spirit of fornication,
and the spirit of madness, and the spirit of insolence, and
there were there the princes of vices: these I saw under the
firmament of heaven: and again I looked back, and I saw
angels without mercy, having no pity, whose countenance
was full of madness, and their teeth sticking out beyond
the mouth: their eyes shone like the morning star of the
east, and from the hairs of their head sparks of fire went
out, or from their mouth. And I asked the angel saying:
Sir, who are those? And the angel answered and said unto
me: These are those who are destined to the souls of the
impious in the hour of need, who did not believe that they
had the Lord for their helper, nor hoped in him.
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And I looked on high and I saw other angels whose

countenance shone as the sun, their loins girded with
golden girdles, having palms in their hands, and the sign
of God, clothed with garments in which was written the
name of the Son of God, filled moreover with all meekness
and pity; and I asked the angels saying: Who are these,
Lord, in so great beauty and pity? And the angel answered
and said unto me: These are the angels of justice who are
sent to lead up the souls of the just, in the hour of need,
who believed that they had the Lord for their helper. And
I said to him: Do the just and sinners necessarily meet
witnesses when they have died? And the angel answered
and said to me: There is one way by which all pass over to
God, but the just having their helper with them are not
confounded when they go to appear in the sight of God.
And I said to the angel: I wished to see the souls of
the just and of sinners going out of the world. And the
angel answered and said unto me: Look down upon the
earth. And I looked down from heaven upon the earth,
and saw the whole world, and it was nothing in my sight
and I saw the sons of men as though they were naught,
and a-wanting, and I wondered and said to the angel: Is
this the greatness of men? And the angel answered and
said unto me: It is, and these are they who do evil from
morning till evening. And I looked and saw a great cloud
of fire spread over the whole world, and I said to the angel:
What is this, my Lord? and he said to me: This is injustice
stirred up by the princes of sinners.
I indeed when I had heard this sighed and wept, and
said to the angel: I wished to see the souls of the just and
of sinners, and to see in what manner they go out of the
body. And the angel answered and said unto me: Look
again upon the earth. And I looked and saw all the world,
and men were as naught and a-wanting: and I looked
carefully and saw a certain man about to die, and the angel
said to me: This one whom thou seest is a just man. And I
looked again and saw all his works, whatever he had done
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for the sake of Gods name, and all his desires, both what
he remembered, and what he did not remember; they
all stood in his sight in the hour of need; and I saw the
just man advance and find refreshment and confidence,
and before he went out of the world the holy and the
impious angels both attended: and I saw them all, but
the impious found no place of habitation in him, but the
holy took possession of his soul, guiding it till it went out
of the body: and they roused the soul saying: Soul, know
thy body whence thou goest out, for it is necessary that
thou shouldst return to the same body on the day of the
resurrection, that thou mayest receive the things promised
to all the just. Receiving therefore the soul from the body,
they immediately kissed it as familiarly known to them,
saying to it: Do manfully, for thou hast done the will of
God while placed in the earth. And there came to meet
him the angel who watched him every day, and said to
him: Do manfully, soul; for I rejoice in thee, because thou
hast done the will of God on earth: for I related to God
all thy works, such as they were. Similarly also the spirit
proceeded to meet him and said: Soul, fear not, nor be
disturbed, until thou comest into a place which thou hast
never known, but I will be a helper unto thee: for I found
in thee a place of refreshment in the time when I dwelt
in thee, while I was on earth. And his spirit strengthened
him, and his angel received him, and led him into heaven:
and an angel said: Whither runnest thou, O soul, and dost
thou dare to enter into heaven? Wait and let us see if there
is anything of ours in thee: and behold we find nothing
in thee. I see also thy divine helper and angel, and the
spirit is rejoicing along with thee, because thou hast done
the will of God on earth. And they led him along till he
should worship in the sight of God. And when they had
ceased, immediately Michael and all the army of angels,
with one voice, adored the footstool of his feet, and his
doom, saying at the same time to the soul: This is your
God of all things, who made you in his own image and
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likeness. Moreover the angel returns and points him out

saying: God, remember his labours: for this is the soul,
whose works I related to thee, doing according to thy
judgment. And the spirit said likewise: I am the spirit of
vivification inspiring him: for I had refreshment in him,
in the time when I dwelt in him, doing according to thy
judgment. And there came the voice of God and said: In
as much as this man did not vex me, neither will I vex
him; for according as he had pity, I also will have pity.
Let him therefore be handed over to Michael, the angel
of the Covenant, and let him lead him into the Paradise
of joy, that he himself may become co-heir with all the
saints. And after these things I heard the voices of a
thousand thousand angels, and archangels, and cherubim,
and twenty-four elders saying hymns, and glorifying the
Lord and crying: thou art just, O Lord, and just are thy
judgments, and there is no acceptance of persons with
thee, but thou rewardest unto every man according to
thy judgment. And the angel answered and said unto me:
Hast thou believed and known, that whatever each man
of you has done, he sees in the hour of need? And I said:
Yes, sir.
And he saith to me: Look again down on the earth,
and watch the soul of an impious man going out of the
body, which vexed the Lord day and night, saying: I know
nothing else in this world, I eat and drink, and enjoy
what is in the world; for who is there who has descended
into hell, and ascending has declared to us that there is
judgment there! And again I looked carefully, and saw all
the scorn of the sinner, and all that he did, and they stood
together before him in the hour of need: and it was done
to him in that hour, in which he was threatened about his
body at the judgment, and I said: It were better for him if
he hall not been born. And after these things, there came
at the same time, the holy angels, and the malign, and the
soul of the sinner and the holy angels did not find a place
in it. Moreover the malign angels cursed it; and when
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they had drawn it out of the body, the angels admonished

it a third time, saying: O wretched soul, look upon thy
flesh, whence thou camest out: for it is necessary that thou
shouldst return to thy flesh in the day of resurrection, that
thou mayest receive the due for thy sins and thy impieties.
And when they had led it forth, the customary angel
preceded it, and said to it: O wretched soul, I am the
angel belonging to thee, relating daily to the Lord thy
malign works, whatever thou didst by night or day: and
if it were in my power, not for one day would I minister
to thee, but none of these things was I able to do: the
judge is pitiful and just, and he himself commanded us
that we should not cease to minister to the soul, till you
should repent, but thou hast lost the time of repentance.
I indeed was strange to thee and thou to me. Let us go
on then to the just judge: I will not dismiss thee, before
I know from to-day why I was strange to thee. And the
spirit confounded him, and the angel troubled him. When,
therefore, they had arrived at the power, when he started
to enter heaven, a labour was imposed upon him, above all
other labour: error and oblivion and murmuring met him,
and the spirit of fornication, and the rest of the powers,
and said to him: Whither goest thou, wretched soul, and
darest thou to rush into heaven? hold, that we may see
if we have our qualities in thee, since we do not see that
thou hast a holy helper. And after that I heard voices in
the height of heaven saying: Present that wretched soul
to God, that it may know that it is God that it despised.
When, therefore, it had entered heaven, all the angels
saw it, a thousand thousand exclaimed with one voice, all
saying: Woe to thee, wretched soul, for the sake of thy
works which thou didst on earth; what answer art thou
about to give to God when thou shalt have approached
to adore him? The angel who was with it answered and
said: Weep with me, my beloved, for I have not found
rest in this soul. And the angels answered him and said:
Let such a soul be taken away from the midst of ours, for
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from the time he entered, the stink of him crosses to us

angels. And after these things it was presented, that it
might worship in the sight of God, and an angel of God
showed him God who made him after his own image and
likeness. Moreover his angel ran before him saying: Lord
God Almighty, I am the angel of this soul, whose works
I presented to thee day and night, not doing according
to thy judgment. And the spirit likewise said: I am the
spirit who dwelt in it from the time it was made, in itself
moreover I know it, and it has not followed my will: judge
it, Lord, according to thy judgment. And there came the
voice of God to it and said: Where is thy fruit which thou
has made worthy of the goods which thou hast received?
Have I put a distance of one day between thee and the just
man? Did I not make the sun to arise upon thee as upon
the just? But the soul was silent, having nothing to answer:
and again there came a voice saying: Just is the judgment
of God, and there is no acceptance of persons with God,
for whoever shall have done mercy, on them shall he have
mercy, and whoever shall not have pitied neither shall God
pity him. Let him therefore be handed over to the angel
Tartaruch, who is set over the punishments, and let him
place him in outer darkness, where there is weeping and
gnashing of teeth, and let him be there till the great day
of judgment. And after these things I heard the voice of
angels and archangels saying: Thou art just, Lord, and thy
judgment is just.
And again I saw, and behold a soul which was led
forward by two angels, weeping and saying: Have pity
on me, just God, God the judge, for to-day is seven days
since I went out of my body, and I was handed over to
these two angels, and they led me through to those places,
which I had never seen. And God, the just judge, saith to
him: What hast thou done? for thou never didst mercy,
wherefore thou wast handed over to such angels as have no
mercy, and because thou didst not do uprightly, so neither
did they act piously with thee in the hour of thy need.
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Confess therefore thy sins which thou didst commit when

placed in the world. And he answered and said: Lord, I
did not sin. And the Lord, the just Lord, was angered in
fury when it said: I did not sin, because it lied; and God
said: Dost thou think thou art still in the world? if any one
of you, sinning there, conceal and hide his sin from his
neighbour, here indeed nothing whatever shall be hid: for
when the souls come to adore in sight of the throne, both
the good works and the sins of each one are made manifest.
And hearing these things the soul was silent, having no
answer. And I heard the Lord God, the just judge, again
saying: Come, angel of this soul, and stand in the midst.
And the angel of the sinful soul came, having in his hands
a manuscript, and said: These, Lord, in my hands, are all
the sins of this soul from his youth till to-day, from the
tenth year of his birth: and if thou command, Lord, I will
also relate his acts from the beginning of his fifteenth year.
And the Lord God, the just judge, said: I say unto thee,
angel, I do not expect of thee an account of him since he
began to be fifteen years old, but state his sins for five years
before he died and before he came hither. And again God,
the just judge, said: For by myself I swear, and by my holy
angels, and by my virtue, that if he had repented five years
before he died, on account of one years life, oblivion would
now be thrown over all the evils which he sinned before,
and he would have indulgence and remission of sins: now
indeed he shall perish. And the angel of the sinful soul
answered and said: Lord, command that angel to exhibit
those souls
And in that same hour the souls were exhibited in the
midst, and the soul of the sinner knew them; and the Lord
said to the soul of the sinner: I say unto thee, soul, confess
thy work which thou wroughtest in these souls, whom
thou seest, when they were in the world. And he answered
and said: Lord, it is not yet a full year since I slew this one
and poured his blood upon the ground, and with another
(a woman) I committed fornication: not this alone, but I
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also greatly harmed her in taking away her goods. And the
Lord God, the just judge, said: Either thou didst not know
that he who does violence to another, if he dies first who
sustains the violence, is kept in this place until the doer of
hurt dies, and then both stand in the presence of the judge,
and now each receives according to his deed. And I heard
a voice of one saying: Let that soul be delivered into the
hands of Tartarus, and led down into hell: he shall lead
him into the lower prison and he shall be put in torments,
and left there till the great day of judgment. And again
I heard a thousand thousand angels saying hymns to the
Lord, and crying: Thou art just, O Lord, and just are thy
judgments.
The Vision of Paul 5-18, New Testament Apocrypha
Paul is also shown by the angel guiding him,why some are held
in the confinement and torments of Sheol and why they were
found unworthy and bound by the consequence of its sentence.
What is interesting about this story and how it connects to the
theme of resurrection, is that it details Pauls interaction and
meeting with the previous patriarchs and even Mary the mother
of Christ. This story like the Gospel of Nicodemus would seem to
illustrate that in the least, the patriarchs of Israel were not cycling
through flesh embodiment and differing lifetime to finally reach
a place of worthiness where they would then escape the cycle of
necessary reincarnation into flesh form.
It also attests that those that are deserving of the circumstances
associated to Sheol were also found in such situation and that
such determination was connected to their works in life and
whether they had accepted the grace of Christ dying on the cross
to eradicate the sins of all humanity. Those that deny Christ as
the only begotten of the Father, and that He is the way, truth, and
light, him also will They deny in the day that He as bridegroom
comes to marry a spotless bride.
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But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also

deny before my Father which is in heaven.
Matthew 10:33, kjv
Christ died on the cross to give us a chance for redemption

and return to our first estate. Those that deny Him will also be
denied rest and the assurance of being with Him in the glory of
paradise as establish by the Father and Son as reward for those
whom learn the truth associated to why it was that He had to
come into the flesh. Those that confess Him as savior messiah,
truly repent of their sins, and forgive others trespass are also
forgiven and allowed entrance into the place established for the
righteous since before the foundations of the world.
And when I had entered the interior of the gate of Paradise,

there came out to meet me an old man whose countenance
shone as the sun; and when he had embraced me he said:
Hail, Paul, beloved of God. And he kissed me with a
cheerful countenance. He wept, and I said to him: Brother,
why dost thou weep? And again sighing and lamenting he
said: We are hurt by men, and they vex us greatly; for many
are the good things which the Lord has prepared, and great
is his promise, but many do not perceive them. And I asked
the angel, and said: Sir, who is this? And he said to me:
This is Enoch, the scribe of righteousness. And I entered
into the interior of that place, and immediately I saw the
sun, and coming it saluted me laughing and rejoicing. And
when it had seen (me), it turned away and wept, and said
to me: Paul, would that thou shouldst receive thy labours
which thou hast done in the human race. For me, indeed, I
have seen the great and many good things, which God has
prepared for the just, and the promises of God are great,
but many do not perceive them; but even by many labours
scarcely one or two enters into these places.
But I went on while the angel instructed me, and he
carried me to the river of honey, and I saw there Isaiah
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and Jeremiah and Ezekiel and Amos, and Micah and

Zechariah, the minor and major prophets, and they saluted
me in the city. I said to the angel: What way is this? And
he said to me: This is the way of the prophets, every one
who shall have afflicted his soul and not done his own will
because of God, when he shall have gone out of the world
and have been led to the Lord God and adored him, then
by the command of God he is handed over to Michael,
and he leads him into the city to this place of the prophets,
and they salute him as their friend and neighbour because
he did the will of God.
Again he led me where there is a river of milk, and I
saw in that place all the infants whom Herod slew because
of the name of Christ, and they saluted me, and the angel
said to me: All who keep their chastity with purity, when
they shall have come out of the body, after they adore
the Lord God are delivered to Michael and are led to
the infants and they salute them, saying that they are our
brothers and friends and members; in themselves they
shall inherit the promises of God.
Again he took me up and carried me to the north of
the city and led me where there was a river of wine, and
there I saw Abraham and Isaac and Jacob, Lot and Job and
other saints, and they saluted me: and I asked and said:
What is this place, my Lord? The angel answered and said
to me: All who are receivers of pilgrims, when they go out
of the world, first adore the Lord God, and are delivered
to Michael and by this way are led into the city, and all
the just salute him as son and brother, and say unto him:
Because thou hast observed humanity and the receiving of
pilgrims, come, have an inheritance in the city of the Lord
our God: every just man shall receive good things of God
in the city, according to his own action
And I saw in the midst of this city a great altar, very
high, and there was one standing near the altar whose
countenance shone as the sun, and he held in his hands
a psaltery and harp, and he sang psalms, saying Halleluia!
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And his voice filled the whole city: at the same time when
all they who were on the towers and gates heard him they
responded Halleluia! so that the foundations of the city
were shaken: and I asked the angel and said, Sir, who is
this of so great power? And the angel said to me: This is
David: this is the city of Jerusalem, for when Christ the
King of Eternity shall come with the assurance of His
kingdom, he again shall go before him that he may sing
psalms, and all the just at the same time shall sing psalms
responding Halleluia! And I said, Sir, how did David alone
above the other saints make a beginning of psalm-singing?
And the angel answered and said unto me: Because Christ
the Son of God sits at the right hand of His Father, and
this David sings psalms before him in the seventh heaven,
and as is done in the heavens so also below, because the
host may not be offered to God without David, but it is
necessary that David should sing psalms in the hour of the
oblation of the body and blood of Christ: as it is performed
in heaven so also on earth
While I was yet looking upon the tree, I saw a virgin
coming from afar and two hundred angels before her
saying hymns, and I asked and said: Sir, who is she who
comes in so great glory? And he said to me: This is Mary
the Virgin, the Mother of the Lord. And coming near she
saluted me and said: Hail, Paul! well-beloved of God and
angels and men. For all the saints prayed my Son Jesus
who is my Lord that thou mightest come hither in the
body that they might see thee before thou goest out of the
world. And the Lord said to them: Bear and be patient: yet
a little and ye shall see him and he shall be with you for
ever: and again they all said to him together: Do not vex
us, for we desire to see him in the flesh, for by him Thy
name was greatly glorified in the world, and we have seen
that he endured all the labours whether of the greater or
of the less. This we learn from those who come hither. For
when we say: Who is he who directed you in the world?
they reply to us: There is one in the world whose name is
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Paul, he preaches and announces Christ, and we believe

that many have entered into the kingdom through the
virtue and sweetness of his speeches. Behold all the just
men are behind me coming to meet thee, Paul, and I first
come for this cause to meet them who did the will of my
Son and my Lord Jesus Christ, I first advance to meet
them and do not send them away to be as wanderers until
they meet in peace.
When she had thus spoken, I saw three coming from
afar, very beautiful in the likeness of Christ, and their forms
were shining, and their angels, and I asked: Sir, who are
these? And he said to me: Dost thou not know those? And
I said: No, Sir. And he answered: These are the fathers of
the people, Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. And coming near
they saluted me, and said: Hail, Paul, well-beloved of God
and men; blessed is he who suffers violence for the Lords
sake. And Abraham answered me and said: This is my son
Isaac, and Jacob my well-beloved, and we have known the
Lord and followed him; blessed are all they who believed
in thy word, that they may be able to inherit the Kingdom
of God by labour, by renunciation, and sanctification, and
humility, and charity, and meekness, and fight faith in the
Lord; and we also have had devotion to the Lord whom
thou preachest in the testament, that we might assist those
who believed in him with their whole soul, and might
minister unto them as fathers minister to their children.
When they had thus spoken, I saw other twelve coming
from afar in honour, and I asked: Sir, who are these? And
he said: These are the patriarchs. And coming near they
saluted me and said: Hail, Paul, well-beloved of God and
men: the Lord did not vex us, that we might see thee yet in
the body, before thou goest out of the world. And each one
of them reminded me of his name in order, from Ruben
to Benjamin: and Joseph said to me: I am he who was
sold; but I say to thee, Paul, that all the things, whatever
my brothers did to me, in nothing did I act maliciously
with them, nor in all the labour which they imposed on
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from morning till evening: blessed is he who receives some
hurt on account of the Lord, and bears it, for the Lord will
repay it to him manifold, when he shall have gone out of
the world.
When he had spoken thus far, I saw another beautiful
one coming from afar, and his angels saying hymns, and
I asked: Sir, who is this that is beautiful of countenance?
And he saith to me: Dost thou not know him? And I said:
No, Sir. And he said to me: This is Moses the law-giver, to
whom God gave the law. And when he had come near me,
he immediately wept, and after that he saluted me: and I
said to him: What dost thou lament? for I have heard that
thou excellest every. man in meekness. And he answered
saying: I weep for those whom I planted with toil, because
they did not bear fruit, nor did any profit by them; and
I saw all the sheep whom I fed, that they were scattered
and become as if they had no shepherd, and because all
the toils which I endured for the sake of the sons of Israel
were accounted as naught, and how greatso-ever virtues I
did in the midst of them these they did not understand,
and I wonder that strangers and uncircumcised and idol-
worshippers have been converted and have entered into the
promises of God, but Israel has not entered; and now I say
unto thee, brother Paul, that in that hour when the people
hanged Jesus whom thou preachest, that the Father, the
God of all, who gave me the law, and Michael and all the
angels and archangels, and Abraham and Isaac, and Jacob,
and all the just wept over the Son of God hanging on the
cross. In that hour all the saints attended on me looking
(upon me) and they said to me: See, Moses, what men
of thy people have done to the Son of God. Wherefore
thou art blessed, Paul, and blessed the generation and race
which believed in thy word.
When he had spoken thus far, there came other twelve,
and seeing me said: Art thou Paul the glorified in heaven
and on earth? And I answered and said: What are ye? The
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first answered and said: I am Esaias whom Manasses cut

asunder with a wooden saw. And the second said likewise:
I am Jeremias who was stoned by the children of Israel and
slain. And the third said: I am Ezekiel whom the children
of Israel dragged by the feet over a rock in a mountain
till they knocked out my brains, and we endured all these
toils, wishing to save the children of Israel: and I say unto
thee that after the toils which they laid upon me, I cast
myself on my face in the sight of the Lord praying for
them, bending my knees until the second hour of the
Lords day, till Michael came and lifted me up from the
earth. Blessed art thou, Paul, and blessed the nation which
believed through thee.
And as these passed by, I saw another, beautiful of
countenance, and I asked: Sir, Who is this? Who when
he had seen me, rejoiced and said to me: This is Lot who
was found just in Sodom. And approaching he saluted me
and said: Blessed art thou, Paul, and blessed the generation
to which thou didst minister. And I answered and said to
him: Art thou Lot who wast found just in Sodom? And
he said: I entertained angels, as travellers, and when they
of the city wished to violate them, I offered them my two
virgin daughters who had not yet known men, and gave
them to them saying: use them as ye will, but only to these
men ye shall do no evil; for this cause they entered under
the roof of my house. For this cause, therefore, we ought
to be confident and know that if anyone shall have done
anything, God shall repay him manifold when they shall
come to him. Blessed art thou, Paul, and blessed the nation
which believed in thy word.
When, therefore, he had ceased talking to me, I
saw another coming from a distance, very beautiful of
countenance, and smiling, and his angels saying hymns:
and I said to the angel who was with me: Has then each of
the just an angel for companion? And he said to me: Each
one of the saints has his own (angel) assisting him, and
saying a hymn, and the one does not depart from the other.
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And I said: Who is this, Sir? And he said: This is Job. And
approaching, he saluted me and said: Brother Paul, thou
hast great praise with God and men. And I am Job, who
laboured much for a period of thirty years from a plague in
the blood; and verily in the beginning, the wounds which
went forth from my body were like grains of wheat. But
on the third day, they became as the foot of an ass; worms
moreover which fell four digits in length: and on the third
(day) the devil appeared and said to me: Say something
against God and die. I said to him: If such be the will
of God that I should remain under a plague all the time
of my life till I die, I shall not cease from blessing the
Lord, and I shall receive more reward. For I know that
the labours of that world are nothing to the refreshment
which is afterwards: for which cause blessed art thou, Paul,
and blessed the nation which believed through thee.
When he had spoken thus far, another came calling
from afar and saying: Blessed art thou, Paul, and blessed
am I because I saw thee, the beloved of the Lord. And I
asked the angel: Sir, who is this? And he answered and
said unto me: This is Noe in the time of the deluge. And
immediately we saluted each other: and greatly rejoicing
he said to me: Thou art Paul the most beloved of God.
And I asked him: Who art thou? And he said: I am Noe,
who was in the time of the deluge. And I say to thee, Paul,
that working for a hundred years, I made the ark, not
putting off the tunic with which I was clad, nor did I cut
the hair of my head. Till then also I cherished continence,
not approaching my own wife: in those hundred years not
a hair of my head grew in length, nor did my garments
become soiled: and I besought men at all times saying:
Repent, for a deluge of waters will come upon you. But
they laughed at me, and mocked my words; and again they
said to me: But this is the time of those who are able to
play and sin freely, desiring her with whom it is possible
to commit fornication frequently: for God does not regard
this, and does not know what things are done by us men,
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and there is no flood of waters straightway coming upon

this world. And they did not cease from their sins, till God
destroyed all flesh which had the breath of life in it. Know
then that God loveth one just man more than all the world
of the impious. Wherefore, blessed art thou, Paul, and
blessed is the nation which believes through thee.
And turning round, I saw other just ones coming
from afar, and I asked the angel: Sir, who are those? And
he answered me: These are Elias and Eliseus. And they
saluted me: and I said to them: Who are ye? And one of
them answered and said: I am Elias, the prophet of God; I
am Elias who prayed, and because of my word, the heaven
did not rain for three years and six months, on account
of the unrighteousness of men. God is just and true, who
doeth the will of his servants: for the angels often besought
the Lord for rain, and he said: Be patient till my servant
Elias shall pray and petition for this and I will send rain
on the earth.
Vision of Saint Paul 20-27, 46-51,
New Testament Apocrypha
The Vision of Paul like the Gospel of Nicodemus seems to

confirm that even though we have pre-existence as spiritual beings
before taking on embodiment in the flesh and birth into the
second world age, once we die, we must assume the consequences
of our thoughts, actions, and deeds; and that everything that we
do while in the flesh is important for determining our eternal
inheritance. Nothing is overlooked and nothing is withheld from
the knowledge of the Father and Son, all things are written down
by our guardian angels whom witness all of our actions, and writing
a detailed report of what weve done each day, in the evening
present testimony to the angels who keep the books of life for the
Most High. All things are recorded and thats why its important
for us to realize that everything we do, how we treat others even
the creatures on the earth, all things have repercussions. The 10
commandments for those that follow them as directive uphold a
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way of being that honors Yahuwah as the Most High, respecting

mothers, fathers, elders, neighbors, strangers, and even enemies.
This kind of living allows one to establish one as righteous and
deserving of the rewards of heaven.
Thats why Christ tells us to turn the other cheek and to treat
others as we would want ourselves to be treated. If the world
would just follow the 10 commandments there would be no
need for war, needless suffering, or lack of provision because as a
collective no one would horde goods unneeded especially when
another was suffering due to deficiency. We would as the family
of humanity take care of, honor, and assist all others world-
wide eradicating the poverty which manifests as lack. The earth
provides daily more than enough provision to take care of all
however it is the character of sin which causes some to horde
at the expense of others. This selfishness essentially is a flaw in
character which reflects back to Satan and the withholding of the
Most Highs love which can heal all things.
I would recommend for those that have never heard about
and never had a chance to read both the Gospel of Nicodemus
and the Vision of Paul to do so in their entirety. It is my opinion
that they can assist the seeker of truth to better relationship
with the Creator and His Son. The information whether ye
believe that these document were inspired or not, can touch one
to such a degree that in my opinion it will make one want to
be a better person and help one dissuade self from entertaining
and indulging in thoughts of wickedness and the actions which
express them into being. We must encourage one another to
follow the commandments in treading the narrow way which
proves us righteous before our King.
I believe these texts will also assist one in earnestness, to get on
ones knees and truly repent before the Most High and His Son.
That they will make one wish to cry out for forgiveness, for those
things that all of us have done while living in this fallen world
and in this fallen state. I believe that they will also assist one
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to humble before the Father and Son in thanksgiving for every

aspect of life and being, showing gratitude for simply allowing
us to awaken to the incredible splendor and beauty of a new day.
Know that we are promised no tomorrows and that at any
moment death could come upon us to claim us for final judgment.
We are mortal beings and living an uncertain fate which at any
time can be ended without further chance to invite Christ to
dwell within our being. Because of such uncertainty we should be
like the wise virgins whom are perpetually ready and awaiting the
return of bridegroom. Like them we must always have our lamps
filled and our wicks trimmed.
If Christ were to return today would you be ready? If we were
to be held accountable for all of our actions today, would you
deserve the rewards of righteousness and preservation in paradise?
Are you certain of your eternal fate, your final inheritance, and
ultimate salvation? If not I implore you to repent before the Lord
and to ask His forgiveness and just as importantly to forgive
others, especially those that have harmed you in great degree,
those that you doubt in heart as to ever being able to forgive, and
whom you cant find self willing to pray for. Dont let hatred and
petty emotions, no matter circumstances and consequence upon
your life, be the determining factor as to whether you deserve
forgiveness from the Father and Son. If we cannot forget others
trespass upon our lives and forgive them why should we expect
ourselves to be worthy of the forgiveness of our King and Lord?
The New Jerusalem has been prepared for the righteous as a
reward for those whom are spotless with the return and second
coming of the Bridegroom. A place of eternal rest, and vindication
for those whom persevered against all odds, whom overcame
when most succumbed to sin, yielding to the distractions of this
material world. It is a place of eternal salvation, the paradise that
many of the prophets allude to in their visionary experience when
granted glimpse of its eternal rest. The ramifications of our eternal
inheritance cannot be measured or postulated by the limits of the
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written word. As to whether we are worthy of habitation in its

endless splendor, we must ask ourselves what makes us deserving
if the remnant is but a small portion of those that think they are
worthy? Christ said I will call you one from one thousand two
from ten thousand, what makes us think or know that we are part
of that elect as most will be found lacking and wanting.
Hopefully this chapter will verify for you my premise that
we live only once in flesh embodiment and that having done so
our actions behaviors and works while in the flesh are part of
the determination for whether we will be counted among those
whom are written into the book of life and found worthy of
a return to our first estate and former glory as bright natured
angelic and immortal beings. I pray that all of us be counted
worthy to stand before the face of our King and found grafted
into the book of life.
Do ye not know that the saints shall judge the world?

and if the world shall be judged by you, are ye unworthy
to judge the smallest matters? Know ye not that we shall
judge angels? how much more things that pertain to this
life?
Seekers of Lost Memories

Looking for wise teachers
ready to fulfill their Sacred vows
Lost among the wandering creatures
where are they looking now
Searching for meaning
as they always do
Following somebodys trail
of scattered broken clues
Many Brothers and Sisters are doing
what it is that must be done
& its just another Glorious day
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passing away beneath the angel Sun

They talk about Ascension
enlightenment of self
Perfection of Lessons
Mind/Spirit/Body health
All the prophecies lead this way they say
ultimate freedom promised to all
I say though many are chosen
few will heed the call
They say the only way
we can save our souls
Is to pay off our karmic debts
but that debt must be paid in full
I say there is One in heaven
who has paid the price for ultimate ecstasy
Who offers us free salvation
if we do the work of Eternity
Poems that Ive gathered
capturing experiences Ive had
Ill gladly share with you
if you happen upon my path
I remember writing each
as each came to me
Lessons learned from each of them
opening new sensitivities
Thankful I am to each person
each lesson that crosses my path
Thankful to the Holy Spirit for every opportunity
and memory that Ive had
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Chapter 7
Pre-existence of Humanity
I n the third part of this work on pre-existence we will

investigate the predestination of humanity and consider what
our roles might have been during our spiritual embodiment while
part of the first world age. What causes bear upon how we enter
the world of flesh and what circumstances determine whom
we will be, where we will be born, and even which family we
would be birthed into? Are the relationships between members
of family especially fathers, mothers, brothers, sisters, sons, and
daughters special for the development of spirit while in flesh
role? Why are we born into specific situation and are there
specific circumstances that relate to our embodiments during the
first world age? Are our friends, family, acquaintances dependent
upon roles and relationships that we had with other spirits of the
first world age or are such things the result of random scenario?
What if anything would be instrumental and important to our
commitment to take on flesh embodiment?
Election I believe has the greatest influence on determining
the circumstances of our second world age incarnation into flesh
form and what specific situation, role, and part we would play
in moving through the drama of life. However it is my opinion
that we do have some choice in selecting nation, gender, lineage,
people, and associations to specific family and close friends, but
that ultimately the Father and Son decide what designation is
necessary to best evolve soul to the rewards of righteousness. They
want all of us to have part in salvation but They know most of us
will not achieve what is required for a return to our first estate.
The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some

men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not
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willing that any should perish, but that all should come to
repentance.
2 Peter 3:9, kjv
Election during the first world age determines to large degree

what kind of life and embodiment one is born into however our
free-will is what determines whether we are deserving of the
salvation extended to all by the grace of the Father through the
sacrifice of the Son in sweeping away the sins of the world. They
know what is best in providing necessary lesson to provoke us
to achieve the mandate set before us as spirtual beings tasked
with remembering who we are, where we are from, and why we
are here.
When discussing pre-existence and predestination, the topic
of whether some are fated for destruction and whether some
are fated for salvation comes up as a central issue for necessary
clarification. John Calvin, one of the early proponents of
predestination taught it in such way that he believed, some were
fated for salvation, others for destruction, and that no matter
what one did while alive in the flesh predestination had already
determined whom would make it to paradise and whom wouldnt.
Contrary to Calvin, it is my opinion that even though we
are predestined for certain role and mission, there is still a free-
will component which can over-ride the higher purpose and
incredible destiny purposed by the Most High for our coming
into flesh form and that it is up to each of us to aspire to fulfill
such mission foreordained for our flesh role.
Though many believe that creation is ruled by random
circumstance and per chance happenings, it is my experience that
there are no coincidences and that even though we have free-will
to decide as we wish and do as we wish, that the Most High is
so wise in understanding that He can manipulate the grander
outcome of world and individual affairs so that it reflects His
desired outcome for what fulfills His prophecy for each one of us
and world as collective.
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There is some research that indicates were are in a

SIMULATRIX or a cross between a Simulation and a
Virtual Reality realm similar to the MATRIX movie. That
may be why Scripture describes our realm as a shadow of
the Spiritual realm. Using the principles of wave-particle
duality and quantum entanglement, it is very plausible
that Gods intention or thoughts are what congeals Light
into form, matter into reality, a dream within a dream.
Professor Truth
Who serve unto the example and shadow of heavenly

things, as Moses was admonished of God when he was
about to make the tabernacle: for, See, saith he, that thou
make all things according to the pattern shewed to thee in
the mount.
Hebrews 8:5, kjv
It seems that the Most High knows what choices we will make
even before we determine choice to make them and because of
His great love for us, He gently persuades us to make the best
choices for establishing closer relations with Him and His Son.
Of course my opinion is based on my personal experience but it is
my belief that He desires beautiful relations with all of us but like
Satan, many allow selfishness and desire to languish in the sins
of the world to come between they and their Maker in fulfilling
higher purpose and destiny which benefits self as well as creation.
We can if desired, turn our backs on our Creator, and indulge
in sin which separates us from the rewards of paradise. His hope
is that we choose to follow the narrow way and to play out the
assignments we chose prior to entrance into this world. We are
to encourage one another to remberance that leads one to fulfill
pupose for coming here. All of us have choice for determining
individual eternal inheritance and whether we are worthy of the
redemption brought to world by the incarnation of the Son of
God into human physicality. Salvation is our highest aspiration
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for life and being, and really nothing else matters in the grander
scheme of why we are here and what we are to do with the short
moments we have before succumbing to death.
Once-Saved-Always-Saved
Many of the mainstream churches today embrace a doctrine of
salvation that asserts that once a person is saved and turns life
over to Christ, that such a person can never again be exempted
from inclusion with the elect of God whom are fated to inherit
paradise at the end of days when Yahushua returns for judgment.
Some claim elect status because of birth into a certain lineage
or because of affiliation with a certain people. The doctrine of
exceptionalism is taught by many sects world-wide and is often
connected to the ancient promises made between Yahuwah and
Abraham. Abraham was withdrawn from the idolatry of Babylon
where his father Terah was not only a high priest favored by
Nimrod but also an idol maker and supporter of the pantheon
which worshipped the fallen angels and Nimrod whom was a
giant as was their gods. Selecting Abraham to be the father of what
would become Yahuwahs chosen people Israel. The covenant
made between the Creator and Abraham has been extended to
many fringe groups that have no blood connection nor affiliation
to the original Hebraic Israelites that were protected and favored
by Yahuwah in the history of what became the canon of the bible.
There is a people and bloodline which is indeed connected
to the covenant made between Yahuwah and Noah, Abraham,
Issac, Jacob, Moses, David and others that were part of the those
whom were connected to the birth of Yahushuah as Messiah
and Lord, however what most dont understand is that there is
also a bloodline and seed which mocks the elect and disguises
itself as the Fathers chosen people and nation, therein lies the
problem. Yahushuah also warned His followers of those that
have killed the prophets from the time of Abel to Zaccarias and
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even conspired His death and crucifixion. He associated them

to the pharisees and referred to them as the synagogue of Satan
which in Revelation 2:9 and 3:9 are cited as those that would call
themselves Jews and affiliate themselves to this line of people but
in truth were not connected to the Herbew Israelites and before
Christs death, which extended salvation to all peoples world-
wide, were the enemy of Israel.
Woe unto you! for ye build the sepulchres of the prophets,

and your fathers killed them. Truly ye bear witness that
ye allow the deeds of your fathers: for they indeed killed
them, and ye build their sepulchres. Therefore also said the
wisdom of God, I will send them prophets and apostles, and
some of them they shall slay and persecute: That the blood
of all the prophets, which was shed from the foundation
of the world, may be required of this generation; From the
blood of Abel unto the blood of Zacharias, which perished
between the altar and the temple: verily I say unto you,
It shall be required of this generation. Woe unto you,
lawyers! for ye have taken away the key of knowledge: ye
entered not in yourselves, and them that were entering in
ye hindered. And as he said these things unto them, the
scribes and the Pharisees began to urge him vehemently,
and to provoke him to speak of many things: Laying wait
for him, and seeking to catch something out of his mouth,
that they might accuse him.
Luke 11:47-54, kjv
The doctrine of salvation in my opinion is one that like so

many other teachings elaborated upon within the gospel, has been
hi-jacked and twisted so that adherents to the once saved and
always saved theology, negate any aspect of works as a requirement
for relationship to the determination of eternal inheritance.
And even though the bible does state that we are saved by
grace and being sinners that we all fall short of the glory of the
King and the example He set for us in having lived a sinless life
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while in the flesh, we are still responsible for doing the works
which represent ultimate faith in Him and adherence to His
commandments as laid out by the prophets of old. Verification
of this can be found in many places and yet many still think that
they can continue to sin without consequence because of the
once saved always saved doctrine expounded by most mainstream
churches and intercessory leaders. There are good arguments to
be made for both sides of the once saved always saved debate
referred to as eternal and conditional security however it is my
belief that those that truly study this doctrine in depth by reading
entire passages before and after those verses set to ponder this
thesis, will find that though there are few passages which allude
to such a theology, there are numerous more that declare our need
to support faith with works and confirm a symbiotic relationship
between the two.
What doth it profit, my brethren, though a man say he

hath faith, and have not works? can faith save him? If a
brother or sister be naked, and destitute of daily food, And
one of you say unto them, Depart in peace, be ye warmed
and filled; notwithstanding ye give them not those things
which are needful to the body; what doth it profit? Even
so faith, if it hath not works, is dead, being alone. Yea, a
man may say, Thou hast faith, and I have works: shew me
thy faith without thy works, and I will shew thee my faith
by my works For as the body without the spirit is dead,
so faith without works is dead also.
James 2:14-18, 26, kjv
Isaiah chapter 14 refers to Lucifer as the abominable branch

because as Matthew chapter 13 states, he was the enemy that
sowed the hybrid tares into this world.
The elect are already written into the book of life but must
strive for rememberance and obedience in order to not get blotted
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out. Salvation to be obtained by the lost, must be redeemed by

choice and action.
The doctrine of once saved always saved has been embraced
by many whom would like to assume infallibility when it comes
to upholding a standard of righteousness for living in the world.
Those whom embrace the doctrine believe that as long as they
are good people by their own standards and have accepted Christ
as savior, that is all that is required of them to be forever grafted
into the covenant of salvation and grace, and that no matter what
they do they never need worry of eternal condemnation.
This belief is much like Calvins teaching on predestination
except that instead of election, acceptance of Christ is what
determines requisite for salvation. While I do agree that
acceptance of Christ as savior messiah is an integral part of
determining whether our name is to be included or retained into
the book of life, I also believe that we have greater responsibility
in determining the outcome of such eternal inheritance. In
my opinion those whom claim works are unnecessary for such
determination can and often do become lazy or lackadaisical in
their zeal to abide by the commandments and may not perform
the kind of penance and charity, or live up to a standard required
of them to stand before the Son of man and to be truly counted
worthy of having ones name written into the book of life. If the
remnant is small, many whom think themselves credible but
may not find themselves counted as worthy of eternal salvation.
Should we not be vigilant in performing good deeds to support
our faith while holding form in this fallen world?
Jesus said, I shall choose you, one out of a thousand, and

two out of ten thousand, and they shall stand as a single
one.
Gospel of Thomas, Nag Hammadi
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And he answered me, saying, The most High hath made this
world for many, but the world to come for few. I will tell thee
a similitude, Esdras; As when thou askest the earth, it shall
say unto thee, that it giveth much mould whereof earthen
vessels are made, but little dust that gold cometh of: even
so is the course of this present world. There be many created,
but few shall be saved.
4 Ezra 8:1-3
I feel there is merit to Calvins teaching on predestination but

that it only applies in certainty to the condemnation of the rebel
and fallen angels, whom were judged in severity for bringing evil
into the world and leading astray the children of humanity. They
certainly have been excluded from salvation and the possibility
of being counted among the elect of the Most High. The book
of Enoch even cites how they are not allowed to supplicate the
Lord in prayer and because of their condemnation they abhor
the grace that the Father and Son have extended to humanity,
granting us chance to inherit the ordinances they abandoned so
long ago. Their wrath against the children of God is such that
their wish is to deceive all those born into the flesh as the seed of
Adam and to lead astray as many of the sons of God incarnated
into flesh so that none will remain to join the Most High in the
rest of the righteous. Their goal is to have all fail and have part in
the sentence that awaits them at the end of days.
For if God spared not the angels that sinned, but cast them
down to hell, and delivered them into chains of darkness,
to be reserved unto judgment;
2 Peter 2:4, kjv
However for the children of humanity no matter which

bloodline one is born into, we have all been granted a renewed
opportunity to accept and live up to the gift of salvation as granted
to all by the death and ressurrection of Yahushuah savior messiah.
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Condemnation for the fallen angels had already been determined

as justice for their previous actions but humanity is determining
daily our lot for such eternity. Those that are coming into flesh
now have all been allowed renewed opportunity to escape the
judgment levied upon the fallen angels and the decisions that
we make while incarnated in the flesh are important to arbitrate
such eternal fates.
If salvation is for an elective remnant and many are chosen
but few heed the call, then the remnant will be small minority
and whereas many believe that most will be counted as part of
the remnant, some have to be wrong somewhere if that remnant
is but a few. The deceived do not know they are deceived! The
sad truth is that most will and do refuse to walk the narrow way
and most will and do follow the broad path of destruction in
forsaking their birthright.
Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and

broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many
there be which go in thereat:
Matthew 7:13, kjv
It is not because the Father and Son do not want all to

partake in the rest that has been prepared since even before
the foundations of the world and it is not that They have not
extended that invitation to all whom would be born into flesh,
the key is that many will not live up to the standard necessary to
find themselves counted worthy of such reward. The failure to
meet such standard does not lie with the Father and Son but with
us. If we fall short the blame is upon us and not Them. The Bible
refers to this many times and in many instances and so at least
a portion of those who think that they are saved by grace and
have nothing else to do but to await the return of the Lord, are
wrong and deluding themselves into believing lies which could
cost them their very souls.
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He answered me then, and said, Measure thou the time

diligently in itself: and when thou seest part of the signs
past, which I have told thee before, Then shalt thou
understand, that it is the very same time, wherein the
Highest will begin to visit the world which he made.
Therefore when there shall be seen earthquakes and
uproars of the people in the world: Then shalt thou well
understand, that the most High spake of those things from
the days that were before thee, even from the beginning.
For like as all that is made in the world hath a beginning
and an end, and the end is manifest: Even so the times
also of the Highest have plain beginnings in wonder and
powerful works, and endings in effects and signs. And
every one that shall be saved, and shall be able to escape by
his works, and by faith, whereby ye have believed, Shall be
preserved from the said perils, and shall see my salvation in
my land, and within my borders: for I have sanctified them
for me from the beginning. Then shall they be in pitiful case,
which now have abused my ways: and they that have cast
them away despitefully shall dwell in torments. For such
as in their life have received benefits, and have not known
me; And they that have loathed my law, while they had
yet liberty, and, when as yet place of repentance was open
unto them, understood not, but despised it; The same
must know it after death by pain. And therefore be thou
not curious how the ungodly shall be punished, and when:
but enquire how the righteous shall be saved, whose the world
is, and for whom the world is created. Then answered I and
said, I have said before, and now do speak, and will speak it
also hereafter, that there be many more of them which perish,
than of them which shall be saved:
Then said one unto him, Lord, are there few that be saved?
And he said unto them, Strive to enter in at the strait gate:
for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall
not be able.
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Luke 13:23-24, kjv
So are the things that we do in life reflective in any way

in determining whether we will find ourselves worthy of the
righteousness that has been prepared by the Father and Son
for those whom are His sheep, that hear His voice, and follow
His lead? Are there any consequences to the things that we do
in life, the way that we treat other people, the earth, and its
various creatures? Do we have any part to play in the final act
of judgment that decides whether we will be counted as part of
the wheat separated from the tares, the goats from the sheep,
and the left from the right? Is there any truth to the doctrine of
some are fated for glory and some are fated for destruction, and
that no matter what we do we cannot change such outcome and
must live with the consequence of all things happening being
foreordained? Is there free-will and if so how does that play into
life and being? Let us revisit some of the passages that point to
the necessity of works in confirming the faith which we hold
in our savior messiah and the promises He has made to those
deserving of paradise and a return to our first estate.
When the Son of man shall come in his glory, and all the
holy angels with him, then shall he sit upon the throne
of his glory: And before him shall be gathered all nations:
and he shall separate them one from another, as a shepherd
divideth his sheep from the goats: And he shall set the sheep
on his right hand, but the goats on the left. Then shall the
King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of
my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the
foundation of the world: For I was an hungred, and ye gave
me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a
stranger, and ye took me in: Naked, and ye clothed me:
I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye
came unto me. Then shall the righteous answer him,
saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed
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thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink? When saw we thee

a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee?
Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto
thee? And the King shall answer and say unto them,
Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of
the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me. Then
shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from
me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil
and his angels: For I was an hungred, and ye gave me
no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink: I was a
stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me
not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not. Then shall
they also answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee
an hungred, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or
in prison, and did not minister unto thee? Then shall he
answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye
did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me. And
these shall go away into everlasting punishment: but the
righteous into life eternal.
Yahushuah is verifying in this passage that every act that we

commit ourselves while going through life, no matter who it
is that we are dealing with, has consequence for our eternity.
The Vision of Paul points to every act, thought, and deed being
daily written down by the guardian angels which are appointed
to each of us and that wander daily with us, transcribing and
reporting upon those things we do in our daily affairs. This
passage illustrates how so many whom consider themselves His
disciples are in the end when the chips are laid, found unworthy
of the grace He had extended to them. Because their works were
not in line with their faith, and because faith was not supported
by their works; they were found unworthy of the paradise and
salvation that He preserved for the truly righteous, whom back
their faith with the works required of them in servicing the
kingdom and in being good footwashers and watchmen unto
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the people. One cannot serve two masters, love of the world is
enmity towards God.
Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the

friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever
therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God.
James 4:4, kjv
Yahushuah also verifies this premise in His report to the

seven churches where He emphasizes works as being an integral
necessity for being counted among the righteous who are to
inherit paradise, salvation, and eternal life.
Nevertheless I have somewhat against thee, because thou

hast left thy first love. Remember therefore from whence
thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or
else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy
candlestick out of his place, except thou repent.
I know thy works, and charity, and service, and faith, and
thy patience, and thy works; and the last to be more than
the first. I know thy works, that thou hast a name that thou
livest, and art dead. Be watchful, and strengthen the things
which remain, that are ready to die: for I have not found
thy works perfect before God. Remember therefore how
thou hast received and heard, and hold fast, and repent.
If therefore thou shalt not watch, I will come on thee as
a thief, and thou shalt not know what hour I will come
upon thee.
Revelation 2:19-3:1-3, kjv
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Weather Report
Summers fade roses die
we all have to change
though we dont know why
Its kind of strange
how life slips on by
Winter storms trump fading skies
nights grow increasingly long
Winter winds bring snow
instead of rain
short days are quickly gone
Freedom for once
in times as weird as they get
In these next few years
things will get stranger yet
Through the months
things disappearing
reappear
as new cycles begin to start
Always changing
never the same
mortal dreams are sure to fall apart
& we fight though its right
convincing ourselves in the end
That Love is fleeting
like the rains
that come & go with the wind
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The Inheritance of
Eternal Security
I f works do contain role in whether we are found worthy of

salvation and eternal life, is it possible for us to lose that
inheritance and become like those that were never grafted
into the book of promise? Are works so important that they
with the requirement of faith, truly are the deciding factor in
whether we as individuals own up to the free will responsibility
of determining our part in upholding the extension of grace or
can we truly lose such inheritance and be excluded from paradise
and denied a return to our first estate? Most do not consider
their own role and responsibility to being righteous as necessary
for such determination and when confronted with such, will fall
back on those few passages which seem to guarantee salvation by
grace alone and that works have no part to play in determining
grace and salvation. If one looks closely at the full summation
of those verses which specifically relate to this issue, in my
opinion it becomes clear that indeed all that except the grace of
the salvation as extended by Yahushuah Savior Messiah, that we
indeed do have responsibility to live, act, think, and be a certain
way which reflects a heartfelt desire to adher to the laws and
commandments which are directives for all as disciples of Christ
to follow in treading the narrow way.
Take heed, brethren, lest there be in any of you an evil

heart of unbelief, in departing from the living God. But
exhort one another daily, while it is called To day; lest any
of you be hardened through the deceitfulness of sin. For
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we are made partakers of Christ, if we hold the beginning

of our confidence stedfast unto the end;
Hebrews 3:12-14, kjv
And ye shall be hated of all men for my names sake: but

he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.
Mark 13:13, kjv
The bible also states that it would be better for those that
have come to know the grace of the Lord, to not have ever been
born than to come into fellowship with Him, and then having
known Him willingly turn their backs on the way, the truth, and
light which leads to eternal inheritance. This to me also seems
to verify that yes, those that do not desire and strive to follow
the commandments and do not live righteously and that act in
willful contradiction to the laws and ordinances of the Father and
the Son; that yes those individuals are indeed stricken from the
book of life and like the workers of iniquity removed from grace
and the inheritances of the righteous. It also seems clear to me
that many more in that day will fit this category for not having
succeeded in fulfilling their mission than those that actually do.
For the time is come that judgment must begin at the

house of God: and if it first begin at us, what shall the end
be of them that obey not the gospel of God?
1Peter 4:17, kjv
For if after they have escaped the pollutions of the world

through the knowledge of the Lord and Saviour Jesus
Christ, they are again entangled therein, and overcome,
the latter end is worse with them than the beginning. For
it had been better for them not to have known the way of
righteousness, than, after they have known it, to turn from the
holy commandment delivered unto them.
2 Peter 2:20-21, kjv
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Many consider salvation guaranteed and as such continue

nonchalantly sinning in life without regard for consequence.
Eternal security is taught by many churches and pastors with
emphasis on faith and no regard for works. If salvation is based on
once saved always saved why be diligent to the commandments.
If nothing we do matters anyways as far as consequence in the
greater scheme of salvation and whether we will have part in it,
why not indulge in all the vain pleasures of life? Many believe that
surely a just God will forgive the weakness of man in following
our animal nature and loving us unconditionally will forgive us
our trespass which could find many, fallen short of a righteous
standard nobody can uphold anyways.
There are many that have, will, and do confess to be Christians
but make excuse as to how all are sinners and will fall short of the
example of Christ in living a sinless life, and even though such is
the truth of our having incarnated as fallen beings into a fallen
world, we are still called to be holy and must strive to be pure
in virtue so as to be a worthy temple for housing Christ within.
Yet most are like the pharisees of Yahushuahs day, in that they
outwardly appear holy and righteous, but within are corrupt by
the rampant sinning of daily life. The real disciples of Christ are
but an elect few and though most consider themselves to be part
of the true church esteeming themselves worthy of the promises
of salvation, He will say in that day to many whom profess to
be of His sheep, away from me you workers of iniquity I know
you not.
Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye

make clean the outside of the cup and of the platter, but
within they are full of extortion and excess. Thou blind
Pharisee, cleanse first that which is within the cup and
platter, that the outside of them may be clean also. Woe
unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye are like
unto whited sepulchres, which indeed appear beautiful
outward, but are within full of dead mens bones, and
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of all uncleanness. Even so ye also outwardly appear

righteous unto men, but within ye are full of hypocrisy
and iniquity.
Christ in many passages spoke of the religious authorities of

His day, who as leaders and teachers of the people should have
been testament of adherence to the law and example of goodness
to friends and strangers and yet many of them were unworthy of
the kingdom of God, appearing righteous in authority but being
rotten to the core. If the church elders were so corrupted, what
of their followers and those that looked to them for discernment
in walking the narrow way? If the blind were and are leading the
blind, and no one knows whom to turn to for answers on the
most perplexing questions of life and being, what of the sheep
whom follow the wolves without question, are they being set-up
for slaughter? Are all institutions of man control centers for the
indoctrination of desolation? What does Scripture mean by;
Come out of Her my people ?
Such is the dilemma of previous generations and current
miasma of this day and age. Many mainstream churches speak
little on the greater revelation of the gospel and its ability to
assist one in transcending the illusions of this world as such I
think it important that all individually question whether the
churches we attend and the preachers, pastors, and ministers we
dedicate so much time to listening to and studying from, are
truly disclosing revelation which will assist one in the search
for lost paradise. I find that the seeker of such paradise to be
considered an insisdious fool by those whom have never sought
such other worlds.
And ye shall be hated of all men for my names sake: but

he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.
Mark 13:13, kjv
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Are your teachers and guides speaking on adherence to the

laws and commandments which will direct one down the narrow
way which leads one home or are they like the pharisees of old,
mostly vague on truth which unlocks the secrets of the gospel
and more concerned with things such as prosperity and how
to achieve success and wealth while inhabiting this world? The
prosperity doctrine is a form of idolatry, a love of mammon.
For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while
some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and
pierced themselves through with many sorrows.
1Timothy 6:10
Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the

friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever
therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God.
James 4:4, kjv
We must all ask ourselves do we want to be counted among

the workers of iniquity that are and will be excluded from the
promises of Christs extension of grace and salvation because
of infatuation with this world instead of the one to come.
Yahushuah said there would be many in the last generation
that as wolves in sheeps clothing would lead the flock astray
commiting grievous sin which would find them sequestered to
the same punishment as the fallen angels in leading astray the
children of promise.
Beware of false prophets, which come to you in sheeps

clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves. Ye shall
know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of
thorns, or figs of thistles? Even so every good tree bringeth
forth good fruit; but a corrupt tree bringeth forth evil
fruit. A good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit, neither
can a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit. Every tree that
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bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into
the fire. Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them.
They are those that are deluding themselves now into believing
once saved always saved, when in truth their lives, actions, deeds,
and the things that they do on a daily basis, reflect adversity and
enmity with the Father, Son, law, commandments, and statutes
that had been given to the prophets and apostles for guidance
to those that are truly His followers. Like the unshapen potters
clay we are given chance to mold ourselves into form which
adjudicates whether we are to be vessels of honor or dishonor.
He that is unjust, let him be unjust still: and he which is

filthy, let him be filthy still: and he that is righteous, let
him be righteous still: and he that is holy, let him be holy
still. And, behold, I come quickly; and my reward is with
me, to give every man according as his work shall be. I am
Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end, the first
and the last. Blessed are they that do his commandments,
that they may have right to the tree of life, and may enter
in through the gates into the city.
And even though the Father has predestined us for a role

which fulfills His higher purpose, we are granted freedom to
reject such purpose and to negate service to the Morningstar
administration while occupying flesh form. Like Israel that as a
nation fell short of the predestinated election of being a people
and nation wholly dedicated to Yahuwah, we to can choose a
path which abdicates such role.
The example of Israel illustrates how difficult it can be to
honor righteousness even when the Father wants to utilize one as
example to world and what it means to be in direct relationship
with the Most High in appropriating each to higher purpose in
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the design of whats to come. It is not His vision of majestic

designs which falls short in aspiration for each of us but our
reluctance to embrace such high regard for role and purpose that
we find ourselves as a people, nation, and world falling short of
fulfillment of such ambitious vision.
By which also ye are saved, if ye keep in memory what I

preached unto you, unless ye have believed in vain.
1 Corithian 15:2, kjv
O house of Israel, cannot I do with you as this potter?

saith the Lord. Behold, as the clay is in the potters
hand, so are ye in mine hand, O house of Israel. At what
instant I shall speak concerning a nation, and concerning
a kingdom, to pluck up, and to pull down, and to destroy
it; If that nation, against whom I have pronounced, turn
from their evil, I will repent of the evil that I thought to do
unto them. And at what instant I shall speak concerning
a nation, and concerning a kingdom, to build and to plant
it; If it do evil in my sight, that it obey not my voice, then
I will repent of the good, wherewith I said I would benefit
them. Now therefore go to, speak to the men of Judah,
and to the inhabitants of Jerusalem, saying, Thus saith the
Lord; Behold, I frame evil against you, and devise a device
against you: return ye now every one from his evil way,
and make your ways and your doings good. And they said,
There is no hope: but we will walk after our own devices,
and we will every one do the imagination of his evil heart.
Jeremiah 18:6-12, kjv
The Creator intended beautiful designation for each one of us

and loving us unconditionally He would like to see us choose Him
and the role He designated for our lives as priority. But He loves
us enough to also mandate free-will choice for whether we would
like to align our intent with His vision for servicing world. If we
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as the clay could just remove ourselves from the temptations and
distractions of flesh and realign priorities to seeking the kingdom
wholeheartedly with our full intent and being, we would succeed
in fulfilling the specificities of role as envisioned by the Most
High when He predestinated us for life and being.
But like in the case of Lucifer, selfish desires and goals can
and often do lead many astray for what can become the entirety
of life, and many never reach a point where they can resolve to
give themselves to His guidance and direction for what could
and should be their highest destiny. Being born again has in my
opinion much more to do with just accepting Christ as savior
messiah, we must allow such decision to affect us profoundly and
change us so that such decision reflects on how we are as person
and how we contend with all other aspects on life and being.
Being born again and knowing thyself sets one upon the yellow
brick road which leads back to our first estate and it also assists
one in surrendering oneself to our predestinated higher purpose
which further affects our higher cause for life and outcome. Yet,
whether or not the Father and the Son desires to use us in such
profound fashion, as incarnated spiritual beings entered into
fallen flesh form we are presented choice to determine intent
and focus for this life, and following the carnal animal nature or
angel of unrighteousness, can negate the outcome desired for us
by Yahuwah and His Son.
We are children of light but like Satan, Cain, Esau, and
Balaam, we can serve evil in seeking self glory and the rewards of
this world, and if such is the case why should any of us be allowed
to reap the promises of righteousness not having lived a virtuous
life in working to fulfill the purposes of God?
This is the man whom we once held in derision and made

a byword of reproachwe fools! We thought that his life
was madness and that his end was without honor. Why has
he been numbered among the sons of God? And why is his lot
among the saints? So it was we who strayed from the way
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of truth, and the light of righteousness did not shine on

us, and the sun did not rise upon us. We took our fill of
the paths of lawlessness and destruction, and we journeyed
through trackless deserts, but the way of the Lord we have
not known. What has our arrogance profited us? And
what good has our boasted wealth brought us?
Wisdom of Solomon 5:4-8, Apocrypha
Salvation and eternal inheritance are conditional upon how

it is that we choose to live our lives while holding flesh form.
We have with us at all times the angels of righteousness and
unrighteousness and are courting insinuations for how we should
act in world. Our election is such that we have been granted
another chance to determine allegiance to either one of two
masters. One cannot parade themselves as being holy while
committing evil and indulging in sin. The inner must reflect the
outer if one is to truly reap the rewards of righteousness.
Consider the priests of the Roman-Catholic church that
confess love and dedication to the directives of the gospel, but
then with every opportunity, molest innocent young children
for the sake of fleshly gratification, and in the process destroy
the childrens future hopes and desire for relationship with the
Creator and His Son. In your mind, would any such individuals
deserve to be counted among the elect and extended eternal life
simply because they are recognized as intercessorary authority
within the church and the so-called vicars of Christ? I would
think that their position and betrayal would warrant an even
more serious condemnation than those who are not of the cloth
and acting as administrators of religion.
My brethren, be not many masters, knowing that we shall

receive the greater condemnation.
James 3:1, kjv
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But if anyone causes one of these little ones who believe

in me to sin, it would be better for him to have a large
millstone hung around his neck and to be drowned in the
depths of the sea.
Matthew 18:6, kjv
Isnt such deceitfulness part of the kind of behavior that

Christ was referring to in Matthew 23 when addressing the
pharisees whom were the church authorities of His day and
age? Those that are claiming to be shepherds of the flock
have even more responsibility to uphold a standard of example
which their followers will admire and aspire to in following
the commandments.
We are responsible for being righteous and not just acting
righteous. Everything we do, every act, thought, and deed is vital
for determining whether we choose to uphold observance to
those doctrines which will prepare us for inheritance in finality
and whether that inheritance will be paradise or condemnation.
While we are alive we still have chance to aspire to destiny which
will find us deserving of the rewards of righteousness. This should
be our singular focus for life as nothing else truly matters in the
scheme of spiritual eternity.
Shall the thing formed say to him that formed it, Why
hast thou made me thus? Hath not the potter power over
the clay, of the same lump to make one vessel unto honour,
and another unto dishonour? What if God, willing to
shew his wrath, and to make his power known, endured
with much longsuffering the vessels of wrath fitted to
destruction: And that he might make known the riches
of his glory on the vessels of mercy, which he had afore
prepared unto glory, Even us, whom he hath called, not of
the Jews only, but also of the Gentiles?
Romans 9:20-24, kjv
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We are called to be holy and to do our best in representing

that to world. I realize that were human, in a fallen state, and
that many of us will sin even daily in trying to bear the cross.
However, the Father and the Son too know our shortcomings,
our weaknesses, and our love of this world but still they persuade
us to fulfill our mission and to complete our task. He is not asking
us to be perfect completely in our ways, only that we try, and
make the attempt to be as holy as possible knowing that He is
holy within us and that if we desire Him to come into our hearts
and take residence within the temple of our bodies that we must
become a proper vessel for His lodging.
Hopefully in the end the wages of righteousness will far out
weigh the wages of sin, and the balance thereof propel us to a
return to our first estate and inheritance of the ordinances in
heaven abandoned by the rebel angels and fallen watchers long
ago. Yahuwah willing, we will become overcomers worthy of the
salvation and grace that has been formulated and established for
us, before even the foundations of this world. I pray we each fight
the good fight in being gentle foot-washers to our fellow brother
and sister as exampled to us by Yahushuah when He was here
with the apostles in flesh form.
And we know that all things work together for good to

them that love God, to them who are the called according
to his purpose. For whom he did foreknow, he also did
predestinate to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he
might be the firstborn among many brethren. Moreover whom
he did predestinate, them he also called: and whom he called,
them he also justified: and whom he justified, them he also
glorified. What shall we then say to these things? If God
be for us, who can be against us?
Romans 8:28-31
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Artistic Endeavor
She would hold me when she could
focus distracted I had my art
my words
I was self contained
and she couldnt understand
life was all I needed
I shared what I could
it wasnt enough
and I knew
Its always that way
my coming and going
muse lead
Steady whispers taunt of freedom
and me
I am always readily persuaded
I hope she is nowhere suffering tears
beating herself up over
what may have gone wrong
Some are appeased only
by the blackest silence of night
and the solitude of artistic endeavor
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Chapter 9
Circumstance and
Situation
W hy are some born to certain circumstance and situation

such as extreme poverty or abundant wealth? Why do
some have election as the seed of the woman and others as the
seed of the serpent? Why are some born with disability or fated
to incur them in life? Why are some born into Buddhist, Muslim,
Aboriginal, Atheistic, Christian, Catholic, Hindu, or other faiths
and brought up in certain situations? Why are some poor, rich,
beautiful, ugly, fat, thin, black, white, red, yellow, brown? The
individual characteristics which comprise a person are unique
to each and define us in shape or form which is most often
characteristic of our fathers, mothers, climate, environment, and
choices. All of these things give shape to who we are and who we
become, however the dictates of all circumstances are controlled
by the Most High in heaven. He has decided what would be best
to bring us to remembrance of self while here in the flesh and
what circumstances would lead us into relationship with Him
and the Son. We just do not understand why things happen the
way they do, and most believe it is all random anyways, yet there
is purpose in all of our coming into being to be exactly who we
are. This life is about understanding that purpose and accepting
our sacred vow to fulfill our mission and role for coming into
being. The Father and Son want all of us to glorify Them in
performing whatever job we choose to do while here, no matter
the circumstances or situation. In His rightous attribute, God the
Father also places most fallen souls in situations commensurate
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with their crime or degree of rebelliousness in the first world age

during the Angel wars.
And as Jesus passed by, he saw a man which was blind

from his birth. And his disciples asked him, saying, Master,
who did sin, this man, or his parents, that he was born
blind? Jesus answered, Neither hath this man sinned, nor
his parents: but that the works of God should be made
manifest in him.
John 9:1-3, kjv
I know that it is no easy thing to discover why were here

and what all of this is about, but I also know that those that are
hungry for answers and thirsting for such revelation, and those
that put the kingdom first will be lead to such knowing. Just as
it says seek and you shall find, knock and the door shall be open
to you. In the course of this book we have been speaking about
predestination, preexistence, pre-election, and how the Most
High has ordained us for certain purpose and role. I have been
stressing the responsibility of the individual to make right choices,
to have right intent, and to perform right action in fulfilling such
purpose and role. We have responsibility for determining our lot
in life and so whatever your circumstances, do what you can with
what you have and let no other be the determining factor on
such things. As a quadriplegic I understand fully how each of
us must struggle against what seems like insurmountable odds
in reaching certain goals and establishing certain dreams. But I
know also that no matter what the odds if one uses what abilities
one has and focuses energy into achieving such goals and dreams,
the impossible becomes possible.
I ponder often about the questions I cited above as to why
certain individuals are born into certain circumstance. Many
consider it cruel for a just God to allow such poverty, disability,
and degradation to exist within the world. They ask why any
loving God would allow such and such circumstances or allow
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children to suffer in misery or to die young? Why are certain

people born into situations where their minds are not right and
they may be institutionalized the majority of their lives? Why
are some people born into cultures where they may never have
chance to come to know Yahuwah, Yahushuah, or what the savior
did for humanity as laid out in the gospel? How is it fair that a
loving and just God could allow so many to suffer and so many
to be born into situations where they are abused or neglected?
It is my opinion that all of these questions can and are
answered by the topic of election. When one has discernment on
pre-existence, predestination, and pre-election so many scriptures
that are veiled and have been largely unanswerable seem to then
make sense in scope and revelation.
For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power,
and of love, and of a sound mind. Be not thou therefore
ashamed of the testimony of our Lord, nor of me his
prisoner: but be thou partaker of the afflictions of the
gospel according to the power of God; Who hath saved us,
and called us with an holy calling, not according to our works,
but according to his own purpose and grace, which was given
us in Christ Jesus before the world began, But is now made
manifest by the appearing of our Saviour Jesus Christ,
who hath abolished death, and hath brought life and
immortality to light through the gospel:
2 Timothy 1:7-10, kjv
If one examines the few passages that deal with election

especially in divulging the story of Jacob and Esau, the definition
of election and how it plays into the circumstances and situation
of birth, life, and death become easier to grasp. This story
similarly mirrors the situation in the paradise and how it was
that Eve, the mother of all living, also had within her womb the
seed of two nations, peoples, bloodlines, and fated destinies. The
only difference is that Issac or Israel was the father of both lines
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much like Abraham was the father of Issac and Ishmael. The
difference in Eves case is that she was first beguiled by Satan
and impregnated with his seed which lead to the nativity of the
firstborn Cain. Repeating the act of eating the fruit with Adam
her lawful husband lead to the brith of the second child Abel,
whom after being murdered by his half-brother was replaced by
the third born Seth whom was of similitude and likeness to his
father Adam. (Refer to my 4th book, LuciferFather of Cain
for deeper insight into this revelation.) And though Esau was
born from the same father as Jacob, he disdained his ancestry,
married Canaanite women, and worshipped idol gods; thus
giving up his birthright and joining the seed of the serpent. Cain
also disdained the heritage of his mother, as he too could have
followed path and role which would have led to an inheritance
with the righteous, but choosing to go the way of evil, he left his
refuge under the Most High and chose to follow the nature and
ways of his paternal father Satan.
And the Lord said unto Cain, Why art thou wroth? and
why is thy countenance fallen? [7] If thou doest well, shalt
thou not be accepted? and if thou doest not well, sin lieth
at the door. And unto thee shall be his desire, and thou shalt
rule over him.
Genesis 4:6-7, kjv
In this passage Yahuwah warns Cain to not be lead astray

by the temptations of sin and instead he should act and behave
righteously. Should he do so even though he was sired by the
wicked one, he would have been well accepted by the Father and
allowed entrance into the kingdom. Verse 7 of Genesis chapter 4
links Cain to Satan the adversary by citing how it would be easy
for him to sin because of the natural inclination promoted by his
being of the wicked one. The Father warned him that should he
not fight against such inclination that he would sin, and lead by
such desires, would fall away. His (Satans) will and disposition
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for evil would rule over him leading him to be further estranged
from the Creator and the rewards of paradise established for the
elect whom follow the Fathers laws and ordinances.
Cain like Esau and Ishmael, were given chance to live for
righteousness but their choices determined that they would be the
enemies of Israel, the Fathers children by faith in the Son, would
be Yahuwahs chosen people for glorification of His namesake.
They like the Illuminati bloodlines and synagogue of Satan of
this day and age, would in life represent those who opposed the
seed of the woman in the war and enmity against the lineage
of Adam.
Whosoever denieth the Son, the same hath not the Father:
(but) he that acknowledgeth the Son hath the Father also.
1 John 2:23, kjv
For those that are new to my work, I will reiterate quickly how
it is that the seed of the serpent are dedicated to evil in servicing
and worshipping their father Satan. They are not followers of
the Most High and are raised in such ways that many remain
obedient to the agenda that we have come to know in this day
and age as the New World Order. Their dedication to evil is such
that in our lifetimes we will all see the very real fulfillment and
formation of world government as planned out and carefully
orchestrated by the bloodlines and elders of their kin. The New
World Order has been a desire of Satan since attempting to unify
the planet under the global rule of Atlantis and his son Atlas.
Nimrod also tried to unify all people under his tyranny and set
forth efforts to gather all peoples for the formation of the Tower
of Babel. Both of these early attempts were disrupted by the Most
High, the first resulted in the destruction of Atlantis and the
scattering of the sons of Belial, the next resulted in the separation
of people into various tribes and groups and the confounding
of tongues unified in speech. Both were confirmation that the
Father does not approve of a united world government under the
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rule of Satan and his seed line. Those dedicated to evil will fail as
the stone which the builders rejected, will crush Satans empire to
usher in the eternal kingdom.
[15] And the seventh angel sounded; and there were great
voices in heaven, saying, The kingdoms of this world are
become the kingdoms of our Lord, and of his Christ; and
he shall reign for ever and ever.
Revelation 11:15, kjv
Many have no realization that the serpent seed has been

secretly waging war for thousands of years against the seed of
the woman. Christ alludes to them as being the murderer of the
prophets from Abel to Zacharias which can only mean one thing,
that Cain as the murderer of Abel is connected to the pharisees
whom sought to murder the Messiah. They are the generation
of vipers, connected to the nachash of Genesis 3, responsible for
the seduction of Eve and nativity of Cain. They are the children
whom Christ cites as being the children of the wicked one, sown
by the enemy that snuck into garden paradise and sowed them
as the tares in the parable on the field of the world. They are the
den of vipers which the devil as the enemy sowed as tares into
the Creators field. They are also those that claim they were of
Abrahams seed and yet sought to kill Christ.
But while men slept, his enemy came and sowed tares
among the wheat, and went his way. But when the blade
was sprung up, and brought forth fruit, then appeared the
tares also. So the servants of the householder came and
said unto him, Sir, didst not thou sow good seed in thy
field? from whence then hath it tares? He said unto them,
An enemy hath done this. The servants said unto him,
Wilt thou then that we go and gather them up?
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I will utter things which have been kept secret from the
foundation of the world. Then Jesus sent the multitude
away, and went into the house: and his disciples came unto
him, saying, Declare unto us the parable of the tares of the
field. He answered and said unto them, He that soweth
the good seed is the Son of man; The field is the world; the
good seed are the children of the kingdom; but the tares
are the children of the wicked one; The enemy that sowed
them is the devil; the harvest is the end of the world;
and the reapers are the angels. As therefore the tares are
gathered and burned in the fire; so shall it be in the end
of this world. The Son of man shall send forth his angels,
and they shall gather out of his kingdom all things that
offend, and them which do iniquity; And shall cast them
into a furnace of fire: there shall be waili ng and gnashing
of teeth. Then shall the righteous shine forth as the sun
in the kingdom of their Father. Who hath ears to hear, let
him hear.
The agenda for world being pushed by the synagogue of Satan

is the New World Order which as the global government will
provide the organizing structure by which the seed of the serpent
will rule with impunity under total planetary control. The
transnational elitists that largely make up those that have been
put in charge to make decisions for all of us as a world, if they
are not of the seed of the serpent in particular, are related to or
drafted into those bloodlines which are the spawn of Satan. The
people ruling the world today are the tares, or goats which Christ
says have remained hidden and kept secret since the foundation
of the world. They have at every turn concealed their presence
but it is time for this revelation to come to pass, so that His
disciples as the wheat and seed of the woman can understand
what they are dealing with and how and why evil seems to trump
and thwart the goodwill of humanity. Fritz Springmeier wrote a
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book called the Bloodlines of the Illuminati which one can refer
to for further clarification on this topic.
It is a difficult topic to wrap ones mind around much less
discuss with others. Most have no idea as to the extent of evil, nor
can they comprehend the sinister nature of those individuals that
dedicate themselves to it. Wanting to believe in the benevolence
and good nature of all people everywhere. Most of us try to see
that good in everybody and give the benefit of the doubt to those
that we come into contact with. However there are individuals,
fellow humans that conspire and plot against the goodwill of
the children of Adam. They are committed to slaughter and to
impossing pain and suffering on those that they consider beneath
them. It takes suspending ones belief system and unlearning all
that one has been taught to be true, in order to understand that we
are not all the same and neither do we have the same desires and
wishes for goodwill for all people everywhere. Yes, we were born
of the same mother but this world is comprised of two natures,
bloodlines, and inclinations for people depending upon whom
ones father is and to which seedline and spirit one is connected.
That is why Cain killed his brother Abel and became the first
fatality in the war between the two seed-lines.
And I saw the spirits of the sons of men who were dead;
and their voices reached to heaven, while they were
accusing. 20 Then I inquired of Raphael, an angel who
was with me, and said, Whose spirit is that, the voice of
which reaches to heaven, and accuses? 21 He answered,
saying, This is the spirit of Abel who was slain by Cain his
brother; and who will accuse that brother, until his seed
be destroyed from the face of the earth; 22 Until his seed
perish from the seed of the human race.
Book of Enoch 9:19-22, Dead Sea Scrolls
Its difficult for many to grasp the extents of evil and how it is
that certain people would go to such extremes in behavior and action
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to secure wealth power, prestige, and ultimate control in deciding

the fate of the masses. Yahuwah has specified within the context
of the gospel, how it is that these people would even sacrifice their
own children by passing them through fire as offering to their idol
gods. Idolatry has everything to do with the worship of Satan and
the fallen angels by those especially of the Kenite bloodlines which
follow and have been for millennia acting in such atrocious manner.
One must also understand to what extent the elohim in their
previous spiritual embodiments had also fallen into corruption.
Those that became the brothers of darkness or sons of Belial
supported evil during the prehistory of this planet prior to
the modern creation of Adam and Eve, in such way that they
were condemned and judged accordingly. Judgment on the
fallen angels is tied to the destruction of Tiamat, destruction of
Atlantis, destruction of the tower of Babel, Noahs flood, Joshuas
eradication of the sons of Anak, and Davids war against Goliath
and his brothers.
Enmity between two blood and seed-lines has been veiled
within the gospel as the wars between the Most High and Son,
and the fallen angels. This enmity stems back to the war in heaven
and will not be concluded until Yahshuah comes again and destroys
the forces of evil aligned against Him at the battle of Armageddon.
His second coming will conclude the 2nd world age and begin an
era of peace and serenity. Some were and are called to be vessels
of glory and some vessels of wrath, no matter which blood line
one was predestinated to be born into as we are all mixed now, our
allegiance to one of two masters now determines where we will
have part in eternal inheritance. All have been extended grace and
salvation through the sacrifice of Christ on the cross. His death
and resurrection provided renewed chance to all of the sons of God
that find self incarnating into flesh form.
And even though the Father and Son knew beforehand how
we were predisposed to act and behave before this incarnation, we
are still granted freedom to determine whom we will serve and
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whether we will follow the narrow way of righteousness or the

broad path of destruction. This predisposition and our specific
election for this world age, greatly influences role and mission
while embodied in the flesh.
And when he was come to the other side into the country
of the Gergesenes, there met him two possessed with
devils, coming out of the tombs, exceeding fierce, so that
no man might pass by that way. And, behold, they cried
out, saying, What have we to do with thee, Jesus, thou Son
of God? art thou come hither to torment us before the time?
And there was a good way off from them an herd of many
swine feeding. So the devils besought him, saying, If thou
cast us out, suffer us to go away into the herd of swine.
And he said unto them, Go. And when they were come
out, they went into the herd of swine: and, behold, the
whole herd of swine ran violently down a steep place into
the sea, and perished in the waters.
The fallen angels as the devils and demons roaming upon

the world stage now have but temporary reign and according to
prophecy their time is almost up. With the blooming of the fig-
tree and re-gathering of Israel as a nation in 1948, the fallen ones
have accelerated their agenda, pushing the new world order into
hyper drive. The fallen ones know that the prophecy of Matthew
24, Mark 13, and Luke 21 are connected to this time and that we
are the last generation that will witness Christs second coming.
His judgement will eradicate them from existence. Chapter 15
of my 4th book LuciferFather of Cain covers this issue in
great detail.
His return marks final judgment for them as they will be
wiped from creation as if they had never been. Faith without
works is dead and in my mind this means that those that profess
to be the servants and followers of Christ in name or reputation
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only, are the same as they that will, at the end of days come to
Yahushuah saying, Lord Lord I did all of these things for and
in your name, good deeds to assist and help your people, and
He will say to those, away from me you workers of iniquity for
I know you not.
Beware of false prophets, which come to you in sheeps

clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves. Ye shall
know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of
thorns, or figs of thistles? Even so every good tree bringeth
forth good fruit; but a corrupt tree bringeth forth evil
fruit. A good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit, neither
can a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit. Every tree that
bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into
the fire. Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them. Not
every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into
the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my
Father which is in heaven. Many will say to me in that day,
Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in
thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many
wonderful works? And then will I profess unto them, I
never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.
The Concrete Jungle

The Angel Sun warns of Spring
fresh hairs of growth
returning birds
early blossom to gardens
in dire need of flowering blossoms
Eager for reentry into college
dreams of school
they asked What religion are you?
I said All of them and none of them.
laughing inside
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at the puzzlement
on their faces
She asked me what happened out there-
I said Ive seen it different
Ive stayed among people
who create art all day
its there work and play
then celebrate nights
in a sweat lodge
by the moon sauteed River
Ive seen the Angel sun
deep rim the wide expanse of the Pacific
hug the horizon and crash dead red in burning view
I watched the Yellowstone River fall
from towering heights
sacrificing itself into a spectrum
of rainbow hues dashing & smoothing
ancient moss caked rocks
lying in wait far below
Ive lived in Jackson Hole
where the Snake River
scissors past the dormant pose
of Sleeping Indian mountain
portrait carved to canyon cliffs
sharp wind raw reserves
hailed as national treasure
Ive done ceremony
where the Redwoods stand old & glorious
dwarfing ancient forests
steamy in spider morning dew
Ive dug crystals
from Mount Ida in Arkansas
where the land is thickly laden with fine veins
of scattered points
everywhere clusters are so giving of themselves
Ive been to the northern rim
looked out over the edge of a deep canyon abyss
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seen labyrinth mountains

wall the deep indention of slithering sliver
of ribbon river still cutting away
terraces puzzled over jigsaw chasms
Theyll never know
what they had to give for education
the things theyve been taught and think they know
Book angled views
opinions formed from words
other than their own
Where are the new prophets
to forecast the next legacy of this tale
Find out then compare
words with others
sharing their own
In youthful innocence
we conquered mountains
climbing the highest trees
Immortal we pushed
into frontiers anew
eager for the unbound fruits of life
Now words & film define our lives
being all we see
losing ourselves in false worlds
reality can this be
Praise the Most High
that I know different & better
Ill play this role out
pass this dream smiling
praising all reward
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Chapter 10
Jacob Have I loved,

But Esau Have I Hated
H ow is it possible that our Father in heaven could hate a

child that has yet to come into world? How could a loving
and just God enunciate into scripture extreme angst against an
as yet unborn and innocent child? What are the later followers
of the gospel to think about such a pronouncement? What if
anything could really justify such animosity? Are we to believe
that the same God that made a covenant with our forefathers
and promised us deliverance and salvation to eternal life through
his Son, Yahushuah savior messiah, is the same God that could
declare hatred for an as yet unborn child? These are some of the
questions that reflect upon the minds of people when reading
about Yahuwah hating Esau before he had ever been born. These
questions can only be answered by those issues that never get
addressed directly by mainstream pastors, ministers, and preachers
who maybe are too afraid to malign the Most High when trying
to explain this topic. Most do not want to put themselves out on
a limb in attempting to address the implausible nature of these
questions especially when that child seemingly remains innocent
of any action which could warrant such an extreme declaration.
Because they have no explanation for the passages we are about
to address, these scriptures never get brought up in mainstream
churches. It takes understanding predestination, pre-election, and
how they fit into the revelation of these scriptures, to interpret
them in new light and unlock their true meanings in such way
that they actually make sense.
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(For the children being not yet born, neither having done
any good or evil, that the purpose of God according to
election might stand, not of works, but of him that calleth;)
It was said unto her, The elder shall serve the younger. As
it is written, Jacob have I loved, but Esau have I hated.
What shall we say then? Is there unrighteousness with
God? God forbid.
Romans 9:11-14, kjv
Those that cannot grasp the veiled nature of this scripture and
its connection to events that occurred while we were in spiritual
embodiment, may have a difficult time understanding the
context of this and other verses which are also connected to these
teachings. Many ask the question, is it fair for Yahuwah to have
loved Jacob and hated Esau when neither had yet even been born,
especially considering that they were sired by the same mother
and father? How is it that a loving benevolent kindhearted God,
the Creator of the universe and all beings, could be cited in the
gospel as hating one child and favoring another when neither had
chance to grow up to warrant favor in such capacity that would
justify either love or hate? To understand this issue in fullness it
must be associated to our former estate and why it is that we find
ourselves in current fleshly incarnation.
Unless one can envision the bigger picture of how our
first incarnation and actions there in the first world age and
spiritual/dimensional realities, affect consequence for our current
second world age embodiment, one would be at a loss trying to
comprehend what makes some favored and others hated. This
passage from Romans 9, in its full context speaks about not
just Esau but also Ishmael and correlates Abraham as being the
father of both Isaac and Ishmael, with Isaac being the father of
both Jacob and Esau. The only difference in both sets of children
is that in Abrahams case they are from different mothers but in
Isaacs case they both have the same mother and father.
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Neither, because they are the seed of Abraham, are they

all children: but, In Isaac shall thy seed be called. That
is, They which are the children of the flesh, these are not
the children of God: but the children of the promise are
counted for the seed. For this is the word of promise, At
this time will I come, and Sara shall have a son. And not
only this; but when Rebecca also had conceived by one,
even by our father Isaac; (For the children being not yet born,
neither having done any good or evil, that the purpose of God
according to election might stand, not of works, but of him that
calleth;) It was said unto her, The elder shall serve the younger.
As it is written, Jacob have I loved, but Esau have I hated.
What shall we say then? Is there unrighteousness with God?
God forbid. For he saith to Moses, I will have mercy on whom
I will have mercy, and I will have compassion on whom I will
have compassion. So then it is not of him that willeth, nor of
him that runneth, but of God that sheweth mercy. For the
scripture saith unto Pharaoh, Even for this same purpose
have I raised thee up, that I might shew my power in thee,
and that my name might be declared throughout all the
earth.
Therefore hath he mercy on whom he will have mercy, and
whom he will he hardeneth. Thou wilt say then unto me, Why
doth he yet find fault? For who hath resisted his will? Nay
but, O man, who art thou that repliest against God? Shall
the thing formed say to him that formed it, Why hast thou
made me thus? Hath not the potter power over the clay, of the
same lump to make one vessel unto honour, and another unto
dishonour? What if God, willing to shew his wrath, and to
make his power known, endured with much longsuffering the
vessels of wrath fitted to des truction: And that he might make
known the riches of his glory on the vessels of mercy, which
he had afore prepared unto glory, Even us, whom he hath
called, not of the Jews only, but also of the Gentiles? As he
saith also in Osee, I will call them my people, which were
not my people; and her beloved, which was not beloved.
Romans 9:7-25, kjv
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Election as a topic is not covered in great detail within the

context of the Old or New Testament, but it is covered in such a
way that when understood, it helps one to understand how vitally
important predestination and preelection are for unlocking
certain passages which also weigh heavily on them as a skeleton
key for unlocking concepts and aspects of the gospel which will
remain veiled without them. Knowledge that we were pre-existent
spiritual beings whom had embodiment prior to entrance into
flesh being, can assist one in grasping other parts of the holy
word which are not taught by most that do not understand the
importance of election.
I have loved you, saith the Lord. Yet ye say, Wherein

hast thou loved us? Was not Esau Jacobs brother? saith
the Lord: yet I loved Jacob, And I hated Esau, and laid his
mountains and his heritage waste for the dragons of the
wilderness. Whereas Edom saith, We are impoverished,
but we will return and build the desolate places; thus saith
the Lord of hosts, They shall build, but I will throw down;
and they shall call them, The border of wickedness, and,
The people against whom the Lord hath indignation
forever.
Malachi 1:2, kjv
Election is in my opinion vital for clarifying the topic of how

innocent and unborn children could be favored or hated prior to
coming to conception. In my mind this explains the issue without
question. Jacob and Esau, Issac and Ishmael, like us, pre-existed
with the Father and the Son and had spiritual lives where they
were also part of the first world age. They too were included in
the divine council of elohim or sons of God, and also had part to
play in the war in heaven that led to the separation of light and
darkness and defining of forces of good and evil. The roles that
were assumed during that time had great influence in determining
role in what would be incarnation into the second world age and
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physical embodiment. Election determined that Issac and Jacob

would be favored and Ishmael and Esau would be hated.
Sarah, Hagar, Rachel and Eve would all be used by the Most
High to sire children that would reflect enmity between the
woman and the serpent. The circumstances of each coupling
though similar, differ in aspect. With Adam and Eve, the
children have different fathers but the same mothers, in the case
of Abraham, Sarah, and Hagar, the children would be born from
the same father but have different mothers, and in the case of
Isaac and Rachel, they would be born from the same father and
mother. I think the Most High, wanted to show that no matter
the circumstances of mother and father, that children born unto
them could represent both the seed of the woman and the seed of
the serpent, depending upon election and predestinated role for
mission in life.
Esau having the same father as Jacob, was hated not for being
a serpent seed, which he was not, but because God foreknew
he would marry into the serpent seed lineages and sire many
enemies and generations of serpent seed children by other fathers.
Esau would break the kind after its kind rule and as mentioned
established his loyalty to serve the dark side as a spirit-soul prior
to his flesh embodiment.
Those that would be hated such as Cain, Ishmael, and Esau
would enter this life representing the usurpers and wayward spirits
that rebelled against God, dedicating self to evil, and allegiance
to their father and god, Satan. Abel, Seth, Isaac, and Jacob as
those favored by Yahuwah, signify benevolence and dedication
to the Most High in such way that they would be chosen for a
preferred role during what would become next assignment while
in flesh embodiment. Election was the determining factor that
established why some would be hated and some favored before
any had ever even been conceived into the womb of their mothers.
Determined by choices made while in our first world age
spiritual embodiments, election aligned us to either good or
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evil setting circumstance which established scenario for life and

being. In my previous books and work, I expound upon the war in
heaven and how 1/3rd of Yahuwahs holy angels rebelled against
His Son Yahushuah in siding with Lucifer in his attempt for self-
rule and glory. 1/3rd remained loyal to the original Morningstar
administration, joining Michael and the cherubim forces in their
fight to ward off Satans rebellion. Another 1/3rd were caught up
in such perplexity that they made no decision, choice to act one
way or the other in taking sides during the ensuing war. Confused
as to which side to support and how to act, like the Laodicean
church of this day and age, some were uncertain as to what to
do and therefore did nothing in clarifying allegiance to good
or evil in a definitive and meaningful way. This was the major
dilemma which predicated that the majority of these angels be
assigned task with incarnating into flesh form. They/we would
be given renewed chance for what would be fresh opportunity for
determining allegiance to either Yahushuah or Satan.
The second world age and entrance into fallen flesh
embodiment would be the proving grounds for that determination,
as all whom would incarnate into this fallen world would be given
chance again for redemption, and for deciding service to either
one of two masters. This is important so pay close attention here,
those that sit on the fence during this embodiment, those who make no
decision one way or the other, those that are cited as being lukewarm
will be spewed out and counted among those excluded from the book of
life. One cannot remain on middle ground in this lifetime it is critical
for eternal security that one chooses and acts upon the choice to serve
the Father and Son while there is yet still time.
Every kingdom divided against itself is brought to

desolation; and every city or house divided against itself
shall not stand.
Matthew 12:25, kjv
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Like Cain and Abel, Isaac and Ishmael, Jacob and Esau, those
that find themselves in flesh form now, are and were part of
the angels that were witness to the unveiling of Christ as light
of the world. We were as the sons of God, also witness to the
revealing of Christ as light of the world. Were also parcel to the
rebellion of Lucifer and temptation of the angels of the Most
High, and subsequent war in heaven. If required to enter into
flesh embodiment, it would be our decisions during that time
which would determine election for mission during this lifetime.
Every choice we make now with our every instance, thought,
act, and deed while embroiled in worldly affairs, will determine
course of whether we will be worthy of the salvation and eternal
life extended to all by the sacrifice of Christ to those taking form
into this world. It would be Yahushuahs prerogative as head of
the Morningstar administration, to enter into the second world
age and example to us all as the fallen sons of God, what it is
that we must do, and how it is that we must live, to be counted
among those worthy of a return to our first estate in escaping the
entrapments of this carnal world.
It would be His immaculate conception and virgin birth
which would prove to world and all history, how Yahuwah as
our Father in heaven and Creator of us all, has been and always
will be in charge of all things since even prior to what became
the foundations for the inception of this flesh world. The plan of
salvation and the incarnation of Christ into the flesh has and had
been known to the Most High before even the fall of Adam and
Eve, and their seduction by Satan the fallen cherub. The birth
life and death of the Messiah had even been encoded into the
heavenly eons before the stars, planets, and constellations had
reached the necessary position to herald His birth, life, death, and
resurrection. The entire creation bears witness to our Fathers love
of humanity and sacrifice of His only begotten Son to redeem the
sins of this world.
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So also is the resurrection of the dead. It is sown in

corruption; it is raised in incorruption: It is sown in
dishonour; it is raised in glory: it is sown in weakness; it
is raised in power: It is sown a natural body; it is raised
a spiritual body. There is a natural body, and there is a
spiritual body.
And so it is written, The first man Adam was made a
living soul; the last Adam was made a quickening spirit.
Howbeit that was not first which is spiritual, but that
which is natural; and afterward that which is spiritual.
The first man is of the earth, earthy: the second man is
the Lord from heaven. As is the earthy, such are they also
that are earthy: and as is the heavenly, such are they also
that are heavenly. And as we have borne the image of the
earthy, we shall also bear the image of the heavenly. Now
this I say, brethren, that flesh and blood cannot inherit
the kingdom of God; neither doth corruption inherit
incorruption.
Behold, I shew you a mystery; We shall not all sleep,
but we shall all be changed, In a moment, in the twinkling
of an eye, at the last trump: for the trumpet shall sound,
and the dead shall be raised incorruptible, and we shall be
changed. For this corruptible must put on incorruption,
and this mortal must put on immortality. So when this
corruptible shall have put on incorruption, and this mortal
shall have put on immortality, then shall be brought to
pass the saying that is written, Death is swallowed up in
victory.
O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy
victory? The sting of death is sin; and the strength of sin is
the law. But thanks be to God, which giveth us the victory
through our Lord Jesus Christ.
Yahushuah would prove through His life and being that not
only is He the only begotten of the Father, but that He and the
Father are one and that the Father had given to Him the keys
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to the kingdom of life and death and that He would be the final
arbiter of coming judgment. With His return the harvest would
ensue, His angels as the reapers would be sent to separate the
wheat and the tares, the goats from the sheep, the left from the
right, and the wise from foolish virgins. Sacrificing Self on the
altar of death would give all the chance for a return to paradise.
Christ would be and is the way, the truth, the light, and His
example is what would show to the world how to be righteous
in serving the laws and commandments as laid out by the Father
and brought forth by the apostles and prophets of old that were
bound by the covenants made by Yahuwah with Adam, Noah,
Abraham, and reaffirmed with Moses on Mount Sinai.
And hereby we do know that we know him, if we keep his

commandments.
1 John 2:3, kjv
And whatsoever we ask, we receive of him, because we

keep his commandments, and do those things that are
pleasing in his sight.
1 John 3:22, kjv
By this we know that we love the children of God, when

we love God, and keep his commandments. 3 For this is
the love of God, that we keep his commandments: and his
commandments are not grievous.
1 John 5:2, kjv
Here is the patience of the saints: here are they that keep
the commandments of God, and the faith of Jesus.
A final emphasis is warranted to establish that God knew the

end from the beginning as He orchestrated everything. So while
we do have free will, from the perspective of the Creator, he knew
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and established every thought, deed and action and provided a

proving ground for His ultimate purposeto find out who is
worthy to be called the Sons of God.
Declaring the end from the beginning, and from ancient

times the things that are not yet done, saying, My counsel
shall stand, and I will do all my pleasure:
Isaiah 46:10, kjv
Niburian Dawn
Lost myths
forgotten Kingdoms
cultures pre-dating modern man
vacant megalithic structures
stand tall
everywhere abandoned
overshadowing
mushroom mangled courtyards
cut to precise patterns for celestial view
Nazca lines hint of past significance
crop circles mark their return
fallen angels ancient aliens wise stargazers
aligning primordial cities to heavens influence
Grand astronomical temples
inscribe their deeds
as they molded urban centers
to the rhythms of mother earth
Who were they to know so much
so young in history
Still deciphering the legacy of their tales
we laugh the fables off
ascribing them to superstition
Here the gods roamed
divining human form
gathering minerals
to adorn hybrid lives
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intruding this plane of thought

Stately statues
celebrate their tales
wide-etched murals
stone carved
to exact precision
defy explanation
or rational thought
What if were going backwards
having lost our connection to source
& its worse than its ever been
Each strategically placed equatorial city
harbors collective memory
of suppressed lives
standing for a time
when mythic life
existed as real
course aligned
constructed to sun & stars
moon backed
otherworldly knowledge
silhouetted by mystery
Hidden still pregnant
in earthen mounds
cities vast in secrets
forgotten myth
lore
remain dormant vine covered
releasing only minor clues
of broken glyph temples
jut to wide sky
still observant of sky realms
& celestial uncertainties
Satellites now spot lost locations
soon the secrets
of blood stained altars
raised to sun
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reaching rainforest rooftops

hosting
dedication to the feathered serpent
nachash hidden among
birds of paradise
flocked in every color
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Chapter 11
Pre-election and the

Choice of Allegiance
T here are many passages from many various sources that

confirm the premise of pre-election, pre-existence, and
predestination especially when one studies and reads from the
many forgotten texts which are largely ignored by other biblical
scholars. These texts contain dozens of passages which expand
upon and connect to these topics which if listed all together
in biographical form would be large enough in reference to be
published as a book in and of itself. In this scope of my work
I usually like to source all of these passages for the reader,
incorporating them in such way that they elucidate the things
that I am writing about. However, due to the lateness of the hour
and the eager inquiry of many of the readers and listeners which
follow my work, I will at some point have to abandon adding
more resources to this work and therefore will relate what I can
and hope that it will be enough to aid you as the reader in coming
to the discernment with what I am sharing here. Know that it
seems like daily that I find more confirmation and that if I waited
until I felt this work was completed in scope and content before
allowing it to be released to the public, that point would probably
never arrive.
I find that as a writer and researcher at some point, I have to
decide to quit working on the book that I am focused on and
the topics being delved into, because as I learn more I am lead
to more answers which spurn more questions in trying to bring
forth revelation. I will however cite what I consider the most
important passages from books which most know little about to
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clarify this topic in full as many of you are eager to confirm this
knowledge from sources which are not usually delved into. Many
of you are also just beginning to study the numerous extra biblical
books which are found worldwide and easily attainable from the
broad reach of the Internet. My hope is that my books and work
aide you in piquing your interest to explore the wide availability
of knowledge freely available to us through key word search using
the world wide web. Perhaps it will even intrigue those of you
hesitant to embrace the scope of the many teachings that I cover
in my video, radio, and printed work.
They will ask you where are you going. The answer, To
the place from which I came. I return to that place.
Apocryphon of James, Nag Hammadi
Many are called few are chosen. The elect as vessels of

righteousness, are those that had been predestinated by the
Father and Son to serve in capacity which would assist in the
grander scheme of what is revelation and capacity that serves
Their design and purpose for life and being. Rememberance is
about awakening to the purpose They intended for us as role and
mission in serving the flock as church and humanity. Their are
many in the flesh now that are being called to such purpose having
once been part of those first world age spirits which perhaps
fought for and sided with the Morningstar administration in
contention against the rebel angels. There are many which were
preserved for this specific time as it would take those chosen for
special election to fulfill assignment in awakening others to their
own remembrance. There are also many here that have been the
enemies of the Father and Son which would be part of the falling
away which sweeps masses of this generation into the distractions
of worldly occupation that dissuade many in daily life and being
from ever seeking and making priority of the eternal kingdom.
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And in those days many will love office, though devoid

of wisdom. And there will be many lawless elders, and
shepherds dealing wrongly by their own sheep, and they
will ravage (the meek) owing to their not having holy
shepherds. And many will change the honour of the
garments of the saints for the garments of the covetous,
and there will be much respect of persons in those days
and lovers of the honour of this world. And there will be
much slander and vainglory at the approach of the Lord,
and the Holy Spirit will withdraw from many. And there
will not be in those days many prophets, nor those who
speak trustworthy words, save one here and there in divers
places, On account of the spirit of error and fornication
and of vainglory, and of covetousness, which shall be in
those, who will be called servants of that One and in those
who will receive that One. And there will be great hatred
in the shepherds and elders towards each other. For there
will be great jealousy in the last days; for every one will
say what is pleasing in his own eyes. And they will make
of none effect the prophecy of the prophets which were
before me, and these my visions also will they make of
none effect, in order to speak after the impulse of their
own hearts.
Ascension of Isaiah 3:23-31, Pseudepigripha
Now we beseech you, brethren, by the coming of our Lord

Jesus Christ, and by our gathering together unto him, That
ye be not soon shaken in mind, or be troubled, neither by
spirit, nor by word, nor by letter as from us, as that the
day of Christ is at hand. Let no man deceive you by any
means: for that day shall not come, except there come a
falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son
of perdition; Who opposeth and exalteth himself above
all that is called God, or that is worshipped; so that he as
God sitteth in the temple of God, shewing himself that
he is God.
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Remember ye not, that, when I was yet with you, I told

you these things? And now ye know what withholdeth
that he might be revealed in his time. For the mystery
of iniquity doth already work: only he who now letteth
will let, until he be taken out of the way. And then shall
that Wicked be revealed, whom the Lord shall consume
with the spirit of his mouth, and shall destroy with the
brightness of his coming: Even him, whose coming is after
the working of Satan with all power and signs and lying
wonders,
And with all deceivableness of unrighteousness in
them that perish; because they received not the love of the
truth, that they might be saved. And for this cause God
shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe
a lie: That they all might be damned who believed not
the truth, but had pleasure in unrighteousness. But we are
bound to give thanks alway to God for you, brethren beloved
of the Lord, because God hath from the beginning chosen you
to salvation through sanctification of the Spirit and belief of
the truth: Whereunto he called you by our gospel, to the
obtaining of the glory of our Lord Jesus Christ.
2 Thessalonians 2:1-14, kjv
Paul states in this passage that there shall be a great falling

away and after shall the man of sin, the son of perdition be
revealed. This man will be the one that declares himself as God
in the temple of God as referenced in Daniel and Revelation.
The Last Pope

During the course of writing this book an unusual and I believe
profound occurrence happened which is in my opinion associated
to the prophecy of the false prophet and the antichrist. It concerns
the fulfillment of a 12th century prophecy first published in
1595 by a Benedictine named Arnold de Wyon. Wyon released
Lignum Vit, latin for tree of life, a book about the history of
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the Benedictine order and in its content published a prophecy

attributed to Saint Malachy, the 12thcentury Archbishop
of Armagh. He explains that the prophecies had been in the
possession of a secret archive of the Vatican library but had never
been released publically before, but that there was already great
interest among Vatican insiders about the vision of Malachy.
According to an 1871 testimony of Abb Cucherat, the
prophecy describes how Malachy received the vision of what was
to be the reign of the upcoming 112 popes extending from Pope
Innocent II, whom summoned him to Rome in 1139 where he
had the vision. During that papal visit Malachy was said to have
experienced a vision of all future popes, which he then recorded
along with short Latin phrases cryptically connected to each
reign of the coming popes.
Chris Putnam and Tom Horn, published on April 15, 2012,
a book entitled Petrus Romanus: The Final Pope is Here, and
detail St. Malachys prophecies and how they appear to have
been peculiarly accurate for the past 500 years. The Latin phrases
associated to each pope have been confirmed to have been
prophetic in nature. No matter what ones opinion on the Vatican
and Roman Catholic Church, Malachys prophecies seemed to
be infused with a visionary capacity especially considering that
it ends with the rise of Petrus Romanus, whom according to
timeline will be the pontificate which will ascend to power after
the announced resignation of Pope Benedict XVI on February
28th, 2013. Benedict XVI is the 111th pope on Malachys list,
the next pope is to be called or connected in some way to Petrus
Romanus and should be according to the vision the last and
final pope, signifying that he should be the false prophet who
introduces anti-christ to the world. The phrase associated to
Petrus Romanus is one of the longest and most detailed latin
ciphers written by Malachy. It says this:
In persecutione extrema S.R.E. sedebit.
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Petrus Romanus, qui pascet oves in multis tribulationibus,

quibus transactis civitas septicollis diruetur, & judex tremedus
judicabit populum suum. Finis.
Translated into English:
In the final persecution of the Holy Roman Church, there will
sit [i.e., as bishop]. Peter the Roman, who will pasture his sheep
in many tribulations, and when these things are finished, the
city of seven hills [i.e. Rome] will be destroyed, and the dreadful
judge will judge his people. The End
Benedict XVI announced his resignation Monday, February
11th, 2013 citing ill and deteriorating health issues. Hours after
his announcement lightning struck St. Peters basilica in the
Vatican not once but twice. Embroiled in allegations of sexual
misconduct, an international banking scandal, and cover-up of
allegations of child pedophilia, the pope claimed that his health
had disintegrated such that he could no longer fulfill his duties
as the head of the Roman Catholic Church. The resignation
of a living pontificate had not occurred for 6 centuries, making
him the first pope to do so since Gregory XII in 1415, who was
deposed as pope because of a schism and rivalry with Benedict
XIII also deposed so that the church could be reunified under
one pontificate that of Alexander V.
I believe that the strong delusion which could deceive even
the most elect if it were possible, will be in some way connected
to the election of a new pope and that this new pope will be the
prophesied false prophet and he will establish the introduction of
the anti-christ which will be in-dwelt by the spirit of apollyon/
abaddon as the devil incarnate.
And they worshipped the dragon which gave power unto

the beast: and they worshipped the beast, saying, Who is
like unto the beast? who is able to make war with him? And
there was given unto him a mouth speaking great things and
blasphemies; and power was given unto him to continue forty
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and two months. And he opened his mouth in blasphemy

against God, to blaspheme his name, and his tabernacle,
and them that dwell in heaven. And it was given unto him
to make war with the saints, and to overcome them: and
power was given him over all kindreds, and tongues, and
nations. And all that dwell upon the earth shall worship
him, whose names are not written in the book of life of the
Lamb slain from the foundation of the world. If any man
have an ear, let him hear.
He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity:
he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the
sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints. And
I beheld another beast coming up out of the earth; and he
had two horns like a lamb, and he spake as a dragon. And
he exerciseth all the power of the first beast before him,
and causeth the earth and them which dwell therein to
worship the first beast, whose deadly wound was healed.
And he doeth great wonders, so that he maketh fire come
down from heaven on the earth in the sight of men, And
deceiveth them that dwell on the earth by the means of
those miracles which he had power to do in the sight of
the beast; saying to them that dwell on the earth, that they
should make an image to the beast, which had the wound
by a sword, and did live.
And he had power to give life unto the image of the
beast, that the image of the beast should both speak, and
cause that as many as would not worship the image of the
beast should be killed. And he causeth all, both small and
great, rich and poor, free and bond, to receive a mark in
their right hand, or in their foreheads: And that no man
might buy or sell, save he that had the mark, or the name
of the beast, or the number of his name. Here is wisdom.
Let him that hath understanding count the number of the
beast: for it is the number of a man; and his number is Six
hundred threescore and six.
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The whole world will be deceived by the supernatural

abilities of both the false prophet and the anti-christ to perform
unnatural miracles. Those not written into the book of life and
who worship the dragon will wonder at the beast and many will
accept him as being the savior of the world. The 42 months that
he is allowed to hold power are the last 3 1/2 years of tribulation
which I believe will be reached when the next pope introduces
to the world the anti-christ. As to the lateness of the hour Saint
Malachys prophecy of the rise of Petrus Romanus should signify
to the world that we are already living through the tribulation
years and that at any moment the false prophet could heralds the
coming of the anti-christ.
I also believe that the anti-christ will be associated to the
ancient astronaut, aliens, and returned annunaki nephilim and
that the strong delusion will encompass people accepting the
space brothers as the creators and benefactors of humanity. I
believe that they will also state that the missing evolutionary link
has not been found because it was the interdiction of the aliens
which jump started the rapid advancement of humanity so that
if it were not for their intervention that we would have never
reached the level of culture, society, and intelligence that we as a
creature foster now.
They will deny the Father of us all and demote Yahushuah
declaring Him as one of the Galactic Federation of Light or
as being an ascended master but only part of the great white
brotherhood. The antichrist who behind the scenes nurtured
and directed the creation of the one world system or New World
Order, will then takeover the system being created now in his
honor. The globalist elites that sit on the thrones of the world
will then give their power to the beast.
And the angel said unto me, Wherefore didst thou

marvel? I will tell thee the mystery of the woman, and
of the beast that carrieth her, which hath the seven heads
and ten horns. The beast that thou sawest was, and is not;
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and shall ascend out of the bottomless pit, and go into

perdition: and they that dwell on the earth shall wonder,
whose names were not written in the book of life from the
foundation of the world, when they behold the beast that
was, and is not, and yet is.
And here is the mind which hath wisdom. The seven
heads are seven mountains, on which the woman sitteth.
And there are seven kings: five are fallen, and one is, and
the other is not yet come; and when he cometh, he must
continue a short space. And the beast that was, and is not,
even he is the eighth, and is of the seven, and goeth into
perdition. And the ten horns which thou sawest are ten kings,
which have received no kingdom as yet; but receive power as
kings one hour with the beast. These have one mind, and shall
give their power and strength unto the beast. These shall
make war with the Lamb, and the Lamb shall overcome
them: for he is Lord of lords, and King of kings: and they
that are with him are called, and chosen, and faithful. And
he saith unto me, The waters which thou sawest, where
the whore sitteth, are peoples, and multitudes, and nations,
and tongues. And the ten horns which thou sawest upon
the beast, these shall hate the whore, and shall make her
desolate and naked, and shall eat her flesh, and burn her
with fire. For God hath put in their hearts to fulfil his
will, and to agree, and give their kingdom unto the beast,
until the words of God shall be fulfilled. And the woman
which thou sawest is that great city, which reigneth over
the kings of the earth.
With the widely acclaimed success of the Ancient Aliens

series on the History channel, the people of the world have been
programmed for the willing acceptance of some sort of extra-
terrestrial type being to be the savior of humanity. The 10 horns
which give their power unto the beast represents the regional
heads of the 10 areas of the world as divided by the United
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Nations. The seven heads are seven mountains represent the

seven land masses of the planet which comprise the entirety of
the globe. The New World Order power structure which is to
be organizer of the United Nations, is the city and seat of the
Kings and Queens of the world. New York is the great city which
reigns over the Kings of the earth and it will be this city which
is destroyed in a single hour in a single day as revealed in the
prophecy of Revelation 18.
What most of humanity does not understand, there is on the
planet an entire seed-line and people dedicated to serving evil and
whom worship Lucifer as god and because he has been granted
temporary reign over this fallen world, he can promote to power
any that will serve him in blind obedience to impose his will
upon the masses. In order to reach such a position one must be
willing to oppress and slaughter the people in unified allegiance
and goal. Most of the people of the world are considered to be
useless eaters, and do not know about and are not aware of these
people and the goals of the New World Order. They have no idea
who the enemy is nor that they are in the fight of their and their
childrens lives. Most do not even know that there is in fact an
ongoing war against the seed of Adam taking place and that the
battlegrounds include all areas of being including food, water,
medicine, land, education, government, religion, politics, and all
other things where consolidation has provided industry influence
over our lives.
Most people do not draw their own water from the earth nor
do they grow their own food independent of institutions which
are largely controlled by and manipulated by the wide tentacles
of the New World Order. Our food, water, medicines, care, and
even air that we breath have been tainted to such degree that
unless one is aware of the sinister nature of their agenda for our
lives, and their broad reach into it, one cannot fathom as to all
the arenas where we as the sons of Adam are being poisoned and
attacked daily by the New World Order. Whether one believes in
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or even knows about the Illuminati and the New World Order,
we are daily affected by their power and the sinister nature of the
war they are waging against the seed of the woman.
Allusions to the secretive nature of this war and the
consequences upon collective humanity are everywhere encrypted
into the full spectrum of the gospel but without knowledge that
Cain was the first born of the serpent one would not comprehend
the fullness of Genesis 3:15 and Christs parables concerning the
tares, goats, and un-wise virgins. It is necessary in my opinion
to come to terms with this discernment if one is to understand
the war that we are even today embroiled in and how that war
affects us at every level. Those without this discernment just will
not be able to understand the profound nature of the scriptures
as a whole because this knowledge is critical for unlocking many
of the verses which are associated to such discernment and that
depend on these things as a skeleton key for unlocking truth.
I know that ye are Abrahams seed; but ye seek to kill me,

because my word hath no place in you. I speak that which
I have seen with my Father: and ye do that which ye have
seen with your father. They answered and said unto him,
Abraham is our father. Jesus saith unto them, If ye were
Abrahams children, ye would do the works of Abraham.
But now ye seek to kill me, a man that hath told you the
truth, which I have heard of God: this did not Abraham.
Ye do the deeds of your father. Then said they to him, We be not
born of fornication; we have one Father, even God. Jesus said
unto them, If God were your Father, ye would love me: for
I proceeded forth and came from God; neither came I of
myself, but he sent me.
Why do ye not understand my speech? even because
ye cannot hear my word. Ye are of your father the devil, and
the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the
beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth
in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is
a liar, and the father of it.
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And because I tell you the truth, ye believe me not.

Which of you convinceth me of sin? And if I say the truth,
why do ye not believe me? He that is of God heareth Gods
words: ye therefore hear them not, because ye are not of God.
Then answered the Jews, and said unto him, Say we not
well that thou art a Samaritan, and hast a devil? Jesus
answered, I have not a devil; but I honour my Father, and
ye do dishonour me. And I seek not mine own glory: there
is one that seeketh and judgeth.
Verily, verily, I say unto you, If a man keep my saying,
he shall never see death. Then said the Jews unto him,
Now we know that thou hast a devil. Abraham is dead,
and the prophets; and thou sayest, If a man keep my
saying, he shall never taste of death. Art thou greater than
our father Abraham, which is dead? and the prophets are
dead: whom makest thou thyself ? Jesus answered, If I
honour myself, my honour is nothing: it is my Father that
honoureth me; of whom ye say, that he is your God: Yet ye
have not known him; but I know him: and if I should say,
I know him not, I shall be a liar like unto you: but I know
him, and keep his saying. Your father Abraham rejoiced
to see my day: and he saw it, and was glad. Then said the
Jews unto him, Thou art not yet fifty years old, and hast thou
seen Abraham? Jesus said unto them, verily,verily, I say unto
you, Before Abraham was, I am. Then took they up stones
to cast at him: but Jesus hid himself, and went out of the
temple, going through the midst of them, and so passed by.
John 8:37-59, kjv
Earthwalk
Destiny slowly unfolding
here I am hunting down forgotten dreams
Piecing together the puzzles of Truth
hidden behind its many themes
Holding to this moments Freedom
the wild adventure of life on the run
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Racing towards the Desert Horizon

Im chasing the shadows of an ancient sun
Moments of incredible magic
remembrance of old memories and forgotten times
Days like this
we spent following the Dead
burning memories into our minds
All this remembering
how can I forget
things that touch my soul
Ill never regret in anyway
memories that I hold
Time spent chilling
in the Humboldt Mountain still
Feeling good about my life
no more joyful could I feel
Long warm summer days fly by
another sunset dies tye-dye
& the purple hooded Night rises
over the theater of peoples lives
Distant paths become bound & tied
Praises to Yah
I found other souls like mine
In this space we face
the consequence of uncertain lives
Funny how certain paths
keep crossing the stream of mine
Connecting us in some enchanted way
to share whatever it is that may
Come to us this day beneath the Angel Sun
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Chapter 12
A Box Of Chocolates
Life as an investigatoris like a box of chocolates.

Steve Quayle Alert
Feb 21, 2013
T his information was released to the public domain via Steve

Quayle, one of the greatest researchers and watchmen on
the planet serving the Father and Son. Steve was and is a pioneer
on this road and many of us myslef included owe him a debt of
gratitude for speaking the truth for so long and for staying the
course in the face of insult and danger.
I reproduce this alert now in full as it has major implications
for those that have been struggling with understanding the war
in heaven and specifically the enmity between the seed of the
woman and seed of the serpent. This dialogue confirms the
premise of my previous works especially book four, Lucifer
Father of Cain, for which I too have received a great deal of
criticism and outright animosity for having produced. I would
again ask the reader to doubt everything said here but to hold
responsibility for ones own discernment in taking this and all
information before the Father and Son, for confirmation as to
whether they are relevant to the esoteric nature of truth presented
here and in many other forums.
Part I
An investigator friend was telling me a story I can easily relate
toone time, he says.I left home on a lazy Saturday evening
to grab some comfort food, I told the wife Ill be right back as
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my dog having heard the car keys jingle, dutifully pushed his
way through the door to assist me on my mission, he instinctively
knew Id forget his doggie treats if he wasnt right there to assist
me. Minutes later, as I was walking out of the store with my
booty, I saw a man who Id been searching for as the subject of
a complex embezzlement scheme, he was walking to a rented
moving van and towing his classic car on a trailer behind it.
Nine days and 3,500 miles laterI completed my fieldwork and
handed the investigation over to several Federal Agencies on
what had now become a Federal case. I returned home to my
very distraught bride of six monthswe were supposed to have
left on our already twice delayed honeymoon cruise the previous
Sunday morning. We didnt have cell phones in those days and
I didnt have a radio in my personal car, my handheld was on
the charger at home when Id gone on my quick trip. My first
call came during a brief fuel stop at four a.m. the next morning,
the hurried explanations fell on incredulously deaf ears; between
her astonished and uncharacteristically numerous expletives. For
some months Id been telling her, third times a charmguess I
was wrong, again! she was NOTamused.
He concluded his hour long story stating very matter of
factleyI guess Isort of, understand why she divorced meI
sure do miss her. He then proceeded to explain how this life
lesson had led him to understand one of his many Laws of
Investigations whichlike a box of chocolatescome in no
particular order, and are only predictable, in their unpredictability.
I then proceeded to break what is now one of MY laws, never
ask this guy a question, without having first taken a bathroom
break! He tends to be pretty long windedbut the stories are
generally worth it. I asked; What are some of the other laws
youve come up with?, I knew the moment the words came out
of my mouth, I should have restricted my question to just one
lawhard to do with good chocolates.
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Without breaking stride he says,Belief is the driver of

action; and proceeded into another long and winding story, in
order to give me his history for the law.
About 20 years ago (Oh Boy, my first cluethis was gonna
take a while!), I had recently completed my latest physics project
at a location that uses a number for a name. A colleague from my
time as an Air Force OSI agent, specializing in advanced sciences
and technology, had heard I was heading to England for a long
overdue vacation and asked me if Id volunteer to help him while
I was there. He needed a witness on a simple mission to collect
some evidence,unwittingly, I said sure, no problem. (Oh nuts;
Id just violated a law every service member knows all too well
NEVER VOLUNTEER! The smallest chocolates are always the
ones with the nutsusually).
We went to a private city within the city, security was well
concealed, but omnipresent to a trained eye. We went to a
private office and met with a man whom I later came to know
as a member of one of the wealthiest families on the planet. He
talked with us briefly about funding for a scientific investigation
my friend was going to pursue. He invited us to dine with him
at his residence later in the evening. In the interim my friend
proceeded to tell me how the man had apparently had an NDE
(Near Death Experience) during a medical procedure. Hed
apparently had a Pauline like Angelic encounter, during which
opaque and serpent-like scales had fallen from his eyes, in the
presence of a Divine Messenger! Layer after layer of lies and
deceptions dissolved before him. At its conclusion he came to
believe his entire life was one big rubber-band roll of tangled
liesevery new one bigger than the last. Hed resolved to turn to
a new Way and set out to change his life; and the world.
After dinner, we collected blood, tissue, hair and oral swabs.
Hed recently had a dental procedure and had saved a tooth,
which he dutifully preserved in a small paper bag in his freezer.
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I videotaped the collection process as the evidence was bagged

and tagged.
On the plane ride back State-side, my friend who at the time
was one of the most knowledgeable DNA researchers on the planet
pulled out the biggest piece of mental-Jerkey Ive ever gnawed on!
His benefactor/test-subject, believed that while most of the Sons of
Adam had double strand DNA, he had been told by his family that
he and his blood relatives were distinctly different and that he, like
his fathers before him had triple strand DNA. He wanted my friend
to secretly prove once and for all if this was trueor not. The subject
claimed that his extended family and their cousins, who are kings,
queens, princes and princesses, as well as leaders of industry and
banking worldwide; believe they are children of an other-worldly race
of Humanoid Beings. Hed been taught by his tutors that once upon a
time, his Ancestors had fallen to earth after some Cosmic Calamity in
the time beforethe Garden. He believed that while their Ancestral
Mother was Evetheir Ancestral father was not Adam! He was torn
to know if a Child of Cain was actually genetically different and
whether he could he be saved?
My friend never got the money for his investigative research
as the donor was found dead in his apartment a short while
later. The death was ruled a suicide by hanging, even though
his feet were found to be barely touching the floor when he was
discoveredvery strange.
My friends wife gave me all of his research and notes upon
his own untimely death some years laterleading me to bite into
another chocolate in the Law of Investigations boxFact is
oftenstranger than fiction!
Part II
The beginning of a previously unexpected tripdown the
rabbits hole!
My investigator friend continued his tale after my return from
an overdue bathroom break.
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It was a long plane ride homethe funeral had been difficult

for me, losing a close friend at such a young age was not easy.
Because of the nature of his workand mine, our talks had
mostly been cryptic and necessarily, too few; and too far between.
His young wife had only been with him a short while. Much of
his early years and most of his real life were completely hidden
from her, need to know type stuff; and she didnt, so she didnt.
Flash drives werent common then, a removable hard drive sat
in the open brief case on the seat next to me in what originally
had been a box for Christmas Cards. A lone card sat on top of
the unusual assortment of contents, it pictured a cat who had
apparently licked the socket of a strand of Christmas lights that
its owner was stringing atop a tree. It was a snowy setting, in
front of a festively lit home. The cat was amusingly adorned in
a tangle of colored lights as it hung midair between the starry
heavens and its hell; every limb painfully extended in a different
direction and every hair standing on end under the shock of
electrocution. A similarly shocked dad was teetering atop of
his now tipping ladder next to a window where small children
and the wife, mouths agape, watched helplessly. An old hound
dog laid on the porch nearby, barely raising one eye to take in
the entertainment. With the Crowning Star of David blazing
brightly in his hand, only moments from the completion of his
task, dad was now headed on a previously unexpected tripand
so was I.
Although the sticky note affixed to the top of the box stated
simplyJuan O. Saven, an operational code name I was once
known by, the card when opened stated my Christian name
simply, with the following brief message, Do what you do, Ill
expect a complete report when you get here, since if your reading
this, Ive already gone ahead He signed the card Slowpoke.
That was a name I had given him once, when we were young
and brimming over with lifeand innocence. Reading the note,
my eyes uncontrollably, began to tear upI suddenly felt much,
much older, and alone. I dwelt on the card, his note and our very
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unusual lives, for the rest of my long trip home; good friends, old
friends, arent easy to come by
When I arrived in my city, I was very backed up in my work
and I couldnt really look at what I had for some time. For one
thing, I didnt immediately know how to access the hard drive
and when I did, the information was password protected and he
seemingly hadnt included a password with the box. It was quite
some time later that it occurred to me that he actually had, and
that was the true reason for the catchy card at the top of the
boxyeah, he was right and I WAS slow.
It was all there, his contacts, his drawings and descriptions.
His technical analysis was not easy to read; but I had enough
(more than general) knowledge, to follow his work. Hed traveled
covertly to meet with specialists, including one Nobel Lauriet to
get their opinion of his observations and analysis. Hed even met
with some very prominent religious authorities of varied beliefs, to
get their take on the possible implications of what he believed he
had found. He was exceedingly careful and always traveled under
some other role and purpose and only as a peripheral inquiry
brought his real questions to bear; conscious of the dangerous
sensitivity of the subject at hand.
Near the end of his notes I came to a page titled Conclusions
followed by these lines:
This is a Murder Investigation which was then followed
on a separate line written all in capitals OF MURDER, BY A
SERIAL MURDERER. He then went into several pages of
a long diatribe of identifiers and details that only recently have
begun to make sense to me.
Under a new heading, Follow the Blood Trail
At first he noted that the DNA strands he was examining
seemed to be wound more tightly than normal, you see there are
normally ten rungs per complete twist of the Double Helix strand
in normal Human DNA. In his analysis of our Subjects DNA
taken from his blood samples, he found intermittent sections
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which appeared to be wound more tightly, with only nine rungs

per complete twist, nine being an unusual and noteworthy number,
always turning and returning to itself. (I thought to myself, that
doesnt seem to be that unusualeverybody I KNOW seems like
theyre wound to tight.)
Simultaneously he observed and documented what he at
first believed to be, the foretold third strand of the Subjects
DNA. Upon closer analysis he came to an entirely different and
unexpected conclusion, our Subject had been lied to, IT WASNT
A THIRD STRAND AT ALL! It was a silvery threadlike, semi-
transparent, serpentine-like parasite of infinitesimally small
proportions. He observed that it was entangled intermittently
hoping back and forth between the normal Double Helix
strands, it appeared to him that as the parasite grew it continued
to wrap itself like a bean or Ivy type vine plant will attach itself
to any available protrusion. Unlike a normal snake or worm, this
parasite had little hook like protrusions that did seem to lend
themselves to a gripping type attachment all along the strand, his
notes described them as alligator or dragon feet, but only for his
amusement, not because they were that actual form. Occasionally,
he noted that it appeared that some of the threaded parasites
seemed to connect to adjacent parasites creating what appeared
to be tiny nets.
In his notes, my friend penned some personal thoughts after having
considered his observations and the source of his DNA materials.
He thought of the Vaticans pronouncements that the Aliens are
our Cousins and the Vishnu teachings of a time when gods flew in
spaceships and destroyed whole cities in a single blast. He even had
notes about Elijah being caught up in a Chariot of Fire! Maybe
he had misread, or misunderstood the entire history of his Bible!
Maybefrom Genesis to Revolutionsit was about some far more
tangible and real Fallen Angel Alien Cousins, than the ghost like
destroying angels hed always pictured in his imaginations. He gazed
at it and studied it in shocked disbelief and asked to himself,
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is this pathetic little blood-sucking worm, the tiny origin of the

tyrannical destroyer of so many lives and worlds? But he could
not escape the fact that small as it were, the DNA strands that
it/they were attached toweRE JUST AS SMALL! And both
had the informational encoding to make Goodor Evil! Yes,
the DNA, and the serpentine creature entangled in it potentially
bore the information/knowledge/blueprint to create good or evil
My investigator friend continued, I remembered the time
I had sat with a hard cold desk under my arms, as I stared
back into the false, Cheshire grin surrounding that mouthful
of fake pearly whites. He was starring me down from his Star
Chamber Seat; waiting for my answer from in front of the
concealing screen which provided me only partial anonymity
from the rest of the gallery. You see he thought hed caught me
in a lie, with what I had told his in house investigator, but his
investigators authorizations and clearances were not the same
as the SenatorsI replied, As you know Senator, the lie is
different at every level! and so it was, and so shall it always be,
in this life anyway; from the highest Thrones in this world, and
now, here again, right down to the tiniest strands of DNA, its
lies, lies, lies all the way down! The truth is, the so called third
strand of DNA that somehow could make THEM superior was
just another lie from the father of lies. In the end it was just
another lecherous parasitic alien hitchhiker on the road of life,
trying to deceive the vulnerable into forfeiting their birthright
for a bag of magic beans!
My friend tried and was trying at the time of his death to
determine if there was a way to separate the writhing and griping
entanglements of the demon seeds form, from the host DNA
without destroying the host. He also speculated on possible ways
to identify the Reptilians Hosts who walk among us while living
in the grip of The Reptilian Seeds Alien Possession.
It was here that I began my work, picking up where my friend
had too abruptly left off.
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Deep in my thoughts my friend continued Once again, Id

reached into lifes box of chocolates. Interesting thing he noted,
Theres usually some chocolate covered jellies with red colored
sprinkles on top, in lifes little box o chocolates, and I like those,
but this time, it seemed like Id reached instead for the three
pastel colored, hard shell, candy coated nuts at the center of the
box. I did remember clearly, that it seemed like just as I closed
my eyes and started to munch, I began to feel dizzy and for only
a momentbefore I felt myself begin to spin and teeter over, and
downinto the Rabbits hole!
Part III
To Serve Man
There are three more laws of investigation my investigator
friend brought to my attention and he then began quoting them
to me. Pellegrino, Powell and Sir Issac Asimov penned the Three
Laws of Alien Behavior:
Law No. 1
Their survival will be more important than our survival.
If an alien species has to choose between them and us, they
wont choose us. It is difficult to imagine a contrary case; species
dont survive by being self-sacrificing.
Law No. 2
Wimps dont become top dogs.
No species makes it to the top by being passive. The species
in charge of any given planet will be highly intelligent, alert,
aggressive, and ruthless when necessary.
Law No. 3
They will assume that the first two laws apply to us.
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My friend told me how his dizzying mental fall was eventually

arrested by a very hard floor. In the mixed box of Investigators
laws, my friend calls life, those three pastel colored, candy coated
chocolate covered nutsapparently? can be some very hard pills
to swallow.
He told meDoug!, rousing me like a freight trainDoug,
it hit me like the hard ground were standing on! Its all around us;
everywhere! They think of us like Aliens, but theyre the Aliens!
Dont you get it?! Theyre laughing at us. They THINK theyre
the children of Space Aliens from another world, marooned on
this tiny blue orb. Theyre just doing time till they can figure a way
off this rock so they can get back up to their Death-Star Moon
Ship; figure out how to fix it, and head back home to mommy!
I sat there, listening as he talked. I looked at the heart shaped
Valentines box of chocolates Id given my wife earlier in the
week, sure enough when I opened it (she hadnt eaten any yet,
but she had humored me with a perfunctory, its the thought
that counts and a peck on the cheek. I guess its some kinda high
brow female, smarter than everyone else, non-fat thing.), anyway,
sure enoughthere they were, the delightfully showcased Evil
Omens! just as described by my friendthree large, pastel
colored, candy coated and chocolate covered nuts, just as my
friend described! Forewarned is forearmed, thats what I sayI
picked a safe, fat and round soft chocolate; or two, before I put
the lid back on the box. I wasnt ready to drink the Kool-Aid yet,
but I also wasnt shutting him down either.
He continued, See, the way I see it, its all about the blood,
they marry and inter-marry to keep the Alien Blood pure. Thats
why all the incestuousness in these elites Royal Cliques, theyre
keeping it all in the family. He then explained how hed found
that this guy and that girl were actually related to some other guy
who wasnt the guy we were all lied to about, that was so and sos
official father, or mother. After a while it actually started to make
some kinda senseor maybe the blood-sugar was just starting
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to kick in and make me a little tipsy. Anyway; whatever; I lazily

thought to myself.
I starred off into space, deep in my hypo-glycemicially
induced, contemplative thoughts. On the shelve beside the TV
in my den an old VHS video box sat, its title staring back at
me, I Was A Zombie, for the FBI. Its a campy 80s black and
white B movie some college kids made about some brothers
who discover some sunglasses that when worn, allow them to
see Aliens masquerading as humans and plotting to destroy the
real humans and take over the earth. A more well known movie
version is They Live. As I adjusted my reading glasses, I had a
few new thoughts of my ownwhat if ?What IF?!
Then, rousing me again, out of my darkness, with his now
booming voice, my investigator friend said IT! And then
he said IT again, and more slowly and decisivelyand just
then, IT struck me, IT struck me, like a silver bullet to my
politically in-corrected brain! The haze half-cleared, and for a
long momentI realized exactly what hed been trying to say all
along, the clouding scales began to fall from my eyes also; just
as they had for our Subject in his NDE (I briefly thought, am I
on the verge of my own diabetic induced coma? Perhaps like our
original subject, I was having an NDE of my own.)
I reached for the water on the table beside me, but it was
actually the grand kids Kool-Aid, I drank it anyway as I thought
to myself, It doesnt really matter what I believe! It doesnt matter
what the lying facts say! It doesnt matter what any technical
analysis reveals! It doesnt even matter what the religious sages
thought; or believe!
It only matters what THEY believe!; because our original subject
and his relatives, who are kings, queens, princes and princesses, as
well as leaders of industry and banking worldwide believe (and act
as though) they are children of an other-worldly race of Humanoid
Beings; but not Human onlyHybrid HumanMore than
HumanSuperior Alien Humans!
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Our subject and his kin had been taught by their families and
tutors that once upon a time, Their Ancestors had fallen to earth after
some cosmic calamity in the time beforethe Garden. He believed
that while their Ancestral Mother was Evetheir Ancestral father
was not Adam! THEY BELIEVE that they are our Humanoid
CousinsSuperior Hybrids, half Alien and only half Human. They
once reined from Olympus and were Pharaohs. Whatever the real
truth of their history, their belief is the Driver of their Actions! Being
the true believers, they are, they will continue to operate in accordance
with their belief, and the laws of Alien/Darwinian type survival.
Thats why they interbreed, to maintain the purity of the Bloodline,
thats why they secretly meet and connive to pass power between
themselves; and thats why they must fool the rest of mankind into
wars of self destruction and debt, so that we may be forever enslaved
to their lusts, on this Prison Planet; till death do us part. More than
afraid, they know in their heartsthis is a fight for survivalTHE
fight for survival!
It had begun, just as my friend had said, as a Murder
Investigation, starting with the first Murder when that
Luciferian Demon Dad, had first whispered of the Evil deed to
his willing childCain! It continued down through time, the
Sons of Adam fighting for survival and destroying the Alien
Giants in Cainan LandDavid and the Hybrid Goliath, and his
four hybrid brothers. And all the hidden true believers since
hiding in plain sight, so powerful, so importantso, so afraid.
I was reminded how in the mountains of Afghanistan the
people would say their cousin lives on the other side of that
mountain; then in the next breath, remind you that the word for
cousinis interchangeably the same word meaning enemy.
Interchangeably?!? These earth-bound, half cousins of ours,
continue to laugh, but it is a nervous laugh at that! As they have
a joke or two at our expense; recreating their Lying Fathers fall to
earth and flashing their heretofore secret gang sign/hand signs to each
other, right in our face. I know now how dangerous their beliefs are,
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because they are being driven by their beliefs, taught to them by their
real alleged fatherthe Father of Lies. And even now he knows The
Truth and whispers in his initiates ears just as he first did in Cains
earthe Sons of Adam as long as they liveare dangerous.
Just then my friend began to cite another Law, stating, And
when your finally out of chocolates, its time to make stew! I
begged his indulgence for a few minutes as I wandered down the
hall to the restroom. I was wondering to myself, where did I leave
my ladder? I gotta get outta this rabbits hole before the bad guys
figure out theres no rabbits for the rabbit stew theyre dreaming
up for their caldron. They might decide to change cookbooks to
suit whatever else they might findUmmm yes, there it is, I
thought, theyd thoughtTo Serve Man.
Forward Until Dawn

Laboring for your liberty
singing secrets freely
to those whom would lend ear
Beware of ciphers
dressed in partial truths
decorated in luxuriance
and sold for profit
as candy to the masses
Sharing truth is sacred duty

obligation we should assume
without expectation of tribute
or reward
We must give without restriction

goading others to remembrance
in seeking catalyst to their own awakening
purpose and revelation
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We are condemned by callous wardens

harassed by their zombie slaves
as most are unaware
the razor wire steel doors
windows lined with bars
are indoctrinated to mind and
veiled from periphery
caging those unsure of bondage
and uncertain of hidden remand
The overseers celebrate the fostering

subtle imposition of a matrix
which grants the illusion of freedom
and access to excess and pleasure
We are quarantined by duress and

the mask of false liberation
Those revealing mystery

are designated insane
labeled with quackery
reputations dismantled
respect annihilated by those sovereigns
in charge of asylum
regulating the cuckoo nest
holding all victim to charade
We are complicit in our own oblivion

and that of our families
compelled to police self
vaccinating future generations
pledged to betray
loved ones children parents
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All are scrambling for the meager residual

and leftover scraps of dribbles
fallen from the cornucopia buffet meals
of the most privileged puppets congregating
to dance in the devils symphony
The Lord of this world

wears all masks
presenting himself benevolent
to those who cannot make sense
nor decipher the depth of this illusion
Funding both sides of the grand war

each battle horrific jubilation
celebration and decimation
pawns strategically placed
as cannon fodder for good slaughter
brothers as enemies contending ideas
Orwellian division
propaganda inciting contest
spilling blood
in clandestine sacrifice
for the feathered serpents aggregated
in mad carrion frenzy
I whisper to them who would attend

this way to paradise
those of you seeking
willing to digress
desiring freedom truth remembrance
more than life
compliant to sacrifice self
on the altar of salvation
even at the expense of this world
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Chapter 13
War in Heaven
I will for those who have not read my previous books and are
new to the war in Heaven touch quickly upon who Yahushuah
was so that you as the reader can understand how preexistence,
predestination, and pre-election tie into the prophecies of His
coming into flesh being. Those that have a difficult time with
understanding the context of John chapter one find it difficult to
grasp how it was that the Son and the Father are One and that
They together created and unfolded both the physical and the
invisible universe.
For the invisible things of him from the creation of the

world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that
are made, even his eternal power and Godhead; so that
they are without excuse:
Romans 1:20, kjv
Giving thanks unto the Father, which hath made us meet

to be partakers of the inheritance of the saints in light:
Who hath delivered us from the power of darkness, and
hath translated us into the kingdom of his dear Son: In
whom we have redemption through his blood, even the
forgiveness of sins: Who is the image of the invisible God,
the firstborn of every creature: For by him were all things
created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible
and invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions, or
principalities, or powers: all things were created by him,
and for him: And he is before all things, and by him all
things consist.
And he is the head of the body, the church: who is the
beginning, the firstborn from the dead; that in all things
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he might have the preeminence. For it pleased the Father

that in him should all fulness dwell; And, having made
peace through the blood of his cross, by him to reconcile
all things unto himself; by him, I say, whether they be
things in earth, or things in heaven.
Colossians 1:12-20, kjv
For thus saith the Lord that created the heavens; God
himself that formed the earth and made it; he hath
established it, he created it not in vain, he formed it to
be inhabited: I am the Lord; and there is none else. I
have not spoken in secret, in a dark place of the earth: I
said not unto the seed of Jacob, Seek ye me in vain: I the
Lord speak righteousness, I declare things that are right.
Assemble yourselves and come; draw near together, ye that
are escaped of the nations: they have no knowledge that
set up the wood of their graven image, and pray unto a
god that cannot save. Tell ye, and bring them near; yea, let
them take counsel together: who hath declared this from
ancient time? who hath told it from that time? have not I
the Lord? and there is no God else beside me; a just God
and a Saviour; there is none beside me. Look unto me, and
be ye saved, all the ends of the earth: for I am God, and
there is none else.
Isaiah 45:18-22, kjv
Praise ye the Lord. Praise ye the Lord from the heavens:

praise him in the heights. Praise ye him, all his angels:
praise ye him, all his hosts. Praise ye him, sun and moon:
praise him, all ye stars of light. Praise him, ye heavens of
heavens, and ye waters that be above the heavens. Let
them praise the name of the Lord: for he commanded,
and they were created. He hath also stablished them for
ever and ever: he hath made a decree which shall not pass.
Praise the Lord from the earth, ye dragons, and all deeps:
Fire, and hail; snow, and vapour; stormy wind fulfilling his
word: Mountains, and all hills; fruitful trees, and all cedars:
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Beasts, and all cattle; creeping things, and flying fowl:

Kings of the earth, and all people; princes, and all judges
of the earth: Both young men, and maidens; old men, and
children: Let them praise the name of the Lord: for his
name alone is excellent; his glory is above the earth and
heaven. He also exalteth the horn of his people, the praise
of all his saints; even of the children of Israel, a people near
unto him. Praise ye the Lord.
Pssalms 148:1-16, kjv
Thou, even thou, art Lord alone; thou hast made heaven,
the heaven of heavens, with all their host, the earth, and
all things that are therein, the seas, and all that is therein,
and thou preservest them all; and the host of heaven
worshippeth thee.
Nehemiah 9:6, kjv
And sware by him that liveth for ever and ever, who created
heaven, and the things that therein are, and the earth, and
the things that therein are, and the sea, and the things
which are therein, that there should be time no longer:
When the universe was enveloped in singularity and the

sons of God sat in darkness pondering consciousness and their
ability to think and feel, a commanding voice was heard rippling
across the full spectrum of being declaring in authority, Let
there be light. The creation which had moments before been
unperceivable became fully illuminated and the sons of God were
awed by the depth and expanse of immeasurable and infinite
existence. They understood three things immediately 1) that the
voice that had called forth the light was the all-powerful Creator,
Father of all things, 2) that the light which they were witness to
that illuminated all of creation was the only begotten Son, and 3)
that they were children of the Most High, the sons of God.
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When the morning stars sang together, and all the sons of
God shouted for joy?
Job 38:7
When light was separated from darkness, the visible worlds

were removed from the invisible, the perishable from the
imperishable, the lower realms from the upper, Yahushuah as
the original Morningstar was revealed to the sons of God as the
light of creation and power which imbued with luster and shine
everything, making all things visible in appearance.
I Jesus have sent mine angel to testify unto you these

things in the churches. I am the root and the offspring of
David, and the bright and morning star.
As the 1st Adam, Christ is the only begotten Son of Yahuwah

having pre-existed with the Father, He was not like the other
angels or incarnated beings. As the visible embodiment of the
Most High, together they created all other things.
Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the
life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me. If ye
had known me, ye should have known my Father also:
and from henceforth ye know him, and have seen him.
Philip saith unto him, Lord, shew us the Father, and it
sufficeth us.
Jesus saith unto him, Have I been so long time with
you, and yet hast thou not known me, Philip? he that hath
seen me hath seen the Father; and how sayest thou then,
Shew us the Father? Believest thou not that I am in the
Father, and the Father in me? the words that I speak unto
you I speak not of myself: but the Father that dwelleth
in me, he doeth the works. Believe me that I am in the
Father, and the Father in me: or else believe me for the
very works sake.
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Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me,

the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works
than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father. And
whatsoever ye shall ask in my name, that will I do, that the
Father may be glorified in the Son. If ye shall ask any thing
in my name, I will do it.
John 14:6-14, kjv
His revealing as the light of infinity was the moment He

was introduced to the angels as the Son of Man and granted
dominion over them all. This is also the moment that Lucifer as
the first created arch angel and most beautiful of the sons of God,
contrived jealousy siring iniquity within. His desire to be like the
Most High caused him to crave the worship of all the hosts of
heaven directed to the Father and Son. Vanity led him to consider
course for rebellion in seeking self glory. Depraved of authority,
he spurned a rift among the angels of the heaven. 1/3rd of every
class of angel joined him in his lust for self determination, rather
than serve in the Morningstar administration of the Son. One
class of angel, the seraphim, became especially enamored with
the imagination of being as gods themselves and united with him
to redefine their role within the Father and Sons creation.
But now, O Adam, we will make known to you, what

came over us through him, before his fall from heaven.
He gathered together his hosts, and deceived them,
promising to give them a great kingdom, a divine nature;
and other promises he made them. His hosts believed that
his word was true, so they yielded to him, and renounced the
glory of God. 11 He then sent for usaccording to the
orders in which we wereto come under his command,
and to accept his vein promise. But we would not, and we
did not take his advice.
Then after he had fought with God, and had dealt
forwardly with Him, he gathered together his hosts,
and made war with us. And if it had not been for Gods
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strength that was with us, we could not have prevailed

against him to hurl him from heaven. But when he fell
from among us, there was great joy in heaven, because of
his going down from us. For had he continued in heaven,
nothing, not even one angel would have remained in
it.But God in His mercy, drove him from among us to
this dark earth; for he had become darkness itself and a
worker of unrighteousness.
And he has continued, O Adam, to make war against
thee, until he beguiled thee and made thee come out of
the garden, to this strange land, where all these trials have
come to thee. And death, which God brought upon him
he has also brought to thee, O Adam, because thou didst
obey him, and didst transgress against God. Then a the
angels rejoiced and praised God, and asked Him not to
destroy Adam this time, for his having sought to enter the
garden; but to bear with him until the fulfilment of the
promise; and to help him in this world until he was free
from Satans hand.
The 1st Book of Adam and Eve 55:8-16, Pseudepigripha
To incite the angels of the Most High for rebellion, Lucifer

made extravagant promises to appeal to the angels sense of glory,
adventure, and self willed determination, belittling the role of
subservience in biding the Creator. The angels had been created
by the Father and Son to serve in the council of Elohim, and to
be part of the heavenly governance which performed the tasks
of the Most High in servicing creation. The angels were never
intended to seek self worship or to elevate themselves in glory
yet Lucifers appeal was so great that he was able to thwart 1/3rd
from their original design and purpose.
You have I created out of fire and air with the one intent
[that ye should] praise [Me].
Kebra Nagast 100, Ethiopic Apocrypha
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Many of the sons of God saw merit in abandoning their

designation as ministers of the Creator, to seek adventure in
defining worlds to rule of their own. Was not the universe sizable
enough to allow them to rule over a small portion of it and to
be like the Most High in lording over a portion of the expanse?
Surely there was some where they could go that would be out
of reach where they could escape the rules imposed upon them
by their Creator? The excitement of uncertain journey led many
astray in joining the rebellion toward god-hood and self-rule.
They would first try to ursurp the Father and Son for control
of the upper heavens before being cast out and banished to the
lower heavens where they would assume authority over the lower
visible worlds. Lucifer who became Satan, the adversary, and
those who joined him, sought place to establish kingdoms where
they could rule with impunity and act without reverence to the
laws and dictates of the Most High. Their desire was to do as
they wish and act as gods themselves. The banishment of Lucifer
and the angels which joined him occured on the 2nd day.
And I bowed down to the Lord, and the Lord spoke

to me: Enoch, beloved, all that you see, all things that
are standing finished I tell to you even before the very
beginning, all that I created from non-being, and visible
things from invisible. Hear, Enoch, and take in these my
words, for not to My angels have I told my secret, and I
have not told them their rise, nor my endless realm, nor
have they understood my creating, which I tell you to-day.
For before all things were visible, I alone used to go about
in the invisible things, like the sun from east to west, and
from west to east. But even the sun has peace in itself,
while I found no peace, because I was creating all things,
and I conceived the thought of placing foundations, and of
creating visible creation. 1I commanded in the very lowest
parts, that visible things should come down from invisible,
and Adoil came down very great, and I beheld him, and lo!
He had a belly of great light. And I said to him: Become
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undone, Adoil, and let the visible come out of you. And
he came undone, and a great light came out. And I was in
the midst of the great light, and as there is born light from
light, there came forth a great age, and showed all creation,
which I had thought to create. And I saw that it was good.
And I placed for myself a throne, and took my seat
on it, and said to the light: Go thence up higher and fix
yourself high above the throne, and be a foundation to the
highest things. And above the light there is nothing else,
and then I bent up and looked up from my throne. And
I summoned the very lowest a second time, and said: Let
Archas come forth hard, and he came forth hard from the
invisible. And Archas came forth, hard, heavy, and very red.
And I said: Be opened, Archas, and let there be born from
you, and he came undone, an age came forth, very great
and very dark, bearing the creation of all lower things, and
I saw that it was good and said to him: Go thence down
below, and make yourself firm, and be a foundation for
the lower things, and it happened and he went down and
fixed himself, and became the foundation for the lower
things, and below the darkness there is nothing else. And
I commanded that there should be taken from light and
darkness, and I said: Be thick, and it became thus, and I
spread it out with the light, and it became water, and I
spread it out over the darkness, below the light, and then
I made firm the waters, that is to say the bottomless, and
I made foundation of light around the water, and created
seven circles from inside, and imaged the water like crystal
wet and dry, that is to say like glass, and the circumcession
of the waters and the other elements, and I showed each
one of them its road, and the seven stars each one of them
in its heaven, that they go thus, and I saw that it was good.
And I separated between light and between darkness,
that is to say in the midst of the water hither and thither,
and I said to the light, that it should be the day, and to
the darkness, that it should be the night, and there was
evening and there was morning the first day.
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And then I made firm the heavenly circle, and made

that the lower water which is under heaven collect itself
together, into one whole, and that the chaos become dry,
and it became so. Out of the waves I created rock hard
and big, and from the rock I piled up the dry, and the dry
I called earth, and the midst of the earth I called abyss,
that is to say the bottomless, I collected the sea in one
place and bound it together with a yoke. And I said to the
sea: Behold I give you your eternal limits, and you shalt
not break loose from your component parts. Thus I made
fast the firmament. This day I called me the first-created
[Sunday].
And for all the heavenly troops I imaged the image and
essence of fire, and my eye looked at the very hard, firm
rock, and from the gleam of my eye the lightning received
its wonderful nature, which is both fire in water and water
in fire, and one does not put out the other, nor does the
one dry up the other, therefore the lightning is brighter
than the sun, softer than water and firmer than hard rock.
And from the rock I cut off a great fire, and from the fire I
created the orders of the incorporeal ten troops of angels, and
their weapons are fiery and their raiment a burning flame,
and I commanded that each one should stand in his order. And
one from out the order of angels, having turned away with the
order that was under him, conceived an impossible thought, to
place his throne higher than the clouds above the earth, that
he might become equal in rank to my power. And I threw him
out from the height with his angels, and he was flying in the
air continuously above the bottomless. On the third day I
commanded the earth to make grow at and fruitful trees,
and hills, and seed to sow, and I planted Paradise, and
enclosed it, and placed as armed guardians flaming angels,
and thus I created renewal.
Book of the Secrets of Enoch 24:2-30:1, Pseudepigripha
The war in heaven became the catalyst for the separation of

the forces of good from the forces of evil. Being cast out of the
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upper heavens and unseen worlds, Satan was granted authority

over the visible worlds and specifically the planetary system we
find ourselves living in. The Father and Son established the lower
physical realms, or what became the fallen visible world, to be a
proving grounds and place of judgment for the fallen angels and
for the sons of God whom would later incarnate into flesh form
to be tested through duality whether they/we would, like the
rebel angels, seek self determination in following their/our own
initiative or like the angels whom remained loyal to the Creator,
would we seek to serve as ministering spirits to each other and
the Most High or would we remain in bondage and captivity to
the Luciferian system of deception and worldly appeal.
The fallen ones in assuming control of this solar system utilized
what insight they had of the secrets of heaven to manipulate and
deceive the pre-adamic peoples they found already occupying
the earth. The debris field or asteroid belt leftover from the
destruction of Tiamat and recreation of the earth, for uncertain
amounts of time prevented them from access to the inner planets.
Once they reached the earth they manipulated the beings found
here and jumping the gun on evolution attempted to create a
slave race. They were mildly successful in producing a creature
which could perform menial tasks in catering to the wishes of the
Annunaki, ancient aliens, or nephilim, whom then taught these
pre-adamic beings that they were gods who had come from the
heavens to assist them in advancing their situation on this planet.
With angelic powers to manipulate natural forces and
heavenly insight to create calendars that allowed them to predict
heavenly phenomenon, it was easy for the fallen ones to astound
and trick the pre-admic peoples into accepting them as gods. It
was no difficult feat for them to assert ruler-ship over those they
came in contact with world-wide as it was easy to fool them with
the magic of their technology.
I want to emphasize that the pre-adamic race of beings
that they genetically experimented upon and engaged in direct
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fornication with was not the Adam created on the 6th day in
the image of the Creator. Modern Adam and Eve were created
and given the breath of life by the Father and Son as a judgment
against the fallen ones for attempting to mold a slave race from
the pre-adamic peoples they found when infiltrating this world.
For complete detail on this topic see my 6th book, Sons of God:
Who We Are and Why We Are Here.
Prior Times
Because of time constraints and a rush to get this knowledge out
to the public, I will not be able to elaborate upon the prior times
in the way that I had hoped in explaining what had happened
before the creation of modern man. However to expound upon
what I wrote about in my 6th book, and to introduce new readers
to such premise I will cover quickly the prior times or what the
Egyptians called Zep Tepi, the first times. The division of the
angels into forces of light and darkness resulted in the creation
and fostering of differing groups of wisdom keepers entrusted
with protecting differing aspects of the secrets of heaven. The
wisdomkeepers of the various groups splintered into what
eventually became the various secret societies and mystery
schools found worldwide. Dedicated to keeping hidden the
mysteries of their sects, two main divisions were established to
guard the precepts of their knowledge. The sons of light or the
law were dedicated to preserving the knowledge and worship of
the true God and Creator Yahuwah and His only begotten Son
Yahushuah savior messiah. The sons of belial or darkness were
dedicated to worship of the dragon, serpent, and a pantheon
of idol gods connected to their fathers as the fallen ones that
rebelled against the Most High long prior. They were keen on
spreading idolatry and in establishing themselves as the ruling
elite who honored their fathers in perverse and unholy rites
which often included blood, child, victim sacrifice, cannablism,
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and the drinking of blood. Some believe the word cannibal has
association to Cain ate Abel. Whether this is true or not, there
is a passage from a pseudepigraphal book which alludes to this
strange possibility.
And after this, Adam and Eve were with one another
and while they were sleeping, Eve said to Adam her lord:
My lord, Adam, behold, I have seen in a dream this night
the blood of my son Amilabes who is styled Abel being
poured into the mouth of Cain his brother and he went on
drinking it without pity. But he begged him to leave him a
little of it. Yet he hearkened not to him, but gulped down
the whole; nor did it stay in his stomach, but came out of
his mouth. And Adam said, Let us arise and go and see
what has happened to them. (I fear) lest the adversary may
be assailing them somewhere. And they both went and
found Abel murdered. I by the hand of Cain his brother.
Apocalypse Of Moses 2:1-3:1, Pseudepigraphal
The elites world-wide have since very ancient times revered

the nachash, feathered serpent, or dragon, that wise old serpent,
known as the devil which according to Revelation led astray the
entirety of the world. The secrets which were passed down to
the elect of their mystery schools and secret societies had to do
with worshipping the dragon, fallen angels, or star gods whom
abandoned their original habitation and leaving their first estate
descended to this solar system and earth long ago. The division
of the elohim into the forces of light and darkness accelerated
the circumstances which brought upon them judgment and
complete annihilation.
Long ages ago, the Suns of the Morning, descending,

found the world filled with night. There in that past time
began the struggle, the age old battle of darkness and
Light.Many in that time were so filled with darkness that
only feebly flamed the light from the night.
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Some there were, masters of darkness, who sought to

fill all with their darkness; sought to draw others into their
night. Fiercely withstood they, the masters of brightness;
fiercely fought they from the darkness of night. Sought
they ever to tighten the fetters, the chains that bind man
to the darkness of night. Used they always the dark magic,
brought into man by the power of darkness; magic that
enshrouded mans soul with darkness.
Banded together in as order, Brothers of Darkness,
they through the ages, antagonists they to the children of
men. Walked they always secret and hidden, found yet not
found by the children of men. Forever they walked and
worked in darkness, hiding from the light in the darkness
of night. Silently, secretly, use they their power, enslaving
and binding the souls of men.
Unseen they come and unseen they go. Man in his
ignorance calls Them from below. Dark is the way the
Dark Brothers travel, dark with a darkness not of the
night, traveling oer Earth they walk through mans dreams.
Power have they gained from the darkness around them to
call other dwellers from out of their plane in ways that are
dark and unseen by man. Into mans mind-space reach the
Dark Brothers. Around it, they close the veil of their night.
There through its lifetime that soul dwells in bondage,
bound by the fetters of the Veil of the night. Mighty are
they in the forbidden knowledge, forbidden because it is
one with the night.
Even as exist among men the Dark Brothers, so there
exists the Brothers of Light. Antagonists they of the
Brothers of Darkness, seeking to free men from the night.
Powers have they, mighty and potent. Knowing the Law,
the planets obey. Work they ever in harmony and order,
freeing the man-soul from its bondage of night. Secret
and hidden, walk they also. Known not are they to the
children of men. Yet know that ever they walk with thee,
showing the Way to the children of men. Ever have They
fought the Dark Brothers, conquered and conquering time
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without end. Yet always Light shall in the end be master,

driving away the darkness of night.
Aye, man, know ye this knowing: always beside thee
walk the Children of Light. Masters they of the Sun
power, ever unseen yet the guardians of men. Open to all is
their pathway, open to he who will walk in the Light. Free
are They of Dark Amenti, free of the Halls where Life
regins supreme. Suns are they and Lords of the morning,
Children of Light to shine among men. Like man are they
and yet are unlike. Never divided were they in the past.
One have they been in Oneness eternal, throughout all
space since the beginning of time. Up did they come in
Oneness with the All One, up from the first-space, formed
and unformed.
The Emerald Tablets of Thoth, Tablet VI
Lucifer, whom desired to be as the Most High and sought

to establish self in worship, rule, and reverence is the Sumerian
Ea or Enki that was responsible for propagating the preadamic
races into a slave race for use as a primitive worker. Known also
as Poseidon or Neptune he is cited by Plato as fathering with a
human wife the Atlantean kings, whom were key in assisting the
sons of darkness in establishing their rule and oppression over
the primitive races that accepted them as immortal gods.
With genetic manipulation and direct bestiality they were
successful to limited degree in jump starting the pre-adamic
creature that was already in existence upon the earth when they
arrived some 430,000+ years ago according to the Sumerian texts
which accord with the king lists documented by Berossus and
Mantheo. Intermarrying into these cultures, they established
their hybrid children as the Kings, Queens, and priesthoods
which were utilized to oppress, maintain, and rule over the
dictates of the early peoples of the neolithic and largely pagan
world. It was these hybrid lines that became the ruling classes of
the pre-diluvian age.
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Enki is the nachash cited as the feathered serpent whom

snuck into the garden paradise of the Most High to cause the
fall of Adam and Eve fashioned as judgment against the fallen
ones for their attempt to create a slave race of the pre-adamic
peoples. He is the serpent of Genesis 3 and father of the Kenite
bloodlines referred to as the seed of the serpent in Genesis 3:15
and tares ascribed to in Matthew 13. He is the enemy that snuck
into the garden to sow his own kind among the field of the world.
His followers and bloodline children include the synagogue
of Satan referred to in Revelation 2:9, 3:9. They are the lineages
which claim divine right to rule, while attempting to manifesting
the New World Order agenda in order to assert global dominance
over the masses world-wide. Once control and power were
embedded into these various pagan cultures, demands for blood
and human sacrifice along with the practice of cannibalism was
normalized as accepted behaviors among those civilizations and
cultures which found themselves led and manipulated by the
fallen ones. Idolatry as described in the Old and New Testament
is connected to the many cultures which revered the feathered
serpent in myriad embodiment, and that usually were also
involved in performing human, victim, or child sacrifice.
The feathered serpent which is cited as being the entity
which transformed culture and tradition for many civilizations
world-wide and given credit as being the light bearer of wisdom
and knowledge that transformed their way of life, is the same
nachash of Genesis chapter 3 which seduced and caused the
collective fall of modern humanity. The destruction of Atlantis
which is ingrained into the minds of humanity world-wide is
the judgment that the Most High brought upon the fallen ones
for manipulating the genetics of the pre-adamic creatures found
upon the earth and consequence of their attempt to create a slave
race to serve them in bondage.
Their opening of star-gates which allowed other forces
of evil to invade this plane of existence and initial attempt in
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formulating a global world order forced Yahuwah to destroy the

advanced civilizations that were then in existence. This judgment
brought on the global ice age which forced the fallen ones and
their children to build and live in deep underground cities such
as those located in Derinkyu, Turkey as they awaited the receding
of the global ice age which threatened their existence upon the
planet. A great deal of their technology was also destroyed during
these cataclysms which forced them to have to recreate a large
part of what they had already established as far as technology
and advancement.
Then for a dwelling place, far neath the earth crust, blasted
great spaces they by their power, spaces apart from the
children of men. Surrounded them by forces and power,
shielded from harm they the Halls of the Dead.Side by
side then, placed they other spaces, filled them with Life
and with Light from above. Builded they then the Halls of
Amenti, that they might dwell eternally there living with
life to eternitys end.
The Emerald Tablets of Thoth, Tablet II
The sons of Belial in their pursuit of magic and ritual,

opened star-gates which conjured dark entities into this plane
and dimensionality accelerating the manifestation of evil into
the world experience. Some of these portals are still open
and influencing certain areas of the planet. The results of this
interaction and relationship led to increased knowledge and
spread of the occult and black magic ritual, which the sons of
darkness also utilized for their own personal gain.
Light there was in ancient Atlantis. Yes, darkness, too, was

hidden in all. Fell from the Light into the darkness, some
who had risen to heights among men. Proud they became
because of their knowledge, proud were they of their place
among men. Deep delved they into the forbidden, opened
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the gateway that led to below. Sought they to gain ever

more knowledge but seeking to bring it up from below.
The Emerald Tablets of Thoth, Tablet V
Their lust for power led them to attempt unification of the

world as cited by Plato who describes this attempt and how it led
to the destruction of Atlantis. The annihilation of the kingdom
of Atlantis is what led to the exodus of the two groups of elohim
to the various parts of the world. This fateful destruction led to
the myriad cultures and civilizations coming up simultaneously
and in similar megalithic type fashion world wide.
Blessed is He, and may He be blessed from the beginning

and for evermore. And before Him there is no ceasing.
He knows before the world was created what is for ever
and what will be from generation unto generation. Those
who sleep not bless Thee: they stand before Thy glory
and bless, praise, and extol, saying: Holy, holy, holy, is the
Lord of Spirits: He filleth the earth with spirits. And
here my eyes saw all those who sleep not: they stand before
Him and bless and say: Blessed be Thou, and blessed be
the name of the Lord for ever and ever.
Book of Enoch 39:11-13, Dead Sea Scrolls
This Way to Paradise

I enticed her into the woods
with words worth dying for
dropped her on the daisies
with praises worthy of the moment
Robert Hunter
I said, Babel separation still curses our intent

do you not remember
the detail of those prior years
past life bringing it to this
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History fails in mention

what soul has seen
with but narrative
I could smite your confusion
clothe you in knowing
unveil the pretense parading as reality.
Comprehension available
only to them ready
youd never believe me anyway
what far-out legends reveal
and how reason fails to enrapture
its not my job to convert

hint only to those having set sail
mark direction for them
seeking passage beyond
to often bizarre realm
Most are afraid of unknown depths

skirting shores
thinking the world flat
Im with the island girls
in celebration of new religion
Nobody led me
or said this way
I sailed alone on makeshift raft
with wind as companion
fate for deliverance
confidence enough to assess
new disposition
Reaching your head

with the cold and sudden fury
of a divine messenger
let me tell you about heartache
and the loss of God
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wandering wandering in hopeless night

The seeker of lost paradise
may seem a fool
to one whom has never sought
the other worlds
Jim Morrison
Do not forget
the myth of our coming
soon we will praise heroes
of stranger tales
than even my own
Watch where it is you wander friend

the dark night has strange requiem
Mythic acclaim promises new season
for those blessed to interpret meaning
Recognition dawns the eye
never any coincidental meeting
Come I await you
this way to paradise
Zen Garcia, September 1997,
A Different Way of Being
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Chapter 14
Personal Awakening and

Rememerance of Self
I am asked quite often by my listeners and readers to describe

my memories on the peculiarities of our spiritual embodiment
as 1st world age entities and what it was like to have been part of
the elohim and Morningstar administration before our current
incarnation as flesh formed beings. There are some that can share
specifics recollections about the things that happened during
the first world age, however my memories are more general
concerning our collective fall and how we came to be in flesh
form which is the basis for this book. I personally dont have
specific recollection as to individual events or concise details
as to what happened during that time, but I have been granted
remembrance which has confirmed for me the things that I have
come to know and so will share with you what I can. I want to
state emphatically that the discussions on consciousness which
will follow are in no way encouragement to others to get involved
with things that I did prior in my life and in fact I would like
to warn especially those that are not grounded within the holy
scriptures, to not attempt the things that I will be talking about
and especially in regard to lucid dreaming which is a form of
astral projection and also connected to the near death experience.
The things that I did early in my life led me to who I am today
and assisted me in coming to remembrance on where Im from
and what Im here to do, however I do not encourage others to
practice the things that I had in my younger years when seeking
to have a direct experience of the Creator and personal revelation
of why it is I am here and what this world is all about. I would
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also stress that it wasnt until after acquiring my disability at the

age of 24, that the Father led me to understand and know who
His only begotten Son is and why His embodiment into the flesh
was critical for our salvation and redemption as a world. Even
though I had always had a yearning to know who the Father
was, I did not know about or understand the importance of the
Son in being the way, path, truth, and light which leads back to
the Father. After my accident I was brought full circle back to
Christianity and the study of scripture and it was after that the
Father led me to understanding. I am blessed to have discernment
on those things but previously I was involved in new age and
occult teachings which could have condemned my soul.
I give all glory, praise, honor, worship, and thanksgiving to
the Father and Son for bringing me out of that world so that I
could know the truth and hopefully be counted among the elect
but that I emphasize please do not get involved in the things
that I had done while younger in my life as much of it had occult
leanings but do know that they were important in defining me as
the person I am today.
My Yearning to Know
I have always had a natural inclination to read as my father was an
avid reader. He taught me early on that books were the best way to
not only entertain oneself but to seek out answers on things one
was interested in learning about. As a child in elementary school
I read a lot of books on mythology, mystery, and the unexplained.
This created within me a fascination to study things which could
help me to comprehend the strange nature of our Creator and all
things divine. By the time I reached my teenage years I had already
committed myself to live a life that was not normal to the regular
regime of accumulating wealth and things. I wanted to be like
the monks and poets that separated themselves from the things
of the world that spent their time in introspection attempting to
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learn about wisdom. Even when young I had dedicated myself to

searching out to experience the divine, hoping to have a personal
revelation that would help me to understand the awesome nature
of our Creator.
When I reached my teenage years I decided to look into my
familys heritage which included from my fathers side the Yaqui
Indians of Sonora, Mexico and from my mothers side the Shinto
Buddhists of South Korea. Even though my father was Catholic
and my mother presbyterian, I wanted to know about the early
heritage of my lineages. In the early part of my high school years,
I discovered girls, drugs, and music which quickly involved me
with the wrong crowd and I ended up in a lot of trouble fast. To
change my direction I decided to take up martial arts, hoping to
not only learn how to protect myself, but to also provide myself
focus and direction which would hopefully prevent me from
getting into any further trouble with the law.
It was also in high school that I began my research into other
religions seeking to understand how it was that individuals
gained access to mystical experience. When 17 years of age I read
a series of books related to my fathers heritage, 10 part series
focused on the Yaqui way of knowledge, which described a long
apprenticeship between Carlos Castaneda, a graduate student
from the University of California, Los Angeles and Don Juan
Matus, a Yaqui Nagual and Toltec man of knowledge from the
deserts of Mexico. Carlos was working on his PH.D dissertation
when his friend asked him to accompany him on a trip to Mexico
where he would meet Don Juan. A relationship ensued which
over the next decade resulted in the production of over 10 books,
all connected to their meeting which Don Juan cited was not
by chance at all but that the spirit had led Carlos to him so that
he could instruct him on his lost, forbidden, and dying way of
knowledge. I found this series of wisdom books to be deeply
profound especially since they were connected to my heritage and
having read them all more than once, they affected my life early
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search and interest in shamanism greatly. Another book which

also shaped my life and led me into the life I would embrace as
a seeker of truth was a biographical work about the life of Jim
Morrison called, No One Here Gets Out Alive.
Most people consider Jim Morrison to be nothing more than
a washed out failure of a person even though he had a rise to
prominence as the lead singer of the Doors, a rock group which
had great success during the 60s revolution. His fascination with
death and tendency to over indulge in liquor, drugs, women,
and excess led him to drink and drug himself too an early grave,
however there was a side of Morrison not usually portrayed as
he was an intriguing character whom had a deeply poetic side
which fostered his fascination with poetry, wisdom, states of
consciousness, dreaming, shamanism, ritual, and things divine.
His study on crowd mechanics and group consciousness led
him to organize his shows as if they were rituals, a means of
transcendence which many whom were able to see them during
the years of their touring would later write commentary upon.
This book, his poetry, and music all affected me profoundly
and so while in high school I began to write poetry which led me
to study words which would enable me to describe and comment
upon my own unique perspective of the world. It also led me
to seek experience outside of the norm which poets often do as
catalyst for their art.
After having finished my basic curriculum at Clayton State
College I enrolled at Georgia State university and decided to
major in anthropology and initiated my research into archaic
anthropological annals about native tribes worldwide. The focus
of my research would be centered upon two things, 1) how
shamans and medicine people used ritual as technique allowing
them capacity to enter the spirit world and 2) how shamans and
medicine people viewed dreams and dreaming. I found that their
emphasis on dreaming gave them access to aspects of human
consciousness largely ignored by traditional science and religion.
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While in school I was also involved in martial arts, studying under

Charles Fears and Vernon White, both of whom were bodyguards
for Emmanuel Lewis, the star of the Webster television series. At
some point I was led to study a book by Joe Hyams called Zen
In The Martial Arts. Having shared this book with many of my
students, I assumed the name Zen after the publication of my
first book, Look Somewhere Different. I spent a great deal of
time early in life reading and studying books, my teenage years
were no different though my focus changed and I found myself
delving into a lot of martial arts books and magazines especially
those written by Bruce Lee. One of my favorites is called The
Tao of Jeet Kune Do, meaning way of the wayward fist. It was
an amalgamation of drawings, techniques, and philosophies from
a wide range of different teachings and styles which Bruce Lee
wrote while laid up in a hospital for 6 months with a broken back.
While many people consider Lee to be a traditional kung-fu
stylist, he actually studied martial arts from every region and part
of the world, taking the best of what he found and incorporating
it into his own style. Just like the mix martial arts of today, Bruce
discovered that the best way to beat an opponent was to take him
out of his/her arena of strength and to utilize techniques which
forced an opponent to fight in the space he/she was weakest. I
too in my martial arts training learned techniques from every
range of combat including ground fighting, elbows and knees for
close proximity, and punches and kicks for longer range.
One of my best friends at the time, Avery Cotton was a student
of some of Bruce Lees students, Dan Inosanto and Frances
Phong. During my martial arts career, I was blessed to have met
and studied briefly with Hickson Gracie and wife as he toured
the East Coast of the United States conducting seminars before
deciding to create the Ultimate Fighting Championship, and
outsourcing Brazilian jui-jitsu to Torrance, California. My late
teens and early twenties were divided with my study of martial
arts, poetry, and anthropology.
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While in college I discovered that many native tribes

worldwide began their days in general counsel discussing whether
anybody within the clan had a dream which may be deemed as
important to the tribe as whole. Often one of the clan would
dream of hunting down a certain type of creature, of marrying a
certain woman, or of being raided or making war with another
hostile tribe. Any one that had had a profound dream was asked
to share the details of their vision and afterwards a group of elders
would then discuss the content and then the shaman would set
priority for the day based upon the things that were discussed
and revealed. After reading about the importance of dreaming
to the native peoples, I began to read western psychology books
concerning scientific techniques developed around lucid dreaming
and dream retention. I also looked into how other religions and
people of knowledge viewed dreams and whether they had any
importance to them. I found that many cultures worldwide even
Judaism and traditional Christianity considered dreaming as a
way to access the divine and to tap into a personal revelation of it.
And so I began to keep a dreaming diary, often writing poetry
about my night time visions. I switched to using a micro cassette
recorder to capture my dreams, so that during the night I would
not have to open my eyes or turn on the light to capture or scribble
down the essence of my dreams. It was easier and in the morning
after waking up and playing back my dreams, I found that I had
recorded episodes which I did not consciously remember upon
initial awakening. After years of placing focus upon my dreaming
life, I began to recall more and more details as to the specifics of
my dreams until I reached a point where I began to go conscious
while in them. By the time I was 18 years old, I had learned to go
lucid sporadically while involved in my dreams. I remember the
exhilaration of how I felt the first time I woke up fully while still in
a dream. The excitement was so overwhelming that I immediately
returned to my body. This was a problem for me when I first
began to go lucid, as every time I would wake up the excitement
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would force me back to my body. It wasnt until after learning

to control my emotions and learning to contain the exhilaration
that I learned to sustain the dream. In the books about the Yaqui
Way of Knowledge describing Carlos Castanedas apprenticeship
under Don Juan Matus, the elder nagual, two ways of being were
emphasized and taught concerning consciousness 1) the art of
stalking which involved becoming fully conscious while awake
in the physical body and 2) the art of dreaming which involved
learning how to wake oneself up while in the dream state. While
I will not elaborate on the individual techniques associated to
each state of consciousness, I will generalize and say that there
were many things that I learned from those books which aided
me with exploring states of consciousness usually inaccessible to
those who do not make them a priority in their lives.
After the publication of my first book, Look Somewhere
Different at 22 years of age in the spring of 1992, I decided
that I wanted to break the pattern of my daily life which then
included work as a sub-contractor for my fathers computer and
telephone business, training as a martial artist in the Keith Vitali
system of Karate, and continuing my education at Clayton State
and Georgia State Universities. So I decided like Jim Morrison
to modify my normal routine and make pilgrimage across the
United States. I wanted to see what kinds of experiences would
cross my path, in making journey to California. I was determined
to access spiritual revelation that was not dictated by the opinions
of others and so in 1990 and 1991 I sold the majority of what I
had accumulated as far as worldly possessions which at that time
wasnt much but did include a 1988 Jeep Wrangler I had managed
to pay off in full during the time that I worked for my father.
Determined to minimize my expenses I purchased a broken
down Ford Aerostar van and then purchased a new engine and
transmission to bring it back to working order. For less than
$3000 I was able to secure a renovated vehicle which I could
also sleep in comfortably while immersed in my explorations. I
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would also have $500 a month coming in for the next 12 months
to support my endeavors. Though I spent many nights sleeping
in the comfort of this van I also found myself befriending others
that I met also traveling cross country in often similar pursuit. It
seems like there were many individuals and families criss-crossing
interstates and making periodic stops in different national and
state parks during the late 80s and early 90s which were eager
to share adventure. It was also during the early part of my travels
that I discovered another reliable source of income, that of
following the Grateful Dead, a San Francisco based hippie band
that annually traveled from city to city and state to state, playing
usually 2 or 3 shows before moving to another city and state for
similar set-up.
Following the Grateful Dead made it easy for me to not only
make money for my cross country ventures but it also gave me
a few days between the different venues to do whatever it is I
wanted to do as there was usually 1 to 2 days in between venues
to allow those that followed them called Deadheads interval to
get to the next location and set-up what was like a small village,
of motley cast of characters vending food, drinks, art, clothes,
musical items etc. It was easy to generate the money needed to
experience the current show and also have enough funds to get
to the next locale to repeat the festivities. This cycle became a
lifestyle for many and an easy way to fund months of travel and
concerted exposure to an alternative way of being which centered
upon daily celebration of life rather than repetitive normal routine
of working a job. And so I incorporated following the Dead with
my own travel and exploration of the mystical side of life. I found
myself doing a number of different vocations while following the
band from point to point including doing massage, selling beer,
food, and t-shirts in between soaking up the liberated experience
of following what was a carnival atmosphere in experiencing
music festivals and artistic fairs that were everywhere occurring
during the spring summer and fall months of the year. I became
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especially adept at funding my travels while also immersing myself

into the circus atmosphere that was tantamount to a renaissance
festival every time the Grateful Dead visited a certain venue.
It was easy to make money while traveling from place to
place as there would always be an influx of patrons and concert
goers with huge wads of cash to spend in generating celebratory
memory and mood. Selling beer was an easy forte as all that was
needed was a few bags of ice, couple of coolers, bottle cap opener,
and assortment of imported beers to provide the gathering
crowds always bent on having a good time. The ability to make
money and also travel abroad was just what I needed to fund my
poetic journey into freedom and what would begin the basis of
my personal spiritual journey in seeking the divine. This became a
way of life for me until I reached 24 years of age and acquired my
disability. During the spring, summer, and fall months I would
travel. The winters I spent living in Jackson Hole, Wyoming
working on the mountain as a liftee, snowboarding and teaching
martial arts on the side. My life had evolved around my early
childhood desire to know and seek out what I considered to be
the larger questions of life and our reasons for being here on this
planet and in the flesh.
I believe that all children are infused with similar longing and
emblazoned with a need to reconnect to source and discover what
it is that makes us unique among creature and creation. I found
those that followed the concert scene especially the Deadheads to
be similarly inquisitive and open to new possibility in exploring
life and being. Many like myself were simply trying to establish
themselves in lifestyle which most consider outside of the normal
constraints and expectations of what society and especially parents
had desired as upbringing for their children. Many were on similar
spiritual quest and longing for mystical experience which was
personal in revelation. My previous research into anthropology
gave me great respect for the Native peoples as I also honored my
own roots having long ago discovered that my family had Yaqui
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(Mexican-Indian) blood but had generations prior immigrated

to New Mexico from Sonora, Mexico. During my travels I also
came to befriend a number of individuals connected to various
native tribes that drove me to seek out further experience in
native ritual and ceremony, having had a long time fascination
with shamanism and the visionary experience.
This led to the next major turning point of my life.
Somewhere along the way in searching for God and the divine, I
was introduced to a Native American purification ritual called a
sweat lodge, which is traditional space of prayer created by inter-
twining a mesh of equally lengthed willow branches into dome
shaped enclosure circling around a central fire pit that served as
the focal point for the ceremony. Participants would enter the
lodge through a small blanketed opening usually facing east, and
gather around the fire pit which was then filled with medium
sized stones that had been immersed for many hours in a blazing
hot bonfire. Over time these stones would turn white hot and
emit an intense radiance which when splashed with water would
immediately turn into a swathe of rising steam. The stones were
imbued with enough heat to begin the ceremony at twilight or
sunset and go for many rounds as the ritual proceeded through
the evening.
Once all participants had circled the fire pit, stones were
brought in with a long pitchfork and individually placed so that
they would spread their heat equally throughout the dome shaped
lodge. They were then sprinkled with lavender, sweet grass, cedar,
and white sage as honor to the four directions and the shaman
would utter prayers to the Great Spirit and all of the individual
aspects of the Creator as defined by the creation, elements, sun,
moon, stars, planets, and various types of creatures. Collectively
everything was called the Great Mystery and to the native
peoples encompassed the fullness of the Great Spirit called the
giant family.
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The smoke from these various sacred herbs would create an

intoxicating aroma which would set the mood for a peaceful
and serene purification ritual. Sometimes a wood burning stove
was substituted as focal point of the sweat lodge but always
in traditional native sweat, stones were used as the source of
heat. Once all of the stones are placed into the central fire pit
and acknowledged (Native Americans believe all things hold
consciousness and are alive within the matrix of the Great
Mystery as they also have connecting link to the Creator which
makes their existence possible) and blessed by the shaman, the
narrow entrance is covered and the interior is enveloped in inky
darkness with only the shimmering glow of the stones as light to
dissipate the over encompassing calm.
Depending upon ritual anywhere from 1 to 4 or more rounds
are performed by the shaman as each is elongated in length and
heat growing more intense as more and more water is sprinkled
upon the rocks or shell of the wood burning stove. The expansion
of heat is what causes those participating in the purification
ritual to sweat out toxins through the pores of the body. Water or
tea are the only refreshments allowed inside the sweat as much
is consumed as more and more water is poured over the glow
of the still fiery stones dissipating more and more heat upon
those enclosed within the lodge. Native songs are chanted and
prayers are offered to honor the Creator, creation, and everyones
connecting link with the Great Mystery or the giant family.
After a few rounds the body is pouring sweat like a faucet
excreting impurities which had accumulated within the interiors
of the body. The feeling of sweating profusely while overwhelmed
in a dark space where shape and form remain ambiguous and
the warmth and dizziness of extreme steam and heat causes
one to relax the body to stillness, can certainly provide just the
kind of space necessary to induce relaxation of mind and body
which could foster visionary experience others have termed as
vision questing.
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It was in the sweat lodge that I learned to gain easy access to

what I consider direct revelation of the great mystery. Mixing
prayer, ritual, and ceremony with heat, steam, and darkness, made
the sweat lodge like a sensory deprivation tank, a vehicle for the
means of transcendence and release of worldly tensions which
limit dimensionality. It was also during my travels that I met a
woman named Cynthia Rose Young. A new age healer, Reiki
master, and elder hippie, she and her husband along with a band
of friends had built into their backyard, one of the most incredible
sweat lodges I had ever been blessed to experience or see. It
spiraled down 6 feet into the earth and had rows of benches built
into the sides of its wide expanse which could easily hold 20 to
30 people. A concrete structure with staircase leading down into
the womb of the earth, it was built to last and utilized a wood
burning stove as containment for its fire. Though non-traditional
it was one of the better sweat lodges I had ever been in.
Supernatural coincidences preceded our friendship as we
became closer over time and space. I developed a wonderful
relationship with her and her husband so much so that whenever
they left to go out of town, she would ask me to house sit
and watch over her household and many stray dogs. Having
become intimate with the workings of her lodge and trusting
me unconditionally, I served as fire keeper many times, prepping
and preparing the lodge for gatherings of large groups of people
which would often come to learn from her many workshops.
When housesitting I would perform sweat lodges by myself or
with a small group of friends as I found myself at her place often
as she would travel extensively and frequently needed someone
to watch over her residence. I came to prefer sweating alone but
would occasionally invite small groups to join me in experience.
These kinds of sweats were very intimate and were experiences
most had never been exposed to as it was not often that people
even had access to such experience.
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After her worshops, we would usually do a sweat for two or

three rounds and then most of the people would leave to return
to their normal lives and routines. I however preferred to fast and
sweat from sunset to sunrise the next morning. In my experience
with the sweat lodge, I personally found that the mind and body
would not be ready for visionary possibility until 4 or 5 rounds
into the sweat. Most of the people would leave after 2 or 3 rounds.
I liked marathon sweats and found that the body and mind
would naturally align to the rhythm of the earth which at night
naturally eased allowing access to states of lucidity. Usually the
sweat began for me after everybody was gone and I found myself
alone with the natural rhythms of the earth which included the
sound of the cicadas serenading moon, quiet hoot of night owls,
and cadence of creatures entertaining the peace of evening. It was
such silence which companied with total and complete darkness
that created the perfect space for what was a visionary experience
akin to out of body or astral release of mind and spiritual states
of dreaming.
Essentially vision questing and astral projection as discussed
prior in this book, is about learning to train the body entrance into
a state of rest while keeping the mind alert to journey forth. The
sweat lodge can be an incredible vehicle for such transcendence
for those that know what they are doing. It was during these times
in life that I accessed spaces where I experienced remembrance
and learned things I at that time did not fully understand. From
what I have heard of the near death experience it is similar to
vision questing in that one sees projected in the minds eye, the
opening of a tunnel which then propels ones consciousness
into other states of being unlimited by the experience and laws
of physicality.
My first access into conscious dreaming was brief as I lacked
the discipline to contain the excitement that I felt at having gone
outside of my body. After having learned to access these realms
through my dreams and the sweat lodge experience, I eventually
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learned to control my emotions and to sustain the dream. I also

learned another technique that involved glancing back and forth
from the dream and my dreaming body. When I would start to
lose the dream I would glance at my hands and then back out into
the dreaming experience. I found that this technique could help
me to keep the dream from dissolving and prevent my returning
immediately back to my body.
Once again I would like to reiterate that I am not encouraging
those interested in esoteric things such as dreaming, to become
involved in such mystical pursuit, I do however believe that
recounting the details of my past, will assist those of you interested
in my work, to understand the idiosyncrasies of what I went
through early in life which led me to be the person I am today. I
in no way want others to delve into the study of consciousness or
lucid dreaming especially those that are not grounded in the word
and understanding of the gospel of Yahushuah, or Jesus Christ.
I do believe that many of the Old and New Testament prophets
were given dreams and visions which were similar to the things
that I happen to be blessed to experience in my life but that the
Father and Son should be the deciding factor of whether one
should ever have similar experience to the things that I have seen
and done. One must be grounded in the faith and knowledge of
the Most High and if They should choose you for such experience
that it should be considered an honor but that one should not
open up such doorways without understanding that it also can
leave one open to evil and the presence of the demonic.
That being said I will continue with the story. Having learned
to sustain lucidity, I discovered that the dreaming world was not
stringent upon adherence to the physics and laws which govern
physical dimensionality like those of the awakened world, but
that dreaming was an entire plane of existence unto itself, distinct
in its own experience, and separate from the laws governing the
3rd dimensional world where we find our spirits hosted in flesh
bodies. One of the first things I learned to do when going lucid was
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to move sort of superhero like through the dreaming experience

which included jumping distant heights or over long expanses.
This kind of movement led me into my first experience of flight.
I remember very comically that during my first attempts to fly in
my dreams I would flap my arms like a bird to try to control my
acceleration and direction for my ascending or descending while
in the dream. It wasnt until attempting flight over long periods
of lucidity that I learned about the mechanics of flight while
dreaming, which are based on intent and the projection of will
and not how hard one flaps their arms while within the dream.
In order to move around or do something within dreaming, it is
necessary for one to direct their will and to focus their intent upon
the specifics of what it is that one is trying to do or accomplish
while in the dream.
I remember many times flying through my dreams, going
through walls, flying over tree tops, and zooming through the
clouds. I even remember one time attempting to fly to the moon
which I failed to do only because after zooming so far away from
the earth I became scared and that emotion brought me back
into my body. I cite many of these experiences in poetic form in
my 2nd book When The Evening Dies I consider my greatest
achievement and the most profound experiences with dreaming
after having multiple such experiences over many years of my life
before acquiring my disability, learning to pray while lucid in the
dreaming experience. It was after learning to pray while in the
visionary experience that I learned to meet with what I will call
the dreaming emissary or the angelic guardian. When praying
within the dream, it seems that the spirit knows your intent and
depending on where your heart is, will come to that individual
and depending on what it is that person is trying to learn or come
to know, can grant one insight into what some call the akashic
records but what I will term remembrance of spirit.
As I explained earlier, there is a part of us that as our spirit is the
connecting link to the Father and Son. I believe it is this part of
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us which is eternal and that had pre-existed with the Most High
prior to our flesh embodiment. This part of ourselves is imbued
within it memory which connects to and contains all of the
wisdom and knowledge of what some refer to as the outpouring
of the Holy Spirit. Tapping into this aspect of ourselves in my
opinion grants one access to an instant knowing which unlocks
the memory of our 1st estate contained within the subatomic and
molecular structure of those cells which everybody has as flesh
beings and that our DNA contains within it the knowledge of all
things that have been and ever will be. That this is the part of a
us which links us to the Creator and being born into flesh, longs
for reconnection with the divine, imbuing within us a yearning to
seek understanding which explains who we are and why we are
thrust upon the amnesia of current embodiment.
Then God lifted His hand from man and man was alone.
The great vision departed and he awoke, only a dim and
elusive recollection, no more than the shadow of a dream
remained. But deep within the sleeping Soul there was
a spark of remembrance and it generated within man a
restless longing for he knew not what. Henceforth, man
was destined to wander discontented, seeking something
he felt he knew but could not see, something which
continually eluded him, perpetually goaded him, and
forever tantalized him. Deep within himself man knew
something greater than himself was always with him and
part of him, spurring him on to greater deeds, greater
thoughts, greater aspirations.
Kolbrin Bible, Creation of Man
During those moments of prayer while I was lucid in dreaming,

I remember seeing and experiencing what I can only describe
as the enfoldment and evolution of the entirety of creation and
what became our individualized role as spiritual beings in the
early manifestation of world and universe. I have been asked by
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readers and listeners to describe the specifics of my experience

and recall of our first estate but that my remembrance was
connected to collective recollection and not specific embodiment.
I didnt remember details associated to my spiritual embodiment
like what it was that we wore, where we lived, or what we did. I
didnt even know whether we were present in male, female, or
hermaphroditic embodiment.
I would just have flashes of experience and instant knowing
that yes we did have previous embodiment and that the war in
heaven and our roles within it is what led to incarnation into
2nd world age but that the flesh was not our first experience
of being. Unlike others that were taken into the heavens and
granted visionary experience where they could upon returning
detail the idiosyncrasies of what they saw, for me it was like being
downloaded with an overwhelming amount of data which led me
to understand our previous experience which I am still trying to
sort out the specifics of why, how, and when.
Like tapping into the fuzzy detail of a memory one is certain
as to having been part but that was blocked away as an experience
or memory one was not supposed to recall. Sort of like when a
child or an abductee blocks out or has stripped away traumatic
experiences which one is certain as having happened to them
but that one is having difficulty in remembering fully. I suppose
because we are forced to drink from the cup of forgetfulness that
accessing remembrance of our first estate is similar, in that we are
granted vision of memories that have happened to us previously,
but that those memories remain vague and fuzzy because we are
no longer supposed to have access to them.
I knew from my recollection that we had role in what became
the shaping and unfolding of time and space for what it is we
find ourselves experiencing now. At that particular time and
throughout the duration of my initial awakening, I had once
believed in reincarnation as the only way to explain previous
embodiment. Id never had access to remembrance of specific
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lifetimes, or previous roles where I may have existed in flesh form

as being a part of other eras of history, and never was it hinted to
me that I was cycling through life and being over what was the
full evolution of humanity. I just assumed that if we had previous
embodiment it must have been specific to the flesh.
I just knew that we had always existed and always would, and
that the only thing that changed was the vessel of spirit for what
was role and mission. Looking back now and having been lead to
discernment on pre-destination, pre-election, and pre-existence,
I understand now that what I was being shown and what I was
coming to know as remembrance of previous embodiment had to
do with our incarnating into the flesh once and not reincarnating
over and over through the cycle of life and being and that my
remembrance on what I considered previous embodiment had to
do with our first estate as spiritual beings and not reincarnating
multiple times over lifetime and flesh role to get to where we
are now. I understand now that these memories were connected
to our spiritual embodiments and the roles that we played as
servants to the Most High when we were connected to the divine
council of elohim during what was the first world age.
When first accessing these memories, I knew instinctively
that we were incarnated into the flesh now because of the
consequences of our behaviors and the choices that we had made
during what I thought had to have been previous flesh lifetimes
but now know better was connected to what was the real original
sin, our turning away from God and thinking like Adam and
Eve that we could be gods ourselves. How we acted and what
part we played in the rebellion and war in heaven as sons of God
serving or denying the Morningstar administration of the Father
and Son resulted in some siding with Lucifer in his rebellion,
many not acting one way or the other in serving the Father and
Son or Lucifer and the rebel angels, and some being incarnated
as the elect ones having role within this lifetime to lead as many
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as they can back to remembrance of self and realignment with

the first estate.
We are co-creators with the Father and Son and have abilities
which far surpass the limitations of science and its attempts to
explain away the divine and all things supernatural. Science breeds
contempt for the everyday miracles set in to place by our Creator in
regulating the creation. The fact that so many scientific leaders are
agnostic or atheist in their world view verifies just how lost we are
as a people. Backed by paper degrees and assumptive theories, how
so many can still believe we evolved from some missing link which
unites monkey and man while denying the existence of giants and
the presence of fallen angels is beyond me. Talk about believing in
fairy tales, the fact that educational systems support hypothetical
lies such as Darwinian evolution or that science is enforcing the
neoteric postulation that the ancient aliens are the missing link
that led to the creation of humanity, is in my mind a sure sign that
this will be the replacement theology which binds cultures world-
wide to the current strong delusion and nuevo idolatry.
The experiences I have been blessed to have in my life are
confirmation to me that the simple unfolding of everyday is
magical beyond measure. Children perceive the manifestation of
God in all things and are fascinated with just having part in the
world while most adults have lost that intrigue for life and our
experience within it. It seems as we grow older, we are numbed
by the responsibility of maintaining jobs and paying bills. Even
as the world becomes more desperate in situation with wars and
the rumours of war, genocide expanding the murder of people,
more lives and families reduced to poverty, and entire countries
of youths being radicalized because of hardship, it is still difficult
for me to overlook the blessings that are daily poured out on all
of us. Life is both a blessing and a curse.
The duality which is characteristic of this fallen world and
our current state of being as spirits dressed in flesh form will one
day soon be over and how we lived, the things we intended, how
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we acted and behaved, the way we treated others while in this

world, will all come to light as we are held to account. We fail
to understand that this is just a temporary world and that our
current state of being will one day come to an end.
Things we dont yet understand and are not wholly aware of,
things Christ said that have been kept secret since the foundation
of the world, all will come to light as we are called to experience a
new heaven and a new earth. All the things that we do now are key
for determining the next phase of our reality. The consequence of
lessons faced while in this world are fleeting when compared to
the inheritance of eternity. Christ implored us to know thy self
and warned us to bow to no others gods, but to treat others as
we would want to be treated ourselves. The Ten Commandments
are laws dictated to help us manifest a positive world experience
while here in the flesh trapped on this planet with the prevalence
of devils and demons bent on destroying us.
The Ten Commandments are dharma based laws which if
followed can assist one to do good and to create good within world.
This goodness is then multiplied and reflected back upon ones
reality and lesson in life. Do as thou wilt is a karma based system
which teaches selfishness in overriding compassion for others.
Being individually minded at the expense of others, creates negative
outcomes which sends negativity into world. This negativity is
magnified and returned in such way that it causes harm to self
and others. Understanding how dharma (good energy) and karma
(negative energy) works are all important in creating outcome and
assuming personal responsibility in what are the formulation and
manifestation of personal reality and outcome.
Most people are creating lives and lesson from a place of
ignorance and repeating lessons associated to pain, stress, and
depression because they dont understand that, how they are and
what they feel has power in forming outcome and manifesting
reality. This is also why I warn those who say God damn because
when one says this, whatever the next word is, that person is asking
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the Most High to curse that word whether person, place, or thing.
Speaking to power such a phrase has huge karmic consequences
and is a guaranteed way to attract negativity to ones personal
situation, because not only is one blaspheming the Most High,
one is asking Him to curse that thing, that place or that one, in
damning whatever one uses as the next word. Asking Him to
participate in such evil is tantamount to black magic which is
something He is not fond of doing or being involved with.
Keep thy tongue from evil, and thy lips from speaking
guile.
Pssalms 34:13, kjv
Whoever keeps his mouth and his tongue keeps himself

out of trouble.
Proverbs 21:23, kjv
If anyone thinks he is religious and does not bridle his

tongue but deceives his heart, this persons religion is
worthless.
James 1:26, kjv
Even a fool who keeps silent is considered wise; when he

closes his lips, he is deemed intelligent.
Proverbs 17:28, kjv
Whoever desires to love life and see good days, let him
keep his tongue from evil and his lips from speaking deceit;
1 Peter 3:10, kjv
Set a guard, O Lord, over my mouth; keep watch over the

door of my lips!
Psalm 141:3, kjv
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Death and life are in the power of the tongue, and those
who love it will eat its fruits.
Proverbs 18:21, kjv
A gentle tongue is a tree of life, but perverseness in it

breaks the spirit.
Proverbs 15:4, kjv
Either make the tree good and its fruit good, or make the
tree bad and its fruit bad, for the tree is known by its fruit.
You brood of vipers! How can you speak good, when you
are evil? For out of the abundance of the heart the mouth
speaks. The good person out of his good treasure brings
forth good, and the evil person out of his evil treasure
brings forth evil. I tell you, on the day of judgment people
will give account for every careless word they speak, for by
your words you will be justified, and by your words you will
be condemned.
From the same mouth come blessing and cursing. My

brothers, these things ought not to be so.
James 3:10, kjv
When words are many, transgression is not lacking, but

whoever restrains his lips is prudent.
Proverbs 10:19, kjv
Not many of you should become teachers, my brothers, for

you know that we who teach will be judged with greater
strictness. For we all stumble in many ways. And if anyone
does not stumble in what he says, he is a perfect man, able
also to bridle his whole body. If we put bits into the mouths
of horses so that they obey us, we guide their whole bodies
as well. Look at the ships also: though they are so large
and are driven by strong winds, they are guided by a very
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small rudder wherever the will of the pilot directs. So also

the tongue is a small member, yet it boasts of great things.
How great a forest is set ablaze by such a small fire!
James 3:1-18, kjv
It is not what goes into the mouth that defiles a person,

but what comes out of the mouth; this defiles a person.
Matthew 15:11, kjv
There are literally hundreds if not thousands of scriptural

passages associated to this premise, but most have no idea as to
the profoundness of such dictates within the word. Our words,
intent, thoughts, and actions all have power and consequence
that is associated to the things I am speaking about here, but
most just do not grasp the profundity of such allusion nor do
they comprehend the intricate details associated to the scope and
context referred to by such passages.
Those that live their lives cursing others by saying God damn
over and over, usually attract very negative outcomes to their lives
just because of their habitual mutterings, in not understanding
what they are doing, but specifically in not understanding what
they are asking the Most High to do. With this in mind, I
would also avoid using the word damn altogether as this word
is specifically associated to cursing others and attracts negative
outcomes and karmic consequences for their experience.
Damning is a form of cursing which when muttered, goes out
into world, and then multiplied refracts back upon the life of the
one cursing others, and most often affect both adversely in life.
To turn things around to positivity in life, one must deal
differently in routine and becoming aware of ones personal
energy and stance in life, take on a way of being which sends
out positive energy causing positive outcomes. How we are and
choose to be affects our world as well as the world we surround
ourselves in. To create a positive life, one must be responsible
in aligning with energy and intent which creates joy, happiness,
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and pleasure. If one is experiencing negativity in world without

understanding outcome, try changing ones intent, thoughts, and
behaviors, and see if this creates new outcome in life. How we
are in life affects how we change matters in life. Ones personal
energy and focus, has great influence on the kind of people and
situations one attracts into ones life and reality.
Most have no idea how it is that intent attracts situation.
Remembrance lead me to understand that as spiritual beings in
flesh form, we must be careful with how we are, how we feel,
and how it is we project every act thought and deed, because this
energy would go out into world and return intensified into our
lives bringing with it the consequence of those decisions made,
whether aware of it or not. That is why the Ten Commandments
implore us to relate to God and the world from a space of love.
It is very important how we treat others, nature, and even the
earth as everything reflects upon our relationships. The Native
Americans call the creation the giant family and consider every
aspect of creation alive, sacred, and imbued with consciousness.
Even though most of humanity thinks that humans are the only
conscious beings in the creation, like the Native Americans I
believe all things are conscious to some degree, and that all things
are imbued with an aspect of the Father, making them divine.
As humans we are a very special creation, but everything is of
God or it would not be, and as such we should honor and respect
everything as it was all brought into being by our Sovereign King
and Lord, the Creator and Father of us all.
The Father often brings one to such revelation by pouring out
on an individual, the wisdom of the holy spirit in what I refer to
as instant knowing. Those that seek and knock with diligence,
hoping to have personal experience of the divine, are met halfway
by the Father and Son as They are also, seeking to have personal
relationship with us.
These are just some of the revelations that I was given
during my pursuit of the supernatural and direct experience of
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the Godhead. In coming to know the Father, I came to know

the Son, and coming to know the Son, I came to know myself.
Those of you that have also been called to remembrance and also
understand what it is that Im trying to describe here with what are
the limitations of words and metaphors, understand that things
such as spiritual revelation and the outpouring of the Holy Spirit
are very difficult experiences to convey with adjectives, nouns,
verbs and sentence structure dependent upon the symbols of
language. However, those that have experienced similar instances
of knowing and have felt and been changed forever from the
outpouring of the Holy Spirit, can understand even with the
limitations of language what it is that I am speaking about. Truth
is universal in its profound ability to parallel experience for those
that have accessed similar space and similar knowledge.
And so for the listeners and readers that are curious as to what
it is that I remember, I hope that the things that I have spoken
about here can help one to understand generalities of such
experience and I hope that I was able to elaborate in such way
that you can come to understanding on the specifics concerning
our first estate and what it will be like when we return to our
former being. There are many individuals that have been taken to
the heavens to experience the otherside of what is waiting for us
when we should die and our spirits are taken back into paradise. I
believe that more and more people are having recollection of this
experience so that the Father and Son can prepare the world for
what is coming.
My only wish and prayer for you and world is that you seek
out relationship with the Father and Son which would also foster
such remembrance. It is in knowing self, that the Most High
will unlock those memories which have for long duration lain
dormant within the bosom of spirit. I hope that you can access
such incredible memory and assume the responsibility of fulfilling
your sacred vows living a life which services the kingdom in
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bringing others to similar discernment. Many are chosen but few

heed the call.
Reality Check
Ask yourself in this only and every moment
do I feel good right now
Is there anything
I can do differently in routine
to illicit greater pleasure
or increase happiness and joy
What in life causes stress
and how can I transform that energy
Intent defines attraction
eliminate as much as possible
chaos hate anger pain
unless desiring such experience
Heaven is just a matter
of changing pattern
creating moment that feels good to self and others
Higher purpose will take care of higher goal
do what feels beautiful
we can allow ourselves to experience
pleasure health well being
joy happiness miracle
compassion for people
plants animals Earth and universe
My life mantra
be here now
reflecting inner witness
Sanctuary is holding life as prayer
connecting to divinity
while respecting all things as Sacred
and worthy of life
Magic surpasses the extent of reason
there is so much more to living
than culture as defined by society
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science cannot explain away mystery

Analyze interaction with all energies
not just human relating
there are those that hold key
to further evolving
When the student is ready the teacher will appear
Unfolding is never guaranteed
though screenplay can channel direction
Live for love and purpose
overruling other peoples expectations
Now is all that exist
become keenly aware of directing it this moment
responsible for the set-up
calling attraction and probability
A moment prepared in foresight
can chance an experience intended
be the creator of a movie
worthy of your life
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Chapter 15
You Are An Angel of

Destiny
I n this lifetime especially with our being the last generation

we are tasked with responsibility for awakening ourselves and
those whom cross our path, to the remembrance of who they/
we are, why they/we are here, and how important this chance
in life, is to the inheritance of eternity. Being born again has
everything to do with coming to remembrance as to whom we
truly are as spiritual beings required birth and flesh embodiment
into a fallen world where we are required to drink from the cup
of forgetfulness. Having forgotten where we are from and why we
are here, most never awaken to the realization that we are bound
to a fallen state of being where we find ourselves surrounded
by powers, principalities, and wickedness in high places. This
world is based on a secular illusion where Satan has been granted
temporary authority to entice our spirits to carnality.
Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and

repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto
thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his
place, except thou repent.
Revelation 2:5, kjv
It is up to us to unlock the matrix and decipher the illusion

parading as reality. This process involves unlearning everything that
we thought we knew and pushing aside the foundation of all those
things that have been taught to us which made us believe that this
world is about materialism and the mass accumulation of wealth and
things. Or that life is only about accumulating education and skills
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which allows us to work for wages which allow us to secure spouse

with which to have as many children as affordability allows, and
that responsibility as adults entails providing for family in the best
manner one can, before being so worn out that one can no longer
sustain life in journey and responsibility. That when succumbing to
death that the only thing that mattered at that point is the legacy of
remembrance that we leave behind as inheritance for future posterity.
At some point we must realize that all the things that we have
come to cultural and societal agreement upon, about what brings
happiness and what fulfills spiritual yearning that most of these
things are vain distractions and that the entertainments of the
world have been established by the powers that be, those referred
to as the illuminati whom serve their father the devil; and that
these things were put into place as a form of idolatry to sway us
from even beginning to pursue truth and the grander aspects of
why were here upon this planet and at this special time.
For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through

the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live.
For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the
sons of God. For ye have not received the spirit of bondage
again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption,
whereby we cry, Abba, Father. The Spirit itself beareth
witness with our spirit, that we are the children of God:
And if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs
with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may
be also glorified together. For I reckon that the sufferings
of this present time are not worthy to be compared with
the glory which shall be revealed in us. For the earnest
expectation of the creature waiteth for the manifestation
of the sons of God. For the creature was made subject
to vanity, not willingly, but by reason of him who hath
subjected the same in hope, Because the creature itself also
shall be delivered from the bondage of corruption into the
glorious liberty of the children of God.
Romans 8:13-21, kjv
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You, me, all of us were made in the image of God and as such
we have special assignment and role to fulfill. What those things
are we must each decide in servicing the kingdom. What aspects
of holiness we will embrace in servicing one another is part of
the pact required of those who bear the cross in following our
Lord and King. These are some of the real questions pondering
fulfillment of our role as sons of God.
But as many as received him, to them gave he power to

become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his
name: Which were born, not of blood, nor of the will of
the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God.
1 John 12:13, kjv
My role and purpose for this lifetime is to encourage each one

of you to remember who you are and why youre here and coming
to this remembrance to embrace the power of such knowledge in
its fullness. The implications of remembrance has everything to
do with whether or not you will accept responsibility as being a
son of God, an angel hosted in human form. This discernment
also has everything to do with whether you will fulfill your
responsibilities for having come into this world, and whether you
will use what time you have remaining to walk the narrow way
and to encourage others to also do the same.
Will you charter purpose that includes awakening others?
Many seek answers which you are privy to hold, secrets which
you are blessed to know. The world is such that, even those
whom are in positions of authority to lead others to revelation
of truth, have little understanding of what that truth is or what
remembrance entails. It is the blind leading the blind out there
with more people concerned about prosperity than sanctification.
I myself do not proclaim to know all of the answers and that
is why I implore others to always doubt all that I say as well as
anyone whom professes to hold the keys to the kingdom. I do
however know that the Father and Son have awakened me to
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remembrance, and as such have commissioned me to do the same

for others.
Wherefore God also hath highly exalted him, and given

him a name which is above every name: That at the name
of Jesus every knee should bow, of things in heaven, and
things in earth, and things under the earth; And that every
tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the
glory of God the Father. Wherefore, my beloved, as ye have
always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much
more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear
and trembling. For it is God which worketh in you both to
will and to do of his good pleasure. Do all things without
murmurings and disputings: That ye may be blameless and
harmless, the sons of God, without rebuke, in the midst of
a crooked and perverse nation, among whom ye shine as
lights in the world;
Philippians 2:9-15, kjv
I pray this book empower you to be the lighthouse that shines

forth brightly in a dark sea of uncertain terror. May you become
the mighty star which comforts others in safe passage home. Be
the guide that leads others to refuge and protected harbor. We
are to be the beacons of hope for the children of light that are
also seeking answer as to who they are and why they are here. We
must do for the lost what Christ did for us. Those, whom come
to know who they truly are and why they are truly here, can no
longer claim ignorance nor be persuaded by the lies of this world
which lead most to create misery and madness. Like Neo you
have been disconnected from the matrix and must decide whether
to take the red or blue pill. Will you embrace the light which
eradicates darkness and determine to break free of the illusion
confining so many or decide truth is just to much to handle and
that empowerment is to difficult a revelation to embrace?
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As an awakened son of God it would be better for us to

never have known and to never have been born, than to have
this information resonate deep within and knowing truth, to turn
against it or to use such knowledge for evil intent. The war in
heaven is being repeated daily within the hearts of humanity and
we are determining with our allegiance whom we wish to serve.
Serving self is the same as servicing the devil so make choices
wisely. My hope is that those that have been led to my work, and
that have read my books, will choose freely to walk the narrow
way and like myself to serve the Father and the Son in what
capacity you can. Be the Ezekiel 33 watchmen whom sounds the
trumpet in warning to the people, the John 13 footwasher whom
serves each other and one another as Christ exampled for us. The
greatest amongst us are those that serve each other, one another
without expectation of reward or need for gain. I pray that you too
embrace the remembrance that will bring you to such knowing.
Behold, what manner of love the Father hath bestowed

upon us, that we should be called the sons of God:
therefore the world knoweth us not, because it knew him
not. Beloved, now are we the sons of God, and it doth not
yet appear what we shall be: but we know that, when he
shall appear, we shall be like him; for we shall see him as
he is. And every man that hath this hope in him purifieth
himself, even as he is pure. Whosoever committeth sin
transgresseth also the law: for sin is the transgression
of the law. And ye know that he was manifested to take
away our sins; and in him is no sin. Whosoever abideth
in him sinneth not: whosoever sinneth hath not seen him,
neither known him. Little children, let no man deceive
you: he that doeth righteousness is righteous, even as he is
righteous. He that committeth sin is of the devil; for the
devil sinneth from the beginning. For this purpose the Son
of God was manifested, that he might destroy the works
of the devil. Whosoever is born of God doth not commit
sin; for his seed remaineth in him: and he cannot sin,
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because he is born of God. In this the children of God are

manifest, and the children of the devil: whosoever doeth
not righteousness is not of God, neither he that loveth not
his brother. For this is the message that ye heard from the
beginning, that we should love one another. Not as Cain,
who was of that wicked one, and slew his brother. And
wherefore slew he him? Because his own works were evil,
and his brothers righteous.
1 John 3:1-12, kjv
In finality, I would like to share the last piece of the puzzle for
those that are still uncertain as to whether Cain was a spiritual
or actual physical child of the devil. Many are still undecided as
too whther Cain was truly the seed of the serpent and a flesh
and blood child of the wicked one, Satan? I know that this issue
is extremely controversial and a source of major contention
for those that are oppossed to those like myself that embrace
this revelation.
Ever since the publication of my fourth book, LuciferFather
Of Cain I have been pummeled with criticism, harassment,
ostracized, and maligned by mainstream and alternative Christian
thought leaders including pastors, preachers, ministers, and
priests just for insinuating that Cain was not the physical child
of Adam but the result of the beguilement of Eve by what I have
cited as being the Nachash, or the feathered serpent of Genesis
chapter 3. I feel that my fourth book proves beyond a shadow
of a doubt, that indeed Cain was in fact of the wicked one, and
that the tares are truly the children of the devil as Christ said in
Matthew chapter 13. There are indeed two separate and distinct
bloodlines and lineages of people upon the planet, one connected
to Adam through Seth and the other to Satan through Cain.
What I am about to share with you, I discovered in 2010
after the publication of LuciferFather of Cain which to me
confirmed the premise of that work. This knowledge is linked
to an online bible code program that allows people like myself,
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that cannot read or translate Hebrew, to search for bible codes in

the English language. It is an incredible tool that allows regular
Americans like myself to search out the scriptures for bible codes
which might give insight into certain areas of research. The web
site is located freely to the masses without need of purchase or
subscription at www.biblecodewisdom.com. It was at this website
and utilizing their program that I discovered the following
biblecode. In the search bar, type in the following: Cain, devil,
seed, tree, tare, Esau, son, war, fruit, goat, death. The source bar
only allows you to seek out a certain number of letters and so you
will have to delete certain keywords in order to find the others
within the matrix. In doing the search yourself, you will find that
not only is there a matrix associated to these keywords, there are
in fact seven matrixes aligned to this search and they are encoded
over Genesis chapter 3, which in my mind absolutely verifies that
the information has been sourced by the Most High into the text
multiple times. I will paste below three different matrices to show
how different they are in complexity as far as the equidistant
letter spacing comprising the individual codes.
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Before going into the explaintion of these bible codes

and sharing insight into why it was that I sought these terms
specifically in seeking out this information, I think it is necessary
to refer to Ezekiel 31 because this passage equates Lucifer with
being the tree of the knowledge of good and evil in the garden of
God. Many times through-out the word one will find references
to Christ as being the tree of life and Satan as being the tree of
the knowledge of good and evil. There are also references to the
lineages and bloodlines of both the seed of the woman and seed
of the serpent as being trees. When we study our heritage and the
roots of our ancestors we look into our family tree. This passage
will help you to better understand this revelation and why I chose
specifically the keywords that I did associating birth, lineages,
bloodlines, to fruit tree tare goat etc.
Behold, the Assyrian was a cedar in Lebanon with fair

branches, and with a shadowing shroud, and of an high
stature; and his top was among the thick boughs. The
waters made him great, the deep set him up on high with
her rivers running round about his plants, and sent out
her little rivers unto all the trees of the field. Therefore
his height was exalted above all the trees of the field, and
his boughs were multiplied, and his branches became long
because of the multitude of waters, when he shot forth.
All the fowls of heaven made their nests in his boughs,
and under his branches did all the beasts of the field bring
forth their young, and under his shadow dwelt all great
nations. Thus was he fair in his greatness, in the length of
his branches: for his root was by great waters. The cedars
in the garden of God could not hide him: the fir trees were
not like his boughs, and the chestnut trees were not like
his branches; nor any tree in the garden of God was like unto
him in his beauty. I have made him fair by the multitude of his
branches: so that all the trees of Eden, that were in the garden of
God, envied him.Therefore thus saith the Lord GOD; Because
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thou hast lifted up thyself in height, and he hath shot up his top
among the thick boughs, and his heart is lifted up in his height.
Ezekiel 31:3-10
Like the passage in Ezekiel 31 which equates Lucifer or

Satan to being the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, which
proud in its beauty arrogantly lifted itself up in aspect above the
other trees of the garden, in the Book of Mormon the prophet
Lehi is shown a vision of Yahushuah, Jesus Christ as being in
aspect similar to the tree of life. The Most High has used trees as
metaphors to give allusion to bloodlines, lineages, peoples, and in
these two cases, the personas of Satan and Christ as the tree of
good and evil and tree of life.
And it came to pass that I beheld a tree, whose fruit was

desirable to make one happy. And it came to pass that I did
go forth and partake of the fruit thereof; and I beheld that
it was most sweet, above all that I ever before tasted. Yea,
and I beheld that the fruit thereof was white, to exceed all
the whiteness that I had ever seen. And as I partook of the
fruit thereof it filled my soul with exceedingly great joy;
wherefore, I began to be desirous that my family should
partake of it also; for I knew that it was desirable above
all other fruit.
1 Nephi 8:10-12
Its my opinion that the Most High knew that this information
would be vital to those alive at the end of days, and so encoded it
into the text multiple times to confirm the critical nature of this
information, in deciphering the other aspects of the gospel which
are also dependent upon this discernment for full revelation.
Why else would the Father allow this knowledge to be veiled
within the bible codes, and peculiarly why would these 7 matrices
be encoded on top of these specific passages: the first two over
Genesis 2:24-3:6, the third over Deuteronomy 33:8-16, the
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fourth over Psalm 1 33:10-17, the fifth over Luke 8:10-19, the
sixth over Luke 8:12-19, and the seventh over Ephesians 6:2-16.
Its my opinion that the Most High ciphered these matrices
over these specific passages to emphasize the relationship of Cain
to Satan and to illustrate that it was in the garden of paradise that
Eve was beguiled by Satan resulting in Cain being a progeny of
the devil. The first two matrices overlay Genesis 3 because this is
the specific chapter and passages associated to this revelation and
where this information has its root within the word.
For I am jealous over you with godly jealousy: for I have
espoused you to one husband, that I may present you as a chaste
virgin to Christ. But I fear, lest by any means, as the serpent
beguiled Eve through his subtilty, so your minds should be
corrupted from the simplicity that is in Christ.2 Corinthians
11:2-3
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The third matrix is connected to Deuteronomy 33 because this

passge is reproving like Cain those Who said of his father, and of
his mother, I have not seen him Neither did he acknowledge his
brethren, Nor knew he his own children For they have observed
thy word, And keep thy covenant and also speaks of destroying
those that do not follow the commandments of Yahuwah. Smite
through the loins of them that rise up against him, And of them
that hate him, that they rise not again.
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The fourth matrix associated to Psalms 1 describes the

differences between the lawful and the wicked. Like Matthew
13, this psalm refers to the judgment, harvest, and separation of
the souls; the good from the bad, and what will occur during the
second coming. Many sorrows shall be to the wicked But he that
trusteth in Jehovah, lovingkindness shall compass him about. Be
glad in Jehovah, and rejoice, ye righteous And shout for joy, all
ye that are upright in heart. Rejoice in Jehovah, O ye righteous
Praise is comely for the upright. Give thanks unto Jehovah with
the harp Sing praises unto him with the psaltery of ten strings.
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The fifth and sixth matrixes are connected to Luke chapter 8.

Like Psalms 1, this passage differentiates between the righteous
and the wicked even going so far as to reiterate the garden parable
in Matthew 13 describing the good seed which took root to bear
good fruit and the seed which fell among the thorns and was
burdened with struggle; citing the distinction between the wheat
and the tares and those that hear and follow the commandments
from those that hear and listen not. Like the previous passages
concerning the distinction between the two bloodlines and
lineages, the Father is emphasizing the discrepancy between
those that are of His sheep and the goats which follow the nature
of their father the devil.
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Before covering the last matrix and the passage it is associated

to, I would like to briefly describe what the numeral 7 means
and how it is connected to certain interesting aspects connected
to the bible and creation. First it is important to understand
that all 22 letters of the Hebrew Alefbet, from which we derive
our word alphabet, have corresponding numerical values. The 7
in Hebrew is connected to the letter zayin which translates to
shevah, meaning from the root savah, to be full or satisfied, having
enough of. The meaning of the word seven is associated to this
root meaning and can be illustrated in the 7 days of creation
in that the seventh day is known as the word Shavath, to cease,
desist, rest, and Shabbath, Sabbath, or day of rest. On the seventh
day God rested from the work of Creation and considered it
full, complete, good, and perfect. Nothing needed to be added or
taken away, the creation was finished, full in its completeness. In
the creation, seven completes the colors of the spectrum of the
rainbow, and fulfills in music the notes of the scale.
The number 7 is a sign, indicator of perfection, fullness,
and completeness in connection with where and how it is used.
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Without getting into this premise to deeply, know that the

numeral 7 is instituted by the Most High as being indicative of
completion. If one is more interested in how the numeral 7 ties in
with the Holy Bible, there are certainly many articles written on
the subject available on the interenet for further research.
The reason I mention this here is because when one searches
the keywords I provide: goat esau cain devil son seed fruit tree
tare, into the biblecode examination bar found at the website,
www.biblecodewisdom.com, the words are found connected to
seven different matrices, which again denotes completeness as far
as idea and research. I have commented on each of these matrices
above and now will conclude this study with the seventh matrix.
The seventh matrix is connected to Ephesians 6:2-16 which
is a well known verse qouted by many because of its reference to
the archons fallen angels, and demonic nature of this physical
reality when it cites how our battle while dressed in fallen flesh
form is against principalities, against powers, against the rulers
of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high
places, which again is connected to the principle that Satan
is the father of the wicked ones, ruler of this planet, and that
not only do we contend with the angels that aligned themselves
with his insurrection and rebellion, but that while men slept,
his enemy came and sowed tares among the wheat, and went
his way; we also contend with the physical children of the tare
line connected to Cain as being the offspring of the devil from
the beguilement of Eve in paradise. As Christ said, An enemy
hath done this. The tares are the children of the wicked one;
The enemy that sowed them is the devil. This chapter is also an
admonishment for all whether of the Sethite or Cainite line, to
honor thy mother and father, and to nurture children in respect
to the commandments and word of the Most High. Parents are
asked to raise their children in the best possible way they can, so
that hopefully when grown their children will reflect those that
are to be found worthy of the grace and good pleasure of the
Most High and utilized for His works and purposes.
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If this knowledge about Cain was not important to the overall

message of the gospels as a whole, why would the Father cipher
it into the biblecodes multiple times and over these passages
specifically? For it is only when one has this discernment, that
the truth underlying not only the gospel of the Old and the
New Testament, but also of all of the other extra-biblical books
including the pseudipigraphal, apocryphal, Dead Sea scrolls,
Nag Hammadi codices, Kolbrin bible, and all other texts I have
cited and referenced within the scope of my work, come to light
in revealing their secrets. All of these books have within them
pieces of the story of the great war between the Father and the
Son, and Satan. The full summation of religion, mythology,
and history has to do with the separation of light and darkness
into the opposing forces of good and evil. The divison of the
angels beginning with the war in heaven, continues with enmity
between the seed of the woman and the seed of the serpent
here on this planet, and culminates with the second coming of
the Son of Man. Yahushuah when He returns, will divide the
harvest, rewarding the wheat, sheep, and those of the narrow
way with crowns, thrones, and glory, and those of the tares, goats,
and broad path of destruction with condemnation, justice, and
judgment. The stories of the destruction of Tiamat, Atlantis,
flood of Noahs day, Og, plagues on Egypt, passover, conquest
of Canaan, Joshuas order to wipe out every man, woman, child,
David vs. Goliath, Davids family against Goliaths brothers, the
wars of Israel vs. the pagan nations, Elijah vs. the priests of Baal,
pharisees vs. the apostles, are all judgments against the fallen
angels, their hybrid giant children, and the bloodline and lineage
of Cain. The Father and the Son have through-out history have
protected, preserved, and aided the seed of the woman and
destroyed the seed of the serpent. If Cain were the first born
son of Adam would he not hold a prominent and well respected
place in the bloodline and lineage of Adam? And why would
he be left out of the geneology of Christ if he were the son of
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Adam? (Refer to my 4th book, LuciferFather of Cain for

much more detail on this and other concise information linked
to this revelation.)
And the Holy Ghost descended in a bodily shape like a

dove upon him, and a voice came from heaven, which said,
Thou art my beloved Son; in thee I am well pleased. And
Jesus himself began to be about thirty years of age, being
(as was supposed) the son of Joseph, which was the son of
Heli, Which was the son of Matthat, which was the son
of Levi, which was the son of Melchi, which was the son
of Janna, which was the son of Joseph, Which was the
son of Mattathias, which was the son of Amos, which was
the son of Naum, which was the son of Esli, which was
the son of Nagge, Which was the son of Maath, which
was the son of Mattathias, which was the son of Semei,
which was the son of Joseph, which was the son of Juda,
Which was the son of Joanna, which was the son of Rhesa,
which was the son of Zorobabel, which was the son of
Salathiel, which was the son of Neri, Which was the son
of Melchi, which was the son of Addi, which was the son
of Cosam, which was the son of Elmodam, which was the
son of Er, Which was the son of Jose, which was the son
of Eliezer, which was the son of Jorim, which was the son
of Matthat, which was the son of Levi, Which was the son
of Simeon, which was the son of Juda, which was the son
of Joseph, which was the son of Jonan, which was the son
of Eliakim, Which was the son of Melea, which was the
son of Menan, which was the son of Mattatha, which was
the son of Nathan, which was the son of David, Which
was the son of Jesse, which was the son of Obed, which
was the son of Booz, which was the son of Salmon, which
was the son of Naasson, Which was the son of Aminadab,
which was the son of Aram, which was the son of Esrom,
which was the son of Phares, which was the son of Juda,
Which was the son of Jacob, which was the son of Isaac,
which was the son of Abraham, which was the son of
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Thara, which was the son of Nachor, Which was the son
of Saruch, which was the son of Ragau, which was the son
of Phalec, which was the son of Heber, which was the son
of Sala, Which was the son of Cainan, which was the son
of Arphaxad, which was the son of Sem, which was the
son of Noe, which was the son of Lamech, Which was the
son of Mathusala, which was the son of Enoch, which was
the son of Jared, which was the son of Maleleel, which was
the son of Cainan, Which was the son of Enos, which was
the son of Seth, which was the son of Adam, which was
the son of God.
Luke 3:22-38, kjv
Without this knowledge understanding the full scope and

context of the bible just does not make sense. In conclusion I
would like to assert with the upmost conviction that Yahuwah,
Yawheh, YWHW, the I Am That I Am, is, was, and always
will be the designer and creator of modern humanity or 6th
day Adam of paradise, that breathed the spirit of life into us,
making man special and different from the other creatures in
creation. Especially now that the strong delusion has been firmly
entrenched into the minds of the masses and so many are willing
to accept that the ancient aliens, extra-terrestrials, or fallen angels
as our gods and that they were the missing link long sought for
by scientists seeking to assert the theory of Darwinian evolution.
The bible says that even the most elect could be deceived if it
were possible. So many in this day and age are ready to accept
them as the creators and benefactors of modern humanity. This
is the same them referred to by Daniel in chapter 2:43 as the
they that shall mingle themselves with the seed of men: but they
shall not cleave one to another, even as iron is not mixed with
clay. Yahushuah bless you all in your seeking.
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AvatarThe Harvest
The patriarchs and elders previously past
are learning the secrets of new doctrine
Several others new to paradise
sit in silence going deep within
Yahushuah greets the saints just risen
sprung from earthly graves
Comforting them with choice words
He says You are they chosen to be saved
Welcoming the new arrivals
to inheritance and home
a return to your first estate
its long that you have roamed
Many from each nation worthy
we honor your presence here
from all parts of the earth a select few
youve been brought from far and near
Some of you though righteous
are still ignorant of truth
and though youve made it thus far
there is still much that you must do
Delighted you could make it
to join us for this special time
Here where there is no evil no darkness
and the light of Christ always reigns
Your world was caught in separation
Satan had you arguing amongst yourselves
But separation was just an illusion
a fabrication of his will
Think of the unity of earthly continents
comprised of many nations and different states
The varied collections of peoples there
the one world that it makes
The one ocean surrounding
multitudinous bodies of land
The many faces and races comprising
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the varied embodiments of man

The different planets all orbiting
the heart of a central sun
Each though following different paths
are bound by the gravity of one
Visualize the many stars
interlacing the canvas of celestial sky
How many more can you still not see
glancing with naked eye
Whether great or small
all things are part of a singular dream
Working in harmony always
a small piece of the Everything
a minor portion of the puzzle
connected dependent and merged together
All working in sync a living machine
creating the dream we call forever
and though all things vary
in dimension size and form
From one source is everything created
from one source all things born
The Sacred Blessing of Creation
honor to the Father of us all
For the many wonders plain to see
every moment we can recall
Anything you might wish to know
is already found within your soul
A piece of truth inside everything
contains knowledge of the whole
All the war pain suffering was unwarranted
though it succeeded to bring you here
now that you have left that world
all things will be made clear
Anything you might wish to know
always feel free to ask
You have been chosen to escape
what will be the out pouring of Fathers wrath
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Blessed and holy is he that hath

part in the first resurrection:
on such the second death hath no power,
but they shall be priests of God and of Christ,
and shall reign with him a thousand years.
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A ll praise honor Glory and worship to the Most High,

For me the world is weird

L ife is so difficult in the world today that most people are

My hope is to lead you as reader into entertaining such

majesty of His everlasting kingdom. Like the apostles that were

The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some

M y hope with this being my seventh book, is to elucidate

devils and demons bent on the collective destruction of the seed

and what we did or didnt do during that time had consequence

frenized pace of managing daily affairs. Those with the luxury of

My hope is that in sharing this revelation with you as a reader,

A seeker of lost paradise may seem a fool to one whom has

M any have written about pre-existence especially in

In discussing Christs preexistence my hope is to confirm

saved; and they shall be in subjection to those whom I

Its my opinion that in using the Old and New Testament, as

In my years of study I deduce, that what made Christ

The issue of Christs pre-existence though contained within

which are examined thoroughly by established seminaries and

But with the precious blood of Christ, as of a lamb without

But thou, Bethlehem Ephratah, though thou be little

Expounding upon the pre-existence of Christ will lay the

The Testimony of Satanael

the rod-bearers (lictors) of God, and they smite me with

The Gospel of Bartholomew, mentioned by Jerome in

Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every

Many interpret verse 5 with Christs descent to this world.

And I heard the angel who conducted me and he said:

It came to pass that when they were alone that Mary

The Ascension of Isaiah, part of the pseudipigrapahl works

He disguised Himself in the likeness of the lower angels. This

For we which have believed do enter into rest, as he said,

And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness

Yahushauh is, was, and always will be God manifest to flesh.

court of the Creator of us all. Chance for salvation would even

Dusting Off the Savior

Savagely beaten raised for all to see

Y ahuwah in His mercy has banished, destroyed, judged, and

Many of the extra-biblical texts confirm that the children

arrogant in their strength and not being able to appease their

Howbeit we speak wisdom among them that are perfect:

And I saw, O Hezekiah and Josab my son, and I declare

The princes of this world being alluded to in the above

God standeth in the congregation of the mighty; he judgeth

As princes, we were part of original elohim, the angels that had

Hell from beneath is moved for thee to meet thee at thy

Thou art the anointed cherub that covereth; and I have

thou hast walked up and down in the midst of the stones

Both Isaiah 14 and Ezekiel 28 are well known scriptures

And they worshipped the dragon which gave power unto

Those who worship the beast namely the Freemasons and

And then the worker of iniquity with his servants shall

authority. In the end they too will acknowledge Christ as the

For Those That Walk the Light

leaves to dream. Dreaming is a visionary experience which is

Then he extinguishes the light shining above its head, and

As wet new souls without recollection of where we had come

Forgetfulness did not exist with the Father, although it

The Gospel of Truth, part of the Nag Hammadi codices