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storm. She swayedand rolled and zigzagged of humanodour whichcarried with it, like a
acrossthe street; she lookedas if she weregoing wavedraggingalong minutegrains of sand in
to fall. Butshe managed in time to straighten its rush up the beach,traces of the mustysmell
out the bicycle. Andshe gave a soft happy of dry dust, of salty sweat,of tingling sulphuric
laugh. A fewmoreof suchnights and she could spices, andof foul petrol andoil andpowder.
sail on her own.Whatfun ! A few moremonths Thecrowdswere so thick that I could not
of saving from her wages--about 8-9 per get a chair. It wasalmost impossibleto move
mensem--andshe would be able to buy a freely in these surroundings: I hadto sit downas
third-handbicycle. At least, there wasthe hope. quicklyas possible.
Fromthe end of the street, a hawkercried Aroundme were the rough woodentables,
out his waresin a thin quaveringvoice, andhis midgetstools, four-wheeledstalls with zinc
cry was answeredby the children whochased roofs, long and low-like those of the quayside
after himwith shrill mewingvoices as though sheds, and tiers of meat-balls, fish, noodtes,
they werea flock of gulls, gliding, sweeping, red chillies, neatly stacked in pyramids,and
divingandriding on the air, behinda ship. storm-lampsand oil-burners in cylindrical
His small assistant walked ahead of the frameswhichflashedout like beacons--allthese
hawker. The boy kept on clacking the bamboo transformedthe alley into a busynight-harbour
clapper as thoughhe wastrying to repair the as the lights glintedandslitheredacrossthe wet,
engine-roomwith a hammer.This waskept up glossysurfaceof the road.
continuously. All the time they swept up and The crowdsgrewthicker and thicker. Soon
downthe street: the hawker,swayingunder a faces becamelacqueredwith layers of sweat.
long pole from which two panniers hung, Handkerchiefswerein constant use. I shouted.
tipped with light, and bobbedcrazily like several times; the waiters ignored me;all the
buoys in a rough sea; his small assistant moreso, as there wasa half-finished bowlon
hammeringon the clapper with a fired and the table I had grabbed, leftovers from the
patient lookon his face. previousdiner. So I sat and watched.
It was,in a way,sad to think that theywerea I noticed several, familygroups; they pos-
graduallyvanishingtribe, or at least, a stagnant sessedthe peculiar mannerof eating in a family
tribe. For numerousfood-stalls, growingup way:the youngones lifting their chop-sticks
along the roadsideand pavements in the centre with identical inclinations; besides, the sons
of the town, had offered the solitary hawker usually hadtheir mothersroundface and their
andhis assistant, with their small means,very fathers glowingsnubnose.
severe competition. Further along, amongthe better tables, sat
Onedrizzling night before 1 lost mybicycle the wealthy, in clean white drill shirts and
I set out for one of those eating-places. Fine trousers, distinguished from the rabble by,
fluffy snowydrops of drizzle blew against my perhaps,the possessionof secondwives(called
face; and in the tropics this waslike having tsips), and dark powerfulautomobileswhich
points of sunlight on ones face on a cold wereparkedon the road like the stout supports
winters morning,say, in London. of pontoonbridges.
But whenI got down,the unpleasant fetid Their second wives were usually much
exhalation of the wet, warmroad pricked my prettier, thoughnot as reproductiveas their
nostrils. Howthe smells wont let mynose first ones. Theysuckediced-coffee carefully
alone!AsI walkedcloser to the eating-stalls, I through straws; the tumblers were soon
had less and less of a choice of odours. The drained dry, leaving fat chunksof ice on the
smells wereso terribly and intricately mixed; bottom. Mouthswere delicately rounded to
the good and bad smells becamealmost in- receive bales of noodles, their hands, with
distinguishable. SometimeswhenI thought I elbows resting on the table-tops, working
was smelling the sweet, disturbing smell of ceaselessly like cranes. Andwhenthey had
eau-de-cologneuponlifting mynose higher I finished, theylickedtheir lips softly andlooked
foundthat I wasinhalingintolerable quantities at their masters.

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In nearby coffee-shops, the ceiling fans walls behinda high barbed-wirefence. Some-
whirred continuously, sending cool sprays of times, planted on a roadside, wesaw a huge
air downwards.The night-flies attacked and blackboardwith thin neat whiteletters painted
attacked again the bright lamps. Somecrawled on it in a schoolmastershand,proclaimingthe
on the white clay lampshades. place to be a WVaTE Aa~A in three languages--
Somewhere, not far awayfromme, the usual the area was safe from the troublesome
willowy dark-brown womensat, already "bandits" and trigger-happyboys. Aslate-grey
attractively got up in their cheong-sum, their buffalo waspatiently munching the grass below
hair permedand patted downwith oil, while the board.
their eyes, liquid witha calculatingshine, were Wehad to pick up somepassengers. The bus
set like jewelsin their roundpowder-pufffaces. stoppedby the side of a canal while wewaited
A numberof menhad fixed their gazes upon for a passenger whowas still packing her
these women.A subterranean flow of comments clothes on the other side. The conductorhad
came from the men. The sloe-eyed women scrambled across a narrow bridge and was
pretended innocence; but as one turned rotmd urgingher on in a loud voice.
to talk to her companions,she cast a swift, A few Malayboys were diving off from the
gatheringglanceat the men.Shefannedherself banks into the yellowish canal. Their bodies
briskly ; takingout her handkerchief,
she slowl.yshone like polished rosewood.Their eyes were
dabbedher cheeksand leant backslightly. velvety and dark and their hair hungdripping-
Suddenly,striding downthe alley, a belated wet over their brownforeheads;their features
theatrical figure madehis appearance:tall, well-proportioned and smooth; nowand then
fearsome,high in the nose, with stormysun-set they raised their armswith swan-likegrace and
complexion, wearing a bow-tie and flowing plungedneatly into the canal.
nylon shirt: and, without turning his head, SomeMalaywomenwere walking along the
bore himself like a dreadnoughtthrough the path beside the canal. Theywerewearingmany-
crowdsas thoughhe hada missionto fulfil, or coloured sarongs and shawls. The file moved
as if, a neighbourcommented, he werehunting along slowly and stately: somehad rattan
for the lavatory. In other words,an Englishman baskets balancedon their heads, somecarried
had walkedby. nakedbabiesin their arms.
A youngwomanraised her face and laughed
r~Wdays agoI travelled inland. It wason as her babytried to clutch her breast in the
A a hot burningafternoon. folds of her garment; her expression was
As our bus passed an army camp, a womau, dreamyin the sunlight. She then adjusted her
sitting behindme, said to her daughter: "Look sarongandofferedher breast to her babyas she
at them,those soldiers, playingfootball in the walkedalong.
hot sun ! Howfoolish !" Theycrossed a log-bridge, balancingnimbly
"Theyvegot such hairy legs," her daughter on its round surface, and madefor a group of
replied. huts amongthe coco-nut trees and rain-trees.
"Dont say that," her mother snapped, "I The thatched attap-houses or huts looked as
neveraskedyouto lookat their legs." shaggyas a bear; but they had somegraceful
Wewent through miles and miles of rubber andsharplines aboutthe roofs. Just outsideone
plantations whichlined the main highway-- of these huts, I sawa gleaming,highlypowered
greenleaves with slenderalbino trunks arranged car standing beneatha thatchedcoveringwhich
evenly like tufts on a hairbrush. R.oadside was supported by four bamboopoles. Some-
villages cameinto sight. The plain wooden oneliving there hadconstructedthis garagefor
shacks were crammedwith cheap goods and his car. There were so manystories about
half-asleep semi-nakedoccupants. gadgets and the Malay peasant who had
Wepassed those NewVillages which were recently benefitedby the favourableprices for
as attractively plannedas a poultry farmwith his crop. One was about a peasant whohad
their newzinc roof~ and rows of bare wooden brought a refrigerator to his hut whichwas

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unblessedwith electricity, thinking it wasa Adark-green military truck crawledwarily
combinationof a wardrobeand a wireless-set. behind. Sullen-eyed HomeGuard boys stood
At least he had the inventive mind of a erect in the openbackof the truck--like green
specialist; whathe lackedwere the tools and bottles stackedin the case. Theirfaces wereas
knowledge! woodenas masks; they hardly talked; they
Thebus took meto a small town. seldomchangedtheir positions; and they vcore
Nothing seemed muchchanged. Only the their berets very low over the forehead in a
old bridge wasbeing pulled down,and a new straightline.
million-dollar bridge, the talk andgrumbleof Walkingover the old bridge, I cameto the
the town, was going up very slowly. A number mainstreet. I called on twoold friends.
of local hooligans had wonthe Government The wife, plump,with round piggy cheeks
Social Welfare sweepstake. (Howthey all and a nose like a sparrowsbeak, wassitting
havethe luck! Butsoon, youll see, they would on a chair, her legs drawnup sideways,when
spend every cent they had won,a wrinHedold I entered. Asshe sawme, she gave out a loud
womangrimly forecasted, nodding her head yell, andhastily stoodup, wrapping her sarong
at me.) Westerndemocracywas beginning to tight round her chest. She asked mea lot of
seep through the townin brightly coloured questions. Did she look muchfatter? HadI
posters and bannerscarrying sucha messageas noticed that her hair was nowthicker? She
WE WELCOME YOU, YOLFR EXCELLENCY. wasnot so bald now,wasshe ? DidI bring her
Thebus stoppedin the middleof the market somemarvellous hair restorer? Whenwas I
square. I got offin the glaring sunlight. getting married?
Thefirst personI sawwasAi Chye,meaning Shefannedherself briskly wlfile talking, and
"short fellow" in Cantonese. she studied mecarefully with her small nimble
Hewassitting on top of a boxwith his wares eyes. Thenher husbandcameout, tall andbony,
around him. Alarge bamboo-plaitedhat with puffing a cigar. Hebent swiftly over and blew
a sharp apex covered his head. He had pro- a cloud of smokeon her head. "Mycure for
truding gold-fish eyes. They were weak, he her baldness," he said. His wife burst out
apologised for not seeing me--because for laughing and hollered," Now,you can see why
someyears he had to get up at three in the I have grownfat. Hemakesmelaugh all the
morningto preparethe soft bean-curdsfor the time."
market,andhe hadto do his workin badlight. A few more desultory remarks and I left
Hesmileda lot whenhe talked. Hesold every- them.
thing, he wavedhis handroundand said--salt- Thegreen chicks with huge Chinesecharac-
fish, ground-nutoil, lard, vegetables,baskets, ters in faded yellow were lowered over the
fresh fish, soyasauce,chilli, cinnamon, butter, front of the coffee-shop.Theshop wasalmost
and margarine. But he had to pack up by ~ in empty. White marble table-tops seemedto
the afternoonas the marketdosedat that time. float in the darkenedinterior like manyround
Then he went round the town trying to sell piecesof ice-floes. Almostthe sameas before.
illegal lottery tickets, called ~,oooand~o,ooo The proprietress sat on a stool behindthe
characters, whichhadbeenraging clandestinely woodencounter, her big head snuggledin her
amongthe adult population. At night he arms; as I entered, she raised her head, moving
spread out his book-stall; rows of books her massivebodylazily, andstared at me. She
stackedon a canvasby the side of a road; and dozedoffagain whenI walkedpast her.
he sold cheap Chinese love stories, serious Herhusband sat on a high-backchair, his left
Chineseclassics, semi-pornographic periodicals, leg clampedhard on the edge. Fie fondled his
American comics,and surprising translations of longstraggly dark beard, rolling the endsround
Nanaand La Dameaux Camglias. his little finger, meditatively.Hehada bony
AsI left the market,twolorries, piled high face, andfromhis sunkenlacqueredeye-pits his
with sacks of rice, trundled along the highway hard eyes gazedhypnoticallyinto the afternoon
towardsme, ploughingup clouds of red dust. glare; his nose curved harshly above his

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.Encounter
fleshy lips. Hesawme.Quicklyhe rose up, all Suddenly mysecond grand-aunty spoke to
smiles, andstriding over to his wife, shookher me: "Lookat him"--pointing to her grand-
and pointed to me. She noddedat meweakly. child--" hes very disobedient.Hecrawlsabout
Softly he asked me: "Goingto see your grand- everywherelike a worm.Hewontlisten to my
aunties ? Good."I noddedmyhead. Hesmiled. scoldings. Whenhe wants anything he must
As I walkedinto the house, he had returned to have it. So naughty! Hes getting worse and
his chair andclampedhis leg on the edgeof the worse. I think he wants to ride a bicycle.
chair, broodingsilently over his dwindb.ing Yesterdayhe bit the pedalswith his four teeth.
business. So naughty." Andshe laughednervously.
It wasdarkerstill in the hall; the atmosphere Myfirst grand-auntypulled meby the arm:
was moist and heavy. Fromthe enclosed air- "Look!heres your grand-uncle. I dont know
well a pale weaklight floated slowly down- if he can recogniseyou. I do hopehe doesnt.
wardsas though it had to penetrate several Youdbetter shout out at him. Kemember, open
fathomsof water. I just could makeout the your mouth slowly. Here he is." She waved
shadowyformof the high altar at the back. of her hand and shouted "Hoi, there. Do you
the hall. A faded picture of the Goddessof knowwhothis is ? Canyouhear me? Hoi, there,
Mercyhungabovethe joss-pots. wireless-set!"
Myfirst grand-auntysat on a low mahogany Mygrand-uncle walkedup to me, his plump
bench.She wasa shapelessbundlein the dark. monkishface expandinginto a smile, and asked
She turned round and sawme. Thenher greet- me, without answering his wife: "Whendid
ing reached me like an echo, distant and you come back?"
reverberating. "Its a great pity he recognisedyouat once.
My second grand-aunty had walked in Usually he takes a longer time," myfirst
swiftly from the back of the house, hurrying grand-auntywhispereddisappointedly." Some-
along a small child with shrill commands. She timesI amnot sure ifhes deaf. Heslike a small
had grownvery thin; the bones stuck out: in boy, alwaysplaying tricks on me."
her face ; her smallgrey bunwasheld by a large She turned to her sister and said: "Stop
hair-pin. She wore a sombre-colouredsarong watchingthe child! Youllfrighten himbefore
and her thin arms were covered by a long- he growsup. Goand get mycheroots from the
sleevedblouse. Thechild beganplayingon the box. Ai-ya!" she sighed, pulling me by the
brick floor, picking things up and nibbling arm,"the price of cherootshas goneup again."
them.Shekept on addressingthe child; scolded
himfrequently and laughedso faintly that at
first I thought she wasweeping.She kept her AWAOODEN
sampancarried meacross the river.
s it drewup against the woodenquay,
eyes from me. I threwdownten cents to the rowerandhastily
I then sat downbeside myfirst grand-aunty clamberedup the woodensteps. A few women
who in a low quavering voice asked me: were bathing, pouring downbuckets of water
"Whendid you come back?" over their sarong-soaked bodies. They were
She paused and wiped her mouth. "Doyou plump and amiable. Under a low-spreading
knowthat your grand-unclehas gonedea:~?" rain-tree, three youths in crumpled muddy-
she continued, "Youll haveto shout whenyou white dress stood idly gossiping. Besidethe
want to talk to him: he cant hear. Sometimes tree wasa lowhut. I lookedinto it.
he canhearverywell. I thinkhes like a wireless- In the middleof the floor there werethree
set; he dependsso muchon good weather. He tables, each higher than the other, arrangedin
hears very badly whenit rains. Now,remem- the shapeof a high altar. Smalltea-cups lay on
ber, you mustopenyour mouthslowly; fox: he the top table which had on either side two
has to watch your mouth whenyou talk to earthen joss-pots. A worn mouldycloth, em-
him." She scratched her head slowly with her broidered with the designs of a dragon, was
hand.Her face wasas yellowand wrinkled.as a flung on the lowesttable. Aroundthe sides of
sponge. the hut were long strips of magic paper.

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From the poles of the roof numbers of transparent complexion,saw me and started
red paperswith gold letterings dangled, flap- towards me, crying out: "Why,whendid you
ping loosely in the breeze. Stragglytrails of comeback ?"
white joss-smokerose up towardsthe ceiling. The womanthen turned round. I smiled at
Everythingelse wasgrey. Someone must have her, expectingthat she wouldlet loosea torrent
beenpraying this afternoon. Perhapsfor luck of wordsand jokes, for she had a witty and
in the ~o,ooocharacter lottery. Dreamsof huge ironic tongue.Instead she glancedat mefor a
fortunesamassedsuddenly! Theyhadsuch trust while and then fixed her gaze uponthe puddle
in miraclesandluck! again.
I followed a small lane whichskirted the Her son madea signal with his hand; and
crumblingwalls of the village huts and led then comingclose to me he whispered: "My
diagonallyacross the bare, hard-bakedsquares, mother cannot talk very muchnow."" Why,"
where naked children and mangydogs slept I asked. "I dont knowexactly: but for some
in the hot sun. R slimy glacial waste, viscous monthsshe could not moveher legs at all.
greenishsurfacewith boils, lay inert in a wide Shes muchbetter now;she can say a few words
dug-out. at a time."
Thehut stoodto the left. Onthe lintel of the "Whydidnt you get a doctor?"
door, I saw another red piece of paper with "Ai-ya! Do~ctorsare very expensive, you
gold writings. Otherwise,the front of the hut know."
wasbare. Slowly with great difficulty, the woman
I could not see clearly whenI entered, as movedher lips. "Whycant I talk? Tell me.
there wereno front windows.I walkedinto the Why... cant... I taLk now?"
backof the house. "But, mother," her son answeredquickly,
In the next partition I sawa nakedbabysound "youre muchbetter now."
asleep in a rattan cradle whichwasattached "Whycant I talk? Whycant..." She got
by meansof four rough cords to the poles of up fromthe stool andwalkedoff.
the ceiling. There was a raised woodenbed "But mother, youre talking. See, you are
beside it. Ayellowmat lay on top of the bed. talking."
Still I could not find her. So I strode into I talked softly to the boy. As weleft the
the smallairless kitchenat the back. kitchen, I sawher sitting on the bed, her legs
She wassitting on a stool, her armshugging crossed before her. Herlips werefirm and she
a huge earthen jar in the corner. Her torn held her bodyerect. Hersmallhandslay on her
sarong waswrappedround her body under her lap: her eyes were wide-open and red with
armpits. Shedid not see me. checkedtears. Thebabywasstill soundasleep.
In front of her, about five feet away,wasa Suddenlyshe gavea sigh.
slight depression on the mud-floor. A puddle "Dontworry,youll soonget well," I said.
glinted in its corner like an evil eye. A tiny I walkedout swiftly. The red piece of paper
shallow drain led the water away but the wasflappinggently in the breeze.
egress wasblockedup with rubbish and cans. AsI rodeacrossthe waters,I heardthe voices
She wasstaring at the piles of clothes and of the children, screamingand laughingon the
dishes lying beside the puddle.Her son, a slim banks. They must have been born with lusty
youngboy with finely cut features and pale lungs.

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Leslie A. Fiedler

McCarthy

ECENTLY a major wire service carried middle-classorthodoxyis a lackey of Kussia,


R the story of a man,releasedfromprison
after morethan fifty years, whocon-
fessed to never havingheard of Joe McCarthy.
or on the other, that anti-Communistsare
incipient fascists, havelong been trying to
maketheir stereotypes flesh. Theyhaveevoked
For the unlucky rest of us, McCarthyand McCarthy;the rest of us merely suffer him.
McCarthyism--theproper noun and the com- Butfor all of us, he comesinto existenceat the
monone--are familiar to excess. Themanhas samemoment,sometime just after 8 p.m. on
becomea legend, and the legend a man. the night of February9th, 195o.
Evento himself, McCarthyis apparently a
mythical figure. His wayof referring to his
official self in the third personis well known; FI~OMthe moment he rose before the
WomensRepublican Club of Wheeling,
andthere appearsto be a real differencebetween West Virginia, to announcethat he had the
"McCarthy,"the public presence, humourless names of 205 Communists in the State
and vindictive, and "Joe," the private person Department,McCarthyshistory has been in
whojokes and sets up the drinks. Beinghis own the public domain. Whatmost people know
legend has indeed becomea full-time job, so of his earlier career in the Senate:his opposi-
that the real Joe comesto have less and less tion to sugarrationing and public housing;his
leisure to exist. Somewhere along the line he leading, thoughunofficial, role in savingfrom
found a momentto marry Jean Carr, whohad their death-sentences .Germanstorm troopers
beenhis assistant, but he has nevermanaged to convicted of shooting downzSo Americanand
unpackhis weddingpresents ; and one sees him Belgianprisoners at Malm~dy in x944--all this
camped among the unopened boxes, his has beenreinterpreted in the light of the un-
palsied headtrembling,his throat plaguedwith brokenseries of charges and counter-charges
streptococci, as if his bodyandhis voicewere that havefollowedthe WheelingLincoLnsDay
rebelling against the role into whichthey are Address.
forced. The manhas becomeas vividly unreal McCarthy on the one side ; the State Depart-
as a political slogan. ment,the Democratic Party, the internationalist
His unreality is an essential attribute. Our Republicans on the other; a threatened
age is a time for nightmaresand the need to Americabetween--this is our modern"East
project them. The CommunistMenace, which Lynne," a melodrama played over and
for years remaineda journalistic luxury, a over with an almost mindless persistence and
Halloweenfalse-face for bored chauvinists, lack of variation, in the newspapers,over the
comes to resemble more and more the bad radio, on television. But whois the hero, who
dream from which we cannot awaken, the the villain ? Sitting in the sameplayhouse,two
bad dreamof history. Thosewhobelieve, on audiencessee two quite different plays acted
the one hand, that everyone whochallenges simultaneouslyby the samecast.
Io

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