ended on its

First day
Based on true story

By
Rishabh Dangwal
 Ended
On Its First Day
(based on true story)

Rishabh Dangwal
For my family
For my friends
For them who are in one sided love
Acknowledgements and some thoughts

A very thank you, my dear readers for picking up Ended on Its First Day.

Shaurab Naithani, my cousin and the first reader of Ended On Its First Day.
His feedback is invaluable.

I wanted to share something with you. I write for different reasons. I just wanted
to tell people about the story, the other aspect of one sided love and what other per-
son lost in love, what other person got in love. There are lots of people between us
who are one sided lover who will not get same type of love from the person whom they
love.

I dedicated this story to them.

Welcome to Ended On Its First Day.
 Chapters

1 : When i saw her First. (1-5)

2 : Mission started. (6-8)

3 : A coincidence. (9-15)

4 : first Interaction or only interaction. (16-25)

5: Lets begain again & end. (26-37)

 Chapter :1
when i saw her first

That day was started like all the other days which I was spent till yet.

Only temperature was little bit hot on that day which is quite common because summer is on its peak
time.

Morning nine am, I came home after a good session of playing football.

I saw my mobile phone and found out six missed call of my friend Raghav.

I called him back. Why you called me so many times. What is so important? I asked him.

I am having a damn toothache and I need to go to Valley dental hospital to meet a dentist and you are
coming with me. Raghav replied.

You cant go alone. I asked

Sorry I have to go to college.

I cant come with you. I told.

He requested me a lot and I said yes to him.

I will be in your house before eleven am and we will go from there. I told.

The hospital I mentioned is not only the hospital but a medical college also.

So if it is a college than it is natural that there will be girls also and it is a belief that girls who studying
medical will be quite beautiful and intelligent than any other girls.

Might be it is a stereotyping but yes it is there and people still believe that and so we are.

I really dont want to comment on this more. so, I decided to move forward and come into the story.

I reached on Raghavs house and saw he is covering his mouth with his hand.

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I laughed.

Why are you sitting like this? I asked.

He got angry on me.

I am suffering from a fucking pain and you are laughing at me. Raghav replied.

Okay, I am sorry brother. Lets go.

I started bike and we reached there within fifteen minutes.

We entered the hospital and exactly got to see the same thing which we were expecting to see.

Yes! Girls of course. So many beautiful girls are there.

Raghav is a pervert.

Look dude coming here isnt wasted. So many awesome girls are here. Raghav said.

Shut up pervert and lets go inside the hospital and make it fast I have to go Dehradun for some work. I told.

So, we walk near to the reception.

How can we book an appointment I asked receptionist?

She made a pay slip and ask us to go to the third floor to meet the doctor.

We reached and saw a rush out there outside the doctors cabin.

Our number will come late and in the meantime, we will take a short tour of a hospital I told.

Ok, brother, you will see a hospital and I will look beautiful girls Raghav replied.

And we walked away from the doctors cabin and started to look a hospital and within one hour we came back
because our appointment number has come.

The moment we enter inside the doctors cabin the time came when I saw her first time. I
t was only about seconds or you can say a fraction of second moment in which I saw her but I dont know what
that moment did to me.

I guess this is a love at first sight or might be just an attraction towards a beautiful face.

Yes, I also cant understand what that was, why I am still thinking about her. I really want to know this.

Bro stay here and finish your treatment and call me when you are done so I will come back here.
I will be inside the campus. I will go and take a round of a hospital again. I said.

Why do you want to go again? We just took a round Raghav asked.

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Nothing brother I saw one of my old friend I just go and meet her. Yes, I lied to him.

Okay go but come back soon Raghav replied.

Perhaps my doubt is slowly-slowly confirming that yes I am in love because I never did so much in my life to
look for a girl only.
I went to search for that girlI started searching from the same floor where I saw here first and later searched
on the whole campus. I wanted to see her at least one more time.
I knew that if I cant see her one more time than I will become totally mad.

My heart is forcing me to search more but Raghav called me.

Hy where are you, bro? My work is done lets go from here. Raghav said.

Yeah, bro why are you in such a hurry wait for few more minutes. I replied.

Whats wrong with you bro you are not ready to come here first and now you want to spend some more time
here. Raghav said.

Yes exactly. I said.

What happened to you Kabir? Raghav asked.

Okay, come down I am on the ground floor.I replied.

What happened bro you sound like low and disturb. Have you done any naughty thing here also which created
a trouble for us? Raghav asked.

No bro nothing lets go from here. I said.

Wait for a moment, no dude it is wont be like that I am pretty sure there is something which is disturbing you,
Tell me what is the matter? Raghav asked.

No Raghav seriously nothing important I just saw a girl. I replied.

Where? Raghav asked

Just outside the doctors cabin where you was taking treatment. I replied.

Did you know her? Raghav asked.

How should I know her dude? today only I saw her and I seriously dont know why I am looking for her for so
long. I replied.

Oh!! That was the reason you left me alone there and went outside. Raghav asked.

Yeah, kind of. I replied.

Where she can go from here. Dont worry well find her. Raghav said.

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Tell me what type of dress she was wearing? Raghav asked.

Like a doctors white coat I guess. I replied.

Then she will be here only.

Relax brother she cant go outside from the campus because it is not a lunchtime. Raghav told.

Yes, maybe. I replied.

Hey, you remember your friend Shruti she is studying here right? Raghav asked.

Yes, she is. I replied.

Ask her about that girl, might be she knows about her. Raghav told.

I dont know dude we both are not in touch after school. I replied.

It is okay dude find a contact of her and ask her about that girl. Raghav told.

Yes But I need your help because I cant-do this alone. I asked.

No need of asking a help we both are best buddies I will definitely help you. Raghav replied.

Yes, brother so from today we will start our search mission. I told.

Yeah, brother! From evening.

Right now I have some other important work to finish lets go home. Raghav said.

Ok, lets go then. I Replied.

I am still looking all around and might be I will see her before leaving the hospital. I cant find her and Raghav
observed my facial expression.

Patience brother. Come start the bike and concentrate on the road. I dont want because of your that doctor
girl we both have to meet the doctor. Raghav said.

I laughed!

Now no power in this world will kill me before I meet her. I said.

Raghav laughed very loudly.

You became so filmy only in few seconds. First go home dude we will back here this evening. Raghav said.

I dropped him home and came back to my home.

Yes, I came back home but still, my mind and heart are there in the hospital where I saw her.

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I cant see and hear anyone else. Only her face is coming in front of my eyes and evolving around me.

Every passing second I am thinking more and more about her.

Yes! it seems like a filmy but it is really happening with me and I really dont have any clue that what is happen-
ing to me and why?

I am asking myself.

This is really happening with me love at first sight or it is just an attraction.

Every passing minute my doubt is converting into believing yes I am in love and this is not an attraction because
it never happened to me before.

Yes, I had so many girlfriends in my past but this is something different ,very different and I dont know why
but some part of my heart is feeling very happy about this wonderful feeling.

I accepted that yes I am in love with her and I have to find her anyhow and will tell my feeling about her even if
she will not accept me.

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 Chapter: 2

Mission started

From the same evening, I and Raghav started our mission of searching her.

I reached Raghavs home and picked him.

We both went to hospital area and started looking for her in that area.

We both decided we will not do any kind of extra work until we find her.

I will take care of full expenses of this particular mission. I said.

Yes, brother obviously she is your girl then you should have to take care of this mission expenses. Raghav
said.
Laughed! For her, I can give my everything. I said.

Is brother you okay? Raghav asked.

Why? I replied.

No, I mean you suddenly started talking in a filmy way, it is weird. Raghav said.

Yes, after I saw her it started automatically. I doesnt talk about this way before. I replied.

Yes, like that, only from today I mean. Raghav said.

We reached near the hospital area than suddenly my heartbeats were automatically became low.
Same like which you saw on movies.

I was wondering what if I see her again?

Oye..You will not leave me before I talk to her . I said.

Fine. Raghav replied.

Did really I have guts to talk? Or I will only stare at her. Those things are running on my mind continuously.

We step down near the hospital and stand under the one big tree.

We were Looking everywhere from that tree

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Actually only I am looking because Raghav didnt saw her. He doesnt have any idea about how she looks like.

I was looking there and Raghav is talking on his phone.

After a while he is asking me.

did you got anything?

I make fun and say, Bro, this is a true love so it is not that essay to get it. I need to put some kind of efforts to
search for her and might be I have to cry also, after putting lots of efforts than only I can find her.

Oh god dude how much filmy you became. Raghav said.

Okay keep quiet I said.

Suddenly my phone rang.

I received call.

I told Araf called me and he wants to meet everybody within fifteen minutes.

Yes, we will go now but we will come back here tomorrow again. Raghav said.

I saw towards the hospital and said. dont worry love I will find you, today or tomorrow, yes it will take some
time but I promise I will find you anyhow.

Dont tell anybody about this matter. I said.

Why? Raghav asked.

You know how those peoples are they will not understand my feeling for her and make fun of me. They will
say see this idiot is putting so much of effort to just look for an unknown girl whom he saw only once and
dont know anything about her and you also supporting him in this foolishness. I said.

Yes, you are correct I guess. Okay, for now, I will not go to tell anyone about this. Raghav replied.

Like this days, weeks, months passed but I didnt find her. Raghav lost his interest for looking her.
It doesnt t matter to me.

If it is a heavy rain or dam cold day or a very warm day I will go that place at least once in a day for looking
her because I still believe that might be I will see her someday and tell her about my feelings even she will
believe me or not or take it offensively.

Twenty-four seven I am thinking about her and her only. College, Home everywhere I am not able to concen-
trate on any of the things. Even my parents are asking me what happened to you now days you dont speak to
anyone. always stay in your room alone.
Whats wrong?

Everything is alright?

Even in college, my friends are asking me the same type of question over and over again.

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One day we all are standing in a group which is quite common during college days and one of them from our
group asked me what happened to you again?

Why you are so upset not responding to us. Suddenly one friend randomly said. I think he likes some girl in
the college but didnt tell her so thats why he is disturbed these days.

Nothing guys it is not like that. You guys are taking this wrong way.

I am not feeling well thats it. I replied.

Okay, bro takes care. They said.

I came back home but my mind is not forgetting her. This is getting worse by passing every day.

One day Raghav and I are sitting together Rajan came to us and asked. I want to go Valley dental hospital can
anyone come with me, please?

Yes, I will come with you. I suddenly replied.

No Rishabh you cant. Rajan said.

Why? I asked.

Because there we have to sit two-three hours at least and you cant sit so long. I know by the end you will leave
me alone there.
So you stay there. Rajan said.

What two three hours I will sit there for five hours. I replied.

Raghav laughed loudly.

If anybody wants a company to go valley dental hospital than please ask Kabir he can sit there morning to
evening without leaving his seat for a single second. Raghav said.

Like this, the full year has passed but I couldnt found her. Her memory became fadded in my mind.

Yes, now I cant miss her like I do before.

Perhaps I slowly-slowly believing that yes some people will come in our life only for some moments.
It is better to forget about them and move on in our life.

There are lots of girls out there in the world. Forget her Raghav told.

Yes, I guess Raghav is right.

I have to forget about her and move on from this.

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 Chapter: 3

A Coincidence

December came, Winter was on its peak time.

It is almost ten months passed when I saw her.

One day Raghav called me.

Where are you? Raghav asked.

I am at home. Why? I replied.

There is an Annual function on DCS School. Are you aware of that? Raghav asked.

Yes, I am aware of that. What should I do? I replied.

What do you mean what you should do? Get ready we all are going there. Raghav said.

Why are we going there? I asked.

To see some beautiful girls there idiot. Raghav replied.

Look. First of all we are not from that school, second those girls are very young from us and third, we dont
have an invitation card for the function and without the invitation card, we cant go inside the school. I said.

You dont worry about the invitation card that we will arrange. Raghav Said.

Get ready within ten minutes I am coming to pick you and now for god sake dont give me any more dam rea-
son to avoid. Raghav said.

Raghav came to picked me.

What is the matter why you are still so upset? Raghav said.

Dude I dont want to go there I am not feeling well. I said.

I know why you are not feeling well. Raghav said.

Why? I asked.

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Bro, its been more than ten months now please forget about her.
Dont be stick on a single girl. You not even saw her properly and dont know who she was. Raghav said.

No dude thats not the matter. I replied.

If this is not the matter than tell me why you are not behaving like you behave before you saw her.
Answer me? Raghav asked.

Nothing, Lets go to annual function. I replied.

Look, bro, I told you before and I am telling you now also.
I know you want to meet her at least once but if god and your destiny dont want you guys to meet than you
cant-do anything.

You tried a lot almost a year to search for her but you couldnt find her so why you are still stricken there?

Move on dude there are lots of girls in this world outside, Much more beautiful than her.

Today I will introduce you to some of my friends and might be you like someone from them, You know what I
mean after that. Raghav said.

I thought for a second about what Raghav said and decided from today I am not going to think about her any-
more. I will move on from her.

We reached inside the school campus.

Really school function is very good and of course, the girls are also very beautiful there not only school girls but
also who are passed out from the school, Some local girls also there who are of our age.

So we started enjoying there. Suddenly I saw one of my old school friends. Her name is Shruti. She saw me too
and came to meet me.

Hey, Kabir whats up, man? Shruti asked.

I am all good. I replied.

You tell how are you doing? I asked.

I am doing great like always. Shruti replied.

Anyway where have to been for so many years? No contact after school.
We live in a same city but meeting each other after two long years etc. Shruti said.

How many questions she will ask. I am wondering why girls are really so talkative.

Suddenly she asked the typical question which every friend will ask in our age if we meet them after so many
years.

Yes, I was expecting this question from her because this is a human nature.

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Who is your girlfriend? Shruti asked.

No one dear I am still single, like the way you know me.
You know me. I am totally shy on girls matter. I replied.

I am not bad at looking and have good links with girls so she didnt believe me. I guess this is a natural reaction
of your friends in this age if they ask you the question like this.

I was wondering why everyone with me starts the conversation with this question only.

Raghav came there and they both started talking to each other. It was going normally and good.
The thing I am afraid of and I dont know where they both started girlfriend topic again.

Now Raghav started to convince Shruti.

You are studying in Valley dental College. Raghav asked.

Yes, so what. Shruti replied.

Girls studying there are very beautiful. Raghav said.

Yes, so what? Come to the point. Shruti said.

Can you introduce both of us to some of your beautiful friends? Raghav asked.

Shruti laughed loudly.

Yes, why not. Shruti replied.

It is okay if you dont introduce me, introduce Kabir, please. Raghav said.

She took out her phone from her pocket.

I will show you some of my friends pictures.

Whoever you guys like tell me I will introduce her to you guys. Shruti said.

Yes why not we both are ready for selection. Raghav replied.

She opened her phones gallery and started showing us pictures of her college friends.
Yes, I am also looking but not with that interest.

She was scrolling fast, I saw one picture which attracts me but she is scrolling fast so I couldnt saw properly.

After a second Ipassed and realized might be she is the same girl I am looking for.

I thought, No how she will know her. That much coincidence cant happen in real life.

Again one more thought came to my mind. Why not She is also studying in the same college. Might be she
knows her.

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All these thoughts are hitting on my mind continuously.

I decided to ask her to show her friends picture again.

On my heart I am thinking Might be god have shown some mercy on me and Shruti is just a way he sent for
me to reach to that girl whom I am looking for, from almost a year.

Shruti can you show your friends pictures one more time? I asked.

Why? Shruti replied.

Do you like someone from those? Shruti asked.

No not like that I am asking as usually. I replied.

She started showing her friends picture again.

Every time she scrolls one picture to another, my heartbeat will increase.
When she scroll eight picture the moment came for me.

It is something which I cant explain to anyone I dont have words to express my feelings.

I suddenly took her phone from her hands.

What happened to you? Why are you in a shock? Shruti asked.

I didnt reply her.

Truly, That time only her picture is in front of my eyes. What you saw on movies that exactly happening with
me, like romantic songs playing. It was a wonderful feeling which I am feeling first time in my life.

I wanted to share this feeling with everyone but I cant because people will think I am mad or idiot. Yes, it is
filmy but it is really happening with me.

What happened to you suddenly? Why are you looking so happy? Raghav asked.

Nothing special brother. I replied.

It is too late guys I need to go home. Shruti said.

Wait. Give your phone number. I asked.

She gave her mobile number.

The annual function is also about to end. We came out from the schools campus.

I was so happy.

Now tell me what is the matter? Why are you so happy? Raghav asked.

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Bro the girls I was looking for almost last one year she is Shrutis friend.

How do you know? Raghav asked.

She was in one of those pictures which she showed us. I replied.

Congrats Bro, Your work is done. It is not waste of time to coming here. Raghav said.

Yes, brother thank you very much I will never forget your favor that you took me here. I said.

Oh, come on bro dont thank me. We are buddies. Raghav replied.

The famous dialogue of a famous movie If you really love something truly and wants to get that thing with
your true heart than the whole universe will take an initiative to arrange some incidents,that you will meet with
your thing.

We came back home. I was so happy.

In fact, I was thinking when and how I will start talking to Shruti that she will agree to introduce me to her that
particular friend.

A week passed very fastly. I am waiting for the right time to talk to Shruti.

The moment will come, If you be patience.

One day late at night around twelve oclock I was online on facebook and Shruti text me.

Talking with your girlfriend late at night ha? Shruti asked.

I dont have any girlfriend I told you to remember. I replied.

Dont lie okay.

I know you are in a relationship with some but dont wanted to tell me, thats why you are lying to me. Shruti
said.

No girl seriously I am not lying. I told.

Okay, I believe you. Shruti replied.

Around half an hour we talked about our school days.

I am looking for a chance to touch her friends pictures topic.

Then she only told.

Isnt so strange, We met after so many years and that is also in some other schools annual function.

Yes thats the thing I wanted from her to talk about.

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Yes, it is very strange. I replied.

You were showing your friends picture that day. I asked.

Yes, why? Shruti replied.

Nothing, all of those are localities or someone is from other places also? I asked.

No, some are localities and some are outsiders. Shruti replied.

One of them looks exactly looks like one of my friend. I can say carbon copy. I said.

It is all my tricks which I am playing with her to get that girls information because I dont want to tell Shruti
so soon about my love at first sight.

Which one? Shruti asked.

How can I tell without seeing her again? Send those pictures. I replied.

She sent all the pictures which she was showed us on the annual function day.

I found that girl on those pictures.

I sent her back that girls picture.

Yes, this one. She exactly looks like my friends. I said.

I started to get some information about her from Shruti

Her name? Where is she from? etc.

Her name is Disha Sharma and she is from Nainital. Shruti told.

I searched her name on Facebook and I found her but I didnt send her friend request because I know send-
ing a request like this will not work.

She might get hundreds of friends request daily so she will not bother about my friend request.

I decided to talk to Shruti about Disha and try to collect some more information about her.

I need Shruti to put my name on Disha mind than only sending the friend request will work.

Again I started playing mind game with Shruti, I was successful on that.

Your friend is too beautiful. Introduce me to her. I asked.

Yes, I will, wait for some days. Shruti replied.

Yes, do this fast. I asked.

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Yes, I will try my best. Shruti replied.

Talk to you tomorrow, good night. I said.

Okay, good night. Shruti replied.

Dont forget what i told you. i said.

i will not forget. Shruti said.

I was busy for some days, again no contact with Shruti.

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 Chaptet: 4

First interaction or only interaction

24th January

late at night around eleven pm I was coming from friends birthday party.

Shrutis house comes between my house route, So I was going from that route. She was walking with her dog at
night. I saw her and stopped.

Why you so late going home? Shruti asked.

I was coming to attend one of my friends birthday party. I replied.

What is the update on my work? I asked.

Which work you are talking about? Shruti asked.

You are supposed to introduce me one of your friend remember. I said.

How can I randomly go and introduce you to her? Shruti asked.

Please figure that out. I replied.

First, send her request on Facebook than I can do something.

It wont be good for your image if I ask her to meet you directly. Shruti said.

Alright,
First I will send her request on Facebook and try to start chatting with her then you will start your
job. I said.

Okay, I have to go now it is already too late, talk to you later. I left from there. I said.

I didnt sleep the full night.

I was only thinking about sending the friend request will work or not.

Yes, I was scared to send her request.

I was thinking if I sent request than might be she will think I am same like every other boy who randomly
sends friend request to girls on Facebook.

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I thought a lot and decided if I dont do this today than the whole life I will feel bad that I didnt show a few
guts so I lost her.

Next day morning four am

I showed guts, clicked on send the friend request.

I was so scared and thinking will she accept my request or not? but now I sented, I cant-do anything about it
now, only I have to wait and watch what is going to happen next.

Morning ten am.

I opened Facebook. I saw she accepted my friend request.

I was feeling very good. I thinking yes I won ten percent of the war, might be god has made her for me only.

Same day at night I saw Disha is online. Without any fear, I started texting her.

Hi. I said.

Hello.Disha replied.

We started chatting like this. I started pretending to talk normally and have no particular reason to talk.

She is beautiful. So yes I have to flirt with her.

First I want to know what impression she has about me.

I mean why she accepted my friend request, did she heard my name before?
Because generally, girls wont accept strangers friend requests on Facebook.

Have you heard my name before? I asked.

Yes, you might be Shrutis friends? Disha replied.

Yes, I am. I said.

I have a question. How do you know me? I asked.

Nothing, Shruti just randomly told about you. That one of miy friend whose name is Kabir, wants to talk to
you Disha replied.

She is totally crazy dont believe on her. I said.

Yes, Kabir I know she is totally crazy but very gentle-hearted girl. Disha said.

Yes, Disha no doubt she is a very gentle-hearted girl. I said.

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I dont want to start impressing her so early directly.

So I put gun on Shrutis shoulder and started conversation.

If I say anything wrong also that it will not affect our conversation badly that much and might be I was success-
ful in that plan.

Its been more than three-four days of talking to Disha.

I directly asked her mobile number.

She gave.

It is a myth that if any girl will give you her mobile number on the third-fourth day of chatting then you won
almost half of the war and she will be interested in you. So as I thought the same thing.

We started chatting on WhatsApp.

Not too much, two or thrice message in a the day but those two three messages will make my days.

These things continue with us for more days. We started coming close to each other.
We also started sharing some of the little personal talks which are common in this age. We started asking
about each other personal life.

Yes, no doubt I started asking first because I want to know more about her or if I can say straightly I only want
to know that did she have a boyfriend or not because if she doesnt have a boyfriend than it will be easy for me
to impress her. Nobody will come between us to disturb.

But whatever good we thought about us will never work out in our life. It will directly go opposite of what we
thought or planned.

We started conversation.

Can I ask you something personal? I asked.

Yes, you can ask whatever you want to. Disha replied.

Do you have boyfriend? I asked.

No, I dont. Disha replied.

I was really very happy. Thought the First level accomplished successfully now advance to the next.

Like this some days passed and now we started talking on WhatsApp regularly till very late night.

One day I asked Disha if you have time. So we can meet somewhere?

Yes, we can. Actually I am thinking about the same thing. Disha said.

I was the luckiest and happiest person on planet that time this is the happiest moment of my life I ever lived
before. I cant explain my happiness when she told yes to meet me.

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But for how long my happiness would last? What going to be next I was scared of that thing too.

Now I am becoming much crazier for her by every passing day.

She asked me to meet on Sunday but today is Friday only and I cant wait to meet her. These two days are
looking like a two year for me which was not passing.

On my head there are several thoughts are coming that when I meet her than what should I talk about?
How will I talk to her? Can I do good or not?

So, after waiting for a long time.

The Sunday finally came

I woke up early in the morning which I usually not, in fact, I havent slept last night because of excitement.

I got ready. I am thinking whenever she calls or messages me than I will go that time itself to meet her.

I never did this before nor did I feel this feeling before.

My excitement is increasing and going on its peak with the clock.

Like this, The time passed. Morning became afternoon and afternoon became evening but she didnt do a
single call or message me.

Now it is nine pm at night and obviously, my mood was off.

I thought might be she was too busy to do some important work.

I decided to text her and ask if anything wrong or she needs my help.
Late night around eleven pm I texted her on WhatsApp.

What happened?
You forgot we suppose to meet today remember?
And you have called or texted me. Is everything fine? I asked.

Yes, everything is fine. Actually, I was little busy thats why I havent called or text you.
I am very sorry about that. Disha replied.

It is okay Disha no need to say sorry.

You complete your work first we will meet some other day, not a big deal I said.

Yes okay. Now I have to go, Talk to you tomorrow I have some unfinished work to complete. Disha said.

I dont want to disturb her so I also said bye we will talk tomorrow for sure.

Some days passed we havent talked. I am daily checking her profile picture and status but I havent text her
neither she.

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Sixth February

Many days passed in which we havent talked for a while also.

Valentines week is about to start, Which all youngsters waits for.

Daily generally, I was checking her status. One day i saw very sad WhatsApp status update.
I suddenly texted her on WhatsApp.

Hey Disha whats wrong.

Why your WhatsApp status seems like you are sad? I asked.

Nothing serious about it. I randomly posted. Disha replied.

Nothing in this world would happen and happened without a any reason. I said.

Are we both friends? I asked.

Yes, we are. Disha replied

Why are you asking such a silly question? Disha asked.

Nothing. I replied.

Okay if we are friends then tell me what is wrong?

Might be I can help you out on that particular issue or a problem. I asked.

No, my problem is very huge you cant help me out on this matter. Disha replied.

I forced her a lot then after she agreed to tell me about her problem which making her upset.

She told me about a boy whom she loves very much but he didnt receiving her call from last so many days.

If I say. Yes, I am feeling damn upset that time. She told me she doesnt have any boyfriend and seriously that
time I cant figure out what should I reply for this.

She continued telling her problem that he is studying bachelor in engineering from New Delhi, a few months
back they both meet on Nanital and till now everything was going perfectly fine but I dont know why suddenly
he stopped receiving my call not even replying my messages and when I asked my friend to call him than he
rudely told her to told Disha that dont try to call or message me again.

She told me all those things.

Kabir now you tell me do you have any solution to this problem? Disha asked.

Yes, I have I guess. I replied.

Even I was on shocked but I loved her and as you know someone said if you love someone then you should
help them whatever the situation is.
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So I need to help her out because I wanted to see her happy.

Yes of course with me but if not with me then also I want to see her happy with someone else because for me
the most important thing is her happiness at any cost.

I decided that I will try out every possible way to make sure that both of them will be together like they were
before a couple of days.

It is okay if I didnt have my love but Dishas will be not like me.

I know what and how much bad you feel when you love someone but that person love someone else and you
wont get a same love kind from that person which you expect.

Yes, the fact is I cant-do anything about it even I want to do anything to get him back for her.
I dont know him.
Who he is, He is not even from our town.

My greedy human mind is thinking might be god did this to her because God has written both of us together.

All these are signs I am coming into her life and he went out from her life is not a coincidence.
I am thinking that might our destiny making some plans for us to meet.

Honestly, if I say. Yes by overthinking all those things I am telling myself that there is some hope left in this for
me it is not over yet.

On my mind I am telling myself dude she is only yours everything will be fine within some days.

However, the truth is always very bitter which is yet come which I have to face.

I dont want to talk to anyone right now. We will talk tomorrow. Disha said.

Yeah okay fine. Whenever you want to talk just message me. Bye, take care. I said.

The whole night I am worried about her that she is fine or not?
Will she sleep or not? I dont know whether she slept or not but I didnt sleep that night.

Next day very first in the morning I texted her on WhatsApp.

Hi good morning. How are you today? I asked.

She didnt reply any of my messages for so many days.

I thought she dont want to talk to me. But I was dying to have a conversation with her.

I was thinking how should I start a conversation with her?

When again I was about to text her she text me that time itself.

Hello, Rishabh.
How are you? Disha asked.

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I also started the conversation normally.

Yes, I am all good. I replied.

Where were you from the last five days? Is everything fine? I asked.

Yes, now everything is perfectly fine. Disha replied.

What do you mean about perfectly fine? I asked.

About my so-called boyfriend. Disha replied.

About him what? I asked.

We both brooked up for forever. Disha replied.

Why? I asked.

I was behaving crazy.

If he doesnt love me and doesnt want to be with me then why should I die for him? Disha replied.

I beg your pardon. What exactly you are trying to say? I asked.

Look Kabir, He bet with his friend to make me a girlfriend. He won the bet.
He is only with me because of that bet. He didnt love me or cares for me. Disha replied.

I was totally in shock. Really some people can do like this also only for a worthless bet.
Who are we to this type of joke with anyone?
We dont have any right to make fun of someones feelings.

According to me doing thing type of thing is the biggest sin or crime in the world for which no punishment is
enough for the justice.

Kabir Can you do me a favor? If you really want to talk me then please dont touch this topic again. Disha
asked.

Yes, whatever you say. I replied.

I also want Disha to forget about him and slowly after I will make some space for me on her heart.

Somedays later I told her how much I like her.

She got little angry.

Rishabh whatever you thinking is wrong it is not like this and it not going to happen ever.

So please dont see dreams of this which will hurt you latter a lot. Disha said.

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What should I tell her that I thought or planned complete future with her? I want to marry her later.

Somewhere she is right because she recently passed through a breakup which was a fake relation for her.

So, she needs some time to get over from that.

I also not forced her for anything.

But for how long I will continue this? Because I cant hide my real feelings from her for so long time and in my
case, my feelings have developed above its limits which are about to come out very soon.

I am only scared about how she will react when she gets to know about my feelings for her.
I am scared of losing my friendship with her.

I have to take a risk of telling her about my feelings which I have to because I dont have any other option in-
stead of that.

Date: 13 February

Yes, it was a valentines week, Next day was valentine day.

I thought today I will talk a lot to Disha. Ill try to convince her to meet me tomorrow and also purpose her like
no one ever did before. All my plans for tomorrow.

No better day in the year as good as 14 February to purpose someone you love.

If she says yes then I will fill her life full of happiness which she cant even imagine in her dreams.

She will forget all her sadness and bad memories which she passed through.

I wanted her to start her new happy life with me.

Early in the morning, I texted her.

Hi. How are you? I asked.

I am all good. Disha replied.

We talked a lot but not about the valentine days topic.

I asked her to talk with me at night when we both will be free and she agreed for it.

It is February so it is quite common that weather is quite cold those days which is best for drinking I guess.

Raghav called me.

Hey bro where are you? Raghav asked.

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I am at home. I replied.

Today is dammed cold so I was thinking can we go for a drink? Raghav asked.

Okay, we will go. I replied.

We both went for drink and later some more friends also joined us.

Everyone there was having fun while drinking but I was watching my phone.

I was thinking when Disha will text me and when should I call her to meet me tomorrow.

Yes, I also started drinking. After two pegs I am getting high and suddenly Disha texts me.

Hi whats up? Disha asked.

I am good. I replied.

We talked as usually like we talk normally.

She suddenly said tomorrow is Valentines Day remember.

Yes, I remember. I said.

I dont know why but I am missing my ex. Disha told.

Why? You only told me that we will not going to talk about him again. You remember? I asked.

Yes, Kabir I remember what I told you but what should I do if I am missing him badly. I am crying from last
one hour. Disha replied.

I was very high that time. I cant able to control my feelings and emotions about her. I suddenly said something
which is the truth but from Dishas point of view, it was much wired.

Look, I cant lie to you right now because I am very high. I said.

Yes, tell me what do want to say. Disha asked.

You know how much I love, more than your imagination and I only asked Shruti to introduce me to you Disha.
I know for you it is very weird but let me tell you the complete story why I did so. I replied.

What? Okay, tell. Disha asked.

Almost a year ago I saw you in the hospital. When I saw you I fall in love with you that time, like which is never
happened with me before.

However, when you said you love someone else than I thought I lost everything that day.

Again some days later when you told you want to forget him than again I found out some hope on it and started
thinking that God will planned both of us together because my love is true for you. I replied.

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She became very angry.

What rubbish you are talking about.

I told you before if you ever talk about on this topic agian than I will block you and will break all the contacts
from you. Disha said.

Come on Disha If he doesnt want you to be in your life than why are you still stricken there? Please turn
around your head and look, somebody loves you a lot.
A more than anyone who will give you that much of happiness which you cant even imagine in your life and he
will never let you down because of anything. I said.

Stop this nonsense. Disha said.

Please dont take it on a wrong way. I said.

She saw the message but didnt reply me back.

I also didnt take it seriously because I am high that time.

I came home and slept.

Next morning after I woke up I checked my phone first. I saw Disha not only didnt reply me back but also
blocked me on WhatsApp.

I was feeling very sad. I should be because what I thought of us thought for her will now for no longer use.

Some days that bad feeling remains with me and I cant focus on anywhere and always feel low.

Slowly-slowly things are coming back to the business.

I also accepted that yes she is very happy without me and her happiness is more important for me.

I want to see her happy with anyone anywhere.

Yes, it sounds very filmy but if you really love someone then you will think about their happiness before yours.

However, it is a myth that any relationship will not break so easily and if it is about the one-sided love than desti-
ny will hurt you more than your expectations.

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 Chapter: 5

Lets begain again & end

Destiny took another turn after two months.

So the summer came and it was ending the month of April. I was using my Facebook and found out Disha
havent blocked me there.

I was texting someone else but mistakenly I sent her the like sticker.
I was so scared that what she will think about me. She will also going to block me on Facebook also.

Suddenly she replied my message. Hello.

I took a deep breath and started chatting normally.

Then I told Disha that day I was drunk and because of that, I spoke everything rubbish which I suppose to not.

Really I didnt mean to hurt you.

Apologies Disha. Will you forgive me? I asked.

Yes, I accept your apology but dont repeat that rubbish again. Disha replied.

Thank you very much. I replied.

I have to agree what she said because might I will not get love which I was expecting from her but I dont want
to lose her friendship again.

So, again we started chatting like we use to do before. This time I was trying to becoming funny which I was not
in reality.

I have to behave like this because she is still little bit of sad. I want to make her happy at any cost.
According to me, spreading happiness is the best charity. Make her happy is my first priority always.

Than what. We were talking daily and also came close to each other, also started sharing some personal issues
to each other.

Again she was busy on her study and we stopped talking for some days.

One week later I went New Delhi for some work.

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I was so busy during those days. She calls me for a help but I didnt pick her calls.

She texts me.

Hey Kabir how are you? Disha asked.

I am all good. I replied.

Can you do me a favor? Disha asked.

I cant promise because I am out of station nowadays. I replied.

Tell me what the matter is. I asked.

Actually, I want some money. Disha replied.

Yes, of course, I am coming to Rishikesh within few days. I will help you out. I replied.

Not it is not that much important. You do your work. I will take care. Disha said.

I apologies her, said goodbye. I was damn busy those days.

Ten days later I came back to Rishikesh.

Disha texted me on the same day itself.

Hi, Kabir. Where are you now? Disha asked.

A few hours back I reached Rishikesh. I replied.

I need your help. Disha asked.

Yes, please. I replied.

Actually, nowadays I am going through some financial problems so I need some part-time job to earn some
money. Which job I can do only from home that type of job I want similar like typing jobs etc. Disha said.

For me, this is a golden chance to meet her.

I pretend that I didnt get her than she itself said can we meet if you are free tomorrow?

What time? I asked.

Ten oclock after my lecture. Disha replied.

Okay, call me whenever you will be free. I said.

For me, it is like a dream come true.

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My happiness was on out of control and because of that I mistakenly typed bye to her. But now it doesnt
matter much because tomorrow I am going to meet her.

Wait for a second yes tomorrow I am going to meet my dream girl.

What can I tell about that night? I only know how I spent that long night.

I didnt sleep for a single second.

The whole night I am thinking about her and what should I say to her when we meet but I am scared of my
love feeling also.

I dont want talk some rubbish and make her angry again on me.

I am thanking God for that.

Next morning..!!

Yes, I suppose to go college but how can I go. I have to meet Disha which is much moreimportant than going
college

I was looking at the wall clock over and over again, wondering why today time is passing so slowly.
Why today clock is taking too much time to show ten oclock on the watch.

It was like somebody paused the time.

Time is passing on its right speed that was my excitement which doesnt want me to wait for her call.

Nine-thirty am I was totally ready and sitting on the chair with mobile on my hand. Looking on it again and
again. I suddenly realized we are meeting the first time so I have to give her something.

It is early in the morning and no shop was open yet but I need something to give her.
Suddenly one idea hit on my mind Every girl love chocolate I bought one silk chocolate for her.

Disha called me.

Kabir I am standing near ATM near to my college. Can you come to that side? Disha asked.

Yes, why not. I will be there within five minutes. I replied.

OMG, I am breathing very fast.

I reached the exact place where she asked me to come. I didnt saw anyone there.

I called Disha.

Hey. I reached there. Where are you? I asked.

I was there only. I also cant see you. Disha replied.

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I turned around, found out there is a one girl standing little bit far from me but her face is on opposite side so I
cant see.
However, she is wearing the white coat. I also believe that she is Disha.
I went there to meet her and still, she is looking on the opposite side. I reached there.

Hi, Disha. I asked.

The moment she turnedI dont know what happened to me next.

It was a same feeling which we generally saw on romantic Bollywood movies.
I am continuously staring on her face. She is very beautiful more than my expectations. It is not wrong if I say I
never saw more beautiful girl till now and not going to see also in future.

The conversation starts

Hi. Disha replied.

Can we go somewhere quiet? Disha asked.

Yes, we can. I replied.

Actually, might be someone can see me with you and they will take it on the other way which I dont want to.
I want some place which is less crowded where we can sit and talk. Disha said.

Okay, I know one place nearby. I said.

We both started our vehicles and reached near to the bank of river Ganga. Because it is a morning time so
people hardly will come there.

We sat near the river and started talking.

She is talking continuously. I havent spoken a single word.

I was continuously staring on her face, her beautiful eyes which is looking more beautiful while she speaking.

I want that time should stop there. She will speak and I will listen to her forever and whole life spent like this
together.

I gave her chocolate but she didnt except.

Why do you buy this? Disha asked.

The first time we are meeting. I thought we will start our friendship with some sweetness. I replied.

She laughed loudly so as I.

She came on the main topic. She told me about her financial problem again, asked me to arrange some work
for her for one month only.

Okay, I will try to arrange some work for you. Give me some time. I said.

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She said okay. I have to go now. Disha said.

I already arrange some work for her but I wanted maximum reason to meet her daily.

Can in the evening meet? I asked.

Why evening. Disha replied.

I will tell you about the work. I said.

Yes, we will meet six pm onward, that time I will be completely free. Disha said.

Yes fine anytime. I said.

Okay bye. See you on evening. Disha said.

Yeah sure. Okay bye. I replied.

She started her scooter and went. I was dancing there.

I was feeling myself flying on air, pinching myself, again and again, to remind me that this is a truth, not a
dream.

I went to meet Raghav.

I want to tell you something. I said.

What. Raghav asked.

I met her. I replied.

You met whom? Raghav asked.

Duffer that hospital girl Shrutis classmate. I replied.

Wow, bro, this is awesome news.

Now your matter is on track. I am very happy for you bro. Raghav said.

No bro it is nothing like that which you thinking. I said.

It is okay bro. starting is difficult than it is essay. If it does not happen what I am thinking than wait for some
time it will happen. Raghav said.

I wish bro whatever you saying it will come true. I said.

Okay bye, see you tomorrow. Raghav said.

Yeah bye. I replied.

Six pm evening! I called Disha once again.

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Hey, Disha. Whats up? I asked.

Nothing interesting. I am bored. Disha replied.

Can we meet now? I asked.

Yes. Disha replied.

Okay, I will reach near to your area within fifteen minutes. I said.

I was so happy. I am wondering might god is giving me more than what I was expecting.

First, I only want to meet her once but now I am going to meet her twice in a day. I mean that was beyond what
I expected from my destiny.

I reached there.

She was wearing a white color t-shirt which suits her very well and she is looking damn beautiful on it.

I wanted to kiss her right there. I cant move my eyes from her face.

I was wondering how someone can look so beautiful.

Yes, tell. What work did you got for me? Disha asked.

I was thinking what I should say because whatever work I got that is not good for her.

I thought I should give her my work and because of that I will get a thousand reasons to meet her daily. Might
be we both will come close to each other and slowly- slowly her friendship will turn into love and she will also
start feeling something about me.

She is a science student and whatever work I got for her was about the accounts which were going above her
head.

Yes, my plan flopped but I didnt lose the hope. Every day I will find out some new reasons to meet her.

One day we also went for a long drive at evening.

I was feeling very good. I was wondering might be she is also started liking me.

Another Sunday weather was really very good.

We planned to go somewhere little far from the town for drive.

The day didnt start well for me. I had an argument with my father regarding some issue. Whatever it is I want
to meet her.

We decided to meet after seven pm.

I received her near to her apartment and we went somewhere to see the nature.

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We end up near Lakshmanjula and sat there.
It was a wonderful evening on the bank of river Ganga. The place is very beautiful but not more than her.

Disha told me everything about her childhood that how much naughty she was during those days.
We both were talking about the beautiful view which makes me feel romantic.

I know it is so early to think but I am thinking that I wish we both will marry and later every day we both will
come here to talk same like this. I want to see her laughing like this for rest of my life.

It is too late at night around nine pm. She wanted to go back now.

We left from there.

Exactly same thing happened for what I was scared of my father saw both of us together even I also noticed
that my father saw us together on bike and today I have to listen to a lengthy lecture from him.

I dropped her to her apartment. I came back home.

Today my father came home before me.

He started his questioning session very smartly.

Where were you? Dad asked.

Yeah, I am with Raghav. I replied.

Why what happened? I asked.

Suddenly Raghav became girl. Dad replied.

I stammered. Which girl? What are you talking about? I asked.

I am talking about that girl who is sitting behind you on your bike.
I saw you a few minutes back with her. Dad replied.

Oh yeah. Actually, she was my friend.

I was roaming in that area. She saw me and asked me to drop her home because she could not find any cab
there that time. I replied.

Are you sure? Dad asked.

Yes, dad. You are getting it wrong. I replied.

Ok, fine no problem. Dad said.

I realized,dad didnt talk to me whole day but now he talks when he saw me with Disha. I was thinking might
be everything is going correctly because of her entering into my life and this is not what I was thinking! It was
really happening with me.

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The best part is I am very happy also because I met my dream girl.
I was hoping my life will be continuing like this forever.

Without any doubt that was the best time of my life.

Next day

I asked her to meet me after six pm evening. I wanted to give her something but what should I give.

So I decided to give her box full of chocolates.

Everything was going well on my life or which is what I am thinking.

That time also came in my life which will come in every youngsters life.

Yes, about the career building and further studies.

My dad called me.

Where are you going? Dad asked.

Nowhere dad. I replied.

We need to talk about something. Sit here. Dad asked.

Okay. Tell dad what do you want to talk about? I replied.

What is your after graduation plan? Where do you want to go? Dad asked.

I was planning to go England for MBA but we did not discuss this from a long time.
I thought that going England is almost canceled for me.

I didnt get you, dad. I replied.

Okay, I arranged everything for you. Dad said.

Everything what? I asked.

You are going London next month for your MBA. I arranged everything. Fourteenth of July you have report on
university desk. I booked your ticket from New Delhi to London of 10th of July.
Start preparing everything soon. Dad replied.

I was wondering what happened just now. Some days ago I meet my dream girl. Till now we only became
friends there are lot more things left to do to impress her.
Still, I have to tell her that how I love her.

I decided. I dont have enough time to wait for the right time right situation to tell her about my feelings. I have
to tell her now whatever the result should be.

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I wrote a letter and put that inside the chocolate box.

Letter

Disha, I will be so far from you when you read this letter. I fall in love with
you the moment I saw you the very first day in the hospital. I know you dont
love me and you never will do. When you talked to me and met me first then I
thought now I will get you but I was wrong. You love someone else and he also
loves you but I love you more than him and more than anyone else. My love
will never going to change for you, not today, not tomorrow, not even for the
next thousand years.

That I promise you.

I wish you will be happy forever wherever you live.

That was not only a letter for me, I wrote all my feelings on that.

I rolled that letter with the rose leafs. I gift wrapped that letter with the chocolate box.

Yes, of course, that was a love letter. I was also thinking why I am giving her this.
It is better to say all these things face to face.

I was also afraid that how she would react even she told me not to do these things again, I am doing this again.
So, I decided to give her a letter and it is better also.

Yes, she was right in her place but I was also not wrong on mine.

Sharp six pm evening I reached the meeting spot where we both usually meet.
She was looking beautiful like she always does. She was wearing a green color t-shirt.

I gave her gift.

She refused to accept that gift which was general thing.

Why are you giving me this? Disha asked.

First accepts this then you will automatically get to know why I am giving you this. Dont open this here.
Open this late at night. I replied.

She got an idea about the letter. She was so curious to open and she opens that gift there itself.

I was feeling so embraced because of the letter which I wrote and the packing of the gift is also so poor because
I did it myself.

Woo a letter. Disha said.

Yes. I hope you dont mind. I asked.

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Of course not. Disha replied.

I want to read it now. Disha asked.

Okay, you can read but I am going little far from here. When you complete reading than telling me I will
come back here. I replied.

I was so scared of her reaction after reading the letter.

So many thought coming into my mind that what if she will be angry and dont want to meet me again.

Please, Disha dont be mad at me please this thing I chanting continuously on my mind.

She came to me after reading the letter.

I was damn scared that what she will say now.

It is okay Kabir. Disha said.

Are you sure you are not mad at me? I asked.

Yes, I am not mad at you. Disha replied.

In fact, I will keep this letter forever with me. Disha said.

She asked me the same things which she doesnt suppose to ask.

Why you gave this letter and a gift today? Disha asked.

I told her everything.

Disha actually within ten-fifteen days I am going abroad for my MBA.

Before leaving I need to tell you everything so I did. I replied.

That I understand. But why so suddenly you are going? Disha asked.

Dad made this sudden plan for me. I cant-do anything about it. I replied.

Okay, Kabir good luck for your future. Disha said.

With a smile I replied her thank you Disha.

She said she has some work to finish she have to go.

Before I leave, can we meet again? I asked.

My exams are starting from the next week.

I will stop going out from the house because I want to score good marks in this semester. It is difficult to meet
you. Disha replied.

Okay as you say. I said.

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I dropped her home back.

Goodbye Disha. I said.

I cant remove my eyes from her face. I was crying from inside.
I was totally broken that time.

I knew that I am going half of the globe away from my love and we are not going to meet again in our life ever.

Somewhere in my heart, I am still believing that someday we will meet somewhere in the world.

Perhaps, I am over thinking everything.

Yes, I lost everything but I am refusing to accept it.

All the remaining days passed so fast on doing shopping and other legal work for going abroad.

I am remembering her every time.

Always look at my phone that might be she will call or text , will ask me to meet her at the same place.

Yes, exactly she didnt text or called me.

The day of leaving came.

I have to catch a flight from New Delhi.

Only one hour left for leaving from home to New Delhi. I met every important person of my life.

Still, I was waiting for her call but exactly she didnt.

I left from home. Seven hours later I reached New Delhi international airport. Still, I am thinking about Disha
only.

I was sitting in the airport and thinking about all our memories which Disha and I spent together.

Yes she doesnt want me in her life. She threw me out also but she cant ever throw or erase the moments and
memories which we spent together. That moments and memories I am taking it with me for forever.

I board the flight.

I am asked and told myself

Yes, I can live without Disha but can I live happily without her ever?

This question will remain with me rest of my life because my love will not going to change for her ever or at
least not for the next thousand years.

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Its been almost two years.

The thing later I realized.

Yes I love her a lot which I wiill do rest of my life but she doesnt love me and I cant blame her for that be-
cause it is not necessary that the person you love will love you back.
Yes if they will then you are luckiest and if they dont then you should go somewhere far from their life for their
happiness and in their happiness is yours happiness.

Love is a very heavy and epic word which everyone cant understand easily. It is an awesome feeling even if you
are not with that person whom you want to be.

I also understood this when I met Disha.

Yes it is ended on its first day but which first day it was ended The day when i saw her first, The day when i
talked her first or the day when i met her first.
It is a question mark for me forever....!

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 Once upon a time there was a simple boy called Kabir. He fell
in love, a girl called Disha.
Disha doesnt love him at all.
He tried so hard but they both brooked their contact. He finally
moved unhappyliy from the town but not from that love, which
he is doing and will continue his whole life.

Art by- Shaurab Naithani

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